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wisdom_n to_o stoop_v then_o to_o contend_v with_o god_n and_o that_o it_o be_v not_o your_o physician_n nor_o the_o medicine_n that_o you_o shall_v fall_v out_o with_o nor_o desire_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o but_o the_o disease_n 12._o self-acquaintance_n will_v teach_v man_n to_o be_v charitable_a to_o other_o and_o cure_v the_o common_a censoriousness_n and_o envy_n and_o malice_n of_o the_o world_n have_v thy_o neighbour_n some_o mistake_n about_o the_o disputable_a point_n of_o doctrine_n or_o doubtful_a mode_n of_o discipline_n or_o worship_n be_v he_o for_o the_o opinion_n or_o form_n or_o policy_n or_o ceremony_n which_o thou_o dislike_v or_o be_v he_o against_o they_o when_o thou_o approve_v they_o or_o afraid_a to_o use_v they_o when_o thou_o think_v they_o laudable_a if_o thou_o know_v thyself_o thou_o dare_v not_o break_v charity_n or_o peace_n for_o this_o thou_o dare_v not_o censure_v or_o despise_v he_o but_o will_v remember_v the_o frailty_n of_o thy_o own_o understanding_n which_o be_v not_o infallible_a in_o matter_n of_o this_o rank_n and_o in_o many_o thing_n be_v certain_o mistake_v and_o needs_o forbearance_n as_o well_o as_o he_o thou_o will_v be_v afraid_a of_o invite_v god_n or_o man_n to_o condemn_v thyself_o by_o thy_o condemn_v other_o and_o will_v think_v with_o thyself_o 〈◊〉_d every_o error_n of_o no_o more_o importance_n in_o â—â—rsons_n that_o hold_v the_o essential_o of_o religion_n use_v conscionable_o practice_v what_o they_o know_v â—ust_z go_v for_o heresy_n or_o make_v man_n sectary_n 〈◊〉_d cut_v they_o off_o from_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n or_o â—â—e_v communion_n of_o the_o church_n or_o the_o proâ—â—ction_n of_o the_o magistrate_n and_o subject_v they_o â—o_o damnation_n to_o misery_n to_o censure_n and_o reproach_n alas_o what_o then_o must_v become_v of_o so_o â—â—ail_v a_o wretch_n as_o i_o of_o so_o dark_a a_o mind_n â—f_o so_o unblamable_a a_o heart_n and_o life_n that_o be_o â—â—ke_v to_o be_v mistake_v in_o matter_n as_o great_a â—here_o i_o least_o suspect_v it_o it_o be_v ignorance_n of_o themselves_o that_o make_v man_n so_o easy_o think_v â—ll_o of_o their_o brethren_n and_o entertain_v all_o hard_a â—r_z misreport_n of_o they_o and_o look_v at_o they_o so_o strange_o or_o speak_v of_o they_o so_o contemptuous_o and_o bitter_o and_o use_v they_o so_o uncompassionate_o because_o they_o be_v not_o in_o â—ll_a thing_n of_o their_o opinion_n and_o way_n they_o consider_v not_o their_o own_o infirmity_n and_o that_o they_o teach_v man_n how_o to_o use_v themselves_o the_o fall_v of_o brethren_n will_v not_o be_v over-aggravated_n nor_o be_v the_o matter_n of_o insult_a or_o contempt_n but_o of_o compassion_n if_o man_n know_v themselves_o this_o be_v employ_v in_o the_o charge_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n gal._n 6.1_o 2._o brethren_n if_o a_o man_n be_v overtake_v in_o a_o fault_n you_o which_o be_v spiritual_a restore_v such_o a_o one_o in_o the_o spirit_n of_o meekness_n consider_v thyself_o lest_o thou_o also_o be_v tempt_v bear_v you_o one_o another_o burden_n and_o so_o fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o christ_n the_o pharisee_n that_o see_v not_o the_o beam_n of_o mortal_a formality_n and_o hypocrisy_n in_o his_o own_o eye_n be_v most_o censorious_a against_o the_o mote_n of_o tolerable_a particular_a error_n