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&_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ—_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o 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god_n why_o be_v it_o so_o so_o odious_a it_o must_v be_v so_o because_o he_o that_o have_v sin_v and_o then_o repent_v have_v weigh_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n in_o a_o balance_n he_o have_v hear_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n plead_v and_o after_o hear_v give_v judgement_n on_o that_o side_n to_o which_o he_o adhere_v by_o his_o subsequent_a practice_n tertull._n if_o he_o return_v to_o his_o sin_n he_o decree_v for_o satan_n he_o prefer_v sin_n before_o grace_n and_o satan_n before_o god_n and_o in_o contempt_n of_o god_n declare_v the_o precedency_n for_o his_o adversary_n and_o a_o contempt_n wound_v deep_a than_o a_o injury_n a_o relapse_n deep_o than_o a_o blasphemy_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o a_o relapse_n be_v more_o odious_a to_o thou_o need_v i_o ask_v why_o it_o be_v more_o dangerous_a more_o pernicious_a to_o i_o be_v there_o any_o other_o measure_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o danger_n than_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n how_o fit_o and_o how_o fearful_o have_v thou_o express_v my_o case_n in_o a_o stormâ—t_a â—t_z sea_n if_o i_o relapse_n they_o mount_v up_o to_o heaven_n 26._o and_o they_o go_v down_o again_o to_o the_o depth_n my_o sickness_n bring_v i_o to_o thou_o in_o repentance_n and_o my_o relapse_n have_v cast_v i_o far_o from_o thou_o 12.45_o the_o end_n of_o that_o man_n shall_v be_v worse_o than_o the_o beginning_n say_v thy_o word_n thy_o son_n my_o beginning_n be_v sickness_n punishment_n for_o sin_n but_o a_o worse_a thing_n may_v follow_v 8.14_o say_v he_o also_o if_o i_o sin_v again_o not_o only_a death_n which_o be_v a_o â—nd_n worse_o than_o sickness_n which_o be_v the_o beginning_n but_o hell_n which_o be_v a_o beginning_n worse_o than_o that_o end_n 70._o thy_o great_a servant_n deny_v thy_o son_n and_o he_o deny_v he_o again_o but_o all_o before_o repentance_n here_o be_v no_o relapse_n o_o if_o thou_o have_v ever_o readmit_v adam_n into_o paradise_n how_o abstinent_o will_v he_o have_v walk_v by_o 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pet_n 2.25_o io._n 20.22_o ecclus._n 13.23_o augustus_n 2_o sam._n 19.12_o 2_o sam._n 24._o â—â—_o v_o 17._o 2_o chro._n 14.8_o 2._o chro._n 25.16_o 42.13_o 9.6_o 11.2_o gen._n 1.26_o job._n 1._o tim._n 4.1_o ose._n 4.12_o esa._n 19.14_o apoc._n 7.1_o josephus_n jere._n 9.21_o io._n 8.44_o joh._n 6.70_o ps._n 19.12_o isaiah_n 47.10_o gen._n 4.10_o jer._n 20.27_o eccle._n 10.20_o gen._n 3.8_o eccles._n 12.14_o mat._n 10.26_o psal._n 32.34_o 8.5_o prou._n 23.26_o job._n 1.8_o jer._n 17_o 9_o gen._n 6.5_o amos_n 4.14_o 1_o sam._n 13_o 14._o jer._n 3.15_o ezech._n 11_o 19_o eccles._n 7.26_o prou._n 28.26_o io._n 13.2_o ecclus._n 50.23_o levit._n 26_o 36._o jos._n 2.11_o 1_o sam._n 7.3_o 2._o cor._n 1.22_o 1._o sam._n 25.37_o 24.5_o 1._o sam._n 24.10_o 1._o reg._n 8.38_o phil._n 4.7_o coma_o latro_fw-la in_o val._n max._n ardionus_fw-la 4.14_o gen._n 2.6_o levit._n 16_o 23._o ezech._n 8.11_o sap._n 7.24_o sap._n 11.18_o joel._n 2.30_o act._n 2.19_o psa._n 78.8_o esa._n 6.4_o apo._n 9.2_o psa._n 91.13_o eze._n 7.16_o 37.3_o can._n 4.7_o jud._n 23._o job_n 9.30_o ephes._n 5.29_o josua_n 22.17_o sap._n 13.14_o gen._n 30.33_o mat._n 9.12_o job_n 11.15_o dan._n 7_o 9_o mat._n 20.6_o 6â—34_n 4.10_o 2_o 16â—_n 2._o cor._n 6.2_o apoc._n 6.17_o eph._n 6.1_o 3._o joh._n v_o 2._o heb._n 1.2_o 2._o thes._n 5.8_o mat._n 23_o 30â—_n mat._n 22.15_o v._o 23._o v._o 34._o v._o 46._o gen._n 32.26_o 2_o pet._n 3.8_o ecclus._n 41.1_o mat._n 28.20_o psa._n 121.