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name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v â—or_a it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o preâ—ious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_v â—ut_v contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_n my_o god_n always_o than_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_o heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ_n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o methinks_v be_v ever_o afflict_v than_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o k_o 〈…〉_o the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n leaâ—_n i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v
lord_n to_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n pardon_v all_o iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n yea_o all_o blasphemy_n wherewith_o they_o have_v blaspheme_v ah_o lord_n show_v they_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o gracious_a and_o glorious_a countenance_n and_o lead_v they_o in_o the_o way_n everlasting_a that_o they_o may_v never_o more_o swerve_v nor_o go_v astray_o from_o thy_o divine_a and_o holy_a commandment_n bless_v o_o lord_n all_o that_o be_v travel_v by_o sea_n or_o by_o land_n and_o bring_v they_o to_o their_o port_n and_o place_n in_o safety_n defend_v they_o from_o all_o pirate_n and_o robber_n that_o seek_v to_o do_v they_o hurt_v or_o wrong_v and_o from_o all_o other_o peril_n and_o danger_n pitch_v thy_o tent_n o_o lord_n round_o about_o they_o and_o keep_v they_o even_o as_o thou_o keep_v thy_o own_o and_o last_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o hearty_o beg_v and_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o pardon_v and_o forgive_v all_o my_o enemy_n all_o 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and_o love_v the_o good_a which_o i_o do_v not_o and_o can_v do_v that_o it_o may_v be_v no_o long_o i_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o i_o and_o that_o by_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o holy_a spirit_n i_o may_v walk_v well_o please_v before_o thou_o do_v thy_o work_n and_o thy_o will_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n live_v the_o life_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o of_o glory_n hereafter_o the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a that_o i_o may_v die_v their_o death_n ah_o lord_n give_v thyself_o to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v give_v myself_o to_o thou_o live_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o own_o i_o for_o thy_o own_o that_o i_o may_v own_v thou_o for_o my_o all_o give_v i_o ah_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n much_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o much_o glory_n daily_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o daily_a glory_n continual_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o continual_o glory_n that_o i_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o o_o lord_n only_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o and_o all_o this_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beg_v of_o thou_o and_o whatever_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o the_o name_n and_o for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n do_v i_o render_v and_o give_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_o amen_n 34._o if_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n be_v so_o lovely_a unto_o we_o and_o we_o esteem_v and_o love_v they_o most_o for_o their_o love_n and_o this_o their_o love_n do_v many_o time_n sweet_o satisfy_v and_o ravish_v our_o sense_n but_o how_o then_o be_v our_o heart_n set_v on_o fire_n with_o love_n when_o we_o have_v 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world_n and_o the_o world_n love_n let_v i_o die_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o thing_n in_o it_o that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o ah_o take_v i_o from_o the_o world_n ere_o thou_o take_v the_o world_n from_o i_o fit_v i_o for_o thyself_o ere_o thou_o take_v i_o to_o thyself_o let_v my_o last_o day_n be_v my_o best_a day_n and_o my_o last_o thought_n my_o best_a thought_n let_v i_o not_o live_v one_o moment_n long_o than_o to_o do_v thou_o service_n and_o let_v that_o only_o be_v my_o aim_n and_o my_o end_n let_v thy_o work_n be_v my_o wage_n and_o thy_o wage_n my_o work_n o_o lord_n god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n i_o most_o humble_o
nothing_o in_o comparison_n oâ—_n thou_o but_o all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o thou_o 24._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o in_o it_o i_o see_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o myself_o in_o thou_o 25._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o i_o see_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o 26._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o teach_v i_o to_o love_v thy_o statute_n to_o choose_v they_o embrace_v they_o and_o delight_n in_o they_o 27._o and_o i_o will_v love_v affliction_n because_o it_o will_v keep_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n 28._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o they_o be_v lovely_a and_o send_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o love_n to_o i_o in_o love_n 29._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v they_o to_o i_o and_o i_o by_o they_o 30._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o since_o that_o i_o be_v deep_o afflict_v for_o sin_n i_o have_v not_o be_v afflict_v with_o sin_n triumph_v nor_o with_o reign_n 31._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o o_o god_n unto_o i_o lovely_a 32._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v ever_o sweeten_v they_o unto_o i_o by_o sanctification_n 33._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o â—hou_a have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n 34._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o â—hou_a have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o afflict_v myself_o â—hat_n be_v my_o flesh_n for_o sin_n affliction_n 35._o o_o my_o god_n give_v i_o what_o affliction_n â—hou_v will_v so_o by_o they_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o afflict_v thou_o who_o i_o know_v never_o take_v pleasure_v to_o afflict_v i_o 36._o if_o i_o have_v not_o know_v affliction_n methink_v i_o have_v never_o seek_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v â—hee_o nor_o thy_o knowledge_n 37._o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v undo_v i_o may_v just_o â—ear_v i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v 38._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o many_o sanctify_a affliction_n as_o thou_o please_v for_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v please_v thou_o 39_o o_o lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o affliction_n to_o afflict_v i_o with_o murmur_n or_o repine_n which_o i_o be_o sure_a will_v afflict_v thou_o 40._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n â—or_a that_o i_o never_o have_v affliction_n in_o the_o flesh_n to_o â—y_a remembrance_n but_o it_o bring_v i_o comâ—ort_n in_o the_o spirit_n 41._o so_o that_o i_o may_v say_v through_o grace_n â—y_a affliction_n have_v be_v my_o best_a and_o choice_a â—enedictions_n 42._o so_o esteem_v they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n his_o grace_n to_o esteem_v they_o as_o token_n and_o â—gns_n of_o grace_n 43._o o_o lord_n make_v i_o ever_o thankful_a fâ—â—_n all_o these_o thy_o affliction_n which_o deserve_v much_o thanks_o 44._o o_o lord_n i_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o for_o thâ—_n thou_o have_v make_v my_o heart_n such_o as_o it_o do_v true_o thank_v thou_o for_o they_o 45._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o will_v thâ—_n will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o all_o thy_o will_n will_n 46._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o knoâ—_n thy_o will_n &_o a_o will_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thy_o gracâ—_n 47._o thy_o glory_n be_v my_o glory_n end_v thâ—_n end_n be_v my_o glory_n aim_v 48._o i_o desire_v no_o other_o honour_n o_o lord_n than_o to_o have_v the_o honour_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n 49._o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o any_o condition_n sâ—_n may_v be_v in_o the_o condition_n of_o thy_o servant_n 50._o o_o lord_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o do_v any_o woâ—â—_n so_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o work_n 51._o thy_o glory_n o_o lord_n be_v my_o only_a loâ—ing_n my_o only_a joy_n delight_n desire_v aim_v and_o enâ—_n 52._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a do_v thy_o work_n though_o never_o so_o mean_a in_o eye_n of_o man_n let_v it_o be_v always_o beautify_v honourable_a and_o glorious_a to_o my_o eye_n heâ—_n will_n