in_o his_o brother_n eye_n none_o more_o uncharitable_a against_o the_o real_a or_o suppose_a error_n or_o slip_n of_o serious_a believer_n than_o hypocrite_n that_o have_v no_o save_v serious_a faith_n and_o knowledge_n but_o place_v their_o religion_n in_o opinion_n and_o outside_n show_v and_o whole_o err_v from_o the_o path_n of_o life_n 13._o it_o be_v ignorance_n of_o themselves_o that_o make_v man_n divide_v the_o church_n of_o christ_n and_o pertinacious_o keep_v open_a its_o bleed_a wound_n and_o hinder_v concord_n and_o disturb_v its_o peace_n how_o far_o will_v self-acquaintance_n go_v to_o the_o cure_n of_o all_o our_o discord_n and_o division_n be_v it_o possible_a that_o the_o pope_n shall_v take_v upon_o he_o the_o government_n of_o the_o antipode_n even_o of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o that_o as_o to_o spiritual_a government_n which_o require_v more_o personal_a attendance_n then_o secular_a if_o he_o know_v himself_o and_o consequent_o his_o natural_a incapacity_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o account_n for_o such_o a_o usurp_v charge_n self-acquaintance_n will_v depose_v their_o inquisition_n and_o quench_v their_o flame_n and_o make_v they_o know_v what_o spirit_n they_o be_v of_o that_o incline_v not_o to_o save_v man_n life_n but_o to_o destroy_v they_o luke_n 9.55_o 56._o do_v they_o know_v themselves_o the_o papist_n dare_v not_o multiply_v new_a article_n of_o faith_n and_o ceremony_n and_o depart_v from_o the_o ancient_a simplicity_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o turn_v the_o creed_n or_o scripture_n into_o all_o the_o volume_n of_o their_o council_n and_o say_v all_z these_o decree_n or_o determination_n of_o the_o church_n be_v necessary_a to_o salvation_n
justification_n than_o now_o thou_o stand_v as_o afar_o off_o and_o dare_v scare_v look_v up_o to_o heaven_n but_o smite_v on_o thy_o breast_n and_o say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n luke_n 18.11_o 12_o 13_o 14._o not_o that_o extortioner_n unjust_a adulterer_n or_o any_o that_o be_v ungodly_a be_v justify_v or_o can_v be_v save_v while_o they_o be_v such_o nor_o that_o a_o smite_v on_o the_o breast_n with_o a_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n will_v serve_v their_o turn_n while_o they_o continue_v in_o their_o wicked_a life_n but_o when_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v thyself_o thou_o be_v prepare_v for_o his_o grace_n that_o must_v renew_v and_o justify_v thou_o none_o speed_v better_a with_o christ_n than_o the_o woman_n that_o confess_v herself_o a_o dog_n and_o beg_v but_o for_o the_o child_n crumb_n and_o the_o centurion_n that_o send_v friend_n to_o christ_n to_o mediate_v for_o he_o and_o as_o be_v unworthy_a to_o come_v himself_o and_o unworthy_a that_o christ_n shall_v enter_v under_o his_o roof_n for_o of_o the_o first_o christ_n say_v o_n woman_n great_a be_v thy_o faith_n be_v it_o unto_o thou_o even_o as_o thou_o will_v mat._n 15.27_o 28._o and_o of_o the_o second_o he_o say_v with_o admiration_n i_o have_v not_o find_v so_o great_a faith_n no_o not_o in_o israel_n luke_n 7.6_o 7_o 8.9_o though_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o deny_v the_o title_n of_o a_o child_n and_o to_o number_v thyself_o with_o the_o dog_n yet_o go_v to_o he_o and_o beg_v his_o crumb_n of_o mercy_n though_o thou_o think_v that_o christ_n will_v not_o come_v to_o such_o a_o one_o as_o thou_o and_o