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which_o be_v not_o always_o equal_o dispose_v to_o sublime_a contemplation_n neither_o need_v thou_o fear_v that_o this_o variety_n will_v any_o way_n confound_v thou_o if_o thou_o be_v govern_v by_o the_o rule_n of_o discretion_n â—nd_v the_o direction_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n which_o thou_o be_v careful_o and_o â—umbly_o to_o follow_v not_o only_o in_o â—his_n but_o in_o all_o other_o thy_o undertaking_n 14._o when_o therefore_o object_n most_o themselves_o by_o consider_v how_o mean_a the_o best_a of_o they_o be_v in_o themselves_o please_a to_o the_o eye_n delicious_a to_o â—he_n sense_n and_o desirable_a to_o flesh_n and_o blood_n shall_v be_v represent_v unto_o thou_o mark_v well_o how_o mean_v these_o thing_n be_v in_o themselves_o though_o never_o so_o high_o court_v and_o cherish_v extol_v and_o esteem_v by_o worldling_n how_o the_o best_a of_o they_o be_v no_o better_a than_o dirt_n and_o dung_n in_o respect_n of_o heavenly_a happiness_n for_o which_o thou_o be_v design_v which_o thou_o desire_v and_o to_o which_o thou_o aspire_v 15._o when_o thou_o gaze_v on_o the_o brightness_n as_o the_o sun_n brightness_n sun_n glorious_a splendour_n know_v for_o certain_a that_o thy_o own_o soul_n be_v far_o more_o bright_a and_o beautiful_a than_o it_o if_o she_o be_v in_o her_o creators_n grace_n and_o favour_n otherwise_o that_o she_o be_v more_o obscure_a and_o abominable_a than_o darksome_a and_o dismal_a hell_n itself_o 16._o when_o thou_o cast_v up_o thy_o corporal_a eye_n to_o the_o heaven_n elevate_v greatness_n the_o heaven_n greatness_n those_o of_o thy_o soul_n to_o those_o high_a &_o holy_a mansion_n of_o the_o bless_a sainâ—â—_n and_o angelical_a spirit_n and_o there_o fix_v and_o feast_v thy_o thought_n as_o in_o the_o happy_a mansion_n prepare_v for_o thy_o eternal_a abode_n 17._o when_o thou_o hearken'_v to_o the_o melody_n the_o bird_n melody_n bird_n warble_v note_n or_o other_o
this_o inflame_a desire_n consider_v that_o thy_o lord_n god_n by_o reason_n of_o his_o admirable_a excellency_n of_o goodness_n majesty_n wisdom_n beauty_n and_o other_o infinite_a perfection_n be_v more_o than_o worthy_a to_o be_v serve_v and_o honour_v by_o thou_o and_o all_o creature_n that_o to_o serve_v and_o succour_v thou_o this_o greatness_n have_v condescend_v to_o compassionate_v thy_o weakness_n and_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o in_o his_o sacred_a humanity_n for_o thirty_o three_o year_n space_n during_o which_o time_n he_o cure_v and_o salve_v thy_o stink_a sore_n which_o be_v gangrene_v by_o the_o soul_n contagion_n of_o sin_n not_o with_o medicinal_a oil_n ordinary_a wine_n and_o common_a plaster_n but_o with_o the_o most_o precious_a balsom_a of_o his_o own_o sacred_a blood_n and_o with_o unguent_n confect_v of_o his_o pure_a flesh_n tear_v from_o his_o body_n by_o scourge_n thorn_n and_o nail_n weigh_v also_o the_o importance_n of_o this_o his_o service_n since_o 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other_o end_n or_o consideration_n whatsoever_o though_o never_o so_o spiritual_a four_o that_o thy_o prayer_n and_o exercise_n text._n four_o a_o connexion_n with_o the_o former_a exercise_n the_o other_o before-described_n spiritual_a exercise_n be_v so_o join_v together_o as_o that_o thou_o undertake_v not_o the_o one_o without_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o other_o for_o pray_v thou_o never_o so_o long_o and_o never_o so_o much_o to_o obtain_v any_o virtue_n unless_o thou_o also_o labour_n and_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o way_n to_o get_v it_o thou_o only_o tempt_v god_n but_o obtain_v not_o thy_o desire_n explication_n fiftly_o remember_v that_o before_o thou_o favour_n five_o thanksgiving_n for_o receive_a favour_n demand_v new_a favour_n thou_o be_v to_o render_v humble_a thanks_o for_o they_o thou_o have_v former_o receive_v by_o these_o or_o the_o like_a expression_n o_o my_o good_a and_o gracious_a lord_n god_n who_o have_v make_v i_o redeem_v i_o and_o rescue_v i_o from_o my_o enemy_n often_o than_o i_o myself_o know_v or_o can_v conceive_v succour_v i_o now_o also_o and_o deny_v not_o to_o grant_v this_o my_o present_a petition_n though_o i_o have_v be_v hitherto_o rebellious_a to_o thy_o will_n and_o ungrateful_a to_o thy_o goodness_n and_o if_o thy_o demand_n be_v for_o some_o particular_a virtue_n whereof_o thou_o now_o stand_v in_o great_a need_n by_o reason_n of_o some_o temptation_n trouble_n or_o contradiction_n which_o urge_v thou_o forget_v not_o to_o thank_v he_o for_o that_o occasion_n of_o thy_o trial_n and_o exercise_n which_o through_o his_o gracious_a assistance_n may_v redound_v so_o much_o to_o thy_o spiritual_a good_a six_o since_o prayer_n have_v its_o passion_n six_o a_o reflection_n upon_o god_n goodness_n and_o promise_n and_o christ_n passion_n whole_a force_n power_n and_o hope_n of_o obtain_v from_o god_n goodness_n and_o mercy_n from_o christ_n merit_n and_o passion_n and_o from_o the_o divine_a promise_n therefore_o 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thy_o prayer_n hope_n text._n prayer_n must_v also_o be_v strengthen_v with_o hope_n strengthen_v thy_o soul_n with_o a_o live_v by_o hope_n in_o god_n that_o through_o his_o infinite_a love_n he_o will_v bestow_v on_o thou_o the_o now_o demand_v grace_n or_o gift_n or_o something_o that_o be_v better_a for_o thou_o or_o both_o together_o and_o although_o he_o so_o long_a delay_n his_o answer_n that_o thou_o may_v doubt_v he_o deny_v what_o thou_o ask_v yet_o remain_v constant_o in_o this_o hope_n and_o never_o slacken_v therefore_o either_o thy_o prayer_n or_o thy_o practice_n or_o thy_o confidence_n knock_v and_o though_o god_n seem_v to_o reject_v thy_o prayer_n yet_o persevere_v knock_v 3._o yea_o though_o it_o may_v seem_v to_o thou_o that_o god_n reject_v thou_o and_o thy_o prayer_n yet_o do_v thou_o still_o humble_v thyself_o more_o and_o more_o before_o he_o increase_a thy_o faith_n and_o comfort_v thyself_o with_o hope_n in_o thy_o saviour_n for_o the_o more_o fervent_o and_o frequent_o thou_o interpose_v this_o constant_a hope_n in_o god_n even_o in_o such_o violent_a repulse_n and_o as_o it_o be_v manifest_a reprobation_n of_o thy_o prayer_n the_o more_o thou_o becom_a please_v and_o grateful_a unto_o he_o 4._o and_o therefore_o thou_o be_v always_o deny_v and_o always_o thank_v he_o as_o well_o when_o he_o grant_v as_o when_o he_o deny_v to_o return_v he_o grateful_a thanks_o who_o thou_o acknowledge_v no_o less_o good_a wise_a and_o love_a in_o thy_o behalf_n when_o he_o seem_v to_o cast_v out_o thy_o petition_n than_o when_o he_o grant_v it_o keep_v then_o a_o ever-constant_a courageous_a and_o joyful_a mind_n in_o all_o event_n whether_o good_a or_o bad_a and_o humble_o submit_v thyself_o to_o the_o infallible_a wisdom_n and_o all-ordering_a providence_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n chap._n xxii_o what_o inward_a or_o mental_a prayer_n be_v and_o what_o contemplation_n and_o the_o use_n thereof_o
virtue_n who_o employ_v much_o time_n in_o deplore_a their_o saviour_n passion_n and_o admire_v his_o patience_n and_o apply_v it_o not_o at_o all_o to_o their_o particular_a practice_n when_o occasion_n practice_n if_o thou_o make_v fit_a application_n to_o thy_o particular_a practice_n be_v offer_v do_v like_a unto_o those_o soldier_n who_o before_o the_o skirmish_n talk_v of_o great_a matter_n and_o speak_v high_a word_n in_o their_o tent_n but_o at_o the_o first_o sight_n of_o the_o appear_a enemy_n they_o take_v a_o fright_n quit_v their_o colour_n cast_v down_o their_o arm_n and_o utter_o forsake_v the_o field_n and_o indeed_o what_o thing_n can_v be_v more_o silly_a cowardly_a and_o unworthy_a than_o to_o contemplate_v as_o in_o a_o most_o clear_a glass_n the_o virtue_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n love_v they_o and_o admire_v they_o and_o present_o to_o forget_v they_o and_o disesteem_v they_o as_o soon_o as_o any_o occasion_n be_v present_v wherein_o to_o exercise_v ourselves_o in_o their_o imitation_n chap._n xxviii_o of_o sensible_a devotion_n as_o also_o of_o spiritual_a dryness_n and_o dereliction_n sensible_a devotion_n proceed_v sometime_o from_o a_o natural_a inclination_n sometime_o from_o the_o devil_n and_o sometime_o from_o god_n grace_n and_o by_o produce_v devotion_n be_v best_a know_v by_o the_o effect_n it_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o it_o thou_o may_v best_o judge_v from_o which_o of_o these_o spring_v it_o issue_v for_o if_o thence_o thou_o be_v no_o whit_n move_v to_o amendment_n of_o life_n thou_o may_v just_o fear_v it_o come_v either_o from_o thy_o enemy_n or_o from_o thy_o own_o nature_n and_o the_o more_o sweetness_n thou_o feel_v the_o more_o shall_v thou_o be_v suspicious_a whence_o it_o flow_v 2._o when_o therefore_o thy_o soul_n be_v replenish_v devotion_n how_o to_o make_v profit_n of_o all_o spiritual_a sweetness_n in_o devotion_n with_o spiritual_a sweetness_n question_v not_o whence_o it_o come_v nor_o adhere_v much_o unto_o it_o but_o still_o stick_v steadfast_o to_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o own_o baseness_n abstract_v thy_o heart_n from_o all_o other_o delight_n or_o desire_n than_o only_o that_o which_o it_o take_v in_o god_n and_o his_o good_a pleasure_n thus_o will_v these_o short_a sweetness_n whether_o they_o spring_v from_o thy_o own_o nature_n or_o thy_o enemy_n suggestion_n be_v true_o turn_v to_o thy_o comfort_n and_o profit_n 3._o dryness_n in_o like_a manner_n or_o desolation_n dryness_n three_o cause_n of_o spiritual_a dryness_n of_o the_o soul_n may_v proceed_v either_o out_o of_o our_o own_o natural_a defect_n or_o from_o the_o devil_n or_o from_o god_n from_o the_o devil_n who_o thereby_o devil_n the_o devil_n strive_v to_o render_v the_o soul_n tepid_a and_o tedious_a in_o her_o spiritual_a exercise_n and_o so_o to_o draw_v she_o by_o degree_n to_o leave_v they_o and_o look_v after_o earthly_a solace_n from_o our_o self_n either_o because_o ourselves_o ourselves_o we_o stand_v in_o fear_n of_o ourselves_o by_o reason_n of_o our_o sin_n or_o because_o we_o be_v negligent_a