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time_n to_o time_n thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o bestow_v upon_o i_o for_o o_o lord_n so_o many_o and_o so_o mighty_a be_v my_o sin_n wherewith_o i_o have_v offend_v thy_o divine_a and_o sacred_a majesty_n both_o in_o thought_n word_n deed_n and_o desire_v that_o if_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o i_o and_o deal_v with_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o justice_n and_o my_o desert_n i_o must_v expect_v nothing_o but_o eternal_a death_n and_o damnation_n but_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n that_o it_o will_v please_v thou_o to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o to_o pardon_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n and_o to_o remove_v all_o those_o judgement_n away_o from_o i_o which_o my_o sin_n have_v deserve_v and_o give_v i_o grace_v ever_o hereafter_o to_o amend_v my_o ungodly_a life_n and_o to_o love_v and_o serve_v and_o honour_v thou_o true_o faithful_o and_o unfeigned_o without_o pride_n presumption_n vain_a glory_n and_o 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