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.3_o psa._n 127_o 1._o leu._n 26.6_o jon._n 1.5_o mat._n 8.24_o io._n 11.12_o eccles._n 8.16_o pro._n 4.16_o eccles._n 5.12_o mat._n 13.25.28.13_o 26.40_o jud._n 16.3_o vers_fw-la 19_o eph._n 5.14_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o jer._n 51.59_o can._n 5.8_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o vers_fw-la 10._o magius_n antwerp_n rouen_n roccha_n num._n 10_o 1._o exo._n 18._o apoc._n 14_o 13._o gen._n 49.1_o deut._n 33_o 1._o 2_o reg._n 20.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.13_o joh._n 14.1_o psal._n 31.5_o levit._n 21_o 1._o sap._n 14.14_o sap._n 13.9_o sap._n 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2.3_o 1_o â—o_z 3.4_o rom._n 7.23_o jer._n 6.7_o 7.26_o jacob_n 1.14_o gen._n 3.6_o 1_o reg._n 1â—_n 3_o 1_o reg._n 21_o 1_o par._n 22_o 3._o luâ—_n 23.23_o act._n 12.3_o eph._n 4.22_o 1_o cor._n 5.7_o psal._n 78.41_o num._n 14_o 22._o jos._n 23.12_o deut._n 13_o 12._o iâ—s_n 22.11_o 1.12_o num._n 25_o 4._o tertull._n psa._n 107_o 26._o mat._n 12.45_o io._n 8.14_o mar._n 14_o 70._o ecclus._n 2.18_o ecclus._n 21.1_o 2._o cor._n 11.25_o timo._n 1.19_o
of_o need_n be_v not_o my_o meditation_n rather_o to_o be_v incline_v another_o way_n to_o condole_v and_o commiserate_v their_o distress_n who_o have_v none_o how_o many_o be_v sick_a perchance_o than_o i_o and_o lay_v in_o their_o woeful_a straw_n at_o home_n if_o that_o coâ—ner_n be_v a_o home_n and_o have_v no_o more_o hope_n of_o help_n though_o they_o die_v then_o of_o preferment_n though_o they_o live_v nor_o do_v no_o more_o expect_v to_o see_v a_o physician_n then_o then_o to_o be_v a_o officer_n after_o of_o who_o the_o first_o that_o take_v knowledge_n be_v thâ—_n sexton_n that_o bury_v themâ—_n who_o bury_v they_o in_o oblivion_n too_o for_o theâ—_n do_v but_o fill_v up_o the_o number_n of_o the_o dead_a in_o the_o bill_n but_o we_o shall_v never_o hear_v their_o name_n till_o we_o read_v they_o in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n with_o our_o own_o how_o many_o be_v sick_a perchance_o than_o i_o and_o throw_v into_o hospital_n where_o as_o a_o fish_n leave_v upon_o the_o sand_n 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sâ—â—_n of_o man_n 25.31_o shall_v come_v in_o his_o glory_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a angel_n with_o he_o the_o angel_n that_o celebrate_v his_o birth_n to_o the_o shepherd_n 21.15_o the_o angel_n that_o celebrate_v his_o second_o birth_n his_o resurrection_n to_o the_o mary_n be_v in_o the_o plural_a 20.12_o angel_n associate_v with_o angel_n 28.12_o in_o jacob_n ladder_n they_o which_o ascend_v and_o descend_v &_o maintain_v the_o trade_n between_o heaven_n and_o earth_n between_o thou_o and_o we_o they_o who_o have_v the_o commission_n 91.13_o and_o charge_v to_o guide_v we_o in_o all_o our_o way_n they_o whâ—â—_n hasten_v lot_n 19.15_o and_o in_o himâ—_n we_o from_o place_n of_o danger_n and_o tentation_n theâ—_n who_o be_v appoint_v to_o instruct_v &_o govern_v we_o in_o thâ—_n church_n here_o 1.20_o they_o who_o be_v send_v to_o punish_v the_o disobedient_a and_o refractory_a 8.2_o they_o that_o be_v to_o be_v the_o mower_n 13.39_o and_o harvest_n meâ—_n after_o we_o be_v grow_v â—p_n in_o one_o field_n the_o church_n 〈◊〉_d the_o day_n of_o judgement_n they_o that_o be_v to_o carry_v oâ—â—_n soul_n whither_o they_o caâ—â—â—ed_v lazarus_n 16.22_o they_o who_o attend_v at_o the_o several_a gateâ—_n of_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n 21.12_o to_o admit_v we_o there_o all_o these_o who_o administer_v to_o thy_o servant_n from_o the_o first_o to_o their_o last_o be_v angel_n angel_n in_o the_o plural_a in_o every_o service_n angel_n