forerunner of life and 〈◊〉 which wil undoubtedly take up their 〈◊〉 in the soul he that goes in the vally of tears he 〈◊〉 on comfortably because he goes in the right way to Zion they shal go weeping and mourning with their faces toward Zion 〈◊〉 50. 4. this is the guise and the way of such who are travailing towards the holy land Immanuels Land the land of Promise they may be content to bear the hardness of the way when they are sure to attain the end of their journey the salvation of their souls that wil pay the charges and recompence the labor and quit cost in the issue it 's the travellers conclusion that carries them through the harshest way they meet withal he hath never an il day that hath a good night and when he finds the marks of the way that are given him the directions that are suggested to discover his approach to his own home that makes him 〈◊〉 al the rest as happily they may be to this purpose 〈◊〉 you are passed so many dayes journey you shal come 〈◊〉 last to a most tedious and heavy way and deep waters such as you must be forced to swim can feel and find no bottom yet if you keep the right causey there is no danger at al It 's a sad way but sate and then know you may you are nearer home 〈◊〉 danger is past and the worst is over ye are within sight of your own house when the traveller who hath taken these directions and retaynes his marks in his mind when he finds that by experience which hath formerly been spoken the way mervailous heavy tedious he sticks fast in the mire and clay anon the waters are so deep that he feels no bottom he remembers and concludes now I know where I am I am sure I am in the right way and certainly near home this makes him devour al the difficulties wet and weary he feels he fears nothing he thinks of nothing but his wife wil welcome him his children rejoyce in him his friends refresh and accompany him there he shal take up his lodging and refresh his weary nature so here in thy spiritual travel when the weight 〈◊〉 thy sins which of al other is the heaviest the loss of a God and his favor and presence which are depths and floods of distress which come even to the soul there thou findest no bottom they are unsufferable unsupportable then lift up thy head know this is the right way to Christ and thou near home even within the ken of the Promise of eternal life Thou wilt come immediately to Jesus the Mediator of the new Covenant thy head and husband who wil wipe awayal tears from thine eyes who wil embrace and welcome thee in the armes of his mercy thee into the bosom and bowels of his love rejoyce over thee with everlasting joy come thou mourning weary and weatherbeaten sinner I have wept for thee and died for thee and prayed for thee and looked many a long look for that distressed soul Oh be humbled be estranged and divorced from thy lusts when wil it once be Oh welcome though come weary and tired no sooner there arrived but the spirit of comfort shal poure peace into thy Conscience which passeth al understanding joy unspeakable and glorious al the first born of God they wil come about thee and be glad to enjoy thy fellowship and the innumerable company of Angels wil sing Hallelujahs in heaven peace on earth and good wil towards men God and Christ Heaven and Earth Men and Angels rejoyce in thee and thy condition and why may est not thou be refreshed in it There is no other way whereby God can according to covenant convey spiritual good to thee no other way whereby thou eanst receive it Be therefore forever comforted in thy condition God must cut if he cure thee of a stony heart God must wound that secure and careless soul of thine if ever he heale it so himself professeth it is the method he takes in relieving the misery and distressed and sinful condition of a son of Adam Isa. 19. 22. The Lord shal smite Egipt and shal heal it and they shal return to the Lord and be wil be entrated of them and he wil heal them Oh but my terrors have been many formerly but never as now passing strength my burdens were 〈◊〉 before but never such as now beyond al extremity above al the ability I have beyond al possibility I can conceive to endure and not to dy under them in everlasting discouragement never to look for any good Therefore thy comfort never so near as now As in child-birth so in this new birth the stronger and sharper the throwes the more speedy and successeful the deliverance As it is in the cure of an old festered sore al the while it breaks and runs there is some ease but there is yet no cure while the core remains when that is pressed out though it be with much pain and extremity yet then the healing comes on with most speed When thy sorrowes have seized upon thee and thou hast breathed out thy sighs and complaints to God there hath happly been some ease Oh but there was a core of some bosom lust or corruption that lay within and yet not loosened and dislodged and there is no perfect cure or healing wil befal so long as that remaines and there must be much pressing much struggling by word and paryer before that wil part and when thy heart parts from that know undoubtedly health and Salvation and comfort is near Comfort Alas what do ye speak to me of comfort who am unfit and unworthy nor have any right unto it Light is sowen for the righteous and joy for them that are upright in heart yea but they have it hardly for whom it was prepared even planted and sown of purpose it 's their harvest let them reap it and receive it But what have I to do with it to put my sickle into anothers corn who am a sinful unrighteous wretched creature Not onely the righteous who by the power of grace can subdue sin but even the mourners in Sion who by the spirit are burthened with their sins these I say have allowance and that from God to share in this comfort Blessed are they that mourn they shal be comforted Math. 5. 3. thou Sayest thou art not thou findest none for the present be it so that is not in the promise but it's sure enough thou shalt be that is sufficient God wil make thee stay for it and beg for it and prize it before it come that thou mayest be thankful for it when it comes it shal be in Gods time and in due time and if thou wouldst have it before know thou art not sit to receive nor God willing to bestow thou hast it not in hand but its 〈◊〉 in hope it wil be and wil not fail and the reversion of it
prayed in vain and no man ever attained 〈◊〉 thereby if they would and as they may and mought according to this Doctrine of Devils resist the 〈◊〉 of the blood of Christ and his Spirit and their 〈◊〉 Salvation purchased for them by Christ. So that the Seed of the Woman did not break the Serpents head Gen. 3. 15. It was not certain that 〈◊〉 Savior should see his Seed Isa. 53. 10. Our Savior Christ was mistaken when he said I have other 〈◊〉 those also I must bring they shall 〈◊〉 my voice they might reply But we may chuse and Christ must 〈◊〉 us leave It hence follows That our Savior Christ is not so able to save as Adam to destroy It s not in the Will of Adams Posterity to stop the guilt and filth of his 〈◊〉 to seiz upon them to their condemnation but the first Adam will undoubtedly pollute and condemn all those that he Covenanted for and 〈◊〉 the second Adam cannot save ánd sanctifie all that he 〈◊〉 for contrary to the triumph of the Apostle Rom. 5. 15. If through the offence of one many be dead much more the grace of God and the gift by grace which is by one man Jesus Christ hath abounded unto many It hence follows Christ hath purchased a right to all Spiritual good but not the Communication and Possession thereof undoubtedly to be bestowed contrary 〈◊〉 Job 17. 19. For their sakes I sanctifie my self that 〈◊〉 also may be sanctified Eph. 1. 3. Lastly How deeply injurious and dishonorable is 〈◊〉 this to our blessed Saviour How derogatory to 〈◊〉 Wisdom to purpose that he can never accomplish How cross to his power that he should aim at that by 〈◊〉 Death which either Satan or mans corruption 〈◊〉 be more able to cross than he to effect Nay How senseless and unreasonable is it that Gods justice 〈◊〉 hinder this work and yet sin should when all 〈◊〉 strength that sin hath is indeed from the Law the 〈◊〉 of sin is the Law 1 Cor. 15. 56. from that Commission which Divine Justice puts into its 〈◊〉 If Christ Merited and Purchased Redemption for All then he Wills and intends seriously that all should 〈◊〉 saved then he will afford the means to attain it for 〈◊〉 end and the means the end in intention and the 〈◊〉 in execution go both together and none in 〈◊〉 sever them much less will the Lord who is 〈◊〉 Author of all wisdom Rom. 10. 17. Faith comes 〈◊〉 Hearing and Hearing by the Word of God But Sense and Experience of all men of all ages makes it beyond question That God gives not the means of Salvation to All Psal. 147. 19. He hath given his word unto Israel he hath not dealt so with 〈◊〉 Nation Paul makes it the priviledge of 〈◊〉 Jew to them was committed the Oracles of God Rom. 3. 2. They alone Called they alone in 〈◊〉 they alone honored with all the Priviledges of all Gods Ordinances Yea the Lord neglected the 〈◊〉 condition of the Gentiles in former ages he 〈◊〉 not after them cared not for them nay they 〈◊〉 without God without Christ without Hope a far off not within the ken and call of Salvation 〈◊〉 such is the condition of many Nations of the 〈◊〉 at this day who have not so much as any means of 〈◊〉 granted unto them nor any sound of the Gospel of Christ amongst them Now do any in 〈◊〉 prepare Physick for the good of another and yet 〈◊〉 Patient never have it never hear of it The Answer which is here made by Papists and 〈◊〉 is this That though God doth not afford equal external means of Calling yet he calls all 〈◊〉 therefore they make a double kind of Calling 1 〈◊〉 diately by the Law 2 Immediately by the 〈◊〉 Not that the Law can cause Faith in Christ 〈◊〉 but only in way of preparation by these degrees 〈◊〉 Lord hath left the work of the Law and the 〈◊〉 of his Image in the nature of man and withal hath 〈◊〉 forded him so much and so many helps out of 〈◊〉 creatures to manifest his goodness and majesty to 〈◊〉 that if he use this stock well he out of his bounty 〈◊〉 afford him the Gospel and other saving means to 〈◊〉 him to Faith and so to Happiness and to this 〈◊〉 that place is usually alleadged Rom. 1. 19 20. 〈◊〉 which may be known of God is manifest in them 〈◊〉 If they use this light of Nature well God will 〈◊〉 them the light of Grace when they abuse that 〈◊〉 have its just with God to with-hold what they 〈◊〉 and to take away that he gave To this I Reply The Ground of the 〈◊〉 1 False 2 Vain False Because it crosseth that Liberty which 〈◊〉 Lord challengeth and useth in the dispensation of 〈◊〉 means of Salvation without any respect to the 〈◊〉 use of the gifts of Nature The Lord chose a 〈◊〉 to himself of the weakest and the worst Deut. 7. Deut. 9. 5. 6. The Lord set his love upon thee 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for thou art a stiff necked 〈◊〉 he set up a partition wall between them and 〈◊〉 meerly out of his own good pleasure whereas 〈◊〉 to this Opinion had the Gentiles used their 〈◊〉 well they might have pulled down the partition 〈◊〉 2 It s contrary to that experience we have of Gods 〈◊〉 in the sending of the means that many times 〈◊〉 who abuse them most they enjoy them those who 〈◊〉 have used them 〈◊〉 they want them Matt. 1. 21. 〈◊〉 to thee Corazin Wo to thee 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the great works been done in Sodom à nd 〈◊〉 which have been done in thee they would 〈◊〉 repented in sackcloth and ashes As its a false so it s a vain Conceit Because no man 〈◊〉 ever have the means of grace vouchsafed upon 〈◊〉 condition in that no man ever did or in truth will 〈◊〉 the Condition for then are these Gifts used 〈◊〉 when they attain their end they then attain their 〈◊〉 when they are used in a right order and 〈◊〉 to God and his Glory Rom. 1. 21. so as to 〈◊〉 God as God but no natural man did or ever will 〈◊〉 this Instruction From the Doctrine delivered we may 〈◊〉 to Answer some Cases of Conscience which 〈◊〉 our Spiritual Estates and Comforts First Case of Conscience Whether a man can challenge any interest in any Spiritual Good in Christ or can bring in any proof 〈◊〉 himself of any Spiritual Good received or 〈◊〉 to him from Christ before he beleeve By no means It is a conceit cross to the Covenant of God the Scriptures of Truth the grace of God in Christ and unto the 〈◊〉 of that plentiful and great Redemption which our Savior Christ hath wrought for his For God never decreed any good 〈◊〉 ver intended any good but for beleeving Sinners 〈◊〉 suffered and performed all that he did only for 〈◊〉 sinners as be the seed of the
