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or_o flesh_n life_n nor_o death_n i_o may_v manful_o pass_v through_o and_o contemn_v all_o thing_n for_o thy_o love_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o follow_v thy_o amiable_a chastytie_n of_o body_n and_o purytie_n of_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v vehement_o detest_v all_o unclennes_n and_o that_o i_o may_v contynual_o keep_v all_o my_o cogytation_n and_o my_o sense_n from_o all_o sin_n and_o occacyon_n thereof_o and_o from_o all_o inpuritie_n &_o cleve_v unto_o any_o creature_n ¶_o grant_v i_o the_o grace_n to_o follow_v also_o thy_o moost_n holy_a sobryetie_n whereby_o i_o may_v refrain_v and_o mortyfie_v all_o my_o sensy_n and_o power_n of_o my_o body_n from_o all_o inordinate_a delectation_n pleasure_n and_o superfluity_n and_o that_o i_o may_v use_v bare_a necessary_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o without_o any_o lust_n or_o pleasure_n inordynate_a in_o they_o ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_v also_o to_o follow_v thy_o moost_n bless_v voluntarye_a povertye_n which_o ledyth_v a_o man_n marvellous_a speedy_o unto_o god_n whereby_o i_o may_v by_o thy_o grace_n be_v make_v &_o remain_v so_o bare_a so_o poor_a in_o spirit_n &_o so_o lose_v from_o all_o love_n and_o delight_v in_o any_o creature_n &_o from_o cleve_v to_o thy_o ghostly_a gift_n inward_o and_o from_o all_o affection_n of_o temporal_a thing_n outward_o that_o i_o may_v use_v and_o take_v my_o very_a necessary_n with_o lothesomenes_n &_o pain_n &_o that_o i_o may_v never_o desire_v to_o possess_v any_o thing_n but_o that_o i_o bear_v and_o nakyd_v from_o all_o creature_n may_v fyxe_v my_o delight_n joy_n and_o full_a rest_n between_o thy_o blessyd_v bare_a arm_n be_v crucyfy_v thus_o with_o the_o and_o so_o to_o render_v and_o make_v amends_n with_o my_o verteus_fw-la life_n in_o some_o part_n that_o which_o with_o my_o former_a synful_a life_n i_o take_v from_o the_o
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or_o not_o so_o it_o be_v his_o pleasure_n and_o honour_n in_o like_o manner_n in_o our_o dede_n we_o seek_v oft_o time_n our_o commdytie_n before_o man_n we_o oftetime_o exchewe_v evil_a because_o we_o will_v be_v either_o praise_v honour_a either_o we_o will_v not_o be_v rebuke_v or_o punish_v some_o time_n we_o esteem_v our_o exercise_n and_o do_n streyte_v thus_o we_o fall_v into_o goostly_a pride_n or_o else_o we_o delight_v in_o our_o sweat_n thought_n and_o sencyble_a devotion_n or_o in_o our_o sweet_a tear_n and_o set_v so_o much_o by_o they_o that_o if_o we_o feel_v they_o not_o or_o if_o they_o be_v subtractid_v and_o be_v take_v from_o we_o than_o we_o wax_v dull_a heavye_a and_o sorry_a and_o undevoute_a and_o have_v no_o courage_n to_o go_v forward_o in_o good_a life_n thus_o we_o fall_v into_o goostly_a glottony_n or_o avaryce_n which_o be_v weary_a perylus_n a_o gaynste_n those_o great_a danger_n goostly_a we_o must_v study_v to_o do_v goostly_a and_o bodily_a for_o the_o pure_a and_o only_a love_n of_o god_n without_o all_o respect_n or_o regard_n of_o reward_n only_o because_o that_o the_o deed_n prayer_n or_o exercise_n do_v please_v god_n and_o because_o that_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o do_v all_o that_o i_o can_v with_o all_o the_o may_v and_o power_n of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n of_o very_o pure_a love_n to_o honour_n himself_o and_o to_o rest_n in_o he_o without_o scruple_n of_o bond_n or_o custom_n with_o a_o certain_a inclination_n of_o inward_a love_n as_o my_o hart_n be_v teach_v inward_o by_o god_n that_o such_o good_a dede_n and_o virtue_n shall_v please_v he_o and_o in_o