associate_v with_o angel_n the_o power_n of_o a_o single_a angel_n we_o see_v in_o that_o one_o who_o in_o one_o night_n destroy_v almost_o 200._o thousand_o in_o sennacherib_n army_n 19.35_o yet_o thou_o often_o imploye_v many_o as_o we_o know_v the_o power_n of_o salvation_n be_v abundant_o in_o any_o one_o evangelist_n and_o yet_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o four_o 4.18_o thy_o son_n proâ—claimes_v of_o himself_o thâ—_n thy_o spirit_n have_v anoint_v he_o to_o preach_v the_o gospelâ—â—_n â—_z yet_o he_o have_v give_v otheâ—s_o for_o the_o 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we_o scarce_o hear_v of_o any_o man_n prefer_v but_o we_o think_v of_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v very_o well_o have_v be_v that_o man_n why_o may_v not_o i_o have_v be_v that_o man_n that_o be_v carry_v to_o his_o grave_n now_o can_v i_o â—it_n myself_o to_o stand_v or_o sit_v in_o any_o man_n place_n &_o not_o to_o lie_v in_o any_o man_n grave_n i_o may_v lack_v much_o of_o the_o good_a part_n of_o the_o mean_a but_o i_o lâ—cke_v nothing_o of_o the_o mortality_n of_o the_o weak_a thâ—y_o may_v have_v acquire_v better_a ability_n than_o i_o but_o i_o be_v bear_v to_o as_o many_o infirmity_n as_o they_o to_o be_v a_o incumbent_n by_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o grave_n to_o be_v a_o doctor_n by_o teach_v mortification_n by_o example_n by_o die_v though_o i_o may_v have_v senior_n other_o may_v be_v elder_a than_o i_o yet_o i_o have_v proceed_v apace_o in_o a_o good_a university_n and_o go_v a_o great_a way_n in_o a_o little_a time_n by_o the_o furtherance_n of_o a_o vehement_a fever_n and_o whosoever_o these_o bell_n bring_v to_o the_o ground_n to_o day_n if_o he_o and_o i_o have_v be_v compare_v yesterday_o perchance_o i_o shall_v have_v be_v think_v likely_a to_o come_v to_o this_o preferment_n then_o than_o he_o god_n have_v keep_v the_o power_n of_o death_n in_o his_o own_o hand_n lest_o any_o man_n shall_v bribe_v death_n if_o man_n know_v the_o gain_n of_o death_n the_o ease_n of_o death_n he_o will_v solicit_v he_o will_v provoke_v death_n to_o assist_v he_o by_o any_o â—and_n which_o he_o may_v use_v but_o as_o when_o man_n see_v many_o of_o their_o own_o profession_n prefer_v it_o minister_v a_o hope_n that_o that_o may_v light_v upon_o they_o so_o when_o these_o hourly_a bell_n tell_v i_o of_o so_o many_o funeral_n of_o man_n like_o i_o it_o present_v if_o not_o a_o desire_n that_o it_o may_v yet_o a_o comfort_n whensoever_o i_o shall_v come_v 16._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o do_v not_o expostulate_v with_o thou_o but_o with_o they_o who_o dare_v do_v that_o who_o dare_v expostulate_v with_o thou_o when_o in_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o church_n thou_o give_v allowance_n to_o this_o ceremony_n of_o bell_n at_o funeral_n be_v it_o enough_o to_o refuse_v it_o because_o it_o be_v in_o use_n among_o the_o gentile_n so_o be_v funeral_n too_o be_v it_o because_o some_o abuse_n may_v have_v creep_v in_o among_o christian_n be_v that_o enough_o that_o their_o ring_n have_v be_v say_v to_o drive_v away_o evil_a spirit_n true_o that_o be_v so_o far_o true_a as_o that_o the_o evil_a spirit_n be_v vehement_o vex_v in_o their_o ring_n therefore_o because_o that_o action_n bring_v the_o congregation_n together_o and_o unite_v god_n and_o his_o people_n to_o the_o destruction_n of_o that_o kingdom_n which_o the_o evil_a spirit_n usurp_v in_o the_o first_o institution_n of_o thy_o church_n in_o this_o world_n in_o the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o militant_a church_n among_o the_o jew_n thou_o do_v appoint_v the_o call_n of_o the_o assembly_n in_o 1._o to_o be_v by_o trumpet_n and_o when_o they_o