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chap._n vii_o there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o this_o supernatural_a life_n god_n have_v be_v very_o gracious_a to_o we_o to_o draw_v we_o out_o of_o nothing_o but_o more_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a in_o withdraw_v we_o from_o sin_n and_o the_o occasion_n of_o displease_v he_o but_o the_o choice_a of_o his_o favour_n be_v to_o advance_v we_o from_o a_o common_a to_o a_o supernatural_a life_n that_o be_v when_o the_o eternal_a father_n do_v lead_v we_o into_o the_o state_n of_o the_o mortal_a life_n of_o jesus_n by_o abjection_n suffering_n and_o annihilation_n which_o be_v the_o choice_a of_o his_o mercy_n and_o favour_n on_o earth_n because_o thereby_o we_o bring_v to_o he_o the_o great_a glory_n a_o soul_n be_v not_o all_o at_o once_o elevate_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o this_o life_n but_o as_o soon_o as_o she_o behold_v the_o beauty_n thereof_o be_v
ashamed_a to_o be_v so_o much_o attach_v to_o worldly_a thing_n she_o be_v take_v with_o the_o excellency_n of_o this_o admirable_a way_n and_o begin_v to_o be_v mortify_v to_o herself_o and_o the_o world_n aspire_v after_o a_o profound_a oblivion_n and_o contempt_n of_o all_o creature_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v in_o privation_n the_o better_a to_o curb_v her_o sensual_a inclination_n and_o practice_n virtue_n thus_o the_o soul_n proceed_v in_o the_o purgative_a way_n of_o this_o supernatural_a life_n the_o soul_n thus_o purge_v advance_v to_o partake_v of_o the_o divine_a illumination_n of_o this_o life_n and_o become_v in_o a_o manner_n clear-sighted_a thereby_o her_o understanding_n receive_v many_o illustration_n and_o discovery_n of_o its_o excellency_n and_o grandeur_n she_o see_v the_o wonder_v couch_v in_o the_o mystery_n of_o jesus_n poor_a suffer_v and_o annihilate_v she_o perceive_v the_o eminency_n of_o those_o sanctify_a soul_n who_o have_v follow_v jesus_n in_o his_o humiliation_n she_o begin_v to_o apprehend_v that_o a_o soul_n which_o have_v no_o knowledge_n nor_o esteem_n of_o this_o life_n be_v bury_v in_o darkness_n she_o be_v amaze_v at_o the_o blindness_n of_o christian_n in_o be_v besot_v on_o empty_a vanity_n and_o last_o she_o perceive_v that_o there_o be_v enjoyment_n in_o suffering_n and_o that_o by_o cross_n and_o privation_n we_o come_v to_o union_n with_o god_n the_o soul_n thus_o illuminate_v enter_v into_o the_o unitive_a state_n of_o this_o life_n and_o tend_v to_o a_o continual_a union_n with_o god_n who_o she_o see_v present_a in_o her_o interiour_n nothing_o can_v hinder_v this_o union_n as_o long_o as_o the_o soul_n find_v enjoyment_n in_o suffering_n this_o proceed_n of_o grace_n in_o a_o soul_n be_v not_o extraordinary_a god_n behave_v himself_o in_o a_o soul_n as_o a_o king_n in_o a_o kingdom_n new_o conquer_v who_o kill_v and_o destroy_v all_o that_o oppose_v the_o establishment_n of_o his_o dominion_n notwithstanding_o the_o prince_n hereby_o seem_v to_o put_v all_o thing_n in_o disorder_n it_o be_v but_o to_o procure_v peace_n and_o to_o rule_v without_o disturbance_n by_o the_o conquest_n of_o his_o enemy_n god_n proceed_v in_o like_a manner_n as_o soon_o as_o he_o enter_v into_o a_o soul_n to_o set_v up_o his_o kingdom_n he_o make_v a_o havoc_n of_o all_o his_o enemy_n by_o penitential_a rigour_n to_o bring_v the_o soul_n whole_o to_o his_o obedience_n then_o he_o establish_v the_o maxim_n of_o his_o policy_n and_o convince_v the_o soul_n how_o good_a and_o just_a they_o be_v by_o the_o follow_a