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i_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n because_o thou_o know_v i_o 268._o and_o because_o that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o now_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o ever_o and_o therefore_o will_v love_v i_o ever_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v well_o that_o there_o be_v nor_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o thy_o love_n it_o be_v endless_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 269._o thy_o love_n o_o lord_n i_o know_v be_v like_o thyself_o nay_o thy_o love_n be_v thyself_o for_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o a_o love_a god_n but_o a_o god_n of_o love_n and_o therefore_o thy_o love_n be_v as_o thyself_o have_v never_o beginning_n nor_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n 270._o ah_o bless_a love_n that_o be_v thus_o durable_a and_o unchangeable_a and_o happy_a you_o thrice_o happy_a he_o that_o be_v thus_o belove_v be_v sure_a to_o be_v belove_v ever_o thus_o 271._o if_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n in_o the_o flesh_n have_v unspeakable_a joy_n pleasure_n and_o delight_n 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time_n when_o i_o come_v before_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v delight_n in_o i_o and_o in_o all_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n and_o may_v according_o too_o thy_o good_a promise_n gracious_o hear_v and_o answer_v my_o petition_n and_o request_n which_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o desire_n may_v be_v frame_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o they_o may_v be_v according_a to_o thy_o holy_a mind_n and_o will_n and_o find_v acceptation_n through_o the_o mediation_n and_o merit_n of_o thy_o dear_a only_a and_o belove_a son_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o grant_v o_o most_o merciful_a and_o love_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n my_o redeemer_n that_o i_o may_v set_v down_o from_o time_n to_o time_n the_o only_o dictate_v of_o thy_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n not_o any_o head_n notion_n but_o my_o very_a heart_n frame_v and_o only_a desire_n and_o motion_n that_o they_o may_v both_o then_o and_o ever_o after_o refresh_v rejoice_v glad_a and_o comfort_v i_o and_o cause_v i_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o newness_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n for_o the_o honour_n and_o glory_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o renounce_v all_o merit_n or_o worthiness_n in_o myself_o for_o the_o very_a lest_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n no_o not_o for_o the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v by_o thy_o providence_n from_o the_o child_n table_n sure_o i_o be_o the_o more_o light_n i_o have_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o shall_v the_o better_o and_o clear_a see_v my_o own_o darkness_n the_o more_o i_o have_v of_o thy_o wisdom_n the_o better_a i_o
be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_v my_o god_n always_o then_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_a heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ._n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o i_o think_v be_v ever_o afflict_v then_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o kiss_v the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n lead_v i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o but_o all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o thou_o 24._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o in_o it_o i_o see_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o myself_o in_o thou_o 25._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o i_o see_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o 26._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o teach_v i_o to_o love_v thy_o statute_n to_o choose_v they_o embrace_v they_o and_o delight_n in_o they_o 27._o and_o i_o will_v love_v affliction_n because_o it_o will_v keep_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n 28._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o they_o be_v lovely_a and_o send_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o love_n to_o i_o in_o love_n 29._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v they_o to_o i_o and_o i_o by_o they_o 30._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o since_o that_o i_o be_v deep_o afflict_v for_o sin_n i_o have_v not_o be_v afflict_v with_o sin_n triumph_v nor_o reign_v 31._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o o_o god_n unto_o i_o lovely_a 32._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v ever_o sweeten_v they_o unto_o i_o by_o sanctification_n 33._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n 34._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o afflict_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n for_o sin_n affliction_n 35._o o_o my_o god_n give_v i_o what_o affliction_n thou_o will_v so_o by_o they_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o afflict_v thou_o who_o i_o know_v never_o take_v pleasure_v to_o afflict_v i_o 36._o if_o i_o have_v not_o know_v affliction_n i_o think_v i_o have_v never_o seek_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thou_o nor_o thy_o knowledge_n 37._o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v undo_v i_o may_v just_o fear_v i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v 38._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o many_o sanctify_a affliction_n as_o thou_o please_v for_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v please_v thou_o 39_o o_o lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o affliction_n to_o afflict_v i_o with_o murmur_n or_o repyning_n which_o i_o be_o sure_a will_v afflict_v thou_o 40._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o that_o i_o never_o have_v affliction_n in_o the_o flesh_n to_o my_o remembrance_n but_o it_o bring_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o spirit_n 41._o so_o that_o i_o may_v say_v through_o grace_n my_o affliction_n have_v be_v my_o best_a and_o choice_a benediction_n 42._o so_o esteem_v they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n this_o grace_n to_o esteem_v they_o as_o token_n and_o sign_n of_o grace_n 43._o o_o lord_n make_v i_o ever_o thankful_a for_o all_o these_o thy_o affliction_n which_o deserve_v so_o much_o thanks_o 44._o o_o lord_n i_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o