heaven_n be_v unclean_a o_o when_o the_o righteous_a shall_v scarce_o be_v save_v what_o will_v become_v of_o the_o wicked_a when_o the_o axe_n of_o his_o judgement_n shall_v not_o spare_v the_o green_a tree_n what_o will_v become_v of_o the_o dry_a o_o nothing_o but_o woe_n woe_n may_v befall_v thou_o miserable_a delinquent_n if_o he_o deal_v not_o with_o thou_o in_o mercy_n but_o in_o judgement_n i_o believe_v in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n this_o nine_o article_n saint_n james_n the_o less_o deliver_v and_o thou_o be_v teach_v to_o believe_v thus_o much_o by_o it_o that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o three_o person_n in_o the_o bless_a trinity_n be_v the_o spirit_n of_o comfort_n truth_n and_o unity_n without_o which_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o please_v god_n for_o as_o he_o promise_v unto_o his_o apostle_n a_o comforter_n so_o in_o the_o shape_n of_o a_o dove_n â—3_n and_o in_o the_o form_n of_o cleave_a tongue_n there_o appear_v unto_o they_o this_o promise_a comforter_n but_o how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o believe_v in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o yet_o with_o thy_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o looseness_n of_o life_n grieve_v the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o god_n thus_o to_o believe_v if_o thou_o be_v not_o penitent_a will_v rather_o be_v a_o mean_n to_o draw_v on_o thou_o then_o remove_v from_o thou_o god_n heavy_a judgement_n the_o holy_a catholic_a church_n this_o ten_o article_n of_o faith_n saint_n simon_n found_v but_o how_o do_v thou_o believe_v the_o holy_a cathelike_n church_n or_o how_o be_v thy_o faith_n ground_v if_o thou_o observe_v not_o what_o the_o church_n have_v command_v how_o can_v thou_o be_v a_o member_n of_o she_o so_o long_o as_o thou_o live_v divide_v from_o she_o or_o how_o can_v thou_o true_o call_v her_o mother_n so_o long_o as_o thou_o hearkne_v not_o to_o her_o command_n but_o becom_a disobedient_a to_o she_o o_o then_o by_o a_o right_a faith_n knit_v thyself_o unto_o she_o or_o else_o disclaim_v thy_o be_v a_o member_n of_o she_o aug._n but_o look_v unto_o it_o for_o god_n thou_o can_v not_o have_v for_o thy_o father_n unless_o thou_o have_v his_o church_n for_o thy_o mother_n neither_o can_v thou_o ever_o hope_v to_o be_v a_o citizen_n in_o his_o church_n triumphant_a unless_o thou_o be_v first_o a_o member_n of_o his_o church_n militant_a the_o communion_n of_o saint_n the_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n to_o this_o eleven_o article_n be_v saint_n judas_n thadaeus_n entitle_v and_o this_o communion_n of_o saint_n thou_o believe_v and_o for_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n thou_o look_v and_o yet_o thou_o live_v not_o as_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v of_o this_o communion_n neither_o rendre_v thou_o any_o such_o fruit_n of_o repentance_n as_o may_v cherish_v in_o thou_o the_o least_o hope_n of_o remission_n the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o body_n and_o the_o life_n everlasting_a amen_n with_o this_o last_o article_n saint_n mathias_n close_v our_o creed_n and_o by_o it_o thou_o believe_v that_o thy_o body_n shall_v rise_v again_o from_o the_o dust_n and_o that_o thy_o soul_n shall_v live_v with_o the_o just_a but_o have_v thou_o not_o feed_v thy_o body_n too_o delicate_o to_o rise_v again_o to_o glory_n have_v thou_o not_o take_v too_o much_o pleasure_n in_o sin_v ever_o to_o enjoy_v life_n everlasting_a o_o thou_o bless_a trinity_n in_o unity_n and_o unity_n in_o trinity_n thus_o have_v i_o make_v a_o confession_n of_o my_o faith_n unto_o thou_o but_o my_o many_o faint_n fail_n want_n weakness_n and_o imperfection_n great_o discourage_v i_o unless_o thou_o in_o thy_o mercy_n strengthen_v i_o i_o believe_v lord_n o_o help_v my_o unbelief_n give_v i_o the_o shield_n of_o faith_n that_o here_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v acquit_v myself_o like_o a_o valiant_a champion_n and_o in_o heaven_n be_v make_v by_o thou_o a_o triumphant_a citizen_n chap._n 65._o have_v thus_o examine_v himself_o and_o find_v in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n a_o faint_a in_o faith_n and_o fail_v in_o work_n he_o recall_v to_o mind_v those_o quatuor_fw-la novissima_fw-la or_o four_o last_o remembrance_n memorial_n hourly_o necessary_a for_o all_o christian_n thus_o have_v thou_o lay_v thyself_o open_a to_o all_o discovery_n and_o there_o be_v no_o good_a thing_n to_o be_v find_v in_o thou_o for_o in_o thy_o faith_n thou_o have_v find_v a_o faint_a and_o weakness_n and_o in_o all_o thy_o work_n a_o fail_v and_o barrenness_n most_o free_o go_v that_o bless_a father_n to_o work_v and_o no_o less_o dangerous_a have_v be_v thy_o walk_n when_o he_o confess_v himself_o in_o this_o fort_n aug._n jinherit_v sin_n from_o my_o father_n a_o excuse_n from_o my_o mother_n lie_v from_o the_o devil_n folly_n from_o the_o world_n self-conceit_n from_o the_o pride_n and_o arrogant_a opinion_n of_o myself_o deceitful_a have_v be_v the_o imagination_n of_o thy_o heart_n crooked_a have_v be_v thy_o way_n malicious_a thy_o work_n and_o yet_o have_v thou_o take_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n in_o thy_o mouth_n desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o to_o blind_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n with_o a_o counterfeit_a zeal_n