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far_o more_o bitter_a than_o aloë_n till_o we_o come_v to_o practice_v all_o be_v well_o but_o begin_v once_o to_o turn_v hear_v see_v speak_v into_o do_v then_o begin_v a_o battle_n betwixt_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n a_o strife_n betwixt_o the_o oil_n of_o grace_n &_o the_o sap_n of_o our_o crabtre_n nature_n a_o great_a strife_n be_v not_o betwixt_o jude._n jude._n michael_n and_o satan_n about_o the_o body_n of_o moses_n then_o here_o will_v be_v betwixt_o old_a adam_n and_o new_a adam_n for_o the_o produce_v a_o good_a work_n the_o spirit_n cry_v obedience_n the_o flesh_n proclaim_v disobedience_n as_o ezechiel_n scroll_n be_v sweet_a in_o gusture_n but_o sour_a &_o bitter_a in_o digesture_n so_o spiritual_a thing_n at_o the_o first_o do_v ravishe_v the_o whole_a man_n but_o when_o obedience_n be_v require_v than_o three_o part_n of_o the_o same_o man_n resist_v and_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o son_n of_o the_o prophet_n oh_o death_n be_v in_o the_o pot_n elisha_n must_v cast_v a_o little_a meal_n in_o the_o pot_n or_o the_o brothe_n will_v be_v to_o bitter_a as_o bitter_a as_o the_o water_n of_o 15.23_o exod._n 15.23_o marah_n in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o shur_n neither_o be_v the_o oil_n of_o god_n his_o spirit_n bitter_a in_o itself_o but_o of_o a_o sovereign_a preserve_n and_o comfortable_a operation_n but_o as_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v call_v the_o savour_n of_o death_n unto_o death_n not_o simple_o but_o in_o respect_n so_o be_v this_o liquid_a pierce_a myrrh_n bitter_a not_o in_o it_o owâ—_n nature_n but_o by_o reason_n of_o our_o pevish_a corrupt_a nature_n which_o as_o a_o corrupt_a stomach_n be_v apt_a to_o convert_v a_o sugar_a potâ—â—on_n into_o poison_n
power_n or_o faculty_n of_o the_o soâ—_n themselves_o leave_v undestroy_v thoâ—_n the_o quality_n be_v pervert_v whâ—_n in_o the_o time_n of_o unregeneration_n tâ—_n strong_o run_v in_o the_o way_n of_o death_n to_o death_n so_o neither_o do_v god_n spirit_n work_n upon_o we_o as_o carpenter_n on_o log_n have_v no_o sense_n but_o he_o death_n in_o we_o a_o mind_n and_o a_o will_n which_o he_o be_v renew_a and_o turn_v into_o right_a way_n be_v make_v lively_a in_o the_o wâ—_n of_o life_n 11.30_o 1._o joh._n 5.3_o mat._n 11.30_o insomuch_o as_o they_o can_v say_v commandment_n of_o god_n be_v not_o grieuâ—_n but_o the_o yoke_n of_o christ_n be_v easy_a and_o burden_a light_n as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v for_o this_o wâ—_n term_v ointment_n by_o saint_n john_n epist_n 2.20_o allude_v to_o the_o legal_a â—_o the_o figure_n hereof_o so_o till_o christ_n leave_v this_o oil_n of_o myrrh_n for_o the_o soâ—ning_n of_o her_o hard_a heart_n she_o have_v power_n to_o open_v and_o therefore_o mâ—_n methodicallie_o follow_v that_o â—_o she_o be_v unaware_o enoyl_v with_o this_o or_o thin_a myrrh_n than_o she_o open_v say_v some_o freewill_a man_n i_o grant_v that_o she_o open_v not_o her_o heart_n for_o entertain_v the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n till_o first_o she_o be_v by_o the_o same_o spirit_n anoint_v notwithstanding_o say_v he_o she_o arise_v of_o herself_o though_o she_o open_v not_o of_o herself_o and_o that_o self-arising_a i_o resemble_v to_o the_o power_n of_o man_n freewill_n by_o the_o which_o he_o will_v good_a before_o he_o do_v good_a then_o oh_o fre-wil-man_n thou_o grant_n unto_o i_o that_o to_o do_v good_a be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n as_o to_o your_o willing_a good_a in_o