what_o it_o be_v to_o have_v his_o bone_n break_v at_o his_o first_o come_v home_o i_o can_v learn_v nothing_o to_o the_o contrary_a but_o that_o god_n begin_v early_o with_o he_o it_o may_v be_v in_o his_o childhood_n most_o probable_a as_o most_o of_o the_o saint_n record_v in_o scripture_n but_o it_o have_v be_v the_o case_n of_o other_o in_o who_o god_n begin_v as_o early_o as_o in_o he_o i_o doubt_v not_o to_o say_v but_o most_o what_o though_o not_o always_o those_o who_o be_v bear_v of_o godly_a parent_n and_o bring_v up_o under_o their_o wing_n especial_o if_o parent_n be_v prudent_a in_o government_n as_o well_o as_o godly_a and_o the_o ministry_n clear_a and_o quick_a to_o join_v with_o the_o parent_n that_o god_n cast_v in_o his_o seed_n of_o grace_n betimes_o and_o so_o he_o do_v in_o some_o other_o though_o not_o so_o common_o if_o parent_n be_v wicked_a and_o negligent_a now_o though_o these_o may_v have_v fear_n yet_o to_o have_v they_o so_o afflictive_a and_o terrify_a at_o first_o they_o have_v they_o not_o but_o divers_a of_o these_o have_v meet_v afterward_o with_o their_o load_n what_o reason_n the_o lord_n may_v have_v in_o his_o sovereign_a wisdom_n who_o know_v as_o for_o some_o the_o reason_n we_o find_v if_o fall_v into_o a_o sleepy_a lazy_a slight_a frame_n or_o begin_v to_o dote_v upon_o and_o follow_v after_o the_o world_n to_o rouse_v they_o up_o he_o will_v heat_v they_o or_o to_o make_v they_o drive_v on_o the_o work_n of_o assurance_n with_o more_o vigour_n or_o for_o other_o reason_n which_o i_o may_v mention_v but_o forbear_v but_o let_v the_o reason_n be_v what_o they_o will_v experience_n have_v prove_v it_o true_a many_o again_o of_o a_o more_o tender_a spirit_n watchful_a in_o their_o life_n and_o that_o keep_v up_o to_o a_o gospel-conversation_n they_o go_v off_o the_o stage_n of_o this_o world_n know_v little_a or_o nothing_o of_o these_o afflict_a terror_n from_o first_o to_o last_o question_n how_o may_v a_o christian_a come_v to_o be_v satisfy_v as_o to_o these_o preparatory_a legal_a work_n which_o our_o divine_n have_v so_o much_o preach_v and_o print_v and_o the_o holy_a scripture_n with_o reason_n do_v seem_v to_o justify_v answer_n i_o hope_v what_o i_o have_v say_v may_v if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v the_o word_n give_v satisfaction_n yet_o i_o shall_v give_v you_o further_o the_o experience_n of_o other_o how_o they_o come_v to_o be_v satisfy_v who_o for_o many_o year_n can_v not_o get_v over_o this_o block_n but_o frequent_o be_v argue_v against_o themselves_o that_o they_o be_v but_o hypocrite_n and_o their_o work_n unsound_a for_o want_v of_o these_o legal_a preparation_n if_o you_o say_v experience_n of_o other_o be_v not_o a_o safe_a rule_n to_o go_v by_o 1._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d hippoc._n aph._n 1._o they_o may_v be_v deceitful_a and_o the_o man_n deceitful_a i_o grant_v what_o you_o say_v therefore_o i_o shall_v not_o give_v you_o bare_a experience_n but_o their_o ground_n weigh_v those_o and_o if_o they_o be_v not_o sound_a i_o shall_v be_v thankful_a to_o those_o who_o will_v undeceive_v i_o first_o they_o have_v this_o testimony_n in_o themselves_o conscience_n bear_v they_o witness_n that_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o give_v up_o themselves_o to_o the_o work_n of_o god_n good_a spirit_n let_v he_o do_v what_o he_o will_v with_o they_o only_o make_v they_o sound_v they_o do_v not_o bawk_v any_o legal_a working_n because_o bitter_a sad_a uncomfortable_a will_v spoil_v their_o sport_n hinder_v their_o mirth_n yea_o so_o far_o from_o this_o that_o they_o do_v follow_v god_n many_o year_n seek_v of_o he_o to_o open_a sin_n unto_o they_o and_o make_v they_o taste_v the_o gall_n and_o wormwood_n so_o that_o sin_n may_v be_v make_v bitter_a to_o they_o christ_n excellent_a and_o precious_a and_o their_o heart_n thereby_o separate_v from_o those_o sin_n by_o which_o they_o have_v offend_v this_o frame_n for_o several_a year_n prove_v to_o be_v true_a second_o they_o find_v and_o observe_v by_o experience_n that_o it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o power_n of_o these_o legal_a working_n and_o terror_n to_o take_v the_o soul_n off_o kind_o and_o sound_o from_o sin_n if_o the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v please_v to_o hold_v and_o carry_v on_o the_o work_n than_o they_o be_v a_o excellent_a and_o rational_a mean_n towards_o it_o else_o though_o while_o the_o soul_n be_v actual_o under_o they_o a_o man_n may_v be_v so_o scare_v that_o he_o dare_v not_o follow_v his_o lust_n for_o this_o time_n the_o dog_n may_v be_v afraid_a to_o meddle_v with_o his_o carrion_n and_o stand_v at_o a_o distance_n while_o he_o see_v the_o oudgel_n but_o will_v return_v to_o it_o again_o and_o so_o will_v these_o to_o their_o lust_n when_o these_o fear_n draw_v off_o it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o redemption_n the_o cross_n of_o christ_n the_o spirit_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n not_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o old_a covenant_n which_o take_v the_o soul_n off_o sound_o from_o sin_n i_o be_v once_o in_o shipwreck_n about_o one_o of_o the_o clock_n in_o the_o night_n in_o december_n the_o ship_n be_v break_v upon_o the_o rock_n there_o be_v a_o dreadful_a shout_n among_o some_o of_o the_o seaman_n i_o shall_v be_v in_o hell_n before_o the_o morning_n but_o yet_o can_v be_v drink_v within_o three_o day_n after_o god_n spare_v they_o i_o be_v tell_v by_o a_o reverend_n divine_a who_o sister_n a_o professor_n marry_v i_o know_v the_o man_n relation_n this_o professor_n it_o seem_v secret_o follow_v his_o lust_n of_o uncleanness_n after_o he_o have_v yield_v to_o his_o lust_n it_o seem_v he_o have_v such_o dreadful_a horror_n his_o conscience_n do_v so_o tear_v he_o that_o he_o say_v have_v he_o be_v throw_v at_o the_o back_n of_o the_o fire_n he_o think_v he_o can_v as_o easy_o have_v bear_v that_o burn_a as_o endure_v those_o torment_n he_o feel_v in_o his_o conscience_n yet_o when_o these_o horror_n go_v off_o he_o follow_v his_o lust_n again_o and_o this_o be_v his_o course_n for_o some_o time_n at_o last_o as_o i_o have_v hear_v after_o great_a humbling_n god_n redeem_v he_o from_o his_o lust_n how_o many_o time_n have_v minister_n lose_v their_o hope_n when_o they_o think_v god_n have_v make_v they_o spiritual_a father_n of_o child_n when_o they_o see_v their_o hearer_n under_o these_o working_n yea_o some_o under_o such_o great_a terror_n that_o town_n and_o country_n ring_v of_o they_o and_o at_o last_o come_v to_o nothing_o i_o have_v be_v tell_v concern_v doctor_n sibbs_n that_o when_o he_o hear_v of_o person_n under_o such_o great_a legal_a terror_n he_o begin_v to_o fear_v they_o that_o they_o will_v not_o prove_v sound_a terror_n may_v suspend_v the_o act_n of_o lust_n for_o the_o present_a but_o it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o christ_n to_o save_v from_o the_o love_n and_o destroy_v the_o power_n of_o lust_n therefore_o they_o seek_v the_o more_o to_o christ_n to_o have_v this_o separation_n from_o sin_n to_o be_v make_v kind_o and_o sound_o three_o they_o observe_v many_o christian_n who_o have_v not_o find_v these_o legal_a working_n as_o other_o have_v do_v and_o therefore_o be_v doubt_v of_o the_o soundness_n of_o their_o conversion_n yet_o in_o their_o conversation_n be_v as_o yea_o more_o tender_a and_o afraid_a of_o sin_n humble_a awful_a spiritual_a savoury_a in_o their_o conversation_n prize_v and_o follow_v christ_n in_o all_o mean_n than_o many_o of_o those_o who_o have_v find_v these_o legal_a terror_n in_o a_o high_a degree_n and_o be_v esteem_v for_o sound_a christian_n also_o whence_o it_o be_v plain_a legal_a terror_n be_v not_o the_o thing_n if_o indeed_o it_o be_v a_o infallible_a rule_n where_o there_o be_v great_a legal_a terror_n there_o be_v most_o soundness_n and_o the_o best_a gospel-conversation_n than_o there_o be_v great_a reason_n why_o christian_n shall_v be_v so_o trouble_v who_o want_v these_o but_o experience_n have_v prove_v the_o rule_n to_o be_v false_a and_o fallible_a four_o they_o consider_v what_o be_v the_o end_n of_o god_n in_o these_o legal_a working_n the_o end_n of_o god_n why_o he_o bring_v any_o under_o these_o terror_n be_v not_o for_o themselves_o but_o something_o else_o that_o be_v to_o make_v sin_n so_o evil_a so_o bitter_a to_o the_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o be_v separate_v from_o it_o and_o so_o remove_v from_o this_o term_n from_o which_o it_o be_v call_v second_o to_o make_v christ_n high_o precious_a and_o make_v they_o willing_a to_o come_v to_o he_o and_o close_o with_o he_o upon_o his_o own_o term_n god_n end_n be_v not_o to_o commend_v we_o to_o christ_n because_o so_o humble_v so_o terrify_v but_o to_o commend_v christ_n to_o we_o have_v a_o man_n as_o
strange_a but_o clear_a manner_n to_o that_o soul_n do_v so_o persuade_v the_o heart_n of_o god_n love_n and_o that_o it_o do_v exceed_o ravish_v it_o for_o that_o time_n i_o doubt_v not_o of_o it_o but_o first_o they_o be_v but_o rare_a christian_n who_o meet_v with_o these_o dainty_n second_o this_o voice_n of_o mr._n bolton_n and_o so_o this_o way_n of_o assurance_n be_v without_o any_o syllogism_n the_o question_n be_v not_o which_o part_n the_o conclusion_n must_v follow_v three_o satan_n sometime_o be_v transform_v into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n and_o as_o he_o can_v play_v his_o game_n in_o fill_v precious_a soul_n with_o fear_n and_o darkness_n so_o he_o can_v no_o doubt_n help_v a_o unsound_a heart_n to_o ravish_a comfort_n persuade_v they_o they_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n one_o i_o know_v who_o be_v under_o terrible_a lash_n of_o conscience_n upon_o a_o sin_n of_o theft_n minister_n and_o christian_n come_v to_o visit_v he_o the_o soar_n be_v open_v by_o confession_n the_o man_n be_v fill_v with_o such_o divine_a comfort_n express_v himself_o at_o that_o rate_n that_o they_o be_v amaze_v the_o minister_n a_o able_a man_n and_o holy_a not_o be_v acquaint_v with_o such_o dainty_n though_o it_o be_v the_o last_o day_n of_o the_o week_n when_o he_o see_v the_o man_n under_o these_o ravishment_n alter_v his_o course_n choose_v another_o text_n to_o show_v how_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v able_a to_o raise_v a_o soul_n as_o low_a as_o hell_n even_o as_o high_a as_o heaven_n in_o a_o short_a time_n they_o have_v there_o the_o instance_n of_o it_o yet_o the_o good_a christian_n who_o live_v in_o the_o family_n it_o be_v a_o gentleman_n family_n tell_v i_o they_o can_v discern_v no_o work_n of_o grace_n in_o this_o man_n afterward_o so_o that_o here_o we_o have_v cause_n to_o look_v how_o to_o clear_v ourselves_o from_o enthusiasm_n and_o if_o the_o question_n be_v serious_o put_v how_o shall_v i_o know_v this_o voice_n to_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n if_o you_o say_v the_o spirit_n clear_v that_o when_o he_o speak_v it_o will_v not_o the_o other_o say_v so_o of_o his_o spirit_n must_v we_o not_o come_v to_o examine_v of_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n faith_n conversion_n for_o be_v sure_a the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v only_o to_o such_o our_o spirit_n must_v bear_v witness_n also_o and_o that_o mr._n bolton_n add_v as_o a_o note_n to_o distinguish_v this_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n from_o a_o delusion_n 328._o ibid._n p._n 328._o that_o this_o witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n ever_o go_v along_o with_o the_o testimony_n of_o a_o renew_a conscience_n rom._n 8.16_o and_o so_o follow_v this_o under_o several_a head_n to_o help_v resolve_v the_o christian_n who_o be_v true_o trouble_v about_o it_o and_o will_v not_o be_v mistake_v about_o that_o testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n though_o he_o answer_v before_o with_o ambrose_n the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v never_o speak_v unto_o we_o but_o do_v make_v we_o know_v that_o it_o be_v be_v which_o speak_v i_o doubt_v not_o of_o it_o but_o as_o the_o sun_n clear_v itself_o so_o do_v the_o spirit_n when_o he_o speak_v but_o yet_o a_o few_o word_n our_o spirit_n bear_v witness_v that_o our_o spirit_n may_v do_v so_o there_o must_v be_v a_o concourse_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n with_o our_o spirit_n to_o help_v they_o do_v so_o 〈…〉_o course_n of_o god_n as_o the_o first_o cause_n in_o all_o act_n qua_fw-la act_n 〈◊〉_d a_o special_a gracious_a concourse_n in_o this_o act_n for_o what_o 〈◊〉_d the_o darkness_n corruption_n deceit_n confusion_n jealousy_n fear_v arise_v from_o hence_o our_o spirit_n though_o renew_v will_v never_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v witness_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n as_o experience_n sufficient_o declare_v but_o when_o the_o spirit_n do_v by_o his_o concourse_n help_v our_o spirit_n to_o bear_v witness_n this_o witness_n be_v formal_o the_o act_n of_o our_o spirit_n and_o so_o far_o we_o can_v call_v it_o special_a faith_n but_o the_o question_n be_v whether_o beside_o this_o first_o witness_n which_o i_o believe_v be_v the_o high_a that_o most_o christian_n attain_v to_o be_v there_o another_o testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n distinct_a from_o this_o concourse_n of_o he_o with_o our_o spirit_n by_o which_o he_o enable_v our_o spirit_n to_o witness_v which_o be_v the_o testimony_n of_o he_o pure_o as_o the_o first_o cause_n not_o make_v up_o the_o effect_n with_o the_o second_o cause_n as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o witness_v of_o our_o spirit_n this_o i_o perceive_v mr._n bolton_n affirm_v for_o he_o call_v that_o secret_a voice_n the_o testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o faith_n he_o when_o our_o renew_a conscience_n have_v upon_o such_o and_o such_o ground_n bear_v witness_n etc._n etc._n then_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n as_o another_o witness_n second_v and_o confirm_v this_o assurance_n by_o divine_a inspiration_n though_o these_o dainty_n i_o can_v never_o taste_v yet_o i_o have_v meet_v with_o some_o but_o very_o rare_o that_o have_v some_o have_v tell_v more_o story_n what_o comfort_n and_o assurance_n they_o have_v have_v by_o absolute_a promise_n bring_v to_o they_o and_o set_v home_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n who_o i_o regard_v not_o but_o one_o i_o have_v meet_v with_o who_o i_o much_o honour_v one_o of_o the_o low_a rank_n in_o the_o world_n no_o great_a head-piece_n though_o of_o good_a competent_a knowledge_n in_o practical_a thing_n he_o live_v up_o to_o his_o knowledge_n you_o may_v see_v mr._n rogers_n seven_o treatise_n practise_v to_o the_o life_n in_o he_o which_o as_o it_o make_v i_o much_o to_o value_v he_o so_o i_o do_v the_o more_o attend_v to_o this_o story_n he_o tell_v i_o as_o to_o the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n he_o have_v several_a time_n examine_v himself_o by_o the_o word_n preach_v and_o read_v find_v that_o witness_n but_o one_o time_n be_v under_o affliction_n and_o can_v not_o sleep_v in_o the_o night_n he_o fall_v to_o examine_v of_o himself_o what_o shall_v provoke_v the_o lord_n to_o follow_v he_o with_o affliction_n as_o it_o seem_v he_o have_v do_v be_v but_o low_a in_o the_o world_n at_o best_a after_o examination_n he_o light_v his_o candle_n go_v to_o read_v in_o his_o bible_n have_v do_v put_v out_o his_o candle_n lay_v by_o his_o bible_n and_o compose_v himself_o