but_o all_o such_o hypocrite_n god_n will_v judge_v he_o will_v not_o be_v mock_v with_o for_o as_o the_o devil_n have_v his_o sieve_n with_o which_o he_o let_v go_v the_o good_a but_o keep_v the_o bad_a so_o the_o lord_n have_v his_o fan_n by_o which_o he_o let_v go_v the_o bad_a and_o keep_v the_o good_a o_o when_o he_o shall_v separate_v his_o goat_n from_o his_o sheep_n his_o wheat_n from_o his_o tare_n when_o the_o just_a and_o the_o wicked_a shall_v appear_v before_o he_o and_o every_o man_n shall_v be_v put_v into_o the_o balance_n o_o â—_o fear_v i_o then_o thou_o will_v be_v find_v many_o grain_n too_o lightâ—_n it_o be_v well_o for_o thou_o then_o to_o prepare_v thyself_o against_o that_o great_a and_o fearful_a day_n and_o to_o furnish_v thou_o all_o the_o better_a by_o make_v thou_o a_o true_a convert_n of_o a_o impenitent_a sinner_n recall_v to_o mind_v those_o quatuor_fw-la novissima_fw-la or_o four_o last_o remembrance_n memorial_n hourly_a to_o be_v think_v and_o so_o necessary_a to_o be_v retain_v in_o thy_o memory_n as_o the_o christian_a use_n of_o they_o may_v prepare_v thou_o before_o death_n summon_v thou_o and_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n fit_v thou_o for_o thy_o heavenly_a voyage_n to_o eternity_n and_o yet_o while_o i_o speak_v thus_o unto_o thou_o i_o find_v thy_o condition_n to_o be_v woeful_a for_o if_o thou_o consider_v they_o the_o very_a thought_n of_o they_o can_v choose_v but_o startle_v thou_o and_o if_o thou_o neglect_v they_o thou_o will_v stand_v in_o amaze_n when_o they_o encounter_v thou_o o_o my_o dear_a lord_n remember_v i_o in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o prepare_v my_o memory_n that_o these_o four_o necessary_a remembrance_n may_v never_o depart_v from_o i_o let_v i_o be_v prepare_v for_o death_n before_o it_o come_v that_o it_o may_v never_o take_v i_o unprepared_a whensoever_o it_o shall_v come_v let_v i_o think_v of_o that_o fearful_a day_n of_o judgement_n and_o judge_v myself_o before_o i_o be_v judge_v that_o â—_o may_v not_o be_v find_v light_n in_o thy_o scale_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v weigh_v let_v i_o o_o let_v i_o think_v how_o there_o be_v a_o hell_n for_o the_o damn_a for_o better_a be_v it_o by_o timely_o fear_v it_o to_o avoid_v it_o then_o by_o never_o dream_v of_o it_o headlong_o to_o fall_v into_o it_o last_o let_v i_o think_v of_o heaven_n how_o it_o be_v the_o place_n of_o the_o bless_a and_o that_o none_o but_o those_o that_o be_v of_o a_o clean_a heart_n shall_v dwell_v in_o it_o o_o cleanse_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v be_v prepare_v for_o it_o and_o with_o much_o spiritual_a joy_n be_v receive_v in_o it_o chap._n 66._o death_n it_o be_v strange_a that_o death_n shall_v be_v such_o a_o stranger_n to_o thou_o when_o he_o so_o daily_o visit_v those_o that_o neighbour_n near_o thou_o thou_o have_v be_v familiar_o acquaint_v with_o many_o who_o habitation_n be_v not_o now_o to_o be_v find_v who_o have_v enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n free_o other_o who_o have_v enlarge_v their_o barn_n and_o storehouse_n careful_o other_o who_o have_v ruâ—â—led_v in_o their_o honour_n high_o and_o can_v deliver_v a_o word_n of_o command_n brave_o and_o now_o behold_v how_o all_o these_o be_v arrest_v at_o death_n suit_n be_v enforce_v to_o veil_v to_o his_o surly_a command_n they_o have_v make_v their_o bed_n in_o the_o dark_a they_o have_v leave_v their_o house_n unto_o other_o they_o be_v go_v unto_o their_o grave_n and_o must_v not_o return_v again_o their_o substance_n they_o have_v leave_v unto_o other_o and_o stranger_n be_v become_v their_o heir_n they_o be_v root_v out_o from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o
may_v justify_v thou_o by_o he_o sift_v and_o search_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v discover_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o he_o whence_o then_o thy_o pride_n whence_o thy_o vainglory_n resolve_v thyself_o to_o tear_n fall_v prostrate_a before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o be_v like_o thy_o saviour_n love_v humility_n it_o be_v the_o best_a badge_n of_o christian_a honour_n in_o whosoever_o dwell_v the_o pride_n of_o life_n that_o soul_n can_v dwell_v in_o christ_n love_n these_o be_v several_a lodging_n and_o be_v reserve_v for_o several_a person_n o_o my_o redeemer_n give_v i_o a_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o my_o present_a condition_n that_o by_o it_o i_o may_v learn_v true_a humiliation_n let_v not_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o sinner_n move_v i_o nor_o the_o foot_n of_o pride_n draw_v near_o i_o he_o know_v not_o himself_o that_o can_v be_v proud_a oh_o keep_v i_o from_o be_v proud_a that_o i_o may_v know_v myself_o chap._n 11._o how_o neither_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n nor_o of_o grace_n can_v call_v he_o home_o from_o his_o wander_a course_n the_o wild_a ass_n which_o run_v here_o and_o there_o and_o snuff_v the_o wind_n in_o the_o wilderness_n be_v a_o tame_a and_o serviceable_a creature_n in_o comparison_n of_o i_o a_o runagate_n to_o my_o father_n house_n and_o a_o most_o rebellious_a sinner_n we_o account_v that_o subject_a who_o owe_v allegiance_n to_o his_o prince_n not_o fit_v to_o live_v if_o he_o at_o any_o time_n practice_v against_o he_o and_o worthy_o do_v we_o so_o account_v he_o woe_n be_v i_o what_o have_v i_o then_o