a_o carnal_a unregenerate_a man_n &_o then_o not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o do_v good_a it_o be_v no_o other_o will_n than_o be_v in_o balaam_n who_o cry_v 23.10_o nom._n 23.10_o let_v i_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a israel_n and_o let_v my_o latter_a end_n be_v like_o he_o he_o herein_o will_v or_o more_o proper_o wish_v to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a but_o yet_o he_o will_v not_o first_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a so_o some_o wicked_a man_n i_o doubt_v not_o but_o oft_o be_v convict_v with_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n his_o word_n and_o sometime_o do_v wish_v that_o they_o can_v live_v by_o the_o rule_n of_o that_o word_n but_o what_o make_v they_o so_o wish_v the_o terror_n of_o god_n wrath_n threâ—ned_v to_o the_o disobedient_a &_o unholy_a â—_o of_o any_o love_n they_o bear_v unto_o god_n holiness_n this_o be_v a_o slavish_a wish_v no_o â—_o will_v and_o therefore_o in_o the_o nature_n man_n no_o preparation_n as_o of_o nature_n open_v the_o hard_a heart_n the_o devil_n a_o damn_a soul_n may_v so_o wish_v or_o will_n be_v they_o unable_a to_o arise_v to_o save_v â—_o pentance_n second_o to_o arise_v with_o tâ—_n soul_n be_v to_o repent_v with_o this_o soul_n sâ—_n arise_v not_o for_o a_o while_n and_o after_o thâ—_n go_v and_o bind_v herself_o unto_o her_o sinâ—_n couch_v again_o for_o that_o be_v to_o aâ—_n in_o show_n not_o indeed_n but_o she_o so_o ass_v as_o she_o after_o that_o cease_v not_o follow_v christ_n and_o this_o reall-resurâ—ction_a none_o will_v deny_v to_o be_v true_a repâ—tance_n at_o no_o hand_n then_o can_v this_o she_o sing_v resemble_v the_o will_v which_o be_v befog_n repentance_n thou_o will_v reply_v to_o opâ—_n the_o heart_n be_v to_o repent_v therefore_o to_o â—_o which_o go_v before_o open_v be_v â—_o to_o repent_v i_o answer_v to_o open_v the_o heâ—_n here_o be_v proper_o the_o manifestation_n of_o repentance_n first_o begin_v in_o the_o heart_n even_o as_o the_o apple-bud_n be_v a_o sign_n of_o the_o sap_n in_o the_o tree_n not_o the_o sap_n itself_o and_o therefore_o mark_v how_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v that_o the_o liquid_a myrrh_n after_o her_o rise_n besmear_v her_o hand_n or_o outward_a work_n wrought_v by_o the_o hand_n not_o her_o heart_n this_o oil_n of_o grace_n wherewithal_o her_o outward_a action_n be_v now_o season_v and_o sanctify_a have_v it_o not_o therefore_o in_o the_o first_o place_n enoyl_v her_o heart_n and_o inward_a man_n â—es_n very_o for_o if_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tree_n be_v not_o first_o moisten_v the_o branch_n will_v never_o bring_v forth_o blossom_n the_o 1.3_o psal_n 1.3_o spiritual_a tree_n be_v first_o plant_v by_o the_o river_n of_o water_n and_o then_o bring_v forth_o seasonable_a fruit_n 1_o let_v we_o then_o learn_v that_o 7.18_o rom._n 7.18_o in_o our_o flesh_n dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n but_o frewill_a unto_o obedience_n be_v a_o good_a thing_n therefore_o free_a will_n unto_o obedience_n dwell_v not_o in_o our_o flesh_n 2_o 1.17_o jam._n 1.17_o every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n be_v from_o above_o and_o come_v from_o the_o father_n 〈◊〉_d light_n not_o from_o our_o degenerate_a maâ—_n and_o unregenerate_a flesh_n but_o to_o obtain_v freedom_n in_o the_o affection_n to_o embrace_v aâ—â—_n follow_v the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v a_o right_n good_a aâ—â—_n a_o perfect_a gift_n therefore_o from_o above_o â—uen_v from_o the_o father_n of_o light_n and_o