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spirit_n mention_v gal._n 5.22_o so_o that_o he_o be_v change_v and_o renew_v in_o every_o part_n power_n and_o faculty_n his_o understanding_n be_v enlighten_v his_o mind_n renew_v his_o will_n change_v his_o affection_n sanctify_v etc._n etc._n and_o he_o who_o think_v he_o believe_v and_o find_v not_o a_o palpable_a change_n in_o his_o judgement_n affection_n and_o action_n do_v but_o deceive_v himself_o §_o 16._o he_o go_v often_o and_o upon_o all_o occasion_n to_o god_n in_o prayer_n in_o which_o lie_v all_o his_o strength_n yet_o not_o as_o he_o but_o as_o it_o be_v the_o intercession_n of_o god_n own_o spirit_n in_o he_o pour_v out_o in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n and_o according_a to_o his_o will_n for_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o his_o sin_n and_o want_n he_o chief_o pray_v for_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n the_o effusion_n of_o grace_n and_o for_o the_o assistance_n of_o god_n spirit_n that_o he_o may_v more_o firm_o believe_v more_o sound_o repent_v more_o zealous_o do_v more_o patient_o suffer_v and_o more_o constant_o persevere_v in_o the_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o every_o duty_n nor_o do_v he_o for_o the_o most_o part_n fall_v into_o prayer_n without_o meditation_n and_o preparation_n nor_o utter_a word_n without_o devotion_n and_o affection_n nor_o without_o some_o assurance_n and_o persuasion_n that_o god_n will_v hear_v and_o grant_v his_o request_n yea_o he_o most_o take_v notice_n of_o his_o enlargement_n in_o prayer_n and_o of_o the_o success_n afterward_o and_o be_v according_o thankful_a or_o humble_v not_o that_o he_o measure_v god_n hear_v his_o suit_n by_o his_o present_a answer_n or_o his_o present_a answer_n by_o his_o own_o sense_n he_o will_v pray_v at_o least_o in_o some_o poor_a measure_n at_o all_o time_n strive_v against_o deadness_n of_o spirit_n and_o distraction_n as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n §_o 17._o he_o hear_v the_o word_n with_o attention_n mind_n observe_v and_o remember_v it_o careful_o receive_v and_o apply_v whatsoever_o precept_n or_o promise_n be_v speak_v out_o of_o the_o word_n as_o speak_v by_o god_n to_o himself_o in_o particular_a be_v astonish_v at_o the_o deepness_n of_o god_n wisdom_n power_n and_o goodness_n serious_o meditate_v upon_o the_o nature_n attribute_n word_n and_o work_v of_o god_n he_o lay_v it_o up_o in_o his_o heart_n ponder_v on_o it_o in_o his_o mind_n and_o practise_v it_o in_o his_o life_n neither_o will_v he_o approach_v unto_o the_o lord_n table_n without_o due_a examination_n and_o preparation_n §_o 18._o he_o love_v and_o belong_v after_o a_o powerful_a and_o search_a ministry_n above_o all_o earthly_a treasure_n as_o find_v a_o great_a necessity_n of_o spiritual_a then_o corporal_a food_n and_o therefore_o will_v take_v any_o pain_n or_o be_v at_o any_o cost_n or_o suffer_v any_o disgrace_n to_o enjoy_v it_o §_o 19_o he_o be_v never_o offend_v at_o any_o wholesome_a truth_n be_v it_o never_o so_o untoothsome_a but_o affect_v that_o ministry_n most_o which_o most_o lay_v open_a and_o rebuke_n his_o own_o sin_n even_o therefore_o come_v to_o the_o light_n that_o his_o deed_n may_v be_v make_v manifest_a when_o he_o hear_v his_o own_o sin_n speak_v against_o he_o do_v not_o apply_v the_o same_o unto_o other_o as_o be_v the_o manor_n of_o too_o many_o nor_o be_v he_o wise_a to_o defend_v the_o evil_n he_o do_v but_o love_v to_o