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hope_n thou_o may_v have_v have_v if_o his_o reclaim_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o his_o increase_n in_o wickedness_n and_o thou_o can_v have_v make_v no_o other_o account_n but_o of_o dishonour_n and_o discomfort_n 11._o if_o it_o be_v sad_a that_o he_o be_v take_v away_o in_o his_o wildness_n it_o have_v be_v more_o heavy_a have_v he_o add_v to_o the_o heap_n of_o sin_n to_o augment_v his_o torment_n if_o he_o be_v gracious_a he_o have_v a_o better_a father_n than_o thy_o self_n who_o interest_n be_v more_o in_o he_o than_o thou_o and_o if_o that_o heavenly_a father_n have_v think_v good_a to_o prefer_v he_o to_o a_o crown_n of_o immortal_a glory_n why_o shall_v thou_o be_v afflict_v with_o his_o advancement_n why_o shall_v thou_o not_o rather_o rejoice_v that_o thy_o loin_n have_v assist_v to_o furnish_v heaven_n with_o a_o saint_n be_v it_o put_v to_o thy_o choice_n that_o thy_o son_n may_v be_v call_v from_o his_o bless_a rest_n and_o return_v to_o his_o earthly_a relation_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o injurious_a as_o to_o wish_v the_o misery_n of_o so_o disadvantageous_a a_o change_n to_o to_o that_o soul_n which_o as_o it_o be_v never_o of_o thy_o production_n so_o it_o be_v pity_v it_o shall_v be_v at_o thy_o dispose_n rather_o labour_v to_o have_v thy_o own_o soul_n so_o dispose_v that_o it_o may_v be_v ready_a to_o follow_v he_o into_o those_o bless_a mansion_n and_o that_o it_o may_v love_v and_o long_a for_o heaven_n so_o much_o more_o to_o dwell_v among_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o just_o make_v perfect_a a_o prayer_n against_o immoderate_a grief_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o friend_n o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o flesh_n thou_o kill_v and_o make_v
no_o man_n to_o be_v no_o brawler_n but_o gentle_a show_v all_o meekness_n unto_o all_o man_n tit._n 3.2_o 16._o and_o the_o mean_n to_o obtain_v this_o virtue_n be_v these_o first_o to_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n in_o our_o mind_n of_o the_o loveliness_n and_o benefit_n of_o meekness_n together_o with_o the_o deformity_n and_o mischief_n of_o anger_n second_o to_o set_v before_o ourselves_o the_o example_n of_o our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o endure_v all_o reproach_n and_o torment_n with_o a_o perfect_a patience_n that_o be_v lead_v as_o a_o sheep_n to_o the_o slaughter_n isa._n 53.7_o that_o when_o he_o be_v revile_v revile_v not_o again_o when_o he_o suffer_v threaten_v not_o 1_o pet._n 2.23_o three_o to_o be_v very_o vigilant_a in_o prevent_v the_o beginning_n of_o anger_n and_o to_o that_o end_n we_o must_v mortify_v all_o inward_a peevishness_n and_o frowardness_n of_o mind_n which_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o itself_o if_o it_o proceed_v no_o further_o but_o if_o 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pain_n measure_v the_o slow_a hour_n not_o by_o minute_n but_o by_o groan_n thy_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o thy_o life_n job_n 10.1_o through_o the_o intolerable_a anguish_n of_o thy_o spirit_n job_n 7.11_o of_o all_o temporal_a affliction_n this_o be_v the_o sore_a and_o job_n 1.21_o after_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o good_n and_o child_n can_v yet_o support_v himself_o and_o bless_v the_o god_n that_o give_v and_o take_v but_o when_o his_o body_n be_v torment_v and_o make_v one_o boyle_n than_o his_o patience_n be_v extend_v so_o far_o as_o to_o curse_v not_o his_o god_n but_o his_o nativity_n job_n 3.3_o let_v the_o day_n perish_v wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o the_o night_n in_o which_o it_o be_v say_v there_o be_v a_o man_n child_n conceive_v and_o king_n artaxerxes_n question_v with_o his_o cup_n bearer_n nehemiah_n can_v say_v why_o be_v thy_o countenance_n sad_a see_v thou_o be_v not_o sick_a nehem._n 2.2_o employ_v that_o the_o sick_a of_o all_o other_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o be_v deject_v humane_a cross_n be_v at_o a_o distance_n but_o sickness_n be_v in_o our_o bosom_n those_o touch_n externaly_n these_o internal_o ourselves_o here_o the_o whole_a man_n suffer_v what_o can_v the_o body_n feel_v without_o the_o soul_n that_o animate_v it_o how_o can_v the_o soul_n which_o make_v the_o body_n sensible_a choose_v but_o be_v most_o affect_v with_o that_o pain_n wherewith_o the_o body_n be_v afflict_v both_o partner_n be_v perplex_v to_o encounter_v so_o fierce_a a_o enemy_n and_o the_o sharp_a require_v the_o most_o powerful_a resistance_n therefore_o let_v we_o recollect_v ourselves_o and_o summon_v all_o the_o power_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o engage_v with_o so_o violent_a and_o potent_a a_o enemy_n 3._o thy_o body_n be_v by_o a_o sore_a disease_n confine_v to_o thy_o bed_n i_o shall_v be_v sorry_a to_o say_v thyself_o be_v so_o thy_o soul_n which_o be_v thyself_o i_o hope_v be_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o thou_o but_o however_o it_o be_v content_a to_o 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those_o region_n of_o blessedness_n that_o they_o may_v from_o thence_o extract_v comfort_n to_o alleviate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o their_o heavy_a partner_n thus_o if_o thou_o imploye_v thy_o better_a part_n no_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n can_v make_v thou_o miserable_a that_o spiritual_a part_n of_o thou_o shall_v ere_o long_o be_v in_o bliss_n while_o this_o piece_n of_o earth_n lie_v putrify_v in_o the_o grave_a why_o do_v thou_o not_o then_o even_o now_o before_o thy_o dissolution_n improve_v all_o the_o power_n of_o it_o to_o thy_o present_a advantage_n let_v thy_o internal_a eye_n still_o behold_v the_o face_n of_o thy_o god_n in_o glory_n while_o thy_o corporal_a eye_n observe_v those_o friend_n at_o thy_o bedside_n which_o may_v pity_v but_o can_v help_v thou_o 5._o