nâ—â—_n from_o our_o degenerate_a man_n and_o untâ—_n generate_v flesh_n 3_o 2.4_o rom._n 2.4_o the_o bountifulness_n of_o god_n lead_v we_o 〈◊〉_d repentance_n therefore_o not_o our_o own_o wil._n 4_o to_o approve_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a less_o than_o to_o will_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v goâ—_n but_o to_o approve_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a iâ—_n work_n of_o the_o regenerate_a spirit_n and_o 〈◊〉_d of_o our_o nature_n ephes_n 5.8.9.10_o therefore_o to_o will_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a be_v 〈◊〉_d more_o a_o work_n of_o the_o regenerate_a spiriâ—_n and_o not_o of_o our_o nature_n 5_o 2.13_o phil._n 2.13_o god_n without_o regard_n of_o any_o thiâ—â—_n in_o we_o even_o of_o his_o own_o pleasure_n work_v in_o we_o not_o only_o the_o deed_n but_o also_o tâ—_n will_v unto_o good_a therefore_o no_o such_o wâ—â—â—_n be_v ingenerate_v in_o nature_n this_o lessâ—_n have_v our_o poor_a sinful_a soul_n here_o learn_v by_o experience_n who_o have_v no_o power_n â—o_o arise_v and_o open_v until_o first_o her_o beloved_a have_v leave_v a_o secret_a power_n behind_o he_o by_o the_o subtle_a odour_n whereof_o her_o heart_n be_v pierce_v smite_v with_o a_o dislike_n of_o her_o sin_n and_o provoke_v with_o a_o â—oly_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o the_o preâ—ence_n of_o jesus_n and_o this_o doctrine_n will_v not_o be_v oppugn_v by_o our_o late_a freewill_a man_n in_o england_n if_o they_o first_o have_v be_v smite_v â—owne_n in_o the_o feel_n of_o their_o damnable_a nature_n and_o the_o deathful_a way_n of_o â—he_n flesh_n but_o as_o a_o sort_n of_o they_o have_v hitherto_o preach_v man_n misery_n as_o a_o parrot_n sing_v sol_n fa_fw-it that_o be_v rather_o because_o they_o have_v hear_v it_o with_o the_o outward_a ear_n then_o for_o that_o it_o be_v draw_v â—rom_o a_o experience_a heart_n thereof_o it_o come_v that_o their_o unhumbled_a hart_n break_v out_o into_o such_o doctrine_n of_o pride_n cause_v every_o proud_a javell_n at_o his_o epicure_n table_n to_o brag_v of_o his_o own_o natural_a power_n by_o the_o which_o he_o can_v choose_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a for_o say_v the_o proud_a glutton_n here_o be_v a_o apple_n the_o fruit_n dish_n be_v it_o not_o in_o my_o power_n to_o tâ—_n it_o or_o forsake_v it_o no_o thou_o belly-godâ—_a if_o a_o sparrowe_n set_v not_o his_o foot_n on_o tâ—_n ground_n but_o by_o the_o fore-decree_n god_n and_o so_o say_v our_o saviour_n 10.29_o mat._n 10.29_o matthew_n how_o can_v thou_o think_v tâ—_n he_o have_v not_o decree_v of_o thy_o take_v forsake_v the_o apple_n if_o the_o sparrow_n fall_v on_o the_o ground_n by_o necessity_n of_o â—_o decree_n so_o shall_v thou_o eat_v or_o not_o eat_v necessity_n of_o the_o same_o decree_n ask_v â—roboam_n the_o son_n of_o nebat_fw-la whetheâ—_n be_v in_o a_o man_n power_n to_o put_v out_o â—_o hand_n and_o to_o pull_v it_o in_o again_o he_o wâ—_n tell_v thou_o no_o 1._o king_n 13.4_o ask_v lot_n wâ—_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o one_o power_n to_o cast_v tâ—_n eye_n back_o and_o then_o to_o turn_v it_o forwe_v again_o she_o will_v tell_v thou_o no._n â—_o though_o with_o the_o learned_a i_o in_o soâ—_n sense_n do_v grant_v that_o thou_o have_v fre-wâ—_n as_o unto_o ill_n so_o to_o every_o thing_n thaâ—_n in_o the_o do_n or_o not_o do_v of_o a_o indeferent_a nature_n or_o who_o action_n be_v meâ—lie_o civil_a yet_o do_v it_o not_o therefore_o fâ—â—owe_o that_o thy_o will_v be_v free_a to_o the_o takeâ—ng_n or_o do_v of_o thing_n spiritual_a heavenly_a holy_a because_o thou_o have_v power_n in_o thy_o hand_n to_o take_v or_o
