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thy_o goodness_n thou_o give_v i_o thy_o blessing_n so_o by_o thy_o wisdom_n thou_o will_v instruct_v i_o how_o to_o receive_v they_o to_o salvation_n a_o prayer_n for_o monday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n i_o take_v the_o boldness_n to_o approach_v unto_o thou_o o_o receive_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n banish_v from_o my_o mind_n all_o those_o earthly_a and_o carnal_a thought_n which_o disturb_v my_o devotion_n affect_v my_o sense_n with_o a_o pious_a veneration_n give_v unto_o i_o such_o humility_n and_o repentance_n such_o fear_n and_o reverence_n as_o so_o high_a a_o mystery_n do_v require_v i_o come_v not_o o_o lord_n to_o excuse_v but_o accuse_v myself_o i_o trust_v not_o o_o lord_n in_o my_o own_o righteousness_n neither_o have_v i_o any_o merit_n to_o be_v puff_v up_o with_o nor_o do_v i_o extol_v myself_o with_o the_o proud_a pharisec_n ii_o but_o o_o lord_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o as_o the_o poor_a publican_n with_o eye_n cast_v down_o as_o be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o lay_v my_o hand_n on_o my_o breast_n say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o with_o poor_a bartemeus_fw-la that_o i_o may_v receive_v my_o sight_n who_o be_o blind_a and_o lame_a i_o come_v as_o naked_a to_o thou_o the_o father_n of_o compassion_n as_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o righteousness_n to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n spring_v up_o from_o the_o well_n of_o eternal_a salvation_n iii_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n accept_v of_o mary_n magdalen_n tear_n the_o faith_n of_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o cross_n the_o repentance_n of_o st._n peter_n and_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o poor_a publican_n accept_v now_o of_o this_o my_o humiliation_n confirm_v my_o pardon_n seal_v my_o redemption_n cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o my_o pollution_n support_v my_o weakness_n and_o cover_v my_o nakedness_n o_o send_v i_o not_o away_o empty_a lest_o i_o faint_v by_o the_o way_n but_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o food_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a banquet_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v receive_v nourishment_n unto_o eternal_a life_n iv._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o with_o pure_a lip_n and_o a_o penitent_a heart_n that_o thou_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o faith_n i_o may_v find_v myself_o strenghn_v comfort_v and_o my_o heart_n inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o then_o shall_v i_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o and_o acknowledge_v in_o the_o assembly_n of_o thy_o saint_n that_o it_o be_v thou_o alone_o who_o have_v comfort_v i_o and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o salvation_n in_o any_o beside_o thou_o v._o as_o thou_o prepare_v a_o table_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o enemy_n and_o fille_v up_o my_o cup_n and_o do_v anoint_v and_o wash_v thy_o poor_a guest_n pour_v upon_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o thy_o most_o fragrant_a oil_n wash_v not_o only_o my_o foot_n but_o also_o my_o hand_n and_o my_o head_n that_o i_o may_v have_v part_n with_o thou_o make_v i_o not_o only_a partaker_n of_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o covenant_n and_o of_o the_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o also_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v thyself_o with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n let_v my_o preparation_n which_o i_o now_o make_v be_v sincere_a and_o without_o lukewarmness_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o tuesday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o gracious_a manifestation_n of_o his_o goodness_n he_o be_v good_a in_o the_o graciousness_n of_o his_o promise_n and_o upright_o in_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o performance_n and_o this_o grace_n and_o truth_n which_o be_v the_o habitation_n of_o his_o throne_n be_v the_o refuge_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o the_o penitent_a ii_o and_o where_o o_o my_o soul_n can_v thou_o better_v taste_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n then_o in_o this_o bless_a eucharist_n the_o sacred_a feast_n of_o the_o lord_n goodness_n and_o as_o his_o goodness_n do_v invite_v thou_o so_o let_v his_o uprightness_n encourage_v thou_o for_o that_o faithful_a be_v he_o who_o have_v promise_v faithful_a to_o give_v according_a to_o his_o promise_n heal_v for_o thy_o wound_n strengthen_v for_o thy_o weakness_n comfort_n for_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o will_v give_v that_o which_o be_v the_o compendium_n of_o all_o spiritual_a good_a thing_n peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n iii_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o heavy_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o cast_v down_o within_o i_o be_v it_o because_o thou_o have_v