no_o wise_n to_o seek_v any_o secret_a comfort_n commodytie_n or_o consolacyon_n of_o the_o spirit_n or_o soul_n but_o rather_o for_o god_n sake_n to_o desire_v all_o desolacyon_n adversytie_n and_o derelyction_n at_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n the_o second_o impedyment_n the_o second_o impediment_n be_v affection_n love_n and_o care_n of_o temporal_a and_o 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they_o will_v be_v evil_a content_v thes_n manner_n of_o parson_n be_v very_a proprietary_n before_o god_n for_o the_o poverty_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o the_o gospel_n teachyth_v consistyth_o pryncipal_o in_o this_o point_n that_o a_o man_n shall_v possess_v these_o transitorye_n thing_n that_o he_o shall_v remain_v lose_v from_o all_o love_n of_o they_o from_o all_o affection_n towards_o they_o &_o from_o all_o rest_n in_o they_o as_o though_o he_o have_v they_o not_o so_o that_o at_o the_o pleasure_n and_o will_n of_o his_o prelate_n he_o shall_v be_v ever_o ready_a to_o forgo_v they_o glad_o &_o will_v find_v in_o his_o whole_a hart_n without_o any_o gruge_n with_o quyetnes_n and_o gladness_n to_o forsake_v they_o utter_o and_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v take_v from_o he_o and_o that_o he_o do_v nether_a desire_n to_o have_v nor_o to_o hold_v they_o nether_a to_o forsake_v or_o geve_v they_o but_o only_o as_o it_o may_v moost_n please_v god_n for_o his_o moost_n honour_n and_o though_o carnal_a affection_n do_v gruge_n and_o murmur_n that_o make_v no_o great_a matter_n so_o he_o utter_o in_o his_o heart_n and_o will_n will_v be_v rid_v of_o such_o naughty_a gruge_n for_o in_o time_n by_o grace_n he_o shall_v over_o come_v it_o for_o his_o mind_n ought_v to_o be_v so_o free_a and_o nakyd_v from_o they_o that_o he_o may_v at_o all_o time_n offer_v up_o his_o heart_n free_o to_o god_n what_o ever_o chance_v or_o fortunyth_v to_o he_o without_o trouble_n at_o the_o jest_n in_o his_o will_n &_o inner_a desire_n he_o may_v be_v at_o quiet_a &_o rest_v he_o must_v therefore_o not_o only_o rid_v himself_o and_o do_v away_o the_o thing_n that_o he_o have_v superfluus_fw-la &_o unnecessary_a and_o all_o such_o as_o he_o have_v only_o for_o pleasure_n and_o curyositye_n but_o also_o in_o such_o thing_n as_o be_v very_o necessary_a he_o must_v take_v no_o delight_n nor_o pleasur_n at_o the_o least_o he_o must_v not_o rest_v in_o the_o pleasure_n which_o he_o fealyth_v in_o they_o you_o rather_o let_v he_o learn_v to_o be_v weary_a of_o such_o burden_n of_o necessity_n and_o be_v ever_o desirous_a of_o moost_n extreme_a povertye_n and_o barenes_n that_o he_o may_v be_v more_o conformable_a and_o like_a unto_o his_o master_n and_o saviour_n christ_n which_o hang_v all_o nakyd_n on_o the_o cross_n not_o only_o of_o frynde_n and_o of_o bodily_a comfort_n but_o also_o of_o all_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n full_a of_o bitter_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n ¶_o the_o third_o impedyment_n the_o third_o impediment_n be_v the_o unmortyfy_v sensualite_n by_o the_o which_o man_n be_v very_o ready_a to_o gad_n abroad_o in_o their_o affection_n &_o mind_n and_o turn_v themselves_o to_o the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_v that_o we_o have_v to_o see_v fair_a thing_n
