and_o cheerful_a in_o well_o do_v and_o so_o use_v they_o as_o furtherance_n for_o our_o exercise_n in_o holiness_n and_o weaken_v of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n hereby_o we_o shall_v know_v that_o they_o be_v sanctify_v unto_o we_o that_o we_o have_v obtain_v a_o gracious_a conquest_n over_o natureâ—_n and_o a_o good_a measure_n of_o grace_n use_v of_o these_o melancholy_a thought_n it_o serve_v first_o to_o advance_v the_o singular_a goodness_n of_o our_o god_n that_o see_v we_o may_v be_v so_o far_o transport_v by_o these_o melancholic_a fitâ—_n as_o to_o speak_v yea_o to_o act_n sometime_o strange_a thing_n against_o our_o seive_n yet_o where_o grace_n prevayl_v these_o be_v all_o bring_v about_o to_o the_o advancement_n of_o his_o glory_n the_o lord_n do_v not_o account_n of_o we_o as_o we_o be_v transport_v by_o this_o pestilent_a humour_n but_o according_a to_o his_o own_o purpose_n and_o end_n to_o which_o he_o have_v ordain_v us._n 2_o we_o be_v hereby_o teach_v wise_o not_o to_o excuse_v sin_n by_o these_o melancholic_a mood_n because_o indeed_o it_o secure_v to_o do_v the_o sin_n in_o that_o it_o become_v a_o cloak_n to_o defend_v the_o same_o as_o he_o that_o in_o his_o drunkenness_n kill_v a_o man_n be_v guilty_a of_o a_o double_a offence_n the_o one_o that_o he_o commit_v murder_n the_o other_o that_o he_o do_v it_o in_o that_o humour_n so_o be_v it_o in_o this_o case_n of_o melancholy_n and_o yet_o here_o be_v exceed_a comfort_n to_o such_o as_o be_v trouble_v in_o mind_n and_o through_o distemper_n break_v out_o into_o fearful_a course_n and_o speech_n that_o see_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o impute_v unto_o they_o what_o they_o advise_o intend_v not_o therefore_o because_o melancholy_a may_v father_n that_o on_o they_o which_o they_o do_v not_o or_o further_o they_o to_o what_o they_o do_v not_o intend_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o impute_v what_o they_o do_v not_o or_o what_o in_o their_o best_a advice_n they_o will_v not_o chap._n x._o of_o vain_a &_o wander_a thought_n intrude_a into_o and_o interrupt_v holy_a duty_n hitherto_o concern_v blasphemous_a and_o melancholy_a thought_n extraordinary_o and_o not_o so_o common_o trouble_v the_o saint_n together_o with_o their_o several_a cause_n effect_n and_o remedy_n there_o remain_v yet_o to_o consider_v of_o another_o troop_n of_o thought_n ordinary_o and_o frequent_o molest_v the_o saint_n in_o the_o worship_n of_o god_n as_o tend_v to_o challenge_v the_o same_o of_o hypocrisy_n or_o lest_o so_o to_o interrupt_v &_o cool_v the_o sense_n as_o that_o either_o they_o be_v deprive_v altogether_o of_o the_o present_a comfort_n thereof_o or_o at_o the_o least_o they_o be_v hinder_v thereby_o of_o such_o entire_a communion_n with_o god_n therein_o as_o they_o hearty_o desire_v &_o so_o receive_v much_o discomfort_n and_o confusion_n thereby_o &_o therefore_o very_o necessary_a be_v it_o both_o 1_o to_o know_v what_o these_o thought_n be_v 2_o to_o discern_v the_o occasion_n and_o true_a 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present_a occasion_n not_o lead_v we_o along_o therein_o not_o accompany_v the_o same_o and_o so_o if_o they_o be_v evil_a or_o good_a they_o be_v disclaim_v 2_o i_o add_v that_o they_o either_o spring_n from_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n which_o be_v but_o in_o part_n regenerate_v &_o so_o necessary_o