christ_n though_o he_o kill_v i_o and_o i_o will_v endeavour_v to_o live_v to_o serve_v he_o though_o he_o shall_v afterward_o damn_v i_o mat._n 4.5_o rev._n 12.10_o job_n 12.13_o exod._n 20.13_o act._n 16.28_o job_n 13.15_o christian_n though_o i_o dâ—_n sometime_o resolve_v against_o satan_n temptation_n and_o labour_n to_o resist_v they_o yet_o i_o find_v my_o temptation_n be_v renew_v and_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o withstand_v they_o for_o they_o come_v in_o as_o a_o flood_n upon_o i_o ch._n i_o that_o say_v unto_o the_o proud_a wave_n hitherto_o shall_v thou_o come_v but_o no_o further_o i_o will_v by_o my_o spirit_n put_v the_o enemy_n satan_n to_o flight_v when_o he_o come_v in_o like_o a_o flood_n against_o thou_o job_n 38.11_o see_v esa_n 59.19_o marg._n christian_n but_o lord_n i_o find_v be_o not_o only_o trouble_v with_o fear_n and_o sad_a temptation_n but_o also_o with_o strong_a and_o powerful_a corruption_n ch._n i_o will_v subdue_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n and_o thy_o sin_n shall_v not_o have_v dominion_n over_o thou_o mich._n 7.19_o rom._n 6.14_o christian_n oh_o but_o this_o do_v much_o trouble_v i_o that_o i_o do_v not_o find_v any_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o thou_o ch._n what_o though_o thou_o do_v not_o yet_o i_o will_v circumcise_v thy_o heart_n and_o thou_o shall_v love_v i_o and_o when_o thou_o apprehend_v my_o love_n to_o thou_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o again_o deut._n 30.6_o 1_o job_n 40.19_o christian_n i_o have_v sin_v lord_n against_o thy_o mercy_n and_o abase_v thy_o love_n yea_o loveâ—_n my_o sin_n more_o than_o thou_o therefore_o i_o can_v think_v that_o eveâ—_n thou_o will_v look_v upon_o i_o with_o any_o love_n or_o delight_n ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n david_n and_o my_o people_n israel_n do_v yet_o as_o i_o love_v they_o so_o will_v i_o love_v theâ—_n free_o and_o betrothe_v theâ—_n to_o i_o in_o love_a kindness_n and_o mercy_n 2_o sam_n 12.8_o 9_o hos_fw-la 2.5_o and_o 14.4_o and_o 2.9_o christian_n but_o lord_n â—_o have_v not_o only_o sin_v against_o thy_o mercy_n but_o against_o thy_o correction_n and_o chastisement_n also_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o people_n israel_n former_o do_v for_o when_o i_o smite_v they_o they_o go_v on_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o their_o evil_a heart_n but_o i_o lead_v they_o and_o restore_v comfort_n to_o they_o esa_n 57.17.18_o christian_n i_o but_o my_o condition_n be_v worse_a than_o all_o that_o for_o i_o have_v be_v long_o under_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n and_o yet_o i_o be_o altogether_o fruitless_a and_o like_o the_o barren_a figtree_n ch._n thou_o trouble_a soul_n in_o i_o be_v thy_o fruit_n find_v and_o i_o will_v purge_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n abundant_o for_o they_o that_o be_v plant_v in_o my_o house_n shall_v flourish_v and_o be_v fat_a and_o like_o a_o green_a olive_n tree_n joh._n 15.5_o psal_n 92.12_o 13_o 14._o christian_n i_o lord_n its_o true_a if_o i_o be_v a_o branch_n in_o thou_o and_o a_o true_a member_n of_o thy_o house_n then_o i_o can_v believe_v these_o promise_n of_o thou_o alas_o i_o be_o neither_o of_o both_o but_o separate_v from_o thou_o and_o thy_o people_n c._n do_v not_o say_v that_o thou_o be_v none_o of_o i_o for_o â—_o have_v buy_v thou_o with_o my_o blood_n and_o do_v not_o speak_v that_o thou_o be_v separate_v from_o my_o people_n for_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o in_o my_o house_n and_o within_o my_o wall_n a_o place_n and_o a_o name_n of_o sonâ—_n and_o daughter_n esa_n 56.3.5_o christian_n sure_o if_o i_o be_v not_o a_o outcast_n and_o a_o reprobate_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v thus_o as_o i_o be_o in_o a_o wilderness_n condition_n ch._n israel_n be_v count_v a_o outcast_n and_o she_o cry_v out_o yet_o i_o be_v then_o a_o god_n to_o she_o and_o she_o a_o people_n to_o i_o jer._n 30.16.17.22_o christian_n oh_o if_o i_o be_v but_o one_o of_o thou_o i_o shall_v then_o count_v myself_o the_o happy_a in_o all_o the_o world_n ch._n fear_v not_o my_o spouse_n for_o i_o be_o thy_o husband_n and_o thy_o father_n christian_n if_o i_o be_v one_o of_o thy_o child_n thou_o will_v not_o hide_v thyself_o from_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v ch._n i_o have_v hide_v myself_o and_o my_o face_n from_o some_o of_o my_o propher_n and_o people_n of_o old_a and_o yet_o it_o be_v in_o love_n to_o they_o and_o so_o it_o be_v to_o thou_o psal_n 88.14_o esa_n 8.17_o and_o 64.7_o christian_n but_o thou_o have_v hide_v thyself_o from_o i_o and_o thou_o seem_v also_o to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o esa_n 54.5_o jer._n 31.9_o ch._n fury_n be_v not_o with_o i_o towards_o thou_o and_o though_o i_o be_v angry_a yet_o my_o anger_n be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n esa_n 27.4_o and_o 54.8_o christian_n yet_o lord_n thou_o have_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o a_o long_a time_n for_o thou_o have_v forget_v i_o ch._n zion_n do_v say_v so_o the_o lord_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o my_o lord_n have_v forget_v i_o yet_o i_o have_v not_o forget_v she_o for_o she_o be_v