heart_n such_o as_o it_o do_v true_o thank_v thou_o for_o they_o 45._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o will_v thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o all_o thy_o will_n will._n 46._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v thy_o will_n and_o a_o will_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thy_o grace_n 47._o thy_o glory_n be_v my_o glory_n end_v thy_o end_n be_v my_o glory_n aim_v 48._o i_o desire_v no_o other_o honour_n o_o lord_n then_o to_o have_v the_o honour_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n 49._o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o any_o condition_n so_o i_o may_v be_v in_o the_o condition_n of_o thy_o servant_n 50._o o_o lord_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o do_v any_o work_n so_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o work_n 51._o thy_o glory_n o_o lord_n be_v my_o only_a longing_n my_o only_a joy_n delight_n desire_v aim_v and_o end_n 52._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o do_v thy_o work_n though_o never_o so_o mean_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n let_v it_o be_v always_o beautiful_a honourable_a and_o glorious_a to_o my_o eye_n heart_n will_n and_o affection_n 53._o give_v i_o christ_n o_o god_n on_o any_o term_n and_o condition_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v they_o to_o be_v honourable_a term_n and_o condition_n advantageous_a and_o glorious_a 54._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v communion_n with_o christ_n in_o a_o dungeon_n then_o be_v adorn_v and_o ever_o possess_v all_o solomon_n outward_a glory_n in_o a_o palace_n 55._o communion_n with_o christ_n will_v i_o be_o sure_a make_v i_o content_a in_o all_o place_n and_o condition_n 56._o in_o christ_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o all_o true_a peace_n and_o comfort_n though_o without_o any_o of_o all_o the_o world_n comfort_n 57_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v all_o pleasure_n though_o in_o the_o world_n frown_n disgrace_n and_o displeasure_n 58._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v true_a light_n though_o in_o the_o world_n dark_a dungeon_n 59_o thy_o smile_n o_o christ_n my_o christ_n be_v my_o heaven_n and_o thy_o frown_n let_v i_o never_o know_v for_o i_o fear_v they_o as_o the_o worst_a of_o hell_n 60._o let_v i_o enjoy_v that_o heaven_n and_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o other_o hell_n 61._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n that_o my_o will_n may_v be_v always_o according_a to_o thy_o will_n 62._o let_v nothing_o o_o lord_n satisfy_v i_o but_o my_o assurance_n of_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o 63._o let_v i_o always_o o_o lord_n meditate_v on_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o love_v i_o 64._o ah_o suffer_v not_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n to_o content_v or_o delight_v i_o unless_o thou_o be_v in_o it_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 65._o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o do_v sin_n i_o may_v sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o sin_n no_o more_o 66._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v set_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o love_n on_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n glory_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 67._o grant_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o good_a that_o in_o all_o condition_n i_o may_v abundant_o rejoice_v with_o true_a contentment_n and_o not_o at_o all_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v at_o thy_o hand_n though_o heavy_a on_o i_o 68_o ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n all_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o only_a and_o all_o the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n 69._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v always_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n more_o than_o my_o life_n yea_o then_o the_o life_n that_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n 70._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o labour_n for_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n to_o myself_o as_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n in_o love_n only_o to_o thyself_o 71._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o all_o my_o solace_n may_v be_v in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n to_o serve_v thou_o 72._o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n that_o whilst_o i_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v labour_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 73._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n yet_o all_o the_o day_n long_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o the_o spirit_n
remainder_n of_o all_o my_o life_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o god_n and_o to_o give_v i_o eternal_a life_n hereafter_o in_o heaven_n 215._o o_o sweet_a glorious_a and_o glorify_a jesus_n inhabit_v eternity_n from_o all_o eternity_n look_v not_o on_o i_o as_o i_o be_o in_o myself_o without_o thou_o but_o as_o one_o in_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o member_n of_o thy_o bless_a self_n 216._o love_v i_o o_o lord_n god_n with_o thy_o own_o love_n even_o with_o that_o love_n in_o jesus_n christ_n wherewith_o thou_o love_v thy_o own_o 217._o when_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v thou_o though_o alone_o i_o have_v what_o i_o desire_v yea_o and_o all_o that_o i_o desire_v for_o thou_o be_v all_o and_o the_o only_a desire_n of_o all_o my_o desire_n 218._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n thyself_o though_o without_o any_o thing_n else_o and_o i_o will_v never_o ask_v thou_o any_o thing_n else_o 219._o but_o though_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n give_v i_o all_o thing_n else_o and_o not_o thyself_o i_o shall_v account_v it_o even_o as_o nothing_o 220._o have_v thou_o alone_o my_o dear_a jesus_n i_o have_v all_o thing_n and_o have_v not_o thou_o i_o have_v nothing_o that_o i_o true_o love_v 221._o give_v i_o then_o thyself_o and_o that_o shall_v content_v i_o but_o unless_o thou_o do_v give_v i_o thyself_o i_o be_o resolve_v never_o to_o be_v content_v 222._o give_v i_o then_o so_o thyself_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o delight_n as_o i_o may_v do_v all_o thing_n by_o thou_o and_o nothing_o at_o all_o without_o thou_o 223._o give_v i_o so_o thy_o bless_a self_n as_o i_o may_v always_o enjoy_v