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we_o victory_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o first_o day_n sin_n make_v i_o ashamed_a to_o speak_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n but_o my_o saviour_n encourage_v i_o to_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o under_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o merit_n do_v i_o appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n and_o in_o his_o name_n do_v i_o present_v myself_o and_o my_o supplication_n to_o thy_o majesty_n o_o lord_n do_v thou_o not_o number_v my_o step_n if_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o this_o one_o day_n do_v so_o dash_v and_o confound_v i_o what_o fear_n may_v arise_v in_o my_o soul_n through_o the_o memory_n of_o sin_n commit_v my_o whole_a life-time_n i_o do_v confess_v o_o lord_n my_o whole_a life_n have_v be_v a_o wander_a from_o thou_o and_o all_o my_o day_n i_o have_v be_v do_v nothing_o but_o make_v up_o a_o dâ—ttâ—y_n against_o myself_o thou_o need_v not_o o_o lord_n to_o lead_v any_o process_n against_o i_o for_o my_o conviction_n the_o conscience_n may_v both_o accuse_v witness_n and_o condemn_v o_o lord_n all_o my_o life_n have_v be_v either_o sinful_a or_o unfruitful_a if_o i_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o seem_v good_a it_o be_v either_o counterfeit_n or_o corrupt_v or_o some_o way_n unperfite_a the_o dung_n of_o all_o my_o sacrifice_n just_o may_v thou_o cast_v upon_o my_o face_n i_o have_v rather_o seem_v nor_o true_o be_v religious_a therefore_o do_v i_o seek_v salvation_n without_o myself_o 3.17_o mat._n 3.17_o i_o seek_v it_o in_o he_o in_o who_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v israel_n stinge_v with_o fiery_a serpent_n 6._o numb_a 21_o 6._o be_v heal_v by_o look_v to_o the_o
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be_v with_o thou_o what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v beneath_o and_o final_o as_o thou_o lead_v thy_o servant_n moses_n unto_o mount_n pisga_n and_o do_v let_v he_o see_v canaan_n a_o far_o off_o 1_o deut._n 34._o 1_o let_v my_o soul_n delight_n to_o walk_v upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o heavenly_a meditation_n look_v a_o far_o off_o to_o that_o heavenly_a canaan_n while_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thou_o bring_v i_o through_o the_o water_n of_o jordan_n even_o through_o death_n itself_o and_o enter_v i_o into_o that_o rest_n now_o to_o my_o bless_a lord_n the_o purchaser_n of_o this_o rest_n with_o the_o father_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n appoint_v the_o same_o &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n who_o daily_a confirm_v i_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o 1.13_o 3_o eph._n 1.13_o amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n o_o lord_n let_v that_o same_o spirit_n which_o indyte_v thy_o holy_a word_n whereby_o thou_o speak_v to_o my_o soul_n indyte_n my_o 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the_o heart_n to_o a_o holy_a obedience_n to_o thou_o and_o make_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o action_n direct_o to_o tend_v to_o thy_o glory_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o i_o have_v enjoy_v sensible_o this_o light_n but_o ever_o after_o humiliation_n and_o fervent_a prayer_n i_o be_o become_v cold_a in_o prayer_n i_o seek_v thou_o not_o with_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o this_o make_v my_o feelling_n not_o so_o frequent_a lord_n stir_v up_o my_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v thou_o continual_o with_o that_o holy_a zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o become_v i_o indeed_o o_o lord_n these_o desertion_n be_v â—earefull_a and_o terrible_a to_o fall_v unto_o thy_o child_n true_o i_o be_o most_o certain_a that_o great_a deadness_n darkness_n and_o senselessness_n can_v not_o fall_v unto_o a_o reprobat_fw-la if_o the_o memory_n of_o by_o past_a experience_n do_v not_o comfort_v i_o these_o fearful_a desertion_n will_v make_v i_o faint_a &_o 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absence_n from_o thou_o albeit_o the_o body_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n 3.20_o phil._n 3.20_o let_v my_o conversation_n ever_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v i_o grace_n this_o night_n to_o examine_v my_o heart_n upon_o my_o bed_n teach_v thou_o my_o reins_n in_o the_o night_n 4.4_o psal_n 4.4_o let_v i_o lie_v down_o in_o thy_o peace_n and_o rest_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o protection_n 4.9_o psal_n 4.9_o let_v my_o bed_n