deserve_v many_o year_n be_v now_o go_v and_o pass_v since_o i_o leave_v my_o father_n house_n since_o i_o divide_v my_o portion_n with_o harlot_n since_o i_o rebel_v against_o my_o prince_n that_o prince_n of_o prince_n mean_n have_v he_o make_v and_o sundry_a messenger_n have_v he_o send_v to_o recall_v i_o he_o open_v unto_o i_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o there_o he_o show_v before_o my_o face_n and_o unto_o my_o shame_n what_o justice_n and_o temperance_n what_o moderation_n and_o continence_n what_o excellent_a moral_a virtue_n appear_v even_o in_o those_o who_o be_v heathen_n and_o know_v no_o god_n these_o only_o pertake_v some_o weak_a glimpse_n of_o a_o natural_a light_n they_o know_v not_o what_o eternity_n mean_v nor_o where_o that_o heavenly_a city_n be_v to_o be_v find_v yet_o hate_v these_o to_o wrong_v one_o another_o or_o to_o do_v to_o another_o what_o they_o will_v not_o have_v do_v by_o a_o other_o to_o themselves_o these_o love_a goodness_n without_o hope_n of_o reward_n their_o ambition_n be_v only_o to_o be_v rtemembr_v after_o death_n or_o by_o their_o commendable_a life_n leave_v to_o other_o example_n how_o to_o live_v yet_o be_v all_o their_o virtue_n but_o splendid_a vice_n nay_o mere_o sin_n because_o whatsoever_o be_v not_o of_o faith_n be_v sin_n from_o these_o then_o take_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n he_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o law_n of_o grace_n where_o he_o show_v i_o what_o wondrous_a thing_n he_o have_v do_v for_o i_o how_o though_o i_o be_v bind_v infinite_o bind_v unto_o his_o majesty_n even_o by_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n for_o my_o creation_n in_o distinguish_v i_o from_o all_o other_o nay_o in_o set_v i_o above_o all_o other_o &_o in_o give_v i_o a_o command_n over_o all_o other_o yet_o have_v it_o be_v nothing_o to_o have_v create_v i_o have_v he_o not_o likewise_o redeem_v i_o lose_v i_o be_v and_o eternal_o lose_v &_o he_o spare_v not_o his_o own_o to_o make_v i_o one_o of_o his_o own_o nor_o have_v all_o this_o suffice_v i_o for_o ever_o be_v i_o fail_v and_o fall_v have_v he_o not_o likewise_o send_v his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o preserve_v i_o from_o a_o final_a fall_n and_o now_o what_o heart_n so_o hard_o who_o these_o many_o benefit_n will_v not_o soften_v and_o yet_o i_o the_o more_o miserable_a i_n careless_a of_o my_o own_o state_n or_o what_o may_v hereafter_o befall_v my_o poor_a sinful_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v as_o yet_o either_o allure_v with_o his_o mercy's_n or_o awake_v with_o his_o judgement_n i_o have_v a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n that_o foolish_o send_v forth_o her_o prohibition_n to_o stay_v proceed_n in_o all_o other_o court_n i_o apply_v my_o ear_n to_o the_o cymbal_n and_o to_o the_o timbrel_n i_o take_v my_o fullness_n of_o pleasure_n in_o sin_n no_o sense_n can_v take_v delight_n in_o any_o object_n wherein_o i_o strive_v not_o to_o satisfy_v her_o appetite_n thus_o do_v i_o transgress_v the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o by_o that_o mean_v make_v myself_o worse_o than_o a_o heathen_a thus_o do_v i_o reject_v the_o metion_n of_o grace_n and_o so_o dishonour_v the_o style_n of_o a_o christian_n o_o my_o good_a shepherd_n call_v this_o thy_o lose_a sheep_n now_o back_o from_o wander_v bring_v he_o to_o thy_o sheepfold_n where_o he_o may_v find_v plenteous_a refresh_n write_v thy_o law_n in_o his_o heart_n let_v it_o be_v as_o a_o frontlet_n unto_o his_o eye_n as_o a_o chain_n to_o his_o neck_n as_o a_o bracelet_n to_o his_o arm_n let_v he_o look_v into_o it_o and_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n correct_v himself_o by_o it_o o_o teach_v i_o thy_o law_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v take_v delight_n in_o it_o and_o live_v chap._n 12._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o whole_a decalogue_n and_o he_o scarce_o find_v in_o it_o one_o commandment_n wherein_o either_o in_o part_n or_o in_o all_o he_o have_v not_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a sinner_n who_o will_v not_o think_v it_o strange_a that_o any_o one_o shall_v forget_v what_o the_o very_a sight_n of_o himself_o may_v make_v he_o remember_v i_o can_v neither_o look_v upon_o my_o hand_n nor_o foot_n but_o their_o number_n and_o account_n may_v cause_v i_o to_o call_v to_o mind_v that_o sacred_a number_n which_o be_v deliver_v to_o moses_n in_o the_o mount_n but_o admit_v i_o shall_v lay_v this_o holy_a decalogue_n aside_o in_o my_o own_o house_n my_o private_a family_n yet_o when_o at_o any_o time_n i_o come_v into_o god_n house_n my_o very_a care_n can_v choose_v but_o bring_v it_o to_o my_o memory_n the_o view_n whereof_o be_v heavy_a to_o i_o for_o what_o one_o commandment_n in_o all_o that_o decalogue_n which_o in_o part_n or_o in_o all_o prove_v i_o not_o a_o high_a delinquent_n a_o grievous_a sinner_n and_o what_o be_v worse_o a_o slow_a repenter_n o_o when_o that_o book_n shall_v be_v open_v and_o my_o sinful_a life_n compare_v to_o what_o be_v in_o it_o when_o this_o mark_n of_o distinction_n shall_v be_v set_v over_o my_o head_n behold_v the_o man_n and_o his_o work_n o_o how_o full_a of_o shame_n and_o confusion_n shall_v i_o stand_v before_o that_o just_a judge_n of_o the_o ten_o tribe_n when_o that_o lord_n of_o lord_n that_o great_a god_n of_o host_n who_o