and_o then_o if_o it_o stand_v with_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n heal_v my_o body_n and_o raise_v it_o that_o i_o may_v glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o righteous_a 2._o but_o if_o in_o thy_o omniscency_n thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v that_o this_o visitation_n shall_v put_v a_o period_n to_o my_o frail_a mortality_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o fit_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o that_o last_o and_o great_a change_n wean_v i_o from_o all_o the_o fade_a pleasure_n and_o vain_a allurement_n of_o this_o sinful_a world_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o meet_a partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n send_v down_o o_o lord_n thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n into_o my_o inward_a part_n that_o i_o may_v understand_v thy_o wisdom_n secret_o support_v the_o weakness_n of_o my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o strong_a assurance_n lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n by_o who_o merit_n i_o expect_v salvation_n and_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n sect_n iii_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n 1._o thy_o sin_n be_v ponderous_a upon_o thy_o soul_n bless_v the_o omnipotence_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o many_o have_v more_o weight_n and_o boast_v of_o ease_n there_o be_v music_n in_o this_o complaint_n the_o almighty_a delight_n to_o hear_v it_o next_o to_o the_o melody_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n pursue_v and_o continue_v these_o sorrowful_a note_n if_o ever_o thou_o expect_v comfort_n it_o be_v this_o godly_a sorrow_n that_o work_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 2_o cor._n 7.10_o weep_v still_o and_o be_v not_o too_o much_o hasty_o to_o exhaust_v thy_o tear_n for_o they_o be_v precious_a and_o render_v fit_a to_o be_v reserve_v in_o the_o bottle_n of_o the_o almighty_a psal._n 56.8_o over-speedy_a remedy_n may_v prove_v injurious_a to_o the_o patient_n and_o as_o in_o the_o body_n so_o in_o the_o soul_n disease_n and_o tumor_n must_v have_v their_o due_a maturation_n '_o ere_o there_o can_v be_v a_o cure_n the_o inward_o of_o the_o sacrifice_n must_v be_v three_o time_n rinse_v with_o water_n leu._n 1.9_o one_o ablution_n will_v not_o serve_v turn_n but_o when_o thou_o have_v evacuate_v thy_o eye_n of_o tear_n and_o unload_v thy_o breast_n of_o leisurely_o sigh_n i_o shall_v then_o by_o full_a commission_n from_o he_o that_o have_v the_o power_n of_o remission_n say_v to_o thou_o son_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o mat._n 9.2_o 2._o think_v not_o this_o word_n mere_o formal_a and_o forceless_a he_o that_o have_v the_o key_n of_o hell_n and_o of_o death_n rev._n 1.18_o have_v not_o say_v in_o vain_a who_o sin_n you_o remit_v they_o be_v remit_v john_n 20.23_o the_o word_n of_o his_o vicegerent_n on_o earth_n be_v ratify_v in_o heaven_n only_o the_o priest_n under_o the_o law_n have_v power_n to_o pronounce_v the_o leper_n clean_o leu._n 13.3_o have_v any_o other_o israelite_n do_v it_o it_o have_v be_v as_o unprofitable_a as_o presumptuous_a it_o be_v a_o good_a expression_n that_o fall_v from_o elihu_n when_o a_o man_n soul_n draw_v nigh_o unto_o the_o grave_a and_o his_o life_n to_o the_o destroyer_n if_o there_o be_v a_o messenger_n of_o god_n with_o he_o a_o interpreter_n one_o among_o a_o thousand_o to_o show_v unto_o that_o man_n his_o uprightness_n then_o he_o i._n e._n god_n be_v gracious_a unto_o he_o and_o say_v deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v find_v a_o ransom_n job_n 33.22_o 23_o 24._o behold_v this_o be_v thy_o state_n thy_o soul_n life_n be_v in_o danger_n of_o the_o destroyer_n through_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n i_o be_o howsoever_o unworthy_a a_o messenger_n send_v to_o thou_o from_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o almighty_a that_o send_v i_o do_v here_o upon_o thy_o serious_a repentance_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n proclaim_v thy_o soul_n fix_v in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n the_o invaluable_a ranson_n of_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n be_v accept_v for_o thou_o so_o thou_o be_v deliver_v from_o descend_v into_o the_o pit_n of_o perdition_n 3._o oh_o happy_a message_n thou_o reply_v be_v it_o receive_v with_o comfort_n but_o alas_o my_o heart_n be_v possess_v with_o deep_a ground_n of_o fear_n and_o diffidence_n not_o easy_o to_o be_v remove_v that_o convict_v i_o while_o you_o offer_v to_o acquit_v i_o and_o positive_o acquaint_v i_o i_o be_o a_o worse_a criminal_a than_o a_o spectator_n can_v imagine_v my_o sin_n be_v beyond_o measure_n heinous_a such_o as_o my_o thought_n tremble_v at_o and_o tongue_n dare_v not_o express_v to_o god_n that_o know_v they_o against_o who_o only_o they_o