be_v weary_a oâ—_n the_o world_n but_o you_o will_v not_o be_v here_o always_o there_o be_v a_o day_n cominâ—_n which_o will_v be_v your_o last_o day_n here_o and_o there_o be_v not_o one_o of_o you_o can_v teâ—â—_n when_o that_o day_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o morning_n the_o sun_n arise_v upon_o serfdom_n in_o all_o his_o beauty_n and_o splendour_n but_o before_o night_n the_o city_n with_o all_o its_o inhabitant_n be_v make_v a_o sacrifice_n to_o revenging-justice_n and_o burn_v to_o ash_n how_o many_o young_a one_o be_v take_v from_o we_o on_o 〈◊〉_d sudden_a in_o their_o beauty_n and_o strength_n when_o their_o bone_n be_v full_a oâ—_n marrow_n and_o their_o breast_n of_o milk_n and_o in_o that_o providence_n god_n dotâ—_n speak_v to_o you_o that_o survive_v and_o give_v you_o fair_a warning_n you_o have_v need_n be_v serious_a while_o you_o be_v young_a for_o you_o mâ—â—die_n while_o you_o be_v young_a there_o be_v great_a reason_n why_o yoâ—_n shall_v betimes_o be_v wean_v from_o 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all_o their_o beauty_n comparable_a to_o god_n and_o christ._n second_o it_o be_v better_a to_o be_v with_o christ_n in_o heaven_n than_o in_o anâ—_n state_n to_o be_v enjoy_v here_o though_o it_o be_v as_o good_a as_o spiritual_a and_o gospel_n enjoyment_n can_v make_v it_o and_o if_o any_o thing_n do_v make_v it_o good_a indeed_o if_o any_o thing_n do_v render_v it_o grateful_a and_o delicious_a to_o a_o holy_a soul_n iâ—_n be_v these_o thing_n these_o be_v the_o best_a and_o sweet_a of_o all_o his_o enjoyment_n these_o the_o cream_n the_o flower_n and_o quintessence_n be_v it_o not_o foâ—_n something_o of_o these_o earth_n will_v be_v a_o hell_n to_o he_o yea_o and_o sâ—_n will_v heaven_n be_v too_o psalm_n 73.25_o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n but_o theâ—_n and_o there_o be_v none_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o let_v the_o ark_n which_o be_v the_o symbol_n of_o god_n presence_n and_o the_o place_n before_o which_o israeâ—_n be_v to_o worship_n be_v take_v 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kedâ—â—_n and_o oh_o how_o do_v the_o thought_n and_o consideration_n hereof_o maâ—â—_n they_o ashamed_a and_o blush_v to_o lift_v up_o their_o face_n towards_o god_n but_o 〈◊〉_d the_o future_a state_n they_o will_v be_v clean_o every_o whit_n and_o without_o spot_n 〈◊〉_d blemish_n or_o wrinkle_v or_o any_o such_o thing_n then_o there_o will_v be_v in_o theâ—_n nothing_o to_o offend_v god_n nothing_o to_o offend_v themselves_o nothing_o thâ—_n shall_v be_v a_o cause_n of_o displeasure_n to_o god_n or_o of_o grief_n to_o they_o nothing_o that_o shall_v full_o their_o beauty_n or_o eclipse_v their_o light_n nothing_o that_o shaâ—â—_n disturb_v their_o pleasant_a rest_n or_o retard_v their_o holy_a motion_n the_o inhâ—â—bitant_n shall_v not_o say_v i_o be_o sick_a nor_o shall_v he_o say_v i_o be_o sinful_a he_o shaâ—â—_n neither_o be_v sick_a of_o love_n as_o the_o enamour_a spouse_n be_v nor_o sick_a of_o siâ—_n as_o the_o humble_a and_o brokenhearted_a penitent_n be_v it_o be_v in_o that_o statâ—_n in_o which_o the_o church_n and_o her_o child_n shall_v be_v clear_a and_o