zeal in persecuting the Church Act. 22. 3. and out of conceit he did God good service Rested satisfied We know the Scribes and Pharisees who were the most Zealous for Sabbaths and prayer and other points of Worship yet they make it their Rest but come to our daies and see if we swarme not of the same only seeming professors of God who are very Zealous for the same things and from their very Zeal are made to Rest with high thoughts of their condition But how far this zeal which is most commonly led with more affection then Judgement will bring man into a form of Truth First It will leade man into a whole conformity to what it doth conceive to be truth that it shall according to what it hath serve God in all good conscience Acts 23. 1. and according to the Law to be unblamable and untaxable Then his conversation shall bee very strict in the observation of what the Law requires and hee shall act the same with much vehemency of spirit taking all opportunities for the doing of the same Secondly It will carry the soule on to suffer cheerfully what he may meet withall in this very particular Thirdly he may by Zeal afflict his body sore 1 Co. 13. 3. with fasting and mourning under pretence the one to honour and obey God the other for dishonour brought to God So as he may be almost spent in body and spirit and estate in prosecuting the things of God according to his light Farther hee may out of Zeal come to Gospel precepts and may be Zealous for that light in externall formes which is there required to be obeyed so as he may gather Churches and may suffer much in the conforming to and practising with so much vehemency the Ordinances coÌ„monly practised by the Churches in the Apostles and our daies so as his Zeal may lead him out to teaching and helping forward that worke studying night and day to finde out matter to furnish himselfe for edification so as for paines in the Churches and for Zeal to observe the severity of those formes and any thing required to bee practised in the said Churches so as now it will have communâ—on in Ordinances with none but those of his own stamp judgement being mightily carried forth to judge and pity those who are opposers of that light Now this soul through Zeal may goe thus farre yea to act up to the highest things the Scriptures doe require in matters of visible practise and yet be not at all taught in the Spirit neither got into the life and power of what he doth professe but meerly zealous for shadowes and wants the power so as he is commanded by the form and not the forme by the power dwelling within him Now grant farther That such a soule did act in truth according to this dispensation yet notwithstanding in this particular there were no cause of Rest for nothing visibly seen flowing from the Creature ought to be its Rest but some invisible flowings into the Creature which is being and substance from which and unto which a Soule through Zeale for God acts Also a Creature thus zealous Rests not at home but reformes abroad also beginning with his own family and so goes abroad to others and labours for a reformation and practises the same with much Zeal so as he can not endure the visible appearance of any sinne in himself or others He may help with much Zeal the purging of Cities and Nations of drunkennesse or swearing or any open prophanesse he may be for punishing of evil doers in this particular with much severity and seeming to be much troubled at the neglect of it he may rejoyce much in this practise and may help forward this work in a Nation very much and yet this no Rest at all also he may be zealous yea mad of Zeale for the worship of his God in reference unto others not only taking all opportunities to inform them in the same but using all Coercive powers for confirming them thereunto so as he may be an instrument to bring families and most part of Cities into this outward conformity to the matters of worship and here hee lookes upon an action done of great moment and weight and partly makes this an evidence of his true enjoyment of God by Reason of his zeale for God and the effect thereby produced which is the good of many Now the cause of a Souls thus Resting partly flowes from want of the information in judgement of the great deceite of the heart in putting man by zeal upon such publique actions and then to cause it to Rest and further it conceiving it's Zeale for God and from a principle of God not being acquainted with a Pharisaicall Zeale to be seâ—n of men or to get a name amongst men or that Zeal which men have but not according to knowledge or the Zeale Paul had before conversion which excels both for vehemency and downrightnesse is the Zeal of many a Professor who are at Rest in our daies Now a poor Creature because he is made to suffer freely and to hazard life and liberty in the prosecution of his Zeale he is much puffed up under these considerations 1. That now this is a suffering with and for Christ and therefore he shall reign with him and enjoy much from him 2. That this is a parting with all for Christ and a great point of self-deniall and so an evidence of a disciple of Christ when indeed the Soule is in himselfe and hath not at all attained that estate to forsake himselfe Therefore let every heart though never so Zealous for God take notice that his heart may deceive him in his Zeale and his affection may blinde his judgement and so it proves blinde zeale Or Secondly Consider that though it be such Zeale as is good and to be approved of in it's dispensation yet not at all to be Rested upon nor to be an evidence of any true enjoyment of God though he pretend God in the fore-front as Jehu did The fifth false Rest THe next Rest of a Soule though I might not have spoken of it because I have partly given it forth yet that things may be the more opened it s the Creatures Righteousnesse or sanctification and outward holinesse wherein both in carriage and words he doth most sweetly in probability savour of high enjoyments of God This is to be a testimony of the same to others though not to himselfe yet notwithstanding his Rest is to him a high evidence of the true and reall possessings of God when alas it is continually a vanishing Rest and evidence and when the Creature stands in need of it it is taking its wings and flying away and proves a miserable comforter in the saddest straits of a Soule But first Let us consider that true holinesse of a person made manifest in actions flowes from the justification of a Soule made manifest in the Spirit so that the truest holinesse or outward sanctification
transformed into another likenesse the cause yet remaining which of the two consider the effects that follow as namely Security or lukewarmnes or fulnesse and self conceitednesse and so false Restings are of as dangerous a consequence as the other Thirdly Humility is by resembling of such property of words and actions in an other as is most lovely in the eyes of himselfe and others and here lies a sad dâ—ceit when men doe only resemble the words or carriages of another which it may be in that party flowes from a principle or power of God in him and by a resembling of him and getting into his form think their condition is the happier and so glory in it more then before so that though his Humility flow from a divine work in him yet the others is but shaped out of what is expressed by or from him and here lies much danger especially if man Rest in the same The fourth way whereby humility comes most commonly to be attained And the way indeed is from the enjoyment of God thereby man comes not only to have the effects or branches cut off but the cause or root of the same taken away So as now man hath it not in the form or shape but in power and substance and now man is truly what he seems to be but not before whereby as the Creature is humbled so God is exalted and this is the Creatures joy though not hiâ— Rest wholly This humility now is the effect of Goâ— enjoyed whereby man is made to partake of Gods nature and this nature breaks out into these particulaâ— effects but now this very effect of humility though iâ— be from the enjoyment of God yet it is not the Reâ—â— of a Saint but the cause which is God The next part is the gift of Utterance which is thâ— many have that knows not God and many have noâ— which sweetly enjoy him So that man who is freeâ— carried forth to utter or make known any thing hâ— conceives is truth yet there is neither cause of trusting to it or Resting in it neither is there cause why a Soul should the more glory in the enjoyment of it â— be troubled in the want of it The last part or Gift we shall speak of is Memory This part of Memory is that which doth most sweetâ— adorn man in the visible making of it forth and â— makes man much adored for it It is 1. Away to grow very profitable in respect of him that hath it and beneficiall to them for whom he imployes it as namely In that dispensation of hearing after which the party which enjoyes this Part is able to repeat or declare almost verbatim what he hath heard this makes him very profitable in what he hears in respect of gathering knowledge and beneficiall to others from the improvement of the same This is the reason why two Ministers so professing of themselves studying their matter the one brings it in a peece of paper and the other in the same method or forme though in his understanding because the one excels the other in this Part of Memory and this makes the one more esteemed then the other and the one to appear more weake then the other But alas though all these were in one man in a higher strain then I have declared yet they all were but a poor Rest or cause of joy or contentment to any heart and truly when God appears so as to manifest himself the Soul shall see the weaknesse and folly of his spirit to be satisfied in the whole not to be any cause of Rest though they were dispensations of God and were freely given by God For all these may be in a very hipocrite or in a meer naturall man First of all to conclude this Rest 1. It is an abuse of a Gift and an affront put upon the Giver to make it either cause of Rest or an evidence of a true enjoyment of God 2. That Soul most commonly who is not led in the Spirit either to behold God or enjoy him to be the Rests of spirits is most usuall and it can hardly be prevented to Rest upon such Rests as we have declared but consider that must be â—he Rest of any who fees or enjoyes not one manifested to him to be above it Man must have some Rest either true or false But that must be the safe Rest the which no hipocrite doth attainâ— nor can enjoy which is God manifested in the Spirit further why should any man place his Rest upon any thing which will come to nothing or is given to change Or why should we make that the ground of our happinesse which is but a tallent given to be improved which may be taken away at the Owners pleasure being given onely to bee improved and then mans Rest and peace ceaseth and in this particular doth the folly of mans heart appeare in abusing the end of every dispensation as of this of Parts As First The abuse of Parts lyes in the boasting and glorying in the gift and not in him who gives it And also in this to make them his Rest 2. For a man so to glory in them as to make a gaine of them and prove them for to get honour and preferment and glory in the world This I fear was partly the end of Simon Magus in defiring the gifts of God Alas all gifts are empty without God be manifested in them and poore contentment do they afford to him that Rests in them And here men are setting them in Gods place and labouring to dispossesse God who is or ought to be the satisfaction of the heart And this is another abuse of Parts A world of deceit lyes in mans heart about gifâ—s or parts if abused First They will not make forth themselves unlesse it be where they be honoured or else they labour for the same by the improvement of them being the most free where it 's the most applauded and the most straitened and weary of that place where it is not adored and exalted and set up above the proper station of the creature being much cheered when exalted and much cast downe when rejected or at least not so applauded as he requires or expects here is man much abusing Parts and setting them in Gods stead in the which man shall be brought to a losse when God doth manifest himself in that heart The fourth false Rest THe next Rest in order to this is Zeal for the truth Zeal in the matters of God is that which the most gothrough before the manifestations of God yet though it be good in its place and a dispensation to be owned yet it is but a deceitfull Rest We know the cry of him in the Scripture who was Resting and glorying in his Zeal for God when he cryed come see my Zeal for the Lord of hosts So we know many mens zeal goes before their knowledge of God in the spirit We hear of a zealous Saul who was mad of
