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unto_o which_o he_o find_v himself_o bind_v in_o many_o strong_a obligation_n as_o when_o he_o consider_v how_o many_o sin_n be_v forgive_v he_o he_o can_v choose_v but_o love_n much_o and_o that_o his_o reconciliation_n be_v make_v by_o the_o death_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n love_n through_o who_o as_o a_o conduit_n pipe_n all_o grace_n flow_v into_o he_o here_o be_v the_o strong_a attractive_a and_o loadstone_n of_o love_n that_o ever_o be_v if_o great_a benefit_n and_o gift_n be_v great_a binder_n what_o be_v the_o great_a gift_n of_o all_o the_o give_v of_o his_o son_n to_o be_v a_o surety_n and_o satisfaction_n for_o sin_n 2_o when_o he_o consider_v that_o the_o lord_n shall_v choose_v he_o so_o vile_a a_o creature_n to_o such_o grace_n of_o life_n not_o only_o remove_v infinite_a evil_n but_o in_o confer_v so_o many_o mercy_n as_o be_v beyond_o all_o his_o thought_n not_o only_o redeem_v he_o by_o his_o son_n but_o govern_v he_o by_o his_o spirit_n teach_v 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himself_o after_o his_o call_n for_o former_a sin_n and_o present_a corruption_n and_o hereby_o discern_v that_o the_o great_a happiness_n stand_v in_o pardon_n of_o sin_n and_o that_o in_o this_o world_n it_o can_v never_o get_v far_o enough_o into_o this_o happiness_n it_o can_v never_o get_v sense_n and_o assurance_n enough_o of_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n and_o therefore_o cry_v importunate_o after_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o salvation_n psal._n 51._o 2_o he_o see_v the_o deep_a dye_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o how_o hardly_o he_o part_v with_o his_o spot_n and_o so_o grow_v instant_a almost_o endless_a in_o his_o petition_n and_o repetition_n that_o god_n will_v still_o wash_v he_o cleanse_v he_o purge_v he_o with_o isope_n and_o make_v he_o white_a than_o snow_n he_o know_v none_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n be_v able_a to_o purge_v he_o but_o god_n alone_o this_o fountain_n be_v neither_o arbanah_n nor_o pharphar_n river_n of_o damascus_n nor_o jordan_n nor_o out_o 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himself_o be_v so_o far_o from_o cast_v down_o himself_o that_o he_o think_v every_o place_n too_o mean_a for_o he_o that_o every_o man_n sheaf_n must_v bow_v to_o his_o he_o thank_v god_n as_o the_o pharisee_n he_o be_v not_o as_o other_o nor_o so_o bad_a as_o the_o publican_n object_n but_o sound_a grace_n be_v not_o blind_a it_o be_v able_a to_o spy_v a_o difference_n between_o himself_o and_o a_o graceless_a man_n it_o know_v that_o a_o small_a measure_n of_o grace_n be_v of_o much_o worth_n before_o god_n whereas_o a_o graceless_a man_n be_v little_a worth_n answ._n as_o by_o light_n we_o see_v light_a so_o by_o grace_n the_o light_n of_o grace_n which_o show_v we_o that_o grace_n
not_o that_o he_o will_v to_o heaven_n with_o the_o foremost_a but_o no_o repentance_n no_o heaven_n no_o other_o gate_n of_o heaven_n nor_o passage_n but_o by_o repentance_n man_n be_v well_o please_v so_o long_o as_o we_o speak_v of_o heaven_n happiness_n salvation_n eternal_a life_n but_o when_o we_o speak_v of_o repentance_n it_o be_v a_o hard_a say_n a_o unpleasing_a doctrine_n a_o duty_n which_o will_v not_o down_o if_o they_o can_v get_v to_o heaven_n by_o any_o thing_n else_o than_o by_o leave_v their_o sin_n