by filling their heart on a sudden with the blessed Motions of his Spirit whereby the snare is broken and they escape that the remembrance thereof is enough to keep them humble all their dayes Besides if it have not been so with such that they have not been almost in such evils almost perswaded and enticed to such gross sins yet there is the Sin of our natures and the sins of daily infirmity distractions in holy duties vaine thoughts sinful passions idle words and the like for which we have cause to lie in the dust before God Thirdly Those that are converted young do many times attain to a higher degree of grace before they die then others who are converted in their latter time especially those that are converted young and live long afterwards before they finish their course such have longer time to grow in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord and sasiour Jesus Christ Yet that none that were converted young may be high-minded but feare let it be considered that it is not alwayes thus but some of these through great temptations and falls into sin are but weak in grace all their days and some that were converted many years after them do get the start of them in grace are more awful of God more weaned from the world and more fruitful in their course And greatly are some humbled when they count the number of the years since God first wrought upon them and think with themselves how little communion they have with God how little mortification to the world how little service they have done for God and then look upon others that have been converted many years after them and see to what a greater measure of grace they have attained Though they do not envy the goodness of God to such but rejoyce therein and give thanks unto his Name for his grace bestowed on them yet they reflect upon themselves as those who have quenched and grieved the holy Spirit of God for which he is not pleased they think to influence and quicken and comfort them as he doth others that have been more obedient and so their souls are greatly abased before the Lord. Of these things which have been spoken of conversion in youth this is the summe That it is in it self a great priviledge and yet nevertheless such as are converted young had need to watch and pray be very humble and diligent least they fall into temptations and snares and go on very slowly and heavily in the wayes of God Likewise from what hath been said it doth appeare that how ever wee may be advantaged in some circumstances and priviledges above others as in being in Christ before them and the like yet without great supplies of grace from above we shall not make a proficiency according to such advantages Before I leave this head it may be profitable to speak some thing more by way of caution and counsel to those that are converted young 1. Have a care of errours of Judgement Youth is usually raw and ignorant you may have strong and good affections but it may be weak judgments go not out of novelty to hear unsound Preachers give your selves to Prayer and to the reading of the Word attend upon the Faithful Preaching of the word by the Ministers of Christ. 2. Be much in proving your own selves whether you have a sound work of grace upon your hearts the end of it usually to them that are sincere is a suller assurance that they are passed from Death to Life 3. Flie youthfull lusts as Paul exhorted Timothy 2 Epist 2.22 one that was converted young and was yet but a young man when the Apostle wrote thus unto him flee pride flee all kinds of uncleaness flee unlawful recreations flee bad company and the like Have a care that through ignorance you do not commit some sins in your youth that may wound your consciences much in age In riper years you may see some things to be sin which you would not have done in your youth if you had known so much then Therefore study the Scriptures well and beg of God to shew you what sins youth useth to fall into knows it not then but it may be afterward to the great wounding of Conscience Intreat the Lord that while you are yet young men or Women you may cleanse your way and take heed thereunto according to his word 4. Often bless the name of the Lord for revealing himself to you so soon in your young and tender years Wonder at the Lords free grace that he should convert you at all and labour to be much affected with the time when he did it in the morning of your lives so soon so early 5. Whatsoever difficulties temptations and afflictions you go thorough in the course of your pilgrimage let your hearts trust safely in the Lord that his grace shall be sufficient for you He will never leave you nor forsake you so that you may boldly say the Lord is your helper what ever sad lots of affliction are upon you and that all things shall work together for your good If God hath been the God and Guide of your youth he will be the God of your riper years and though in your latter time you may have great decaies of body and can do him little service yet he will be tender of you and care for you and do you good to gray hairs and in gray hairs he will bear you and he will carry you in his everlasting Arms to Heaven You may have many a Thorne in the flesh many humbling temptations least you should be lifted up but be not dismayed for the Lord is your God and he will strengthen you he will help you he will uphold you with the right hand of his righteousness 6. Admire him that is of power to keep you and hath kept you and will keep you in the state of grace unto the end remember the former dayes when you were first illuminated what difficulties the Lord carried you through how he made you able by the power of his grace to break off from evil company and from your sinful courses and it may be to endure a great fight of afflictions from carnal Parents and Relations and acquaintance and though you were young youthfull and very unconstant yet by the power of God you were not afraid of any amazement and could not be turned aside from following the Lord. Some that are converted young are sometimes strengthned with such might by the Spirit of God that though they have carnal Parents and Relations that oppose them in the wayes of God they carry it with that Patience humbleness of mind and yet with that magnanimity and courage that is to be wondered at even while they are young and but Children they may go through such difficulties with a holy rejoycing as would be hard for them to go through afterwards without very much assisting grace from God Remember therefore and forget not the kindness of