though_o thou_o beg_v prayer_n of_o other_o as_o think_v he_o will_v not_o hear_v thy_o own_o thou_o little_o think_v how_o this_o self-abasement_n and_o self-denial_n prepare_v thou_o for_o his_o tender_a mercy_n and_o his_o esteem_n when_o thou_o be_v contrite_a as_o the_o dust_n that_o be_v tread_v underfeet_n and_o poor_a and_o tremble_v at_o the_o word_n then_o will_v he_o look_v at_o thou_o with_o compassion_n and_o respect_n isa_n 66.2_o for_o thus_o say_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a i_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o for_o i_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o will_v i_o be_v always_o wroth_a for_o the_o spirit_n shall_v fail_v before_o i_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o i_o have_v make_v isa_n 57.15_o when_o thou_o be_v use_v the_o self-condemning_a word_n of_o paul_n rom._n 7.14_o to_o 25._o i_o be_o carnal_a sell_v under_o sin_n what_o i_o will_v that_o do_v i_o not_o and_o what_o i_o hate_v that_o do_v i._o for_o i_o know_v that_o in_o i_o that_o be_v in_o my_o flesh_n dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n i_o find_v a_o law_n that_o when_o i_o will_v do_v good_a evil_a be_v present_a with_o i_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o bring_v i_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n when_o thou_o cry_v out_o with_o he_o o_fw-la wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n thou_o be_v then_o fit_a to_o look_v to_o thy_o redeemer_n and_o use_v the_o follow_a word_n i_o thank_v god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n when_o thou_o do_v exalt_v thyself_o thou_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o the_o storm_n of_o justice_n which_o be_v engage_v to_o bring_v thou_o low_o but_o now_o thou_o humble_a thyself_o thou_o lie_v in_o the_o way_n of_o mercy_n that_o be_v engage_v to_o exalt_v thou_o luke_n 14.11_o &_o 18.14_o mercy_n look_v downard_v and_o can_v quick_o â—pie_v a_o sinner_n in_o the_o dust_n but_o can_v leave_v he_o there_o nor_o deny_v he_o compassion_n and_o relief_n be_v thou_o cast_v out_o as_o helpless_a wound_v by_o thy_o sin_n and_o neglect_v by_o all_o other_o that_o pass_v by_o thou_o be_v the_o fit_a object_n for_o the_o skill_n and_o mercy_n of_o he_o that_o wash_v sinner_n in_o his_o blood_n and_o tender_o bind_v up_o their_o wound_n and_o undertake_v the_o perfect_a of_o the_o cure_n though_o yet_o thou_o must_v bear_v the_o surgeon_n hand_n till_o his_o time_n of_o perfect_a cure_n be_v come_v luke_n 10.33_o 34_o 35._o now_o thou_o perceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o misery_n thou_o be_v fit_a to_o study_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o mercy_n &_o with_o all_o saint_n to_o strive_v to_o comprehend_v what_o be_v the_o breadth_n &_o length_n &_o depth_n &_o height_n and_o to_o know_v the_o love_n of_o christ_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n ephes_n 3.18_o 19_o now_o thou_o have_v smite_v upon_o the_o thigh_n and_o say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v jerem._n 31.19_o &_o 8.6_o thou_o be_v fit_a to_o look_v unto_o he_o that_o be_v wound_v and_o smite_v for_o thy_o transgression_n and_o to_o consider_v what_o he_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v how_o he_o have_v bear_v thy_o grief_n and_o carry_v thy_o sorrow_n and_o be_v bruise_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n the_o chastisement_n