be_v it_o thousand_o of_o ram_n or_o ten_o thousand_o river_n of_o oil_n if_o by_o give_v their_o first_o bear_v or_o fruit_n of_o body_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o their_o soul_n these_o they_o will_v exchange_v but_o to_o mortify_v lust_n that_o the_o hypocrite_n can_v yield_v but_o 1._o thou_o must_v come_v to_o heaven_n by_o no_o mean_n but_o god_n own_o 2._o there_o be_v but_o one_o way_n and_o that_o a_o narrow_a and_o straight_a way_n of_o repentance_n and_o to_o dream_v of_o heaven_n without_o repentance_n be_v to_o dream_v to_o pass_v over_o a_o deep_a and_o broad_a river_n without_o bridge_n or_o barge_n thou_o may_v post_v and_o wander_v up_o and_o down_o and_o tire_v thyself_o in_o coast_v every_o way_n to_o avoid_v the_o stoninesse_n roughness_n and_o straightness_n of_o the_o way_n but_o if_o thou_o mean_v to_o come_v to_o thy_o journey_n end_n thou_o must_v pass_v this_o narrow_a lane_n and_o there_o be_v no_o way_n in_o the_o world_n to_o shift_v it_o cap._n 40._o motive_n to_o repentance_n in_o respect_n of_o christ._n the_o three_o motive_n in_o respect_n of_o christ_n in_o who_o we_o see_v 1._o surpass_v love_n above_o the_o love_n of_o woman_n he_o love_v we_o better_o than_o himself_o than_o his_o life_n when_o we_o be_v no_o better_a than_o rebel_n and_o enemy_n shall_v i_o love_v my_o sin_n better_o than_o he_o who_o love_v my_o soul_n better_o than_o his_o own_o life_n oh_o let_v this_o cord_n of_o love_n draw_v we_o to_o repentance_n he_o come_v to_o call_v sinner_n to_o repentance_n 2._o look_v upon_o his_o bitter_a passion_n and_o therein_o see_v the_o merit_n and_o desert_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n for_o which_o god_n must_v shed_v his_o blood_n and_o pay_v the_o great_a price_n that_o heaven_n or_o earth_n contain_v consider_v the_o end_n of_o his_o suffering_n he_o die_v that_o sin_n may_v die_v in_o i_o and_o shall_v i_o put_v life_n in_o it_o again_o and_o frustrate_v the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o fountain_n be_v open_v in_o his_o side_n and_o stream_n of_o blood_n issue_v out_o that_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v cleanse_v from_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n and_o shall_v i_o wallow_v in_o the_o puddle_n still_o consider_v that_o christ_n be_v crucify_v for_o none_o in_o who_o sin_n be_v not_o crucify_v none_o have_v part_n in_o his_o death_n but_o such_o as_o be_v dead_a to_o sin_n none_o have_v the_o benefit_n of_o his_o death_n but_o such_o as_o feel_v the_o virtue_n of_o it_o in_o themselves_o isaiah_n 59.20_o he_o be_v a_o redeemer_n of_o none_o but_o such_o as_o turn_v from_o transgression_n in_o jacob_n consider_v in_o whosoever_o there_o be_v sound_a application_n of_o christ_n death_n there_o be_v a_o similitude_n of_o his_o death_n as_o he_o die_v for_o sin_n so_o here_o be_v a_o die_a unto_o sin_n rom._n 6.5_o we_o be_v graft_v with_o he_o to_o the_o similitude_n of_o his_o death_n as_o christ_n body_n be_v nail_v to_o the_o cross_n so_o must_v we_o nail_n our_o sin_n to_o his_o crosse._n as_o his_o body_n and_o strength_n be_v enfeeble_v and_o weaken_v upon_o the_o cross_n till_o he_o die_v so_o must_v our_o body_n of_o sin_n be_v daily_o weaken_v and_o subdue_v till_o it_o be_v whole_o dead_a in_o us._n as_o christ_n spare_v no_o part_n of_o himself_o but_o give_v himself_o whole_o in_o all_o part_n and_o member_n to_o death_n for_o