be_v in_o than_o thou_o give_v they_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n in_o the_o garment_n of_o thy_o priest_n â—_z in_o the_o triumphant_a church_n 18._o thou_o imploie_v both_o too_o but_o in_o a_o invert_v order_n we_o enter_v into_o the_o triumphant_a church_n by_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n for_o we_o enter_v when_o we_o die_v and_o then_o we_o receive_v our_o further_a edification_n or_o consummation_n by_o the_o sound_n of_o trumpet_n at_o the_o resurrection_n the_o sound_n of_o thy_o trumpet_n thou_o do_v impart_v to_o secular_a aâ—d_n civil_a use_n too_o but_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n only_o to_o sacred_a lord_n let_v not_o we_o break_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n in_o that_o which_o be_v intend_v for_o the_o advancement_n of_o it_o let_v not_o that_o pull_v we_o asunder_o from_o one_o another_o which_o be_v intend_v for_o the_o assemble_v of_o we_o in_o the_o militant_a and_o associate_a of_o we_o to_o the_o triumphant_a church_n but_o he_o for_o who_o funeral_n these_o bell_n ring_v now_o be_v at_o home_n at_o his_o journey_n end_n yesterday_o why_o ring_v they_o now_o a_o man_n that_o be_v a_o world_n be_v all_o the_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n he_o be_v a_o army_n and_o when_o a_o army_n march_v the_o vaunt_v may_v lodge_v to_o night_n where_o the_o rear_n come_v not_o till_o to_o morrow_n a_o man_n extend_v to_o his_o act_n and_o to_o his_o example_n to_o that_o which_o he_o do_v and_o that_o which_o he_o teach_v so_o do_v those_o thing_n that_o concern_v he_o so_o do_v these_o bell_n that_o which_o ring_v yesterday_o be_v to_o convey_v he_o out_o of_o the_o world_n in_o his_o vaunt_n in_o his_o souleâ—_n that_o which_o ring_v to_o day_n be_v to_o bring_v he_o in_o his_o rear_n in_o his_o body_n to_o the_o church_n and_o this_o continue_n of_o ring_v after_o his_o enter_v be_v to_o bring_v he_o to_o i_o in_o the_o application_n where_o i_o lie_v i_o can_v hear_v the_o psalm_n and_o do_v join_v with_o the_o congregation_n in_o it_o but_o i_o can_v not_o hear_v the_o sermon_n and_o these_o latter_a bell_n be_v a_o repetition_n sermon_n to_o i_o but_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n do_v i_o that_o have_v this_o fever_n need_v other_o remembrance_n of_o my_o mortality_n be_v not_o my_o own_o hollow_a voice_n voice_z enough_o to_o pronounce_v that_o to_o i_o need_v i_o look_v upon_o a_o deaths-head_n in_o a_o ring_n that_o have_v one_o in_o my_o face_n or_o go_v for_o death_n to_o my_o neighbour_n house_n that_o have_v he_o in_o my_o bosom_n we_o can_v we_o can_v o_o my_o god_n take_v in_o too_o many_o help_n for_o religious_a duty_n i_o know_v i_o can_v have_v any_o better_a image_n of_o thou_o than_o thy_o son_n nor_o any_o better_a image_n of_o he_o than_o his_o gospel_n yet_o must_v not_o i_o with_o thanks_o confess_v to_o thou_o that_o some_o historical_a picture_n of_o he_o have_v sometime_o put_v i_o upon_o better_a meditation_n than_o otherwise_o i_o shall_v have_v fall_v upon_o i_o know_v thy_o church_n need_v not_o to_o have_v take_v in_o from_o jew_n or_o gentile_n any_o supply_n for_o the_o exaltation_n of_o thy_o glory_n or_o our_o devotion_n of_o absolute_a necessity_n i_o know_v â—hee_o need_v not_o but_o yet_o we_o owe_v thou_o our_o thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v her_o leave_n to_o do_v so_o and_o that_o as_o in_o make_v we_o christian_n thou_o do_v not_o destroy_v that_o which_o we_o be_v before_o natural_a man_n so_o in_o the_o exalt_v of_o our_o religious_a devotions_n noâ—_n we_o be_v christian_n thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o continue_v to_o we_o those_o assistance_n which_o do_v work_v upon_o the_o