for_o the_o rich_a it_o be_v the_o staff_n of_o our_o life_n and_o signify_v that_o body_n of_o thou_o which_o thou_o give_v for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o holy_a mystery_n make_v this_o bread_n and_o wine_n spiritual_a food_n as_o well_o as_o temporal_a o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v the_o operation_n of_o it_o be_v such_o as_o to_o strengthen_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v withstand_v all_o temptation_n whatsoever_o and_o evermore_o serve_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n amen_n when_o the_o minister_n break_v the_o bread_n and_o pour_v out_o the_o wine_n use_v these_o meditation_n o_o holy_a jesus_n thy_o bless_a body_n be_v tear_v with_o nail_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o thy_o precious_a blood_n be_v inhumane_o spill_v by_o the_o crucifier_n but_o i_o a_o unworthy_a wretch_n by_o my_o manifold_a sin_n have_v occasion_v more_o torment_n to_o thou_o they_o crucify_a thou_o but_o once_o but_o i_o crucify_v thou_o daily_o they_o crucify_a thou_o because_o they_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o what_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n and_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o a_o most_o tender_a and_o merciful_a father_n and_o yet_o i_o have_v still_o continue_v to_o crucify_v thou_o afresh_o o_o do_v thou_o work_v in_o i_o first_o a_o great_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o then_o a_o great_a hatred_n and_o a_o firm_a resolution_n against_o they_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v when_o the_o minister_n receive_v in_o both_o kind_n himself_o say_v 1._o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n unto_o thou_o shall_v all_o flesh_n come_v 2._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o choose_v and_o receive_v unto_o thou_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n 3._o thou_o shall_v guide_v i_o with_o thy_o council_n and_o after_o that_o receive_v i_o with_o glory_n 4._o the_o lord_n hear_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n the_o name_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n defend_v thou_o 5._o send_v thou_o help_v from_o the_o sanctuary_n and_o strengthen_v the_o out_o of_o zion_n 6._o the_o lord_n remember_v all_o thy_o offering_n and_o accept_v this_o thy_o sacrifice_n 7._o grant_v thou_o thy_o heart_n desire_v and_o fulfil_v all_o thy_o mind_n the_o lord_n perform_v all_o thy_o petion_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v at_o this_o time_n both_o for_o thyself_o for_o we_o and_o for_o all_o person_n 8._o bless_a be_v the_o lord_n god_n of_o israel_n world_n without_o end_n amen_o when_o the_o minister_n be_v draw_v near_o thou_o with_o the_o element_n say_v i_o adore_v thou_o o_o must_v righteous_a redeemer_n that_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o convey_v unto_o my_o soul_n thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o lord_n to_o receive_v thou_o but_o let_v thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n with_o all_o his_o purity_n prepare_v for_o thou_o a_o lodging_n in_o my_o soul_n where_o thou_o may_v unite_v i_o to_o thyself_o for_o ever_o amen_n ejaculation_n before_o the_o bread_n this_o be_v that_o bread_n which_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n whosoever_o eat_v shall_v never_o hunger_n thou_o deal_v thy_o bread_n to_o those_o which_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n o_o feed_v my_o faint_a soul_n with_o this_o bread_n of_o life_n o_o strengthen_v my_o heart_n and_o hand_n by_o a_o lively_a faith_n and_o open_v my_o mouth_n with_o fervent_a desire_n that_o i_o may_v eat_v not_o for_o bodily_a sustenance_n but_o for_o spiritual_a relief_n and_o the_o refreshment_n of_o my_o soul_n o_o let_v my_o soul_n feel_v the_o spiritual_a efficacy_n of_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v not_o eat_v unworthy_o or_o to_o my_o condemnation_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o enable_v and_o direct_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o receive_v it_o worthy_o amen_n when_o the_o minister_n give_v the_o holy_a bread_n say_v soft_o with_o he_o the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v give_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n here_o take_v the_o bread_n with_o reverence_n then_o proceed_v i_o take_v and_o eat_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n die_v for_o i_o and_o will_v feed_v on_o he_o in_o my_o heart_n with_o faith_n and_o thanksgiving_n then_o answer_v audible_o amen_n after_o the_o bread_n say_v i_o give_v thou_o hearty_a thanks_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a that_o thou_o have_v refresh_v my_o soul_n at_o this_o time_n by_o my_o feed_n upon_o thy_o body_n which_o be_v break_v for_o i_o if_o i_o have_v live_v innocent_o and_o have_v keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n yet_o can_v i_o have_v have_v no_o proportion_n of_o merit_n to_o so_o transcendent_a a_o mercy_n but_o since_o i_o have_v so_o love_v sin_n and_o add_v transgression_n to_o transgression_n thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o