we_o so_o must_v we_o not_o spare_v any_o sin_n or_o lust_n but_o put_v they_o all_o to_o pain_n mortify_v one_o as_o 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against_o he_o and_o run_v daily_o into_o the_o lurch_n of_o the_o law_n as_o the_o sinner_n do_v who_o make_v god_n his_o enemy_n stir_v up_o a_o lion_n against_o himself_o make_v the_o law_n of_o god_n but_o a_o cobweb_n as_o if_o no_o execution_n wait_v the_o transgressor_n what_o a_o folly_n be_v it_o to_o offend_v and_o not_o seek_v to_o satisfy_v nay_o a_o frenzy_n far_o beyond_o that_o for_o a_o traitor_n go_v to_o execution_n and_o have_v a_o pardon_n bring_v he_o for_o accept_v scorn_v the_o pardon_n break_v the_o seal_n trample_v the_o writing_n revile_v the_o prince_n the_o messenger_n and_o justify_v his_o treasonable_a practice_n still_o the_o
i_o shall_v be_v convert_v lament_n 5.21_o turn_v we_o o_o lord_n unto_o thou_o and_o we_o shall_v be_v turn_v 3._o such_o be_v the_o strong_a resistance_n and_o enemy_n of_o grace_n within_o we_o and_o without_o we_o that_o it_o must_v be_v only_o the_o spirit_n of_o power_n and_o fortitude_n that_o must_v conquer_v they_o the_o strong_a man_n have_v take_v the_o hold_n the_o devil_n work_v effectual_o in_o blind_a the_o eye_n and_o take_v captive_a the_o will_n of_o wicked_a man_n to_o rule_v they_o at_o his_o pleasure_n 2._o tim._n 2.26_o and_o only_o a_o strong_a man_n can_v cast_v he_o out_o such_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o lust_n and_o the_o numberless_a excuse_n of_o sin_n and_o sinner_n as_o only_o the_o spirit_n can_v convince_v of_o sin_n such_o be_v the_o frowardness_n and_o perverseness_n of_o spirit_n in_o evil_a man_n yea_o the_o deadness_n and_o senselessness_n of_o heart_n obfirm_v by_o wicked_a habit_n and_o custom_n of_o himself_o and_o the_o world_n without_o that_o all_o the_o power_n of_o the_o mean_n shall_v be_v frustrate_a and_o be_v ineffectual_a to_o turn_v the_o sinner_n if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n quicken_v they_o not_o with_o life_n and_o power_n to_o this_o purpose_n whence_o it_o will_v follow_v 1._o that_o we_o can_v repent_v when_o we_o will_v as_o the_o atheist_n think_v repentance_n be_v no_o flower_n that_o grow_v in_o our_o own_o garden_n if_o the_o lord_n by_o his_o spirit_n draw_v we_o not_o we_o never_o run_v after_o he_o object_n but_o why_o have_v we_o so_o many_o commandment_n to_o repent_v if_o it_o be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n they_o seem_v to_o be_v very_o idle_a answ._n 1._o deus_fw-la jubet_fw-la quae_fw-la non_fw-la possumus_fw-la ut_fw-la noverimus_fw-la quid_fw-la ab_fw-la eo_fw-la petere_fw-la debeamus_fw-la say_v augustine_n 2._o exhortation_n be_v instrument_n in_o which_o the_o spirit_n put_v forth_o his_o power_n and_o come_v into_o our_o heart_n 2._o we_o must_v beware_v of_o resist_v the_o spirit_n in_o this_o work_n or_o in_o the_o mean_n whereby_o he_o work_v repentance_n in_o us._n quest._n tell_v we_o how_o the_o spirit_n bring_v we_o to_o repentance_n answ._n 1._o docendo_fw-la he_o must_v teach_v outward_o the_o teach_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v necessary_a to_o lead_v we_o into_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o of_o god_n the_o former_a he_o do_v by_o the_o law_n let_v we_o see_v our_o misery_n 1._o by_o sin_n 2._o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n the_o latter_a by_o the_o gospel_n