affection_n of_o natural_a man_n before_o for_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a man_n as_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a christian_a and_o though_o grace_n be_v mere_o from_o thou_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o plant_v grace_n but_o in_o good_a nature_n 16._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v consecrate_v our_o live_a body_n to_o thy_o own_o spirit_n and_o make_v we_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v also_o requirâ—_n a_o respect_n to_o be_v give_v to_o these_o temple_n even_o when_o the_o priest_n be_v go_v out_o of_o they_o to_o these_o body_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v depart_v from_o they_o i_o bless_v and_o glorify_v thy_o name_n that_o as_o thou_o take_v care_n in_o our_o life_n of_o every_o hair_n of_o our_o head_n so_o do_v thou_o also_o of_o every_o grain_n of_o ash_n after_o our_o death_n neither_o do_v thou_o only_o do_v good_a to_o we_o all_o in_o life_n and_o death_n but_o also_o will_v have_v we_o do_v good_a to_o one_o another_o as_o in_o a_o holy_a life_n so_o in_o those_o thing_n which_o accompany_v our_o death_n in_o that_o contemplation_n i_o make_v account_n that_o i_o hear_v this_o dead_a brother_n of_o we_o who_o be_v now_o carry_v out_o to_o his_o burial_n to_o speak_v to_o i_o and_o to_o preach_v my_o funeral_n sermon_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o these_o bell_n in_o he_o o_o god_n thou_o have_v accomplish_v to_o i_o even_o the_o request_n of_o dives_fw-la to_o abraham_n thou_o have_v send_v one_o from_o the_o dead_a to_o speak_v unto_o i_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o aloud_o from_o that_o steeple_n he_o whisper_v to_o i_o at_o these_o curtain_n and_o he_o speak_v thy_o word_n 13._o bless_v be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o henceforth_o let_v this_o prayer_n therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v as_o my_o last_o gasp_n my_o expire_a my_o die_a in_o thou_o that_o if_o this_o be_v the_o hour_n of_o my_o transmigration_n i_o may_v die_v the_o
who_o see_v thâ—â—_n who_o fâ—â—rches_v those_o rollsâ—_n whether_o i_o do_v believe_v or_o no_o be_v it_o not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n that_o thou_o do_v so_o frequent_o so_o earnest_o refer_v we_o to_o the_o hand_n to_o the_o observation_n of_o action_n there_o be_v a_o little_a suspicion_n a_o little_a imputation_n lay_v upon_o over-tedious_a and_o dilatory_a counsel_n many_o good_a occasion_n slip_v away_o in_o long_a consultation_n and_o it_o may_v be_v a_o degree_n of_o sloth_n to_o be_v too_o long_o in_o mend_v net_n though_o that_o must_v be_v do_v 11.4_o he_o that_o observe_v the_o wind_n shall_v not_o see_v and_o he_o that_o regard_v the_o â—â—ouds_n shall_v not_o reap_v that_o be_v he_o that_o be_v too_o dilatory_a too_o superstitious_a â—n_n these_o observation_n and_o study_n but_o the_o excuse_n of_o his_o own_o idleness_n in_o â—hem_n but_o that_o which_o â—he_v same_o wise_a and_o royal_a servant_n of_o thou_o say_v in_o â—n_n other_o place_n all_o accept_v â—nd_v ask_v no_o comment_n upon_o it_o 4._o he_o become_v poor_a that_o deal_v with_o a_o slack_a handâ—_n but_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o diligent_a make_v rich_a all_o evil_n impute_v to_o the_o absence_n all_o good_a attribute_v to_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o â—and_n i_o know_v my_o god_n and_o i_o bless_v thy_o name_n for_o know_v itâ—_n for_o all_o good_a knowledge_n be_v from_o thou_o that_o thou_o consider_v the_o heart_n but_o thou_o take_v not_o off_o thy_o eye_n till_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o hand_n nay_o my_o god_n do_v not_o thy_o spirit_n intimate_v that_o thou_o