to_o rest_n if_o god_n will_v give_v he_o any_o sleep_n but_o fay_v he_o while_o i_o be_v thus_o try_v to_o sleep_v there_o come_v from_o god_n a_o text_n which_o he_o have_v not_o think_v of_o mal._n 4.2_o unto_o you_o that_o fear_v my_o name_n shall_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n arise_v with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n which_o be_v set_v home_o with_o that_o life_n and_o power_n with_o such_o expression_n as_o these_o all_o be_v heal_v thy_o sin_n all_o pardon_v god_n and_o thou_o reconcile_v no_o enmity_n now_o between_o god_n and_o thou_o etc._n etc._n that_o he_o be_v fill_v with_o such_o joy_n and_o comfort_n that_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o have_v bear_v it_o if_o god_n have_v not_o draw_v back_o he_o do_v not_o tell_v i_o of_o any_o voice_n he_o hear_v nor_o do_v god_n need_v our_o ear_n but_o these_o expression_n be_v as_o real_a and_o clear_a to_o he_o as_o if_o any_o man_n have_v speak_v to_o he_o this_o be_v that_o which_o all_o his_o life_n after_o he_o live_v chief_o upon_o though_o every_o morning_n at_o his_o first_o awaken_n this_o be_v his_o work_n to_o look_v to_o his_o evidence_n examine_v himself_o and_o so_o keep_v the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n thus_o live_v and_o die_v a_o precious_a saint_n two_o thing_n be_v observable_a in_o this_o man_n one_o be_v as_o to_o the_o witness_n that_o in_o it_o there_o be_v no_o attendance_n to_o the_o condition_n express_v in_o that_o text_n for_o it_o be_v there_o to_o you_o who_o fear_v my_o name_n that_o he_o do_v fear_v his_o name_n that_o be_v certain_a but_o i_o ask_v he_o do_v not_o the_o spirit_n clear_v the_o condition_n he_o tell_v i_o there_o be_v no_o attendance_n to_o the_o condition_n at_o that_o time_n but_o only_o here_o be_v assurance_n of_o heal_v by_o the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n pardon_n love_n etc._n etc._n have_v not_o this_o man_n both_o before_o and_o after_o this_o prove_v the_o condition_n and_o be_v a_o close_a walker_n with_o god_n to_o his_o last_o i_o shall_v not_o so_o much_o have_v regard_v his_o comfort_n from_o this_o text._n but_o a_o second_o thing_n i_o wonder_v at_o more_o and_o there_o he_o and_o i_o differ_v that_o which_o make_v he_o to_o regard_v this_o so_o much_o be_v that_o it_o be_v a_o scripture_n he_o have_v not_o in_o his_o thought_n or_o
spirit_n in_o the_o first_o work_n convince_v the_o soul_n by_o that_o sin_n in_o which_o the_o snner_n take_v most_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n here_o conviction_n be_v easy_a effect_v and_o this_o sin_n will_v the_o spirit_n embitter_v to_o the_o soul_n the_o peccatum_fw-la in_o deliciis_fw-la the_o sin_n which_o he_o hide_v under_o the_o tongue_n job_n 20.12_o this_o we_o hear_v of_o common_o in_o the_o day_n of_o christ_n power_n fleshly_a lust_n lie_v fair_a in_o view_n a_o man_n natural_a conscience_n can_v more_o easy_o work_v here_o how_o terrible_o have_v the_o word_n speak_v against_o covetousness_n what_o sin_n more_o common_a but_o how_o rare_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o hear_v of_o a_o person_n who_o the_o lord_n convince_v of_o that_o sin_n in_o his_o first_o work_n yea_o it_o be_v well_o if_o those_o who_o go_v for_o christian_n be_v convince_v of_o it_o afterward_o yea_o when_o this_o sin_n have_v get_v such_o a_o head_n that_o the_o bone_n of_o the_o lust_n as_o we_o say_v stick_v out_o other_o may_v see_v it_o but_o how_o hard_o to_o convince_v man_n of_o it_o it_o be_v a_o common_a thing_n for_o man_n to_o bespatter_v one_o another_o with_o this_o sin_n and_o some_o i_o have_v observe_v most_o deep_o guilty_a of_o it_o themselves_o yet_o they_o not_o covetous_a in_o their_o own_o opinion_n for_o god_n to_o begin_v his_o conviction_n by_o spiritual_a lust_n this_o be_v not_o so_o common_a yet_o sometime_o i_o have_v know_v it_o i_o will_v not_o enlarge_v upon_o this_o head_n as_o i_o intend_v not_o upon_o any_o four_o position_n the_o spirit_n in_o the_o first_o stroke_n do_v not_o usual_o set_v home_o all_o a_o man_n actual_a sin_n but_o common_o two_o or_o three_o kind_n of_o sin_n enough_o to_o do_v his_o work_n by_o degree_n he_o give_v the_o soul_n a_o view_n of_o all_o his_o vile_a prank_n sin_n forget_v bury_v long_o ago_o out_o of_o mind_n he_o make_v these_o revive_v come_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n and_o appear_v to_o man_n but_o to_o have_v they_o all_o come_v in_o at_o the_o first_o without_o a_o great_a support_v the_o soul_n can_v not_o stand_v but_o must_v utter_o sink_v it_o can_v stand_v in_o one_o sense_n by_o what_o he_o do_v set_v home_o but_o if_o all_o come_v in_o at_o once_o it_o will_v be_v overwhelm_v my_o transgression_n be_v seal_v up_o in_o a_o bag_n and_o thou_o sowe_v up_o my_o iniquity_n say_v job_n ch_n 14._o v._n 17._o do_v job_n find_v it_o so_o yea_o and_o so_o do_v other_o they_o be_v seal_v up_o and_o sow_o up_o and_o such_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v bring_v forth_o again_o so_o do_v the_o spirit_n bring_v they_o forth_o sin_n commit_v twenty_o thirty_o year_n since_o come_v now_o as_o fresh_a to_o mind_n with_o all_o the_o circumstance_n as_o if_o yesterday_o commit_v but_o not_o all_o in_o the_o first_o stroke_n five_o position_n that_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o first_o stroke_n convince_v all_o the_o elect_a of_o original_a sin_n i_o dare_v not_o affirm_v it_o that_o he_o do_v convince_v all_o i_o speak_v of_o person_n adult_n first_o or_o last_o yea_o and_o that_o early_a also_o i_o doubt_v not_o of_o it_o but_o to_o say_v he_o do_v it_o in_o the_o very_a first_o stroke_n of_o conversion_n this_o i_o dare_v not_o defend_v mr._n shepherd_n move_v the_o question_n 15._o conversion_n p._n 15._o whether_o the_o lord_n convince_v all_o the_o elect_a at_o first_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o their_o nature_n and_o show_v they_o their_o original_a sin_n in_o and_o about_o this_o first_o stroke_n of_o conviction_n he_o answer_v i_o doubt_v not_o of_o it_o paul_n will_v have_v be_v alive_a and_o a_o proud_a pharisee_fw-mi still_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v not_o let_v he_o by_o the_o law_n see_v this_o sin_n rom._n 7.9_o to_o what_o he_o say_v after_o i_o ready_o agree_v that_o he_o do_v first_o or_o last_o in_o a_o lesser_a or_o great_a measure_n etc._n etc._n but_o this_o do_v not_o seem_v to_o agree_v with_o the_o former_a as_o to_o his_o instance_n of_o paul_n because_o he_o be_v so_o convince_v ergo_fw-la all_o be_v and_o must_v be_v convince_v of_o it_o in_o this_o first_o stroke_n i_o be_o not_o satisfy_v in_o the_o consequence_n yet_o it_o may_v be_v paul_n persecution_n be_v a_o sin_n more_o set_v home_o at_o first_o this_o i_o grant_v if_o the_o state_n of_o a_o person_n be_v as_o paul_n be_v one_o that_o rest_v in_o himself_o have_v good_a thought_n of_o his_o own_o righteousness_n duty_n and_o do_n and_o upon_o these_o bear_v up_o himself_o than_o no_o doubt_n if_o god_n work_v upon_o such_o a_o one_o in_o the_o first_o stroke_n he_o set_v home_o original_a sin_n it_o be_v hard_o to_o prove_v that_o those_o convert_v in_o the_o second_o of_o act_n be_v convince_v of_o their_o original_a sin_n at_o that_o time_n when_o they_o be_v prick_v at_o their_o heart_n the_o sin_n that_o peter_n charge_v they_o with_o be_v their_o crucify_a of_o jesus_n who_o be_v both_o lord_n and_o christ_n ver_fw-la 36._o and_o upon_o this_o they_o be_v prick_v in_o their_o heart_n ver_fw-la 37._o that_o the_o jailor_n act_v 16._o be_v convince_v of_o this_o sin_n when_o he_o come_v in_o tremble_v to_o paul_n and_o put_v forth_o that_o question_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v i_o dare_v not_o affirm_v it_o because_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o prove_v it_o convince_v he_o be_v of_o sin_n and_o that_o he_o be_v a_o undo_v condemn_a creature_n and_o i_o hope_v it_o can_v be_v deny_v that_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n may_v so_o set_v home_o some_o particular_a actual_a sin_n that_o shall_v make_v the_o soul_n see_v itself_o in_o such_o a_o lose_a and_o damn_a condition_n that_o the_o news_n of_o a_o saviour_n will_v be_v welcome_a and_o glad_a it_o may_v enjoy_v he_o upon_o any_o term_n this_o we_o observe_v be_v the_o ordinary_a way_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o person_n adult_n live_v in_o sin_n against_o light_n especial_o he_o do_v so_o set_v home_o sin_n and_o follow_v his_o work_n so_o close_o that_o the_o sinner_n have_v not_o leisure_n to_o turn_v aside_o to_o the_o by-path_n of_o his_o own_o righteousness_n which_o he_o have_v none_o and_o duty_n but_o be_v pursue_v so_o hard_o that_o he_o be_v glad_a to_o fly_v for_o refuge_n to_o christ_n though_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o original_a sin_n as_o yet_o have_v not_o seize_v upon_o he_o as_o it_o will_v afterward_o and_o therein_o i_o do_v hearty_o agree_v with_o mr._n shepherd_n that_o first_o or_o last_o god_n do_v convince_v his_o of_o original_n sin_n hence_o for_o any_o christian_n to_o call_v into_o question_n the_o truth_n of_o his_o conversion_n because_o he_o be_v not_o convince_v of_o his_o original_a sin_n in_o the_o first_o snoke_v of_o conversion_n though_o adult_v when_o god_n first_o begin_v to_o work_v this_o be_v but_o a_o needless_a trouble_v of_o himself_o but_o of_o this_o more_o hereafter_o by_o this_o work_n of_o illumination_n and_o conviction_n those_o vain_a hope_n wherewith_o so_o many_o delude_v themselves_o that_o their_o case_n be_v not_o so_o bad_a as_o some_o of_o these_o censorious_a minister_n will_v make_v man_n believe_v but_o they_o may_v do_v well_o enough_o their_o quarrelling_n with_o the_o word_n and_o ministry_n their_o extenuation_n of_o sin_n their_o shift_n of_o the_o word_n from_o themselves_o to_o other_o as_o not_o belong_v to_o they_o the_o slight_a thought_n they_o have_v of_o a_o man_n in_o his_o natural_a state_n the_o fickleness_n and_o unconstancy_n of_o mind_n whence_o nothing_o will_v sasten_v or_o hold_v upon_o they_o these_o and_o such_o like_a thing_n be_v remove_v and_o way_n make_v for_o further_a working_n 1._o hence_o how_o far_o be_v they_o from_o conversion_n who_o have_v not_o attain_v to_o this_o first_o work_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o in_o the_o notion_n they_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v to_o so_o much_o light_n and_o conviction_n to_o see_v themselves_o sinner_n that_o they_o be_v sinner_n they_o will_v not_o deny_v because_o you_o say_v you_o be_v a_o sinner_n and_o all_o man_n say_v they_o be_v sinner_n and_o it_o be_v no_o shame_n to_o be_v what_o all_o man_n be_v but_o if_o you_o come_v to_o any_o particular_a sn_a they_o know_v none_o they_o be_v guilty_a of_o as_o i_o have_v give_v instance_n before_o and_o other_o i_o can_v mention_v who_o have_v live_v to_o above_o sixty_o year_n when_o they_o have_v be_v ask_v how_o do_v you_o hope_v to_o be_v save_v have_v answer_v roundly_o they_o have_v not_o sin_v against_o god_n in_o all_o their_o life_n other_o they_o have_v keep_v the_o commandment_n of_o god_n but_o for_o a_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o misery_n they_o neither_o feel_v it_o know_v it_o nor_o believe_v
the_o word_n 11._o admon_n ad_fw-la gentes_fw-la p._n 11._o say_v he_o the_o word_n appear_v to_o man_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 113._o peddagog_n l._n 1._o p._n 113._o he_o only_o be_v both_o god_n and_o man_n in_o another_o place_n speak_v of_o god_n and_o the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d they_o be_v both_o one_o 703._o strom._n l._n 7._o p._n 702_o 703._o that_o be_v to_o say_v god_n but_o in_o another_o place_n he_o insi_v large_o upon_o this_o show_v the_o divinity_n as_o well_o as_o the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n origen_n against_o celsus_n l._n 1._o celsus_n say_v origen_n think_v there_o be_v no_o other_o divinity_n in_o the_o humane_a body_n which_o christ_n carry_v about_o than_o in_o homer_n be_v fictitious_a fable_n we_o affirm_v he_o do_v consist_v of_o the_o humane_a together_o with_o the_o divine_a nature_n in_o another_o book_n against_o celsus_n 2._o l._n 2._o in_o that_o we_o do_v sharp_o accuse_v the_o jew_n that_o they_o do_v not_o believe_v their_o own_o prophet_n who_o in_o many_o place_n do_v testify_v that_o he_o be_v god_n god_n and_o father_n of_o all_o several_a other_o place_n i_o have_v note_v in_o origen_n tertullian_n de_fw-fr carne_n christi_fw-la acknowledge_v christ_n have_v two_o substance_n and_o again_o in_o the_o same_o book_n against_o martion_n he_o assert_v the_o divine_a and_o humane_a nature_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o book_n concern_v the_o trinity_n and_o his_o book_n against_o praxea_n he_o clear_o hold_v forth_o that_o christ_n be_v god_n and_o man_n cyprian_a thus_o jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o our_o lord_n potientis_n de_fw-fr bono_fw-mi potientis_n though_o the_o son_n of_o god_n do_v not_o despise_v to_o take_v the_o flesh_n of_o man_n though_o immortal_a suffer_v himself_o to_o be_v make_v mortal_a in_o his_o second_o book_n against_o the_o jew_n he_o bring_v several_a scripture_n to_o prove_v christ_n to_o be_v god_n and_o man_n arnobius_n contra_fw-la gentes_fw-la i_o have_v observe_v in_o five_o place_n maintain_v the_o same_o doctrine_n of_o the_o divinity_n and_o humanity_n of_o christ_n his_o eight_o book_n i_o do_v not_o reckon_v because_o it_o be_v suppose_v not_o to_o be_v he_o lactantius_n in_o many_o chapter_n of_o his_o four_o take_v de_fw-fr vera_fw-la sapientia_fw-la do_v manifest_v his_o faith_n plain_a enough_o that_o christ_n be_v both_o god_n and_o man_n these_o author_n i_o have_v who_o all_o live_v before_o athanasius_n if_o they_o say_v that_o christ_n be_v inferior_a to_o his_o father_n or_o be_v subject_a to_o he_o do_v receive_v from_o he_o etc._n etc._n who_o deny_v this_o and_o do_v not_o the_o soripture_n say_v the_o same_o consider_v the_o humane_a nature_n of_o christ_n the_o office_n he_o undertake_v the_o state_n of_o a_o servant_n which_o he_o undergo_v we_o ean_v easy_o tell_v how_o to_o understand_v these_o thing_n and_o yet_o believe_v he_o be_v true_a god_n as_o the_o scripture_n have_v declare_v and_o these_o ancient_a writer_n have_v believe_v these_o thing_n consider_v make_v i_o believe_v the_o truth_n of_o what_o athanasius_n report_v 1._o contra_fw-la arian_n disput_fw-la 1._o that_o in_o the_o council_n of_o nice_a all_o the_o bishop_n as_o many_o as_o be_v there_o present_a when_o they_o hear_v arrius_n doctrine_n concern_v christ_n they_o stop_v their_o ear_n and_o all_o of_o they_o with_o a_o common_a suffrage_n condemn_v that_o heresy_n and_o anathematise_v it_o say_v it_o be_v strange_a to_o and_o diverse_a from_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o church_n so_o it_o appear_v by_o the_o quotation_n i_o have_v give_v out_o of_o the_o ancient_a writer_n from_o the_o apostle_n day_n whence_o athanasius_n and_o that_o council_n be_v not_o the_o first_o that_o broach_v the_o doctrine_n which_o we_o maintain_v as_o orthodox_n but_o they_o maintain_v the_o same_o doctrine_n which_o the_o prophet_n and_o apostle_n as_o bradwardin_n offer_v to_o justify_v have_v teach_v but_o i_o have_v do_v with_o this_o hope_v that_o god_n will_v stir_v up_o those_o to_o who_o he_o have_v give_v ability_n and_o have_v time_n for_o study_n to_o appear_v against_o these_o doctrine_n so_o destructive_a to_o the_o christian_a