grave_v upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n esa_n 49.14.15_o jer._n 51.5_o christian_n but_o lord_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o forget_v i_o thou_o will_v never_o have_v leave_v i_o in_o such_o a_o wilderness_n and_o barren_a condition_n as_o i_o be_o in_o ch._n i_o have_v allure_v thou_o into_o the_o wilderness_n that_o i_o may_v speak_v comfortable_o unto_o thou_o hos_n 2.14_o christian_n i_o have_v be_v many_o year_n in_o trouble_n and_o terror_n and_o want_v peace_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o can_v not_o possible_o have_v be_v if_o i_o have_v true_o believe_v in_o thou_o ch._n but_o now_o will_v i_o speak_v peace_n unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v guide_v thou_o into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n psal_n 85.8_o luk._n 1.79_o christian_n lord_n will_v thou_o speak_v peace_n unto_o i_o and_o guide_v i_o into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n peace_n i_o e._n the_o preacher_n lip_n that_o preach_v peace_n ch._n i_o will_v create_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o lip_n peace_n peace_n and_o my_o spirit_n shall_v be_v in_o thou_o and_o his_o fruit_n shall_v be_v peace_n to_o thy_o soul_n esa_n 57_o 19_o and_o 55.12_o christian_n but_o lord_n thy_o word_n say_v there_o be_v no_o peace_n to_o the_o wicked_a ch._n no_o not_o to_o a_o man_n that_o will_v persist_v in_o his_o wicked_a way_n and_o do_v not_o nor_o will_v not_o believe_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o those_o that_o i_o bear_v the_o chastisement_n of_o thy_o peace_n and_o one_o of_o the_o child_n of_o peace_n esa_n 53.5_o and_o 54.13_o christian_n but_o lord_n how_o can_v i_o have_v peace_n see_v a_o man_n can_v have_v peace_n before_o and_o without_o he_o do_v believe_v ch._n thou_o shall_v have_v faith_n and_o peace_n and_o i_o will_v give_v peace_n through_o believe_v 2_o thes_n 3.16.6_o christian_n but_o lord_n theâ—â—_n i_o must_v know_v that_o i_o be_o one_o of_o thou_o ch._n thou_o shall_v know_v that_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o my_o people_n ezek._n 34.30_o christian_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o ch._n my_o spirit_n shall_v bear_v witness_n with_o thy_o spirit_n that_o thou_o be_v my_o child_n rom._n 8.16_o christian_n but_o how_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o it_o be_v thy_o spirit_n that_o bear_v this_o witness_n and_o that_o it_o be_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o delusion_n ch._n thou_o may_v know_v that_o by_o its_o power_n in_o work_v in_o thy_o heart_n which_o no_o other_o spirit_n can_v work_v alike_o as_o also_o by_o the_o earnest_n and_o fruit_n thereof_o 2_o cor._n 5.5_o and_o 7.22_o gal._n 5.22_o 23._o christian_n lord_n what_o else_o shall_v i_o believe_v beside_o be_v one_o of_o thou_o ch._n do_v thou_o believe_v that_o christian_n yes_o lord_n i_o do_v believe_v that_o thou_o be_v jesus_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n act._n 8.37_o joh._n 6.69_o and_o 11.27_o ch._n but_o do_v thou_o believe_v that_o i_o be_o thy_o saviour_n christian_n lord_n i_o do_v believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o be_v save_v but_o only_o by_o thou_o act._n 4.12_o ch._n but_o do_v thou_o believe_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o i_o christian_n lord_n i_o do_v believe_v help_v my_o unbelief_n mar._n 9.24_o ch._n to_o thou_o it_o be_v give_v to_o believe_v phil._n 1.29_o christian_n now_o lord_n i_o do_v believe_v ch._n what_o do_v thou_o now_o believe_v christian_n i_o believe_v that_o thou_o loved'_v i_o and_o do_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o that_o i_o be_o justify_v and_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o grace_n gal._n 2.20_o joh._n 20.28_o act._n 15.11_o ch._n how_o
sin_n be_v in_o power_n in_o paul_n when_o it_o can_v carry_v he_o captive_a and_o sell_v under_o sin_n and_o that_o he_o find_v a_o law_n in_o his_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o his_o mind_n and_o bring_v he_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n rom._n 14.23_o christian_n oh_o but_o neither_o paul_n nor_o any_o other_o saint_n have_v sin_v presumptuous_o as_o i_o have_v do_v ch._n my_o servant_n david_n pray_v that_o he_o may_v be_v keep_v from_o presumptuous_a sin_n for_o he_o be_v subject_a thereunto_o vriah_n ps_n 19.13_o it_o be_v probable_a that_o david_n sin_v presumptuous_o in_o kill_n vriah_n and_o so_o be_v the_o best_a of_o my_o saint_n christi_fw-la but_o lord_n i_o have_v rebel_v against_o thou_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n of_o ‖_o old_a but_o i_o have_v receive_v ‖_o gift_n for_o the_o rebellious_a and_o to_o i_o belong_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n though_o thou_o have_v rebel_v against_o i_o dan._n 9_o 9_o ‖_o be_v 1.2_o and_o 63.20_o ‖_o be_v 68.18_o christian_n oh_o but_o my_o rebellion_n be_v the_o worst_a rebellion_n of_o all_o for_o i_o have_v rebel_v against_o the_o light_n i_o have_v profess_v thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v belie_v thou_o and_o make_v a_o hypocritical_a profession_n i_o seem_v like_o judas_n to_o be_v thy_o friend_n whilst_o in_o my_o heart_n i_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o