nor_o famine_n have_v yâ—â—_n do_v good_a upon_o we_o a_o fearful_a signâ—_n that_o the_o basilik_n have_v sting_v unto_o detâ—_n and_o man_n heart_n braw_v with_o the_o fâ—â—_n of_o sin_n and_o make_v insensible_a and_o therefore_o either_o incurable_a or_o not_o to_o be_v câ—red_v but_o by_o extreme_a rigour_n to_o daâ—_n therefore_o hear_v his_o voice_n lest_o to_o morrow_n christ_n depart_v yet_o he_o knock_v â—ot_n only_o upon_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o heart_n â—ut_v also_o put_v his_o finger_n in_o at_o the_o hole_n of_o the_o door_n that_o be_v he_o touch_v â—hy_a conscience_n or_o that_o light_n of_o nature_n â—hat_n every_o man_n bring_v into_o the_o world_n â—or_a make_v he_o inexcusable_a which_o be_v â—s_a a_o hole_n prepare_v for_o light_n as_o also_o â—or_a his_o finger_n that_o shall_v open_v the_o door_n while_o the_o prophet_n touch_v â—hy_a conscience_n and_o the_o supernatural_a light_n be_v offer_v to_o the_o hole_n of_o thy_o heart_n for_o enlighten_v the_o inbred_n accuse_v light_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o way_n to_o salâ—ation_n but_o if_o the_o save_a finger_n of_o god_n â—e_v once_o take_v away_o from_o thy_o door_n oh_o plague_n of_o all_o plague_n how_o great_a shall_v be_v thy_o darkness_n a_o man_n come_v forth_o of_o the_o sun_n into_o his_o chamber_n be_v blind_a than_o when_o he_o go_v out_o and_o thou_o after_o christ_n shall_v cease_v shine_v unto_o thou_o by_o his_o own_o prophet_n and_o so_o be_v leave_v unto_o the_o closet_n of_o thy_o own_o heart_n shall_v be_v more_o blind_a and_o stuped_a than_o before_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n be_v upon_o thou_o if_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n castâ—_n out_o thy_o devil_n of_o pride_n murder_n thâ—_n adultery_n profaneness_n assure_o take_v away_o of_o that_o finger_n shall_v be_v harden_v of_o thy_o hart_n and_o very_o haâ—ly_o after_o that_o will_v the_o keeper_n of_o 〈◊〉_d house_n be_v dispossess_v and_o that_o whâ—_n worse_o be_v ten_o to_o one_o whether_o eveâ—_n gain_v the_o holy_a hand_n of_o god_n snal_a coâ—_n upon_o thou_o for_o have_v before_o giuâ—_fw-la the_o good_a spirit_n the_o repulse_n how_o caâ—_n thou_o expect_v his_o presence_n at_o another_o season_n this_o sleepy_a soul_n have_v send_v hâ—_n belove_v away_o with_o a_o sleeveles_a answâ—_n what_o ensue_v he_o depart_v he_o beiâ—_n depart_v what_o follow_v i_o arise_v saiâ—_n she_o to_o open_v to_o my_o well-beloved_a a_o triâ—_n time_n she_o arise_v to_o cope_v when_o tâ—_n merchant_n be_v go_v a_o right_a description_n of_o our_o crooked_a way_n christ_n cryetâ—_n 3.18_o rev._n 3.18_o buy_v on_o i_o gold_n white_a raiment_n aâ—_n eye_n salve_n when_o he_o be_v go_v than_o we_o â—_o rise_v the_o quality_n of_o one_o that_o be_v rathâ—_n mind_v to_o play_v bank_n rupt_v than_o for_o â—_o maintain_v credit_n in_o the_o lord_n his_o commonwealth_n and_o city_n of_o the_o saint_n while_o the_o physician_n offer_v his_o help_n â—ee_o repute_v he_o vile_a but_o when_o he_o be_v â—one_n than_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o call_v for_o he_o well_o better_a at_o last_o than_o never_o better_a â—is_n for_o david_n after_o 12._o month_n to_o aâ—se_v out_o of_o his_o sin_n than_o to_o die_v and_o â—t_z therein_o better_a for_o paul_n at_o last_o to_o reach_v jesus_n than_o with_o herod_n ever_o â—o_o persecute_v he_o in_o his_o member_n betâ—er_v for_o zacheus_n once_o to_o make_v restitution_n of_o pelf_n false_o purchase_v than_o to_o â—e_v in_o