think that this work of Regeneration is the matter of our Justification By Grace we are saved freely by Grace through the Redemption which is in Jesus Christ our Lord. The work of Conversion and the Graces of the Spirit wrought in us do only accompany Salvation as the Apostle speaketh Hebr. 6.9 are wrought in those that are saved and go along with them and accompany them to Heaven Yea those Graces for the substance leave them not when they have accompanied them thither but are persected here But the work of Conversion is called a saving work of the Spirit because it is wrought in all them and onely in them who are saved by the free grace of God in Christ Now my way will be clearer to proceed Secondly We have as we are in the state of Nature lost the Image of God consisting in spiritual knowledge holiness and righteousness Regeneration is wrought in those that are saved to deliver them from this part of their Misery Man was at first made upright made in the Image of God in respect of those spiritual and heavenly Endowments he was furnished with But it is otherwise with us by our Fall our Vnderstanding is darkned like Sampson our Eyes are put out That glimmering of light to know that there is a God and that some things are evil and some things good seems rather to be a new Gift of God and common Illumination of the Spirit since the Fall of Adam to be some curb and restraint to Sin in the World then any remainder of Gods Image which was upon us in our first Creation For the peace of Gods Church for the benefit of humane Society and such like reasons God bestows this common illumination and conviction upon men without which this World would be like Hell and men would be like Devils Marvel not at this saying that men would be so vile if it were not for this common illumination of the Spirit and common light that God giveth to the Sons of Men seeing the Nature of Man is wholly corrupted and the thoughts of his heart are evil and onely evil and that continually A dangerous mistake it is of the people commonly called Quakers that they make the heeding and attending to this common light to be Conversion which thing is to be found among many sober Heathens But it is not to be much wonder'd at in that People seeing they are generally very Ignorant even of the very Fundamentals of Religion 'T is true this common light is a great Gift of God to the World to keep up some Peace and Order and common honesty amongst men But the New Birth and true Conversion is a thing of a far higher Nature consisting in a more special Illumination of the Spirit to shew us our lost estate by Nature and to reveal Christ to us as an Object of Faith and it is such a work of the Spirit upon the Soul as doth enable us to believe on the Name of the Son of God to mourn for Sin to hate Sin and to walk in Obedience unto God not meerly from Convictions of Conscience and fear of the Wrath to come but from a delight to do the Will of God and a fixed Principle of Gospel ingenuity and gratitude to God for the exceeding riches of his Grace and kindness towards us through Christ Jesus But for a further discovery of the depravedness and corruption of our Nature whereby it may appear that there is such a need of a new Birth and Conversion let us consider things more particularly 1. As was touched before There is wonderful ignorance in men about Heavenly things It is an amazing thing if you enquire into people yea those that are grown to be Men and Women yea many that have gray hairs upon them how ignorant they are about Adams Fall Man's lost estate by Nature the Incarnation of Christ and redemption by him And if so many be so grosly ignorant amongst us where they have the Bible in their own Tongue and where they live under the Preaching of the Word and such helps to get Knowledge how ignorant and spiritually blind are we by Nature and without the means of light 2. There is a strange carelesness in man about his future and Eternal State looking only at these seen things which are temporal That except a man be awakened and roused up by Afflictions or Convictions of the Spirit men are in a profound and deep sleep and take no care what shall become of their Souls when they die and go hence But live without studying of the Scriptures without serious and constant praying to God without speaking of Heavenly matters at all as if they had not immortal Souls that must be happy or miserable for ever in another World And if one tell them of Heaven and Hell and that upon this moment depends Eternity they think a man is Brain-sick and Fantastical 3. There is a proneness yea a strong bent and inclination in man to all evil To Blaspheming of God to Murder to Theft to Covetousness to all kinds of Uncleanness to Drunkenness to Lying and though by education company employment terrors of Conscience fear of punishment from God or man respect to name and reputation in the World and by the temper and constitution of the Body this wicked bent of the heart may be much curbed and kept in yet there is in all by nature such an evil frame and disposition that there is no sin so black so horrible so hainous but man is prone to it 4. There is in man not only an Indisposition but Opposition of the heart to any thing that good is not onely to Gospel Grace and Holiness to believe in Christ to repent and to walking in the Spirit but even to Civility and Morality and those things which yet natural men many times do So that I take that common change that is in men from the grossest vices to some sobriety temperance and justice to proceed not from the power of corrupt nature but from a kind of common Grace and common Illumination of the Spirit which God distributeth to man as it pleases him to make him useful to humane Society If there be any need to enlarge upon this Subject to shew the Sinfulness and Corruption of man by Nature omitting many other ways of Sin let us but seriously consider the Sins of the Eye the Sins of the Tongue and the Sins of the Thoughts 1. The Sins of the Eye shew the wonderfull corruption that is within the heart of man Sin within in the heart sits looking out at those Windows of the eyes and there when it seeth a suitable Object how it lusts after it When we see beauty then we have wanton eyes when we see fine houses and riches we have covetous eyes or envious eyes when we view our own gifts and greatness and converse with those that are below us what scornful eyes and looks have we The eye is a curious piece of Gods workmanship all