in_o the_o practice_n of_o our_o devotion_n from_o god_n who_o therefore_o permit_v god_n god_n this_o dryness_n to_o excite_v we_o to_o more_o diligence_n and_o abstract_n we_o from_o all_o other_o care_n and_o curiosity_n but_o they_o only_o which_o concern_v our_o creator_n or_o have_v some_o relation_n unto_o his_o honour_n or_o our_o own_o perfection_n or_o final_o to_o teach_v we_o not_o to_o trust_v or_o rest_n in_o spiritual_a joy_n but_o to_o depend_v whole_o on_o his_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n as_o that_o resign_v soul_n do_v which_o say_v our_o lord_n give_v our_o lord_n have_v 21._o job_n 1._o 21._o take_v away_o as_o it_o have_v please_v he_o so_o it_o be_v do_v 4._o when_o therefore_o thou_o feel_v this_o dryness_n of_o devotion_n enter_v into_o thyself_o and_o search_v out_o the_o cause_n thereof_o thereof_o search_v out_o the_o true_a cause_n thereof_o and_o have_v find_v it_o fight_v against_o it_o not_o to_o recover_v that_o sensible_a sweetness_n of_o grace_n but_o to_o expel_v far_o from_o thou_o whatsoever_o be_v displease_v to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n 5._o and_o let_v it_o be_v thy_o continual_a piety_n and_o keep_v on_o thy_o accustom_a practice_n of_o piety_n care_n to_o keep_v on_o thy_o accustom_a practice_n of_o piety_n notwithstanding_o this_o dryness_n in_o thy_o soul_n yea_o though_o thou_o seem_v to_o labour_n in_o vain_a yet_o prosecute_v they_o with_o great_a diligence_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o bitter_a potion_n of_o desolation_n with_o a_o prompt_a and_o peaceable_a resolution_n and_o if_o it_o be_v so_o mingle_v with_o the_o thick_a dregs_n of_o a_o trouble_a mind_n that_o thou_o know_v not_o how_o to_o swallow_v it_o nor_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v thou_o yet_o persevere_v with_o alacrity_n and_o sit_v comfort_n and_o seek_v no_o outward_a comfort_n solitary_o thus_o defert_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o holy_a cross_n seek_v no_o outward_a solace_n though_o the_o whole_a world_n shall_v offer_v it_o or_o any_o creature_n afford_v it_o thou_o 6._o for_o thou_o arr_o to_o conceal_v this_o mitigate_v nor_o pray_v to_o have_v it_o mitigate_v cross_n of_o thou_o from_o all_o person_n except_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n to_o who_o thou_o be_v faithful_o to_o discover_v it_o not_o to_o have_v comfort_n from_o he_o but_o counsel_n how_o to_o carry_v thyself_o during_o this_o dryness_n conformable_a to_o the_o divine_a pleasure_n and_o good_a like_n 7._o nor_o be_v thou_o to_o make_v use_n of_o the_o holy_a communion_n prayer_n or_o any_o other_o spiritual_a exercise_n with_o intention_n to_o have_v the_o least_o mitigation_n of_o thy_o adversity_n but_o only_o that_o thy_o good_a god_n will_v give_v thou_o strength_n of_o spirit_n to_o support_v thy_o cross_n with_o patience_n and_o if_o through_o trouble_n and_o distraction_n thou_o can_v hardly_o make_v use_n of_o thy_o understanding_n in_o thy_o meditation_n keep_v only_o a_o willing_a mind_n to_o do_v it_o and_o supply_v it_o with_o jaculatory_a prayer_n and_o frequent_a elevation_n of_o thy_o mind_n to_o thy_o lord_n god_n explication_n in_o this_o case_n thou_o may_v make_v use_n of_o these_o or_o the_o like_a sacred_a sentence_n my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v within_o i_o my_o strength_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o 11._o ps_n 37._o 11._o the_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n be_v not_o with_o i_o lord_n i_o suffer_v violence_n answer_v for_o 24._o esay_n 38._o 24._o i_o return_v return_n o_o my_o belove_a let_v i_o 6._o cant._n 6._o hear_v thy_o voice_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o consider_v in_o myself_o 3._o psal_n 13._o 3._o and_o have_v grief_n in_o my_o heart_n all_o the_o day_n why_o o_o lord_n be_v thou_o go_v far_o 1._o psal_n 10._o 1._o off_o and_o despise_v in_o opportunity_n in_o tribulation_n pardon_v i_o that_o i_o may_v have_v some_o 14_o psal_n 38._o 14_o refresh_n before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o 9_o psal_n 22._o 9_o leave_v i_o or_o thou_o may_v say_v o_o my_o lord_n o_o my_o love_n where_o where_o do_v thou_o leave_v thy_o poor_a servant_n thus_o all_o alone_a who_o have_v no_o comfort_n in_o himself_o and_o desire_v none_o from_o any_o creature_n o_o what_o shall_v he_o do_v if_o he_o find_v it_o not_o in_o thou_o whither_o will_v thou_o go_v poor_a stray_a sheep_n if_o thou_o hear_v not_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o divine_a shepherd_n o_o live_a fountain_n o_o source_n of_o all_o sweetness_n shall_v i_o never_o more_o become_v worthy_a to_o taste_v one_o only_a drop_n of_o thy_o delight_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n if_o thou_o my_o god_n and_o only_a refuge_n keep_v aloof_o from_o i_o o_o unlimited_a bounty_n when_o shall_v i_o have_v a_o lively_a feel_n of_o thy_o effect_n how_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o my_o dry_a soul_n to_o subsist_v in_o this_o desert_n earth_n be_v deprive_v o_o my_o god_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a dew_n when_o thou_o find_v thyself_o thus_o cross_n in_o thy_o desolation_n remembâ—r_v how_o thy_o saviour_n be_v leave_v comfortless_o on_o the_o cross_n abandon_v remember_v how_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n be_v also_o leave_v comfortless_a by_o the_o same_o heavenly_a father_n in_o the_o garden_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o in_o his_o great_a affliction_n therefore_o pronounce_v with_o he_o oftentimes_o those_o hard_a word_n fiat_n voluutas_fw-la tua_fw-la thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v which_o proceed_v from_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o heart_n will_v sweet_o wound_v the_o heart_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o move_v he_o to_o compassionate_v thy_o misery_n either_o by_o send_v thou_o comfort_n or_o give_v thou_o courage_n constancy_n and_o resignation_n to_o endure_v it_o 8._o for_o know_v assure_o that_o to_o do_v text._n text._n or_o suffer_v for_o god_n
honour_n be_v to_o he_o devout_a for_o to_o suffer_v for_o god_n be_v the_o best_a prayer_n and_o make_v thou_o true_o devout_a the_o most_o acceptable_a prayer_n and_o therefore_o to_o endure_v this_o dryness_n with_o perfect_a patience_n and_o humble_a resignation_n make_v thou_o true_o devout_a because_o true_a devotion_n consist_v in_o no_o other_o thing_n than_o to_o have_v a_o ready_a will_n to_o follow_v christ_n thy_o lord_n with_o thy_o cross_n on_o thy_o shoulder_n whither_o and_o which_o way_n he_o please_v have_v and_o desire_v god_n only_o for_o god_n and_o sometime_o leave_v god_n for_o god_n 9_o if_o therefore_o spiritual_a person_n especial_o religious_a man_n and_o woman_n will_v seerious_o examine_v and_o measure_v their_o progress_n in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n and_o piety_n by_o this_o rule_n and_o not_o by_o the_o feel_n of_o sensible_a devotion_n which_o many_o do_v chief_o devotion_n and_o not_o sensible_a devotion_n regard_v they_o sure_o will_v make_v better_a use_n of_o sensible_a comfort_n in_o their_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n which_o their_o love_a lord_n afford_v to_o make_v they_o more_o zealous_a in_o submit_v to_o his_o sacred_a will_n which_o dispose_v all_o thing_n in_o order_n to_o our_o salvation_n and_o benefit_n deceive_v wherein_o many_o be_v deceive_v 10._o and_o in_o this_o also_o many_o be_v much_o deceive_v that_o when_o they_o be_v trouble_v with_o impure_a and_o perverse_a thought_n they_o present_o become_v fearful_a and_o fainthearted_a and_o as_o if_o god_n have_v utter_o forsake_v they_o think_v it_o impossible_a that_o his_o holy_a spirit_n shall_v inhabit_v a_o heart_n so_o trouble_v and_o torment_v and_o they_o so_o intricate_a themselves_o in_o these_o fancy_n till_o by_o degree_n they_o fall_v into_o a_o grievous_a dislike_n of_o themselves_o and_o last_o into_o a_o certain_a dangerous_a despair_n which_o they_o no_o soon_o apprehend_v in_o themselves_o but_o they_o present_o run_v to_o their_o wont_a way_n to_o recover_v their_o quiet_n but_o hereby_o they_o show_v themselves_o little_a grateful_a to_o god_n who_o therefore_o permit_v they_o to_o be_v thus_o trouble_v and_o tempt_v to_o bring_v they_o to_o the_o clear_a knowledge_n of_o their_o own_o nothing_o that_o so_o as_o wretched_a frail_a and_o desolate_a creature_n they_o may_v more_o serious_o seek_v he_o and_o more_o diligent_o draw_v near_o he_o 11._o wherefore_o o_o my_o belove_a distress_n what_o thou_o be_v to_o do_v in_o this_o distress_n that_o which_o thou_o must_v do_v in_o such_o a_o distress_n be_v this_o enter_v straight_o into_o a_o profound_a reflection_n upon_o thy_o own_o baseness_n and_o there_o humble_a thyself_o and_o confess_v thy_o peevish_a affection_n and_o passion_n and_o acknowledge_v thy_o pronesse_n to_o fall_v if_o leave_v to_o thyself_o into_o all_o manner_n of_o wickedness_n and_o that_o without_o thy_o love_a lord_n care_v and_o custody_n help_n and_o defence_n thou_o will_v be_v cast_v down_o headlong_o incontinent_o 12._o this_o do_v raise_v thy_o heart_n with_o a_o good_a hope_n and_o confidence_n in_o thy_o creator_n see_v it_o be_v he_o only_a who_o permit_v thou_o to_o fall_v into_o this_o adversity_n that_o thou_o may_v take_v hold_n of_o the_o occasion_n to_o draw_v near_o unto_o he_o by_o humble_a prayer_n and_o therefore_o thou_o be_v oblige_v to_o render_v grateful_a thanks_o to_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o these-like_a trouble_n and_o temptation_n and_o take_v this_o as_o a_o certainty_n that_o all_o such_o perverse_a thought_n be_v soon_o expel_v with_o meek_a sufferance_n and_o patience_n than_o with_o much_o solicitude_n and_o study_n chap._n xxix_o that_o the_o worthy_a frequent_v of_o the_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n be_v a_o efficacious_a mean_n to_o conquer_v our_o passion_n the_o sacred_a communion_n or_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n be_v receive_v by_o devout_a christian_n for_o divers_a end_n