WG THE SAINTS TRAVEL TO THE LAND OF CANAAN WHEREIN IS DISCOVERED Seventeen false Rests below the spirituall Coming of Christ in the Saints Together with a brief Discovery of what the Coming of Christ in the spirit is who is the alone Rest and Center of Spirits By R. WILKINSON A Member of the Army Arise yee and depart for this is not your Rest because it is poluted it shall destroy you with a sore destruction Mic. 2. 10. There remaineth therefore a Rest to the People of God Heb. 4. 9. London printed for Giles Calvert at the black spread-Eagle at the west end of Pauls 1648. To the Reader FRIEND and Christian Reader It is the property of Divine truth after it is manifest in the spirit to inflame a soule with it and to swallow up the spirit in the glory of it so as it is as impossible for a soul to enjoy Truth and not to declare it as for a man to carry fire in his bosome or mouth and not be burned Saints are mightily constrained after they enjoy Truth from the fire of Love to declare it Now I having had sad experience of the waies of my own heart how I have constantly Rested below God and so have fallen short of his glory This being my condition for a long time though in every particular seeming to me to be God and of God and in it my condition happy where I was continually running from mauntain to hill because I knew not the true Rest But at last it pleased the Father of spirits to reveal himself and by the same to make them manifest Whereupon I have had much wrastlings in my own spirit about putting the same out to publique view but at last was forced to break through much opposition in my own heart and to put it out in this imperfect Form That if it be the wisdome of God in the same others by mee may learn to beware yet I would not have been without the experience of the same seeing it is the will of God now to dissolve it Wherefore Christian Reader I shall commend these ensuing particulars to thee and thee to the wisdome of the Spirit whereby thou mayest judge of the same in love First If thou canst close with the substance of my discourse and after finding some circumstances which are either contrary to thee or obstructive to thy principles yet do not fly out into bitternesse of spirit against what thou judgest truth neither against that which thou judgest no truth but receive the one and let the other alone until God reveale the same unto thee lest thou bee found calling light darknesse and darknes light and speaking evil of things thou knowest not but in meeknesse judge and Rest Secondly If thou hast not passed through these or all these Rests or Dispensations or hast not as yet attained to many things herein expressed yet let them have thy charitable thoughts and do not as the most do fly out against them as Errors because they are not either within their reach as to high for them or because they are contrary to their present principles and so would unbottom them or because they are not according to what they have been taught or is experienced in them But judge of them in love and where any thing is above thy experience I wish thou mayest be silent in it and waite to know it if it bee of God and if it be to low for thee let it receive encouragement from thee as thou hast passed to thy estate through these Administrations Thirdly Christian Reader passe by any infirmity thou seest either in expression forme or method look upon them to bee a discourse of experience more to edify then to please the fancy by curiosity of words in mans wisdome 1 Cor. 2. 4. Fourthly Do not judge me to deny any thing which I do not here affirme because I am speaking spirituall things within But look upon it as a spirituall and inward discourse holding out the two great Mysteries viz. The Mystery of Christ made manifest in the Spirit within man and the Mystery of the creature to himselfe Do not think I am going about to destroy the low workings of God I am not Neither be much daunted if God hereby lets thee behold the face of self and false Rests so as it brings thee to a losse But believe it thy greatest losse may in time become thy greatest gain For that which moves mee to write these few lines is that if it be the will of God Creatures may see the many false waies and Rests below God That Creatures may not live short of his glory as I have done Therefore I shall desire that I may not be mistaken either in my intentions or expressions and therefore shall commend this farther to the Reader First To take off a scruple which may lye upon many whether I do deny these seventeene Rests to be dispensations of God and the way God leades men into their spirituall Rest which is Christs Coming in the Spirit That I may cleare this and make farther way I acknowledge it is Gods way to lead Creatures through these particulars But the corruption of selfe and the deceiveablenesse thereof will-resemble the leadings of God and so will labour to live and keep the soul to Rest short of God and man in going after the waies of his own heart may seem to be led by God But in these particulars I labour to drive on two things The first to discover unto men what the way of mans heart is when it will deceive and what glory it will appear to the Creature in untill God undeceive it so that I am first to undeceive Creatures in their unsound confidence concluding their estates to be so high that they are at Rest in God when they are covered with a covering but not of the Spirit And though the heart bee putting God in the forefront of its actings yet it is but Jehues deceite and treachery of spirit Secondly I labour to un-deceive it that though it hath attained any or all these seventeen and have not had an appearance of Christ spiritually in them so that they know when and how and what Christ infallibly was that still that soule is but yet in a changeable condition And it may as well be Satans transformings in him as any dispensation of God to him and to let the Creature know that though he have passed through all this yet he wants one thing to be his Rest and Center which when it comes will discover the truth of all these Dispensations and if they be of God they shall be dissolved if they be of self or Satan they shall be destroyed So that to unbottom Creatures That they live not upon vanity and lyes and that they may not Rest before the true appearance of Christ in the Spirit I have set forth these imperfect lines Farther I would not have any think that I deny Scriptures Ordinances Christs coming in the flesh
Kingdome after death or any thing here I have inserted to be false Rests But that I aime at is to set all things in its proper place and to bring soules to see the true Center that they may not misse the one thing necessary while they are acting beyond their line in which actings themselves may become cast-awayes and that men may know That neither Scriptures or Christ in the flesh Oridnances or Members of Churches or the Kingdome after death or the form of Words in the Letter or Promises is the Rest of Saints But He who is the summe and substance of all viz. Christ in the Spirit Coming in us to be Life Glory Light and Happinesse to us and so an hope of glory in us This is the Rest of Saints But Christian Reader God now in these daies is discovering the false Coverings of creatures and so stripping them naked God is bringing men to see this great Mystery of self in all its glory Hee is annihilating Creatures and bringing them to a spirituall death He is laying low mountains and un-bottoming and un-resting Creatures Mens lofty looks He is abasing yea He is bringing men who have been Stars and something in their own and others eyes even to a losse and silence confusion and darknesse That now their light is darknesse their wisdome folly their life death their enlargements and self-actings hedged up and they cannot finde out any of their former Paths so that now they are made to waite in silence as well as the Author of this Book was forced to do and it may be the Wisdome of God that this particular shall be an instrument of good as well in this as it hath been before iâ— came in this publique view to many soules in another manner and method so that I shall leave them to receive at thy hands what Censure the Wisdome of God pleaseth to cause or permit wishing thy exceeding happinesse in the Spirit Thine in Truth Revealed R. W. Severall Rests of Creatures Discovered and laid open below the Comming of Christ in the Spirit who is the alone Rest of Saints THE first Rest which we shall speak of is Civility or a common restraint of the Creature from the committing of grosse evils looked upon by the party to be Reformation This condition or dispensation speaks deceiveable Peace to many a spirit upon the which seeming good which pretends to follow this state the creature resteth and is satisfied But the reason thereof partly flowes from these following grounds 1. From comparing himself with others that is looking upon the grosnesse of mens actions abroad in the World as namely swearing and drunkennesse and the height of all prophanes many spirits live in where they are in the same condion Drinking up iniquity as if they were drinking up water and in these particulars hee being restrained and more civillized then these he blesseth himself in his present condition and Rests satisfied with it as though in it he did enjoy much of God 2. It flowes from comparing his condition present with what it was The more grosser his condition was before the higher it works him into conceit with the happines of its present condition Thus not seeing the purity of God and the deceitfulnes of its own spirit within he comparing himself with himself is deceived and so rests satisfied 3. It flowes from the consideration of the greatnes of love hee had before being restrained to those grosse evils he is restrained from together with the greatnes of the power which he cals the divine power of God which thus restraines him and thus he reasons If God did not highly love me I should never have received such a power from him as to shake off and not only so but to haâ—e and obhorre those grosse sinnes I so decrly loved both in my self and others and now the very practise of them being as he conceives hated by him ads weight to his thus reasoning out the Love of God Another thing which ads weight is his often praying against such particular sins as yet remaines unsubdued and afterwards these being subdued he looks upon acceptance with God in this being he lookes upon it as an answer of prayer and so in the same he reasons out love in this condition 4. It flowes from the seeming sorrow which ariseth continually upon the view of his former condition which workes a seeming repentance and reformation and from the sorrow he hath for his former condition now having a work of Reformation he Rests under the notion of happinesse yet not all this time brought home to see the grosnesse of his heart within but meerly washing the outside Luke 11. 