of_o our_o peace_n be_v lay_v upon_o he_o and_o we_o be_v heal_v by_o his_o stripe_n all_o we_o like_v sheep_n have_v go_v astray_o we_o have_v turn_v every_o one_o to_o his_o own_o way_n and_o the_o lord_n have_v lay_v on_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o 〈◊〉_d all_o isa_n 53.4_o 5_o 6_o etc._n etc._n be_v thou_o in_o doubt_n whether_o there_o be_v any_o forgiveness_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o whether_o there_o be_v any_o place_n for_o repentance_n remember_v that_o christ_n be_v exalt_v by_o god_n right_a hand_n to_o be_v a_o prince_n and_o a_o saviour_n to_o give_v repentnace_n unto_o israel_n and_o forgiuness_n of_o sin_n act._n 5.31_o and_o that_o he_o himself_o have_v speak_v it_o that_o all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n shall_v be_v forgive_v unto_o man_n except_o the_o blasphemy_n against_o the_o spirit_n math._n 12.32_o and_o this_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n thou_o be_v bind_v to_o believe_v as_o a_o article_n of_o thy_o creed_n that_o it_o be_v purchase_v by_o christ_n and_o free_o offer_v in_o the_o gospel_n mercy_n do_v but_o wait_v all_o this_o while_n till_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o understand_v the_o want_n and_o worth_a of_o it_o that_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o when_o a_o peter_n that_o deny_v christ_n with_o oath_n and_o curse_v go_v out_o and_o weep_v he_o speedy_o find_v mercy_n from_o he_o without_o that_o he_o but_o now_o deny_v within_o when_o so_o bloody_a a_o persecuter_n as_o paul_n find_v mercy_n upon_o his_o prostration_n and_o confession_n and_o when_o so_o great_a a_o offender_n as_o manasseh_n be_v forgive_v upon_o his_o penitence_n in_o bond_n when_o all_o his_o witchcraft_n idolatry_n and_o crueltye_n be_v pardon_v upon_o a_o repentance_n that_o may_v seem_v to_o have_v be_v force_v by_o a_o grievous_a scourge_n what_o sinner_n that_o perceive_v his_o sin_n and_o misery_n can_v question_v his_o entertainment_n if_o he_o come_v to_o christ_n come_v to_o he_o sinner_n with_o thy_o load_n and_o burden_n come_v to_o he_o with_o all_o thy_o acknowledge_a unworthiness_n and_o try_v whether_o he_o will_v refuse_v thou_o he_o have_v profess_v that_o 〈◊〉_d that_o come_v to_o he_o he_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a 〈◊〉_d out_o joh._n 6.37_o he_o refuse_v not_o his_o very_a murderer_n when_o they_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o heart_n and_o inquire_v after_o a_o remedy_n act._n 2.37_o and_o will_v he_o refuse_v thou_o have_v our_o physician_n pour_v out_o his_o blood_n to_o make_v a_o medicine_n for_o distract_a sinner_n and_o now_o be_v he_o unwilling_a to_o work_v the_o cure_n fusus_n est_fw-la saâ—guis_fw-la medici_fw-la &_o factum_fw-la est_fw-la medicamental_a frenetici_fw-la say_v augustine_n o_o siner_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o be_v bring_v to_o know_v thyself_o know_v christ_n also_o and_o the_o cure_n be_v do_v let_v thy_o thought_n of_o the_o remedy_n be_v deep_a and_o large_a and_o long_o than_o all_o thy_o thought_n of_o thy_o misery_n it_o be_v thy_o sin_n and_o shame_n if_o it_o be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d why_o will_v thou_o have_v twenty_o thought_n of_o sin_n and_o misery_n for_o one_o that_o thou_o have_v of_o christ_n and_o mercy_n when_o mercy_n be_v so_o large_a and_o great_a and_o wonderful_a as_o to_o triumph_v over_o misery_n and_o grace_n abound_v much_o more_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v rome_n 5.20_o inspice_fw-la vulnera_fw-la pendentis_fw-la sanguinem_fw-la mâ—rientis_fw-la pretium_fw-la redimente_n cicatrice_n reâ—â—â—gentis_fw-la caput_fw-la habet_fw-la inclinatum_fw-la ad_fw-la oscular_a dum_fw-la cor_fw-la apertum_fw-la ad_fw-la diligendum_fw-la bracâ—id_fw-la extensa_fw-la ad_fw-la