show_v we_o what_o god_n be_v in_o his_o son_n and_o unto_o we_o ready_a to_o receive_v we_o to_o grace_n and_o mercy_n every_o one_o must_v therefore_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o ministry_n see_v the_o spirit_n not_o without_o the_o word_n but_o by_o the_o word_n as_o a_o ordinary_a instrument_n work_v repentance_n hear_v the_o word_n persuade_v and_o invite_v to_o repentance_n promise_v grace_n and_o mercy_n to_o the_o penitent_a threaten_v the_o impenitent_a isaiah_n 55.7_o by_o this_o mean_v the_o jew_n be_v prick_v and_o convert_v act_v 2.37_o by_o the_o lydia_n heart_n be_v open_v act_v 16._o and_o such_o as_o refuse_v and_o resist_v the_o word_n be_v never_o draw_v to_o repentance_n pro._n 1._o because_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o voice_n i_o will_v not_o hear_v you_o 2._o ducendo_fw-la by_o inward_a move_n and_o persuade_v the_o spirit_n must_v be_v doctor_n and_o ducton_n this_o inward_a motion_n be_v 1._o in_o change_v the_o mind_n to_o see_v both_o sin_n and_o the_o reward_n of_o sin_n what_o and_o how_o great_a both_o of_o they_o be_v 2._o in_o frame_v the_o will_n and_o make_v it_o of_o evil_a good_a and_o bow_v it_o from_o itself_o to_o the_o willing_a of_o grace_n 3._o in_o kindle_v the_o affection_n with_o a_o desire_n of_o good_a and_o hatred_n of_o evil_a now_o therefore_o if_o thou_o will_v true_o repent_v thou_o must_v also_o give_v thyself_o to_o be_v lead_v by_o the_o spirit_n cherish_v his_o motion_n affect_v his_o grace_n for_o he_o must_v not_o only_o show_v we_o repentance_n but_o lead_v we_o into_o it_o 3._o if_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o efficient_a and_o author_n of_o repentance_n than_o never_o despair_v of_o great_a sinner_n he_o can_v present_o make_v of_o saul_n a_o persecutor_n paul_n a_o preacher_n he_o can_v easy_o raise_v a_o dead_a man_n from_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n let_v he_o be_v never_o so_o rot_v here_o be_v a_o work_n of_o power_n and_o a_o powerful_a worker_n neither_o be_v out_o of_o heart_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o strong_a corruption_n and_o resistance_n against_o grace_n when_o thou_o see_v army_n of_o lust_n rise_v up_o in_o thou_o and_o whole_a host_n of_o rebel_n up_o in_o arm_n against_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n hold_v on_o the_o combat_n and_o this_o spirit_n of_o power_n shall_v chase_v they_o before_o thou_o go_v forth_o in_o his_o strength_n and_o fear_v not_o assure_v victory_n great_a be_v the_o spirit_n in_o thou_o than_o in_o the_o world_n cap._n 3._o of_o the_o subject_n of_o repentance_n 2._o the_o subject_n of_o repentance_n be_v the_o believer_n the_o general_a subject_n of_o repentance_n be_v a_o sinner_n for_o christ_n come_v to_o call_v sinner_n but_o because_o every_o sinner_n repent_v not_o i_o say_v only_o the_o believer_n turn_v where_o i_o plain_o conclude_v that_o question_n wherein_o be_v more_o scruple_n than_o stay_a wisdom_n that_o faith_n go_v before_o repentance_n &_o not_o repentance_n before_o faith_n here_o be_v 1._o reason_n 2._o caution_n reason_n 1._o the_o fountain_n must_v be_v before_o the_o stream_n the_o root_n before_o the_o fruit_n the_o cause_n before_o the_o effect_n but_o faith_n lean_v upon_o god_n mercy_n manifest_v in_o the_o promise_n be_v the_o instrumental_a cause_n of_o repentance_n hos._n 6.1_o come_v let_v we_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v