glorious_a 〈◊〉_d the_o sun_n here_o they_o be_v and_o while_o here_o they_o will_v be_v but_o as_o thâ—_n moon_n with_o their_o spot_n which_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o as_o some_o proud_a oâ—_n second_o that_o future_a state_n in_o which_o the_o saint_n shall_v be_v witâ—_n christ_n be_v a_o perfect_a state_n whatever_o some_o delude_a soul_n have_v anâ—_n do_v fancy_n to_o themselves_o in_o this_o world_n there_o be_v no_o such_o thing_n as_o peâ—â—fection_n to_o be_v attain_v to_o here_o though_o that_o be_v not_o above_o the_o desire_n anâ—_n hope_v of_o the_o babe_n in_o christ_n the_o mean_a and_o weak_a saint_n yet_o iâ—_n be_v out_o of_o the_o
that_o shall_v be_v alive_a when_o the_o lord_n shall_v descend_v frâ—â—_n heaven_n with_o a_o shout_n with_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o archangel_n and_o with_o the_o truâ—â—_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o sleep_v but_o be_v change_v and_o catch_v up_o into_o the_o cloudâ—_n meet_v the_o lord_n in_o the_o air_n and_o so_o they_o shall_v ever_o be_v with_o the_o lord_n 1_o 〈◊〉_d 4.16_o 17._o otherwise_o it_o be_v appoint_v for_o all_o once_o to_o die_v this_o be_v 〈◊〉_d divine_a appointment_n the_o stand_n and_o unrepealable_a law_n of_o heaven_n that_o all_o those_o who_o inhabit_v these_o house_n of_o clay_n must_v go_v out_o they_o and_o put_v off_o these_o tabernacle_n and_o we_o must_v submit_v we_o ouâ—â—â—_n to_o do_v it_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o be_v the_o supreme_a governor_n and_o leâ—â—â—slator_n be_v to_o be_v the_o command_a and_o rule_v law_n and_o therefore_o thâ—â—_n must_v be_v no_o quarrel_n nor_o dispute_n but_o yield_v when_o death_n knockâ—_n our_o door_n and_o summon_v we_o whatsoever_o agony_n and_o struggling_n in_o nature_n at_o the_o time_n of_o dissolution_n there_o must_v be_v no_o rebellion_n 〈◊〉_d our_o will_n and_o such_o aught_o to_o be_v the_o frame_n and_o temper_n of_o our_o soâ—â—_n when_o it_o be_v the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n to_o make_v breach_n in_o our_o faâ—â—â—lies_n and_o to_o take_v away_o from_o we_o our_o dear_a and_o most_o desirable_a relation_n a_o child_n out_o of_o the_o arm_n of_o its_o mother_n a_o affectionate_a 〈◊〉_d out_o of_o the_o bosom_n of_o her_o husband_n though_o you_o great_o delighteâ—_n their_o company_n and_o will_v have_v be_v very_o thankful_a if_o the_o threaâ—_n their_o life_n have_v be_v spin_v to_o a_o great_a length_n yet_o when_o the_o wiâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d god_n be_v make_v know_v and_o their_o time_n be_v come_v you_o ought_v to_o stoop_v god_n while_o the_o child_n be_v sick_a david_n beseech_v god_n fast_v 〈◊〉_d lay_v all_o night_n upon_o the_o earth_n neither_o will_v he_o eat_v bread_n but_o wâ—â—â—_n he_o hear_v it_o be_v dead_a he_o rise_v from_o the_o earth_n wash_v and_o anoint_v himself_o and_o change_v his_o apparel_n go_v into_o the_o house_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d worship_v then_o to_o his_o own_o house_n and_o do_v eat_v bread_n 2_o sam._n â—_o in_o dispensation_n of_o this_o kind_n there_o must_v be_v no_o discontent_n no_o riâ—â—â—â—_n and_o swell_n of_o heart_n