affectionate_o spread_v before_o god_n in_o most_o of_o the_o congregation_n about_o london_n as_o he_o three_o day_n be_v set_v apart_o by_o minister_n and_o many_o other_o pray_v friend_n to_o seek_v god_n in_o his_o behalf_n one_o in_o private_a and_o two_o in_o public_a which_o also_o be_v observe_v much_o better_a than_o such_o day_n usual_o have_v be_v of_o late_a yea_o in_o remote_a country_n beside_o the_o ordinary_a prayer_n make_v for_o he_o there_o be_v some_o fast_n keep_v also_o with_o special_a reference_n to_o his_o affliction_n the_o multitude_n of_o people_n that_o come_v to_o his_o funeral_n with_o the_o many_o weep_a eye_n do_v clear_o show_v how_o much_o he_o be_v belove_v here_o may_v also_o be_v remember_v the_o readiness_n of_o the_o london_n minister_n to_o supply_v his_o place_n at_o home_n and_o his_o lecture_n elsewhere_o as_o also_o the_o willingness_n of_o his_o fellow-lecturers_a at_o westminster_n to_o preach_v for_o he_o there_o when_o he_o himself_o by_o reason_n of_o weakness_n can_v not_o possible_o do_v his_o own_o work_n but_o its_o needless_a for_o still_o every_o where_o upon_o the_o name_n of_o mr._n whitaker_n love_n be_v some_o way_n discover_v by_o such_o as_o have_v any_o knowledge_n of_o he_o whilst_o he_o be_v able_a he_o never_o neglect_v his_o minsterial_a service_n preach_v he_o have_v often_o go_v upon_o crutch_n unto_o the_o congregation_n of_o his_o own_o people_n to_o fulfil_v his_o ministry_n yea_o once_o at_o least_o he_o adventure_v to_o preach_v at_o michael_n cornhill_n when_o he_o be_v scarce_o able_a to_o get_v into_o the_o pulpit_n and_o his_o friend_n with_o much_o difficulty_n help_v he_o out_o of_o the_o church_n homeward_o and_o at_o other_o time_n when_o his_o leg_n will_v not_o serve_v he_o he_o use_v to_o ride_v to_o church_n and_o when_o he_o be_v by_o extremity_n of_o pain_n take_v off_o from_o his_o ministry_n he_o will_v sometime_o profess_v to_o some_o special_a friend_n that_o the_o pain_n feel_v be_v not_o so_o grievous_a to_o his_o spirit_n as_o his_o inability_n by_o reason_n thereof_o to_o manage_v his_o wont_a work_n indeed_o it_o be_v his_o meat_n and_o drink_n to_o be_v do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n many_o time_n these_o be_v his_o word_n if_o i_o can_v but_o preach_v i_o shall_v be_v much_o better_o and_o he_o will_v rejoice_v with_o cheerfulness_n and_o thankfulness_n when_o in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o weakness_n he_o find_v not_o himself_o more_o distemper_v by_o his_o preach_n and_o will_v mention_v such_o experience_n as_o argument_n to_o move_v and_o induce_v his_o friend_n to_o yield_v to_o his_o preach_n when_o they_o dissuade_v he_o from_o it_o as_o prejudicial_a to_o his_o health_n anno_fw-la christi_fw-la 1654._o sickness_n about_o the_o begin_n of_o november_n the_o violent_a pain_n of_o the_o stone_n do_v in_o such_o a_o manner_n and_o measure_n arrest_v he_o that_o from_o that_o time_n he_o continue_v god_n prisoner_n confine_v to_o his_o bed_n or_o chamber_n till_o he_o be_v set_v free_a by_o a_o long_o expect_v and_o much_o desire_a death_n most_o physician_n in_o the_o city_n be_v consult_v with_o and_o be_v from_o time_n to_o time_n very_o ready_a to_o serve_v he_o with_o their_o advice_n who_o do_v unanimous_o conclude_v that_o his_o sharp_a pain_n proceed_v original_o from_o a_o ulcer_n in_o the_o kidney_n but_o immediate_o from_o a_o ulcer_n in_o the_o neck_n of_o the_o bâ—â—dder_n cause_v by_o a_o continual_a flux_n of_o ulcerous_a mâ—tter_n drop_v down_o upon_o that_o part_n and_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o acuteness_n and_o quickness_n of_o the_o sense_n there_o his_o pain_n be_v almost_o continual_o in_o that_o place_n though_o the_o fountain_n of_o they_o be_v from_o the_o kidney_n about_o two_o month_n before_o his_o death_n his_o pain_n grow_v more_o extreme_a yet_o divine_a indulgence_n vouchsafe_v at_o some_o time_n some_o mitigation_n of_o they_o and_o intermission_n both_o in_o the_o night_n and_o day_n but_o notwithstanding_o the_o long_a continuance_n and_o extremity_n of_o they_o neither_o his_o faith_n nor_o patience_n do_v abate_v yea_o they_o much_o increase_v and_o grow_v high_a and_o as_o he_o grow_v near_o his_o end_n so_o his_o long_n for_o death_n be_v much_o increase_v yet_o accompany_v with_o holy_a submission_n to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o gracious_a father_n these_o be_v some_o of_o his_o expression_n o_o my_o god_n break_v open_a the_o prison_n door_n speech_n and_o set_v my_o poor_a captive_a soul_n free_a but_o enable_v i_o willing_o to_o wait_v thy_o time_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v never_o aid_v any_o man_n more_o desire_n life_n than_o i_o do_v death_n when_o will_v that_o time_n come_v that_o i_o shall_v neither_o sin_n more_o nor_o sorrow_n more_o when_o shall_v mortality_n put_v on_o immortality_n when_o shall_v this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n be_v dissolve_v that_o i_o may_v be_v clothe_v upon_o with_o that_o house_n which_o be_v from_o heaven_n bless_a be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o follow_v the_o lamb_n whither_o soever_o he_o go_v so_o great_a be_v his_o love_n to_o his_o god_n and_o saviour_n that_o he_o maintain_v and_o express_v high_a estimation_n and_o honourable_a thought_n of_o his_o majesty_n when_o he_o be_v under_o the_o most_o torment_a providence_n he_o fear_v nothing_o more_o than_o lest_o he_o shall_v do_v or_o speak_v any_o thing_n that_o shall_v redound_v to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o his_o name_n these_o be_v some_o breathe_n of_o his_o large_a love_n when_o through_o pain_n he_o be_v as_o in_o the_o fire_n or_o upon_o the_o rack_n good_a lord_n keep_v i_o from_o dishonour_v of_o thy_o name_n by_o impatieency_n oh_o who_o will_v not_o even_o in_o burn_n have_v honourable_a thought_n of_o god_n who_o that_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o fear_v thou_o o_o lord_n love_v thou_o and_o honour_v thou_o lord_n thou_o give_v i_o no_o occasion_n to_o have_v any_o hard_a thought_n of_o thou_o bless_a be_v god_n there_o be_v nothing_o of_o hell_n in_o all_o this_o bless_a be_v his_o name_n for_o jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o revelation_n of_o the_o everlasting_a gospel_n who_o know_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o wrath_n if_o it_o be_v so_o heavy_a upon_o thy_o servant_n hore_n how_o heavy_a shall_v it_o be_v to_o all_o those_o who_o shall_v endure_v it_o without_o mixture_n bless_a be_v god_n for_o the_o peace_n of_o my_o inward_a man_n when_o my_o outward_a man_n be_v full_a of_o trouble_n this_o be_v a_o bitter_a cup_n but_o it_o be_v of_o my_o father_n mixture_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o drink_v it_o yea_o lord_n through_o thy_o strength_n i_o will_v this_o be_v my_o burden_n and_o i_o will_v bear_v it_o upon_o any_o abatement_n of_o his_o excruciate_a pain_n he_o be_v constant_o much_o in_o blessing_n god_n use_v these_o and_o such_o like_a expression_n o_o what_o a_o mercy_n be_v it_o that_o there_o be_v any_o mitigation_n any_o intermission_n lord_n make_v i_o thankful_a and_o turn_v himself_o towards_o those_o that_o stand_v by_o he_o will_v bespeak_v they_o thus_o o_o help_v i_o to_o be_v thankful_a o_o lift_v up_o a_o prayer_n for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v thankful_a o_o what_o a_o mercy_n be_v this_o how_o much_o worse_o may_v this_o affliction_n have_v be_v i_o may_v have_v be_v distract_v or_o lay_v roar_v under_o disqueâ—ness_n of_o spirit_n by_o these_o and_o many_o such_o like_a expression_n and_o work_n of_o his_o spirit_n who_o perceive_v not_o the_o sparkling_n of_o his_o love_n to_o god_n and_o to_o a_o dear_a friend_n he_o often_o say_v brother_n through_o mercy_n i_o have_v not_o one_o repine_v think_v against_o god_n the_o sabbath_n seven-night_n before_o god_n release_v he_o though_o his_o pain_n be_v very_o sharp_a yet_o he_o bestow_v most_o part_n of_o the_o time_n of_o public_a ordinance_n in_o prayer_n together_o with_o those_o that_o be_v about_o he_o and_o his_o petition_n be_v most_o in_o the_o behalf_n of_o minister_n that_o god_n will_v clothe_v his_o ordinance_n with_o his_o own_o power_n and_o enable_v his_o minister_n to_o speak_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o his_o people_n then_o do_v he_o also_o with_o many_o tear_n bewail_v his_o detainment_n from_o the_o sanctuary_n and_o sabbath-opportunity_n of_o do_v and_o receive_v good_a which_o have_v be_v his_o delight_n profess_v also_o that_o his_o be_v take_v off_o from_o service_n be_v a_o great_a affliction_n to_o he_o than_o all_o his_o bodily_a pain_n and_o because_o this_o apprehension_n to_o wit_n of_o his_o present_a unserviceablness_n do_v much_o afflict_v he_o this_o therefore_o be_v often_o suggest_v to_o he_o which_o the_o lord_n please_v to_o make_v a_o relief_n to_o his_o spirit_n viz._n that_o now_o by_o the_o practice_n
leave_v a_o sweet_a savour_n and_o relish_v upon_o their_o spirit_n and_o whole_a converse_n to_o give_v you_o a_o true_a character_n and_o full_a character_n of_o his_o whole_a deportment_n in_o few_o word_n he_o be_v a_o good_a and_o a_o faithful_a steward_n in_o his_o master_n house_n always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n a_o pillar_n in_o the_o house_n of_o his_o god_n never_o weary_a of_o his_o lord_n work_v but_o best_o please_v when_o he_o have_v do_v most_o service_n his_o conversation_n be_v immaculate_a and_o unblameable_a his_o behaviour_n uniform_a and_o universal_o pious_a he_o be_v grave_a without_o austerity_n pleasant_a without_o levity_n courteous_a without_o dissemble_v free_v in_o discourse_n where_o he_o may_v profit_v yet_o reserve_v where_o he_o see_v cause_n he_o be_v seldom_o the_o first_o speaker_n although_o he_o be_v best_o able_a to_o speak_v he_o love_v useful_a discourse_n but_o abhor_a froth_n and_o babble_v he_o be_v witty_a without_o vanity_n facetious_a without_o gird_v or_o grieve_v of_o other_o he_o know_v his_o place_n yet_o be_v not_o insolent_a resolute_a he_o be_v but_o not_o wilful_a he_o maintain_v his_o authority_n but_o be_v not_o haughty_a a_o great_a master_n he_o be_v of_o his_o own_o passion_n and_o affection_n and_o thereby_o abundant_o furnish_v with_o the_o more_o ability_n and_o embellishment_n that_o most_o attract_v and_o maintain_v the_o dear_a love_n the_o deep_a reverence_n and_o high_a respect_n he_o be_v a_o great_a admirer_n of_o learning_n and_o piety_n in_o other_o though_o they_o be_v far_o below_o himself_o in_o both_o his_o affection_n be_v above_o though_o he_o be_v below_o he_o converse_v more_o with_o heaven_n than_o with_o earth_n while_o he_o remain_v on_o it_o and_o be_v now_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o a_o royal_a diadem_n in_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o god_n as_o be_v a_o ornament_n unto_o heaven_n itself_o he_o live_v in_o the_o world_n seventy_o five_o year_n within_o one_o month_n life_n in_o which_o long_a race_n he_o see_v many_o sad_a change_n and_o sore_a storm_n beat_v hard_o upon_o the_o church_n toss_v with_o tempest_n and_o not_o yet_o at_o anchor_n but_o never_o be_v david_n more_o distress_v for_o his_o dear_a jonathan_n than_o this_o man_n of_o bowel_n be_v for_o the_o calamity_n of_o the_o dear_a spouse_n of_o christ._n sympathy_n he_o be_v most_o incessant_o inquisitive_a after_o the_o church_n estate_n in_o all_o country_n a_o sad_a lamenter_n of_o all_o her_o affliction_n a_o daily_a orator_n and_o mighty_a advocate_n for_o she_o at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o never_o enjoy_v himself_o but_o when_o he_o descry_v she_o under_o sail_n towards_o some_o creek_n or_o haven_n wherein_o she_o may_v find_v comfort_n and_o rest_n be_v much_o in_o prayer_n and_o fast_v for_o her_o full_a reformation_n and_o perfect_a deliverance_n some_o good_a hope_n whereof_o he_o conceive_v in_o the_o prosperous_a achievement_n of_o the_o great_a gustavus_n adolphus_n late_a king_n of_o sweden_n semper_fw-la augustus_n but_o when_o he_o by_o the_o sad_a and_o unsearchable_a providence_n of_o the_o only_a wise_a god_n sudden_o and_o untimely_o fall_v in_o the_o full_a carrier_n of_o his_o victory_n and_o of_o the_o church_n hope_n and_o that_o the_o christian_a world_n be_v by_o his_o fall_n hurl_v from_o the_o height_n of_o so_o great_a expectation_n he_o continual_o mourn_v over_o the_o unhappy_a set_n of_o that_o glorious_a northern_a star_n as_o a_o sad_a presage_n of_o all_o the_o inundation_n of_o misery_n since_o befall_v and_o that_o still_o be_v rise_v high_a and_o high_a upon_o the_o church_n of_o christ_n the_o quick_a and_o deep_a sense_n whereof_o lay_v close_o upon_o his_o heart_n to_o his_o die_a day_n neither_o be_v he_o without_o his_o suffering_n affliction_n and_o danger_n in_o our_o uncivil_a civil_a war_n he_o be_v affront_v by_o rude_a ruffian_n and_o bloody_a mind_a soldier_n who_o tyranize_v over_o he_o in_o his_o own_o house_n not_o permit_v he_o quiet_o to_o enjoy_v himself_o and_o his_o god_n in_o his_o private_a study_n to_o which_o he_o often_o retire_v not_o only_o from_o their_o insolence_n but_o from_o their_o blasphemy_n even_o thither_o will_v they_o pursue_v he_o with_o draw_v sword_n vow_v his_o instant_a death_n for_o not_o comply_v with_o they_o in_o their_o bloody_a engagement_n yet_o it_o please_v that_o gracious_a god_n who_o he_o have_v so_o faithful_o serve_v providence_n to_o preserve_v he_o for_o further_a service_n and_o to_o make_v that_o a_o hide_v place_n for_o his_o preservation_n which_o they_o intend_v for_o his_o slaughter_n house_n and_o after_o all_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o his_o end_n in_o peace_n when_o he_o have_v faithful_o serve_v his_o generation_n death_n by_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o the_o gospel_n of_o his_o son_n for_o above_o forty_o seven_o year_n he_o be_v gather_v to_o his_o father_n in_o a_o good_a old_a age_n full_a of_o day_n and_o honour_n by_o a_o bless_a and_o happy_a death_n the_o certain_a result_n of_o a_o holy_a life_n decemb._n 25._o anno_fw-la christi_fw-la 1649._o the_o day_n former_o use_v for_o celebrate_v the_o nativity_n of_o his_o great_a lord_n and_o master_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ._n the_o last_o testimony_n of_o the_o people_n great_a love_n to_o he_o must_v not_o be_v forget_v by_o any_o that_o desire_v to_o preserve_v his_o precious_a memory_n in_o their_o heart_n with_o honour_n funeral_n this_o ample_o