illustration_n first_o that_o the_o great_a treasure_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o have_v part_n of_o the_o poverty_n of_o jesus_n christ._n second_o that_o the_o great_a glory_n be_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o abjection_n three_o that_o the_o great_a joy_n be_v to_o suffer_v pain_n with_o he_o four_o that_o the_o life_n of_o christianity_n be_v to_o deny_v ourselves_o take_v up_o our_o cross_n and_o follow_v jesus_n that_o when_o we_o cease_v to_o die_v to_o ourselves_o and_o crucify_v our_o lust_n we_o leave_v off_o to_o be_v christian_n and_o die_v in_o a_o manner_n to_o christianity_n because_o we_o lose_v the_o spirit_n thereof_o five_o that_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o amiable_a more_o precious_a and_o more_o honourable_a in_o the_o world_n than_o to_o imitate_v jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a seeino_o this_o state_n be_v most_o precious_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n his_o father_n final_o the_o soul_n be_v persuade_v of_o these_o verity_n which_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n evident_a unto_o she_o though_o by_o the_o obscure_a light_n of_o faith_n have_v no_o love_n for_o any_o thing_n upon_o earth_n nor_o any_o pretension_n but_o those_o of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o these_o be_v only_o to_o suffer_v and_o be_v annihilate_v to_o perfect_a in_o his_o person_n the_o design_n of_o his_o eternal_a father_n by_o die_v on_o the_o cross_n then_o she_o absolute_o forsake_v herself_o to_o give_v herself_o up_o whole_o to_o the_o maxim_n and_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n unite_n and_o conform_v herself_o as_o much_o as_o may_v be_v to_o his_o state_n and_o her_o thought_n be_v far_o different_a from_o other_o sentiment_n and_o this_o be_v not_o to_o be_v wonder_v at_o see_v st._n peter_n say_v of_o christian_n that_o they_o be_v gens_n sancta_fw-la genus_fw-la electum_fw-la regale_n sacerdotium_fw-la a_o holy_a nation_n a_o choose_a people_n a_o royal_a priesthood_n to_o offer_v to_o god_n sacrifice_n of_o good_a odour_n which_o be_v by_o crucify_a themselves_o with_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v a_o continual_a sacrifice_n o_o the_o sublime_a state_n of_o a_o soul_n in_o this_o supreme_a degree_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n alas_o the_o sentiment_n of_o nature_n do_v too_o much_o take_v up_o our_o heart_n so_o that_o those_o of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n have_v little_a or_o no_o place_n in_o they_o what_o a_o misery_n be_v this_o chap._n viii_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n we_o without_o cause_n esteem_v ourselves_o spiritual_a if_o we_o march_v not_o straight_o without_o reserve_n by_o the_o way_n of_o jesus_n christ_n or_o pretend_v to_o any_o thing_n on_o earth_n then_o to_o be_v conformable_a to_o he_o this_o do_v not_o consist_v in_o sole_a speculation_n for_o we_o can_v never_o do_v it_o better_o than_o when_o the_o occasion_n of_o abjection_n and_o contempt_n present_v themselves_o to_o embrace_v they_o hearty_o as_o the_o most_o necessary_a mean_n to_o make_v we_o conformable_a to_o jesus_n christ_n god_n the_o father_n can_v praedestinate_v we_o to_o be_v conform_v to_o the_o image_n of_o his_o son_n but_o he_o must_v prepare_v for_o we_o from_o all_o eternity_n many_o occasion_n of_o contempt_n and_o abjection_n which_o time_n bring_v forth_o our_o fidelity_n lie_v in_o comply_v with_o these_o occasion_n to_o follow_v jesus_n without_o reserve_n by_o