no_o tear_v yourselves_o in_o your_o anger_n no_o â—â—â—ing_v the_o reins_o upon_o your_o passion_n no_o extravagant_a expression_n no_o â—â—â—cessive_a sorrow_n for_o even_o in_o that_o there_o be_v a_o spice_n of_o rebellion_n and_o such_o a_o time_n god_n in_o a_o special_a manner_n have_v his_o eye_n upon_o you_o and_o 〈◊〉_d very_o curious_o observe_v you_o throughout_o not_o only_o your_o outward_a â—â—â—â—portment_n word_n and_o gesture_n but_o also_o the_o inward_a frame_n of_o 〈◊〉_d heart_n what_o order_n be_v there_o and_o whether_o your_o soul_n keep_v sileâ—â—â—_n before_o he_o and_o if_o you_o will_v be_v unruly_a as_o bullock_n unaccustomed_a the_o yoke_n sin_v in_o your_o sorrow_n and_o kick_v at_o the_o hand_n 〈◊〉_d smite_v and_o wound_v you_o you_o may_v hear_v of_o it_o afterward_o and_o feeâ—_n to_o your_o cost_n for_o god_n do_v know_v how_o to_o repeat_v his_o blow_n and_o multiply_v your_o wound_n and_o make_v deep_a one_o than_o he_o have_v yet_o do_v â—herefore_o it_o be_v your_o wisdom_n to_o submit_v to_o god_n and_o hold_v your_o peace_n â—_o aaron_n do_v when_o god_n destroy_v his_o two_o son_n with_o a_o most_o tremendous_a stroke_n in_o the_o very_a act_n of_o their_o sin_n this_o then_o be_v your_o duty_n wisdom_n and_o interest_n a_o humble_a yield_n to_o god_n do_v near_o concern_v use_v high_o become_v you_o but_o holy_a paul_n do_v not_o stop_v here_o it_o be_v not_o a_o â—â—re_a submission_n that_o he_o speak_v of_o without_o all_o peradventure_o he_o be_v â—â—me_n up_o to_o this_o but_o then_o he_o go_v beyond_o it_o nay_o more_o second_o paul_n do_v not_o say_v say_v here_o i_o be_o content_v to_o depart_v it_o 〈◊〉_d true_a he_o tell_v we_o in_o this_o very_a epistle_n phil._n 4.11_o that_o he_o have_v â—â—arned_v in_o whatsoever_o state_n he_o be_v therewith_o to_o be_v content_a and_o it_o must_v 〈◊〉_d grant_v that_o be_v a_o great_a and_o excellent_a lesson_n and_o we_o shall_v all_o of_o 〈◊〉_d beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v teach_v it_o we_o and_o be_v ourselves_o study_v use_v cunning_a of_o it_o and_o they_o be_v all_o very_a happy_a man_n and_o woman_n â—ho_fw-mi have_v take_v it_o out_o as_o paul_n have_v do_v for_o therein_o they_o have_v â—â—cured_v themselves_o from_o those_o inward_a gripe_v and_o convulsion_n with_o â—hich_v other_o be_v torture_v and_o have_v admirable_o provide_v for_o a_o comâ—â—rtable_a enjoyment_n of_o themselves_o whatever_o change_n and_o affliction_n â—â—ey_n may_v meet_v with_o in_o their_o passage_n through_o the_o world_n we_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d pray_v and_o labour_n that_o we_o may_v be_v bring_v to_o such_o a_o pass_n as_o to_o 〈◊〉_d able_a to_o say_v here_o i_o be_o let_v the_o lord_n do_v to_o i_o and_o with_o i_o what_o â—â—meth_v good_a in_o his_o sight_n if_o he_o do_v not_o see_v fit_a to_o bring_v my_o condition_n 〈◊〉_d to_o my_o spirit_n i_o will_v make_v it_o my_o endeavour_n to_o bring_v my_o spirit_n own_o to_o my_o condition_n i_o can_v indeed_o be_v glad_a to_o have_v a_o large_a â—are_n in_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o creature_n that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v the_o more_o â—ee_n from_o