appear_v by_o their_o great_a lamentation_n and_o mourn_v for_o he_o in_o his_o sickness_n and_o at_o his_o death_n and_o sad_a exequy_n his_o funeral_n be_v extraordinary_o celebrate_v not_o only_o by_o the_o voluntary_a confluence_n of_o the_o great_a number_n of_o people_n that_o ever_o crowd_v into_o the_o spacious_a fabric_n of_o that_o church_n and_o by_o many_o hundred_o more_o there_o assemble_v about_o the_o door_n which_o be_v unable_a to_o get_v in_o but_o by_o multitude_n of_o gentleman_n and_o minister_n all_o strive_v to_o out-mourn_a each_o other_o stand_v about_o his_o hearse_n with_o tear_n recount_v his_o excellent_a labour_n his_o fruitful_a life_n their_o great_a profit_v by_o he_o as_o sometime_o the_o widow_n about_o peter_n weeping_z and_o show_v the_o coat_n and_o garment_n which_o dorcas_n make_v while_o she_o be_v with_o they_o every_o one_o aggravate_v their_o grief_n and_o loss_n in_o his_o gain_n and_o strive_v who_o shall_v honour_v he_o most_o in_o bear_v his_o body_n to_o the_o bed_n of_o rest._n the_o testimony_n give_v he_o at_o his_o interment_n by_o he_o who_o perform_v that_o last_o office_n of_o love_n with_o many_o tear_n funeral_n and_o which_o he_o know_o speak_v from_o his_o long_a and_o intimate_a acquaintance_n and_o converse_v with_o he_o almost_o forty_o year_n together_o take_v with_o you_o for_o a_o close_a in_o that_o minister_n own_o word_n out_o of_o the_o pulpit_n although_o say_v he_o funeral_z oration_n be_v common_o either_o the_o vain_a flourish_n of_o mercenary_a tongue_n or_o the_o weak_a support_n of_o a_o emendicate_v fame_n and_o since_o good_a man_n work_n shall_v praise_v they_o in_o the_o gate_n it_o be_v but_o to_o light_v a_o candle_n to_o the_o sun_n and_o since_o bad_a man_n work_n can_v be_v cover_v with_o so_o thin_a a_o daub_v it_o be_v but_o to_o paint_v arotten_a post._n yet_o some_o testimony_n be_v due_a to_o such_o as_o have_v obtain_v a_o more_o eminent_a place_n in_o christ_n mystical_a body_n the_o church_n have_v also_o be_v instrument_n of_o more_o than_o ordinary_a good_a to_o his_o member_n samuel_n die_v a_o judge_n a_o prophet_n a_o great_a man_n a_o good_a man_n in_o israel_n and_o all_o the_o israelite_n be_v gather_v together_o to_o honour_v his_o obsequy_n and_o lament_v he_o and_o bury_v he_o 1_o sam._n 25._o 1._o to_o say_v nothing_o then_o of_o so_o rich_a a_o cargazoon_n so_o full_a a_o magazine_n so_o rare_a a_o subject_n of_o all_o commendable_a quality_n and_o admirable_a endowment_n be_v a_o frustrate_v of_o your_o eager_a expectation_n to_o say_v little_a be_v a_o wrong_n to_o he_o that_o deserve_v so_o much_o to_o say_v much_o be_v both_o a_o derogation_n from_o his_o merit_n that_o may_v challenge_v and_o a_o imputation_n upon_o your_o judgement_n and_o affection_n that_o will_v acknowledge_v more_o due_a than_o i_o can_v now_o deliver_v nevertheless_o since_o the_o memorial_n of_o the_o just_a be_v a_o sweet_a perfume_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o strew_v a_o few_o of_o his_o own_o flower_n upon_o his_o hearse_n and_o i_o will_v discharge_v your_o patience_n his_o holy_a life_n and_o conscientious_a course_n his_o constant_a labour_n thrice_o a_o week_n in_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o gospel_n unless_o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n or_o necessitate_a restraint_n for_o the_o space_n of_o
argue_v a_o good_a man_n for_o goodness_n be_v communicative_a and_o such_o be_v his_o academical_a dexterity_n prudence_n that_o he_o can_v impart_v as_o scaliger_n speak_v the_o felicity_n of_o wit_n to_o his_o hearer_n so_o accommodate_v and_o insinuate_v the_o matter_n in_o hand_n as_o that_o his_o pupil_n may_v both_o perceive_v their_o profit_v and_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o that_o wherein_o they_o profit_v thus_o by_o his_o school-stratagem_n he_o win_v the_o heart_n of_o his_o pupil_n both_o to_o himself_o and_o to_o a_o desire_n of_o learning_n they_o be_v each_o to_o other_o as_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o son_n of_o the_o prophet_n his_o pupil_n be_v honourer_n and_o lover_n of_o he_o and_o he_o be_v a_o tutor_n a_o friend_n and_o a_o father_n unto_o they_o the_o manner_n of_o his_o conversion_n conversion_n according_a to_o his_o own_o relation_n be_v thus_o during_o his_o residence_n in_o the_o university_n god_n begin_v to_o work_v upon_o he_o by_o the_o ministry_n of_o mr._n william_n perkins_n of_o bless_a memory_n but_o the_o motion_n and_o stir_n of_o his_o heart_n which_o then_o be_v he_o suppress_v think_v that_o if_o he_o shall_v trouble_v himself_o with_o matter_n of_o religion_n according_a to_o the_o light_n he_o have_v then_o receive_v it_o will_v be_v a_o hindrance_n to_o he_o in_o his_o study_n which_o then_o he_o have_v much_o addict_v himself_o unto_o therefore_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o silence_v those_o suggestion_n and_o inward_a calling_n which_o he_o have_v from_o god_n spirit_n and_o do_v witting_o defer_v the_o prosecution_n of_o that_o work_n until_o afterward_o at_o length_n as_o he_o be_v walk_v in_o the_o field_n he_o hear_v the_o bell_n toll_v for_o mr._n perkins_n who_o lie_v a_o die_a whereupon_o he_o be_v secret_o glad_a in_o his_o heart_n that_o he_o shall_v now_o be_v rid_v of_o he_o who_o have_v as_o he_o say_v lay_v siege_n to_o and_o beleaguer_v his_o heart_n this_o become_v matter_n of_o much_o affliction_n to_o he_o afterward_o god_n keep_v it_o upon_o his_o spirit_n with_o the_o aggravation_n of_o it_o and_o make_v it_o a_o effectual_a mean_n of_o convince_a and_o humble_v he_o in_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o the_o natural_a enmity_n that_o be_v in_o man_n nature_n against_o god_n afterwards_o hear_v dr._n sib_n then_o mr._n sib_n preach_v a_o sermon_n about_o regeneration_n wherein_o he_o show_v first_o what_o regeneration_n be_v not_o and_o so_o open_v the_o state_n of_o a_o mere_a civil_a man_n mr._n cotton_n see_v his_o own_o condition_n full_o discover_v which_o through_o god_n mercy_n do_v drive_v he_o to_o a_o stand_n as_o plain_o see_v himself_o destitute_a of_o true_a grace_n all_o his_o false_a hope_n and_o ground_n now_o fail_v he_o and_o so_o he_o lie_v for_o a_o long_a time_n in_o a_o uncomfortable_a despair_a way_n and_o of_o all_o other_o thing_n this_o be_v his_o heavy_a burden_n that_o he_o have_v witting_o withstand_v the_o mean_n and_o offer_v of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o he_o find_v have_v be_v tender_v to_o he_o thus_o he_o continue_v till_o it_o please_v god_n to_o let_v in_o a_o word_n of_o faith_n into_o his_o heart_n and_o to_o cause_v he_o to_o look_v unto_o christ_n for_o his_o heal_n which_o word_n also_o be_v dispense_v unto_o he_o by_o the_o same_o doctor_n sib_n which_o beget_v in_o he_o a_o singular_a and_o constant_a love_n to_o the_o say_a doctor_n of_o who_o he_o be_v also_o answerable_o belove_v that_o which_o first_o make_v he_o famous_a in_o cambridge_n be_v his_o funeral_n oration_n for_o doctor_n some_o oratory_n master_n of_o peter_n house_n which_o be_v so_o accurate_o perform_v in_o respect_n of_o invention_n elegancy_n purity_n of_o style_n ornament_n of_o rhetoric_n elocution_n and_o oratorious_a beauty_n of_o the_o whole_a as_o that_o he_o be_v thenceforth_o look_v at_o as_o another_o xenophon_n or_o musa_fw-la attica_n throughout_o the_o university_n some_o space_n of_o time_n intervening_a he_o be_v call_v to_o preach_v at_o st._n mary_n where_o he_o preach_v a_o university_n sermon_n with_o high_a applause_n from_o the_o academical_a wit_n insomuch_o as_o the_o fame_n of_o his_o learning_n grow_v great_a and_o great_a and_o afterward_o be_v again_o call_v to_o preach_v in_o the_o same_o place_n as_o one_o oration_n of_o pericles_n leave_v his_o hearer_n with_o a_o appetite_n after_o another_o so_o the_o memory_n of_o his_o former_a accurate_a exercise_n fill_v the_o college_n especial_o the_o young_a student_n with_o a_o fresh_a expectation_n of_o such_o elegancy_n of_o learning_n as_o make_v they_o flock_n to_o the_o sermon_n with_o a_o athenian_a itch_n after_o some_o new_a thing_n as_o to_o the_o ornament_n of_o rhetoric_n and_o abstruser_n notion_n of_o philosophy_n but_o his_o spirit_n now_o savour_v of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n more_o than_o of_o humane_a literature_n and_o be_v teach_v of_o god_n to_o distinguish_v between_o the_o word_n of_o wisdom_n and_o the_o wisdom_n of_o word_n his_o speech_n and_o preach_v be_v not_o now_o with_o the_o entice_a word_n of_o man_n wisdom_n but_o in_o the_o demonstration_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o of_o power_n the_o disappoint_v expectation_n of_o the_o auditory_a soon_o appear_v in_o their_o countenance_n and_o the_o discouragement_n of_o their_o non-acceptance_n return_v he_o unto_o his_o chamber_n not_o without_o some_o sad_a thought_n of_o heart_n where_o yet_o he_o have_v not_o be_v long_o but_o lo_o dr._n preston_n then_o mr._n preston_n knock_v at_o his_o chamber_n door_n preston_n and_o come_v in_o acquaint_v he_o with_o his_o spiritual_a condition_n and_o tell_v he_o how_o it_o have_v please_v god_n to_o work_v effectual_o upon_o his_o heart_n by_o that_o sermon_n after_o which_o dr._n preston_n ever_o high_o prize_v he_o and_o both_o full_o and_o strong_o close_v with_o he_o which_o real_a seal_n of_o god_n unto_o his_o ministry_n much_o comfort_v his_o soul_n far_o above_o what_o the_o present_a less_o acceptance_n of_o the_o auditory_a have_v deject_v he_o or_o their_o former_a acceptance_n have_v encourage_v he_o his_o concio_fw-la ad_fw-la clerum_fw-la learning_n or_o latin_a sermon_n which_o he_o preach_v when_o he_o proceed_v bachelor_n of_o divinity_n which_o be_v after_o he_o have_v be_v at_o boston_n about_o half_a a_o year_n be_v very_o much_o admire_v and_o commend_v his_o text_n be_v mat._n 5._o 13._o vos_fw-fr estis_fw-la shall_fw-mi terrae_fw-la quod_fw-la si_fw-la sal_fw-la infatuatus_fw-la fuerit_fw-la quo_fw-la salietur_fw-la you_o be_v the_o salt_n of_o the_o earth_n but_o if_o the_o salt_n have_v lose_v its_o savour_n wherewith_o shall_v it_o be_v salt_v in_o handle_v of_o which_o text_n both_o the_o weight_n of_o the_o matter_n the_o elegancy_n of_o phrase_n rhetorical_a strain_n grave_n sweet_a and_o spiritual_a pronunciation_n render_v he_o yet_o more_o famous_a the_o like_a do_v his_o answer_v of_o the_o divinity_n act_n in_o the_o school_n have_v a_o very_a acute_a opponent_n mr._n william_n chappel_n to_o dispute_v with_o he_o so_o that_o in_o cambridge_n the_o name_n of_o mr._n cotton_n be_v much_o set_v by_o unto_o this_o earthen_a vessel_n boston_n thus_o fill_v with_o heavenly_a treasure_n the_o inhabitant_n of_o boston_n in_o lincolnshire_n make_v their_o address_n say_v come_v and_o help_v we_o and_o in_o that_o candlestick_n the_o father_n of_o light_n place_v this_o burn_a and_o shine_a light_n to_o who_o he_o remove_v from_o cambridge_n about_o the_o twenty_o eight_o year_n of_o his_o age._n at_o his_o first_o come_n he_o meet_v with_o some_o obstruction_n from_o the_o diocesan_n than_o bishop_n barlo_n who_o tell_v he_o that_o he_o be_v a_o young_a man_n and_o therefore_o unfit_a to_o be_v set_v over_o such_o a_o divide_a people_n mr._n cotton_n be_v ingenious_a and_o undervalue_v himself_o think_v so_o too_o and_o purpose_v to_o return_v to_o the_o college_n again_o but_o some_o of_o his_o boston_n friend_n understand_v that_o one_o simon_n biby_n be_v to_o be_v speak_v with_o who_o be_v near_o to_o the_o bishop_n they_o present_o charm_v he_o and_o so_o the_o business_n proceed_v without_o any_o further_a trouble_n and_o mr._n cotton_n be_v admit_v into_o the_o place_n after_o their_o manner_n in_o those_o day_n two_o thing_n be_v here_o not_o unworthy_a our_o observation_n temptation_n which_o mr._n cotton_n will_v sometime_o speak_v of_o to_o his_o friend_n first_o that_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o ministry_n he_o be_v exercise_v with_o some_o inward_a trouble_n which_o much_o deject_a he_o and_o indeed_o good_a spirit_n be_v much_o better_v by_o their_o conflict_n with_o the_o worst_a of_o spirit_n spiritual_a preacher_n be_v often_o train_v up_o in_o the_o school_n of_o temptation_n so_o true_a be_v that_o theological_a maxim_n meditation_n prayer_n and_o temptation_n make_v a_o divine_a this_o dispensation_n of_o the_o alwise_a
profession_n of_o the_o truth_n but_o unto_o a_o more_o opportune_a place_n for_o the_o profession_n of_o it_o when_o mr._n cotton_n arrive_v at_o new_a england_n his_o manner_n of_o entrance_n unto_o they_o be_v with_o much_o blessing_n engl._n for_o at_o his_o first_o come_v he_o find_v they_o not_o free_a from_o trouble_n about_o settle_v the_o matter_n both_o of_o church_n and_o commonwealth_n at_o which_o time_n be_v request_v he_o preach_v before_o the_o general_a court_n his_o text_n be_v haggai_n 2._o 4._o yet_o now_o be_v strong_a o_o zerubbabel_n say_v the_o lord_n be_v strong_a o_o joshua_n the_o son_n of_o josedek_n the_o high_a priest_n and_o be_v strong_a all_o you_o people_n of_o the_o land_n say_v the_o lord_n and_o work_v for_o i_o be_o with_o you_o say_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n providence_n and_o the_o lord_n work_v mighty_o by_o this_o sermon_n all_o obstruction_n be_v present_o remove_v and_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o sort_n as_o one_o man_n be_v excite_v unanimous_o and_o vigorous_o in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n from_o that_o very_a day_n in_o order_n whereunto_o the_o court_n consider_v that_o all_o the_o member_n of_o that_o republic_n be_v also_o church_n member_n and_o therefore_o to_o be_v govern_v according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n they_o desire_v mr._n cotton_n to_o draw_v a_o abstract_n of_o the_o judicial_a law_n deliver_v from_o god_n to_o moses_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o they_o be_v of_o moral_a i._n e._n of_o perpetual_a and_o universal_a equity_n which_o according_o he_o do_v advise_v they_o to_o persist_v in_o their_o purpose_n of_o establish_v a_o theocraty_n i._n e._n god_n government_n over_o god_n people_n unite_v from_o this_o time_n it_o be_v a_o usual_a thing_n for_o the_o magistrate_n to_o consult_v with_o the_o minister_n in_o hard_a and_o difficult_a case_n especial_o about_o matter_n of_o religion_n yet_o so_o as_o notwithstanding_o occasional_a conjunction_n religious_a care_n be_v have_v of_o avoid_v confusion_n of_o council_n after_o which_o time_n how_o useful_a master_n cotton_n be_v to_o