glorious_a and_o infinite_a that_o i_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o consideration_n of_o its_o immensity_n o_o let_v i_o not_o throw_v off_o this_o wedding_n garment_n or_o stain_v it_o with_o pollution_n of_o deadly_a sin_n but_o let_v i_o be_v whole_o unite_v to_o thou_o be_v transform_v according_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o life_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v for_o ever_o amen_n or_o this_o o_o bless_a jesus_n sanctify_v this_o bread_n to_o i_o that_o it_o may_v be_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o staff_n of_o strength_n whereby_o i_o may_v vanquish_v and_o overcome_v all_o the_o assaulis_fw-la of_o the_o devil_n the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n and_o continue_v thy_o faithful_a soldier_n and_o servant_n to_o my_o life_n end_n amen_n ejaculation_n before_o the_o cup._n 1._o the_o lord_n himself_o be_v the_o portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n and_o of_o my_o cup_n thou_o shall_v maintain_v my_o lot_n 2._o the_o lot_n be_v fall_v unto_o i_o in_o a_o fair_a ground_n yea_o i_o have_v a_o goodly_a heritage_n 3._o i_o have_v set_v god_n always_o before_o i_o for_o he_o be_v on_o my_o right_a hand_n therefore_o i_o shall_v not_o fall_v 4._o gracious_a be_v the_o lord_n and_o righteous_a yea_o our_o god_n be_v merciful_a 5._o what_o reward_n shall_v i_o give_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o benefit_n he_o have_v do_v unto_o i_o 6._o i_o will_v receive_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n 7._o i_o will_v walk_v before_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n when_o thou_o receive_v the_o cup_n say_v after_o the_o minister_n soft_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n i_o drink_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n blood_n be_v shed_v for_o i_o and_o be_o thankful_a amen_n after_o the_o cup_n say_v o_o how_o delightful_a be_v this_o cup_n to_o i_o bless_a jesus_n which_o be_v so_o heavy_a to_o thou_o it_o be_v thy_o agony_n and_o bloody_a sweat_n thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n which_o afford_v i_o this_o cup_n of_o cheerfulness_n thou_o do_v find_v it_o bitter_a when_o thou_o be_v appease_v a_o angry_a father_n but_o thou_o have_v sweeten_v it_o by_o a_o reconciliation_n and_o have_v wrought_v out_o my_o redemption_n and_o salvation_n or_o this_o i_o praise_v thou_o i_o bless_v thou_o i_o glorify_v thou_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a that_o thou_o have_v at_o this_o time_n so_o refresh_v my_o soul_n and_o fill_v i_o with_o holy_a desire_n o_o let_v thy_o tender_a mercy_n always_o keep_v i_o in_o this_o happy_a temper_n that_o i_o may_v never_o err_v nor_o stray_v from_o thy_o commandment_n but_o keep_v firm_a that_o covenant_n which_o thou_o have_v seal_v with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n for_o my_o redemption_n and_o direct_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o guide_v i_o so_o here_o that_o i_o may_v be_v a_o fit_a member_n for_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n hereafter_o amen_n whilst_o other_o be_v communicate_v say_v i._o bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n what_o great_a gift_n o_o lord_n can_v thou_o bestow_v upon_o i_o than_o to_o give_v i_o thy_o body_n for_o meat_n thy_o blood_n for_o drink_v and_o to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n what_o great_a mercy_n than_o that_o thou_o shall_v now_o enter_v into_o i_o and_o dwell_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o have_v promise_v ii_o i_o yield_v thou_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_o most_o merciful_a father_n and_o desire_v to_o magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o for_o the_o holy_a death_n and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o that_o great_a redemption_n thou_o have_v wrought_v for_o i_o in_o he_o and_o
my_o misguide_a conscience_n and_o further_o assure_v i_o of_o the_o pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o interest_n in_o his_o love_n and_o favour_n by_o the_o renew_a use_n of_o his_o sacred_a ordinance_n xii_o to_o which_o he_o call_v and_o invite_v i_o both_o by_o the_o outward_a overture_n of_o fit_a occasion_n and_o inward_a incitation_n of_o good_a and_o earnest_a desire_n to_o partake_v of_o they_o as_o the_o pledge_n and_o conduit_n of_o my_o great_a comfort_n and_o happiness_n which_o happiness_n i_o esteem_v and_o seek_v after_o not_o only_o in_o a_o freedom_n from_o the_o punishment_n and_o misery_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o from_o the_o power_n of_o and_o the_o pleasure_n that_o seem_v to_o be_v in_o sin_n nor_o do_v i_o count_v it_o a_o less_o degree_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o enable_v i_o to_o serve_v and_o love_v he_o than_o that_o which_o save_v i_o from_o hell_n torment_n nor_o do_v i_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n only_o to_o quit_v the_o score_n of_o my_o sin_n 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and_o persuasion_n of_o his_o love_n to_o my_o soul_n my_o love_n to_o