unperfect_a fulfyllinge_a that_o which_o thou_o be_v bond_n to_o do_v by_o the_o order_n or_o state_n of_o thy_o life_n if_o god_n will_v judge_v accord_v unto_o his_o justice_n yea_o though_o thou_o have_v commyttyd_v nothing_o that_o be_v sininful_a deed_n but_o only_o in_o omission_n &_o unperfecte_v do_v thy_o true_a duty_n wherefore_o now_o while_o he_o abide_v the_o most_o merciful_o prevente_v his_o face_n in_o humble_a confession_n wash_v the_o bed_n of_o thy_o conscynce_n with_o tear_n every_o night_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o be_v to_o say_v lament_v every_o sin_n with_o tear_n that_o comyth_n to_o thy_o remembrance_n and_o humble_o desire_v thy_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v not_o enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o the_o his_o servant_n for_o there_o can_v no_o man_n that_o lyve_v be_v justify_v in_o his_o presence_n &_o sight_n at_o the_o least_o consider_v and_o way_n deep_o how_o unspekeable_o thou_o have_v offend_v in_o these_o two_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v love_v thy_o 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creature_n lyve_n that_o have_v do_v so_o great_a injury_n and_o dishonour_n or_o have_v show_v unto_o thou_o so_o great_a unkyndnes_n so_o great_a contempt_n as_o i_o have_v ¶_o o_o mercyful_a lord_n how_o oft_o have_v i_o provokyd_v thou_o with_o my_o mooste_o detestable_a sin_n and_o with_o my_o moost_n foul_a and_o filthy_a life_n unto_o the_o moost_n just_a and_o ryghteous_a dampnacyon_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o have_v provoke_v move_v and_o irritid_v thou_o which_o be_v most_o myghtyful_a mooste_o just_a dreadful_a lord_n god_n which_o be_v the_o most_o just_a righteous_a and_o terrible_a iuge_n of_o i_o and_o of_o all_o the_o world_n i_o have_v most_o unkind_o contemn_v the_o and_o turn_v my_o hart_n and_o love_n from_o the_o my_o dear_a and_o love_a savyor_n jesu_n in_o my_o shameful_a and_o filthy_a sin_n for_o the_o which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v so_o painful_a passion_n so_o cruel_a &_o shameful_a death_n and_o most_o lovyng_o &_o most_o mercyful_o shede_v thy_o precious_a heart_n blood_n and_o for_o my_o sake_n only_o and_o for_o thy_o charity_n that_o thou_o bear_v towards_o i_o moo_v unkind_a wretch_n yea_o most_o love_o only_o to_o perdom_n my_o sinful_a life_n and_o to_o save_v i_o from_o the_o most_o dreadful_a wrath_n and_o vengeance_n of_o thy_o ryghteousnes_n and_o from_o the_o most_o horryble_a pain_n and_o torment_n of_o the_o perpetual_a and_o everlasting_a fire_n of_o hell_n thou_o ledde_v a_o moost_n poor_a and_o painful_a life_n full_a of_o much_o labour_n and_o travel_n in_o moche_n sorrow_n and_o hevine_v of_o heart_n suffer_v many_o and_o innumerable_a rebuke_n confusion_n wrong_n and_o injury_n at_o the_o length_n after_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a conversation_n thou_o sufferyd_v moo_v mortal_a heavyne_n sorrow_n and_o most_o dreadful_a envy_n the_o which_o be_v so_o sore_a and_o so_o vehement_a that_o for_o very_o sorrowful_a pain_n and_o oppression_n of_o thy_o bless_a heart_n thy_o whole_a body_n bra_v out_o in_o wonderful_a 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fyve_o sensy_n and_o in_o all_o thy_o most_o innocent_a body_n and_o blessyd_v soul_n grant_v i_o grace_v utter_o to_o extynguyshe_v and_o to_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o sensualytie_n and_o sensual_a delectacyon_n as_o in_o meat_n and_o drink_v in_o word_n talk_n in_o gesture_n or_o behavoure_n in_o sing_v curyouse_a thing_n to_o have_v gay_a and_o pleasant_a thing_n to_o here_o news_n and_o in_o use_v my_o fyve_o sensy_n vain_o every_o where_n without_o reasonable_a necessytye_n grant_v i_o moo_v gracious_a jesu_n grace_n to_o mortyfye_v perfect_o in_o myself_o all_o such_o natural_a and_o unnessesarye_a comfort_n and_o solace_n by_o moost_n perfect_v turning_a of_o my_o heart_n from_o all_o thing_n wherein_o sensualytie_n will_v reaste_v and_o to_o lyfte_v up_o of_o my_o hearty_a love_n and_o desire_v