be_v powerful_a in_o revenge_n when_o he_o see_v the_o malice_n of_o man_n to_o abound_v when_o he_o shall_v shout_v in_o the_o cloud_n when_o he_o shall_v come_v open_o when_o his_o fury_n shall_v break_v silence_n when_o round_o about_o he_o a_o fire_n shall_v burn_v and_o in_o his_o presence_n a_o strong_a tempest_n shall_v assail_v we_o when_o he_o shall_v call_v the_o heaven_n from_o above_o and_o the_o earth_n to_o judge_v his_o people_n when_o lo_o before_o so_o many_o thousand_o of_o people_n all_o my_o iniquity_n shall_v be_v lay_v naked_a when_o before_o so_o many_o legion_n of_o angel_n all_o my_o offence_n shall_v be_v open_v not_o only_o of_o my_o work_n but_o even_o of_o my_o thought_n and_o word_n when_o before_o so_o many_o judge_n i_o poor_a delinquent_n shall_v stand_v as_o have_v go_v before_o i_o in_o good_a work_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v put_v to_o shame_n by_o such_o as_o rebuke_v i_o and_o by_o so_o many_o as_o have_v give_v i_o example_n of_o live_v godly_a when_o before_o many_o witness_n shall_v my_o conscience_n be_v convince_v as_o with_o their_o profitable_a instruction_n have_v admonish_v i_o or_o by_o their_o just_a action_n have_v leave_v themselves_o for_o example_n to_o be_v imitate_v by_o i_o o_o in_o what_o case_n shall_v i_o then_o stand_v what_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v in_o my_o own_o defence_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o fly_v to_o what_o court_n may_v i_o appeal_v it_o shall_v be_v then_o in_o vain_a for_o i_o to_o call_v for_o the_o moúntaine_n to_o cover_v i_o no_o place_n of_o privilege_n from_o the_o almighty_a o_o what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o wâ—en_o all_o my_o offence_n shall_v be_v lay_v before_o i_o nay_o even_o those_o which_o i_o do_v not_o now_o remember_v shall_v be_v present_v to_o i_o for_o by_o a_o certain_a divine_a power_n it_o
against_o the_o devil_n my_o great_a accuser_n chap._n 11._o he_o disesteem_v of_o the_o six_o and_o last_o in_o covet_v what_o be_v a_o other_o and_o desire_v to_o increase_v his_o own_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o other_o foolish_a wordling_n thy_o own_o experience_n have_v not_o long_o since_o tell_v thou_o and_o thou_o may_v have_v remember_v it_o have_v not_o thy_o folly_n so_o delude_v thou_o how_o touch_v the_o world_n he_o have_v the_o least_o part_n in_o it_o who_o have_v the_o most_o of_o it_o again_o he_o have_v the_o most_o command_n over_o it_o who_o with_o most_o indifferency_n use_v it_o to_o love_v it_o be_v to_o be_v drown_v in_o it_o to_o leave_v it_o be_v brave_o to_o neglect_v it_o and_o in_o that_o neglect_n ample_o to_o be_v supply_v by_o it_o where_o as_o such_o as_o be_v worldly_a be_v ever_o labour_v of_o a_o dropsy_n the_o rich_a they_o be_v in_o estate_n the_o hot_a they_o be_v in_o pursuit_n these_o see_v and_o yet_o they_o will_v not_o credit_v their_o own_o sight_n what_o a_o very_a small_a portion_n of_o earth_n must_v suffice_v they_o how_o their_o thirsty_a and_o unbounded_a desire_n must_v be_v then_o bring_v to_o a_o strait_a a_o very_a straight_a compass_n and_o these_o thing_n i_o oft_o time_n consider_v wonder_v much_o at_o the_o vanity_n of_o man_n that_o know_v how_o their_o mouth_n be_v to_o be_v fill_v with_o gravel_n how_o any_o thing_n can_v in_o reason_n be_v so_o dear_a unto_o they_o which_o shall_v choke_v they_o and_o yet_o cast_v my_o eye_n upon_o myself_o 17._o i_o find_v very_o well_o how_o i_o be_v one_o of_o this_o list._n one_o that_o can_v scatter_v his_o own_o like_o a_o prodigal_a rioter_n and_o catch_v at_o a_o other_o like_o a_o covetous_a miser_n one_o that_o can_v be_v content_a that_o his_o neighbour_n providence_n shall_v maintain_v his_o riot_n one_o that_o have_v a_o dangerous_a leer_a eye_n after_o his_o neighbour_n wife_n or_o more_o than_o a_o month_n mind_n to_o his_o maid_n or_o to_o such_o a_o parcel_n of_o ground_n which_o lie_v fit_v for_o he_o or_o to_o some_o of_o his_o cattle_n and_o these_o even_o any_o of_o these_o can_v he_o find_v in_o his_o heart_n to_o enjoy_v without_o return_v satisfaction_n for_o they_o it_o be_v true_a very_o true_a that_o the_o story_n of_o ahab_n be_v old_a in_o respect_n of_o time_n but_o new_a in_o respect_n of_o daily_a practice_n every_o day_n shall_v we_o find_v a_o ahab_n bear_v every_o day_n a_o naboth_n die_v his_o vine_n yard_n must_v occasion_v a_o breach_n betwixt_o he_o and_o his_o landlord_n he_o must_v forego_v it_o or_o loose_v his_o life_n that_o owe_v it_o the_o anger_n of_o a_o great_a man_n be_v violent_a his_o will_n be_v his_o law_n his_o inferior_a must_v bend_v or_o break_v if_o the_o plot_n lie_v near_o he_o it_o become_v a_o eyesore_n to_o he_o he_o will_v either_o buy_v it_o or_o come_v any_o way_n by_o it_o that_o he_o may_v enjoy_v it_o o_o how_o can_v i_o utter_v this_o without_o remorse_n how_o may_v i_o endure_v myself_o when_o i_o hear_v these_o thing_n these_o be_v they_o which_o wind_v i_o for_o like_v poisonous_a arrow_n they_o stick_v in_o my_o flesh_n neither_o can_v i_o answer_v one_o for_o a_o thousand_o how_o strong_a have_v be_v my_o desire_n in_o shed_v my_o own_o blood_n what_o day_n have_v i_o spend_v in_o careful_a cark_n painful_a toil_a what_o night_n in_o cunning_a compass_n watchful_a contrive_n how_o i_o may_v come_v by_o my_o purpose_n these_o care_n make_v sleep_v many_o night_n a_o stranger_n to_o my_o eye_n and_o yet_o