be_v admonish_v nor_o will_v he_o after_o warning_n and_o conviction_n from_o the_o word_n go_v on_o in_o a_o evil_a way_n because_o his_o principal_a care_n be_v to_o be_v save_v §_o 20._o he_o will_v not_o plead_v against_o god_n nor_o ask_v a_o reason_n of_o his_o action_n if_o he_o meet_v with_o hard_a scripture_n he_o run_v not_o into_o error_n nor_o be_v offend_v but_o suspend_v his_o judgement_n and_o blame_v his_o own_o blindness_n you_o may_v know_v he_o from_o a_o unbeliever_n by_o this_o he_o be_v wise_a to_o defend_v the_o truth_n when_o he_o hear_v it_o speak_v against_o but_o never_o argue_v against_o it_o whereas_o the_o unbeliever_n be_v prompt_a by_o satan_n can_v most_o subtle_o argue_v against_o the_o truth_n though_o he_o have_v not_o a_o word_n to_o speak_v for_o it_o yea_o he_o think_v it_o religion_n enough_o if_o he_o can_v but_o dispute_v against_o the_o religious_a which_o be_v a_o manifest_a sign_n of_o a_o wicked_a man_n brief_o he_o neither_o carp_n nor_o fret_n against_o a_o faithful_a minister_n nor_o seek_v to_o entrap_v he_o or_o pervert_v what_o he_o deliver_v but_o pray_v for_o he_o and_o be_v ready_a to_o speak_v in_o his_o defence_n §_o 21._o he_o have_v a_o high_a estimation_n of_o the_o minister_n and_o mean_n by_o which_o he_o be_v convert_v and_o find_v more_o sweetness_n in_o the_o gospel_n then_o in_o any_o thing_n else_o in_o the_o world_n §_o 22._o spiritual_a judgement_n as_o a_o famine_n of_o the_o word_n the_o blindness_n of_o man_n mind_n hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n etc._n etc._n he_o account_v more_o woeful_a than_o any_o judgement_n the_o world_n can_v be_v sensible_a of_o §_o 23._o he_o be_v enlighten_v with_o the_o save_a knowledge_n and_o hide_v thing_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o to_o see_v truth_n from_o error_n good_a from_o evil_n together_o with_o his_o own_o wretchedness_n by_o sin_n and_o the_o riches_n of_o god_n free_a grace_n and_o mercy_n in_o christ_n towards_o his_o own_o soul_n he_o be_v not_o ignorant_a of_o the_o principle_n of_o religion_n as_o most_o age_a people_n be_v but_o be_v able_a and_o ready_a to_o give_v a_o reason_n of_o the_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o he_o §_o 24._o he_o pray_v for_o the_o enlargement_n and_o rejoice_v at_o the_o progress_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o in_o the_o common_a good_a of_o the_o church_n and_o so_o at_o the_o grace_n or_o good_a success_n of_o any_o member_n in_o particular_a and_o will_v be_v some_o way_n instrumental_a for_o christ_n pray_v for_o and_o earnest_o desire_v the_o salvation_n of_o other_o and_o likewise_o endeavour_v to_o win_v all_o he_o can_v to_o christ_n rejoice_v no_o less_o when_o any_o good_a thing_n be_v do_v by_o other_o then_o if_o himself_o do_v it_o he_o high_o respect_v all_o such_o as_o any_o way_n promote_v the_o gospel_n and_o be_v thankful_a to_o they_o §_o 25._o he_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v at_o cost_n to_o serve_v the_o lord_n will_v free_o administer_v carnal_a thing_n where_o he_o partake_v of_o spiritual_a thing_n and_o count_v the_o same_o as_o a_o due_a not_o as_o a_o benevolence_n yea_o he_o think_v it_o most_o just_a that_o they_o who_o preach_v the_o gospel_n shall_v live_v of_o the_o gospel_n and_o that_o as_o free_o as_o man_n of_o other_o calling_n which_o sign_n or_o character_n show_v a_o world_n of_o man_n that_o profess_v themselves_o christian_n to_o be_v but_o counterfeit_v §_o 26._o he_o believe_v