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all_o the_o holy_a priest_n levite_n monk_n eremites_n &_o religious_a man_n on_o saturday_n s._n mary_n magdalen_n with_o all_o the_o holy_a virgin_n and_o widow_n we_o must_v every_o day_n in_o the_o morning_n so_o soon_o as_o we_o awake_v commend_v our_o body_n soul_n &_o affair_n to_o god_n and_o our_o patron_n of_o that_o day_n in_o every_o principal_a action_n we_o must_v commend_v our_o self_n to_o some_o one_o of_o they_o desire_v their_o help_n and_o assistance_n we_o must_v ofâ—en_o in_o the_o day_n think_v what_o guest_n we_o have_v bid_v that_o day_n into_o our_o soul_n and_o seek_v to_o make_v it_o a_o sit_v receipt_n for_o so_o honourable_a a_o company_n we_o must_v seek_v to_o imitate_v that_o virtue_n which_o in_o these_o saint_n
behaviour_n deliberation_n in_o my_o speech_n purity_n in_o my_o thought_n rigtheousnes_n in_o my_o action_n jesu_n be_v my_o sun_n in_o the_o day_n my_o food_n at_o the_o table_n my_o repose_n in_o the_o night_n my_o clothing_n in_o nakedness_n &_o my_o succour_n in_o all_o my_o need_n jesu_n let_v thy_o blood_n run_v in_o my_o mind_n as_o a_o water_n of_o life_n to_o cleanse_v the_o filth_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n of_o life_n everlasting_a jesu_n stay_v minâ—_n inclination_n from_o bear_v down_o my_o soul_n bridle_v my_o appetite_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o quench_v in_o i_o the_o fire_n of_o all_o unlawful_a desire_n jesu_n keep_v my_o eye_n from_o vain_a sight_n my_o ear_n from_o hear_v evil_a speech_n my_o tongue_n from_o talk_v unlawful_a thing_n my_o sense_n from_o every_o kind_n of_o disorder_n jesu_n make_v my_o will_n pliable_a to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o resign_v whole_o to_o thy_o providence_n &_o grant_v i_o perfect_a contentment_n in_o that_o which_o thou_o allotte_v o_o lord_n make_v i_o strong_a against_o all_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o steedfast_a in_o not_o yield_v to_o evil_a yea_o rather_o to_o die_v then_o to_o offend_v thou_o jesu_n make_v i_o ready_a to_o pleasure_v all_o loath_a to_o offend_v any_o gentle_a in_o speak_v courteous_a in_o conversation_n love_v to_o my_o friend_n and_o charitable_a to_o my_o enemy_n jesu_n forsake_v i_o not_o lest_o i_o perish_v leave_v i_o not_o to_o my_o own_o weakness_n lest_o i_o fall_v without_o recovery_n jesu_n grant_v i_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o amend_v my_o fault_n to_o renew_v my_o good_a purpose_n to_o peâ—_n form_v my_o good_a intention_n and_o to_o begin_v a_o fresh_a in_o thy_o service_n jesu_n direct_v my_o intention_n correct_v my_o error_n erect_v my_o infirmity_n protect_v my_o good_a endeavour_n jesu_n allay_v my_o passion_n and_o make_v i_o able_a to_o master_v they_o that_o they_o never_o draw_v i_o beyond_o the_o rule_n of_o reason_n and_o piety_n jesu_n make_v i_o humble_a to_o my_o superior_n friendly_a to_o my_o equal_n charitable_a to_o my_o inferior_n and_o careful_a to_o yield_v due_a respect_n to_o all_o sort_n jesu_n grant_v i_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n thankfulness_n for_o thy_o benefit_n fear_v of_o thy_o judgement_n love_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o mindfulness_n of_o thy_o presence_n amen_n a_o prayer_n before_o we_o settle_v ourselves_o to_o our_o devotion_n o_o most_o gracious_a jesu_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o present_v myself_o before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o to_o pour_v out_o my_o unworthy_a prayer_n unto_o thou_o in_o sight_n of_o all_o the_o glorious_a court_n of_o heaven_n behold_v o_o lord_n not_o in_o my_o merit_n but_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o now_o come_v to_o make_v manifest_a my_o necessity_n and_o to_o utter_v my_o grieve_n unto_o thou_o i_o come_v as_o a_o poor_a and_o needy_a wretch_n unto_o a_o god_n of_o infinite_a glory_n i_o come_v as_o a_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n unto_o my_o sovereign_a maker_n and_o creator_n i_o come_v as_o a_o guilty_a and_o heinous_a offendor_n unto_o a_o most_o just_a and_o severe_a judge_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eâ—es_n to_o heaven_n much_o less_o to_o open_v my_o mouth_n in_o thy_o glorious_a presence_n or_o presume_v to_o taâ—ke_v with_o a_o lord_n and_o king_n of_o such_o majesty_n be_v myself_o but_o slime_n and_o ash_n but_o o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n thou_o promise_v that_o who_o ask_v shall_v receive_v who_o knock_v shall_v be_v let_v in_o who_o seek_v shall_v find_v thou_o invite_v the_o great_a sinner_n and_o refuse_v not_o to_o yield_v thy_o assistance_n to_o any_o that_o will_v use_v it_o granâ—_n i_o therefore_o grace_v now_o to_o pray_v unto_o thou_o as_o my_o duty_n and_o thy_o desert_n require_v grant_v i_o a_o pure_a intention_n a_o fervent_a devotion_n a_o attentive_a