old_a england_n to_o new_a england_n to_o magistrate_n to_o minister_n to_o people_n in_o public_a in_o private_a by_o preach_v by_o counsel_n and_o resolve_v difficult_a question_n all_o know_v that_o know_v he_o and_o consequent_o see_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n so_o evident_o manifest_v in_o he_o in_o the_o course_n of_o his_o ministry_n in_o new_a boston_n labour_n by_o way_n of_o exposition_n he_o go_v over_o the_o old_a testament_n to_o isaiah_n the_o 30._o the_o whole_a new_a testament_n once_o through_o and_o the_o second_o time_n to_o the_o middle_n of_o hebrew_n the_o seven_o upon_o the_o lord_n day_n and_o lecture_n day_n he_o preach_v through_o the_o act_n of_o the_o apostle_n the_o prophecy_n of_o haggai_n zechariah_n ezra_n the_o revelation_n ecclesiaste_n canticle_n the_o second_o and_o three_o epistle_n of_o john_n ministry_n the_o epistle_n to_o titus_n both_o the_o epistle_n to_o timothy_n the_o epistle_n to_o the_o roman_n with_o other_o scripture_n the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o he_o and_o crown_v his_o labour_n with_o the_o conversion_n of_o many_o soul_n and_o the_o edification_n of_o thousand_o beside_o these_o aforementioned_a labour_n he_o have_v many_o piece_n in_o print_n which_o be_v well_o know_v need_v not_o be_v here_o enumerate_v his_o youth_n be_v unstained_a whence_o he_o be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o capable_a of_o be_v a_o excellent_a instrument_n in_o the_o church_n in_o his_o elder_a day_n he_o that_o will_v do_v good_a in_o the_o church_n must_v have_v a_o good_a report_n of_o they_o which_o be_v without_o lest_o he_o fall_v into_o the_o reproach_n and_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n 1_o tim._n 3._o 7._o st._n augustine_n tell_v we_o that_o a_o good_a life_n be_v requisite_a in_o respect_n of_o ourselves_o but_o a_o good_a name_n be_v requisite_a in_o respect_n of_o other_o we_o may_v be_v good_a man_n if_o we_o have_v a_o good_a conscience_n but_o we_o be_v not_o like_a to_o do_v much_o good_a if_o we_o have_v not_o a_o good_a name_n he_o be_v a_o general_a scholar_n studiousness_n studious_a to_o know_v all_o thing_n the_o want_n whereof_o may_v in_o one_o of_o his_o profession_n be_v denomitate_v ignorance_n and_o pious_o ignorant_a of_o those_o thing_n the_o nescience_n whereof_o make_v he_o more_o learned_a deserve_o therefore_o be_v his_o praise_n great_a in_o all_o the_o church_n that_o he_o not_o only_o give_v himself_o to_o the_o acquire_v of_o learning_n but_o exceed_v many_o that_o have_v do_v virtuous_o therein_o he_o excel_v in_o the_o great_a part_n of_o the_o encuclopaidia_n those_o which_o best_o know_v his_o go_n out_o piety_n and_o his_o come_n in_o can_v but_o give_v a_o large_a testimony_n to_o his_o piety_n he_o be_v a_o saint_n above_o many_o of_o the_o saint_n manifest_o declare_v in_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o godly_a among_o who_o he_o walk_v to_o be_v the_o epistle_n of_o christ_n know_v and_o read_v of_o all_o man_n in_o his_o house_n he_o walk_v with_o a_o perfect_a heart_n he_o be_v a_o example_n to_o the_o flock_n clothe_v with_o love_n and_o humility_n among_o his_o brethren_n one_o of_o a_o thousand_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o worth_n but_o as_o it_o be_v report_v of_o dr._n whitaker_n as_o one_o of_o the_o multitude_n in_o respect_n of_o his_o facile_a and_o companion-like_a behaviour_n humility_n both_o ability_n and_o modesty_n in_o such_o a_o degree_n be_v not_o ordinary_o to_o be_v find_v in_o the_o same_o man_n other_o with_o much_o affection_n behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o his_o face_n while_o himself_o be_v as_o one_o who_o know_v not_o that_o his_o face_n shine_v he_o be_v a_o father_n friend_n and_o brother_n to_o his_o fellow-elders_a and_o a_o shine_a light_n before_o all_o man_n he_o well_o know_v that_o a_o bishop_n ought_v not_o to_o be_v defective_a in_o the_o well_o government_n of_o his_o family_n carriage_n he_o must_v be_v one_o that_o rule_v well_o his_o own_o house_n in_o conscience_n whereof_o he_o himself_o rise_v betimes_o in_o the_o morning_n as_o soon_o as_o he_o be_v ready_a he_o call_v his_o family_n together_o which_o be_v also_o his_o practice_n in_o the_o evening_n to_o the_o solemn_a worship_n of_o god_n read_v and_o expound_v and_o occasional_o also_o apply_v the_o scripture_n unto_o they_o always_o beginning_n and_o end_v with_o prayer_n in_o case_n of_o sin_n commit_v by_o child_n or_o servant_n he_o will_v call_v they_o aside_o private_o the_o matter_n so_o require_v lay_v the_o scripture_n before_o they_o and_o cause_v they_o to_o read_v that_o part_n which_o bear_v witness_n against_o such_o a_o offence_n seldom_o or_o never_o correct_v in_o anger_n that_o the_o dispensation_n of_o godly_a discipline_n may_v not_o be_v impure_v or_o become_v less_o effectual_a through_o the_o intermix_v of_o humane_a passion_n he_o begin_v the_o sabbath_n employment_n on_o the_o saturday_n evening_n and_o therefore_o then_o perform_v family_n duty_n after_o supper_n be_v large_a than_o ordinary_a in_o exposition_n after_o which_o he_o catechize_v his_o child_n and_o servant_n and_o then_o return_v into_o his_o study_n the_o morning_n follow_v family_n worship_n be_v end_v he_o retire_v into_o his_o study_n until_o the_o bell_n call_v he_o away_o upon_o his_o return_n from_o the_o congregation_n he_o return_v again_o into_o his_o study_n the_o place_n of_o his_o labour_n and_o prayer_n unto_o his_o private_a devotion_n where_o have_v a_o small_a repast_n carry_v he_o up_o for_o his_o dinner_n he_o continue_v till_o the_o toll_a of_o the_o bell._n the_o public_a service_n be_v end_v he_o withdraw_v for_o a_o space_n into_o his_o aforementioned_a oratory_n for_o his_o sacred_a address_n unto_o god_n as_o in_o the_o forenoon_n then_o come_v down_o repeat_v the_o sermon_n in_o his_o family_n pray_v and_o after_o supper_n sing_v a_o psalm_n and_o towards_o bed_n time_n betake_v himself_o again_o to_o his_o study_n he_o close_v the_o day_n with_o prayer_n thus_o he_o spend_v the_o sabbath_n continual_o in_o his_o study_n god_n he_o neither_o sit_v down_o unto_o nor_o arise_v from_o his_o meditation_n without_o prayer_n while_o his_o eye_n be_v upon_o his_o book_n his_o expectation_n be_v from_o god_n he_o have_v learn_v to_o study_n because_o he_o have_v learned_a to_o pray_v a_o able_a student_n be_v a_o gospel_n student_n because_o unable_a to_o study_v without_o jesus_n christ._n the_o barrenness_n of_o his_o meditation_n at_o some_o time_n yea_o though_o his_o endeavour_n be_v most_o intense_a upon_o a_o good_a matter_n convince_v he_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o his_o heart_n muse_v upon_o the_o same_o subject_a at_o another_o time_n his_o tongue_n become_v as_o the_o pen_n of_o a_o ready_a writer_n as_o he_o be_v not_o comparative_o want_v in_o part_n
be_v give_v to_o those_o who_o in_o their_o life-time_n be_v governor_n of_o the_o hospital_n of_o bridewell_n one_o of_o which_o number_n this_o worthy_a doctor_n be_v yea_o and_o a_o benefactor_n too_o to_o that_o house_n as_o also_o that_o he_o shall_v not_o affix_v any_o escocheon_n to_o his_o hearse_n though_o he_o be_v a_o gentleman_n of_o a_o ancient_a descent_n as_o if_o he_o have_v think_v that_o the_o poverty_n of_o christ_n be_v his_o patrimony_n and_o coat_n of_o arm_n and_o his_o interest_n in_o he_o his_o great_a and_o best_a achievement_n or_o as_o if_o both_o live_n and_o dead_a he_o will_v be_v as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v clothe_v with_o humility_n he_o be_v much_o in_o communion_n with_o god_n fast_n and_o content_v not_o himself_o only_o with_o his_o constant_a daily_a and_o ordinary_a holy_a duty_n but_o be_v also_o frequent_a in_o extraordinary_a exercise_n in_o the_o bishop_n time_n when_o it_o be_v not_o permit_v to_o keep_v fast_n in_o the_o public_a congregation_n he_o be_v one_o of_o those_o minister_n who_o frequent_o help_v private_a christian_n in_o their_o more_o retire_a humiliation_n in_o time_n of_o fear_n and_o danger_n he_o with_o divers_a other_o have_v sometime_o monthly_a yea_o sometime_o weekly_a fast_n whereof_o many_o be_v keep_v in_o his_o own_o house_n and_o other_o of_o they_o in_o his_o vestry_n which_o he_o be_v observe_v to_o perform_v with_o extraordinary_a reverence_n &_o awfulness_n of_o spirit_n his_o confession_n be_v accompany_v with_o much_o sense_n of_o and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n brokenness_n of_o heart_n self-abhorrency_a judge_v of_o the_o creature_n and_o justify_v of_o god_n his_o petition_n be_v pertinent_a judicious_a spiritual_a seasonable_a accompany_v with_o faith_n and_o fervency_n like_o a_o true_a son_n of_o jacob_n he_o wrestle_v with_o supplication_n and_o tear_n as_o resolve_v not_o to_o depart_v out_o of_o god_n presence_n without_o a_o blessing_n but_o there_o be_v none_o like_o he_o in_o thanksgiving_n thanksgiving_n when_o a_o man_n will_v have_v think_v that_o he_o have_v spend_v the_o last_o drop_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o strength_n in_o confession_n and_o prayer_n o_o how_o will_v he_o recollect_v be_v spirit_n when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o work_n of_o thanksgiving_n wherein_o he_o will_v be_v so_o large_a particular_a warm_a and_o vigorous_a that_o in_o the_o end_n of_o the_o day_n when_o man_n affection_n grow_v flat_a he_o will_v so_o revive_v and_o quicken_v they_o as_o if_o the_o work_n have_v be_v then_o but_o new_o begin_v and_o as_o if_o that_o have_v be_v the_o only_a work_n of_o the_o day_n and_o herein_o indeed_o he_o may_v be_v a_o pattern_n to_o all_o his_o survive_a brethren_n in_o the_o ministry_n he_o be_v very_o inquisitive_a after_o the_o state_n and_o condition_n of_o the_o church_n of_o christ_n both_o at_o home_n and_o abroad_o that_o he_o may_v according_o order_v his_o prayer_n in_o their_o behalf_n of_o who_o he_o be_v never_o unmindful_a in_o his_o address_n unto_o god_n and_o when_o he_o hear_v that_o it_o go_v ill_o with_o the_o church_n of_o god_n in_o any_o place_n like_o another_o nehemiah_n sympathy_n he_o sit_v he_o down_o and_o weep_v and_o mourn_v and_o fast_v and_o pray_v unto_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n in_o their_o behalf_n his_o study_n be_v as_o great_a to_o advance_v christ_n faith_n as_o to_o debase_v himself_o he_o use_v frequent_o to_o say_v when_o i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o see_v nothing_o but_o emptiness_n and_o weakness_n but_o when_o i_o look_v upon_o christ_n i_o see_v nothing_o but_o fullness_n and_o sufficiency_n when_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o body_n be_v weak_a and_o shake_a that_o of_o his_o soul_n his_o faith_n be_v strong_a and_o steady_a when_o he_o can_v not_o hold_v the_o cup_n at_o the_o sacrament_n nor_o scarce_o carry_v it_o to_o his_o own_o mouth_n by_o reason_n of_o his_o palsy_n hand_n yet_o then_o with_o a_o firm_a anâ—_n fix_v affiance_n do_v he_o lie_v hold_v upon_o christ_n and_o with_o a_o strong_a and_o eager_a appetite_n apply_v his_o blood_n to_o his_o soul_n and_o his_o manner_n be_v sweet_o to_o breathe_v forth_o joyful_a thanksgiving_n for_o his_o refreshment_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n when_o he_o be_v return_v to_o his_o house_n after_o the_o lord_n supper_n yea_o when_o he_o can_v hardly_o creep_v with_o his_o body_n to_o the_o place_n where_o it_o be_v celebrate_v and_o be_v force_v many_o time_n to_o make_v use_n of_o the_o help_n of_o other_o to_o support_v he_o in_o his_o passage_n thither_o even_o than_o do_v his_o faith_n run_v swift_o and_o be_v upon_o the_o wing_n to_o carry_v he_o to_o christ._n when_o worldly_a suport_n fail_v he_o when_o health_n and_o strength_n forsake_v he_o he_o make_v jesus_n christ_n the_o staff_n of_o his_o old_a age_n often_o profess_v as_o his_o great_a misery_n and_o impotency_n without_o he_o so_o his_o holy_a and_o humble_a recumbency_n upon_o he_o great_a be_v his_o patience_n under_o the_o visit_a hand_n of_o god_n patience_n especial_o in_o his_o old_a age_n when_o god_n exercise_v he_o with_o painful_a malady_n though_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o sharpness_n and_o bitterness_n of_o his_o pain_n occasion_v by_o the_o stone_n and_o acuteness_n of_o his_o urine_n and_o that_o lethalis_fw-la arundo_fw-la as_o he_o oft_o call_v it_o that_o deadly_a arrow_n in_o his_o side_n which_o he_o know_v can_v never_o be_v pluck_v out_o but_o by_o death_n i_o mean_v his_o asthma_n which_o he_o get_v by_o a_o excessive_a cold_a in_o attend_v upon_o public_a employment_n notwithstanding_o i_o say_v by_o reason_n of_o these_o he_o be_v often_o hear_v to_o groan_v yet_o never_o do_v he_o once_o grumble_v against_o the_o dispensation_n of_o god_n never_o do_v he_o complain_v of_o god_n for_o his_o suffering_n though_o oft_o of_o himself_o for_o sin_v he_o never_o cry_v out_o a_o great_a sufferer_n but_o oft_o a_o great_a sinner_n and_o yet_o he_o will_v overtake_v that_o expression_n again_o with_o the_o discourse_n of_o and_o comfort_v himself_o in_o a_o great_a saviour_n and_o in_o the_o depth_n of_o his_o torment_n he_o will_v say_v well_o yet_o in_o all_o these_o there_o be_v nothing_o of_o hell_n or_o of_o god_n wrath_n his_o suffering_n be_v never_o so_o deep_a but_o he_o can_v see_v the_o bottom_n of_o they_o and_o will_v say_v soul_n be_v silent_a soul_n be_v patient_a it_o be_v thy_o god_n and_o father_n that_o thus_o order_v thy_o estate_n thou_o be_v his_o clay_n he_o may_v tread_v and_o trample_v on_o thou_o as_o please_v he_o thou_o have_v deserve_v much_o more_o it_o be_v enough_o that_o thou_o be_v keep_v out_o of_o hell_n though_o thy_o pain_n be_v grievous_a yet_o it_o be_v tolerable_a thy_o god_n afford_v some_o intermission_n he_o will_v turn_v it_o to_o thy_o good_a and_o at_o length_n put_v a_o end_n to_o all_o none_o of_o these_o can_v be_v expect_v in_o hell_n he_o use_v often_o to_o make_v mention_n of_o the_o extent_n of_o obedience_n speech_n which_o he_o say_v be_v not_o only_o to_o endeavour_v to_o do_v what_o god_n require_v but_o also_o patient_o to_o bear_v what_o god_n will_v be_v to_o lay_v upon_o his_o creature_n as_o christ_n himself_o though_o he_o be_v the_o son_n yet_o learn_v he_o obedience_n by_o the_o thing_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o his_o great_a pang_n he_o oft_o use_v this_o speech_n of_o holy_a job_n shall_v we_o receive_v good_a from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o not_o evil_a he_o often_o commend_v his_o soul_n unto_o christ_n and_o use_v to_o say_v i_o be_o persuade_v that_o he_o be_v able_a to_o keep_v that_o which_o i_o have_v commit_v to_o he_o against_o that_o day_n when_o any_o of_o his_o friend_n go_v about_o to_o comfort_v he_o in_o those_o gift_n which_o god_n have_v bestow_v on_o he_o and_o work_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v by_o he_o he_o will_v answer_v i_o dare_v not_o think_v of_o any_o such_o thing_n for_o comfort_n jesus_n christ_n and_o what_o he_o have_v do_v and_o endure_v be_v the_o only_a ground_n of_o my_o sure_a comfort_n many_o that_o come_v to_o visit_v he_o in_o his_o weakness_n profess_v that_o they_o go_v away_o better_a than_o they_o come_v by_o reason_n of_o those_o savoury_a and_o gracious_a speech_n and_o expression_n that_o proceed_v from_o he_o though_o towards_o his_o latter_a end_n his_o fit_n of_o the_o stone_n be_v frequent_a and_o sharp_a have_v sometime_o four_o or_o five_o of_o they_o in_o a_o hour_n yet_o such_o be_v his_o desire_n to_o finish_v that_o his_o so_o much_o desire_v commentary_n upon_o the_o epistle_n to_o the_o hebrew_n that_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o bitter_a pain_n of_o his_o fit_n be_v over_o he_o still_o return_v to_o his_o work_n make_v some_o further_a progress_n therein_o and_o thus_o he_o