god_n and_o my_o saviour_n by_o my_o hatred_n of_o sin_n fear_v to_o and_o grief_n for_o offend_v by_o my_o love_n of_o his_o servant_n delight_n in_o his_o word_n zeal_n for_o his_o truth_n and_o glory_n a_o earnest_a desire_n and_o steadfast_a hope_n to_o enjoy_v he_o and_o by_o my_o particular_a appetite_n and_o desire_n to_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n as_o a_o special_a mean_n of_o communion_n with_o my_o god_n and_o saviour_n and_o partake_v of_o his_o grace_n my_o charity_n and_o love_n to_o other_o by_o my_o care_n and_o endeavour_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o further_a their_o soul_n good_a by_o my_o affectionate_a prey_n for_o they_o though_o they_o have_v deserve_v ill_o of_o i_o by_o my_o tenderness_n of_o give_v offence_n my_o slowness_n to_o take_v offence_n by_o my_o grief_n when_o any_o arise_v by_o my_o proneness_n and_o joy_n in_o reconcile_n and_o though_o i_o find_v all_o these_o grace_n in_o i_o but_o in_o weak_a and_o small_a degree_n with_o mixture_n of_o much_o infirmity_n and_o many_o imperfection_n nay_o a_o contrary_a power_n daily_o oppose_v and_o with_o much_o impatience_n strive_v to_o break_v the_o cord_n of_o pious_a and_o solemn_a resolution_n i_o be_o as_o well_o become_v i_o humble_v and_o empty_v of_o all_o opinion_n of_o myself_o fourteen_o yet_o be_o i_o not_o discourage_v from_o come_v since_o what_o do_v most_o deter_v i_o in_o itself_o from_o come_v to_o christ_n my_o sin_n and_o unworthiness_n be_v by_o the_o operation_n of_o faith_n make_v as_o the_o great_a incitement_n to_o provoke_v i_o to_o come_v be_v one_o who_o great_a want_n and_o unworthiness_n will_v afford_v a_o fit_a subject_n whereon_o to_o magnify_v the_o riches_n of_o that_o free_a grace_n and_o infinite_a mercy_n which_o become_v the_o majesty_n of_o god_n and_o may_v answer_v the_o merit_n of_o our_o saviour_n from_o who_o as_o a_o principle_n of_o a_o new_a life_n i_o expect_v all_o the_o 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grace_n plant_v in_o my_o heart_n knowledge_n faith_n repentance_n love_v of_o god_n charity_n to_o other_o and_o thankfulness_n by_o actuate_a a_o new_a before_o i_o receive_v assistance_n in_o receve_v by_o sacred_a devout_a and_o pertinent_a meditation_n seal_n and_o testify_v to_o my_o conscience_n my_o acceptance_n and_o efficacy_n of_o receive_v by_o increase_n of_o holiness_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o care_n of_o better_a obedience_n in_o my_o life_n after_o the_o sure_a evidence_n and_o true_a i_o can_v have_v or_o expect_v of_o my_o worthy_a receive_n xvi_o have_v thus_o faithful_o discharge_v my_o duty_n and_o conscience_n in_o the_o way_n of_o preparation_n to_o the_o sacrament_n though_o still_o conscious_a to_o and_o humble_v in_o the_o consideration_n of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n in_o any_o proportion_n to_o the_o great_a good_a i_o aim_v at_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o deprive_v myself_o of_o so_o neâ—r_a and_o inestimable_a a_o comfort_n by_o refrain_v nor_o dare_v l_o so_o far_o distrust_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o dignation_n of_o my_o saviour_n who_o propound_v not_o my_o personal_a worthiness_n in_o a_o strict_a sense_n as_o the_o object_n of_o my_o comfort_n and_o hope_n in_o come_n but_o his_o gracious_a acceptance_n and_o merciful_a indulgence_n such_o indeed_o as_o become_v the_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o christian_n god_n and_o saviour_n xvii_o the_o same_o holy_a frame_n and_o devout_a temper_n of_o spirit_n i_o labour_v to_o continue_v in_o my_o receive_n carry_v my_o faith_n by_o the_o visible_a representation_n before_o i_o and_o give_v to_o i_o to_o behold_v its_o invisible_a but_o most_o credible_a object_n jesus_n christ_n crucify_v and_o die_v for_o my_o sin_n who_o love_n and_o merit_n i_o consider_v with_o as_o great_a a_o obligation_n of_o love_n thankfulness_n and_o obedience_n upon_o i_o as_o if_o he_o have_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n for_o i_o alone_o these_o meditation_n raise_v i_o to_o thankfulness_n to_o admiration_n to_o exaltation_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n my_o saviour_n above_o all_o xviii_o final_o so_o i_o endeavour_v to_o receive_v this_o bless_a sacrament_n as_o if_o each_o opportunity_n be_v my_o last_o as_o if_o i_o be_v to_o appear_v before_o god_n in_o judgement_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o that_o grace_n i_o there_o receive_v i_o may_v live_v the_o remainder_n of_o my_o short_a life_n virtuous_o and_o holy_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o its_o reward_n and_o perfection_n in_o heaven_n i_o may_v die_v willing_o and_o cheerful_o in_o the_o merit_n and_o righteousness_n of_o it_o i_o may_v attain_v to_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o just_a appear_v justify_v before_o god_n at_o the_o last_o and_o great_a day_n and_o obtain_v the_o consummation_n of_o all_o in_o that_o glorious_a estate_n of_o immortality_n with_o god_n and_o christ_n in_o heaven_n xix_o the_o duty_n of_o examine_v myself_o be_v by_o precept_n