Lord our God Here again is the sum of the Covenant comprised and all the particulars with the manner of the work included and presupposed as the Apostle once for all expounds these and the like passages 2 Cor. 6. 16. I will be their God and they shall be my people wherefore come out from among 〈◊〉 and be ye separate and touch no unclean thing and I will receive you and will be a father to you and ye 〈◊〉 be my sons and daughters saith the Lord 〈◊〉 If they touch no unclean thing but be separate 〈◊〉 Sin Self and the Creature and so come out of 〈◊〉 these in preparation and come to him in effectual vocation then he will be a father to them in his Christ and make them his Children in Adoption and then he will write his laws in their hearts and renew them to that Holiness which in Adam they lost and so enable them to walk in his wayes And therefore when the Lord promiseth by the 〈◊〉 Isa. 43. 25 I am he that blotteth out thy transgressions for my own names sake and will not remember 〈◊〉 sins that is I do justifie thee freely when I have made thee to beleeve by my free grace For it cannot be conceived that the Lord would pass the Sentence of Absolution upon her while she remained in the 〈◊〉 of Unbelief For then that of the Apostle should fail It s one God that justifies the Jews by Faith and the Gentiles through Faith Rom. 3. 30. Therefore look the 20 and 21 vers of this Chapt. for we must not have one place justle against another and there you shall 〈◊〉 it is said I will do this and that for my People my Chosen which are Beleevers and of them and unto them it is said vers 25. I will blot out thy sins for my own sake The resolving of these Cases and information of these Doubts infers undeniably thus much That there is no Absolute Promise that either gives or maintains assurance of our good estate but such only wherein God engageth 〈◊〉 to work the Condition or else doth of necessity imply it wrought It will be said That the Covenant of Grace is free and issues out of the free Mercy of God in Christ and therefore the Lord hath not in it any respect to any thing we have or do It s all confessed and yet there is no prejudice at 〈◊〉 accrews to the Cause in hand Free Grace is the Fountain of all It makes the 〈◊〉 it works the Condition it maintains the 〈◊〉 which is wrought Ephes. 2. 8. By Grace 〈◊〉 ye saved through Faith And though God both require and work the 〈◊〉 Eph. 2. 8. Faith is the Gift of God Yet it not for our Faith or for the worth of any Grace 〈◊〉 is in us that we have life and salvation but by 〈◊〉 and those as means and wayes by Grace 〈◊〉 and provided to give life 〈◊〉 is of 〈◊〉 Grace doth it not therefore require 〈◊〉 in 〈◊〉 Party that is Justified nor yet suppose him to be 〈◊〉 The Apostle openly contradicts such a 〈◊〉 Rom. 8. 30. Whom he called them he justified 〈◊〉 is also of Free Grace and yet doth it 〈◊〉 suppose Sanctification and Holiness in the Party 〈◊〉 must possess it Without Holiness no man shall 〈◊〉 the Lord Heb. 12. 14. As my Glorification doth 〈◊〉 hinder the freedom of my Justification because it 〈◊〉 before it so my Justification doth not hinder the 〈◊〉 of my Vocation because Vocation goes 〈◊〉 it but only shewes the order and manner of Gods 〈◊〉 Third Case of Conscience Though a man can have no Right to any Spiritual 〈◊〉 in Christ without Faith and though the 〈◊〉 never witnesseth this without or before Faith 〈◊〉 when Faith is there when some gracious 〈◊〉 is wrought may not doth not the Spirit 〈◊〉 a mans good estate without any respect to 〈◊〉 or any gracious Qualification existent in the 〈◊〉 I Answer So marvelous secret and unsearchable are the Dispensations of the Spirit unto the Soul 〈◊〉 as the wind blows where it 〈◊〉 thou hearest 〈◊〉 sound of it thou knowest not whence it comes 〈◊〉 whither it goes So it is here The hidden 〈◊〉 ousness of the manner of the Spirits work in the 〈◊〉 of it is so hard to discern that to make any approach so as to discover the way of God and to undermine an Error entrenching thereabout by 〈◊〉 of Reason is more than ordinarily 〈◊〉 and therefore for our better proceeding in Answer 〈◊〉 this Question I shall Endeavor to do these 〈◊〉 Things 1 State the Question and open it in the 〈◊〉 thereof 2 Give in such Arguments as we conceive 〈◊〉 plainest Evidence with them to settle 〈◊〉 Truth 3 Answer some such Objections as are of greatest weight For the right 〈◊〉 of the Question in 〈◊〉 to the Case propounded I lay down this Conclusion The Spirit of God never gives in immediate 〈◊〉 of any right we have to or that we are made 〈◊〉 of any benesit from Christ without respect 〈◊〉 some Qualification gracious Disposition or Condition in the Soul There are Three Particulars to be Opened for the right understanding of this Conclusion First What is meant by Evidence Answer 〈◊〉 light of 〈◊〉 let in on Gods part and 〈◊〉 on ours whereby either we have or may have 〈◊〉 true and never failing ground of right discerning 〈◊〉 what is so manifested and apprehended so that Evidence 〈◊〉 First That God by his Spirit manifests his 〈◊〉 and our Good and that we either do or may 〈◊〉 it for our Comfort For it s the aim of the 〈◊〉 to understand this Evidence with Application 〈◊〉 the truth to our own particular estate For we 〈◊〉 not now what the Word is in it self or what 〈◊〉 Spirit doth in the ordinary dispensation thereof 〈◊〉 that is light in it self and makes all things 〈◊〉 indifferently at all times Eph. 5. 13. but here we 〈◊〉 this Discovery and Manifestation of the Mind 〈◊〉 God as it comes home to our Particular that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and hearts may be settled As Luke 24. 32. He opened the Scriptures vers 45. He opened their 〈◊〉 that they might understand the 〈◊〉 and so the truth was more cleer and their sight 〈◊〉 cleer 1 Cor. 2. 12. He hath given us his spirit 〈◊〉 we may know the things that are freely given to 〈◊〉 of God 1 Joh. 5. 20. He hath given us an 〈◊〉 that we may know that we know him Secondly This right discerning on our part is not 〈◊〉 a certain knowledge or science of that good 〈◊〉 is thus witnessed to us but an assurance of Faith whereby the heart embraceth it as true to it 〈◊〉 good for it The one of these is a help to the 〈◊〉 sanctisied reason or reason exercised about 〈◊〉 truths is an instrument appointed by God in the and of his Spirit to beget this act of Faith for 〈◊〉 exercised about the Word and
Work of the 〈◊〉 it brings in the light of the truth as a mighty 〈◊〉 with more strength and plainness to the heart 〈◊〉 draws out this act of divine Faith whereby it 〈◊〉 this as a truth of God For look what the 〈◊〉 of another man may do in the use of the Word 〈◊〉 Ordinance that my Reason used in such a manner 〈◊〉 to God may do But another man by the 〈◊〉 of Reason or strength of Argument out of the 〈◊〉 may convince my Conscience nay settle and 〈◊〉 my heart in assurance of a truth which formerly I saw not and therefore it is said Acts 14. 22. they confirmed the souls of the Disciples exhorting them c. True it is the Grace and Habit of Faith is presumed and was wrought before by the 〈◊〉 power of the Spirit which raised Christ from the dead 〈◊〉 being wrought the truths of God under the exercise of 〈◊〉 Reason will not only settle our judgement in knowing but our assurance of Faith in 〈◊〉 firmly beleeving and embracing for first truths 〈◊〉 to the understanding to be judged before they be 〈◊〉 up and presented to the heart to be beleeved Psal. 9. 10. They that know thy name will trust in 〈◊〉 This is eternal life to know thee Joh. 17. 3. 〈◊〉 2 Pet. 1. 3. Through the knowledge of our Lord 〈◊〉 Savior For a blind hood-winkt Faith is the 〈◊〉 of Apostates and Papists of Deceivers and 〈◊〉 but not the Faith of Gods Elect. Secondly This Evidence is laid out according 〈◊〉 its proper object according to which it looks in 〈◊〉 place and in this Dispute Namely 1 Its 〈◊〉 aright to what spiritual benefit we shall have Or 〈◊〉 the possession or partaking of what we do enjoy 〈◊〉 Christ and these are rather some spiritual priviledge or blessings received and manifested by our 〈◊〉 tions than the Qualifications themselves as the 〈◊〉 terms of the Question do undeniably determine Hence its plain according to the Opinion of 〈◊〉 that hold the 〈◊〉 of the Question 〈◊〉 ed It is not touching the 〈◊〉 of Faith in 〈◊〉 Soul because this Evidence in the Question 〈◊〉 Faith wrought Again it s not touching any 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 on or Qualification of Grace to be wrought in 〈◊〉 Soul For I take 〈◊〉 to be an everlasting truth The 〈◊〉 never doth give nor can there be any vidence that God will work the first Condition Grace or the first Grace in the Soul before it be 〈◊〉 for as we heard Evidence carries Two things 〈◊〉 it 1 God reveals his Will to or work upon the 〈◊〉 2 There is both Science issuing from that 〈◊〉 wisdom that hath been set up in the mind and 〈◊〉 of Faith which embraceth that truth and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 firmly being so cleerly and firmly assented 〈◊〉 Hence it follows necessarily and 〈◊〉 That which presupposeth the first Grace wrought 〈◊〉 the Soul and is an effect of that that cannot be 〈◊〉 before the first Grace be wrought but Evidence 〈◊〉 presupposeth spiritual science and assurance 〈◊〉 Faith therefore it cannot be before the first Grace 〈◊〉 before Faith be wrought 〈◊〉 the Soul Hence that 〈◊〉 the Apostle 1 Cor. 2. last Who knows the mind 〈◊〉 the Lord but we have the mind of Christ because 〈◊〉 have the Spirit of Christ and that cannot be had without Faith Gal. 3. 14. That we may receive the Promise of the spirit through Faith Those Promises then which imply the working of 〈◊〉 Condition of the Covenant or the first Grace do 〈◊〉 Three things 1 What God alone can do as 〈◊〉 to his peculiar Prerogative 2 What 〈◊〉 will do for his that is Such as shall come of his Son Christ the second Adam 3 What the means 〈◊〉 manner is by which he will do it As The seed of the Woman shall break the Serpents 〈◊〉 I will take away the heart of stone and give 〈◊〉 an heart of flesh c. That is I alone can do 〈◊〉 and I will do it for those that are the Seed of the Covenant for still such Promises have an eye to the Covenant of the Church and the Faithful 〈◊〉 it as 〈◊〉 will Circumcise thy heart and the heart of thy seed c. And by the manifestation of the Fulness and Freeness of this Mercy of mine I will work it There is an irresistable light which the Lord lets into 〈◊〉 mind at the first call which makes way for Faith and is a direct act of Knowledge which turns the 〈◊〉 of the Soul to look to that fulness of power and 〈◊〉 of mercy by which the heart is drawn to 〈◊〉 but the reflect act of evidence by which we are assured of what God hath done to us and for us 〈◊〉 whereby we see that we do see is after this and implyes the thing done before we see it The issue is The object of this Evidence we now speak of is not gracious Qualifications wrought 〈◊〉 to be wrought but our right to or possession of 〈◊〉 Priviledges as thou art my Son thy 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 accepted thy sins are pardoned But how 〈◊〉 shouldest be brought to these or have thy heart framed to receive these that is not attended at all the spiritual Priviledges which we have or hope 〈◊〉 mainly attended in this work of Evidence are Pardon and Forgiveness in our Justification our Adoption and Acceptation to be Sons and the Reconciliation of our Persons to the Lord and our happiness 〈◊〉 These are the spiritual Benefits which are here considered and about which the 〈◊〉 is meant The Third term to be opeend in the Question is Immediate Evidence without respect to Faith or any saving Qualification Its called Immediate in this Dispute not because it is without the word or not by means of the Word for to deny that would be too loathsom 〈◊〉 but immediat in respect of 〈◊〉 condition going before out of which it might 〈◊〉 For however the Question propounded grants 〈◊〉 Faith and Grace is there yet the Evidence must be had without eying or attending any thing of a Qualification I 〈◊〉 a double Pretence which 〈◊〉 this kind of Curiosity First a fear least they should prejudice the freeness Grace if any Condition or Qualification in any 〈◊〉 should be attended 1 A Conceit directly and expresly contrary to 〈◊〉 very letter of the Text and intendment of the 〈◊〉 Rom. 4. 16. Therefore it is of Faith that it might by Grace and if the being of Faith in the relying 〈◊〉 Christ in the act of it do not hinder free Grace 〈◊〉 less will the seeing of it 2 Besides if a 〈◊〉 attended would 〈◊〉 free Grace then the Covenant of the Gospel 〈◊〉 not attend and by name expresly require 〈◊〉 or else it should not be a Covenant of 〈◊〉 3 It s Free Grace that makes and works the 〈◊〉 and when it s wrought there is nothing given 〈◊〉 it or the Party who beleeves for his Faith but 〈◊〉 its an Empty hand to take
Possession of those spiritual 〈◊〉 unto such only Because the witnessing of 〈◊〉 Spirit is of equal extent with Gods intent in 〈◊〉 these with Christs intent and purpose in 〈◊〉 these with its own work in applying 〈◊〉 Whatever respect makes a thing an adequat 〈◊〉 of a work in such a kind all works of that 〈◊〉 are ever applyed to that thing under that 〈◊〉 The King gives a Charter in His Royal Grant 〈◊〉 such who are Free-men of such a Corporation 〈◊〉 that bought it Purchased only for such there is 〈◊〉 ground in true right and reason why they should 〈◊〉 bestowed upon any but such nor can any apply Priviledge aright unless he do apply it with an eye 〈◊〉 such a Condition that must stear the whol course 〈◊〉 a righteous proceeding in that kind That which 〈◊〉 the Formalis ratio of the subject in Application 〈◊〉 must needs be attended in every work of 〈◊〉 either of Comfort or Priviledge if 〈◊〉 the Rule aright But it hath appeared in brief 〈◊〉 That such who shall be the seed of the 〈◊〉 to them God the Father intended these 〈◊〉 Priviledges Joh. 3. 16. God so loved the world that he gave his only Son that whosoever should 〈◊〉 in him should not perish but have eternal life 〈◊〉 them as such Christ Purchased these Joh. 17. 〈◊〉 I pray not for the World but for them that shall 〈◊〉 And so the Spirit applyes as when Paul 〈◊〉 appointed to 〈◊〉 the Gentiles this was his 〈◊〉 He was to turn men from Satan to God that 〈◊〉 they might receive remission of sins and 〈◊〉 So the Spirit by the Ministry of the Word makes 〈◊〉 of these Priviledges and never otherwise and therefore never gives other witness Upon what ground the Evidence of Science 〈◊〉 Knowledg of my Justification and Adoption 〈◊〉 according to truth upon that ground ariseth my 〈◊〉 of Faith for both these I told you in 〈◊〉 Explication were included and must be 〈◊〉 in the work of Evidence and it s as 〈◊〉 out of the Principles of right Reason and Experience and Scriptures also that alone which my 〈◊〉 judgeth my 〈◊〉 embraceth there is nothing 〈◊〉 come to the Wil but by the Understanding what 〈◊〉 Eye sees not the Heart affects not No light come into this Room but by this Window Look therefore what the Understanding apprehends and 〈◊〉 it apprehends it so is it presented to the Heart 〈◊〉 so by the Heart is it entertained Joh. 4. 10. 〈◊〉 thou known thou wouldst have asked him water 〈◊〉 he would have given thee water of life So the 〈◊〉 Joh. 4. 42. Now we beleeve because 〈◊〉 have heard him and know that this is the 〈◊〉 of the World this is cleer But now My Knowledge and Science if true 〈◊〉 sound it ever issues out of the Concurrence and 〈◊〉 together in my Apprehension of a 〈◊〉 Qualification 〈◊〉 the Priviledges and 〈◊〉 Priviledges received thereby For it s a ruled 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the common Course of Reason That Knowledge 〈◊〉 Science that is sound judgment of a truth ever issues out of a simple term or one thing as one 〈◊〉 it self 〈◊〉 Instance I express in word or attend in my 〈◊〉 Pardon that word or term Adoption 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 take them several and asunder Here 〈◊〉 no Judgment can be 〈◊〉 nor can any that hear 〈◊〉 or conclude 〈◊〉 the having or not 〈◊〉 of any of these So again Sin Faith 〈◊〉 I cannot judge what these are or in whom 〈◊〉 are there is neither Knowledge nor 〈◊〉 nor Comfort comes hence But dispose and 〈◊〉 them together As An Unbeleever is Pardoned I judge this 〈◊〉 now because 〈◊〉 things are joyned together 〈◊〉 natures agree not and the expression is not as 〈◊〉 things be 〈◊〉 i s a false Proposition or 〈◊〉 cross to the Scripture He that beleeves not 〈◊〉 condemned Joh. 3. 