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17._o psal_n 139.14_o 15_o 16_o 17._o for_o i_o be_o fearful_o and_o wonderful_o make_v marvellous_a be_v thy_o work_n and_o that_o my_o soul_n know_v right_a well_o my_o substance_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o when_o i_o be_v make_v in_o secret_a and_o curious_o wrought_v in_o the_o low_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n thy_o eye_n do_v see_v my_o substance_n yet_o be_v imperfect_a and_o in_o thy_o book_n all_o my_o member_n be_v write_v which_o in_o continuance_n be_v fashion_v when_o as_o yet_o there_o be_v none_o of_o they_o how_o precious_a also_o be_v thy_o thought_n unto_o i_o o_o god_n how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o they_o but_o i_o must_v not_o i_o can_v here_o leave_v off_o this_o delightful_a meditation_n but_o must_v again_o praise_v the_o lord_n for_o that_o he_o have_v not_o execute_v the_o curse_n of_o adam_n to_o the_o uttermost_a upon_o we_o though_o sin_n have_v rob_v we_o of_o many_o most_o desirable_a perfection_n yet_o there_o be_v that_o left_a with_o which_o 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in_o study_v the_o secret_n of_o man_n body_n and_o present_o praise_v and_o acknowledge_v our_o creator_n then_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v that_o which_o make_v he_o a_o christian_n make_v i_o a_o more_o thankful_a christian_a that_o i_o may_v more_o zealous_o glorify_v god_n with_o my_o body_n and_o may_v hereafter_o have_v all_o its_o primitive_a perfection_n restore_v at_o the_o resurrection_n when_o god_n shall_v raise_v it_o in_o honour_n and_o incorruption_n and_o make_v it_o like_o the_o glorious_a body_n of_o jesus_n christ_n meditation_n 6._o anatomist_n themselves_o be_v utter_o to_o seek_v what_o reason_n to_o give_v for_o the_o open_n and_o shut_v of_o the_o womb_n but_o though_o i_o know_v not_o the_o natural_a cause_n hereof_o yet_o i_o find_v by_o the_o effect_n that_o the_o child_n be_v quick_a within_o i_o and_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v say_v with_o like_a certainty_n that_o though_o i_o know_v not_o the_o way_n of_o the_o spirit_n or_o how_o grace_n come_v in_o and_o sin_n go_v out_o how_o christ_n enter_v and_o satan_n be_v dispossess_v yet_o i_o feel_v by_o the_o effect_n that_o whereas_o lust_n do_v once_o conceive_v and_o bring_v forth_o sin_n yet_o now_o grace_n conceive_v holy_a motion_n and_o bring_v forth_o religious_a action_n that_o whereas_o my_o heart_n be_v a_o cage_n of_o unclean_a spirit_n and_o barren_a of_o goodness_n yet_o now_o christ_n be_v form_v within_o i_o now_o i_o feel_v by_o happy_a effect_n that_o grace_n be_v quick_a within_o i_o and_o quicken_v i_o to_o every_o good_a work_n 103.1_o psal_n 103.1_o wherefore_o bless_v the_o lord_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n 1.43.49_o luk._n 1.43.49_o for_o he_o that_o be_v mighty_a have_v do_v to_o i_o great_a
with_o her_o father-in-law_n gen._n 38.38_o 2._o rahab_n a_o harlot_n heb._n 11.31_o 3._o ruth_n who_o come_v of_o moab_n the_o son_n levi_n by_o incest_n with_o his_o own_o daughter_n gen._n 19.37_o 4._o bathsheba_n and_o she_o be_v guilty_a of_o adultery_n why_o be_v all_o this_o but_o to_o show_v that_o free_a grace_n be_v no_o respecter_n of_o person_n except_o it_o be_v to_o have_v most_o tender_a regard_n to_o the_o most_o miserable_a object_n and_o to_o pardon_v those_o most_o ready_o who_o see_v themselves_o most_o guilty_a and_o to_o wash_v they_o as_o white_a as_o snow_n who_o sin_n be_v of_o a_o scarlet_a dye_n and_o for_o your_o further_a increase_n of_o faith_n i_o will_v advise_v you_o if_o you_o can_v convenient_o have_v it_o that_o you_o will_v with_o all_o humility_n and_o earnest_a desire_n of_o favour_n with_o god_n go_v to_o the_o sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n the_o communion_n of_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n where_o you_o may_v see_v christ_n crucify_v for_o you_o and_o may_v receive_v such_o symbol_n and_o pledge_n of_o his_o goodwill_n towards_o you_o as_o will_v be_v so_o many_o seal_n to_o his_o promise_n and_o there_o you_o shall_v find_v his_o flesh_n to_o be_v meat_n indeed_o 55.56_o joh._n 6.53_o 54_o 55.56_o and_o his_o blood_n drink_v indeed_o he_o be_v the_o live_a bread_n which_o shall_v strengthen_v your_o heart_n and_o his_o love_n be_v strong_a than_o wine_n and_o shall_v