and_o affection_n 53._o give_v i_o christ_n o_o god_n on_o any_o terâ—_n and_o condition_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v they_o be_v honourable_a term_n and_o condition_n aduâ—tagious_a and_o glorious_a 54._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v communâ—_n with_o christ_n in_o a_o dungeon_n than_o be_v adorn_v and_o ever_o possess_v all_o solomon_n outward_a glory_n in_o a_o palace_n 55._o communion_n with_o christ_n will_v i_o be_o sure_a make_v i_o content_a in_o all_o place_n and_o condition_n 56._o in_o christ_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o all_o true_a peace_n and_o comfort_n though_o without_o any_o of_o all_o the_o world_n comfort_n 57_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v all_o pleasure_n though_o in_o the_o world_n frown_v disgrace_n and_o displeasure_n 58._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v true_a light_n though_o in_o the_o world_n dark_a dungeon_n 59_o thy_o smile_n o_o christ_n my_o christ_n be_v my_o heaven_n and_o thy_o frown_n let_v i_o never_o know_v for_o i_o fear_v they_o as_o the_o worst_a of_o hell_n 60._o let_v i_o enjoy_v that_o heaven_n and_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o other_o hell_n 61._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n that_o my_o will_n may_v be_v always_o according_a to_o thy_o will_n 62._o let_v nothing_o o_o lord_n satisfy_v i_o but_o my_o assurance_n of_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o 63._o let_v i_o always_o o_o lord_n meditate_v on_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o love_v i_o 64._o ah_o suffer_v not_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n to_o content_v or_o delight_v i_o unless_o thou_o be_v in_o it_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 65._o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o do_v sin_n i_o may_v sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o sin_n no_o more_o 66._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v set_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o love_n on_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n glory_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 67._o grant_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o good_a that_o in_o all_o condition_n may_v abundant_o rejoice_v with_o true_a contentment_n and_o not_o at_o all_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v aâ—_n thy_o hand_n though_o heavy_a on_o i_o 68_o ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n all_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o only_a and_o alâ—_n the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n 69._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v always_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n more_o than_o my_o life_n yea_o thaâ—_n the_o life_n that_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n 70._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o labour_n for_o the_o joy_n oâ—_n heaven_n to_o myself_o as_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n or_o earth_n in_o love_n only_o to_o thyself_o 71._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o all_o my_o solace_n may_v be_v in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n to_o serve_v thou_o 72._o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n that_o whilst_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v labour_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 73._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n yea_o all_o the_o day_n long_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n my_o sole_a comforteâ—_n and_o only_a comfort_n 74._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v will_v nothing_o but_o thâ—_n will_v o_o thou_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 75._o i_o have_v rather_o have_v thy_o smile_n in_o hell_n my_o sweet_a and_o dear_a jesus_n if_o it_o can_v be_v â—en_z thy_o frown_n in_o heaven_n 76._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o if_o it_o can_v be_v be_v hell_n and_o obey_v god_n then_o in_o heaven_n and_o against_o he_o 77._o o_o god_n give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n those_o â—ings_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o both_o for_o soul_n â—d_a body_n on_o earth_n that_o may_v prepare_v i_o â—d_a make_v i_o fit_a for_o heaven_n 78._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o choose_v death_n â—en_o choose_v to_o sin_n 79._o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n â—re_n yet_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o â—od_a at_o any_o time_n to_o consent_v unto_o sin_n 80._o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v my_o jeâ—â—s_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o make_v interâ—ssion_n for_o i_o every_o moment_n and_o ever_o will_v â—en_o to_o my_o very_a last_o moment_n 81._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o enjoy_v affliction_n â—ith_n enjoy_v thou_o o_o my_o saviour_n than_o all_o â—anner_n of_o prosperity_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o proser_v it_o 82._o as_o long_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o give_v i_o â—ead_a water_n and_o grace_n i_o will_v acknowledge_v â—t_a i_o have_v sufficient_a meat_n drink_n and_o raiment_n yea_o
heart_n wiâ—_n out_o until_o thy_o lock_n be_v wet_a with_o the_o dewâ—_n â—aven_n and_o when_o i_o be_v most_o pitiless_a than_o â—est_n thou_o most_o pity_v i_o and_o take_v i_o from_o â—_o self_n and_o out_o of_o the_o power_n of_o all_o my_o adverâ—ies_n and_o do_v enter_v with_o forceable_a possession_n â—o_o my_o heart_n there_o to_o lodge_v sup_v and_o dwell_v â—_o ever_o though_o thou_o find_v it_o to_o be_v more_o unman_v then_o a_o dunghill_n and_o be_v not_o this_o enough_o 'cause_o all_o the_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n â—_o stand_v amaze_v and_o with_o wonder_n and_o aâ—ishment_n to_o admire_v the_o condescension_n of_o so_o great_a god_n as_o thou_o be_v ah_o lord_n god_n what_o can_v i_o more_o desire_n nay_o â—at_a can_v thou_o do_v more_o for_o i_o then_o thou_o have_v â—e_a to_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n to_o the_o â—_o of_o grace_n out_o of_o the_o suburb_n of_o hell_n into_o â—_o suburb_n of_o heaven_n methinks_v ah_o i_o ache_n i_o may_v true_o say_v out_o of_o hell_n itself_o â—_o heaven_n itself_o such_o a_o vast_a difference_n there_o â—_o such_o a_o bless_a and_o glorious_a change_n there_o be_v â—eady_o bless_a and_o ever_o magnify_v and_o praise_v thy_o ever_o bless_a great_a and_o most_o gloriâ—_fw-la name_n of_o jehovah_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o ition_n thou_o have_v not_o only_o o_o lord_n deliver_v i_o â—_o of_o the_o paw_n of_o that_o roar_a lion_n the_o â—il_n who_o have_v almost_o devour_v i_o but_o have_v â—en_n i_o of_o thy_o own_o power_n and_o strength_n to_o â—_o come_v he_o to_o trample_v he_o under_o my_o foot_n â—_o to_o despite_o he_o to_o his_o very_a face_n thou_o have_v â—vered_v unto_o i_o his_o falseness_n and_o malice_n and_o the_o wickedness_n and_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o my_o â—_o deceitful_a wicked_a heart_n thâ—â—_n do_v thus_o beâ—_n i_o ah_o lord_n what_o can_v i_o such_o a_o poor_a wretch_n i_o be_o tender_a unto_o thou_o for_o all_o thy_o benefit_n i_o a_o worm_n and_o no_o man_n the_o great_a and_o â—_o chief_a of_o sinner_n the_o very_o worst_a of_o the_o â—_o of_o man_n o_o lord_n accept_v of_o what_o i_o have_v to_o gâ—_n thou_o of_o these_o two_o poor_a mite_n my_o soul_n and_o bâ—_n true_a o_o lord_n i_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v â—_o they_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o be_v put_v into_o thy_o â—_o treasury_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o stâ—_n on_o they_o the_o glorious_a image_n of_o thy_o son_n jâ—_n christ_n i_o be_o sure_a they_o will_v pass_v for_o our_o â—coyn_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a court_n and_o thou_o â—_o own_o self_n will_v esteem_v they_o of_o thy_o peculiar_a tâ—_n sure_a o_o lord_n set_v i_o as_o a_o seal_n upon_o thy_o â—_o and_o let_v thy_o love_n be_v settle_v upon_o i_o tâ—_n may_v be_v out_o of_o love_n with_o all_o that_o i_o may_v beâ—ly_o in_o love_n with_o thou_o and_o let_v all_o my_o menâ—_n and_o faoulty_n be_v but_o as_o instrument_n to_o act_v holy_a and_o bless_a motion_n ah_o lord_n god_n good_a as_o great_a and_o greâ—_n good_a when_o will_v thou_o by_o thy_o almighty_a pâ—utterly_o destroy_v and_o root_v out_o all_o sin_n out_o of_o i_o â—_o shall_v the_o time_n o_o lord_n come_v that_o it_o shaâ—_n crucify_a unto_o i_o and_o i_o unto_o it_o when_o shalâ—_n time_n come_v that_o i_o shall_v see_v it_o no_o more_o when_o the_o time_n come_v that_o thou_o will_v o_o lord_n giu_v a_o final_a victory_n over_o it_o and_o total_o destro_n â—hen_o lord_n shall_v come_v that_o bless_a day_n where's_o i_o shall_v not_o sin_n when_o i_o shall_v put_v off_o sin_n