yield_v store_n thereof_o in_o that_o the_o flesh_n lu_v against_o the_o spirit_n that_o so_o we_o may_v have_v a_o tâ—yall_a of_o the_o truth_n â—f_n what_o we_o do_v by_o this_o combat_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o conquest_n thereof_o or_o 2_o they_o be_v occasion_v from_o outward_a object_n affect_v the_o sense_n whereof_o we_o be_v general_o too_o careless_a &_o prodigal_a 3_o or_o they_o be_v cast_v in_o by_o satan_n in_o our_o most_o serious_a intention_n to_o interrupt_v and_o so_o deprive_v we_o of_o the_o comfort_n of_o they_o last_o i_o discover_v the_o end_n hereof_o that_o hereby_o be_v convince_v of_o our_o imperfection_n herein_o we_o may_v be_v send_v unto_o christ_n or_o else_o hereby_o we_o may_v be_v make_v inexcusable_a if_o yet_o we_o shall_v stand_v upon_o the_o worth_n of_o our_o well_o do_v the_o cause_n hereof_o be_v principal_o satan_n dive_v into_o our_o very_a inward_a man_n and_o either_o stir_v up_o such_o vain_a thought_n from_o natural_a corruption_n and_o such_o special_a sin_n as_o we_o be_v most_o subject_a unto_o or_o else_o provoke_v the_o same_o upon_o occasion_n of_o some_o outward_a object_n affect_v the_o sense_n and_o so_o thereby_o violent_o to_o distract_v &_o drive_v we_o from_o the_o duty_n we_o have_v in_o hand_n second_o there_o may_v be_v cause_n hereof_o in_o ourselves_o as_o these_o 1_o want_n of_o preparation_n to_o holy_a duty_n and_o 2_o want_n of_o intention_n and_o settle_v of_o the_o mind_n on_o god_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o they_o 3_o or_o three_o a_o dissolute_a and_o inconstant_a course_n and_o practice_v of_o holy_a duty_n may_v occasion_v the_o same_o when_o we_o keep_v not_o a_o set_a course_n and_o order_n therein_o 4_o or_o contrary_o too_o much_o rely_v on_o the_o outward_a form_n and_o time_n hereto_o as_o if_o this_o be_v the_o main_a may_v prove_v occasion_n of_o such_o idle_a thought_n 5_o or_o some_o special_a sin_n not_o sufficient_o repent_v of_o may_v occasion_v the_o same_o the_o thought_n whereof_o will_v be_v still_o present_v and_o intrude_a itself_o when_o we_o be_v about_o to_o do_v good_a 6_o or_o some_o touch_n of_o vain_a glory_n may_v tickle_v we_o in_o the_o holy_a action_n which_o usual_o remit_v the_o mind_n and_o so_o give_v way_n to_o such_o unseasonable_a thought_n 7_o or_o we_o may_v give_v too_o much_o liberty_n to_o our_o sense_n in_o holy_a duty_n by_o let_v the_o eye_n rove_v the_o ear_n wander_v after_o please_a object_n &_o these_o may_v be_v occasion_n to_o cloy_v the_o heart_n with_o such_o kind_n of_o carnal_a thought_n and_o affection_n 8_o hitherto_o also_o much_o avayl_v pompous_a and_o vain_a ceremony_n in_o the_o worship_n of_o god_n such_o i_o mean_v as_o be_v too_o ordinary_a in_o popery_n which_o be_v in_o they_o a_o wilworship_n intend_v to_o satisfy_v the_o flesh_n and_o to_o nourish_v the_o heart_n in_o the_o ignorance_n of_o itself_o do_v by_o the_o divine_a justice_n herein_o prove_v it_o own_o confusion_n as_o bewitch_v the_o heart_n with_o a_o conceit_n of_o carnal_a happiness_n and_o secret_a atheism_n as_o if_o god_n be_v not_o a_o spirit_n that_o he_o be_v like_a unto_o man_n to_o be_v please_v with_o thousand_o of_o ram_n and_o ten_o thousand_o river_n of_o oil_n that_o either_o he_o be_v asleep_a or_o in_o pursuit_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o so_o must_v be_v awaken_v and_o charm_v with_o such_o chanting_n