reason of strong motions in the flesh he would not repent yet he cannot resist this law of his mind he must performe it when the Lord saith in his word repent and seeke my face hee this poor child of God replies Thy face Lord wil I seek the very same lesson that he is taught outvvardly by the vvord he is taught inwardly by the annointing spirit yea it is even his meat and drink to do the wil of God 2. Repentance in the hypocrite proceeds from a servile fear he being begotten under a covenant of works is through fear of death subject unto bondage all his life long and though he look to be saved by faith and repentance being instructed out of the Gospel yet he dares not expect grace and pardon any further then he sees himself work for he looks to be saved though not altogether yet as it were by the works of the Lavv thinking that mercy and pardon must needs follovv his vvorks and this is that which makes him take a great deal of pains in the Church yea he wil bear the burden and heat of the day and performe abundance of hypocriticall service unto the Lord yea til he troubles the Lord therewith and makes him weary thereof But the child of God is begotten under a Covenant of grace and hath not received the spirit of bondage again to fear but the spirit of Adoption to cry unto God Abba Father and being delivered serves God without fear in holinesse and righteousness all his dayes he knows very wel that sin cannot damn him being delivered out of the hands of his enemies by the blood of Christ And hence though God break him in the place of Dragons and cover him with the shadow of death yet wil he not forget God nor deal falsely in his Covenant His repentance in that sin cannot damn him is not arbitrary he is bound to it by the Covenant of grace his faith works by love the love of Christ constrains him many waters cannot quench this love neither can the floods drown it if a man would give all the substance of his house for love it would utterly be contemned the more sin the Lord hath forgiven him the more he loves God and repents mourns and weeps bitterly because of sin as it is an injurious offence against so merciful a Father instance Peter and Mary Magdalene who thought nothing too dear for a Christ from whom they had received a free and ful discharge from all their sins and provocations the hypocrite repents from a principle of slavish feare but the poore believer from a principle of a child-like love 3. An hypocrite never turnes to the Lord with his whole heart as the Lord requires for he is double minded True it is he may walk according to the dictate of his conscience as far as he is inlightned by the word of God leading a blamelesse life and may doe that which he does out of the integrity of his heart with Abimilech he perswades himselfe he is in the right when in truth he is farre wrong and because he received not the love of the truth that he might be saved the Lord gives him up to strong delusions to believe a lie that he might be damned who believes not the truth He may indeed seemingly turne unto the Lord in respect of many glorious actions but he hath not a new heart nor a renewing Spirit within him and if that action that as he thinks he doth most uprightly were put into an Evangelical frame he would most exceedingly haâ—e it because the carnal mind is at enmity against God for it is noâ— subject to the Law of God nor indeed can be his best duties proceed but from flesh and nature and from the old man which never turn'd to God and as for that which should give a spiritual being to those actions namely faith in Christ and the Spirit of grace these he hates from his heart But the child of God hath a new heart and a new Spirit he is a new creature all things are become new and although the flesh lusteth against the Spirit yet this new creature turneth wholly unto God and is all for God such a man seeks the Lord with his whole heart and all that is within him praises the Lords holy name 4. The hypocrite in his repentance and all his performances aimes at himselfe he doth them for corn wine and oyle when he fasts and mourns he doth it for himselfe and not unto the Lord the salvation of his soul is his utmost end But the child of God the believer doth all for Gods glory he desires the Salvation of his soul but he hath a further end hereby the Lord manifests his truth and mercy and gets himselfe a name Saith blessed David save me for thy mercies sake for thy Names sake and when he repents and confesses his sinne it is principally that he may give glory unto God and in all his actions terminates not in himself but doth them to the end that Christ may be magnified and esteemed all in all Sixteene precious and soul establishing considerations deduced from the Covenant of Grace The new Covenant of grace is held forth principally in these places of Scripture viz. 8. Heb. 10. Jer. 31. 31 33 34. 36. Ezek 25 26 27 29 31. Ezek. 16. 3 4 5 6 8 9 10 11 59 60 63 Jer. 32. 40. Jer. 33. 20 Heb. 6. 17 18. Heb. 12. 24. Heb. 13. 20. Mic. 7. 20. Psal 89. 28. 31 32 33 34. 1. Consideration His Covenant is a free Covenant being the offspring of the free love meer grace and rich mercy of God whereby he is pleased to make a blessed agreement with his Sonne Christ to save poore lost man yea the worst most vile despicable and helpless creatures in the world and of this sort of mankind doth God usually please to take into covenant with himself for he doth not as many would insinuate therfore take men into this covenant because they believe and are holy but that they might have faith and be holy in this covenant he promises holiness and through it conveys holinesse unto men as for example the Idolatrous Ephesians the profane Corinthians the vile Publicans the filthy Harlots yea the poore thiefe even at the last hour when he could neither serve nor glorifie God so much as one hour on earth and these when they were at the highest of their provocations and when no eye pityed them yea when their own eyes pittyed them not then was the time wherein the Lord out of the riches of his grace and soule astonishing love sware unto them and entred into covenant with them and this was likewise the time vvherein they became his as in that pregnant place of Scripture vvorthy to be vvritten in indelible characters of Gold upon the memory of
manifests himselfe to others of our Brethren and fellow Members he rises in their Hemispheare And what though thy sinnes have eclipsed the love of thy God unto thy soule The Lord onely bids thee to acknowledge thine iniquity that thou hast transgressed against the Lord c. What a poore recompence is this Turne oh backsliding children saith the Lord for I am married unto you c. Poore soule the love of God remaines still as sure and as great as ever and in his due time shall shine forth againe upon thy soul the thick clouds will blow over and the soule reviving light of his love will arise upon thee He will take away all iniquity and receive us graciously I thought I had true faith but since I fell into an hainous transgression I am perswaded that if I had beene the Lords he would not have left me to sin as I did This is a deplorable case indeed and the fruit of unbelief and of the want of watchfulnesse yet consider the Lord hath suffered such or as great if not greater spots to overtake his own dear children David sinned in adultery and murder Solomon sinned greatly after hee had obtained mercy and Peter denyeth Christ with an oath these examples are recorded to hold forth the glory of the riches of Gods free grace that men may be acquainted with the mirrour of his grace long sufferance and forbearance that so great sinners might not despaire and faint under their sinnes 2. To despair of the mercy of God because our sins are great were to limit God in his mercy which is to add sin unto sin and a greater sin then the former The Lord Jesus takes much pains and le ts out merciful power for the raising of sin-weakened souls and for the gathering of wandring Lambs Poor soul know this that the greatest sin a believer can commit ought not to make him mourn without hope for no sin can put him in the state of condemnation or bring him under the curse While we live here below God healeth not our sinfull nature wholly nor takes it quite away the flesh lusteth God ever looks upon his as they are in Christ and not simply as they are in themselves saith Paul I my selfe keepe the Law of God but with my flesh the Law of sin flesh and sin do the evil Consider Nehem. 9. 16 17. The Spirit also tells us in another place that he knowes our frame and remembers that we are but dust God hath in much wisdome and love left sinne in his to humble them and to exercise the fruits of the Spirit in them and that we might long to be where we shall not sinne also that we might the more dearly love Christ in that it is pardoned and depend upon him to subdue it and that we might not scorne nor insult over any poore sinâ— weakned ones but restore them with the spirit of meeknesse and that we may admire the more that rich grace of the Lord Jesus whereby notwithstanding all our provocations we have accesse unto the Father by him The Lords people are indeed taught by his spirit not to sinne that grace may abound but to love and to love with the more vehemency of affection the God of their incomprehensible mercy and to use all means against sinne and not to be over-pressed and sunk in despaire under it They also know that they are the more happy in that they were sinners else how could they be capable of union with God of mercy and heaven If there were not evil it would not be known what is good Justice and mercy had not beene known the wisdom of God could not have been known in drawing good out of evil or his love in sending the dearly beloved out of his bosom to die for us man had not come unto that happness in Christ which the Saints have and shal enjoy 3. God is never an enemy to his though they greatly sinne against him Wee are not beloved for our owne sakes nor for any thing in our selves but in Christ Who hath made us acceptable in the beloved Therefore nothing wee doe can cause God to love us more or lesse his love is as himselfe ever the same therfore a belivers hope joy and confidence is to bee ever the same in Christ Hence it is that such are alwayes to reioyce Reioyce alwayes Reioyce evermore Againe I say rejoyce Let them exceedingly rejoyce The joy of the Lord is our strength Oh there is enough in the Lord to satisfieâ— thee at all times he is an unchangeable object of true joy in him is all our hope and happinesse therefore let not thy fall cause thee to question the love of God unto thee thy salvation depends not upon thy repentance and holinesse See Rom. 9. 15 16. Isa 43 24 25. Ezek. 16. from 1. to ver 9. See also and mind what the Apostle saith in this case My little children these things write I unto you that you sinne not And if any man sinne we have an advocate with the Father Christ Jesus the righteous and he is a propitiation for our sins c. These things are written unto us indeed that we sinne not But as for such as turne the grace of God into wantonnesse whom the mercies of God encourage in their sinful practise these are led by the spirit of the divell he is their father and his works they doe these are not at present in any wise to be numbred with those who through temptations and weaknesse are overtaken with the sin they hate if fallen be not out of hope If the Lords children have fallen into sinne they are to rise by faith Shal a man fall and not arise Who is a God like unto thee that pardonest the transgression of the remnant of thy people God subdues the corruption that is in his not all at once but by degrees and thereupon saith I will be merciful to their unrighteousnesse and their sins and iniquities I wil remember no more God hath nothing in charge against those who are in Christ and therefore commands us to goe boldly to the throne of grace in full assurance of faith If I were fitted with Qualifications as humblenesse brokennesse of heart c. and tooke delight in hearing and praying as others I could then entertaine hope that God hath thoughts of love and mercy towards me but it is not so with me Such an objection in some may be the product of the sweet operation of the Spirit of grace which hath shewed them some amiable and desirable thing in the precious promises and wayes of God so as they panâ— after them But more usually this is a whining because the worke of preparation is more sensible then the worke of
through the Gospel he ever remaines beautifull and comely to an eye of faith whereby he sees himselfe in the righteousnesse of Christ made perfectly and everlastingly righteous yea presented in the body of Christs flesh through death holy unblameable and unreproveable in the sight of God 4. From ignorance of their glorious Gospel freedome Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the Law c. that we might receive the promise of the Spirit through faith Christ is the end of the Law for righteousnesse to every one that believeth Now wee know that what things soever the Law saith it saith to them who are under the Law But no true Believer is under the Law but they are all under grace In the first Adam we had to doe with God onely in a way of subjection and righteousnesse but now in our second Adam in a way of Sonship or adoption free grace and love For what the Law could not doe in that it was weake through the flesh God sending his own sonne in the likenesse of sinfull flesh and for sinne condemned sinne in the flesh That the righteousnesse of the Law might bee fulfilled in us who walke not after the flesh but after the Spirit The Law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made us free from the Law of sin and death We are delivered from the Law that we should serve in newnesse of Spirit and not in the oldnesse of the Letter Christ hath blotted out the hand-writing of Ordinances that was against us and taken it out of the way nayling it to his Crosse He hath led Captivity captive That he might deliver the creature from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the Sonnes of God the Spirit saith that no Curse can come nigh our dwelling place The glorious beames of Christs grace and love now shine forth upon the soules of his poore children like the Sunne in the spring time which light carries a vertue causing the earth to spring and blossome as the garden of the Lord. Christ hath delivered us out of the hands of our enemies that we might serve in newnesse of Spirit without fear in holinesse and righteousnesse before him all the dayes of our life The Spirit of Christ doth indeed set a believer as free from hel the Law and bondage here on earth as if he were in heaven nor wants he any thing to make him thus free but to bring him to believe that he is so for Satan sinne sinful flesh and the law are all so neer and about him in this life that hee cannot so walke by sight or in the clear apprehension of it but the just live by faith and faith is the evidence of things not seene Two wayes for a believer to hold stable comfort hope Joy and confidence in God at all times 1. To live in Christ and not in our selves A believers condition is twofold yet as a believer he hath but one in Christ in himselfe yet he ought ever to consider himselfe in Christ by faith and not in himselfe In Christ he hath perfectly obeyed the whole law perfectly suffered and satisfied for all his sins to the justice of God and in Christ is perfectly just and righteous and thereupon it is said that our life is hid with Christ in God And we are raised up with Christ and made to sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus even already but in himselfe there is a body of lust corruption and sinne and there is a law revealing sinne accusing and condemning so as if a believer live only by sense reason and experience of himselfe and as he lives to men he lives both under the power and feeling of sinne and the law but if he by the eie of faith lookes upon himselfe to be within the walls of that strong and impregnable City of refuge the Lord Jesus the law and divine Justice of God cannot pursue him for his sins if he live by faith in Christ and in the apprehension of his love believing in the life righteousnesse obedience satisfaction and glory of him whom the Spirit calls ours Christ is ours we are Christs and Christ is Gods he then lives out of the power of all condemnation and unrighteousnesse Christ being the end of the Law for righteousnesse c. And thus a believer is blessed only in a righteousnesse without not within and all his assurance confidence and comforts are to flow in unto him through a channel of faith and not of works believing himselfe happy for what another even Christ hath done for him not for what he hath done or can doe for himselfe for when wee are at the best we are but unprofitable servants and may not live in our selves nor by sight but by faith and when we are at the worst we are to live upon Christ by faith and derive all our comforts from God in in his everlasting and inviolable covenant of grace which is an inexhaustible fountaine of divine consolation for a poore believer to have recourse unto for the stability of soulâ—satisfying joy and comfort sparkling from the face of God upon him and indeed the glorious joy of a believer would be alwaies unspeakable did he alwaies apprehend his happinesse in and by Christ Jesus 2. To live by faith which consists in the souls communion with God in Christ and the soules enjoying of Christ in his promises both spiritual and temporal Faith supplies all wants it honours God and God honours those most that live by it By faith we live to God a life of joy in him our righteousnesse as if we had never sinned by faith wee live above sinne infirmities temptations desertions sense reason feares and doubts faith sweetens the sweetest mercie and the bitterest miseries it renders great afflictions as none it is the Bulwarke of the souls strength and comfort By faith wee obey God it makes the yoke of Christ easie and sweet it states the soul in the possession of heaven while the bodo remains on earth By saith wee view the glory of heaven and know our selves to be happy even then when to a carnal eye we seeme most miserable By faith we can chearfully part with and suffer deprivation of the sweetest outward comforts and enjoyments and welcome death knowing that we do but exchange the worst place and things for better Those that live by faith live upon God and are feasted in his banquetting house which is plentifully stored with all desirable dainties having this welcome Eate O friends and drinke abundantly It is oh believer thy portion duty and priviledge to refresh and exhilerate thy soule with his dainties and to enjoy Christ in them all that so thy joy may be full To live by faith in effectual calling