his_o light_n and_o power_n i_o will_v tell_v you_o how_o it_o must_v be_v do_v we_o ought_v before_o all_o thing_n to_o have_v a_o eye_n to_o jesus_n abject_a and_o despise_a repose_v ourselves_o in_o his_o bosom_n abide_v there_o with_o delight_n and_o then_o make_v upon_o ourselves_o some_o short_a and_o sharp_a reflection_n reflection_n that_o may_v form_v in_o we_o the_o image_n of_o jesus_n christ_n without_o any_o great_a trouble_n to_o ourselves_o these_o when_o do_v to_o the_o purpose_n be_v as_o so_o many_o powerful_a thunderbolt_n to_o beat_v down_o our_o natural_a inclination_n and_o destroy_v the_o maxim_n of_o human_a prudence_n according_a to_o which_o we_o common_o square_v our_o action_n such_o reflection_n breath_n into_o we_o a_o supernatural_a wisdom_n which_o give_v we_o a_o relish_n of_o the_o proceed_n of_o jesus_n christ_n crucify_v so_o little_o know_v by_o worldly_a man_n but_o perhaps_o it_o will_v be_v better_a to_o regard_v nothing_o but_o the_o infinite_a beauty_n of_o jesus_n in_o the_o state_n of_o his_o abjection_n without_o make_v any_o reflection_n on_o ourselves_o or_o busy_v ourselves_o with_o our_o own_o misery_n consider_v only_o the_o example_n of_o jesus_n expose_v to_o our_o view_n and_o the_o power_n we_o receive_v from_o his_o grace_n to_o follow_v he_o it_o be_v enough_o if_o he_o vouchsafe_v to_o cast_v a_o glance_n of_o his_o divine_a ray_n on_o our_o natural_a repugnance_n to_o quell_v and_o conquer_v they_o o_o my_o jesus_n i_o will_v regard_v you_o in_o your_o humiliation_n and_o then_o you_o will_v look_v propitious_o upon_o i_o and_o that_o be_v sufficient_a o_o jesus_n annihilate_v in_o your_o suffering_n make_v i_o as_o it_o be_v lose_v in_o myself_o by_o suffer_v with_o you_o that_o i_o may_v be_v absorb_v in_o you_o and_o by_o you_o in_o god_n shall_v the_o man_n of_o this_o world_n be_v more_o provident_a than_o the_o child_n of_o light_n what_o shall_v they_o have_v a_o care_n of_o their_o affair_n and_o i_o neglect_v my_o business_n i_o will_v enrich_v myself_o as_o well_o as_o they_o with_o my_o own_o ruin_n and_o from_o my_o humiliation_n i_o will_v draw_v great_a aid_n and_o succour_n to_o follow_v jesus_n for_o my_o resolution_n be_v to_o march_v after_o he_o absolute_o without_o reserve_n to_o do_v any_o great_a matter_n in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o world_n we_o must_v have_v much_o wealth_n many_o friend_n and_o good_a success_n to_o do_v great_a matter_n in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n it_o will_v suffice_v to_o be_v poor_a and_o despicable_a to_o have_v enemy_n and_o ill_a success_n for_o the_o more_o a_o soul_n suffer_v the_o more_o she_o do_v great_a matter_n in_o god_n service_n the_o more_o she_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o creature_n the_o more_o be_v she_o enrich_v with_o the_o creator_n therefore_o she_o must_v work_v as_o hard_o for_o poverty_n of_o spirit_n and_o self-denial_n as_o worldly_a man_n do_v labour_n to_o enrich_v themselves_o
behold_v whither_o a_o soul_n be_v conduct_v who_o many_o think_v good_a for_o nothing_o o_o how_o the_o judgement_n of_o man_n be_v different_a from_o the_o thought_n of_o god_n let_v then_o every_o one_o honour_v god_n by_o the_o way_n and_o life_n that_o be_v proper_a for_o they_o otherwise_o they_o will_v fall_v into_o perturbation_n of_o spirit_n and_o be_v disquiet_v will_v become_v troublesome_a to_o themselves_o and_o other_o but_o this_o be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o a_o day_n we_o shall_v find_v it_o a_o hard_a task_n to_o become_v