this_o my_o affliction_n seem_v sweet_a unto_o i_o such_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o a_o enure_v misery_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o tedious_a will_v one_o of_o these_o hour_n have_v seem_v have_v it_o be_v employ_v in_o cast_v about_o for_o that_o inheritance_n which_o shall_v never_o perish_v alas_o what_o can_v i_o imagine_v that_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n of_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v dissolve_v that_o my_o indirect_a way_n shall_v never_o be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n that_o god_n have_v forget_v the_o poor_a and_o that_o he_o will_v not_o revenge_v their_o wrong_n to_o my_o shame_n yes_o lord_n i_o consider_v this_o and_o the_o more_o my_o sin_n for_o i_o seek_v to_o put_v away_o thy_o judgement_n far_o from_o my_o memory_n not_o to_o think_v of_o they_o lest_o they_o shall_v startle_v i_o thus_o be_v their_o doctrine_n dear_a unto_o i_o who_o seek_v to_o sow_v pillow_n under_o my_o elbow_n to_o fatten_v i_o in_o my_o transgression_n with_o a_o tush_o god_n see_v not_o but_o o_o lord_n holy_a and_o just_a thy_o eye_n be_v ever_o over_o i_o and_o thy_o câ—are_n be_v not_o shut_v from_o i_o nor_o from_o those_o who_o cry_v for_o vengeance_n against_o i_o this_o it_o be_v which_o cause_v i_o to_o walk_v heavy_o all_o the_o day_n long_o to_o chatter_v like_o a_o craine_n and_o with_o much_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n to_o pour_v forth_o my_o complaint_n to_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n o_o when_o i_o remember_v how_o cunning_o i_o seek_v to_o wind_v i_o into_o the_o acquaintance_n of_o my_o neighbour_n how_o smooth_o i_o gloze_v with_o he_o what_o courtesy_n i_o offer_v he_o mere_o to_o surprise_v he_o &_o make_v myself_o a_o gainer_n by_o he_o how_o i_o seem_v to_o esteem_v least_o what_o i_o prize_v most_o that_o so_o my_o practice_n may_v be_v suspect_v less_o how_o i_o can_v easy_o dispense_v with_o any_o indirect_a way_n so_o i_o may_v by_o it_o be_v bring_v to_o my_o own_o end_n how_o i_o neglect_v no_o time_n to_o fit_v my_o own_o turn_n o_o while_o i_o remember_v these_o thing_n i_o be_o utter_o cast_v down_o there_o be_v no_o breath_n in_o i_o my_o flesh_n fail_v i_o and_o my_o strength_n decay_v within_o i_o for_o i_o know_v lord_n how_o thou_o have_v these_o thing_n in_o thy_o remembrance_n and_o if_o thou_o deal_v with_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o justice_n there_o be_v no_o hope_n for_o such_o a_o incorrigible_a sinner_n he_o be_v lose_v he_o be_v lose_v for_o ever_o and_o yet_o lord_n there_o be_v a_o little_a zacheus_n who_o thou_o call_v from_o the_o receipt_n of_o custom_n and_o no_o doubt_n who_o know_v the_o world_n and_o how_o to_o make_v gain_n in_o the_o world_n who_o leave_v his_o call_v for_o thou_o climb_v up_o into_o a_o figtree_n to_o see_v thou_o and_o come_v down_o speedy_o from_o thence_o to_o receive_v thou_o and_o that_o he_o may_v more_o full_o confirm_v his_o love_n unto_o thou_o divide_v his_o good_n that_o he_o may_v whole_o reserve_v himself_o for_o thou_o o_o deal_v so_o with_o i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o of_o a_o covetous_a sinner_n i_o may_v become_v a_o true_a penitent_a convert_n in_o bestow_v the_o small_a remainder_n of_o my_o day_n to_o thy_o honour_n chap._n 23._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o those_o seven_o spiritual_a work_n of_o mercy_n and_o acknowledgetle_v his_o fail_n in_o each_o of_o they_o thou_o have_v take_v now_o a_o full_a view_n of_o those_o two_o table_n deliver_v by_o god_n unto_o moses_n by_o he_o to_o we_o and_o thou_o can_v not_o to_o thy_o great_a grief_n find_v one_o the_o breach_n whereof_o may_v not_o just_o accuse_v nay_o convict_v thou_o go_v on_o yet_o a_o little_a further_o and_o thou_o will_v find_v thyself_o ever_o worse_a and_o worser_o tell_v i_o do_v thou_o hope_v to_o receive_v mercy_n thou_o do_v well_o to_o hope_n for_o without_o hope_n the_o heart_n will_v break_v but_o what_o have_v thou_o do_v that_o may_v become_v so_o acceptable_a in_o his_o sight_n as_o may_v bring_v thou_o in_o a_o full_a hope_n or_o assurance_n of_o receive_v this_o mercy_n at_o his_o hand_n thou_o know_v well_o that_o we_o be_v to_o work_v out_o our_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a that_o not_o unto_o he_o that_o cry_v lord_n lord_n but_o for_o he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n be_v the_o place_n of_o bliss_n prepare_v for_o if_o work_v be_v the_o fruit_n of_o faith_n to_o make_v a_o fruitful_a faith_n thou_o shall_v apply_v thyself_o to_o be_v plenteous_a in_o good_a work_n thou_o know_v how_o the_o barren_a fig_n tree_n become_v accurse_v how_o the_o barren_a womb_n in_o the_o old_a law_n be_v hold_v accurse_v the_o pharisee_n prayer_n because_o it_o bear_v more_o leaf_n than_o fruit_n be_v reject_v the_o publican_n prayer_n because_o it_o bear_v more_o fruit_n than_o leaf_n be_v accept_v love_n be_v the_o fulfil_n of_o the_o law_n now_o what_o argument_n be_v there_o of_o the_o love_n we_o bear_v he_o if_o we_o have_v not_o a_o long_a desire_n to_o do_v that_o which_o may_v please_v he_o the_o proof_n of_o