heart of unbeliefe in departing from the living God 3. From the lying vanities we have chosen they that hearken unto lying vanities forsake their owne mercies 4. From ignorance heedlesnesse and forgetfulnesse of the fulnesse and freenesse of the promise of God and his everlasting covenant of grace and from living by sense and not by faith 5. From unskilfulnesse of the word of righteousnesse 6. From the want of watchfulnesse against sin the not keeping of a clear conscience omission of duties and loose walking with God these will raise tumults in the soul 7. From building our hope and comfort upon that which is mutable and uncertaine upon our own personal Sanctification and not upon Christ and our free justification by him who is made unto us of God Wisdom Righteousnesse Sanctification and Redemption 8. From ouâ— owne false reasonings as to conclude that we have no work â—o grace wrought upon us because we as present cannot see or feele any grace in our selves thus many weake believers that are through Christ right precious in the sight of God are subject to delude themselves in chusing trouble and preâ—erring it before comâ—ort 9. From the bodies distemper with melancolly and troubling your selves with the event of things and from pride which hinders a quiet submission unto God in that condition inward or outward which he hath led us unto and from want of patience to wait upon him for deliverance out of trouble in the use of means 10. From want of consideration of the ground of the trouble and enquiry whether it ought to be a cause of discouragement or not 11. From too much eying of sinne or an over-sensiblenesse of infirmities and not eying of Christ with them the conscience enlighted siding with the law against it self 12. From the poor creature striving to get out of its dungeon by its ownwrestling whereby in steed of gaining inlargment it heightens its own distempers 13. From unbelief which takes the law and applies the same with the threats thereof unto the soule therby occasioning fears and discouragements 14. From ignorance of the love of Christ and when the blessed spirit of truth doth once come into the soule and discover the love of Christ unto it its doubts are immediately resolved and it is sweetely revived 15 From slighting the means that God hath given for our recovery we are indeed with thankfulnesse to use the means and yet to know that means cannot cure a soul it must be the operation of the Spirit of Christ in the soul which is as God pleases 16. From Gods not appearing to and the Spirits not operating in the soule the operation whereof discovers unto the soule the overflowing fulnesse of the loves of Christ and brings the soule to believe in the Lord Jesus and trust in his mercy Our carnal reason and corrupt hearts and Satan with his suggestions are so neere us and before our eyes that we cannot see God and we hearken so much unto what these dictate that we mind not the blessed voice of the Spirit of Christ which would revive and fill our soules with joy and peace in believing and make us so wise and strong in his time that we should not any more cast away our confidence in God And as Gods love which is free ful and perfect is discovered to the soule so yea in the same measure anr doubts and feares cast out Perfect love casts out fear and the poore creature is made perfect in love Nine Reasons against fears and discouragements in a believer raised from Isaiah 41. 10. Fear thou not for I am with thee be not dismayed for I am thy God I wil strengthen thee yea I wil help thee yea I wil uphold thee with the right hand of my Righteousnesse The first reason is Because it is against Gods command for a believer to feare or be discouraged fear thou not 2. Because thou hast the presence of God to helpe thee I am with thee 3. Because a believer hath an interest in God which is a happinesse beyond all miseries I am thy God 4. Because nothing can befall him but what God appoints who loveth him 5. Because whatsoever befals him shall do him good 6. Because the bitternesse shal be but short 7. Because fears and discouragements never do any good but much hurt they deprive us of many an opportunity of doing Christ service 8. Because fears are doubts are unsuitable for a Saint the fearful and unbelieving shall have their part in the lake c. with Sâ—rcerers Idolaters and Lyars 9. Because fears are unreasonable for a child of God the Lord having given unto his many sweet and precious promises That they shall not want any good thing he hath said I will never leave thee nor forsake thee they are therefore safe and neede not to fear but in God alwaies rejoice and sing praises to him One and twenty several means to be used by poore weake believers for their settlement in the assurance of the love of God when they are tossed with tempests and incompassed with discouragements viz. 1. Means Commune with thine owne heart and make diligent search to find out what it is that troubles thee Reason within thy selfe Why art thou cast downe O my soule and disquieted within me c. 2. Means Renounce all lying vanities and hearken unto none of them hearken not to the voice of thine own heart it is a lying vanity and wil deceive thee Hearken not unto sense Thomas said he would not believe unlesse he might see and thrust his hand into his side but such sensual practises are to be abhorred by us for it is no other but to consult with flesh and blood which cannot discern spiritual things and is condemned some wil see an holy frame of Spirit in themselvs and feele sinne subdued before they wil believe this is sensual for faith lookes not to such things as these but to God in his word therefore we live not by sight but by faith blessed are they which have not seen yet have believed Hearken not unto carnal reason for in so doing thou canst neither believe submit to God not be setled Reason wil say a Virgin cannot bring forth a child and that a woman ninetie years of age is past conceiving a child Reason contradicts God himselfe and saith these things cannot be can reason believe that the wals of Jericho fel down by faith and that the Saints stopped the mouths of Lyons and quenched the violence of fire Yet faith did it Is it likely or possible to reason for a man to walke upon the sea or Peter did Did not Christs command seeme vain to Peters reason that he should then cast hâ—s net into â—he sea seeing he had cast it in so often and fished all night and caught nothing Can reason
so adamantinely hard that I can be affected neither with the chastisements nor mercies of the Lord. There is indeed much hardness of heart in the deare children of God their hearts have been as hard as a rock adamant or flint they and they only feel it complaine of it and mourn under it and this is tendernes or the effect of an heart of flesh It is the frame of a new heart and the temper of an experienced gracious spirit to lament from the sense of its own hardnesse of heart O Lord why hast thou made us to erre from thy waies and hardned our hearts from thy feare Doubtlesse thou art our father c. Their hearts were hardned from Gods feare and yet they were the children of God Poore soule I would be acquainted how thou camest to know thou hast an hard heart who told thee so art thou certaine thou art not mistaken if thou replyest that thou seest or feelest it I reply if it be so then thou art happy for thou haâ—â— the inbeing of the Spirit of Christ it is none other then the Spirit of the Lord Jesus that discovers to a man his own darknesse and convinceth him of his own deadnesse and hardnesse of heart yea none but this Spirit lusteth against the flesh and thou livest to God truly though not so holily and sensibly as thou mightest and oughtest for how should a senselesse stone feele its own hardnesse or he that is soundly a sleep perceive himself to sleepe or the dead man feele himselfe to be so Sense or feeling is an evident demonstration not only of life but of life in action Consider thy selfe as thou art in Christ in union with him what is his is thine Christs fruitfulnesse is thine in him is thy fruit found and if hee hath not as yet poured forth plentifully of the Spirit of grace and Supplication upon thee thou hast his promise for it hee hath offered up strong cries and teares unto the father for thee thou daily committest sinne from a body of death and corruption thou carriest with thee let thy glory and reioycing be that thy sinnes are forgiven and shall be remembred no more and rest satisfied in point of salvation in what Christ hath done Thy best works cannot save thee nor thy worst destroy thee Thanks be to God who hath given us victory by Jesus Christ Fetch thy comfort from him and not from what thou findest or possibly maiest find or feele in thy selfe We are not to judge of our eterâ—all condition and of Gods love to us by the hardnes or softnes of our hearts or by what workes of righteousnesse wee see and feele in our selves but to live by faith in the sonne of God who hath promised that hee will take away the stony heart out of thy flesh and give thee an heart of flesh and that hee wil turne the flint into a fountaine of waters Because I feele not my selfe sanctified I â—eare I am not justified Believers must not say they have no sanctification because they see and feele none David cried out in the bitternes of his soule that his sin was ever before him and then his sanctification was out of his sight and that God had forgotten to bee gracious but afterwards he said of it This is my infirmity You know in an house when it is darke there may bee all things that were there when it was light but you see them not till the candle be brought in The womans grote in the parable was in the house but shee found it not till she had lighted her candle therefore say with David Light my candle Oh Lord and the spirit of man is the candle of the Lord. Sanctification or the fruits and effects of the spirit in a believer do indeed comfort our faith in their kind and degree they are given to bee a light in some measure to our own consciences and to others Let your light so shine before men And glorifie God in your bodies and spirits Shew me thy faith by thy works they are the bracelets of the Spouse they are the beames of Christ the sun of righteousnesse but they are not Christ now clouds may hinder the beames from inlightning a roome but the Sun is still where it was the tree you know is there where it was when the Apples or fruit thereof may be blowne down by the winde of Temptation spoken of in the Parable yet then such promises as these are laid in for such a season Who is among you that fears the Lord that obeys the voice of his servant that walks in darknesse and sees no light let him trust in the Name of the Lord and stay upon his God And the vision is for an appointed time but at the end it shall speake and not lie though it tarry wait for it wait for it because it wil surely come and not tarry But the just shall live by faith Consider seriously how can any good assurance arise from the change that is in any child of God in this life or his sanctification it being not such in any particular act or worke wherin is no spot of sinne is it not a mixture of flesh and Spirit why then feelest thou after it as thou dost Since the best and most through sanctification in any is not pure enough for the eyes of the Lord why then make you it any bottom for assurance Observe that all the while you or any others have so done you and they like Noahs Dove can find no resting place the soales of your feete for the Spirit of Christ tells us when we have done all we can we are but unprofitable servants and that all our righteousnesse is but as menstruous cloaths And while we gaze upon the work of sanctification in us we find stil a rottennesse in every part of it call all into question and find fault with our repentance mortification new obedience c. therefore let us be sure still to take Christ in here who is a believers sanctification as wel as his righteousnesse In order to the removing of this discouragement consider a few particulars 1. If you suppose that God takes in any part of your faith repentance new-obedience or sanctification as a ground upon which he justifies or forgives you you are absolutely against the word for if it be of works it is no more of grace otherwise work is no more worke 2. It must then be only the evidence of your being justified that you seeke for in your sanctification These two things thus premised I proceed 1. We must allow any believer to take in any thing of his sanctification to help his assurance which the word allowes of as the Spirit and the fruits thereof that is to say repentance mortification of sin new obedience c. but then it