dead_a to_o the_o world_n and_o ourselves_o every_o state_n be_v good_a yea_o the_o most_o abject_a all_o grace_n be_v excellent_a yea_o the_o least_o and_o mean_a there_o be_v many_o sort_n of_o grace_n which_o we_o perhaps_o do_v not_o much_o value_n and_o yet_o be_v real_o to_o be_v more_o esteem_v than_o vision_n rapt_n or_o revelation_n to_o labour_v and_o suffer_v for_o god_n be_v of_o great_a worth_n than_o ecstasy_n it_o be_v a_o truth_n well_o enough_o know_v by_o many_o though_o practise_v but_o by_o few_o that_o a_o little_a matter_n hinder_v the_o operation_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o we_o one_o only_o small_a natural_a inclination_n unmortified_a suffice_v to_o retard_v our_o progress_n to_o perfection_n for_o this_o reason_n we_o must_v exact_o die_v to_o all_o creature_n annihilate_v in_o we_o every_o motion_n that_o tend_v not_o to_o god_n some_o way_n or_o other_o as_o for_o example_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o the_o body_n by_o meat_n drink_z or_o sleep_v &c_n &c_n but_o for_o necessity_n we_o must_v also_o mortify_v in_o we_o the_o desire_n of_o honour_n and_o temporal_a commodity_n yea_o love_v abjection_n pain_n and_o poverty_n will_v nothing_o but_o what_o may_v conduce_v to_o advance_v god_n glory_n i_o more_o value_v the_o union_n of_o a_o soul_n with_o god_n in_o humiliation_n and_o suffering_n than_o in_o consolation_n chap._n xiii_o some_o maxim_n concern_v a_o supernatural_a life_n o_o god_n what_o a_o poor_a christian_n be_o i_o in_o occasion_n of_o trial_n i_o have_v imprint_v in_o i_o some_o idaea_n and_o sentiment_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n but_o when_o it_o come_v to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n my_o timorous_a nature_n shrink_v and_o make_v excuse_n to_o shun_v suffering_n and_o then_o the_o occasion_n be_v over_o i_o have_v great_a regreat_a for_o not_o be_v courageous_a and_o come_v to_o know_v thereby_o my_o little_a virtue_n and_o small_a perfection_n i_o then_o see_v that_o the_o rule_n of_o perfection_n be_v the_o conformity_n which_o we_o have_v with_o jesus_n crucify_v poor_a and_o abject_a when_o that_o be_v great_a our_o perfection_n be_v great_a also_o but_o that_o i_o find_v i_o have_v little_a or_o no_o affective_a conformity_n with_o jesus_n crucify_v behold_v here_o those_o light_n and_o direction_n i_o have_v learn_v by_o conference_n with_o a_o holy_a person_n and_o be_v good_a for_o my_o practice_n and_o solid_a establishment_n in_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 1._o we_o must_v accustom_v our_o body_n to_o austerity_n exercise_v it_o with_o love_a chastisement_n for_o our_o own_o transgression_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o 2._o we_o can_v never_o attain_v to_o contemplation_n and_o a_o perfect_a love_n of_o the_o divinity_n but_o by_o pass_v first_o by_o jesus_n crucify_v poor_a and_o abject_a we_o see_v he_o poor_a and_o despise_a attend_v with_o few_o follower_n because_o we_o refuse_v to_o walk_v in_o those_o rough_a path_n he_o have_v set_v before_o we_o 3._o we_o must_v have_v a_o ardent_a love_n for_o solitude_n and_o recollection_n to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v be_v whole_o for_o god_n and_o correspond_v faithful_o to_o the_o inspiration_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n and_o although_o we_o ought_v to_o have_v a_o general_a indifferency_n to_o all_o state_n and_o call_v of_o god_n yet_o it_o be_v better_a to_o incline_v rather_o to_o retirement_n and_o solitude_n not_o mere_o to_o enjoy_v the_o