remember_v i_o of_o the_o grave_n and_o my_o rise_n again_o of_o the_o last_o resurrection_n make_v â—ee_n always_o watchful_a and_o suffer_v not_o oil_n to_o be_v inlack_v to_o my_o lamp_n 25.8_o mat._n 25.8_o when_o my_o lord_n shall_v come_v grant_v i_o may_v meet_v h_z m_z with_o joy_n &_o ever_o be_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n who_o my_o soul_n hatâ—_n seek_v on_o earth_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n if_o i_o have_v eye_n to_o see_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o time_n wherein_o i_o do_v live_v i_o can_v take_v up_o 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all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
my_o love_n and_o my_o light_n learn_v i_o to_o forget_v those_o thing_n that_o be_v behind_o i_o 3.13_o phi._n 3.13_o and_o follow_v hard_a towards_o the_o mark_n o_o lord_n open_v thy_o own_o treasure_n and_o send_v down_o of_o thy_o spiritual_a grace_n let_v i_o find_v a_o lift_n up_o virtue_n in_o thy_o spirit_n continual_o raise_v up_o my_o spirit_n speak_v peaceable_a thing_n to_o my_o soul_n this_o morning_n that_o all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o apply_v the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o mercy_n make_v in_o thy_o worde_n hedge_n i_o so_o about_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o my_o secreet_a corruption_n break_v not_o out_o let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o move_n towards_o thou_o 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o draw_v i_o every_o day_n somewhat_o near_o to_o thyself_o and_o deface_v the_o image_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o that_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o o_o lord_n a_o bulwark_n to_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o violent_a spait_n of_o the_o corruption_n of_o this_o time_n dryve_v i_o not_o away_o save_v i_o that_o i_o communicate_v not_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o man_n 5.22_o 1._o tim._n 5.22_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o own_o sin_n as_o this_o body_n of_o clay_n wear_v and_o waste_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o sin_n may_v wear_v and_o waste_v in_o i_o bring_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o grace_n to_o perfection_n and_o lead_v i_o from_o faith_n 1.17_o rom._n 1.17_o to_o faith_n and_o from_o feeling_n to_o feeel_v 13.12_o 1._o cor._n 13.12_o until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feell_v into_o a_o endless_a fellowship_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n with_o my_o bless_a head_n and_o husband_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o time_n wherein_o i_o be_v acquaint_v with_o thy_o majesty_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o send_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n 2.12_o 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as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a 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that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o 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shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a call_n although_o i_o be_v no_o way_n distract_v but_o all_o time_n give_v myself_o to_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditation_n it_o be_v little_a enough_o for_o the_o entertain_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o soul_n but_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v a_o double_a burden_n upon_o i_o so_o double_a thy_o spirit_n upon_o i_o that_o even_o while_o i_o be_o do_v the_o point_n of_o my_o earthly_a call_n my_o spirit_n may_v be_v above_o lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o predominant_a sin_n let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o my_o affection_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o strive_v against_o every_o sinful_a motion_n and_o as_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v now_o cover_v all_o thing_n here_o beneath_o with_o darkness_n so_o cover_v my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v not_o see_v again_o let_v never_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o as_o it_o have_v be_v neither_o be_v thou_o so_o long_o absent_a from_o my_o soul_n esay_n esay_n write_v my_o name_n upon_o the_o palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