now decayed Poore heart I would have thee consider these five things viz. 1. The ground of our faith is God in his word and not our sight and feeling That is sensual we live not by sight but by faith in the Son of God 2. Consider that as long as thou maintainest fears jealousies of Gods love unto thee it is no wonder if thy condition be no better then it is Call to mind the daies of old And remember that with God is no variablenesse nor shadow of turning whom he loves he loves for ever his love is an everlasting love And remember that a poore believers consolation depends not so much upon his knowing Christ as upon this that we are knowne of him and held fast by him who hath taken the charge of us 3. A child of God may decay in parts sight feeling and exercise of faith these are sometimes more and sometimes lesse as God sees best that we might rest and relie upon Christ alone The graces accompanying salvation no saint shal ever lose but a present sensible and continuall exercise of any grace God hath not promised the exercise of grace in the Saints ebbs and flowes the Lord often withdrawes the exercise of one grace that so another may shine forth with the greater lustre and that we may in faith and humility depend up on him who is the rock of our strength and our portion for ever 4. Consider That it is a principal part of the new covenant of Gods grace that he wil write his law in our hearts and that we shall not depart from him And the Lord also saith The mountains shal depart and the hils be removed but my loving kindnesse shall not depart from thee neither shall the Covenant of my peace he removed And in the Prophesie of Jeremiah he saith further If thou canst breake my Covenant of the day and my Covenant of the night that there shall not be day and night in their season then may also my covenant be broken 5. Consider that wee ought to believe that which wee neither see nor â—eel wee are to believe under hope against hope Faith is the evidence of things not seene To live by faith is to walk after the spirit and to live by sight sense and feeling is to live after the flesh Were it not a groundless thing in nature to feare that there is no sinne in the firmament because that at present its face is masked with a cloud and wee feele not the warming and inlivening influence of its beames I feare that the opposition in mee against sinne is not between Christ and Satan or the spirit and the flesh but betweene my corrupt will and my inlightened conscience It is granted that every opposition or striving in men is not from the antipathy between Christ and Satan or the flesh and spirit which reciprocally lust against each other yet the difference between the antipathy of the flesh and spirit and of the corrupt will and enlightened conscience is very discernable 1. The naturall conscience though inlightened acts only in a naturall way at the most it is but morall as not to lie steale sweare c. 2. It stirs not unless forced and then unto that only whereunto it is forced as a Justice of the peace having issued forth his warrant to a drunken constable to search for drunkards this constable dare do no other then search for them though his heart bee with them 3. Conscience inlightened strikes only at the branches but not at the root of sinne 4. It sets one faculty against another as the will and affections against the understanding First But the spirit of Christ causes an opposition in the same faculty as in the will c. 2. The spiritâ— of Christ makes a free full constant and impartial resistance against all sinne 3. It discovers to the soule her secret corruptions in their colours this spirit overpowereth the soule causing it to hate sinne and leave it 4. This spirit causeth the soule to bee so much the more glad by how much sinne is the more discovered 5. It teaches the soul to oppose all sin even the appearance of evil equally proportionably and orderly 6. This Spirit teaches the soul not to turn the grace of God into incouragement to sin I cannot pray nor do any thing that is good therefore God hath not done my soule good and I have many suggestions that I have no worke of grace wrought in mee which much weakens my confidence 1. Poore soul 〈◊〉 thy grace is weak and thy weaknesse proceeds from infidelity which deadens the heart and hinders thy living upon the strength of Christ 2. It is thus with thee that thou mayest see thy necessity of Christs strength go to and waite upon him by faith for it and live upon him who hath promised to be a ful supply unto his 3. If God hath given thee a desire to obey him say not that it is nothing God saith it is something he that gives this accepts it for if there be a willing mind it is accepted according to that a man hath and not according to that he hath not and he wil grant thy desire in his time he wil 〈◊〉 the desires of them that feare him he also will heare their cry and wil save them Christ wil not quench the smoaking flax though we see no fire yet we know there is some by the smoake it is a Character of a servant of the Lord to desire to feare his name spiritual or holy desires cannot be in a soule that hath no grace desires after grace and of spiritual things is an act of spiritual life an act is from a faculty and a faculty is a concomitant of life a man that is dead in trespasses and sins cannot while dead have a spiritual desire spiritual desires are the productions of faith and love and many times a wil to obey is all that a spiritual believer can find To will is present with mee but how to performe that which is good I find not for the good I would I do not but the evil I would not that do I the strongest saint is but weak Paul was an eminent Saint yet consider what he saith of himselfe Rom. 7. from 14. to 25. Rom. 8. from 37. to 39. he had no power to doe what he would yet he lived by faith in the Son of God 4. We should doe all we can to obey God yet we must know that our all wil be infinitely too little to justifie us in the sight of God for by grace are ye saved through faith and that not of our selves c. not of works lest any man should boast Then as to the second branch viz. That God hath not done thy soule good Certainly God hath begun his work in thee if he hath convinced thee of sin and
though in every new change and form mysterious enough to cozen all the unbelieving world though never so wise and learned The man of sinne seeks with all subtilty to set up that in forme and flesh and so preserve his kingdome which God is doing in Spirit and power It is the form of Religion that is the shelter and thicket wherein this deceiver and his false Prophets lurke concealed but yet shall never prevaile to deceive the chosen faithful and ransomed of the Lord these being redeemed from the earth shall still be found with the Lamb upon Mount Sion for that the Lord shines forth light upon them whereby through their Sonship and unction with him they doe and shall discover and overcome it It is from this unction that you know truth from errour though it be never so much reproached and errour from truth though never so much extolled and magnified by carnal and temporizing Christians Wherefore you faithful ones have great cause to keepe upon your watch inasmuch as the chief design of Antichrist is to seduce the Elect for that there are none else in the whole world that either dare or know how to oppose him but you and he well knows that if he can but prevaile with you all the world besides wil follow him headlong as the Gaderens swine ran into the Sea and were choaked You know that the National Antichristian Clergy and carnal Priests are the Sorcerers who have been so numerous that they have bewitched and deceived all Nations These are the Merchants who have made the Inhabitants of the earth drunk with the wine of their fornications and with whom the kings of the earth have beene and are so friendly as to commit fornication these are they who by their Jure Divino as they will have it have opposed and exalted themselves above all that is called God or that is worshipped so that they as God sit in the Temple of God shewing themselves that they are God and Lord it over Gods heritage and the consciences of his people These are the men who for their judaical hire where not sacrificed unto their idol snatched by force of the secular power have through their humane learning Academical degrees School Divinity Sacrednesse of their orders and Ecclesiastical ordination led thousands of souls hoodwinkt to destruction Such Schoole Graduates usually prove Theologi gloriae and not Theologi Crucis Divines of glory and not of the crosse and in a word may easily be perceived to be the Rulers of the darknesseâ— of this world even that part of Antichrist which he hath left lurking in this generation to oppose Christ in Spirit take heed therefore that you neither drink nor sippe of the Clergies cup lest having drunk thereof ye through the strength of their inchantments fall asleepe and be rendred unable to follow Christ further The Lord is come out of his place to rebuke the boisterous winds to breake the Cedars to darken the Sunne and Moone to shame and confound all humane Policie and power to staine the pride of all glory and to bring to contempt all that be glorious and the honourable of the earth and to take vengeance and do execution upon Babylon in order whereunto he hath stained the Lordly power and pride of those false Prophets the Prelates destroyed their Courts Canons and other abominations this design of his he is still carrying on though he may now seem to be going backwards the Sunne of Righteousnesse is never retrograde there shall not a stone be left upon a stone which shall not be thrown down shee must be wholly desolate And as before the Lord made use of the higher powers for effecting of what was then done so he wil for the residue in the fulnesse of time command his sanctified ones cal his mighty ones even them that rejocye in his Highnesse to fulfil his pleasure upon the great whore therefore you that have the Spirit of Christ within you give the Lord no rest till the Mountaine of his house be according to his own promises set up above the mountains and exalted above the hills till the new and spiritual Jerusalem that comes down from God out of heaven even his true spiritual Church that through faith hope and love lives out of this world and the element thereof in the kingdome of his Dear Sonne be made an eternall Excellencie and the joy of generations and until those who have afflicted it and dominiered over it be made to come humbly bending to it and lick the dust of its feete as the Lord hath promised Then shall the light and teaching of the Spirit in Scriptures which have beene forgotten and stood like a Sparrow upon the house tops desolate and forsaken become the only teaching Then shall the Lords inheritance that lie as dead and dry bones now in the vally live their nerves and bones being by the Lord knit together the spirit shall enter into them and set them upon their feete and they shal be called the valley of vision Then shall all low and carnall apprehensions of God which caused doubts and feares be done away there shall bee no night there nor clouds to hinder the intercourses of Love between God and the soule his servants shall serve him You that are spirituall know that it is also the present Designe of God to pull downe the old heavens wherein the men of the world would ascend up unto God even that old building which men for diverse hundreds of yeares have been in seting up is that hay and stubble which God by the brightnesse of his coming in Spirit is burning up Oh therefore earnestly beg of him that we may shortly see Satan troden under our feet and the Beast with the false Prophet that wrought miracles before him cast alive in the midst of their deceitfull workings into that Lake which burnes with Brimstone for evermore And that we may hear that shout of Triumph in the Spirituall Church Babylon is falne is falne and is now become an habitation of Devills and uncleane Spirits which before was the habitation of hypocrites and false Christians yet painted over with the most specious and glorious pretensions and shews of Religion and holinesse that the deceivablenesse of unrighteousness could trick up the Strumpet withall and that whatsoever hath beene captived into Babylon may be brought back and set upon Mount Sion That the redeemed of the Lord may return and being filled with the Spirit and restored to their primitive state may shine in the perfection of beauty and holinesse Then shall all Saints sing in the unity of the Spirit the song of Moses the servant of God and the song of the Lambe Great and marvellous are thy works Lord God almighty just and true
are thy waies thou King of Saints It will I suppose seeme strange unto many That I have not according to the most general practise dedicated these endeavours unto some man in authoritie for Patronage and protection The matters contained herein as wel as in the ensuing Treatise wil appear truth when weighed in the balance of the Sanctuary stumble not then at the weakness of the instrument what is more usual then for the Lord through weak and contemptible means to perfect his owne praise How doe men prize the dust of Gold what a deal of worth is in a little diamond despise not the day of smal things a little starre may light to Christ The Doctrines and traditions of men indeed call for an arme of the Secular power to prop them up withall But the true doctrine of the word of the Kingdome hath a standing licence from Christ Jesus and comes upon the world as the rain and dew without asking leave of man or the sonnes of men what is stronger then truth whose going forth is as the morning and riseth up to a glorious day To protect truth and bring forth truth are the worke and prerogative royal of that King whom God hath set upon his holy hill of Sion And therefore also I commend you unto his protection and guidance and to the word of his grace who is able and willing abundantly to support and strengthen us in the inward man as well during the houre of temptation which is breaking forth as at any other time whatsoever and remaine Your and the truths unfeigned Friend and Servant JOHN SMITH THE CONTENTS A Man may be confident of his Salvation and yet deluded and whence such vaine confidence is derived 1 What it is to be fatherlesse and lost 4 121 50 The difference betweene faith and presumption 5 Who are weake Members of Christ 6 Three properties of true grace 7 The difference between a weak Member of Christ and an Hypocrite 10 to 14 Foure differences between the repentance of an hypocrite and that of a childe of God from 14 to 19 16 Precious and soule-establishing considerations deduced from the Covenant of grace from 20 to 37 Diverse inviting Characters and soule-winning incouragements of faith 37 to 40 Eleaven motives and incouragementâ— to believe 40 There is but looke up unto Christ Jesus and salvation is in thy soule and believing with thy heart and thou art saved thou wert saved by Christ before but now in thy selfe 43 Five grounds why Salvation is so soone done 46 How God begets faith in an unbeliever 47 When the soule is come to believe that Christ was made sinne for it its doubts are vanquished and the soul sweetly quieted and setled 48. A Collection of sixteen things from whence it is that many weake Believers are incompassed with so many doubts feares and discouragements together with 21 severall wayes and meanes to be used by them for their settlement in the Assurance of the love of God when they are tossed with tempests and incompassed with discouragements From 50 to 77 Meanes alone cannot settle a soule 77 Faith in Christ sweetly quiets and settles a soule 41 42 49 190. 191. 192 193 194 195 196 197. The poore believers doubts fears and discouragements proceed neither from God Christ nor the Spirit of Truth 50 to 53 Nine Reasons against feares and discouragements in a Believer raised from 41 Isa 10. 57 The feares of Believers are usually of some of these seaven kindes 79 With their Remedies 1. They are and they are not perswaded their sinnes are pardoned c. Ibid. 2. Some are perswaded that many of their sinnes are pardoned but not some others which they have most sinned in c. 80 3. Diverse feare still God doth not intend them such grace as he proffens and speaks of in his word but suspect the Gospel and are jealous that God hath some reckoning still behind because they see themselves sinfull c. Ibid. 4. They think though God may bee reconciled to them love them at sometimes and pardon their sinnes yet God may be provoked againe 81 5. They suppose they cannot sin as they doe daily and not be accountable and that they cannot but be sinners in Gods sight as well as in their owne c. 83 6. They think every affliction or trouble that befalls them is a messenger of wrath from God and so help the affliction to afflict themselves ib. 7. They enterpret every curse in the law and new Testament for sin their own if it be against their sin 85 64. 181 A Collection of 30 several fears doubts and discouragements that poor weak believers either in or about conversion or desertion take up against themselves with several remedies resolutions and answers thereunto from 86 to 175. Several degrees of the Saints growth in grace 88 89 90 91. The time of doubting is a barren time 89 90 The way for assurance 68 98 109 101 102 Faith evidenceth to us our justification 67 68 181. 182 Believers may think they believe not when they doe believe 142 Such as desire to believe have faith 153 Faith is where spiritual desires are 131 153 154. It is one thing to know and another thing to know that we know 145 146 No effect of Sanctification can evidence Justification 67 68 180 A Saints comfort not to depend upon his owne personal Sanctification and why 67 68 5. It is one thing to be justified and another thing to be sanctified 67 68 179 181 182 Faith looks beyond sight and feeling 123 124 125 126 127 131. 60 61. Several reasons wherefore God leaves sin in and many times permits corruptions to be strong in his deare children 122. 123 108 187 188. God turnes the sins of his children to the good of their soules 189 Great faith may be where there is feare and trembling 148 God is never an enemy to his though they greatly sinne against him 31 32 110 Heart what and where seated 153 What it is to give God the heart 153 154 The sins of the Elect are forgiven them before they know it 163 Faith is so smal and weak in many that they cannot discern it 145 147 148 155 God oft hides himselfe from his 104 105 The sins of believers are laid upon Christ and now they are Christs and not their own 66 179 183 184 190 191 A believers unbeliefe cannot frustrate Gods faithfulnesse 144 A believers happiness depends not upon his own doings 116 117 113 114 115 172 173 174 It is not any thing man can doe that makes him more or lesse beloved of God 107 108 160 178 179 180 Christs righteousnesse the Saints comfort 116 117 179 180 181 182 183 190 to 196. Believers are not to apply the threatnings in the Scriptures against their sins unto themselves they being laid upon Christ 64 85 The weakest Saint in Christ hath satisfied the Law 115 182 True believers put a difference between the