clear_o enjoin_v i_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n let_v a_o man_n therefore_o examine_v himself_o and_o so_o let_v he_o eat_v of_o that_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o cup_n 1._o cor._n 11._o chap_n 28._o verse_n which_o alone_o be_v enough_o to_o exact_v my_o performance_n but_o since_o all_o the_o command_n of_o god_n who_o be_v the_o most_o perfect_a reason_n to_o rational_a creature_n be_v most_o reasonable_a though_o oft_o time_n ignorance_n or_o blindness_n do_v not_o or_o will_v not_o discover_v it_o to_o the_o equity_n of_o this_o injunction_n my_o own_o reason_n must_v needs_o subscribe_v for_o know_v that_o every_o thing_n be_v receive_v according_a to_o the_o capacity_n and_o disposition_n of_o the_o recipient_a and_o that_o a_o worldly_a sensual_a and_o mere_a humane_a mind_n be_v unapt_a to_o receive_v thing_n intellectual_a spiritual_a and_o divine_a and_o perceive_v object_n the_o
holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n who_o weel_v for_o i_o as_o a_o lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o as_o a_o sheep_n before_o the_o shearer_n be_v dumb_a so_o thou_o opened'_v not_o thy_o mouth_n thou_o do_v good_a to_o thy_o enemy_n and_o pray_v earnest_o for_o thy_o persecutor_n o_o plant_n in_o my_o heart_n gentleness_n patience_n and_o meekness_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v transport_v with_o the_o violent_a passion_n of_o anger_n disorder_v by_o peevishness_n or_o thought_n of_o revenge_n but_o patient_o bear_v all_o cross_n and_o with_o charity_n may_v return_v blessing_n for_o curse_v keep_v peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o love_v my_o neighbour_n as_o myself_o and_o thou_o more_o than_o myself_o and_o more_o than_o all_o the_o world_n i_o may_v at_o last_o come_v into_o the_o region_n of_o peace_n and_o eternal_a charity_n where_o thou_o live_v who_o love_v all_o man_n and_o will_v have_v none_o to_o perish_v but_o all_o man_n to_o be_v save_v through_o thou_o o_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n ii_o o_o thou_o who_o sit_v between_o the_o chérubim_n and_o who_o throne_n be_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n purge_v i_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n for_o thou_o be_v gracious_a and_o full_a of_o compassion_n and_o give_v meat_n unto_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o and_o drink_v from_o the_o well_n of_o eternal_a salvation_n thou_o prepare_v a_o table_n for_o we_o and_o anoint_v our_o head_n with_o thy_o heavenly_a unction_n and_o our_o cup_n run_v over_o let_v thy_o precious_a blood_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o and_o the_o water_n which_o gush_v from_o thy_o side_n wash_v i_o clean_o that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o pure_a heart_n and_o a_o clean_a soul_n come_v to_o eat_v of_o that_o best_a sacrifice_n the_o lamb_n slay_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n iii_o o_o lord_n in_o the_o wonder_n of_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n thou_o give_v thyself_o to_o be_v the_o food_n of_o our_o soul_n in_o the_o faith_n of_o thy_o word_n in_o the_o blessing_n and_o grace_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n perform_v that_o in_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v and_o effect_v in_o thy_o son_n enkindle_v in_o my_o heart_n a_o bright_a devotion_n extinguish_v all_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o fill_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o by_o obedience_n and_o love_n i_o may_v adore_v and_o honour_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n iv._o thou_o have_v open_v unto_o i_o the_o fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o have_v invite_v all_o penitent_a sinner_n to_o come_v and_o receive_v pardon_n the_o oppress_a to_o be_v ease_v and_o the_o sorrowful_a to_o be_v comfort_v admit_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o this_o great_a celebration_n of_o thy_o love_a kindness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v comfort_v in_o all_o my_o grief_n heal_v of_o all_o the_o wound_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o bruise_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o finish_v my_o journey_n through_o this_o valley_n of_o tear_n unto_o my_o portion_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n meditation_n for_o thursday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n thou_o not_o only_o be_v good_a and_o gracious_a but_o thou_o will_v also_o be_v so_o acknowledge_v so_o declare_v yea_o as_o such_o worship_v and_o adore_v that_o thy_o name_n then_o be_v not_o dishonour_v let_v i_o though_o a_o sinner_n be_v accept_v pardon_v my_o iniquity_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v say_v thou_o ever_o reject_v a_o poor_a penitent_a and_o thereby_o loose_a the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n who_o name_n be_v merciful_a exod._n 34._o 5_o 6._o a_o merciful_a clemency_n be_v a_o royal_a virtue_n and_o honourable_a in_o every_o sovereign_a majesty_n thou_o then_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n psalm_n 