thou_o behold_v thy_o glorious_a face_n and_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o bless_a countenance_n and_o may_v hear_v thy_o most_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a voice_n to_o comfort_v revive_v and_o refresh_v i_o 224._o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n i_o all_o and_o let_v i_o be_v thy_o all_o 225._o though_o i_o much_o fear_v and_o will_v not_o commit_v any_o sin_n yet_o i_o be_o not_o at_o all_o afraid_a of_o all_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v 226._o though_o i_o know_v that_o god_n hate_v all_o sin_n yet_o i_o much_o rejoice_v that_o i_o be_v make_v a_o sinner_n 227._o though_o i_o know_v that_o god_n justify_v the_o ungodly_a yet_o i_o will_v not_o be_v ungodly_a 228._o though_o i_o know_v that_o grace_n do_v abound_v more_o than_o sin_n yet_o i_o will_v not_o sin_v that_o grace_n may_v abound_v 229._o do_v i_o doubt_v of_o the_o pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o have_v their_o pardon_n i_o will_v not_o choose_v willing_o to_o commit_v one_o sin_n 230._o ah_o lord_n do_v not_o only_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o sin_v no_o more_o 231._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n be_v as_o unwilling_a to_o live_v in_o sin_n as_o to_o die_v in_o sin_n 232._o let_v i_o fear_n as_o much_o the_o commit_n of_o any_o sin_n as_o the_o punishment_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v fear_v sin_n before_o commit_v as_o the_o punishment_n after_o commit_v yea_o fear_v sin_n more_o than_o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n choose_v the_o punishment_n and_o not_o sin_n rather_o than_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o punishment_n 233._o let_v i_o hate_v sin_n most_o because_o it_o be_v sin_n and_o therefore_o most_o to_o be_v hate_v 234._o let_v i_o hate_v sin_n as_o much_o after_o pardon_v as_o before_o and_o before_o commit_v as_o after_o 235._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n hate_v sin_n as_o thou_o love_v a_o sinner_n that_o will_v not_o sin_v 236._o let_v i_o be_v o_o lord_n as_o unwilling_a to_o commit_v sin_n as_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o pardon_v they_o when_o commit_v 237._o let_v i_o even_o be_v as_o unwilling_a to_o commit_v any_o sin_n as_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v willing_a to_o pardon_v all_o sin_n 238._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n die_v to_o all_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o all_o grace_n 239._o though_o o_o lord_n i_o know_v that_o thou_o pardone_v all_o sin_n and_o transgression_n yet_o suffer_v i_o not_o willing_o to_o choose_v or_o commit_v any_o sin_n nor_o consent_n to_o any_o transgression_n 240._o let_v sin_n die_v that_o grace_n may_v live_v let_v grace_n live_v that_o sin_n may_v die_v 241._o let_v sin_n die_v in_o i_o that_o thou_o may_v o_o lord_n live_v in_o i_o 242._o let_v i_o die_v to_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v o_o lord_n live_v to_o thou_o 243._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n die_v to_o sin_n whilst_o i_o live_v that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v in_o sin_n when_o i_o be_o dead_a 244._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o die_v here_o to_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v hereafter_o for_o sin_n 245._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o so_o die_v as_o i_o may_v not_o die_v eternal_o 246._o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v root_v out_o of_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v root_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o my_o sweet_a and_o save_a jesus_n 247._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n be_v so_o root_v in_o thou_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v root_v out_o of_o thou_o 248._o let_v i_o lord_n take_v such_o deep_a root_n that_o i_o may_v bring_v forth_o much_o fruit_n 249._o let_v my_o root_n be_v such_o in_o thou_o that_o my_o fruit_n be_v much_o to_o i_o let_v my_o fruit_n be_v such_o to_o thou_o that_o the_o fruit_n be_v like_o the_o tree_n 250._o let_v o_o lord_n my_o death_n to_o sin_n appear_v by_o the_o appearance_n of_o the_o life_n of_o grace_n 251._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o live_v as_o i_o may_v never_o die_v but_o to_o sin_n 252._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o live_v to_o thou_o here_o as_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o hereafter_o 253._o be_v not_o thy_o work_n o_o god_n the_o work_n of_o my_o salvation_n yet_o will_v i_o prefer_v it_o and_o do_v it_o before_o that_o of_o my_o salvation_n a_o prayer_n ah_o most_o bless_a incomprehensible_a and_o eternal_a lord_n god_n glorious_a in_o holiness_n fearful_a in_o praise_n do_v wonder_n the_o heaven_n be_v not_o pure_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o yet_o thou_o be_v gracious_o please_v in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o look_v down_o and_o to_o dwell_v in_o poor_a man_n who_o be_v sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n thou_o live_v only_o in_o the_o high_a heaven_n and_o in_o the_o low_a heart_n the_o one_o be_v thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n the_o other_o of_o thy_o grace_n good_a lord_n make_v my_o heart_n so_o low_a in_o my_o own_o esteem_n as_o it_o may_v be_v so_o high_a in_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v make_v it_o thy_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o it_o for_o even_o ah_o lord_n when_o i_o consider_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o i_o and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v do_v against_o thou_o i_o be_o ashamed_a and_o confusion_n seem_v to_o cover_v my_o face_n as_o a_o veil_n have_v o_o lord_n transgress_v all_o thy_o holy_a and_o just_a law_n and_o break_v wilful_o willing_o know_o and_o presumptuous_o all_o thy_o divine_a commandment_n from_o the_o first_o to_o the_o last_o from_o the_o great_a to_o the_o least_o as_o well_o by_o commission_n as_o omission_n as_o well_o by_o actual_a sin_n as_o original_a sin_n know_o as_o well_o as_o ignorant_o both_o 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turn_v from_o thou_o when_o thou_o come_v run_v towards_o i_o in_o love_n and_o in_o mercy_n how_o have_v i_o cast_v thy_o promise_n behind_o my_o back_n and_o trample_v thy_o precept_n under_o my_o foot_n how_o many_o time_n have_v i_o break_v my_o promise_n vow_n and_o covenant_n make_v with_o thou_o in_o my_o straits_n with_o how_o much_o more_o eagerness_n and_o earnestness_n have_v i_o serve_v my_o sinful_a lust_n than_o themselves_o in_o thy_o service_n my_o good_a lord_n