speech or wisdom of the Preacher that doth convert the Hearers All the Oratory in the World cannot convert a Soul Arguments Promises Threatnings and Intreaties set forth with the Tongues of Men and Angels if they were to assume humane shape and speak to Sinners about their everlasting concernments could not prevail to bring them from Sin to Christ except the Lord put forth his Almighty power 5. It is not from any power of Nature that before lay dormient and idle that now awaketh and yieldeth obedience to the Word that a Soul is converted For there is no such power of Nature 't is an idle speculation of those that think it is so for in conversion the Spirit of God is put into us and the fear of God and so consequently the Seed and Principle of Faith and Repentance and other Graces is put into our hearts where before it was not 2. Positively I answer That the efficacy power and vertue of the preaching of the Word when a Soul is converted by it is wholly from the Spirit of God When the Scripture saith That faith cometh by hearing 't is only as an outward means that God worketh by when it pleases him for bare hearing of the Gospel worketh Faith in no man for Faith is the gift of God Ephes 2.8 Philip. 1.29 The fruit of the Spirit Galat. 5.22 And when the Gospel is said to be the power of God unto salvation it is not to be understood as if the bare preaching of the Gospel did save and convert men but it is called the power of God unto salvation in opposition to the Law and the Covenant of works because it reveals and holds forth the way of Grace in Christ by which God saveth lost Sinners which the Law doth not How the Spirit of God doth work in and by the preaching of the Word for the conversion of Souls is a deep mystery And O that we may experimentally know that the Holy Ghost hath made use of the Word to convert our Souls though we cannot exactly conceive of the way and manner of his working thereby The workings of the Holy Ghost in Conversion are compared to the wind as for the freeness and powerfulness so for the mystery that is in them As the wind bloweth where it listeth and thou hearest the sound thereof but canst not tell whence it cometh and whither it goeth so is every one that is born of the Spirit John 3.8 But for further light into this Question let us observe these Scriptures following It is said The Lord opened the heart of Lydia that she attended to the things that were spoken by Paul Ministers do but call and knock at the doors of mens hearts 't is God that by a secret work of his Spirit openeth their hearts Acts 16.14 And it is said Acts 10.44 While Peter yet spake these words the Holy Ghost fell on all them that heard him Peters preaching and the Holy Ghosts falling upon them that heard him were two distinct things the one might have been without the other the one was the work of man the other was the work of God And that which is said 1 Thess 1.5 will make it yet far more evident For our Gospel came not unto you in word only but in power and in the Holy Ghost and in much assurance The Gospels coming to people in word and in the bare preaching of it is one thing and the Gospels coming to them in power and in the Holy Ghost is another to some the Gospel comes only in word they hear a sound of words and as they are rational men they may have a notional knowledge thereof but unto the Elect it comes with power and with the Holy Ghost even with such powerful workings of the Spirit as turns them from Sin to Christ Of these things this is the sum the preaching of the Word shews us the way of salvation it is the Spirit of God that by a secret and strong hand puts us into that way The preaching of the Word shews us our lost estate by Nature it is the Spirit that inwardly makes us sensible of it and affecteth our hearts with it The preaching of the Word shews us Gods Grace in Christ holds up Christ as the Brazen Serpent it is the Spirit that gives us an eye of faith to look to him that we may live The coming to the Ordinance to hear the Word is like the Woman in the Gospel touching the hem of Christs garment others touched him as well as she but there came a secret vertue from Christ to heal her of her Bloody Issue Many come to the preaching of the Word and to some of their Souls there cometh secret vertue from Christ that they find in themselves that now they are humbled for sin now they prize Christ now they cleave unto the Lord with a full purpose of heart to walk in his ways Praise the Lord for ever It was not the Minister it was not the bare preaching of the Word that could make this change but this was the day of the Lords power to thy Soul and vertue came secretly from our blessed Lord Jesus to thy Soul admire him and love him and cleave to him to carry thee on by the same power of his Spirit unto the end It may be many others in the same Sermon found no vertue come from Christ to their Souls it was a burden and tedious to them Admire free Grace and love the Lord Jesus for ever When we find good to our Souls by the preaching of the Word we must not look upon poor Ministers with admiration of them as if by their power and holiness we had such a change wrought in us but know that God hath made bare his own arm and glorified his own power and the exceeding riches of his grace in Christ Jesus to us-ward And this is one reason why God makes use many times of persons of meaner parts and small repute to be Instruments of converting more Souls than he doth of others that excel them that it may appear that the high and excellent power that converts the Soul is of God and not of man It is not fit that the Glory of God should be given to Ministers and Ordinances if we get any good to our Souls by them look upon them but as the Conduit-pipes and let all the Glory be given to him who is the Fountain of life for thine O Lord is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory for ever CONVERSION Wrought by the POWER of GOD CHAP. V. Shewing that whatsoever Outward Means the Lord makes use of for the Conversion of Souls the Work is done by his own Almighty Power IT hath been shewn that the Lord in Converting Souls doth usually make use of Outward Means and especially the preaching of the Word Now let us enquire more fully how those that were spiritually dead come to be made alive and those that were darkness come to be made light in the Lord. Those