18. A Beleever is 〈◊〉 The 〈◊〉 Answers the nature of the 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 truth a d meaning of the 〈◊〉 and therefore its true I so judge it and so 〈◊〉 it and so only if I either know it aright or 〈◊〉 it aright And mark this knowledge issues 〈◊〉 the right apprehension of both parts as they 〈◊〉 together which 〈◊〉 be but only by a 〈◊〉 Qualification The Sum then is If the right and true Knowledge of the Application of any spiritual Priviledges 〈◊〉 from the attendance of the 〈◊〉 subject and quality with which it is disposed then my Evidence and Assurance must arise so too But so my Knowledge ariseth therefore so my Assurance must arise also The like you may say and it will be seasonable and exceeding useful to consider it No 〈◊〉 or witness can be attended without the thing 〈◊〉 and that according to the mind of the 〈◊〉 or 〈◊〉 you must take one with another to make up an Evidence to look upon those simple expressions Pardon Mercy Redemption and run away with them and the sweetness in them and 〈◊〉 look at the right disposition of them according to the witness of the Spirit and mind of the testifier it s not possible to have either sound Faith or 〈◊〉 in this way because I cannot have true Knowledge thus Thou Unbeleever Uncalled Art Pardoned 〈◊〉 false Before thou knowest the right disposition 〈◊〉 these together thou canst not pass a right Judgment or have a right Evidence Christ came to 〈◊〉 sinners beleeving humbled sinners That is true To come to an End Hold these Principles in the Severals and so you shall be able to see the frame 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 how it lies 1 None but Parties Qualified viz. 〈◊〉 are the subjects of these 〈◊〉 Joh. 3. 16. Joh. 3. last 2 The Spirit never witnesseth these 〈◊〉 but according to this meaning He alwayes means those who are 〈◊〉 true subjects of these Priviledges and 〈◊〉 only according to the meaning of the Word 3 We cannot know the Testimony of the Spirit-unless we know it according to 〈◊〉 meaning Therefore we must of necessity know the qualification of the Person Receiving as 〈◊〉 as the Priviledge and Blessing Received I must know my self a Beleever as well as Justified Adopted because this is the meaning of the Word and Spirit This may suffice for Arguments to confirm the truth propounded We shall now remove a stumbling stone or two out of the way and omitting all others I shall only Answer Two Objections which carry either 〈◊〉 or seeming probability with them From that of 1 Joh. 5. 7 8. There be three that 〈◊〉 record in heaven the Father the Word and 〈◊〉 Spirit and these three are one And there are 〈◊〉 that bear witness in Earth the Spirit Water and Blood and these three agree in one Here say some are several sorts of 〈◊〉 one distinct from another one before another and one more excellent than the other and therefore 〈◊〉 one may be without respect to the other the witness of the Spirit without attending either Water or Blood either Sanctification or
be like this Corrosive to eat down the pride of our hearts Thus Paul frequently in the remembrance of his former wretchedness bleeds kindly and 〈◊〉 in the abasement of his spirit he mentions not his Apostleship which might exalt him but presently he remembers his 〈◊〉 which might abase him 1 Tim. 1. 12. I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who hath enabled me for that he counted me faithful and put me to the Ministry who was before a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and injurious vers 13. Hence again he observes it was Gods way that he might not be exalted above measure to buffet him with the sence and assaults of his own weaknesses 2 Cor. 12. 7. and thus far he did glory in and take pleasure in his 〈◊〉 not to have them but to use the consideration of them as a wholsom Corrosive to pull down those proud swellings As a man somtimes takes pleasure 〈◊〉 the pouder of Scorpions or Mercury Water because 〈◊〉 a Medicine against some poysonful humors and 〈◊〉 he directs Eph. 2. 11 12. Remember that you were dead in sins and trespasses Gentiles in the flesh without God without Christ without hope If a man conceit that his make or mettal is better than other mens Let him look into the Pit whence he was digged the Rock out of which he was hewen he wil 〈◊〉 see cause to conclude he was as hard as stubborn 〈◊〉 proud as any other as unteachable as unframable 〈◊〉 any other And here that Question hath place What hast thou that thou hast not received yea 〈◊〉 degree lower How camest thou to be able to 〈◊〉 it stake down thy heart in this Determination 〈◊〉 answer I have received nothing further than 〈◊〉 hath enabled me and I have nothing unless he 〈◊〉 it I do nothing unless he quicken me to the 〈◊〉 of it the remembrance of 〈◊〉 plagues of 〈◊〉 heart and nature should 〈◊〉 me for ever to be 〈◊〉 I am what I am by mercy let that have the 〈◊〉 of all which is the worker of all the good I 〈◊〉 as men pul away the steps and stool from 〈◊〉 a man if he stand too high so 〈◊〉 should pul away 〈◊〉 swelling conceits which lift us up in our own 〈◊〉 It 's not I but the Grace of God in me 〈◊〉 I any power to be humbled to beleeve to be 〈◊〉 No it 's not I but Free Grace that is the 〈◊〉 and Worker of all let Grace therefore have 〈◊〉 honor and praise of all Here is matter of cordial refreshing to support the 〈◊〉 of sinners from sinking into desperate 〈◊〉 when they see the weakness of their own 〈◊〉 not able to reach this work the stifness of 〈◊〉 own wills as ready and resolute to oppose it and 〈◊〉 of both an utter impossibilitie to attain it or any 〈◊〉 good unto themselves their hearts and hopes cannot but fail so far as they look to themselves but when they look to this that as it is beyond their own po wer so it is not their own work this may be some support It is in 〈◊〉 hand must proceed from his power who can do what he wil in Heaven and Earth and in thy heart also therefore repare hither and rest thy fainting spirit here In regard of a mans weakness the well is deep and thou hast nothing to draw withal the work of applycation is spiritual and mystical the eye is dim and thy understanding shallow not able to search into such mysteries thou canst not discern neither the way nor the work how wilt thou be ever able then to attain it remember thou canst not make thy self able but thou must be made able to know it and to receive it it s in his hand and it s his work who is able to do it Jer. 24. 7. I will give them a heart to know me hither our Saviour resolves this work and rests himself here Mat. 11. 25. I thank thee Father Lord of Heaven and Earth that thou hast hid these things from the wise of the world and revealed them unto Babes even so Father for so it pleaseth thee And it 's Gods promise Isay 42. 16. The hlind shall see and the deaf shall hear It 's his ordinary proceeding He calleth the foolish and things that are not to bring to nought things that are 1 Cor. 1. 28. Therefore thou shouldest press God with his own promises mind him that this is his prerogative say Lord it is not in man to direct 〈◊〉 to humble himself to convert himself but it is with thee and it s thy promise to give me a heart to know thee thou callest things that are not I am not wise nor humble nor holy I am not able to know thee let me be known of thee that so I may come to the knowledg of thee But happily thy stifness is more and worse and more dangerous than thy weakness though thy mind be enlightned cavils removed the truth made clear thy 〈◊〉 settled what should be done but Oh! the 〈◊〉 stifness of this wayward will that hath 〈◊〉 al promises and distrusted them al threatnings 〈◊〉 slighted them so that the distressed sinner wil 〈◊〉 I have a heart that cannot repent or beleeve that 〈◊〉 receive grace that cannot give way to the power of Gods ordinances or make choise of any good 〈◊〉 that I am even weary of my heart and of my life 〈◊〉 Yet God can pluck away this unteachableness 〈◊〉 thy heart though thou canst not take away thy 〈◊〉 from it Of his own good will he hath begotten 〈◊〉 Jam. 1. 18. It s not in the wil of Satan nor in thy own will to hinder it if God wil do it it 's his work he hath challenged it to himself and hath engaged himself do it for al His I will take away the heart of stone Ezek. 36. 26. Say thou Lord I cannot do it and 〈◊〉 truth I should not do it for that were to arrogate more than I should and to press into the priviledg of the Almighty I only wait upon thee and bring my heart to thee that thou wouldest bring me to thy self 〈◊〉 the Leaper said Mat. 8. 3. If thou wilt thou canst make me clean I have neither wil nor power I can 〈◊〉 do it nor receive it but thou canst do both for me and work both in me It was the ground of 〈◊〉 which the Lord gave to his people in building the material Temple when they looked at the greatness of the work and their many oppositions Zach. 4. 7. Who art thou O great mountain thou shalt become a plain difficulties are compared to mountains when a man sees a mountain lye before him he thinks it is inaccessible and impossible for him to go over it so when a man sees the pride and stubborness and rebellion of his own spirit he thinks 〈◊〉 is impossible for him to subdue these but if the Lord wil he can say unto it who art thou O great mountain
no power receive no profit nor benefit to my own soul and there is a secret conceit that God doth them wrong As she said If it be so Why am I thus Gen. 25. 22. 2. We may know it by a sinking discouragement of heart When the soul wearied with delayes and differings and expectation sits down in a 〈◊〉 condition because he cannot have what he will he will cast away what he hath and conceaves he may be careless of what he might attain As David said I shall one day perish by the hand of Saul 1 Samuel 27. 1. All men are lyars Psal. 116. 11. Alas Iam not fit to Pray or to Hear I find my heart worse after it none was ever in such a case as I better never to use the means than never to have benefit by them better never to enjoy the Ordinances and Priviledges of God than to get no good by them How now Better never use the means It would be better and best of all if you were deeply humbled and abased in the sight of your own vileness As the Apostle saies What if God will not What 〈◊〉 he will never pardon your sins or shew mercy to your soul If he give you nothing doth he 〈◊〉 you any thing You think your worthiness is not attended you secretly think the Lord hath forgot himself your parts and performances your 〈◊〉 and prayers diligence and endeavors ought upon due to be remembered and recompenced No Thank your proud heart you are not prepared for the presence the peace the comfort the coming of a Savior and therefore you want him Do you think your self worthy to be condemned when you think it much to be denyed deserted punished nay but desayed in the dispensation of Gods goodness He must please your pallat and suit your mind and humor at a beck No no mend your self if you be in so hasty a moode the Lord will make you know that you are unworthy of mercy He will not bribe you nor be beholding to you to wait upon him for his mercy yea be thankful to him that you may wait and wonder that you are not past praying hearing and waiting and all A ground of Encouragement to a poor distressed sinner when Devils assault 〈◊〉 grow strong Conscience accuse and the venome of the vengeance of the Almighty drinks up a mans spirits so that the sinner knows not how to bear his condition nor yet how to help himself out of it so that he is at his wits end His Friends pitty him and the Parents conceave their Child is undone they never thought to have seen this day Why so It is the best day that ever his eyes saw he is now in Gods way the Lord now seems to lay hold upon him and to intend good to him be not afraid of the work but be afraid he should miss and spoil in the working As in Child-bed when throws come thick and strong there is most hope of a speedy and happy delivery but when her throws leave her her life leaves her so it is in the new Birth Stormy gales at Sea toss a man most but soonest land him Therefore do not so much fear the blow as be thankful and be willing to follow the blow nor so much desire to be eased as not to be deceived not so much to have the work over as to have it made good upon thy soul labor to get into and keep in that frame prophesied of in all 〈◊〉 Converts Jer. 50. 4. Going and 〈◊〉 with their faces towards Zion they shall 〈◊〉 the Lord their God Exhortation Suffer then the Exhortation of the Baptist the voyce of him that cries in the Wilderness to sound in your ears and to sink into 〈◊〉 hearts Prepare ye the way of the Lord make his paths streight As ever we 〈◊〉 to share in the Merits of our Savior to enjoy him and his presence and everlasting happiness by him address we our selves bestir our souls in the use of all means to 〈◊〉 a Savior and then we may 〈◊〉 expect him and we shall not miss of our expectation There is no lack on his part he is willing and ready He that stands and knocks at the door that he may come in Rev. 3. 20. If the door was open he would come in without question If the way was prepated he hath promised to come speedily and certainly he would not delay his coming I know this manner of entertainment seems hard to flesh and blood loath we are to dislodge so many gainful guests so many special friends darling pleasures and sweet contentments which we have contrived to our selves out of the earthly comforts of this life Hence many are content the King would go another way and secretly wish they had nothing to do with the Lord Jesus there is so much privy search to be made so much examination to be used such a sight of our sins and unworthiness yea that which is worst of all to the corrupt hearted they must vomit up all their sweet morsels shake hands and break league with their beloved darling delights which they tender as their lives they must thrust world and ease prosperity and pompe credit and applause by the head and shoulders out of the doors and turn them going 〈◊〉 therefore I am afraid many 〈◊〉 that in secret in their own hearts which the Devils openly professed What have we to do with thee Jesus thou Son of God art thou come to 〈◊〉 us before the time to deprive us of our profits to pluck away our pleasures and to dislodge those sweet lusts that we harbored so long in our bosoms and bowels learn we then to press some sound Arguments upon our own hearts that we may perswade and prevaile with them if it be possible to set about this work which is so necessary Consider then First Who we be that must 〈◊〉 And Secondly For whom First Let us consider our selves a company of poor miserable sinful and damned Creatures sinful dust and ashes dead dogs Consider of this and think with thy self Will the Lord of Heaven come down will Christ dwell in my heart will he vouchsafe to look in yea to call in as he goes by upon such a sinful Creature And let this move thee to prepare for his coming We are not worthy as the Centurion said that the Lord should come under our 〈◊〉 1 King 8. 27. There Solomon saith Will the Lord indeed dwell on earth Will he dwel in a house made with hands As if he should say Is it possible Can it be imagined that thou Lord being the great God of heaven whom the heaven of heavens cannot contain shouldest once 〈◊〉 to dwell in a house made with hands in the Temple which I have builded And what may we say Is it so Can it be Shall it be that God will come and dwell under our roof that he will come and dwell under our rotten and sinful hearts that he will dwell
