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impatient_a selfish_a spirit_n can_v thy_o pardon_n or_o acceptance_n merit_n but_o if_o this_o harden_a heart_n do_v not_o relent_v and_o so_o great_a sin_n and_o misery_n lament_v how_o can_v thou_o smile_v on_o such_o a_o brazen_a face_n as_o never_o feel_v the_o want_n and_o worth_a of_o grace_n jesus_n whence_o 〈◊〉_d i_o this_o complain_v language_n hear_v if_o neither_o want_n nor_o worth_n of_o grace_n appear_v i_o will_v save_v thou_o if_o but_o so_o far_o thou_o repent_v as_o to_o my_o gospel-covenant_n to_o consent_v will_v thou_o be_v heal_v true_o say_v i_o will_v and_o trust_v the_o cure_n on_o thy_o physician_n skill_n sinner_n o_o there_o be_v my_o sin_n and_o woe_n though_o grace_n be_v free_a i_o can_v take_v thy_o grace_n or_o come_v to_o thou_o my_o heart_n be_v harden_v i_o can_v repent_v my_o will_v his_o enthrall_v i_o can_v consent_v this_o will_v condemn_v i_o at_o the_o dreadful_a day_n i_o may_v have_v life_n but_o will_v not_o when_o i_o may_v jesus_n be_v thou_o not_o willing_a why_o then_o do_v thou_o crave_v it_o do_v thou_o complain_v for_o grace_n &_o will_v not_o have_v it_o if_o thou_o have_v rather_o be_v ungodly_a still_o it_o seem_v thou_o speak_v all_o this_o against_o thy_o will_n sinner_n will_v not_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n be_v save_v from_o hell_n and_o in_o delight_n and_o endless_a pleasure_n dwell_v but_o to_o be_v holy_a i_o have_v no_o desire_n but_o as_o a_o mean_n to_o keep_v i_o from_o hell_n fire_n when_o i_o seem_v to_o do_v good_a or_o ill_o forbear_v it_o be_v not_o out_o of_o