religion_n and_o tend_v so_o much_o to_o the_o perdition_n of_o man_n soul_n as_o to_o this_o treatise_n i_o know_v it_o be_v that_o subject_a upon_o which_o several_a man_n of_o better_a head_n and_o heart_n than_o i_o have_v already_o write_v but_o that_o which_o be_v the_o main_a thing_n in_o it_o and_o without_o which_o i_o have_v no_o thought_n of_o ever_o set_v pen_n to_o paper_n i_o have_v not_o meet_v with_o any_o man_n that_o have_v speak_v to_o it_o yet_o the_o consequence_n be_v so_o great_a that_o the_o soundness_n or_o unsoundness_n of_o our_o conversion_n depend_v upon_o it_o whether_o that_o which_o i_o have_v write_v be_v fatisfactory_a to_o the_o judicious_a reader_n i_o must_v leave_v it_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v teach_v if_o i_o have_v err_v if_o the_o reader_n be_v offend_v at_o the_o language_n be_v so_o plain_a i_o shall_v not_o be_v much_o trouble_v at_o that_o it_o have_v be_v ever_o my_o unhappiness_n to_o prefer_v a_o apodictick_n syllogism_n before_o a_o jingle_a paranomasia_n my_o business_n be_v with_o those_o who_o be_v trouble_v about_o their_o spiritual_a state_n whether_o it_o be_v sound_a or_o false_a and_o silken_a language_n suit_n not_o those_o who_o be_v clothe_v in_o sackcloth_n i_o be_o much_o encourage_v as_o to_o this_o point_n by_o the_o stile_n in_o which_o the_o holy_a spirit_n guide_v his_o servant_n to_o write_v also_o by_o observe_v who_o they_o be_v that_o god_n have_v make_v the_o great_a use_n of_o in_o his_o church_n as_o to_o bring_v home_n soul_n to_o christ_n neither_o mr._n richard_n nor_o mr._n john_n rogers_n be_v john_n chrysostom_n yet_o god_n honour_v none_o more_o in_o these_o part_n of_o england_n with_o conversion_n of_o soul_n than_o these_o man_n gallant_a language_n never_o do_v god_n work_n that_o i_o have_v observe_v what_o be_v it_o indeed_o as_o to_o a_o man_n judgement_n or_o conscience_n i_o write_v as_o i_o love_v to_o read_v when_o i_o read_v divinity_n book_n i_o look_v for_o divinity_n and_o solid_a reason_n not_o for_o language_n that_o man_n to_o who_o sound_a divinity_n will_v not_o be_v acceptable_a unless_o it_o be_v clothe_v with_o embroider_a language_n have_v best_o make_v sure_a that_o his_o heart_n be_v sound_a these_o be_v not_o the_o reader_n for_o who_o i_o intend_v my_o discourse_n be_v such_o i_o believe_v as_o never_o be_v acquaint_v with_o the_o work_n or_o trouble_v with_o those_o temptation_n of_o which_o it_o treat_v some_o quotation_n there_o be_v out_o of_o latin_a author_n which_o i_o have_v not_o translate_v into_o english_a suppose_v they_o will_v not_o be_v understand_v by_o most_o though_o they_o be_v translate_v if_o god_n shall_v please_v to_o make_v my_o labour_n helpful_a to_o thy_o spiritual_a estate_n let_v god_n have_v the_o praise_n and_o let_v he_o have_v thy_o prayer_n who_o be_v one_o of_o the_o mean_a of_o christ_n servant_n giles_n firmin_n errata_fw-la by_o reason_n of_o the_o author_n remote_a distance_n from_o the_o press_n many_o fault_n have_v escape_v which_o the_o most_o material_a be_v here_o take_v notice_n of_o and_o the_o courteous_a reader_n be_v desire_v to_o correct_v they_o as_o any_o other_o here_o not_o specify_v introduction_n page_n 1._o line_n 12._o read_v they_o p._n 2._o l._n 1._o r._n allude_v treatise_n page_n 2_o line_n 29._o read_v praeparationibus_fw-la p._n 5._o l._n 10._o deal_n all_o p._n 9_o margin_n r._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d p._n 13._o l._n 15._o r._n signal_n p._n 16._o l._n 5._o r._n to_o p._n 18._o l_o 7._o r._n mechanic_n p._n 19_o l._n 4._o r._n make_v p._n 23._o l._n 11._o deal_n first_o p._n 27._o l._n 11_o deal_n his_o p._n 30._o l._n 28._o r._n so_o p._n 30_o l._n 31._o r._n scull_n p._n 31_o l._n 10._o r._n as_o p._n 32._o l._n 25._o r._n only_o p._n 34._o l._n 13._o r_o joh._n 16._o p._n 45_o l._n 8._o r._n parson_n p._n 58._o l_o 33._o r._n his_o p_o 91._o l._n 25._o r._n extrinsece_n p._n 98._o l._n 27._o r._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d p._n 99_o l._n 28_o r._n as_o p._n 100_o l._n 24._o r._n own_o p._n 108._o l._n 23._o r._n it_o p._n 109._o l._n 9_o r._n it_o p._n 115._o l._n 4._o r._n stick_v p._n 116._o l._n 9_o deal_n it_o p._n 133._o l._n 19_o r._n volitum_fw-la p._n 142._o l._n 10._o deal_n after_o p._n 156._o l._n 27._o deal_n lay_v l._n 28._o r._n egyptian_n be_v p._n 158_o l._n 21._o r._n king_n i_o ult_v r._n attribute_n p._n 162_o mark_fw-mi r._n ignorance_n p._n 162_o l_o 36._o deal_n not_o do_v p._n 166._o l._n 26_o r_o declare_v assent_n
able_a to_o subdue_v all_o the_o enmity_n of_o his_o heart_n against_o god_n all_o his_o lust_n and_o corruption_n he_o must_v mortify_v and_o walk_v before_o god_n in_o a_o holy_a frame_n continual_o he_o that_o undertake_v this_o undertake_v a_o hard_a task_n if_o he_o understand_v it_o he_o will_v soon_o find_v either_o of_o they_o impossible_a one_o as_o easy_a as_o the_o other_o choose_v which_o you_o think_v be_v the_o easy_a thus_o than_o the_o spirit_n take_v he_o off_o first_o by_o convince_a he_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o sin_n of_o guilt_n what_o it_o be_v to_o have_v a_o holy_a and_o just_a law_n break_v what_o be_v all_o thy_o duty_n thou_o perform_v what_o be_v thy_o righteousness_n though_o it_o be_v pure_a which_o it_o be_v not_o to_o satisfy_v the_o holy_a law_n of_o a_o just_a god_n which_o thou_o have_v break_v so_o many_o thousand_o time_n and_o have_v a_o heart_n opposite_a and_o enemy_n to_o it_o if_o thy_o nature_n be_v now_o holy_a and_o all_o thy_o life_n from_o this_o time_n holy_a this_o be_v but_o thy_o duty_n and_o so_o it_o be_v always_o can_v thy_o do_v that_o which_o be_v now_o thy_o duty_n to_o answer_v this_o day_n make_v satisfaction_n for_o not_o do_v thy_o duty_n all_o thy_o life_n before_o if_o a_o man_n be_v take_v clip_v the_o king_n coin_n or_o have_v commit_v some_o one_o capital_a crime_n if_o he_o come_v before_o the_o judge_n and_o plead_v he_o live_v all_o his_o life_n time_n before_o clear_v from_o such_o crime_n and_o will_v do_v from_o henceforth_o it_o be_v but_o once_o that_o he_o do_v so_o will_v this_o answer_v the_o law_n will_v the_o judge_n acquit_v he_o he_o do_v and_o do_v but_o his_o duty_n if_o he_o live_v before_o and_o will_v do_v after_o as_o he_o plead_v he_o shall_v have_v do_v so_o when_o he_o commit_v that_o crime_n the_o law_n call_v he_o a_o son_n of_o death_n and_o die_v he_o must_v for_o that_o one_o crime_n shall_v then_o a_o man_n have_v a_o nature_n that_o hate_v the_o righteous_a law_n of_o god_n and_o trample_v upon_o it_o daily_o think_v with_o a_o few_o pitiful_a duty_n repenting_n etc._n etc._n to_o answer_v a_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o breach_n of_o the_o holy_a law_n of_o his_o sovereign_n the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n and_o die_v thou_o must_v unless_o a_o ransom_n can_v be_v find_v second_o by_o convince_a he_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o nature_n he_o open_v to_o he_o that_o fountain_n of_o iniquity_n that_o sin_v sin_n and_o if_o this_o be_v once_o open_v by_o the_o spirit_n it_o will_v take_v down_o the_o pride_n of_o any_o self-justiciary_a let_v he_o that_o fecle_v this_o talk_v of_o his_o righteousness_n duty_n work_n if_o he_o can_v if_o he_o do_v i_o know_v what_o his_o language_n must_v be_v when_o i_o read_v man_n deny_v original_a sin_n i_o do_v not_o wonder_v at_o all_o their_o proud_a opinion_n and_o self-advancing_a doctrine_n whence_o do_v these_o man_n descend_v not_o from_o our_o father_n adam_n sure_o there_o be_v talk_v now_o of_o another_o world_n in_o the_o moon_n the_o inhabitant_n there_o come_v not_o from_o the_o stock_n we_o do_v certain_o these_o man_n drop_v out_o of_o that_o world_n and_o therefore_o deny_v this_o sin_n of_o our_o nature_n they_o find_v it_o not_o in_o their_o nature_n this_o i_o be_o sure_a of_o say_v these_o man_n what_o they_o please_v i_o know_v nothing_o that_o do_v so_o abuse_v a_o man_n beat_v he_o out_o of_o himself_o and_o all_o conceit_n of_o his_o own_o righteousness_n that_o make_v a_o man_n see_v himself_o loathsome_a undo_v damn_a for_o ever_o in_o himself_o as_o the_o discovery_n and_o sense_n of_o this_o sin_n of_o sin_n take_v a_o man_n who_o have_v commit_v the_o vileir_n actual_a sin_n can_v i_o suppose_v that_o man_n to_o be_v guilty_a only_o of_o they_o and_o without_o this_o original_a sin_n i_o shall_v not_o judge_v that_o man_n so_o sinful_a as_o he_o that_o be_v defile_v with_o this_o original_a sin_n though_o by_o the_o restrain_v providence_n of_o god_n he_o be_v keep_v from_o break_v out_o into_o actual_a gross_a evil_n i_o do_v more_o adore_v the_o riches_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o pardon_v this_o sin_n then_o in_o pardon_v any_o actual_a sin_n except_o adam_n first_o sin_n yet_o his_o grace_n deserve_v to_o be_v adore_v for_o pardon_v actual_a sin_n though_o christ_n do_v beat_v paul_n down_o to_o the_o earth_n with_o that_o miraculous_a light_n and_o voice_n which_o he_o hear_v yet_o i_o conceive_v he_o have_v not_o beat_v he_o out_o of_o his_o pharisaical_a righteousness_n have_v not_o another_o light_n discover_v this_o woeful_a sin_n of_o his_o nature_n which_o make_v the_o unspotted_a blameless_a pharisee_n cry_v out_o and_o confess_v in_o i_o that_o be_v in_o my_o flesh_n dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n rom._n 7.18_o before_o there_o be_v no_o evil_a now_o there_o be_v no_o good_a thus_o i_o agree_v as_o i_o say_v before_o with_o mr._n shepherd_n if_o a_o man_n like_a paul_n who_o he_o mention_n have_v trust_v to_o his_o own_o goodness_n duty_n honest_a conversation_n righteousness_n and_o here_o have_v find_v his_o rest_n if_o ever_o god_n show_v mercy_n to_o such_o a_o one_o then_o in_o the_o first_o stroke_n of_o conviction_n he_o rip_v up_o this_o monster_n he_o shall_v need_v no_o more_o i_o warrant_v he_o to_o make_v he_o change_v his_o thought_n and_o make_v he_o see_v the_o need_n of_o another_o righteousness_n and_o a_o strong_a redeemer_n three_o god_n may_v let_v the_o same_o corruption_n of_o which_o he_o be_v convince_v at_o first_o and_o which_o cause_v those_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n to_o be_v work_v again_o put_v forth_o themselves_o in_o strong_a motion_n the_o feel_n of_o which_o do_v almost_o sink_v his_o heart_n he_o think_v to_o hell_n now_o he_o must_v go_v for_o he_o find_v his_o lust_n be_v too_o strong_a for_o he_o though_o he_o have_v smart_v for_o they_o and_o think_v he_o shall_v never_o have_v any_o thing_n more_o to_o do_v with_o they_o yet_o now_o he_o find_v his_o heart_n be_v naught_o vile_a wicked_a as_o ever_o and_o begin_v to_o despair_v it_o may_v be_v in_o his_o struggle_n with_o his_o lust_n he_o flab_v be_v foil_v if_o not_o carry_v away_o as_o before_o and_o this_o kill_v he_o four_o god_n may_v let_v more_o corruption_n loose_a that_o be_v to_o be_v inward_o work_v that_o the_o man_n can_v see_v nothing_o but_o corruption_n and_o cry_v out_o he_o be_v never_o so_o bad_a sin_n take_v occasion_n by_o the_o law_n wrought_v in_o i_o all_o manner_n of_o coneupiscence_n rom._n 7.8_o luther_n find_v temptation_n to_o all_o sin_n but_o covetousness_n paul_n feel_v all_o manner_n of_o concupiscence_n a_o common_a thing_n for_o christian_n under_o the_o work_n to_o cry_v out_o they_o be_v never_o worse_o never_o so_o bad_a five_o god_n show_v no_o acceptance_n of_o his_o duty_n let_v we_o he_o find_v no_o peace_n or_o quietness_n by_o they_o but_o conscience_n be_v still_o roar_v at_o he_o draw_v up_o bill_n of_o indictment_n against_o he_o still_o charge_v he_o with_o fresh_a sin_n which_o it_o may_v be_v he_o have_v forget_v or_o do_v still_o commit_v so_o that_o the_o soul_n find_v no_o rest_n six_o the_o lord_n may_v and_o do_v many_o time_n withdraw_v his_o assistance_n unto_o duty_n that_o the_o man_n can_v pray_v nor_o mourn_v as_o before_o be_v not_o so_o lively_a but_o grow_v more_o dead_a and_o blockish_a hard_a heart_a as_o he_o conceive_v and_o feel_v himself_o god_n be_v free_a in_o his_o assistance_n and_o influence_n he_o be_v not_o bind_v to_o give_v they_o while_o the_o man_n can_v pray_v and_o relent_v in_o prayer_n his_o heart_n tender_a and_o mourning_n he_o have_v some_o hope_n but_o now_o his_o eye_n be_v dry_a his_o heart_n hard_o can_v relent_v now_o all_o be_v naught_o this_o cut_v off_o all_o his_o hope_n and_o now_o must_v perish_v seven_o the_o spirit_n set_v home_o this_o doctrine_n with_o authority_n so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o oppose_v without_o christ_n there_o be_v no_o salvation_n he_o that_o believe_v not_o be_v condemn_v already_o john_n 3.18_o he_o that_o have_v the_o son_n have_v life_n he_o that_o have_v not_o the_o son_n have_v not_o life_n 1_o john_n 5.12_o thou_o think_v thou_o have_v this_o and_o that_o which_o will_v speak_v well_o for_o thou_o have_v thou_o christ_n if_o a_o christless_a soul_n have_v you_o what_o you_o will_v else_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n abide_v on_o thou_o john_n 3._o ult_n such_o word_n be_v set_v home_o with_o that_o life_n that_o there_o be_v no_o gainsay_n the_o soul_n must_v look_v out_o for_o a_o saviour_n else_o all_o will_v be_v naught_o more_o possible_o may_v be_v add_v but_o i_o think_v these_o