but_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o take_v it_o for_o the_o particular_a strengthen_n of_o thy_o soul_n against_o the_o assault_n of_o evil_a inclination_n attend_v to_o what_o i_o shall_v now_o teach_v thou_o 2._o the_o day_n before_o thou_o intend_v thou_o meditate_v the_o day_n before_o thy_o communion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n desire_n etc._n etc._n to_o come_v to_o thou_o to_o communicate_v meditate_v if_o thy_o leisure_n give_v thou_o leave_v of_o the_o great_a desire_n thy_o dear_a saviour_n have_v to_o unite_v himself_o to_o thou_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o this_o sacrament_n and_o thereby_o to_o root_v out_o thy_o vicious_a affection_n for_o this_o his_o desire_n be_v so_o immense_a that_o no_o create_a understanding_n can_v comprehend_v it_o 3._o but_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v a_o small_a glimpse_n thereof_o consider_v these_o two_o thing_n first_o what_o pleasure_n our_o lord_n take_v to_o dwell_v in_o we_o since_o the_o holy_a scripture_n call_v this_o his_o delight_n and_o in_o sin_n my_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v with_o the_o child_n of_o man_n child_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n and_o how_o much_o he_o hate_v sin_n requital_n of_o this_o love_n he_o only_o require_v our_o heart_n secondâ—y_o how_o much_o he_o hate_v our_o sin_n which_o â—â—â—der_v his_o near_a union_n with_o we_o and_o be_v direct_o opposite_a to_o his_o incompaâ—â—ble_a perfection_n for_o he_o be_v the_o â—â—ely_a and_o chief_a good_a the_o pure_a light_n use_v most_o perfect_a beauty_n can_v but_o detest_v that_o which_o be_v mere_a darkness_n frailty_n and_o the_o corruption_n and_o canker_n of_o our_o wretched_a soul_n 4._o and_o that_o this_o love_a desire_n of_o thy_o dear_a lord_n may_v take_v yet_o deep_a impression_n in_o thy_o mind_n meditate_v often_o of_o his_o marvelous_a work_n relate_v in_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n especial_o of_o his_o most_o bitter_a passion_n and_o cruel_a death_n which_o he_o do_v express_o suffer_v to_o deliver_v thy_o soul_n from_o sin_n and_o to_o cleanse_v it_o from_o such_o affection_n as_o be_v contrary_a to_o his_o divine_a majesty_n concern_v which_o point_n all_o the_o illuminate_v doctor_n of_o god_n church_n do_v unanimous_o conclude_v and_o teach_v that_o christ_n our_o saviour_n will_v again_o if_o it_o be_v needful_a exposâ—_n himself_o to_o a_o thousand_o death_n to_o free_v we_o from_o the_o least_o evil_a passion_n or_o affection_n 5._o by_o such_o consideration_n thou_o he_o and_o move_v thy_o soul_n to_o a_o reciprocal_a desire_n and_o affection_n towards_o he_o will_v easy_o gather_v the_o great_a desire_n thy_o dear_a saviour_n have_v to_o dwell_v with_o thou_o and_o from_o thence_o conclude_v how_o fit_n it_o be_v that_o thou_o shall_v reciprocal_o stir_v up_o in_o thyself_o a_o ardent_a affection_n to_o receive_v and_o entertain_v he_o which_o thou_o may_v do_v by_o these_o and_o the_o like_a jaculatory_a prayer_n come_v o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o love_n help_v thy_o caitif_a creature_n to_o conquer_v her_o enemy_n when_o o_o when_o my_o dear_a spouse_n will_v that_o happy_a hour_n come_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n and_o be_v comfort_v and_o encourage_v by_o thou_o may_v full_o conquer_v myself_o and_o total_o subdue_v my_o own_o evil_a passion_n and_o disorder_a affection_n 6._o and_o when_o thou_o be_v heighten_v battle_n and_o then_o provoke_v thy_o passion_n to_o battle_n with_o the_o hope_n of_o thy_o sweet_a saviour_n come_v into_o thy_o soul_n then_o provoke_v thy_o passion_n to_o battle_n call_v up_o thy_o affection_n and_o curb_v they_o again_o and_o again_o with_o perfect_a hatred_n and_o disdain_n and_o this_o do_v produce_v act_n and_o desire_n of_o the_o virtue_n which_o be_v opposite_a to_o these_o vice_n and_o let_v this_o be_v thy_o evening_n entertainment_n and_o morning_n â—mploymâ—â—t_n 7._o but_o when_o the_o hour_n of_o sacred_a fear_v be_v near_o the_o time_n of_o communion_n thou_o be_v to_o fear_v communion_n draw_v near_o think_v serious_o of_o thy_o own_o fault_n fail_n and_o unfaithfulnesse_n to_o thy_o lord_n god_n since_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o last_o approach_n to_o the_o sacred_a table_n for_o which_o ingratitude_n and_o unworthiness_n thou_o tremble_v with_o fear_n and_o confusion_n before_o his_o dread_a majesty_n but_o then_o again_o encourage_v and_o comfort_v thy_o confidence_n but_o also_o to_o have_v courage_n and_o confidence_n self_n with_o the_o consideration_n of_o his_o goodness_n his_o readiness_n to_o pardon_v and_o his_o inclination_n to_o mercy_n and_o with_o a_o pious_a confidence_n that_o he_o will_v have_v thou_o receive_v he_o notwithstanding_o thy_o own_o indignity_n go_v on_o with_o alacrity_n of_o spirit_n to_o the_o holy_a banquet_n and_o joyful_o embrace_v thy_o lord_n god_n in_o thy_o soul_n 8._o the_o sacred_a communion_n thus_o want_n after_o communion_n discover_v thy_o want_n perform_v present_o shut_v up_o thyself_o within_o the_o closet_n of_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o discover_v to_o thy_o saviour_n thy_o
therefore_o thy_o humble_a petition_n 6._o make_v thy_o petition_n supplication_n to_o thy_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o since_o he_o vouchsafe_v free_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o his_o own_o mercy_n sake_n and_o for_o no_o merit_n of_o thou_o he_o will_v also_o be_v please_v to_o prevent_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n and_o adorn_v thou_o with_o the_o gift_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n that_o thou_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receptacle_n for_o his_o sacred_a body_n as_o he_o former_o by_o the_o like_a prevention_n prepare_v for_o himself_o a_o happy_a and_o holy_a habitation_n in_o the_o virginal_a entrails_n of_o his_o most_o bless_a mother_n chap._n xxxvii_o how_o we_o may_v devout_o offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o mass_n when_o thou_o feel_v thy_o heart_n object_n 1._o 1._o free_a thy_o fancy_n from_o all_o outward_a object_n inflame_v by_o this_o forego_n or_o the_o like_a exercise_n free_a thy_o fancy_n of_o all_o sensible_a object_n and_o shut_v the_o window_n of_o thy_o sense_n so_o be_v up_o to_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o fix_v there_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n upon_o he_o only_o pure_o free_o and_o quiet_o exclude_v all_o tumult_n of_o outward_a thought_n and_o implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n by_o recite_v the_o hymn_n of_o the_o holy_a church_n veni_fw-la creator_n spiritus_fw-la etc._n etc._n 2._o then_o come_v to_o put_v on_o the_o mystery_n 2._o in_o vest_v thyself_o mark_v the_o mystery_n sacred_a vestment_n mark_v with_o attention_n those_o mystery_n which_o they_o mean_v and_o signify_v and_o from_o that_o very_a instant_n of_o time_n take_v upon_o thou_o christ_n person_n who_o thou_o represente_v in_o this_o holy_a action_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v be_v move_v to_o conform_v each_o outward_a and_o inward_a deed_n to_o he_o who_o thou_o now_o personate_v decent_a 3._o let_v thy_o outward_a deportment_n be_v decent_a 3._o and_o as_o for_o the_o outward_a composure_n of_o the_o body_n see_v that_o thy_o go_v forth_o of_o the_o vestry_n be_v with_o all_o decency_n and_o gravity_n let_v thy_o countenance_n be_v cherfull_a thy_o eye_n humble_o cast_v down_o and_o not_o curious_a to_o pry_v after_o any_o passage_n do_v in_o the_o church_n let_v thy_o voice_n be_v low_a and_o sober_a read_v those_o sacred_a word_n neither_o precipitant_o nor_o over-pausing_o but_o beseem_o between_o both_o those_o extreme_n let_v the_o holy_a ceremony_n be_v pious_o and_o punctual_o observe_v and_o let_v all_o be_v attentive_o perform_v take_v more_o care_n in_o the_o canon_n and_o most_o of_o all_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o word_n of_o consecration_n 4._o let_v thy_o inward_a composition_n also_o correspond_v with_o thy_o outward_a carriage_n correspondent_a 4._o and_o thy_o inward_a composition_n correspondent_a and_o therefore_o come_v to_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o atar_n look_v upon_o christ_n thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o love_n sit_v in_o his_o throne_n of_o glorious_a majesty_n attend_v by_o his_o angel_n and_o bless_a saint_n and_o think_v he_o be_v present_o come_v down_o from_o his_o throne_n to_o the_o altar_n to_o enrich_v thy_o poor_a soul_n with_o the_o treasure_n of_o his_o divinity_n and_o consider_v so_o high_a a_o majesty_n confess_v thy_o own_o misery_n meanness_n and_o nothing_o and_o so_o true_o humble_v thyself_o both_o inward_o and_o outward_o begin_v the_o action_n of_o the_o sacrifice_n and_o keep_v this_o presence_n of_o thy_o saviour_n sit_v in_o his_o throne_n and_o behold_v thy_o devotion_n until_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o consecration_n which_o do_v thou_o have_v he_o then_o before_o thou_o upon_o the_o altar_n thou_o touch_v he_o with_o thy_o hand_n and_o embrace_v he_o in_o thy_o heart_n there_o present_a in_o the_o sacrament_n 5._o in_o thy_o first_o memento_n contemplate_v memento_n 5._o in_o thy_o first_o memento_n thy_o lord_n jesus_n crucify_v repose_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o depose_v all_o thy_o necessity_n and_o want_n in_o his_o sacred_a and_o sugar_a wound_n and_o first_o offer_v up_o thy_o whole_a mass_n to_o his_o holy_a head_n head_n to_o christ_n holy_a head_n intend_v it_o to_o the_o eternal_a honour_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a trinity_n and_o for_o the_o increase_n of_o the_o accidental_a glory_n of_o his_o dear_a mother_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o thy_o particular_a protector_n and_o patron_n in_o heaven_n all_o which_o thou_o shall_v join_v together_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o lord_n venerable_a head_n and_o beseech_v they_o that_o as_o thou_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n strive_v to_o augment_v their_o