as_o a_o â—_o garment_n and_o never_o more_o put_v it_o on_o when_o â—_o tear_n fear_n sigh_n and_o groan_n for_o sin_n â—ll_v be_v expel_v and_o extinguish_v when_o thou_o o_o â—rd_n my_o sweet_a and_o bless_a jesus_n shall_v only_o be_v â—_o all_o and_o my_o all_o but_o grant_v good_a lord_n though_o sin_n be_v in_o my_o â—rt_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o in_o sin_n and_o though_o â—_o rule_v over_o i_o as_o a_o tyrant_n let_v it_o ah_o let_v it_o â—ver_o reign_v in_o i_o a_o moment_n as_o a_o sovereign_n â—d_a though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n yet_o good_a â—rd_n for_o thy_o goodness_n sake_n let_v i_o live_v without_o â—senting_v unto_o delight_v in_o or_o approve_v of_o â—y_a sin_n whatsoever_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o â—d_a but_o let_v there_o be_v always_o and_o continual_o in_o â—_o a_o heedful_a watchful_a careful_a circumact_a care_n though_o temptation_n fall_v on_o i_o let_v â—_o not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v i_o â—m_n all_o evil_a o_o thou_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o â—aven_n and_o cause_v i_o to_o work_v out_o my_o salvaâ—n_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o to_o labour_v â—re_n and_o more_o to_o make_v my_o call_n and_o election_n â—e_n before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o see_v and_o know_v lord_n that_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o â—ndance_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n provide_v for_o â—_o a_o kingdom_n which_o can_v be_v shake_v let_v i_o â—ve_v grace_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o come_v before_o thou_o and_o worship_v thou_o the_o true_a god_n wâ—â—h_a reverence_n â—d_a godly_a fear_n that_o i_o may_v always_o run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a and_o walk_v and_o not_o faint_a wâ—_n o_o lord_n all_o thy_o law_n of_o grace_n in_o my_o hâ—_n and_o thy_o statute_n of_o love_n in_o my_o mind_n by_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n that_o i_o never_o go_v astray_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o please_v or_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o profit_n wean_v i_o o_o lâ—_n from_o the_o world_n ere_o thou_o take_v i_o out_o of_o world_n and_o whilst_o i_o do_v live_v in_o the_o world_n i_o be_v dead_a to_o it_o and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o which_o be_v the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleaâ—_n thereof_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n and_o give_v i_o those_o thâ—_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o which_o may_v make_v thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v alâ—_n thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o teach_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o use_v the_o world_n â—_o i_o use_v it_o not_o that_o i_o may_v not_o abuse_v it_o my_o nor_o thou_o who_o have_v give_v it_o i_o to_o use_v but_o â—_o abuse_v give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v in_o jesus_n christ_n grace_n to_o be_v always_o minâ—_n of_o my_o last_o end_n and_o of_o the_o reckon_a thâ—_n must_v make_v before_o thou_o the_o judge_n of_o heâ—_n and_o earth_n take_v away_o all_o my_o doubt_n â—_o and_o care_n for_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n that_o i_o cast_v all_o my_o care_n on_o thou_o who_o care_v for_o for_o the_o earth_n be_v thou_o and_o the_o fullness_n tâ—_n of_o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v know_v hoâ—_n want_v and_o how_o to_o abound_v and_o to_o be_v alâ—_n content_a in_o all_o condition_n know_v that_o thing_n shall_v be_v for_o my_o great_a good_a and_o â—ugh_a affliction_n be_v in_o the_o night_n yet_o joy_n shall_v i_o in_o the_o morning_n grant_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v â—ee_n that_o my_o last_o thought_n may_v be_v my_o best_a ought_o and_o my_o last_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o best_a â—ys_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v willing_a lose_v all_o to_o gain_v thou_o and_o to_o esteem_v it_o no_o loss_n â—t_a great_a gain_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o â—crease_v that_o thou_o may_v o_o lord_n increase_n to_o â—nd_v and_o to_o be_v spend_v for_o thou_o and_o to_o follow_v â—ee_z the_o lamb_n of_o righteousness_n wheresoever_o â—ou_n go_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v as_o willing_a to_o â—ear_v the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n to_o obey_v thou_o here_o the_o crown_n of_o glory_n to_o praise_v thou_o hereafter_o â—d_a grant_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v as_o willing_a suffer_v for_o thy_o glory_n as_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o â—ory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v desire_v heaven_n much_o â—ore_o for_o thou_o then_o thou_o for_o heaven_n ah_o lord_n i_o can_v be_v content_a with_o mary_n to_o â—t_a at_o thy_o foot_n and_o to_o wash_v they_o with_o my_o tear_n â—nd_v to_o stand_v behind_o thou_o be_v altogether_o aâ—amed_a to_o come_v before_o thou_o how_o willing_o â—_o lord_n how_o willing_o do_v i_o with_o jeremy_n wish_v â—hat_n my_o head_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o water_n that_o â—ine_o eye_n may_v gush_v out_o river_n of_o tear_n and_o ah_o that_o i_o can_v with_o david_n weep_v continual_o with_o magdalen_n abundant_o and_o withâ—eâ—er_o â—eâ—er_z bitter_o that_o i_o may_v give_v my_o soul_n no_o rest_n â—ntill_o i_o come_v into_o thy_o bless_a arm_n the_o blessed_a joyful_a
perturbation_n and_o â—_o for_o term_v of_o year_n but_o for_o ever_o ah_o most_o holy_a most_o great_a and_o most_o glorious_a â—ord_n god_n bring_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o â—_o thou_o own_o good_a due_a and_o appoint_a time_n â—at_a i_o may_v behold_v thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n and_o â—e_a light_n of_o thy_o right_a bless_a and_o most_o bless_a â—nd_v glorious_a countenance_n which_o may_v by_o the_o right_a aspect_n shine_v on_o i_o cause_v i_o likewise_o to_o shine_v bright_a than_o the_o sun_n and_o my_o â—ul_n and_o body_n together_o to_o be_v make_v perfect_a pure_a â—nd_v holy_a as_o thou_o o_o god_n art_n though_o not_o so_o â—olily_o pure_a and_o perfect_a and_o that_o both_o be_v â—nlightned_v with_o thy_o heavenly_a wisdom_n may_v be_v â—ade_v to_o know_v the_o stability_n thereof_o and_o be_v assure_v of_o thy_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o â—iving_v in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o grant_v these_o thing_n o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o what_o ever_o else_o thou_o knowe_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o all_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n thy_o christ_n and_o my_o jesus_n for_o who_o my_o soul_n shall_v ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v â—hee_o as_o the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n and_o to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o comforter_n and_o the_o sanctifier_n be_v give_v by_o i_o and_o by_o all_o thou_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o to_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n 1._o contentment_n though_o in_o poverty_n the_o best_a the_o sure_a and_o the_o great_a richâ—_n 2._o let_v i_o not_o set_v thou_o a_o time_n o_o â—_o god_n but_o wait_v on_o thou_o for_o all_o thing_n in_o â—_o time_n 3._o and_o when_o thy_o time_n shall_v come_v to_o sâ—_n i_o forth_o let_v i_o run_v and_o not_o grow_v weaâ—_n and_o walk_n and_o never_o faint_a 4._o send_v i_o o_o lord_n whither_o thou_o wâ—_n and_o to_o do_v what_o thou_o will_v i_o be_o willingâ—_n go_v and_o be_v and_o do_v whatever_o thou_o sâ—_n command_n though_o to_o spend_v and_o to_o â—_o spend_v for_o thou_o 5._o and_o wheresoever_o o_o lord_n thou_o shâ—_n place_v i_o i_o shall_v not_o account_v it_o my_o abide_v place_n no_o long_o than_o it_o shall_v be_v thy_o pleasure_n that_o i_o there_o abide_v 6._o be_v with_o thou_o my_o god_n where_o eâ—_n it_o be_v i_o shall_v be_v i_o be_o sure_a where_o i_o will_v â—_o 7._o and_o be_v in_o thou_o my_o saviour_n aâ—_n thou_o in_o i_o my_o condition_n i_o be_o sure_a wâ—_n well_o please_v and_o content_v i_o what_o ever_o be_v 8._o ah_o lord_n who_o will_v or_o who_o shouâ—_n desire_v to_o live_v here_o in_o the_o flesh_n be_v he_o câ—_n not_o live_v and_o not_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o subject_a to_o thâ—_n law_n neither_o indeed_o can_v be_v 9_o and_o who_o will_v not_o or_o shall_v not_o â—_o will_v to_o die_v to_o kill_v sin_n that_o sin_n migâ—_n die_v and_o be_v destroy_v for_o ever_o total_o 10._o yet_o i_o be_o content_a to_o live_v though_o i_o do_v â—_o thy_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n be_v sufficient_a â—_o i_o 11._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v on_o earth_n for_o thy_o sake_n â—d_a to_o do_v