39. and being a whited wall glorious without it is all he looks for or seeks after But Satan and mans heart will suffer the creature to act so farre and propound such waies to himself as in the same to bring the soul into a state of security where it may rest under the consideration of being happy and not without some visible ground apparent both to the creature thus deceived and the World who are not spirituall discoverers But alas what is it for any to be instruments to pull down or to be restrainers from Idolatry without when indeed there is remaining the cause of all Idolatry of spirit within To be outwardly drunk no more and yet to be drunk with the high conceipts of himself which is neither with wine nor strong drink its worse for a man to have the branches broken down before the root be pulled up for a man to be seemingly a Saint a devil within in this estate there is no sure Rest but thus it is most commonly with men they conclude they are happy if they have but the least appearance of it in a visible restraining of them from grosse evils and in this they appear to themselves and others men reformed and so new creatures when indeed they are still in their blood though they have escaped the common pollutions of the World through a generall knowledge of Christ which is no sure cause of Rest until there be a particular knowledge of him by which the creature is cleansed from all pollutions both of flesh and spirit which makes the heart upright before God from this inward knowledge of God which carries up the spirit of a spirituall man into God where he comes to be truly centred up in God so that the heart and Satan being deceitfull as to suffer the creature to escape the common pollutions of the World so that it may but there keep the Creature And seeing in this estate of darknesse none can truly judge of its condition aright untill the true light come in which makes all things manifest Then it behooves souls in this estate though to themselves never so seemingly glorious not to Rest satisfied with or content it self in it as though it did enjoy God in the same manifested but to wait for a higher dispensation and then the truth
to expresse In conclusion it attaines matter to expresse and in the attaining matter doth much abuse the same but the means most commonly wherein it doth attaine it is first by often frequenting private and publike meetings where it steales away the expressions of others and when it sees one man enlarged it is made to admire that part in them and cry out O if I could pray as such a one can then I should be at Rest and enjoy much peace It presses forwards and by paines and diligence it attains that enlargement as that now it excels others and is now admired by them who before was admired by it so as now the poor Creature can speake three or four hours in prayers and can hardly comprehend himselfe within the space of one houre and here lies the deceipt of the heart that here the Soule makes his Rest and this to be a sure evidence of his interest in God But alas how blinde and unsound this present evidence is let Scripture and experience testify for alas a hypocrite or one who at all knowes not God may excell in the seeming glory of this Part yea excell those that live in the highest enjoyments of God and here many soules make this dispensation a meer Idol they draw all their peace and comfort from it for if in this part the Creature excell he will be the oftner using of it living most upon it draw most comfort from it and glory the most in it for if ever the Creature be straitned in this particular he begins to droop and be sad and full of trouble but if either in publique or private he be enlarged much again he is mightily refreshed and lifted up And secondly If at any time he cannot have those cōmon opportunities or set times then al his peace is gone and it is because his peace is grounded upon his often praying and his great enlargement in so doing and indeed the soules blindnesse lies here for the Creature takes his enlargement to be a manifestation or evidence of the presence of God Now a man may pray long and often and excell all in externall form and yet have none of the presence of God manifested at all in the same neither is a straightning of the Creature in expression to be any cause of sorrow or trouble if God be manifest neither is it an evidence of his not being manifested within So here partly lyes the ground of a souls thus Resting or taking satisfaction or peace to his spirit in this dispensation Now I would not be mistaken that I am speaking against this form or dispensation when a man is not commanded by the form but he is commanded from a power within so as he commands it and useth the same according to the end for which it was appointed For I looke upon the same as to be a dispensation of God But I looke upon the Resting in it or having peace by it to be a corruption of a mans owne heart and a deceit thereof First Therefore I commend these things following to be considered of all That though a man should be never so glorious or admirable in this particular dispensation so as in the same he may be able to speake a whole day together yet his heart in this may deceive him and if it doe not yet it is no safe Rest or cause of peace or satisfaction or there is no safety in the excellents part that can be received but they take their wings and flee away and here is not that in them which men conceive Secondly Man may have these parts in the glory of them and yet have no fellowship or commmnion with God in them aud so they may be rather snares them sure Rests Nay if it were so as many souls doth enjoy God in them or rather communion with God in the same yet it is neither the duty or enlargement which is or ought to be the Rest but God made manifest in the same The third Part or Gift is Humility And this sometimes comes some of these waies following 1. Either from an instinct or property in nature O◠2. From a self-reasoning Or 3. From resembling the truth of Humility that is in another Or 4. From or as an effect of the enjoyment of God First It is in many who in the least have no divin◠workings of God in them any way made manifest yet they are excellent in this very particular which makes them very lovely in the eyes of all men so that a little of God will be seen in such a Creature but meerly without the manifestation of grace such Soule doth appear to be gracious such a spirit as this ◠can hardly be given to passion but full of meeknesse and love and moderation and yet this parties gifts a◠common or naturall to him He cannot be almo◠otherwise this disposition is so naturall But others b◠nature are of a turbulent spirit and full of pride an◠choller which makes him to become odious to all and hererupon when he becomes odious to himself◠he fals in the second place to reason thus O how lovely doe others appear to me how humble and low are they What a proud spirit am I of How am hated and become almost odious to all I will goe se if I can help this carriage of mine Now this Soul one looks to take away the effects though the cause abid◠and here he labours to frame his speeches and his jesture and actions and so by much paines gets a form of humility and now carries himself very sweetly towards all so that now there is a strong change wrought in this person so that he is admired by all and chiefly by himself who was of such a high carriage and of a proud and turbulent spirit and now he is of a calm and quiet spirit this appears to be a great change and so judging of it he is highly exalted in his opinion of himselfe and conceives he hath enjoyed abundance of grace from God that hath thus humbled him when indeed he hath it but in the forme of it not in the power having the branches and effects taken away for the present in the outward expression of it but transformed into another shape and that 's more inward making of him more spiritually proud and so have high conceits of the happinesse of his condition and so Rests Secondly It reasons thus God resisteth the proud and giveth grace to the humble 1 Pet. 5. 5. Now in his highnesse of carriage or turbulency of spirit he looks upon his condition as to be resisted of God whereupon he prayes and useth what meanes he can to restraine himselfe saith he It may be I may be I may come to get a better temper of spirit whereby I may not become both odious to God and man Now I say at last he attaines a form or shape of what he doth desire and Rests satisfied in the receiving of it Though I say he is outwardly but