ch._n the_o house_n of_o israel_n and_o the_o house_n of_o judah_n deal_v treacherous_o against_o i_o the_o lord_n and_o belie_v i_o and_o ephraim_n my_o dear_a son_n compass_v i_o about_o with_o lie_n yet_o be_v i_o gracious_a to_o they_o jer._n 5.11.12_o hos_fw-la 11.12_o with_o jer._n 23.6_o and_o 31.20_o christian_n but_o lord_n ephraim_n be_v never_o so_o wicked_a as_o i_o be_o and_o guilty_a of_o such_o lukewarmness_n hypocrisy_n and_o backslide_v as_o i_o be_o guilty_a of_o ch._n yea_o ephraim_n be_v a_o cake_n not_o turn_v and_o ephraim_n feed_v upon_o wind_n and_o provoke_v i_o to_o anger_v most_o bitter_o yet_o my_o bowel_n do_v still_o work_v towards_o ephraim_n that_o i_o can_v not_o destroy_v he_o host_n 8.8_o and_o 12.1.14_o with_o 11.8_o christian_n but_o i_o increase_v in_o sin_n and_o the_o more_o mercy_n i_o receive_v the_o more_o my_o heart_n be_v exalt_v ch._n even_o so_o do_v ephraim_n sin_n more_o and_o more_o according_a as_o he_o be_v fill_v so_o his_o heart_n be_v exalt_v hos_fw-la 13.2_o 6._o christian_n but_o lord_n what_o do_v thou_o do_v to_o ephraim_n ch._n i_o draw_v they_o with_o the_o cord_n of_o man_n and_o with_o band_n of_o love_n and_o i_o be_v as_o the_o dew_n unto_o they_o heb._n 11.4_o and_o 14.5_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o have_v forsake_v the_o lord_n and_o backslide_v from_o thou_o ch._n so_o do_v israel_n and_o judah_n jer._n 2_o 13._o and_o 3.6_o and_o 4.16_o christian_n but_o lord_n i_o find_v that_o my_o heart_n be_v bend_v to_o continual_a backslide_n yea_o my_o baksliding_n be_v increase_v ch._n so_o be_v ‖_o they_o yet_o i_o heal_v their_o backslide_n so_o will_v i_o heal_v thou_o also_o hos_fw-la 14.4_o jer._n 3.14.22_o ‖_o hos_fw-la 11.7_o jer._n 5.6_o christian_n but_o i_o have_v fell_a into_o gross_a sin_n that_o have_v dishonour_v thou_o and_o cause_v thy_o enemy_n to_o blaspheme_v ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n david_n 2_o sam._n 12.14_o and_o other_o of_o my_o saint_n christian_n i_o but_o then_o he_o do_v mourn_v and_o repent_v great_o for_o his_o sin_n but_o i_o can_v do_v so_o for_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n as_o hard_o as_o a_o adamant_n ch._n so_o my_o people_n israel_n heart_n former_o be_v as_o hard_o as_o a_o rock_n adamant_n and_o flint_n jer._n 5.3_o ezek._n 3.9_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o have_v be_v long_o yea_o ever_o trouble_v with_o this_o hardness_n of_o heart_n ch._n though_o thou_o have_v yet_o i_o will_v take_v the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n ezek._n 36.26_o christian_n but_o i_o can_v repent_v i_o of_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n ch._n what_o though_o yet_o i_o be_o exalt_v to_o give_v repentance_n unto_o thou_o act._n 5.31_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o do_v not_o find_v that_o i_o be_o sensible_a enough_o of_o my_o sin_n for_o if_o i_o be_v i_o shall_v mourn_v and_o be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o the_o wickedness_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o ch._n when_o thou_o do_v see_v i_o who_o thou_o have_v pierce_v and_o when_o thou_o see_v that_o i_o be_o pacify_v towards_o thou_o then_o thou_o shall_v mourn_v loathe_v thyself_o and_o be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o thy_o sin_n and_o abomination_n which_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o i_o rev._n 1.7_o ezek._n 6.9_o and_o 16.63_o christian_n but_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o very_a great_a sinner_n and_o i_o will_v fain_o see_v the_o nature_n and_o number_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v true_o repent_v i_o of_o they_o and_o be_v humble_v for_o they_o ch._n if_o thou_o see_v all_o thy_o sin_n with_o their_o nature_n number_n and_o aggravation_n thou_o can_v never_o look_v upon_o they_o but_o with_o despair_n as_o cain_n and_o judas_n and_o it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o the_o sight_n of_o sin_n as_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o love_n grace_n goodness_n and_o glory_n that_o will_v lead_v thou_o to_o repentance_n and_o humble_v thou_o for_o thy_o sin_n luk._n 7.42.47_o zach._n 12.10_o rom._n 2.4_o esa_n 6.5_o gen._n 4.13_o mat._n 27.3_o 4_o 5._o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o know_v i_o be_o as_o wicked_a a_o sinner_n and_o as_o ungodly_a a_o wretch_n as_o ever_o live_v but_o though_o i_o know_v this_o yet_o methinks_v i_o be_o not_o break_v with_o the_o sense_n thereof_o i_o can_v weep_v nor_o shed_v tear_n for_o my_o sin_n oh_o no_o i_o go_v many_o time_n to_o prayer_n and_o to_o hear_v sermon_n and_o there_o be_v no_o more_o work_n nor_o relent_v upon_o my_o soul_n then_o if_o i_o be_v a_o dead_a stock_n or_o stone_n ch._n oh_o my_o dear_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o belie_v thyself_o for_o i_o have_v hear_v many_o a_o sorrowful_a sigh_n come_v from_o thy_o heart_n and_o i_o have_v see_v many_o a_o tear_n drop_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o i_o will_v yet_o pour_v out_o more_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o mourning_n upon_o thou_o but_o what_o if_o thou_o do_v noâ—_n find_v these_o thing_n in_o thyself_o yet_o i_o have_v offer_v up_o strong_a cry_n