smite_v and_o he_o will_v heal_v the_o hope_n of_o god_n heal_v that_o be_v of_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o repentance_n psal._n 130.4_o mercy_n be_v with_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v which_o show_v that_o no_o man_n can_v lay_v hold_n upon_o god_n to_o fear_v and_o reverence_v he_o but_o he_o that_o be_v persuade_v of_o his_o favour_n two_o can_v walk_v together_o unless_o they_o be_v friend_n and_o man_n never_o meet_v god_n in_o repentance_n while_o he_o conceive_v god_n a_o enemy_n but_o run_v away_o from_o he_o as_o a_o strict_a judge_n slavish_a fear_n bring_v not_o a_o man_n to_o god_n but_o love_n which_o be_v a_o fruit_n of_o faith_n for_o faith_n work_v by_o love_n therefore_o faith_n be_v before_o repentance_n 2._o true_a repentance_n be_v a_o save_a grace_n and_o every_o save_a grace_n be_v from_o christ._n john_n 15.4_o no_o branch_n can_v bear_v fruit_n of_o itself_o unless_o it_o abide_v in_o the_o vine_n every_o penitent_a must_v therefore_o receive_v christ_n before_o the_o gift_n of_o repentance_n and_o no_o receive_n of_o christ_n but_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n john_n 11.12_o therefore_o faith_n must_v necessary_o go_v before_o repentance_n 3._o repentance_n work_v direct_o upon_o the_o heart_n to_o soften_v it_o to_o cleanse_v and_o purify_v it_o now_o in_o repentance_n it_o be_v only_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n that_o can_v soften_v the_o hard_a heart_n as_o only_o goat_n blood_n soften_v the_o hard_a adamant_n it_o be_v only_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n that_o can_v purge_v the_o heart_n and_o conscience_n from_o defilement_n heb._n 9_o 14._o now_o will_v i_o know_v how_o we_o can_v have_v his_o blood_n before_o himself_o or_o himself_o before_o faith_n nay_o therefore_o the_o scripture_n apply_v the_o work_n of_o purge_v the_o heart_n to_o faith_n act_v 15.9_o because_o it_o be_v the_o instrument_n to_o lay_v hold_n on_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n for_o our_o purge_n therefore_o faith_n must_v be_v before_o repentance_n 4._o repentance_n be_v the_o most_o acceptable_a of_o all_o good_a work_n a_o contrite_a heart_n be_v above_o all_o sacrifice_n therefore_o faith_n must_v be_v before_o it_o for_o 1._o whatsoever_o be_v before_o faith_n be_v the_o issue_n only_o of_o corrupt_a nature_n and_o corrupt_a conscience_n and_o can_v please_v god_n 2._o without_o faith_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o please_v god_n heb_n 11.6_o for_o nothing_o be_v acceptable_a but_o in_o and_o for_o christ_n and_o nothing_o in_o and_o for_o christ_n but_o by_o faith_n in_o christ_n apprehend_v he_o object_n this_o show_v that_o faith_n must_v go_v with_o repentance_n but_o not_o that_o repentance_n be_v therefore_o before_o it_o answ._n the_o apostle_n express_v the_o same_o thing_n in_o another_o phrase_n which_o put_v faith_n before_o it_o rom._n 14.10_o whatsoever_o be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ex_fw-la fide_fw-la be_v sin_n if_o