and_o brutish_a noise_n in_o a_o unknown_a tongue_n and_o so_o thereby_o be_v just_o give_v up_o of_o the_o lord_n to_o be_v pester_v with_o carnal_a and_o vain_a thought_n for_o the_o confusion_n of_o it_o wisdom_n 9_o add_v we_o hereunto_o that_o common_a disease_n which_o worldling_n be_v too_o much_o possess_v withal_o namely_o covetousness_n and_o greedy_a desire_n of_o worldly_a gain_n who_o measure_v happiness_n hereby_o do_v therefore_o give_v the_o bridle_n to_o these_o immeasurable_a desire_n and_o so_o make_v this_o their_o main_n to_o the_o maintenance_n of_o sin_n no_o marvel_n if_o when_o they_o come_v before_o the_o lord_n and_o sit_v before_o he_o as_o his_o people_n do_v yet_o they_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o will_v not_o do_v it_o nay_o indeed_o not_o so_o much_o as_o intend_v the_o same_o because_o their_o heart_n wander_v after_o their_o covetousness_n ezech._n 33.31.32_o no_o marvel_n if_o the_o the_o word_n prove_v no_o better_o unto_o they_o then_o a_o jest_a song_n or_o a_o pleasant_a voice_n only_o to_o tickle_v the_o ear_n because_o their_o heart_n be_v take_v uppe_o with_o their_o
of_o our_o way_n and_o so_o follow_v desperat_o impenitency_n and_o rejection_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n &_o so_o a_o heap_v uppe_o of_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n the_o conquest_n hereof_o that_o thought_n be_v not_o erce_a appear_v first_o by_o the_o commandment_n of_o god_n which_o forbid_v they_o exod._n 10_o 10._o and_o it_o be_v therefore_o set_v in_o the_o last_o place_n as_o the_o exposition_n and_o touchstone_n of_o all_o the_o other_o which_o seem_v to_o reach_v only_o to_o outward_a fact_n or_o motion_n with_o consent_n show_v as_o the_o apostle_n expounde_v it_o nay_o our_o saviour_n christ_n himself_o math._n 5._o rom._n 7._o that_o the_o law_n be_v spiritual_a extend_v to_o the_o very_a thought_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o so_o express_v the_o power_n thereof_o that_o it_o be_v of_o god_n who_o search_v the_o heart_n by_o it_o 1._o cor._n 14.25_o heb._n 4.12_o and_o therein_o also_o the_o use_n thereof_o which_o be_v to_o work_v a_o utter_a denial_n of_o nature_n and_o to_o send_v we_o daily_o unto_o christ_n gal._n 3.27_o and_o also_o to_o try_v the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o obedience_n whether_o it_o be_v as_o well_o inward_a and_o secret_a unto_o god_n as_o outward_a and_o apparent_a unto_o man_n and_o so_o to_o comfort_v we_o both_o against_o the_o imputation_n of_o infirmity_n see_v in_o the_o law_n of_o our_o mind_n we_o cleave_v unto_o god_n with_o purpose_n of_o heart_n but_o especial_o against_o imputation_n of_o hypocuâ—sae_n in_o regard_n of_o outward_a fail_v see_v as_o satan_n know_v not_o our_o thought_n nay_o ourselves_o know_v not_o in_o this_o respect_n our_o own_o soul_n therefore_o though_o we_o do_v fail_v outward_o and_o our_o heart_n may_v smite_v we_o for_o the_o same_o yet_o the_o lord_n know_v our_o heart_n and_o thought_n we_o can_v appeal_v unto_o he_o as_o ezechias_n and_o david_n do_v in_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o think_v nay_o though_o our_o heart_n shall_v fail_v we_o yet_o see_v the_o lord_n be_v great_a than_o our_o heart_n and_o know_v who_o be_v he_o therefore_o may_v we_o appeal_v from_o our_o ignorant_a and_o unbelieve_a heart_n unto_o our_o god_n who_o know_v that_o of_o and_o in_o