mind_n that_o i_o be_v not_o carry_v away_o with_o impertinent_a thought_n nor_o any_o other_o distraction_n but_o with_o humble_a heart_n firm_a hope_n and_o perfect_a charity_n i_o may_v effectual_o pray_v unto_o thou_o and_o ask_v of_o thou_o that_o which_o thou_o see_v most_o for_o thy_o glory_n &_o my_o good_a to_o grant_v sweet_a jesus_n amen_o a_o other_o o_o gracious_a jesu_n help_v i_o to_o pray_v worthy_o that_o thou_o maiâ—st_v merciful_o grant_v my_o petition_n keep_v my_o thought_n from_o wander_a restrain_v my_o imagination_n &_o preserve_v my_o â—ences_n from_o be_v distract_v defend_v o_o lord_n my_o weak_a hart_n from_o all_o ghostly_a assault_n and_o so_o fix_v my_o mind_n upon_o thou_o that_o i_o be_v not_o carry_v away_o from_o consideration_n of_o thy_o presence_n grant_v i_o distinct_o to_o pronounce_v my_o word_n attentive_o to_o apply_v my_o thought_n and_o to_o be_v whole_o ravish_v and_o pofess_z with_o zeal_n and_o true_a devotion_n o_o lord_n grant_v i_o to_o ask_v forgiveness_n with_o deep_a contrition_n and_o full_a purpose_n of_o amendment_n grant_v i_o to_o crave_v thy_o benefit_n with_o hearty_a thankfulness_n and_o gratitude_n for_o those_o which_o i_o have_v receive_v grant_v i_o to_o pray_v for_o myself_o with_o perfect_a resignation_n unto_o thy_o will_n and_o for_o other_o with_o true_a charity_n 〈◊〉_d sincere_a affection_n afford_v o_o lord_n such_o comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n as_o thou_o see_v fit_v for_o i_o and_o by_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o spirit_n inspiâ—e_v thy_o good_a motion_n into_o i_o that_o i_o may_v feel_v they_o forcible_o accept_v they_o thankful_o and_o fulfil_v they_o effectual_o final_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n that_o i_o may_v devout_o spend_v this_o time_n of_o prayer_n endeavour_v with_o thy_o angel_n and_o saint_n to_o praise_v thou_o with_o true_a repentant_a sinner_n to_o appease_v thou_o and_o with_o all_o thy_o creature_n dutiful_o to_o serve_v thou_o sweet_a jesus_n amen_n a_o short_a meditation_n of_o man_n misery_n what_o be_v i_o o_o lord_n what_o be_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o be_v i_o be_v nothing_o i_o be_o now_o nothing_o worth_a &_o be_o in_o hazard_n to_o be_v woâ—se_o than_o nothing_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o original_a sin_n i_o may_v hereafter_o feel_v the_o eternal_a smart_n of_o sin_n i_o be_v in_o my_o mother_n a_o loathsome_a substance_n i_o be_o in_o the_o world_n a_o sack_n of_o corruption_n i_o shall_v be_v in_o my_o grave_n a_o prey_n of_o vermin_n when_o i_o be_v nothing_o i_o be_v without_o hope_n to_o be_v save_v or_o fear_v to_o be_v damn_v i_o be_o now_o in_o a_o doubtful_a hope_n of_o the_o one_o and_o in_o manifest_a danger_n of_o the_o other_o i_o shall_v be_v either_o happy_a by_o the_o success_n of_o my_o hope_n or_o most_o miserable_a by_o the_o effect_n of_o my_o danger_n i_o be_v so_o that_o i_o can_v not_o then_o be_v damn_v i_o be_o now_o so_o that_o i_o can_v scarce_o be_v save_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o know_v to_o wit_n a_o wretched_a sinner_n what_o i_o be_o i_o can_v say_v be_v uncertain_a of_o god_n grace_n what_o i_o shall_v be_v i_o be_o ignorant_a be_v doubtful_a of_o my_o perseverance_n o_o lord_n erect_v my_o former_a weakness_n correct_v my_o present_a sinfulness_n direct_v my_o future_a frailty_n direct_v it_o o_o lord_n from_o pass_v evil_a in_o present_a good_a to_o â—uâ—ure_a reward_n sweet_a jesus_n amen_n a_o epistle_n of_o a_o religiouâ—_n priest_n unto_o his_o father_n exhort_v he_o to_o the_o perfect_a forsake_v of_o the_o world_n to_o the_o worshipful_a his_o very_a good_a father_n r._n s._n his_o duetifulle_a son_n r._n s._n wish_v all_o happiness_n in_o child_n of_o former_a age_n it_o have_v be_v think_v so_o behooveful_a a_o point_n of_o duty_n to_o their_o parent_n in_o presence_n by_o serviceable_a office_n in_o absence_n by_o other_o effectual_a signification_n to_o yield_v proof_n of_o their_o thankful_a mind_n that_o neither_o any_o child_n can_v omit_v it_o without_o touch_n of_o ungratefulnes_n nor_o the_o paâ—ent_n forâ—eare_v it_o without_o just_a displeasure_n but_o now_o we_o be_v fall_v into_o such_o calamity_n of_o time_n and_o the_o violence_n of_o heresy_n have_v so_o cross_v the_o course_n both_o of_o virtue_n and_o nature_n that_o their_o engrafted_a law_n never_o infringe_v by_o the_o most_o savage_a and_o bruit_n â—_z can_v '_o of_o god_n people_n without_o peril_n be_v observe_v i_o be_o not_o of_o so_o unnatural_a a_o kind_n of_o so_o wild_a education_n or_o so_o unchristian_a a_o spirit_n as_o not_o to_o remember_v the_o root_n out_o of_o which_o i_o branch_a or_o to_o forget_v my_o secondary_a maker_n and_o author_n of_o my_o be_v it_o be_v not_o the_o carelessness_n of_o a_o cold_a affection_n nor_o the_o want_n of_o a_o due_a and_o reverend_a respect_n