the_o devil_n debt_n and_o better_o for_o â—ee_n whatsoever_o thou_o be_v now_o to_o shake_v â—ff_v thy_o sin_n by_o unfeigned_a arise_v thereout_o than_o with_o the_o reprobate_a to_o pierce_v in_o thy_o wickedness_n and_o so_o sudden_o â—e_v together_o with_o thy_o sin_n swallow_v â—p_n into_o the_o hell_n of_o hell_n many_o and_o â—hese_n be_v hypocrite_n tell_v we_o that_o they_o â—re_n rise_v from_o their_o sin_n but_o howsoever_o their_o body_n be_v arisen_a to_o our_o judgement_n yet_o their_o heart_n and_o that_o god_n â—eeth_n be_v still_o upon_o their_o halfpenny_n and_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o their_o unholy_a heart_n their_o lip_n if_o we_o mark_v well_o â—_o oftentimes_o run_v over_o 28.13_o pro._n 28.13_o he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v sin_n shall_v finâ—_n mercy_n content_v not_o thyself_o with_o aâ—_n knowledge_v thy_o open-seene_a or_o tâ—_n know_v sin_n to_o man_n offend_v theâ—_n by_o nor_o yet_o content_a thyself_o with_o confess_v thy_o secret_a unknown_a sinnew_n to_o god_n to_o who_o thy_o sin_n be_v oneâ—_n know_v except_o herewithal_o thou_o forsake_v the_o same_o if_o thou_o arise_v in_o thy_o oâ—â—ward_a man_n to_o the_o satisfy_n of_o man_n dâ—_n likewise_o arise_v in_o the_o inward_a man_n euâ—_n with_o thy_o whole_a soul_n and_o strength_n fâ—_n the_o please_a of_o god_n who_o be_v the_o 16.2_o prov._n 16.2_o poâ—derer_n of_o the_o spirit_n this_o rise_n from_o fâ—_n and_o error_n be_v term_v the_o first_o resurrection_n or_o rise_n revel_n 20.5.6_o blessed_a and_o holy_a be_v he_o that_o have_v place_n iâ—_n this_o first_o resurrection_n or_o true_a repentance_n here_o make_v for_o on_o such_o the_o sâ—cond_o death_n award_v unto_o the_o body_n 〈◊〉_d soul_n in_o that_o great_a day_n of_o doom_n obtain_v no_o power_n that_o this_o arise_v of_o she_o be_v not_o hypocritical_a and_o only_o in_o show_n to_o man_n she_o in_o these_o word_n explain_v my_o heart_n be_v affection_a towards_o he_o i_o arise_v how_o come_v she_o by_o this_o hearty_a affection_n it_o follow_v my_o hand_n do_v drop_v down_o myrrh_n and_o my_o finger_n liquid_a myrrh_n upon_o the_o handle_n of_o the_o bar._n that_o the_o cause_n be_v here_o place_v after_o the_o effect_n be_v a_o thing_n common_a in_o all_o speech_n human_a and_o divine_a as_o for_o the_o liquid_a or_o thin_a myrrh_n it_o be_v here_o set_v down_o as_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o door-barre_n give_v place_n &_o open_v and_o indeed_o except_o after_o christ_n by_o his_o ministry_n have_v call_v upon_o we_o he_o do_v therewithal_o inject_v and_o cast_v in_o by_o that_o hole_n and_o light_n of_o nature_n term_v conscience_n except_o i_o say_v he_o thereby_o convey_v in_o the_o pure_a oil_n of_o his_o grace_n the_o door_n of_o our_o hard_a heart_n will_v never_o open_v though_o light_a flash_n in_o upon_o our_o soul_n to_o the_o enlighten_v of_o the_o mind_n yet_o without_o the_o oil_n of_o sanctification_n be_v pour_v upon_o our_o hart_n the_o seat_n of_o the_o will_n and_o affection_n all_o light_n and_o knowledge_n will_v do_v no_o good_a what_o helpâ—_n the_o natural_a will_n unto_o this_o resurreâ—on_n as_o much_o as_o a_o stream_n run_v to_o the_o north_n help_v the_o boat_n to_o fâ—_n into_o the_o south_n when_o the_o streamâ—_n turn_v backward_o by_o art_n than_o stream_n be_v serviceable_a not_o before_o eâ—_n so_o our_o natural_a will_n free_a enough_o run_v from_o the_o warm_a sun_n into_o chill_a north_n be_v once_o by_o god_n grace_n convert_v and_o therefore_o repentance_n be_v call_v conversion_n than_o not_o fore_n it_o become_v