we_o which_o we_o can_v know_v and_o so_o approve_v we_o as_o we_o be_v in_o his_o purpose_n above_o what_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o yea_o contrary_a to_o that_o we_o feel_v in_o ourselves_o do_v gracious_o accept_v us._n oh_o what_o a_o comfort_n be_v this_o to_o a_o distress_a soul_n through_o violence_n of_o tentation_n or_o the_o roar_n &_o damp_n of_o the_o flesh_n though_o he_o cry_v yet_o he_o think_v god_n hear_v he_o not_o because_o now_o he_o know_v not_o whether_o he_o pray_v or_o no._n rom._n 8.27_o or_o what_o he_o pray_v that_o now_o he_o be_v answer_v by_o the_o spirit_n that_o he_o that_o search_v the_o heart_n know_v the_o meaning_n of_o the_o spirit_n oppose_v god_n know_v of_o our_o prayer_n to_o our_o not_o know_v of_o they_o as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v let_v it_o not_o trouble_v thou_o that_o thou_o perceive_v not_o that_o thou_o pray_v for_o though_o thou_o know_v not_o yet_o god_n the_o searcher_n of_o thy_o heart_n who_o be_v great_a than_o thy_o heart_n he_o know_v and_o approve_v thy_o prayer_n god_n see_v that_o good_a which_o we_o see_v not_o sometime_o in_o ourselves_o thus_o do_v the_o nature_n and_o use_n of_o the_o commandment_n evince_n that_o our_o thought_n be_v not_o free_a not_o allow_v to_o think_v evil_a of_o the_o prince_n eccl._n 10.70_o no_o not_o of_o the_o mean_a 2_o and_o so_o do_v also_o the_o nature_n and_o glory_n of_o the_o lawgiver_n evince_v the_o same_o namely_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n 1_o who_o be_v a_o spirit_n be_v therefore_o not_o only_o to_o be_v worship_v with_o bodily_a service_n but_o even_o with_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o power_n and_o faculty_n thereof_o joh._n 4.24_o even_o with_o all_o the_o mind_n with_o all_o the_o soul_n with_o all_o the_o heart_n and_o with_o all_o the_o strength_n mark_n 12.30_o luk._n 10.27_o deut._n 6.5_o mat._n 22._o pro._n 23.26_o 2_o who_o have_v creâ—ted_v and_o redeem_v both_o body_n &_o soul_n be_v therefore_o to_o be_v glorify_v both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o they_o be_v his_o 1._o cor._n 6.20_o only_o psal_n 94._o 3_o who_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n search_v the_o hide_a thing_n thereof_o and_o know_v the_o thought_n long_o before_o psalm_n 139.2_o jer._n 10.17_o 1._o cor._n 2.10.11.12_o as_o be_v every_o where_o jerem._n 23.24_o and_o preserve_v and_o uphold_v of_o the_o mind_n in_o it_o thought_n act._n 17.28_o and_o therefore_o be_v to_o be_v worship_v in_o the_o heart_n as_o be_v the_o trial_n of_o the_o sincerity_n thereof_o 1._o thes_n 2.3.4_o psal_n 44.18.19_o 20.21_o mat._n 5._o so_o david_n psal_n 119.168_o i_o have_v keep_v thy_o precept_n that_o be_v constant_o and_o sincere_o for_o all_o my_o way_n be_v before_o thou_o pro._n 3.6_o 4_o who_o be_v also_o righteous_a and_o will_v not_o only_o judge_v we_o according_a to_o our_o word_n or_o work_n but_o even_o according_a to_o our_o evil_a thought_n as_o be_v breach_n of_o the_o ten_o commandment_n and_o so_o break_v the_o whole_a jacob_n 20.10_o act._n 1.22_o eccl._n 11.9_o as_o judge_v the_o work_n by_o the_o heart_n esay_n 58._o which_o indeed_o be_v the_o treasure_n both_o of_o good_a and_o bad_a luk_n 6.45_o 46._o thus_o witness_v the_o spirit_n that_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v abomination_n to_o the_o lord_n pro._n 18.15.16_o herein_o most_o odious_a