esteem_v all_o thing_n dung_n in_o respect_n of_o he_o let_v i_o feel_v sensible_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o root_v 2.20_o eph._n 2.20_o and_o build_v in_o he_o let_v virtue_n proceed_v from_o he_o to_o heal_v my_o disease_a soul_n in_o he_o lord_n be_v well_o please_v with_o i_o thy_o weak_a servant_n furnish_v i_o with_o grace_n to_o do_v every_o point_n of_o thy_o worship_n with_o some_o piece_n of_o good_a conscience_n that_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o i_o nor_o deny_v i_o not_o to_o be_v thou_o but_o may_v call_v upon_o i_o say_v come_v faithful_a servant_n 25.21_o mat._n 25.21_o enter_v into_o thy_o master_n rest_n unto_o the_o which_o rest_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n bring_v this_o poor_a soul_n of_o i_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o his_o benefit_n bestow_v upon_o i_o a_o sinful_a worm_n 116.12_o psal_n 116.12_o i_o have_v 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day_n it_o have_v please_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o separate_v this_o day_n from_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n for_o thy_o only_a worship_n lord_z in_o like_a manner_n separate_v i_o from_o my_o corruption_n and_o in_o some_o measure_n sanctify_v i_o this_o day_n to_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o may_v dedicate_v the_o same_o whole_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o not_o only_o cease_v from_o meddle_v with_o my_o worldly_a business_n but_o i_o may_v cease_v from_o sin_n and_o have_v all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n lift_v upward_o o_o lord_n warm_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o inslame_v my_o affection_n with_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o glory_n oh_o lord_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n 120.5_o psal_n 120.5_o when_o shall_v this_o wearisome_a pilgrimage_n be_v end_v when_o shall_v that_o bless_a jubilee_n come_v when_o all_o thy_o saint_n shall_v be_v set_v at_o liberty_n and_o we_o to_o enjoy_v perfect_a rest_n with_o thou_o for_o ever_o here_o i_o be_o oppress_v with_o fear_n doubtinge_n deadness_n of_o spirit_n blindness_n of_o mind_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n sweet_a christ_n jesus_n leave_v i_o not_o in_o this_o place_n of_o my_o banishment_n for_o thou_o be_v light_a and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o darkness_n 8.12_o john_n 8.12_o thou_o be_v life_n and_o without_o thou_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o present_a death_n thou_o be_v the_o way_n and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o the_o broad_a way_n go_v thou_o before_o i_o my_o dear_a saviour_n then_o shall_v i_o cheerefulie_o follow_v thou_o let_v i_o see_v the_o way_n i_o shall_v walk_v into_o and_o lead_v i_o into_o that_o way_n make_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a and_o now_o o_o lord_n since_o i_o be_o to_o go_v to_o thy_o house_n to_o hear_v thy_o will_n out_o of_o thy_o word_n be_v thou_o my_o convoy_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o take_v heed_n to_o my_o foot_n 5.1_o eccl._n 4_o 5.1_o when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n grant_v i_o may_v watch_v so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n and_o mind_n that_o i_o be_v not_o wander_v in_o time_n of_o thy_o worship_n make_v thy_o word_n comfortable_a unto_o my_o soul_n yea_o let_v it_o be_v sweet_a to_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n that_o i_o may_v return_v from_o thy_o service_n with_o a_o mind_n more_o illuminate_v and_o heart_n by_o grace_n better_o establish_v and_o affection_n better_o inform_v and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o great_a measure_n sanctify_v final_o so_o rule_v i_o by_o thy_o good_a spirit_n this_o day_n that_o no_o part_n of_o it_o be_v steal_v away_o from_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o i_o may_v spend_v it_o so_o regiouslie_o that_o when_o the_o evening_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v reap_v the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n the_o which_o peace_n be_v to_o i_o a_o arle_n penny_n of_o that_o endless_a peace_n i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o seven_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n although_o thy_o majesty_n know_v it_o be_v my_o purpose_n in_o the_o morning_n to_o have_v spend_v this_o whole_o day_n in_o thy_o service_n yet_o i_o have_v steal_v a_o part_n of_o it_o from_o thou_o my_o mind_n have_v go_v a_o whore_v after_o other_o vanity_n no_o i_o dare_v not_o but_o confess_v that_o even_o in_o the_o very_a hour_n of_o preach_v and_o prayer_n my_o heart_n have_v wander_v from_o thou_o oh_o lord_n it_o be_v easy_a to_o promise_v obedience_n but_o not_o so_o easy_a to_o perform_v i_o perceive_v