be_v commit_v if_o there_o be_v horror_n in_o their_o very_a remembrance_n what_o will_v their_o be_v then_o in_o their_o retribution_n 4._o they_o be_v bitter_a thing_n thou_o urge_v against_o thyself_o no_o adversary_n can_v plead_v worse_o but_o i_o admit_v thy_o vileness_n be_v thou_o as_o wicked_a as_o satan_n can_v make_v thou_o it_o be_v not_o his_o malice_n or_o thy_o wickedness_n that_o can_v exclude_v thou_o from_o mercy_n be_v thou_o as_o sordid_a as_o sin_n can_v expose_v thou_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o fountain_n open_v to_o the_o house_n of_o david_n zach._n 13.1_o a_o bloody_a fountain_n in_o the_o side_n of_o thy_o saviour_n for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n be_v thou_o as_o leprous_a as_o that_o syrian_a be_v of_o old_a 2_o king_n 5.18_o if_o thou_o can_v but_o wash_v seven_o time_n in_o the_o water_n of_o this_o jordan_n thou_o will_v be_v clean_o thy_o flesh_n shall_v come_v again_o to_o thou_o like_v to_o the_o flesh_n of_o a_o little_a child_n thou_o shall_v be_v at_o once_o sound_a and_o innocent_a be_v thou_o sting_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o this_o wilderness_n yet_o if_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n to_o that_o brazen_a serpent_n erect_v for_o thy_o malady_n thou_o will_v find_v cure_n wherefore_o come_v christ_n into_o the_o world_n but_o to_o save_v sinner_n add_v if_o thou_o will_v whereof_o i_o be_o chief_a 1_o tim._n 1.15_o thou_o can_v allege_v no_o worse_o by_o thyself_o than_o the_o best_a do_v before_o thou_o who_o in_o the_o right_n of_o a_o sinner_n claim_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o saviour_n 5._o be_v it_o not_o for_o sin_n what_o use_n be_v there_o of_o a_o redeemer_n be_v not_o sin_n heinous_a how_o shall_v it_o require_v such_o a_o expiation_n as_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n the_o magnitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n merit_v but_o to_o magnify_v the_o mercy_n of_o the_o forgiver_n to_o remit_v the_o debt_n of_o farthing_n be_v insignificant_a but_o to_o forgive_v thousand_o of_o talent_n be_v the_o height_n of_o bounty_n thus_o god_n deal_v with_o thou_o he_o permit_v thou_o to_o run_v on_o to_o so_o deep_a a_o sum_n that_o when_o thy_o conscious_a heart_n have_v proclaim_v thou_o a_o bankrupt_a he_o may_v infinite_o oblige_v thou_o and_o glorify_v his_o own_o mercy_n in_o cross_v the_o reckon_a and_o acquit_v thy_o soul_n all_o sum_n be_v equal_o dischargable_a to_o the_o munificence_n of_o our_o great_a creditor_n in_o heaven_n as_o it_o be_v the_o act_n of_o his_o justice_n to_o expect_v the_o least_o so_o it_o be_v of_o his_o mercy_n to_o forgive_v the_o great_a have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o a_o finite_a power_n we_o may_v sink_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o our_o sin_n but_o have_v a_o infinite_a power_n to_o attend_v we_o let_v thy_o care_n be_v to_o lay_v hold_n on_o that_o infinite_a bounty_n and_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o object_n of_o mercy_n sinful_a and_o miserable_a enough_o so_o conclude_v thyself_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o subject_a proper_a to_o receive_v it_o as_o a_o penitent_a believer_n open_v and_o enlarge_v thy_o bosom_n and_o assume_v this_o free_a grace_n and_o close_o with_o thy_o bless_a saviour_n and_o in_o he_o possess_v thyself_o of_o remission_n peace_n and_o salvation_n 6._o comfortable_a expression_n thou_o confess_v to_o those_o that_o be_v capable_a of_o they_o but_o what_o be_v this_o to_o i_o that_o be_o neither_o penitent_a nor_o believer_n alas_o that_o which_o be_v honey_n to_o other_o be_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n to_o i_o who_o want_v the_o grace_n to_o repent_v and_o believe_v as_o i_o ought_v why_o be_v thou_o so_o imprudent_a and_o unjust_a as_o to_o conspire_v with_o satan_n against_o thy_o own_o soul_n why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o unthankful_o injurious_a to_o the_o god_n of_o mercy_n as_o to_o deny_v those_o grace_n which_o his_o good_a spirit_n have_v bestow_v upon_o thou_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o penitent_a why_o be_v these_o tear_n what_o mean_v these_o sigh_n and_o passionate_a expression_n of_o sorrow_n which_o thou_o utter_v it_o be_v no_o temporal_a loss_n that_o afflict_v thou_o nor_o corporal_a distemper_n that_o thus_o
disquiet_v thou_o doubtless_o thou_o be_v soul-sick_a thy_o spirit_n be_v wound_v within_o thou_o and_o what_o can_v thus_o affect_v thy_o soul_n but_o sin_n or_o what_o can_v this_o affection_n of_o thy_o soul_n be_v for_o sin_n but_o true_a penitence_n 7._o thou_o reply_v i_o be_o indeed_o sorrowful_a for_o sin_n but_o not_o upon_o the_o right_a ground_n i_o grieve_v for_o the_o misery_n that_o sin_n have_v bring_v upon_o i_o not_o for_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n but_o for_o the_o punishment_n not_o the_o offence_n for_o my_o peril_n not_o for_o the_o displeasure_n of_o my_o god_n beware_v lest_o a_o undue_a humility_n cause_v thou_o false_o to_o accuse_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n thou_o be_v no_o competent_a judge_n whilst_o thou_o be_v under_o temptation_n have_v not_o thy_o sorrow_n a_o relation_n to_o god_n why_o will_v thou_o sigh_v to_o heaven_n why_o will_v thy_o heart_n challenge_v thou_o for_o unkindness_n in_o offend_a and_o to_o cry_v out_o of_o the_o sordidness_n not_o