glory_n so_o they_o in_o their_o happy_a and_o heavenly_a mansion_n will_v be_v please_v to_o remember_v thou_o and_o join_v with_o thou_o in_o the_o oblation_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o and_o their_o creator_n 6._o come_v then_o to_o the_o wound_n hand_n to_o his_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o right_a hand_n pray_v for_o the_o state_n ecclesiastical_a that_o be_v for_o the_o pope_n cardinal_n bishop_n and_o pastor_n of_o the_o church_n for_o all_o religious_a person_n and_o their_o prelate_n and_o for_o they_o all_o offer_v up_o this_o present_a sacrifice_n 7._o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o left_a hand_n hand_n to_o his_o left_a hand_n pray_v for_o the_o laity_n for_o king_n prince_n magistrate_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o their_o people_n and_o in_o particular_a for_o thy_o parent_n friend_n familiar_n and_o all_o who_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v partaker_n in_o thy_o devotion_n 8._o at_o his_o most_o sweet_a heart_n offer_v heart_n to_o his_o sacred_a heart_n up_o thy_o whole_a self_n only_o humble_o represent_v unto_o he_o thy_o life_n past_a and_o beg_v his_o pardon_n thy_o present_a be_v and_o desire_v his_o direction_n thy_o spiritual_a necessity_n and_o corporal_a needs_o thy_o health_n thy_o temptation_n thy_o desire_n thy_o design_n consecrate_v all_o the_o future_a thought_n word_n and_o work_n of_o thy_o whole_a life_n to_o his_o eternal_a honour_n final_o resign_v thy_o whole_a self_n reverent_o and_o confident_o to_o his_o divine_a providence_n and_o so_o rest_v secure_a in_o his_o care_n since_o thou_o have_v deliver_v all_o thy_o affair_n into_o his_o custody_n who_o will_v better_a improve_v all_o thing_n for_o thy_o profit_n than_o thou_o can_v either_o ask_v or_o expect_v 9_o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o right_a foot_n foot_n to_o his_o right_a foot_n offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o all_o they_o who_o be_v in_o god_n grace_n and_o continue_v in_o his_o charity_n that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o preserve_v they_o still_o in_o his_o favour_n and_o friendship_n 10._o at_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o left_a foot_n foot_n to_o his_o left_a foot_n offer_v it_o up_o for_o all_o sinner_n that_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v to_o convert_v and_o enlighten_v they_o for_o all_o poor_a weak_a and_o anyway_o afflict_a wight_n that_o he_o will_v please_v to_o comfort_n and_o deliver_v they_o and_o last_o for_o all_o thou_o either_o ought_v or_o be_v bind_v to_o pray_v and_o so_o conclude_v thy_o whole_a oblation_n with_o saint_n augustine_n word_n i_o recommend_v nosti_fw-la commendo_fw-la eos_fw-la quos_fw-la tu_fw-la vis_fw-la &_o scis_fw-la &_o velle_fw-la i_o nosti_fw-la unto_o thy_o majesty_n whosoever_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n will_v and_o know_v and_o will_v have_v i_o remember_v and_o final_o offer_v up_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n thus_o load_v as_o i_o may_v say_v with_o all_o thy_o petition_n and_o necessity_n to_o his_o eternal_a father_n in_o this_o present_a sacrifice_n save_v those_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n behold_v o_o god_n our_o protector_n 10._o ps_n 83._o 10._o and_o look_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o christ_n and_o so_o proceed_v on_o in_o the_o sacred_a action_n 11._o in_o thy_o second_o memento_n thou_o memento_n 6._o in_o thy_o second_o memento_n have_v christ_n present_a in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n now_o glorious_a and_o rise_v from_o death_n unite_v therefore_o thy_o affection_n unto_o he_o and_o strive_v to_o creep_v into_o his_o open_a side_n and_o there_o hide_v thyself_o safe_o and_o secure_o from_o all_o assault_n of_o thy_o enemy_n there_o also_o determine_v resolute_o to_o do_v his_o holy_a will_n for_o the_o future_a in_o all_o occurrence_n whatsoever_o and_o put_v on_o that_o pious_a affection_n of_o the_o royal_a prophet_n what_o be_v to_o i_o in_o heaven_n and_o beside_o 25._o psal_n 72._o 25._o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o love_n what_o will_v i_o upon_o the_o earth_n last_o offer_v up_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o faithful_a depart_v and_o complete_a what_o remain_v of_o the_o sacred_a mass_n chap._n xxxviii_o a_o exercise_n aefter_o the_o holy_a communion_n represent_v to_o thyself_o as_o former_o place_n 1._o representation_n of_o the_o place_n thy_o bless_a saviour_n encompass_v with_o the_o glorious_a troop_n of_o angel_n and_o heavenly_a spirit_n
source_n of_o all_o goodness_n thank_v he_o for_o all_o his_o benefit_n and_o blessing_n for_o the_o inspiration_n he_o have_v send_v thou_o and_o the_o good_a desire_n of_o virtue_n he_o have_v give_v thou_o for_o his_o deliverance_n from_o danger_n and_o defence_n against_o thy_o enemy_n chap._n xl._n be_v a_o conclusion_n of_o the_o whole_a worke._n 1._o much_o more_o may_v be_v say_v of_o sufficient_a this_o short_a book_n weâ—l_o practise_v be_v sufficient_a these_o important_a matter_n but_o let_v this_o which_o be_v here_o deliver_v according_a to_o my_o poor_a talon_n suffice_v for_o the_o present_a which_o sure_o if_o thou_o endeavoure_v to_o keep_v in_o thy_o memory_n and_o accomplish_v in_o thy_o action_n thou_o have_v sufficient_o learn_v and_o labour_v 2._o but_o in_o respect_n of_o thy_o weak_a capacity_n and_o my_o propose_a brevity_n it_o will_v be_v necessary_a that_o thou_o use_v a_o studious_a diligence_n in_o often_o revolve_v and_o meditate_v upon_o these_o forego_n precept_n for_o by_o frequent_a consideration_n and_o continual_a exercise_n thou_o will_v certain_o increase_v thy_o inward_a strength_n whereby_o to_o conquer_v all_o thy_o enemy_n explication_n above_o all_o thing_n beg_v incessant_o of_o the_o divine_a goodness_n the_o gift_n of_o perseverance_n in_o thy_o unwearied_a endeavour_n against_o thy_o passion_n and_o imperfection_n it_o be_v the_o chief_a weapon_n in_o this_o spiritual_a warfare_n against_o thy_o never-dying_a enemy_n which_o like_o ill_a weed_n be_v ever_o bud_v and_o break_v forth_o so_o long_o as_o the_o earth_n have_v any_o life_n in_o it_o to_o nourish_v they_o 3._o resolve_v therefore_o to_o betake_v thy_o manful_o text_n if_o thou_o resolve_v to_o fight_v manful_o self_n to_o these_o propose_a arm_n of_o defence_n and_o to_o fight_v stout_o manful_o and_o constant_o because_o no_o man_n can_v avoid_v this_o combat_n without_o endanger_v the_o loss_n of_o the_o conquest_n nor_o can_v there_o be_v any_o hope_n of_o peace_n with_o such_o enemy_n which_o endommage_n they_o most_o who_o most_o desire_v to_o enter_v league_n and_o friendship_n with_o they_o 4._o neither_o be_v thou_o terrify_v at_o power_n and_o not_o to_o be_v terrify_v at_o thy_o enemy_n power_n their_o seem_a power_n and_o cruelty_n since_o all_o their_o force_n and_o fury_n be_v in_o the_o more_o powerful_a hand_n of_o that_o supreme_a captain_n for_o who_o honour_n thou_o be_v engage_v in_o the_o battle_n wherein_o none_o can_v be_v vanquish_v but_o they_o that_o will_v themselves_o and_o if_o thy_o lord_n for_o who_o thou_o wage_a this_o war_n do_v seem_v sometime_o to_o withdraw_v his_o assistance_n and_o delay_v thy_o conquest_n over_o thy_o enemy_n for_o a_o time_n yet_o be_v not_o thou_o fainthearted_a but_o fight_v on_o courageous_o be_v most_o certain_a and_o secure_a that_o his_o goodness_n power_n and_o providence_n direct_v all_o event_n and_o more_o especial_o all_o adversity_n to_o the_o best_a profit_n of_o his_o soldier_n 5._o these_o thought_n will_v beget_v in_o on_o though_o the_o victory_n seem_v to_o come_v slow_o on_o thou_o a_o generous_a spirit_n and_o a_o constant_a heart_n to_o resist_v and_o fight_v with_o courage_n and_o therefore_o though_o the_o victory_n come_v slow_o on_o believe_v firm_o that_o this_o defer_v be_v either_o to_o free_v thy_o soul_n from_o secret_a pride_n and_o conserve_v thou_o in_o true_a humility_n or_o else_o to_o perfect_v thou_o in_o virtue_n and_o to_o teach_v thou_o to_o become_v a_o try_a soldier_n by_o these_o long_a continue_a conflict_n or_o sure_o for_o some_o other_o good_a of_o thou_o which_o thy_o lord_n then_o conceal_v from_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a merit_n and_o improvement_n 6._o go_v on_o therefore_o o_o my_o dear_o belove_a and_o enter_v these_o list_n with_o a_o cheerful_a and_o heroic_a mind_n lest_o thou_o seem_v ungrateful_a to_o thy_o love_a lord_n god_n who_o so_o much_o tender_v thy_o good_a that_o he_o suffer_v death_n for_o thy_o sake_n and_o attend_v careful_o to_o every_o counsel_n and_o command_n of_o thy_o captain_n christ_n jesus_n that_o thou_o may_v total_o rout_n and_o ruin_n all_o thy_o enemy_n for_o if_o thou_o permit_v but_o one_o only_a to_o live_v and_o lurk_v in_o thy_o soul_n it_o will_v be_v as_o a_o moat_n in_o thy_o eye_n and_o as_o a_o lance_n in_o thy_o bowel_n and_o prove_v a_o perpetual_a impediment_n in_o the_o progress_n of_o so_o glorious_a a_o victory_n apoc._n 2._o 7._o to_o he_o that_o overcom_v i_o will_v give_v the_o hide_a manna_n 1._o king_n 15._o 18._o thou_o shall_v fighe_v against_o they_o until_o their_o utter_a destruction_n the_o general_a table_n contain_v the_o several_a chapter_n of_o this_o treatise_n as_o they_o stand_v divide_v into_o number_n and_o be_v a_o brief_a compendium_n of_o the_o whole_a work_n the_o spiritual_a conflict_n or_o the_o arraignment_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o self-love_n and_o sensuality_n at_o the_o bar_n of_o truth_n and_o reason_n chap._n i._n wherein_o christian_a perfection_n consist_v the_o importance_n of_o this_o knowledge_n be_v very_o great_a numb_a 1._o some_o place_n perfection_n in_o austerity_n 2._o other_o in_o recite_v many_o prayer_n 3._o other_o in_o exact_a observance_n 4._o all_o which_o be_v good_a mean_n but_o not_o direct_o tend_v to_o perfection_n 5._o and_o they_o that_o rest_n in_o these_o low_a exercise_n be_v in_o great_a danger_n 6._o as_o may_v appear_v by_o the_o rest_n of_o their_o action_n 7._o and_o especial_o by_o their_o want_n of_o