god_n and_o how_o much_o more_o pain_n have_v i_o take_v for_o earthly_a thing_n then_o for_o heavenly_a how_o much_o more_o delightsome_a have_v these_o thing_n below_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o be_v unto_o i_o than_o the_o thing_n above_o how_o much_o sweet_a have_v sin_n be_v to_o i_o then_o grace_n and_o how_o have_v i_o bend_v my_o will_n against_o thy_o great_a and_o holy_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n how_o willing_o and_o how_o fast_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o run_v in_o the_o way_n of_o eternal_a destruction_n and_o how_o good_a lord_n have_v i_o vehement_o delight_v and_o labour_v to_o make_v other_o to_o commit_v the_o same_o sin_n and_o to_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n how_o easy_o and_o how_o willing_o do_v i_o believe_v the_o suggestion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o with_o what_o willingness_n have_v i_o leave_v thy_o work_n and_o how_o often_o good_a lord_n to_o do_v he_o nay_o which_o be_v yet_o worse_o how_o often_o have_v i_o tempt_v he_o the_o tempter_n to_o tempt_v i_o unto_o sin_n when_o i_o know_v that_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n even_o temporal_a spiritual_a and_o eternal_a for_o body_n and_o soul_n do_v my_o very_a utmost_a to_o destroy_v both_o but_o what_o o_o lord_n be_v all_o these_o sin_n to_o those_o i_o do_v not_o to_o those_o i_o can_v remember_v and_o that_o both_o for_o greatness_n and_o multitude_n yea_o what_o be_v all_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v to_o those_o i_o will_v have_v commit_v have_v not_o thou_o in_o love_n and_o in_o mercy_n o_o most_o gracious_a love_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n restrain_v i_o and_o come_v in_o continual_o unto_o my_o help_n &_o succour_n even_o when_o i_o be_v altogether_o helpless_a and_o succourless_a thou_o do_v o_o lord_n own_v i_o when_o i_o will_v not_o own_v thou_o thou_o do_v run_v after_o i_o when_o i_o do_v my_o utmost_a to_o run_v from_o thou_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n continue_z knocking_z when_o i_o will_v not_o open_v to_o thou_o and_o wert'_v 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bless_a jesus_n shall_v only_o be_v my_o all_o and_o my_o all_o but_o grant_v good_a lord_n though_o sin_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o in_o sin_n and_o though_o sin_n rule_n over_o i_o as_o a_o tyrant_n let_v it_o ah_o let_v it_o never_o reign_v in_o i_o a_o moment_n as_o a_o sovereign_n and_o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n yet_o good_a lord_n for_o thy_o goodness_n sake_n let_v i_o live_v without_o consent_v unto_o delight_v in_o or_o approve_v of_o any_o sin_n whatsoever_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o let_v there_o be_v always_o and_o continual_o in_o i_o a_o heedful_a watchful_a careful_a circumspect_a care_n though_o temptation_n fall_v on_o i_o let_v i_o not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a o_o thou_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o cause_v i_o to_o work_v out_o my_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o to_o labour_v more_o and_o more_o to_o make_v my_o call_n and_o election_n sure_a before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o see_v and_o know_v lord_n that_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n provide_v for_o i_o a_o kingdom_n which_o can_v be_v shake_v let_v i_o have_v grace_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o come_v before_o thou_o and_o to_o worship_v thou_o the_o true_a god_n with_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n that_o i_o may_v always_o run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a and_o walk_v and_o not_o faint_a write_v o_o lord_n all_o thy_o law_n of_o grace_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o thy_o statute_n of_o love_n in_o my_o mind_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v never_o go_v astray_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o pleasure_n or_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o profit_n wean_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o the_o world_n ere_o thou_o take_v i_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o whilst_o i_o do_v live_v in_o the_o world_n let_v i_o be_v dead_a to_o it_o and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o it_o which_o be_v the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o eye_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n and_o give_v i_o those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o which_o may_v make_v i_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o teach_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o use_v the_o world_n as_o if_o i_o use_v it_o not_o that_o i_o may_v not_o abuse_v it_o myself_o nor_o thou_o who_o have_v give_v it_o i_o to_o use_v but_o not_o to_o abuse_v
this_o i_o know_v that_o he_o that_o give_v grace_n to_o will_n will_v also_o give_v grace_n to_o do_v for_o both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v be_v from_o the_o good_a will_n of_o god_n 22._o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a that_o be_v from_o the_o good_a spirit_n of_o god_n in_o i_o but_o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a that_o be_v from_o the_o evil_a spirit_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o i_o and_o tyranize_v over_o i_o 23._o all_o the_o will_v i_o have_v to_o good_a be_v from_o thy_o good_a will_n my_o good_a god_n but_o all_o the_o will_v i_o have_v to_o evil_a be_v from_o my_o own_o evil_a will_n 24._o ah_o lord_n how_o hard_o do_v i_o find_v it_o to_o the_o flesh_n to_o do_v what_o i_o shall_v nay_o what_o i_o will_v and_o how_o easy_a ah_o lord_n how_o easy_a to_o do_v that_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o and_o will_v not_o 25._o do_v thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o work_n in_o i_o both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v according_a to_o thy_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 26._o that_o as_o to_o please_v thou_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o will_n yea_o my_o will_n only_a desire_n so_o not_o to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o die_v than_o will_v with_o my_o will_n willing_o 27._o let_v thy_o holy_a will_n o_o god_n be_v my_o whole_a will_n and_o thy_o whole_a will_v be_v make_v holy_a in_o i_o by_o do_v it_o whole_o and_o holy_o by_o the_o