and_o tear_n unto_o my_o father_n for_o thou_o ezek._n 9.4_o psal_n 34.17_o zack_n 12.11_o heb._n 5.7_o christian_n oh_o lord_n that_o i_o have_v but_o faith_n to_o believe_v that_o i_o for_o myself_o ch._n have_v faith_n in_o i_o and_o be_v not_o faithless_a but_o believe_v mat._n 11.22_o joh._n 20.27_o christian_n lord_n i_o find_v sâ—_n much_o atheism_n and_o unbelief_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o have_v oftentimes_o question_v in_o myself_o concern_v god_n and_o concern_v the_o scripture_n and_o word_n of_o god_n ch._n these_o be_v the_o temptation_n and_o suggestion_n of_o satan_n and_o my_o own_o disciple_n be_v and_o be_v trouble_v with_o they_o luk._n 24.25_o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o trouble_v with_o a_o thousand_o temptation_n ch._n yet_o fear_v not_o my_o love_n and_o dear_a child_n for_o thou_o have_v divers_a temptation_n yet_o it_o be_v that_o which_o my_o best_a saint_n have_v have_v and_o i_o will_v not_o suffer_v thou_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o what_o thou_o be_v able_a but_o i_o will_v succour_v thou_o in_o thy_o temptation_n and_o i_o will_v make_v a_o way_n that_o thou_o shall_v escape_v and_o be_v deliver_v out_o of_o temptation_n jam._n 1_o 2.1â—_n cor._n 10.13_o heb._n 2.18_o 2_o pet._n 2.9_o christian_n but_o i_o think_v nâ—_n saint_n have_v such_o temptation_n aâ—â—_n i_o for_o sometime_o i_o be_o tempt_v to_o kill_v myself_o and_o sometime_o to_o kill_v other_o in_o so_o much_o that_o i_o can_v look_v upon_o any_o weapon_n water_n or_o the_o like_a but_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o do_v myself_o away_o therewith_o ch._n satan_n tempt_v i_o to_o cast_v myself_o off_o the_o pinnacle_n of_o the_o temple_n and_o he_o also_o tempt_v many_o of_o my_o dear_a child_n to_o destroy_v themselves_o but_o do_v not_o thou_o harken_v to_o the_o accuser_n for_o he_o do_v accuse_v thou_o to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o thou_o but_o rather_o say_v unto_o he_o satan_n it_o be_v write_v my_o lord_n jesus_n have_v overcome_v thou_o and_o i_o hope_v through_o his_o blood_n and_o through_o his_o might_n and_o spirit_n to_o overcome_v thou_o likewise_o say_v also_o my_o god_n have_v command_v i_o not_o to_o kill_v another_o nor_o to_o do_v hurt_v or_o violence_n to_o myself_o therefore_o get_v thou_o behind_o i_o thou_o liar_n murderer_n and_o enemy_n for_o i_o will_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o
certain_a godly_a person_n let_v we_o prav_fw-mi unto_o god_n so_o to_o furnish_v we_o with_o faith_n and_o patience_n that_o we_o may_v rather_o die_v ten_o time_n then_o to_o deny_v he_o once_o it_o be_v very_o requisite_a that_o the_o member_n of_o christ_n comfort_v one_o another_o make_v prayer_n together_o confer_v one_o with_o another_o so_o shall_v you_o be_v strong_a and_o god_n spirit_n shall_v not_o be_v absent_a from_o you_o but_o be_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o you_o to_o teach_v you_o to_o comfort_v you_o to_o make_v you_o wise_a in_o all_o godliness_n patient_a in_o tribulation_n and_o strong_a in_o persecution_n you_o see_v how_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o wicked_a by_o help_v one_o another_o make_v their_o wicked_a religion_n and_o themselves_o strong_a against_o god_n his_o truth_n and_o his_o people_n if_o any_o smart_n god_n people_n shall_v be_v the_o first_o if_o any_o suffer_v shame_n they_o begin_v if_o any_o be_v subject_a to_o slander_v it_o be_v those_o 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for_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n full_o glad_a may_v you_o be_v that_o ever_o god_n give_v you_o a_o life_n to_o lose_v for_o his_o sake_n a_o weak_a faith_n have_v ever_o a_o cold_a charity_n annex_v unto_o it_o which_o be_v quench_v with_o every_o unkind_a word_n nothing_o can_v anger_v the_o malicious_a mind_n and_o canker_a heart_n of_o satan_n more_o than_o the_o mirth_n gladness_n and_o hearty_a rejoice_v of_o god_n child_n in_o their_o good_a christ_n only_a christ_n true_a disciple_n do_v mourn_v for_o his_o absence_n therefore_o they_o shall_v doubtless_o rejoice_v in_o his_o presence_n which_o will_v be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o joyful_a by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o his_o absence_n be_v sorrowful_a according_a to_o your_o faith_n and_o as_o you_o believe_v so_o shall_v it_o be_v unto_o you_o and_o as_o you_o think_v god_n to_o be_v unto_o you_o such_o a_o one_o you_o shall_v find_v he_o to_o be_v think_v therefore_o ever_o sweet_o of_o the_o lord_n and_o of_o his_o 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n_z rom._n 8.2_o ph._n sir_n i_o hope_v to_o be_v free_v another_o way_n to_o wit_n by_o my_o sacrifice_n prayer_n and_o good_a work_n j._n thy_o sacrifice_n and_o thy_o prayer_n be_v a_o abomination_n unto_o i_o and_o thy_o work_n be_v not_o find_v perfect_a before_o god_n esa_n 66.3_o prov._n 15.8_o and_o 28.9_o rev._n 3.2_o ph._n what_o do_v thou_o think_v to_o beat_v i_o off_o from_o my_o long_a prayer_n and_o good_a work_n i_o hope_v by_o these_o together_o with_o my_o fast_n and_o mourning_n to_o lay_v a_o sure_a and_o happy_a foundation_n for_o my_o soul_n for_o ever_o j._n thou_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n