blood_n which_o extinguish_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o anger_n o_o that_o it_o may_v allay_v my_o burn_a pain_n i_o be_o in_o a_o fiery_a furnace_n lord_n be_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o be_v with_o the_o tâ—ree_a child_n and_o bring_v i_o out_o refine_a from_o sin_n when_o i_o have_v sail_v through_o the_o ocean_n of_o these_o pain_n and_o look_v back_o i_o see_v that_o none_o of_o they_o can_v be_v want_v i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n hide_v i_o under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n till_o these_o terrible_a storm_n be_v overpast_v 5._o god_n add_v humility_n as_o a_o crown_n to_o all_o his_o other_o grace_n humility_n which_o yet_o shine_v bright_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o that_o be_v acquaint_v with_o he_o indeed_o he_o be_v clothe_v with_o humility_n and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o he_o will_v converse_v so_o familiar_o with_o the_o poor_a christian_n and_o with_o they_o who_o be_v of_o the_o low_a part_n for_o knowledge_n even_o with_o babe_n in_o christ._n this_o his_o ordinary_a expression_n of_o himself_o before_o god_n do_v clear_o demonstrate_v his_o great_a humility_n poor_a worm_n sinful_a wretch_n o_o pardon_v my_o transgression_n for_o they_o be_v very_o great_a hereupon_o he_o will_v weep_v much_o when_o he_o be_v tell_v how_o much_o he_o be_v pray_v for_o wonder_v at_o god_n goodness_n that_o so_o sinful_a a_o wretch_n and_o worthless_a a_o creature_n shall_v have_v so_o much_o interest_n in_o the_o heart_n and_o prayer_n of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n and_o his_o language_n in_o his_o will_n speak_v how_o little_o he_o be_v in_o his_o own_o eye_n the_o word_n be_v these_o i_o desire_v that_o at_o my_o funeral_n there_o may_v be_v no_o pomp_n but_o that_o so_o poor_a a_o worthless_a wretch_n may_v be_v private_o lay_v in_o the_o ground_n and_o as_o his_o grace_n be_v many_o joy_n so_o be_v his_o comfort_n many_o and_o great_a which_o god_n vouchsafe_v as_o singular_a manifestation_n of_o his_o love_n to_o this_o his_o dear_a servant_n and_o child_n o_o what_o kiss_v of_o christ_n mouth_n and_o what_o embrace_v from_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o this_o saint_n of_o the_o most_o high_a he_o enjoy_v all_o along_o his_o afflict_a condition_n a_o uninterrupted_a assurance_n of_o god_n fatherly_a love_n in_o christ._n in_o his_o address_n unto_o god_n he_o constant_o claim_v propriety_n in_o god_n call_v he_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n his_o inward_a peace_n and_o joy_n be_v the_o support_n of_o his_o heart_n under_o all_o his_o grievous_a and_o grind_a pain_n he_o be_v confident_a of_o mercy_n mixture_n with_o all_o his_o great_a distemper_n not_o at_o all_o doubt_n of_o the_o sanctification_n of_o they_o to_o he_o through_o grace_n thus_o he_o speak_v many_o time_n in_o his_o application_n unto_o god_n consider_v and_o save_v i_o for_o i_o be_o thou_o how_o long_o how_o long_a lord_n shall_v i_o not_o be_v remember_v yea_o i_o be_o remember_v bless_a be_v thy_o name_n this_o be_v a_o fiery_a chariot_n but_o it_o will_v carry_v i_o to_o heaven_n bless_a be_v god_n that_o have_v support_v i_o hitherto_o and_o he_o that_o have_v deliver_v will_v yet_o deliver_v thou_o lord_n never_o forget_v they_o that_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o thou_o always_o when_o the_o extremity_n of_o pain_n be_v over_o he_o will_v with_o smile_n speak_v of_o god_n mercy_n though_o tremble_v take_v hold_v upon_o he_o when_o his_o violent_a pain_n begin_v yet_o will_v he_o with_o confidence_n say_v now_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o mighty_a god_n i_o will_v undergo_v these_o pain_n o_o my_o god_n put_v under_o thy_o everlasting_a arm_n and_o strengthen_v i_o many_o time_n he_o tell_v a_o bosom_n friend_n of_o he_o that_o notwithstanding_o all_o his_o renting_n and_o roar_n from_o which_o he_o expect_v no_o deliverance_n but_o by_o death_n he_o will_v not_o for_o a_o thousand_o world_n change_v estate_n with_o the_o great_a man_n on_o earth_n who_o he_o look_v upon_o as_o in_o a_o way_n of_o sin_n and_o enthraled_a thereto_o and_o this_o much_o bespeak_v god_n fatherly_a indulgence_n towards_o he_o that_o satan_n can_v never_o shake_v his_o confidence_n nor_o assault_v his_o hope_n all_o the_o time_n of_o his_o irksome_a irksome_a distemper_n and_o this_o be_v further_a very_o remarkable_a that_o he_o count_v all_o these_o inward_a cheering_n the_o fruit_n of_o prayer_n that_o be_v make_v for_o he_o though_o god_n see_v cause_n to_o deny_v that_o ease_n and_o recovery_n to_o his_o body_n which_o be_v so_o much_o beg_v and_o withal_o he_o value_v those_o spiritual_a cordial_n and_o refresh_n far_o beyond_o deliverance_n from_o the_o gout_n and_o the_o stone_n yea_o and_o death_n itself_o these_o thing_n be_v the_o rather_o mention_v to_o prevent_v that_o discouragement_n or_o offence_n which_o some_o may_v be_v too_o apt_a to_o take_v at_o the_o violence_n and_o continuance_n of_o his_o waste_n and_o torment_v pain_n notwithstanding_o his_o own_o godliness_n and_o the_o uncessant_a prayer_n both_o ordinary_a and_o extraordinary_a which_o be_v make_v unto_o god_n in_o his_o behalf_n for_o he_o find_v the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o they_o in_o his_o own_o bosom_n even_o when_o he_o feel_v the_o continuance_n and_o increase_v of_o his_o bodily_a grief_n another_o thing_n very_o remarkable_a in_o holy_a mr._n whitaker_n saint_n be_v his_o love_n to_o his_o fellow_n christian_n he_o be_v a_o man_n make_v up_o as_o it_o be_v of_o love_n his_o delight_n be_v in_o the_o saint_n upon_o earth_n who_o he_o esteem_v most_o excellent_a and_o their_o society_n be_v a_o constant_a cordial_a to_o his_o spirit_n his_o frequent_a visit_n of_o they_o that_o be_v in_o trouble_n and_o his_o stir_v up_o of_o other_o to_o the_o like_a practice_n be_v testimony_n of_o this_o his_o cordial_a love_n which_o indeed_o be_v not_o verbal_a but_o real_a he_o be_v also_o abundant_a in_o work_n of_o charity_n charity_n few_o man_n of_o his_o estate_n do_v equalise_v he_o therein_o he_o will_v often_o say_v it_o be_v a_o brave_a thing_n when_o a_o man_n together_o with_o a_o full_a estate_n have_v a_o charitable_a heart_n sometime_o upon_o special_a occasion_n he_o have_v give_v away_o all_o the_o money_n that_o he_o have_v in_o the_o house_n it_o be_v not_o unusual_a with_o he_o to_o give_v twenty_o shilling_n to_o a_o poor_a saint_n and_o he_o have_v many_o experiencence_n of_o god_n gracious_a return_n in_o such_o case_n by_o his_o last_o will_v he_o give_v twenty_o pound_n to_o the_o godly_a poor_a of_o his_o own_o parish_n there_o be_v two_o case_n wherein_o his_o love_n be_v most_o enlarge_v to_o the_o people_n of_o god_n sympathy_n whereof_o you_o may_v take_v these_o two_o instance_n the_o one_o when_o the_o suffering_n be_v public_a he_o often_o tell_v a_o intimate_a friend_n of_o he_o that_o england_n late_a breach_n with_o scotland_n and_o the_o blood_n that_o be_v shed_v together_o with_o other_o sad_a consequence_n thereof_o have_v take_v such_o impression_n upon_o his_o heart_n that_o the_o sorrow_n will_v never_o be_v remove_v till_o his_o death_n and_o the_o suffering_n both_o in_o holland_n and_o in_o england_n in_o our_o late_a sea-sight_n be_v a_o heavy_a burden_n upon_o his_o spirit_n the_o other_o case_n be_v in_o respect_n to_o the_o inward_a perplexity_n of_o such_o as_o be_v afflict_v in_o mind_n have_v move_v a_o special_a friend_n of_o his_o the_o week_n before_o his_o death_n to_o bestow_v a_o visit_n upon_o one_o in_o that_o condition_n the_o very_a morning_n before_o his_o death_n when_o speech_n be_v grievous_a to_o he_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o great_a weakness_n he_o ask_v he_o whether_o he_o have_v remember_v the_o party_n that_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n which_o be_v a_o remarkable_a evidence_n of_o his_o strong_a love_n to_o such_o and_o beside_o what_o have_v already_o be_v mention_v i_o may_v here_o set_v down_o his_o many_o wrestle_n with_o god_n to_o prevent_v the_o flood_n or_o trouble_n which_o he_o apprehend_v the_o protestant_a church_n be_v now_o in_o danger_n to_o be_v overflow_v withal_o as_o also_o his_o compassionate_a respect_n to_o congregation_n in_o the_o country_n which_o be_v like_o sheep_n wander_v upon_o the_o barren_a mountain_n without_o a_o shepherd_n and_o as_o his_o love_n sâ—owed_v forth_o to_o the_o saint_n belove_v so_o be_v they_o no_o less_o towards_o he_o not_o to_o speak_v of_o the_o many_o frequent_a and_o friendly_a visit_n of_o godly_a man_n and_o woman_n in_o the_o neighbourhood_n round_o about_o he_o there_o be_v scarce_o ever_o hear_v of_o any_o man_n that_o be_v so_o much_o pray_v for_o both_o in_o public_a and_o in_o private_a both_o upon_o ordinary_a and_o extraordinary_a occasion_n as_o he_o be_v there_o be_v no_o particular_a case_n so_o frequent_o so_o
thus_o whilst_o he_o condescend_v to_o they_o and_o they_o submit_v to_o he_o both_o party_n be_v gratify_v though_o he_o have_v a_o numerous_a issue_n yet_o through_o god_n blessing_n upon_o his_o estate_n he_o dispose_v of_o they_o to_o no_o mean_a employment_n many_o he_o send_v to_o the_o university_n some_o to_o merchandise_n etc._n etc._n to_o his_o son_n who_o he_o breed_v in_o the_o university_n his_o rule_n be_v study_v work_n more_o than_o wage_n to_o those_o who_o he_o breed_v in_o the_o city_n he_o will_v say_v do_v not_o waste_v a_o halfpenny_n and_o you_o will_v not_o want_v a_o penny_n and_o true_o so_o well_o do_v they_o all_o improve_v as_o his_o advice_n so_o their_o own_o time_n and_o part_n that_o they_o become_v master_n of_o their_o particular_a calling_n which_o minister_v unto_o he_o no_o small_a comfort_n he_o acknowledge_v it_o a_o great_a mercy_n to_o his_o die_a day_n that_o none_o of_o his_o child_n be_v blemish_v either_o in_o their_o body_n or_o in_o their_o reputation_n he_o be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o who_o child_n that_o popish_a slander_n concern_v the_o ungraciousness_n of_o the_o child_n of_o the_o marry_a clergy_n receive_v a_o real_a confutation_n many_o of_o his_o son_n he_o bury_v in_o their_o prime_n child_n some_o at_o home_n other_o in_o foreign_a part_n and_o some_o die_v short_o after_o himself_o yet_o all_o of_o they_o give_v comfortable_a hope_n to_o conclude_v upon_o a_o rational_a charity_n both_o by_o the_o pious_a letter_n of_o those_o which_o die_v abroad_o and_o from_o that_o particular_a account_n which_o they_o give_v of_o themselves_o who_o die_v at_o home_n that_o they_o all_o meet_v in_o heaven_n they_o which_o survive_v need_v not_o this_o attestation_n among_o the_o dead_a there_o be_v mr._n tho._n harris_n of_o magdalen_n college_n in_o oxford_n who_o be_v eminent_o learn_v beyond_o his_o age_n a_o ornament_n to_o that_o noble_a foundation_n whereof_o he_o be_v a_o member_n once_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o friend_n and_o still_o their_o sorrow_n and_o probable_o this_o arrow_n from_o god_n hand_n stick_v deep_a in_o the_o father_n heart_n to_o his_o die_a day_n for_o his_o servant_n servant_n there_o be_v some_o yet_o live_v that_o serve_v he_o in_o his_o young_a day_n who_o still_o bless_v god_n that_o ever_o they_o come_v under_o his_o roof_n where_o they_o receive_v the_o beginning_n of_o grace_n and_o such_o a_o measure_n of_o knowledge_n as_o keep_v they_o from_o warp_a in_o the_o late_a giddy_a time_n whilst_o he_o remain_v with_o his_o ancient_a flock_n college_n his_o constant_a manner_n be_v to_o keep_v a_o religious_a fast_o before_o his_o administration_n of_o the_o sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n and_o after_o he_o come_v to_o his_o small_a college_n he_o so_o prudent_o manage_v all_o his_o affair_n that_o he_o be_v both_o fear_v and_o love_v indeed_o his_o government_n there_o be_v such_o as_o cause_v a_o wonder_n for_o whereas_o that_o college_n before_o be_v famous_a for_o faction_n during_o his_o time_n there_o be_v never_o any_o complaint_n make_v to_o any_o visitor_n and_o no_o marvel_n for_o the_o foundation_n there_o honour_v he_o as_o a_o father_n and_o he_o look_v upon_o and_o love_v they_o as_o his_o child_n and_o according_o he_o scale_v up_o his_o love_n to_o they_o in_o his_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n he_o call_v gift_n bribery_n and_o hate_v the_o very_a shadow_n of_o it_o example_n be_v know_v in_o the_o college_n of_o gratuity_n refuse_v long_o after_o fair_a and_o free_a election_n but_o look_v upon_o he_o as_o a_o scholar_n learning_n and_o there_o we_o have_v he_o in_o his_o proper_a element_n though_o he_o leave_v the_o university_n early_o and_o preach_v constant_o yet_o be_v of_o a_o retire_a disposition_n a_o constant_a student_n and_o endow_v with_o great_a part_n he_o become_v master_n of_o all_o manner_n of_o learning_n to_o qualify_v a_o divine_a in_o the_o sacred_a language_n especial_o in_o the_o hebrew_n he_o be_v very_o exact_a his_o conciones_fw-la ad_fw-la clerum_fw-la declare_v he_o to_o have_v be_v a_o pure_a and_o polite_a latinist_n his_o first_o which_o be_v preach_v and_o print_v long_o since_o have_v undergo_v