resignation_n in_o time_n of_o affliction_n 8._o true_a perfection_n therefore_o consist_v in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o ourselves_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o hatred_n of_o ourselves_o in_o resignation_n to_o god_n will_n and_o deny_v our_o own_o 9_o all_o which_o christ_n have_v teach_v we_o by_o word_n and_o example_n 10._o and_o we_o must_v also_o do_v it_o if_o we_o mean_v to_o purchase_v victory_n 11._o nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n more_o glorious_a to_o ourselves_o or_o more_o grateful_a to_o god_n 12._o but_o to_o obtain_v it_o we_z wust_z provide_v four_o necessary_a weapon_n 13._o chap._n ii_o first_o distrust_v of_o ourselves_o which_o be_v get_v by_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o 1._o by_o prayer_n 2._o and_o by_o often_o reflect_v upon_o our_o own_o weakness_n 3._o and_o this_o self-knowledge_n be_v a_o lesson_n must_v be_v well_o learn_v 4._o and_o we_o must_v be_v careful_a to_o rise_v speedy_o after_o our_o fall_n 5._o the_o great_a necessity_n of_o this_o distrust_n in_o our_o own_o strength_n be_v enforce_v by_o the_o corruption_n of_o our_o nature_n and_o the_o frailty_n thereof_o and_o by_o consider_v how_o much_o this_o acknowledgement_n please_v god_n and_o presumption_n displease_v he_o 6._o chap._n iii_o second_o confidence_n in_o god_n which_o be_v obtain_v 1._o by_o prayer_n 2._o by_o consider_v the_o divine_a power_n wisdom_n and_o goodness_n by_o which_o 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sort_n of_o suffering_n that_o so_o i_o may_v fit_v it_o up_o for_o thou_o o_o holy_a spirit_n who_o dwell_v not_o with_o they_o that_o be_v sensual_a and_o subject_a to_o sin_n alas_o i_o have_v not_o yet_o resist_v to_o the_o effusion_n of_o my_o blood_n and_o shall_v i_o spill_v each_o drop_n of_o blood_n in_o my_o body_n in_o this_o holy_a quarrel_n how_o little_o ought_v i_o to_o regard_v it_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o great_a good_a i_o expect_v i_o will_v therefore_o crucify_v thou_o o_o my_o flesh_n with_o all_o thy_o concupiscence_n i_o will_v mortify_v my_o outward_a sense_n the_o window_n by_o which_o death_n steal_v into_o my_o soul_n the_o hinderer_n of_o my_o heart_n tranquillity_n the_o destroyer_n of_o true_a devotion_n the_o disperser_n of_o inward_a recollection_n and_o the_o utter_a ruiner_n of_o all_o the_o good_a desire_n which_o i_o conceive_v and_o kindle_v in_o my_o prayer_n ah_o how_o soon_o be_v this_o divine_a fire_n cool_v and_o quench_v not_o only_o by_o 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most_o dangerous_a and_o my_o great_a enemy_n which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o all_o my_o misery_n the_o citadel_n from_o whence_o sin_n assail_v i_o and_o satan_n fetch_v his_o force_n to_o fight_v against_o i_o grant_v good_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v they_o therefore_o every_o one_o must_v strive_v to_o know_v his_o own_o natural_a inclination_n and_o then_o employ_v all_o his_o force_n and_o apply_v all_o his_o prayer_n and_o spiritual_a exercise_n to_o quell_v they_o never_o yield_v to_o this_o wicked_a eve_n persuade_v adam_n my_o superior_a will_n to_o eat_v the_o forbid_a fruit_n to_o consent_n to_o unlawful_a pleasure_n o_o that_o i_o can_v tame_v these_o cruel_a beast_n my_o natural_a passion_n how_o soon_o shall_v i_o be_v master_n of_o all_o moral_a virtue_n o_o that_o i_o can_v so_o till_o this_o vineyard_n so_o delve_v this_o garden_n so_o purge_v it_o from_o all_o ill_a weed_n of_o affection_n and_o prune_v all_o superfluous_a surgeon_n and_o shoot_n of_o passion_n that_o the_o seed_n of_o thy_o grace_n o_o heavenly_a husbandman_n may_v only_o there_o take_v root_n increase_n and_o fructify_v 5._o i_o will_v also_o mortify_v my_o superior_a and_o rational_a part_n with_o all_o the_o curious_a and_o fruitless_a speculation_n of_o my_o understanding_n all_o conceit_n of_o self-wisdom_n natural_a prudence_n proper_a judgement_n and_o good_a like_n of_o my_o own_o proceed_n all_o vain_a and_o foolish_a reflection_n of_o my_o memory_n and_o all_o petty_a desire_n and_o affection_n of_o my_o will_n which_o relate_v not_o to_o thou_o the_o only_a object_n and_o lord_n of_o my_o love_n i_o be_o resolve_v o_o my_o lord_n to_o nip_v off_o each_o bud_a passion_n as_o soon_o as_o it_o peep_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n to_o trouble_v it_o in_o its_o true_a repose_n and_o to_o hinder_v its_o liberty_n and_o tendance_n to_o thy_o love_n i_o will_v by_o thy_o gracious_a assistance_n proceed_v faithful_o and_o sincere_o in_o the_o hatred_n denial_n and_o mortification_n of_o my_o self_n and_o in_o the_o prosecution_n of_o thy_o divine_a love_n and_o in_o order_n to_o this_o only_a end_n and_o aim_n i_o make_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n these_o particular_a act_n follow_v i_o renounce_v o_o my_o lord_n for_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o thou_o all_o affection_n to_o worldly_a thing_n give_v they_o unto_o i_o o_o gracious_a god_n or_o take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o best_o like_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o resign_v up_o all_o my_o interest_n in_o any_o thing_n though_o never_o so_o near_o and_o dear_a unto_o i_o behold_v o_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n i_o unclothe_v my_o soul_n from_o all_o affection_n whatsoever_o to_o creature_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o thy_o self-alone_a o_o happy_a nakedness_n o_o rich_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n o_o pure_a obedience_n to_o the_o divine_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n be_v you_o my_o heart_n delight_n my_o whole_a pleasure_n and_o patrinony_n 6._o i_o renounce_v all_o self-seeking_a ah_o my_o corrupt_a nature_n i_o abhor_v thou_o adieu_n all_o private-interest_n profit_n praise_n and_o preferment_n i_o will_v henceforth_o perform_v all_o my_o action_n and_o exercise_n o_o my_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o only_a pure_a &_o perfect_a love_n i_o will_v seek_v to_o please_v and_o praise_v thou_o with_o a_o inward_a ardent_a and_o amorous_a affection_n for_o thyself_o only_o and_o not_o for_o thy_o gift_n or_o grace_n i_o renounce_v all_o sensuality_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o meat_n drink_n sleep_n apparel_z curiosity_n of_o my_o five_o sense_n or_o any_o thing_n else_o whatsoever_o o_o my_o lord_n i_o will_v make_v no_o other_o use_n of_o any_o thy_o creature_n than_o i_o be_o absolute_o compel_v to_o by_o necessity_n of_o nature_n i_o look_v for_o no_o solace_n but_o from_o thou_o alone_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o content_v i_o renounce_v all_o
disorder_a love_n to_o any_o worldly_a person_n no_o favour_n or_o friendship_n o_o my_o only_a amiable_a lord_n god_n no_o greatness_n or_o goodness_n of_o any_o one_o shall_v make_v i_o fwerve_v from_o my_o exact_a duty_n to_o thee-ward_n no_o carnal_a affection_n to_o kindred_n no_o tenderness_n of_o amity_n no_o private_a or_o public_a respect_n no_o connivency_n or_o correspondency_n shall_v make_v i_o partial_a in_o the_o reproof_n of_o vice_n or_o praise_v of_o virtue_n o_o take_v up_o my_o whole_a heart_n with_o thy_o holy_a love_n that_o thy_o perfect_a image_n and_o perpetual_a memory_n may_v blot_v out_o all_o species_n of_o foreign_a object_n i_o renounce_v all_o vain_a vicious_a idle_a and_o unprofitable_a thought_n fancy_n and_o imagination_n o_o let_v my_o mind_n not_o only_o yield_v no_o consent_n but_o no_o entrance_n unto_o they_o o_o let_v i_o never_o more_o contristate_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n with_o these_o vanity_n nor_o hinder_v my_o soul_n advancement_n and_o union_n with_o thou_o by_o these_o divertisment_n i_o will_v henceforth_o compel_v my_o heart_n to_o some_o good_a employment_n i_o will_v no_o long_o permit_v it_o to_o wander_v and_o waste_v itself_o in_o any_o idle_a and_o superfluous_a curiosity_n no_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n thy_o bitter_a and_o bless_a passion_n thy_o blessing_n and_o benefit_n shall_v be_v the_o continual_a occupation_n of_o my_o interior_a o_o what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o transitory_a thing_n who_o be_o make_v for_o eternity_n i_o renounce_v all_o care_n and_o solicitude_n which_o necessity_n obedience_n and_o charity_n do_v not_o oblige_v i_o to_o no_o natural_a passion_n of_o joy_n sorrow_n hope_v fear_v love_n hatred_n anger_n or_o shamefacedness_n shall_v make_v any_o impression_n in_o this_o heart_n of_o i_o which_o be_v preingage_v in_o thy_o affection_n seal_v up_o and_o settle_v in_o thy_o contemplation_n no_o pretext_n of_o lawfulness_n nor_o show_v of_o fittingness_n nor_o conceit_n of_o compassion_n nor_o excuse_v of_o necessity_n shall_v procure_v the_o admittance_n of_o such_o passion_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o may_v any_o way_n distract_v darken_v or_o dull_v the_o point_n of_o my_o affection_n and_o devotion_n towards_o thou_o my_o only_a lord_n and_o love_n i_o renounce_v all_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n against_o any_o one_o be_v he_o good_a be_v thou_o eternal_o praise_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o o_o bountiful_a bestower_n of_o all_o blessing_n be_v he_o wicked_a correct_v he_o o_o merciful_a creator_n comfort_n encourage_v and_o raise_v he_o to_o amendment_n have_v he_o offend_v affront_v injure_v or_o slight_v i_o i_o deserve_v o_o great_a god_n to_o be_v tread_v on_o by_o all_o creature_n and_o therefore_o i_o free_o forgive_v he_o for_o the_o past_a and_o give_v he_o free_a leave_n to_o add_v stripe_n to_o his_o injury_n for_o the_o future_a be_o i_o deny_v the_o grant_n of_o my_o most_o lawful_a and_o just_a demand_n thou_o best_a know_v o_o eternal_a wisdom_n what_o be_v best_a for_o my_o state_n and_o condition_n o_o deny_v not_o thy_o love_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o let_v i_o be_v refuse_v in_o all_o other_o my_o request_n whatsoever_o i_o renounce_v all_o vainglory_n all_o self-liking_a and_o pride_n which_o may_v