thy_o will_n than_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n â—_o my_o own_o sake_n only_o and_o only_o to_o have_v â—y_a own_o will_n 12._o for_o be_v it_o not_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n even_o â—_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o â—eaven_n it_o be_v a_o heaven_n on_o this_o side_n heaven_n â—_o earthly_a heaven_n or_o a_o heaven_n on_o earth_n â—ich_a good_a lord_n give_v and_o grant_v i_o unâ—l_v thou_o give_v i_o what_o thou_o have_v promise_v â—e_n which_o be_v thy_o bless_a self_n in_o heaven_n who_o â—t_a the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 13._o where_o then_o soever_o when_o and_o how_o â—ng_v soever_o i_o live_v or_o die_v i_o shall_v through_o thy_o â—od_a grace_n live_v and_o die_v content_v and_o â—ost_o joyful_o 14._o how_o willing_o how_o willing_o lord_n â—ould_v i_o leave_v this_o world_n and_o all_o the_o thing_n â—_o it_o if_o they_o be_v all_o mine_n to_o live_v with_o â—ee_n for_o i_o know_v thou_o o_o lord_n i_o know_v â—ee_n and_o for_o which_o i_o most_o hearty_o thank_v â—ee_n that_o thou_o be_v much_o better_a than_o all_o â—ings_n yea_o all_o thing_n compare_v to_o thou_o be_v the_v and_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o that_o be_v without_o thou_o can_v be_v fit_o compare_v to_o noâ—ing_n but_o to_o nothing_o 15._o and_o yet_o lord_n thou_o know_v how_o willing_a i_o be_o to_o live_v in_o this_o world_n to_o for_o thou_o 16._o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n how_o iâ—_n more_o willing_a i_o be_o to_o die_v then_o to_o live_v â—_o yet_o lord_n thou_o know_v how_o i_o striuâ—_v live_v that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v 17._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n so_o live_v as_o i_o may_v die_v daily_o and_o to_o die_v daâ—_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v 18._o let_v i_o so_o live_v as_o i_o may_v live_v ever_o let_v i_o so_o die_v as_o that_o i_o die_v never_o let_v i_o die_v but_o once_o that_o i_o live_v for_o eâ—_n let_v i_o die_v that_o once_o that_o i_o die_v neuâ—_n 19_o come_v then_o o_o christ_n and_o set_v i_o fâ—_n that_o i_o may_v go_v and_o live_v with_o thou_o then_o shall_v thou_o be_v unto_o i_o gain_v and_o free_v i_o from_o eternal_a pain_n 20._o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v gâ—_n it_o be_v against_o the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o â—_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a it_o be_v against_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n 21._o to_o will_v good_a be_v many_o time_n â—_o send_v with_o i_o but_o how_o to_o perform_v it_o i_o kâ—_n not_o at_o any_o time_n how_o of_o myself_o but_o â—_o i_o know_v that_o he_o that_o give_v grace_n to_o â—_o will_v also_o give_v grace_n to_o do_v for_o both_o to_o â—_o and_o to_o do_v be_v from_o the_o good_a will_n of_o goâ—_n 22._o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v goâ—_n that_o be_v from_o the_o good_a spirit_n of_o god_n in_o â—_o but_o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a thâ—_n â—m_n the_o evil_a spirit_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o i_o â—d_a tyrannize_v over_o i_o 23._o all_o the_o will_v i_o have_v to_o good_a be_v from_o â—_o good_a will_v my_o good_a god_n but_o all_o the_o â—l_v i_o have_v to_o evil_a be_v from_o my_o own_o evil_a â—l_n 24._o ah_o lord_n how_o hard_o do_v i_o find_v it_o to_o the_o â—sh_v to_o do_v what_o i_o shall_v nay_o what_o i_o â—uld_v and_o how_o easy_a ah_o lord_n how_o easy_a â—_o do_v that_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o and_o will_v â—t_a 25._o do_v thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o â—mbly_o beseech_v thou_o work_n in_o i_o both_o to_o â—l_v and_o to_o do_v according_a to_o thy_o good_a â—l_n and_o pleasure_n 26._o that_o as_o to_o please_v thou_o o_o lord_n be_v â—_o desire_v of_o my_o will_n yea_o my_o will_n only_a â—sire_n so_o not_o to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n i_o â—d_a rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o die_v than_o will_v â—th_v my_o will_n willing_o 27._o let_v thy_o holy_a will_n o_o god_n be_v my_o â—ole_a will_n and_o thy_o whole_a will_v be_v make_v holy_a â—me_n by_o do_v it_o whole_o and_o holy_o by_o the_o â—werful_a assistance_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n 28._o to_z will_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n with_o my_o â—art_n be_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n write_v by_o thy_o â—f_n in_o my_o heart_n 29_o let_v then_o thy_o will_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n â—t_a with_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v boâ—h_v will_n and_o â—_o thy_o good_a will_n my_o good_a god_n 30._o when_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o think_v on_o thâ—_n then_o from_o all_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v free_a let_v then_o my_o heart_n still_o think_v on_o thâ—_n that_o from_o all_o sin_n i_o may_v still_o fleeâ—_n lord_n take_v my_o heart_n and_o make_v it_o tâ—_n that_o to_o no_o sin_n it_o may_v incline_v 31._o the_o best_a of_o our_o best_a be_v so_o bad_a our_o all_o be_v worth_a nothing_o at_o all_o 32._o if_o then_o our_o best_a good_a be_v so_o bad_a holy_a thing_n so_o unholy_a ah_o lord_n how_o holy_a be_v our_o unholiness_n and_o how_o bad_a evil_n be_v our_o worst_a evil_n the_o evil_a of_o our_o thing_n 33._o it_o be_v not_o my_o studious_a care_n buâ—_n care_n o_o lord_n of_o my_o study_n that_o mâ—_n both_o my_o study_n and_o care_v prosperous_a advantageous_a 34._o it_o be_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o
and_o all_o his_o glory_n in_o heaven_n face_n to_o face_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n yea_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a spirit_n 15._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o hear_v of_o he_o here_o with_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o hereafter_o and_o to_o hear_v himself_o with_o a_o understand_a heart_n 16._o and_o if_o than_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v he_o here_o on_o earth_n and_o but_o in_o part_n imperfect_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o delight_n be_v to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o part_n but_o in_o perfection_n perfect_o full_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v 17._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o we_o need_v fear_v no_o fear_n for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n there_o to_o fear_v 18._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n so_o great_a though_o surround_v with_o many_o sorrow_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o turn_v into_o fullness_n of_o joy_n 19_o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a among_o so_o many_o displease_a displeasure_n even_o here_o â—n_a earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o displeasure_n shall_v all_o be_v do_v away_o and_o our_o pleasure_n be_v for_o evermore_o 20._o ah_o fill_v i_o then_o o_o my_o good_a god_n with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n and_o thy_o joy_n alone_o that_o in_o thou_o only_o i_o may_v rejoice_v 21._o if_o the_o nether_a spring_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a yea_o sweet_o delicious_a o_o god_n be_v the_o upper_a spring_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 22._o if_o thy_o left-hand_a mercy_n o_o god_n be_v so_o delightful_a and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o please_v we_o ah_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v those_o of_o thy_o right-hand_a delight_n we_o with_o pleasure_n 23._o if_o his_o footstool_n favour_v be_v so_o great_a and_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o great_o favour_v by_o they_o to_o have_v they_o ah_o how_o great_a in_o favour_n yea_o what_o great_a favourite_n shall_v we_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v in_o heaven_n the_o favour_n of_o his_o throne_n and_o sit_v on_o throne_n by_o he_o 24._o if_o to_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o glory_n beauty_n and_o brightness_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v so_o ravish_v we_o with_o delight_n joy_n and_o admiration_n so_o as_o we_o can_v and_o will_v always_o be_v content_a to_o behold_v it_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v our_o heart_n be_v ravish_v with_o that_o ravish_a fullness_n of_o his_o bright_a beautiful_a glory_n when_o we_o shall_v in_o heaven_n behold_v all_o his_o glory_n as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o all_o his_o glorious_a saint_n and_o angel_n from_o who_o beautiful_a brightness_n and_o glory_n they_o have_v all_o their_o glorious_a brightness_n and_o beauty_n and_o be_v make_v thus_o glorious_o beautiful_a with_o surpass_a beauty_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o he_o 25._o if_o then_o his_o glory_n be_v so_o sweet_a in_o