doth wholly flow as an effect of Justification made manifest As for instance The Fountain and the streames The streames are an effect of the Fountain flowing from the abundance contained in the same so it is with God made manifest in the heart he being the Ocean or Fountain comprehending all streames within himself doth issue out of himselfe those streames of Sanctification or holinesse in conversation from himself thus abiding in the Creature So that a man may have the latter in as high a manner though not in truth as he that hath God truly manifest and no way to be discerned but by the light of truth dwelling within which makes the truth or falshood of such things in this nature manifest and before the same enjoyed the Creature is in darknesse and it is as possible for a man to see twenty miles in a very darke night as for a man really to judge of the truth or falshood of his own condition before this light come in from God which expels those cloudes as the shining of the Sun doth the cloudes and here lies the darknesse of a heart when it is made to see the want of God it looks into the frame and disposition of mens spirits abroad who are under a name of profession and being much affected with them and drawn out in love to them it gets into such relations or society and it sees abundance of holinesse flow from their conversations now it being away to reprove that party not having the same conversation in holinesse of walking or power against corruption it cries out O that I were so holy in conversation as such a one is O that I had such and such a power against corruption as they have and could be alwaies discovering of good things as they are or could have my minde fixed upon heavenly things as they have O how heavenly doth such a one walke and this is his construction or application O if I could be but so I should then be at peace and Rest then I should think my condition happy but alas here is such abundance of carnall mindednesse and of corruption in my conversation and a wearinesse in things that are good here the Creature takes up a daily complaint and to every Saint is making his condition known and cannot Rest quiet untill he have resembled or attained such a measure of knowledgee to discourse of God and so much power against corruption as to walke in conversation like those whose conversation did convict him and ashame him Now having attained so much in shew and that now his affections seem to be bent upon good things that now God is his meditation and his continuall ponder that now when it s thus the Creature hath much peace sometimes upon the view of the same and when it cannot walk thus it hath neither Peace nor Rest Now here the Creatures heart deceives him and makes him Rest upon that which may be in truth and not in truth or upon that which is given to change and abides not one and the same for ever Now al this a man may have and yet have nothing manifest in truth and though it might be said that these are true in there place yet not appointed for Rests but for effects of that which was in truth within for he that saith he dwels in him ought even so to walk as he hath walked Now holinesse in the highest degree as it flowes out from man is but an especiall effect of the dwelling of the Spirit of God or an effect of his Rest in him not to be a Rest but to manifest to others that he dwels and Rests in God For to me that Soule who Rests and dwels in God must have his conversation but especially his inward walking like God for to others that look upon a Saint thus pretending to dwell must judge of the same by that fruit that flowes from him in one kinde or another though it is not to be a testimony to himself who thus liveth he having another testimony which speaks or evidences Peace 1 John 5. 10. upon more sure grounds yea and lets the Creature see a ground or place of Rest going as farre beyond this as the streams are short of the Fountaine and the body of the Sun beyond the least glimpse or shining thereof Man I may say who is Resting in peace and quietnesse of spirit from these visible branches if they be true is one who still hangeth upon the outside of the Arke and like the Pharisees Resting with glorious outsides and washing of the outside of Cupâ— more to be seen of men or justified before God then to be as an effect of that truth within made forth for the glory of God The one of these ends did Cain act for and the other end did the Scribes and Pharisees act for so that a house builded upon such a foundation as this seems to be as glorious as that which was builded upon the Rock but it was not so safe for with every blast storm that comes against such a spirit it fals into its former state it was in before thus builded so were the devout Women and golden Sepulchers and whited walls builded upon such considerations as these they were outwardly holy and seemingly pure but were within full of deadly poyson and were put for outward glory not adorned with the Spirit so it is very likely that the said Spirit that Rests upon this seeming though thought by himself true holinesse is a Soul altogether full of deadly poyson and deceite which in time may be discovered and then the Creature shall see another Rest more sure and safe then this and shall lose by it yet Love shall save him though it be a fire for to burn up what of this Rest was of himselfe so that I say such a soules foundation of Rest shall fade as Solomon in all his glory First Then this Spirit thus Resting is away to keep it below true assurance for in this Rest there can flow no true cause or ground to the Creature to be assured thereby Secondly For a man to Rest here it will be but to make a house which ere long it may be God will batter about his ears and so prove labour in vaine as many can speak by sad experience Thirdly Whatsoever flowes from a man pretended to God before there be an inward revelation in that man of God and makes the same a true evidence of his enjoying this God thus revealed and so Rests his thus doing is but his own righteousnesse and not the righteousnesse of Jesus Christ revealed by faith Fourthly That the party thus acting doth go no farther then a point of bodily exercise for what a man doth in point of holinesse pretending for God and after doth owne it as a true evidence or any causeof Rest as God To me it appears and in the judgement of Scriptures that mans action is but bodily exercise for nothing is or ought to be either
by Christ to the sonnes of men wherupon the creatures spirit is set a waiting for it and at last comes to enjoy it So in Free grace when God represents this truth to let man see he is Free in all his dispensations man being thereby convinced of it his heart is set a waiting for the enjoyment of the same within him which he sees in God above him that is above his reach of enjoying and so he doth not let him Rest though he see a truth until he comes to have the manifestation of it within him and in the power and life of it enjoyed by him So as the generall knowledge of Free grace before it be known particularly in the creature by the manifestation of it from God will be no secure Rest or satisfaction for any soul First The creature in this condition may receive it with much joy as witnesse them Mat. 13. 20. yet be short of having the power This truth is very pleasant to many especially to those that have been the greatest workers for Grace whereupn their delight is much taken up either in hearing reading or discourse that tendeth to the declaring of this truth and it is a dispensation of God in some men but not a Rest unto them Now men who are made to Rest here may have high notions of this Truth and may be more able to speak of it then those who have enjoyed it in a geneâ—al manner but come to the particular workings of it in the soul and many proves shallow there only they declare it as they see it to be a Scripture truth But he that Enjoyes sees it to be an Experimentall and a Scripture Truth Now some men have learned what he beleeves and Rests upon it only from report or men declaring their experiences or what the Scripture doth relate of others but have not any Teachings of God what it saith according to the Scriptures in them by Experience And here sometimes man is not compleatly furnished to declare this Truth But one who doth enjoy Truth within doth a little discern where such a soul is to wit have heard and from hearing do declare and yet not brought into the Kingdome of Truth to see and experience it with in himself Further Man may daily increase in the Notionary knowledge of this Truth wherein he may appeare a Tall Cedar in his owne eyes and in the eyes of others and grow up into high Notions and Light and is able to speak of very high and glorious lights yet if he here Rest it may prove in conclusion but a feeding upon winde and husks Furthermore In this knowledge of Truth may man solace and refresh his spirits continually in the apprehension of the same and yet it is but seeming not reall satisfaction or refreshment if he there Rest trusting to it to be God himselfe for want of information of the difference betwixt what is a Truth in it selfe seen so by me and a Truth mine manifested within me not knowing the foot-steps of truth without man from the foot-steps of truth within man not knowing a difference betwixt the deceipt of the heart in its deceivable workings making glorious Rests of that which is none and Truth nakedly discovered from or by God in the heart with its End and Testimony so as the creature is not satisfied with any thing though it be a truth without him until he finde the very being of that Truth within him Therefore whosoever he bee that reads these few lines Let him beware of these things following First that he judge not that to be a place of Rest to his spirits which is but in shew not enjoyed in substance nor absolutly passe sentence of any thing untill there be a Divine light within which makes it manifest Yea though they may come so far as to be convinced of the truth of Free grace and of the transcendent Excellency of Christ in God yet Rest not until thou sinde it in thy soul manifest from God then shalt thonseal it to be a Truth yea thou shalt have it fealed up for Truths by the Spirit of GOD within thee Also to take notice I do not despise nor condemne this dispensation not to be of God first to see by Scriptures these to be Truths But I here labour to unbottom and to un-center any soule who meerly Rests in the Notion of them Thirdly To beware of condenming these things because they have no Experience of them or because they come nigh them or because if they be Truths they have nothing left them but waite untill they see a Light within to discover the truth or fallacy of them to them Jer. 17. 9. and if so be they see not the deceite of their hearts or those false Rests in them wee are speaking of yet do not condemn them who have both seen and known them as though they sought to destroy the foundation of God in Saints but looke upon me as one owning any dispensation of God in its place proper to it The Eight false Rest THE Next Rest we desire to speak of in order to this is the Knowledge of Christ in the flesh Either considered as he is declared in Types and Figures under the Law or as he assumed Nature upon him and so consequently dyed at Jerusalem Now for the first In reference to Types and Figures which at this time are the dispensation of Ordinances either practised before or since his Coming How many in our dayes are they that meerly Rests upon such shadows some practising of such Types as held-forth Christ to come some in those that were practised after his Coming and here they satisfie themselves As instance the cry of most Wee enjoy the pure Ordinances of Christ wee are Members of the Church of Christ we are partakers of those outward priviledges purchased by Christ Instance the peace and comfort they enjoy in them the glorying and the high conceite they have of themselves above others that do not practise with or enjoy them witnesse their deadnesse flatnesse when they want them and their life and peace in the enjoying of them witnesse their binding up in them and their whole Experience contained in this particular When I was imployed in such an Ordinance I was fil'd with joy or I was made to be satisfied with the seeing of God in it when the poor Creature it may be knowes not what God in all or any thing is but if it be enlarged or have some particular â—â—shes of comfort it makes that to bee the presence of God and meerly under these fleshly practises or carnall relations do many Rest satisfied But Secondly To Rest upon Christ come in the flesh is to Rest upon the beleeving the report the Scripture gives concerning him as being borne of a Virgin and suffering and being buried and the like and if they beleeve this and can but heare enough of the Letter preached to this purpose they Rest as beleeving such a particular to be true and