that think man hath such a principle and seed of Grace lying hid in his heart by nature which if it be drawn forth by perswasions and exhortations and man will make use thereof is sufficient to convert him do not enough consider how utterly corrupted every man is by the Fall of Adam and without any spiritual strength It is true men are reproved in the Scripture for loving darkness rather then light and because they will not come to Christ that they may have life But such Scriptures are so far from implying that we are able to change our own hearts wills and affections that they shew the to us invincible prejudice and opposition that is in our hearts to the Lord that we have neither power nor will to turn unto him such sayings of the holy Scripture do shew what need we have of the exceeding greatness of Gods power to work upon such not onely impotent but wilful and desperate Creatures as all are by nature There is indeed a certain kind of willing and running and striving in natural men upon great Convictions such as Balaam had when he said Let me die the death of the righteous and let my last end be like his But this one Consideration will be of much use to guide us in this question That when God commands men in his word to pray to repent and to believe in Christ the meaning is that they do these things from a principle of grace and spiritual life that God only can work in us and which we are to look to him for All the suddain flashes of seeming repentance and prizing of Christ that come not from a principle of grace infused by the Spirit of God into the heart but are the meer struglings of an awakened Conscience to get from under the wrath of God will bring no man to Heaven neither do these workings of the heart answer to those Commands of God to believe and to repent but are only a shew of those Graces they are something like Conversion but are not Conversion This which hath been said may be Illustrated from the Parable of the stony ground Matth. 13. to which they are compared that hear the word with joy and for a time believe and after fall away this was only some suddain flash from the natural workings of the heart upon the hearing of the word accompanied with some common convictions and common workings of the Spirit But the Text saith they had no root they had not the root and habit of grace in their Souls planted in them by the Holy Ghost from whence these things did proceed If any shall say How shall we know these sudden workings of the heart and flashes of seeming Conversion that arise but from natural Conscience awakened and startled with common convictions of the Spirit as in Balaam Herod Felix and such as are described in the Parable of the foolish Virgins from that believing repenting and those spiritual affections that flow from the habit and principle of grace put into the Soul by the Spirit of God I answer That the difference may be known by the permanency and continuance Such sudden flashes as were in Balaam are soon over and leave the heart unmortified unpurged But the principle of grace in the hearts of Believers is eternal and remains for ever where there is the root of grace in the heart though it be not always putting forth it self yet there is a fixed principle and desire in the heart to admire free grace to prize Christ and to cleave to Christ to mourn for sin and to walk with God though there is not always the same vigour and activity of grace in such yet there is a fixed bent and inclination and desire of the heart towards the Lord which no time can wear off which no temptations and opposition can wholly quench and extinguish But to come nearer to this Point to make it most manifest that Conversion is wrought by the meer grace and power of God 1. Many that have the greatest outward means of grace are never converted Though they have godly Parents which instruct them diligently and live under excellent preaching and have met with many startling Providences and great afflictions yet they are never brought home to God when as others that have carnal Parents that set them very bad examples and have been brought up in ignorant and profane places and families and have lived where there hath been very poor and dark preaching are sometimes converted this shews that Conversion is wrought by the meer grace and power of God It may be some godly Parents after many and many prayers for their Children and great care to instruct them in the ways of God have so little fruit of all that thev count it a great matter if their poor Children have a little Civility and common Morality it may be they have not that but are profane Esaus and rebellious Absoloms when as others that have had wicked Parents that prejudiced them what they could against Religion from their Infancy and when they began to look after Christ have opposed them with great rigour threatning to turn them out of doors and never own them or do any thing for them if they follow Religion yet they are turned to the Lord and cannot be beaten off from his ways this shews that it is the great and invincible power of God that worketh in them that believe 2. Some at the same time when the Lord began to convince them and convert them have been going on as desperately and resolutely in their sins as ever they were all their days As Paul was going to Damascus to make havock of the Saints being as himself after confessed mad and outragious against the Church of God yet then and in that Journey the Lord converted him Acts 9. was not this the meer grace and power of God Some have gone to hear godly Ministers on purpose to scoff at them or bring them into trouble and yet have been Converted at the hearing of them finding a marvellous working of the Spirit of God upon their hearts which was very strange to them and filled them with astonishment at the free grace and power of God Some ignorant and carnal people who at the beginning of a Sermon have slighted and despised it and the Preacher in their hearts and have been filled with indignation yet by and by before the Sermon hath been ended something hath been set home upon their hearts that hath convinced them of their miserable estate and brought them to Christ for help and salvation Some at the same time when they were converted have been more indisposed and unwilling to hear the word then at other times but were even as it were hurried and thrust upon the Ordinance that they knew not how and when they have come there have been more drowsie sleepy and unwilling to hear the word then they used to be when lo on a sudden the Lord awakens and startles their Consciences