by_o doolefull_a experience_n that_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o such_o inconstancy_n that_o i_o can_v not_o keep_v it_o in_o the_o state_n with_o thy_o majesty_n no_o not_o the_o space_n of_o one_o day_n no_o lord_n not_o one_o hour_n yea_o scarce_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n i_o resolve_v well_o 7.18_o rom._n 7.18_o but_o practise_v nothing_o my_o desire_n be_v ever_o to_o walk_v with_o thou_o but_o alace_o every_o moment_n i_o wander_v from_o thou_o many_o be_v the_o change_n whereunto_o i_o be_o subject_a sometime_o i_o find_v the_o spirit-slightering_a upward_o incontinent_a draw_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n sometime_o delight_v to_o talk_v with_o god_n at_o other_o time_n weary_v of_o spiritual_a exercise_n sometime_o marveilouslie_o enlighten_v with_o a_o great_a light_n at_o other_o time_n plight_v with_o a_o palpable_a darkness_n 1._o â—_o pet._n 1._o sometime_o rejoice_v with_o
2.22_o 24._o all_o which_o be_v fasten_v on_o his_o shoulder_n and_o he_o do_v bear_v they_o who_o never_o displease_v god_n nor_o offend_a man_n and_o of_o who_o his_o very_a enemy_n do_v confess_v he_o have_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o yet_o do_v the_o lord_n break_v he_o and_o make_v he_o subject_a to_o infirmity_n 53.10_o esay_n 53.10_o and_o lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o what_o grief_n think_v thou_o be_v he_o in_o when_o he_o sweat_v so_o powerful_o and_o pray_v so_o ferventlie_o no_o doubt_n he_o feel_v the_o unsupportable_a weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o the_o fierce_a wrath_n of_o god_n against_o it_o 2.8_o rom._n 2.8_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o righteous_a god_n require_v due_a punishment_n for_o it_o 1.10_o 1._o thess_n 1.10_o the_o kill_a power_n of_o the_o law_n 5.12_o rom._n 5.12_o pronunce_v condemnation_n to_o it_o the_o strong_a force_n of_o death_n 7.11_o rom._n 7.11_o the_o stipend_n and_o reward_n addebt_v to_o it_o the_o tyranny_n of_o satan_n 8.34_o john_n 8.34_o insult_v on_o thou_o for_o it_o the_o infinite_a and_o eternal_a torment_n of_o hell_n 2.19_o 1._o pet._n 2.19_o just_a desert_n to_o it_o which_o no_o tongue_n can_v express_v 13.42_o 1._o pet._n 3.19_o mat._n 24.41_o mat._n 13.42_o nor_o heart_n conceive_v where_o the_o worm_n die_v not_o and_o the_o fire_n not_o quench_v where_o there_o be_v weep_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n this_o i_o say_v make_v thy_o sweet_a saviour_n in_o anguish_n of_o spirit_n so_o to_o bemoan_v himself_o 3.16_o john_n 3.16_o yet_o to_o show_v that_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n that_o be_v give_v his_o only_a beget_v son_n for_o it_o and_o that_o be_v come_v hither_o to_o save_v sinner_n 12.47_o joh._n 12.47_o for_o who_o he_o be_v content_v to_o die_v he_o yield_v his_o will_n to_o god_n say_v nevertheless_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v the_o third_z step_n to_o ascend_v by_o thirdlie_o this_o do_v aggravate_v his_o misery_n that_o he_o be_v betray_v by_o his_o familiar_a friend_n who_o he_o trust_v 44.9_o psal_n 44.9_o which_o do_v eat_v of_o his_o bread_n his_o own_o purse-master_n 13.12_o john_n 13.12_o who_o foot_n he_o have_v wash_v and_o that_o with_o a_o kiss_n speak_v as_o the_o custom_n of_o this_o world_n be_v peaceable_o with_o his_o mouth_n 9.8_o jer._n 9.8_o but_o in_o his_o heart_n be_v lay_v wait_v for_o his_o neighbour_n 28.3_o psal_n 28.3_o be_v thou_o not_o draw_v away_o poor_a soul_n with_o the_o wicked_a 120.2_o psal_n 120.2_o and_o with_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n which_o speak_v friendly_a to_o their_o neighbour_n 17.18_o psal_n 105._o 17.18_o when_o malice_n be_v in_o their_o heart_n deliver_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o lie_a lip_n and_o from_o a_o deceitful_a tongue_n so_o do_v joab_n kill_v amasa_n 16.20_o 2._o sam._n 20.4_o judg._n 16.20_o and_o cain_n slay_v abel_n samson_n be_v betray_v by_o philistimes_fw-la so_o joseph_n be_v sell_v for_o a_o slave_n they_o hold_v his_o foot_n in_o stock_n until_o his_o appoint_a time_n come_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v try_v he_o hypocritical_a be_v thy_o salutation_n o_o son_n of_o perdition_n say_v thou_o haile_o master_n thy_o master_n judas_n who_o thou_o be_v bind_v to_o defend_v but_o what_o will_v not_o the_o hungry_a desire_n of_o money_n do_v by_o it_o he_o lose_v christ_n 3.5_o col._n 3.5_o he_o lose_v his_o soul_n he_o lose_v heaven_n 3.36_o john_n 3.36_o and_o damn_a himself_o the_o traitor_n have_v a_o fit_a end_n he_o hang_v himself_o but_o that_o be_v not_o all_o