impatience_n and_o quarrel_v jonah_n and_o jeremiah_n can_v quarrel_v jer._n 15.18_o and_o 20.14_o 15._o for_o thing_n of_o less_o concernment_n than_o damnation_n denial_n of_o grace_n and_o love_n of_o god_n these_o be_v not_o their_o question_n if_o they_o so_o impatient_a no_o wonder_n though_o these_o be_v though_o none_o shall_v be_v 2._o though_o impatience_n and_o quarrel_v for_o want_v of_o christ_n the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o grace_n be_v not_o good_a yet_o if_o we_o examine_v such_o a_o person_n well_o we_o may_v find_v a_o work_n of_o faith_n even_o by_o this_o impatience_n for_o do_v not_o this_o impatience_n arise_v because_o the_o will_n have_v choose_v and_o love_n have_v set_v itself_o upon_o a_o desirable_a object_n which_o because_o the_o soul_n can_v obtain_v as_o it_o desire_v it_o grow_v impatient_a be_v cross_v in_o that_o which_o it_o choose_v and_o love_v thus_o christ_n complete_a christ_n the_o love_n of_o god_n grace_n holiness_n be_v the_o desirable_a object_n of_o this_o soul_n and_o because_o this_o soul_n can_v enjoy_v they_o as_o it_o will_v therefore_o it_o quarrel_n and_o grow_v impatient_a because_o it_o be_v cross_v in_o its_o choice_n and_o love_n but_o be_v not_o there_o a_o work_n of_o faith_n where_o the_o will_n have_v thus_o choose_v christ_n &_o c_o yea_o it_o seem_v the_o choice_n of_o the_o will_n and_o love_n be_v act_v to_o a_o good_a degree_n for_o we_o do_v not_o grow_v impatient_a for_o be_v cross_v in_o our_o object_n but_o when_o the_o will_n and_o affection_n run_v out_o much_o after_o the_o object_n so_o that_o though_o here_o be_v a_o infirmity_n yet_o it_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o we_o may_v gather_v grace_n from_o it_o 151._o treatise_n of_o affection_n p._n 151._o i_o remember_v mr._n fenner_n speak_v of_o zeal_n say_v it_o be_v the_o impatient_a part_n of_o the_o affection_n and_o speak_v against_o lukewarmness_n under_o that_o head_n say_v he_o thou_o may_v pray_v to_o god_n for_o grace_n to_o heal_v thou_o of_o thy_o deadness_n but_o though_o he_o do_v not_o heal_v thou_o thou_o can_v bear_v it_o but_o if_o thy_o affection_n be_v so_o far_o hereto_o as_o to_o be_v zealous_a they_o will_v be_v impatient_a thou_o can_v never_o endure_v it_o there_o be_v a_o difference_n between_o this_o and_o what_o mr._n shepherd_n have_v teach_v we_o thus_o sure_o it_o will_v be_v for_o any_o part_n of_o redemption_n which_o the_o soul_n be_v set_v upon_o with_o zeal_n to_o experience_n impatience_n will_v beapt_v to_o move_v if_o the_o will_v be_v long_o cross_v how_o often_o have_v we_o parent_n bear_v with_o our_o child_n in_o sickness_n and_o pain_n though_o they_o have_v be_v impatient_a and_o froward_a alas_o the_o child_n be_v sick_a full_a of_o pain_n and_o what_o be_v our_o sweet_a god_n what_o be_v our_o patience_n to_o his_o but_o especial_o when_o this_o impatience_n be_v because_o the_o soul_n can_v enjoy_v his_o christ_n love_n image_n and_o holiness_n to_o walk_v with_o he_o 3._o grant_v it_o that_o this_o quarrel_v and_o impatience_n against_o god_n in_o deny_v of_o christ_n his_o love_n and_o grace_n be_v sinful_a and_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v as_o the_o poor_a soul_n will_v not_o justify_v quarrel_v yet_o if_o it_o do_v overtake_v the_o soul_n will_v mr._n shepherd_n conclude_v as_o it_o seem_v he_o do_v with_o mr._n hooker_n that_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o right_o prepare_v for_o christ_n that_o sound_a faith_n can_v be_v infuse_v till_o it_o be_v content_a to_o be_v dispose_v of_o to_o hell_n if_o god_n will_v be_v so_o though_o all_o the_o forementioned_a preparatory_a work_n be_v find_v and_o the_o will_v bring_v to_o accept_v the_o term_n of_o christ_n for_o person_n that_o god_n work_v upon_o when_o adult_n where_o these_o be_v not_o find_v viz._n conviction_n of_o sin_n and_o sense_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n self-emptiness_n a_o lose_a condition_n willingness_n that_o christ_n shall_v separate_v between_o its_o soul_n and_o sin_n allow_v the_o rule_n i_o have_v give_v before_o i_o will_v say_v that_o person_n be_v not_o right_o prepare_v for_o christ_n for_o where_o there_o be_v no_o conviction_n of_o sin_n no_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n under_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n where_o no_o willingness_n that_o christ_n shall_v separate_v between_o the_o soul_n and_o sin_n where_o man_n have_v righteousness_n and_o ability_n of_o their_o own_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o man_n will_v never_o take_v christ_n upon_o christ_n term_n but_o will_v they_o say_v though_o all_o these_o be_v and_o the_o heart_n be_v willing_a to_o take_v he_o upon_o his_o term_n as_o bless_a be_v god_n many_o thousand_o have_v feel_v it_o and_o do_v find_v it_o though_o they_o have_v find_v impatiency_n and_o quarrelling_n be_v deny_v too_o often_o break_v out_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o right_o prepare_v but_o their_o work_n be_v false_a erroneous_a unsound_a because_o they_o find_v quarrelling_n and_o impatience_n i_o will_v not_o be_v the_o man_n that_o shall_v preach_v such_o doctrine_n i_o will_v throw_v away_o my_o pen_n before_o i_o will_v write_v it_o before_o i_o will_v condemn_v so_o many_o thousand_o of_o the_o generation_n of_o sound_a believer_n to_o expunge_v job_n jonah_n jeremiah_n out_o of_o the_o number_n of_o saint_n for_o their_o quarrel_v and_o impatience_n against_o god_n i_o dare_v not_o nor_o other_o saint_n for_o these_o or_o other_o infirmity_n suppose_v they_o be_v but_o infirmity_n yet_o i_o see_v mr._n hooker_n have_v cut_v off_o all_o from_o faith_n and_o true_a preparation_n for_o christ_n because_o man_n have_v not_o attain_v to_o a_o high_a pitch_n then_o non-quarrelling_a before_o i_o come_v to_o the_o anascevastick_a part_n let_v i_o set_v down_o how_o the_o soul_n under_o this_o sense_n of_o this_o misery_n and_o sin_n the_o sight_n of_o the_o hell_n he_o see_v in_o himself_o carry_v itself_o first_o it_o look_v on_o itself_o without_o a_o christ_n and_o love_n of_o god_n through_o he_o as_o the_o most_o miserable_a creature_n on_o the_o earth_n o_o that_o i_o can_v out_o change_v with_o a_o toad_n that_o i_o be_v but_o in_o a_o state_n so_o good_a as_o that_o be_v real_a groan_n no_o rhetorical_a strain_n second_o it_o plead_v for_o nothing_o with_o god_n from_o itself_o it_o can_v tell_v god_n of_o nothing_o but_o sin_n and_o misery_n a_o sink_n of_o abomination_n that_o it_o find_v in_o itself_o mr._n shepherd_n both_o in_o his_o book_n and_o letter_n to_o i_o be_v oft_o up_o with_o this_o the_o soul_n see_v itself_o worthy_a of_o no_o mercy_n if_o that_o have_v be_v all_o mr._n shepherd_n and_o mr._n hooker_n mean_v their_o book_n will_v never_o have_v trouble_v i_o nor_o other_o as_o to_o the_o point_n of_o preparation_n merit_n be_v a_o monster_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o mercy_n how_o much_o more_o will_v this_o soul_n say_v who_o see_v nothing_o but_o a_o hell_n in_o itself_o worthiness_n of_o mercy_n be_v a_o contradiction_n worthiness_n in_o we_o destroy_v the_o be_v of_o mercy_n three_o though_o it_o can_v bear_v the_o least_o spark_n of_o wrath_n yet_o it_o can_v but_o judge_v and_o condemn_v itself_o and_o justify_v god_n what_o he_o may_v do_v with_o it_o if_o he_o will_v deal_v with_o it_o according_a to_o justice_n under_o a_o covenant_n of_o work_n while_o it_o be_v about_o thus_o to_o do_v sometime_o his_o joint_n tremble_v and_o coldness_n a_o quiver_a come_v over_o the_o heart_n afraid_a to_o speak_v out_o his_o word_n in_o self-condemning_a for_o fear_n god_n shall_v take_v his_o word_n out_o of_o his_o mouth_n and_o condemn_v he_o according_o out_o of_o his_o own_o mouth_n four_o he_o magnify_v god_n for_o his_o patience_n that_o he_o do_v not_o take_v he_o long_o since_o in_o his_o way_n of_o sin_v cut_v he_o off_o and_o send_v he_o to_o that_o place_n where_o no_o mercy_n be_v know_v but_o god_n have_v be_v just_a this_o patience_n of_o god_n affect_v his_o heart_n five_o he_o stand_v and_o wonder_n at_o that_o mercy_n how_o god_n can_v possible_o love_v such_o a_o one_o blot_v out_o all_o his_o guilt_n justify_v he_o that_o be_v the_o strange_a word_n and_o translate_v he_o from_o be_v the_o devil_n nasty_a sty_n to_o make_v he_o a_o habitation_n for_o his_o holy_a spirit_n these_o thing_n be_v find_v but_o to_o come_v to_o such_o a_o positive_a habitual_a frame_n of_o contentation_n to_o have_v no_o love_n of_o god_n no_o grace_n but_o to_o be_v give_v up_o to_o lust_n and_o damn_a if_o god_n will_v have_v it_o so_o i_o dare_v not_o own_v it_o only_o here_o that_o i_o may_v leave_v nothing_o to_o trouble_v any_o tender_a christian_a when_o i_o say_v these_o thing_n be_v find_v my_o meaning_n be_v not_o that_o they_o be_v find_v in_o all_o before_o
socinian_n jesus_n have_v no_o such_o matter_n of_o wonder_n nor_o any_o reason_n why_o man_n or_o angel_n shall_v worship_v he_o to_o conclude_v our_o jesus_n be_v he_o who_o his_o father_n have_v exalt_v to_o give_v repentance_n to_o israel_n and_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n act_n 5.31_o do_v he_o forgive_v sin_n on_o earth_n matth._n 9.2_o 3._o and_o in_o heaven_n too_o do_v he_o give_v repentance_n also_o then_o he_o must_v give_v a_o new_a heart_n a_o new_a spirit_n then_o he_o must_v take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n ezek._n 36.26_o else_o he_o can_v give_v repentance_n if_o he_o can_v create_v a_o world_n col._n 1.16_o and_o uphold_v a_o world_n by_o the_o word_n of_o his_o power_n heb._n 1.3_o if_o he_o can_v create_v new_a heart_n too_o in_o give_v repentance_n and_o preserve_v they_o judas_n ver_fw-la 1._o preserve_v in_o christ_n so_o as_o none_o shall_v pluck_v they_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n john_n 10.28_o then_o without_o controversy_n our_o jesus_n must_v be_v god_n man_n for_o a_o socinian_n jesus_n that_o be_v but_o mere_a man_n can_v never_o do_v these_o thing_n let_v the_o reader_n excuse_v i_o though_o i_o have_v go_v beyond_o my_o intention_n do_v when_o i_o write_v this_o i_o do_v not_o know_v the_o socinian_n heresy_n do_v spread_v so_o as_o since_o i_o have_v that_o it_o do_v spread_v secret_o i_o know_v but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v open_o maintain_v and_o book_n print_v i_o hear_v not_o till_o i_o have_v do_v for_o i_o have_v no_o thought_n to_o have_v write_v one_o line_n upon_o this_o subject_n but_o that_o hear_v how_o the_o socinian_n doctrine_n spread_v which_o stub_n up_o our_o christian_a religion_n by_o the_o root_n i_o think_v it_o not_o amiss_o to_o add_v a_o few_o meditation_n which_o i_o have_v have_v beside_o those_o i_o see_v in_o book_n and_o it_o be_v possible_a this_o book_n may_v fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o some_o who_o be_v trouble_v with_o these_o temptation_n and_o have_v not_o other_o book_n to_o help_v themselves_o and_o now_o i_o proceed_v the_o spirit_n i_o say_v enlighten_v the_o understanding_n to_o know_v he_o in_o his_o person_n office_n and_o work_v of_o redemption_n who_o the_o soul_n be_v to_o receive_v phil._n 4.9_o those_o thing_n which_o you_o have_v learned_a and_o receive_v there_o must_v be_v learning_n before_o there_o can_v be_v receive_v the_o high-way-hearer_n do_v never_o receive_v the_o word_n which_o it_o seem_v the_o stony_a ground_n do_v matth._n 13.20_o why_o do_v not_o the_o high-way-hearer_n go_v so_o far_o as_o the_o stony_a ground_n the_o text_n say_v ver_fw-la 19_o he_o do_v not_o understand_v the_o word_n of_o the_o kingdom_n which_o it_o seem_v the_o other_o do_v but_o do_v not_o set_v down_o and_o consider_v what_o it_o will_v cost_v luke_n 14.28_o hence_o john_n 6.45_o who_o have_v hear_v and_o learn_v of_o the_o father_n come_v to_o i_o he_o that_o come_v to_o christ_n receive_v christ_n now_o what_o go_v before_o this_o come_n the_o father_n teach_v it_o seem_v several_a lesson_n concern_v christ_n the_o soul_n hear_v and_o because_o he_o have_v such_o a_o master_n he_o learn_v then_o follow_v infallible_o that_o soul_n come_v isa_n 53.11_o by_o his_o knowledge_n shall_v my_o righteous_a servant_n justify_v many_o by_o our_o knowledge_n of_o he_o divine_a knowledge_n teach_v by_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o first_o thing_n to_o make_v up_o justify_n faith_n verba_fw-la notititae_fw-la apud_fw-la hebraeos_fw-la etc._n etc._n but_o alas_o how_o ignorant_a be_v the_o great_a of_o those_o who_o be_v call_v christian_n and_o must_v be_v call_v so_o else_o they_o take_v it_o in_o great_a scorn_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o christ_n how_o little_o do_v they_o know_v of_o his_o person_n office_n or_o his_o work_n of_o redeniption_n put_v question_n to_o they_o what_o sad_a answer_n will_v they_o give_v ignoramus_n sermon_n upon_o ignoramus_n the_o story_n which_o bless_a pemble_n give_v we_o of_o that_o fine_a civil_a man_n who_o have_v hear_v three_o thousand_o sermon_n yet_o when_o on_o his_o death_n bed_n come_v to_o be_v examine_v about_o his_o knowledge_n be_v very_o famous_a how_o he_o understand_v christ_n you_o may_v read_v by_o his_o answer_n essex_n have_v be_v a_o famous_a county_n for_o preach_v yet_o one_o that_o i_o know_v in_o my_o parish_n be_v ask_v what_o be_v christ_n he_o can_v not_o tell_v be_v he_o god_n or_o man_n i_o can_v tell_v but_o i_o think_v a_o spirit_n another_o on_o his_o deathbed_n about_o sixty_o year_n of_o age_n when_o tell_v he_o what_o christ_n be_v what_o he_o have_v do_v suffer_v fall_v a_o wonder_v as_o if_o they_o be_v thing_n he_o never_o hear_v before_o yet_o catechise_n beside_o preach_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o parish_n little_o do_v we_o know_v what_o ignorance_n be_v in_o people_n second_o the_o second_o thing_n require_v to_o the_o receive_n of_o christ_n be_v the_o assent_n which_o the_o understanding_n give_v to_o all_o the_o proposition_n concern_v christ_n his_o person_n office_n and_o work_n of_o redemption_n as_o be_v trùe_n though_o proposition_n be_v know_v yet_o if_o not_o assent_v to_o as_o true_a they_o be_v not_o receive_v i_o may_v know_v abundance_n of_o proposition_n or_o opinion_n of_o other_o man_n in_o divinity_n philosophy_n physic_n but_o if_o i_o do_v not_o do_v not_o assent_n to_o they_o as_o true_a i_o never_o receive_v they_o thus_o when_o the_o soul_n give_v its_o assent_n to_o all_o those_o thing_n as_o true_a christ_n be_v receive_v into_o the_o understanding_n the_o intellectual_a part_n and_o the_o ground_n of_o this_o assent_n be_v because_o he_o who_o be_v the_o prima_fw-la veritas_fw-la say_v it_o because_o of_o the_o authority_n of_o god_n testimony_n who_o reveal_v it_o historiarum_fw-la fides_n historice_n differt_fw-la a_o fide_fw-la historiarum_fw-la this_o make_v that_o which_o we_o call_v historical_a faith_n or_o dogmatical_a faith_n though_o this_o assent_n alone_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o make_v a_o save_a reception_n of_o christ_n yet_o it_o be_v in_o save_a faith_n and_o that_o without_o which_o it_o be_v impossible_a there_o shall_v be_v any_o save_a faith_n the_o spirit_n convince_v of_o righteousness_n john_n 16.10_o thus_o he_o carry_v on_o his_o work_n by_o conviction_n under_o the_o gospel_n so_o clear_a and_o strong_a in_o his_o argue_v that_o the_o understanding_n can_v but_o assent_v to_o what_o he_o teach_v it_o be_v more_o for_o the_o spirit_n to_o convince_v of_o righteousness_n than_o to_o convince_v of_o sin_n unless_o of_o that_o particular_a sin_n of_o not_o believe_v in_o christ_n for_o in_o his_o conviction_n of_o sin_n our_o own_o natural_a conscience_n quick_o strike_v in_o and_o help_v do_v the_o work_n but_o for_o this_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n natural_a conscience_n can_v do_v nothing_o in_o it_o concern_v dogmatical_a or_o historical_a faith_n a_o few_o word_n divine_n in_o their_o disputation_n against_o the_o papist_n have_v speak_v not_o so_o high_o of_o it_o as_o it_o may_v be_v it_o deserve_v because_o save_v faith_n differ_v from_o it_o common_o among_o we_o it_o be_v very_o much_o slight_v what_o a_o tush_o do_v many_o make_v of_o it_o to_o my_o knowledge_n hence_o some_o and_o those_o not_o of_o the_o low_a form_n of_o christian_n for_o knowledge_n when_o they_o hear_v what_o book_n our_o divine_n doctor_n stillingfleet_n and_o mr._n baxter_n have_v write_v in_o defence_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o our_o christian_a religion_n have_v say_v they_o wonder_v they_o shall_v busy_v their_o head_n about_o such_o needless_a subject_n when_o i_o read_v over_o alvarez_n de_fw-fr auxil_n some_o year_n since_o and_o meet_v with_o his_o 49._o disputat_fw-la upon_o that_o question_n utrum_fw-la homo_fw-la per_fw-la solas_fw-la vires_fw-la naturae_fw-la possit_fw-la omnibus_fw-la mysteriis_fw-la supernaturalibus_fw-la sibi_fw-la propositiis_fw-la &_o explicatis_fw-la assentiri_fw-la tanquam_fw-la revelatis_fw-la a_o dee_fw-mi assensu_fw-la certo_fw-la &_o firm_a ex_fw-la parte_fw-la credentis_fw-la when_o i_o have_v read_v his_o four_o conclusion_n upon_o the_o question_n how_o he_o deny_v it_o that_o man_n can_v not_o do_v it_o my_o opinion_n then_o about_o dogmatical_a faith_n not_o be_v so_o high_a though_o never_o so_o low_a as_o i_o see_v some_o man_n be_v i_o a_o little_a wonder_v at_o this_o popish_a author_n but_o since_o i_o have_v meet_v with_o that_o which_o do_v sufficient_o confirm_v i_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o what_o he_o say_v and_o i_o shall_v ever_o honour_v he_o the_o more_o for_o what_o i_o then_o read_v in_o he_o while_o man_n take_v all_o upon_o trust_n be_v carry_v in_o the_o crowd_n set_v quiet_a no_o temptation_n trouble_v they_o how_o light_n do_v they_o make_v of_o that_o which_o if_o ever_o they_o come_v to_o be_v sift_v winnow_v in_o
