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hardness_n of_o repentance_n and_o no_o marvel_n that_o case_n slay_v the_o fool_n when_o it_o wound_v even_o the_o godly_a themselves_o cant._n 5.3_o the_o church_n will_v not_o foul_a her_o dainty_a foot_n nor_o get_v off_o her_o bed_n to_o let_v in_o christ_n after_o many_o knook_n and_o persuasion_n ans._n but_o what_o a_o distemper_n be_v in_o that_o judgement_n and_o how_o crazy_a be_v that_o understanding_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n that_o fear_v â—he_v remedy_n more_o than_o the_o disease_n yet_o so_o foolish_a be_v we_o in_o our_o own_o wisdom_n as_o to_o fear_v the_o remedy_n of_o repentance_n more_o than_o the_o sin_n to_o be_v repent_v we_o hold_v that_o extremity_n of_o way_n wardnes_n and_o near_o to_o frenzy_n when_o a_o patient_a will_v rather_o choose_v to_o die_v of_o his_o disease_n than_o to_o endure_v the_o taste_n of_o physic_n because_o it_o be_v bitter_a and_o unpleasant_a even_o so_o although_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v bitter_a and_o unpleasant_a to_o corrupt_v nature_n yet_o wisdom_n will_v conclude_v many_o thing_n to_o be_v wholesome_a which_o be_v not_o so_o toothsome_a 2._o compare_v and_o weigh_v in_o a_o even_a balance_n whether_o the_o pain_n of_o welldoing_a be_v matchable_a with_o the_o pain_n of_o sin_n whether_o the_o momentany_a pain_n of_o repentance_n here_o be_v comparable_a to_o the_o eternal_a pain_n of_o impenitency_n hereafter_o consider_v whether_o the_o crop_n of_o sin_n or_o harvest_n of_o repentance_n be_v better_a the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n and_o be_v not_o death_n painful_a but_o the_o harvest_n of_o repentance_n be_v eternal_a life_n 2._o cor._n 7.10_o godly_a sorrow_n bring_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n say_v now_o whether_o be_v easy_a to_o sow_v in_o tear_n and_o reap_v in_o joy_n or_o to_o sow_v in_o carnal_a jollity_n and_o reap_v in_o eternal_a sorrow_n whether_o be_v easy_a to_o sow_v to_o the_o flesh_n and_o reap_v corruption_n or_o to_o sow_v to_o the_o spirit_n and_o reap_v eternal_a salvation_n 3._o be_v it_o that_o repentance_n be_v unpleasing_a to_o nature_n yet_o a_o christian_a have_v more_o than_o nature_n he_o have_v a_o spirit_n of_o grace_n change_v nature_n and_o make_v the_o commandment_n easy_a whence_o it_o be_v that_o those_o that_o have_v enter_v this_o way_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n have_v master_v the_o flesh_n in_o part_n find_v nothing_o more_o sweet_a than_o the_o tarte_v sorrow_n of_o sound_a repentance_n and_o this_o repentance_n they_o never_o repent_v of_o be_v it_o as_o basil._n laboriosa_fw-la virtutis_fw-la via_fw-la yet_o render_v thyself_o as_o captive_a to_o the_o commandment_n be_v at_o some_o pain_n in_o subdue_a thy_o heart_n thou_o shall_v no_o soon_o begin_v but_o â—ase_v and_o joy_n will_v come_v which_o shall_v abundant_o recompense_v all_o former_a grief_n and_o labour_n object_n alas_o than_o i_o never_o repent_v for_o i_o feel_v no_o inward_a power_n or_o motion_n whence_o i_o can_v draw_v comfort_n from_o my_o repentance_n 〈…〉_z ans._n it_o may_v be_v so_o for_o perhaps_o 1._o thou_o have_v perform_v that_o duty_n in_o a_o cold_a and_o formal_a manner_n or_o 2._o for_o sinister_a end_n not_o for_o conscience_n and_o 3._o by_o fit_n and_o start_v unconstant_o and_o how_o can_v a_o man_n that_o go_v backward_o and_o forward_o make_v riddance_n of_o his_o way_n but_o go_v about_o it_o hearty_o join_v the_o inward_a service_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o seek_v god_n with_o the_o outward_a tie_v thyself_o to_o a_o settle_a course_n in_o performance_n favour_v not_o the_o fleshy_a nor_o care_n to_o fulfil_v it_o in_o the_o lust_n of_o it_o and_o be_v assure_v to_o find_v more_o joy_n and_o sweet_a inward_a motion_n at_o least_o much_o less_o pain_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o repentance_n than_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o sin_n cap._n 25._o objection_n against_o repentance_n from_o a_o man_n election_n 2._o but_o why_o shall_v i_o thus_o abridge_v myself_o with_o needless_a sorrow_n and_o to_o very_o little_a 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vain_a thing_n because_o of_o the_o certainty_n of_o god_n decree_n concern_v their_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n 1._o the_o wise_a god_n in_o all_o his_o decree_n to_o his_o main_a end_n have_v also_o decree_v the_o mean_n serve_v and_o lead_v to_o those_o end_n the_o end_n of_o his_o election_n be_v either_o next_o which_o be_v the_o glorification_n of_o the_o elect_a or_o the_o remote_a and_o high_a his_o own_o glory_n in_o the_o saint_n the_o mean_v decree_v to_o these_o end_n be_v christ_n regeneration_n by_o the_o spirit_n require_v in_o all_o that_o must_v be_v save_v even_o the_o small_a infant_n and_o in_o man_n of_o year_n knowledge_n of_o the_o word_n faith_n repentance_n obedience_n and_o as_o those_o end_n be_v steadfast_o and_o unchangeable_o so_o be_v the_o mean_n as_o certain_o decree_v as_o those_o end_n and_o