to_o the_o for_o such_o sensualyte_n delectation_n natural_a comfort_n makyth_o goostly_a exercise_n unsavery_a and_o more_o hard_a ¶_o good_a lord_n grant_v i_o therefore_o 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good_a lord_n all_o such_o favour_n in_o ordynate_a which_o may_v engender_v in_o i_o any_o dysquietnes_n dystraccyon_n or_o desire_v of_o person_n to_o have_v his_o favour_n fryndeshype_n or_o presence_n and_o thus_o paynte_v my_o heart_n and_o mind_n with_o many_o fancy_n in_o the_o time_n of_o prayer_n and_o when_o i_o shall_v turn_v my_o hart_n unto_o the_o it_o infectyth_v it_o and_o defyle_v it_o as_o it_o be_v a_o very_a poison_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n to_o love_v the_o only_o and_o for_o thy_o sake_n to_o renunce_v and_o for_o sake_n the_o love_n of_o all_o creature_n that_o the_o image_n and_o memory_n of_o the_o only_o may_v remain_v only_o in_o my_o mind_n at_o all_o time_n and_o season_n ¶_o o_o most_o bless_a jesu_n who_o bless_a soul_n be_v ever_o occupy_v and_o full_a of_o heavenly_a contemplation_n i_o moo_v humble_o beseke_v the_o in_o the_o meryte_n of_o that_o precyous_a wound_n of_o thy_o godly_a and_o most_o love_a heart_n 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worthy_a of_o they_o and_o much_o great_a and_o grevos_a desiringe_v evermore_o to_o suffer_v more_o payneful_a and_o more_o hard_a pain_n with_o long_o suffer_v for_o very_a desire_n to_o be_v like_o in_o suffer_v and_o pacyence_n unto_o the_o my_o lord_n jesu_n crucify_v for_o i_o and_o for_o thy_o sake_n i_o may_v wyllyng_o joyful_o and_o thankful_o suffer_v at_o all_o time_n all_o thing_n ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o according_a to_o thy_o example_n meek_a silence_n and_o taciturnity_n whereby_o i_o may_v the_o more_o diligent_o harken_v inward_o thy_o talk_n &_o lovely_a word_n in_o my_o heart_n &_o outward_o i_o may_v utter_o and_o strong_o abstain_v both_o from_o speech_n and_o heringe_v of_o all_o idle_a word_n lie_n and_o harmful_a word_n &_o that_o i_o may_v speak_v only_o very_o profitable_a &_o needful_a and_o that_o with_o all_o meekness_n i_o may_v desire_v to_o edify_v more_o in_o good_a life_n they_o with_o many_o work_n and_o all_o my_o life_n time_n &_o special_o at_o the_o 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thanks_n unto_o the_o most_o ryghteus_fw-la lord_n jesu_n for_o thy_o most_o omnipotent_a rightousenes_n and_o thy_o unspekable_a love_n and_o grevous_a pain_n that_o thou_o suffure_a in_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o myghtie_a right_a hand_n and_o into_o the_o same_o most_o bless_a wound_n i_o cast_v commytte_a and_o commend_v myself_o whole_o and_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n but_o specyal_o all_o my_o unryghteousnes_n and_o wrong_n that_o i_o have_v do_v to_o the_o and_o to_o thy_o creature_n all_o the_o bytterne_n of_o my_o heart_n all_o my_o dyspleasure_n angrine_v and_o envy_n al_n my_o falsehood_n my_o untruth_n and_o hypocrysie_n al_n my_o unthankefulnes_n to_o the_o for_o thy_o benefit_n and_o to_o thou_o for_o their_o benefyte_n that_o all_o these_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v forgeven_v i_o and_o be_v purge_v in_o thy_o precious_a blood_n i_o most_o humble_o beseke_v the_o most_o meek_a saviour_n jesu_n for_o the_o most_o bitter_a and_o sorrowful_a pain_n of_o that_o 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one_o of_o they_o ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n grace_n to_o do_v all_o these_o thing_n which_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o do_v by_o my_o calling_n and_o profession_n in_o due_a time_n and_o order_n with_o moost_n