the_o test_n and_o gain_v the_o approbation_n of_o all_o know_a man_n in_o that_o language_n the_o young_a by_o full_a forty_o year_n be_v of_o as_o good_a a_o complexion_n and_o of_o as_o vigorous_a a_o constitution_n as_o its_o elder_a brother_n and_o it_o be_v hope_v that_o in_o due_a time_n it_o may_v be_v make_v as_o public_a what_o his_o ability_n in_o disputation_n be_v disputant_n have_v upon_o several_a occasion_n be_v make_v to_o appear_v in_o that_o college_n exercise_n in_o the_o chapel_n where_o ofttimes_o in_o the_o unexpected_a absence_n of_o the_o opponent_n himself_o will_v ex_fw-la tempore_fw-la take_v up_o the_o cudgel_n and_o make_v good_a their_o ground_n in_o which_o exercise_n he_o approve_v himself_o a_o subtle_a clear_a and_o ready_a disputant_n without_o any_o grain_n of_o allowance_n either_o for_o his_o age_n or_o discontinuance_n indeed_o his_o chief_a learning_n lie_v where_o he_o make_v least_o show_v of_o it_o in_o public_a viz._n in_o chronology_n church-history_n council_n case-divinity_n and_o his_o insight_n into_o the_o father_n prayer_n but_o his_o part_n be_v best_o see_v in_o the_o pulpit_n his_o gift_n in_o prayer_n be_v much_o more_o than_o ordinary_a wherein_o his_o affection_n be_v warm_a and_o fervent_a his_o petition_n pithy_a and_o substantial_a his_o language_n pertinent_a unaffected_a and_o without_o tautology_n oh_o how_o will_v he_o raise_v up_o a_o dull_a and_o sink_a spirit_n how_o will_v he_o warm_v a_o cold_a and_o freeze_a heart_n how_o will_v he_o carry_v a_o man_n out_o of_o himself_o and_o by_o degree_n mount_v the_o soul_n heaven-ward_n his_o sermon_n in_o print_n be_v well_o know_v to_o the_o world_n preacher_n and_o his_o work_n praise_v he_o in_o the_o gate_n the_o particular_a excellency_n of_o nazianzen_n basil_n chrysostome_n austin_n ambrose_n bernard_n seem_v all_o to_o conâ—enter_v in_o he_o he_o teach_v rhetoric_n to_o speak_v in_o our_o mother-tongue_n and_o without_o falsehood_n or_o flattery_n he_o may_v be_v style_v the_o english_a orator_n his_o doctrine_n carry_v light_a with_o they_o and_o his_o uses_n heat_n his_o reproof_n be_v weighty_a and_o his_o exhortation_n powerful_a but_o enough_o of_o this_o lest_o we_o hear_v as_o he_o do_v who_o speak_v much_o in_o commendation_n of_o hercules_n quis_fw-la unquam_fw-la vituperavit_fw-la who_o ever_o dispraise_v he_o yea_o what_o either_o christian_a or_o scholar_n but_o approve_v or_o commend_v he_o if_o you_o will_v know_v the_o worth_n of_o his_o sermon_n read_v they_o though_o read_v they_o come_v short_a of_o what_o they_o be_v when_o preach_v yea_o read_v they_o again_o and_o again_o and_o endeavour_v to_o read_v they_o with_o the_o same_o spirit_n they_o be_v preach_v and_o you_o can_v but_o acknowledge_v a_o excellency_n in_o they_o among_o other_o his_o excellency_n in_o preach_v which_o be_v many_o these_o be_v not_o the_o least_o that_o he_o can_v so_o cook_n his_o meat_n that_o he_o can_v make_v it_o relish_v to_o every_o pallate_n he_o can_v dress_v a_o plain_a discourse_n so_o as_o that_o all_o sort_n shall_v be_v delight_v with_o it_o he_o can_v preach_v with_o a_o learned_a plaineness_n and_o have_v learned_a to_o conceal_v his_o art_n he_o have_v clear_a notion_n of_o high_a mystery_n and_o proper_a language_n to_o make_v they_o stoop_v to_o the_o mean_a capacity_n his_o way_n in_o contrive_v and_o pen_v his_o sermon_n be_v this_o preach_v 1._o he_o so_o contrive_v the_o part_n of_o his_o text_n and_o point_n of_o doctrine_n as_o may_v afford_v he_o most_o scope_n in_o his_o application_n wherein_o his_o and_o indeed_o a_o sermon_n excellency_n do_v consist_v and_o therefore_o he_o use_v to_o say_v that_o in_o a_o sermon_n he_o contrive_v the_o uses_n first_o he_o do_v often_o handle_v the_o same_o text_n and_o the_o same_o point_n and_o yet_o still_o will_v pen_v new_a application_n which_o may_v be_v most_o suitable_a to_o the_o quality_n and_o condition_n of_o the_o auditory_a 2._o in_o pen_v when_o he_o once_o begin_v he_o will_v never_o take_v pen_n from_o paper_n nor_o turn_v to_o any_o book_n till_o he_o have_v write_v all_o all_o his_o young_a day_n for_o about_o twenty_o year_n together_o he_o work_v all_o and_o can_v without_o much_o difficulty_n preach_v the_o same_o verbatim_o he_o be_v wont_a to_o say_v that_o he_o have_v a_o fluid_a and_o waterish_a memory_n i_o can_v say_v he_o quick_o remember_v any_o thing_n of_o my_o own_o and_o as_o quick_o forget_v it_o again_o yet_o questionless_a his_o memory_n be_v vast_a and_o tenacious_a for_o though_o sometime_o he_o have_v but_o short_a note_n in_o his_o bible_n and_o that_o
if_o he_o shall_v go_v out_o of_o denmark_n he_o may_v lose_v all_o there_o and_o get_v nothing_o but_o blow_n abroad_o he_o command_v his_o governor_n in_o the_o isle_n of_o gothland_n to_o relieve_v the_o dane_n in_o sueden_n as_o occasion_n shall_v require_v in_o pursuance_n whereof_o he_o repair_v thither_o and_o after_o one_o repulse_n suffer_v he_o relieve_v the_o castle_n of_o steckburg_n besiege_v by_o arvidus_n and_o then_o change_v the_o garrison_n he_o commit_v the_o keep_n of_o it_o to_o one_o bernard_n the_o milen_a gustavus_n consider_v that_o the_o siege_n of_o that_o place_n will_v prove_v dangerous_a to_o arvidus_n sueden_n if_o the_o country_n and_o neighbourhood_n be_v not_o assure_v to_o he_o he_o send_v to_o the_o bishop_n of_o hincopen_n and_o have_v prevail_v with_o he_o by_o his_o advice_n he_o summon_v a_o meeting_n of_o all_o the_o state_n of_o east_n and_o west_n gothland_n smalland_n vermeland_n and_o of_o the_o dale_n and_o when_o they_o be_v assemble_v he_o pray_v they_o to_o take_v into_o consideration_n the_o condition_n of_o their_o country_n that_o the_o misery_n thereof_o be_v occasion_v only_o through_o their_o division_n and_o variety_n of_o interest_n and_o the_o government_n have_v be_v of_o late_a in_o the_o hand_n of_o foreigner_n the_o public_a weal_n have_v thereby_o be_v much_o endamage_v he_o say_v he_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o enlarge_v upon_o the_o particular_a burden_n which_o they_o feel_v and_o groan_v under_o the_o great_a business_n which_o he_o desire_v they_o to_o take_v into_o consideration_n be_v to_o advise_v and_o conclude_v upon_o the_o mean_n of_o redress_n as_o for_o himself_o he_o will_v deliver_v his_o opinion_n free_o and_o clear_o viz._n that_o no_o mean_n on_o earth_n can_v cure_v these_o evil_n but_o a_o speedy_a and_o effectual_a unanimity_n and_o joint_a endeavour_n to_o restore_v the_o old_a principle_n of_o government_n by_o one_o supreme_a governor_n and_o a_o free_a parliament_n of_o the_o state_n as_o former_o have_v be_v use_v but_o if_o they_o have_v any_o further_a advice_n therein_o he_o earnest_o desire_v to_o be_v inform_v by_o they_o assure_v they_o that_o whatsoever_o they_o shall_v judge_v meet_a to_o be_v do_v in_o order_n to_o a_o settlement_n he_o will_v endeavour_v the_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o same_o though_o to_o the_o sacrifice_a of_o his_o life_n and_o all_o that_o be_v dear_a to_o he_o this_o speech_n be_v end_v there_o be_v a_o joint_a acclamation_n and_o assurance_n give_v that_o they_o all_o full_o and_o free_o assent_v to_o his_o opinion_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o assist_v he_o therein_o to_o the_o utmost_a withal_o give_v he_o great_a thanks_o for_o his_o undertake_n their_o rescue_n out_o of_o the_o tyrant_n hand_n earnest_o request_v he_o to_o proceed_v till_o he_o have_v perfect_v the_o same_o whereunto_o they_o will_v constant_o contribute_v their_o prayer_n to_o god_n for_o his_o gracious_a assistance_n and_o for_o the_o protection_n of_o his_o person_n and_o for_o his_o further_a assurance_n they_o do_v not_o only_o acknowledge_v kingdom_n and_o promise_v submission_n to_o he_o as_o their_o lawful_a governor_n but_o they_o pray_v that_o it_o may_v not_o seem_v grievous_a to_o he_o to_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o place_n and_o title_n of_o their_o lawful_a lord_n and_o king_n to_o this_o gustavus_n answer_v that_o he_o take_v up_o arm_n against_o the_o common_a enemy_n of_o his_o country_n refuse_v not_o aim_v at_o rule_n but_o at_o the_o people_n liberty_n from_o the_o iron_n yoke_n of_o the_o danish_a tyranny_n under_o which_o themselves_o their_o wife_n and_o child_n lay_v bind_v day_n and_o night_n that_o he_o call_v not_o himself_o to_o the_o work_n but_o only_o offer_v his_o assistance_n therein_o that_o he_o be_v invite_v to_o command_v by_o the_o transylvanian_a suede_n of_o the_o dale_n that_o his_o detestation_n of_o that_o abhor_a butchery_n at_o stockholme_n wherein_o not_o only_o many_o personage_n fit_a to_o do_v their_o country_n service_n but_o many_o of_o his_o own_o blood_n lose_v their_o life_n and_o estate_n do_v enrage_v his_o spirit_n to_o it_o so_o that_o he_o think_v nothing_o dangerous_a for_o he_o to_o adventure_v so_o that_o he_o may_v take_v vengeance_n for_o it_o which_o make_v he_o yield_v to_o the_o invitation_n of_o the_o man_n of_o the_o dale_n and_o if_o you_o also_o say_v he_o will_v join_v your_o aid_n in_o this_o work_n and_o can_v conside_fw-la in_o my_o command_n i_o will_v not_o refuse_v to_o be_v your_o captain_n and_o governor_n until_o the_o enemy_n be_v full_o vanquish_v and_o our_o country_n clear_v from_o they_o but_o as_o touch_v the_o make_n of_o a_o king_n you_o may_v take_v that_o into_o consideration_n when_o the_o war_n shall_v be_v full_o finish_v for_o then_o whosoever_o the_o state_n of_o sueden_n shall_v elect_v to_o be_v king_n or_o governor_n his_o will_n i_o be_v to_o serve_v in_o any_o condition_n this_o speech_n be_v receive_v with_o joyful_a acclamation_n and_o a_o unanimous_a vote_n that_o gustavus_n shall_v be_v accept_v for_o their_o lord_n and_o governor_n and_o according_o all_o that_o be_v present_a swear_v fealty_n to_o he_o and_o faithful_a obedience_n next_o under_o god_n this_o be_v a_o little_a parliament_n of_o part_n of_o the_o nation_n and_o chief_o intend_v to_o assure_v those_o place_n where_o the_o war_n be_v and_o to_o unite_v they_o in_o a_o more_o vigorous_a prosecution_n thereof_o and_o the_o success_n be_v answerable_a for_o hereupon_o many_o town_n and_o castle_n of_o west-gothland_n he_o and_o small_a and_o ready_o surrender_v and_o submit_v to_o gustavus_n who_o deputy_n be_v send_v to_o the_o council_n and_o convince_v in_o their_o judgement_n of_o the_o justness_n of_o the_o cause_n the_o people_n have_v oblige_v themselves_o to_o stand_v to_o what_o their_o deputy_n shall_v conclude_v hereupon_o gustavus_n find_v less_o need_n of_o employ_v so_o many_o soldier_n in_o these_o neighbour_a part_n he_o send_v a_o party_n into_o finland_n to_o which_o many_o of_o the_o people_n join_v among_o who_o be_v one_o grabb_n a_o valiant_a man_n and_o skilful_a sea-captain_n who_o have_v arm_v a_o few_o ship_n with_o they_o assault_v such_o place_n upon_o the_o coast_n as_o hold_v for_o the_o dane_n sometime_o in_o one_o part_n sometime_o in_o another_o surprise_v town_n slay_v many_o do_v all_o by_o night_n and_o before_o the_o next_o morning_n he_o be_v go_v no_o body_n know_v whither_o nor_o which_o way_n this_o cause_v the_o enemy_n to_o divide_v their_o force_n to_o guard_v so_o many_o place_n at_o once_o and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n the_o suede_n sit_v down_o before_o abbo_n besiege_a though_o they_o be_v there_o hard_o match_v and_o sometime_o overmatch_v by_o the_o dane_n for_o as_o yet_o that_o part_n of_o the_o country_n have_v not_o feel_v the_o danish_a cruelty_n though_o if_o they_o have_v prosper_v they_o shall_v not_o long_o have_v escape_v the_o same_o the_o castle_n of_o steckburg_n surrender_v after_o above_o half_a a_o year_n siege_n be_v take_v by_o arvidus_n the_o governor_n whereof_o be_v commit_v to_o prison_n after_o he_o have_v lie_v there_o two_o month_n he_o submit_v to_o gustavus_n and_o swear_v fealty_n to_o he_o the_o governor_n of_o the_o isle_n of_o gothland_n be_v ignorant_a of_o these_o passage_n come_v with_o a_o fleet_n well_o provide_v to_o relieve_v the_o castle_n but_o when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o promontory_n he_o be_v sudden_o assail_v by_o the_o suedish_n ship_n which_o lay_v behind_o the_o same_o and_o after_o the_o loss_n of_o six_o hundred_o of_o his_o man_n he_o be_v glad_a to_o betake_v he_o to_o his_o wing_n short_o after_o arvidus_n be_v send_v with_o part_n of_o his_o army_n to_o block_n up_o calmar_n the_o rest_n be_v send_v to_o the_o camp_n before_o stockholme_n for_o the_o danish_a admiral_n the_o after_o the_o late_a defeat_n have_v repair_v his_o loss_n with_o a_o new_a supply_n of_o man_n and_o ship_n come_v to_o the_o relief_n of_o they_o in_o stockholme_n and_o the_o dane_n be_v strengthen_v by_o this_o recruit_v sally_v out_o of_o the_o city_n and_o beat_v up_o one_o of_o the_o suedish_n quarter_n so_o that_o for_o a_o month_n space_n the_o city_n remain_v disengage_v gustavus_n now_o find_v by_o experience_n that_o stockholme_n be_v a_o morsel_n too_o big_a for_o he_o to_o swallow_v without_o further_a strength_n he_o bend_v his_o principal_a industry_n for_o the_o recovery_n of_o other_o place_n garrison_v by_o the_o dane_n and_o among_o other_o place_n the_o city_n of_o nicopen_n be_v at_o length_n yield_v up_o to_o he_o by_o the_o governor_n suede_n henry_n canzow_n with_o who_o letter_n be_v find_v from_o the_o danish_a tyrant_n which_o require_v he_o to_o put_v to_o death_n all_o the_o suede_n that_o come_v into_o his_o power_n especial_o those_o of_o