powerful_a assistance_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n 28._o to_z will_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n with_o my_o heart_n be_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n write_v by_o thyself_o in_o my_o heart_n 29._o let_v then_o thy_o will_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v both_o will_n and_o do_v thy_o good_a will_n my_o good_a god_n 30._o when_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o think_v on_o thou_o then_o from_o all_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v free_a let_v then_o my_o heart_n still_o think_v on_o thou_o that_o from_o all_o sin_n i_o may_v still_o flee_v lord_n take_v my_o heart_n and_o make_v it_o thou_o that_o to_o no_o sin_n it_o may_v incline_v 31._o the_o best_a of_o our_o best_a be_v so_o bad_a that_o our_o all_o be_v worth_a nothing_o at_o all_o 32._o if_o then_o our_o best_a good_a be_v so_o bad_a our_o holy_a thing_n so_o unholy_a ah_o lord_n how_o unholy_a be_v our_o unholyness_n and_o how_o bad_a and_o evil_a be_v our_o worst_a evil_n the_o evil_a of_o our_o worst_a thing_n 33._o it_o be_v not_o my_o studious_a care_n but_o thy_o care_n o_o lord_n of_o my_o study_n that_o make_v both_o my_o study_n and_o care_v prosperous_a and_o advantageous_a 34._o it_o be_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o have_v ah_o give_v i_o this_o mercy_n also_o to_o be_v as_o willing_a to_o give_v it_o thou_o back_o when_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o as_o i_o be_v willing_a to_o receive_v it_o when_o thou_o give_v it_o 35._o when_o man_n speak_v to_o man_n it_o can_v take_v 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he_o to_o have_v and_o gain_v and_o keep_v all_o other_o thing_n beside_o he_o 41._o for_o when_o god_n be_v in_o i_o then_o be_o i_o in_o heaven_n but_o when_o god_n be_v not_o in_o i_o then_o be_o i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o presence_n to_o i_o lord_n be_v to_o i_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n and_o thy_o absence_n o_o lord_n hell_n upon_o earth_n 42._o it_o be_v thyself_o o_o lord_n thy_o bless_a self_n that_o i_o desire_v and_o not_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o other_o desire_n 43._o when_o i_o have_v thou_o lord_n i_o have_v all_o my_o desire_n and_o yet_o when_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o i_o do_v not_o because_o i_o can_v desire_v thou_o 44._o so_o impotent_a be_o i_o as_o not_o able_a to_o will_n or_o desire_v my_o own_o good_a so_o poor_a a_o wretch_n as_o not_o of_o myself_o to_o wish_v myself_o rich_a so_o much_o a_o slave_n as_o to_o be_v content_a yea_o willing_a and_o delight_n to_o ever_o to_o be_v a_o slave_n yea_o the_o worst_a of_o slave_n even_o to_o my_o own_o sinful_a lust_n 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word_n may_v breathe_v out_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o thy_o word_n breath_n in_o i_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n 48._o for_o who_o sin_n o_o lord_n thou_o forgive_v thou_o also_o forget_v who_o thou_o pardone_v thou_o will_v save_v for_o where_o thou_o love_v thou_o live_v and_o will_v i_o be_o sure_a ever_o live_v there_o in_o love_n 49._o to_o be_v teach_v by_o thou_o o_o god_n of_o wisdom_n be_v to_o be_v well_o teach_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o as_o willing_a to_o learn_v of_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o teach_v i_o 50._o and_o give_v i_o grace_n o_o god_n to_o retain_v what_o i_o shall_v learn_v of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v forget_v what_o i_o have_v learn_v of_o myself_o and_o the_o world_n 51._o if_o earth_n sweet_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o earthly_a mind_n as_o they_o prefer_v it_o to_o the_o sweet_a of_o heaven_n ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v heaven_n sweet_n to_o heavenly_a mind_n and_o how_o do_v they_o prefer_v it_o to_o 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my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_o sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n alalwy_v 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n faith_n nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_a lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o will_n willing_o 79._o ah_o lord_n my_o only_a grief_n and_o trouble_n be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n and_o for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o regard_v to_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o will_v 80._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v even_o as_o a_o barren_a wilderness_n to_o bear_v no_o fruit_n for_o myself_o and_o as_o a_o dry_a spring_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o myself_o to_o my_o own_o self_n that_o be_v my_o flesh_n ah_o that_o i_o be_v as_o it_o be_v liveless_a and_o lovelesse_a to_o myself_o â—hat_n i_o may_v only_o live_v to_o love_n and_o adore_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 81._o what_o be_v my_o life_n or_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v not_o spend_v for_o thou_o and_o what_o be_v all_o my_o day_n if_o i_o walk_v not_o only_o and_o
gift_n that_o god_n give_v man_n here_o on_o earth_n be_v to_o assertain_v and_o assure_v he_o by_o his_o own_o spirit_n that_o he_o have_v and_o will_v give_v he_o himself_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o to_o behold_v his_o face_n in_o heaven_n and_o that_o we_o be_v his_o and_o shall_v be_v his_o for_o ever_o 64._o ah_o lord_n god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o augment_v and_o increase_v my_o faith_n that_o it_o may_v remove_v the_o mountain_n of_o my_o sin_n altogether_o out_o of_o my_o sight_n that_o they_o may_v never_o shadow_v thy_o grace_n in_o i_o any_o more_o but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o say_v as_o now_o thy_o own_o spirit_n in_o i_o cause_v i_o to_o say_v sweet_o and_o bold_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v in_o all_o need_v want_n cross_n and_o affliction_n whatsoever_o say_v i_o have_v enough_o i_o shall_v not_o want_v i_o can_v be_v poor_a because_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 65._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o feel_v anew_o and_o afresh_o daily_o what_o i_o have_v feel_v of_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n in_o truth_n and_o know_v more_o and_o more_o clear_o that_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o that_o i_o be_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v still_o constant_o