of_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n make_v it_o ever_o their_o absolute_a aim_n to_o promote_v thy_o glory_n chap._n 62._o be_v thus_o encompass_v with_o danger_n he_o prepare_v himself_o for_o prayer_n what_o sanctuary_n have_v i_o now_o to_o retire_v to_o or_o what_o refuge_n may_v i_o fly_v to_o when_o i_o have_v nothing_o within_o i_o but_o practise_v rather_o to_o betray_v i_o then_o free_v i_o nothing_o without_o i_o that_o may_v any_o way_n avail_v i_o now_o when_o danger_n of_o all_o sort_n and_o on_o all_o side_n thus_o encompass_v i_o omy_a good_a god_n i_o have_v one_o in_o readiness_n for_o thou_o have_v prepare_v it_o for_o i_o and_o by_o it_o shall_v i_o in_o due_a time_n receive_v comfort_n from_o thou_o the_o direction_n be_v short_a and_o sovereign_a if_o any_o be_v afflict_v 5._o let_v he_o pray_v and_o if_o he_o be_v merry_a let_v he_o sing_v psalm_n i_o be_o afflict_v lord_n i_o be_o inward_o afflict_v i_o will_v therefore_o take_v the_o wing_n of_o the_o morning_n and_o fly_v with_o the_o dove_n till_o i_o may_v find_v some_o rest_a place_n for_o the_o sole_n of_o my_o foot_n till_o i_o may_v bring_v a_o olive-branch_n in_o my_o bill_n and_o so_o bring_v glad_a tiding_n to_o my_o poor_a soul_n that_o the_o flood_n of_o water_n be_v return_v back_o which_o have_v not_o only_o for_o many_o day_n but_o many_o year_n encompass_v i_o those_o bitter_a water_n of_o marah_n those_o swell_a flood_n of_o affliction_n which_o have_v go_v over_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o old_a world_n when_o noah_n ark_n be_v build_v and_o all_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n to_o the_o number_n of_o eight_o reduce_v 7._o fifteen_o cubit_n only_o do_v the_o water_n prevail_v upward_o and_o cover_v the_o mountain_n but_o the_o water_n of_o my_o affliction_n have_v mount_v high_a they_o have_v bind_v in_o my_o soul_n and_o bring_v she_o down_o to_o the_o depth_n high_a time_n than_o be_v it_o to_o fly_v for_o succour_n lest_o the_o water-flood_n swallow_v i_o upâ—_n and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o i_o be_v no_o more_o i_o will_v direct_v therefore_o my_o prayer_n unto_o god_n for_o he_o be_v a_o god_n of_o mercy_n and_o all_o consolation_n he_o will_v take_v pity_n of_o my_o affliction_n and_o in_o his_o appoint_a time_n rid_v i_o of_o all_o my_o fear_n but_o alas_o though_o i_o know_v the_o way_n where_o comfort_n be_v to_o be_v receive_v and_o the_o door_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n be_v open_a to_o receive_v i_o in_o it_o yet_o so_o long_o have_v i_o estrange_v myself_o from_o it_o and_o so_o unacquainted_a be_o i_o with_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n as_o i_o know_v not_o in_o what_o form_n or_o manner_n to_o make_v it_o for_o when_o i_o look_v upon_o myself_o and_o consider_v how_o lukewarm_a have_v be_v my_o conversation_n how_o earthly_a my_o affection_n 11._o how_o short_a and_o rare_a my_o compunction_n how_o my_o obedience_n have_v be_v without_o devotion_n my_o prayer_n without_o intention_n my_o read_n without_o edification_n my_o speech_n without_o circumspection_n i_o grow_v ashamed_a of_o my_o condition_n acknowledge_v nothing_o to_o be_v due_a unto_o i_o but_o reproach_n and_o confusion_n for_o when_o at_o any_o time_n i_o pray_v i_o mind_v not_o what_o i_o pray_v nor_o to_o who_o i_o pray_v how_o may_v i_o then_o hope_v for_o any_o help_n from_o he_o to_o who_o i_o pray_v or_o that_o my_o prayer_n shall_v be_v hear_v by_o he_o 8._o see_v i_o myself_o do_v not_o hear_v myself_o in_o the_o prayer_n which_o i_o make_v unto_o he_o the_o precious_a stone_n diacletes_n though_o it_o have_v many_o rare_a and_o excellent_a property_n in_o it_o yet_o it_o lose_v they_o all_o if_o it_o be_v put_v in_o a_o dead_a man_n mouth_n so_o prayer_n which_o be_v the_o only_a sovereign_a pearl_n and_o jewel_n of_o a_o christian_a though_o it_o have_v many_o rare_a and_o exquisite_a virtue_n in_o it_o many_o promise_n confer_v on_o it_o yet_o it_o lose_v they_o every_o one_o if_o it_o be_v put_v into_o a_o man_n mouth_n or_o into_o a_o man_n heart_n either_o that_o be_v dead_a in_o sin_n and_o do_v not_o knock_v with_o a_o pure_a heart_n for_o prayer_n without_o devotion_n be_v like_o the_o bellow_n of_o oxen._n o_o where_o be_o i_o then_o who_o imagination_n have_v be_v evil_a from_o my_o youth_n who_o life_n have_v be_v a_o sink_n of_o sin_n and_o who_o heart_n have_v be_v a_o stranger_n to_o devotion_n how_o and_o in_o what_o manner_n may_v i_o pray_v in_o hope_n to_o be_v hear_v how_o shall_v i_o render_v up_o my_o supplication_n that_o it_o may_v be_v receive_v how_o shall_v i_o offer_v my_o sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n that_o it_o may_v be_v accept_v o_o my_o dear_a lord_n as_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o pray_v so_o teach_v i_o how_o to_o pray_v put_v sweet_a incense_n into_o the_o censor_n and_o that_o it_o may_v burn_v the_o better_a inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o spiritual_a fervour_n behold_v lord_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o open_v the_o door_n of_o thy_o sanctuary_n unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v enter_v and_o offer_v up_o my_o prayer_n to_o thou_o after_o that_o absolute_a form_n of_o prayer_n which_o thou_o thyself_o have_v teach_v i_o chap._n 63._o he_o repeat_v the_o lord_n prayer_n and_o in_o every_o particular_a he_o find_v himself_o a_o great_a offender_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n oh_o make_v a_o stop_n here_o poor_a pilgrim_n before_o thou_o go_v any_o far_a have_v thou_o a_o father_n in_o heaven_n where_o