impartial_o the_o whole_a word_n of_o god_n threat_n and_o precept_n as_o well_o as_o promise_n and_o thing_n above_o the_o reach_n of_o reason_n as_o well_o as_o what_o experience_n have_v make_v plain_a to_o he_o he_o feel_v the_o power_n and_o efficacy_n of_o god_n word_n and_o spirit_n persuade_v his_o conscience_n that_o his_o sin_n be_v pardon_v in_o christ_n and_o he_o in_o favour_n with_o god_n so_o that_o he_o can_v true_o apply_v christ_n and_o all_o his_o benefit_n and_o promise_n unto_o his_o own_o soul_n trust_v in_o he_o and_o cast_v himself_o only_o upon_o he_o for_o pardon_n and_o salvation_n §_o 27._o he_o have_v a_o sweet_a and_o sanctify_a peace_n in_o his_o conscience_n arise_v from_o the_o assure_a forgiveness_n of_o his_o sin_n a_o sound_n and_o strong_a joy_n in_o the_o lord_n and_o in_o his_o word_n through_o believe_v not_o seldom_o the_o holy_a ghost_n inward_o set_v too_o god_n privy_a
good_a conscience_n find_v that_o even_o the_o tear_n of_o those_o that_o pray_v be_v sweet_a than_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o theatre_n but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o for_o according_a to_o the_o tribulation_n lay_v upon_o he_o and_o bear_v by_o he_o shall_v the_o retribution_n of_o glory_n be_v proportion_v i_o may_v go_v on_o and_o show_v how_o it_o make_v he_o pitiful_a and_o compassionate_a to_o other_o evil_n have_v teach_v he_o to_o bemoan_v all_o that_o affliction_n make_v to_o groan_n and_o sundry_a the_o like_a which_o i_o may_v not_o here_o stand_v upon_o and_o this_o be_v enough_o to_o show_v that_o affliction_n in_o general_n make_v much_o for_o his_o advantage_n now_o see_v how_o he_o be_v a_o great_a gainer_n by_o each_o particular_a cross_n as_o 13._o §_o first_o let_v he_o fall_v into_o poverty_n or_o have_v his_o good_n and_o land_n confiscate_v this_o shall_v not_o hurt_v but_o do_v he_o good_a also_o for_o he_o will_v not_o by_o sin_n relieve_v his_o want_n poverty_n shall_v not_o constrain_v he_o to_o steal_v he_o will_v not_o tell_v a_o lie_n god_n assist_v he_o though_o you_o will_v give_v he_o a_o house_n full_a of_o gold_n whereas_o let_v unbeliever_n fall_v into_o the_o like_a condition_n that_o they_o may_v maintain_v themselves_o they_o will_v lie_v deceive_v steal_v prostitute_v their_o chastity_n sell_v their_o conscience_n and_o what_o not_o nor_o will_v he_o murmur_v or_o repine_v against_o his_o maker_n but_o bear_v it_o patient_o and_o cheerful_o whereas_o unbeliever_n will_v not_o only_o murmur_v and_o grievous_o complain_v but_o if_o god_n do_v not_o answer_v they_o in_o every_o thing_n they_o will_v take_v pleasure_n in_o nothing_o yea_o they_o will_v sleight_v all_o his_o blessing_n because_o in_o one_o thing_n he_o cross_v they_o and_o as_o he_o will_v not_o be_v the_o worse_o so_o he_o will_v be_v much_o the_o better_a for_o it_o for_o as_o he_o grow_v poor_a in_o temporall_n he_o will_v grow_v rich_a in_o spirituall_n his_o want_n kill_v his_o wantonness_n his_o poverty_n check_v his_o pride_n etc._n etc._n it_o shall_v stir_v he_o up_o to_o prayer_n wean_v he_o from_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n approve_v his_o sincerity_n increase_v his_o faith_n spiritual_a wisdom_n patience_n and_o the_o like_a so_o that_o let_v his_o enemy_n take_v all_o so_o long_o as_o they_o can_v take_v christ_n and_o god_n fatherly_a providence_n from_o he_o he_o be_v well_o enough_o but_o that_o be_v not_o all_o for_o whatsoever_o he_o part_v withal_o be_v it_o house_n or_o land_n