the_o bud_n what_o be_v it_o in_o the_o branch_n but_o ah_o then_o how_o much_o great_a and_o sweet_a be_v the_o tree_n that_o have_v so_o many_o branch_n 26._o if_o then_o so_o great_a and_o sweet_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a and_o sweet_a in_o heaven_n 27._o and_o if_o our_o delight_n be_v so_o great_a in_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n here_o below_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o incomprehenslble_o great_a shall_v they_o and_o will_v they_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v have_v find_v thou_o where_o thou_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n 28._o and_o see_v o_o god_n thou_o give_v we_o such_o wage_n she_o whilst_o we_o offend_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v yea_o what_o be_v there_o but_o thou_o 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best_o and_o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o as_o willing_a to_o leave_v they_o as_o to_o receive_v they_o and_o to_o give_v they_o back_o unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o please_v and_o in_o thy_o own_o way_n as_o thou_o o_o lord_n and_o not_o as_o i_o bless_v thou_o for_o the_o leave_v they_o with_o i_o any_o time_n but_o most_o especial_o for_o the_o well_o use_v of_o they_o during_o that_o time_n consider_v that_o their_o well_o use_v will_v turn_v to_o my_o eternal_a profit_n and_o their_o abuse_n of_o they_o to_o my_o eternal_a loss_n ah_o lord_n let_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n be_v enlighten_v and_o always_o open_a to_o see_v the_o many_o peril_n and_o danger_n in_o possess_v they_o as_o well_o as_o their_o nothingness_n whilst_o i_o shall_v possess_v they_o and_o that_o worldly_a bliss_n consist_v more_o in_o possess_v of_o little_a void_a of_o fear_n than_o of_o much_o subject_n unto_o danger_n and_o that_o it_o be_v much_o the_o sweet_a condition_n 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within_o for_o lord_n thou_o know_v if_o my_o condition_n shall_v at_o any_o time_n displease_v i_o and_o i_o can_v change_v it_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o if_o by_o so_o do_v i_o shall_v displease_v thou_o for_o thou_o know_v i_o desire_v to_o please_v thou_o not_o myself_o the_o spirit_n not_o the_o flesh_n the_o inward_a not_o the_o outward_a man_n the_o new_a not_o the_o old_a man_n for_o i_o will_v not_o have_v what_o i_o will_v but_o o_o lord_n that_o only_o that_o thou_o will_v be_v it_o what_o ever_o it_o will_v deny_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o most_o earnest_o and_o most_o unfeigned_o beg_v and_o beseech_v thâ—e_n in_o jesus_n christ_n for_o thy_o own_o dear_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n deny_v i_o not_o this_o one_o thing_n whatever_o it_o cost_v i_o but_o let_v my_o life_n and_o my_o death_n my_o place_n of_o abode_n and_o condition_n be_v such_o as_o may_v o_o lord_n bring_v thou_o most_o glory_n as_o may_v glorify_v thou_o most_o o_o god_n of_o all_o power_n and_o glory_n and_o that_o see_v i_o serve_v thou_o not_o o_o god_n my_o creator_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o youth_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o free_o cheerful_o willing_o and_o joyful_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o day_n unto_o the_o very_a last_o hour_n of_o my_o life_n that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a and_o that_o my_o last_o end_n may_v be_v like_o he_o ah_o lord_n let_v all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n to_o come_v be_v so_o spend_v as_o it_o may_v witness_v a_o continual_a sorrow_n for_o my_o life_n past_a that_o have_v live_v here_o in_o thy_o fear_n i_o may_v die_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n in_o thy_o favour_n that_o have_v live_v here_o the_o life_n of_o grace_n i_o may_v ever_o hereafter_o live_v with_o thou_o o_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n the_o life_n of_o glory_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n o_o lord_n that_o trye_v the_o heart_n and_o search_v the_o reins_o thou_o know_v all_o my_o thought_n as_o well_o as_o pondere_a all_o my_o action_n and_o therefore_o thou_o know_v how_o much_o my_o heart_n rejoice_v because_o that_o thou_o thus_o know_v it_o and_o because_o thou_o have_v make_v it_o such_o as_o it_o be_v not_o that_o it_o be_v o_o lord_n as_o it_o will_v or_o shall_v be_v but_o because_o it_o willing_o will_v be_v what_o it_o shall_v be_v and_o that_o it_o will_v do_v and_o be_v as_o wil_o any_o thing_n that_o it_o will_n as_o it_o will_v it_o so_o it_o be_v o_o lord_n god_n according_a to_o thy_o most_o holy_a righteous_a good_a &_o bless_a will_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a maker_n giver_n and_o preserver_n of_o all_o thing_n ay_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o hear_v i_o in_o jesus_n christ_n for_o all_o kingdom_n nation_n and_o people_n in_o general_n and_o in_o particular_a over_o the_o face_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n gather_v o_o lord_n in_o much_o mercy_n gather_v thy_o elect_n together_o from_o all_o the_o â—nds_n and_o corner_n of_o the_o world_n jew_n and_o gentile_n turk_n and_o infidel_n bond_n and_o free_a male_a and_o female_a young_a and_o old_a rich_a and_o poor_a ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o please_v in_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n to_o pour_v out_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n upon_o all_o flesh_n and_o to_o write_v thy_o holy_a law_n of_o grace_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o thy_o statute_n of_o fear_n in_o their_o mind_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o every_o one_o may_v know_v who_o be_v the_o lord_n and_o the_o power_n of_o his_o might_n that_o
grace_n that_o thou_o do_v intend_v to_o marry_v unto_o thyself_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n 167._o ah_o lord_n i_o confess_v it_o be_v not_o my_o study_n nor_o my_o care_n nor_o yet_o my_o careful_a study_n nor_o my_o studious_a care_n that_o teach_v i_o wisdom_n so_o as_o to_o know_v thou_o or_o to_o learn_v what_o thou_o know_v but_o it_o be_v thyself_o o_o lord_n it_o be_v thyself_o that_o give_v i_o that_o wisdom_n to_o know_v thyself_o and_o learning_n to_o know_v what_o thou_o know_v for_o who_o but_o thyself_o have_v that_o wisdom_n to_o know_v thyself_o or_o learning_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o to_o learn_v what_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n know_v 168._o ah_o teach_v i_o then_o so_o o_o my_o good_a god_n that_o be_v israel_n teacher_n that_o i_o may_v tell_v henceforth_o devil_n world_n and_o flesh_n that_o i_o will_v no_o more_o be_v teach_v by_o they_o nor_o follow_v their_o teach_n 169._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o know_v that_o the_o teach_n of_o man_n no_o nor_o all_o man_n teach_n be_v not_o able_a to_o teach_v i_o to_o know_v any_o good_a but_o i_o know_v that_o thy_o teach_n o_o god_n be_v able_a to_o teach_v i_o all_o good_a and_o how_o to_o do_v all_o good_a 170._o i_o will_v rejoice_v therefore_o in_o what_o my_o god_n can_v do_v because_o he_o can_v and_o therefore_o i_o know_v assure_o that_o he_o will_v do_v all_o the_o thing_n for_o i_o that_o shall_v be_v for_o my_o good_a 171._o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v what_o man_n can_v do_v against_o i_o no_o nor_o devil_n neither_o for_o they_o all_o can_v do_v nothing_o at_o all_o that_o can_v hurt_v i_o 172._o but_o all_o my_o fear_n shall_v always_o be_v to_o fear_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o fear_n for_o to_o fear_v thou_o true_o bring_v i_o true_a joy_n yea_o unspeakable_a joy_n 173._o for_o to_o fear_v thou_o as_o we_o ought_v to_o fear_v thou_o be_v to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n with_o fear_n be_v the_o whole_a duty_n 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feel_v to_o his_o senseless_a heart_n life_n to_o his_o dead_a heart_n faith_n to_o his_o doubt_a heart_n hope_v to_o his_o despair_a heart_n speak_v peace_n to_o his_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_a heart_n and_o give_v understanding_n sense_n memory_n and_o reason_n unto_o his_o distract_a heart_n 187._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n he_o be_v grieve_v to_o see_v christ_n dishonour_v by_o any_o and_o to_o see_v he_o blaspheme_v and_o evil_a speak_v of_o be_v to_o throw_v dirt_n and_o dung_n in_o his_o face_n mens_fw-la dishonest_a and_o filthy_a life_n and_o conversation_n make_v his_o soul_n to_o melt_v his_o heart_n to_o quake_v his_o ear_n to_o tingle_v and_o to_o gnash_v his_o tooth_n for_o grief_n he_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o lament_v with_o a_o most_o bâ—ttâ—r_a lamentation_n to_o hear_v the_o mock_n of_o god_n and_o his_o word_n because_o this_o be_v to_o crucify_v his_o jesus_n afresh_o and_o to_o put_v he_o again_o to_o open_a shame_n 188._o for_o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n rejoice_v to_o hear_v the_o name_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n magnify_v and_o praise_v to_o hear_v he_o well_o speak_v of_o cause_v his_o heart_n to_o leap_v within_o he_o as_o the_o babe_n do_v in_o elizabeth_n womb_n for_o he_o love_v those_o that_o love_v he_o and_o honour_n those_o that_o honour_n he_o and_o such_o only_o he_o account_v his_o father_n and_o mother_n his_o brother_n and_o sister_n that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n his_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o he_o esteem_v only_o the_o true_a christian_n to_o be_v wise_a