he_o hang_v in_o hell_n perpetuallie_o for_o it_o 9.6_o 2._o thess_n 1.6.7_o judg._n 1.7_o gen._n 9.6_o as_o he_o deserve_v so_o be_v he_o serve_v for_o blood_n will_v have_v blood_n for_o have_v he_o repent_v true_o he_o have_v not_o put_v hand_n in_o himself_o the_o word_n be_v in_o his_o mouth_n but_o the_o thing_n be_v not_o in_o his_o heart_n such_o be_v the_o force_n of_o conscience_n set_v before_o he_o the_o heinousness_n of_o his_o fact_n the_o grievousnes_n of_o god_n wrath_n judgement_n without_o mercy_n and_o hell_n fire_n without_o redemption_n for_o a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v a_o witness_n a_o summonder_n a_o judge_n a_o tormenter_n a_o prison_n of_o sinner_n what_o thing_n more_o grievous_a than_o day_n and_o night_n to_o carry_v about_o such_o a_o one_o a_o man_n may_v avoid_v all_o thing_n but_o his_o own_o heart_n for_o whither_o soever_o he_o go_v it_o go_v with_o he_o either_o to_o accuse_v or_o excuse_v 2.15_o rom._n 2.15_o the_o testimony_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n be_v a_o continual_a feast_n which_o make_v a_o man_n always_o merry_a 19_o 1._o tim._n 1_o 19_o the_o put_v away_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n make_v shipwreck_a of_o faith_n endeavour_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o have_v a_o clear_a conscience_n towards_o god_n and_o towards_o man_n for_o if_o thy_o heart_n condemn_v thou_o god_n be_v great_a than_o thy_o heart_n and_o know_v all_o thing_n but_o if_o thy_o heart_n condemn_v thou_o not_o than_o have_v thou_o boldness_n towards_o he_o and_o whatsoever_o thou_o seek_v in_o faith_n shall_v thou_o receive_v from_o he_o a_o sick_a conscience_n can_v no_o physician_n in_o the_o world_n cure_n but_o that_o heavenly_a physician_n jesus_n 6.10_o 1._o tim._n 6.10_o thou_o see_v the_o desire_n of_o money_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o mischief_n they_o who_o be_v poison_v therewith_o do_v err_v from_o the_o faith_n 27.20_o pro._n 27.20_o these_o pierce_v themselves_o through_o with_o many_o sorrow_n they_o fall_v into_o tentation_n into_o snare_n into_o many_o foolish_a and_o noisome_a lust_n which_o drown_v man_n in_o perdition_n and_o destruction_n which_o be_v too_o evident_a in_o this_o miserable_a creature_n judas_n but_o thou_o my_o soul_n fly_v thou_o those_o thing_n 6.11.12_o tim._n 6.11.12_o and_o follow_v after_o righteousness_n godliness_n faith_n love_n patience_n meekness_n lay_v hold_n on_o eternal_a life_n whereunto_o thou_o be_v call_v thus_o there_o be_v no_o grief_n to_o that_o of_o thy_o mind_n no_o loss_n to_o that_o of_o life_n no_o fear_n to_o that_o of_o destruction_n so_o there_o be_v no_o enemy_n to_o a_o covetous_a and_o a_o dissemble_a friend_n no_o treachery_n to_o that_o which_o one_o of_o a_o man_n own_o may_v practice_v judas_n be_v among_o the_o apostle_n by_o external_a vocation_n but_o not_o of_o they_o by_o inward_a sanctification_n as_o christ_n often_o foretell_v they_o that_o twelve_o he_o have_v choose_v 6.70_o john_n 6.70_o and_o one_o of_o they_o be_v a_o devil_n where_o the_o lord_n mercy_n be_v evident_a and_o thy_o prodigious_a malice_n manifest_a neither_o do_v the_o faith_n and_o firmitie_n of_o the_o apostle_n fall_v by_o reason_n of_o this_o traitor_n defection_n for_o what_o though_o some_o do_v not_o believe_v 3.3.4_o rom._n 3.3.4_o shall_v their_o unbelief_n make_v the_o promise_n of_o god_n without_o effect_n god_n forbid_v let_v god_n be_v true_a and_o all_o man_n lyear_n he_o depart_v from_o christ_n the_o rest_n do_v abide_v unto_o the_o end_n they_o that_o continue_v 23.28_o luc._n 23.28_o shall_v be_v save_v he_o go_v to_o the_o chief_a priest_n he_o may_v have_v know_v 1.1_o psal_n 1.1_o that_o bless_v be_v the_o man_n that_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o jacob_n in_o the_o spirit_n of_o pprophecy_n see_v this_o tragedy_n and_o abhor_v the_o actor_n simeon_n and_o levi_n 49.5.6_o gen._n 49.5.6_o brethren_n in_o evil_a the_o instrument_n of_o cruelty_n be_v in_o their_o habitation_n unto_o their_o secret_n let_v not_o my_o soul_n come_v my_o glory_n be_v not_o thou_o join_v with_o their_o assembly_n for_o in_o their_o wrath_n they_o slay_v the_o man_n christ_n and_o in_o their_o self-will_n they_o dig_v down_o a_o wall_n he_o go_v i_o say_v not_o call_v or_o send_v for_o or_o seduce_v by_o his_o lord_n enemy_n but_o willing_o offer_v himself_o the_o sin_n be_v more_o tolerable_a that_o have_v a_o precede_a cause_n adam_n be_v deceive_v by_o the_o serpent_n but_o the_o devil_n hatch_v and_o brotch_v these_o venomous_a contagion_n of_o himself_o and_o in_o himself_o no_o man_n motion_v this_o business_n to_o he_o he_o intrude_v himself_o separate_v himself_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n from_o his_o master_n it_o be_v good_a to_o have_v the_o heart_n establish_v by_o grace_n 13.9_o heb._n 13.9_o and_o always_o to_o cleave_v unto_o the_o lord_n he_o will_v recompense_v the_o loss_n he_o have_v by_o the_o pour_v out_o of_o mary_n box_n of_o ointment_n but_o he_o come_v short_a neither_o seek_v he_o a_o certain_a sum_n as_o to_o gain_v much_o by_o the_o bargain_n but_o as_o sell_v a_o vile_a slave_n or_o base_a thing_n refer_v the_o price_n to_o themselves_o what_o they_o will_v give_v