sweetness_n thereof_o but_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v want_v to_o cooperate_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n vouchsafe_v unto_o we_o holy_a solitude_n be_v the_o region_n of_o divine_a communication_n ducam_fw-la eam_fw-la in_o solitudinem_fw-la &_o loquar_fw-la ad_fw-la cor_fw-la ejus_fw-la say_v god_n by_o the_o prophet_n i_o will_v lead_v a_o soul_n into_o solitude_n and_o speak_v interior_o to_o her_o heart_n 4._o the_o reason_n why_o we_o see_v so_o few_o even_o devout_a christian_n make_v progress_n in_o perfection_n be_v because_o they_o limit_v the_o grace_n they_o have_v receive_v hinder_v its_o enlargement_n by_o natural_a argument_n and_o human_a prudence_n they_o say_v it_o be_v enough_o for_o i_o to_o do_v this_o or_o that_o i_o ought_v not_o to_o aspire_v to_o so_o high_a perfection_n those_o who_o live_v in_o the_o world_n can_v be_v so_o elevate_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n these_o and_o suchlike_a excuse_n they_o make_v which_o hinder_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n from_o work_v full_o 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we_o must_v accept_v of_o with_o contentation_n o_o how_o rare_a be_v it_o to_o find_v soul_n true_o amorous_a of_o cross_n i_o be_o of_o opinion_n that_o the_o little_a love_n we_o have_v for_o suffering_n be_v the_o only_a cause_n we_o so_o little_o advance_v in_o the_o way_n of_o grace_n and_o if_o we_o well_o examine_v ourselves_o we_o shall_v acknowledge_v it_o the_o love_n of_o suffering_n be_v quite_o repugnant_a to_o our_o natural_a inclination_n but_o god_n can_v make_v that_o easy_a by_o grace_n which_o be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n and_o if_o we_o ask_v this_o great_a grace_n as_o we_o ought_v we_o shall_v receive_v it_o as_o god_n have_v promise_v neither_o do_v the_o love_n of_o the_o cross_n so_o much_o consist_v in_o great_a corporal_a austerity_n as_o embrace_v with_o a_o amorous_a generosity_n all_o those_o little_a contradiction_n mortification_n and_o humiliation_n we_o daily_o meet_v withal_o either_o from_o other_o or_o ourselves_o or_o by_o the_o secret_a order_n of_o divine_a providence_n and_o to_o make_v good_a use_n of_o they_o for_o our_o spiritual_a advantage_n be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o nature_n but_o of_o grace_n the_o more_o perfect_a our_o virtue_n be_v the_o more_o we_o have_v a_o love_n for_o the_o cross_n that_o we_o may_v be_v more_o conformable_a to_o our_o bless_a saviour_n know_v we_o not_o that_o they_o who_o will_v live_v pious_o in_o christ_n jesus_n must_v suffer_v persecution_n they_o shall_v suffer_v indeed_o on_o all_o side_n from_o the_o flesh_n from_o the_o spirit_n from_o the_o world_n and_o god_n himself_o will_v try_v they_o with_o affliction_n this_o on_o earth_n be_v the_o high_a way_n to_o heaven_n wherein_o love_n must_v walk_v to_o come_v to_o perfection_n which_o can_v never_o be_v gain_v without_o a_o laborious_a and_o courageous_a resolution_n chap._n iii_o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o great_a love_n for_o cross_n we_o must_v have_v a_o great_a intellectual_a thirst_n to_o suffer_v all_o sort_n of_o cross_n this_o be_v the_o character_n of_o true_a christian_n this_o be_v the_o mark_n to_o know_v that_o jesus_n crucify_a be_v establish_v in_o we_o and_o this_o thirst_n ought_v to_o continue_v in_o we_o whatever_o our_o condition_n be_v because_o it_o much_o augment_v our_o enjoyment_n and_o consolation_n the_o more_o the_o soul_n enjoy_v the_o more_o she_o become_v