brethren_n even_o with_o this_o true_a sincere_a and_o free_a love_n that_o they_o may_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o enjoy_v that_o true_a and_o free_a love_n of_o god_n which_o shall_v make_v they_o for_o ever_o free_a from_o all_o misery_n and_o pain_n and_o of_o all_o pleasure_n and_o joy_n enjoy_v he_o who_o enjoy_v all_o thing_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o with_o who_o be_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o 199._o thus_o bless_v and_o for_o ever_o bless_v be_v all_o those_o that_o have_v this_o bless_a spirit_n of_o god_n for_o their_o portion_n on_o earth_n which_o shall_v lead_v they_o as_o the_o son_n of_o god_n unto_o god_n their_o father_n and_o their_o portion_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v the_o portion_n the_o father_n and_o the_o everlasting_a rest_n of_o all_o the_o bless_a 200._o ah_o bless_a condition_n to_o be_v thus_o bless_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n yea_o by_o the_o god_n of_o all_o spirit_n have_v heart_n so_o full_a of_o true_a love_n and_o charity_n as_o to_o long_o labour_n and_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o other_o thus_o bless_v with_o themselves_o and_o as_o themselves_o that_o be_v so_o full_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n as_o to_o love_v all_o other_o as_o they_o love_v themselves_o and_o will_v have_v all_o belove_a by_o he_o ah_o holy_a father_n increase_v this_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n here_o on_o earth_n that_o we_o may_v together_o go_v hand_n in_o hand_n witness_v that_o the_o love_n wherewith_o we_o love_v one_o another_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o we_o who_o be_v all_o love_n even_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o that_o it_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o the_o live_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n in_o we_o that_o we_o thus_o love_v or_o love_v thus_o 201._o ah_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o own_o great_a glorious_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n take_v not_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n the_o comforter_n from_o i_o but_o let_v it_o ever_o abide_v and_o dwell_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o go_v forth_o before_o thou_o rejoice_v as_o the_o bride_n rejoice_v in_o her_o bridegroom_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n know_v my_o many_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n and_o that_o i_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n well_o please_v unto_o thou_o without_o the_o assistance_n of_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n for_o that_o my_o heart_n be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a leave_v i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n this_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o lead_v in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n which_o may_v conduct_v i_o unto_o thy_o dwell_a place_n which_o be_v all_o peace_n rest_n holiness_n blessedness_n and_o eternal_a life_n and_o happiness_n 202._o here_o follow_v a_o short_a admonition_n exhortation_n or_o advice_n unto_o all_o careless_a sinner_n that_o prize_v not_o this_o life_n or_o live_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n in_o they_o that_o they_o will_v no_o long_o quench_v its_o motion_n but_o come_v out_o of_o their_o sin_n and_o taste_v and_o see_v how_o gracious_a the_o lord_n be_v 203._o ah_o poor_a most_o poor_a and_o most_o miserable_a man_n for_o thou_o thou_o only_a art_n true_o miserable_o poor_a that_o be_v christless_a though_o thou_o abounde_v in_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n though_o thou_o fare_v delicate_o every_o day_n and_o be_v array_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n though_o thou_o feed_v on_o the_o delicacy_n of_o egypt_n and_o enjoy_v all_o this_o world_n good_a the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o though_o thou_o lie_v on_o the_o bed_n of_o ivory_n and_o have_v thy_o palace_n bedeck_v with_o the_o gold_n of_o ophir_n and_o the_o precious_a pearl_n and_o diamond_n of_o the_o orient_a though_o prince_n shall_v be_v thy_o servant_n and_o king_n daughter_n thy_o maiden_n yet_o remember_v for_o all_o this_o thou_o shall_v die_v and_o come_v to_o judgement_n thy_o honour_n and_o thy_o riches_n shall_v not_o save_v thou_o but_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o distress_n they_o shall_v take_v themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v away_o from_o thou_o miserable_a comforter_n be_v all_o such_o comfort_n ah_o put_v not_o put_v not_o thy_o trust_n then_o on_o such_o thing_n as_o in_o a_o moment_n ere_o thou_o be_v aware_a shall_v be_v take_v from_o thou_o or_o thou_o from_o they_o 204._o awake_v awake_a from_o the_o dead_a thou_o careless_a man_n why_o sleep_v thou_o arise_v and_o christ_n shall_v give_v thou_o light_v and_o life_n why_o ah_o why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o obstinate_a as_o thus_o witting_o know_o and_o wilful_o to_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v thus_o idle_a all_o the_o day_n long_o do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o night_n be_v come_v wherein_o no_o man_n shall_v work_v and_o the_o day_n when_o thou_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o remember_v ah_o remember_v thou_o that_o sleep_v in_o security_n that_o drink_v in_o iniquity_n as_o water_n and_o vanity_n as_o with_o cart-rope_n that_o say_v to_o thy_o soul_n eat_v drink_v and_o take_v thy_o fill_n of_o pleasure_n and_o to_o morrow_n shall_v be_v as_o this_o day_n ah_o thou_o fool_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v wise_a may_v not_o thy_o soul_n this_o night_n be_v take_v from_o thou_o who_o then_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v and_o what_o ah_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o all_o those_o thy_o vain_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n thou_o can_v not_o carry_v any_o of_o they_o with_o thou_o but_o as_o thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n naked_a so_o thou_o shall_v naked_a return_v from_o earth_n thou_o come_v and_o to_o earth_n thou_o shall_v again_o return_v thy_o honour_n shall_v not_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n with_o thou_o nor_o thy_o money_n neither_o 205._o deceive_v not_o then_o ah_o deceive_v not_o then_o thyself_o any_o long_o with_o those_o vain_a thing_n which_o be_v not_o that_o be_v they_o be_v not_o what_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v what_o they_o promise_v to_o be_v nor_o what_o we_o take_v they_o to_o be_v serve_v no_o long_o ah_o be_v thou_o persuade_v to_o serve_v no_o long_o devil_n lust_n world_n lust_n or_o self_n lust_n but_o serve_v ah_o serve_v the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o sincerity_n and_o truth_n with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o endeavour_n of_o life_n that_o he_o may_v be_v still_o and_o still_o unto_o thou_o thy_o god_n and_o thy_o guide_n thy_o sun_n and_o thy_o shield_n thy_o peace_n and_o thy_o portion_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n neglect_v ah_o neglect_v no_o long_o nor_o put_v off_o no_o long_o so_o sweet_a so_o certain_a and_o so_o great_a salvation_n as_o those_o that_o be_v with_o god_n enjoy_v 206._o cast_v not_o ah_o cast_v not_o his_o holy_a and_o divine_a commandment_n behind_o thy_o back_n any_o more_o and_o trample_v not_o his_o precept_n under_o thy_o foot_n and_o turn_v not_o his_o grace_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n into_o wantonness_n quench_v not_o ah_o quench_v not_o the_o motion_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n by_o which_o thou_o be_v seal_v unto_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n but_o open_v quick_o yea_o set_v quick_o wide_o open_v the_o door_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o let_v he_o in_o lest_o he_o depart_v from_o thou_o and_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o thou_o shall_v never_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n and_o say_v unto_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v unto_o jerusalem_n see_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v gather_v unto_o i_o all_o my_o mercy_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o hide_v from_o thy_o eye_n and_o see_v that_o he_o will_v not_o that_o i_o shall_v reign_v over_o he_o come_v slay_v he_o before_o i_o ah_o who_o then_o who_o then_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lamb_n who_o be_v the_o lion_n of_o the_o tribe_n of_o judah_n he_o will_v tear_v he_o will_v tear_v thou_o in_o piece_n in_o his_o anger_n and_o break_v thou_o even_o as_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v break_v for_o none_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n nay_o all_o shall_v be_v against_o thou_o good_a and_o bad_a angel_n saint_n and_o sinner_n vea_o thy_o own_o self_n shall_v have_v indignation_n against_o thyself_o thy_o own_o eye_n shall_v look_v evil_o on_o thou_o thou_o own_o hand_n shall_v tear_v thou_o in_o piece_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o foot_n shall_v carry_v thou_o to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v and_o condemn_v thou_o and_o justify_v god_n righteous_a deal_n towards_o thou_o thus_o thus_o shall_v thou_o be_v there_o
