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conscience_n and_o though_o we_o will_v not_o confess_v that_o we_o be_v under_o the_o law_n or_o under_o the_o accusation_n thereof_o notwithstanding_o that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o accusation_n but_o by_o virtue_n of_o the_o law_n still_o reign_v here_o or_o there_o yet_o be_v the_o thing_n manifest_a by_o conscience_n its_o self_n which_o through_o a_o accusation_n for_o sin_n render_v we_o guilty_a if_o therefore_o we_o can_v stand_v in_o purity_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n according_a to_o the_o inward_a man_n than_o indeed_o the_o law_n by_o its_o virtue_n which_o it_o have_v in_o the_o conscience_n through_o sin_n dare_v not_o so_o assault_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o man_n as_o that_o he_o must_v seek_v comfort_n out_o of_o the_o scripture_n and_o to_o be_v reconcile_v with_o god_n and_o to_o be_v confirm_v by_o
lord_n have_v â—orn_v with_o he_o and_o with_o how_o much_o ado_n he_o â—edged_v up_o his_o way_n and_o his_o return_v back_o â—nto_o egypt_n and_o how_o as_o it_o be_v force_v â—nd_o compel_v he_o and_o consequent_o â—ith_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o violence_n as_o i_o may_v â—y_a he_o be_v bring_v unto_o god_n nor_o be_v â—e_a ignorant_a of_o such_o mean_v apply_v to_o he_o â—y_a the_o lord_n and_o therefore_o he_o also_o never_o â—veigheth_v with_o sharpness_n against_o other_o â—or_a judge_v sinner_n but_o be_v gentle_a and_o merciful_a towards_o they_o and_o desire_v not_o their_o death_n but_o rather_o that_o god_n may_v convert_v they_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v towards_o the_o vile_a and_o hard_a fore_n of_o sinner_n who_o no_o repentance_n touch_v much_o more_o gentle_o will_v he_o act_v with_o his_o weak_a neighbour_n who_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o repentance_n seek_v the_o lord_n this_o person_n sure_o he_o deserve_o bear_v with_o in_o all_o his_o defect_n and_o infirmity_n and_o sustain_v he_o even_o as_o the_o lord_n sustain_v he_o when_o he_o endure_v much_o about_o his_o conversion_n yea_o even_o as_o also_o that_o very_a neighbour_n himself_o have_v former_o sustain_v and_o bear_v with_o his_o error_n he_o that_o do_v this_o he_o mete_v to_o his_o neighbour_n in_o the_o same_o measure_n which_o be_v not_o only_o from_o the_o lord_n but_o from_o his_o neighbour_n also_o measure_v to_o he_o he_o who_o will_v not_o bear_v deserve_v not_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o and_o he_o who_o will_v always_o show_v himself_o unmerciful_a and_o judge_n and_o reject_v other_o he_o ought_v in_o like_a manner_n to_o expect_v from_o god_n indignation_n judgement_n and_o rejection_n chap._n ix_o the_o person_n of_o any_o one_o be_v not_o to_o be_v respect_v but_o he_o who_o be_v in_o the_o person_n and_o operate_v from_o it_o that_o be_v god_n who_o only_o be_v the_o glory_n respect_n of_o person_n be_v the_o worst_a of_o thing_n as_o if_o the_o person_n itself_o shall_v be_v that_o that_o shall_v know_v and_o do_v any_o thing_n when_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o the_o man_n but_o god_n in_o the_o man_n and_o therefore_o to_o he_o alone_o be_v due_a the_o glory_n of_o wisdom_n justice_n virtue_n strength_n triumph_n and_o victory_n and_o all_o these_o be_v not_o to_o be_v attribute_v unto_o we_o but_o to_o god_n alone_o in_o we_o and_o in_o our_o neighbour_n for_o in_o we_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v respect_v but_o our_o empty_a nothingness_n for_o this_o only_o be_v proper_a to_o we_o otherwise_o nothing_o belong_v to_o we_o neither_o god_n nor_o the_o creature_n consequent_o also_o no_o injury_n can_v be_v do_v to_o we_o by_o any_o man_n although_o they_o shall_v take_v away_o from_o we_o our_o good_n and_o life_n yet_o be_v not_o that_o which_o be_v we_o take_v from_o we_o but_o that_o which_o be_v god_n for_o our_o life_n spirit_n soul_n body_n and_o all_o good_n be_v god_n and_o not_o we_o wherefore_o we_o be_v not_o to_o be_v angry_a but_o whatever_o god_n have_v order_v to_o fall_v upon_o we_o we_o must_v always_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v well_o and_o right_o do_v hence_o also_o no_o man_n be_v to_o be_v hate_v nor_o be_v we_o to_o envy_v any_o one_o nor_o to_o detract_v from_o any_o man_n reputaion_n but_o we_o must_v rather_o exercise_v mercy_n furthermore_o a_o regenerate_v man_n can_v be_v provoke_v