secure estate but a low dispensation which wil dissolve in a higher appearance of God Therefore though men both know and beleeve that there was a Christ crucified in the flesh yet let them not Rest untill they know it in Spirit Then shall a man see Christ daily crucified before his eyes First In him Secondly By him Thirdly For him And fourthly Crucifying of him That he shall say with Paul from experience I am crucified with Christ neverthelesse I live yet not I but Christ liveth in me Gal. 2. 20. then shall the soule know both what it is to be crucified by or with Christ and also what this Christ is that lives within him which is become life unto him then he shall know it is not flesh but Spirit and life that lives in him neither shall he be satisfied with hearing of his deaâ— at Jerusalem but with experiencing partly the mystery now made manifest in him and so comes to be known by him then shall he say Though I have known Christ after the flesh yet now henceforth know I him no more 2 Cor. 5. 16. Being he knowes him in the new Creation being made to see and discerne in the Spirit and so behold Christ in the vision of God Hab 2. 3. which is so far from being beheld before as a true crucified estate as indeed there is nothing but darknesse and rebellion in the heart to such an estate onely the soule living and rejoycing in some carnall conception of God and Christ and yet the heart is empty of his light and glory and indeed running from the Fountaine to the streames and from the substance to the shadow or figure as I might plainly lay open how all the actions of Christ in the flesh attributed to him are but reall Types and figures and shadowes of either good things to come or to be revealed in soules I cleerly see that sometimes he spake in Mystery and sometimes yea altogether he acted in Mystery as holding forth what he did in his coming in the soul being a more glorious dispensation then that under the Law as the coming of him in the Spirit is from his comming in the flesh so that what miracles and acts transcendently acted by him above all that was made and is experienced by those in the Spirit who enjoy him who discovers all as namely his raising Lazarus and at the marriage turning water into wine and his healing sick and opening eyes and so all passages flowing from him of this nature were buâ— figures still of what he did and would doe in and for soules and so not only in matters of doing but also in matters of sufferings they are reall figures of the same truth substantially experienced in Saints both place persons condemnation Crosse death â—buriall his agony or withdrawing before his grave and resurrection his not ascending immediatly after his death to his Father but afterwards ascended in the fulnesse of time All these in every particular are known in the true and spirituall sense of them by those that have had fellowship with him in his death and Resurrection and so hath passed from death to life and now is risen within and dwels with him in Heaven and so is swallowed up in the God-head and is rose in the Fathers glory and now is filled with the Spirit this time is the time of knowledge and this is wisdomes time wherein he comes to be satisfaction to them and also is justified by them this is the time when they sing nothing but praise and glory to the Lamb who doth not onely deserve to open the Book Rev. 5. 9. and the Seales thereofâ— but hath opened the Book and discover to the soule the Cabinet and storehouse of the glorious Mystery of the Father and Christ into which City of glory and light the soule is made ro enter and Rest and live for ever that now all things are become new Rev. 21. 5. to and with such a soule the very Kingdome of God and the mystery thereof is opened Rev. 10. 7. and now the Tabernacle of God is with man Rev. 21. 3. and now this glorious mystery Christ is manifested in life and power and become the hope of the compleat glory and fulnesse thereof Col. 1. 27. to be made manifest when it is made capable to comprehend it from being comprehended by it and swallowed up in it then shall this heart dote no more upon shadowes or broken Cisterns or figures of good things to come but he shall be gathered up into God and Christ and shall possesse them in the fulnesse of them The ninth false Rest THe next Rest in order to this is visible Church communion or the relations under this notion O this I may say is one of the Idols of Israel and I may say as God was a saying once Come and see yea behold what the Children of Israel is doing in the darke O the darknesse of such Soules who Rest in and under such dispensation truly if I should speak the naked truth and nakedly discover every false Rest I never in my own experience did finde more grosser darknesse sease upon my spirit then did sease upon my spirit under this dispensation Secondly Never more false Laodicean security Thirdly Never more pride and self conceitednesse then at that present ready to judge every one that were not in relation in reference to Church communion to be no Saints 2. Looking more at the practise of Ordinances and being members of Churches then at the reall experience of such a soule 3. More longing after the encrease of members then of their living in the Spirit which were members 4. Judging every one if they were but in and under such Relations to be Saints though they had little yea indeed no experience of God at all refusing communion with such being not of my judgement though they knew what communion in the Spirit was and closed yea joyned with those who were ignorant of it because they were Church members This having been mine and still are many mores at thispresent what Church are they of Are they Baptized What judgement are they of Which doth argue both an Idolizing of and Resting upon these poore dispensations of babes and Children It hath been with me and I feare hath been and is still with many more a coldnesse of love to those yea a condemning also because they have or doe not close with us in every particular in matters of Judgement or formes of worship though the parties live in very high enjoyments of God and are passed these childrens and babes dispensations and all this testifies a Resting upon our formes and manner of worship as for instance An Independent so called and an Anabaptist and so many more as the godly Presbyterian and others under divers distinctions of formes how bitter they are one against anothers what a distance they stand one from another witnesse their preaching and printing and in the same their bitternesse Instance their refusall to
to be practised after these two did appear So it is with new Testament formes they have and had their time and yet have when God will and doth appear in them yet it is but untill God appear in a higher dispensation and bring the soul into a higher administration then doe all shadowes and whatsoever is Gospel administration cease to that particular soule in the use of them what they were before I would not be mistaken I doe not say they cease to all and every person whatsoever but to such a soule as is in this dispensation namely he who is caught up with God and carried by God out of the forme God ceasing to appear to that particular soule in that forme the Lamb leading the soul gently out of one dispensation into another untill he be wholly swallowed up with God Secondly Such a soule as can truly say the substance of such a forme is come in the Spirit and enjoyes the same within him for there are some formes and administrations which holdes forth Christ in the Spirit to come now such ceases to be in the use of them at his coming as those old Testament formes did hold forth as we say Christs coming in the flesh which was both the substance of those formes and a more glorious administration of God so it was in the decrease of John and the encrease of this more higher and glorious administration so it shall be in Christ his coming in the Spirit into every soules heart then these formes that Christ appeared in in the flesh shall cease in his coming in the Spirit Now some Gospel formes doe cease to none but to such as have enjoyed the enjoyment of Christ in the Spirit For as Christ led the Apostles from the Tabernacle condition in his transfiguration so he will when he appears transfiguring himselfe in every heart as the Apostles so every heart shall cease to make any forme yea the New Testament formes Tabernacles to dwell in for ever as many makes them now in our daies also there are administrations which hold out Christ already come Which 1. Is not to be practised before 2. It is to be practised after his coming As I shall name one especially It is the administration of Praise which is alone the work of those that are Redeem'd and have the Scales of the vision of God opened and are caught up with God into Heaven to sing songs to Zions God in Zions language by Zions spirit in that holiest of holies which is the place of Zion and those brought into the God-head to sing Praise but now God in this condition is departed from them to this heart not to every one being seen and enjoyed in these formes which doe hold forth his thus coming into the heart now none but those who doe enjoy God in a more glorious dispensation are to cease acting in those dispensations or formes he yet continues his presence to them in for as God did cease and did not appeare in the forms of the old Testament and they were no more to be used after the substance therof was come God appeare in a more glorious administration so will God depart and cease to be seene in new Testament formes or administrations when both the substance of them is come and a higher dispensation do appear leadind the heart out of them to a more glorious and immediate enjoyment of himselfe This is to follow the Lambe whithersoever he goeth This is to hear a voice behinde man saying This is the way walke in it Isaiah 30. 1. And to be led by a pillar of fire Num. 9. 