serviceable_a in_o work_n of_o this_o first_o resurrection_n 1.18_o jam._n 1.18_o god_n his_o own_o will_n say_v james_n beget_v by_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n as_o the_o worâ—_n god_n be_v the_o instrumental_a cause_n of_o câ—version_n regeneration_n so_o the_o freewit_n god_n tie_v to_o nothing_o in_o man_n be_v effectual_a move_a cause_n thereto_o the_o etc._n luke_n 10.30_o etc._n etc._n passenger_n in_o the_o parable_n â—ing_v down_o from_o jerusalem_n to_o jeriâ—â—_n wound_v and_o leave_v half_o dead_a as_o hâ—_n bring_v in_o only_a to_o stop_v the_o mouth_n a_o proud_a scribe_n who_o brag_v of_o his_o integrity_n towards_o god_n &_o his_o neighbour_n as_o may_v appear_v by_o our_o saviour_n â—is_n exhortation_n verse_n 37._o compare_v with_o the_o 29._o aforegoing_a so_o free_a will_v man_n who_o make_v that_o passenger_n to_o be_v â—dam_n leave_v but_o half_a dead_a in_o his_o will_n â—nd_v therefore_o even_o in_o nature_n to_o have_v â—re-will_a to_o good_a must_v remember_v that_o god_n say_v 2.17_o gen._n 2.17_o in_o the_o day_n thou_o eat_v of_o the_o forbidden_a fruit_n thou_o shall_v die_v the_o death_n mean_v a_o whole_a not_o a_o half_a death_n as_o also_o that_o adam_n himself_o acknowâ—edgeth_v that_o 3.10_o gen._n 3.10_o he_o be_v naked_a not_o half_o â—aked_a together_o with_o paul_n calling_n the_o ephesian_n to_o remember_v how_o their_o resurrection_n be_v from_o 2.1.5_o eph._n 2.1.5_o sin_n and_o tresâ—asses_n wherein_o before_o they_o lay_v dead_a â—ot_n half_a dead_a so_o frewil_a man_n i_o say_v must_v learn_v that_o doctrine_n must_v expound_v parable_n not_o parable_n doctrine_n and_o therefore_o if_o by_o the_o passenger_n they_o will_v understand_v adam_n let_v they_o by_o that_o half-death_n understande_v that_o which_o â—he_v scripture_n deny_v not_o namely_o to_o be_v the_o
the_o sophy_n of_o perâ—â—â—_n offer_v corporeal_a 2._o math._n 2._o myrrh_n unto_o jesuâ—_n in_o the_o swaddle_a clout_n and_o nicodemâ—â—_n john_n 19.39_o bring_v myrrh_n to_o hâ—â—_n burial_n the_o one_o preach_v bitterness_n in_o his_o life_n and_o the_o other_o proclaim_v no_o les_fw-fr bitterness_n in_o his_o death_n and_o yeâ—_n such_o a_o bitterness_n as_o without_o which_o oâ—â—_n fruit_n will_v never_o have_v be_v sweeteâ—_n nor_o our_o action_n to_o god_n acceptableâ—_n to_o live_v with_o christ_n be_v bitter_a to_o thâ—_n flesh_n but_o to_o die_v with_o christ_n more_o bitter_a and_o yet_o of_o absolute_a necessity_n we_o must_v both_o live_v and_o die_v with_o he_o if_o wâ—_n will_v appear_v with_o comfort_n before_o thâ—_n father_n if_o thou_o long_o after_o the_o sweet_a oâ—_n heaven_n do_v not_o then_o repine_v to_o foretaste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o earth_n the_o sharp_a battle_n must_v be_v fight_v beforâ—_n the_o golden_a crown_n be_v get_v but_o have_v rise_v out_o of_o her_o sin_n and_o put_v away_o these_o bar_n that_o in_o fore_o time_n keep_v the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n from_o enter_v in_o unto_o full_a operation_n what_o ensue_v her_o belove_a be_v go_v and_o pass_v a_o correction_n for_o late_a repentance_n yea_o very_o just_a and_o equal_a that_o if_o man_n will_v repent_v at_o his_o leisure_n he_o shall_v meet_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o comfort_n at_o christ_n late_a pleasure_n but_o here_o be_v not_o a_o end_n of_o her_o heart_n sorrow_n as_o he_o be_v go_v past_o her_o feelinge_n so_o immediate_o hereupon_o she_o remember_v his_o former_a speech_n kind_a and_o reasonable_a the_o remembrance_n whereof_o smite_v she_o to_o the_o heart_n whereupon_o