meek_a devotion_n that_o i_o may_v also_o fly_v that_o which_o be_v forbyden_v i_o &_o that_o i_o may_v slay_v and_o make_v a_o sacrifice_n of_o myself_o daily_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o neglygen_n with_o the_o sweet_a tear_n of_o love_n and_o repentance_n and_o thus_o by_o the_o meryte_n of_o thy_o bitter_a &_o holy_a passion_n i_o may_v be_v purge_v here_o in_o this_o world_n and_o walk_v worthy_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n in_o the_o call_n and_o state_n that_o thou_o have_v merciful_o call_v i_o ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o meek_a and_o pitiful_a jesu_n
and_o passion_n of_o chryst_n prynt_v deape_o in_o to_o thy_o soul_n &_o flesh_n his_o passion_n &_o death_n that_o they_o shine_v out_o of_o the_o like_o a_o lantern_n so_o that_o thou_o always_o think_v and_o talk_v of_o they_o for_o chryste_n our_o savyor_n by_o the_o same_o redeem_v we_o when_o the_o devyl_n possess_v we_o as_o his_o slave_n and_o bond_n man_n that_o now_o we_o be_v the_o father_n of_o heaven_n which_o by_o his_o only_o beget_v son_n have_v buy_v we_o pay_v by_o he_o our_o dette_n wherein_o we_o be_v bind_v unto_o he_o and_o for_o this_o great_a benefit_n we_o remain_v debtor_n unto_o he_o for_o ever_o wherefore_o if_o we_o will_v repaye_v this_o det_fw-la unto_o he_o godly_a and_o thankefu_o we_o must_v prynt_v his_o life_n passion_n and_o death_n in_o to_o the_o power_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o in_o to_o the_o sensy_n of_o our_o body_n and_o in_o to_o all_o our_o flesh_n we_o must_v bear_v this_o his_o cross_n upon_o we_o and_o follow_v effecteous_o as_o though_o we_o be_v become_v one_o with_o he_o in_o his_o life_n and_o passion_n and_o thus_o the_o debt_n that_o he_o pay_v for_o we_o we_o do_v some_o what_o recompense_n that_o thou_o may_v perfect_o fulfil_v the_o same_o thou_o must_v neade_n conform_a or_o make_v like_o all_o thy_o thought_n thy_o word_n dede_n &_o thy_o manner_n so_o like_a unto_o the_o thought_n the_o word_n the_o dede_n and_o manner_n of_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n chry_v that_o wheresoever_o thou_o be_v see_v hard_a or_o touch_v there_o be_v nothing_o find_v in_o the_o but_z that_o which_o be_v in_o jesu_n chry_v &_o then_o shall_v be_v see_v in_o that_o that_o thou_o be_v a_o very_a christian_n a_o servant_n &_o lover_n of_o chryste_n and_o because_o that_o we_o be_v like_o he_o in_o the_o nature_n of_o his_o manhed_a we_o must_v according_a to_o this_o example_n crucify_v our_o nature_n in_o we_o because_o our_o nature_n do_v wyllynglye_o sin_n as_o he_o exhort_v we_o in_o the_o holy_a gospel_n sayenge_a deny_v and_o forsake_v thyself_o and_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n upon_o thy_o back_n &_o follow_v i_o in_o this_o he_o command_v that_o we_o shall_v crucifye_v our_o bodily_a nature_n and_o sensualytie_n with_o very_o true_a virtue_n our_o soul_n also_o we_o must_v confirm_v and_o make_v like_a unto_o the_o most_o hevye_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n so_o shall_v we_o do_v if_o we_o sorrow_n and_o lament_v all_o way_n the_o great_a dishonour_n of_o god_n the_o loss_n of_o soul_n and_o our_o own_o sin_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n and_o look_v how_o much_o we_o want_v in_o this_o conformytie_n and_o follow_v of_o christes_fw-fr passion_n in_o our_o body_n and_o soul_n so_o moche_n more_o we_o remain_v in_o debt_n unto_o our_o lord_n god_n certain_o a_o faithful_a lover_n of_o jesu_n ought_v to_o drown_v in_o manner_n &_o so_o prynte_v himself_o into_o the_o life_n and_o passion_n of_o he_o that_o he_o shall_v feel_v that_o passion_n &_o life_n more_o present_a and_o