any_o sin_n psal._n 130_o mercy_n be_v with_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v psal._n 1.03_o as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o son_n so_o the_o lord_n he_o that_o fear_v he_o he_o that_o apprehend_v mercy_n will_v not_o bolster_v himself_o in_o sin_n nor_o lay_v presumptuous_a sin_n upon_o god_n back_n but_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n mercy_n will_v lead_v he_o to_o repentance_n rom._n 2._o he_o know_v that_o though_o mercy_n rejoice_v against_o justice_n yet_o it_o destroy_v not_o god_n justice_n all_o the_o way_n of_o god_n be_v mercy_n &_o truth_n these_o be_v the_o two_o foot_n of_o god_n by_o which_o he_o walk_v in_o all_o his_o way_n let_v we_o humble_o fall_v down_o and_o kiss_v both_o these_o his_o foot_n bernard_n 5_o mercy_n belong_v to_o the_o merciful_a to_o those_o that_o be_v charitable_a &_o kind_a to_o their_o brethren_n math_n 5._o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v find_v mercy_n but_o judgement_n merciless_a shall_v be_v to_o they_o that_o show_v no_o mercy_n can_v we_o expect_v and_o receive_v a_o full_a stream_n and_o not_o let_v fall_v a_o drop_n of_o mercy_n upon_o other_o have_v the_o maâ—â—er_n for_o ve_v thou_o 10000_o talent_n and_o will_v not_o thou_o forgive_v penny_n and_o farthing_n math_n 18.27_o in_o spiritual_a thing_n will_v not_o we_o bear_v with_o the_o infirmity_n of_o the_o weak_a be_v not_o we_o subject_n to_o the_o same_o infirmity_n do_v not_o we_o consider_v ourselves_o gal_n 6.1_o do_v not_o christ_n become_v in_o all_o thing_n like_v to_o we_o to_o be_v a_o merciful_a high_a priest_n have_v we_o never_o have_v any_o sore_n which_o we_o will_v have_v have_v other_o handle_v gentle_o do_v old_a man_n forget_v they_o be_v child_n what_o lust_n of_o youth_n and_o temptation_n they_o have_v pass_v in_o temporal_a thing_n we_o call_v for_o mercy_n on_o this_o and_o that_o occasion_n general_a and_o special_a god_n in_o his_o member_n call_v for_o mercy_n some_o man_n pass_v by_o as_o the_o priest_n and_o levite_n without_o all_o bowel_n dry_a as_o flint_n without_o heart_n hand_n bowel_n no_o charity_n no_o humanity_n first_o look_v they_o for_o no_o more_o second_o may_v it_o be_v their_o case_n three_o be_v it_o not_o a_o great_a misery_n on_o themselves_o on_o their_o ill-gotten_a wealth_n on_o their_o injustice_n to_o god_n his_o minister_n and_o other_o cap._n 29._o le_fw-fr we_o of_o repentance_n from_o ourselves_o as_o first_o that_o it_o be_v unpleasing_a to_o nature_n 3_o now_o we_o come_v to_o the_o let_v and_o hindrance_n of_o repentance_n cast_v in_o our_o way_n by_o ourselves_o for_o nothing_o can_v be_v a_o great_a or_o strong_a let_v to_o repentance_n than_o the_o natural_a and_o idle_a ungrounded_a conceit_n of_o the_o unregenerate_a heart_n which_o have_v devise_v many_o wander_n &_o turn_n to_o shift_v off_o the_o business_n of_o repentance_n 1_o a_o conceit_n that_o it_o be_v unpleasing_a to_o nature_n and_o indeed_o slothful_a nature_n can_v endure_v the_o hardness_n of_o repentance_n and_o no_o marvel_n that_o case_n slay_v the_o fool_n when_o it_o wound_v even_o the_o godly_a themselves_o cant._n 5.3_o the_o church_n will_v not_o foul_a her_o dainty_a foot_n nor_o get_v off_o her_o bed_n to_o let_v in_o christ_n after_o many_o knook_n and_o persuasion_n ans._n but_o what_o a_o distemper_n be_v in_o that_o judgement_n and_o how_o crazy_a be_v that_o understanding_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n that_o fear_v â—he_v remedy_n more_o than_o the_o disease_n yet_o so_o foolish_a be_v we_o in_o our_o own_o wisdom_n as_o to_o fear_v the_o remedy_n of_o repentance_n more_o than_o the_o sin_n to_o be_v repent_v we_o hold_v that_o extremity_n of_o way_n wardnes_n and_o near_o to_o frenzy_n when_o a_o