arise_v from_o worldly_a praise_n all_o delight_n spring_v from_o any_o gift_n of_o nature_n or_o grace_n which_o be_v in_o i_o not_o unto_o i_o lord_n but_o to_o thy_o holy_a name_n be_v give_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n alas_o what_o be_o i_o what_o have_v i_o what_o can_v i_o all_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o bountiful_a lord_n god_n nothing_o be_v i_o but_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o deserve_v only_a shame_n and_o confusion_n 7._o i_o renounce_v all_o desire_n of_o delight_n in_o my_o devotion_n all_o sensible_a gust_n of_o grace_n and_o all_o sweetness_n and_o solace_n in_o the_o inferior_a faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n ah_o my_o heart_n what_o be_v all_o this_o to_o thou_o follow_v thou_o thy_o saviour_n thou_o seek_v thy_o crucify_a jesus_n this_o be_v not_o he_o but_o his_o gift_n o_o my_o lord_n it_o be_v thyself_o i_o seek_v and_o sigh_v after_o if_o thou_o send_v i_o comfort_n for_o the_o encouragement_n of_o my_o weakness_n be_v thou_o ever_o praise_v for_o thou_o do_v like_o a_o most_o benign_a and_o bountiful_a god_n if_o thou_o withdrawe_v they_o still_o bless_v be_v thy_o providence_n which_o have_v secret_a and_o several_a way_n of_o conduct_a soul_n to_o thyself_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v make_v trial_n of_o my_o fidelity_n by_o permit_v i_o to_o be_v dull_a dry_a and_o desolate_a in_o my_o devotion_n be_v thou_o equal_o and_o eternal_o bless_v i_o renounce_v all_o scrupulosity_n of_o conscience_n which_o reflect_v any_o way_n upon_o the_o least_o diffidence_n or_o distrust_n in_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o a_o sinner_n o_o jesus_n but_o thou_o be_v a_o saviour_n i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o dread_v thy_o justice_n but_o great_a to_o hope_v in_o thy_o goodness_n heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v soon_o fail_v than_o my_o confidence_n in_o thou_o my_o merciful_a maker_n if_o thou_o kill_v i_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o and_o if_o i_o have_v former_o hate_v thou_o and_o betray_v thou_o as_o judas_n do_v i_o will_v now_o with_o penitent_a magdalen_n run_v to_o thy_o bless_a foot_n weep_v and_o bemoan_v my_o misery_n and_o hope_v to_o obtain_v thy_o mercy_n and_o final_o o_o my_o lord_n i_o absolute_o entire_o and_o irrevocable_o renounce_v my_o whole_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o total_o resign_v whatsoever_o any_o way_n concern_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o the_o full_a sacrifice_n both_o principal_a and_o accessory_n of_o all_o that_o by_o thy_o gift_n and_o grace_n i_o be_o have_v and_o can_v myself_o good_n grace_n body_n soul_n sense_n heart_n will_n all_o i_o leave_v no_o right_a or_o title_n to_o any_o selfness_n in_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o i_o be_o no_o more_o myself_o but_o thy_o slave_n o_o lord_n not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v do_v for_o time_n and_o eternity_n o_o let_v i_o will_v what_o thou_o will_v or_o not_o will_n at_o all_o let_v all_o my_o desire_n be_v involuntary_a if_o they_o swerve_v never_o so_o little_a from_o thy_o divine_a pleasure_n die_v self-will_n live_v jesus_n my_o lord_n my_o love_n my_o all_o for_o saturday_o of_o conformity_n to_o christ_n crucify_a the_o six_o exercise_n 1._o crucify_a jesu_n thou_o only_a lord_n of_o my_o life_n life_n of_o my_o love_n and_o love_n of_o my_o soul_n o_o that_o i_o can_v reform_v my_o life_n deiform_a my_o love_n and_o conform_v my_o soul_n to_o thou_o the_o absolute_a pattern_n of_o all_o perfection_n o_o that_o i_o can_v imprint_v thy_o lively_a and_o lovely_a image_n in_o my_o heart_n fasten_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o imperfection_n to_o thy_o sacred_a cross_n drown_v all_o my_o desire_n and_o defect_n in_o thy_o dear_a wound_n put_v off_o myself_o total_o and_o put_v thou_o on_o entire_o o_o sacred_a humanity_n o_o my_o suffer_a saviour_n o_o that_o i_o can_v perfect_o imitate_v thou_o the_o pure_a exemplar_n of_o all_o virtue_n that_o i_o can_v give_v up_o my_o whole_a self_n to_o thou_o by_o a_o act_n of_o irrevocable_a donation_n as_o thou_o demand_v and_o command_v but_o alas_o i_o be_o yet_o o_o my_o jesus_n all_o self-love_n sin_n and_o sensuality_n i_o acknowledge_v o_o my_o lord_n what_o i_o have_v and_o what_o i_o want_v i_o know_v what_o i_o desire_v and_o what_o i_o deserve_v i_o confess_v i_o be_o wound_v i_o be_o wicked_a i_o be_o wretched_a and_o i_o tremble_o come_v to_o thou_o my_o heavenly_a physician_n to_o be_v cure_v convert_v comfort_v o_o sweet_a saviour_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n and_o for_o thy_o passion_n sake_n forget_v and_o forgive_v what_o i_o have_v be_v pity_v what_o i_o be_o satisfy_v for_o what_o i_o deserve_v and_o supply_v what_o i_o desire_v 2._o behold_v most_o merciful_a jesu_n i_o first_o cast_v myself_o at_o thy_o sacred_a foot_n pierce_v and_o fasten_v to_o the_o cruel_a cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n pierce_v my_o flesh_n o_o my_o lord_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o fasten_v my_o soul_n to_o thy_o love_n o_o let_v not_o pride_n and_o presumption_n nestle_v any_o long_o in_o that_o heart_n which_o thou_o o_o meek_a saviour_n love_v so_o tender_o and_o redeem_v at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n o_o my_o vain_a glory_n and_o arrogancy_n what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o you_o how_o much_o do_v i_o now_o detest_v you_o wash_v off_o these_o stain_n o_o jesu_n from_o my_o poor_a soul_n in_o these_o sweet_a stream_n flow_v from_o thy_o wound_a foot_n o_o drown_v these_o my_o imperfection_n in_o these_o sacred_a sea_n of_o piety_n give_v i_o o_o gracious_a lord_n such_o true_a humility_n of_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v
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to_o that_o one_o alone_a who_o she_o only_o love_v in_o who_o only_o she_o live_v and_o from_o who_o sweet_a embrace_n she_o desire_v never_o more_o to_o be_v separate_v the_o seven_o degree_n of_o divine_a love_n 1._o in_o the_o first_o degree_n the_o soul_n be_v wound_v with_o love_n sick_a of_o love_n and_o languish_v with_o love_n 2._o in_o the_o second_o she_o seek_v her_o physician_n 3._o in_o the_o three_o she_o fear_v she_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o belove_a 4._o in_o the_o four_o she_o willing_o suffer_v for_o love_n 5._o in_o the_o five_o she_o be_v impatient_a in_o her_o desire_n of_o love_n and_o must_v either_o obtain_v or_o die_v for_o it_o light_o swift_o and_o nimble_o after_o love_n grow_v bold_a and_o confident_a in_o love_n and_o become_v unite_v to_o her_o belove_a 7._o in_o the_o seven_o she_o enjoy_v she_o belove_v perfect_o and_o perpetual_o the_o first_o round_n of_o this_o ladder_n of_o divine_a love_n upon_o this_o first_o step_v stand_v the_o pious_a soul_n which_o love_n in_o the_o first_o degree_n
nothing_o desire_v nothing_o delight_n in_o nothing_o but_o only_o to_o refresh_v his_o ardour_n quench_v his_o thirst_n and_o assuage_v his_o torment_a heat_n this_o be_v your_o case_n o_o dear_a soul_n this_o shall_v be_v the_o beginning_n middle_a and_o end_n of_o your_o whole_a life_n and_o business_n in_o this_o world_n nothing_o but_o god_n god_n god_n neither_o science_n nor_o ignorance_n neither_o music_n nor_o misery_n neither_o delight_n nor_o desolation_n shall_v touch_v trouble_n or_o amuse_v your_o faithful_a love_a and_o resign_v heart_n god_n be_v your_o only_a aim_n and_o end_n 1._o to_o languish_v after_o god_n 2._o to_o seek_v god_n 3._o to_o fear_v the_o lose_n of_o god_n 4._o to_o suffer_v for_o god_n 5._o to_o be_v weary_a of_o delay_n in_o your_o love_n to_o god_n 6._o to_o run_v light_o confident_o &_o sweet_o into_o god_n 7._o and_o final_o to_o enjoy_v god_n and_o live_v in_o god_n and_o with_o god_n eternal_o the_o five_o treatise_n of_o the_o spiritvall_a conquest_n contain_v the_o choice_a maxim_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n with_o brief_a instruction_n and_o direction_n necessary_a for_o those_o devout_a soul_n which_o desire_v to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n without_o error_n to_o follow_v the_o divine_a call_n without_o illusion_n and_o arrive_v at_o holy_a union_n without_o danger_n or_o difficulty_n dilate_v with_o point_n of_o practice_n affection_n and_o elevation_n galathian_n 6_o 16._o whosoever_o shall_v follow_v this_o rule_n peace_n be_v upon_o they_o at_o paris_n m.dc.li_o to_o the_o devout_a contemplative_n walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o heavenly_a love_n and_o aspire_v to_o perfect_a union_n with_o god_n we_o have_v hitherto_o conduct_v you_o o_o dear_a and_o devout_a soul_n out_o of_o the_o egypt_n 13._o exod._n 13._o of_o sin_n and_o sensuality_n through_o the_o red-sea_n of_o your_o dangerous_a conflict_n and_o skirmish_n into_o the_o quiet_a desert_n of_o divine_a contemplation_n we_o have_v lead_v you_o to_o the_o top_n of_o the_o 49_o deu._n 32._o 49_o mountain_n nebo_n by_o the_o several_a laborious_a step_n of_o perfection_n from_o whence_o we_o show_v you_o a_o small_a glimpse_n of_o the_o glorious_a land_n of_o promise_n flow_v with_o the_o sweet_a milk_n and_o honey_n of_o heavenly_a love_n and_o holy_a union_n now_o last_o to_o settle_v you_o in_o your_o happy_a station_n to_o assist_v you_o in_o your_o high_a undertake_n to_o maintain_v your_o heroic_a fervour_n to_o keep_v alive_a this_o sacred_a fire_n burn_v on_o the_o altar_n of_o your_o inflame_a heart_n and_o to_o strengthen_v yâ—â—r_n thus_o elevate_v spirit_n with_o perseverance_n which_o only_o crown_v the_o work_n and_o infallible_o entitle_v you_o to_o child_n portion_n in_o this_o divine_a inheritance_n we_o have_v provide_v these_o ensue_a maxim_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n for_o your_o continual_a support_n and_o comfort_n we_o name_v they_o maxim_n because_o they_o contain_v the_o general_a ground_n and_o grant_v verity_n of_o solid_a devotion_n and_o sublâ—â—â—_n contemplation_n sum_v â—â—_o and_o set_v in_o some_o order_n out_z â—â—_o the_o