of_o god_n against_o it_o thou_o shall_v not_o take_v the_o name_n of_o god_n in_o vain_a and_o another_o of_o they_o reason_v with_o his_o fellow_n about_o god_n and_o the_o devil_n profess_v that_o he_o have_v rather_o be_v in_o hell_n with_o god_n than_o in_o heaven_n with_o the_o devil_n and_o a_o three_o who_o by_o reason_n of_o her_o age_n can_v not_o speak_v distinct_o say_v in_o some_o discourse_n with_o her_o father_n that_o god_n almighty_n will_v not_o bless_v they_o who_o tell_v fibbs_n meaning_n lie_v and_o that_o she_o have_v rather_o die_v than_o tell_v a_o fibb_n so_o far_o have_v their_o mother_n instruction_n prevail_v with_o they_o she_o be_v eminent_a for_o a_o charitable_a and_o bountiful_a spirit_n charity_n she_o be_v another_o dorcas_n full_a of_o good_a work_n and_o alms-dâ—eds_a that_o high_a elogium_fw-la that_o solomon_n give_v a_o virtuous_a woman_n may_v proper_o be_v apply_v unto_o she_o many_o daughter_n have_v do_v virtuous_o but_o she_o excel_v they_o all_o prov._n 31._o 29._o many_o there_o be_v that_o come_v far_o short_a of_o she_o but_o very_o few_o that_o go_v beyond_o she_o in_o the_o act_n of_o charity_n god_n give_v she_o a_o liberal_a and_o plentiful_a estate_n and_o that_o be_v a_o great_a mercy_n but_o it_o be_v a_o far_o great_a mercy_n that_o he_o give_v she_o a_o liberal_a heart_n to_o do_v good_a and_o to_o distribute_v to_o cast_v her_o bread_n on_o the_o water_n and_o to_o honour_n god_n with_o her_o substance_n that_o protestation_n which_o job_n make_v for_o his_o own_o vindication_n may_v fit_o be_v apply_v unto_o she_o job_n 31._o 16_o 19_o he_o will_v not_o withhold_v the_o poor_a from_o their_o desire_n nor_o cause_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o widow_n to_o fail_v he_o will_v not_o see_v any_o to_o perish_v for_o want_v of_o clothing_n nor_o any_o poor_a without_o cover_v the_o whole_a country_n round_o about_o where_o she_o dwell_v will_v bear_v her_o witness_n that_o she_o visit_v and_o relieve_v the_o sick_a and_o clothe_v the_o naked_a feed_v the_o hungry_a and_o heal_v the_o wound_v her_o purse_n her_o hand_n her_o heart_n be_v all_o open_a for_o their_o relief_n she_o buy_v many_o precious_a drug_n and_o cordial_a water_n she_o make_v several_a precious_a salve_n and_o give_v they_o all_o away_o to_o such_o as_o be_v in_o need_n of_o they_o she_o spare_v not_o her_o best_a pain_n be_v never_o weary_a of_o well_o do_v insomuch_o that_o in_o the_o extremity_n of_o her_o great_a sickness_n such_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n yearn_v in_o she_o she_o compound_v several_a medicine_n with_o her_o own_o hand_n and_o apply_v they_o thus_o will_v her_o work_n praise_v she_o in_o the_o gate_n and_o be_v dead_a she_o yet_o speak_v prov._n 31._o 31._o heb._n 11._o 4._o for_o her_o precious_a name_n live_v the_o lord_n will_v have_v the_o name_n of_o the_o righteous_a to_o be_v in_o everlasting_a remembrance_n psal._n 112._o 6._o and_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o just_a be_v bless_v prov._n 10._o 7._o and_o precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o his_o saint_n psal._n 116._o 15._o now_o this_o rare_a gentlewoman_n reap_v the_o fruit_n of_o she_o serve_v of_o god_n and_o the_o whole_a harvest_n whereof_o she_o receive_v only_o the_o first_o fruit_n in_o this_o present_a world_n the_o usual_a say_n be_v sickness_n all_o be_v well_o that_o end_v well_o come_v we_o therefore_o to_o speak_v of_o her_o end_n her_o life_n be_v holy_a and_o therefore_o her_o death_n must_v needs_o be_v happy_a it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o exercise_v she_o with_o a_o long_a and_o linger_a sickness_n and_o amid_o the_o weakness_n of_o the_o outward_a man_n god_n give_v her_o great_a strength_n in_o her_o inward_a man_n though_o her_o limb_n and_o outward_a strength_n fail_v she_o yet_o god_n be_v her_o strength_n and_o portion_n and_o he_o never_o fail_v she_o a_o few_o day_n before_o her_o distemper_n wax_v high_a her_o husband_n be_v from_o home_n she_o send_v for_o all_o her_o family_n both_o young_a and_o old_a to_o come_v in_o unto_o her_o chamber_n with_o who_o she_o pray_v near_o two_o hour_n with_o such_o pathetical_a heavenly_a scripture-language_n as_o draw_v admiration_n and_o tear_n from_o those_o that_o be_v present_a she_o bless_v her_o child_n counsel_v her_o servant_n hearty_o and_o affectionate_o commend_v her_o husband_n unto_o god_n she_o weep_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v and_o weep_v and_o can_v not_o easy_o part_v with_o the_o company_n nor_o yet_o leave_v off_o pray_v and_o weep_v upon_o the_o increase_n of_o her_o distemper_n speech_n her_o spirit_n be_v much_o disturb_v and_o some_o impertinent_a speech_n do_v fall_v from_o she_o yet_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o her_o impertinence_n grace_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n do_v eminent_o declare_v their_o power_n and_o sovereignty_n in_o she_o by_o many_o savoury_a and_o choice_a speech_n and_o sweet_a breathe_n of_o her_o soul_n some_o of_o which_o be_v these_o that_o follow_v i_o be_v in_o the_o devil_n claw_n but_o jesus_n christ_n the_o sweet_a bridegroom_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o sweet_a bridegroom_n of_o my_o soul_n these_o word_n she_o often_o reiterated_a the_o sweet_a bridegroom_n of_o my_o soul_n have_v deliver_v i_o at_o another_o time_n i_o be_o safe_a for_o jesus_n christ_n be_v at_o my_o heart_n and_o i_o will_v not_o part_v with_o he_o for_o ten_o thousand_o world_n again_o come_v lord_n jesus_n the_o captain_n of_o my_o salvation_n ride_v on_o glorious_o conquer_a and_o to_o conquer_v for_o i_o satan_n sin_n hell_n death_n and_o all_o my_o enemy_n afterward_o again_o i_o be_v in_o hell_n but_o now_o i_o be_o in_o heaven_n i_o be_o in_o heaven_n indeed_o indeed_o i_o be_o in_o heaven_n i_o be_o in_o heaven_n eternal_o i_o be_o in_o heaven_n the_o habitation_n of_o god_n glory_n unto_o all_o eternity_n much_o of_o this_o nature_n she_o do_v speak_v even_o when_o her_o understanding_n be_v so_o disturb_v that_o she_o scarce_o do_v know_v her_o near_a relation_n and_o those_o who_o do_v attend_v upon_o she_o in_o her_o chamber_n and_o now_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v worthy_a to_o be_v transmit_v unto_o posterity_n and_o to_o be_v have_v in_o perpetual_a remembrance_n she_o be_v a_o eminent_o godly_a gentlewoman_n character_n be_v but_o little_a above_o eight_o and_o twenty_o year_n of_o age_n when_o she_o die_v which_o be_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o march_n anno_fw-la christi_fw-la 1656._o but_o though_o she_o be_v young_a in_o year_n yet_o be_v she_o old_a in_o grace_n she_o have_v live_v long_o in_o a_o little_a time_n death_n she_o be_v a_o mirror_n of_o her_o age_n and_o a_o renown_n of_o her_o sex_n a_o pattern_n worthy_a of_o imitation_n she_o be_v the_o belove_a faithful_a wife_n of_o as_o a_o entire_o love_v and_o faithful_a husband_n she_o be_v a_o tender_a affectionate_a mother_n to_o her_o own_o and_o no_o less_o careful_a of_o those_o pledge_n commit_v to_o his_o charge_n she_o be_v a_o most_o dear_a sister_n a_o affectionate_a mistress_n careful_a both_o of_o the_o body_n and_o soul_n of_o her_o servant_n that_o they_o shall_v neither_o want_v corporal_a nor_o spiritual_a food_n her_o profession_n be_v with_o joshua_n chap._n 24._o 15._o choose_v you_o this_o day_n who_o you_o will_v serve_v but_o as_o for_o i_o i_o and_o my_o house_n we_o will_v serve_v the_o lord_n she_o be_v not_o only_o a_o friend_n to_o her_o friend_n but_o a_o friend_n to_o her_o enemy_n even_o unto_o such_o as_o despiteful_o use_v she_o all_o the_o country_n round_o about_o can_v not_o but_o look_v upon_o she_o whilst_o live_v as_o a_o public_a gain_n and_o when_o dead_a as_o a_o public_a loss_n she_o be_v very_o useful_a whilst_o she_o live_v and_o will_v be_v much_o miss_v now_o she_o be_v dead_a two_o thing_n be_v very_o eminent_a in_o she_o setledness_n in_o religion_n and_o holiness_n of_o conversation_n by_o her_o death_n the_o poor_a have_v lose_v a_o liberal_a almoner_n the_o sick_a 〈…〉_z a_o good_a physician_n the_o wound_a have_v lose_v a_o 〈◊〉_d chirurgeon_n the_o husband_n have_v lose_v a_o faithful_a wife_n the_o child_n a_o tender_a mother_n the_o servant_n a_o gracious_a mistress_n and_o not_o any_o that_o know_v she_o of_o all_o her_o neighbour_n and_o friend_n but_o they_o will_v find_v a_o great_a loss_n and_o miss_v of_o she_o all_o that_o know_v she_o love_v she_o but_o only_o such_o who_o love_n be_v not_o worth_a the_o have_v she_o live_v much_o desire_v and_o die_v much_o lament_v for_o she_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v phil._n 1._o 21._o she_o be_v honour_v in_o her_o life_n and_o she_o be_v honour_v at_o her_o death_n by_o a_o confluence_n of_o many_o person_n of_o quality_n of_o the_o gentry_n
ministry_n and_o neighbourhood_n round_o about_o who_o by_o their_o concourse_n at_o her_o funeral_n show_v plain_o in_o what_o a_o high_a estimation_n she_o be_v among_o they_o and_o that_o her_o good_a name_n be_v like_o a_o precious_a ointment_n pour_v forth_o the_o hope_n of_o glory_n be_v that_o sovereign_a cordial_n which_o abundant_o revive_v and_o satisfy_v her_o spirit_n whilst_o she_o live_v and_o now_o her_o hope_n be_v turn_v into_o fruition_n and_o her_o faith_n into_o vision_n all_o her_o sorrow_n and_o sigh_n be_v turn_v away_o and_o her_o employment_n be_v without_o the_o least_o tediousness_n without_o interruption_n and_o intermission_n to_o sing_v hosannah_n and_o allelujah_n to_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o more_o this_o life_n be_v draw_v up_o by_o my_o reverend_n and_o worthy_a friend_n dr._n henry_n wilkinson_n principal_a of_o magdalen_n hall_n oxon._n the_o life_n and_o death_n of_o mrs._n elizabeth_n wilkinson_n who_o die_v anno_fw-la christi_fw-la 1654._o mrs._n elizabeth_n wilkinson_n be_v bear_v of_o godly_a parent_n education_n of_o a_o ancient_a and_o well_o repute_v family_n of_o the_o gentry_n in_o devonshire_n her_o father_n be_v mr._n anthony_n gifford_n her_o mother_n mrs._n elizabeth_n cottle_n and_o by_o they_o she_o be_v religious_o educate_v during_o her_o minority_n after_o which_o she_o live_v with_o a_o aunt_n a_o old_a disciple_n above_o twenty_o year_n together_o where_o she_o have_v many_o prize_n put_v into_o her_o hand_n to_o get_v wisdom_n even_o many_o spiritual_a advantage_n for_o her_o eternal_a good_a but_o consider_v that_o no_o help_n of_o education_n nor_o any_o mean_n can_v prove_v effectual_a without_o divine_a influence_n it_o please_v the_o lord_n out_o of_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o mercy_n in_o a_o signal_n manner_n to_o vouchsafe_v a_o blessing_n to_o all_o those_o help_n for_o the_o good_a of_o her_o soul_n and_o to_o crown_v all_o endeavour_n in_o order_n thereunto_o with_o good_a success_n she_o be_v observe_v from_o her_o childhood_n to_o be_v very_o docile_a very_o willing_a to_o learn_v industrious_a in_o read_v of_o conversion_n and_o swift_a to_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n preach_v she_o be_v very_o careful_a to_o remember_v what_o she_o hear_v and_o take_v much_o pain_n in_o write_v sermon_n and_o collect_v special_a note_n out_o of_o practical_a divine_n she_o have_v the_o ornament_n of_o a_o meek_a and_o quiet_a spirit_n with_o that_o she_o be_v eminent_o adorn_v she_o look_v not_o as_o too_o many_o do_v upon_o gaudy_a and_o vain_a dress_n as_o any_o ornament_n she_o neither_o like_v they_o nor_o conform_v to_o they_o but_o go_v in_o a_o grave_n decent_a and_o sober_a attire_n she_o be_v humble_a gentle_a tender-hearted_a and_o full_a of_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n remember_v such_o as_o be_v in_o bond_n as_o if_o she_o have_v be_v bind_v with_o they_o heb._n 13._o 3._o she_o be_v of_o so_o affable_a sweet_a and_o courteous_a a_o disposition_n that_o she_o gain_v abundance_n of_o love_n and_o respect_n from_o all_o those_o that_o converse_v with_o she_o and_o by_o this_o mean_v she_o be_v the_o great_a gainer_n by_o all_o good_a conference_n it_o be_v her_o usual_a custom_n to_o move_v good_a discourse_n and_o ofttimes_o she_o turn_v the_o stream_n of_o other_o impertinent_a talk_n into_o something_o which_o be_v solid_a and_o tend_v unto_o edification_n and_o that_o minister_a grace_n to_o the_o hearer_n she_o keep_v a_o diary_n of_o god_n deal_n with_o her_o soul_n piety_n and_o of_o other_o various_a dispensation_n that_o she_o meet_v withal_o she_o be_v much_o busy_v in_o prayer_n meditation_n and_o self-examination_n she_o will_v often_o desire_v her_o husband_n and_o other_o of_o her_o acquaintance_n to_o deal_v plain_o and_o impartial_o with_o she_o for_o say_v she_o i_o will_v not_o be_v deceive_v with_o a_o formal_a profession_n nor_o with_o a_o temporary_a faith_n perhaps_o through_o affection_n you_o may_v judge_v far_o better_o of_o i_o than_o i_o deserve_v wherefore_o i_o desire_v you_o to_o sift_v and_o search_v i_o thorough_o for_o i_o like_o such_o plain_a deal_n best_o of_o all_o and_o those_o be_v my_o best_a friend_n which_o deal_v most_o plain_o with_o i_o in_o process_n of_o time_n after_o a_o careful_a watch_v over_o her_o heart_n grace_n and_o frequent_a address_n make_v unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n she_o find_v return_n answerable_a to_o her_o prayer_n and_o desire_n god_n give_v she_o a_o large_a measure_n both_o of_o part_n and_o grace_n she_o be_v able_a not_o only_o to_o assert_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n but_o to_o convince_v gainsayer_n she_o abound_v in_o love_n faith_n meekness_n humility_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o spirit_n insomuch_o as_o she_o become_v a_o christian_a of_o the_o high_a form_n a_o tall_a cedar_n of_o libanus_n a_o grow_v solid_a and_o excellent_a christian_a it_o please_v god_n for_o the_o trial_n of_o her_o grace_n sanctify_v to_o exercise_v she_o very_o much_o in_o the_o school_n of_o affliction_n insomuch_o as_o ten_o year_n before_o her_o death_n she_o be_v one_o time_n reckon_v with_o another_o at_o least_o half_a the_o time_n sick_a but_o god_n order_v this_o sickness_n of_o her_o body_n to_o be_v a_o medicine_n for_o her_o soul._n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n be_v much_o set_v on_o work_n hereby_o and_o her_o faith_n love_n and_o patience_n do_v appear_v and_o shine_v the_o more_o eminent_o out_o of_o the_o furnace_n she_o come_v forth_o as_o gold_n purify_v seven_o time_n so_o that_o the_o rod_n and_o staff_n correction_n and_o instruction_n go_v together_o and_o by_o these_o fatherly_a chastisement_n her_o soul_n do_v thrive_v more_o abundant_o when_o she_o be_v able_a she_o neglect_v not_o the_o frequent_v of_o the_o public_a assembly_n they_o be_v her_o delight_n and_o she_o be_v a_o profess_a adversary_n to_o the_o withdraw_n from_o the_o public_a congregation_n of_o the_o saint_n both_o they_o and_o the_o godly_a and_o reverend_a minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n she_o have_v in_o high_a esteem_n and_o reverence_v they_o all_o her_o day_n and_o when_o she_o be_v not_o able_a to_o go_v to_o the_o public_a congregation_n she_o use_v to_o spend_v her_o time_n in_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditate_v at_o home_n and_o employ_v her_o friend_n to_o read_v to_o she_o and_o pray_v with_o she_o such_o as_o be_v stable_n and_o sincere_a christian_n be_v her_o delight_n those_o she_o account_v more_o excellent_a than_o their_o neighbour_n she_o will_v often_o say_v that_o she_o value_v no_o friend_n like_o to_o