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it_o send_v out_o and_o so_o selvish_a in_o this_o self_n that_o it_o account_v even_o god_fw-we to_o be_v a_o stranger_n and_o be_v yet_o more_o foolish_a parte_v itself_o against_o itself_o and_o be_v the_o own_o great_a enemy_n so_o a_o man_n great_a enemy_n be_v not_o only_o they_o of_o his_o own_o house_n but_o of_o his_o own_o heart_n blind_a love_n in_o the_o ape_n make_v it_o thrust_v oâ—t_v the_o enteral_n of_o the_o own_o brood_n while_o it_o embrace_v they_o too_o strait_o the_o blindness_n of_o self-love_n make_v it_o in_o preposterous_a safety_n to_o destroy_v itself_o what_o more_o friend-like_a master_n in_o we_o than_o self-love_n self_n wit_n &_o self-will_a &_o yet_o what_o great_a foe_n the_o hatred_n craft_n &_o power_n of_o our_o open_a enemy_n do_v not_o so_o hurt_v we_o as_o these_o i_o fear_v and_o suspect_v no_o creature_n more_o than_o myself_o and_o that_o even_o when_o i_o most_o respect_v myself_o i_o will_v profess_v and_o practice_v hostility_n against_o 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corrupt_a self_n like_o the_o first_o adam_n in_o he_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o be_o that_o i_o be_o yeâ—_n not_o i_o but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n which_o be_v with_o i_o 1._o cor._n 15._o 10._o there_o be_v the_o new_a self_n of_o grace_n by_o the_o second_o adam_n in_o he_o in_o both_o place_n himself_o as_o he_o be_v god_n creature_n be_v the_o common_a subject_n of_o both_o these_o self_n he_o be_v a_o stranger_n in_o himself_o who_o do_v not_o mark_v this_o distinction_n of_o himself_o and_o he_o be_v his_o own_o great_a foe_n who_o destroy_v not_o the_o old_a self_n in_o adam_n that_o he_o may_v save_v himself_o in_o the_o new_a adam_n jesus_n christ._n 53._o the_o wise_a and_o foolish_a merchant_n every_o man_n play_v the_o merchant_n in_o his_o great_a business_n we_o change_v &_o lose_v something_o for_o gain_v another_o the_o godly_a with_o god_n have_v most_o care_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n they_o care_v not_o to_o loss_n their_o good_n their_o name_n their_o 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providence_n we_o will_v relieve_v ourselves_o both_o of_o wearisome_a labour_n and_o disappointment_n follow_v they_o spend_v our_o spirit_n more_o than_o serious_a thought_n and_o their_o end_n be_v at_o the_o best_a repentance_n of_o that_o fruitless_a labour_n they_o be_v indeed_o but_o fancied_a error_n yet_o they_o bring_v a_o real_a hurt_n they_o bereave_v we_o of_o the_o use_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o present_a lot_n upon_o the_o imagination_n of_o a_o better_a and_o so_o at_o once_o work_v a_o double_a discontent_n one_o present_a in_o not_o rest_v on_o our_o present_a lot_n another_o to_o come_v in_o count_v our_o lot_n as_o a_o loss_n in_o respect_n of_o that_o other_o lot_n which_o we_o fancy_v to_o ourself_o he_o who_o take_v liberty_n to_o desire_n much_o and_o then_o devour_v that_o large_a desire_n by_o as_o large_a a_o hope_n will_v never_o rest_v content_a with_o his_o present_a lot_n though_o it_o be_v too_o good_a for_o he_o he_o have_v escape_v the_o tyranny_n 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of_o more_o none_o can_v feel_v thy_o love_n in_o thy_o fatherlie_a care_n over_o he_o in_o his_o youth_n but_o his_o heart_n must_v dissolve_v in_o love_n to_o thou_o and_o pour_v out_o itself_o on_o thou_o wait_v upon_o the_o due_a accomplishment_n of_o such_o good_a beginning_n when_o i_o remember_v these_o thy_o mercy_n i_o find_v they_o my_o obligement_n to_o thou_o how_o thou_o do_v bear_v more_o with_o i_o than_o all_o the_o world_n or_o i_o can_v bear_v with_o myself_o i_o both_o wonder_n at_o thy_o unspeakable_a love_n pursue_v with_o kindness_n so_o vile_a a_o worm_n and_o be_o confident_a that_o thou_o who_o have_v begin_v thy_o good_a work_n in_o i_o will_v also_o finish_v it_o till_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n who_o thou_o love_v thou_o love_v to_o the_o end_n thy_o call_n and_o gift_n be_v without_o repentance_n who_o shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n for_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o height_n nor_o depth_n nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n rom._n 8._o 38._o 39_o under_o this_o acquaintance_n with_o death_n and_o certainty_n of_o these_o glorious_a thing_n after_o it_o the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n be_v digest_v as_o the_o godly_a and_o wicked_a have_v contrare_fw-la respect_v of_o death_n and_o contrare_fw-la ground_n and_o contrare_fw-la desire_n so_o also_o contrare_fw-la disposition_n and_o practice_n when_o it_o come_v i_o leave_v the_o horror_n of_o it_o to_o they_o that_o be_v under_o sin_n their_o death_n be_v like_o a_o malefactor_n execution_n when_o he_o be_v pannale_v and_o just_o convict_v one_o pull_v the_o hat_n doggedlie_o from_o he_o another_o his_o bond_n a_o three_o bind_v his_o hand_n behind_o his_o back_n and_o the_o poor_a man_n overcome_v 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