she_o sound_v &_o be_v ready_a to_o depart_v away_o in_o a_o qualm_n when_o she_o at_o first_o hear_v he_o cry_v bareheaded_a open_v my_o sister_n my_o love_n my_o dove_n my_o undefiled_a for_o my_o head_n and_o lock_n suffer_v the_o night_n tempest_n than_o she_o lie_v tumble_v in_o her_o sin_n and_o regard_v not_o his_o sugar_a voice_n then_o she_o return_v her_o sluggish_a answer_n with_o interogatories_n imply_v impossibility_n think_v christ_n have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o to_o wait_v her_o lazye_n leisure_n well_o noâ—_n at_o last_o though_o at_o she_o own_o leisure_n shâ—_n arise_v and_o look_v for_o the_o comfortable_a presence_n of_o jesus_n his_o spirit_n but_o alas_o he_o be_v go_v and_o pass_v he_o go_v anâ—_n past_a now_o her_o memory_n present_v hiâ—_n former_a speech_n unto_o her_o conscience_n her_o conscience_n ponder_v upon_o theâ—_n speech_n straight_o it_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v her_o soul_n of_o ingratitude_n oâ—_n churlishnes_n and_o abuse_n of_o the_o spirit_n oâ—_n jesus_n she_o thus_o charge_v and_o condemn_v of_o her_o conscience_n she_o through_o thâ—_n weight_n of_o the_o burden_n fall_v down_o in_o a_o spiritual_a trance_n her_o heart_n overwhelm_v with_o sorrow_n and_o be_v here_o anâ—_n end_n no_o she_o seek_v her_o belove_a within_o she_o &_o without_o she_o but_o find_v he_o not_o and_o be_v there_o a_o end_n no_o she_o call_v sâ—_n cry_v upon_o her_o belove_a but_o he_o answer_v not_o seek_v she_o he_o in_o the_o leave_v oâ—_n the_o sacred_a bible_n or_o seek_v she_o he_o elsewhere_o she_o meet_v not_o with_o he_o caâ—_n she_o and_o cry_v she_o never_o so_o earnest_o upon_o he_o in_o her_o morning_n noontide_n and_o evening_n prayer_n yet_o he_o speak_v not_o peace_n unto_o her_o conscience_n oh_o judgement_n of_o all_o judgement_n unto_o the_o wicked_a and_o the_o sharp_a correction_n of_o all_o correction_n to_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o god_n when_o the_o wicked_a have_v despise_v the_o voice_n of_o wisdom_n &_o reject_v her_o correction_n what_o shall_v befall_v they_o solomon_n say_v 28._o prov._n 1.27_o 28._o that_o when_o affliction_n and_o anguish_n shall_v come_v upon_o they_o then_o shall_v they_o call_v upon_o she_o but_o she_o shall_v not_o answer_v they_o shall_v seek_v she_o early_o but_o not_o find_v she_o meaning_n not_o at_o all_o esau_n shall_v seek_v repentance_n with_o tear_n but_o shall_v not_o find_v repentance_n though_o his_o heart_n break_v judas_n shall_v repent_v his_o treachery_n but_o shall_v not_o find_v the_o comfortable_a face_n of_o repentance_n though_o he_o hang_v himself_o as_o for_o the_o son_n &_o daughter_n of_o god_n if_o they_o defer_v repentance_n and_o greve_v the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n they_o shall_v not_o escape_v scot_n free_a many_o time_n shall_v they_o toss_v their_o natural_a reason_n and_o turn_v over_o the_o leaf_n of_o the_o gospel_n but_o yeâ—_n for_o a_o season_n not_o find_v any_o comfort_n within_o they_o any_o solace_n without_o theâ—_n many_o time_n shall_v they_o call_v for_o comfort_n in_o prayer_n but_o cold_a prayer_n shaâ—_n they_o make_v rise_v with_o as_o heavy_a hartâ—_n as_o they_o kneel_v down_o see_v yet_o nothing_o in_o god_n but_o angry_a face_n a_o frown_a countenance_n who_o have_v spenâ—_n any_o year_n in_o christianity_n &_o know_v not_o this_o by_o experience_n he_o that_o say_v he_o have_v spend_v some_o year_n in_o truth_n oâ—_n christianisme_n &_o yet_o be_v never_o plunge_v in_o this_o pit_n either_o he_o have_v walk_v in_o perfection_n of_o obedience_n beyond_o