of_o the_o peril_n of_o thy_o sin_n what_o render_v the_o act_n of_o thy_o sin_n to_o be_v sinful_a but_o the_o offence_n against_o the_o divine_a majesty_n how_o can_v thou_o be_v sorry_a that_o thou_o have_v sin_v and_o not_o be_v sorry_a that_o thou_o have_v offend_v tell_v i_o what_o be_v it_o thy_o conscience_n primary_o suggest_v to_o thou_o in_o this_o impression_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n be_v it_o thou_o shall_v be_v punish_v or_o that_o thou_o have_v sin_v and_o be_v it_o put_v to_o thy_o choice_n whether_o thou_o have_v rather_o enjoy_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n with_o extremity_n of_o pain_n or_o continue_v in_o his_o displeasure_n with_o ease_n or_o if_o liberty_n be_v tender_v to_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v free_o sin_v without_o danger_n of_o punishment_n whether_o do_v not_o thy_o heart_n rise_v at_o the_o condition_n as_o ready_a to_o fly_v in_o the_o face_n of_o the_o offerer_n beside_o fear_v and_o horror_n do_v thou_o not_o find_v a_o internal_a indignation_n at_o thy_o miscarriage_n and_o such_o a_o detestation_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o be_v it_o to_o be_v reiterated_a if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o be_v conceal_v from_o god_n and_o man_n and_o if_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n to_o avenge_v it_o will_v thou_o not_o abhor_v to_o commit_v it_o all_o these_o be_v strong_a conviction_n of_o the_o right_a ground_n of_o thy_o repentance_n and_o of_o the_o injury_n which_o thou_o do_v thy_o soul_n in_o the_o unjust_a scruple_n which_o thou_o raise_v against_o it_o 8._o if_o the_o ground_n thou_o say_v of_o my_o repentance_n be_v regular_a yet_o the_o measure_n be_v insufficient_a i_o be_o sorrowful_a for_o sin_n but_o not_o enough_o a_o effectual_a grief_n for_o sin_n shall_v be_v serious_a deep_a hearty_a intensive_a i_o be_v slight_a and_o superficial_a i_o sigh_v but_o my_o sigh_n proceed_v not_o from_o a_o humble_a heart_n i_o can_v sometime_o weep_v but_o can_v pour_v out_o myself_o in_o tear_n i_o mourn_v but_o do_v continue_v my_o sorrow_n to_o this_o i_o answer_v thou_o have_v to_o do_v with_o a_o god_n which_o in_o all_o the_o disposition_n of_o thy_o soul_n regard_v validity_n and_o not_o quantity_n if_o he_o find_v thy_o remorse_n he_o exact_v not_o the_o solid_a measure_n he_o do_v not_o meet_v up_o our_o repentance_n by_o inch_n or_o hour_n but_o where_o he_o find_v sincerity_n of_o penitence_n be_v indulgent_a look_v upon_o david_n and_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n formidable_o detestable_a no_o less_o than_o adultery_n inebriation_n and_o murder_n yet_o no_o soon_o do_v he_o in_o a_o true_a compunction_n of_o heart_n cry_v out_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o lord_n then_o he_o hear_v from_o that_o mouth_n which_o accuse_v he_o the_o lord_n also_o have_v put_v away_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v not_o die_v 2_o sam._n 12_o 13._o here_o be_v a_o penitent_a confession_n which_o be_v efficacious_a in_o the_o expiation_n of_o those_o grievous_a crime_n thou_o be_v deceive_v if_o thou_o imagine_v god_n delight_v in_o the_o 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this_o be_v thou_o such_o as_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o defective_a in_o thy_o repentance_n do_v thou_o rest_v content_v in_o this_o condition_n and_o not_o complain_v of_o it_o as_o the_o great_a misery_n be_v thou_o not_o hearty_o sorry_a that_o thou_o can_v be_v no_o more_o grieve_v for_o thy_o sin_n comfort_v thyself_o even_o this_o be_v a_o acceptable_a repentance_n and_o god_n accept_v it_o what_o be_v repentance_n but_o a_o change_n from_o evil_a to_o good_a and_o how_o sensible_a be_v this_o change_n that_o thou_o who_o former_o delight_v in_o thy_o sin_n now_o detest_v it_o and_o thyself_o for_o it_o and_o be_v yet_o ambitious_a of_o more_o grief_n for_o be_v transport_v into_o it_o let_v not_o thy_o soul_n enemy_n who_o desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o to_o make_v thou_o perfect_o miserable_a so_o allure_v thou_o as_o to_o render_v thou_o unsatisfied_a with_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o penitency_n which_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n rather_o turn_v thy_o eye_n from_o thy_o sin_n and_o look_v to_o heaven_n and_o fix_v they_o upon_o thy_o all-sufficient_a mediator_n and_o behold_v his_o face_n smile_v upon_o thy_o humble_a soul_n and_o perfect_o reconcile_a thou_o to_o his_o eternal_a father_n as_o be_v full_o assure_v that_o be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n by_o who_o also_o we_o have_v access_n by_o faith_n into_o this_o grace_n wherein_o we_o stand_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n rom._n 5.1_o 2._o 10._o there_o thou_o say_v be_v the_o very_a root_n of_o my_o complaint_n i_o want_v that_o faith_n that_o shall_v give_v i_o a_o interest_n in_o my_o saviour_n and_o afford_v true_a comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o boldness_n and_o access_n with_o confidence_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n ephes._n 3.12_o i_o can_v be_v sorry_a but_o can_v believe_v my_o grief_n be_v not_o so_o great_a as_o my_o infidelity_n i_o see_v other_o full_a of_o joy_n and_o 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i_o advise_v thou_o to_o abandon_v those_o false_a teacher_n who_o improve_v their_o wit_n