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it_o be_v thy_o duty_n to_o be_v convert_v to_o the_o lord_n imitate_v then_o the_o people_n afflict_v thyself_o macerate_v thy_o flesh_n with_o watch_n and_o fasting_n to_o the_o intent_n thou_o may_v be_v the_o more_o strong_a and_o cry_v with_o the_o priest_n who_o weep_v betwixt_o the_o portck_n and_o the_o altar_n 2.16_o joel_n 2.16_o pardon_v i_o my_o god_n and_o expose_v not_o thy_o heritage_n to_o reproach_n lord_n i_o lament_v before_o thou_o i_o seek_v by_o amendment_n of_o life_n to_o take_v a_o resolution_n to_o follow_v thou_o i_o humble_v myself_o i_o abase_v myself_o to_o attain_v even_o unto_o the_o heaven_n but_o lord_n for_o to_o approach_v to_o thou_o it_o be_v requisite_a i_o retire_v altogether_o out_o of_o myself_o and_o that_o i_o can_v no_o way_n effect_n without_o the_o succour_n of_o thy_o hand_n lord_n the_o very_a angel_n tremble_v in_o adore_v thou_o and_o i_o wretched_a and_o abominable_a sinner_n manifest_v no_o token_n of_o astonishment_n i_o quake_v 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thy_o cause_v not_o to_o descend_v on_o i_o thy_o punishment_n from_o heaven_n stigmatise_v i_o not_o with_o a_o eternal_a infamy_n but_o open_a lord_n unto_o i_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 10.12_o dan._n 10.12_o and_o give_v ear_n to_o my_o supplycation_n as_o thou_o do_v unto_o daniel_n from_o the_o first_o day_n he_o afflict_v himself_o before_o thou_o thy_o come_n be_v to_o call_v sinner_n to_o repentance_n 5.32_o luke_n 5.32_o thou_o command_v thy_o apostle_n to_o go_v unto_o the_o lose_a sheep_n 10.6_o mat._n 10.6_o i_o be_o of_o that_o number_n cause_v i_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o this_o displeasure_n to_o experience_n thy_o commiseration_n 8.24_o luk._n 8.24_o the_o tempest_n be_v descend_v on_o the_o lake_n my_o bark_n leak_n i_o be_o in_o hazard_n awake_v thyself_o my_o god_n rebuke_v the_o wind_n appease_v the_o wave_n and_o make_v it_o calm_a by_o the_o example_n of_o daniel_n with_o fast_v sackcloth_n and_o ash_n i_o address_v my_o face_n towards_o thou_o thou_o 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lees_n and_o scum_n of_o the_o world_n purify_v they_o after_o such_o a_o manner_n that_o they_o be_v not_o annihilate_v let_v they_o not_o be_v forsake_v of_o thou_o who_o have_v desert_v thou_o if_o they_o be_v reduce_v to_o nought_o thou_o can_v not_o extract_v glory_n from_o they_o for_o in_o nothing_o nought_o be_v find_v but_o nothing_o itself_o i_o say_v not_o my_o god_n that_o thou_o have_v create_v these_o eye_n to_o make_v they_o endure_v so_o much_o and_o to_o dissolve_v themselves_o into_o stream_n for_o lord_n their_o eyelid_n have_v exalt_v themselves_o against_o thou_o they_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o thou_o assiste_v i_o not_o far_o with_o thy_o favour_n after_o such_o a_o manner_n that_o they_o ought_v to_o distil_v into_o tear_n until_o they_o have_v encounter_v the_o port_n of_o thy_o clemency_n which_o now_o file_v they_o and_o withdraw_v itself_o away_o from_o their_o sight_n lord_n will_v thou_o be_v steadfast_a in_o thy_o wrath_n will_v thou_o wage_v war_n 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