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righteous_a as_o interest_v in_o the_o perfect_a righteousness_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n christ_n righteousness_n be_v not_o only_o for_o himself_o but_o for_o his_o member_n though_o this_o be_v inherent_a in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o mediator_n yet_o we_o have_v as_o much_o benefit_n by_o it_o as_o if_o it_o be_v subjective_o in_o we_o the_o suffering_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n be_v not_o for_o his_o own_o sin_n but_o we_o he_o be_v make_v sin_n 21_o 2_o cor._n 5._o 21_o for_o we_o i_o e._n our_o propitiatory_a sacrifice_n and_o we_o be_v make_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n in_o he_o we_o have_v the_o fruit_n of_o his_o bitter_a suffering_n and_o cruel_a death_n he_o fulfil_v the_o law_n satisfy_v justice_n and_o pay_v our_o debt_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n god_n look_v upon_o and_o deal_v with_o believer_n as_o righteous_a person_n as_o the_o disobedience_n of_o the_o first_o adam_n make_v we_o sinner_n so_o the_o perfect_a and_o sinless_a obedience_n of_o 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