thirsty_a not_o only_o of_o a_o more_o savorous_a union_n but_o also_o of_o a_o more_o heavy_a cross_n jesus_n christ_n do_v thirst_n after_o his_o passion_n for_o we_o and_o die_v on_o the_o cross_n his_o thirst_n increase_v be_v not_o quench_v with_o all_o his_o suffering_n we_o say_v we_o ought_v to_o have_v the_o image_n of_o jesus_n christ_n crucify_a imprint_v on_o our_o soul_n and_o what_o be_v this_o but_o to_o have_v a_o thirst_n for_o suffering_n as_o he_o have_v o_o how_o the_o cup_n of_o affliction_n be_v pleasant_a to_o a_o soul_n athirst_a for_o suffering_n when_o some_o great_a cross_n happen_v to_o 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martyrdom_n end_v both_o together_o chap._n viii_o the_o interiour_n cross_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o obscurity_n the_o soul_n in_o the_o state_n of_o obscurity_n hardly_o know_v herself_o she_o be_v so_o change_v from_o what_o she_o be_v for_o in_o the_o state_n of_o enjoyment_n the_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o all_o her_o repugnance_n to_o suffering_n be_v quite_o lose_v in_o her_o present_a delight_n so_o that_o the_o soul_n feel_v no_o pain_n at_o all_o nothing_o hinder_v her_o repose_n she_o taste_v nothing_o but_o sweetness_n and_o have_v no_o sentiment_n unless_o of_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n but_o on_o the_o contrary_a in_o the_o state_n of_o interiour_n suffer_v the_o supreme_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v as_o it_o be_v absorp_v in_o the_o repugnance_n and_o disgust_n of_o nature_n her_o light_n be_v so_o surround_v with_o darkness_n that_o she_o be_v leave_v in_o obscurity_n and_o all_o her_o joy_n be_v take_v from_o she_o although_o she_o may_v be_v 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it_o be_v she_o will._n our_o bless_a saviour_n by_o a_o admirable_a design_n of_o providence_n to_o purify_v this_o soul_n the_o more_o by_o her_o suffering_n hinder_v her_o reflection_n on_o this_o act_n of_o conformity_n and_o resignation_n so_o that_o she_o receive_v no_o comfort_n by_o this_o conformity_n be_v in_o the_o dark_a and_o yet_o be_v not_o altogether_o leave_v in_o desolation_n but_o in_o this_o state_n she_o be_v please_v to_o god_n though_o she_o be_v much_o displease_v with_o herself_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o a_o soul_n in_o this_o state_n of_o obscurity_n be_v more_o faithful_a to_o god_n than_o in_o abundance_n of_o illumination_n to_o be_v thus_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o thick_a darkness_n and_o believe_v the_o perfection_n of_o the_o divinity_n and_o the_o mystery_n of_o our_o holy_a faith_n as_o firm_o as_o if_o they_o be_v clear_v up_o unto_o we_o by_o the_o great_a light_n and_o illustration_n do_v testify_v a_o extraordinary_a fidelity_n in_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n and_o a_o annihilation_n of_o our_o judgement_n and_o a_o high_a esteem_n of_o god_n veracity_n what_o wonder_n be_v it_o to_o see_v god_n and_o his_o grandeur_n in_o abundance_n of_o light_n but_o to_o do_v this_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v in_o darkness_n this_o be_v admirable_a happy_a be_v those_o soul_n who_o god_n conduct_n in_o this_o way_n let_v they_o not_o complain_v of_o their_o privation_n see_v this_o be_v to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v more_o glorify_v god_n and_o best_a testify_v their_o fidelity_n o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o be_v in_o a_o indifferency_n for_o any_o condition_n for_o a_o state_n of_o light_n or_o