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light_n so_o that_o now_o i_o see_v thanks_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o have_v enlighten_v i_o and_o i_o look_v back_o and_o behold_v the_o darkness_n wherein_o i_o have_v live_v and_o the_o deep_a dark_a dungeon_n wherein_o i_o have_v remain_v which_o make_v i_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a to_o cry_v out_o say_v woe_n be_v i_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o darkness_n in_o which_o i_o have_v remain_v woe_n be_v i_o in_o respect_n of_o my_o former_a blindness_n in_o which_o i_o can_v not_o see_v the_o light_n of_o heaven_n woe_n be_v i_o in_o respect_n of_o my_o former_a ignorance_n when_o i_o do_v not_o know_v thou_o o_o lord_n thanks_o therefore_o be_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o inlightner_n and_o deliverer_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v enlighten_v i_o and_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o too_o too_o late_o have_v i_o know_v thou_o o_o ancient_a verity_n too_o late_o have_v i_o know_v thou_o o_o eternal_a truth_n thou_o remain_v in_o light_n and_o i_o in_o darkness_n and_o i_o know_v thou_o 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for_o that_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v by_o thy_o mercy_n to_o inlighten_v i_o o_o light_n most_o true_a sacred_a and_o delightful_a most_o worthy_a of_o praise_n and_o most_o admirable_a which_o inlighten_v every_o man_n come_v into_o this_o world_n yea_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o angel_n themselves_o behold_v now_o i_o see_v for_o which_o i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o behold_v now_o i_o see_v the_o light_n of_o heaven_n a_o heavenly_a bright_a beam_n proceed_v from_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o brightness_n do_v shine_v upon_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o mind_n which_o make_v all_o my_o bone_n to_o rejoice_v oh_o that_o this_o light_n be_v perfect_v it_o i_o increase_v it_o in_o i_o o_o author_n oâ—_n light_n i_o beseech_v thou_o increase_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o light_n that_o shine_v in_o i_o let_v it_o be_v augment_v i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o thou_o o_o fire_n which_o do_v always_o burn_v and_o be_v never_o extinguish_v inflame_v i_o o_o light_n which_o do_v always_o shine_v and_o be_v never_o darken_v enlighten_v i_o oh_o that_o i_o be_v make_v hot_a by_o thou_o o_o sacred_a fire_n how_o sweet_o do_v thou_o heat_n how_o secret_o do_v thou_o shine_v how_o desired_o do_v thou_o burn_v woe_n be_v to_o those_o that_o be_v not_o make_v hot_a by_o thou_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o that_o be_v not_o enlighten_v by_o thou_o o_o true_a light_n enlighten_v all_o the_o world_n who_o brightness_n do_v replenish_v all_o the_o world_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o blind_a eye_n which_o do_v not_o see_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o sun_n that_o give_v light_a both_o to_o heaven_n and_o earth_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o dim_a eye_n which_o can_v see_v thou_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v turn_v away_o from_o see_v verity_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v not_o turn_v away_o from_o see_v vanity_n very_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v accustom_v to_o darkness_n can_v behold_v the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o supreme_a righteousness_n neither_o do_v they_o know_v what_o to_o think_v of_o the_o light_n who_o dwelling_n be_v in_o darkness_n they_o see_v love_n and_o approve_v the_o darkness_n so_o that_o walk_v from_o one_o darkness_n into_o another_o they_o stumble_v and_o tumble_v they_o know_v not_o whither_o doubtless_o they_o be_v wretched_a that_o know_v not_o what_o they_o lose_v but_o they_o be_v more_o wretched_a that_o know_v what_o they_o lose_v who_o fall_v with_o their_o eye_n open_a and_o descend_v alive_a into_o perdition_n o_o light_n most_o bless_v who_o can_v not_o be_v see_v of_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v never_o so_o little_o defile_v bless_a be_v the_o clean_a in_o heart_n for_o they_o shall_v see_v god_n cleanse_v i_o o_o cleanse_a virtue_n cure_v my_o eye_n to_o the_o end_n that_o with_o sound_n and_o clear_a eye_n i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o behold_v thou_o remove_v from_o my_o eye_n the_o scale_n of_o my_o former_a blindness_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o thy_o brightness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a steadfast_o to_o behold_v thou_o and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a behold_v o_o my_o light_n now_o i_o see_v for_o which_o i_o most_o humble_o thank_v thou_o let_v this_o my_o light_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v