16 17 18. and sometimes by a Cloud to mans spirituall Rest and not to stand in and under one administration all ones daies and to be in one place for ever But to finde God leading daily from one forme into another untill he bring the soule into the perfect enjoyment of him who is the glory and substance of all formes this for the want whereof makes many to make them their Tabernacles and Rest yea their home yea their God peace and happinesse which if they be taken away their God is gone and their peace have taken its wings and flown away this is the reason why many in Church relations have a name they live and yet are dead that is they have a name of Saints and Christians but they want the nature of them they have a profession but want a possession This is the reason why many come to have a burning up in their spirits and are brought to a daily losse they run faster into formes and Church relations then God did leade them therefore in them God leaves them for this reason the expectations of many are frustrated which causeth nothing but death and sorrow when they have longed and prest out after formes and being members of Congregations and the enjoyment of pure Ordinances thinking to finde so much in them and to conceive so much from them and when they come there behold nothing but driness and emptinesse and the want of God and so have suffered losse This is partly the reason of all the rents and breaches in all Churches Congregated and why they cannot stand is because they were not led by God into these formes neither did they see God cleerly go before them but some by affection some by mis-information and some out of zeale so that now very little of God appears either in their coming in continuing with or parting from thus being bound up in formes and living in them and doting too much upon them and rejoycing too much in them and judgeing all that speakes not for them or joynes not with them yea this is the reason why we are devouring one another because we all doe not look for and expect that the glorious appearance of God will leade each man out of his dispensation and forme though never so low to drinke into one Spirit Let him that is so much either bent for formes or wholly against them beware that he doe not so dote upon them as to neglect the Summum bonum the chiefest good and let every heart that is against forms beware of these ensuing things 1. That his living above formes be not a pretence of his own and no true and reall thing for many are mightily deceived in this very particular thing they live so high as they live above all formes and Ordinances in the Spirit when alas they are yet living in a form of knowledge scraped up either from their own industry or else got from hearing others report their experiences or apprehensions and he presently conceiving it to be a truth conceives it to be his truth and so fals off crying out and judging all those that live yet out of conscince in the use of formes not enjoying higher makings forth of God and yet he hath but got a notion of this into his understnading yet is ignorant of living or enjoying God in the Spirit 2. Let them
what is discovered for HE comes with a Satisfactory Witnesse which doth answer all objections and satisfy all doubts in the heart which may arise yea If men instead of approving do deny it to be Truth yet the soules Testimony within it selfe doth bear up his spirit that he is able to say All men belye the Truth Rom. 8. 16. he not in the least being daunted in his assurance thereof though it be opposed by man or devil neither can such a heart be shaken if all the men of the World should arise against the same coming to disprove it Prov. 10. 25. 30. Also he that runs to any visible externall Witnesse pretending Christ is come in the Spirit is a creature altogether ignorant of his said coming and lives much below such a coming for to me this is an infallible Truth that if any man pretend Christ is come into him in the Spirit and yet wants an inward Testimony or Witnesse for it and so is forced to make use of visible Testators he is a man plainly wanting the enjoyment of the same for God in such a case never leaves himself without a sure satisfactory unresistible and undeniable testimony which indeed the Creature who wants the same may well make use of others But flashes if they be deceiveable pretends to come in with a witnesse and therefore many cals this a witnesse they being perswaded of the truth of what it enjoyes But this is as much below the witnesse of the spirituall coming of Christ as the light of the stars is below the light of the Sun How many under a state of flashes which I may say is almost the last Carde Satan can play in a soule to deceive him in his transformings doe live in most great joy light notions or pretended liberty thinking from a meer perswafion they have within them they live in very high enjoyments and doe beleeve they have a witnesse of the Spirit within them for the truth of what they beleeve when indeed it is but a formed imagination and a Card plaid gallantly by Satan to keep the Creature below the enjoyment of God in the Spirit and to live in freedome and Rest when not in truth and in the Lord. Further this is the reason partly of many ups and downs in the heart whereby the Creature is one day beleeving and another day doubting because it is not living in the enjoyment of Christ in the Spirit but may be is under some flashes and so it comes to passe that it is unsetled and unfixed in God Fourthly Flashes are of no long continuance they are not of an enduring nature for they presently appeare are presently gone and so though the Creature had a great deale of light and joy yet when the flash comes to be taken away away goes all the Creatures joy and light and he is left in the cloudes of darknesse and sorrow again Whereas when Christ comes in the Spirit it is not so then all sorrow and mourning shall flee away Isa 60. 19 20. and the darknesse of the Creature shall be expelled and God shall become unto the soul an everlasting lights Rev. 21. 3. 24. so that God and the Lamb shall live in his heart and be sight and glory to him so as his Sun shall never goe downe but he shall live in the light of God and the Lamb for ever and ever For his coming in the Spirit is after the Resurrection of a soul out of the grave whereby he is carried up in the light and glory of God from the descendings of that light and glory from God so as there is a living in the light God lives in and a swallowing up in the fame glory God is swallowed up withall but a flash leaves in its withdrawing the Creature in the same it found him in if not worse for a flash of light or joy is like a flash of light in the Skye upon the darkest night it appears to be the greater the greater the darknesse is So upon a dark soule when it s possessed with much darknesse the least flash that can appear in that is very great and admirable so that the heart being no otherwise able to judge lookes upon it as a manifestation of God yea may be a very glorious one yet it is not so at last is taken away and the Creatures hopes and expectations is frustrated Whereas to such a soule as lives in the day naturall or spirituall hardly can discerne or take notice of such a flash or light because it is so much inferiour to the light and glory of the Sun and day which now is appeared and shines either within him or without him These flashes in the first place if they be of Satan the very end thereof is to lull the creature asleep in the bed of security and there is no resting of the same by any poor creature For First It workes and comes in sutable to the Creatures necessities pretending redresse for the same Secondly It comes with a glorious resembled form or shape God workes in and so it becomes a transformed Satan and not a transfigured Christ Thirdly It is not able to discern the same by reason of the absence of the true light which makes all things manifest Eph. 5. 13. yea the very transforming of Satan Fourthly Flashes in this nature doe come with furniture to back the truth of what it doth declare or speak if there be any jealousies arise in the heart as sometimes there is yet it doth furnish him with strength to mannage the entertainment of it and his joy and peace from it and here Satan plaies his parts for if the heart be of an opinion that it is possible for a soule to doubt after he hath enjoyed a manifestation of God then he will put a Creature upon doubting to make good that false un-sound and un-experienced principle of men that the truest faith is accompanied with the greatest doubtings and here the heart is still deluded and kept in strong perswasions of the truth of his flash 2. If the heart be of that judgement that it is impossible that a soule can doubt againe after he hath enjoyed a manifestation of God then Satan will transforme himselfe into a capacity of confirming the creature in labouring in all transformed actions to confirme the creature in his assurance of the truth of what he enjoyes and so upon all occasions addes to what he hath done and so the poore Creature Rests satisfied in and upon what the Creature cals his manifestations of God now flashes that usually attend a Creature that is truly enlightened by God though not fully possessed with God yet he being waiting for the comming of Christ in the Spirit is sometimes attended with flashes or light of joy but they if from God most commonly have these ensuing effects 1. They doe underprop and support a weary fainting spirit in his spirituall travell to his land of Rest so as he is made to waite with
free submission to God untill it enjoy an appearance of God in the Spirit 2. Instead of causing a man to Rest they declare against it and doe discover the vanity to it of many other Rests it hath been Resting upon below the enjoyment of God in the Spirit so that it is so farre from it as it as it is an Angell appearing unto whom man would gladly fall down and worship Rev. 19. 10. 22. 8. yet it saith to the Creature as the Angell said to John Worship me not so saith the Flash Rest not upon me I am but as a Messenger from God I am not the Dispensation of God appearing in the Spirit I am in the forme of an Angell I am not the God upon whom thou must Rest and worship 3. Flashes from God begets a higher breathing in the soul and a greater dis-satisfaction in the soule until it come to enjoy an appearance of God in the Spirit of glory it is so farre from causing a soule to Rest as indeed it workes a contrary frame of spirit which is a restlesnesse in the heart untill it come to enjoy that which in the flash is represented to it also if so be that there hath been any with-drawings back of the heart from seeking after God this Flash doth mightily stir up the heart of that Creature from that principle of the contrary nature namely a breathing after and a restlesse satisfaction untill it come to pâ—â—sesse God in the Spirit of glory The fourteenth false Rest THe next Rest in order to this which partly the Creature passeth through is the appearance of God in formes and administrations under which the Creature is mightily ellevated in his Spirits as Johah was with his Gourd which God gave him which workes a great displeasure in the heart when God would have the Creature brought into a higher dispensation of God Administrations I must confesse are appointed by God and in the same he usually appeareth in a low manner so as hee sometimes doth give the Creature much refreshment in the use thereof but not to bee the Soules Rest as though this were a full manifestation of God in the Spirit but to set the heart in a frame to see by this the great glory that shall be revealed unto him in the Coming of Christ in the Spirit for thus it workes If God be so glorious in a glimpse of himself in a forme how much greater will be the appearance of himself in the spirit which instead of Rest thus working it is made to have a higher breathing in its spirits after the Rest which he sees afterwards to bee enjoyed from God so that the heart is led by God through those many dispensations of God to see beyond them Rest to be enjoyed from God which cannot be enjoyed in these low Administrations under which he breaths and lives but others they instead of this Rest highly satisfied in their spirits making it their glory and Rest of spirit to be an enjoyer of those Administrations and appearances of flashes in the same making it the ground of all their Rest yea making it their God of Rest As though the Children of Israel should have said Here will wee Rest as beleeving we are in the Land of Canaan when God led them under and through those many Administrations by appearing in the forme of a Cloud of Fire for I looke upon this to be