that_o do_v ah_o practice_n bypocrisie_n i_o tell_v thou_o thy_o prayer_n be_v b_o sin_n thy_o work_n be_v do_v to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n thou_o also_o fast_o for_o c_o strife_n and_o thy_o mourning_n be_v but_o hypocritical_a therefore_o instead_o of_o lay_v a_o sure_a and_o happy_a foundation_n thou_o d_o heap_a up_o wrath_n to_o thyself_o against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n a_o esa_fw-la 32.6_o b_o ps_n 109.7_o c_o es_fw-ge 58.4.5_o d_o job_n 36.13_o ph._n sir_n i_o be_o not_o a_o hypocrite_n but_o a_o true_a child_n of_o god_n and_o i_o hope_v i_o shall_v belived_a for_o i_o know_v most_o good_a man_n take_v i_o for_o a_o godly_a and_o righteous_a man_n j._n though_o thou_o do_v cutward_o e_o appear_v righteous_a unto_o man_n yet_o within_o thou_o be_v full_a of_o hypocrisy_n and_o iniquity_n thou_o seed_n of_o the_o serpent_n thy_o f_o hope_n will_v perish_v for_o thou_o can_v not_o g_o escape_v the_o damnation_n of_o hell_n e_o mat._n 23.28_o f_z job_n 8.13_o g_o mat._n 23.33_o ph._n i_o do_v not_o fear_v what_o thou_o say_v for_o i_o be_o better_a persuade_v of_o myself_o j._n though_o thy_o scare_v conscience_n and_o harden_a heart_n hinder_v the_o yet_o from_o fear_v yet_o fear_v terror_n and_o tremble_a shall_v h_z surprise_n and_o fill_v thy_o spirit_n that_o thou_o shall_v roar_v in_o i_z flame_n of_o fire_n and_o in_o everlasting_a burn_n h_z es_fw-ge 33.14_o deut._n 32.22_o ay_o luk._n 3.17_o mark_n 9.43.44_o 46._o ph._n i_o have_v joy_n and_o comfort_n in_o my_o spirit_n often_o from_o my_o performance_n and_o i_o know_v that_o god_n will_v hear_v my_o prayer_n that_o i_o make_v public_o and_o private_o unto_o he_o j._n thou_o paint_a sepulchre_n baste_v thou_o not_o read_v that_o the_o k_n joy_v of_o a_o hypacrite_n be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n â—_o and_o that_o a_o hypocrite_n shall_v not_o l_o come_v before_o god_n and_o do_v thou_o not_o m_z restrain_v prayer_n before_o god_n and_o when_o thou_o praye_v do_v thou_o not_o do_v it_o public_o to_o be_v n_z see_v of_o man_n k_n job_n 20.5_o l_o job_n 13.16_o m_o job_n 15.4_o n_z mat._n 6.5_o ph._n i_o pray_v in_o private_a also_o j._n then_o it_o be_v either_o when_o o_o some_o punishment_n be_v upon_o thou_o or_o else_o to_o quiet_v thy_o carnal_a conscience_n s_o esa_n 26.16_o ph._n mr._n why_o do_v thou_o reproach_v i_o in_o say_v thus_o j._n thou_o dissembler_n that_o p_o seek_v honour_n of_o man_n and_o not_o the_o honour_n which_o come_v from_o god_n thou_o be_v to_o expect_v nothing_o but_o shame_n and_o q_o everlasting_a contempt_n p_o joh._n 5.44_o q_o dan._n 12.2_o ph._n sir_n thou_o judge_v rash_o j._n no_o as_o i_o hear_v i_o judge_v and_o my_o judgement_n be_v just_a and_o true_a joh._n 5.30_o and_o 8.16.26_o ph._n how_o know_v thou_o what_o i_o be_o that_o thou_o so_o judge_v j._n i_o be_o he_o that_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o tri_v the_o reins_n and_o i_o will_v give_v to_o every_o one_o of_o you_o according_a to_o your_o work_n rev._n 2.23_o ph._n when_o thou_o judge_v the_o world_n what_o difference_n will_v thou_o make_v between_o we_o that_o serve_v god_n and_o the_o heathen_n that_o serve_v he_o not_o j._n the_o difference_n will_v be_v this_o that_o your_o r_o condemnation_n will_v be_v the_o great_a because_o though_o you_o know_v god_n yet_o you_o serve_v he_o be_v vain_o false_o and_o to_o hypocritical_o r_o mat._n 23.14_o mar._n 12.40_o luk._n 20.47_o s_o mat._n 15.9_o t_z esa_n 57.4_o ph._n good_a master_n i_o will_v escape_v this_o condemnation_n for_o i_o believe_v it_o will_v be_v great_a and_o thy_o word_n begin_v to_o terrify_v i_o already_o j._n i_o have_v tell_v thou_o already_o that_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n for_o thou_o to_o escape_v it_o but_o only_o by_o i_o but_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o believe_v i_o joh._n 10.25_o ph._n how_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o believe_v in_o thou_o j._n first_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o see_v thyself_o to_o be_v the_o five_o great_a and_o vile_a of_o sinner_n and_o then_o 〈…〉_o thy_o u_o own_o righteousness_n service_n and_o performance_n to_o be_v as_o filthy_a and_o meâ—â—ruous_a rag_n and_o after_o thou_o have_v deny_v and_o w_z abhor_a thyself_o then_o cry_v out_o master_n save_v i_o or_o else_o i_o perish_v for_o the_o x_o whole_a need_v not_o a_o physician_n but_o those_o that_o be_v sick_a five_o 1_o tim._n 1.15_o u_z esa_fw-la 64.6_o w_n eze._n 36.31_o x_o mat._n 9.12_o ph._n i_o do_v see_v myself_o a_o sinner_n and_o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n and_o do_v nor_o god_n say_v that_o whosoever_o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n j._n i_o say_v unto_o thou_o thou_o lukewarm_a professor_n except_o thou_o eat_v my_o flesh_n and_o drink_v my_o blood_n and_o submit_v unto_o my_o righteousness_n thou_o can_v not_o be_v save_v joh._n 6.53_o ph._n well_o then_o if_o i_o can_v be_v save_v by_o my_o own_o work_n and_o righteousness_n master_n let_v i_o be_v behold_v to_o thou_o to_o save_v i_o j._n have_v thou_o not_o read_v that_o a_o salvation_n belong_v only_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o that_o man_n be_v save_v