babe in Christ though carnal those desires which worke towards God came from God the Spirit returnes to him that gave it Secondly I call those Members of Christ accidentally weak who are habitually strong in the faith having strong breathings of the Spirit of Christ and so not lyable unto that constant weaknesse wherewith babes or children in Christ are incompassed and yet may somtimes be accidentally weakned by reason either of sharp afflictions unto which Christ brings them or great services unto which he calls them or else by some great and desperate falls into sinne which through infirmity and as it were by accident they have taken There are two sorts of men that after the committing of sinne can believe pardon thereof no further then they can see themselves humbled or finde repentance in them for it First Such as have a weak faith in the Lord Jesus and these with Thomas may receive reprehension from our Saviour Because thou hast seen me thou hast believed blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed Secondly Meere titular Christians but in very deed hypocrites who build their faith upon the sandy foundation of their own repentance humiliation and such other like qualifications though they say and perhaps think otherwise and then no wonder if when their foundation be removed their faith faile and they fall But if it be inquired what the difference is between a weak Member of Christ and an hypocrite I answer The weak Member of Christ hath another secret frame of Grace in him which will not suffer him to rest upon this rotten foundation the Spirit of God bloweth upon him and gives him to see that this way of the flesh will faile him and at last pitcheth him absolutely upon Christ and leads the poore soule to lay hold upon the word of his promise which indures for ever All flesh is grasse and all the goodlinesse thereof is as the flower of the field the grasse withereth the flower fadeth because the Spirit of the Lord bloweth upon it Surely the people is grasse the grasse withereth the flower fadeth but the word of God shall stand for ever When the Lord begets one by the immortall seed of his Word he then lets him know that all flesh is grasse and that whatsoever â—lesh and nature can desire to rest upon falleth away and teacheth him to rest onely upon the word of Promise which indures for ever tendred in the Gospel But the hypocrite being not blown upon by this Spirit not having the seed of grace conveyed unto him in the Gospel-promise stumbles at this way of free justification and seeks justification in another way forming up a Religion according to himselfe of pleasing and displeasing and by what he doth and doth not and thus going about through his naturall knowledge or light to establish his own righteousness wherein is but a more glorious damnation to be got at best he submits not to the righteousnesse of Jesus Christ And he waxing confident in this way teacheth it unto others thinks others foolish and blind in regard of himselfe yea he growes so confident as that heâ— dares pleade his cause with God Have we not prophesied in thy name c. He hath a faith though indeed but a dead one and yet it wil go farre in the resemblance carrying the image of something like unto the new man as the faint reflections of the Sun in a cloud look like the Sun but are not and may both deceive the soul of the person where it is and of others that goe but according to the appearance yet there being no spiritual life nor Christ formed in such a soul there can be neither any right spiritual enjoyment of Christ nor sollid communion with God in him though all the changes of the Spirit may seeme to be there to such a carnal formally deceiving heart He may repent as Ahab he may joy in the Gospel ordinances and have a kind of reforming with Herod there may be in him a kind of faith as in those that believed mentioned in the Parable but in time of temptation fell away there may be a frequenting of the word preached as appears by those that said unto our Saviour have we not eaten and drunk in thy presence and thou taught in our streets There may be a conviction of sin as in Faelix who trembled at Pauls preaching he may hold out with Christ in very great troubles nay suffer even death in the cause of Christ But all these are not yet in the power of Christ nor in the life of the Spirit so that the fruits and seeming graces of such are but like the berries upon the thorn in the way side not like the grapes upon the Vine he is not built upon that Rock of ages Christ Jesus and other foundation can no man lay and therefore it is no matter of admiration if like wandring stars and clouds that have no water such are ever rolling up and down and never established He dare not reckon with his conscience for the blood of sprinkling is not there and without blood there is no remission no boldness against sinne no looking Conscience in the face An hypocrite may have a name to live and to tast of the heavenly gift but is indeed dead and senseless yea absolutely void of spiritual life and may not unfitly be compared to that Statue of a man which they say Albertus Magnus was thirty years about that by reason of springs and devices within could walke up and down and speak articulately which stil was void of life so here c. some springs within resulting from self-love some scrnes of ostentation may produce in the hypocrite speech and motion in the wayes of God but being destitute of spiritual life must needs be void of spiritual senses and consequently of those soule satisfying ravishing and transforming tastes and relishes of the goodness of God which the Saints enjoy And thus although he may ascend many rounds in Jacobs ladder the greater at last will his fall into utter darkness be if the Lord give not repentance But inasmuch as the child of God and an hypocrite both stand for repentance it may be enquired what the difference is between the repentance of the one and of the other I shal only instance a few of the differences instead of many more that might be insisted upon 1. That which turneth an hypocrite from his sin causing him to grieve and mourne for it is principally a convicted conscience and restraining grace this made Judas confesse his sin and restore his pieces of silver who neverthelesse denyed the power of the Spirit of Christ But the child of God he hath this Law of repentance put into his inward parts and written in his heart by the finger of the Spirit of the Lord though many times by
every poor believer Thus saith the Lord God unto Jerusalem thine habitation and thy kindred is of the Land of Canaan thy father was an Amorite and thy mother an Hittite and in thy nativity when thou wast born thy navel was not cut thou wast not washed inwater to soften thee thou wast not salted with salt nor swadled in clouts none eye pitied thee to do any of these unto thee for to have compassion upon thee but thou wast cast out in the open field to the loathing of thy person in the day that thou wast borne And when I passed by thee I saw thee polluted in thine owne blood and I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood live even when thou wast in thy blood live Now when I passed by thee and looked upon thee behold thy time was as the time of love and I spread my skirts over thee and covered thy filthinesse yea I sware unto thee and entred into a covenant with thee saith the Lord God and thou becamest mine then washed I thee with water yea I washed away thy blood from thee and I annointed thee with oyle I cloathed thee also with broidered work and shod thee with Badgers skin and I girded thee about with fine linnen and I covered thee with silke I decked thee also with ornaments and I put bracelets upon thine hands and a chaine on thy neck It is an apparent truth unto all experienced Christians that vvhen God first enters into covenant vvith men he finds them in their blood in their infidelity he finds them unholy but as soone as this covenant is struck vvith them thou becamest mine saith the Lord in the last mentioned Scripture then I washed thee with water c. yea I washed away thy blood â—rom thee The Lord puts his holy Spirit in them and his holinesse and so they immediately become the people of his holiness God becomes our God and then makes us his people and afterwards washes us and sanctifies us from our sins And although poor believers have injuriously and unkindly offended this gracious God by their manifold provocations yea though they have despised the oath in breaking this covenant and played the harlot in the face of the Lord yet the Lord wil have such to know that his wayes are not as their wayes but as farre above them as the heavens are above the earth For thus saith the Lord God I might even deale with thee as thou hast done which hast despised the oath in breaking the Covenant Neverthelesse I will remember my covenant with thee in the dayes of thy youth and I wil establish unto thee an everlasting covenant and thou shalt know that I am the Lord that thou mayest remember and be confounded and never open thy mouth any more because of thy shame when I am pacified towards thee for all that thou hast done saith the Lord God And as this covenant is free so likewise it is unconditional on mans part God is pleased indeed to take us into covenant not upon any condition in us before he brings with him Christ and in him all the conditions and make us as he would have us not for the covenant but in it or under it we are not his people before he be our God first you have not chosen me but I have chosen you And it evidently appears that there is nothing required of a man to make him partaker of this covenant no not faith though divers affirm that it is requisite that God gives faith unto men before he enters into covenant with them that so they may have it as a hand to take hold upon the covenant but of such I would be satisfied if the new covenant of grace be not unconditinal on mans part how it differs from a covenant of works is it not a hard and as impossible a thing for man of himself to believe in Christ as it is to keepe the whole Law to believe in Christ is a fruit of his spirit and must we not be in Christ before we beare fruit we cannot rationally expect the effect before the cause the light before the sun or heat before we have fire therefore we must be in Christ before we can beleive we cannot from Scripture ground expect faith in the soul before Christs spiritual presence be there he that hath the spirit of Christ hath Christ we have the spirit of Christ before we believe therefore we have Christ before we can believe so â—at it is Christ in us that brings us to Christ out of us it is the spirit of Christ that leads a sinful soul to the person and righteousnes of Christ faith is no condition but one of the graces of the covenant on Gods part to be given to those who are given unto Christ and is not given before the covenant but in with and through the covenant and there must â—e the spiritual presence of Christ who is the Author of â—aith in the soul â—ither before or at the very first instant of believing for that the cause must necessarily anteceede the effect Thus it manifestly appeares that at Gods first entring into Covenant with a man the poore Creature is meerely passive having no condition at all in him yet when God hath taken a man into Covenant with himselfe and sowne the immortall seed of grace in the field of his heart and so sprung up light life and faith in the soule then the soule is to say as Christ said my Father worketh hitherto and I workâ— or as the Apostle said we are co-workers with him yet herein wee must also know it is not enough for God to tune the instrument of the soule unlesse he himself also play thereon without this the Musick cannot be melodious it is not enough for God to worke grace in mens hearts but hee must also quicken put forth and act those graces he hath been pleased to infuse into and worke in the Saints And it is Gods part not only to propound and to offer but it is his part also and his promise to bring men into the bonds of the Covenant and to worke a willingnesse and abilitie in men to receive what he offers and gives to believe what he promises and to obey what he commandâ— The new Covenant is indeed meerely a Promise for the Covenant that God makes with his now under the gospel is all on his owne part without any thing on mans he makes himselfe ours and makes us his all is of his owne doing though a Covenant in the strict legall and common sense is upon certaine Articleâ— of agreement and conditions on both sides to be performed Thus stood the old Covenant there was life promised on condition of obedience and so in Covenants and Contracts between man and man but now there is a Covenant or rather promise in Jesus Christ who is called the Mediatour or Manager of the Covenant in which God gives
this quickning Spirit of Christ the two edged sword of the word preached wil prove but as Scanderbegs sword which without Scanderbegs arm was able to doe little or nothing It is through grace that men believe yet men are to use the means for in the preaching of the word God hath covenanted that his Spirit go along with and add power to the word spoken make it effectual to the enabling of the creature to obey he said unto me Son of man stand upon thy feet and the Spirit entered into me when he had spoken unto me and set me upon my feet And the dead shal hear the voice of the Son of God and they that hear shall live otherwiâ—e were it in vaine to speak unto dead men to believe and all men are by nature spiritually dead only they believe whose hearts God opens None can believe but they unto whom it is given When the soule is come to believe that Christ was made sinne for it its doubts are vanquished and the soul sweetly quieted and setled As soone as Jesus Christ by his Spirit hath convinced the soule that he is made sin for it and that it is made the Righteousnesse of God in him then do all its doubts fears and objections vanish and Christ is believed in and lived upon with thankfulnesse and joy yea such a soule by its eye of faith sees it farre better that Christ was made sin for it then if it had never sinned yea as much better as a spiritual body is better then a natural as much better as the image of the heavenly is better then the image of the earthly body yea as much better as strength is better then weaknesse and as heaven is better then earth It is faith in Christ that rids the soul of all its distempers doubts fears and discouragements we may not separate the Spirit from faith for faith is the fruit and effect of the Spirit and wee cannot rationally expect the effect without its cause And it is the want of faith that causes troubles in the soul saith Christ ye believe in God believe also in me and let not your hearts be troubled believing in Christ sweetly quiets and settles a troubled soule and those that know God wil trust him with their bodies and souls and that upon his word all that know thy name wil trust in thee yea they wil cleave unto God in his promise even then when they are in their greatest fears and most sensible of their owne vilenesse and that not without sufficient warâ—ant Trust in him at all times God is a refuge for us Selah if at all times then at the worst of times yea even then believe and hear nothing against thy believing of God in his promise Abraham the faithfull believed against hope oh believe God intends thy good Christ came to seeke and to save the lost such as are lost in their sight and sense of their owne vilenesse insufficiency and misery A Collection of divers things from whâ—nâ—e it is that many weake