begin_v where_o we_o begin_v at_o least_o that_o thou_o allow_v we_o to_o begin_v there_o when_o thou_o ordere_v thy_o own_o answer_n to_o thy_o own_o question_n 24.3_o who_o shall_v ascend_v into_o the_o hill_n of_o the_o lord_n thus_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n and_o a_o pure_a heart_n do_v â—â—ou_v not_o at_o least_o send_v 〈◊〉_d first_o to_o the_o hand_n â—nd_n be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o â—heir_a hand_n that_o declaâ—â—tion_n of_o their_o holy_a zeal_n 〈◊〉_d the_o present_a execution_n â—f_o manifest_a idolater_n â—â—lled_v a_o consecration_n of_o themselves_o 31.29_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n their_o hand_n be_v â—alled_v all_o themselves_o for_o â—uen_o counsel_v itself_o go_v â—nder_v that_o name_n in_o thy_o word_n who_o know_v best_a â—ow_o to_o give_v right_a name_n because_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o â—_z assist_v david_n saul_n say_v the_o hand_n of_o the_o priest_n be_v with_o davidâ—_n 22.17_o and_o that_o which_o be_v often_o say_v by_o moses_n be_v very_o often_o repeat_v by_o thy_o other_o prophet_n 8.36_o these_o and_o these_o thing_n the_o lord_n speak_v and_o the_o lord_n say_v and_o the_o lord_n commanmand_v not_o by_o the_o counsel_n not_o by_o the_o voice_n but_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o moses_n and_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o prophet_n evermore_o we_o be_v refer_v for_o our_o evidence_n of_o other_o and_o of_o ourselves_o to_o the_o hand_n to_o action_n to_o work_n there_o be_v something_o before_o it_o believe_v and_o there_o be_v some_o thing_n after_o it_o suffering_n but_o in_o the_o most_o eminent_a and_o obvious_a and_o conspicuous_a place_n stand_v do_v why_o then_o o_o my_o god_n my_o blessed_a god_n in_o the_o way_n of_o my_o spiritual_a strength_n come_v â—l_o so_o slow_a to_o action_n i_o be_v whip_v by_o thy_o rod_n before_o i_o come_v to_o consultation_n to_o consider_v my_o state_n and_o shall_v i_o goâ—_n no_o far_o as_o he_o that_o will_v describe_v a_o circle_n in_o paper_n if_o he_o have_v bring_v that_o circle_n within_o one_o inch_n of_o finish_v yet_o if_o he_o remove_v his_o compass_n he_o can_v make_v iâ—_n up_o a_o perfect_a circle_n except_o he_o fall_v to_o work_v again_o to_o find_v out_o the_o samâ—_n centre_n â—_z so_o though_o set_v that_o foot_n of_o my_o compassâ—_n upon_o thou_o i_o have_v gonâ—_n so_o far_o as_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o myself_o yet_o iâ—_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o my_o centre_n 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be_v extinguish_v i_o know_v i_o be_o not_o subâ—mitted_v to_o such_o a_o confession_n as_o be_v a_o rack_n and_o torâ—ture_n of_o the_o conscience_n but_o i_o know_v i_o be_o not_o exempt_a from_o all_o if_o it_o be_v mere_o problematicall_a leave_v mere_o indifferent_a whether_o we_o shall_v takâ—_n this_o physic_n use_v thiâ—_n confession_n or_o no_o a_o great_a physician_n acknowledge_v this_o to_o have_v be_v his_o practice_n galen_n to_o minister_v many_o thing_n which_o he_o be_v not_o sure_a will_v do_v good_a but_o never_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o such_o as_o he_o be_v sure_a will_v do_v no_o harm_n the_o use_n of_o this_o spiritual_a physic_n can_v certain_o do_v no_o harm_n and_o the_o church_n have_v always_o think_v that_o it_o may_v and_o doubtless_o many_o humble_a soul_n have_v find_v that_o it_o have_v do_v they_o good_a i_o will_v therefore_o take_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n 12._o and_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n i_o will_v fill_v this_o cup_n of_o compunction_n 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