be_v fain_o to_o pray_v hard_o that_o god_n will_v hold_v his_o faith_n to_o the_o scripture_n and_o strengthen_v his_o poor_a batter_a historical_a faith_n and_o can_v now_o tell_v by_o experience_n o_o i_o see_v all_o divine_a faith_n be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n these_o thought_n have_v make_v i_o move_v this_o question_n with_o myself_o quest_n whether_o there_o be_v not_o a_o great_a difference_n between_o the_o historical_a faith_n of_o a_o true_a child_n of_o god_n and_o other_o man_n the_o child_n of_o god_n give_v his_o assent_n and_o the_o man_n who_o be_v not_o a_o child_n of_o god_n give_v his_o assent_n to_o the_o same_o proposition_n which_o the_o other_o do_v answ_n i_o have_v determine_v in_o myself_o certain_o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n though_o both_o give_v the_o assent_n to_o the_o same_o truth_n first_o because_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v teach_v by_o god_n his_o father_n john_n 6.45_o it_o be_v another_o kind_n of_o teach_v he_o have_v than_o other_o have_v the_o spirit_n as_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o covenant_n instruct_v he_o now_o as_o by_o this_o teach_n he_o see_v those_o divine_a truth_n after_o another_o manner_n than_o other_o do_v so_o he_o assent_v to_o they_o after_o another_o manner_n he_o have_v strong_a conviction_n than_o other_o have_v where_o there_o be_v a_o different_a efficient_a in_o this_o point_n there_o will_v be_v a_o different_a effect_n second_o the_o child_n of_o god_n do_v experience_n and_o press_v still_o daily_o more_o and_o more_o for_o his_o experience_n of_o those_o truth_n to_o which_o he_o do_v assent_v so_o his_o experience_n return_v this_o a_o addition_n of_o strength_n to_o his_o assent_n to_o conclude_v this_o head_n christian_n do_v not_o make_v light_n of_o historical_a faith_n o_o pray_v that_o god_n will_v give_v you_o more_o of_o this_o faith_n and_o streng_v than_o it_o mighty_o by_o that_o time_n you_o have_v pay_v as_o dear_a for_o it_o as_o some_o other_o have_v do_v you_o will_v value_v it_o at_o a_o great_a rate_n pray_v i_o say_v read_v good_a book_n that_o may_v help_v you_o but_o above_o all_o let_v i_o commend_v this_o as_o the_o sure_a and_o most_o approve_a way_n to_o help_v you_o labour_n to_o experience_n christ_n in_o all_o his_o work_n of_o redemption_n the_o more_o you_o grow_v here_o the_o strong_a grow_v your_o faith_n of_o assent_n you_o will_v be_v more_o able_a to_o ward_v and_o bear_v off_o satan_n blow_n and_o answer_v the_o objection_n which_o arise_v from_o thy_o unbelieving_a atheistical_a heart_n you_o may_v find_v argument_n and_o help_v yourself_o to_o deal_v with_o a_o atheist_n by_o read_v of_o book_n and_o in_o that_o you_o will_v do_v well_o but_o you_o will_v never_o be_v arm_v sufficient_o against_o satan_n the_o unbelief_n and_o atheism_n of_o thy_o own_o heart_n without_o this_o when_o i_o be_v a_o boy_n i_o never_o care_v to_o play_v at_o cudgel_n with_o he_o who_o be_v left-handed_a and_o look_v a_o squint_a with_o his_o eye_n i_o can_v not_o tell_v where_o to_o have_v he_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o blow_n where_o i_o be_v not_o aware_a of_o he_o for_z other_o i_o do_v not_o much_o care_n unless_o too_o big_a for_o i_o to_o beat_v my_o cudgel_n to_o my_o head_n for_o atheistical_a man_n you_o may_v make_v a_o shift_n to_o hold_v up_o the_o cudgel_n against_o they_o by_o what_o argument_n you_o can_v invent_v and_o read_v in_o author_n though_o sometime_o they_o be_v so_o impudent_a bold_a and_o subtle_a in_o argue_v that_o they_o will_v seem_v to_o beat_v your_o cudgel_n to_o your_o head_n but_o from_o my_o own_o woeful_a heart_n and_o squint-eyed_a leave_v hand_v satan_n i_o have_v feel_v such_o blow_n come_v that_o no_o atheist_n without_o i_o can_v strike_v i_o may_v read_v book_n long_o enough_o before_o i_o shall_v find_v a_o answer_n to_o these_o argument_n when_o a_o man_n have_v experience_v the_o redemption_n of_o christ_n the_o promise_n the_o new_a covenant_n for_o there_o be_v the_o blow_v give_v not_o about_o the_o commandment_n for_o there_o be_v a_o light_n within_o our_o reason_n which_o help_v to_o confirm_v the_o equity_n and_o reason_n of_o the_o command_n this_o man_n have_v a_o weapon_n both_o for_o defence_n and_o offence_n of_o this_o experimental_a feel_n of_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n redemption_n i_o can_v say_v as_o david_n to_o ahimelech_n 1_o sam._n 21.9_o when_o he_o have_v ask_v ahimelech_n for_o a_o sword_n he_o tell_v he_o he_o have_v none_o but_o the_o sword_n of_o goliath_n david_n say_v there_o be_v none_o like_o that_o give_v it_o i_o so_o say_v i_o there_o be_v no_o sword_n like_o this_o to_o enter_v into_o the_o field_n against_o atheism_n lord_n give_v it_o i_o our_o highpriest_n jesus_n must_v give_v it_o we_o i_o shut_v up_o this_o head_n with_o this_o rule_n that_o man_n who_o have_v the_o gospel_n write_v upon_o the_o fleshy-table_n of_o his_o heart_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n almighty_a spirit_n that_o man_n have_v the_o best_a argument_n to_o prove_v to_o himself_o that_o the_o gospel_n write_v in_o paper_n withink_v be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n three_o the_o three_o thing_n require_v to_o the_o reception_n of_o christ_n be_v the_o approbation_n of_o he_o as_o good_a the_o best_a good_a such_o a_o good_a as_o exceed_v all_o that_o good_a which_o the_o soul_n find_v in_o that_o term_n from_o which_o it_o be_v call_v christ_n be_v not_o propose_v as_o a_o object_n of_o bare_a and_o naked_a truth_n to_o be_v assent_v to_o but_o as_o a_o sovereign_a and_o save_a truth_n to_o do_v good_a to_o man_n the_o desire_n of_o all_o flesh_n hag._n 2.7_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v call_v from_o the_o term_n in_o which_o god_n find_v it_o it_o be_v call_v from_o good_a so_o it_o apprehend_v it_o and_o approve_v it_o be_v it_o the_o pleasure_n of_o his_o lust_n this_o be_v bonum_fw-la jucundum_fw-la this_o hold_v he_o fast_o be_v it_o profit_n this_o be_v bonum_fw-la utile_fw-la good_a there_o be_v be_v it_o true_a be_v it_o false_a in_o itself_o it_o be_v so_o to_o he_o and_o this_o hold_v he_o fast_o make_v the_o work_n so_o difficult_a so_o strange_a to_o he_o why_o he_o shall_v be_v call_v away_o he_o be_v well_o where_o he_o be_v now_o the_o soul_n must_v have_v such_o good_a in_o christ_n to_o who_o he_o be_v call_v lay_v open_a to_o it_o as_o do_v counterpoise_n nay_o outbid_v and_o excel_v all_o that_o good_a which_o he_o find_v in_o the_o term_n from_o which_o he_o be_v call_v and_o the_o judgement_n the_o practical_a judgement_n not_o only_a absolutum_fw-la but_o comparatum_fw-la must_v approve_v of_o it_o to_o be_v so_o too_o else_o the_o soul_n will_v never_o be_v sound_o take_v off_o from_o that_o term_n from_o which_o he_o be_v call_v nor_o ever_o close_o true_o with_o christ_n never_o receive_v he_o to_o who_o he_o be_v call_v christ_n must_v come_v into_o the_o will_n he_o must_v be_v receive_v there_o else_o he_o be_v never_o saving_o receive_v but_o if_o he_o come_v there_o the_o will_n must_v be_v certain_o inform_v that_o he_o be_v good_a and_o so_o good_a to_o answer_v whatever_o he_o call_v for_o there_o or_o else_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v admit_v there_o who_o will_v show_v we_o any_o good_a psal_n 4.6_o it_o be_v not_o only_o the_o question_n of_o wicked_a man_n in_o the_o good_a they_o seek_v after_o but_o it_o be_v the_o question_n of_o every_o man_n as_o man_n every_o man_n will_n be_v inquire_v after_o good_a 13.14_o medul_a theol._n l._n 2._o c._n 5._o thes_n 13.14_o one_o good_a or_o other_o doctor_n ames_n say_v true_a objectum_fw-la materiale_a fidei_fw-la est_fw-la immediate_a aliquod_fw-la axioma_fw-la sub_fw-la ratione_fw-la very_fw-la sed_fw-la illud_fw-la in_o que_fw-la principaliter_fw-la terminatur_fw-la fides_n de_fw-fr quo_fw-la &_o propter_fw-la quod_fw-la assensus_fw-la praebetur_fw-la illi_fw-la axiomati_fw-la per_fw-la fidem_fw-la est_fw-la ens_fw-la incomp_n exum_fw-la sub_fw-la ratione_fw-la boni_fw-la principalis_fw-la igitur_fw-la terminus_fw-la in_o quem_fw-la tendit_fw-la actus_fw-la credentis_fw-la est_fw-la res_fw-la ipsa_fw-la quae_fw-la in_o axiomate_fw-la praecipue_fw-la spectatur_fw-la let_v the_o understand_a assent_n never_o so_o much_o to_o all_o these_o thing_n concern_v christ_n as_o true_a if_o the_o judgement_n do_v not_o approve_v of_o they_o as_o good_a and_o best_a good_a christ_n will_v never_o be_v true_o receive_v god_n in_o his_o work_n maintain_v the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o their_o act_n as_o he_o make_v they_o approbation_n belong_v proper_o to_o the_o intellectual_a part_n for_o before_o any_o man_n can_v will_v a_o thing_n it_o be_v presuppose_v that_o he_o esteem_v it_o to_o be_v good_a in_o the_o judgement_n of_o his_o understanding_n and_o this_o be_v to_o be_v approve_v that_o the_o
be_v de_fw-fr fide_fw-la we_o know_v it_o by_o revelation_n we_o have_v god_n testimony_n for_o it_o but_o i_o believe_v this_o minor_a proposition_n how_o do_v you_o know_v that_o it_o must_v be_v by_o a_o man_n retire_v into_o himself_o and_o there_o take_v a_o view_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n examine_v what_o god_n have_v do_v there_o how_o he_o have_v draw_v the_o soul_n to_o christ_n which_o i_o know_v the_o mind_n of_o man_n illuminate_v sanctify_v this_o spirit_n of_o man_n the_o candle_n of_o the_o lord_n search_v all_o the_o inward_a part_n of_o the_o belly_n prov._n 20.27_o with_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n help_v of_o it_o against_o all_o those_o darken_n objection_n which_o satan_n and_o his_o own_o timorous_a heart_n raise_v may_v experience_n find_v out_o and_o that_o certain_o and_o so_o draw_v up_o this_o conclusion_n therefore_o christ_n be_v i_o my_o sin_n be_v forgive_v the_o conclusion_n be_v certain_a that_o soul_n be_v not_o deceive_v there_o may_v be_v a_o firm_a assent_n give_v to_o this_o conclusion_n if_o so_o then_o say_v learned_a ward_n 33._o de_fw-fr fide_fw-la justific_a cap._n 33._o rectissime_fw-la dicitur_fw-la assensus-fidei_a specialis_fw-la cvi_fw-la nec_fw-la subest_fw-la aliquando_fw-la nec_fw-la subesse_fw-la potest_fw-la falsum_fw-la non_fw-la minus_fw-la quam_fw-la fidei_fw-la catholicae_fw-la here_o i_o shrink_v certainty_n i_o acknowledge_v not_o a_o waver_a conjecture_n but_o to_o have_v it_o special_a divine_a faith_n and_o to_o be_v as_o certain_a as_o this_o proposition_n that_o he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n be_v justify_v or_o pardon_v of_o which_o i_o be_o sure_a it_o be_v true_a non_fw-la potest_fw-la subesse_fw-la falsum_fw-la this_o be_v hard_a to_o yield_v to_o the_o minor_a be_v certain_a with_o the_o certainty_n of_o experience_n or_o experimental_a knowledge_n he_o say_v experience_n and_o faith_n be_v different_a thing_n how_o then_o be_v the_o conclusion_n certain_a with_o the_o certainty_n of_o divine_a faith_n the_o conclusion_n must_v follow_v the_o weak_a part_n and_o i_o think_v my_o experience_n be_v weak_a than_o god_n testimony_n then_o let_v the_o conclusion_n follow_v my_o experience_n and_o so_o be_v certain_a with_o the_o certainty_n of_o experience_n and_o if_o so_o then_o be_v sure_a the_o particular_a persuasion_n and_o assurance_n christ_n be_v i_o can_v be_v the_o essence_n of_o save_a faith_n for_o there_o be_v no_o faith_n at_o all_o in_o that_o conclusion_n however_o make_v the_o best_a of_o it_o it_o be_v but_o mix_v i_o find_v that_o learned_a author_n twice_o assert_v that_o divine_a proposition_n 205._o p._n 33._o &_o 205._o de_fw-fr fi_fw-la de_fw-la be_v more_o obscure_a and_o less_o evident_a they_o be_v therefore_o the_o weak_a eo_fw-la nomine_fw-la deteriores_fw-la because_o of_o the_o inevidentia_n in_o this_o divine_a proposition_n he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n the_o mediator_n his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v therefore_o there_o be_v a_o debilitas_fw-la a_o weakness_n in_o this_o proposition_n whence_o if_o the_o syllogism_n be_v form_v he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n mediator_n his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v but_o i_o believe_v in_o christ_n mediator_n which_o i_o know_v by_o experience_n therefore_o my_o sin_n be_v pardon_v here_o the_o conclusion_n must_v follow_v the_o more_o ineyident_a and_o so_o the_o weak_a part_n which_o be_v the_o major_a pace_n tanti_fw-la viri_fw-la here_o we_o must_v dissent_v i_o will_v not_o have_v it_o say_v that_o ullo_fw-la nomine_fw-la a_o divine_a proposition_n shall_v be_v deterior_fw-la than_o other_o scientifical_a proposition_n that_o stout_a champion_n bradwardin_n argue_v against_o some_o philosopher_n who_o presume_v they_o can_v know_v god_n full_o and_o deride_v of_o christian_n because_o they_o believe_v something_o concern_v god_n which_o they_o know_v not_o how_o to_o demonstrate_v by_o way_n of_o humane_a reason_n after_o he_o have_v prove_v that_o god_n be_v infinite_o more_o not_o know_v than_o know_v he_o bid_v the_o philosopher_n cease_v deride_v christian_n for_o believe_v some_o thing_n divine_o reveal_v concern_v god_n and_o his_o work_n which_o they_o know_v not_o how_o to_o demonstrate_v 29._o de_fw-fr causa_fw-la dei_fw-la p._n 29._o but_o know_v how_o to_o defend_v they_o from_o their_o contradictory_n demonstration_n then_o say_v he_o ought_v not_o this_o to_o satisfy_v any_o christian_n yea_o or_o profane_a man_n for_o a_o demonstration_n deus_fw-la dicit_fw-la jehovah_n say_v it_o be_v a_o demonstration_n sufficient_a in_o bradwardin_n esteem_n and_o certain_o if_o it_o be_v as_o impossible_a for_o god_n or_o the_o prima_fw-la vâ—â—â—â—â—â—_n to_o be_v untrue_a or_o false_a as_o for_o fire_n to_o be_v cold_a or_o sun_n 〈…〉_o dark_a then_o if_o he_o say_v it_o there_o be_v as_o much_o strength_n in_o that_o proposition_n to_o command_v assent_n from_o our_o understanding_n as_o in_o any_o proposition_n of_o which_o you_o can_v make_v demonstration_n by_o any_o humane_a reason_n 224._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n dialog_n can_v triph._n p._n 224._o justin_n martyr_n say_v the_o prophet_n do_v not_o compose_v their_o write_n by_o demonstration_n but_o be_v witness_n worthy_a to_o be_v believe_v of_o truth_n far_o above_o all_o demonstration_n then_o certain_o a_o divine_a proposition_n can_v be_v the_o weak_a part_n of_o a_o syllogism_n which_o the_o conclusion_n must_v follow_v again_o why_o do_v this_o learned_a man_n say_v that_o divine_a proposition_n de_fw-fr fide_fw-la be_v more_o obscure_a i_o mean_v ex_fw-la hypothesi_fw-la that_o it_o be_v yield_v that_o it_o be_v a_o divine_a proposition_n as_o this_o proposition_n which_o he_o propound_v he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n the_o mediator_n his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v what_o obscurity_n be_v there_o in_o this_o proposition_n more_o than_o in_o the_o next_o but_o i_o believe_v in_o christ_n the_o mediator_n be_v the_o obscurity_n as_o to_o the_o proposition_n whether_o this_o be_v a_o article_n divine_o reveal_v then_o the_o minor_a be_v but_o in_o vain_a i_o will_v never_o trouble_v myself_o to_o know_v whether_o i_o believe_v in_o this_o christ_n mediator_n or_o not_o but_o be_v that_o yield_v it_o be_v a_o article_n of_o divine_a faith_n be_v the_o obscurity_n in_o the_o word_n believe_v then_o the_o minor_a must_v be_v as_o obscure_v be_v it_o in_o the_o object_n