be_v the_o duty_n thou_o shall_v tender_v do_v thou_o use_v he_o like_o a_o father_n much_o less_o like_o a_o heavenly_a father_n when_o thou_o prefer_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n before_o his_o honour_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n oh_o with_o what_o tongue_n can_v thou_o utter_v hallow_v see_v his_o name_n have_v be_v by_o thou_o so_o much_o dishonour_v thy_o kingdom_n come_v o_o shake_v and_o tremble_v fearful_a to_o thou_o will_v be_v the_o come_n of_o his_o kingdom_n see_v thou_o by_o ascribe_v to_o thyself_o what_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o shall_v be_v accuse_v of_o seek_v to_o rob_v he_o of_o his_o kingdom_n when_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v be_v shake_v the_o whole_a world_n dissolve_v and_o thou_o bring_v forth_o naked_a to_o be_v public_o judge_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v oh_o dissemble_a wretch_n do_v thou_o pray_v that_o his_o will_n may_v be_v do_v when_o thou_o never_o yet_o with_o thy_o will_n do_v that_o which_o thou_o shall_v have_v do_v nor_o what_o thou_o know_v well_o be_v his_o will_n to_o be_v do_v in_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o yet_o have_v it_o be_v the_o least_o of_o thy_o care_n on_o earth_n to_o do_v his_o will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n oh_o have_v he_o not_o grant_v thy_o suit_n have_v he_o not_o strengthen_v thou_o with_o the_o staff_n of_o bread_n but_o have_v thou_o walk_v in_o the_o strength_n thereof_o to_o his_o honour_n or_o requite_v he_o with_o a_o offering_n of_o his_o own_o by_o sow_v thy_o bread_n upon_o the_o water_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trespass_n oh_o they_o be_v many_o many_o in_o quantity_n heavy_a in_o quality_n yet_o as_o a_o spark_n in_o the_o sea_n so_o have_v he_o drown_v they_o in_o the_o ocean_n of_o his_o mercy_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o o_o consider_v well_o the_o particle_n of_o this_o petition_n examine_v thy_o heart_n whether_o thou_o have_v or_o no_o perform_v the_o condition_n thou_o desire_v but_o to_o be_v forgive_v as_o thou_o do_v forgive_v oh_o forgive_v then_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v forgive_v â—ew_a be_v the_o areere_n which_o thou_o can_v demand_v of_o thy_o brother_n in_o comparison_n of_o those_o which_o be_v owe_v by_o thou_o to_o thy_o maker_n and_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n and_o yet_o thou_o will_v not_o stick_v to_o lead_v thyself_o into_o temptation_n he_o be_v ready_a to_o bestow_v his_o grace_n upon_o thou_o to_o send_v his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o guide_v thou_o to_o spread_v his_o banner_n over_o thou_o yet_o while_o thou_o pray_v not_o to_o be_v lead_v into_o temptation_n thou_o willing_o lead_v thyself_o into_o that_o which_o thou_o in_o thy_o prayer_n desire_v to_o prevent_v but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a oh_o how_o many_o deliverance_n have_v he_o show_v unto_o thou_o how_o often_o have_v he_o snap_v in_o piece_n the_o spear_n which_o may_v have_v dispatch_v thou_o break_a those_o arrow_n which_o may_v have_v wound_v thou_o take_a thy_o foot_n out_o of_o the_o snare_n which_o have_v entrap_v thou_o nay_o how_o often_o have_v thou_o go_v down_o even_o unto_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n and_o lest_o thou_o
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themselves_o for_o his_o prodigal_a successor_n or_o succeed_a rioter_n they_o be_v so_o poor_o use_v and_o employ_v by_o he_o as_o they_o have_v quick_o forget_v their_o die_a master_n at_o last_o hâ—_n look_v back_o upon_o his_o pleasure_n unhappy_a pleasure_n which_o now_o torment_v he_o more_o than_o ever_o they_o do_v delight_v he_o and_o he_o ask_v they_o if_o they_o can_v allay_v his_o pain_n or_o any_o way_n succour_v he_o but_o alas_o they_o soon_o leave_v he_o for_o they_o find_v nothing_o in_o he_o nor_o about_o he_o that_o may_v entertain_v they_o a_o easy_a farewell_n then_o have_v these_o take_v of_o their_o die_a master_n but_o thou_o poor_a pilgrim_n have_v no_o honour_n to_o transport_v thou_o no_o fortune_n to_o detain_v thou_o no_o pleasure_n to_o ensnare_v thou_o for_o the_o first_o the_o countenance_n of_o greatness_n never_o shine_v upon_o thou_o for_o the_o second_o worldly_a wealth_n can_v never_o yet_o so_o burden_v thou_o and_o for_o the_o last_o though_o thy_o youth_n may_v affect_v they_o the_o infirmity_n of_o age_n have_v now_o estrange_v they_o from_o thou_o and_o yet_o the_o voice_n of_o death_n be_v more_o terrible_a to_o thou_o then_o the_o noise_n of_o a_o canon_n no_o note_n more_o doleful_a 〈◊〉_d summon_v more_o fearful_a and_o in_o this_o thou_o be_v not_o much_o to_o be_v blame_v for_o death_n be_v fearful_a to_o all_o flesh_n but_o so_o to_o plaint_n thy_o hope_n on_o earth_n as_o if_o thou_o may_v never_o go_v from_o earth_n nor_o return_v to_o earth_n albeit_o thou_o can_v find_v nothing_o on_o earth_n worthy_a to_o entertain_v thou_o be_v the_o unhappy_a condition_n that_o may_v befall_v thou_o o_o think_v then_o of_o that_o time_n even_o now_o while_o thou_o have_v time_n when_o thy_o soul_n poor_a languishin_fw-mi soul_n find_v thy_o eye_n shut_v thy_o mouth_n close_v and_o all_o those_o sense_n of_o thy_o body_n perish_v by_o which_o she_o use_v to_o go_v forth_o and_o be_v delight_v in_o these_o outward_a thing_n whereto_o she_o be_v