darkness_n benedicite_fw-la lux_fw-la &_o tenebrae_fw-la domino_fw-la and_o if_o divine_a providence_n try_v we_o with_o obscurity_n let_v we_o be_v comfort_v and_o believe_v that_o god_n deal_v well_o with_o we_o esteem_v this_o privation_n as_o a_o favour_n from_o heaven_n i_o confess_v it_o be_v a_o difficult_a matter_n to_o be_v as_o well_o satisfy_v in_o darkness_n as_o in_o the_o splendour_n of_o paradise_n but_o if_o we_o make_v serious_a reflection_n that_o the_o perfection_n of_o christianity_n consist_v in_o a_o life_n of_o privation_n and_o poverty_n of_o spirit_n it_o will_v be_v no_o matter_n of_o admiration_n behold_v s._n john_n live_v he_o not_o in_o a_o desert_n deprive_v of_o all_o thing_n his_o delight_n be_v austerity_n hunger_n poverty_n to_o be_v unknown_a to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o lose_v his_o life_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o hangman_n and_o which_o be_v more_o he_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o conversation_n of_o jesus_n christ_n one_o of_o the_o great_a interior_a cross_n be_v to_o lose_v the_o sight_n of_o our_o eye_n nevertheless_o there_o be_v something_o in_o this_o cross_n that_o make_v it_o lovely_a in_o that_o it_o put_v we_o in_o a_o more_o absolute_a dependence_n on_o god_n i_o have_v a_o devotion_n to_o be_v in_o the_o spiritual_a life_n what_o a_o blind_a man_n be_v in_o the_o corporal_n he_o go_v and_o come_v he_o talk_v to_o his_o friend_n he_o do_v his_o little_a affair_n he_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o all_o this_o without_o see_v his_o way_n or_o his_o friend_n or_o the_o room_n or_o heaven_n or_o earth_n only_o he_o give_v himself_o up_o to_o the_o guidance_n of_o his_o conductor_n it_o be_v true_a to_o do_v all_o these_o action_n of_o our_o civil_a life_n in_o this_o sort_n be_v not_o so_o please_v but_o they_o be_v as_o real_o do_v as_o in_o the_o light_n so_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v without_o light_n do_v the_o action_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n not_o so_o pleasant_o indeed_o but_o yet_o true_o and_o perfect_o see_v she_o perform_v they_o in_o the_o annihilation_n of_o her_o light_n and_o proper_a satisfaction_n it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o a_o soul_n ought_v not_o to_o complain_v so_o much_o of_o the_o linger_n of_o this_o our_o pilgrimage_n where_o we_o live_v in_o the_o obscurity_n of_o faith_n and_o not_o so_o earnest_o desire_v the_o dissolution_n of_o this_o mortal_a body_n under_o pretence_n to_o see_v clear_o and_o be_v unite_v perfect_o to_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n for_o real_o i_o fear_v these_o complaint_n be_v not_o so_o innocent_a as_o we_o image_v see_v they_o may_v proceed_v from_o a_o disgust_n of_o suffering_n in_o a_o state_n of_o privation_n and_o so_o we_o be_v more_o concern_v for_o our_o own_o satisfaction_n than_o content_a with_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o heaviness_n of_o interior_a cross_n god_n sometime_o treat_v a_o soul_n in_o a_o manner_n as_o a_o reprobate_n banish_v she_o from_o his_o presence_n and_o deprive_v she_o of_o all_o enjoyment_n for_o more_o or_o less_o time_n as_o he_o think_v good_a during_o this_o state_n to_o preserve_v a_o perfect_a resignation_n to_o god_n will_v be_v to_o practice_v pure_a virtue_n and_o those_o soul_n must_v be_v very_o faithful_a that_o be_v capable_a thereof_o the_o soul_n in_o enjoyment_n be_v as_o if_o she_o be_v glorify_v she_o feel_v no_o 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