Believers are incompassed with so many doubts feares and discouragements together with sundry especiall meanes which they are to make use of and wherein the Lord Jesus usually quiâ—ts and 〈◊〉 a disquieted soule in the assurance of his Love Negatively the doubts feares and discouragements of weake Believers proceed not from God for his voice is peace and comfort to his people I know the thoughts that I think towards you saith the Lord thoughts of peace and not of evill Comfort yee my people saith the Lord speake yee comfortably to Jerusalem cry unto her that her warfare is accomplished that her iniquity is pardoned You see they come not from God Nor come they from Christ he neither troubles nor discourages any it was promised concerning him that hee should speake peace Thy King cometh he shall speak peace unto the Heathen this is his worke and he doth it therefore he doth not trouble nor discourage any He is the horne of Salvation that God hath raised up for us to guide our feete in the way of peace He opens the blinde eyes He brings out the prisoners from the prison and them that sit in darknesse out of the prison-house He is that light that is sprung up unto those that sit in darknesse and in the Region and shadow of death he bindes up the broken hearted he proclaimes peace and liberty he comforts all that mourne He gives beautie for ashes the oyle of joy for mourning and the garments of Praise for the spirit of heavinesse he was given to heale the broken hearted to preach deliverance to the Captives and recovering of sight to the blinde to set at liberty poore bruised prisoners that have been taken Captive by the Devil and the maine end of his coming is to abolish death and to bring life and Immortality to light through the Gospel this is his worke and he doth it he is gracious and pitifull hee will not quench the smoaking flax nor breake the bruised reed his voice is full of love and tendernesse his words are sweet words as Let not your hearts be troubled feare not it is your fathers pleasure to give you a Kingdome Cast your care upon me I will care for you Christs voyce unto his poore people is Open to mee my sister my Love my Dove my undefiled his name is King of Salem that is King of peace It is palpably apparent that our feares and discouragements come not from Christ Nor come they from the holy Spirit of God for he is the great and most sweet Comforter he causes no discouragements but removes them all by revealing and applying unto the soule the love of God and carries the soule by faith from all discouragements unto God who is love and peace where the soule is to rest and be filled with sweet peace This is the worke of the Spirit and hence it is that he is called the Comforter he never caused the least feare or discouragement in the soule of any The consideration that our feares doubts and discouragements come not from God nor from Christ nor from the holy Spirit is sweet for then what need wee regard them yea we may slight them Affirmatively the doubts feares and discouragements of weake believers doe proceed viz. 1. From the Devill who is a malicious adversary to the Saints hee either tempts us to sinne and that will cause us to doubt or else hee tempts us to doubt and that will cause us to sinne and thus he raises doubts and feares to hinder their comfort and peace in believing he also tempts them and takes the word out of their hearts least they should believe From whence these particulars ensue 2. From our owne hearts Take heed brethren lest there be in any of you an evil
conceive how the dead who are eaten with beasts and fishes and turned into dust can be raised unto life or that the sea can be divided the Sun go backwards the Rocks yeild water in abundance the flint be turned into a fountaine of water or that drie bones shal live Surely there can be no reason given to reason for these things wherefore seeing that sense and reason are so contrary to God in his word we may not hearken to them when they say the soule hath no grace because sense seeth or fâ—eleth none and that God wil not pardon our sins because there is no reason to reason why he should nor any way to reason which way it can be for with God all things are possible Also live not upon duties and performances groundlesse hopes nor peace comfort joy raptures or ravishments whether true or false live upon God alone and if thou livest upon any thing else as thy foundation whatsoever your sparks be you shall lie down in sorrow 3. Means Give no way at all to any discouragement although it seem never so just and reasonable This was David sin to admit of a Pâ—rley with that which he looked upon as tending to his discouragement saying Will the Lord cast off for ever doth his promise faile for evermore I said this is my infirmity As soone as he saw his infirmâ—ty he had other thoughts of God saying Who is so great a God as our God thou art the God that dâ—st wondeâ—s and thy footsteps are not known If God in his greatnesse mercy and the wonders he doth and the way he goeth were knowne by us we should admire and rejoyce at that for which we now mourn 4. Means Learn to know and distinguish betweene the voice of Christ and all other voices learne to know and say distinguishingly of Christs voice it is the voice of my beloved and hearken to it for it is peace thy sinâ— are forgiven thee I wil remember them no more therefore that voice that tends to the hindrance of the Saints peace suiteth with the voice of Satan and is not the voice of Christ I wil heare what the Lord wil speake for he wil speake peace unto his people Satan makes it his work to contradict this voice of God unto the soul and say it is a delusion and not likely to be from God yea and alledgeth seeming reason for it saying unto the soule Art thou a child of God and thus overpowered with corruptions c And now because this voice is suitable to carnal reason the poore soule is ready to close with it and conclude against God and its owne comfort that the voice of peace was not from God but a delusion of Satan and hereupon comes to mistake Christs voice to be the voice of Satan and Satans voice to be of Christ therefore know oh poore soule that such discouraging voices are from the divel and not from the Prince of peace 3. Means Learne to knovv and distinguish betweene the voice of the Gospel and the voice of the Lavv the Lavv saith Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things that are written in the Law to do them vvhen there is any worke to be done upon paine of punishment or upon promise of eternall life it is the voyce of the Law the Law requires doing something for life Moses describing the Righteousnesse of the Law saith That the man that doth these things shall live by them But the voyce of the Gospel is farre otherwise as that Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the Law being made a Curse for us and that his mercy is above what we can aske or thinke The promises of life are free and without condition the Gospel declares what God workes in us and freely gives unto us I will love them freely If we listned more unto the promise which is the voice of the Gospel and not to the voyce of the Law wee should enjoy more peace and finde lesse trouble 6. Meanes Meddle not with the threatnings in the word so as to apply them to thy soule for that they belong not unto thee and are no part of thy portion they concerne not the state of a believer however they may be of use to prevent sinne yet are of no use unto him after commission of it yea it is a weaknesse in a believer after commission of sinne to apply unto himself the threats of the Law against that sinne because we are not under the law but under grace Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods elect Christ being made a curse for us hath made perfect satisfaction on our behalves unto the justice of God and brought in an everlasting righteousness Reckon your selves to be dead indeed unto sin but alive unto God through Christ Jesus our Lord. This to doe is indeed against carnal reason sight sense and feeling but we are to walke by faith and not by sight 7. Means Judg not your condition by false principles some judge their eternal condition desperate for that they want those things the enjoyment whereof would not prove their state good as knowledge memory parts sensiblenesse of sins c. Others account their state and condition very bad for that they are incompassed with those things which if they were freed from would not prove their eternal condition good as passion temptations discontentednesse at the providences of God c. 8. Means Take heed ye be not overwhelmed with sin eye not so much thy infirmities beware of such a minding and complaining of sin as tends to discourage oppresse and trouble thy soule Davids experience speakes it sinful I complained saith he and my spirit was overwhelmed I am so troubled that I cannot speake to eye sinne so as to be overwhelmed and to have our spirits drunk up in the consideration of it is both against God and thy owne soule what thou seest and feelâ—st pore not upon and learn to see and perceive what is not obvious to thine owne sense and sight faith is the evidence of things not seene walk by faith and not by sight 9. Means Eâ—e Christ alâ—ne mind him meditate upon him the riches and freenesse of his grace and fetch all thy consolation from him who is made unto thee of God Wisdome Righteousnesse Sanctification and Redemption eye not so much thy selfe or thy sins as Christs full and perfect satisfaction which was offered by him and accepted of by God the Father for all thy sinnes oh therfore live in and rest upon the Lord Jesus alone and place all thy confidence in him who wil settle thee comfort quicken and uphold thee and be infinitely better unto thee then thy selfe can be 10. Means Learne to distinguish betweene thy justification and thy personal sanctification the first is quite out of thy selfe consisting in the
make a good construction of all his dispensations towards thee and know that his actings in us or upon us are the accomplishing of his wil for his owne glory and the good of his that which I think worst for mee may be best for mee How ever it be yet God is good and good to mee Thou oh Lord art still the same 18 Means Frequent those whom God hath settled in the assurance of his love these are able to direct and informe thee in the knowledge of the grace of God revealed in them wherein is peace and joy unspeakable and ful of glory many heare and confer with such as are ignorant of the grace of God and finde successe accordingly 19. Means When our spirits are never so much dejected and sadned we should with Isaiah wind up our affections and stirre up our selves to take hold on God and remember that Christ is our resting place whose spirit whispers in and unto us as it did unto David return unto thy rest oh my soule c. If thou hast sinned thou hast done very foolishly it being done it cannot be undone what shal the soul do but remember that sweet and gracious promise their sins and iniquities I will remember no more and consider that there is not any sin a believer can commit that should cause him to cast away his confidence or so much as question the love of God unto him for any thing he hath done or can befal him All that know the name of the Lord wil trust in him and cleave unto him for strength yea to be their strength against sinne for the time to come it is but a foolish conceit that brings a poore child of God to cast away his confidence and renders him culpable of the reprehension of our Saviour oh fools and slow of heart to believe c. A poore believer is commanded to come boldly to the throne of his Fathers grace he may not in any wise admit of such a disquietnesse in his sorrowing for sin as shall discorage and hinder him in obeying another command of God Rejoice evermore 20. Means Know and remember the happinesse of a believer in Christ though never so weake he is cleane from all sin by the blood of Christ they are removed from him so that he is accepted of God in Christ as perfect righteous and comely as Christ is saith Christ who is on with his Father unto a poore believer Thou art all faire my love there is no spot in thee goe the â—ore in much assurance and confidence unto the throne of his grace who having given thee his Son cannot but with him freely give thee all things that he in his wisdome and love sees fit for thee whether for soule body or both Having therefore Brethren boldnesse to enter into the holâ—â—st by the blood of Christ by a new and living way which he hath consecrated for us through the vaile that is to say his flesh And seeeng that we have not an High Priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities but was in all points tempted like as we are yet without sinne Let us therefore come boldly unto the Throne of grace that we may obtaine mercy and find grace to helpe in time of neede and let us draw neere with a true heart in full assurance of faith having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering for he is faithful that promised Wheâ— shal lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect It is God that justifieth Meditate on these precious truths until then sweet influence through the Spirit of him who raised up Jesus from the dead have warmed and enlivened thy soule 21. Means Lastly know and remember that though these means tending so much to the soules settlement in and assurance of the love of God are to be used yet means alone are 〈◊〉 sufficient to quiet and settle a troâ—â—lâ—d soule it is the work of Christ spirit to answer all doubts and remove all discouragements God creates the fruit of the lips peace peace to him that is afarre off and to him that is 〈◊〉 saith the Lord and I will heale him In the use of meanes we are to looke unto and wait upon him who wil in his owne time which is best free all his from all their discouragements doubts and fears and satisfie their souls with his love which is better then wine These things I write unto you that your faith and hope may be in God A Collection of many the fears doubts and discouragements that a poore weake believer either in or about conversion or desertion takes up against himselfe together with their several remedies resolutions and answers Weake believers are like melancholy people who think things farre otherwise then they truly are rightly smoaking flax where there is more smoak then light more ignorance then true discerning and thereby they expose themselves to manifold fears and discouragements when there is not the least cause as for example Mary was troubled and afraid all the matter was the Angel saluted her and told her that she had found favour in the sight of God the shepherds were afraid even then when the Angel brought them tidings of great joy Peter was afraid when he had drawn up much fish by which their discouragements they highly dishonoured God hindered their own peace The feares of weake believers are usually of these kindes Viz. 1. They cannot be perswaded their sinnes are pardoned indeed they would and they would not believe it they cannot from the spirit that is in them but close with Christ and claspe about him for salvation yet then they are not sure they have him they may be deceived they thinke in that in a word They are and they are not perswaded their sinnes are pardoned The Remedy to this feare We are commanded to believe forgivenesse of sinnes in Jesus Christ throughly and not in part Through his name whosoever believes in him shall receive remission of sinnes 2. If faith carrie them on to believe a little more or better of their condition yet the pride of some sinnes will not down with them some of their sinnes which they have made their darlings more then others and cherished themselves in oh these they thinke are either too great or too often committed to be all forgiven and at once the remainders of these sins are like dregs in the bottome and their consciences cannot be satisfied that God hath fully pardoned them Briefly They are perswaded some sinnes are pardoned but not some others which they have most sinned in The Remedy There is indeed a large disproportion between sinnes in regard of their causes effects and adjuncts yet the robe of Christs Righteousnesse is so large that it covers the greatest