assure_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o nor_o forsake_v i_o but_o will_v live_v in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 66._o let_v all_o doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v scatter_v that_o satan_n may_v never_o gather_v they_o together_o to_o molest_v or_o trouble_v i_o that_o my_o joy_n may_v be_v full_a that_o i_o may_v always_o joy_n in_o this_o thy_o so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n shine_v upon_o i_o which_o be_v better_a much_o by_o much_o and_o cheer_v more_o than_o any_o wine_n 67._o it_o be_v a_o most_o sweet_a thing_n to_o live_v free_a from_o all_o sin_n 68_o to_o see_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o and_o as_o we_o be_v in_o christ_n in_o ourselves_o black_a ugly_a deform_a loathsome_a filthy_a and_o abominable_a but_o in_o christ_n comely_a fair_a beautiful_a white_a clean_a pure_a bright_a delightful_a and_o spotless_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o darkness_n black_a thick_a horrible_a darkness_n but_o in_o christ_n transparent_a transcendent_a bright_a light_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o weak_a but_o in_o christ_n strong_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o barren_a but_o in_o christ_n fruitful_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o very_a foolishness_n but_o in_o christ_n ture_n wisdom_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o lovelesse_a but_o in_o christ_n lovely_a to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o nothing_o but_o in_o christ_n all_o thing_n to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o ourselves_o sinner_n miserable_a sinner_n member_n of_o satan_n heir_n of_o hell_n and_o eternal_a damnation_n but_o in_o christ_n ah_o in_o christ_n our_o christ_n without_o sin_n as_o if_o we_o have_v never_o sin_v as_o member_n of_o his_o own_o glorious_a body_n and_o coheir_n with_o he_o of_o eternal_a life_n and_o glory_n thus_o faith_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o see_v ourselves_o when_o our_o eye_n be_v open_v 69._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o by_o much_o have_v obedience_n than_o any_o grace_n of_o comfort_n or_o assurance_n i_o have_v rather_o much_o by_o much_o be_v whole_o obedient_a and_o want_v assurance_n than_o have_v assurance_n and_o fail_v in_o any_o point_n of_o obedience_n 70._o ah_o god_n my_o god_n and_o my_o only_a good_a give_v this_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o obedient_a unto_o all_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o divine_a commandment_n for_o as_o thou_o look_v on_o it_o as_o the_o best_a of_o sacrifice_n so_o my_o soul_n rejoice_v more_o in_o it_o than_o in_o all_o grace_n for_o i_o think_v it_o comprehend_v all_o grace_n to_o be_v obedient_a from_o true_a sincere_a unfeigned_a love_n such_o a_o one_o will_v be_v whole_o holy_a do_v thy_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n always_o for_o such_o a_o soul_n make_v the_o keep_n of_o thy_o commandment_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o the_o solace_n of_o his_o soul_n 71._o what_o ah_o what_o a_o sweet_a most_o sweet_a cordition_n be_v it_o to_o live_v in_o god_n only_o and_o to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o he_o for_o then_o the_o heart_n desire_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o mind_n mind_v nothing_o else_o nor_o the_o will_v choose_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o affection_n love_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o the_o soul_n care_v for_o any_o thing_n else_o nay_o it_o rejoice_v for_o that_o it_o be_v thus_o divorce_v from_o all_o thing_n else_o a_o ah_o how_o it_o choose_v and_o desire_v thus_o to_o be_v ever_o to_o be_v ever_o thus_o to_o joy_v only_o in_o god_n and_o to_o make_v god_n only_o his_o joy_n 72._o the_o heart_n and_o soul_n be_v then_o to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n as_o a_o man_n asleep_a he_o value_v no_o more_o crown_n sceptre_n not_o kingdom_n wisdom_n strength_n beauty_n riches_n honour_n or_o pleasure_n than_o a_o stock_n or_o a_o stone_n do_v or_o can_v do_v he_o be_v so_o senseless_a so_o benumb_v freeze_a icy_a and_o cold_a that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n or_o feeling_n he_o be_v catch_v up_o above_o all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o and_o when_o he_o do_v return_v to_o consider_v they_o ah_o how_o low_a vain_a and_o foolish_a do_v he_o account_v they_o nay_o he_o make_v not_o any_o account_n of_o they_o at_o all_o either_o great_a or_o small_a 73._o he_o weep_v to_o see_v that_o he_o have_v esteem_v they_o as_o he_o have_v and_o laugh_v at_o their_o folly_n that_o do_v choose_v they_o for_o their_o choice_n best_a sovereign_a and_o chief_a good_a 74._o a_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n say_v what_o have_v i_o any_o more_o to_o do_v with_o such_o idol_n ah_o that_o i_o can_v faith_n such_o a_o soul_n ever_o enjoy_v my_o god_n so_o as_o that_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o he_o and_o beside_o he_o may_v give_v i_o no_o joy_n 75._o such_o a_o soul_n say_v when_o and_o whilst_o i_o have_v the_o best_a good_a the_o sovereign_a good_a take_v the_o other_o he_o that_o will_v i_o will_v ah_o i_o will_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n give_v all_o to_o any_o so_o i_o can_v give_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o that_o it_o may_v never_o more_o come_v into_o my_o thought_n but_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o swallow_v up_o in_o god_n as_o he_o may_v only_o contain_v i_o and_o be_v all_o my_o all_o 76._o what_o have_v the_o king_n more_o than_o the_o beggar_n or_o what_o be_v he_o more_o when_o he_o be_v asleep_a as_o to_o enjoyment_n the_o beggar_n than_o want_v nothing_o of_o what_o his_o heart_n desire_v and_o the_o king_n possess_v nothing_o then_o of_o all_o that_o he_o possess_v according_a to_o the_o desire_n of_o his_o heart_n they_o be_v then_o alike_o frustrate_a of_o all_o thing_n and_o possess_v nothing_o 77._o even_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o soul_n nay_o with_o the_o whole_a man_n when_o he_o be_v draw_v in_o drown_v bury_v or_o swallow_v up_o in_o god_n he_o be_v asleep_a yea_o dead_a to_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n and_o beside_o god_n and_o say_v what_o be_v all_o these_o outward_a glorious_a beautiful_a object_n to_o those_o which_o i_o do_v enjoy_v in_o god_n ah_o if_o i_o can_v if_o i_o can_v always_o possess_v these_o what_o will_v i_o care_v for_o they_o they_o