make_v glad_a your_o heart_n i_o doubt_v that_o the_o seldom_o or_o careless_a use_n of_o this_o bless_a ordinance_n be_v one_o great_a cause_n why_o so_o many_o christian_n be_v of_o weak_a faith_n and_o if_o with_o other_o endeavour_n and_o inquiry_n for_o comfort_n this_o be_v more_o frequent_o and_o right_o use_v we_o shall_v find_v their_o strangeness_n from_o god_n which_o be_v the_o chief_a cause_n of_o their_o fear_n to_o cease_v and_o delight_n in_o he_o and_o love_n to_o he_o and_o consequent_o peace_n of_o conscience_n to_o 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admonish_v ourselves_o 5.19_o ourselves_o eph._n 5.19_o in_o psalm_n and_o hymn_n and_o spiritual_a song_n beside_o it_o be_v most_o unquestionable_o pleasant_a to_o those_o good_a angel_n who_o be_v minister_a spirit_n to_o attend_v you_o for_o good_a but_o if_o you_o be_v not_o satisfy_v by_o promise_n sacrament_n psalm_n etc._n etc._n then_o look_v beyond_o all_o these_o to_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n which_o be_v infinite_a his_o goodness_n be_v the_o fountain_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o the_o stream_n make_v glad_a the_o people_n of_o god_n now_o it_o be_v a_o acceptable_a work_n of_o faith_n if_o we_o can_v see_v a_o promise_n speak_v direct_o to_o we_o or_o be_v not_o able_a to_o apply_v they_o yet_o even_o then_o to_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o infinite_a goodness_n to_o trust_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n 9.10_o isa_n 50_o 10._o psal_n 9.10_o and_o to_o stay_v ourselves_o upon_o our_o god_n for_o his_o goodness_n contain_v more_o in_o it_o than_o promise_n do_v express_v it_o never_o enter_v into_o the_o tongue_n of_o man_n or_o angel_n full_o to_o express_v the_o height_n and_o depth_n and_o length_n and_o breadth_n thereof_o let_v this_o therefore_o keep_v you_o in_o a_o dutiful_a and_o quiet_a expectation_n of_o comfort_n that_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o god_n a_o inexhaustible_a treasure_n of_o mercy_n riches_n of_o grace_n a_o overflow_a fullness_n which_o can_v as_o well_o cease_v to_o be_v as_o to_o be_v faithful_a and_o compassionate_a 57.15_o isa_n 57.15_o in_o dwell_v with_o the_o contrite_a and_o humble_a to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o chap._n xiii_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o deliverance_n the_o duty_n of_o woman_n with_o child_n though_o trust_v in_o god_n exclude_v not_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n and_o god_n providence_n over_o we_o do_v not_o discharge_v we_o from_o provision_n for_o ourselves_o and_o prevent_v what_o we_o can_v of_o the_o danger_n and_o hurt_n of_o any_o approach_a evil_n yet_o it_o sure_o exclude_v our_o trust_n in_o any_o thing_n beside_o he_o and_o therefore_o whatever_o estate_n friend_n help_n strength_n you_o have_v yet_o trust_v not_o to_o these_o for_o god_n only_o bring_v to_o the_o birth_n and_o give_v strength_n to_o bring_v forth_o rachel_n midwife_n can_v bid_v hen_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n but_o she_o can_v not_o give_v she_o the_o comfort_n of_o a_o happy_a deliverance_n miserable_a comforter_n be_v midwife_n neighbour_n and_o kindred_n if_o god_n withhold_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o womb_n and_o if_o he_o speak_v the_o word_n after_o other_o have_v torment_v the_o labour_a woman_n and_o try_v themselves_o with_o fruitless_a endeavour_n and_o at_o last_o give_v over_o any_o hope_n of_o success_n i_o say_v if_o he_o speak_v the_o word_n she_o shall_v so_o on_o be_v deliver_v for_o he_o shut_v and_o none_o can_v open_v he_o open_v and_o none_o can_v shut_v he_o let_v and_o none_o can_v work_v he_o work_v and_o none_o can_v let_v he_o can_v let_v out_o the_o imprison_a infant_n raise_v up_o the_o faint_a mother_n bring_v strength_n out_o of_o weakness_n and_o life_n out_o of_o death_n wherefore_o furnish_v yourself_o with_o such_o promise_n as_o he_o have_v make_v to_o his_o people_n in_o all_o their_o extremity_n strengthen_v your_o faith_n hope_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o quiet_o wait_v for_o his_o salvation_n among_o the_o many_o promise_n of_o this_o kind_n i_o shall_v mention_v a_o few_o which_o be_v obvious_a and_o leave_v you_o to_o observe_v the_o rest_n in_o your_o own_o private_a read_n his_o anger_n endure_v but_o a_o moment_n in_o his_o favour_n