large_a elucubration_n of_o the_o most_o illuminate_v mystical_a writer_n and_o we_o deliver_v they_o in_o a_o compendious_a and_o concise_a style_n leave_v many_o point_v rather_o insinuate_v than_o express_v because_o our_o aim_n be_v only_a truth_n substance_n and_o solidity_n which_o need_v no_o word-ornament_n to_o make_v they_o amiable_a or_o intelligible_a and_o we_o conceive_v they_o will_v be_v more_o easy_o admit_v into_o your_o soul_n better_o retain_v in_o your_o memory_n and_o more_o efficacious_o apply_v to_o your_o practice_n be_v thus_o naked_o simple_o and_o brief_o propose_v than_o if_o they_o be_v clothe_v and_o disguise_v with_o any_o beg_v lustre_n from_o abroad_o we_o look_v not_o that_o sensualist_n shall_v either_o read_v or_o savour_v bernardus_n delicata_fw-la est_fw-la divina_fw-la consolatio_fw-la &_o non_fw-la datur_fw-la admittentibus_fw-la alienâ—m_fw-la bernardus_n they_o for_o their_o doctrine_n be_v too_o divine_a their_o position_n too_o pure_a their_o practice_n too_o perfect_a their_o content_n too_o contrary_a to_o the_o tonent_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n vanity_n and_o verity_n have_v little_a commerce_n together_o light_n and_o darkness_n be_v opposite_n sense_n be_v at_o perpetual_a odds_o with_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o great_a part_n of_o worldling_n in_o this_o our_o corrupt_a age_n be_v ready_a to_o mock_v at_o the_o holy_a practiser_n of_o piety_n than_o to_o reflect_v on_o their_o own_o express_a duty_n and_o obligation_n of_o tend_v to_o perfection_n nor_o can_v we_o promise_v they_o a_o hearty_o welcome_n among_o some_o pretender_n to_o spirituality_n for_o self_n love_n have_v obtain_v etc._n nemo_fw-la ad_fw-la veram_fw-la contemplationem_fw-la scandere_fw-la valet_fw-la nisi_fw-la per_fw-la scalam_fw-la humilitatis_fw-la read_v f._n cisneâ—ius_n chap._n 31._o 32._o 33._o etc._n etc._n so_o great_a a_o empire_n over_o most_o man_n mind_n that_o they_o general_o judge_v of_o devotion_n according_a to_o their_o own_o gust_n and_o fancy_n they_o embrace_v hypochondriacal_a show_n and_o shadow_n for_o truth_n and_o substance_n and_o believe_v that_o only_o to_o be_v good_a which_o be_v agreeable_a to_o their_o humour_n and_o affection_n some_o great_a scholar_n also_o who_o understanding_n be_v whole_o busy_v in_o draw_v consequence_n from_o natural_a reason_n will_v strive_v to_o discredit_v that_o point_n of_o our_o doctrine_n here_o deliver_v which_o deny_v and_o forbid_v the_o use_n of_o such_o act_n of_o our_o reason_n in_o this_o heavenly_a school_n of_o high_a recollection_n not_o due_o consider_v the_o 4._o 1._o p._n q._n 85._o a._n â—_o 1._o p._n q._n 17._o a._n 4._o universal_o receive_v principle_n of_o the_o saint_n that_o these_o two_o light_n natural_a and_o supernatural_a 17._o greg._n upon_o ezâ—chiel_n l._n 1._o ho._n 17._o can_v no_o more_o actuate_v the_o same_o understanding_n at_o one_o and_o the_o same_o time_n than_o a_o body_n can_v have_v two_o different_a form_n together_o and_o that_o god_n who_o have_v give_v we_o the_o light_n of_o reason_n for_o the_o increase_n of_o our_o natural_a good_n knowledge_n and_o perfection_n have_v ordain_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n which_o be_v above_o all_o reason_n and_o imply_v a_o negation_n and_o cessation_n of_o all_o the_o act_n thereof_o for_o the_o attain_n of_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o grace_n and_o it_o be_v the_o often_o inculcate_v maxim_n of_o s._n denys_n 28._o denys_n c._n 7._o de_fw-fr divin_fw-fr nomin_v f._n garcias_n cisnerius_n chap._n 28._o that_o to_o receive_v supernatural_a benefit_n we_o must_v relinquish_v all_o act_n of_o reason_n and_o quit_v all_o such_o resemblance_n and_o image_n of_o creature_n as_o it_o ordinary_o make_v use_v of_o for_o the_o increase_n of_o its_o natural_a knowledge_n so_o that_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o the_o soul_n which_o aim_v at_o the_o pure_a perfect_a and_o sublime_v contemplation_n must_v not_o only_o abandon_v all_o operation_n of_o her_o outward_a and_o inward_a sense_n but_o transcend_v all_o act_n and_o working_n of_o her_o understanding_n and_o as_o it_o be_v blind_o elevate_v herself_n to_o a_o un-explicable_a union_n with_o that_o object_n which_o be_v above_o all_o natural_a knowledge_n and_o conception_n this_o be_v to_o be_v move_v with_o love_n alone_o support_v by_o faith_n without_o glass_v herself_o in_o any_o creature_n or_o stay_v upon_o any_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o the_o very_a deity_n this_o be_v to_o be_v ingulph_v in_o divine_a darkness_n and_o to_o be_v so_o lose_v and_o absorb_v in_o god_n that_o she_o neither_o see_v feel_v nor_o find_v herself_o any_o where_o but_o in_o the_o divine_a be_v o_o happy_a loss_n o_o heavenly_a darkness_n o_o glorious_a annihilation_n wherefore_o drown_v yourselves_o o_o divine_a contemplative_n in_o this_o ocean_n lose_v yourselves_o in_o this_o abyss_n of_o the_o divinity_n leave_v all_o that_o be_v material_a sensible_a intelligible_a and_o look_v immediate_o upon_o the_o supernatural_a object_n of_o your_o faith_n stay_v not_o in_o the_o low_a exercise_n and_o feeble_a discourse_n of_o your_o imagination_n but_o permit_v your_o spirit_n to_o take_v its_o free_a flight_n as_o a_o royal_a eagle_n &_o perch_v upon_o the_o increated_a verity_n take_v courage_n in_o these_o your_o sublime_a exercise_n follow_v they_o faithful_o humble_o obedient_o and_o perseverant_o according_a to_o the_o rule_n and_o direction_n here_o prescribe_v and_o let_v the_o world_n slight_v you_o which_o understand_v they_o not_o let_v great_a schoolman_n condemn_v you_o which_o experience_v they_o not_o let_v flesh_n and_o blood_n repine_v which_o relish_v they_o not_o let_v the_o devil_n rage_n who_o by_o this_o mean_n find_v you_o not_o but_o where_o you_o be_v forth_o of_o his_o reach_n and_o free_a from_o his_o ambush_n that_o be_v in_o god_n in_o who_o only_o you_o live_v by_o continual_a recollection_n abnegation_n
ourselves_o 18._o if_o on_o the_o contrary_a our_o nature_n be_v so_o facile_a and_o flexible_a that_o we_o scarce_o find_v difficulty_n in_o any_o thing_n we_o wonder_v to_o hear_v mention_n of_o rebellion_n contradiction_n desolation_n etc._n etc._n from_o all_o which_o we_o be_v secure_a and_o quiet_a and_o therefore_o we_o fear_v our_o action_n proceed_v rather_o from_o a_o natural_a promptitude_n than_o solid_a virtue_n 19_o if_o we_o so_o addict_v ourselves_o to_o recollection_n that_o we_o look_v upon_o work_n of_o obedience_n and_o the_o external_a practice_n of_o our_o duty_n as_o impediment_n to_o perfection_n 20._o if_o we_o find_v such_o a_o calm_a in_o our_o passion_n imperfection_n and_o temptation_n that_o we_o hope_v the_o worst_a be_v past_a 21._o if_o scrupulosity_n overwhelm_v we_o 1._o we_o must_v obey_v our_o spiritual_a director_n 2._o we_o must_v do_v our_o best_a endeavour_n but_o here_o arise_v two_o difficulty_n 1._o if_o our_o directour_n knowledge_n be_v small_a his_o experience_n less_o etc._n etc._n 2._o if_o we_o can_v satisfy_v ourselves_o that_o we_o have_v do_v our_o best_a etc._n etc._n 22._o if_o we_o fear_v we_o detest_v not_o sin_n sufficient_o because_o we_o feel_v not_o so_o great_a sorrow_n for_o the_o offence_n of_o god_n as_o we_o do_v sometime_o for_o a_o temporal_a loss_n 23._o if_o we_o can_v ground_v ourselves_o in_o a_o firm_a hope_n of_o mercy_n for_o that_o we_o be_v so_o frail_a and_o inconstant_a we_o sin_v daily_o and_o amend_v not_o our_o life_n we_o repay_v unto_o god_n evil_a for_o good_a we_o promise_v fidelity_n and_o practice_v nothing_o less_o 24._o if_o we_o go_v not_o on_o with_o alacrity_n because_o we_o know_v not_o that_o our_o sin_n be_v forgive_v that_o our_o confession_n be_v good_a and_o that_o we_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n 25._o though_o we_o can_v in_o this_o life_n assure_v ourselves_o infallible_o to_o be_v in_o good_a state_n yet_o if_o we_o can_v comfort_v ourselves_o with_o most_o probable_a token_n of_o grace_n whereby_o we_o may_v feel_v the_o pulse_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o somewhat_o ease_v our_o anguish_n 26._o if_o we_o be_v trouble_v because_o we_o know_v not_o well_o when_o we_o give_v consent_n to_o sinful_a thought_n 27._o if_o we_o can_v well_o distinguish_v between_o venial_a and_o mortal_a sin_n 28._o if_o these_o say_n of_o divine_n terrify_v we_o they_o sin_n who_o do_v against_o their_o doubt_n and_o in_o doubtful_a thing_n the_o secure_a part_n be_v to_o be_v follow_v 29._o if_o final_o we_o be_v apprehensive_a and_o fearful_a lest_o we_o shall_v grow_v weary_a in_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n and_o not_o persevere_v constant_o in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n maxim_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n the_o first_o maxim_n that_o our_o end_n be_v perfection_n and_o divine_a union_n and_o that_o prayer_n be_v the_o way_n to_o it_o it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o we_o who_o be_v resolve_v upon_o a_o spiritual_a course_n to_o lead_v a_o ordinary_a good_a life_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o avoid_n of_o sin_n and_o scandal_n and_o in_o the_o punctual_a performance_n of_o our_o external_a duty_n to_o god_n and_o our_o neighbour_n but_o our_o end_n and_o aim_n must_v be_v to_o attain_v the_o perfection_n of_o god_n holy_a love_n and_o a_o happy_a union_n of_o our_o soul_n with_o their_o first_o beginning_n by_o live_v in_o abstraction_n recollection_n and_o perpetual_a contemplation_n as_o far_o forth_o as_o god_n holy_a spirit_n shall_v enable_v we_o and_o our_o frailty_n can_v correspond_v the_o chief_a mean_n to_o attain_v this_o our_o end_n be_v prayer_n without_o which_o all_o religion_n be_v but_o a_o shadow_n without_o a_o body_n or_o a_o body_n without_o a_o soul_n and_o all_o outward_a observance_n will_v prove_v but_o a_o superficial_a not_o a_o real_a devotion_n for_o it_o be_v the_o constant_a doctrine_n of_o divine_n that_o what_o god_n 2._o s._n augustine_n s._n basil_n s._n chrysostom_n s._n thomas_n 2_o 2._o q._n 83._o a._n 2._o in_o his_o eternal_a disposition_n