to_o be_v angry_a nor_o to_o be_v proud_a or_o of_o a_o haughty_a mind_n see_v he_o himself_o be_v purge_v from_o such_o like_a vice_n and_o be_v become_v a_o new_a creature_n and_o be_v detain_v in_o the_o regeneration_n every_o way_n give_v up_o to_o god_n and_o be_v content_v with_o whatsoever_o god_n shall_v do_v with_o he_o or_o determine_v to_o come_v upon_o he_o either_o in_o time_n or_o in_o eternity_n either_o inward_o or_o outward_o either_o by_o mean_n or_o without_o mean_n he_o receive_v all_o these_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o yield_v the_o whole_a direction_n of_o himself_o up_o to_o god_n god_n as_o be_v above_o say_v who_o inhabit_v in_o the_o person_n be_v to_o be_v respect_v but_o not_o the_o person_n himself_o else_o when_o the_o person_n fail_v he_o also_o will_v fail_v who_o shall_v respect_v the_o person_n nor_o be_v god_n honour_n attribute_v to_o he_o if_o respect_n of_o person_n shall_v be_v apply_v let_v therefore_o the_o person_n go_v nothing_o but_o god_n only_o be_v to_o be_v look_v at_o chap._n x._o whether_o a_o man_n be_v free_v from_o the_o creature_n be_v then_o at_o length_n acknowledge_v when_o he_o seem_v to_o be_v willing_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v take_v from_o he_o a_o man_n give_v up_o himself_o to_o every_o creature_n and_o to_o every_o other_o thing_n and_o desire_v it_o so_o as_o that_o without_o it_o he_o can_v live_v and_o if_o so_o be_v he_o can_v at_o length_n obtain_v it_o then_o be_v nature_n enrage_v and_o sometime_o fall_v into_o a_o disease_n and_o the_o mind_n be_v vex_v with_o many_o other_o care_n let_v we_o therefore_o renounce_v all_o thing_n through_o death_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o dispose_n of_o god_n and_o possess_v our_o soul_n in_o calmness_n and_o true_a peace_n and_o we_o shall_v have_v eternal_a life_n so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n have_v not_o plain_o yield_v up_o to_o the_o creature_n and_o renounce_v it_o the_o idea_n of_o that_o creature_n always_o enter_v in_o upon_o the_o mind_n but_o when_o that_o creatrue_a be_v perfect_o deny_v than_o the_o idea_n thereof_o vanish_v away_o so_o soon_o as_o ever_o any_o thing_n be_v yield_v up_o it_o lose_v that_o strength_n it_o have_v to_o force_v a_o man_n and_o then_o it_o be_v a_o easy_a thing_n for_o a_o man_n to_o pass_v it_o by_o which_o before_o to_o do_v do_v seem_v difficult_a yea_o impossible_a when_o a_o man_n give_v up_o his_o will_n to_o god_n than_o he_o belong_v to_o god_n and_o if_o so_o be_v a_o man_n be_v sometime_o willing_a to_o put_v this_o in_o practice_n and_o to_o abide_v by_o it_o god_n do_v otherwise_o order_v it_o for_o he_o and_o will_v have_v he_o enjoy_v that_o which_o be_v he_o behold_v this_o come_v of_o that_o free_a yield_v up_o as_o a_o man_n may_v clear_o perceive_v in_o himself_o now_o god_n detain_v he_o lest_o he_o shall_v slip_v into_o worse_a thing_n they_o who_o be_v lead_v have_v not_o any_o long_o any_o will_n nor_o desire_n nor_o choice_n but_o god_n will_v desire_v and_o choose_v in_o they_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o a_o man_n be_v fix_v in_o the_o old_a adam_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o it_o seem_v impossible_a to_o he_o and_o by_o so_o much_o the_o less_o can_v he_o believe_v that_o he_o can_v become_v righteous_a so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n do_v any_o thing_n violent_o against_o his_o own_o conscience_n whether_o it_o be_v of_o small_a or_o of_o great_a moment_n yet_o he_o can_v get_v forward_o he_o that_o be_v a_o transgressor_n in_o one_o sin_n be_v guilty_a of_o all_o sin_n if_o any_o one_o consent_v to_o one_o temptation_n all_o the_o rest_n present_v themselves_o and_o desire_v to_o gain_v that_o man_n as_o be_v he_o upon_o who_o they_o have_v get_v a_o new_a right_n or_o claim_v chap._n xi_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o to_o pass_v over_o that_o which_o stir_v up_o in_o he_o some_o secret_a impediment_n if_o he_o will_v be_v sollicitous_o concern_v for_o god_n or_o else_o that_o same_o secret_a impediment_n may_v still_o remain_v separate_v from_o god_n and_o when_o the_o man_n shall_v come_v to_o examination_n that_o secret_a of_o his_o heart_n shall_v come_v forth_o and_o show_v that_o it_o still_o have_v be_v alive_a in_o he_o therefore_o be_v he_o to_o bear_v a_o examination_n and_o in_o the_o examination_n this_o secret_a of_o his_o heart_n be_v to_o be_v strike_v