Grace and Salvation but be they never so weak God can 〈◊〉 be they never so stout God can bend be they never so fast rooted in their rebellions God can and doth separate betwixt sin and their souls and recover them Behold this is the Finger of the Almighty When the Disease hath entred 〈◊〉 the Bowels and rotted in the bones of the sick the Physick then to cure the Physitian then to recover that is skill more than ordinary by the confession of all So here in the soul to make the Black-more to change his hew the Leopard his spots to make a gray headed sinner whose corruptions like a canker hath eaten up his heart by dayly custom to bring him to sound contrition and broken heartedness therein the outstretched arm of the Lord is expressed in his utmost strength My Power is made perfect in weakness saith the Lord 2 Cor. 12. 9. It 's the perfection of Power to prevail over such difficulties Thus of the First Part the Second follows God doth call most of his before Old Age. And therefore when he went forth at the Eleventh hour he reproves them before he entertains them Why stand ye here all the day idle as who should say You have lost the season of your work and hope of your reward the day is over there is no time for you to labor and there is no reason that I should either hire you or reward you it 's not my usual course nor custom yet for once go you also into my Vineyard Therefore the most usual time of Conversion is betwixt the third and the ninth hour in our middle Age about twenty and betwixt thirty and forty many are before some are after but most and most usually are wrought upon at this time There is a good pleasure as the Original hath it a season for every thing Eccles. 2. 1. and this seems to be the fittest time for this work whether we respect Man or God A man at this Age hath better Materials as I may so say wherein or whereupon the frame of Conversion may be erected or imprinted by the 〈◊〉 of the Spirit and that firstly If we look at the composition of Nature and the constitution of soul and body for in Infancy a man lives little 〈◊〉 than the life of a Plant or Beast feeding and sleeping growing and encreasing or else he takes up himself with delights of outward objects most agreeable to his Sences Walks after the sight of his own eyes Eccles. 11. 9. both which exceedingly 〈◊〉 the work of reason but when these are towards 〈◊〉 full perfection and Nature hath attained her 〈◊〉 work then the Understanding begins to shew 〈◊〉 self in her operations Invention is then most 〈◊〉 to apprehend the Judgment to discern Memory to retain and the Affections tenderest and nimblest to imbrace any thing offered and most pliable to be wrought upon As it is with Wax if it be made too soft it cannot hold any impression if too hard it will receive none but when it 's in temper most pliable then it 's most fit to receive and retain the stamp So Infancy is too weak and waterish it 's not able to fadom or fasten upon the depths of Argument Age grows sturdy with 〈◊〉 and will not listen to the Reasons of those Truths it s not willing to imbrace only in the middle Age when Reason is come to some ripeness there is then some more convenient advantages to be taken for the Lord to imprint the stamp of Grace upon the soul which the hand of his own Spirit can only do Look we again at Corruption In this Age 〈◊〉 Understandings are sooner 〈◊〉 as having not so long continued in the known practice of 〈◊〉 whenas the aged and decrepit who 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the burden of their sins being setled long and 〈◊〉 upon their 〈◊〉 wedged in their 〈◊〉 and incorporated into sinful customs their hearts grow hard their understandings blind and their affections overcome with the deceitfulness of sin difficult it is to perswade their Reason to acknowledg the vileness of their sin but almost impossible to have their hearts wrought to a deteftation of it Trees withered and rotten are altogether unfit to be transplanted nor likely to prosper if they be So is it with aged men like these Trees withered in their wickedness yea as Jude speaks Corrupt Trees twice dead Jude 12. First by Original corruption Secondly by a continued and setled custom in Actual 〈◊〉 who have taken 〈◊〉 root in their rebellions they are most unfit to be transplanted and ingrafted into the true Vine Christ Jesus by Conversion and Faith The Bow that 's often 〈◊〉 and stands long one way is not bowed the other way but with much violence The soul proportionably which is turned from God and hath 〈◊〉 bent by long continuance in a base course though it 's possible it may be brought back again and put into a right frame yet it will cost the setting on before it can be accomplished and a world of difficulties must be gone through usually before it be done Thirdly and lastly As this is the fittest Age in regard of the Subject that must receive it so likewise in regard of the End why Grace is given which is to 〈◊〉 forth the praise of God and the Power of his Grace and by an holy Conversation to express the 〈◊〉 of him who hath called us from darkness to his marvelous light 1 Pet. 2. 9. for Grace destroyes not the powers and faculties of Nature but 〈◊〉 them removes not abilities but rectifies them doth not take them away but turns them to their 〈◊〉 end and use while then the parts of the body 〈◊〉 powers of the soul are in their prime best 〈◊〉 then may they be improved by the blessed Spirit 〈◊〉 the Lord and his Grace to the best advantage of 〈◊〉 Name Thus Grace damps not deads not the 〈◊〉 ction of love if strong and lively but directs it 〈◊〉 God his Truth and Children Grace abates not 〈◊〉 edg of Courage and Resolution but brings as stout and yet stragling Soldier into his right 〈◊〉 and Rank to be imployed in the defence of the Gospel Though God can work with any tool yet 〈◊〉 in he manifests his Wisdom that he will chuse 〈◊〉 to whom he gives great fitness to the performance 〈◊〉 those great and honorable imployments unto 〈◊〉 they are designed Hence Paul might in many other so in this respect also be called a choyce 〈◊〉 to carry Christs Name among the Heathens 〈◊〉 9. 15. being his Zeal was fiery his Love earnest 〈◊〉 Courage resolute his Judgment deep his Spirit undaunted and fit for dispatch all these faculties being as so many vessels filled with Grace prepared and guided by the Power of Gods Spirit might be fit Instruments to carry and convey the Gospel and the glory of the unsearchable Riches of Christ to the ends of the Earth Who sitter to care for all the Churches 2
they neither see the evil of their sins by it nor yet receive any spiritual Direction from it nor indeed know any such thing and therefore though their carriages are somwhat reformed yet their inward corruptions are not observed at least not reformed or they made sensible of them As it is with a pur-blind man he may see things of a greater bulk as a great Print or the like but the smallest Print or the least pricks he perceives not So it is with a pur-blind Christian who cannot see afar off 2 Pet. 1. 9. If there be some loathsom and gross sins discovered he can see them but to see the stirrings of sin in his Nature and the secret inclinations of his soul to sin and the base aims and ends that are up and down in his heart in the performance of holy Duties to see the smallest Print of the Law discovering secret and spiritual wickedness in the Heart that a man that hath no more than Nature cannot see And therefore for we come to the Point the Spirit of Bondage is required which may let in the light of the Law into the mind and set on the power of it mightily upon the consciences of sinners and so dazle their Eyes and daunt their hearts with the dreadfulness of their sins Rom. 8. 15. You have not received the spirit of Bondage again to fear as who should say it 's a gift and it must be received or else we shall not by all that we can do attain the bondage and thraldom of that base condition in which we are whereof more afterward in Conviction The Law is a Hammer but it will not break the Flint unless the hand óf the Spirit take it and use it a Hammer in the hand of a Child will not move the stones so the Law in the hand of a man or Minister it is as a Rod to whip us unto Christ but unless the Spirit take it into his hand we shall never feel the blow or smart and so be forced to go Hence that Phrase John 16. 8 9. I will send the Spirit and he shall convince it 's his Prerogative he is appointed by him it 's only performed The two former may agree to a false-hearted Hypocrite he may have a lighter stroke of the Spirit of Bondage and the Law may convince him and his own heart condemn him and he may go away in dreadful horror for his sins and yet it doth not remove the Rule of Ignorance and darkness out of the mind but the Saints of God have the two former and they have this further viz. such a through stroak of the spirit of bondage as takes away the rule of darkness and removes the Soveraignity and Authority of it from the mind this I take to be the meaning of that phrase Acts. 26. 18. to turn them from darkness to Light When the Lord wil work throughly he wil not onely scatter the sogs and disperse the grossest of the dimness and darkness of a mans mind and leave the soul under the power of it for all that The hypocrite may be dazled and astonished by the light of the truth breaking upon him but yet his understanding is under the power of darkness but the Saints of God are turned from it that is their understandings are delivered from under the power of that darkness that was in them before Conceive it thus when the night comes darkness overspreads the face of the Earth and though there be Moon-light or some flash of Lightning sometimes that may something take off the grossness and blackness of darkness but yet it is dark stil the Moon-light or Starre-light doth not remove the rule of darkness but when the Sun ariseth in the East we say it is day break and you shal see apparently when light comes with a Command of the Sun it scatters the darkness that was in the ayr it removes the rule of it and it rules there it self So it is with the spirit of bondage when he comes to an hypocrite he enlightens him with Star-light or Moon-light as it were so that the grossness of darkness and blindness is scattered that now a terrified hypocrit sees his sins and is able to Discourse of sin and of the Law of God and to Discover it to others and yet it is but Moonshine it makes not day the root and rule of Darkness is there stil which stops and hinders the entercourse of the dispensations of God unto the soul. But now in a Godly man whose understanding is turned from darkness to light when the truth and light of it hath by the spirit of bondage been 〈◊〉 on upon the mind and Conscience you shal see day breaking as it were he then sees himself and his sin and he sees God and Christ as the sun of righteousness shining gloriously in his Eyes dazling of him with such a light as he never saw nor knew before so in Acts. 9. the scales of ignorance and blindness fell from the Eyes of his mind and he was turned from the power of darkness and that light which was let in to his understanding could never be overcomē again by al the darkness inthe world 4 When the spirit of God hath let in this light of the law in the specification of it as it belongs unto the Saints and so hath turned the understanding from darkness he leaves a sett upon the understanding God-ward that its ready it s that way-ward to receive any truth that comes in the impression of it and this is the turn of the understanding to light it was before turned from God and sett hell-ward sin-ward under the 〈◊〉 of darkness and acted therby wholly to bestow it self upon the creature in the room of God As when Adam sinned the whol man was turned from God to the creature and sin so now in Conversion the whol man is turned from sin and the creature to God again and therfore the understanding from darkness to light And Hence it is that a poor ignorant creature that hath come many years to the Congregation and hath learned nothing he understands nothing remembers nothing or if out of the strength of memory he remember something yet he knows no more the thing than a Parrat But when God hath once turned him and left this sett upon his understanding and the day is broken as it were and the rule of darkness removed a new light set up there now he never comes but he takes somthing he can understand it and remember it there is no subject but he will get somthing of it because his understanding is heaven-ward I have known some by experience that though they have been wise and wittie enough for outward things yet so senceless and sottish in the things of God that they could sit and hear a Sermon of an hour long of those very sins they have been guilty and yet it hath been to them as though it had never been yet afterward they have professed it that
