Selected quad for the lemma: spirit_n

Word A	Word B	Word C	Word D	Occurrence	Frequency Band	MI	MI Band	Prominent
spirit_n	flesh_n	law_n	life_n	8,185	5	5.2684	4	false

Text snippets containing the quad

ID	Title	Author	Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication)	STC	Words	Pages
A77267	The penitent pilgrim bemoning his sinfull condition. Faith appeares vnto him affording him comfort hope seconds that comfort charity promiseth him in this vaile of missery to cover all his scarlett sins wth: [sic] ye white robe of mercy, & conduct him safly to ye kingdome of glory. By Io: Hall	Brathwaite, Richard, 1588?-1673, attributed name.; Hall, John, 1627-1656, attributed name.; Herdson, Henry, attributed name.; Le Blon, Christof, d. 1665, engraver.	1651 (1651)	Wing B4275aA; ESTC R224400	106,709	434

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thou_o teach_v i_o when_o i_o be_v ignorant_a comfort_v i_o when_o i_o be_v desolate_a raise_v i_o from_o ruin_n restore_v i_o after_o my_o fall_n bestow_v on_o i_o beg_v find_v by_o i_o seek_v and_o open_v to_o i_o knock_v and_o shall_v i_o be_v forgetful_a of_o these_o nay_o lord_n let_v my_o right_a hand_n soon_o forget_v her_o cunning_n nay_o may_v i_o rather_o become_v raze_v out_o of_o the_o book_n of_o the_o live_n than_o i_o become_v forgetful_a of_o thy_o gracious_a deal_n i_o will_v return_v then_o unto_o thou_o with_o a_o sorrowful_a heart_n but_o with_o wing_n of_o hope_n because_o from_o thou_o come_v my_o help_n i_o know_v lord_n because_o of_o unrighteous_a deal_n and_o wrong_n 10.8_o and_o riches_n get_v by_o deceit_n the_o kingdom_n be_v translate_v from_o one_o people_n to_o another_o dear_a lord_n great_a sin_n require_v deep_a sigh_n as_o i_o have_v be_v infinite_a in_o sin_v may_v i_o be_v incessant_a in_o sorrow_v that_o sow_v in_o tear_n i_o may_v reap_v with_o 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adulterer_n i_o divide_v my_o portion_n i_o bestow_v the_o day_n in_o variety_n of_o folly_n and_o a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o night_n in_o a_o delightful_a remembrance_n of_o those_o folly_n let_v we_o prepare_v ourselves_o say_v one_o for_o the_o spoil_n and_o i_o have_v a_o hand_n as_o ready_a to_o further_o it_o as_o he_o to_o demand_v it_o let_v we_o drink_v wine_n in_o bowl_n and_o carouse_v till_o our_o eye_n be_v red_a let_v the_o day_n care_v for_o itself_o while_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n admit_v no_o care_n let_v we_o take_v our_o full_a of_o pleasure_n say_v the_o wanton_a let_v our_o delight_n be_v in_o dalliance_n and_o i_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o the_o whorish_a woman_n though_o her_o way_n lead_v to_o death_n and_o i_o delight_v myself_o in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o drunkard_n yet_o have_v i_o read_v and_o the_o more_o my_o sin_n not_o to_o retain_v to_o who_o be_v woe_n to_o who_o sorrow_n to_o who_o strife_n to_o who_o murmur_v to_o who_o wound_v 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than_o he_o bring_v with_o he_o foe_n i_o have_v without_o fear_n within_o but_o my_o bosom_n friend_n i_o find_v ever_o to_o be_v my_o busy_a foe_n and_o what_o less_o can_v i_o expect_v then_o that_o my_o bosom_n friend_n shall_v prove_v my_o deadly_a foe_n be_v receiver_n and_o abetter_n of_o my_o bosom_n sin_n o_o what_o disorderly_a passion_n rage_v nay_o reign_v in_o i_o what_o divide_a thought_n of_o hope_n and_o fear_n be_v ever_o encounter_v i_o in_o my_o prosperity_n fear_v of_o adversity_n wrought_v upon_o i_o in_o my_o adversity_n hope_v of_o prosperity_n seize_v on_o i_o neither_o do_v either_o of_o these_o condition_n well_o