have_v determine_v to_o bestow_v upon_o we_o he_o give_v we_o in_o time_n by_o the_o intervention_n of_o prayer_n tie_v as_o it_o be_v to_o this_o instrument_n the_o conversion_n of_o sinner_n the_o advancement_n of_o soul_n the_o perfection_n of_o saint_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o as_o his_o divine_a decree_n be_v that_o we_o must_v till_o the_o earth_n if_o we_o will_v reap_v the_o fruit_n thereof_o and_o provide_v materials_n if_o we_o will_v raise_v up_o building_n and_o the_o like_a so_o his_o absolute_a order_n be_v that_o we_o must_v pray_v if_o we_o will_v have_v spiritual_a benefit_n to_o be_v pour_v into_o our_o soul_n and_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o grace_n to_o be_v grant_v unto_o we_o let_v we_o therefore_o in_o the_o first_o place_n resolve_v to_o prosecute_v prayer_n courageous_o constant_o and_o perseverant_o at_o set_a time_n if_o we_o intend_v to_o make_v speedy_a progress_n in_o sincere_a virtue_n and_o 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which_o be_v many_o in_o every_o degree_n 3._o my_o wish_n and_o humble_a desire_n 3._o conclusion_n also_o of_o 3._o act_n 1._o contrition_n for_o my_o sin_n 2._o resignation_n in_o my_o want_n 3._o complacence_n in_o god_n and_o confidence_n in_o his_o goodness_n a_o more_o ample_a and_o practical_a description_n of_o this_o exercise_n the_o first_o part_n be_v preparation_n of_o three_o acts._n 1._o a_o lively_a apprehension_n of_o god_n presence_n not_o only_o in_o all_o place_n and_o all_o creature_n by_o his_o power_n and_o essence_n but_o in_o our_o soul_n by_o his_o mercy_n love_n care_n and_o providence_n o_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v we_o god_n 1._o part._n 1_o presence_n of_o god_n who_o see_v we_o what_o be_v he_o that_o be_v with_o we_o and_o within_o we_o by_o who_o light_n we_o see_v by_o who_o fire_n we_o burn_v and_o by_o who_o love_n we_o live_v live_v my_o most_o glorious_a and_o gracious_a lord_n in_o who_o presence_n i_o kneel_v in_o who_o arm_n i_o rest_v and_o 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be_v we_o what_o have_v we_o what_o can_v we_o do_v what_o do_v we_o deserve_v what_o do_v we_o desire_v what_o have_v our_o love_a father_n and_o liberal_a lord_n that_o he_o have_v not_o give_v we_o what_o have_v we_o proud_a and_o prodigal_a child_n that_o we_o have_v not_o receive_v mere_o from_o his_o merciful_a hand_n and_o heart_n what_o have_v we_o receive_v that_o we_o have_v not_o abuse_v by_o self-love_n or_o self-delight_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n give_v tear_n to_o my_o eye_n word_n to_o my_o tongue_n sigh_n to_o my_o heart_n and_o love_n to_o my_o spirit_n for_o i_o need_v they_o all_o to_o deplore_v my_o misery_n and_o implore_v thy_o mercy_n to_o admire_v thy_o beauty_n and_o adore_v thy_o bounty_n to_o sigh_v after_o thou_o and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o what_o i_o have_v be_v it_o grieve_v i_o to_o
possess_v my_o heart_n that_o there_o be_v no_o room_n at_o all_o remain_v for_o any_o bastard_n or_o base_a love_n of_o thing_n create_v good_a jesus_n how_o true_o happy_a and_o holy_a shall_v i_o be_v if_o i_o can_v clear_o behold_v my_o own_o nothing_o in_o thy_o all_o if_o i_o can_v embrace_v cross_n as_o crown_n and_o swallow_v down_o all_o contempr_n and_o confusion_n as_o milk_n and_o honey_n o_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v so_o elevate_v in_o spirit_n above_o myself_o by_o ecstasy_n of_o love_n as_o to_o be_v able_a and_o willing_a to_o humble_v myself_o under_o all_o creature_n without_o repugnancy_n alas_o shall_v i_o never_o be_v content_a to_o forsake_v all_o and_o be_v forsake_v by_o all_o yea_o have_v lost_n and_o leave_v all_o foâ—_n one_o to_o be_v leave_v by_o that_o one_o who_o iâ—_n my_o all_o and_o so_o remain_v quiet_a iâ—_n my_o own_o nothing_o how_o long_o shall_v i_o he_o wallow_v in_o flesh_n and_o blood_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o delay_v and_o dally_v in_o 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be_o resolve_v upon_o a_o entire_a amendment_n correction_n reformation_n of_o my_o whole_a man_n this_o strong_a resolution_n which_o be_v thy_o gracious_a gift_n ground_n my_o hope_n in_o thy_o goodness_n embolden_v my_o confidence_n in_o thâ—_n mercy_n and_o give_v i_o courage_n and_o comfort_n in_o thy_o love_n 2._o resignation_n in_o all_o our_o wanâ—â—_n wish_n desolation_n and_o distress_n â—â—_o the_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o be_o indifferent_a o_o my_o dear_a lord_n resignation_n 2._o resignation_n to_o sickness_n and_o health_n to_o light_v and_o darkness_n to_o delight_v and_o desolation_n i_o be_o thou_o sweet_a jesus_n put_v i_o where_o thou_o will_v do_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o will_v send_v i_o what_o thou_o will_v i_o be_o content_a not_o only_o to_o have_v nothing_o but_o to_o be_v nothing_o so_o thou_o â—_o my_o lord_n be_v all_o thing_n unto_o i_o i_o acknowledge_v myself_o unworthy_a to_o beg_v and_o less_o worthy_a to_o obtain_v and_o therefore_o i_o 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will_v love_v thou_o in_o all_o i_o be_o and_o have_v as_o be_v all_o thou_o thy_o cross_n be_v my_o comfort_n thy_o will_n my_o well_n fare_n and_o thy_o love_n my_o life_n so_o that_o if_o i_o can_v but_o suffer_v for_o thou_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o follow_v thy_o love_n i_o shall_v do_v all_o that_o be_v necessary_a i_o be_o indeed_o dry_a dark_a and_o desolate_a but_o since_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n i_o be_o sure_a it_o be_v my_o good_a and_o therefore_o sufficient_a for_o i_o and_o satisfactory_a to_o thou_o i_o hope_v thou_o will_v one_o day_n complete_a thy_o own_o heavenly_a design_n in_o my_o soul_n heal_v my_o wound_n supply_v my_o want_n fulfil_v my_o desire_n and_o fill_v my_o yet_o empty_a heart_n with_o thy_o sweet_a presence_n and_o perfect_a love_n in_o the_o mean_a space_n i_o will_v say_v and_o sing_v live_v jâ—sus_n live_v my_o lord_n my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o all_o who_o name_n bâ—_n bless_v by_o all_o who_o will_v be_v accomplish_v in_o all_o who_o honour_n be_v advance_v above_o all_o a_o advertisement_n touch_v the_o precedent_a exercise_n 1._o we_o must_v perform_v it_o daily_o diligent_o discreet_o and_o with_o great_a confidence_n and_o courage_n 2._o yet_o without_o propriety_n that_o it_o may_v neither_o hinder_v the_o operation_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n within_o nor_o work_n of_o due_a obligation_n and_o obedience_n without_o 3._o if_o in_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o introversion_n we_o find_v dryness_n and_o feel_v little_a devotion_n we_o may_v sometime_o fit_o resume_v in_o lieu_n of_o the_o second_o part_n or_o consideration_n our_o wont_a exercise_n whereto_o our_o mind_n be_v more_o addict_v end_v the_o same_o with_o the_o conclusion_n here_o prescribe_v be_v ever_o due_o dispose_v to_o follow_v the_o holy_a spirit_n invitation_n to_o high_a matter_n if_o we_o faithful_o observe_v these_o thing_n we_o shall_v infallible_o receive_v comfort_n and_o speedy_o perceive_v our_o own_o unspeakable_a profit_n and_o progress_n by_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o pious_a exercise_n as_o be_v indeed_o the_o end_n of_o all_o other_o external_a devotion_n and_o the_o short_a sure_a simple_a and_o râ—gia_fw-la via_fw-la lead_v to_o a_o spiritual_a devout_a and_o divine_a life_n the_o three_o maxim_n that_o of_o all_o internal_a prayer_n the_o affective_a be_v most_o noble_a necessary_a and_o profitable_a for_o the_o end_n and_o drift_n of_o all_o discursive_a prayer_n be_v to_o move_v inflame_v and_o enkindle_v our_o affection_n in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o virtue_n and_o therefore_o all_o discourse_n must_v be_v leave_v by_o little_a and_o little_a as_o our_o soul_n can_v more_o and_o more_o live_v in_o faith_n and_o simplifie_v themselves_o from_o material_a object_n image_n and_o conception_n and_o only_o tend_v to_o god_n by_o a_o sweet_a and_o secret_a motion_n of_o the_o will_n &_o a_o amorous_a correspondency_n to_o the_o divine_a operation_n and_o inward_a impulse_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n tread_v down_o and_o transcend_a all_o thing_n under_o god_n by_o discreet_o forget_v and_o unknow_a they_o the_o four_o maxim_n that_o meditation_n be_v a_o seek_v contemplation_n a_o see_v of_o god_n prayer_n in_o general_a according_a to_o pilgrimage_n as_o be_v more_o ample_o declare_v in_o our_o introduction_n to_o the_o spiritual_a pilgrimage_n the_o know_a division_n be_v either_o vocal_a or_o mental_a mental_a prayer_n be_v a_o elevation_n of_o our_o spirit_n into_o god_n for_o as_o our_o creator_n be_v elevate_v above_o all_o creature_n so_o our_o soul_n can_v see_v talk_v and_o treat_v with_o he_o pure_o and_o perfect_o but_o by_o leave_v they_o all_o and_o lift_v up_o themselves_o above_o they_o all_o this_o elevation_n be_v by_o mean_n of_o meditation_n contemplation_n thanksgiving_n and_o petition_n which_o 7._o
4._o essential_a part_n of_o prayer_n s._n tho._n 2._o 2._o q._n 83._o a._n 7._o be_v the_o wing_n by_o which_o our_o soul_n fly_v to_o god_n and_o the_o four_o essential_a part_n of_o prayer_n all_o other_o as_o preparation_n lecture_n examen_fw-la oblation_n point_n conclusion_n and_o the_o like_a be_v only_a accident_n and_o property_n thereof_o the_o difference_n between_o meditation_n and_o contemplation_n be_v this_o we_o meditate_v when_o we_o seek_v after_o truth_n and_o cast_v about_o for_o reason_n and_o the_o dâ—fference_n between_o meditation_n and_o to_o affectionate_a our_o will_n to_o the_o embrace_v of_o god_n love_n christian_a virtue_n or_o work_n of_o piety_n and_o perfection_n for_o our_o understanding_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o steel_n and_o our_o will_n the_o flint_n which_o no_o soon_o touch_v each_o other_o but_o the_o spark_n of_o holy_a affection_n present_o fly_v out_o inflame_v and_o actuate_a our_o dispose_a soul_n with_o heavenly_a love_n we_o 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