24._o 7_o 8._o make_v this_o thy_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o be_v the_o broad-seal_n to_o my_o pardon_n and_o this_o for_o thy_o name_n sake_n even_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n ii_o i_o plead_v not_o lord_n my_o merit_n who_o be_o less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o as_o i_o look_v not_o upon_o my_o merit_n do_v thou_o not_o look_v upon_o my_o demerit_n as_o i_o do_v not_o view_v my_o worthiness_n do_v not_o thou_o view_v my_o unworthiness_n but_o be_v merciful_a unto_o my_o sin_n of_o which_o i_o can_v say_v as_o lot_n of_o zoar_n be_v it_o not_o a_o little_a one_o no_o it_o be_v great_a for_o that_o it_o be_v against_o thou_o so_o great_a a_o god_n and_o so_o good_a to_o i_o great_a for_o that_o my_o place_n my_o office_n my_o call_n be_v great_a the_o sun_n the_o high_a it_o be_v the_o less_o it_o seem_v but_o my_o sin_n the_o high_a i_o be_o the_o great_a they_o be_v even_o in_o thou_o and_o other_o eye_n iii_o my_o knowledge_n of_o thou_o and_o thy_o way_n be_v great_a i_o know_v thy_o will_n and_o do_v it_o not_o my_o conscience_n check_v i_o and_o yet_o i_o obey_v not_o thy_o spirit_n move_v i_o and_o yet_o i_o yield_v not_o the_o number_n of_o my_o sin_n be_v numberless_a those_o i_o know_v and_o confess_v be_v few_o in_o comparison_n of_o what_o be_v unknown_a and_o hide_a from_o i_o wherefore_o o_o lord_n hide_v not_o thy_o great_a mercy_n from_o i_o who_o hide_v not_o my_o great_a sin_n from_o thou_o and_o the_o great_a be_v the_o guilt_n of_o my_o sin_n the_o great_a shall_v be_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o pardon_v it_o let_v it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n then_o to_o pass_v by_o my_o offence_n so_o shall_v the_o greatness_n of_o my_o sin_n make_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n more_o conspicuous_a for_o that_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v there_o grace_n do_v much_o more_o abound_v rom._n 5._o 20._o iv._o and_o thus_o though_o i_o go_v against_o my_o own_o knowledge_n in_o sin_v yet_o do_v not_o thou_o lord_n go_v against_o thy_o own_o nature_n in_o punish_v who_o have_v 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thou_o do_v give_v to_o thy_o disciple_n bread_n and_o wine_n which_o thou_o do_v call_v thy_o body_n and_o blood_n with_o a_o charge_n to_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o do_v the_o same_o in_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o for_o as_o thou_o be_v upon_o thy_o departure_n thou_o will_v leave_v they_o and_o i_o a_o sign_n of_o thy_o body_n a_o figure_n of_o thy_o blood_n and_o a_o memorial_n oâ—_n thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o bloody_a passion_n lest_o i_o shall_v forget_v thou_o who_o waste_v ready_a to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o i_o who_o be_o the_o worst_a and_o vile_a of_o sinner_n ii_o therefore_o i_o take_v these_o element_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n for_o holy_a sign_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n believe_v that_o though_o they_o remain_v after_o the_o consecration_n in_o their_o substance_n both_o bread_n and_o wine_n yet_o they_o be_v more_o than_o common_a bread_n and_o wine_n be_v make_v by_o prayer_n and_o thy_o holy_a word_n the_o figure_n of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o blood_n which_o in_o the_o action_n and_o use_n of_o the_o sacrament_n be_v real_o and_o effectual_o take_v by_o the_o faithful_a so_o though_o i_o feel_v and_o taste_v bread_n and_o wine_n yet_o by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n i_o eat_v thy_o body_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n in_o remembrance_n that_o thou_o do_v die_v for_o i_o and_o for_o all_o mankind_n iii_o o_o then_o let_v the_o operation_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n apply_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o merit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n and_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v i_o love_v and_o die_v in_o this_o faith_n and_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o confess_v thy_o holy_a name_n who_o have_v suffer_v such_o a_o ignominious_a death_n for_o my_o redemption_n o_o let_v my_o soul_n live_v and_o it_o shall_v praise_v thou_o and_o magnify_v thy_o all_o glorious_a name_n thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n have_v eternal_a life_n and_o thou_o will_v raise_v he_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o confirm_v my_o faith_n and_o grant_v that_o it_o fail_v not_o either_o concern_v this_o or_o any_o other_o point_n of_o holy_a mystery_n for_o thy_o alone_a sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o friday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n god_n alone_o who_o be_v the_o author_n of_o our_o life_n be_v likewise_o the_o object_n of_o our_o trust_n as_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o fullness_n of_o all_o our_o comfort_n and_o strength_n all_o our_o grace_n and_o holiness_n all_o our_o glory_n and_o happiness_n wherefore_o o_o my_o god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o