sinne as easily as the least And we are to consider that one sinne cannot be forgiven but all are forgiven Jesus Christ hath done away all sinnes For this man after he had offered one sacrifice for sinnes for ever sate down on the right hand of God 3. They looke not upon God in the pure simplicity of his word and promise but suspect and are jealous that God hath some reckoning still behind because they see themselves sinful and know that God is of purer eyes then to behold iniquity and they cannot believe that God can bear with all those corruptions and transgressions in them Briefly they fear still God doth not intend them such grace as he proffers and speaks of in his word and suspect the Gospel The Remedie We are to believe God in the plainnesse and simplicity he speaks in in Gospel promises the word of his grace even unto our soules as if he spake out unto us by name from heaven he that believeth not God hath made him a liar because he beleeveth not the Record that God gave of his Sonne 4. They think though God may be reconciled unto them and love them at sometimes for they poore souls only reckon the seasons of the Spirits comfortings and breathing for the times of forgivenesse yet God may be provoked againe and angry again for new sins and failings and then they are as much troubled how to come at any peace againe as they were before and then it must be only another sun-shine of the like comfort must warme them into peace and believing In a word they think if God do pardon them yet they may provoke him againe soon after The Remedie We must know that God is not as man that he should be angry and pleased as we carry our selves I wil be merciful to their unrighteousnesse and their sins and iniquities will I remember no more I wil be to them a God and they shall be to me a people There is no condemnation to those that are in Christ Jesus c. The apprehension indeed of pardon and salvation is variable but yet the pardon and salvation it self is immutable and as the Gospel needs to be given but once so a mans sins need but once to be forgiven once is enough because if once then for ever 5. They cannot perswade themselves how they can sin as they doe daily but that they are countable for all the breaches and set up new scores of sin in their consciences and keepe reckoning for God and disquiet themselves in vaine in a word they suppose they cannot sin as they doe and not be accountable and they cannot but be sinners in Gods sight as well as their owne The Remedie We must remember our sins are no more ours but Christs and his righteousnesse is ours God reckons and accounts us as one now so though we sin yet every sin was accounted for in him And now there is no condemnation to those that are in Christ Jesus Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect It is God that justifieth 6. They think every affliction or trouble that befalls them is a punishment for some sin they have committed and they looke on them as messengers of wrath from God sent upon them in judgment as if God were satisfying himselfe upon them and pouring forth some wrath upon their heads to satisfie his justice against such sins In a word they think afflictions are sent upon them for their sins and they cannot look upon God in them but as angry and so helpe the afflictions to afflict themselves The Remedie We are to consider that although afflictions come in with sinne and for sin and are the wages of sin yet to the righteous and believers they are not judgements for every thing of justice against sin was spent upon Christ so as to believers they are only trials and temptations My brethren count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations They are chastnings of love to prevent and imbitter sin unto us As many as I love I rebuke and chasten c. The rod of afflictions is a teaching rod David found it good for his soule that he had been afflicted and the fruit of affliction to believers is the taking away of sinne And the Spirit tells us expresly If ye endure chastening God dealeth with you as with sons for what sonne is hee whom the father chasteneth not But if yee be without chastisement whereof all are partakers then are ye bastards and not sonnes Afflictions are in a word a diverse way or dispensation of love and grace unto the poore soule love working by that which is evil in it selfe We know that all things do work together for good unto them that love God 7. They mistake the Gospel in the doctrine of it and every Scripture that threatens for sinne they apply unto themselves because they have committed that sin In a word They interpret every curse in the law and new Testament for sin their own if it be against their sinne The Remedie We are to consider that though the Scriptures do often set forth the righteousnesse of God against sinne and his justice against iniquity yet the justice of God being satisfied by him who made his soule an offering for thy sins Justice it selfe hath no more power against thee for thy sins then the pursuer hath to doe with the murderer in the City of refuge For sin shall not have dominion over you ye are not under the law but under grace The Discouragements of poore weake believers herein mentioned are as followeth I feare I am but an hypocrite notwithstanding all the faire shewes I have made for the Lord his waies and people It is contrary to the nature of an hypocrite to feare that he is such an one and it is a Character of a sincere heart to see and seeing to bemoane its owne deceitfulnesse to desire sincerity and to imbrace and most highly to prize that word of thâ— Lord that is most searching in its owne soule to thirst after that word that is most powerful and keene and pierceth even to the dividing asunder of the soul and spirit and of the joynts and marrow and to examine it selfe it is the prayer of a David-like spirit Examine me O Lord and prove me trie my reines and mine heart It is as dangerous for a soul to skin up its wounds before they are searched as to presse it selfe downe with discouragements and helpe the affliction to afflict it self Take it rather for granted that thou art an hypocrite and if so what is that but a sinner though of a deeper die then an ordinary sinner is We reade that Ephraim compassed the Lord about with lies and the house of Israel with deceits c. and that he was a cake not
turned that he fed upon wind and followed after the East winde and provoked the Lord unto anger most bitterly and that yet Gods bowels did still worke towards Ephraim so that he could not destroy him The Lord is exceedingly gracious unto such wretched creatures of his though they compasse him about with lies Let such poore believers consider that a sinner can never be too foule for his Saviour too much wounded and too sick for this Phisician to heale and cure nor too filthy for a fountaine opened to wash and that the whole neede not a phisician but those that are sick and that Christ came unto the world to justifie the ungodly and to save the chief of sinners he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance and let such a soule that cannot as a Saint stick close unto the Lord Jesus as a sinner and his hopes in Christ through the enjoyment of his spirit within him wil lead him forth in the strength of Christ to purifie himselfe as Christ is pure Had the Lord Jesus by his Spirit wrought an effectual work of grace upon my heart I should have growne in grace but I doe not so my life is not holy nor am I like unto the Lords children 1. Consider whether thou art a child a young man or a father in Christ for as there is a great difference betweene a child and a man in Christ so betweene a babe in Christ 1 Cor. 3. 1. and a man in Christ 2. Consider whether thou art a babe in the wombe or borne that is a babe that is unskilful in the word of righteousnesse as a child being begotten and alive is in the womb before it is borne so a soule is spiritually alive and begotten from above before it be born Christ must be formed in us before we can be new born babes before we can desire the sincere milk of the word that we might grow thereby When thou art delivered out of bondage darknesse and fears concerning thy eternal condition thou art born and brought forth for as the wombe is a place of bondage so is a doubting condition and therefore thou canst not looke for those attainments in this condition as others find in another and also in case thou art new borne there cannot be that expected from thee which is from a man in Christ there is a great difference you know to be put betweene a child and a man 3. Learne to distinguish betweene the fruits of the Spirit and the exercise of them it is not the having of the fruits of the Spirit but the exercise of them that attains an holy conversation and know that it is one thing to be the Lords and another thing for God to convey his power into the soul wherby to make it conformable to his wil and to live by faith in the Son of God the first is where the later is not 4. Know that the time of doubting is a barren time men cannot fight and work at such a time And yet as trees in the winter season grow in the roote though not in the branches so maist thou grow in humility love c. though thou maist unto thy self seem to decay in those and other graces of the Spirit But when a soule is delivered from its enemies that is to say from Satans errours and its owne doubtings then it begins to serve being delivered we serve there must be deliverance before working therefore a time of doubting and of bondage is not a season of growing in holy services 5. Believers are of several growthes and states 1. Babes or children in Christ 2. Young men 3. Fathers Can babes worke Yet if babes die in that state they shall not misse of glory it is one thing to be justified and another thing to be sanctified as it is one thing to live and another to be borne and to work distinct from both There is a great difference of degrees of the Lords own people some are spiritual but others are termed carnal as appears by Pauls epistle to the Church of Christ in Corinth And I brethren could not speak unto you as unto spirituall but as unto carnal even unto babes in Christ thou mayest be begotten and yet not borne not a new born babe 6. If thou beest ignorant or in temptation then thy heart is clouded and distâ—mpered with feares and thy selfe not a competent judge of thy owne growth is a new borne babe able to judge of its own growth Consider also it may be thou dost not use the meanes or not rightly in Gods way And when grace is as seed newly cast into the earth and a weak believer while a babe for want of exercise and experience scarce knowes what he hath then as the land newly sown little differs in shew from other ground which was never sowne so a poore babe in Christ seems little different from the men of the world who lie in their sins and as childrens complaints are not alwaies to be taken for rules so the complaints of such babes that they grow not in grace do not so much evince their want as the sensiblenesse of their want of the growth of grace and of conformity to the wil of the Lord Jesus which is a certaine fruit of the in being of the spirit of Christ in the poore soule it is the spirit that convinceth of sinne and spiritual desires cannot possibly proceede from our selves but from faith In a word Let such a poore doubting believer hearken unto what God saith unto him From me is thy fruit found The righteous shal flourish like the Palme tree he shall grow like those Cedars in Lebanon Those that be planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish in the courts of our God they shall still bring forth fruits in old age they shal be fat and flourishing And unto this end the Lord hath also promised I wil be as the dew unto Israel he shal grow as the Lily and cast forth his fruits as Lebanon his branches shall spread and his beauty shall be as the Olive tree and his smel as Lebanon the Lord hath also further promised that he wil turne the barren wildernesse into a fruitful field he wil open a fountain of pure living water and poure it forth upon the barren wildernesse and the dry ground The barren dry and unfruitful ground of unbelievers is by by the unction of the Spirit made the garden of the Lord and being trees of the Lords owne planting shall be watered every moment yea refreshed and comforted with the streame of that river that makes glad the City of God In the wildernesse shal waters break out and streames in the desert and the parched ground shall become a pool and the thirsty land springs of water I say believers however it may seeme do alwaies grow in faith love or humility My heart is
must be done in the Scriptures owne caution and way the surest knowledg that any one hath that he hath received the promise is the closing of his heart with Christ the real receiving and believing and relying and going out of the heart upon Christ The Just shal live by faith We walke by faith and not by sight This was the assurance of the father of the faithful who staggered not at the promise but gave glory to God There is yet something in man besides faith to be satisfied reason wil have more light to see by and therefore the workings of the Spirit in new obedience love repentance and self-denyal these may be compared to the tokens and change of raiment whereby Jacob was perswaded that Joseph was alive The word saith that we are complete in Christ and righteous in Christ hereupon saith the soule being a reasonable and discoursive spirit when I repent love or obey I believe I am in Christ and therefore my love repentance and obedience are such as I may believe though not in themselves yet in him to be good and spiritual 2. The Scriptures laie down these following things that is to say Christs sanctification or his true holinesse to be ours and faith about our owne sanctification 1. Christ is revealed to be our sanctification Christ is made unto us Righteousnesse Sanctification c. I live yet not I but Christ liveth in me Ye are Christs But ye are sanctified but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus He hath quickned us together with Christ We are his workmanship created in Christ Jesus unto good works Jesus Christ being the corner stone That Christ may dwel in your hearts by faith The new man which after God is created in righteousnesse and true holinesse We are members of his body of his flesh and of his bone And be found in him not having mine owne righteousnesse I can doe all things through Christ that strenthens me That we present every man perfect in Christ Jesus But Christ is all and in all Your life is hid with Christ in God All these Scriptures set forth and declare Christ the sanctification and the fulnesse of his the all in all Christ hath obeyed perfectly he hath mortified sinne perfectly and all are ours and we are Chrsts and Christ is Gods 2. The other thing is faith about our own sanctification we must believe more truth of our own graces then we can see or feele the Lord hath in his infinite wisdome so ordered that here our life should bee hid with Christ in God that we should walk by faith and not by sight so as we are to believe our repentance true in him who hath repented for us our mortifying of sin true in him through whom we are more then conquerours our new obedience true in him who hath obeyed for us and is the end of the law to every one that believeth Our change of the whole man true in him who is righteousnesse and true holinesse and thus without faith it is impossible to please God This is the Scripture assurance for a child of God or a believer to see every thing in himselfe as nothing and himselfe every thing in Christ faith is the ground of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seene It is our leaving out Christ in our Sanctification that is the foundation of all our doubts fears and distractions and he that looks on his repentance love humility obedience and not in the tincture of the blood of Christ must needs believe weakly and uncomfortably I cannot see God and if I were one of his Children he would not hide himselfe from mee as he doth surely he hath forsaken me Is Christ the Sun of Righteousnesse set in thy soul Remember the Psalmist though sadnesse come at night joy may returne the next morning And in the meane time there shall be moon and starre light and these though they cannot make day are some comfort to travellers In Christs withdrawings you have faith the evidence of things not seene and all the promises as stars about her a glorious spangled canopy over you so that you shall live by faith and adhere to Christ in such a condition the seede of Christ remains in you the suns heate is felt when his light is not seen Saints may have grace when they want comfort from Christ the Spouse thought shee had lost Christ yet stil she had a principle of love to him and a resolution to seeke him thy love unto Christ shal continue he wil be as good as his word The Lord shall arise and his glory shall be seene upon thee 1. Sometimes God hides himselfe from his and seemes to leave the poore soule for its sinnes and sometimes onely to exercise his own graces in the soule But alwayes in much love unto it Verily thou art a God that hidest thy selfe I opened to my Beloved and he had withdrawn himselfe Behold I goe forward and hee is not there and backward but I cannot perceive him on the left hand where he worketh but I cannot behold him on the right hand but I cannot see him yet he doth but hide himselfe behinde the Curtaine he cannot forsake thee for thy maker is thy husband the Lord of Hosts is his name and thy Redeemer the Holy one of Israel c. The Lord in another place to condescend unto the weaknesse of our capacities holds forth his love unto us by the similie of a Fathers love I am a father to Israel and Ephraim is my first borne 2. When God hides his face waite upon him and looke for him for he will returne againe But Sion saith the Lord hath forsakâ—n me and my God hath forgotten mee Can a woman forget her sucking childe c. yea she may yet will I not forget thee saith the Lord. Behold I have graven thee upon the palmes of my hands thy walls are continually before me For a small moment have I forsaken thee but with great mercy will I gather thee And the Spirit of the Lord bears witnesse that Israel hath not beene forsaken nor Judah of his God of the Lord of Hosts though their Land was filled with sinne against the holy one of Israel And the Lord saith in another place Therefore behold I will allure her and bring her into the wildernesse and speake comfortably unto her I have seene his wayes and will heale him I will lead him also and restore comforts unto him and to his mourners Although the Lord absent himselfe from his yet his love to and care for them is the same as when he manifests most of himself unto them when the Sun of Righteousnesse sets with us he