at such a time the light of the word broke in upon my soul and after that I never heard the Minister preach but I received somthing and my heart did close with more than I could bear away but I could understand then and remember also ever after that time This is palpably true in cases of Conscience I wil issue this point thus 2 Pet. 2. 9. who hath called you out of darkness to his mervailous light the soul now begins to wonder and to be amazed at the vileness of sin at the frame of his heart at the patience of God that hath suffered him so long and he marvails with himself where he hath been and what he hath been doing all his dayes he is in another world as it were and if ever you have had this work of the spirit calling and turning of you from darkness to light it wil 〈◊〉 you a wondering you will see sin and your self and grace and Christ and the Ordinances and all after another fashion than ever you saw them before How far the sinner may be said to be active in this sight of sin The answer to this may be expressed in severall particulars that that way of God and the work of his spirit may more distinctly be discovered There is a weakness impotencie and insufficiencie in the understanding to reach this right discovery of sin for however there remaynes so much glimmering in the twilight of Natural reason and so much sensibleness in the stupid benummedness of the corrupt conscience of acarnal man that it can both see and sensibly check for some grosser evil or some such sins or venom of sin as crosseth his own peace and Comfort or those ends which he sets up as the chiefest good at which he aymes but to search into the entrales of sin and discern the spiritual composition of the accursed nature therof he can in no wise attayn this by all the labor and light he hath 2. Pet. 1. 9. He that lacketh these things that is these heavenly graces whereof the chief were faith and heavenly knowledg mentioned before he is blind and cannot see afarr of he may like a purblind-man give guess or have a confused conceiving of things after a dym and dazling fashion if the things be neer as the man in the gospel saw men walking like Trees but there be secrets in sin depths in the disstempers of mens hearts which are far removed from outward appearance and ordinary apprehension these he cannot perceive As it is in natural things and the several actions which issue from them each man is able to hear the sound of a mans words to discern the sence and reason of them and wil easily grant from the received principles of reason that they come from a man and evidence undeniably that there is a reasonable soul there which is and must needs be the cause thereof because they are properties that appertain to creatures of that kind alone and argue a life of the highest excellency nor Trees nor beasts can do so It s beyond their kind and the bounds of their ability But what this reasonable soul is in the constitution and composition therof this is further removed from our sence and so from our apprehension and it wil excercise the most sharp and ablest understanding and that furnished with Learning and reading to apprehend or discover so it is in sin when we hear the falsness of mens language when they speak thay care not how to cover their own shame or deny that which might bring danger to them when we see the cruelty and fiercness of their carriage in stealing or killing each man out of ordinary principles will condemn those these be as it were the words and hands of sin Ah but the spirituall pride and soveraignty of will which lifts up it self above the law and will of God justles his holiness and holy command to the wall this is the inward soul of sin thousands which condemn the former have and harbour and maintayn these to their dying day they never saw the evil of them How the sound of their actions strik outwardly they hear and observe but how the wheels of their mind and wil go inwardly and swerve al the day long and all their lives long in the whol inward frame of the whol man they be as far to seek as though there were no such thing The Conscience checks and the worst of men see the loathsomness of the evil if he should stab and take away the Life of a man but every Blasphemer stabs the Lord and yet his Conscience doth not so check him there because he sees the grossness of the one its near but the spiritualness of the other he doth not see it is a far off To stick in the medium and fall short of the object is feebleness That is the proper intendment of the Apostle when he layes open the seebleness of the wisdom of the most Eminent heathen Rom. 1. 21. they knew God but did not glorify him as God but became vayn in their discourse i. e. they fell short of their end of God whom they pretended to worship they missed of him that was their vanitie and they worshipped the creature in the room of God And hence the Prophet expresseth the practice of such as those who be wholly misguided in their course by reason of their mistakes Isay. 5. 20. They call evil good and good evil they put darkness for light and bitter for sweet and therfore it is they are so easily cousened by Satan and do so easily cousen themselves And upon this ground it is though they in Acts. 17. 23. worshipped an unknown God and Paul would have taught them the true God whom they ignorantly worshipped they would follow their own fancies and worship Gods of their own making but the true God blessed for ever they might have heard of him and been instructed concerning him his being and Worship they would not own nor entertain the Apostles Counsel in that behalf nay verse 32. they mocked him when he spake to them of 〈◊〉 things There is an incapability in our minds to receive this spiritual light by which we might be enabled to come to the right discovery of our Corruptions John 1. 5. The Light shined in darkness and the darkness Comprehended it not This is the Condition of every man by Nature So the Apostle ye were darkness Eph. 5. 8. Now one opposite will oppose and resist another but will not nay cannot entertain another and hence the Apostle gives that to be the ground of that resistance against the truth 2 Tim. 3. 8. They are men of corrupt minds therefore they resist the truth as Jannes Jambres did As it is in Nature when any sense hath lost his right temper and wholsome Constitution it is not possible to put forth its operation with any right discerning or discovery of that which comes to it the tast is corrupt the tongue tainted and over-grown
with some Canker it cannot tast nor relish things aright when the right constitution of the Eye is altered by a blow or any putrefying Wen that Breeds there 〈◊〉 will perceive nothing nay it cannot So here When the Eye of the understanding hath lost his primitive 〈◊〉 and becomes stayned and polluted with putrefying sensual delusions it comes to be Reprobate touching the Doctrin of faith or that which ought to be beleeved not able to relish the truth in a right manner And this their practice gives evidence of beyond all doubt the revelation of the truth which is in way of discovery of corruption and that which would touch them to the quick they are not able nor willing in truth without offence to hear But the power of it to be pressed and persued they are not able to bear but there is present mutiny in their thoughts and apprehensions I say not able to hear with quietness the truths which be of a discovering Nature when our Saviour told them there must be more than an outward formal Communicating with him as the Fathers did eat Manna and are dead but they that would live by him must eat his flesh and drink his Blood they returned this is a hard saying who can bear it John 6. 60. and John 3. 20. He that doth evil cometh not 〈◊〉 the light lest his deeds should be reproved yea this is the reason they 〈◊〉 darkness rather than light because it suits best with the darkness of their minds and as the very manifestation is tedious to hear so the power of it if pressed and set on they are not able to bear that 's the scope of the Parable Matth. 21. 34. when the Messengers were sent to require fruit that is Holiness they beat some and stoned others and others they abused Acts 7. 51. when 〈◊〉 brought the Candle home to their Bed-side and would discover the roots of their corrupt carriages to the Consciences of them all Ye stiff-necked and hard-hearted ye have ever resisted the spirit of the Lord their hearts burst with anger they cast him out and stoned him And indeed hither the Apostle calls us to look as to the Magazine of all mischief the Armory and Ammunition House whence all the distempers and affections of the heart are furnished out to their sinful practices as so many enterprizes they take in hand Eph. 4. 18. they are strangers to the life of God it is because they walk in the vanity of their minds So again in Collos. 1. 21. They were alienated from God and bent upon evil practices and he ads the root and reason of all they were Enemies to God in their minds in their apprehensions or the largest reach of the best reason they had and in this the Apostle makes the Fort-royal in which Satan places and plants all the choycest of his Artillery 2 Cor. 10. 4. there are in the mind of a Natural man strong holds of imaginations which exalt themselves against the knowledg of God The Lord Christ 〈◊〉 the understanding to bear that Almighty stroak of his Spirit whereby he destroies the soveraign power of carnal reason and 〈◊〉 it to receive the prevailing impression of his spiritual light which searcheth the secrets of sin in the soul. The Conclusion intimates a double work of the Spirit 1. It destroies the soveraignty of carnal Reason 2. It leaves in the room of that an impression of spiritual light and in both these the understanding is meerly passive for so it 's added it 's forced to bear the one it 's fitted to receive the other It destroyes the over swaying Authority of Carnal Reason It was Satans Policy to turn the Understanding from the Lord and attendance to the truth 〈◊〉 3. Hath God said ye shall not eat Oh question it not fear it not Ye shall be as Gods and so she turning aside and perverting the eye of reason to listen to the delusion suggested her light was dimmed and she justly over-born with the force of the falshood presented because she took off her mind from eyeing of the command and turned it to attend the strength of that delusion and was so acted by it she conceived though falsly that it was good to get knowledg when the tasting that fruit was the only means to lose all the knowledg she had and from the abuse of her own mutability her mind becomes perverted from light to darkness from the way of truth which God had found out unto the by-path found out of her own finding Now the Lord Christ who comes to destroy and undo the works of the Devil he begins where Satan ended he turns from darkness he takes down the Supremacy of that carnal Reason by the which all the Sons of Adam in their natural and corrupt condition are constantly both ruled and carried in their whol course and that 's the Reason of the Apostles coupling those two together Eph. 2. 3. speaking of the Conversation of the ungodly he saies they did the wils of 〈◊〉 flesh and of their Discourses their carnal reasonings had ever one Oar in the Boat and it 's ever found true there is no man upon knowledg commits a sin but ever he 〈◊〉 some pretence of carnal self-deceiving reason why he doth so and therefore it is called the strong hold of Satan and the Lord Christ he first forceth this Fort demolisheth and casteth down the frame of it so that though there be some remainders continue still in the mind while that remains in the body and we in the world yet it 's never made a place of retreat to a 〈◊〉 Convert wherein he can 〈◊〉 himself and stand it out against any Truth 2 Cor. 10. 4. he puls down strong holds such as are highest and hardest to win and that which is added Casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalts it self against God 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Reasonings of the flesh and nothing but the Power of God can do this the weapons of our warfare are mighty through God For though Adam being in a mutable condition might slide away from the Government of God as well as submit yet after he had withdrawn himself from under the Covenant and Wisdom of God in the Law given him it was just with God to deliver him up to the authority of his inventions and there to stake him down that nothing but the Soveraignty of Christ who had satisfied for this his folly and carnal reasoning should be able to restore him from the power of them This makes me construe the meaning of those words of Paul so as that which best gives in evidence of the dependance 〈◊〉 4. 21 22. If ye have heard and been taught as the Truth is in Jesus then put off the old man c. The Truth as it is in the Bible only or dispensed in any Ordinance or as it was in the Covenant of the First Adam will never do it but as it is in the hand of Jesus
the Head of the Second Covenant when he comes to 〈◊〉 a holy seed and call home his Sons to himself he will then make the old man fall And this the Lord Jesus forceth the Understanding to submit unto and this is easily yielded on all hands for it 's commonly confessed by Phylosophers and Divines that there is a constraining force in the undeniable evidence of Argument 〈◊〉 on by the Spirit that the Judgment is necessitated to fall under and yet hereby no liberty is prejudiced for that is in the will Thus Pauls Commission runs Acts 26. 18. To open their Eyes to turn them from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God What is the opening of the eyes distinct from that which follows it may be 〈◊〉 that common enlightening in the History Matter and Truth of the Scripture wherein the understanding must in reason be informed and themselves also yield a full assenr and so far be perswaded of the Truth and Goodness of the Doctrine of the Gospel for it 's opposite to all the Rules of Reason and Providence that persons should step from prophaness in the depth of it unto the height of Christian Piety and Holiness but there must be a passing through the common Truths that are in the way and rode to come to that end First a man must know there was a Christ and who he was and what he did and wherein that Redemption of his is recorded in the Scriptures and of what value and infallibility they be Then we come to see our former follies and delusions in which we were drown'd and so to be turned from darkness that we cast away the former forgeries of our carnal reasonings where note that Paul turns them not they themselves that it 's from darkness they were nothing but darkness and darkness could not nor would not turn from it self therefore from a more Soveraign light in Christ that darkness must be removed In all which the soul behaves it self meerly passively and is wrought upon and that by an over-ruling power The second Operation mentioned follows without fail and by force of constraining Reason the Soveraignty of darkness being removed there is room made for the ready Spirit of light of the guidance of the Spirit of Christ as the Head of the Covenant who begins to set up his Throne where Satan had his hold and this is like the Sun-rising whose beams spread themselves from one end of the Heavens to the other and nothing is hid from the light thereof So there is not the most secret corner or crevis of our corrupt hearts and consciences but the beauty and shine of the 〈◊〉 of this light will discover it and this seems to me to be called the Spirit of the ' Mind as that which best 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the intendment of the Spirit in the place for it is the meer impression of the Spirit falling upon the 〈◊〉 now turned from darkness Eph. 4. 