sin_v who_o breath_n be_v in_o their_o nose-thirles_a and_o who_o help_n be_v vain_a they_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o belong_v to_o they_o sure_o both_o they_o and_o their_o posterity_n feel_v the_o smart_n of_o that_o innocent_a blood_n which_o man_n though_o they_o know_v the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o that_o they_o which_o commit_v such_o thing_n be_v worthy_a of_o death_n yet_o not_o only_o do_v they_o sin_n 1.32_o rom._n 1.32_o but_o also_o favour_v they_o that_o do_v they_o for_o to_o sin_n by_o himself_o or_o by_o another_o be_v all_o one_o and_o he_o that_o consent_v be_v accessâ—â—ie_n to_o the_o fact_n but_o here_o be_v their_o great_a blindness_n that_o they_o do_v not_o revoke_v and_o retreat_v their_o sentence_n hear_v his_o innocence_n justie_a by_o the_o traitor_n confess_v in_o no_o way_n speak_v thou_o against_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n my_o soul_n but_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o lie_v of_o thy_o ignorance_n strive_v for_o the_o truth_n unto_o death_n 4.25.28_o eccl._n 4.25.28_o and_o defend_v justice_n for_o thy_o life_n and_o the_o lord_n god_n shall_v sight_n for_o thou_o against_o thy_o enemy_n but_o hard_a of_o all_o be_v that_o rough_a answer_n that_o judas_n receive_v they_o minister_v no_o comfort_n unto_o he_o but_o increase_v the_o flamme_n of_o despare_n that_o be_v kindle_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o the_o weak_a have_v you_o not_o strengthen_v 34.4_o ezek._n 34.4_o as_o he_o complain_v just_o of_o they_o the_o sick_a you_o have_v not_o heal_v neither_o have_v you_o bund_a up_o the_o break_a nor_o bring_v again_o that_o which_o be_v dryven_v away_o neither_o have_v you_o seek_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v but_o with_o cruelty_n &_o rigour_n have_v you_o rule_v they_o but_o the_o good_a sbepherd_n never_o rest_v but_o go_v after_o that_o which_o be_v lose_v while_o he_o find_v it_o 15.4.6_o luc._n 15.4.6_o and_o make_v his_o rejoice_v the_o compensation_n of_o his_o travel_n he_o do_v cast_v the_o money_n in_o the_o 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they_o be_v pierce_v by_o that_o unrighteous_a mammon_n whereby_o they_o be_v â—beacked_v and_o kill_v and_o what_o shall_v be_v think_v of_o those_o who_o provoke_v the_o single_a combat_n &_o think_v it_o a_o great_a indignity_n unless_o they_o kill_v not_o themselves_o or_o their_o neighbour_n lord_n grant_v every_o moment_n while_o we_o enjoy_v this_o life_n we_o may_v consecrate_v it_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o giver_n that_o we_o may_v be_v ready_a at_o all_o occasion_n to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o our_o time_n spend_v here_o that_o we_o may_v say_v with_o simeon_n now_o let_v thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n 2.29_o luâ—_n 2.29_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v my_o salvation_n then_o learn_v here_o my_o soul_n by_o this_o his_o desperation_n the_o nature_n of_o sin_n for_o before_o it_o be_v perfect_v it_o make_v man_n drink_v but_o be_v put_v in_o execution_n the_o pleasure_n be_v extinguish_v the_o conscience_n remain_v heavy_a than_o lead_n which_o unless_o the_o lord_n prevent_v may_v dryve_v thou_o to_o despair_n for_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n and_o delight_v thereof_o for_o a_o season_n make_v man_n so_o brutish_a that_o they_o can_v not_o decern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a yea_o cause_v they_o belevee_v they_o be_v most_o bless_v in_o great_a sin_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n resist_v the_o devil_n and_o he_o will_v flee_v from_o thou_o whilst_o thou_o do_v not_o resist_v the_o custom_n of_o sin_v it_o bring_v necessity_n upon_o thou_o for_o it_o harden_v the_o sense_n that_o they_o can_v clear_o see_v it_o blind_v the_o understanding_n lest_o punishment_n shall_v terrify_v it_o fetter_v the_o heart_n to_o make_v filthy_a thing_n pleasant_a it_o