or_o any_o thing_n else_o it_o be_v but_o as_o seed_v cast_v into_o the_o ground_n for_o he_o shall_v receive_v for_o it_o a_o hundred_o fold_n more_o even_o in_o this_o world_n and_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v life_n everlasting_a mark_v 10.29.30_o but_o 14._o §_o second_o let_v he_o be_v cast_v into_o prison_n and_o bond_n god_n will_v do_v he_o good_a by_o this_o also_o even_o the_o prison_n shall_v prove_v a_o mean_n of_o his_o spiritual_a enlargement_n and_o he_o shall_v more_o free_o enjoy_v the_o presence_n of_o his_o god_n it_o shall_v make_v he_o with_o paul_n and_o sylas_n sing_v psalm_n for_o joy_n at_o midnight_n yea_o he_o shall_v with_o that_o seottish_a king_n in_o mortimer_n hole_n learn_v more_o of_o christ_n in_o a_o short_a time_n then_o abroad_o he_o can_v in_o many_o year_n and_o last_o it_o shall_v teach_v he_o for_o ever_o after_o to_o remember_v they_o that_o be_v in_o bond_n as_o if_o he_o be_v bind_v with_o they_o and_o they_o which_o suffer_v adversity_n as_o if_o he_o suffer_v the_o same_o thing_n with_o they_o 15._o §_o three_o let_v his_o enemy_n slander_v he_o god_n will_v clear_v his_o innocency_n let_v they_o curse_v he_o the_o lord_n will_v do_v he_o good_a even_o for_o their_o curse_v let_v they_o despise_v and_o disparage_v he_o the_o lord_n will_v so_o much_o the_o more_o honour_n he_o before_o the_o people_n yea_o the_o same_o man_n that_o former_o slight_v and_o reject_v he_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o seek_v and_o sue_v unto_o he_o let_v a_o enemy_n scoff_n at_o he_o for_o a_o fault_n he_o will_v be_v the_o better_a for_o it_o to_o his_o die_a day_n his_o very_a scoff_n bring_v he_o both_o to_o the_o knowledge_n and_o likewise_o to_o the_o amendment_n of_o his_o fault_n his_o be_v slight_v shall_v quell_v his_o ambition_n and_o vain_a glory_n and_o likewise_o exercise_v and_o improve_v his_o other_o grace_n in_o fine_a his_o enemy_n by_o their_o evil_a tongue_n shall_v beget_v in_o he_o a_o good_a and_o holy_a life_n 16._o §_o four_o let_v there_o be_v never_o so_o many_o plot_n lay_v to_o destroy_v he_o he_o be_v in_o perpetual_a safety_n for_o the_o lord_n not_o only_o give_v his_o angel_n a_o charge_n over_o he_o to_o keep_v he_o in_o all_o his_o way_n but_o himself_o be_v ever_o at_o hand_n to_o deliver_v he_o and_o keep_v he_o as_o the_o apple_n of_o his_o eye_n so_o that_o all_o his_o enemy_n be_v not_o able_a to_o do_v he_o hurt_v for_o god_n be_v his_o help_n and_o strength_n and_o deliverer_n yea_o god_n by_o his_o providence_n dispose_v of_o thing_n so_o that_o what_o in_o appearance_n and_o what_o they_o contrive_v to_o be_v the_o mean_n of_o his_o hurt_n turn_v to_o his_o great_a good_a and_o what_o they_o intend_v for_o his_o destruction_n become_v the_o only_a mean_n of_o his_o preservation_n again_o the_o lord_n be_v more_o special_o present_a with_o he_o when_o he_o be_v in_o the_o great_a danger_n that_o he_o may_v fight_v for_o he_o against_o his_o enemy_n and_o give_v he_o victory_n over_o they_o that_o he_o may_v sustain_v he_o when_o he_o faint_v and_o crown_v he_o when_o he_o overcome_v that_o he_o may_v be_v exact_a in_o take_v notice_n of_o his_o suffering_n count_v his_o wander_n put_v his_o tear_n into_o his_o bottle_n and_o enter_v all_o into_o his_o register_n nor_o be_v the_o believer_n more_o patient_a to_o put_v up_o wrong_n than_o god_n be_v ready_a to_o revenge_v they_o and_o right_v he_o and_o the_o reason_n 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