the very symptome of this manner of Rest we are a speaking of I doe not condemne the Children of Israel for their following the leadings of God in those Administrations neither do I condemne any man who is in the use of formes seeing God led them in and unto the same and that it is that which supports their spirits namely their seeing and apprehending God in such a forme as the soul is employed in with these provisoes Namely First The not Resting here Secondly The not conceiving this to be the enjoyment of a Saints Rest but his way to goe or to be led in his travelling towards the Land Thirdly His expecting of and waiting for the Coming of Christ in the Spirit which shall swallow up and go beyond his present sight of God in formes whereby he shall come to possesse the same in that manner as is more glorious then his fight which shall never be more taken away or changed into another forme But when a Saint who pretends to see the appearance of GOD doth Rest here concluding this is the true Rest and the appearance of God in the Spirit and so doth not only cease waiting for another Coming but opposeth and speakes against it This is a false Rest and not to be owned as of God For the many dispensations Christ went through before and after his death yet his Rest was not in the same but was a waiting after hee was to have passed through these Administrations and Dispensations of God to enjoy a higher then all these which was his Ascending into the glory of God in the Spirit and to make this his habitation and Rest and to be as a stranger and pilgrim in all the other Administrations in the flesh in which he did enjoy many appearances of God yet hee passed through them all and at last was made to enjoy his Rest which was the glorious enjoyment of God after his ascension into God farre beyond all formes and Administrations yea beyond the Manifestations of God in the measure thereof And so Rest in the same glory which is to be every beleevers Rest for the Rest of Christ is the same Rest of every Beleever and the same glory he Rests and breathes in is to be the Rest and breathing place of every Beleever And as Christ cannot nor shall never be changed into any other forme then now Hee lives Rests and breaths in so shall it be with every heart who shall be truly centred upon God He shall never be changed into any other forme Rest or glory then he is in when he comes to be truly stated in his living everlasting Rest below which he is not to be looked upon either by himfelfe or others to be in any true substantiall Rest yea though this do worke much peace and joy in the heart of such a party to see the appearance of God in formes and administrations yet though a soule may delight here under some considerations yet to make this his Rest and habitation is to live in and upon Jonahs Gourd or as if the Children of Isr ael should have rested in the wildernesse when God did refresh them with Manna and so in the same have made their habitation short of the Land of Canaan for God appearing in the forme of a Cloude or Pillar of fire was not for this end that they might make their habitation there No more is the appearance of God in any Gospei forme but to be as that spirituall leading into a place where God shall appear in more fuller glory and shall no more change his
from sin which formerly hath both dishonoured God dishonoured Truth and taken away his peace Now sometimes when this comes to be subdued and the soul delivered from the same he Rests upon it and concludes from it great cause of safety and security and as an infallible Testimony of Gods love and here he makes his center when indeed the heart cannot have true Rest in any deliverances wrought for it by God but must be carried up above the same into the Deliverer who is God so as in inwards so in outwards bee it of what nature or quallity soever yet many after the receipt hereof wax the more secure make a God of their deliverances ct so Rest upon them with which though they were in love yet they are not given for that end no more then God delivering the Children of Israel at the Red Sea should afterwards be a stop unto them and a center for them before they came into the land of Promise Or that deliverance of Daniel or of the Three Children or of Jonah none of these were to be a cause either of Security or Center but to be rather accompanied by God to put their spirits out of themselves after him who was to be a Rest unto them and a Deliverer of them so that the common or speciall deliverances of God in these cases are abused and the end thereof dealt deceitfully with and they are made that which God did not appoint them to be viz. Rests and that which satisfies the creature with the receipt thereof yet in the second place I doe not deny this to be one of Gods dispensations and the way he deales with spirits both to discover themselves with the vanity and misery attending the same where mans heart is made a heart of misery preparing for mercy this being the way to Rest and peace happinesse and glory when God comes in the first place to free the soule from this his deliverance though it be of God still as the other is the way to happinesse so his deliverance the way to rest that is the way to make the heart enter into it and be centred in it For though the Rest in this deliverance be discovered yet it may be long before such a heart do enter into it as David saith plainly return unto thy Rest O my soule for the Lord hath delt bountifully with thee Now though God may have dealt bountifully with a soule yet that soule may not be returned nor centred in his true and proper Rest though it be in a further worke then deliverance inward or outward So that in the first place many hearts it may be have been in deep distresse of Spirit in the pit where no water is and now are it may be in such a condition as they are at great freedome and live in much joy yet such a heart it may be freed in his own sense and yet intended by God to be brought into his former bondage and misery because his wound is falsly cured and having not been willing to waite Gods time is faln thereby into carnall and unsafe security therefore soules had need beware of false deliverances 2. Satan that Spirit of deceit may drive on his design in this particular to have a soul delivered by deceit seeing before he could not prevent the cause of the sense of his misery seeing he could not prevent that he labours to deceive the Creature by proposing and working deliverance for it before God deliver it the heart being willing to imbrace and to have deliverance before his time 3. If this be not but that God goes forwards to make such a heart a heart of misery and so prepare it for mercy and worke admirable diliverances for it both within and without yet notwithstanding it is not sufficient the soule Rest here but such a heart is to wait for a higher dispensation of God this being Gods leading way thereto The seventeenth and last false Rest THE next and last Rest which wee shall speake of is by some waited for and by others pretended to be received to wit The extraordinary Gifts of the Spirit whereby both worship without and God within is confirmed and in their apprehension sealed up for truth Now for my own part I look upon both either in the condition of waiting for it or in the pretence of the receiving of it to be un-sound or an un-safe principle 1. In a waiting way there are who are waiting to have the Spirit powred down in such a manner as they shall be able to doe miracles and visibly to cast out devils But I thinke this is a meere mistake for those casting out of devils and visible powers given to the Apostles and Saints was given only as a dispensation of God in that administration the Apostles lived in and not to be any dispensation intended to be given to any other after that administration was confirmed and setled 2. Those visible powers were given them for the confirmation of the Gospel in a visible forme to sâ—ale the truth of that forme of words which was to be left unto all ages Now if we had new Scriptures to write and a new Gospel to declare then I confesse for the establishment of the same it would be necessary to have the same confirmed by visible miracles and powers But 3. It was given to be a figure of the glorious manner of the workings of God in the soule and the casting out of devils and curing sick opening eyes and the like Isa 26. 12. Phil. 2. 13. these were to demonstrate unto us that as the coming of Christ in the form of flesh was attended with these signes and miracles so the coming of him in the Spirit should be attended with inward signes and miracles to wit internall and divine powers the casting out of the many devils within the opening of the eyes of the understanding and the curing the wounds of the soule Luke 24. 45. Eph. 1. 18. Isa 60. 1. Iohn 5. 25. the opening mans eares to hear the voice of Christ within to have a dead Lazarus soule raised up in the Spirit Now the Rest was but as figures though reall of what God did hold forth should accompany the second coming of Christ in the heart Mal. 3. 2. Mat. 25. 12 13. And if soules did waite for this their expectations should not be so much frustrated as it is in the other and shall be And as for the great miracles that shall be wrought must be within and felt by soules when Christ appears in the heart So that these externall powers shall be turned into these sayings The coming of Christ shall be with power and great glory Mat. 24. 30. Now men are deceived I feare who seeke for his coming in any carnall or fleshly way or that he will make that to be the powrings down of the Spirit to wit the casting out of devils c. But it shall be more spirituall and heavenly even the power of the Spirit