affect_v shall_v return_v unto_o herself_o and_o see_v herself_o all_o alone_a and_o naked_a as_o one_o afflict_v and_o affright_v with_o exceed_a horror_n shall_v through_o despair_n fail_v in_o herself_o and_o fall_v under_o herself_o o_o whither_o will_v thou_o fly_v in_o hope_n of_o succour_n 2._o to_o comfort_v thy_o poor_a soul_n in_o a_o time_n of_o such_o danger_n even_o to_o thou_o will_v i_o fly_v o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n for_o thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o descend_v to_o corruption_n nay_o such_o be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n as_o thou_o will_v make_v my_o bed_n in_o my_o sickness_n and_o because_o nothing_o be_v more_o certain_a than_o death_n nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n prepare_v i_o continual_o against_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o that_o death_n may_v appear_v less_o fearful_a unto_o i_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o comfort_v i_o that_o be_v inward_o arm_v by_o thou_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o death_n and_o sury_n of_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n i_o may_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n and_o cry_v o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o hell_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n chap._n 67._o judgement_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o it_o and_o yet_o i_o can_v think_v how_o to_o avoid_v it_o judge_v i_o must_v be_v and_o who_o will_v speak_v for_o i_o a_o fearful_a witness_n i_o have_v withâ—n_v i_o to_o accuse_v i_o sin_n of_o omission_n sin_n of_o commission_n to_o impeach_v i_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n sin_n of_o knowledge_n sin_n oâ—_n malice_n to_o convict_v i_o though_o one_o be_v sufficient_a to_o condemn_v i_o but_o thou_o will_v ask_v i_o of_o what_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o account_v for_o what_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n even_o for_o all_o thy_o thought_n word_n and_o work_n 12._o for_o god_n will_v bring_v every_o work_n into_o judgement_n with_o every_o secret_a thing_n whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o whether_o 〈◊〉_d be_v evil_a and_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o these_o first_o touch_v thy_o thought_n of_o these_o thou_o shall_v be_v judge_v 1â—_n for_o froward_a thought_n separate_v from_o god_n and_o he_o shall_v judge_v the_o secret_n of_o man_n with_o their_o conscience_n also_o bear_v witness_n 2._o and_o their_o thought_n the_o mean_a while_n accuse_v or_o else_o excuse_v one_o another_o 15._o second_o thou_o shall_v give_v account_n of_o all_o thy_o word_n of_o every_o idle_a word_n that_o man_n shall_v speak_v 12._o they_o shall_v give_v account_n in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n three_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o thy_o work_n for_o we_o must_v all_o appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n seat_n of_o christ_n that_o every_o one_o may_v receive_v the_o thing_n do_v in_o his_o body_n 5._o according_a to_o that_o he_o have_v do_v whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o bad_a o_o my_o poor_a afflict_a soul_n can_v thou_o hear_v these_o thing_n and_o not_o melt_v thyself_o into_o tear_n see_v that_o not_o only_o in_o the_o bed_n of_o thy_o sickness_n by_o a_o secret_a divine_a power_n all_o those_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v be_v they_o good_a or_o evil_n shall_v appear_v before_o thou_o and_o be_v present_v to_o thou_o but_o in_o that_o fearful_a day_n of_o account_n when_o all_o flesh_n shall_v come_v to_o judgement_n all_o these_o in_o capital_a letter_n shall_v appear_v write_v before_o thou_o not_o one_o privy_a bosom_n sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o close_o commit_v or_o subtle_o cover_v or_o cunning_o carry_v but_o must_v be_v there_o discover_v adam_n shall_v be_v bring_v from_o his_o bush_n and_o sarah_n from_o behind_o the_o door_n and_o man_n miserable_o perplex_a man_n shall_v say_v to_o his_o conscience_n as_o ahab_n say_v to_o elias_n have_v thou_o find_v i_o o_o my_o enemy_n o_o what_o numberless_a number_n of_o bill_n of_o indictment_n shall_v be_v then_o and_o there_o prefer_v against_o thou_o and_o of_o all_o these_o to_o be_v find_v guilty_a o_o how_o be_v thou_o fall_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n and_o all_o misery_n for_o what_o can_v the_o thought_n and_o imagination_n of_o thy_o heart_n say_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v evil_a continual_o what_o can_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o mouth_n say_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v full_a of_o all_o filthiness_n and_o scurrility_n last_o what_o can_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n say_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v load_v with_o transgression_n and_o iniquity_n but_o perchance_o thou_o have_v some_o hope_n of_o a_o pardon_n and_o so_o like_o some_o of_o our_o delude_a delinquent_n here_o on_o earth_n by_o flatter_v thyself_o with_o a_o vain_a hope_n of_o life_n estrang_a thy_o thought_n from_o think_v of_o a_o better_a life_n but_o do_v not_o so_o deceive_v thyself_o for_o if_o it_o be_v not_o by_o faithful_a repentance_n seek_v for_o here_o there_o 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