more_o fasten_v into_o himself_o than_o his_o own_o pain_n or_o cross_v that_o he_o suferith_v yea_o if_o he_o have_v any_o special_a pain_n or_o gryef_n in_o any_o member_n of_o his_o body_n &_o be_v sore_o vex_v therewith_o yet_o shall_v he_o feel_v more_o the_o pain_n and_o passion_n of_o his_o lord_n jesu_n than_o the_o sorrow_n that_o payn_v he_o in_o the_o member_n of_o his_o own_o body_n wherefore_o thou_o oughte_n with_o great_a desire_n and_o devoute_a heart_n contynual_o to_o pray_v &_o intrete_n thy_o most_o gracious_a lord_n jesu_n that_o he_o vouchsafe_v to_o confirm_v the_o most_o perfect_o unto_o his_o mortify_v holy_a and_o crucyfyed_a humanytye_n by_o a_o ardent_a a_o elevate_v and_o a_o full_o resygn_v spirit_n and_o by_o a_o mortify_v a_o hevy_a and_o a_o compassionate_a soul_n and_o also_o by_o a_o aflyctyd_v a_o laboursome_a a_o torment_a and_o a_o pain_a body_n or_o at_o the_o least_o thou_o shall_v pray_v he_o to_o send_v the_o some_o bodily_a and_o contynuall_a pain_n or_o grief_n to_o put_v the_o in_o mind_n always_o of_o his_o bitter_a passion_n that_o thou_o forget_v it_o not_o also_o that_o he_o vochesafe_v to_o rest_v in_o the_o and_o to_o take_v pleasure_n to_o work_v in_o the_o without_o any_o inpediment_n we_o ought_v therefore_o to_o exercise_v ourselves_o in_o the_o most_o blessid_v passion_n of_o our_o lord_n vi_o manner_n of_o way_n first_o thou_o shall_v exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o passion_n of_o jesu_n by_o imitation_n or_o to_o follow_v it_o second_o by_o compassion_n or_o to_o have_v compassion_n therein_o three_o by_o admyration_n to_o have_v wonder_n four_o by_o joy_n or_o to_o rejoice_v therein_o five_o by_o resolution_n or_o to_o be_v resoluid_a therein_o syxt_o by_o devotion_n to_o rest_v therein_o first_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v meditation_n in_o this_o blessid_v passion_n that_o thou_o may_v follow_v the_o same_o for_o it_o be_v the_o high_a &_o most_o perfect_a imytation_n that_o a_o man_n can_v have_v this_o 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scorge_v his_o scorn_n his_o revyle_n and_o rebuke_n revolve_v in_o thy_o hart_n how_o great_o our_o lord_n jesu_n be_v dyiectid_v &_o contempnyd_v in_o his_o most_o bitter_a passion_n how_o great_a affliction_n &_o pain_n he_o suffer_v in_o his_o hart_n &_o body_n both_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o own_o pain_n and_o passion_n &_o also_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o compassyon_n toward_o we_o for_o our_o sin_n let_v we_o consider_v with_o how_o much_o bitter_a sorrow_n the_o very_o sweat_v angel_n where_o repleanissh_v with_o all_o how_o much_o grevyd_v our_o lord_n jesu_n not_o only_o the_o pain_n lay_v upon_o he_o and_o our_o unthankefullnes_n but_o also_o the_o sore_a afflyccyon_n of_o his_o dear_a mother_n that_o stand_v by_o who_o he_o lovyd_v moo_v dear_o and_o free_a he_o rredy_o to_o swoon_v for_o sorrow_n certain_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o exceed_a grate_n and_o moo_v ardent_a burn_a love_n that_o the_o one_o bare_a to_o the_o other_o they_o suffer_v most_o payneful_a compassion_n 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not_o able_a to_o wtstande_v but_o shall_v fall_v at_o every_o blast_n of_o small_a temtacyon_n help_v i_o therefore_o good_a lord_n with_o goostly_a fortytude_n that_o i_o may_v myghte_o by_o thy_o grace_n good_a lord_n pass_v and_o run_v throw_v all_o perel_n impedymente_n and_o all_o enemy_n ghostly_a and_o bodily_a and_o attain_v the_o perfect_v love_n of_o the_o in_o true_a perfection_n assi_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n and_o thy_o ghostly_a strength_n o_o gracious_a