of_o this_o faith_n christ_n the_o mediator_n that_o be_v a_o mystery_n indeed_o his_o person_n and_o his_o work_n but_o still_o the_o minor_fw-la will_v be_v as_o obscure_v for_o the_o minor_a proposition_n assume_v the_o tertium_fw-la argumentum_fw-la out_o of_o major_a proposition_n and_o dispose_v it_o with_o the_o subject_n of_o the_o question_n and_o if_o it_o be_v obscure_a there_o it_o must_v be_v so_o here_o in_o the_o next_o word_n can_v be_v the_o obscurity_n but_o this_o i_o be_o sure_a of_o in_o the_o minor_a that_o i_o believe_v there_o may_v be_v obscurity_n rise_v from_o a_o person_n where_o though_o there_o be_v light_n yet_o there_o be_v also_o much_o darkness_n but_o in_o god_n there_o be_v light_a and_o no_o darkness_n not_o so_o much_o as_o the_o shadow_n of_o a_o lie_n again_o whereas_o the_o learned_a author_n say_v proposition_n de_fw-fr fide_fw-la be_v more_o certain_a than_o scientifical_a proposition_n if_o they_o be_v more_o certain_a than_o my_o assent_n unto_o such_o proposition_n must_v needs_o be_v more_o certain_a if_o the_o question_n then_o be_v to_o which_o of_o these_o proposition_n he_o that_o believe_v in_o christ_n the_o mediator_n his_o sin_n be_v pardon_v i_o believe_v in_o christ_n the_o mediator_n can_v i_o give_v the_o most_o certain_a assent_n to_o the_o first_o sure_o be_v a_o proposition_n de_fw-fr fide_fw-la then_o that_o must_v be_v the_o strong_a of_o the_o premise_n and_o the_o minor_a be_v the_o weak_a which_o the_o conclusion_n must_v follow_v the_o learned_a author_n say_v that_o the_o minor_a i_o believe_v in_o christ_n must_v be_v de_fw-la fide_fw-la because_o it_o can_v be_v know_v quoad_fw-la modum_fw-la without_o the_o irradiation_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n which_o irradiation_n for_o so_o i_o think_v he_o put_v infallibiliter_fw-la certa_fw-la &_o vera_fw-la in_o the_o ablative_a case_n to_o agree_v with_o irradiatione_fw-la be_v infallible_o certain_a and_o true_a here_o we_o have_v something_o that_o be_v obscure_a what_o be_v this_o irradiation_n of_o the_o spirit_n reverend_a mr._n bolton_n mention_n several_a case_n and_o time_n 326._o gener._n direct_v p._n 326._o in_o which_o the_o spirit_n do_v suggest_v and_o justify_v to_o a_o sanctify_a conscience_n with_o a_o secret_a still_o heart-ravishing_a voice_n thus_o or_o in_o like_a manner_n thou_o be_v a_o child_n of_o god_n thy_o sin_n be_v pardon_v thou_o be_v one_o of_o they_o that_o shall_v be_v save_v that_o it_o be_v with_o a_o voice_n always_o he_o do_v not_o say_v but_o that_o the_o spirit_n do_v so_o break_v in_o upon_o a_o soul_n in_o a_o secret_a
be_v i_o will_v require_v the_o assistance_n and_o testimony_n too_o of_o that_o good_a spirit_n when_o he_o help_v the_o soul_n to_o make_v his_o syllogism_n indeed_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o draw_v up_o his_o conclusion_n according_a to_o his_o premise_n he_o be_v call_v the_o comforter_n and_o this_o his_o office_n none_o can_v perform_v but_o himself_o if_o other_o help_v it_o be_v a_o he_o convey_v himself_o by_o they_o such_o be_v the_o work_n of_o conversion_n from_o the_o first_o work_n of_o illumination_n to_o the_o last_o all_o the_o thing_n that_o come_v within_o the_o compass_n of_o a_o real_a christian_a they_o do_v all_o depend_v upon_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n man_n shall_v know_v it_o be_v not_o their_o great_a learning_n high_a part_n etc._n etc._n that_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n belong_v to_o a_o real_a christian_a without_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n his_o work_n do_v not_o depend_v upon_o the_o greatness_n of_o man_n ability_n god_n have_v no_o need_n of_o they_o yea_o we_o find_v that_o as_o great_a part_n hinder_v man_n from_o sound_a conversion_n that_o be_v a_o low_a thing_n fit_a for_o mechanic_n so_o where_o man_n have_v by_o the_o work_n of_o god_n spirit_n attain_v to_o save_a grace_n their_o great_a part_n have_v be_v great_a hindrance_n to_o their_o settle_n and_o comfort_n many_o a_o poor_a sincere_a christian_a who_o natural_a ability_n be_v but_o low_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o draw_v up_o the_o conclusion_n and_o walk_v in_o the_o comfort_n of_o it_o that_o christ_n be_v i_o when_o other_o great_a head_n though_o they_o have_v grace_n shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o reach_v it_o their_o excellent_a part_n do_v but_o help_v they_o to_o be_v the_o more_o acute_a disputant_n against_o themselves_o snarl_v and_o baffle_v themselves_o no_o flesh_n shall_v glory_v in_o his_o presence_n 1_o cor._n 1.29_o hence_o we_o have_v know_v great_a scholar_n able_a divine_n have_v be_v glad_a to_o confer_v with_o and_o listen_v to_o the_o experience_n of_o plain_a christian_n in_o these_o case_n thus_o the_o eye_n have_v need_v of_o the_o hand_n 1_o cor._n 12.21_o yea_o of_o the_o foot_n seven_o many_o christian_n must_v have_v their_o settle_n and_o assurance_n come_v in_o their_o way_n which_o they_o have_v set_v down_o they_o chalk_n out_o god_n path_n for_o he_o they_o must_v have_v their_o comfort_n and_o evidence_n as_o such_o a_o christian_a have_v it_o may_v be_v in_o a_o absolute_a promise_n without_o any_o condition_n express_v this_o be_v the_o only_a way_n of_o evidence_v which_o some_o cry_v up_o and_o all_o assurance_n that_o come_v not_o this_o way_n be_v not_o value_v this_o will_v take_v up_o some_o paper_n to_o handle_v that_o question_n which_o do_v so_o unbottom_n many_o serious_a christian_n it_o will_v be_v too_o long_o to_o treat_v of_o it_o here_o but_o thus_o divers_a have_v lie_v look_v for_o and_o listen_v after_o such_o a_o word_n set_v home_o by_o a_o impulse_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o all_o other_o way_n of_o evidence_v be_v neglect_v to_o draw_v up_o a_o man_n evidence_n by_o syllogize_v take_v first_o the_o word_n then_o apply_v that_o word_n to_o my_o heart_n and_o if_o my_o heart_n answer_v the_o word_n then_o conclude_v thus_o or_o so_o of_o my_o condition_n this_o be_v cry_v down_o as_o be_v no_o sure_a or_o sound_a way_n of_o evidence_v hence_o many_o poor_a but_o sincere_a christian_n be_v afraid_a and_o dare_v not_o go_v this_o way_n to_o work_v this_o have_v make_v sad_a work_n i_o know_v where_o last_o some_o minister_n have_v preach_v it_o and_o their_o work_n publish_v have_v declare_v it_o that_o assurance_n be_v no_o save_v grace_n it_o be_v comfort_n but_o not_o grace_v and_o now_o there_o be_v no_o great_a danger_n though_o they_o do_v want_v assurance_n for_o they_o want_v not_o grace_n but_o want_v the_o comfort_n only_o of_o their_o grace_n in_o want_v assurance_n so_o they_o may_v do_v well_o in_o the_o conclusion_n though_o they_o want_v comfort_n at_o present_a it_o be_v want_v of_o save_a grace_n not_o comfort_n which_o will_v ruin_v they_o this_o will_v occasion_v another_o question_n quest_n whether_o a_o christian_a upon_o self-examination_n or_o examination_n by_o other_o judicious_a and_o godly_a be_v convince_v so_o much_o at_o least_o that_o he_o dare_v not_o deny_v but_o god_n have_v wrought_v the_o good_a work_n of_o faith_n in_o he_o ought_v not_o now_o to_o conclude_v christ_n be_v i_o and_o my_o sin_n be_v forgive_v i_o speak_v of_o such_o a_o christian_a who_o have_v be_v examine_v himself_o by_o what_o have_v go_v before_o or_o by_o any_o other_o book_n or_o rule_n which_o be_v sound_a and_o unerring_a some_o their_o rule_n be_v false_a and_o most_o man_n judge_v by_o false_a rule_n but_o i_o be_o speak_v of_o a_o real_a christian_a who_o be_v careful_a of_o his_o rule_n and_o as_o careful_a in_o the_o apply_v of_o his_o heart_n to_o the_o rule_n among_o these_o in_o discourse_n we_o meet_v with_o some_o who_o manifest_a too_o much_o frowardness_n pettishness_n who_o i_o much_o mislike_v and_o suspect_v other_o of_o a_o more_o humble_a meekened_a reverend_a frame_n of_o spirit_n will_v to_o subject_a to_o any_o way_n of_o god_n and_o will_v conclude_v if_o they_o dare_v but_o they_o fear_v they_o shall_v be_v too_o bold_a and_o thus_o out_o of_o fear_n be_v keep_v from_o their_o conclusion_n these_o be_v the_o christian_n i_o aim_v at_o and_o observe_v the_o stress_n of_o the_o question_n lie_v in_o the_o word_n ought_v it_o be_v not_o what_o they_o may_v do_v but_o what_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v make_v it_o a_o duty_n incumbent_n upon_o they_o and_o if_o that_o can_v be_v make_v good_a though_o that_o be_v yield_v assurance_n be_v not_o grace_n yet_o they_o be_v not_o at_o liberty_n to_o turn_v off_o the_o conclusion_n as_o they_o please_v answ_n our_o father_n who_o define_v faith_n by_o a_o particular_a persuasion_n and_o assurance_n etc._n etc._n have_v here_o a_o mighty_a advantage_n for_o their_o assurance_n be_v grace_n and_o those_o who_o have_v it_o not_o must_v want_v save_v grace_n for_o they_o want_v faith_n without_o which_o no_o salvation_n and_o this_o i_o believe_v do_v put_v on_o many_o christian_n that_o they_o dare_v not_o to_o deny_v the_o conclusion_n that_o christ_n be_v i_o forgiveness_n be_v i_o because_o therein_o lie_v their_o work_n of_o save_a faith_n and_o the_o contrary_a to_o it_o be_v unbelief_n the_o great_a gospel_n damn_v sin_n few_o christian_n then_o and_o many_o now_o i_o believe_v know_v no_o other_o faith_n but_o this_o or_o unbelief_n but_o what_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o hence_o rise_v that_o position_n which_o have_v be_v so_o stiff_o maintain_v if_o a_o christian_a shall_v fall_v into_o a_o scandalous_a foul_a sin_n yet_o he_o must_v not_o let_v go_v his_o assurance_n of_o his_o interest_n in_o christ_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n but_o that_o he_o ought_v to_o hold_v firm_a very_o true_a if_o faith_n be_v the_o particular_a persuasion_n and_o assurance_n that_o christ_n be_v i_o than_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v so_o for_o every_o man_n duty_n and_o so_o his_o duty_n be_v to_o believe_v he_o must_v not_o be_v a_o unbeliever_n though_o he_o have_v fall_v but_o what_o danger_n lie_v in_o this_o some_o rot_a bold_a hypocrite_n may_v be_v will_v say_v he_o hold_v his_o assurance_n at_o such_o a_o time_n but_o show_v i_o that_o real_a sound_n christian_n that_o ever_o do_v so_o till_o by_o sound_a repentance_n and_o lay_v hold_n upon_o the_o blood_n of_o atonement_n with_o true_a faith_n he_o have_v recover_v himself_o and_o make_v up_o his_o peace_n with_o god_n when_o thou_o be_v convert_v strengthen_v thy_o brethren_n say_v christ_n to_o peter_n luke_n 22.32_o rise_v from_o scandalous_a great_a fall_n be_v as_o it_o be_v another_o conversion_n or_o a_o now_o conversion_n a_o man_n shall_v meet_v with_o work_n now_o more_o terrible_a it_o may_v be_v than_o in_o his_o first_o conversion_n neither_o david_n nor_o peter_n know_v such_o at_o the_o first_o conversion_n that_o they_o do_v in_o their_o rise_n from_o their_o scandalous_a fall_n but_o no_o more_o of_o this_o now_o before_o i_o come_v to_o try_v whether_o we_o may_v determine_v affirmative_o upon_o the_o question_n i_o will_v take_v off_o a_o objection_n and_o premise_v two_o or_o three_o thing_n the_o objection_n run_v thus_o if_o assurance_n be_v no_o grace_n than_o i_o ought_v not_o to_o conclude_v according_a to_o the_o question_n i_o be_o not_o bind_v to_o any_o thing_n but_o what_o be_v grace_n the_o consequence_n and_o the_o reason_n of_o it_o here_o give_v i_o deny_v though_o assurance_n be_v not_o save_v grace_n yet_o i_o may_v be_v bind_v and_o it_o may_v be_v my_o duty_n to_o conclude_v
according_a to_o the_o question_n there_o be_v many_o thing_n which_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o do_v yet_o the_o do_v of_o they_o be_v not_o save_v grace_n to_o pray_v to_o partake_v of_o the_o sacrament_n to_o hear_v the_o word_n etc._n etc._n they_o be_v my_o duty_n but_o pray_v receive_v hear_v be_v not_o save_v grace_n the_o principle_n that_o move_v i_o to_o these_o duty_n may_v argue_v grace_n the_o manner_n of_o my_o performance_n of_o they_o may_v be_v gracious_a but_o the_o do_v of_o the_o thing_n do_v not_o argue_v grace_n yet_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o the_o duty_n as_o well_o as_o to_o the_o principle_n and_o manner_n of_o do_v not_o to_o do_v these_o duty_n argue_v no_o grace_n say_v the_o bastard-spiritualists_a of_o our_o time_n what_o they_o please_v let_v they_o tell_v god_n one_o day_n they_o be_v so_o spiritual_a that_o they_o have_v no_o need_n of_o but_o be_v above_o his_o ordinance_n and_o appointment_n see_v if_o this_o will_v satisfy_v their_o judge_n for_o such_o contempt_n of_o his_o institution_n thus_o to_o apply_v this_o my_o draw_v up_o this_o conclusion_n that_o christ_n be_v i_o and_o that_o my_o sin_n be_v pardon_v may_v be_v my_o duty_n which_o i_o may_v be_v bind_v to_o assent_v unto_o though_o it_o be_v no_o save_a grace_n a_o man_n may_v from_o a_o gracious_a principle_n draw_v up_o the_o conclusion_n and_o gracious_o possess_v it_o and_o that_o he_o must_v do_v if_o possel_v it_o at_o all_o the_o thing_n which_o i_o will_v premise_v be_v these_o first_o though_o it_o be_v true_a the_o spirit_n of_o god_n must_v put_v to_o his_o assistance_n and_o must_v be_v the_o chief_a actor_n in_o the_o draw_v up_o the_o conclusion_n and_o set_v the_o soul_n in_o the_o comfortable_a assurance_n of_o it_o yet_o this_o do_v not_o take_v it_o off_o but_o it_o may_v be_v my_o duty_n as_o well_o to_o draw_v up_o this_o conclusion_n this_o i_o put_v in_o to_o take_v off_o that_o objection_n which_o some_o may_v have_v and_o many_o no_o doubt_n have_v it_o lie_v secret_o within_o they_o this_o be_v the_o spirit_n work_v and_o so_o look_v no_o further_o to_o any_o act_n of_o they_o but_o only_o to_o listen_v for_o some_o kind_n of_o revelation_n whisper_v or_o some_o such_o secret_a word_n as_o mr._n bolton_n mention_n which_o i_o quote_v before_o out_o of_o he_o without_o make_v use_n of_o their_o examination_n and_o spiritual_a reason_n upon_o that_o self-examination_n if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n do_v not_o put_v to_o his_o hand_n in_o all_o the_o work_v we_o do_v and_o duty_n we_o perform_v we_o make_v bungle_v untoward_a work_n but_o this_o do_v not_o take_v off_o my_o obligation_n nor_o my_o endeavour_n to_o perform_v those_o duty_n my_o duty_n be_v one_o thing_n what_o that_o free_a agent_n will_v help_v i_o to_o do_v be_v another_o thing_n i_o be_o to_o attend_v my_o duty_n and_o look_v to_o he_o for_o his_o assistance_n it_o be_v the_o same_o case_n here_o do_v our_o duty_n if_o it_o prove_v a_o duty_n and_o wait_v for_o the_o spirit_n in_o do_v it_o he_o witness_v with_o our_o spirit_n rom._n 8.16_o while_o we_o be_v do_v our_o duty_n and_o our_o spirit_n witness_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n do_v co-witness_n what_o do_v you_o know_v but_o he_o may_v do_v it_o now_o second_o the_o draw_v up_o this_o conclusion_n as_o to_o the_o degree_n of_o the_o strength_n and_o clearness_n of_o it_o be_v very_o various_a among_o christian_n some_o do_v it_o more_o strong_o and_o clear_o by_o far_o than_o other_o but_o what_o then_o if_o you_o can_v come_v to_o their_o degree_n will_v you_o endeavour_v nothing_o at_o all_o or_o be_v your_o little_a though_o weak_a nothing_o because_o it_o be_v not_o so_o strong_a so_o clear_a as_o he_o i_o do_v not_o doubt_v but_o in_o many_o christian_n where_o this_o work_n of_o examination_n heart-inspection_n be_v keep_v up_o but_o the_o conclusion_n be_v in_o some_o small_a degree_n a_o support_a degree_n draw_v up_o and_o may_v be_v more_o do_v