i_o shall_v be_v convert_v lament_n 5.21_o turn_v we_o o_o lord_n unto_o thou_o and_o we_o shall_v be_v turn_v 3._o such_o be_v the_o strong_a resistance_n and_o enemy_n of_o grace_n within_o we_o and_o without_o we_o that_o it_o must_v be_v only_o the_o spirit_n of_o power_n and_o fortitude_n that_o must_v conquer_v they_o the_o strong_a man_n have_v take_v the_o hold_n the_o devil_n work_v effectual_o in_o blind_a the_o eye_n and_o take_v captive_a the_o will_n of_o wicked_a man_n to_o rule_v they_o at_o his_o pleasure_n 2._o tim._n 2.26_o and_o only_o a_o strong_a man_n can_v cast_v he_o out_o such_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o lust_n and_o the_o numberless_a excuse_n of_o sin_n and_o sinner_n as_o only_o the_o spirit_n can_v convince_v of_o sin_n such_o be_v the_o frowardness_n and_o perverseness_n of_o spirit_n in_o evil_a man_n yea_o the_o deadness_n and_o senselessness_n of_o heart_n obfirm_v by_o wicked_a habit_n and_o custom_n of_o himself_o and_o the_o world_n without_o that_o all_o the_o power_n of_o the_o mean_n shall_v be_v frustrate_a and_o be_v ineffectual_a to_o turn_v the_o sinner_n if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n quicken_v they_o not_o with_o life_n and_o power_n to_o this_o purpose_n whence_o it_o will_v follow_v 1._o that_o we_o can_v repent_v when_o we_o will_v as_o the_o atheist_n think_v repentance_n be_v no_o flower_n that_o grow_v in_o our_o own_o garden_n if_o the_o lord_n by_o his_o spirit_n draw_v we_o not_o we_o never_o run_v after_o he_o object_n but_o why_o have_v we_o so_o many_o commandment_n to_o repent_v if_o it_o be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n they_o seem_v to_o be_v very_o idle_a answ._n 1._o deus_fw-la jubet_fw-la quae_fw-la non_fw-la possumus_fw-la ut_fw-la noverimus_fw-la quid_fw-la ab_fw-la eo_fw-la petere_fw-la debeamus_fw-la say_v augustine_n 2._o exhortation_n be_v instrument_n in_o which_o the_o spirit_n put_v forth_o his_o power_n and_o come_v into_o our_o heart_n 2._o we_o must_v beware_v of_o resist_v the_o spirit_n in_o this_o work_n or_o in_o the_o mean_n whereby_o he_o work_v repentance_n in_o us._n quest._n tell_v we_o how_o the_o spirit_n bring_v we_o to_o repentance_n answ._n 1._o docendo_fw-la he_o must_v teach_v outward_o the_o teach_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v necessary_a to_o lead_v we_o into_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o of_o god_n the_o former_a he_o do_v by_o the_o law_n let_v we_o see_v our_o misery_n 1._o by_o sin_n 2._o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n the_o latter_a by_o the_o gospel_n show_v we_o what_o god_n be_v in_o his_o son_n and_o unto_o we_o ready_a to_o receive_v we_o to_o grace_n and_o mercy_n every_o one_o must_v therefore_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o ministry_n see_v the_o spirit_n not_o without_o the_o word_n but_o by_o the_o word_n as_o a_o ordinary_a instrument_n work_v repentance_n hear_v the_o word_n persuade_v and_o invite_v to_o repentance_n promise_v grace_n and_o mercy_n to_o the_o penitent_a threaten_v the_o impenitent_a isaiah_n 55.7_o by_o this_o mean_v the_o jew_n be_v prick_v and_o convert_v act_v 2.37_o by_o the_o lydia_n heart_n be_v open_v act_v 16._o and_o such_o as_o refuse_v and_o resist_v the_o word_n be_v never_o draw_v to_o repentance_n pro._n 1._o because_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o voice_n i_o will_v not_o hear_v you_o 2._o ducendo_fw-la by_o inward_a move_n and_o persuade_v the_o spirit_n must_v be_v doctor_n and_o ducton_n this_o inward_a motion_n be_v 1._o in_o change_v the_o mind_n to_o see_v both_o sin_n and_o the_o reward_n of_o sin_n what_o and_o how_o great_a both_o of_o they_o be_v 2._o in_o frame_v the_o will_n and_o make_v it_o of_o evil_a good_a and_o bow_v it_o from_o itself_o to_o the_o willing_a of_o grace_n 3._o