by_o grace_n without_o the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n why_o then_o do_v thou_o so_o b_o light_o esteem_v of_o the_o rock_n of_o thy_o salvation_n by_o seek_v to_o be_v justify_v and_o save_v as_o c_o it_o be_v by_o thy_o own_o work_n i_o tell_v thou_o again_o thou_o must_v do_v deny_v thy_o own_o righteousness_n whole_o and_o look_v to_o be_v find_v in_o my_o righteousness_n only_o else_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v save_v ah_o psal_n 3.8_o b_o deut._n 32.15_o c_o rom._n 9.32_o do_v phil._n 3.9_o ph._n indeed_o master_n thou_o make_v the_o way_n to_o heaven_n very_o hard_o j._n it_o be_v so_o hard_a that_o many_o shall_v seek_v to_o enter_v in_o and_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a luke_n 13.24_o ph._n if_o it_o be_v as_o thou_o say_v i_o be_o afraid_a that_o many_o of_o our_o best_a scribe_n and_o pharisee_n will_v come_v short_a of_o heaven_n j._n thou_o may_v be_v sure_a of_o that_o for_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o except_o thy_o righteousness_n exceed_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n thou_o shall_v in_o no_o ease_n enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 5.20_o ph._n but_o master_n there_o be_v some_o that_o do_v great_a work_n in_o thy_o name_n shall_v not_o all_o such_o be_v save_v j._n no_o for_o many_o will_v say_v unto_o i_o hereafter_o lord_n lord_n have_v we_o not_o prophesy_v in_o thy_o name_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n cast_v out_o devil_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n do_v many_o wonderful_a thing_n and_o then_o will_v i_o profess_v unto_o they_o i_o never_o know_v you_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n matth._n 7.22.23_o ph._n but_o why_o shall_v not_o such_o rather_o be_v save_v then_o cast_v away_o j._n because_o they_o do_v as_o thou_o do_v dâ—_n all_o thâ—se_a thing_n to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n and_o to_o gain_v honour_n unto_o themselves_o and_o sâ—_n build_v their_o salvation_n upon_o this_o false_a foundation_n as_o the_o foolish_a builder_n build_v his_o house_n upon_o the_o sand_n which_o in_o 8.12_o in_o i_o e._n time_n of_o trial_n and_o persecution_n luke_n 8.12_o time_n of_o flood_n and_o wind_n can_v not_o â—â—and_v but_o fall_v mat._n 7.26_o 27._o ph._n i_o see_v thou_o do_v reject_v i_o i_o think_v to_o be_v one_o of_o thy_o disciple_n and_o to_o follow_v thou_o j._n no_o i_o do_v not_o reject_v thou_o but_o be_o very_o willing_a to_o receive_v thou_o but_o first_o consider_v what_o thou_o do_v and_o what_o it_o will_v cost_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v be_v my_o disciple_n and_o follow_v i_o ph._n what_o will_v it_o cost_v i_o master_n j._n thou_o must_v 10.37_o must_v i_o e._n in_o comparison_n of_o christ_n and_o when_o they_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o he_o mat._n 10.37_o hate_v thy_o father_n and_o mother_n &_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o brethren_n and_o sister_n and_o thy_o own_o life_n also_o yea_o thou_o must_v go_v and_o sell_v all_o that_o
thou_o have_v and_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o else_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v my_o disciple_n luke_n 14.26_o 27._o ph._n this_o be_v a_o hard_a say_n who_o can_v hear_v it_o and_o he_o go_v away_o sorrowful_a and_o follow_v he_o no_o more_o joh._n 6.60.66_o mat._n 19.22_o the_o three_o conference_n between_o christ_n and_o a_o doubt_a christian_n christ_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n mat._n 11.28_o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o poor_a heavy_a lade_v sinner_n that_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o but_o can_v come_v ch._n it_o be_v true_a o_o soul_n no_o man_n can_v come_v unto_o i_o except_o the_o father_n which_o have_v send_v i_o draw_v he_o joh._n 6.44_o christian_n how_o then_o lord_n shall_v i_o come_v unto_o thou_o ch._n i_o and_o my_o father_n be_v one_o and_o we_o give_v power_n to_o the_o faint_a and_o to_o they_o that_o have_v no_o might_n we_o add_v strength_n joh._n 10.30_o esay_n 40_o 29._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o altogether_o without_o strength_n therefore_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v come_v ch._n i_o will_v draw_v thou_o unto_o i_o with_o the_o cord_n oâ—_n a_o man_n with_o band_n of_o love_n and_o with_o love_a kindness_n hos_fw-la 11.4_o jer._n 31.3_o joh._n 12.32_o christian_n but_o lord_n noâ—_n i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o see_v i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o come_v unto_o thou_o yea_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o mercy_n ch._n so_o say_v my_o servant_n a_o john_n the_o baptist_n and_o b_o jacob_n and_o c_o other_o yet_o do_v not_o judge_v thy_o self_n as_o the_o d_o jew_n do_v unworthy_a of_o eternal_a life_n a_o mat._n 3.11.6_o b_o gen._n 32.10_o c_o luk._n 7.7_o mat._n 8.8_o d_o act_n 13.46_o christian_n iâ—_n such_o man_n as_o john_n baptist_n and_o jacob_n do_v judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a how_o many_o thousand_o time_n more_o unworthy_a be_o i_o a_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n ch._n it_o be_v true_a neither_o they_o nor_o thou_o