weaken_v the_o strength_n that_o be_v overcome_v they_o succumb_v the_o sickness_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v much_o more_o sensible_a than_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n there_o be_v no_o great_a dolour_n than_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o conscience_n for_o sin_n nor_o any_o great_a burden_n than_o the_o heavy_a weight_n of_o our_o vile_a transgression_n here_o satan_n be_v a_o great_a politician_n for_o he_o change_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n while_o he_o lessen_v our_o sin_n &_o extenuate_v they_o entice_v man_n to_o fall_v but_o when_o the_o deed_n be_v do_v like_o lighten_v he_o shine_v in_o man_n cast_v his_o sin_n sudden_o before_o he_o at_o the_o which_o thunderbolt_n he_o be_v benumb_v &_o stupefy_v feel_v the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o do_v so_o cast_v he_o down_o with_o this_o great_a stroke_n that_o he_o who_o before_o glory_v in_o sin_n now_o think_v himself_o seclude_v from_o mercy_n and_o salvation_n lord_n hide_v thy_o face_n from_o my_o sin_n 10.11_o psal_n 51.9_o 10.11_o and_o put_v away_o all_o my_o iniquity_n create_v in_o i_o â—_o clean_o heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thy_o presence_n and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o but_o diligent_o perpend_v peter_n and_o judas_n repentance_n by_o compare_v they_o together_o that_o thou_o may_v understand_v dear_a soul_n in_o what_o state_n their_o iniquity_n be_v commit_v their_o fall_n heavy_o wound_v their_o conscience_n doubtless_o for_o peter_n not_o only_o deny_v christ_n but_o bind_v himself_o to_o curse_n if_o he_o have_v know_v he_o which_o be_v a_o sin_n almost_o to_o death_n and_o the_o other_o judas_n do_v commit_v a_o heinous_a trespass_n worthy_a of_o everlasting_a condemnation_n but_o peter_n be_v of_o frailty_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o fear_v of_o death_n but_o judas_n be_v of_o set_a purpose_n and_o of_o destinate_a malice_n do_v attempt_v that_o detestable_a fact_n and_o peter_n again_o not_o in_o a_o cause_n of_o itself_o so_o much_o unblamable_a but_o of_o immoderate_a timeritie_n conjoin_v therewith_o and_o to_o judas_n desperate_a malice_n be_v a_o insatiable_a greediness_n annex_v but_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v the_o fountain_n of_o both_o their_o fall_n it_o concern_v we_o ever_o to_o pray_v the_o live_a god_n to_o give_v we_o ear_n to_o hear_v &_o to_o lay_v up_o in_o our_o heart_n his_o promise_n &_o threaten_n to_o strengthen_v we_o or_o beat_v down_o our_o pride_n &_o to_o say_v 50.5_o esay_n 50.5_o the_o lord_n have_v open_v my_o ear_n &_o i_o be_v not_o rebellious_a neither_o turn_v i_o back_o but_o as_o their_o fall_n be_v so_o be_v not_o their_o repentance_n both_o be_v apostle_n both_o have_v wound_n of_o conscience_n and_o fright_v with_o the_o sting_n thereof_o but_o judas_n give_v such_o place_n to_o the_o overburden_v strength_n thereof_o that_o he_o despared_a of_o god_n mercy_n but_o peter_n believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o reconciliation_n of_o our_o sin_n 2.3_o 1._o
now_o he_o must_v play_v the_o priest_n and_o suffer_v patient_o his_o death_n which_o he_o will_v not_o stay_v thou_o shall_v use_v poor_a soul_n the_o opportunity_n of_o the_o word_n very_o earnest_o while_o the_o rain_n thereof_o from_o heaven_n do_v water_n the_o dry_a and_o thirsty_a soul_n of_o man_n and_o whilst_o it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n let_v we_o not_o barden_v our_o heart_n the_o lord_n therefore_o will_v know_v the_o inventor_n of_o this_o accusation_n and_o in_o all_o the_o history_n will_v have_v every_o man_n part_n know_v in_o this_o action_n i_o be_o no_o jew_n say_v he_o cleanse_v himself_o thy_o own_o nation_n do_v accuse_v thou_o i_o count_v not_o for_o the_o messiah_n religion_n trouble_v i_o not_o so_o much_o the_o clergy_n and_o churchman_n must_v take_v heed_n thereto_o a_o livelie_a image_n of_o worldling_n who_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v more_o than_o curious_a but_o spiritual_a thing_n be_v spiritual_o decern_v for_o he_o inquire_v not_o what_o a_o king_n he_o be_v &_o where_o his_o kingdom_n be_v that_o he_o may_v have_v a_o part_n and_o shâ—re_o thereof_o but_o break_v off_o in_o a_o accusation_n of_o jesus_n if_o he_o be_v a_o king_n the_o natural_a man_n know_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spâ—rit_n of_o god_n 1.14_o 1._o cor._n 1.14_o for_o they_o be_v fâ—clishnâ—sse_n to_o he_o and_o therefore_o christ_n take_v the_o mouth_n of_o pilate_n to_o be_v witness_n that_o he_o be_v a_o