with_o this_o spirit_n for_o the_o peace_n tranquillity_n serenity_n and_o comfort_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o the_o life_n and_o live_n of_o thy_o spirit_n to_o please_v delight_n fill_v full_a satisfy_v and_o resatiate_a the_o appetite_n of_o the_o soul_n even_o as_o the_o body_n hunger_v and_o desire_v rejoice_v and_o delight_v in_o food_n to_o please_v its_o fleshly_a appetite_n what_o if_o we_o can_v or_o do_v o_o lord_n eat_v thy_o very_a body_n and_o blood_n that_o will_v not_o fill_v or_o feed_v our_o soul_n which_o be_v not_o feed_v with_o meat_n and_o drink_v corporal_o but_o spiritual_o and_o what_o matter_n it_o o_o lord_n as_o for_o i_o i_o care_v not_o what_o i_o eat_v or_o drink_v as_o to_o the_o outward_a man_n so_o i_o may_v eat_v and_o drink_v by_o faith_n in_o the_o spirit_n and_o my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_z sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n always_o 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n say_v nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_o lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honur_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n
thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o yea_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o swallow_v up_o into_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v i_o but_o thou_o not_o my_o own_o at_o all_o but_o thy_o own_o all_o even_o all_o thou_o now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o amen_n 61._o the_o great_a gift_n that_o god_n can_v give_v we_o be_v himself_o by_o christ_n and_o then_o faith_n to_o believe_v it_o a_o heart_n to_o love_v he_o and_o rejoice_v in_o it_o and_o to_o praise_v he_o continual_o for_o it_o 62._o and_o this_o will_v work_v in_o we_o unfeigned_a sincere_a ardent_a true_a love_n which_o will_v cast_v out_o all_o fear_n of_o doubt_v and_o work_v in_o we_o a_o true_a fear_n not_o to_o offend_v or_o grieve_v he_o any_o more_o see_v he_o have_v give_v we_o himself_o to_o make_v we_o his_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 63._o the_o great_a gift_n that_o god_n give_v man_n here_o on_o earth_n be_v to_o ascertain_v and_o assure_v he_o by_o his_o own_o spirit_n that_o he_o have_v and_o will_v give_v he_o himself_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o to_o behold_v his_o face_n in_o heaven_n and_o that_o we_o be_v his_o and_o shall_v be_v his_o for_o ever_o 64._o ah_o lord_n god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o augment_v and_o increase_v my_o faith_n that_o it_o may_v remove_v the_o mountain_n of_o my_o sin_n altogether_o out_o of_o my_o sight_n that_o they_o may_v never_o shadow_v thy_o grace_n in_o i_o any_o more_o but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o say_v as_o now_o thy_o own_o spirit_n in_o i_o cause_v i_o to_o say_v sweet_o and_o bold_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v in_o all_o need_v want_n cross_n and_o affliction_n whatsoever_o say_v i_o have_v enough_o i_o shall_v not_o want_v i_o can_v be_v poor_a because_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 65._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o feel_v anew_o anâ—_n afresh_o daily_o what_o i_o have_v feel_v of_o thy_o louâ—_n and_o kindness_n in_o truth_n and_o know_v more_o anâ—_n more_o clear_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o thaâ—_n i_o be_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v still_o constant_o assure_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o nor_o forâ—_n sake_n i_o but_o will_v live_v in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o so_o ever_o 66._o let_v all_o doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v scatter_v that_o satan_n may_v never_o gather_v they_o together_o to_o molest_v or_o trouble_v i_o that_o my_o joy_n may_v be_v full_a that_o i_o may_v always_o joy_n in_o this_o thy_o so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o thâ—_n light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n shine_v upon_o i_o which_o be_v better_a much_o by_o much_o and_o cheer_v more_o than_o any_o wine_n 67._o it_o be_v a_o most_o sweet_a thing_n to_o live_v freâ—_n from_o all_o sin_n 68_o to_o see_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o and_o as_o we_o be_v in_o christ_n in_o ourselves_o black_a ugly_a deform_a loathsome_a filthy_a and_o abominable_a but_o in_o christ_n comely_a fair_a beautiful_a white_a clean_a pure_a bright_a delightful_a and_o spotless_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o darkness_n black_a thick_a horrible_a darkness_n but_o in_o christ_n transparent_a transcendent_a bright_a light_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o our_o weak_a but_o in_o christ_n strong_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o barren_a but_o in_o christ_n fruitful_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o very_a foolishness_n but_o in_o christ_n true_a wisdom_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o loveless_a but_o in_o christ_n lovely_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o nothing_o but_o in_o christ_n all_o thing_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o sinner_n miserable_a sinner_n member_n of_o satan_n heir_n of_o hell_n and_o eternal_a damnation_n but_o in_o christ_n ah_o in_o christ_n our_o christ_n without_o sin_n as_o if_o we_o have_v never_o sin_v as_o member_n of_o his_o own_o glorious_a body_n and_o coheir_n with_o he_o of_o eternal_a life_n and_o glory_n thus_o faith_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o see_v ourselves_o when_o our_o eye_n be_v open_v 69._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v obedience_n than_o any_o grace_n of_o comfort_n or_o assurance_n i_o have_v rather_o much_o by_o much_o be_v whole_o obedient_a and_o want_v assurance_n than_o have_v assurance_n and_o fail_v in_o any_o point_n of_o obedience_n 70._o ah_o god_n my_o god_n and_o my_o only_a good_a give_v this_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o obedient_a unto_o all_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o divine_a commandment_n for_o as_o thou_o look_v on_o it_o as_o the_o best_a of_o sacrifice_n so_o my_o soul_n rejoice_v more_o in_o it_o than_o in_o all_o grace_n for_o methinks_v it_o comprehend_v all_o grace_n to_o be_v obedient_a from_o true_a sincere_a unfeigned_a love_n such_o a_o one_o will_v be_v whole_o holy_a do_v thy_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n always_o for_o such_o a_o soul_n make_v the_o keep_n of_o thy_o commandment_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o the_o solace_n of_o his_o soul_n 71._o what_o ah_o what_o a_o sweet_a most_o sweet_a condition_n be_v it_o to_o live_v in_o god_n only_o and_o to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o he_o for_o then_o the_o heart_n desire_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o mind_n mind_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o will_v choose_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o affection_n love_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o soul_n care_v for_o any_o thing_n else_o nay_o it_o rejoice_v for_o that_o it_o be_v thus_o divorce_v from_o all_o thing_n else_o and_o ah_o how_o it_o choose_v and_o desire_v thus_o to_o be_v ever_o to_o be_v ever_o thus_o to_o joy_v only_o in_o god_n and_o to_o make_v god_n only_o his_o joy_n 72._o the_o heart_n and_o soul_n be_v then_o to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n as_o a_o man_n asleep_a he_o value_v no_o more_o crown_n sceptre_n nor_o kingdom_n wisdom_n strength_n beauty_n riches_n honour_n or_o pleasure_n than_o a_o stock_n or_o a_o stone_n do_v or_o can_v do_v he_o be_v so_o senseless_a so_o benumb_v freeze_a icy_a and_o cold_a that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n or_o feeling_n