as_o a_o creator_n to_o sustain_v i_o as_o a_o lord_n to_o govern_v i_o as_o a_o guide_n to_o direct_v i_o as_o a_o rock_n to_o defend_v i_o and_o as_o a_o father_n to_o succour_v i_o all_o which_o relation_n thou_o have_v take_v upon_o thou_o in_o a_o merciful_a regard_n to_o my_o weakness_n and_o want_n that_o thou_o may_v the_o 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as_o a_o reasonable_a holy_a and_o lively_a sacrifice_n unto_o he_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o in_o the_o mercy_n and_o truth_n of_o his_o promise_n in_o the_o wisdom_n and_o power_n of_o his_o providence_n iii_o and_o upon_o this_o total_a resignation_n he_o seal_v we_o this_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v exercise_v those_o his_o property_n employ_v those_o his_o attribute_n for_o our_o comfort_n and_o protection_n for_o our_o support_n and_o salvation_n and_o this_o beyond_o what_o our_o wit_n can_v design_n our_o wish_n can_v desire_v or_o our_o thought_n can_v conceive_v and_o let_v not_o any_o penitent_a though_o a_o languish_a soul_n be_v discourage_v from_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n there_o to_o renew_v his_o resignation_n and_o strengthen_v his_o trust_n iv._o and_o here_o this_o treasury_n be_v open_a in_o this_o bless_a sacrament_n come_v and_o receive_v of_o this_o mercy_n of_o thy_o god_n dispense_v by_o the_o bountiful_a hand_n of_o thy_o 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i_o and_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n remove_v the_o danger_n of_o my_o own_o corruption_n from_o i_o iii_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o deserve_a shame_n i_o willing_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o most_o impure_a and_o sinful_a even_o in_o the_o very_o best_a of_o all_o my_o holy_a performance_n i_o therefore_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v gracious_o afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n to_o discover_v i_o unto_o myself_o so_o thou_o will_v also_o give_v unto_o i_o the_o sword_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o myself_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o evil_a man_n o_o lord_n even_o from_o the_o close_a corruption_n and_o secret_a abomination_n of_o my_o own_o evil_a and_o corrupt_a heart_n lord_n pardon_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o many_o
confirm_v and_o exercise_v there_o repentance_n be_v employ_v and_o quicken_v faith_n be_v actuate_v and_o strengthen_v devotion_n and_o charity_n inflame_v and_o kindle_v peace_n and_o concord_n be_v establish_v there_o be_v the_o universal_a medicine_n for_o all_o our_o disease_n and_o a_o ark_n of_o safety_n against_o all_o danger_n there_o o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n behold_v thy_o crucify_a lord_n and_o saviour_n shed_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n upon_o the_o cross_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o burn_v with_o a_o unspeakable_a desire_n of_o thy_o salvation_n there_o thou_o may_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o thy_o sin_n have_v pierce_v and_o on_o he_o who_o thou_o do_v still_o crucify_v afresh_o by_o thy_o sin_n daily_a and_o hourly_o in_o the_o suffering_n of_o thy_o saviour_n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v see_v as_o in_o a_o glass_n thy_o own_o vileness_n and_o deformity_n thy_o saviour_n be_v mock_v scorn_v and_o contemn_v discover_v thy_o evil_n speak_v lie_v and_o slander_v his_o bless_a face_n be_v besmear_v with_o spittle_n remember_v thou_o of_o all_o thy_o unclean_a lust_n and_o filthy_a communication_n that_o bless_a mouth_n which_o be_v guilty_a of_o no_o deceit_n be_v embitter_v with_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n which_o shall_v mind_v thou_o of_o thy_o luxury_n and_o drunkenness_n his_o be_v scourge_v of_o thy_o stubbornness_n and_o disobedience_n iii_o o_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o wonder_v that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n shall_v wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n and_o for_o his_o majestical_a robe_n a_o little_a linen_n for_o to_o cover_v his_o nakedness_n and_o thou_o to_o be_v guilty_a of_o pride_n and_o vain_a glory_n and_o affect_v with_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o this_o wicked_a world_n the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n which_o be_v platre_v on_o his_o head_n with_o that_o rage_n and_o indignation_n shall_v put_v thou_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o immoderate_a care_n of_o the_o world_n with_o the_o sharp_a and_o 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that_o without_o charity_n we_o be_v nothing_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o christian_a love_n and_o perfect_a charity_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o mind_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o my_o strength_n do_v always_o in_o sincerity_n that_o which_o be_v please_v in_o thy_o sight_n not_o return_v evil_a for_o evil_n or_o raâ—ling_v for_o rail_v but_o love_v my_o neighbour_n