those_o who_o be_v friend_n to_o her_o soul._n concern_v her_o deportment_n duty_n and_o carriage_n to_o her_o relation_n for_o such_o as_o be_v real_a saint_n show_v it_o in_o their_o several_a capacity_n never_o be_v a_o wife_n more_o full_a of_o sincere_a love_n and_o respect_n to_o a_o husband_n who_o she_o love_v entire_o and_o be_v as_o entire_o belove_v by_o he_o her_o affection_n to_o her_o child_n be_v very_o tender_a she_o be_v careful_a to_o catechise_v instruct_v and_o to_o train_v they_o up_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o upon_o her_o deathbed_n among_o many_o other_o excellent_a counsel_n and_o instruction_n she_o add_v this_o charge_n as_o from_o a_o die_a mother_n that_o they_o shall_v remember_v that_o they_o have_v a_o mother_n who_o will_v not_o allow_v they_o in_o any_o sin_n she_o be_v careful_a also_o to_o instruct_v her_o servant_n and_o to_o teach_v they_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n indeed_o she_o be_v ready_a and_o willing_a as_o opportunity_n be_v offer_v to_o do_v good_a unto_o all_o and_o as_o need_v require_v give_v unto_o they_o both_o corporal_a and_o spiritual_a food_n she_o have_v a_o large_a heart_n and_o improve_v it_o to_o do_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o good_a in_o a_o little_a time_n insomuch_o as_o the_o poor_a the_o sick_a the_o afflict_a and_o the_o unexperienced_a to_o who_o she_o be_v very_o merciful_a and_o useful_a while_o she_o live_v have_v a_o very_a great_a miss_n of_o she_o when_o she_o be_v dead_a in_o brief_a she_o be_v one_o of_o those_o worthy_n of_o who_o the_o world_n be_v not_o worthy_a and_o yet_o to_o give_v a_o further_a character_n of_o she_o i_o will_v here_o set_v down_o a_o narrative_a copy_v exact_o out_o of_o her_o own_o hand-writing_n of_o god_n gracious_a deal_n with_o her_o soul_n as_o it_o follow_v word_n for_o word_n it_o please_v the_o lord_n out_o of_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o grace_n conversion_n to_o remove_v i_o from_o a_o ignorant_a place_n where_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o to_o bring_v i_o very_o young_a into_o a_o religious_a family_n and_o when_o i_o be_v about_o twelve_o year_n of_o age_n upon_o the_o read_n in_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n concern_v the_o happy_a estate_n of_o
the_o godly_a and_o the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o their_o death_n and_o so_o for_o ever_o unto_o all_o eternity_n it_o please_v the_o lord_n so_o much_o to_o affect_v my_o heart_n with_o it_o as_o from_o that_o time_n my_o heart_n be_v wrought_v over_o to_o a_o desire_n to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n but_o at_o that_o time_n i_o fear_v i_o do_v not_o go_v upon_o a_o right_a principle_n for_o i_o then_o do_v not_o eye_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n in_o it_o but_o only_o my_o own_o safety_n that_o it_o may_v be_v well_o with_o i_o for_o ever_o but_o quick_o after_o that_o i_o have_v but_o begin_v to_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o zion_n malice_n i_o be_v set_v upon_o with_o many_o temptation_n and_o perplexity_n in_o my_o thought_n which_o be_v very_o troublesome_a to_o i_o at_o all_o time_n but_o especial_o when_o i_o be_v alone_o the_o consideration_n whereof_o bring_v such_o a_o horror_n upon_o my_o conscience_n insomuch_o as_o i_o do_v not_o know_v what_o to_o do_v that_o little_a i_o have_v whether_o from_o education_n or_o from_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n cause_v a_o strive_v in_o i_o continual_o against_o those_o thought_n of_o atheism_n which_o be_v most_o terrible_a unto_o i_o i_o be_v sensible_a that_o it_o be_v a_o fearful_a sin_n to_o have_v any_o such_o thought_n to_o lodge_v within_o my_o breast_n but_o i_o desire_v from_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o and_o have_v continual_a reason_n within_o i_o against_o they_o and_o yet_o still_o for_o a_o long_a time_n i_o be_v trouble_v but_o can_v not_o acquaint_v any_o with_o my_o condition_n i_o do_v not_o think_v that_o it_o be_v so_o with_o any_o other_o as_o it_o be_v with_o i_o in_o this_o strait_a mercy_n when_o i_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v i_o even_o there_o do_v the_o lord_n extend_v his_o compassion_n towards_o i_o in_o my_o great_a extremity_n in_o direct_v i_o to_o read_v calvin_n institution_n and_o especial_o that_o part_n that_o treat_v of_o the_o creation_n whereupon_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o give_v in_o such_o satisfaction_n to_o my_o soul_n concern_v those_o thing_n about_o which_o i_o be_v trouble_v as_o that_o from_o that_o time_n forward_o i_o be_v not_o violent_o assault_v in_o that_o kind_n but_o no_o soon_o be_v i_o free_v from_o that_o trouble_n but_o new_a one_o spring_v up_o for_o the_o very_a remembrance_n of_o that_o horrid_a sin_n of_o atheism_n subtlety_n leave_v such_o a_o terror_n upon_o my_o spirit_n as_o make_v i_o fear_v that_o i_o have_v commit_v that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o so_o my_o condition_n seem_v to_o be_v not_o only_o for_o the_o present_a but_z in_o my_o apprehension_n then_o for_o ever_o most_o miserable_a all_o other_o sin_n though_o never_o so_o great_a i_o know_v upon_o true_a repentance_n be_v pardonable_a but_o this_o sin_n that_o i_o lay_v under_o the_o fear_n of_o i_o know_v out_o of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n shall_v never_o be_v pardon_v which_o cause_v many_o sad_a fear_n upon_o my_o spirit_n know_v to_o god_n alone_o for_o the_o removal_n of_o these_o fear_n mercy_n the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n direct_v i_o to_o the_o read_n of_o mr._n scudder_n work_n where_o be_v lay_v down_o the_o mark_n of_o that_o sin_n upon_o perusal_n whereof_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o satisfy_v my_o misgive_a heart_n by_o a_o clear_a manifestation_n to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o have_v not_o commit_v that_o sin_n and_o so_o assure_v i_o that_o though_o my_o sin_n be_v great_a yet_o be_v they_o pardonable_a which_o put_v i_o more_o cheerful_o upon_o the_o use_n of_o such_o mean_n as_o the_o lord_n have_v direct_v i_o unto_o and_o have_v satisfaction_n give_v in_o concern_v this_o particular_a there_o be_v a_o great_a burden_n take_v off_o from_o my_o spirit_n although_o i_o find_v no_o grace_n in_o my_o heart_n nor_o discovery_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n unto_o my_o soul_n yet_o in_o that_o there_o be_v but_o a_o possibility_n there_o be_v a_o ground_n of_o comfort_n administer_v to_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o former_o fear_v that_o i_o shall_v be_v shut_v out_o from_o but_o still_o my_o fear_n remain_v that_o i_o be_v not_o one_o of_o those_o in_o particular_a for_o who_o christ_n die_v the_o more_o i_o look_v into_o my_o own_o heart_n the_o more_o i_o see_v of_o sin_n and_o satan_n discourage_v i_o from_o have_v any_o hope_n that_o the_o lord_n shall_v accept_v of_o such_o a_o vile_a sinful_a wretch_n as_o i_o be_v who_o have_v entertain_v such_o sinful_a thought_n i_o likewise_o think_v how_o small_a the_o number_n be_v of_o those_o that_o shall_v be_v save_v in_o comparison_n of_o other_o and_o my_o repentance_n i_o fear_v come_v short_a of_o that_o which_o be_v require_v in_o the_o gospel_n as_o for_o faith_n i_o can_v not_o find_v the_o least_o measure_n of_o it_o in_o my_o soul_n with_o many_o other_o sad_a discourage_a thought_n but_o when_o i_o be_v most_o perplex_v with_o fear_n and_o doubt_n even_o than_o do_v the_o lord_n gracious_o dart_v in_o some_o beam_n of_o his_o reconcile_a countenance_n as_o i_o be_v read_v something_o in_o mr._n scudder_n christian_n daily_o walk_v etc._n etc._n which_o the_o lord_n set_v home_o upon_o my_o soul_n joy_n and_o bring_v into_o my_o soul_n so_o much_o joy_n and_o comfort_n at_o the_o present_a as_o neither_o my_o tongue_n nor_o pen_n can_v express_v but_o this_o joy_n remain_v not_o long_o for_o i_o quick_o lose_v the_o sense_n of_o it_o yet_o the_o remembrance_n of_o it_o be_v sweet_a unto_o i_o at_o all_o time_n but_o after_o this_o all_o my_o former_a fear_n return_v afresh_o again_o upon_o my_o heart_n only_o i_o have_v a_o door_n of_o hope_n open_v that_o when_o god_n see_v it_o best_o for_o i_o he_o will_v return_v and_o renew_v his_o reconcile_a countenance_n unto_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o clear_a light_n and_o apprehension_n thereof_o and_o this_o be_v when_o i_o be_v about_o sixteen_o year_n of_o age_n after_o which_o time_n the_o lord_n do_v exercise_v i_o with_o various_a dispensation_n for_o for_o two_o year_n space_n i_o be_v by_o providence_n cast_v upon_o a_o place_n where_o i_o hear_v very_o little_a powerful_a preach_v small_a help_n for_o the_o good_a of_o my_o soul_n but_o what_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o give_v in_o by_o the_o use_n of_o private_a mean_n but_o his_o power_n and_o abundant_a mercy_n be_v much_o see_v in_o that_o time_n that_o though_o i_o have_v not_o much_o comfort_n meanâ—_n yet_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o keep_v up_o my_o spirit_n in_o a_o way_n of_o depend_v upon_o he_o and_o my_o fear_n be_v less_o at_o that_o time_n than_o former_o when_o i_o have_v more_o help_n so_o gracious_a be_v tâ—â—_n lord_n unto_o i_o in_o keep_v i_o alive_a in_o a_o time_n of_o famine_n after_o this_o through_o god_n goodness_n i_o be_v sometime_o under_o the_o preach_n of_o a_o powerful_a minister_n mr._n bateman_n of_o ockingam_n who_o be_v crown_v with_o the_o conversion_n providence_n strengthen_v and_o build_v up_o of_o many_o soul_n unto_o who_o preach_v the_o lord_n give_v i_o such_o a_o blessing_n as_o i_o seldom_o if_o ever_o go_v away_o from_o hear_v he_o without_o comfort_n though_o i_o come_v to_o hear_v he_o with_o many_o doubt_n upon_o my_o spirit_n yet_o the_o lord_n so_o rule_v and_o direct_v he_o as_o if_o his_o sermon_n have_v be_v only_o concern_v my_o particular_a and_o he_o full_o acquaint_v with_o the_o whole_a condition_n of_o my_o soul._n sometime_o the_o lord_n direct_v i_o to_o some_o support_a promise_n upon_o which_o i_o rely_v but_o those_o promise_n which_o be_v make_v to_o believer_n though_o i_o high_o prize_v they_o yet_o i_o dare_v not_o apply_v they_o to_o myself_o fear_v that_o i_o have_v no_o interest_n in_o they_o but_o that_o promise_n prov._n 28._o 13._o he_o that_o confess_v promise_n and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n and_o that_o 1_o joh._n 1._o 9_o if_o we_o confess_v our_o sin_n he_o be_v faithful_a and_o just_a to_o forgive_v we_o our_o sin_n and_o to_o cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o unrighteousness_n and_o the_o promise_n be_v 1_o joh._n 2._o 1_o 2._o if_o any_o man_n sin_n we_o have_v a_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o he_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o not_o for_o we_o only_o but_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o the_o invitation_n isa._n 55._o 1._o ho_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o money_n come_v you_o buy_v and_o eat_v yea_o come_v buy_v wine_n and_o milk_n without_o money_n and_o without_o price_n together_o with_o
the_o rest_n of_o the_o chapter_n all_o those_o place_n the_o lord_n often_o make_v a_o stay_n unto_o my_o soul_n and_o afterward_o the_o lord_n so_o bless_v one_o mean_n or_o other_o unto_o i_o insomuch_o as_o i_o be_v keep_v from_o sink_v and_o fall_v into_o such_o horror_n as_o many_o of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n sometime_o fall_v into_o but_o yet_o my_o fear_n and_o doubt_n be_v so_o many_o as_o that_o my_o comfort_n never_o last_v long_o doubt_n if_o the_o lord_n do_v but_o hide_v his_o face_n i_o be_v trouble_v no_o long_o can_v i_o believe_v than_o i_o find_v new_a strength_n give_v in_o that_o the_o lord_n will_v ever_o have_v mercy_n upon_o my_o soul._n the_o sense_n of_o original_a sin_n and_o actual_a transgression_n in_o their_o filthiness_n and_o guiltiness_n cause_v my_o fear_n yet_o to_o remain_v upon_o my_o spirit_n my_o faith_n then_o seem_v very_o small_a if_o i_o have_v any_o which_o i_o much_o question_v i_o dare_v not_o then_o say_v lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n but_o i_o can_v cry_v earnest_o lord_n work_n faith_n in_o i_o i_o find_v much_o dulness_n and_o deadness_n manifold_a distraction_n in_o duty_n so_o that_o god_n may_v just_o have_v withdraw_v himself_o from_o i_o for_o ever_o yet_o notwithstanding_o all_o my_o uneven_a walk_n with_o god_n he_o be_v gracious_o please_v to_o manifest_v his_o mercy_n unto_o my_o soul._n when_o i_o be_v strike_v with_o such_o weakness_n as_o i_o apprehend_v may_v quick_o have_v end_v my_o life_n i_o fall_v into_o a_o great_a fear_n at_o the_o first_o find_v my_o heart_n to_o sink_v the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o gâ—ive_v i_o so_o much_o respite_n as_o to_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o he_o desire_v strength_n and_o support_v from_o he_o to_o keep_v up_o my_o spirit_n and_o to_o make_v i_o willing_a to_o submit_v to_o his_o dispensation_n and_o the_o lord_n gracious_o answer_v my_o prayer_n in_o that_o he_o remove_v all_o my_o former_a doubt_n answer_v and_o fear_v all_o the_o time_n of_o that_o sickness_n which_o be_v long_o and_o so_o dangerous_a that_o neither_o i_o nor_o other_o expect_v my_o life_n the_o lord_n then_o clear_v up_o my_o evidence_n for_o heaven_n and_o give_v i_o in_o so_o much_o comfort_n against_o the_o apprehension_n of_o death_n as_o i_o never_o have_v in_o all_o my_o life_n before_o other_o like_a trial_n of_o the_o lord_n love_v i_o find_v still_o when_o i_o be_v in_o the_o great_a extremity_n and_o stand_v most_o in_o need_n of_o help_n from_o he_o insomuch_o as_o at_o such_o time_n i_o have_v hope_v that_o i_o shall_v never_o again_o have_v question_v the_o love_n of_o god_n to_o my_o soul_n but_o i_o have_v find_v it_o otherwise_o by_o sad_a experience_n for_o when_o these_o impression_n be_v wear_v of_o i_o have_v be_v ready_a to_o call_v all_o in_o question_n again_o concern_v my_o poor_a soul._n it_o make_v i_o oft_o to_o think_v of_o that_o which_o be_v lay_v to_o solomon_n charge_n that_o he_o forget_v the_o lord_n that_o have_v appear_v to_o he_o twice_o believe_v i_o find_v it_o the_o hard_a thing_n to_o believe_v that_o ever_o i_o go_v about_o but_o this_o waver_a condition_n can_v not_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n for_o the_o lord_n give_v i_o sometime_o a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o