they_o apprehend_v or_o can_v be_v convince_v that_o there_o lie_v any_o duty_n upon_o they_o as_o to_o this_o work_n three_o though_o christian_n when_o they_o have_v labour_v and_o venture_v to_o draw_v up_o the_o conclusion_n and_o find_v sweetness_n in_o that_o honey_n comb_n can_v hold_v it_o long_o but_o lose_v it_o again_o to_o morrow_n it_o may_v be_v they_o be_v at_o a_o loss_n this_o do_v not_o argue_v that_o thou_o do_v err_v in_o draw_v up_o the_o conclusion_n nor_o take_v thou_o off_o at_o all_o from_o they_o duty_n to_o labour_v to_o conclude_v again_o yea_o if_o thou_o lose_v it_o a_o hundred_o time_n yet_o endeavour_v to_o conclude_v again_o alas_o say_v the_o soul_n i_o have_v it_o once_o i_o can_v humble_o say_v christ_n be_v i_o it_o be_v so_o sweet_a unto_o i_o but_o now_o i_o have_v lose_v it_o what_o news_n you_o tell_v we_o as_o if_o no_o body_n know_v it_o but_o yourself_o find_v out_o if_o thou_o can_v christian_n how_o thou_o come_v to_o loose_v it_o if_o you_o be_v sure_a it_o be_v lose_v may_v be_v it_o be_v only_o in_o a_o degree_n the_o spirit_n the_o free_a agent_n withdraw_v for_o a_o time_n but_o if_o this_o be_v thy_o frame_n to_o search_v out_o cause_n if_o any_o such_o be_v unblamable_a and_o labour_v to_o come_v up_o again_o to_o conclude_v again_o if_o it_o be_v a_o hundred_o time_n as_o i_o say_v i_o shall_v like_v your_o condition_n better_o than_o i_o have_v like_v some_o who_o have_v attain_v to_o a_o high_a pitch_n of_o assurance_n from_o a_o absolute_a promise_n set_v home_o by_o the_o spirit_n as_o they_o think_v or_o any_o other_o way_n and_o hence_o they_o say_v once_o the_o lord_n and_o ever_o the_o lord_n who_o god_n once_o love_v he_o always_o love_v and_o thus_o have_v rest_v upon_o such_o a_o revelation_n or_o call_v it_o what_o you_o will_v that_o give_v they_o their_o full_a assurance_n at_o such_o a_o time_n but_o their_o future_a conversation_n have_v not_o be_v so_o answerable_a to_o such_o high_a assurance_n not_o so_o tender_a awful_a holy_a as_o those_o who_o can_v never_o speak_v of_o such_o high_a assurance_n in_o such_o way_n as_o these_o christian_n do_v now_o for_o a_o few_o word_n to_o prove_v that_o a_o christian_n who_o upon_o self-examination_n or_o examination_n by_o other_o judicious_a and_o godly_a be_v convince_v so_o much_o at_o least_o that_o he_o dare_v not_o deny_v but_o god_n have_v wrought_v the_o good_a work_n of_o faith_n in_o he_o aught_o to_o conclude_v christ_n be_v i_o and_o pardon_n be_v i_o first_o something_o he_o must_v conclude_v else_o to_o what_o end_n be_v his_o self-examination_n either_o then_o he_o must_v conclude_v christ_n be_v i_o and_o pardon_n be_v i_o or_o the_o contrary_a christ_n be_v not_o i_o etc._n etc._n for_o he_o to_o conclude_v christ_n be_v not_o i_o pardon_n be_v not_o i_o be_v to_o give_v the_o lie_n to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o conclude_v that_o to_o be_v none_o of_o god_n word_n i_o pray_v christian_n go_v along_o with_o i_o and_o wind_n out_o if_o you_o can_v i_o say_v thou_o give_v the_o lie_n to_o thy_o bible_n for_o though_o it_o be_v true_a i_o can_v prove_v from_o the_o bible_n by_o necessary_a consequence_n that_o i_o be_o a_o believer_n as_o i_o can_v prove_v i_o be_o a_o undo_v sinner_n and_o unbeliever_n natural_o from_o the_o scripture_n though_o my_o name_n be_v not_o in_o it_o but_o this_o be_v clear_v i_o stand_v convince_v and_o dare_v not_o deny_v the_o work_n of_o faith_n in_o i_o now_o for_o i_o to_o deny_v that_o christ_n be_v i_o or_o pardon_v i_o be_v to_o give_v the_o lie_n to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n for_o you_o say_v and_o suppose_v a_o man_n may_v be_v a_o believer_n in_o christ_n and_o yet_o not_o justify_v nor_o unite_v to_o christ_n and_o so_o christ_n his_o which_o be_v direct_o against_o the_o word_n rom._n 3.26_o that_o he_o may_v be_v just_a and_o the_o justifier_n of_o he_o that_o believe_v in_o jesus_n act_n 14.39_o by_o he_o all_o that_o believe_v be_v justify_v from_o all_o thing_n etc._n etc._n yet_o once_o more_o if_o the_o bible_n tell_v we_o this_o be_v save_v faith_n you_o upon_o examination_n or_o other_o skilful_a in_o the_o work_n help_v you_o to_o examine_v and_o there_o you_o find_v that_o which_o agree_v with_o that_o work_n mention_v in_o your_o bible_n for_o save_a faith_n if_o you_o will_v yet_o deny_v that_o you_o have_v save_v faith_n or_o that_o you_o be_v a_o believer_n i_o can_v see_v but_o that_o implicit_o at_o least_o you_o give_v the_o lie_n to_o your_o bible_n for_o that_o which_o your_o bible_n say_v be_v save_v faith_n you_o can_v deny_v but_o you_o
this_o only_a that_o by_o his_o sin_n be_v have_v displease_v god_n who_o have_v be_v to_o he_o a_o most_o merciful_a and_o love_a father_n quest_n what_o sign_n be_v there_o of_o this_o sorrow_n answ_n the_o true_a sign_n of_o it_o be_v this_o when_o a_o man_n can_v be_v grieve_v for_o the_o very_a disobedience_n of_o god_n in_o his_o evil_a word_n or_o deed_n though_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v punish_v 2.19_o 1_o pet._n 2.19_o and_o though_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n by_o these_o man_n christian_n be_v put_v to_o try_v their_o sonship_n whether_o son_n or_o slave_n also_o to_o try_v their_o repentance_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n here_o be_v the_o only_a cause_n and_o the_o true_a sign_n set_v down_o whereby_o they_o must_v try_v themselves_o you_o repent_v you_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o offend_v of_o god_n you_o worship_v he_o you_o serve_v he_o though_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n give_v in_o your_o answer_n christian_n you_o be_v sure_a thus_o it_o be_v with_o you_o and_o you_o can_v trust_v your_o heart_n that_o they_o say_v true_a if_o they_o do_v say_v as_o these_o divine_n have_v say_v before_o calonius_n to_o prove_v his_o assertion_n bring_v in_o antigonus_n his_o judgement_n who_o teach_v his_o scholar_n this_o kind_n of_o divinity_n and_o tell_v we_o out_o of_o menasse_n ben_n israel_n that_o zadok_v and_o baytos_n two_o of_o antigonus_n scholar_n do_v misinterpret_v their_o master_n doctrine_n as_o if_o their_o master_n deny_v any_o other_o life_n after_o this_o and_o from_o thence_o take_v occasion_n to_o deny_v the_o immortality_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o from_o this_o zadok_n rise_v the_o heresy_n and_o sect_n of_o the_o sadducee_n thus_o he_o of_o these_o sadducee_n we_o read_v often_o in_o the_o gospel_n and_o in_o act_n 23.8_o the_o sadducee_n say_v there_o be_v no_o resurrection_n neither_o angel_n nor_o spirit_n be_v there_o neither_o reward_n nor_o punishment_n hell_n nor_o heaven_n i_o believe_v the_o number_n of_o son_n and_o such_o penitent_n will_v be_v but_o very_o few_o sadducee_n will_v not_o be_v esteem_v heretic_n such_o doctrine_n will_v produce_v if_o not_o vile_a herefy_v yet_o vile_a practice_n this_o doctrine_n turn_v out_o all_o the_o promise_n and_o all_o the_o threaten_n out_o of_o the_o bible_n as_o to_o believer_n and_o set_v up_o such_o divinity_n as_o come_v not_o into_o the_o thought_n of_o god_n to_o declare_v to_o the_o son_n of_o man_n strange_a that_o when_o man_n be_v in_o his_o pure_a estate_n no_o sin_n yet_o have_v creep_v into_o his_o soul_n yet_o then_o when_o god_n give_v he_o a_o commandment_n to_o obey_v he_o to_o keep_v man_n to_o obedience_n add_v this_o threat_n thou_o shall_v die_v and_o that_o now_o when_o sin_n have_v get_v in_o and_o have_v still_o such_o a_o hold_n even_o in_o those_o who_o be_v regenerate_v son_n and_o do_v true_o repent_v and_o beside_o sin_n dwell_v in_o they_o live_v among_o such_o variety_n of_o temptation_n to_o draw_v forth_o sin_n which_o adam_n never_o have_v that_o now_o person_n must_v be_v put_v to_o try_v their_o sonship_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n by_o this_o that_o though_o there_o be_v neither_o hell_n nor_o heaven_n yet_o they_o will_v serve_v god_n and_o repent_v be_v very_o strange_a yet_o far_o to_o answer_v these_o worthy_a man_n first_o i_o grant_v that_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n do_v walk_v with_o god_n they_o do_v serve_v he_o worship_v he_o they_o do_v repent_v when_o they_o fall_v without_o be_v move_v with_o argument_n from_o hell_n or_o heaven_n be_v actual_o in_o their_o thought_n the_o excellency_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n the_o love_n they_o bear_v to_o he_o the_o content_a they_o have_v and_o find_v in_o please_v of_o he_o the_o beauty_n they_o see_v in_o a_o conformity_n to_o his_o holy_a will_n and_o bless_a image_n carry_v they_o on_o without_o have_v heaven_n or_o hell_n reward_n or_o punishment_n actual_o in_o their_o eye_n but_o what_o my_o vile_a heart_n will_v do_v if_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n reward_n nor_o punishment_n as_o these_o man_n say_v i_o can_v tell_v that_o what_o calonius_n and_o holy_a perkins_n find_v in_o their_o heart_n i_o know_v not_o but_o i_o be_o sure_a many_o find_v their_o heart_n so_o vile_a so_o out_o of_o frame_v many_o time_n that_o let_v they_o use_v all_o argument_n from_o the_o right_a hand_n and_o leave_v unless_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n come_v in_o and_o quicken_v they_o and_o put_v to_o his_o power_n they_o will_v not_o all_o do_v to_o keep_v the_o vile_a heart_n in_o the_o path_n of_o god_n commandment_n second_o i_o grant_v that_o be_v a_o true_a sign_n as_o mr._n perkins_n say_v if_o person_n do_v as_o he_o say_v in_o their_o godly_a sorrow_n but_o if_o there_o be_v no_o other_o sign_n but_o this_o and_o as_o he_o say_v for_o no_o other_o cause_n but_o this_o only_a than_o i_o know_v not_o how_o we_o shall_v be_v sure_a of_o our_o repentance_n or_o sonship_n until_o i_o see_v and_o be_v sure_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n and_o then_o see_v what_o my_o heart_n will_v do_v whatever_o it_o may_v say_v now_o it_o will_v do_v i_o dare_v not_o trust_v it_o three_o the_o only_a cause_n say_v mr._n perkins_n be_v this_o because_o by_o his_o sin_n he_o have_v displease_v god_n who_o have_v be_v to_o he_o a_o most_o merciful_a and_o love_a father_n very_o good_a wherein_o do_v god_n show_v himself_o to_o be_v so_o merciful_a and_o love_a be_v it_o not_o in_o deliver_v he_o from_o the_o misery_n for_o mercy_n always_o suppose_v misery_n he_o have_v bring_v himself_o into_o and_o be_v not_o guilt_n hell_n and_o damnation_n a_o part_n of_o that_o misery_n it_o seem_v then_o the_o man_n be_v deliver_v from_o hell_n call_v god_n his_o love_a and_o merciful_a father_n for_o redeem_v his_o soul_n from_o death_n and_o from_o this_o love_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n to_o he_o if_o he_o offend_v he_o mourn_v and_o grieve_v and_o will_v do_v though_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n and_o by_o this_o judge_n his_o state_n but_o have_v god_n be_v look_v upon_o so_o merciful_a and_o love_a if_o he_o have_v not_o deliver_v he_o from_o hell_n and_o give_v he_o a_o title_n to_o heaven_n i_o doubt_v not_o so_o that_o when_o a_o man_n be_v sure_a of_o deliverance_n from_o the_o one_o and_o title_n to_o the_o other_o now_o he_o repent_v and_o serve_v god_n though_o there_o be_v neither_o one_o nor_o the_o other_o this_o be_v the_o divinity_n i_o can_v understand_v as_o to_o the_o text_n mr._n perkins_n quote_v to_o prove_v his_o doctrine_n that_o of_o 2_o cor._n 7.8_o 9_o it_o prove_v not_o at_o all_o his_o point_n it_o mention_n godly_a sorrow_n indeed_o but_o what_o be_v the_o only_a cause_n of_o it_o it_o treat_v not_o of_o it_o do_v not_o say_v the_o corinthian_n be_v so_o sorrowful_a though_o there_o be_v neither_o hell_n nor_o heaven_n nay_o in_o the_o fear_n which_o it_o wrought_v ver_fw-la 11._o i_o do_v not_o know_v how_o mr._n perkins_n will_v prove_v that_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n of_o hell_n may_v not_o be_v some_o inducement_n to_o that_o fear_n as_o to_o peter_n bitter_a weep_a matth._n 26.75_o which_o be_v his_o next_o it_o prove_v no_o more_o than_o what_o i_o yield_v at_o first_o the_o look_n of_o a_o gracious_a saviour_n upon_o unkind_a peter_n who_o have_v boast_v so_o before_o that_o he_o will_v die_v with_o he_o and_o not_o deny_v he_o but_o now_o deal_v with_o he_o after_o this_o manner_n this_o break_v peter_n heart_n this_o argue_v that_o unkind_a deal_n against_o love_n manifest_v break_v a_o heart_n and_o nothing_o like_o it_o but_o still_o in_o what_o be_v this_o love_n manifest_v john_n 6.68_o peter_n know_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n the_o christ_n the_o saviour_n have_v there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n i_o question_v whether_o peter_n will_v have_v leave_v all_o and_o follow_v he_o as_o to_o 1_o peter_n 2.19_o the_o only_a text_n he_o quote_v for_o his_o second_o answer_n the_o apostle_n exhort_v servant_n to_o be_v subject_a to_o their_o master_n though_o froward_a his_o reason_n for_o this_o be_v thank_v worthy_a if_o a_o man_n for_o conscience_n towards_o god_n endure_v grief_n suffer_v wrongful_o by_o conscience_n here_o be_v mean_v no_o other_o but_o that_o good_a conscience_n before_o god_n which_o make_v christian_a servant_n sollicitous_o careful_a lest_o by_o their_o disobedient_a and_o rebellious_a carriage_n against_o their_o master_n they_o shall_v offend_v god_n who_o have_v give_v command_n to_o servant_n to_o be_v obedient_a and_o subject_a to_o their_o master_n but_o as_o the_o lord_n have_v give_v command_n to_o servant_n so_o he_o promise_v they_o