jesu_n now_o and_o ever_o to_o thy_o glory_n and_o honour_n amen_n ¶_o of_o the_o way_n to_o come_v to_o union_n with_o god_n ¶_o the_o eight_o exercise_n be_v a_o exercise_n to_o come_v to_o a_o life_n without_o any_o creature_n sin_v or_o delectation_n thou_o shall_v exercise_v thyself_o to_o obtain_v the_o perfect_v oning_a or_o unyon_n with_o god_n ¶_o this_o union_n require_v a_o perfect_a expoliation_n and_o denudation_n or_o bare_a nakedness_n or_o utter_v forsake_v of_o all_o creature_n of_o all_o sin_n and_o of_o all_o delight_n or_o pleasure_n first_o thou_o must_v deligent_o and_o busy_o labour_n to_o live_v as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a for_o the_o naked_a and_o bare_a both_o in_o affection_n &_o also_o in_o understanding_n or_o mind_n from_o all_o creature_n so_o that_o thou_o shall_v feruentlye_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v naked_a and_o bare_a yea_o from_o thy_o own_o self_n and_o from_o all_o other_o thing_n and_o so_o to_o remain_v as_o thou_o shall_v stand_v bare_a before_o the_o judgement_n seat_n of_o chry_v and_o as_o bare_a &_o as_o bare_o as_o thy_o soul_n come_v out_o by_o creacyon_n from_o god_n that_o thus_o thou_o may_v without_o any_o let_v or_o mean_v be_v knyte_n unto_o god_n ¶_o thou_o must_v live_v also_o without_o sin_n and_o because_o that_o be_v scant_o possible_a thou_o shall_v desire_v to_o live_v with_o a_o strong_a and_o a_o steadfast_a turn_v of_o thy_o mind_n from_o all_o sin_n and_o with_o a_o fervent_a conversation_n and_o desire_n of_o thy_o heart_n of_o 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thou_o think_v thyself_o clean_a rid_v wherefore_o endever_n thyself_o to_o be_v well_o ware_a that_o no_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a do_v please_v the_o for_o itself_o as_o for_o thyself_o thou_o shall_v desire_v that_o the_o bread_n that_o thou_o eat_v may_v savoure_v or_o tay_v no_o more_o to_o the_o then_o a_o stone_n yet_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n that_o create_a bread_n it_o shall_v please_v the_o that_o the_o bread_n savoure_v well_o but_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o do_v trust_v and_o feel_v delectation_n therein_o thou_o shall_v turn_v thy_o heart_n unto_o the_o laud_n and_o thanks_n of_o god_n the_o creator_n of_o bread_n and_o so_o be_v then_o the_o bread_n unsavery_a unto_o the._n and_o in_o like_a sort_n must_v thou_o do_v in_o all_o delectation_n unto_o who_o be_v not_o annex_v any_o sin_n for_o the_o admirable_a suavitie_n delight_v and_o swetnes_n of_o the_o creatoure_n of_o all_o thing_n do_v spread_v itself_o in_o all_o thing_n create_v be_v not_o sinful_a ¶_o thou_o shall_v not_o suffer_v therefore_o any_o mean_a or_o let_v of_o creature_n to_o remain_v in_o the_o but_o turn_v out_o and_o make_v bare_a and_o naked_a of_o all_o thing_n thou_o shall_v approach_v unto_o the_o bare_a and_o pure_a godhead_n or_o divinity_n without_o any_o mean_a or_o stay_v of_o creature_n for_o god_n desire_v to_o have_v the_o without_o any_o mean_a nether_a shall_v thou_o think_v that_o hereby_o the_o holy_a invocation_n and_o prayer_n to_o the_o saint_n be_v take_v from_o the_o or_o shall_v let_v the_o which_o be_v for_o god_n and_o in_o god_n for_o they_o be_v one_o spirit_n with_o he_o not_o wythstand_v thy_o chief_a contemplation_n and_o labour_n shall_v be_v in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n who_o thou_o shall_v perceive_v work_n and_o do_v all_o goodness_n and_o good_a work_n be_v they_o never_o so_o lytel_a in_o all_o man_n yea_o and_o it_o be_v but_o the_o move_n of_o thy_o fynger_n unto_o a_o good_a deed_n for_o that_o 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