expectation frustrated he is now at a non-plus not knowing what to do So it is with a heart after God either hath given gifts or something below himself or for the which the creature hath been labouring all his dayes and at last having attained so much as now he Rests with the Church of Laodicea in a conceited happynesse When God comes to burne down this house the soule hath been all his dayes building though upon it may bee a false foundation he layes the Creature and his worke in the dust so as now the soul is stript naked of all his conceited holinesse or righteousnesse and happinesse uâ—on which fight the creature is wrought into an amazment and astonishment of spirit wondring what God is a doing with him In this said condition which works death and sorrow and the grave and nothing but discontentednesse before and a labouring to stand and not to part with the same untill he be forced to it by an unresistible power the soule before is crying what must I be stript naked of all What is all my praying fasting mourning and the like all taken from me so as now I have nothing to Rest upon Must I part with all Oh especially this creatures riches is hard to part with as it was with the young man who wanted all things in the want of one thing who notwithstanding had enough of the World and I feare too much of this wee are speaking of for he was nigh the Kingdome of heaven yet to part with all for a Christ Oh how loth hee was Oh this parting with all goes hard makes many sorrowfull either in respect of outward or inward riches It is most commonly this inward riches which is the life of most professors in our dayes until God unbottome them of their professions and forms and self-doings and fulnesse and the most that are destroyed in our Land I fear are in this particular when poor creatures are so glued to themselves or formes or their own righteousnesse and self-riches that indeed they live upon the same and make a life out of it and a God upon it and so dwell as though they were in heaven when indeed they are neither in the way to it nor possessed with it But if ever God appear either to them or in them God will unveile them so as indeed though they have been professors never so long and in the same are become rich in their own eyes and in the eyes of others yet I beleeve God will burne it up and bring them to a losse and make their high and lofty spirits lye in the dust as he hath done with many in their condition I look that the greatest losers in our dayes shall be the longest and tallest professors though in their losing it may for the future tend to their greatest game yea Englands professors shall ere long cry out of their inward losses more then their outward losses and they shall be stript more naked in matter of spirituals then ever they were of temporals though in the losse of both it may be accompanied with little freedome but rather unwillingness at present and repinings of spirit though at the last they may be delivered from their straits and be cloathed with the Sun and then shall trample the Moon under their feet I doe not speak of professors in reference to any particular faction but I speak of all under what denomination or title soever that are professing God before they be possessed with him who are storing up inward riches but not of the Spirit and Rest upon it as though it were of God which when God makes it manifest by the day according to that Scripture 1 Cor. 3. 3. c. it burnes and is consumed either because it was not of God or else because it was Rested upon below God So that now to be brought out of the Creature and all its own fulnesse or selfe actings are so contrary to it and so for the annihilating of it so that indeed man in and of himselfe wil oppose God stand out against this work of annihilation to have a Creature who before was rich in and of himselfe or from some administration of God below the enjoyment of God in the same and according to which and for the want of which the Creature makes his habitation below Heaven though he lives as an Angell yet as miserable as any devil in reference to his want of God in a way of enjoyment it being thus with a poor heart that to part with his false Rest is so hard and difficult How then comes the soul to see them to be false in reference to his Resting upon them though they may be true as they are an administration of God I say how comes the soule to see them to be false and so either willing to have them either dissolved if they be administrations of God or burned and consumed if they be of the Creature In answer to this we will say both waies in Scripture and experience And First God makes them known to the Creature and him willing at last to part with them by discovering unto him the emptinesse of these dispensations wherin he is made to see the non-satisfaction and un-safenesse thereof if continued in by the Creature as thus either by discovering unto a soule the want of his presence in it wherein it appears to be truly empty or else by frustrating the Creatures expectation in the not enjoying that from these things but in conceit which it did expect to finde in them and receive from them and herein God hedges up the soules wayes with thornes so that now it cannot finde that comfort and refreshment in those things which formerly it Rested upon and drew comfort from now God making them empty and vain to the heart it is forced to cry out as Solomon of the vanity thereof and to say with them in the 24. of Isa 16. verse Our leannesse our leannesse so as now he is made willing to submit to the burnings up of his expectation by seeing the vanity of his conceptions in them Secondly By representing to the understanding a more excellent Rest and center for his spirit both sure and safe this begets a breathing after the enjoyment of that Rest which it is made to see without it not as yet enjoyed by it Isa 11. 10. 13. 16. 28. 8. this same makes the soule willing to forgoe the one that he may enjoy the other For as Canaan was discovered to the Children of Israel to be more excellent and glorious then that place of Aegypt was wherein they were in bondage which made them at their departure from it to be willing to part with the Garlick and flesh-pots so it is with a soule in this case the more the glorious Rest of Christ is represented to any soule the more it doth discover false Rests and the more it doth unbottome every Creature thereof Thirdly They are discovered too and un-bottomed off
speak of was Christ Secondly we see the place where it centers before it is made manifest and that is laid open to be in the Father Thirdly the way whereby they knew it and also to be theirs was twofold First by the manifestation of it Secondly by opening the eyes of a souls understanâ—â—ng whereby they come to see that life which now to them is made manifest further he is the life of Saints spiritually considered Coloss 3. 3. 4. here he saith when Christ our life shall appear then shall we also appear with him in glory So that he is here Saints life called and more fuller experienced in every heart who hath found him fully made manifest within their spirits againe he is life of Saints as he becomes the spirituall resurrection of Saints for before ever God bring any Creature into the enjoyment of himself he brings the Creature into a spirituall death not in the body but in the spirit and being layd in the grave aloâ—â— Christ as he is the spirituall life of Saints must be their resurrection I meane the resurrection of their spirits from this spiritual death as he is a dispensation of life and therefore it is written Joh. 11. 25. I am the resurrection and the life he that beleeveth in me though he were dead yet shall he live So that Christ as he is to become the spirituall life of Saints proves an inward resurrection to them in the manifestation of this their life which indeed Paul did experience when he spake these words Gal 2. 20. I am crucified with Christ neverthelesse I live yet not I but Christ liveth in me So that though Paul had been buried into Christs death yet notwithstanding when Christ came to be manifested to him then he proved a resurrection of life in him and by this life was Paul madâ—â—◠〈◊〉 for untill Christ our life comes to be manifest we lye dead voyd of any spiritual life or motion in us and this was figured out in the matter of Lazarus death when Christ came he found him dead and buried voyd of life or motion wherein at last the very breath of Christ breathed out in way of voice Lazarus come forth raised him up and gave life unto him Ioh. 11. 43 44. Two things are here spiritually holden forth First a spirituall death of Creatures when Christ comes to breath upon them the breath of life Secondly by his thus comming speaking and breathing occasions life because his words are spirit and life thus spoken So that it is said The hour is comming and now is when the dead shall hear the voyce of the Son of God and they that hear shall live Now in all this is held forth unto us The spirituall resurrection of all Saints by Iesus Christ coming in the spirit into them so that though this particular be the least looked after yet it is of the highest concernment and not that which most men doat of so much after death So that if we look upon our spirituall resurrection we shall see that the coming of Christ in the Spirit is a manifestation of Spirituall life which proves a spirituall life which proves a spirituall resurrection in such Creatures and in time their Rest and Center Now he being the life of Saints Then first we may observe That Saints life is Iesus Christ Though before they are making out of their own actings according to the law of works do this and live yet now they see that life is destroyed and the cause of all actions to God flowes from this life principled in them and though they are making a life out of enlargement or holinesse in conversation yet this is a life above it unbottoming the creature off from it and centring the Creature in a stable and solid life Secondly the Saints live because Christ lives in them for though before their livâ—â—â—re hid with God yet they were not to live in 〈◊〉 â—o themselves with joy and peace untill it 〈◊〉 manifest from God in them so that they are made to live from the manifestation of life in them whereby they come to know it and so to be made to live by it for ever Cast a Saint into any condition he lives very sweetly because he lives by the life of Christ in him yea he lives sweetly with contenâ—ednesse because Christ lives in him So now to summe up this Christ as he is a spirituall dispensation of God in the Spirit is a Spiritual life by vertue of which life in Saints are Saints swallowed up with it and so centred up in it So that the center or rest of a Saint is eternall and everlasting which is Christ the spirituall life of God in us by which life the Creature doth not only live to but live to do This life is the motion of his spirit so as by this life he doth not onely live but lives to it so that the creatures spirits are wholly set apart to live to God This life is the living in the Spirit and not in the flesh hereby comes the life of Saints to be a life of love and a life of God because they are not at Rest from all their own labors and now all things are acted in them by that Spirit of life which is Christ dwelling in them now Saints wholly live to God by the life of God in them and thus are Saints centred up in God or Christ because their spirits are carried up above the creature into life which is Christ in them becoming spirituall and eternall life to them Fifthly This spirituall Christ as he comes from God and is manifested by God and so known by us and become Rest to us he is spirituall redemption and deliverance Now to looke upon Christ in the Spirit he cannot be manifested but he becomes a spirituall Jesus that is a Saviour of spirits for he was not a Jesus as he was in the flesh but he was a Jesus as he was to come in the Spirit for the flesh could not doe it Yet it was a figure of that spiritual salvation and liberty which Christ is in the hearts of Saints For indeed Jesus Christ is salvation it self and where he in power and glory there is salvation that is he is a Saviour or a deliverer of the creature out of that spiritual slavery and bondage in which he lives So as he is become freedome and redemption to the heart and therefore he is said to be made unto us Wisdom and righteousnesse and sanctification and redemption that is he is manifest in us and so is become a spirituall redemption to us freeing us spiritually from our inward bondage and slavery both that bondage of self and Sathan whereby we are made to live in spiritual freedome and all this freedome and deliverance is Christ in the spirit as he is a spirituall dispensation designed of God for the same purpose though many souls do work out their own salvation by their doing whose salvation is false others having