for_o the_o ruin_n of_o soul_n in_o broach_v the_o sad_a doctrine_n of_o uncertainty_n and_o distrust_n be_v sure_a our_o saviour_n have_v not_o bid_v his_o disciple_n rejoice_v that_o their_o name_n be_v write_v in_o heaven_n luke_n 10.20_o have_v there_o not_o be_v a_o particular_a enrollment_n nor_o the_o disciple_n can_v never_o have_v attain_v to_o the_o notice_n of_o such_o inscription_n neither_o be_v this_o a_o mercy_n peculiar_a to_o his_o domestic_a follower_n but_o universal_a to_o all_o that_o believe_v what_o they_o testify_v and_o by_o believe_v we_o may_v be_v assure_v our_o name_n be_v register_v in_o those_o eternal_a record_n 22._o not_o that_o we_o shall_v take_v a_o acesius_n his_o ladder_n and_o climb_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o turn_v over_o the_o book_n of_o god_n council_n and_o read_v ourselves_o design_v to_o glory_n but_o as_o we_o by_o experience_n imagine_v we_o can_v 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not_o outward_a and_o formal_a but_o inward_a and_o effectual_a the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v a_o voice_n and_o our_o soul_n a_o ear_n that_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n speak_v inward_o and_o effectual_o to_o the_o ear_n of_o the_o soul_n call_v we_o out_o of_o the_o state_n of_o corrupt_a nature_n into_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n out_o of_o darkness_n into_o his_o marvellous_a light_n by_o thy_o call_v thou_o may_v judge_v of_o thy_o election_n god_n never_o work_v in_o vain_a neither_o do_v he_o cast_v away_o his_o save_a grace_n but_o who_o he_o do_v predestinate_a they_o also_o he_o call_v and_o who_o he_o call_v they_o he_o justify_v and_o who_o he_o justify_v they_o also_o he_o glorify_v rom._n 8.30_o this_o doubtless_o thou_o say_v be_v sure_a in_o itself_o but_o how_o assure_v to_o i_o i_o answer_v that_o which_o the_o apostle_n add_v by_o good_a work_n if_o we_o comprehend_v the_o act_n of_o believe_v and_o repent_v be_v a_o special_a evidence_n of_o our_o election_n 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be_v raise_v to_o a_o great_a height_n of_o godly_a zeal_n than_o ever_o corinth_n have_v never_o be_v so_o rich_a in_o grace_n if_o not_o defile_v with_o so_o foul_a a_o crime_n confess_v now_o if_o this_o be_v not_o in_o effect_n thy_o case_n shall_v thou_o ever_o have_v detest_v thy_o sin_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v draw_v in_o to_o commit_v it_o shall_v thou_o have_v have_v so_o fervent_a a_o love_n to_o god_n have_v it_o not_o be_v out_o of_o a_o sense_n of_o his_o great_a mercy_n in_o remit_v it_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v so_o weary_a in_o thy_o stop_v as_o thou_o be_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o slip_v give_v glory_n to_o god_n but_o shame_n to_o thyself_o and_o bless_v he_o for_o the_o benefit_n that_o he_o have_v be_v please_v to_o make_v of_o thy_o offend_a he_o 11._o but_o alas_o thou_o say_v my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o it_o be_v conceive_v i_o have_v be_v more_o than_o once_o miscarry_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n for_o after_o i_o have_v make_v profession_n of_o my_o repentance_n i_o have_v be_v transport_v into_o my_o former_a wickedness_n have_v wash_v off_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o think_v with_o many_o tear_n yet_o i_o have_v suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v defile_v again_o i_o must_v not_o flatter_v thou_o this_o condition_n be_v dangerous_a those_o disease_n which_o upon_o their_o first_o seizure_n have_v receive_v cure_n after_o a_o relapse_n have_v threaten_v death_n look_v upon_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n thou_o shall_v find_v they_o have_v keep_v a_o distance_n from_o that_o fire_n wherewith_o they_o have_v be_v former_o burn_v thou_o shall_v not_o find_v noah_n again_o uncover_v through_o drunkenness_n nor_o judah_n climb_v to_o tamer_n bed_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v peter_n again_o in_o the_o high-priest_n hall_n deny_v his_o master_n or_o after_o st._n paul_n reproof_n halt_a in_o his_o dissimulation_n gall._n 2.11_o 12_o 13._o 12._o but_o tell_v i_o notwithstanding_o be_v thou_o true_o serious_a with_o thy_o god_n have_v thou_o double_v thy_o humiliation_n for_o the_o reduplication_n of_o thy_o offence_n and_o seek_v god_n more_o instant_o with_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n have_v thou_o find_v thy_o soul_n have_v a_o great_a detestation_n of_o sin_n than_o thy_o acquaintance_n with_o it_o have_v indulge_v thou_o have_v thou_o take_v this_o occasion_n to_o lay_v hold_n on_o thy_o saviour_n and_o to_o reinforce_v the_o vow_n of_o strict_a obedience_n if_o so_o this_o unpurposed_a reiteration_n of_o thy_o sin_n shall_v be_v no_o prejudice_n to_o thy_o salvation_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n for_o a_o man_n to_o walk_v on_o willing_o in_o a_o beat_a path_n of_o sin_n another_o thing_n for_o he_o to_o be_v lead_v out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n by_o the_o violence_n of_o a_o temptation_n which_o he_o soon_o recover_v by_o a_o sincere_a repentance_n 13._o the_o best_a can_v but_o he_o overtake_v with_o sin_n but_o he_o that_o be_v bear_v of_o god_n do_v not_o commit_v sin_n 1_o joh._n 3.9_o he_o may_v be_v transport_v but_o make_v not_o a_o custom_n of_o do_v ill_o his_o heart_n be_v