with_o sigh_v as_o david_n say_v psal_n 31.10_o it_o be_v true_a i_o can_v conceive_v what_o a_o terrible_a pain_n he_o must_v suffer_v who_o have_v a_o great_a ragged_a stone_n crowd_v from_o the_o kidney_n through_o the_o ureter_n into_o the_o bladder_n but_o yet_o i_o can_v tell_v what_o it_o be_v like_o he_o who_o feel_v it_o minister_n and_o other_o christian_n may_v think_v that_o such_o or_o such_o corruption_n and_o temptation_n be_v strong_a yet_o i_o observe_v some_o have_v not_o so_o much_o judgement_n but_o no_o man_n know_v what_o they_o be_v as_o those_o who_o lie_v under_o they_o those_o who_o feel_v they_o and_o be_v combat_v with_o they_o of_o all_o christian_n give_v i_o the_o tempt_v christian_a those_o who_o have_v experience_v all_o kind_n of_o temptation_n some_o man_n their_o infirm_a body_n their_o constitution_n and_o employment_n take_v they_o off_o from_o some_o violent_a corruption_n and_o temptation_n that_o other_o man_n body_n constitution_n and_o employment_n expose_v they_o to_o let_v i_o hear_v and_o read_v these_o latter_a sort_n preach_v and_o write_v of_o such_o corruption_n and_o temptation_n some_o man_n have_v their_o comfortable_a yoak-fellow_n their_o creature-comfort_n about_o they_o health_n and_o if_o sickly_a yet_o they_o have_v attendance_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v help_v to_o support_v they_o they_o be_v in_o the_o same_o station_n that_o ever_o they_o be_v they_o owe_v nothing_o other_o person_n have_v their_o unequal_a yoak-fellow_n cross_v and_o wretched_a it_o may_v be_v much_o pain_n and_o sickness_n and_o poverty_n add_v to_o it_o be_v aloft_o now_o be_v low_a be_v full_a now_o empty_a the_o creditor_n call_v write_v for_o debt_n to_o be_v pay_v the_o man_n will_v fain_o pay_v will_v not_o dishonour_v his_o profession_n but_o have_v not_o enough_o to_o pay_v by_o many_o pound_n worse_o than_o naught_o let_v i_o hear_v and_o read_v these_o latter_a sort_n of_o man_n preach_v and_o write_v of_o christian_a cheerfulness_n heavenly_a mindedness_n and_o contentation_n in_o all_o condition_n yet_o here_o also_o may_v be_v a_o great_a difference_n for_o god_n may_v give_v in_o that_o to_o one_o that_o he_o do_v not_o to_o another_o and_o beside_o the_o condition_n of_o one_o christian_n may_v be_v very_o different_a some_o it_o may_v be_v always_o poor_a and_o to_o he_o it_o be_v nothing_o so_o hard_a to_o walk_v comfortable_o under_o it_o i_o know_v one_o good_a old_a christian_n one_o go_v to_o see_v he_o find_v he_o roast_v two_o crab_n a_o piece_n of_o brown_a bread_n and_o a_o pot_n of_o water_n this_o be_v his_o supper_n and_o he_o cheerful_a this_o be_v very_o good_a but_o he_o be_v always_o low_a a_o minister_n i_o know_v who_o have_v keep_v a_o fast_a with_o another_o minister_n at_o night_n for_o his_o supper_n have_v only_o a_o pudding_n of_o meal_n and_o water_n a_o mess_n of_o plain_a grewel_n his_o drink_n a_o little_a change_v from_o water_n this_o be_v his_o supper_n the_o good_a man_n find_v it_o a_o hard_a matter_n to_o be_v content_v the_o other_o minister_n have_v his_o good_a thing_n to_o refresh_v he_o another_o minister_n invite_v i_o to_o dinner_n we_o have_v a_o dry_a pudding_n as_o the_o other_o minister_n and_o salt_n fish_n not_o like_o your_o london_n fish_n only_o we_o have_v mustard_n and_o here_o say_v the_o good_a man_n we_o be_v better_o on_o it_o than_o christ_n be_v for_o though_o we_o read_v he_o eat_v fish_n yet_o we_o read_v not_o of_o any_o sauce_n he_o have_v and_o we_o have_v mustard_n to_o our_o dry_a fish_n our_o drink_n be_v good_a adam_n ale_n spring_n water_n this_o be_v our_o dinner_n and_o well_o content_a god_n can_v give_v in_o if_o he_o please_v now_o though_o minister_n must_v preach_v of_o contentation_n in_o all_o condition_n yet_o i_o have_v rather_o hear_v these_o minister_n preach_v and_o read_v their_o book_n about_o contentation_n than_o those_o who_o know_v nothing_o of_o these_o temptation_n it_o be_v a_o good_a speech_n of_o a_o gracious_a woman_n to_o a_o eminent_a christian_a who_o tell_v i_o of_o it_o she_o be_v under_o a_o hedge_n pick_v up_o stick_v in_o a_o cold_a morning_n as_o i_o remember_v the_o man_n pass_v by_o and_o speak_v to_o she_o call_v he_o by_o his_o name_n say_v she_o o_o pray_v that_o god_n will_v save_v you_o out_o of_o strait_n you_o christian_n who_o set_v by_o your_o warm_a fire_n think_v of_o these_o christian_n let_v not_o minister_n or_o other_o reprove_v or_o rebuke_v too_o sharp_o poor_a christian_n under_o these_o temptation_n though_o they_o do_v not_o quit_v themselves_o as_o they_o shall_v do_v the_o second_o thing_n i_o shall_v request_v of_o these_o worthy_n be_v this_o that_o what_o duty_n they_o urge_v upon_o christian_n and_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n that_o you_o do_v as_o it_o be_v make_v they_o no_o christian_n if_o they_o answer_v they_o not_o if_o you_o will_v make_v what_o you_o say_v a_o true_a distinguish_a note_n between_o sound_n and_o unsound_a christian_n than_o put_v such_o text_n of_o scripture_n to_o prove_v the_o duty_n you_o urge_v to_o and_o that_o for_o the_o performance_n of_o it_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o you_o urge_v that_o you_o be_v sure_o will_v carry_v it_o make_v it_o clear_a from_o the_o scripture_n you_o quote_v that_o this_o as_o you_o preach_v and_o write_v be_v the_o command_n of_o god_n i_o deny_v not_o but_o the_o thing_n be_v very_o good_a that_o i_o read_v in_o the_o excellent_a work_n of_o some_o man_n if_o christian_n can_v reach_v they_o but_o be_v they_o absolute_o necessary_a that_o if_o a_o christian_a reach_v they_o not_o he_o be_v not_o a_o good_a christian_a i_o wish_v i_o have_v see_v clear_a scripture_n for_o some_o thing_n i_o read_v and_o press_v with_o vehemency_n of_o spirit_n if_o i_o meet_v with_o a_o particular_a practice_n of_o one_o saint_n in_o the_o scripture_n shall_v i_o present_o take_v that_o scripture_n and_o make_v it_o a_o ground_n to_o preach_v that_o all_o christian_n be_v bind_v to_o that_o practice_n david_n say_v psal_n 119.148_o my_o eye_n prevent_v the_o night_n watch_v that_o i_o may_v meditate_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o be_v say_v piscator_fw-la expergiscor_fw-la ante_fw-la excubias_fw-la the_o comment_n that_o go_v under_o the_o name_n of_o jerom_n thus_o gloss_v non_fw-la eum_fw-la lux_fw-la soporatum_fw-la reperit_fw-la sed_fw-la vigilantem_fw-la strenuè_fw-fr &_o circa_fw-la divina_fw-la eloquia_fw-la oculorum_fw-la spiritualium_fw-la intention_n meditantem_fw-la diodati_n thus_o i_o have_v awake_v of_o myself_o in_o the_o night_n before_o i_o have_v be_v call_v upon_o by_o the_o watchman_n etc._n etc._n shall_v we_o hence_o gather_v that_o all_o christian_n be_v bind_v to_o awake_v before_o daylight_n to_o break_v their_o rest_n that_o they_o may_v meditate_v in_o god_n word_n some_o christian_n indeed_o have_v have_v such_o meditation_n upon_o it_o that_o they_o be_v bind_v to_o it_o because_o david_n do_v it_o and_o it_o have_v cause_v trouble_n to_o their_o spirit_n what_o work_n will_v this_o make_v among_o christian_o some_o through_o their_o cold_a and_o moist_a brain_n other_o through_o hard_a labour_n other_o who_o find_v such_o want_n of_o sleep_n esteem_v it_o for_o such_o a_o common_a mercy_n if_o they_o can_v get_v it_o their_o head_n fit_a for_o nothing_o if_o they_o want_v it_o be_v once_o in_o company_n with_o a_o eminent_a divine_a and_o the_o best_a casuist_n that_o ever_o i_o meet_v with_o he_o put_v a_o question_n to_o we_o there_o be_v several_a present_n about_o the_o performance_n of_o a_o christian_a duty_n as_o i_o remember_v he_o tell_v we_o the_o question_n be_v send_v from_o some_o foreign_a divine_n to_o be_v resolve_v from_o the_o scripture_n the_o duty_n be_v practise_v by_o most_o at_o least_o true_a christian_n i_o believe_v in_o england_n which_o may_v occasion_v the_o send_n of_o the_o question_n hither_o suppose_v that_o minister_n do_v preach_v it_o as_o the_o duty_n to_o which_o christian_n be_v bind_v and_o i_o think_v they_o do_v so_o what_o the_o question_n be_v i_o will_v not_o set_v down_o lest_o any_o shall_v take_v advantage_n by_o it_o i_o meet_v with_o a_o reverend_a author_n who_o have_v press_v christian_n with_o much_o vehemency_n unto_o meditation_n in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o he_o set_v down_o who_o have_v censure_v such_o man_n for_o ridiculous_a person_n who_o move_v such_o a_o question_n his_o book_n be_v publish_v before_o the_o question_n be_v send_v if_o they_o be_v ridiculous_a person_n let_v they_o answer_v for_o themselves_o but_o as_o to_o the_o question_n say_v this_o divine_a my_o practice_n have_v be_v be_v and_o i_o be_o resolve_v ever_o shall_v be_v according_a to_o the_o question_n but_o if_o you_o urge_v this_o for_o a_o duty_n to_o which_o all_o christian_n
grace_n those_o who_o be_v exempt_v from_o those_o woeful_a sink_a trouble_n and_o temptation_n which_o other_o labour_v under_o those_o who_o have_v benign_a kind_a aspect_n from_o god_n these_o may_v hold_v long_o and_o delight_v more_o in_o meditation_n than_o those_o who_o grace_n receive_v be_v but_o little_a and_o influence_n of_o second_o grace_n but_o little_a every_o day_n lie_v groan_v and_o oppress_v under_o vile_a temptation_n or_o corruption_n can_v see_v but_o little_a if_o any_o thing_n of_o god_n favour_n towards_o they_o for_o some_o man_n god_n kill_v the_o fat_a calf_n luke_o 15._o put_v on_o the_o robe_n the_o ring_n they_o have_v their_o music_n when_o other_o christian_n may_v say_v as_o once_o a_o good_a christian_a do_v though_o not_o in_o a_o murmur_a way_n as_o the_o elder_a brother_n the_o lord_n be_v never_o please_v to_o give_v they_o one_o kid_n to_o rejoice_v how_o hearty_o have_v we_o see_v poor_a people_n at_o the_o door_n feed_v upon_o the_o scrap_n which_o these_o within_o at_o the_o feast_n have_v leave_v upon_o their_o trencher_n how_o thankful_a will_v some_o poor_a christian_n be_v may_v they_o but_o enjoy_v the_o scrap_n of_o other_o christian_n that_o be_v such_o thing_n as_o they_o neither_o ask_v god_n nor_o thank_v god_n for_o yet_o though_o they_o have_v beg_v they_o ten_o year_n and_o ten_o twice_o tell_v can_v not_o prevail_v with_o god_n for_o such_o favour_n these_o may_v meditate_v indeed_o but_o what_o do_v they_o meditate_v thy_o heart_n shall_v meditate_v terror_n isai_n 33.18_o they_o do_v so_o they_o meditate_v terror_n sorrow_n despondency_n alas_o little_o do_v we_o know_v what_o other_o go_v through_o and_o it_o be_v impossible_a we_o shall_v know_v unless_o we_o be_v in_o their_o condition_n and_o feel_v what_o they_o do_v so_o that_o the_o question_n be_v not_o whether_o a_o man_n be_v poor_a or_o rich_a a_o servant_n or_o free_a as_o if_o they_o who_o be_v rich_a and_o free_a may_v as_o well_o hold_v their_o mind_n fix_v long_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n as_o they_o can_v spare_v time_n better_o than_o the_o poor_a or_o the_o servant_n to_o hear_v a_o sermon_n what_o god_n enjoin_v what_o he_o command_v that_o must_v be_v press_v there_o be_v no_o speak_v of_o that_o but_o what_o we_o enjoin_v what_o rule_v we_o give_v christian_n and_o urge_v they_o to_o the_o observance_n of_o they_o as_o being-much_a conduce_v to_o the_o lead_n of_o a_o holy_a life_n and_o conversation_n if_o christian_n can_v reach_v they_o i_o humble_o conceive_v much_o prudence_n have_v need_n be_v use_v here_o lest_o we_o deal_v like_o some_o imprudent_a schoolmaster_n that_o have_v a_o boy_n who_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v a_o scholar_n his_o master_n set_v he_o a_o long_a and_o hard_a lesson_n which_o if_o the_o boy_n can_v learn_v it_o will_v prove_v the_o boy_n part_n to_o be_v good_a that_o be_v true_a but_o if_o the_o boy_n be_v not_o able_a to_o learn_v it_o set_v he_o down_o with_o discouragement_n if_o not_o take_v off_o his_o mind_n from_o be_v a_o scholar_n it_o be_v but_o a_o profane_a spirit_n which_o think_v the_o holiness_n the_o conversation_n which_o god_n require_v in_o his_o word_n be_v only_o fit_a for_o minister_n that_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o sit_v in_o their_o study_n mind_n their_o book_n and_o contemplate_v yet_o again_o if_o all_o sincere_a heart_a christian_n most_o of_o which_o for_o their_o natural_a part_n and_o grace_n be_v but_o ordinary_a and_o in_o comparison_n of_o some_o but_o weak_a involve_v also_o in_o family_n care_n perplex_v with_o other_o care_n which_o unavoidable_o attend_v some_o man_n employment_n tire_v with_o the_o trouble_n and_o labour_n of_o their_o particular_a calling_n torment_v with_o the_o thought_n of_o debt_n and_o how_o to_o keep_v clear_a with_o all_o man_n which_o thing_n those_o who_o sit_v only_o at_o their_o study_n and_o can_v choose_v their_o company_n where_o they_o please_v when_o they_o have_v a_o mind_n to_o go_v abroad_o can_v understand_v nor_o any_o other_o but_o those_o who_o be_v actual_o in_o such_o condition_n if_o all_o these_o christian_n i_o say_v can_v put_v in_o practice_v all_o those_o rule_n which_o some_o man_n of_o eminent_a part_n and_o grace_n have_v charge_v upon_o christian_n as_o help_n to_o attain_v that_o which_o god_n have_v command_v and_o enjoin_v then_o i_o say_v there_o be_v better_a christian_n in_o england_n than_o i_o be_v aware_a of_o or_o do_v ordinary_o meet_v with_o yet_o i_o meet_v with_o many_o who_o i_o can_v but_o judge_v that_o they_o be_v sincere_a heart_a christian_n and_o will_v to_o heaven_n to_o argue_v thus_o i_o can_v observe_v all_o these_o rule_n therefore_o other_o christian_n may_v observe_v they_o all_o will_v not_o follow_v in_o practical_a divinity_n i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v tie_v to_o god_n book_n than_o to_o some_o good_a man_n book_n whether_o ancient_a or_o modern_a especial_o in_o some_o particular_a case_n of_o practice_n in_o which_o i_o doubt_v not_o to_o say_v that_o some_o while_n they_o go_v about_o to_o take_v man_n off_o from_o sin_n they_o do_v but_o lay_v a_o snare_n for_o the_o devil_n to_o make_v use_n of_o to_o bring_v man_n into_o sin_n when_o esau_n bid_v jacob_n put_v on_o that_o jacob_n his_o wife_n child_n and_o flock_n must_v go_v esau_n pace_n gen._n 33.12_o 13_o 14._o jacob_n answer_v he_o my_o lord_n know_v the_o child_n be_v tender_a and_o the_o flock_n and_o herd_n with_o young_a be_v with_o i_o and_o if_o man_n shall_v over-drive_a they_o one_o day_n all_o the_o flock_n will_v die_v etc._n etc._n certain_o in_o drive_v the_o lord_n flock_v there_o be_v wisdom_n to_o be_v use_v there_o be_v child_n and_o those_o who_o be_v with_o young_a in_o his_o flock_n and_o to_o over-drive_a these_o if_o it_o do_v not_o produce_v their_o death_n yet_o it_o will_v cause_v great_a discouragement_n he_o that_o lead_v joseph_n like_o a_o flock_n psal_n 80.1_o lead_v his_o people_n as_o jacob_n lead_v his_o flock_n isai_n 40.11_o he_o shall_v gather_v the_o lamb_n with_o his_o arm_n and_o carry_v they_o in_o his_o bosom_n and_o shall_v gentle_o lead_v those_o that_o be_v with_o young_a the_o sum_n be_v this_o say_v calvin_n on_o the_o text_n god_n in_o govern_v his_o people_n will_v be_v mild_a gentle_a placid_a merciful_a that_o those_o who_o be_v weak_a he_o will_v not_o urge_v they_o beyond_o the_o measure_n of_o their_o strength_n with_o who_o forerius_n agree_v gentle_o lead_v they_o that_o be_v with_o young_a as_o jacob_n do_v his_o flock_n say_v he_o he_o will_v not_o drive_v they_o too_o fast_o nor_o make_v they_o take_v great_a journey_n the_o word_n commend_v to_o we_o the_o care_n the_o prudence_n and_o love_n in_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o i_o shall_v ever_o wish_v say_v forerius_n that_o the_o minister_n of_o christ_n will_v manifest_v the_o same_o when_o they_o will_v have_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n put_v upon_o hard_a duty_n matth._n 9.14_o christ_n auswer_v they_o ver_fw-la 17._o man_n do_v not_o put_v new_a wine_n into_o old_a bottle_n the_o meaning_n be_v say_v that_o solid_a and_o learned_a mr._n an._n burges_n no_o minister_n that_o be_v wise_a will_v sudden_o press_v high_a and_o more_o sublime_a duty_n to_o those_o that_o be_v yet_o weak_a 187._o spirit_n refin_n 2._o part_n 187._o and_o through_o custom_n and_o education_n be_v not_o fit_a to_o receive_v such_o strong_a meat_n but_o they_o must_v be_v prepare_v by_o degree_n with_o who_o agree_v doctor_n sibbs_n mr._n burrough_n cornelius_n a_o lapide_fw-la and_o other_o there_o be_v many_o new_a creature_n who_o be_v old_a bottle_n not_o able_a i_o fear_v to_o hold_v that_o new_a wine_n which_o some_o pour_v into_o they_o they_o be_v but_o child_n weak_a yet_o cry_v after_o christ_n and_o be_v so_o all_o their_o day_n they_o be_v with_o young_a travel_v and_o bring_v forth_o as_o those_o under_o terror_n be_v 224._o be_v dr._n goodwin_n child_n light_n p._n 224._o in_o the_o pang_n of_o a_o load_v conscience_n as_o it_o be_v in_o fit_n of_o breed_v or_o in_o the_o travail_n under_o some_o affliction_n 226._o affliction_n dr._n reynolds_n ps_n 110._o p._n 226._o they_o be_v load_v press_v and_o oppress_v unfit_a to_o walk_v or_o go_v through_o sink_v temptation_n and_o bitter_a affliction_n in_o the_o little_a flock_n of_o christ_n many_o will_v be_v find_v of_o this_o number_n who_o will_v sit_v down_o discourage_v if_o they_o can_v go_v that_o pace_n their_o shepherd_n drive_v they_o i_o have_v some_o other_o thing_n in_o my_o thought_n which_o concern_v this_o sort_n of_o christian_n suppose_v while_o i_o do_v read_v the_o work_n of_o man_n eminent_a for_o grace_n and_o part_n with_o which_o