of righteousnesse it is none other then the worke of the Spirit to convince the world of sin and of righteousnesse to be convinced of sin is for the soule to see it self utterly lost and undone by reason of its sins They confesse they are vile and abhorre themselves they loath themselves for their deeds And to be convinced of righteousnesse is to see that our owne best performances and righteousnesses are but dung and dross and as menstrous cloathes for a man cannot come to expect life and salvation from Christ alone until his own righteousnesse be as vilenesse to him in reference to the attaining of any happinesse therefrom this vision of God brings the soule to see it self and to cry out There remaineth no strength in me My comelinesse is turned in me into corruption Certainly it is a principle of grace that takes us off from nature and an effect of our being born of God to be unbottomed from our carnal principles and when the soul is taken off its owne bottome it must have another to rest upon or it sinks Therfore whensoever God takes away the poore soules sandie foundation which is its false and groundless hopes of the mercy of God he then gives it a better in himselfe As to the last branch viz. That thou hast many suggestions that thou hast no worke of grace wrought upon thee It is Satan that tempts Christs babes to cast away their confidence which to doe is directly repugnant to the mind of Christ therefore if Satan suggest unto thee that thou hast no faith thou mayest answer If I have it not in the act to my own knowledg yet I may have it in the grace it selfe and if he reply that both he and your selfe know that you have no grace at all make this defence to his replication that he knowes not And if I should entertaine such a thought against my selfe I may be deceived for as fire raked up in the ashes appeares not either by light or heate so grace raked up in the ashes of corruption may not for the present appear to others or thy selfe though it may be there all the time 2. Evade the divels suggestions further as thus If I have no grace why lettest thou me not alone as thou dost others and as thou didst mee when I tooke my fill of sinne Then thou toldest mee I had faith when I had none I have found you a lyer therfore I wil not hearken unto you I am the more confident that I have grace for that thou tellest me I have none he is a lyer and the father of lies 3. And suppose I have no grace there is no reason why I should despaire because every one of the Lords dear ones were once without grace and in the state of nature At that time ye were without Christ being aliens from the Commonwealth of Israel strangers having no hope and without God in the world But now in Christ Jesus yee who sometimes were afarre off are made nigh by the blood of Christ Which in times past were not a people but are now the people of God Which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy Many are ordained unto eternall life which doe not yet actually believe put the case at the worst there can be no ground for despaire But I will use the meanes wait upon God and trust him with my soule if mercy come I shall magnifie his name there is nothing too hard for God Lord if thou wilt thou canst make mee cleane My soule is filled with terrours I have an Hell within mee I feele the wrath of God in my soule and have for a long time remained in this condition 1. Consider That though this be a very sad condition yet it is no other then such as hath attended the deare and precious Saints of God and it should not be a strange thing unto us but expected and prepared for by us Looke back upon David a precious and dear child of God who reckoning upon such a time when by dismall desertions he should take a turne in the darke and dampe vallies of the shadow of death and be encompassed with dreadfull terrours and sore trialls treasures up a word of comfort in readinesse Though I walke through the valley of the shadow of death I will feare none evill for thou art with mee thy rod and thy staffe comfort me and the blessed Spirit of Christ invites thee to stay thy selfe upon thy God and wee may indeed feele his almighty arme sustaining us when we behold not his face shining upon us And though Christ the Sunne of Righteousnesse do set in thy soul at night yet Hee shall arise in the morning and this Sun cannot suffer a totall eclipse as the worlds comforts often do or as the Moon because the Moone of our sins and corruptions which interposes between us and Christ is far lesser then Christ 2. Consider if Hemans Jobs Davids and Jeremiahs condition did not runne Parallel with thine saith Heman Lord why castest thou off my soule Why hidest thou thy face from mee I am ready to die whilst I suffer thy terrours I am distracted thy fierce wrath goeth over me thy terrours have cut me off Job cryed saying he hath kindled his wrath against me and counts me to him as one of his enemies And David in temptation judging himself according to the law sense and feeling said I am cast out of his sight horror hoth overwhelmed me And Jeremiah said * He hath lead me into darknesse and not into light he hath broken my bones and compassed me with gall Hee hath made my chaines heavie he hath filled me with bitternesse thou hast removed my soule farre off from peace and I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord. Some conceive that if God loved them there should not be any tempests in their soules but in stead of wrath and terrors a sweet calme of peace and joy not remembring that the Lord hath his way in the whirlwind and in the storm and the clouds are the dust of his feete Some of Gods people enjoy peace and comfort and yet his righteous servant Job wants them saith he unto God Why dost not thou pardon my transgressions c. Thou hast set mee as a mark against thee so that I am a burden unto my selfe Our comfort and firme consolation consists not in our freedome from terrours but in the spirits revelation of truth unto the soule 3. The Angel of the Lord said to Gideon The Lord is with thee But Gideon said Oh my Lord if the Lord bee with us why then is all this fallen upon us c. The poore soule is ready to say if the Lord bee with us why then is all this befalne us why then are wee so full of terrors The Lord may now bee with thee
If thou beest included in and art under the promise of them thou shalt possesse them 2. Consider they may be made good to thee without thy sensible enjoyment of them there is neither faith nor hope exercised upon what we possesse to have a right in or to a thing and to possesse it are distinct They died in faith they possessed not what they believed they should enjoy Abraham believed he should have a sonne here was his faith yet did he not then possesse his sonne To make enjoyment essentiall to faith is a very great mistake wee being united and married unto Christ doe through faith by him bring forth fruit unto God yea perfect obedience imputatively and through the operation of his Spirit I have many discouragements for that I am not filled with joy and comfort and peace in believing Consider two things viz. 1. Faith may be strong when joy is absent David had faith when he had not joy Restore to me the joy of my salvation he had refused comfort before but now he came to want it 2. Such as judge their condition good because they are filled with joy build upon a sandy foundation in that they are not founded upon Christ alone If some had joy they would make it a Christ to them they would live upon it and therby abuse Christ themselves and their joy It is a mercy unto such poore creatures that they have not joy til they better know how to use it I cannot believe that I am in Christ for that I fall back into sinne Consider three things viz. 1. That no sinne can make one less beloved of God or lesse in Christ for the mercies of God are called sure mercies his love an everlasting love his covenant an everlasting covenant I am perswaded saith Paul That neither death nor life nor principalities nor powers c. shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord So that to whom he is once merciful he is ever merciful whom he once loves he ever loves when he once takes poore creatures into covenant with him he is ever theirs I am the Lord I change not 2. That whom the Father loves he loves in his Son in whom he is well pleased and his Son is alwaies alike beloved of him The same yesterday to day and for ever and whom he loves in his Son he accounts as his Son he is made unto us of God righteousnesse sanctification and redemptiin so as wee being not beloved for our owne sakes nothing in us can make God love us lesse because he loves us not for our selves nor any thing in our selves but in and through his Son in whom he is wel pleased with us 3. Consider That if God should love us lesse or more as we are lesse or more sinful then he should be as man and as the Son of man and if believers stood upon these termes with God then how are these Scriptures said to be true He arose again for our Justification Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect Who shall condemne There is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus The foundation of God standeth sure he ever lives to make intercession for us so as God is ever the same that loves and his love is as himselfe ever the same and Christ in whom we are beloved ever the same and our righteousnesse ever the same Thy righteousnesse is of mee saith the Lord. Saith a poore drooping believer I having lyen a long time under and used the means of grace grow stil worse and worse therefore I cannot but conclude That God wil not doe me good Poore heart 1. Dost thou know Gods means and the number of them Have your ends been good and rightly placed Have you used the means in a right manner measure time and in sincerity Have you not rested in the means Have you used them in faith waiting for Gods blessing upon them The word they heard profited them not for want of faith 2. It is not good reasoning to say because God hath not as yet given me my request therefore he never wil mind what the Lord saith But ye are a chosen generation a royal Priesthood c. Which in time past were not a people but are now the people of God which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy They shallnot be ashamed that wait for me 3. Consider that it is just with God to blast the means yea it is a mercy to blast it that yet still using them we might look more unto Christ for his blessing upon them and to be all unto us 4. Consider If thou hast a wil that Christ should save thee and rule in thee and over thee he that hath begun this good work in thee wil perfect the same Thou shalt one day know that thy sins are pardoned and not imputed unto thee and subdued in thee 5. Consider God may have mercy for thee though thou know it not for mens sins are first forgiven before they can know it believe it or be assured of it thy sins may be pardoned though thou knowest it not faith believes the pardon of sinne but our believing neither pardons nor procures the pardon of any sin but faith brings into the soule the apprehension of the pardon of those sins which were pardoned before though not by us known so to be til then I fear that my motions Godward doe flow from a principle of self-love and not from pure love unto the Lord Jesus Consider though they do not yet the Lord Jesus promised to his people Israel of old who were incompassed with as many Aggravations of sinnes and infirmities as thou that he would love them freely and as he loved his people Israel of old so he wil love thee freely and betroth thee unto himselfe in loving kindnesse and mercyes he hath also promised and his faithfulnesse is engaged I will circumcise thy heart saith he and thou shalt love mee he wil give thee an heart-breaking sight and sense of the free pardon of all thy sins through the spirits manifestation of the riches of his superabundant grace and love and thy apprehension thereof through faith ingages thy heart and constrains thee to love him again Wee love him because he loved us first Saith a poore deserted soule I cannot believe that God wil pardon my sins they being greater and heightned with many more circumstances of aggravation then the sins of others are This is the effect of thy unbeliefe and of thy low and finite thoughts of God his grace and mercy whereas they are infinite Oh measure not the Lord by thy selfe but remember that hee whose Character is The Lord gracious and merciful c. Hee doth great things