by the Ministry of the Word as if he himself had spoken immediately from Heaven to them by name and so the Lord hath made that unlikely time the time of love and the Day of his power to their Souls Sometimes when Ministers have been straightned in their affections and expressions in Preaching more then they have used to be that they have gone on heavily in the work and haver reflected upon their service with much humiliation to their own Spirits yet God hath sometimes done much by such weak means and converted some effectually at that time that there hath been more good done at that time then at many other times so far as comes to their knowledge when they have been much assisted in the work God knows how his faithful Servants would preach and set forth his truth and he is pleased to enlarge things by the inward light of his Spirit upon the minds of the hearers sometimes above what they did sufficiently clear to them All these Observations run into this that God worketh all in all he is the Author and Finisher of our Faith and that Ministers can do no good nor People that hear them receive any good but as it is given from above and when he will work nothing shall let it not the ignorant indisposedness and prejudice of the hearers nor the defects and weakness of his Servants that speak in his Name 3. Some of the worst natural tempers not onely of the weakest parts but of most froward and cross Spirits are wrought upon by the grace of God and men of ripe wits and of more affable and courteous natures are never converted unto God Those differences among men that arise from their constitutions of body whether it be for the better or the worse alter not the case God hath mercy on whom he will have mercy God can convert those who are of the worst natural tempers and without he infuse grace those who are of the sweetest natural dispositions will never turn unto the Lord yea the composedness of their natural temper may turn much to their prejudice making them think they are in a good estate because they do not break out into such passions and intemperances that others are very Subject to although they know nothing of any New birth and sanctifying work of the spirit upon their souls 4. Some very dissolute and prophane persons are converted and many others that are free from such gross vice are never born again Publicans and Harlots and such as the theif upon the Cross are sometimes brought to a sight of their sins and to repent and believe in Christ when others that never were so vile go on quietly resting in their formality and morality and never see their need of Christ and a work of grace upon their hearts and so perish for ever When God doth convert men that have been notorious Sinners filled with all unrighteousness drunkards swearers scoffers at Religion and old in sin too habituated and accustomed to all kind of evil he proclames unto us that the power of converting souls is of God and not of man It is true it doth require the exceeding greatness of Gods power to convince a proud Pharisee that trusteth in himself that he is righteous and despiseth the righteousness of Christ that he is in the gall of bitterness and bonds of iniquity and to bring him as a poor lost and undone Sinner to seek for life from Christ and in some respects such have greater difficulties to be carried thorough to Christ then others yet in regard that some of the other sort are so outragious in sin and almost down right Atheists that make a mock and jear of all religion and regard of God and the world to come if the Lord please to convert such as sometimes he doth the exceeding greatness of Gods power shines forth most eminently therein When the passages of mens Conversion shall be known in the world to come it will be matter of everlasting wonderment and astonishment to Angels and men for then it will appear that God is to be admired for his free grace and the exceeding greatness of his power to all that believe Lastly that I may stand no longer upon this Point let us consider a few places of Scripture more that beyond all contradiction to establish this truth that conversion is wrought in the soul of man by the power of God alone It is said the exceeding greatness of his power worketh towards them that believe and that according to his mighty power which wrought in Christ when he raised him from the dead Ephes 1.19 20. He that hath wrought us to the self same thing is God 2 Corin. 5.5 Hence it is a very proper expression that wee commonly use when we speak of mens conversion to say they were wrought upon at such a time for indeed except God had wrought them by the exceeding greatness of his power to this self same thing they had never turned from Sin to Christ A new heart also will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you I will take away the heart of stone and give you an heart of flesh Ezek. 36.26 27. In Conversion the habit of grace is secretly infused into the heart as life into a dead man the soul is passive at first hence it is said of God in reference unto this work Jam. 1.18 That of his own will begat he us of his own will that shews it is of his own meer grace and when it is said he begat us that shews that it is of his own power and that the Soul is first passive in the work When a Soul is converted it doth repent and doth act saith on Christ and is active in a way of Grace but first the Lord begets us spiritually and in uses spiritual life We must not imagine that the soul never acts at all first or last and that there are no created habits of grace but first the Lord infuses the habit of Grace wherein the Soul is passive and the Soul being changed and sanctifyed thereby through the help and influence of the spirit exciting and assisting that New spiritual Life put into us we are enabled to put forth acts of Faith Repentance and other Graces First the Lord puts spiritual Life into us and then in him through his concurrence and secret assistance we move and act spiritually and graciously The summe of all is this God first giveth repentance and then we repent God first giveth faith and then we believe All those Scriptures were it is said that God giveth repentance and giveth Faith and worketh in us to will and to do might all be insisted on for further confirmation of this truth That conversion is wrought by the power of God alone Likewise all those Scriptures that set forth the weakness of the Saints even after they are in the state of grace how they yet cry out to be delivered from the body of death what need they