can_v be_v worthy_a of_o yourselves_o but_o yet_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o account_v you_o worthy_a 22._o as_o the_o prodigal_n father_n do_v his_o son_n luk._n 15.21_o 22._o luk._n 20.35_o and_o 21.36_o rev._n 3.4_o christi_fw-la but_o lord_n if_o therâ—_n be_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a in_o i_o it_o may_v a_o little_a encourage_v i_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o but_o i_o find_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o i_o ch._n do_v thou_o not_o knowâ—_n that_o without_o i_o thou_o can_v e_o do_v nothing_o and_o that_o a_o man_n can_v f_z receive_v nothing_o except_o it_o be_v giveâ—_n he_o from_o heaven_n why_o theâ—_n do_v thou_o stay_v away_o from_o i_o who_o must_v g_o work_v all_o thy_o work_n in_o thou_o and_o c_o joh._n 15.5_o f_z joh._n 3.27_o g_o esa_n 26.12_o 2_o 12._o 2._o because_o thou_o see_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o thou_o thou_o shall_v thou_o rather_o come_v unto_o i_o who_o be_o the_o h_z fountain_n wherein_o thy_o unclean_a soul_n must_v be_v wash_v and_o unless_o i_o ay_o wash_v thou_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v clean_o nor_o have_v any_o k_o part_v in_o i_o h_z zac_n 13.1_o ay_o eze._n 36.25_o and_o 1.9_o k_n joh._n 13.8_o christian_n true_a lord_n thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o wellspring_n of_o life_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o blood_n and_o nothing_o else_o that_o can_v wash_v a_o way_n my_o sin_n but_o how_o can_v i_o come_v near_o to_o thou_o who_o be_o so_o wicked_a that_o for_o â—ught_v i_o know_v have_v count_v thy_o blood_n a_o l_o unholy_a thing_n l_o heb._n 10.29_o ch._n thou_o poor_a dear_a and_o doubt_v soul_n what_o if_o thou_o have_v have_v a_o hand_n in_o crucify_a i_o as_o the_o jew_n have_v yet_o can_v i_o forgive_v thou_o as_o i_o do_v many_o of_o they_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o count_v my_o blood_n a_o unholy_a thing_n for_o thou_o still_o desire_v to_o have_v thy_o sin_n wash_v away_o by_o it_o act._n 2.36.41_o christian_n what_o the_o jew_n do_v they_o do_v ignorant_o but_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n which_o make_v my_o sin_n worse_o than_o they_o ch._n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n you_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v so_o but_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v forgive_v for_o my_o dear_a disciple_n peter_n sin_v against_o knowledge_n when_o he_o deny_v with_o a_o oath_n that_o he_o know_v i_o not_o mat._n 26.72_o christian_n oh_o but_o yet_o my_o sin_n be_v worse_o than_o he_o for_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o one_o sin_n and_o that_o a_o sudden_a and_o short_a sin_n but_o i_o have_v sin_v many_o sin_n and_o continue_v long_o in_o they_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o belove_a servant_n david_n who_o be_v a_o man_n according_a to_o my_o own_o heart_n commit_v several_a sin_n together_o as_o murder_n whoredom_n etc._n etc._n and_o continue_v a_o while_n too_o in_o his_o sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o lord_n those_o servant_n of_o thou_o though_o they_o sin_v against_o thou_o yet_o they_o express_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n for_o they_o but_o i_o can_v neither_o be_v sensible_a of_o nor_o sorrowful_a for_o i_o ch._n oh_o sweet_a soul_n thou_o mistake_v and_o forget_v thyself_o for_o thou_o do_v often_o confess_v thy_o sin_n before_o i_o with_o sense_n shame_n and_o sorrow_n and_o i_o hear_v the_o daily_o bemoan_v and_o complain_v and_o say_v i_o have_v n_z sin_v against_o the_o lord_n woe_n be_v i_o for_o i_o be_o undo_v n_z job_n 7_o 20._o psal_n 51.4_o lam._n 5.16_o christian_n oh_o good_a lord_n it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o cause_n that_o i_o cry_v woe_n be_v i_o i_o be_o undo_v for_o i_o think_v there_o be_v no_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o dangerous_a and_o desperate_a condition_n as_o i_o be_v in_o ch._n why_o do_v thou_o think_v and_o say_v so_o christian_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o thy_o spirit_n ch._n oh_o thou_o poor_a and_o precious_a soul_n thou_o do_v but_o think_v so_o and_o fear_v so_o but_o tell_v i_o how_o can_v thou_o sin_v that_o sin_n against_o my_o spirit_n and_o yet_o pray_v for_o more_o of_o my_o spirit_n and_o so_o much_o prize_v my_o spirit_n as_o thou_o do_v christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o have_v often_o grieve_v and_o quench_v thy_o spirit_n and_o be_v not_o this_o to_o commit_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n ch._n my_o own_o dear_a and_o love_a child_n may_v and_o do_v sometime_o grieve_v my_o spirit_n by_o sin_v and_o quench_v the_o gracious_a motion_n of_o it_o and_o yet_o do_v not_o sin_n that_o unpardonable_a sin_n eph._n 4.30_o 1_o thes_n 5.19_o esay_n 63.10_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o can_v â—â—â—nk_v no_o less_o but_o that_o i_o have_v â—â—â—â—â—red_v that_o sin_n for_o i_o have_v have_v hard_o cruel_a and_o desperate_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n against_o the_o holy_a spirit_n ch._n though_o my_o child_n thoâ—_n haste_n have_v such_o thought_n in_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d