increase_v by_o thou_o open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o wonderful_a thing_n of_o thy_o law_n i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n o_o my_o light_n for_o that_o i_o now_o see_v albeit_o obscure_o as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o mirror_n or_o look_v glass_n but_o when_o shall_v i_o see_v thou_o apparent_o face_n to_o face_n oh_o when_o will_v that_o day_n of_o joy_n and_o mirth_n arrive_v in_o which_o i_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o tabernacle_n so_o mach_v to_o be_v admire_v even_o into_o the_o house_n of_o my_o god_n to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v see_v he_o face_n to_o face_n that_o see_v i_o that_o so_o my_o desire_n may_v be_v accomplish_v chap._n xiii_o i_o have_v exceed_o sin_v and_o i_o know_v my_o offence_n to_o be_v many_o which_o i_o have_v commit_v yet_o i_o do_v not_o despair_n because_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v there_o grace_n have_v superabounded_a he_o that_o dispayr_v of_o obtain_v pardon_n for_o his_o sin_n deni_v god_n to_o be_v merciful_a he_o do_v god_n a_o great_a injury_n that_o mistrust_v his_o mercy_n as_o much_o as_o in_o he_o lie_v he_o deni_v god_n to_o have_v charity_n truth_n and_o power_n in_o which_o three_o do_v depend_v my_o whole_a confidence_n that_o be_v in_o the_o charity_n of_o his_o adoption_n in_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o promise_n and_o in_o the_o power_n of_o his_o redemption_n i_o can_v be_v terrify_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n if_o the_o death_n of_o my_o saviour_n come_v into_o my_o mind_n because_o my_o sin_n can_v overcome_v the_o multitude_n of_o his_o mercy_n the_o wound_n of_o my_o saviour_n do_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o be_o true_o reconcile_v to_o he_o if_o i_o love_v he_o wherefore_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o love_v thou_o true_o and_o sincere_o because_o love_n chase_v forth_o fear_v very_o the_o whole_a world_n do_v not_o afford_v such_o a_o powerful_a and_o present_a remedy_n against_o sin_n as_o be_v the_o death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n he_o stretch_v forth_o his_o arm_n on_o the_o cross_n and_o spread_v out_o his_o hand_n as_o one_o ready_a to_o embrace_v sinner_n i_o purpose_v to_o live_v and_o desire_v to_o die_v between_o the_o arm_n of_o christ_n that_o have_v save_v i_o there_o will_v i_o sing_v secure_o i_o will_v extol_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o thou_o have_v receive_v i_o and_o have_v not_o permit_v my_o enemy_n to_o triumph_v over_o i_o who_o more_o can_v crave_v then_o god_n for_o i_o have_v do_v to_o free_v a_o slave_n that_o give_v his_o only_a son_n bless_a be_v that_o hour_n when_o he_o repair_v my_o loss_n i_o never_o will_v forget_v my_o saviour_n cross_n who_o death_n revive_v my_o soul_n once_o be_v i_o dead_a but_o now_o i_o will_v raise_v again_o my_o droop_a head_n and_o sing_v say_v and_o say_v sing_v for_o ever_o bless_a be_v my_o lord_n that_o do_v my_o soul_n deliver_v chap._n fourteen_o i_o render_v unto_o the_o most_o humble_a thanks_o o_fw-la most_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a god_n for_o that_o come_n load_a with_o so_o many_o and_o so_o grievous_a sin_n to_o make_v my_o humble_a confession_n unto_o thy_o divine_a and_o sacred_a majesty_n thou_o be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o the_o grace_n that_o i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a to_o open_v my_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n unto_o thou_o whereby_o i_o may_v obtain_v thy_o pardon_n which_o be_v grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n and_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o saviour_n christ_n
sing_v o_o happy_a soul_n who_o present_a do_v behold_v so_o great_a a_o king_n and_o from_o thy_o lofty_a throne_n surview_v the_o underwheel_a globe_n the_o sun_n the_o moon_n &_o all_o the_o heaven_n in_o star_n bespangle_a robe_n o_o christ_n the_o palm_n of_o warrior_n vouchsafe_v i_o of_o thy_o pity_n to_o make_v i_o when_o i_o end_v my_o war_n a_o freeman_n of_o this_o city_n grant_v i_o among_o these_o citizen_n thy_o bounty_n to_o partake_v mean_v while_o assist_v i_o with_o thy_o aid_n a_o happy_a fight_n to_o make_v that_o war_a out_o my_o time_n the_o rest_n in_o quiet_a i_o may_v spend_v and_o for_o my_o guerdon_n thou_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o without_o end_n amen_n a_o serious_a discourse_n concern_v the_o day_n of_o death_n let_v we_o imagine_v how_o the_o time_n be_v now_o come_v in_o which_o the_o sinful_a soul_n be_v to_o be_v separate_v from_o the_o band_n of_o the_o body_n with_o how_o grievous_a fear_v it_o be_v terrify_v with_o how_o great_a anguish_n of_o a_o 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