the Lord to you in your youth and how he hath yet maintained the work of grace in you keeping grace alive through so long a tract of time as some of you have walked with God who were converted young And though your hearts and lives are not so with God as you would have it and that you have not yet so far attained as to be perfect but still groan and sigh being burdened with your corruptions and temptations yet thank and praise the Lord that hath taught you from your youth up and that hitherto he hath kept you in that great and terrible wilderness you have gone thorough and that his spirit and his feare is yet you 7. Have a care of abating in your first love and zeal and sincerity and diligence in following the Lord. Let the spiritual dew of your youth be alwaies upon you that you may be alwaies green and flourishing in grace that as your dayes so may your spiritual strength be Give not the men of the World occasion to say that your forwardness in religion in your youth was because you wanted wit then but that now you are grown wiser you follow the World as hard as others take liberty in your conversation as others do and give over preciseness and strict walking but let them see that now your judgments are bettered with age and much experience you still chuse rather to suffer affliction with the People of God then to enjoy the pleasures of sin that are but for a season Lastly it is very requisite for those that are converted young and are but yet young to read the Scriptures diligently concerning the duties that God requireth of men in those Relations that his Providence hath put them into or shall put them into in the world Study well the duties of Servants and Masters Children and Parents Wives and Husbands and other Relations As the best Saints are apt to miscarry much in their duties in the Relations they stand in so especially those that are young for want of knowledge of what God requires in his Word in those Relations Therefore art thou called being very young study upon those duties that the Scripture requires towards thy Parents if they be yet alive and make great conscience of them Art thou called being a Servant or intended to be so shortly read over those Scriptures that speak of the duties of Servants again and again pray over those Scriptures often that God would make thee obedient diligent and faithful in that Relation as his Word requires Art thou called and art soon to marry or art newly married study those Scriptures that concern that estate and so for Masters and Parents and the like The holy Scriptures are able to teach you your duties in all these things that you may be throughly surnished with directions from them Let no young people despise this counsel for through their not giving attendance to the Reading study of the Scripture in these things they many times offend God much and whatsoever grace they have the beauty and lustre of it is exceedingly darkned before the eyes of men We hear of such a young person that is much affected with the word and prayes much speaks of good things and prizes Christ but when we inquire how doth he carry it to his Parents or his Master or to his Yoak-fellow it is oftentimes a grief of mind to the Godly-wise and makes them they know not what to think there is so great failing in those duties Now I am speaking of the Lords converting some very young Note this that sometimes young people and especially those that have good education live in godly Families and under the faithful preaching of the word are much convinced and set upon prayer and others rejoyce and hope that it will be a through work and yet all this comes to nothing they soon lose all sense of those things and grow more vile in their practises then they were before And others of them to please their Relations that are godly after they have lost the power of those common convictions they have had will seem to be religious still for a while but when their godly Parents are dead or they come to leave good Families and be for themselves then they will shew what they are indeed Some are notable Hypocrites very young and having good parts and finding that the profession of Religion makes them acceptable to some upon whom they have dependance will make a fair shew to deceive others but let them know that they deceive themselves most in the end when they come to have their portion with the Hypocrites where there is weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth I have dwelt long enough upon this first Head to shew that God doth convert some in youth yea very young and have given cautions and counsel unto such Now to proceed Secondly God doth convert some in their riper years in the midst of their days or in old age as it pleaseth him Abraham in the Old Testament and Nicodemus in the New are recorded as persons converted in their riper years and latter time but whereas some say shew any other instances besides them of persons converted in their latter time I will say that we know not the precise age of the three thousand that were converted Acts 2. nor of those Acts 4.5 nor of those Multitudes that were added to the Lord Acts 5.14 nor of Cornelius his friends Acts 10. upon whom the Holy Ghost fell neither do we know the precise age of Lydia the Jaylor and many others that are mentioned by name in the Scripture whether they were young or old when they were converted nor is it necessary for us to know it It is sufficient for us to know that whosoever cometh unto Christ he will in no wise cast out whether he be young or old Those holy men that shew what an unsuitable time old age is to have then the work to do to make our calling and election sure when we can scarce see to read the Scriptures can scarce hear the word of life that is preached to them and their Memories and parts extreamly decayed must not be understood as if God could not convert such or never did it but to shew that the repentance of such is very often feigned and counterfeit and to warn young people that they do not count upon old-age conversion to the neglecting of remembring their Creatour in the days of their youth It is a great truth that they say that God should not be put off to take the dregs of our lives and to take the Devils leavings for he deserveth the beginning of our strength the best of our days and all our days to serve him but better late then never better come into the Vineyard at the eleventh hour then not at all There have been remarkable conversions of old men recorded by worthy men O that there were more both young and old brought home to Christ I know none that