23. where the Apostle describing the two parts of Sanctification Mortification verse 22. Put off the old man in reason it should have followed immediately and put on the new man he inserts this by the way and be renewed in the spirit of your mind in the passive form and then put on the new man q d. This renewing is another work and is to be referred to another place and it answers none so fitly and fully as this place and the word also suits it beyond imagination 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a comparison taken from Earth turned a new and another way So should the act of the understanding be turned afresh and lie constantly under the light and guidance of the Spirit and here we are passive meerly That which is meerly the act and impression of the 〈◊〉 to the entertainment of the mind is meerly passive but this is the meer act and impression of the Spirit as the beams of the Sun dispersing themselves into the Air. Again that which is wholly darkness that cannot be active or causal of any Spiritual light but the mind naturally is meer darkness Eph. 5. 8. This light so received the vnderstanding being overpowred with it and acted by it acts also in the vertue thereof and so the sinner may be sayd 〈◊〉 to see and understand for he doth so but in a right order and after a right manner conceived In a right order for as before of himself he had an Impotency unto this yea an incapability of this spiritual light before he was forced from the holds of his carnal reason and made sit to receive it In a right manner The vnderstanding being acted and moved by the power of this light doth move again so that the action 〈◊〉 not so much from any habitual principle of grace whereof a man hath the free use and command at his own pleasure and so doth act or not act by it as he will for so experience tells us it is not The sinner at first would not see his sinnes were it in his power and might he have his own mind he would have the ghastly visage of them gone out of his sight Nay he useth al the wayes and contrives all the means he can that he might put them out of his thoughts that they might not come into his consideration or remembrance It 's against the heart and hair utterly against his will that he cannot get off it which argues that he acts not so much here as a cause by Counsel out of his own choyce and habitual disposition whereof he hath the command but meerly as he is acted and after when the spirit withdraws he cannot so see them though he would as that phrase Gal. 4. 9. After ye have known God or rather are known of God It 's not so much from our own ability we have from within that we do it but because he looked upon us we look back again upon him As a looking Glass reflects the light not from any light it hath of it's own but because the light of the Sun fals upon it so that it 's true to say the light is reflected by it rather than it reflects the light For because the light 〈◊〉 reflect 〈◊〉 it comes to be reflected So Job Complayned Job 13. 26. Thou makest me to possess the sins of my Youth So David Psal. 77. 4. Thou keepest mine eyes waking Wherein this true sight and apprehension of sin properly discovers it self I Answer A true sight of sin hath two Conditions attending upon it or it appears in two things We must see sin 1. Cleerly 2. Convictingly what it is in it self and what it is to us not in the appearance and paint of it but in the power of it not to fadam it in the notion and conceit only but to see it with Application We must see it cleerly in its own Nature its Native color and proper hue It 's not every slight conceit not every general and cursorie consused thought or careless consideration that will serve the
have been wrought what benefit thou mightest have received hadst thou but suffered and received the helps provided for that end which when thou diddest oppose and not suffer thy self to be convinced thou didst oppose thine own everlasting welfare and therefore art guilty of thine own blood Luke 7. 30. The Publicans and sinners justified God and were baptized but the Scribes and Pharisees rejected the Counsel of God against themselves i. e. against their own good and happiness Yea so the Apostle to the gainsaying Corinthians when he had disputed long and manifested the Truth in the cleer evidence of it Acts 18. 14. and they gainsayed still and blasphemed he shook his rayment in sign of distast and indignation and said your blood be upon your own heads I am clean he was innocent And so one day thou wilt be forced to confess and to cleer the innocency and faithfulness of Gods Servants I was the cause of my confusion my own wayward gainsaying Spirit else I might have been recovered they did their duty with much painfulness but my perverse spirit would not receive that counsel which would have directed and comforted me but now condemns me So Paul to the contradicting Jews Acts 13. 46. Because ye put away the Word and judg your self unworthy of eternal life thou wilt then be forced to yield it I am unworthy that ever the Promises of the Gospel should establish my heart who would not be convinced of the goodness of them unworthy that ever the Gospel should be the savor of life to me who have cast it behind my back as unsavory Salt He sins against the Ordinances the Faithfulness Truth and free Grace of God therein revealed and dispensed for his everlasting good he casts all these behind his back and out of a slight neglect wil not give the least entertainment thereunto This quarrelling disposition like a squeazy stomach spils the Physick when he cannot endure to take it flings away the dainties provided when he is not willing nor hath not a heart or appetite to feed on them and how hainous this contempt is the Apostle intimates Hebrews 2. 3. How shall we escape if we neglect so great salvation It sins against Gods Spirit in a more than ordinary manner he would seem in his gainsaying frame to try masteries with the Lord and in the highest strain of rebellion to contest with the Almighty Spirit of Christ in the utmost defyance as refusing to yield in the least appearance I call it the highest strain of 〈◊〉 to try Masteries with the Almighty and that may be thus observed When our Savior was to leave the world and to go to Heaven to possess the glory he had with the Father before all worlds he comforts the hearts of his Disciples touching his departure with the Consideration of the incomparable benefit that would accrew therefrom John 16. 7. It is expedient for you that I go away so if I go not away the comsorter will not come but if I depart I will send him that is the Spirit of the Lord Jesus would not dispense the powerful work of his Grace in such an abundant measure unless he ascended unto the Throne of his Grace for the largeness of the dispensation thereof and that in reason until that time The Spirit was not yet given because Christ was not yet glorified John 7. 39. When he ascended up on high he then gave gifts unto men even for the Rebellious Eph. 4. 8. And herein appears the powerful dispensation of his Grace and operation of his Spirit then when the Comforter is come he shal convince the world of sin he shal set down the Consciences of the Sons of men in the sight of their vileness and guilt This is as it were 〈◊〉 Master-piece of the work of the Spirit when he is sent from Heaven from the Father and the Son with full Commission and Power from our Savior advanced to the highest pitch of supreamest excellency of his Kingly Prophetical and Priestly Offices and that for this end in the first place as the prime and hardest work to convince the world of sin Now to gainsay and contradict this Spirit in this Work for which he hath received this Commission is to contest for Masteries with the Almighty Heb. 12. 25. If they escaped not who refused Moses who spake on Earth how shall we escape if we refuse him that speaks from Heaven And this is the highest strayn of rebellion when a 〈◊〉 wil not give way nor yield in the least but 〈◊〉 out this authority of the spirit from having any entertainment even in the suburbs 〈◊〉 our apprehensions and understandings while we continue in this gainsaying frame there wants nothing but light and malice to make it 〈◊〉 sin against the Holy Ghost Here is the hainousness of the sin See the Curse of it that is dreadful Thou makest way for Satan in the means which are appointed by God to oppose him John 13. 27. The Devilentred into Judas with a sopp so he enters with an admonition and counsel while thou doest oppose that truth which should help thee against his power and subtilty but yieldest thy self fully to be possessed by both Thou wilt not be guided by the counsel of God therfore thou shalt be cousened by the delusions of the Devil Christ in his righteous dealings and according to thy just deservings delivers thee up to the power of Satan whenas thou wast willing to yeild up thy self to his possession So Paul 1. Tim. 3. 20. delivers Hymenoeus and Philetus unto Satan and in Church discipline obstinacy in the least evil is answerable to the greatest offence because by that means the soul shakes off the authority of the Lord Jesus and so is to be cast out Because thou hast gainsayed his dispensations he wil have no more dealing with thee Math. 23. last you shal see me no more He wil pass by and not speak with thee He wil instruct 〈◊〉 admonish others but he wil 〈◊〉 thee no more reprove thee no more He wil not change a word with thee in the 〈◊〉 ' My 〈◊〉 shal not alwayes 〈◊〉 Gen. 6. 3. That spirit which thou hast resisted and opposed shal stir in thee and strive with thee no more thou wouldest 〈◊〉 see thou shalt not see therefore thou wouldest not have thy conscience stirred it shal be seared therefore Thou art every day ripening for 〈◊〉 and reserved in the chayns of darkness til the judgment of the great 〈◊〉 and therefore thy condition is like that of the Devil himself thou hast only the liberty of thy chain that is liberty to encrease thy sins and thy plagues when the Lord would prepare a people for destruction he saves 〈◊〉 a. 6. 10. he seals them up under the curse of a 〈◊〉 mind and a hard heart Hear ye indeed but understand not and see yee indeed but perceiv not 〈◊〉 the heart of this people fat and shut their eyes lest they see with their eyes
man say they can see or know the thoughts of our hearts therfore they cannot be offensive or scandalous to any and therefore it s not possible they should be discouraged from doing any good they desire or intend or provoked to the practice of any evil that may be dangerous to themselves or dishonourable to the Lord. besides they appear not só soon to our apprehensions but they pass away in an instant and are as though they had never been and what great evil is in the and why should the soul be so deeply 〈◊〉 with them and the sinner be forced to feel so great sorrow for them this is to make them worse than they are and our selves more miserable than we should be The evil of thy thoughts and stirrings of the distempers of thy heart are hidden and spiritual and they pass away before thou canst perceive them much less judg of them aright but didst thou but see them as they are and upon thorough search couldst truly find out the bottom of that baseness and filth that is there they would appear exceeding loathsom and hainous to thine own apprehension as he said the sin of the soul is the soul of sin The sin of the body is the body and carkass of corruption that is in the sinful motions of the soul of the mind and heart there is the life poyson and power of corruption putting forth it self in the utmost activity of the venom and malignity of it The Actions of the Body are tainted with the pollution of sin by consent as the distempers of the mind and heart appear in them and are acted by them the body is as it were an accessary in the evil and wickedness the mind is the principal that contrives all useth only the body as an Instrument to vent its own venom and wickedness by More especially see the hainousness of the evil of thy Thoughts and Heart in the Particulars following First In regard of God The sinful poyson of thy thoughts doth estrange thee from God carry thee in professed opposition against him so that the sinner comes by this means to resist the Almighty as it were to his very face Let me open both these in a few words Thy inordinate thoughts takes thee off from yielding attendance to the Lord that thou fallest off from him and the guidance of his wisdom in the Rule before thou fallest into any sin Here came in the first breach between God and the soul and by this the breach is continued and encreased dayly in our departings from him This I know saith the wise man that God made man right but he sought out many inventions or findings Eccles. 7. last He was made for God and should have eyed him directly and kept himself under the operative dispensation of his spiritual Government in which he would not have been awanting to him but he would have carried him to his end and kept him so in happiness that is carried him to himself and kept him with himself for ever But he found out findings so the words When he should have looked to the wil of God as the Compass only appointed to stere his course by he should have looked to the Law which the Lord had found out as the line and level of his life which would not have failed to have led him to his Duty and quickened him in it He was not content with the Rule and way that God had found out but he finds out an Invention out of the vanity of his mutable mind looks to that and is wholly led aside by that from the Lord. So that when he should go from Rule to Rule for the guidance of 〈◊〉 dayly course he goes from one vanity to another from one vain thought to another from one device to another as they said let us devise Devices As in a wel ordered Army break the Rank in one place and ye bring ruin and confusion upon the whol Here was the right order in which we were made and we should have kept Rank and File the mind and judgment should only have attended God the Will attend our Judgment the Affections wait on the Will the Actions issue as the execution of al. Here Satan routed Adam brake this Rank upon the first 〈◊〉 takes off the Mind from attending the Covenant Command and Direction of the Lord The day thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die and listens to the 〈◊〉 and forgery of Satan Ye shall not die at all and so fals into the commission of the sin which brought condemnation upon him and his whol posterity and 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 came in thus between God and the soul so it 's dayly made greater by this means As a man once having missed his way the further he 〈◊〉 the further he goes from the right way Such is the ravelling of our own imaginations we 〈◊〉 our selves the longer we continue in them After we are overborn with the hurry of our thoughts we are 〈◊〉 a 〈◊〉 with our 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 God his Promises out Directions and Comforts cannot tel where to find our hearts This the Apostle gives as the fountain and first cause of those overflowing evils and fearful back-slidings from God Ephes. 