many_o or_o that_o which_o be_v more_o to_o be_v fear_v he_o have_v be_v for_o the_o time_n buâ—_n in_o a_o deludinge_a dream_n but_o how_o come_v it_o about_o that_o she_o mete_v not_o with_o her_o belove_a or_o witâ—_n the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n see_v she_o can_v noâ—_n rise_v out_o of_o her_o sin_n but_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n see_v she_o can_v not_o put_v aside_o the_o bar_n that_o before_o hinder_v thâ—_n free_a work_n of_o jesus_n except_o thereto_o shâ—_n have_v the_o help_n of_o his_o hand_n which_o hand_n be_v his_o spirit_n how_o can_v she_o be_v say_v not_o to_o find_v or_o feel_v the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n see_v she_o can_v not_o persist_v in_o seek_v &_o call_v after_o her_o belove_a be_v it_o not_o that_o she_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n true_a it_o be_v that_o jesus_n and_o his_o spirit_n be_v not_o pass_v away_o nor_o yet_o absent_a from_o she_o nay_o in_o very_a deed_n they_o be_v present_a touch_v her_o heart_n and_o guide_v her_o hand_n in_o all_o this_o her_o comfortless_a toil_a but_o how_o they_o be_v present_a in_o prepare_v her_o spiritual_a temple_n to_o a_o after_o banquet_n christ_n by_o his_o spirit_n be_v sweep_v her_o heart_n with_o a_o hard_a stub_a broom_n that_o so_o she_o may_v not_o only_o be_v half_a but_o whole_o sweep_v &_o prepare_v to_o a_o glorious_a marriage_n shall_v a_o sick_a person_n say_v that_o the_o physician_n be_v never_o present_a but_o when_o there_o be_v ease_n in_o the_o sickness_n be_v not_o the_o physician_n as_o well_o present_a when_o he_o minister_v bitter_a pill_n for_o cleanse_v the_o stomach_n as_o when_o afterward_o the_o stomach_n cleanse_v he_o administer_v sugar_a receipt_n but_o as_o the_o poor_a patient_n cry_v out_o the_o dead_a flesh_n cut_v out_o oh_o that_o i_o have_v a_o chirurgeon_n indeed_o for_o he_o will_v not_o torment_v i_o after_o such_o a_o butcherlike_a manner_n even_o so_o the_o spiritual_a patient_n languish_v under_o the_o burdeâ—_n of_o sin_n whereof_o the_o memory_n speak_v &_o the_o conscience_n accuse_v still_o he_o think_v the_o belove_a far_o away_o when_o the_o belove_a be_v hard_a by_o work_v the_o soul_n good_a as_o fast_o as_o he_o may_v david_n be_v iâ—_n extreme_a trouble_n he_o cry_v out_o 10.1_o psal_n 10.1_o whâ—_n stand_v thou_o so_o far_o of_o jehovah_n hide_v the_o in_o the_o time_n of_o affliction_n good_a man_n because_o the_o lord_n cast_v a_o mist_n of_o afflictiâ—_n about_o he_o he_o therefore_o jmagined_a thâ—_n lord_n to_o stand_v a_o loof_o alas_o it_o be_v bâ—_n the_o want_n of_o clear_a sight_n for_o the_o lorâ—_n be_v never_o more_o near_o he_o nay_o ouâ—_n belove_v david_n jesus_n himself_o on_o thâ—_n cross_n roar_v out_o 15.34_o mark_n 15.34_o my_o god_n my_o god_n whâ—_n have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o alas_o sweet_a saviour_n encompass_v with_o our_o infirmity_n but_o without_o sin_n god_n be_v neâ—_n near_o than_o at_o that_o time_n as_o it_o appearâ—_n present_o after_o when_o he_o last_o cry_v 19.30_o john_n 19.30_o tetelestai_n it_o be_v finish_v that_o be_v the_o whole_a work_n of_o man_n redemption_n be_v finish_v christ_n then_o be_v not_o absent_a whole_o in_o his_o spirit_n to_o this_o poor_a sinner_n for_o she_o have_v faith_n by_o virtue_n whereof_o she_o rise_v by_o virtue_n whereof_o she_o seek_v by_o virtue_n whereof_o she_o call_v upon_o god_n have_v she_o not_o beleve_v she_o will_v not_o have_v seek_v ease_n have_v she_o not_o hope_v she_o will_v not_o have_v continue_v seek_v &_o have_v she_o not_o love_v the_o