as_o myself_o and_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n to_o assist_v he_o in_o time_n of_o need_n administer_a to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o several_a necessity_n that_o at_o the_o last_o and_o great_a day_n i_o may_v give_v a_o account_n of_o my_o steward_n ship_n with_o joy_n and_o not_o with_o grief_n grant_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o seal_v unto_o i_o the_o pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o grant_v all_o those_o petition_n which_o i_o have_v ask_v in_o thy_o son_n name_n and_o let_v i_o now_o consider_v how_o transitory_a be_v all_o thing_n how_o wicked_a be_v the_o world_n how_o impure_a be_v the_o flesh_n and_o how_o myself_o be_o deceitful_a grant_v that_o so_o i_o lose_v my_o affection_n from_o all_o such_o unworthy_a object_n here_o below_o and_o then_o let_v i_o know_v how_o eternal_a be_v thy_o nature_n how_o permanent_a be_v thy_o glory_n and_o how_o infinite_a be_v thy_o love_n bring_v i_o o_o bring_v i_o to_o morrow_n to_o thy_o royal_a feast_n with_o the_o badge_n of_o love_n and_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n so_o shall_v i_o be_v a_o welcome_a guest_n unto_o thou_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n i_o shall_v for_o ever_o dwell_v in_o thou_o my_o glorious_a creator_n and_o thou_o in_o i_o thy_o bless_a creature_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a fellowship_n of_o god_n holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n bless_v preserve_v conserve_v and_o keep_v i_o this_o night_n and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n amen_n six_o how_o to_o receive_v it_o worthy_o the_o morning_n thou_o be_v to_o receive_v after_o thy_o usual_a devotion_n breath_n forth_o this_o meditation_n sunday_n meditation_n wisdom_n have_v kill_v her_o beast_n mingle_v her_o wine_n and_o furnish_v her_o table_n man_n folly_n wrought_v his_o fall_n by_o a_o bit_n and_o wisdom_n repair_v it_o by_o a_o feast_n a_o fruit_n do_v corrupt_v we_o and_o flesh_n and_o blood_n do_v preserve_v we_o a_o lamb_n be_v slay_v for_o the_o goat_n the_o just_a for_o the_o unjust_a the_o son_n of_o god_n for_o the_o child_n of_o man_n and_o be_v this_o day_n offer_v as_o meat_n for_o the_o life_n of_o many_o i_o will_v go_v to_o that_o feast_n to_o eat_v of_o that_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o wine_n which_o be_v mingle_v for_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o vine_n with_o the_o blood_n of_o god_n lamb_n o_o then_o good_a lord_n let_v i_o be_v find_v in_o that_o purity_n thou_o desire_v in_o they_o that_o approach_v thy_o altar_n wash_v thou_o my_o foot_n and_o cleanse_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v be_v clean_a and_o have_v part_n with_o thou_o for_o ever_o amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o sunday_n morning_n before_o thou_o go_v to_o church_n o_o lord_n prepare_v my_o heart_n to_o prayer_n o_o most_o glorious_a lord_n god_n behold_v a_o miserable_a and_o wretched_a sinner_n be_v now_o approach_v to_o thy_o most_o holy_a table_n to_o feast_v my_o soul_n upon_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n at_o the_o primitive_a eat_n thou_o say_v the_o day_n that_o thou_o eat_v est_fw-la thou_o shall_v sure_o die_v but_o here_o in_o the_o day_n which_o i_o eat_v i_o shall_v sure_o live_v joh._n 6._o o_o lord_n i_o esteem_v myself_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o thy_o table_n must_v the_o child_n bread_n be_v give_v unto_o dog_n must_v such_o a_o vile_a wretch_n as_o i_o sit_v at_o thy_o holy_a table_n who_o be_o lade_v with_o sin_n and_o over_o press_v with_o iniquity_n but_o i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o ease_v myself_o of_o sin_n and_o to_o cast_v off_o the_o burden_n of_o iniquity_n and_o to_o bury_v they_o all_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o cross_n i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o be_v purge_v thorough_o from_o my_o iniquity_n and_o to_o be_v sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v without_o number_n but_o not_o more_o than_o my_o dear_a saviour_n blood_n can_v expiate_v ii_o o_o thou_o bright_a morning_n star_n arise_v now_o with_o heal_v in_o thy_o wing_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n o_o do_v thou_o now_o arise_v and_o let_v thy_o enemy_n be_v scatter_v which_o be_v my_o lust_n and_o vile_a affection_n and_o let_v they_o that_o hate_v thou_o flee_v before_o thou_o which_o be_v the_o devil_n envy_n hatred_n malice_n and_o all_o uncharitableness_n make_v clean_a my_o heart_n o_o my_o redeemer_n and_o pull_v down_o every_o strong_a hold_n and_o bulwark_n which_o oppose_v thy_o heavenly_a will_n and_o make_v i_o a_o fit_a guest_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n to_o receive_v thou_o with_o a_o pure_a heart_n and_o strengthen_v i_o that_o i_o may_v have_v such_o a_o lively_a faith_n to_o pass_v through_o the_o vale_n and_o confident_o look_v into_o the_o holy_a of_o holies_n this_o i_o beg_v for_o thy_o alone_a sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n when_o thou_o be_v at_o church_n before_o divine_a