of their eternal conditions accounting it a piece of Christian humility and holy modesty so to do yea thinking such a frame to be a great preservative from sin and a spur to quicken them to more diligence in Gods ways then if the assurance of the love of God were shed abroad in their hearts by the Holy Ghost do erre not considering so fully the nature of Gospel Grace and a lively hope of salvation that it doth strengthen and enlarge the Soul in holiness and obedience by urging new and further motives to our walking with God and fruitfulness before him It is the duty of all to try their spiritual estates and not to rest satisfied in some probability of the truth and power of grace in them but to give diligence to the attaining of a full assurance thereof Wherefore are we called upon so often in the Scripture to prove our own works to examine our selves whether we be in the faith or no to give diligence to make our calling and election sure if it be not that those that are not yet converted may find it out that they may not deceive themselves but now look after union with Christ which yet they have not and that those that are converted indeed may be assured of it and so rejoyce and give praise and be stirred up to walk worthy in all things of the vocation wherewith they are called If a man be not yet truly converted unto God it is better for him to know how his condition is though for the present it fill his Soul with much anxiety and fear of the wrath to come then that he should go on quietly and presumptuously to Hell If we be foolish Virgins without the Oyle of grace in our vessels 't is better to know it now whilst Oyl may be got then not to know it till time is past and the door is shut Many are greatly offended when they are put upon trying their spiritual estates they say such preaching troubles their consciences they are loath to see in what a miserable condition they are but if the Lord delight in them to make them his people they will bless God that ever they sate under such an awakening Ministry by which the Lord brought them to see they were in the broad way that leadeth to destruction and brought them out of it unto Christ Now then in answer to this great Question How may a man know that he is truly converted and in the state of grace 1. It may be known by discerning the work of grace upon the Heart 2. It may be known by the more immediate testimony of the spirit 1. Conversion may be known by discerning the work of grace upon the heart If a man think himself something when he is nothing he deceiveth himself Gal. 6.3 Well then how shall such a man be undeceived v. 4. Let every man prove his own work so shall he have rejoycing in himself alone and not in another That is let him try whether the Lord hath began the good work of grace in him let him prove and examine himself whether he hath true faith true repentance true love to God true love to the brethren so shall he have rejoycing in himself alone discerning that God hath wrought in him those things that accompany salvation and not rejoyce meerly in the good opinion of others who though they be gracious and spiritual may easily be deceived in judging of the spiritual estate of others being not so suspicious of others as they are of themselves and know not the secret passages between God and their Souls as they know things between God and themselves Many Scriptures might be brought to shew that we are to take this course in judging of our spiritual estates Hereby we know that we know him if we keep his Commandments 1 John 2.3 Hereby know we that we are in him v. 4. We know that we are passed from death to life because we love the brethren 1 John 3.14 Those that deny inherent grace in those that are converted or would not have them to try their spiritual estates thereby are much mistaken Let those who would know whether they be yet converted set themselves as in the presence of the Lord and examine themselves whether the Lord hath made them sensible of the danger and evil that there is in sin whether the Lord hath taken them off from trusting in their own righteousness and strength whether the Lord hath revealed Christ to them as Mediator and fixed their hearts to put their whole trust in him Whether the Lord hath wrought in them godly sorrow for sin and put a new bent of holiness upon their hearts to desire and endeavour to walk so as to please God He that would have these things more fully opened let him remember or look back to the Third Chapter where I have shewn more largely what Conversion and Special Grace is and to let him examine himself accordingly But that I may through the grace of Christ be further helpful to those who would try their spiritual estates to find out what God hath done for their Souls let these things be observed 1. That the work of grace is not always alike visible and discernable in a Child of God neither to himself nor others with whom he hath to do Through bodily distempers through viclent temptations through sore falls into sin and great dissertions and hidings of Gods face from none of which a Child of God is wholly exempted in this life it may come to pass that a true Saint may be very hard put to it to discern the work of grace in himself yea very much fear that he hath no true grace and walk in darkness and trouble of spirit thereupon With some it is thus a great while God orders it thus amongst other holy ends of his by such examples of troubled Consciences to put others upon more tryal of their spiritual estates to draw forth our pity and compassion to such as are in these spiritual distresses and to make us more thankful for the light of Gods spirit to discern the work of grace in ourselves which these poor sorrowful ones cannot attain unto and to shew us that which I am now upon that grace being so little in the best is sometimes scarce discernable especially when the body is sickyl and distempered and there is some special hour and power of darkness upon us By the way I am afraid that sometimes godly Ministers unawares may deliver somethings that may much puzzle poor Christians about trying the work of grace upon their hearts and bring them into great darkness and trouble of spirit However that which I shall take notice of may be a Caution to such as shall read these things that they do not so I have observed that Ministers do sometimes speak so unwarily of the signs of this grace and the other that those signs which they lay down are signs only of the high actings of that grace and