king_n who_o albeit_o he_o be_v equal_a with_o the_o father_n 2.6_o phil._n 2.6_o and_o think_v it_o no_o robbery_n make_v himself_o of_o no_o reputation_n by_o take_v on_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n to_o his_o father_n to_o be_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n he_o will_v have_v hereby_o win_v pilate_n if_o it_o have_v be_v possible_a but_o he_o be_v interrupt_v for_o the_o word_n be_v ever_o a_o sweet_a odour_n to_o god_n 2.15_o 2._o cor._n 2.15_o either_o to_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n in_o mercy_n or_o justice._n with_o great_a constancy_n and_o gravity_n without_o respect_n of_o person_n do_v christ_n answer_v &_o so_o shall_v his_o servant_n defend_v god_n honour_n and_o not_o to_o turn_v their_o fail_n to_o every_o wind_n and_o therefore_o he_o do_v avouch_v his_o kingdom_n as_o anonynt_v of_o the_o father_n 2.6_o psal_n 2.6_o and_o sit_v upon_o mount_n zion_n his_o holy_a mountain_n 9.9_o zac._n 9.9_o who_o be_v just_a and_o save_v himself_o and_o his_o people_n from_o their_o sin_n 2.21_o mat._n 2.21_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n hosanna_n 21.9_o mat._n 21.9_o thou_o which_o be_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n who_o have_v give_v we_o to_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o we_o 25.34_o mat._n 25.34_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n and_o therefore_o weak_a soul_n why_o be_v thou_o affâ—aied_v be_v it_o of_o the_o devil_n he_o can_v not_o hurt_v one_o hair_n of_o tâ—iâ—e_a head_n 8.31.32_o mat._n 8.31.32_o without_o thy_o king_n will_n be_v thou_o trouble_v with_o sickness_n at_o his_o command_n they_o depart_v 1.31_o mar._n 1.31_o be_v enemy_n rise_v against_o thou_o he_o can_v crush_v with_o a_o sceptre_n of_o iron_n 2.9_o psal_n 2.9_o and_o break_v they_o in_o piece_n like_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v thou_o astonish_v at_o death_n 15.55_o 1._o cor._n 15.55_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n fear_v not_o therefore_o feeble_a soul_n for_o it_o please_v the_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o his_o kingdom_n 12.32_o luc._n 12.32_o who_o can_v therefore_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n be_v persuade_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o hight_v nor_o deep_a nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 38.39_o rom._n 8.35_o 38.39_o which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v all_o power_n in_o heaven_n â—7_n mat._n 11._o â—7_n and_o in_o earth_n his_o kingdom_n be_v not_o subject_a to_o change_v and_o vanity_n but_o eternal_a 3.35_o john_n 3.35_o and_o reach_v above_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o depth_n thereof_o 6.7_o jer._n 6.7_o therefore_o poor_a soul_n place_v thy_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n but_o alace_o as_o the_o fountain_n cast_v out_o her_o water_n so_o do_v we_o cast_v out_o our_o malice_n let_v the_o world_n be_v crucify_v to_o we_o and_o we_o to_o the_o world_n 6.14_o gal._n 6.14_o for_o if_o we_o be_v dead_a with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o live_v with_o he_o 2.11.22_o 2._o tim._n 2.11.22_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v reign_v with_o he_o if_o we_o be_v therefore_o trouble_v with_o the_o child_n of_o this_o world_n remember_v my_o soul_n his_o kingdom_n be_v not_o of_o this_o world_n 16.33_o john_n 16.33_o in_o the_o world_n thou_o shall_v suffer_v affliction_n but_o be_v of_o good_a comfort_n be_v have_v overcome_v the_o world_n this_o his_o kingdom_n be_v from_o sea_n to_o sea_n 72.8_o psal_n 72.8_o and_o to_o the_o last_o part_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o it_o be_v govern_v by_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n 2.8_o heb._n 2.8_o who_o in_o place_n of_o take_v tribute_n from_o his_o subject_n 24.47_o luc._n 24.47_o have_v carry_v upon_o he_o our_o sorrow_n plague_v of_o god_n 53.4_o esay_n 53.4_o and_o smite_v of_o god_n and_o humble_v who_o have_v give_v we_o eternal_a good_n as_o righteousness_n 14.17_o rom._n 14.17_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n be_v wise_a serve_v the_o lord_n in_o fear_n and_o rejoice_v in_o tremble_v 2.10.11.12_o psal_n 2.10.11.12_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a and_o thou_o perish_v in_o the_o way_n when_o his_o wrath_n shall_v sudden_o burn_v bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o i_o come_v in_o the_o world_n to_o witness_v the_o truth_n 14.6_o john_n 14.6_o who_o be_o the_o way_n verity_n and_o life_n to_o give_v 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