those_o solicitous_a thought_n and_o cark_n care_v that_o now_o 〈◊〉_d much_o oppress_v i_o i_o can_v be_v glad_a to_o enjoy_v a_o great_a fullness_n and_o 〈◊〉_d be_v place_v in_o a_o high_a orb_n and_o sphere_n of_o activity_n that_o thereby_o i_o â—â—ight_v be_v put_v into_o a_o better_a capacity_n of_o be_v useful_a and_o serviceable_a in_o â—y_a generation_n but_o if_o my_o god_n will_v have_v i_o mean_v and_o low_a and_o â—oor_a i_o be_o content_a to_o be_v so_o for_o he_o best_o understand_v my_o temper_n use_v my_o distemper_n what_o will_v be_v my_o advantage_n and_o what_o my_o prejudice_n what_o sail_v i_o can_v best_o bear_v and_o what_o condition_n i_o can_v best_o â—anage_v therefore_o he_o shall_v choose_v for_o i_o i_o can_v be_v glad_a to_o live_v yet_o â—â—nger_n in_o the_o world_n and_o so_o see_v the_o good_a of_o his_o choose_a and_o the_o â—eace_n of_o jerusalem_n and_o my_o family_n comfortable_o provide_v for_o and_o â—y_a child_n all_o bring_v home_o to_o god_n dispose_v of_o in_o the_o world_n â—nd_v happy_o settle_v but_o if_o god_n will_v shorten_v my_o day_n and_o cut_v asunder_o the_o thread_n of_o my_o life_n before_o these_o thing_n be_v effect_v if_o god_n will_v have_v i_o to_o die_v short_o and_o so_o break_v off_o the_o purpose_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o be_o content_a i_o will_v live_v at_o his_o order_n and_o i_o will_v die_v tâ—_n at_o his_o order_n he_o know_v what_o be_v best_a and_o therefore_o what_o 〈◊〉_d do_v i_o will_v count_v so_o whatsoever_o please_v he_o shall_v please_v i_o 〈◊〉_d for_o no_o other_o reason_n yet_o for_o this_o because_o it_o please_v he_o but_o thâ—_n great_a man_n paul_n do_v not_o take_v up_o here_o neither_o for_o three_o he_o say_v he_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o depart_v or_o to_o be_v dissolve_v what_o other_o do_v fly_v from_o his_o soul_n do_v work_v out_o to_o as_o a_o desirable_a oâ—â—ject_n what!_o bare_o to_o submit_v to_o a_o departure_n mere_o to_o be_v conteâ—â—ed_v with_o it_o be_v too_o low_a and_o too_o little_a it_o will_v be_v a_o dishonour_n 〈◊〉_d god_n if_o there_o be_v that_o and_o no_o more_o it_o will_v be_v a_o disparagemâ—_n to_o heaven_n and_o a_o base_a unworthy_a cast_v of_o dirt_n and_o reproach_n 〈◊〉_d the_o face_n of_o that_o glory_n which_o be_v above_o it_o will_v give_v people_n caâ—â—_n to_o think_v the_o state_n of_o saint_n in_o heaven_n be_v no_o better_a than_o their_o 〈◊〉_d here_o nay_o that_o it_o be_v not_o altogether_o so_o good_a and_o of_o this_o our_o aposâ—â—â—_n will_v by_o no_o mean_n be_v guilty_a content_a to_o depart_v yes_o that_o i_o be_o and_o abundant_o satisfy_v about_o it_o that_o i_o do_v desire_v it_o i_o long_o to_o have_v 〈◊〉_d summons_n oh_o when_o will_v that_o day_n come_v that_o will_v close_v my_o eâ—â—_n and_o on_o which_o angel_n will_v come_v to_o carry_v my_o aspire_a soul_n into_o 〈◊〉_d bosom_n of_o abraham_n i_o be_v once_o in_o paradise_n in_o the_o three_o heaven_n 〈◊〉_d what_o i_o see_v do_v so_o delight_v i_o that_o i_o long_o to_o be_v there_o again_o to_o 〈◊〉_d fix_v there_o and_o there_o to_o take_v up_o my_o eternal_a abode_n when_o 〈◊〉_d when_o will_v it_o be_v that_o my_o father_n will_v