out_o and_o to_o be_v mortify_v that_o so_o he_o may_v come_v unto_o god_n noâ—_n must_v we_o at_o this_o time_n fly_v away_o but_o search_v thorough_o and_o then_o a_o man_n may_v bâ—_n true_o solicitous_a in_o god_n and_o so_o exercisâ—_n himself_o viz._n by_o lay_v aside_o all_o impediment_n that_o be_v by_o mean_n of_o that_o examination_n detect_v and_o manifest_v and_o then_o the_o man_n come_v to_o a_o certain_a liberty_n when_o through_o examination_n he_o be_v prove_v and_o try_v he_o can_v no_o long_o be_v terrify_v at_o any_o thing_n if_o yet_o somewhat_o remain_v that_o without_o his_o knowledge_n have_v lurk_v in_o his_o mind_n that_o also_o shall_v be_v manifest_v when_o he_o repeat_v the_o examination_n nor_o can_v a_o man_n more_o right_o know_v whether_o he_o be_v free_a or_o a_o captive_n then_o when_o he_o be_v thus_o touch_v and_o therefore_o this_o trial_n be_v not_o a_o evil_a thing_n nor_o also_o
advancement_n and_o then_o also_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a in_o we_o be_v feel_v and_o for_o its_o fake_n we_o can_v be_v affect_v with_o sorrow_n and_o can_v confess_v it_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n therefore_o prosperous_a thing_n be_v not_o to_o be_v seek_v nor_o adversity_n to_o be_v avoid_v for_o adversity_n be_v always_o safe_a and_o do_v advance_v we_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o be_v wary_a and_o to_o be_v in_o perpetual_a exercise_n and_o trial_n sweetness_n be_v deceitful_a and_o nature_n desire_v it_o bitterness_n be_v a_o medicine_n and_o nature_n hate_v it_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v do_v not_o that_o which_o we_o will_v but_o that_o which_o we_o hate_v chap._n xxi_o to_o abstain_v from_o inordinate_a and_o unprofitable_a word_n make_v a_o man_n as_o if_o he_o be_v dumb_a and_o cause_v he_o to_o be_v silent_a in_o many_o case_n which_o else_o he_o will_v talk_v of_o a_o lascivious_a tongue_n extinguish_v zeal_n and_o render_v a_o man_n inordinate_a and_o weak_a and_o unfit_a to_o overcome_v temptation_n in_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o go_v forward_o according_a to_o life_n the_o gate_n be_v shut_v against_o i_o and_o then_o death_n be_v my_o refuge_n i_o must_v therefore_o shut_v the_o eye_n of_o life_n and_o rest_v quiet_a in_o death_n if_o i_o have_v beforehand_o know_v this_o affliction_n in_o which_o i_o now_o lie_v i_o have_v dye_v for_o mere_a grief_n but_o now_o when_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n keep_v i_o in_o it_o and_o i_o can_v bear_v it_o i_o never_o before_o have_v believe_v that_o the_o case_n will_v be_v thus_o as_o now_o i_o find_v it_o judgement_n do_v so_o drive_v i_o that_o i_o can_v have_v neither_o comfort_n nor_o hope_n nor_o faith_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n thus_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v suppress_v by_o judgement_n and_o thus_o the_o rod_n hang_v over_o he_o and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o look_v death_n meet_v he_o but_o the_o mind_n be_v free_a i_o have_v no_o torture_n of_o soul_n and_o such_o suffering_n as_o francis_n spira_n endure_v i_o be_o ignorant_a of_o they_o adam_n be_v create_v pure_a in_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n but_o by_o his_o fall_n he_o depart_v from_o god_n and_o tumble_v down_o into_o his_o ownself_n he_o become_v estrange_v from_o god_n and_o be_v make_v his_o own_o propriety_n and_o a_o servant_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o this_o same_o growth_n of_o self_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o our_o desire_n endeavour_n or_o study_v of_o appropriate_v to_o ourselves_o which_o afterward_o be_v so_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o comfort_n or_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n therefore_o it_o behoove_v we_o to_o be_v reduce_v again_o into_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o all_o thing_n about_o which_o we_o be_v make_v somewhat_o and_o then_o at_o length_n god_n will_v be_v all_o himself_o in_o the_o man_n himself_o and_o that_o instead_o of_o his_o own_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n be_v restore_v without_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n find_v god_n with_o god_n and_o serve_v god_n with_o god_n and_o that_o be_v please_v to_o god_n for_o god_n have_v no_o good_a pleasure_n but_o in_o his_o ownself_n judgement_n be_v exercise_v upon_o this_o his_o