his_o delicious_a and_o liquorish_a appetite_n must_v be_v satisfy_v nothing_o want_v that_o may_v tend_v to_o surfeit_v but_o with_o those_o rioter_n before_o the_o flood_n he_o little_o know_v how_o near_o he_o be_v perish_v if_o lascivious_a his_o flesh_n must_v want_v no_o provocation_n to_o bring_v this_o delude_a minion_n to_o destruction_n fancy_n by_o night_n and_o more_o visible_a object_n by_o day_n be_v send_v forth_o to_o seize_v on_o his_o heart_n and_o make_v he_o forgetful_a of_o god_n if_o passionate_a he_o shall_v find_v motive_n enough_o to_o enrage_v he_o nothing_o he_o see_v can_v content_v he_o fury_n be_v in_o his_o eye_n and_o revenge_n in_o his_o heart_n many_o water_n can_v quench_v this_o heat_n for_o he_o aim_v at_o nothing_o but_o death_n if_o envious_a other_o success_n find_v he_o matter_n enough_o to_o work_v on_o it_o be_v hard_o to_o say_v whether_o his_o own_o gain_n or_o other_o loss_n please_v he_o better_o those_o walk_n in_o fair_a flourish_a field_n which_o be_v make_v to_o recreate_v other_o be_v just_o make_v to_o macerate_v himself_o for_o to_o see_v his_o neighbour_n ground_n prosper_v beget_v in_o he_o a_o distemper_n if_o slothful_a the_o summer-beame_n though_o they_o shine_v never_o so_o glorious_o upon_o he_o must_v not_o rouse_v he_o there_o be_v a_o adder_n in_o the_o way_n yet_o a_o little_a and_o then_o a_o little_a make_v he_o forget_v his_o poverty_n if_o heaven_n may_v be_v get_v by_o security_n he_o may_v be_v secure_a of_o eternity_n but_o the_o purchase_n of_o heaven_n be_v no_o such_o easy_a task_n thus_o thou_o profess_v enemy_n of_o mankind_n assault_v he_o and_o according_a to_o every_o occasion_n prepare_v thy_o temptation_n and_o of_o all_o other_o i_o poor_a pilgrim_n become_v in_o these_o most_o miserable_a for_o well_o know_v thy_o subtlety_n my_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o find_v i_o no_o less_o ready_a to_o assent_v than_o thou_o to_o assault_n thou_o make_v my_o 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into_o temptation_n be_v those_o ally_n thou_o have_v within_o thou_o true_a unto_o thou_o do_v not_o those_o on_o who_o thou_o rely_v betray_v thou_o yes_o dear_a lord_n i_o must_v confess_v it_o i_o be_v betray_v by_o my_o own_o to_o my_o shame_n but_o alas_o have_v these_o stand_v for_o i_o all_o this_o have_v little_o avail_v i_o for_o i_o be_v such_o a_o enemy_n to_o myself_o as_o i_o will_v have_v betray_v myself_o have_v i_o neither_o suffer_v the_o assault_n of_o heavy_a friend_n within_o i_o nor_o open_a foe_n without_o i_o o_o how_o sound_o sleep_v i_o while_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n stand_v at_o the_o gate_n ready_a to_o enter_v in_o upon_o i_o watchful_a be_v he_o in_o seek_v to_o surprise_v i_o but_o careless_a be_v i_o in_o labour_v to_o prevent_v his_o subtlety_n o_o how_o well_o know_v he_o how_o to_o get_v ground_n upon_o i_o how_o subtle_o lie_v he_o his_o snare_n to_o catch_v i_o he_o become_v come_v familiar_a by_o his_o too_o long_a acquaintance_n with_o i_o and_o 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