have of assisting grace of new influences of the Spirit and to be kept and upheld by the power of God unto the end of their dayes and their continual prayers and Supplications to God still to teach them quicken them enlarge their hearts incline their hearts unto his Testimonies and make them to go in the path of his Commandments as David did in the Book of Psalms do shew that we are both at first converted and afterwards carried on in Gods wayes and kept and preserved to the heavenly Kingdom by the power of God alone to whom be glory for ever and ever Amen Some are Converted young CHAP. V. Shewing that God Converts men at several Ages some in Youth some in their latter time as it pleaseth him NOw if we enquire into the times and seasons when God hath Converted those whom he hath Predestinated unto Life there is great variety according to the Counsel of his Will there is a set time for the new and spiritual birth of the Elect as well as there is an appointed time for every ones first birth and coming into the World The self same day and hour and moment that God hath d creed from Eternity shall all the Elect of God be brought out of the Egypt of their natural condition to travel towards the heavenly Canaan Therefore passing by what might be said of Gods infusing grace into some in their Infancy as he doth in Elect Infants that die in their Infancy although the manner of his working grace in them is a great secret to us I shall only speak of the times and seasons of Gods working grace in them that live some considerable time in the world First then I say that God converts some in their youth yea very young this we know by Scripture and Experience Josiah Obadiah and Timothy are recorded in the Scripture for early Converts All should remember their Creator in the days of their youth and some God helps by his grace so to do It is a happy thing when in this sense young ones first seek the Kingdom of God before they seek after Wealth or Wife or are scarce capable of regarding such worldly matters It is infinite mercy to be converted at all and a great priviledge to be converted young 1. Those that are converted very young usually have not such terrours and frights of Conscience as others have in their Conversion such thundrings and earthquakes of Law terrours but God speaketh to them with a stiller voice and deals more gently with them Indeed such are sometimes sorely tempted to question the truth of their Conversion because they have not had such great terrors of conscience as some others have had which they have heard or read of yet there is no ground for it for as if a man hath had as great consternation of Spirit and terrours of conscience as ever Cain and Judas had this were not sufficient to prove that he is converted So if a man hath had little feeling of those terrors and yet can find that he loathes himself for sin prizes Christ believes on his Name and heartily desires that he should reigne over him his estate is as good and safe for eternity as if he had been twenty years under extream horrour of conscience night and day and afterwards found peace in Christ Secondly Those that are converted very young usually are prevented by the grace of God from committing many grosse sins which others are guilty of as drunkenness whoredom scoffing at religion and swearing though the two last of these sins now a daies are rise amongst some that are very young even to amazement usually Youth is not so debauched I mean the beginning of Youth as afterwards so that if God please to convert one before he hath run into that excesse of riot it is to be for ever remembred with thankfulness unto the Lord. If our souls never came in act into some secret and open wickedness which naturall men in processe of time as they grow in years do commonly fall into but that the Lord before our vile nature was ripe for the commission of those sins was pleased to Sanctify us and put his fear into our hearts that wee know not what many of those things mean but by heare-say and report we are to take it as a great favour of the Lord. Yet by reason of this some that were converted young are apt to fall into temptation and a snare being apt to be ever and anon leaning something to their own righteousness But as God taketh them off by his grace from putting any confidence therein and leadeth them forth again by his holy spirit to account all their blameless walking before or since their conversion but dung in point of justification and to the end of their days after all their doing and suffering desiring onely to be found in Christ having on them his righteousness to justifie them at Gods Bar. And herein lies much of the light and leading of the spirit of God in them that are true Believers that although others that are ignorant of these things may think that they have not much need of the righteousness of Christ because they have not been stained with grosse sins all their dayes and they themselves at times may be tempted to such thoughts yet the Lord shews them that they are so vile by nature and their best righteousness so imperfect that they have as much need to prize Christ and to live purely and folely upon his righteousness as any poor creatures in the world Again those that are converted young and have not committed some gross sins that others have committed are apt to carry it not with that compassion of the ignorant and of them that are out of the way and utterly debauched as those many times do who have run to the same excesse of riot and are now converted unto God Whereas that is the right Spirit of the Gospel to be very pitiful yea very gentle in our carriage to the vilest of man yet rightly tempered with a holy zeal against sin Likewise those that are converted young and have not committed such abominations as others have done are apt to be lifted up with a conceit of their own strength and not to be so sensible of the corruption of their natures as others are wherefore the Lord doth sometimes leave them unto great temptations and sometimes to fall fouly in some things for a season even after their conversion that they may see what is in their hearts and that they should have been as vile as any in the World if the Lord had not bestowed his grace upon them Whereupon the come to have great humiliation before the Lord and loath themselves in his sight And if God do keep some that are converted young from being tainted with gross sins first or last all their dayes yet sometimes they may be so near the Commission of them but that God doth graciously prevent either by some special Providence or