against_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v draw_v to_o and_o if_o in_o this_o inward_a strife_n he_o be_v overpower_a he_o lie_v not_o down_o with_o a_o willing_a mind_n but_o struggle_v and_o with_o a_o reassume_v courage_n trample_v on_o that_o which_o former_o supplant_v he_o do_v thou_o give_v thyself_o to_o a_o resolve_a course_n of_o sin_v and_o betwixt_o while_n smite_v thy_o breast_n with_o a_o formal_a god_n forgive_v i_o i_o shall_v have_v no_o comfort_n for_o thou_o but_o rather_o send_v thou_o to_o a_o afflictious_a remedy_n of_o the_o almighty_a for_o correction_n if_o possible_o those_o stripe_n may_v prevent_v thy_o everlasting_a torment_n 14._o but_o now_o since_o what_o thou_o hate_v that_o thou_o do_v and_o thou_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o will_v not_o and_o it_o be_v no_o more_o thou_o that_o do_v it_o but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o thou_o rom._n 7.19_o 20._o exclaim_v as_o much_o as_o thou_o will_v on_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o thy_o sin_n bewail_v thy_o weakness_n with_o a_o better_a man_n than_o thyself_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n rom._n 7.24_o but_o know_v that_o thou_o have_v find_v mercy_n with_o god_n thy_o repeat_v sin_n may_v grieve_v but_o can_v prejudice_v thy_o soul_n have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o a_o finite_a compassion_n it_o may_v be_v abate_v by_o waste_v itself_o on_o a_o frequent_a remission_n as_o a_o great_a river_n may_v be_v draw_v dry_a by_o many_o small_a outlet_n but_o now_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o a_o god_n who_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a it_o be_v not_o the_o greatness_n or_o number_n of_o our_o offence_n that_o make_v a_o difference_n in_o his_o free_a remission_n that_o god_n who_o have_v charge_v our_o weak_a charity_n not_o to_o be_v overcome_v of_o evil_a but_o to_o overcome_v evil_a with_o good_a rom._n 12.21_o just_o scorn_v that_o we_o shall_v imagine_v his_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a goodness_n can_v be_v check_v with_o our_o evil._n 15._o it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o singular_a providence_n that_o st._n peter_n come_v to_o our_o saviour_n with_o that_o question_n in_o his_o mouth_n lord_n how_o often_o shall_v my_o brother_n sin_n against_o i_o and_o i_o forgive_v he_o till_o seven_o time_n that_o it_o may_v produce_v this_o gracious_a answer_n for_o our_o perpetual_a comfort_n i_o say_v not_o unto_o thou_o until_o seven_o time_n but_o until_o seventy_o time_n seven_o matth._n 18.21_o 22._o lord_n if_o thou_o will_v have_v we_o sinful_a creature_n indulgent_a to_o one_o another_o in_o our_o mutual_a offence_n what_o limit_n can_v be_v set_v to_o thy_o mercy_n in_o our_o sin_n against_o thou_o be_v we_o penitent_a for_o thou_o be_v gracious_a a_o prayer_n against_o temptation_n o_o lord_n thou_o be_v the_o god_n of_o my_o strength_n and_o to_o thou_o alone_o i_o fly_v for_o refuge_n the_o tempter_n be_v now_o busy_a and_o 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christian_n i_o like_v this_o complaint_n and_o tell_v thou_o that_o without_o this_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v in_o the_o way_n to_o happiness_n 2._o think_v thou_o that_o those_o who_o thou_o esteem_v eminent_a in_o grace_n make_v not_o the_o same_o moan_n that_o thou_o do_v certain_o they_o never_o have_v any_o if_o they_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o too_o little_a every_o man_n be_v sensible_a of_o his_o own_o want_n and_o ready_a to_o pass_v secret_a censure_n upon_o himself_o for_o be_v applaud_v by_o other_o even_o the_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n can_v say_v but_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o sorrowful_a psal._n 69.29_o he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n when_o he_o say_v so_o it_o be_v not_o meaness_n in_o estate_n that_o trouble_v he_o but_o
a_o spiritual_a necessity_n for_o he_o have_v before_o in_o the_o same_o heavenly_a anthem_n profess_v o_o god_n thou_o know_v my_o foolishness_n and_o my_o guiltiness_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o psal._n 69.5_o it_o be_v a_o old_a observation_n of_o wise_a solomon_n there_o be_v that_o make_v himself_o rich_a and_o have_v nothing_o there_o be_v that_o make_v himself_o poor_a yet_o have_v great_a riches_n prov._n 13.7_o in_o this_o latter_a rank_n be_v many_o pious_a soul_n and_o thou_o i_o hope_v for_o one_o who_o certain_o have_v never_o be_v so_o rich_a in_o grace_n if_o they_o have_v be_v conceit_v of_o great_a store_n even_o in_o this_o sense_n many_o a_o saint_n may_v say_v with_o st._n paul_n when_o i_o be_o weak_a than_o i_o be_o strong_a since_o the_o complaint_n of_o weakness_n argue_v strength_n and_o on_o the_o contrary_a a_o opinion_n of_o sufficient_a grace_n be_v a_o evident_a conviction_n of_o mere_a emptiness_n 3._o but_o suppose_v thyself_o so_o poor_a as_o thou_o pretend_v it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o what_o we_o have_v as_o how_o we_o improve_v it_o how_o many_o have_v we_o know_v that_o have_v grow_v rich_a out_o of_o a_o little_a and_o other_o out_o of_o a_o great_a stock_n have_v run_v to_o beggary_n have_v that_o servant_n in_o the_o gospel_n with_o one_o talon_n employ_v it_o to_o the_o gain_n of_o a_o second_o he_o have_v be_v proportionable_o as_o well_o reward_v as_o he_o that_o with_o five_o gain_v