4. 17. The Gentiles 〈◊〉 the vanity of their minds and so become strangers from the life of God Thus David by the sinful devices of his own mind departs so far from God that he cannot find any evidence of his Love or sence and feeling of his favor he plots the commission of the sin then the covering of it therefore sends for Uriah would have sent him to his house when that took not but resolves the contrary then he plots his drunkenness that he might forget his resolution when that succeeds not he sends him back to the Army and delivered him up to the hand of the Enemy in the issue So by inordinate attendance to unruly thoughts the sinner is taken aside so strangely from the Lord and so overwhelmed with the guilt and pollution of sin that partly he dare not and many times is so bewildred and 〈◊〉 that he knows not how to recover himself and come home to God The evil of our thoughts carries the soul in professed opposition against God for it is by the Spiritual Operations and Actions of our minds that we meet with the Lord and have a kind of intercourse with the Almighty who is a Spirit For al outward things are for the body the body for the soul the soul is nextly for God and therefore meets as really with him in the Actions of Understanding as the Eye meets with the Light in Seeing which no other Creature can do nor no action of a bodily Creature doth Our Sences in their sinful and inordinate sweryings when they become means and in-lets of evil from their objects they meet with the Creature firstly and there make the jar It 's the beauty of the Object that 〈◊〉 up to lust by the Eye the daintiness of the
Prophet David that he would take up this service Psal. 119. 15. I will meditate in thy precepts and have respect unto thy wayes vers 23. Princes did sit and speak against me but thy servant did meditate in thy statutes again 〈◊〉 48. I wil meditate in thy statutes And he doth not this as a special conveniencie nor yet as a peculiar duty proper to him but upon such grounds as belong to al and therefore wil cal for it of al vers 97. Oh how I lovethy Law it is my meditation al the day Thou wilt not deny but thou art bound to love the Law of God and then certainly if that cause be there this effect wil of necessity follow Nay it s the guise of al the Saints Psal. 1. 1. 2 its as necessary as not to sit in the seat walk in the counsells and stand in the way of sinners so necessary is it to meditate in the Law of God and that to have thy set meals thy appointed times and turns for meditation 2. The want of this is given as the cause why men are carryed head long to the Practice of loathsom evils 〈◊〉 44. 19. No man considereth in his heart Jer. 8. 6. I 〈◊〉 and heard but they spak not 〈◊〉 No man sayes with himself what have I done the want of this hastens the righteous judgments of the Lord Psal. 28. 5. because they regard not the operation of his hands therefore he will destroy them and not build them up 3. The use of this affects and fits the heart to the duties that are to be discharged It 's a preparative to many daily perfourmances in our Christian course it quickens the holy dispensations of the soul chargeth it with confessions and petitions feasonable and savory that they may be delivered with feeling and affections when the heart is boyling of a good matter Psal. 45. 1. So Psal. 102. 1. I will pour out my meditation that is his prayer meditation was the mint or Anvil upon-which our prayers should be made And therefore Divines refer it to the third Commandment as that which is an Harbenger to al holy duties we do to God stirring up the faculties of the whol man to that reverend attendance which becomes the majesty of the Almighty Eccles 5. 1. and the advice of the wise man is to look to our feet as in the publick so in private also As by way of preparation it fits for spiritual services before we do them so it confirms and settles the good of them unto our souls when they are done then shal your profiting appear if you meditate upon these things 1 Tim. 3. 15. Sermons wil not profit though we hear and that attentively Sacraments wil not profit conference reading wil not profit though we studiously for the present turn bestow our selves therupon unless we meditate afterward As exercise before meat to stir up the stomach to receive meat So digestion after meat if we hope to have any strength meditation is both it stirs up the affection to the duty and then digests the good and sap of the service and turns it into good blood Tuum illud est quod Meditatio facit 〈◊〉 Secondly Men complain they have no time occasions so many buisines crouds in so with such multitudes our minds and heads and hearts and thoughts are so taken up one crouds out another we have no time I Answer 1. Hast thou no time to repent and to break thy heart for sin no time to fit and quicken thy Spirit to Service no time to profit by al the Spiritual means Then have no time to be saved to maintain the comfort and peace of thy Conscience 2. Must God only be loser and his Worship go to the wal must he only be crouded out of our minds and heads and hearts how unreasonable is this 3. Redeem the time Eph. 5. 16. Pluck some opportunity and rescue it from meat and sleep and company and recreation Psal. 119. 148. I prevent the morning watches that I might meditate in thy Statutes he had as many imployments as thou being a King and yet he did attend this Duty so mayest thou and so shouldest thou 4. I desire no more time to this Duty in the day than each day thou squandrest and spendest away unprofitably and let any man observe his own course and record but his expence and that needlesly of his time he wil say thus much I spent vainly here and thus much there and why might not that have been spent in meditation for the helping forward of the Work of God in my soul The great Complaint is The unsteadiness of their 〈◊〉 thoughts which as they conceive 〈◊〉 from some kind of natural 〈◊〉 whereby they are wholly disenabled in their own apprehension and common experience to keep their minds to any set imployment and exercise in this so serious a work of Meditation they are so off and on upon every occasion a 〈◊〉 and wandring frame of Imagination that cannot dwel upon a thing nay though they resolve it sadly withdraw themselves from al other occasions into their private Closets and there retire and set themselves on purpose about this business as being convinced it is so needful and being perswaded it would be so profitable to them yet immediately they are taken off they are gone from their task when they had begun now to bestow their attention upon the Duty that look what a shaking palsey is to the head there is no stilling of it while a man lives it wil follow him so this shattering and giddiness of our minds unsettles us when we would be most serious and doth accompany us in every retired corner and that upon every turn as a disease and distemper of our natural apprehension and it seems there is an impossibility to reform this feebleness and therefore we hope we may be excused if we cannot perform this service which is so necessary and which we also endeavor but as al men may see we cannot accomplish I Answer 1 Generally 2 Particularly Be it that this shaking Palsey this Vertigo and giddiness of Spirit be a disease which hath seized upon the faculty of the Understanding as an haereditary Curse which comes from the sin of Adam and is communicated more or less to al his Seed Thou shouldest labor to look at it as a sickness and therefore not to maintain a disease but seek a Remedy how thou maiest be recovered out of it Thy understanding is ful of blindness and ignorance naturally is one part of the image that was imprinted upon thee by the nature of thy first Parents received thou wouldest not therefore plead for thy ignorance and sit down wel satisfied with it but be more studious to amend it and seek to Heaven and be studious and painful in the use of al means that thou mayest be healed and cured of it So do here take this giddiness of mind as a fruit of the forbidden tree
it vexed al the veyns of their hearts that 's the way to weary them and there they solace themselves ah it's roast meat to them and thus it is a pastime to a fool to do wickedly but know thou art a hard-hearted fool a graceless wretch in the wise mans account do not our plantations groan under such sons of Belial such senceless 〈◊〉 do they not swarm in our streets are not our families pestered with such Esau-like when he sold his 〈◊〉 eat and drank and rose up and went his way not affected with what he had lost not ashamed of what he had done but 〈◊〉 of al or like the man in the Gospel possessed with the Devil sometime he cast him into the fire and sometime into the water so these rush headily into sin and impudently continue in such 〈◊〉 courses they commit sin and continue in sin hasten Gods wrath and their own ruin and go away senceless of al so that it 's now seasonable to take Jeremiahs complaint I 〈◊〉 and heard and no man sayd what have I done 〈◊〉 Jer. 8. 6. He might and did hear of hideous vile evils without any diligent hearkning see and meet loathsom distempers without any searching but when he followed men home wondring in what quiet do these men live what comfort do these men find how do they bear up their hearts under such hellish carriages I wil go see how they lye down in their beds and whether they dare sleep or no under such trangression and such guilt and when he came he hearkned surely I shal now hear them mourn bitterly afflict their hearts with unfained grief there is no such thing no man said what have I done not a word of that it was the least part of their care the furthest off their thoughts And this is the temper the condition and disposition of scores hundreds of you that hear this word at this instant Is not the day yet to dawn the hour yet to come that ever you shed a tear sent up a sigh to heaven in the sence of thy evils or set thy self in secret to bewail thy distempers before the Lord God knows and your hearts know the Chambers where you lodge the Beds where you lie can bring in witness against you you are strangers to this blessed brokenness of heart yea enemies to it you were pricked no not so much as in your eyes nor in your tongues God and his word and al means that have been tried could never wrest a tear from thine eye not a confession out of thy mouth thou wilt commit thy follies and die in the defence or excuse of them but to have thy heart affected in serious manner with the filth of thy sinful distempers it is to thee a riddle to this day Nay there be thousands in the bottomless pit of hell that never had the like means as thou never committed the like sins and yet never had such a senceless sottish heart under such rebellions as thy self Wo be to you that laugh now you shal mourn those flinty spirits of yours wil not break now they shal certainly burn you draw a light harrow now you find no burden of your pride and stubbornness rebellions idleness and noysom lusts they are no burdens ye can go boult upright with them and Sampson like carry the very gates of hell upon your backs and never buckle under them wel the time wil com you wil cal to the mountains to fal upon you and the hills to cover you from the infinite weight of Gods everlasting displeasure Tast a little the sting of this sin and see the compass of this accursed condition of thine and go no further than the point in hand Thou art far without the walk of the Almighty there is no dealing and entercourse between thee and the holy one of Israel the Almighty passeth by and wil not so much as change a word with thee or cast a look 〈◊〉 thee to leave any remembrance of himself upon thy soul thou livest as though thou hadst nothing to do with him nor he with thee nothing to do with grace or heaven the holy spirit a wes some humbles others some it quickens that were sluggish establisheth others who were weak onely thou art senceless of any operation of the Lord thou hast a heart that puts away the presence of the Lord out of thy mind if it were possible thy fleece is dry when there is dew upon al the earth this is that which the Apostle discovers to be the cause of that heavy curse of the heathen Eph. 4. 18. strangers from the life of God by reason of the hardness of their hearts Oh thou hast a 〈◊〉 heart and leadest a strang life even as opposite to God as darkness to light hell to heaven differs onely but in degree from that 〈◊〉 which appears most eminently amongst the Devills and damned even to be an adversary to God and his grace to stand it out in defiance with the divine goodness of God his power and faithfulness Pharaoh he 〈◊〉 it but thou dost it 〈◊〉 it out with the Almighty and impudently darest the great God who is Jehovah I know not Jehovah neither wil I let my heart go to yield subjection and service to him I know no authority of a command that shal rule me nor admonition that shal awe or reforme me Thus thou art a stranger to the wisdom of God the folly of thine own self-deceiveing mind and heart leads thee and deludes thee thou art a stranger to the grace and holiness of the Lord the perversness and rebellion of thine own wretched heart takes place onely with thee yea a stranger to mercy and to the compassions and consolations of the Lord Jesus and his blessed spirit who choosest thine own ruin lovest thine own death following lying vanities and forsakest the mercies purchased and tendred to thee Upon these tearms in which thou now standest God hath appoynted no good for thee while thou continuest in this temper as he said write this man childless so write upon it write thy soul graceless that shal never prosper Isa. 61. 1. 2. The spirit of the Lord is upon me because the Lord hath annointed me to preach good 〈◊〉 to the meek to bind up the broken hearted liberty to the captives opening of the prison to those that are bound to appoint to them that mourn in Zion beauty for ashes the garment of gladness for the spirit of heaviness thou hearest the glad tidings of mercy pardon and peace grace of life that passeth understanding joy unspeakable rich and plentiful redemption from al sins and miseryes which God hath layd up in his everlasting decree and laid out in the great work of redemption by the Lord Jesus but thou mayest set thy heart at rest as long as thou seest that hard heart of thine thou shalt never see good day joy and comfort and liberty they are not thy allowance they are childrens bread it