yet_o thou_o have_v noâ—â—â—oken_v evil_a of_o my_o spirit_n as_o the_o jew_n do_v which_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o blasphemy_n and_o that_o unpardonable_a sin_n mat._n 12.24_o 28_o 31._o mark_n 3.22_o to_o 30._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o sure_a but_o that_o i_o have_v speak_v evil_a word_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o i_o know_v i_o have_v many_o time_n utter_v vile_a bitter_a and_o curse_a word_n ch._n notwithstanding_o thou_o do_v through_o the_o violence_n of_o thy_o temptation_n and_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o thy_o soul_n speak_v such_o word_n as_o my_o servant_n job_n david_n jeremy_n jonah_n and_o peter_n do_v yet_o thou_o have_v not_o do_v despiteful_o nor_o sin_v malicious_o and_o wilful_o against_o my_o spirit_n of_o grace_n as_o reprobate_n do_v heb._n 10.29_o job_n 3._o to_o 13._o and_o 10.18_o and_o 23.15_o 16._o psa_fw-la 31.22_o and_o 116.11_o jer._n 20.14_o etc._n etc._n jonah_n 4.3_o 4_o 9_o mat._n 26_o 27_o 74._o christian_n oh_o i_o have_v be_v and_o still_o be_o very_o wilful_a and_o have_v often_o sin_v wilful_o and_o thou_o say_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o if_o any_o sin_n wilful_o after_o they_o receive_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n their_o remain_v no_o more_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n heb._n 10.6_o ch._n thou_o dear_a soul_n have_v not_o i_o hear_v thou_o often_o in_o prayer_n complain_v of_o and_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n and_o bege_v earnest_o for_o power_n against_o they_o therefore_o it_o be_v rather_o against_o thy_o will_n than_o wilful_o that_o thou_o do_v sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o i_o find_v sin_n in_o power_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o if_o i_o be_v a_o saint_n they_o will_v not_o be_v so_o ch._n my_o servant_n paul_n find_v sin_n so_o strong_a in_o he_o that_o he_o confess_v he_o be_v carnal_a captive_a
i_o shall_v do_v so_o the_o further_o i_o shall_v be_v from_o it_o for_o the_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v neither_o have_v the_o ear_n hear_v nor_o be_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n able_a to_o conceive_v in_o any_o measure_n the_o joy_n mirth_n melody_n pleasure_n power_n wealth_n riches_n honour_n glory_n wisdom_n knowledge_n treasure_n security_n peace_n quietness_n and_o eternal_a felicity_n which_o you_o shall_v enjoy_v world_n without_o end_n with_o god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a spirit_n amen_n o_o woe_n to_o our_o blind_a eye_n that_o see_v not_o this_o woe_n to_o the_o hardness_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o feel_v not_o this_o woe_n to_o the_o deafness_n of_o our_o ear_n that_o hear_v not_o this_o in_o such_o manner_n as_o we_o shall_v do_v whereby_o we_o shall_v be_v so_o far_o from_o fear_v death_n that_o we_o shall_v rather_o wish_v and_o desire_v it_o to_o the_o professor_n of_o the_o gospel_n by_o mr._n john_n bradford_n martyr_n it_o be_v i_o lord_n that_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o it_o be_v my_o hypocrisy_n my_o vainglory_n my_o covetuousness_n my_o carnality_n security_n idleness_n unthankfulness_n self-love_n and_o such_o like_a which_o have_v deserve_v the_o take_v away_o of_o our_o king_n edward_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o true_a religion_n of_o thy_o good_a minister_n by_o exile_n imprisonment_n and_o death_n it_o be_v my_o wickedness_n that_o cause_v success_n and_o increase_n of_o authority_n and_o peace_n to_o thy_o enemy_n let_v we_o reprove_v the_o work_n of_o darkness_n let_v we_o fly_v from_o all_o idolatry_n let_v we_o abhor_v the_o antichristian_a and_o romish_a rot_a service_n let_v we_o detest_v the_o popish_a mass_n and_o forsake_v their_o romish_a idol_n let_v we_o prepare_v ourselves_o for_o the_o cross_n let_v we_o be_v obedient_a to_o all_o in_o authority_n in_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o against_o god_n and_o his_o word_n for_o then_o answer_v with_o the_o apostle_n it_o be_v better_a to_o obey_v god_n then_o man._n if_o you_o find_v and_o feel_v in_o yourselves_o a_o hope_n and_o trust_v in_o god_n that_o he_o will_v never_o tempt_v you_o above_o what_o he_o will_v make_v you_o able_a to_o bear_v then_o be_v assure_v the_o lord_n will_v be_v true_a to_o you_o and_o you_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o bear_v all_o affliction_n but_o if_o you_o want_v this_o hope_n and_o confidence_n fly_v and_o get_v you_o hence_o rather_o than_o by_o your_o tarry_n god_n name_n shall_v be_v dishonour_v hang_v on_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n not_o only_a when_o you_o have_v mean_n to_o help_v you_o but_o also_o when_o you_o have_v no_o mean_n yea_o when_o all_o mean_n be_v against_o you_o give_v god_n this_o honour_n which_o of_o all_o other_o thing_n he_o chief_o and_o principal_o require_v at_o your_o hand_n namely_o to_o believe_v that_o you_o be_v his_o child_n through_o christ_n that_o he_o be_v your_o father_n and_o god_n through_o he_o that_o he_o love_v you_o and_o pardon_v you_o all_o your_o offence_n that_o he_o be_v 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