ten._n in_o our_o temporal_a estate_n we_o be_v warn_v by_o the_o wise_a man_n to_o take_v heed_n of_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v rich_a prov._n 28.20_o and_o the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o that_o he_o that_o will_v be_v rich_a fall_v into_o many_o temptation_n 1_o tim._n 6.9_o sure_o there_o be_v no_o small_a danger_n also_o in_o affect_v to_o be_v too_o sudden_o rich_a in_o the_o endowment_n of_o the_o soul_n this_o can_v but_o be_v accompany_v with_o the_o temptation_n of_o a_o unthankful_a distrust_n for_o he_o that_o believe_v make_v 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grudge_v at_o our_o alm_n when_o it_o come_v look_v upon_o abraham_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o fourscore_o and_o six_o year_n childless_a and_o after_o he_o have_v get_v ishmael_n he_o wait_v fourteen_o year_n for_o the_o promise_a seed_n and_o when_o he_o have_v enjoy_v he_o not_o long_o than_o he_o expect_v he_o he_o must_v sacrifice_v he_o to_o the_o giver_n thus_o must_v our_o faith_n be_v exercise_v for_o time_n and_o measure_n of_o mercy_n 5._o thy_o grace_n be_v weak_a yet_o discomfort_n not_o thyself_o how_o many_o frail_a body_n have_v we_o know_v which_o with_o careful_a tendance_n have_v be_v healthy_a than_o those_o of_o grosser_n constitution_n neither_o be_v it_o otherwise_o in_o the_o soul_n soundness_n of_o heart_n be_v health_n increase_v degree_n of_o grace_n make_v up_o the_o strength_n of_o that_o spiritual_a part_n if_o thou_o have_v this_o health_n tender_o observe_v thou_o may_v be_v happy_a in_o thy_o maker_n although_o more_o happy_a in_o a_o comfortable_a sense_n of_o a_o strong_a fruition_n we_o have_v to_o do_v with_o a_o god_n that_o mind_v not_o quantity_n as_o truth_n of_o repentance_n he_o know_v we_o have_v nothing_o but_o what_o he_o give_v we_o and_o enable_v we_o to_o improve_v and_o where_o he_o see_v our_o will_n and_o endeavour_n not_o want_v he_o be_v ready_a to_o accept_v and_o crown_v his_o own_o gift_n in_o we_o he_o will_v not_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n nor_o quench_v the_o smoke_v flax_n matth._n 12.20_o 6._o thou_o be_v weak_a in_o grace_n be_v not_o dismay_v there_o be_v all_o age_n all_o stature_n in_o christ._n shall_v the_o child_n repine_v that_o he_o be_v not_o grow_v a_o man_n shall_v the_o dwarf_n quarrel_n that_o he_o be_v not_o a_o giant_n be_v there_o a_o standard_n of_o grace_n less_o than_o be_v require_v and_o will_v not_o be_v accept_v thou_o have_v reason_n to_o be_v trouble_v but_o it_o be_v so_o far_o from_o that_o as_o that_o our_o saviour_n have_v encharged_a suffer_v little_a child_n to_o come_v unto_o i_o and_o forbid_v they_o not_o for_o of_o such_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 19.14_o in_o some_o legal_a oblation_n it_o please_v god_n to_o regard_v time_n and_o age_n the_o lamb_n for_o the_o passover_n and_o for_o the_o peace-offering_a leu._n 3.7_o the_o bullock_n for_o the_o sin-offering_a of_o israel_n leu._n 4.14_o have_v their_o date_n assign_v and_o in_o diverse_a case_n he_o have_v call_v for_o two_o turtle_n dove_n or_o two_o young_a pigeon_n leu._n 1.14_o leu._n 5.7_o 11._o leu._n 12.8_o leu._n 15.14_o young_a turtle_n and_o old_a dove_n according_a to_o our_o jewish_a doctor_n be_v unlawful_a to_o be_v offer_v but_o in_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n he_o that_o be_v eternal_a regard_v not_o time_n nor_o stature_n for_o the_o eleven_o hour_n carry_v the_o penny_n as_o well_o as_o the_o first_o and_o let_v the_o weak_a say_v i_o be_o strong_a joel_n 3.10_o 7._o it_o perplex_v thou_o thou_o have_v make_v so_o slow_a a_o progress_n in_o grace_n thy_o desire_n be_v heav'n-ward_n and_o thou_o checke_v thyself_o for_o want_v to_o celerity_n it_o be_v a_o happy_a ambition_n that_o wing_n thou_o to_o blessedness_n quicken_v thyself_o with_o gracious_a incitation_n but_o observe_v we_o must_v not_o go_v a_o full_a career_n for_o that_o passage_n admit_v not_o of_o haste_n how_o many_o have_v we_o know_v by_o much_o forwardness_n have_v be_v reject_v in_o their_o journey_n whether_o by_o mistake_v their_o way_n or_o misplace_v their_o step_n but_o i_o be_o glad_a it_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o thy_o soul_n to_o run_v the_o way_n of_o god_n commandment_n psal_n 119.32_o and_o do_v encourage_v thy_o zeal_n in_o pursue_v that_o holy_a race_n ever_o pray_v thou_o may_v so_o run_v as_o that_o thou_o may_v obtain_v 1_o cor._n 9.24_o but_o withal_o i_o tell_v thou_o that_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o do_v but_o walk_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n psal._n 119.1_o while_o thou_o pass_v on_o though_o but_o a_o footpace_n thou_o be_v every_o step_n near_o to_o glory_n and_o if_o thou_o gain_v ground_n thou_o be_v secure_a bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o strength_n be_v in_o thou_o o_o god_n in_o who_o heart_n be_v thy_o way_n who_o pass_v through_o the_o vale_n of_o misery_n go_v on_o from_o strength_n to_o strength_n till_o he_o appear_v before_o thou_o his_o god_n in_o zion_n psal._n 84.5_o 6_o 7._o 8._o thy_o grace_n be_v diminutive_a but_o thou_o labour_v for_o more_o this_o be_v a_o good_a beginning_n of_o heavenly_a treasure_n for_o he_o be_v in_o a_o way_n to_o riches_n that_o desire_v to_o thrive_v and_o never_o any_o holy_a soul_n lose_v she_o long_v if_o thy_o wish_n be_v hearty_a thou_o have_v thy_o desire_n