be_v to_o i_o at_o such_o time_n even_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o in_o comparison_n of_o what_o they_o be_v at_o other_o time_n i_o can_v and_o do_v now_o hearty_o laugh_v they_o to_o scorn_v and_o have_v they_o in_o contempt_n and_o derision_n my_o god_n my_o god_n be_v so_o good_a he_o be_v so_o good_a and_o so_o delightful_a as_o he_o be_v now_o become_v my_o whole_a and_o my_o sole_a delight_n 78._o ah_o if_o it_o can_v be_v ever_o thus_o with_o i_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v never_o want_v any_o of_o these_o thing_n that_o the_o flesh_n crave_v not_o bread_n to_o feed_v i_o not_o drink_v to_o refresh_v i_o not_o clothes_n to_o cover_v i_o have_v and_o possess_v the_o thing_n above_o and_o can_v they_o ah_o and_o can_v they_o always_o be_v possess_v i_o think_v none_o but_o mad_a man_n and_o fool_n will_v dare_v say_v that_o we_o want_v any_o of_o the_o thing_n below_o though_o we_o shall_v want_v they_o all_o as_o to_o i_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v not_o find_v any_o want_n if_o i_o can_v be_v always_o as_o i_o have_v be_v sometime_o 79._o but_o o_o lord_n i_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n i_o mighty_o
what_o ever_o my_o fail_n or_o my_o fall_n be_v to_o recover_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o as_o thou_o do_v peter_n for_o i_o know_v and_o firm_o through_o grace_n believe_v that_o what_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v and_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o i_o a_o sin_n pardon_v god_n a_o god_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n whatsoever_o and_o see_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v give_v i_o grace_n that_o whatever_o i_o do_v i_o may_v do_v it_o to_o thy_o glory_n for_o thy_o glory_n and_o never_o more_o ah_o never_o more_o willing_o witting_o or_o know_o sin_v against_o thou_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o free_o and_o cheerful_o depart_v henceforth_o from_o all_o iniquity_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n and_o soul_n even_o from_o all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n 111._o thus_o the_o lord_n bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a sweet_a out_o of_o bitter_a and_o give_v we_o as_o at_o this_o time_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n new_a token_n pledge_n and_o assurance_n of_o his_o old_a love_n 112._o ah_o lord_n let_v this_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o thy_o most_o love_a and_o kind_a love_n be_v always_o have_v in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o cause_v i_o to_o cling_v to_o thou_o to_o cleave_v to_o thou_o to_o hold_v thou_o fast_o and_o never_o to_o let_v thou_o go_v and_o let_v i_o always_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v always_o 113._o ah_o lord_n see_v i_o have_v so_o deep_o and_o so_o sweet_o drink_v of_o and_o at_o this_o thy_o well_o of_o consolation_n let_v it_o be_v in_o i_o ever_o a_o well_o of_o live_a water_n that_o may_v never_o grow_v dry_a that_o i_o may_v always_o suck_v at_o this_o breast_n to_o refresh_v my_o soul_n when_o i_o be_o a_o thirst_n 114._o i_o sincere_o confess_v and_o profess_v be_v i_o to_o spend_v all_o my_o day_n to_o praise_v thou_o that_o the_o time_n will_v be_v too_o too_o short_a much_o by_o much_o to_o show_v forth_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o thy_o love_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n praise_v thou_o and_o rejoice_v for_o that_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o that_o time_n which_o thou_o have_v o_o god_n appoint_v wherein_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o and_o sing_v thy_o praise_n it_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n that_o i_o shall_v praise_v thou_o o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o god_n 115._o o_o god_n let_v this_o mercy_n be_v always_o as_o fire_n to_o heat_v i_o as_o food_n to_o feed_v i_o as_o drink_v to_o refresh_v i_o as_o wine_n to_o comfort_n i_o as_o clothes_n to_o clothe_v i_o as_o riches_n of_o all_o sort_n to_o enrich_v i_o let_v it_o be_v to_o i_o always_o all_o thing_n let_v it_o not_o lose_v its_o worth_n nor_o fast_o by_o lie_v but_o let_v it_o be_v always_o as_o the_o honeycomb_n drop_v honey_n to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v i_o and_o that_o i_o never_o forget_v what_o a_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o that_o thou_o change_v not_o thou_o be_v still_o the_o same_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 116._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o forget_v these_o thy_o mercy_n but_o through_o grace_n and_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n walk_v worthy_a of_o they_o unto_o all_o eternity_n through_o the_o worthiness_n merit_n and_o obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n sake_n amen_n 117._o many_o time_n god_n be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o merciful_a and_o love_a unto_o we_o that_o then_o even_o then_o when_o we_o fear_v we_o shall_v see_v his_o frown_n that_o he_o will_v frown_v on_o we_o when_o we_o come_v before_o he_o he_o to_o our_o great_a astonishment_n and_o admiration_n smile_v on_o we_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v strike_v we_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o anger_n he_o embrace_v and_o kiss_v we_o 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to_o the_o devil_n which_o plain_o show_v its_o centre_n whence_o it_o be_v and_o what_o it_o be_v for_o the_o time_n that_o it_o be_v thus_o like_v or_o love_v or_o but_o connive_v at_o it_o metamorphosis_n the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o instead_o of_o be_v godlike_a spiritual_a knowledge_n light_n purity_n serenity_n peace_n rest_v comfort_n joy_n and_o full_a contentedness_n to_o be_v in_o some_o measure_n devil-like_a darkness_n fear_n shame_n horror_n confusion_n condemnation_n accusation_n hang_v yea_o fall_a always_o downward_o and_o not_o able_a in_o the_o least_o measure_n to_o