patient_a will_v rather_o choose_v to_o die_v of_o his_o disease_n than_o to_o endure_v the_o taste_n of_o physic_n because_o it_o be_v bitter_a and_o unpleasant_a even_o so_o although_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v bitter_a and_o unpleasant_a to_o corrupt_v nature_n yet_o wisdom_n will_v conclude_v many_o thing_n to_o be_v wholesome_a which_o be_v not_o so_o toothsome_a 2._o compare_v and_o weigh_v in_o a_o even_a balance_n whether_o the_o pain_n of_o welldoing_a be_v matchable_a with_o the_o pain_n of_o sin_n whether_o the_o momentany_a pain_n of_o repentance_n here_o be_v comparable_a to_o the_o eternal_a pain_n of_o impenitency_n hereafter_o consider_v whether_o the_o crop_n of_o sin_n or_o harvest_n of_o repentance_n be_v better_a the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n and_o be_v not_o death_n painful_a but_o the_o harvest_n of_o repentance_n be_v eternal_a life_n 2._o cor._n 7.10_o godly_a sorrow_n bring_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n say_v now_o whether_o be_v easy_a to_o sow_v in_o tear_n and_o reap_v in_o joy_n or_o to_o sow_v in_o carnal_a jollity_n and_o reap_v in_o eternal_a sorrow_n whether_o be_v easy_a to_o sow_v to_o the_o flesh_n and_o reap_v corruption_n or_o to_o sow_v to_o the_o spirit_n and_o reap_v eternal_a salvation_n 3._o be_v it_o that_o repentance_n be_v unpleasing_a to_o nature_n yet_o a_o christian_a have_v more_o than_o nature_n he_o have_v a_o spirit_n of_o grace_n change_v nature_n and_o make_v the_o commandment_n easy_a whence_o it_o be_v that_o those_o that_o have_v enter_v this_o way_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n have_v master_v the_o flesh_n in_o part_n find_v nothing_o more_o sweet_a than_o the_o tarte_v sorrow_n of_o sound_a repentance_n and_o this_o repentance_n they_o never_o repent_v of_o be_v it_o as_o basil._n laboriosa_fw-la virtutis_fw-la via_fw-la yet_o render_v thyself_o as_o captive_a to_o the_o commandment_n be_v at_o some_o pain_n in_o subdue_a thy_o heart_n thou_o shall_v no_o soon_o begin_v but_o â—ase_v and_o joy_n will_v come_v which_o shall_v abundant_o recompense_v all_o former_a grief_n and_o labour_n object_n alas_o than_o i_o never_o repent_v for_o i_o feel_v no_o inward_a power_n or_o motion_n whence_o i_o can_v draw_v comfort_n from_o my_o repentance_n 〈…〉_z ans._n it_o may_v be_v so_o for_o perhaps_o 1._o thou_o have_v perform_v that_o duty_n in_o a_o cold_a and_o formal_a manner_n or_o 2._o for_o sinister_a end_n not_o for_o conscience_n and_o 3._o by_o fit_n and_o start_v unconstant_o and_o how_o can_v a_o man_n that_o go_v backward_o and_o forward_o make_v riddance_n of_o his_o way_n but_o go_v about_o it_o hearty_o join_v the_o inward_a service_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o seek_v god_n with_o the_o outward_a tie_v thyself_o to_o a_o settle_a course_n in_o performance_n favour_v not_o the_o fleshy_a nor_o care_n to_o fulfil_v it_o in_o the_o lust_n of_o it_o and_o be_v assure_v to_o find_v more_o joy_n and_o sweet_a inward_a motion_n at_o least_o much_o less_o pain_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o repentance_n than_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o sin_n cap._n 25._o objection_n against_o repentance_n from_o a_o man_n election_n 2._o but_o why_o shall_v i_o thus_o abridge_v myself_o with_o needless_a sorrow_n and_o to_o very_o little_a 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