love_n make_v i_o long_o after_o full_a enjoyment_n of_o it_o so_o that_o i_o be_v carry_v out_o with_o a_o restless_a impatience_n to_o beg_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o unbelief_n from_o i_o which_o do_v both_o dishonour_n he_o and_o hinder_v i_o from_o that_o peace_n which_o the_o lord_n be_v willing_a that_o his_o people_n shall_v enjoy_v my_o heart_n then_o be_v bring_v unto_o that_o frame_n i_o be_v more_o willing_a than_o ever_o i_o be_v before_o to_o impart_v my_o condition_n unto_o some_o spiritual_a friend_n friend_n who_o i_o desire_v to_o deal_v impartial_o with_o i_o acquaint_v they_o with_o the_o whole_a condition_n of_o my_o soul_n how_o far_o the_o lord_n have_v carry_v i_o on_o and_o at_o what_o i_o stick_v and_o still_o as_o new_a objection_n do_v arise_v i_o labour_v to_o get_v satisfaction_n be_v convince_v that_o i_o have_v too_o much_o prejudice_v myself_o in_o that_o i_o have_v not_o soon_o make_v my_o condition_n know_v to_o some_o who_o be_v able_a to_o give_v i_o advice_n this_o way_n of_o communicate_v my_o condition_n comfort_n i_o find_v the_o lord_n bless_v unto_o my_o soul_n insomuch_o that_o my_o hope_n be_v more_o confirm_v my_o fear_n more_o remove_v my_o faith_n more_o strengthen_v and_o by_o the_o hear_n of_o such_o sermon_n and_o read_v such_o book_n as_o come_v close_a unto_o the_o conscience_n and_o be_v most_o for_o trial_n of_o one_o spiritual_a condition_n i_o find_v the_o great_a benefit_n by_o and_o receive_v the_o most_o comfort_n from_o they_o former_o i_o have_v many_o fear_n that_o i_o be_v not_o one_o of_o they_o who_o have_v a_o interest_n in_o the_o election_n of_o grace_n but_o the_o lord_n afterward_o put_v into_o my_o heart_n to_o inquire_v whether_o i_o have_v those_o grace_n of_o his_o spirit_n wrought_v in_o i_o which_o none_o but_o his_o own_o elect_a people_n can_v have_v upon_o the_o strict_a search_v into_o my_o own_o heart_n the_o lord_n be_v please_v after_o many_o year_n of_o fear_n at_o last_o to_o evidence_n unto_o my_o soul_n that_o there_o be_v a_o change_n wrought_v in_o my_o heart_n self-examination_n will_n and_o affection_n notwithstanding_o the_o remainder_n of_o sin_n and_o corruption_n which_o still_o encompass_v i_o about_o be_v confident_a that_o he_o that_o have_v begin_v this_o good_a work_n will_v not_o leave_v it_o unfinished_a unto_o the_o day_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o set_v home_o divers_a promise_n for_o the_o strengthen_n of_o my_o faith_n faith_n to_o wit_n those_o which_o set_v down_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n 2_o sam._n 23._o 5._o the_o everlasting_a love_n of_o god_n jer._n 31._o 3._o joh._n 11._o 13._o the_o certainty_n of_o the_o foundation_n 2_o tim._n 2._o 19_o the_o certainty_n of_o the_o promise_n 2_o cor._n 1._o 20._o they_o be_v all_o in_o christ_n yea_o and_o amen_o and_o that_o the_o child_n of_o god_n have_v eternal_a life_n promise_v unto_o they_o and_o that_o none_o shall_v be_v ever_o able_a to_o pluck_v they_o out_o of_o christ_n hand_n joh._n 10._o 28._o then_o for_o divers_a year_n the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o stay_v i_o to_o lead_v and_o guide_v i_o till_o he_o have_v set_v my_o foot_n upon_o that_o rock_n which_o be_v high_o than_o i_o from_o whence_o i_o trust_v that_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v remove_v and_o now_o my_o heart_n desire_v be_v to_o ascribe_v that_o measure_n of_o hope_n and_o comfort_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v give_v i_o at_o any_o time_n only_o unto_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o grace_n who_o have_v make_v i_o accept_v in_o his_o belove_a thankfulness_n which_o be_v so_o great_a a_o mercy_n as_o i_o can_v never_o be_v thankful_a enough_o for_o nor_o walk_v answerable_a thereunto_o i_o know_v when_o i_o look_v into_o my_o heart_n there_o be_v matter_n of_o fear_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v withdraw_v the_o influence_n of_o his_o comfort_n from_o i_o but_o that_o which_o i_o rest_v upon_o be_v the_o free_a mercy_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n expect_v performance_n of_o his_o promise_n make_v rom._n 6._o 16._o sin_n shall_v not_o have_v dominion_n over_o you_o because_o you_o be_v not_o under_o the_o law_n but_o under_o grace_n and_o ezek._n 36._o 25._o that_o he_o will_v sprinkle_v clean_a water_n upon_o i_o and_o that_o he_o will_v give_v i_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o put_v a_o new_a spirit_n within_o i_o that_o he_o will_v take_v away_o my_o stony_a heart_n and_o give_v i_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n be_v persuade_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v keep_v i_o by_o his_o own_o power_n through_o faith_n unto_o salvation_n and_o now_o that_o i_o may_v have_v all_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o spirit_n strengthen_v and_o increase_v in_o i_o which_o i_o find_v that_o i_o stand_v in_o continual_a need_n of_o it_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v a_o partaker_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n which_o through_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n only_o i_o have_v right_a unto_o this_o be_v the_o particular_a account_n of_o god_n gracious_a deal_n with_o this_o godly_a gentlewoman_n consider_v there_o be_v no_o administration_n of_o the_o sacrament_n in_o that_o parochial_a congregation_n where_o she_o live_v and_o use_v former_o to_o receive_v it_o nor_o any_o pastor_n at_o all_o to_o officiate_v there_o she_o be_v desirous_a to_o enjoy_v that_o great_a ordinance_n and_o that_o after_o a_o pure_a way_n of_o administration_n send_v this_o aforementioned_a narrative_n
god_n he_o afterward_o find_v not_o only_o to_o be_v beneficial_a unto_o he_o in_o prepare_v his_o heart_n for_o his_o work_n but_o also_o that_o it_o become_v a_o effectual_a mean_n of_o his_o more_o peaceable_a and_o comfortable_a settlement_n in_o that_o place_n where_o the_o people_n be_v divide_v among_o themselves_o by_o reason_n of_o a_o potent_a man_n in_o the_o town_n who_o adhere_v to_o another_o cambridge_n man_n who_o he_o will_v feign_v have_v bring_v in_o but_o when_o he_o see_v mr._n cotton_n whole_o take_v up_o with_o his_o own_o exercise_n of_o spirit_n he_o be_v free_a from_o all_o suspicion_n of_o his_o be_v pragmatical_a or_o addict_v to_o side_v with_o this_o or_o that_o party_n and_o so_o both_o he_o and_o his_o party_n begin_v to_o close_v more_o full_o with_o he_o second_o whereas_o there_o be_v a_o arminian_n party_n in_o that_o town_n some_o of_o who_o be_v witty_a and_o trouble_v other_o with_o dispute_n about_o those_o point_n by_o god_n blessing_n upon_o his_o labour_n in_o hold_v forth_o positive_o such_o truth_n as_o undermine_v the_o foundation_n of_o arminianism_n those_o dispute_v cease_v and_o the_o tenet_n of_o arminianism_n be_v no_o more_o plead_v for_o thus_o god_n dispose_v of_o the_o heart_n of_o hearer_n as_o that_o general_o they_o be_v all_o open_a and_o love_a to_o their_o preacher_n at_o their_o first_o entrance_n for_o three_o or_o four_o year_n he_o live_v trouble_n and_o preach_v among_o they_o without_o opposition_n they_o account_v themselves_o happy_a as_o well_o they_o may_v in_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o he_o both_o the_o town_n and_o country_n thereabouts_o be_v much_o better_v and_o reform_v by_o his_o labour_n but_o after_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o bear_v the_o ceremony_n impose_v his_o nonconformity_n occasion_v his_o trouble_n in_o the_o bishop_n court_n at_o lincoln_n from_o whence_o he_o be_v advise_v to_o appeal_v to_o a_o high_a court_n and_o employ_v mr._n leveret_n who_o afterward_o be_v one_o of_o the_o rule_v elder_n of_o the_o church_n of_o boston_n in_o new_a england_n to_o deal_v in_o that_o business_n and_o he_o like_a jacob_n be_v a_o plain_a man_n yet_o pious_o subtle_a to_o get_v such_o a_o spiritual_a blessing_n so_o far_o insinuate_v himself_o into_o one_o of_o the_o proctor_n of_o that_o high-court_n that_o mr._n cotton_n be_v treat_v by_o they_o as_o if_o he_o be_v a_o conformable_a man_n and_o so_o be_v restore_v unto_o boston_n after_o this_o time_n he_o be_v bless_v with_o a_o successful_a ministry_n unto_o the_o end_n of_o twenty_o year_n in_o which_o space_n he_o on_o the_o lord_n day_n in_o the_o afternoon_n go_v over_o the_o whole_a body_n of_o divinity_n in_o a_o catechistical_a way_n thrice_o labour_n and_o give_v the_o head_n of_o his_o discourse_n to_o those_o that_o be_v young_a scholar_n &_o other_o in_o the_o town_n to_o answer_v his_o question_n in_o public_a in_o that_o great_a congregation_n and_o after_o their_o answer_n he_o open_v those_o head_n of_o divinity_n and_o final_o apply_v all_o to_o the_o edification_n of_o his_o people_n and_o of_o such_o stranger_n as_o come_v to_o hear_v he_o in_o the_o morning_n of_o the_o lord_n day_n he_o preach_v over_o the_o first_o six_o chapter_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o st._n john_n the_o whole_a book_n of_o ecclesiaste_n the_o prophecy_n of_o zachariah_n and_o many_o other_o scripture_n and_o when_o the_o lord_n supper_n be_v administer_v which_o be_v usual_a every_o monâ—th_n he_o preach_v upon_o 1_o corinth_n 11._o &_o 2_o chron._n 30._o the_o whole_a chapter_n beside_o some_o other_o scripture_n concern_v that_o subject_n on_o his_o lecture_n day_n he_o preach_v through_o the_o whole_a first_o and_o second_o epistle_n of_o john_n the_o whole_a book_n of_o solomon_n song_n the_o parable_n of_o our_o saviour_n set_v forth_o in_o matthews_n gospel_n to_o the_o end_n of_o chapter_n the_o 16_o compare_v they_o with_o mark_n and_o luke_n he_o take_v much_o pain_n in_o private_a and_o read_v to_o sundry_a young_a scholar_n that_o be_v in_o his_o house_n industry_n and_o to_o some_o that_o come_v out_o of_o germany_n and_o have_v his_o house_n full_a of_o auditor_n afterward_o see_v some_o inconvenience_n in_o the_o people_n flock_v to_o his_o house_n beside_o his_o ordinary_a lecture_n on_o the_o thursdays_n he_o preach_v thrice_o more_o in_o public_a on_o the_o week_n day_n viz._n on_o wednesdays_n and_o thursdays_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o on_o saturday_n at_o three_o a_o clock_n in_o the_o afternoon_n only_o these_o three_o last_o lecture_n be_v perform_v by_o he_o but_o some_o few_o year_n before_o he_o have_v another_o famous_a colleague_n he_o be_v frequent_a in_o duty_n of_o humiliation_n duty_n and_o thanksgiving_n sometime_o he_o continue_v five_o or_o six_o hour_n in_o prayer_n and_o open_v the_o word_n so_o indefatigable_a be_v he_o in_o the_o lord_n work_v so_o willing_a to_o spend_v and_o be_v spend_v therein_o beside_o he_o answer_v many_o letter_n that_o be_v send_v he_o far_o and_o near_o wherein_o be_v handle_v many_o difficult_a case_n of_o conscience_n and_o many_o doubt_n clear_v to_o great_a satisfaction_n he_o be_v a_o man_n exceed_o belove_v providence_n and_o admire_v of_o the_o best_a and_o reverence_v of_o the_o worst_a of_o his_o hearer_n he_o be_v in_o great_a favour_n with_o dr._n williams_n the_o then_z bishop_n of_o lincoln_n who_o much_o esteem_v he_o for_o his_o learning_n and_o when_o he_o be_v lord_n keeper_n of_o the_o great_a seal_n he_o go_v to_o king_n james_n and_o speak_v of_o mr._n cotton_v great_a learning_n and_o worth_n the_o king_n be_v willing_a notwithstanding_o his_o nonconformity_n to_o give_v way_n that_o he_o shall_v have_v his_o liberty_n in_o his_o ministry_n without_o interruption_n which_o be_v the_o more_o remarkable_a consider_v how_o that_o king_n spirit_n be_v carry_v out_o against_o such_o way_n also_o the_o earl_n of_o dorchester_n be_v at_o old_a boston_n and_o hear_v mr._n cotton_n preach_v about_o civil_a government_n he_o be_v so_o affect_v with_o the_o wisdom_n of_o his_o word_n and_o spirit_n that_o he_o do_v ever_o after_o high_o account_v of_o he_o and_o put_v himself_o forth_o what_o he_o can_v in_o the_o time_n of_o mr._n cotton_v trouble_n to_o deliver_v he_o out_o of_o they_o that_o so_o his_o boston_n may_v still_o enjoy_v he_o as_o former_o but_o his_o desire_n be_v too_o strong_o oppose_v to_o be_v accomplish_v about_o this_o time_n he_o marry_v his_o second_o wife_n mistress_n sarah_n story_n marriage_n than_o a_o widow_n he_o be_v bless_v above_o many_o in_o his_o marriage_n both_o his_o wife_n be_v pious_a matron_n grave_n sober_a and_o faithful_a by_o the_o first_o he_o have_v no_o child_n the_o last_o god_n make_v a_o fruitful_a vine_n unto_o he_o his_o first-born_a be_v bring_v forth_o far_o off_o upon_o the_o sea_n in_o his_o passage_n to_o new_a england_n so_o that_o he_o be_v childless_a when_o he_o leave_v europe_n arrive_v a_o joyful_a father_n in_o america_n in_o memorial_n whereof_o he_o call_v his_o name_n sea-born_a to_o keep_v alive_a say_v he_o in_o i_o and_o to_o teach_v my_o son_n if_o he_o live_v a_o remembrance_n of_o sea-mercy_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o gracious_a god_n he_o be_v yet_o live_v and_o enter_v into_o the_o work_n of_o the_o ministry_n a_o son_n of_o many_o prayer_n and_o of_o great_a expectation_n the_o corruption_n of_o the_o time_n be_v now_o such_o trouble_n that_o he_o can_v not_o continue_v in_o the_o exercise_n of_o his_o ministry_n without_o sin_n and_o the_o envy_n of_o his_o maligner_n have_v now_o procure_v letter_n missive_n to_o convent_n he_o before_o the_o high_a commission_n court_n which_o letter_n a_o debauch_a inhabitant_n of_o that_o town_n undertake_v to_o serve_v upon_o he_o who_o short_o after_o die_v of_o the_o plague_n persecutor_n mr._n cotton_n have_v intelligence_n thereof_o and_o well-knowing_a that_o nothing_o but_o scorn_n and_o imprisonment_n be_v to_o be_v expect_v from_o they_o according_a to_o the_o advice_n of_o many_o able_a head_n and_o upright_a heart_n among_o who_o that_o holy_a man_n of_o god_n mr._n dod_n of_o bless_a memory_n have_v a_o singular_a influence_n he_o keep_v himself_o close_o for_o a_o time_n in_o and_o about_o london_n as_o luther_n sometime_o do_v at_o wittenberg_n and_o paraeus_n since_o at_o anvilla_n yet_o be_v not_o that_o season_n of_o his_o recess_n unprofitable_a engl._n for_o address_n during_o that_o time_n be_v make_v unto_o he_o private_o by_o divers_a person_n of_o worth_n and_o piety_n who_o receive_v satisfaction_n from_o he_o in_o their_o case_n of_o conscience_n of_o great_a concernment_n and_o when_o he_o go_v into_o new_a england_n it_o be_v not_o a_o flight_n from_o duty_n but_o from_o evident_a danger_n and_o unto_o duty_n not_o from_o the_o