amplexandum_fw-la totum_fw-la corâ—â—â—_n expositum_fw-la ad_fw-la redimendum_fw-la say_v augustiâ—â—_n behold_v the_o wound_n of_o christ_n as_o he_o be_v hangâ—â—g_v the_o blood_n of_o he_o die_v the_o price_n of_o he_o redeem_v the_o scar_n of_o he_o rise_v his_o head_n 〈◊〉_d bow_v to_o kiss_v thou_o his_o heart_n open_a to_o love_v â—â—ee_a his_o arm_n open_a to_o embrace_v thou_o â—is_n whole_a body_n expose_v to_o redeem_v thou_o homo_fw-la factus_fw-la est_fw-la hominis_fw-la factor_n ut_fw-la sugeret_fw-la â—â—bera_fw-fr regens_fw-la sydera_fw-la ut_fw-la esuriret_fw-la panis_n ut_fw-la â—â—â—eret_fw-la fons_n dormiret_fw-la lux_fw-la ab_fw-la itinere_fw-la via_fw-la â—â—tigaretur_fw-la falsis_fw-la testibus_fw-la veritas_fw-la occulâ—retur_fw-la index_n viuâ—rum_n &_o mortuâ—rum_fw-la à _fw-la justice_n mortali_fw-la judicaretur_fw-la ab_fw-la injustis_fw-la justiâ—â—a_fw-la damnaretur_fw-la flagellis_fw-la disciplina_fw-la caedoreâ—â—ur_fw-la spinis_fw-la botrâ—s_fw-la coronaretur_fw-la in_fw-la ligno_fw-la â—undamentum_fw-la suspenderetur_fw-la virtus_fw-la infirâ—aretur_fw-la salus_fw-la vulneraretur_fw-la vita_fw-la â—oreretur_fw-la say_v aug._n that_o be_v the_o maker_n â—f_a man_n be_v make_v man_n that_o he_o may_v suck_v â—â—e_z breast_n that_o rule_v the_o star_n that_o bread_n â—ight_a hunger_n the_o spring_n or_o fountain_n may_v thir_v the_o light_n may_v steep_v the_o way_n â—ight_n be_v weary_a in_o his_o journey_n that_o the_o truth_n may_v be_v hide_v by_o false_a witness_n that_o the_o judge_n of_o quick_a and_o dead_a may_v be_v â—udged_v by_o amortal_a judge_n justice_n may_v be_v condemn_v by_o the_o unjust_a discipline_n may_v 〈◊〉_d scourge_v the_o cluster_n of_o grape_n may_v be_v â—rowned_v with_o thorn_n the_o foundation_n may_v be_v hang_v on_o a_o tree_n that_o strength_n â—ight_n be_v weaken_v that_o health_n may_v be_v wound_v and_o that_o life_n itself_o may_v dyâ—_n this_o be_v the_o wonderful_a mystery_n of_o love_n which_o will_v entertain_v the_o soul_n that_o come_v to_o christ_n and_o which_o thou_o must_v study_v 〈◊〉_d know_v when_o thou_o know_v thyself_o but_o 〈◊〉_d then_o all_o these_o will_v be_v riddle_n to_o thou_o oâ—_n little_o relish_v and_o christ_n will_v seem_v to_o thy_o neglect_a heart_n to_o have_v die_v and_o do_v 〈◊〉_d this_o in_o vain_a and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o as_o proud_a ungodly_a sensual_a man_n be_v never_o sound_a believer_n so_o they_o ofttimes_o fall_v from_o that_o opinionative_n common_a faith_n which_o they_o have_v and_o of_o all_o meâ—_n do_v most_o easy_o turn_v apostate_n it_o be_v just_a with_o god_n that_o they_o shall_v be_v so_o far_o forsake_v as_o to_o vilifye_v the_o remedy_n that_o will_v not_o know_v their_o sin_n &_o misery_n but_o love_v it_o and_o pertinacious_o hold_v it_o as_o their_o felicity_n 4._o if_o you_o know_v not_o yourselves_o you_o will_v not_o know_v what_o to_o do_v with_o yourselves_o nor_o to_o what_o end_n and_o for_o what_o 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