propriety_n and_o then_o that_o lose_v all_o hope_n of_o restitution_n and_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o it_o either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n thus_o it_o may_v be_v understand_v what_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v viz._n appropriation_n therefore_o be_v also_o he_o be_v to_o expect_v judgement_n and_o that_o too_o must_v be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v just_a chap._n xxii_o without_o affliction_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o be_v promote_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n for_o where_o one_o be_v to_o be_v promote_v or_o advance_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n there_o it_o behoove_v the_o natural_a man_n to_o be_v purge_v from_o lust_n and_o to_o have_v no_o more_o delight_n life_n or_o joy_n in_o the_o creature_n but_o to_o want_v all_o these_o and_o to_o be_v suppress_v in_o death_n and_o to_o be_v fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n so_o the_o apostle_n say_v they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o 〈◊〉_d thereof_o it_o behoove_v i_o to_o give_v place_n to_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o without_o alâ—_n solicitude_n for_o thing_n temporal_a whence_o they_o may_v be_v acquire_v for_o i_o have_v not_o 〈◊〉_d much_o time_n leave_v that_o my_o sense_n can_v meditate_v on_o such_o a_o thing_n it_o behoove_v i_o to_o be_v strip_v of_o the_o image_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o therefore_o i_o remain_v without_o purpose_n and_o without_o council_n nor_o do_v i_o know_v what_o in_o time_n to_o come_v i_o be_o to_o do_v or_o leave_v undo_v to_o be_v silent_a in_o or_o to_o speak_v but_o as_o thing_n be_v at_o present_a so_o they_o glide_v away_o without_o my_o privity_n and_o when_o all_o thing_n be_v past_a and_o do_v i_o be_o no_o more_o solicitous_a concern_v they_o my_o business_n be_v to_o attend_v that_o that_o be_v present_a and_o incumbent_a upon_o i_o that_o i_o thus_o suffer_v it_o be_v not_o for_o my_o piety_n but_o for_o evil_a sin_n and_o propriety_n because_o i_o descend_v from_o adam_n over_o all_o who_o judgement_n and_o death_n be_v impend_v without_o hope_n of_o recovery_n for_o whatsoever_o adam_n have_v he_o have_v it_o unjust_o he_o be_v therefore_o to_o be_v despoil_v of_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v want_v all_o thing_n and_o retain_v nothing_o neither_o comfort_n nor_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o nothing_o belong_v unto_o he_o he_o also_o himself_o can_v never_o attain_v unto_o any_o truth_n but_o he_o be_v condemn_v and_o die_v in_o christ_n but_o whatsoever_o afterward_o rise_v again_o in_o christ_n be_v clean_o and_o without_o appropriation_n that_o christ_n have_v condemn_v sin_n itself_o be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v as_o if_o he_o have_v sin_n in_o himself_o or_o he_o be_v pure_a like_o the_o sun_n void_a of_o all_o impurity_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o no_o unrighteousness_n can_v stand_v before_o he_o but_o as_o filthiness_n it_o be_v condemn_v by_o he_o just_a as_o in_o the_o sun_n all_o impurity_n be_v detect_v and_o demonstrate_v to_o be_v impurity_n so_o that_o the_o sun_n can_v endure_v it_o but_o rather_o destroy_v it_o so_o jesus_n christ_n be_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n who_o by_o his_o own_o proper_a light_n virtue_n and_o pulchritude_n condemn_v all_o injustice_n and_o unrighteousness_n and_o suffer_v no_o darkness_n to_o stand_v before_o he_o i_o lie_v like_o the_o trunk_n of_o a_o tree_n nor_o have_v i_o in_o i_o any_o activity_n but_o i_o suffer_v only_o all_o that_o that_o be_v do_v in_o i_o but_o i_o can_v act_v either_o by_o reason_n or_o by_o understanding_n my_o 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to_o my_o present_a call_n viz._n to_o that_o eternal_a peace_n through_o the_o death_n of_o my_o flesh_n which_o now_o hasten_v itself_o to_o its_o end_n and_o now_o my_o most_o belove_a sister_n behold_v my_o die_a salutation_n and_o my_o last_o farewell_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n wherewith_o salute_v thou_o as_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o life_n thy_o brother_n m._n w._n 16_o april_n 1560._o he_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n 25_o april_n in_o the_o year_n of_o our_o lord_n 1560._o and_o of_o his_o own_o age_n the_o 39_o the_o end_n