or_o shall_v be_v assure_v of_o it_o if_o any_o man_n lack_v wisdom_n let_v he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n who_o give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o upbraid_v no_o man_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v he_o jam._n 1.5_o be_v this_o condition_n offer_v for_o temporal_a riches_n who_o will_v be_v poor_a and_o if_o we_o embrace_v it_o not_o in_o spiritual_n we_o distrust_v the_o promise_n or_o neglect_v mercy_n in_o temporal_a thing_n how_o many_o have_v so_o eager_o chase_v the_o world_n that_o they_o have_v overrun_v it_o and_o while_o they_o greedy_o swallow_v gain_n have_v be_v choke_v but_o in_o better_a blessing_n earnestness_n of_o desire_n and_o fervour_n of_o prosecution_n be_v always_o answer_v with_o a_o gracious_a impetration_n 9_o thou_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n but_o in_o a_o humble_a dejection_n long_v for_o more_o know_v that_o a_o humble_a poverty_n be_v better_a than_o a_o proud_a fullness_n be_v thou_o poor_a and_o proud_a there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o thy_o proficiency_n thy_o false_a
conception_n lie_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o improvement_n and_o many_o a_o one_o have_v be_v gracious_a have_v they_o not_o esteem_v themselves_o but_o now_o thou_o be_v mean_a in_o thy_o opinion_n than_o in_o thy_o estate_n who_o can_v more_o just_o claim_v our_o saviour_n blessing_n blessed_n be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 5.3_o 10._o thou_o be_v weak_a in_o heart_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o fault_n if_o thou_o acquir'_v not_o more_o strength_n wherefore_o be_v that_o heavenly_a food_n of_o the_o word_n and_o sacrament_n but_o to_o nourish_v thy_o soul_n to_o eternal_a life_n do_v but_o eat_v and_o digest_v and_o thou_o will_v grow_v strong_a god_n will_v not_o be_v want_v to_o thou_o in_o a_o increase_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o want_v to_o thyself_o he_o offer_v his_o holy_a spirit_n with_o the_o mean_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o neglect_n if_o thou_o separate_v '_o they_o thou_o know_v in_o who_o hand_n be_v the_o staff_n of_o bread_n pray_v that_o he_o who_o give_v thou_o food_n and_o mouth_n will_v also_o give_v thou_o appetite_n digestion_n and_o nourishment_n 11._o thy_o spirit_n be_v weak_a it_o concern_v thou_o high_o to_o be_v cautious_a in_o avoid_v occasion_n of_o temptation_n he_o that_o carry_v brittle_a glass_n be_v careful_a lest_o they_o shall_v break_v whereas_o strong_a metal_n fear_v no_o danger_n so_o he_o that_o have_v a_o small_a rush-light_n walk_v gentle_o and_o keep_v off_o every_o air._n thou_o be_v weak_a thy_o god_n be_v strong_a do_v thou_o not_o see_v the_o infant_n that_o can_v go_v alone_o how_o fast_o he_o cling_v to_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o mother_n more_o trust_v to_o her_o help_n than_o his_o own_o strength_n do_v thou_o so_o to_o thy_o god_n and_o say_v with_o the_o bless_a psalmist_n hold_v up_o my_o go_n in_o thy_o path_n that_o my_o footstep_n slip_v not_o psal._n 17.5_o hold_v thou_o i_o up_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v safe_a psal._n 119.117_o uphold_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n that_o i_o may_v live_v and_o let_v i_o not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o hope_n psal._n 119.116_o 12._o st._n peter_n be_v presumptuous_a in_o attempt_v to_o tread_v on_o the_o water_n but_o he_o that_o venture_v to_o walk_v there_o upon_o the_o strength_n of_o his_o faith_n when_o he_o feel_v the_o stiff_a wind_n and_o see_v the_o great_a billow_n begin_v to_o sink_v in_o his_o weakness_n but_o no_o soon_o have_v jesus_n stretch_v forth_o his_o hand_n and_o catch_v he_o but_o he_o take_v courage_n and_o go_v now_o with_o the_o same_o assurance_n upon_o the_o sea_n as_o he_o on_o the_o land_n and_o with_o a_o check_n receive_v more_o supportation_n from_o christ_n than_o his_o own_o limb_n can_v afford_v he_o mat._n 14.29_o 30_o 31._o fear_v no_o miscarriage_n through_o thy_o own_o weakness_n whilst_o thou_o be_v support_v by_o that_o strong_a helper_n a_o prayer_n for_o grace_n o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o author_n of_o all_o goodness_n and_o from_o who_o come_v every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n make_v i_o to_o discern_v aright_o what_o grace_n thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v unto_o i_o and_o learn_v i_o to_o be_v true_o thankful_a for_o the_o same_o and_o to_o glorify_v thou_o the_o only_a giver_n of_o it_o so_o likewise_o to_o use_v my_o utmost_a diligence_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o those_o duty_n which_o thou_o require_v of_o i_o that_o when_o thou_o shall_v summon_v i_o to_o a_o reckon_a for_o the_o use_n of_o that_o talon_n commit_v to_o i_o i_o may_v give_v in_o my_o account_n and_o be_v plentiful_o reward_v by_o enter_v into_o that_o joy_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o all_o thy_o servant_n 2._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o use_v that_o measure_n of_o grace_n thou_o have_v allot_v to_o i_o and_o restrain_v i_o from_o turn_v of_o it_o into_o wantonness_n let_v i_o be_v content_a with_o that_o portion_n which_o thou_o in_o thy_o wisdom_n and_o goodness_n have_v endow_v i_o withal_o and_o not_o plead_v ignorance_n and_o contemn_v 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