he_o be_v catch_v up_o above_o all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o and_o when_o he_o do_v return_v to_o consider_v they_o ah_o how_o low_a vain_a and_o foolish_a do_v he_o account_v they_o nay_o he_o make_v not_o any_o account_n of_o they_o at_o all_o either_o great_a or_o small_a 73._o he_o weep_v to_o see_v that_o he_o have_v esteem_v they_o as_o he_o have_v and_o laugh_v at_o their_o folly_n that_o do_v choose_v they_o for_o their_o choice_n best_a sovereign_a and_o chief_a good_a 74._o a_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n say_v what_o have_v i_o any_o more_o to_o do_v with_o such_o idol_n ah_o that_o i_o can_v say_v such_o a_o soul_n ever_o enjoy_v my_o god_n so_o as_o that_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o he_o and_o beside_o he_o may_v give_v i_o no_o joy_n 75._o such_o a_o soul_n say_v when_o and_o whilst_o i_o have_v the_o best_a good_a the_o sovereign_a good_a take_v the_o other_o he_o that_o will_v i_o will_v ah_o i_o will_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n give_v all_o to_o any_o so_o i_o can_v give_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o that_o it_o may_v never_o more_o come_v into_o my_o thought_n but_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o swallow_v up_o in_o god_n as_o he_o may_v only_o contain_v i_o and_o be_v all_o my_o all_o 76._o what_o have_v the_o king_n more_o than_o the_o beggar_n or_o what_o be_v he_o more_o when_o he_o be_v asleep_a as_o to_o enjoyment_n the_o beggar_n than_o want_v nothing_o of_o what_o his_o heart_n desire_v and_o the_o king_n possess_v nothing_o then_o of_o all_o that_o he_o possess_v according_a to_o the_o desire_n of_o his_o heart_n they_o be_v then_o alike_o frustrate_a of_o all_o thing_n and_o possess_v nothing_o 77._o even_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o soul_n nay_o with_o the_o whole_a man_n when_o he_o be_v draw_v in_o drown_v bury_v or_o swallow_v up_o in_o god_n he_o be_v asleep_a yea_o dead_a to_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n and_o beside_o god_n and_o say_v what_o be_v all_o these_o outward_a glorious_a beautiful_a object_n to_o those_o which_o i_o do_v enjoy_v in_o god_n ah_o if_o i_o can_v if_o i_o can_v always_o possess_v these_o what_o will_v i_o care_v for_o they_o they_o be_v to_o i_o at_o such_o time_n even_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o in_o comparison_n of_o what_o they_o be_v at_o other_o time_n i_o can_v and_o do_v now_o hearty_o laugh_v they_o to_o scorn_v and_o have_v they_o in_o contempt_n and_o derision_n my_o
thou_o shall_v do_v any_o good_a to_o i_o or_o for_o i_o so_o bad_a be_v my_o very_a best_a so_o empty_a nothing_o and_o vile_a be_v all_o my_o all_o and_o know_v thou_o now_o o_o lord_n god_n by_o thy_o own_o sweet_a name_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n i_o be_o not_o i_o praise_v thou_o at_o all_o afraid_a that_o thou_o see_v in_o i_o all_o my_o sin_n past_a because_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o free_a pardon_n for_o they_o present_a sin_n because_o have_v pardon_v those_o i_o be_o as_o sure_a that_o thou_o will_v pardon_v these_o neither_o be_o i_o afraid_a of_o my_o sin_n to_o come_v because_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v never_o weary_a of_o do_v good_a and_o that_o thou_o never_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v but_o always_o watch_v over_o i_o wherefore_o o_o lord_n see_v that_o thou_o be_v become_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n i_o now_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o look_v on_o i_o at_o all_o time_n in_o all_o place_n and_o thing_n what_o ever_o my_o fail_n or_o my_o fall_n be_v to_o recover_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o as_o thou_o do_v peter_n for_o i_o know_v and_o firm_o through_o grace_n believe_v that_o what_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v and_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o i_o a_o sin_n pardon_v god_n a_o god_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n whatsoever_o and_o see_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v give_v i_o grace_n that_o whatever_o i_o do_v i_o may_v do_v it_o to_o thy_o glory_n for_o thy_o glory_n and_o never_o more_o ah_o never_o more_o willing_o witting_o or_o know_o sin_v against_o thou_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o free_o and_o cheerful_o depart_v henceforth_o from_o all_o iniquity_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n and_o soul_n even_o from_o all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 111._o thus_o the_o lord_n bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a sweet_a out_o of_o bitter_a and_o give_v we_o as_o at_o this_o time_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n new_a token_n pledge_n and_o assurance_n of_o his_o old_a love_n 112._o ah_o lord_n let_v this_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o thy_o most_o love_a and_o kind_a love_n be_v always_o have_v in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o cause_n i_o to_o cling_v to_o thou_o to_o cleave_v to_o thou_o to_o hold_v thou_o fast_o and_o never_o to_o let_v thou_o go_v and_o let_v i_o always_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v always_o 113._o ah_o lord_n see_v i_o have_v so_o deep_o and_o so_o sweet_o drink_v of_o and_o at_o this_o well_o of_o consolation_n let_v it_o be_v in_o i_o ever_o a_o well_o of_o live_v water_n that_o may_v never_o grow_v dry_a that_o i_o may_v always_o suck_v at_o this_o breast_n to_o refresh_v my_o soul_n when_o i_o be_o a_o thirst_n 114._o i_o sincere_o confess_v and_o profess_v be_v i_o to_o spend_v all_o my_o day_n to_o praise_v thou_o that_o the_o time_n will_v be_v too_o too_o short_a much_o by_o much_o to_o show_v forth_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o thy_o love_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n praise_v thou_o '_o and_o rejoice_v for_o that_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o that_o time_n which_o thou_o have_v o_o god_n appoint_v wherein_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o and_o sing_v thy_o praise_n it_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n that_o i_o shall_v praise_v thou_o o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o god_n 115._o o_o god_n let_v this_o mercy_n be_v always_o as_o fire_n to_o heat_v i_o as_o food_n to_o feed_v i_o as_o drink_v to_o refresh_v i_o as_o wine_n to_o comfort_v i_o as_o clothes_n to_o clothe_v i_o as_o riches_n of_o all_o sort_n to_o enrich_v i_o let_v it_o be_v to_o i_o always_o all_o thing_n let_v it_o not_o lose_v its_o worth_n nor_o taste_n by_o lie_v but_o let_v it_o be_v always_o as_o the_o honeycomb_n drop_v honey_n to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v i_o and_o that_o i_o never_o forget_v what_o a_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o that_o thou_o change_v not_o thou_o be_v still_o the_o same_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 116._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o forget_v these_o thy_o mercy_n but_o through_o grace_n and_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n walk_v worthy_a of_o they_o unto_o all_o eternity_n through_o the_o worthiness_n merit_n and_o obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n sake_n amen_n 117._o many_o time_n god_n be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o merciful_a and_o love_a unto_o we_o that_o then_o even_o then_o when_o we_o fear_v we_o shall_v see_v his_o frown_n that_o he_o will_v frown_v on_o we_o when_o we_o come_v before_o he_o he_o to_o our_o great_a astonishment_n and_o admiration_n smile_v on_o we_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v strike_v we_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o anger_n he_o embrace_v and_o kiss_v we_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o exceed_v transcendent_a love_n when_o we_o fear_v he_o will_v be_v absent_a he_o be_v then_o many_o time_n most_o sweet_o present_v surpass_v much_o by_o much_o all_o sweet_n conceivable_a as_o he_o be_v at_o this_o time_n to_o i_o which_o ah_o that_o i_o can_v always_o bear_v in_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o live_v as_o i_o shall_v live_v to_o his_o honour_n and_o for_o his_o glory_n only_o 118._o thus_o be_v our_o god_n good_a that_o he_o bring_v we_o good_a when_o we_o fear_v evil_a and_o sometime_o show_v we_o that_o his_o goodness_n be_v so_o great_a towards_o we_o for_o we_o that_o he_o mind_v not_o our_o evil_n 119._o sure_o when_o we_o mind_v it_o much_o and_o afflict_v ourselves_o and_o be_v hearty_o ashamed_a and_o confound_v by_o reason_n of_o our_o weakness_n fail_n and_o imperfection_n he_o show_v that_o he_o will_v not_o punish_v we_o when_o we_o do_v as_o it_o be_v thus_o free_o and_o severe_o punish_v ourselves_o he_o know_v of_o what_o we_o be_v make_v and_o that_o we_o be_v 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