in_o kindle_v the_o affection_n with_o a_o desire_n of_o good_a and_o hatred_n of_o evil_a now_o therefore_o if_o thou_o will_v true_o repent_v thou_o must_v also_o give_v thyself_o to_o be_v lead_v by_o the_o spirit_n cherish_v his_o motion_n affect_v his_o grace_n for_o he_o must_v not_o only_o show_v we_o repentance_n but_o lead_v we_o into_o it_o 3._o if_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o efficient_a and_o author_n of_o repentance_n than_o never_o despair_v of_o great_a sinner_n he_o can_v present_o make_v of_o saul_n a_o persecutor_n paul_n a_o preacher_n he_o can_v easy_o raise_v a_o dead_a man_n from_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n let_v he_o be_v never_o so_o rot_v here_o be_v a_o work_n of_o power_n and_o a_o powerful_a worker_n neither_o be_v out_o of_o heart_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o strong_a corruption_n and_o resistance_n against_o grace_n when_o thou_o see_v army_n of_o lust_n rise_v up_o in_o thou_o and_o whole_a host_n of_o rebel_n up_o in_o arm_n against_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n hold_v on_o the_o combat_n and_o this_o spirit_n of_o power_n shall_v chase_v they_o before_o thou_o go_v forth_o in_o his_o strength_n and_o fear_v not_o assure_v victory_n great_a be_v the_o spirit_n in_o thou_o than_o in_o the_o world_n cap._n 3._o of_o the_o subject_n of_o repentance_n 2._o the_o subject_n of_o repentance_n be_v the_o believer_n the_o general_a subject_n of_o repentance_n be_v a_o sinner_n for_o christ_n come_v to_o call_v sinner_n but_o because_o every_o sinner_n repent_v not_o i_o say_v only_o the_o believer_n turn_v where_o i_o plain_o conclude_v that_o question_n wherein_o be_v more_o scruple_n than_o stay_a wisdom_n that_o faith_n go_v before_o repentance_n &_o not_o repentance_n before_o faith_n here_o be_v 1._o reason_n 2._o caution_n reason_n 1._o the_o fountain_n must_v be_v before_o the_o stream_n the_o root_n before_o the_o fruit_n the_o cause_n before_o the_o effect_n but_o faith_n lean_v upon_o god_n mercy_n manifest_v in_o the_o promise_n be_v the_o instrumental_a cause_n of_o repentance_n hos._n 6.1_o come_v let_v we_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v smite_v and_o he_o will_v heal_v the_o hope_n of_o god_n heal_v that_o be_v of_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o repentance_n psal._n 130.4_o mercy_n be_v with_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v which_o show_v that_o no_o man_n can_v lay_v hold_n upon_o god_n to_o fear_v and_o reverence_v he_o but_o he_o that_o be_v persuade_v of_o his_o favour_n two_o can_v walk_v together_o unless_o they_o be_v friend_n and_o man_n never_o meet_v god_n in_o repentance_n while_o he_o conceive_v god_n a_o enemy_n but_o run_v away_o from_o he_o as_o a_o strict_a judge_n slavish_a fear_n bring_v not_o a_o man_n to_o god_n but_o love_n which_o be_v a_o fruit_n of_o faith_n for_o faith_n work_v by_o love_n therefore_o faith_n be_v before_o repentance_n 2._o true_a repentance_n be_v a_o save_a grace_n and_o every_o save_a grace_n be_v from_o christ._n john_n 15.4_o no_o branch_n can_v bear_v fruit_n of_o itself_o unless_o it_o abide_v in_o the_o vine_n every_o penitent_a must_v therefore_o receive_v christ_n before_o the_o gift_n of_o repentance_n and_o no_o receive_n of_o christ_n but_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n john_n 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unto_o which_o he_o find_v himself_o bind_v in_o many_o strong_a obligation_n as_o when_o he_o consider_v how_o many_o sin_n be_v forgive_v he_o he_o can_v choose_v but_o love_n much_o and_o that_o his_o reconciliation_n be_v make_v by_o the_o death_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n love_n through_o who_o as_o a_o conduit_n pipe_n all_o grace_n flow_v into_o he_o here_o be_v the_o strong_a attractive_a and_o loadstone_n of_o love_n that_o ever_o be_v if_o great_a benefit_n and_o gift_n be_v great_a binder_n what_o be_v the_o great_a gift_n of_o all_o the_o give_v of_o his_o son_n to_o be_v a_o surety_n and_o satisfaction_n for_o sin_n 2_o when_o he_o consider_v that_o the_o lord_n shall_v choose_v he_o so_o vile_a a_o creature_n to_o such_o grace_n of_o life_n not_o only_o remove_v infinite_a evil_n but_o in_o confer_v so_o many_o mercy_n as_o be_v beyond_o all_o his_o thought_n not_o only_o redeem_v he_o by_o his_o son_n but_o govern_v he_o by_o his_o spirit_n teach_v 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