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i_o despise_v his_o grace_n slight_a his_o love_n his_o die_a love_n spurn_v at_o his_o bowel_n and_o trample_v on_o his_o blood_n with_o what_o sweet_a and_o endear_n melt_v and_o charm_a language_n do_v he_o plead_v with_o i_o he_o call_v but_o i_o do_v not_o answer_v he_o plead_v but_o i_o be_v not_o move_v his_o bowel_n yearned_a but_o my_o heart_n do_v not_o relent_v how_o oft_o do_v the_o holy_a spirit_n move_v and_o work_v upon_o my_o heart_n and_o how_o oft_o do_v i_o resist_v vex_v quench_v and_o grieve_v he_o how_o oft_o be_v my_o conscience_n awaken_v and_o how_o soon_o do_v it_o fall_v asleep_o again_o holy_a lord_n i_o blush_v i_o be_o ashamed_a and_o confound_v to_o look_v back_o upon_o this_o part_n of_o my_o life_n i_o weep_v lord_n i_o weep_v i_o desire_v to_o weep_v bitter_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o unconverted_a state_n i_o wish_v again_o oh_o that_o my_o head_n be_v water_n and_o my_o eye_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o i_o may_v weep_v day_n and_o night_n 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profession_n and_o below_o my_o hope_n as_o a_o christian_a what_o a_o slow_a progress_n have_v i_o make_v in_o the_o way_n of_o holiness_n how_o many_o young_a christian_n have_v outstrip_v get_v the_o start_n of_o and_o be_v go_v before_o i_o nay_o have_v i_o not_o shameful_o decline_v and_o backsliden_fw-mi and_o lose_v much_o of_o my_o first_o love_n zeal_n and_o tenderness_n how_o frequent_a and_o strong_a have_v be_v the_o working_n of_o spiritual_a sin_n as_o unbelief_n pride_n passion_n envy_n and_o uncharitableness_n etc._n etc._n lord_n how_o many_o have_v be_v the_o sin_n of_o this_o state_n and_o how_o be_v they_o aggravate_v by_o all_o that_o love_n and_o mercy_n thou_o have_v show_v to_o i_o and_o the_o long_a experience_n i_o have_v have_v of_o thy_o bounty_n and_o goodness_n be_v thou_o my_o god_n and_o have_v i_o affront_v my_o father_n and_o have_v i_o displease_v thou_o have_v i_o by_o these_o sin_n wound_v that_o redeemer_n who_o die_v for_o i_o grieve_a that_o 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shall_v cast_v i_o into_o it_o i_o have_v forfeit_v heaven_n and_o if_o god_n shall_v eternal_o banish_v i_o from_o that_o bless_a place_n i_o must_v say_v righteous_a art_n thou_o o_o lord_n and_o upright_o 137._o ps_n 110._o 137._o be_v thy_o judgement_n but_o save_v i_o from_o the_o one_o and_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o other_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n i_o find_v it_o be_v write_v he_o that_o 13._o pro._n 28._o 13._o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n and_o again_o if_o we_o confess_v our_o sin_n he_o be_v 9_o 1_o john_n 1._o 9_o faithful_a and_o just_a to_o forgive_v we_o our_o sin_n this_o i_o have_v do_v this_o i_o will_v do_v and_o shall_v i_o not_o obtain_v mercy_n i_o be_o ashamed_a and_o confound_v i_o loathe_v and_o abhor_v my_o self_n i_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n i_o wish_v i_o have_v never_o do_v as_o i_o have_v be_v i_o to_o live_v over_o my_o life_n again_o divine_a grace_n assist_v these_o errata_n shall_v be_v correct_v i_o do_v 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