whereby they are led forth to weigh their state of grace only in the scale of mortification of sinne as it is commonly taken for dying to particular Acts and in so doing they unavoidably come short of that comfortable perswasion as to the eternal condition of their soules which others who place their assurance in Christ and his free promise do enjoy because sinne hath a stronger side in us then the Spirit and for that the spiritual condition in this life consists more in being justified from sin then cleansed from it and our blessednesse more in having the curse of sin removed then the corruption our justification being more glorious then our sanctification and our forgivenesse of sinne is farre more glorious then our cleansing from sinne for the just shall live by his faith which is not a life by sense and sanctification only but a life by believing for life in another in Christ and thereupon our life is said to be hid with Christ in God and Christ is called our life When Christ who is our life c. I speake now to the weak and wounded believers for sinne not to the carnal and unregenerate in sinne God will have Christ to be our life and our all that our all that man may be nothing And as the light of the Sun damps the fire and extinguishes its light as not enduring any light but it selfe so when Christ the Sun of Righteousnesse arises in a poor soul out-goes all fire and candle light yea and sparke light of its own kindling wherewithal the soule had compassed it selfe about it leaves not one spark remaining to walke in or for the heart to derive comfort from Saith such a soule what if all the fire which I have heretofore kindled and compassed my selfe about withall be extinguished and annihilated Christ is infinitely a better light heate and comfort and sparkles with the brightest lustre when alone 2. From ignorance of the ends that God many times proposes unto himselfe in suffering corruption to be strong in his deare children God hath in wisdome and much love left sinne in his to abase them in their own eyes and to keepe them humble in the sense of their transgressions and that we may know what we are and our strength and that our God might thereby exercise in us the fruits and graces of his own spirit faith for pardon wisdome watchfulness self-denial meekness â—umility c. and that we might love Christ the more in that all our sins are pardoned which graces had we no sin left in us we should not have such occasion to exercise as also that he might inure us to live upon him by faith that we might long to be in heaven where we shal enioy perfect freedome from all sin and that we seeing our selves to stand in such need of Christ to manifest unto our consciences our pardon thereof and to heale us might love and prize him the more and depend upon him for strength against sin and live upon his fulnesse and that the power of Christ might the more palpably appeare in the miraculous preservation of a little sparke of grace in the midst of the ocean of our corruptions and that the power of his grace in subduing of our so strong and so many corruptions might be made manifest Saith Paul I glory in my infirmities not simply as they are sins but in that the power and goodnesse of God is the more seene both in pardoning and healing of them if there were not evil it could not be knowne what is good justice and mercy had not been knowne And when thou sinnest against the Lord Jesus albeit he will tell thee of thy fault in thy conscience to humble and abase thee in thine own eyes yet he still remembers the grace that is in thee The sinning Church in Sardis hath but a few good names among many bad and Christ records them thou hast a few names even in Sardis c. And falling Philadelphia hath but a little strength and yet Christ eyes it and blazons it Thou hast a little strength and hast kept my words and hast not denyed my name Because thou hast kepâ— the word of my patience I will also keepe thee from the houre of temptation which shal come upon all the world to try them that dwel upon the earth Christ will not forget thy weake grace though mixed with strong corruptions he turns all his childrens sins to their good he makes Samsons riddle a truth in believers souls Out of the Eater there comes forth meat and out of the strong sweetness Christ makes the devouring corruption in believers to become meate for their faith to feed upon while he is killing of one sin he gives ground to believe the ruin of another and he brings forth sweetnesse out of their strong sins in making his grace to superabound where sin did but abound The Lord Jesus kindles the Spouses love even by her coldnesse doth he not cause her sleeping while he knocked to end in a healthfull fit of love-sicknesse when shee awaked 3. From their ignorance or forgetfulness that they are in all their dealings with God to draw neare and come unto him as having put on Christ and sonship first and not as sinners and unrighteous A believer is to consider himselfe thus in Christ in the first place and to put on the relation of Sonship and righteousnesse and to look at or consider sinnes no otherwise in himselfe then as debts paid and cancelled by the blood of Christ and never to conceive himselfe and Christ as two but endeavour clearly and constantly to see that whatsoever good there is in Christ is his owne as if it were in his owne person and by this all bondage fears and doubtings are removed and his spirit is free For the Son hath made him free indeed And now he comes in the Spirit of Adoption and calls God Father And here begins all faith hope confidence love liberty when as others dare not believe themselves in such a condition til upon termes of humiliation sorrow for sinne and works of righteousness they have as they think a reasonable price or satisfaction to come with and then begin to believe hope and be confident And thus in way of compounding and bargaining with God deal with him at all occasions but such submit not to the righteousnesse of God and the free gift of Justification by grace and give not glory to God we must either have all in Choist or nothing in him hearken what the spirit saith of every true believer she is black but comly he is clothed with the white robes of Christs purity and holiness and therefore comly in the sight of God though in himselfe in the glass of the Law reason and sense he appears black yet in Christ
past finding out and wonders without number Fear not the Lord will do great things Worlds of sinne are in the vast Ocean of Gods love swallowed up as nothing But saith the poore soul my sins are many So were Israels and Judahs yet God notwithstanding pardons them all But mine are great and hainous So were Israels and Judahs and Manasses and so were the woman 's mentioned in Luke so were Pauls yet God pardoned them all as he hath also many others if thou art a wonderful sinner Christ is a wonderful Saviour But mine are after the receiving of many mercies So were Solomons his heart was turned from the Lord God of Israel which had appeared unto him twice But I have sinned against Gods entreaties to returne So did Israel and Judah aforementioned I said after shee had done all thâ—se things saith the Lord turne thou unto me but shee returned not But I have sinned against the reproofs of the Lord. This was their transgression still Thou hast a whores forehead thou wouldst not be ashamed when I saw how that by all occasions rebellious Israel had played the Harlot I cast her away and gave her a bill of divorcement yet her rebellious sister Judah was not afraid but shee went also and played the Harlot But I have sinned not only against the mercies of the Lord but against his fatherly corrections and chastisements So did they In vain have I smitten your children They have received no correction Thy bellowes are burnt the lead is consumed of the fire the founder melteth in vaine for the wicked are not plucked away For his wicked covetousnesse I am angry with him and have smitten him I hid me and was angry yet he went on frowardly in the way of his owne heart yet for all this the Lord saith I have seene his waies and will heal him I will lead him also and restore comforts unto him and his mourners But I have committed one sin often So did they Thou hast played the harlot with many lovers But I have continued a long time in sin So did they We have not obeyed the voice of the Lord from our youth unto this day But my sins are against knowledge and conscience So did David concerning Bathsheba and in putting Vriah to death and so did Peter sin when he said and sware That he knew not the man and that he was not with him But I am fallen back from what I have beene So were they Return thou backsliding Israel But I have willingly and resolvedly forsaken God So did they Oh generation take heed to the word of the Lord. Have I beene as a wildernesse unto Israel or a land of darknesse Wherefore saith my people wee are Lords we wil come no more unto thee But I have willingly chosen sin So did they saying Wee have loved strangers and after them will wee goe But I have seduced others and caused them to sinne So had they Thou hast also taught the wicked ones thy wayes And King Manasseh seduced the people to doe more evill then did the Nations whom the Lord destroyed before the children of Israel and made Judah also to sinne with his Idols Yet Manasseh obtained mercy when Amon his sonne a lesser sinner perished in his sinnes That men may know that the Lord will have mercy upon whom he will have mercy and whom he will hee hardeneth But I have sinned as much as I could So had they Behold thou hast spoken and done as evill things as thou couldst But my sinnes are committed notwithstanding many vowes and Covenants against them So were theirs Thou saidst I will no more transgresse but like an harlot thou runnest about upon every high hill and under every greene tree thou wanderest playing the Harlot But I have justified my self in all my sins So had they yet thou saist because I am innocent surely his wrath shall turne from mee Behold I will enter into Judgement with thee because thou saist I have not sinned But I despaire having no hope of mercy This is worst of all yet so did they Thou saidst there is no hope c. And saith Jeremiah in his Lamentations when I cry he shutteth out my prayers And I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord and Job saith My Hope hath he removed like a tree Abraham believed in hope against hope Ye were sometimes without hope and without God in the world saith Paul to the Church of Christ in Ephesus these had been in thy condition and yet found mercy be therefore of good cheare saith David concerning his and thy God I was of his low and hee helped me The riches brought grace is unsearchable All that know his name will trust in him c. 2. Consider that it is thy selfe-deceit which dictates unto thee that thou mightest pleade for mercy if thy sinnes were fewer and smaller or thy selfe better the sicker thou art the more standst thou in need of such a Physician as Christ is oh make the more hast unto him he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance He will save none but the ungodly and these without works or any of their previous Qualifications 3. Consider that God makes his grace to superabound where sinne did but abound And if thou art a greater sinner then David then art thou dearer to Christ then him for he paid more for thee then for him As Jacob loved Rachel more then Leah because he suffered and endured most for her And as the Prodigals father rejoyced most in his lost and dead sonne though he had spent his owne and his fathers substance with Harlots Even so thou who art the greatest sinner didst cost Christ most and art certainly become dearest unto him we have an eminent example of this in the Prophesie of Jeremiah Is Ephraim my deare sonne he is a pleasant childe for since I spake against him I doe earnestly remember him still therefore my Bowels earne towards him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. 4 Consider that for a regenerate person upon commission of sin immediately and directly to have an eye to the covenant of grace and to believe the pardon of his sinns is the way to get such assurance as brings true and solid comfort such a course was taken to heale men stung of the fiery scorpion they were to looke upon the brazen serpent if once twice yea seaven times a day so often as they were stung so often looking were healed This the Apostle Paul exhorted the Hebrewes to in the like case they had backsliden and come near to the sin against the holy Spirit and the roote of
this as it should seeme was infidelity therefore hee exhorted them to use all diligence to the full assurance of faith and hope unto the end and to believe whatsoever is contained in the covenant of grace of which remission of sinne is one main thing we must therfore after commission of sinne fly for refuge unto the covenant by a true and lively faith it being confirmed by an oath and ratified to us in the bloud of Christ and thence fetch pardon solid comfort and strong consolation 5 Admire such wisdome and love as sparkles forth in that God who made not a covenant with us for our good works nor can it be broken or disanulled by our sins nor is it in our keeping nor stands it upon the rotten and sandy foundation of selfe and duties but is grounded upon the word and faithfulness of that God with whom there is no variablenesse nor shadow of turning 6 Consider as concerning thy objection against thy selfe upon the accompt of thy unworthines whereof thou art sensible that the Lord chargeth the Angels with folly and thou being sensible of thine unworthiness Christ invites thee immediately to himselfe it is nothing but ignorance and pride that keepes poore soules from coming to Christ they will not be beholding to him for all and therfore would stay til they have somthing of their own to commend them unto Christ But if they wil stay til then they shal never come to Christ but now for that thou seest no good thing yea nothing but evil in thy self thou shouldest the rather go unto Christ who is the fountaine set open for sinne and for uncleanness wherein thy uncleane soul must be washed for Christ saith unlesse I wash thee thou canst not be cleane nor have any part in mee Surely if I were not an out-cast and a reprobate I should not be left as I am in a wildernesse condition Israel was accounted an out-cast yet God was then a God unto her and shee a people unto him True saith the poore soule were I a branch in Christ and a true member of his house then could I believe these precious truths and promises of his but I am neither of both but separated from him and his people Be not arrogant in any false conclusion against thy selfe but hearken unto what the Lord saith Let not the Son of the stranger that hath joyned himselfe to the Lord speak saying The Lord hath utterly separated mee from his people neither let the Eunuch say Behold I am a dry tree Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better then of Sons and Daughters A believers comfort hope joy confidence c. should be in God the same at all times The Lord hath various dispensations of providence as well relating to the outward as the inward man He hath his way in the whirlwind And he is in the small still voice his dispensations are many times contrary one unto another to day perhaps thou enjoyest peace joy strength riches and honor with health prosperity and many friends and to morrow all these may be blasted to day God unbosoms himself unto thee and shines forth upon thee and there is a sweet intercourse of love between him thy soule but in a moment he withdrawes him selfe as blessed Job and divers other of the children of God experienced And we find that David reckning of a day of desertion saith Though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I will fear none evill for thou art with me thy rod and thy staff comfort mee wherein he holds forth his resolution to encounter with such a wildernesse condition where by desertion he should take a turne in the dark and damp valleys of the shadow of death and be incompassed with dreadful terrours and sore trials Gods actings in and upon his people are not alwaies as he is unto them but he being unchangeable is to his ever the same however he may seeme to bee his actings in us or upon us are the accomplishment of his wil for his own glory and the good of his people therefore make we a good construction of all his dealings with us remembring that what we think to be worst may be best for us However it be yet God is good Gods children are to carry an even spirit through the various dispensations of the providence of the Almighty In order to thy confirmation in this truth peruse and seriously meditate upon the ensuing places of Scripture and crave the assistance of the blessed spirit of truth in the opening and understanding of them wherein is treasured up much of the marrow and fatness yea and of the glory of the Gospel Hos 2. 19 20. Jer. 3. 14 1. Jer. 33. 8. Isa 62. 5. Heb. 8. 10 12. Ezek. 16. 62 63. Heb. 3. 6. Jer. 33. 20 21 Hos 14. 5. Isa 61. 10. Isa 54. 5. Jer. 31. 9. Hab. 3. 17 18. Heb. 6. 17 18. Rom. 3. 3. 2 Tim. 2. 13. Rom. 8. 28 33 35 38 39. Isa 41. 10. Isa 57. 18 19. Isa 54 7 8. Heb. 10. 19 20 22. Psal 46. 1 2 3 4. Rom. 8. 1 2. John 13. 1. Zech. 3. 9. Isa 63. 16. Josh 1. 5. Psalm 89. 30 31 32 33 34. Ezek. 16 14. Six Reasons of the Point 1. Reason Because that God who hath loved thee with an everlasting love loves thee in his Son thou art not beloved for thy owne sake or for any thing in thee but upon the account of the Lord Jesus in whom God is well pleased therefore no corruption in us nor all we doe can make us to be loved more or lesse believers are never the more just before God for their own integrity nor the lesse just for their iniquity God may well say of himselfe I am the Lord and change not his love is as himselfe ever the same and Christ in whom thou art beloved the same yesterday to day and for ever and hereupon thou art commanded to rejoyce evermore to rejoyce exceedingly 2. Reason Because whatsoever thoughts thou hast of God he is unchangeable if he doth withdraw himselfe if he doth allure thee into the wildernesse it is that he may speake comfortably unto thee and all this while thou hast his promise with thee and his faithfulnesse is ingaged unto thee For a small moment have I forsaken thee but with great mercies will I gather thee in a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse wil I have mercie on thee saith the Lord thy redeemer Having loved his own which were in the world hee loved them to the end 3. Reason Because God considers his to be in Christ before they had a being in themselves and indeede they are never out of Christ they dwel in