a whit the worse and the Lord loves him never a whit the less because his pressures and sorrows 〈◊〉 upon him but that is the season of Gods saving health 〈◊〉 is most neer when there is most need and our 〈◊〉 makes way for the enlargement of his love and mercy to us Joseph 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 prison land God is with him with his in the fire 〈◊〉 it 〈◊〉 not and the Waters that they drown 〈◊〉 God 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 Isa. 43. 2. God 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 more 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 himself to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 than 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the greatest 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 3. 25. 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 is seven times 〈◊〉 and the three children 〈◊〉 into it then the Son of God 〈◊〉 visibly with them in the 〈◊〉 thereof 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 all manner of 〈◊〉 then God doth al manner of good for great 〈◊〉 your reward in Heaven So that what the Apostle enjoyns the sinner now finds true by proof that we have reason to count it all joy when we fall into many temptations James 1 2 3 4. For in al those wants which out 〈◊〉 befal become 〈◊〉 and intire and want nothing spiritually and 〈◊〉 the contrite is content to bear these when he finds they do not hinder the happiness of the soul. He now finds that the presence of his sins only poysons all the Comforts he hath with a curse and 〈◊〉 off the Hope and Expectation of any blessing from the hand of the Lord in al the Dispensations in the waies of Providences or Ordinances towards him nothing can prosper Why transgress ye the Commandement of the Lord for ye cannot prosper Sin stops the passage and puts him beyond al possibility of 〈◊〉 or good 〈◊〉 to be extended towards him sor the Lords determination is past and it 's peremptory there is no peace to the wicked saies my God Isai. 57. 21. he hath said it the word is past out of his mouth and no 〈◊〉 can 〈◊〉 it You know what a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to the Messenger the thing was so reasonable What! peace so long as the 〈◊〉 of thy mother 〈◊〉 remain Jos. 7. 12. It 's that which the Lord professeth so peremptory I 〈◊〉 be with you no more except you destroy the 〈◊〉 thing from 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 God 〈◊〉 his blessing and 〈◊〉 in al the 〈◊〉 of 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for 〈◊〉 is the meaning he would not be with 〈◊〉 in 〈◊〉 Warring in 〈◊〉 going forth and coming in he wil not be with them in 〈◊〉 in receiving praying improving 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 shal not work Prayer 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 place a man 〈◊〉 have them but no 〈◊〉 in 〈◊〉 no Spirit with 〈◊〉 no Blessing upon them no good from them at al. That which poysons al the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 nay in truth the evil of al evils with it He now finds the removal of 〈◊〉 would set open the floodgate of the infinite favor and goodness of the Lord 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in amain upon the 〈◊〉 Jer. 5. 24. your 〈◊〉 with-hold good things from you God doth not with-hold them or keep them from us 〈◊〉 onely through the desert of our sins his arm is not 〈◊〉 that he cannot help nor his 〈◊〉 heavy 〈◊〉 he cannot hear 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 power that he cannot nor mercy that he wil not help It s his desire Oh that there were such a heart in them that they might fear me and keep my commandements that it may go wel with them and theirs for ever 〈◊〉 5. 29. Nay he hath taken a sollemn oath As I live saith the Lord I desire not the 〈◊〉 of a sinner but that he 〈◊〉 repent and live 〈◊〉 18. 32. so that he wants not mercy but we want 〈◊〉 unworthy of the mercy he tenders uncapable Yea unwilling to receive the grace he offers Oh 〈◊〉 man that wil let him come and 〈◊〉 of the 〈◊〉 of life freely Rev. 22. 17. If you 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 it God wil give 〈◊〉 and no man wants it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 it s he that wil have it and it s his corruption that keeps him that he 〈◊〉 not nay is not subject nay would not be made able to receive this mercy Come out of them my people 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and touch not the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and he offers himself readily I 〈◊〉 be 〈◊〉 God I 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and walk with them he wil constantly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 comfort them by 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Cor. 6. 18. 19. He wil walk up and down see their 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for them answerable to al their needs and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which brings 〈◊〉 and the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 we should prize as a good 〈◊〉 above al 〈◊〉 things we should prize it INSTRUCTION We here seethe 〈◊〉 why the most men in the world 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 not after 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of the Physitian never looked for 〈◊〉 because they were never sensible of their thraldom c. REPROOF A bil of inditement to accuse and 〈◊〉 thousands giving in evidence that they never 〈◊〉 the work of God upon their souls Two sorts especially The secure sinner who is so far from seeking and coveting deliverance that he wil not take it when it s offered but is content to be in the prison of his natural condition and to lye in the boults and 〈◊〉 of his sins stil. Of this temper were those Jews in captivity that had so long lived in Babilon they were content to remain there when liberry was proclaimed and the way opened deliver thy self O Zion thou that dwellest with the daughter of Eabilon Zach. 2. 7. yet they stayed behind in Captivity stil so it is with many a sluggish 〈◊〉 he is content to perish rather then do any thing to deliver himself he blesseth himself in his misery and so is a devoted slave to the Devil as Exo. 21. 6. If when the servant had his liberty to go out free he said plainly I love my Master I wil not go out free then his ear was to be bored with an awl and he was to be his servant for ever the boaring of his ear did signify his yielding obedience to the Command of another So when Christ comes to set a man at liberty offers mercy and grace and pardon if a man then say I love my master Pride perversness and Idleness let me have and live in my sins if God say Amen thou art a bond servant of 〈◊〉 for ever thou 〈◊〉 a miserable 〈◊〉 creature for ever The sluggish professor or hypocrite that hath had some conviction of his sins and remembrance of the stings of his distempers and some promises and purposes of amendment the blow is no sooner over but al is at an end lazy prayers and feeble endeavours but when it comes to the poynt he wil do nothing he wil give you the hearing of counsels and admonitions you would think the man were in a very
a broken 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his great request unto God that he may not go 〈◊〉 again to his 〈◊〉 In this 〈◊〉 from sin the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. We here see the reason of al those 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 of such 〈◊〉 promised better things the 〈◊〉 to his 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 to his 〈◊〉 and the 〈◊〉 man to the world after 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 they are the same men they 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to their former follyes and are as bad as ever These men were never cut off from their corruptions the union was there stil the soul was in league and love with sin stil and therefore it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 be 〈◊〉 and therefore they 〈◊〉 and grow worse and worse many years after If thou hast a privy lust harbored in thy heart that wil be thy ruin thou wilt be as bad or 〈◊〉 than ever EXHORTATION To 〈◊〉 all our endeavors to see a 〈◊〉 of it and to seek to heaven that God may work it in us let this be alwayes in thy prayers Lord that I may hate my sin that I may put off the love of sinning whatever thou hatest sin is worse than that it s worse than reproach disgrace sickness poverty thy love to sin should be turned into hatred and thy hatred to it should be greater than ever thy love hath been And if thou dost not hate thy sin its certain the God of Heaven wil hate thee the froward in heart is an 〈◊〉 to the Lord Prove 3. 32. Thou thy self 〈◊〉 an abomination to the Lord if thy 〈◊〉 be not an abomination to thee If thou wilt part with thy sins the Lord wil set his love upon thee Jer. 3. 1. though thou 〈◊〉 done evil things as thou couldest yet return unto me It 's said Judg. 10. 15. 16. when the people of Israel came bewailing their sins crying for mercy and putting away their Gods that then the soul of the Lord was grieved for the misery of Israel and he had mercy on them He is the same God stil and if he sees thee grieving for thy sins he wil grieve for thy sorrowes When Ephraim bemoaning himself judging himself for his sin and crying out unto the Lord turn me and I shal be turned it s said he heard Ephraim bemoaning himself and his bowels were troubled for him and I do earnestly remember him stil I wil surely have mercy upon thee saith the Lord. Jer. 31. 18. 19. 20. FINIS The Contents BOOK IX On Isa. 57. 15. I dwell with him that is of an humble and contrite spirit DOCT. THe Heart must be contrite and humble before the Lord will take up his dwelling in it 5 Reasons two In regard 1 Of our selves there be two Hindrances 7 1 Contentedness in a Natural 〈◊〉 ibid 〈◊〉 removes 〈◊〉 2 Sufficiency to help a mans self Humiliation removes that 9 2 Of God his Word will not cannot take place till the soul 〈◊〉 contrite and 〈◊〉 10 Uses 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 1 Terror to hard-hearted sinners God wil not dwell with them 11 2 Instruction teaching us to delight in chuse and dwel with such as are contrite and humble 13 3 Exhortation to seek for 〈◊〉 in Gods way and order viz. 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 14 BOOK X. On Acts 2. 37. When they heard this they were pricked to the heart and said to Peter and the rest of the Apostles Men and Brethren what shall we do 15 DOCT. 1. Stubborn and bloody sinners may be made broken-hearted 20 Reasons three taken from  1 The infinite Mercy of God 22 2 The infinite 〈◊〉 of Christs Merits 23 3 The Almighty Power of the Spirit 24 Uses three hence  1 Matter of Admiration at the riches of Grace 25 2 Encouragement to keep distressed sinners from despair yet no ground of presumption 26 3 Instruction shewing the 〈◊〉 nature of despair It 's 29 1 Injurious to God 30 2 Dangerous to the Soul 32 Helps against Despair are two  1 Listen not to 〈◊〉 Conclusions 34 2 Attend not our own 〈◊〉 but Gods Mercy and Power 34 DOCT. 2. There must be a true sight of sin before the heart can be broken for it 35 For Explication four things  1 How God works this sight of sin 37 1 The Law of God discovers our sins ibid 2 There is a new Light put into the mind 38 3 The Spirit takes 〈◊〉 the Rule of darkness out of the mind 41 4 The Spirit leaves a set upon the understanding God-ward 42 2 How far the sinner is 〈◊〉 in this sight of sin 43 1 There is an insufficiency in the Understanding to reach the right discovery of sin 1 ibid 2 An incapability also to receive Spiritual Light 45 3 Christ forceth the Understanding to bear the 〈◊〉 of his Spirit whereby 〈◊〉 47 1 Destroyes the Soveraignty of 〈◊〉 Reason 48 2 Fits it to receive the impression of Spiritual Light 50 4 This Light received the Understanding is acted by it and so acts in vertue of it and so the sinner comes truly to see his sins 51 3 Wherein this true sight of sin is discovered 52 1 It is a cleer sight of sin 53 1 In regard of God as 54 1 It would dispossess God of his Soveraignty 55 2 It smites at the Essence of God 57 3 It spoils all the Works of God 59 2 In regard of our selves as ibid 1 It separates 〈◊〉 God and 〈◊〉 ibid 2 It makes us uncapable of any good 60 3 It 's the Cause of all other evils 62 4 It brings a Curse upon all Blessings ibid Hence sin is the greatest evil ibid Why do not men see sin thus 166 The Causes are ibid 1 The Delusions of Satan ibid 2 Men judg of sin by present sence 67 3 Or by present pleasure and profit 68 4 Or by the long suffering of God 70 5 Want of Spiritual Light 71 The Cure of these mistakes 72 1 Look upon sin so as it will look upon thee at death and Judgment ibid 2 Get a cleer sight of God 73 2 It is a convicting 〈◊〉 75 That implies  1 A particular application to our selves ibid 1 A man must reflect upon his own sins ibid 2 And pass an impartial Sentence against them 78 1 An over-powring settling of them upon the Conscience and that 79 1 Undeniably 80 2 Immovably 82 3 Invincibly 85 Reasons two Because  1 Nothing comes to the heart but by the Understanding 86 2 Ignorance frustrates all our Endeavors in the use of means 88 Uses five hence  1 Instruction An ignorant heart is a naughty heart 90 Such a one 1 Is liable to all evil 92 2 He can receive no good ibid 3 He can expect no mercy 93 2 To be hard to be convinced is 94 1 A dangerous sin ibid 1 Against a mans own soul ibid 2 Against Gods Ordinances 95 3 Against the Spirit of God ibid 2 A dreadful Curse 97 1 It makes way for Satan ibid 2 God