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involve_v take_v in_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 7._o and_o if_o momentary_a earthly_a joy_n can_v give_v we_o joy_v any_o moment_n sure_o eternal_a heavenly_a joy_n shall_v make_v we_o to_o rejoice_v evermore_o 8._o and_o if_o hope_v fill_v we_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a sure_o fruition_n shall_v make_v we_o flow_v over_o with_o fullness_n 9_o and_o if_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o we_o know_v not_o satisfy_v we_o so_o much_o sure_o when_o we_o shall_v know_v they_o to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 10._o and_o if_o faith_n in_o believe_v be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o bring_v salvation_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v that_o salvation_n be_v when_o it_o shall_v be_v above_o and_o beyond_o that_o be_v moâ—e_n then_o faith_n 11._o and_o if_o to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n on_o earth_n imperfect_o delight_v the_o soul_n so_o much_o that_o there_o be_v no_o delight_n to_o he_o like_o it_o he_o prefer_v it_o above_o his_o daily_a food_n and_o 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face_n to_o face_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n yea_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a spirit_n 15._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o hear_v of_o he_o here_o with_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o hereafter_o and_o to_o hear_v himself_o with_o a_o understand_a heart_n 16._o and_o if_o than_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v he_o here_o on_o earth_n and_o but_o in_o part_n imperfect_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o delight_v he_o to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o part_n but_o in_o perfection_n perfect_o full_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v 17._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o we_o need_v fear_v no_o fear_n for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n there_o to_o fear_v 18._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n so_o great_a though_o surround_v with_o many_o sorrow_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o turn_v into_o fullness_n of_o joy_n 19_o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a among_o so_o many_o displease_a displeasure_n even_o here_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o displeasure_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o our_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o more_o 20._o ah_o fill_v i_o then_o o_o my_o good_a god_n with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n and_o thy_o joy_n alone_o that_o in_o thou_o only_o i_o may_v rejoice_v 21._o if_o the_o nether_a spring_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a yea_o sweet_o delicious_a o_o god_n be_v the_o upper_a spring_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 22._o if_o thy_o left-hand_a mercy_n o_o god_n be_v so_o delightful_a and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o please_v we_o ah_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v those_o of_o thy_o right-hand_a delight_n we_o with_o pleasure_n 23._o if_o his_o footstool_n favour_v be_v so_o great_a and_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o great_o favour_v by_o they_o to_o have_v they_o ah_o how_o great_a in_o favour_n yea_o what_o great_a favourite_n shall_v we_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v in_o heaven_n the_o favour_n of_o his_o throne_n and_o fit_a on_o throne_n by_o he_o 24._o if_o to_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o glory_n beauty_n and_o brightness_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v so_o ravish_v we_o with_o delight_n joy_n and_o admiration_n so_o as_o we_o can_v and_o will_v always_o be_v content_a to_o behold_v it_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v our_o heart_n be_v ravish_v with_o that_o ravish_a fullness_n of_o his_o bright_a beautiful_a glory_n when_o we_o shall_v in_o heaven_n behold_v all_o his_o glory_n as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o all_o his_o glorious_a saint_n and_o angel_n from_o who_o beautiful_a brightness_n and_o glory_n they_o have_v all_o their_o glorious_a brightness_n and_o beauty_n and_o be_v make_v thus_o glorious_o beautiful_a with_o surpass_a beauty_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o he_o 25._o if_o then_o his_o glory_n be_v so_o sweet_a in_o the_o bud_n what_o be_v it_o in_o the_o branch_n but_o ah_o then_o how_o much_o great_a and_o sweet_a be_v the_o tree_n that_o have_v so_o many_o branch_n 26._o if_o then_o so_o great_a and_o sweet_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a and_o sweet_a in_o heaven_n 27._o and_o if_o our_o delight_n be_v so_o great_a in_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n here_o below_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v they_o and_o will_v they_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v have_v find_v thou_o where_o thou_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n 28._o and_o see_v o_o god_n thou_o give_v we_o such_o wage_n here_o whilst_o we_o offend_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v yea_o what_o be_v there_o but_o thou_o will_v give_v we_o when_o we_o shall_v offend_v thou_o no_o more_o but_o always_o please_v thou_o 29._o and_o see_v our_o heaven_n be_v so_o sweet_a on_o earth_n or_o our_o earthly_a heaven_n so_o sweet_a which_o be_v but_o to_o see_v thy_o back_n part_n by_o faith_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n ah_o how_o sweet_a yea_o how_o much_o sweet_a shall_v our_o heavenly_a heaven_n be_v or_o our_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n which_o be_v to_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v the_o clear_o and_o plain_o even_o face_n to_o face_n 30._o and_o see_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a to_o we_o here_o as_o it_o constrain_v we_o to_o love_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o there_o when_o without_o constraint_n our_o great_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v to_o adore_v and_o love_v thou_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o know_v my_o heart_n thou_o know_v that_o all_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n yet_o that_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o heart_n desire_v to_o love_v the_o only_a and_o to_o serve_v the_o with_o all_o my_o whole_a heart_n 32._o if_o thy_o name_n o_o lord_n be_v so_o great_a and_o fearful_a unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o and_o that_o know_v that_o thou_o love_v they_o ah_o how_o fearful_o great_a and_o great_o fearful_a shall_v it_o be_v unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o yet_o know_v thy_o greatness_n and_o how_o great_o thou_o hate_v they_o 33._o all_o glory_n only_a glory_n and_o continual_o glory_n be_v give_v unto_o god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o gift_n grace_n and_o
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