be_v life_n weep_v may_v endure_v for_o a_o night_n 30.5_o ps_n 30.5_o but_o joy_n come_v in_o the_o morning_n for_o i_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o will_v i_o be_v always_o wroth_a 57.16_o isa_n 57.16_o for_o the_o spirit_n shall_v fail_v before_o i_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o 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the_o lord_n be_v upon_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o upon_o they_o that_o hope_v in_o his_o mercy_n to_o deliver_v their_o soul_n from_o death_n and_o to_o keep_v they_o alive_a in_o famine_n the_o righteous_a cry_n 34.17_o ps_n 34.17_o and_o the_o lord_n hear_v they_o and_o deliver_v they_o out_o of_o all_o their_o trouble_n god_n be_v our_o refuge_n and_o strength_n 46.1_o ps_n 46.1_o a_o very_a present_a help_n in_o trouble_n fear_v thou_o not_o 41.10_o isa_n 41.10_o for_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o be_v not_o dismay_v for_o i_o be_o thy_o god_n i_o will_v strengthen_v thou_o yea_o i_o will_v help_v thou_o yea_o i_o will_v uphold_v thou_o with_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o my_o righteousness_n for_o god_n have_v comfort_v his_o people_n 49.14_o isa_n 49.14_o and_o will_v have_v
i_o shall_v now_o speak_v in_o the_o next_o place_n chap._n v._o meditation_n the_o duty_n of_o woman_n with_o child_n it_o can_v be_v but_o woman_n with_o child_n when_o they_o begin_v to_o grow_v big_a and_o unwieldy_a must_v be_v take_v off_o from_o such_o manual_a employment_n in_o which_o they_o be_v busy_v before_o and_o must_v allow_v themselves_o some_o rest_n and_o retirement_n therefore_o they_o shall_v labour_v to_o make_v a_o good_a use_n of_o that_o time_n they_o have_v for_o prayer_n and_o read_v and_o meditation_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n be_v then_o most_o in_o season_n when_o other_o thing_n be_v out_o of_o season_n and_o have_v herein_o the_o advantage_n of_o other_o duty_n that_o it_o require_v only_o the_o inner_a to_o be_v employ_v therein_o idleness_n be_v always_o dangerous_a especial_o the_o idleness_n of_o our_o mind_n if_o the_o devil_n find_v the_o soul_n idle_a he_o will_v soon_o employ_v it_o and_o therefore_o be_v it_o only_o to_o prevent_v the_o 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1.14_o 15._o and_o many_o may_v rejoice_v at_o its_o birth_n oh_o that_o it_o may_v please_v god_n so_o to_o bless_v this_o unborn_a child_n that_o it_o may_v grow_v and_o wax_v strong_a in_o the_o spirit_n and_o may_v become_v so_o eminent_a in_o holiness_n of_o life_n 11.27_o luk._n 1._o â—0_n lu._n 11.27_o that_o other_o may_v say_v bless_a be_v the_o womb_n that_o bear_v thou_o and_o the_o pap_n that_o give_v thou_o suck_v meditation_n 3._o and_o this_o be_v the_o six_o month_n with_o she_o who_o be_v call_v barren_a 1.36_o luk._n 1.36_o it_o be_v most_o probable_a she_o be_v call_v by_o way_n of_o reproach_n the_o barren_a wife_n and_o therefore_o not_o much_o set_v by_o but_o rather_o vilify_v by_o the_o mother_n in_o israel_n god_n have_v restrain_v the_o womb_n of_o some_o from_o bear_v but_o have_v make_v my_o fruitful_a whether_o the_o barrenness_n of_o some_o good_a woman_n which_o i_o know_v be_v to_o they_o a_o curse_n i_o know_v not_o but_o oh_o my_o soul_n how_o great_a 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godly_a woman_n when_o with_o child_n you_o that_o have_v taste_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o have_v give_v up_o yourself_o to_o he_o must_v upon_o this_o occasion_n sequester_v yourself_o awhile_o from_o all_o the_o encumbrance_n of_o secular_a affair_n and_o deny_v yourself_o of_o the_o usual_a attendance_n of_o any_o company_n and_o enter_v into_o your_o chamber_n shut_v the_o door_n and_o give_v attendance_n to_o these_o thing_n commune_fw-la with_o thy_o own_o heart_n 77.6_o ps_n 4.4_o &_o 77.6_o and_o let_v thy_o spirit_n make_v diligent_a search_n after_o those_o secret_a sin_n that_o yet_o lurk_v in_o thy_o bosom_n rub_v up_o thy_o memory_n of_o former_a sin_n even_o those_o commit_v in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o ignorance_n and_o vanity_n remember_v the_o wormwood_n and_o gall_n i_o mean_v how_o sin_n be_v to_o thou_o upon_o thy_o first_o conversion_n 20.27_o lam._n 3.40_o prov._n 20.27_o remember_v thy_o relapse_n any_o time_n since_o into_o sin_n former_o 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