because_o hereby_o they_o take_v liberty_n to_o profane_v his_o spiritual_a nature_n make_v a_o mock_n and_o idol_n of_o he_o as_o if_o he_o know_v not_o the_o thought_n have_v no_o sovereignty_n over_o they_o a_o three_o argument_n to_o prove_v that_o thought_n be_v not_o free_a be_v from_o the_o consideration_n of_o those_o to_o who_o the_o lawâ—s_v give_v namely_o mankind_n who_o if_o we_o consider_v general_o either_o in_o their_o first_o estate_n 1_o as_o they_o be_v creature_n be_v they_o not_o hereby_o general_o at_o the_o devotion_n of_o their_o creator_n even_o in_o soul_n as_o well_o as_o in_o body_n 2_o be_v they_o not_o subject_n to_o their_o all-seeing_a lord_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o do_v he_o all_o spiritual_a homage_n 3_o be_v they_o not_o fit_v immediate_o with_o that_o heavenly_a image_n that_o so_o they_o may_v be_v conformable_a to_o the_o invisible_a god_n second_o if_o we_o consider_v they_o particular_o as_o they_o stand_v in_o the_o corrupt_a estate_n of_o apostasy_n be_v not_o all_o their_o thought_n and_o imagination_n only_o evil_a continual_o gen._n 6.4_o be_v there_o any_o power_n in_o they_o so_o much_o as_o to_o think_v a_o good_a thought_n 2._o cor._n 3_o 5._o and_o be_v they_o not_o hereby_o liable_a to_o the_o curse_n for_o the_o breach_n of_o the_o spiritual_a law_n which_o require_v inward_a and_o entire_a obedience_n in_o soul_n &_o body_n and_o spirit_n deut._n 4_o be_v they_o not_o hereby_o â—ed_v captive_a under_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n they_o can_v choose_v but_o sin_n though_o they_o choose_v and_o entertain_v the_o same_o with_o all_o greediness_n so_o far_o it_o be_v that_o there_o thought_n be_v free_a to_o evil_n that_o indeed_o they_o be_v only_o free_a to_o evil_n they_o have_v no_o liberty_n to_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a 1._o cor._n 3.20_o three_o consider_v we_o man_n in_o the_o estate_n of_o his_o recovery_n if_o we_o observe_v the_o mean_n whereby_o this_o be_v accomplish_v namely_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n see_v he_o suffer_v as_o well_o in_o soul_n as_o in_o body_n as_o this_o do_v argue_v a_o general_a taineture_n both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n so_o do_v it_o imply_v be_v stauration_n both_o of_o soul_n aswell_o as_o the_o body_n and_o a_o subjection_n thereof_o with_o the_o body_n to_o the_o obedience_n of_o câ—rist_n 2._o cor._n 4.10_o and_o this_o shall_v the_o better_o appear_v if_o we_o consider_v the_o work_n itself_o i_o mean_v the_o 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â—ight_n in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o so_o receyve_v daily_o new_a strength_n and_o grace_n from_o that_o fountain_n we_o shall_v be_v enable_v thereby_o to_o proceed_v in_o grace_n and_o in_o every_o good_a work_n that_o so_o we_o in_o he_o may_v attain_v to_o perfection_n and_o follow_v hard_a after_o the_o mark_n for_o the_o price_n of_o our_o high_a call_n in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n phil._n 3.12.14_o as_o remember_v that_o this_o life_n be_v the_o time_n of_o combat_v and_o wrestle_v with_o corruption_n not_o of_o full_a victory_n over_o they_o and_o therefore_o if_o we_o strive_v lawful_o we_o shall_v obtain_v if_o we_o give_v not_o over_o they_o they_o in_o the_o end_n will_v give_v over_o us._n and_o therefore_o if_o now_o we_o can_v still_o groan_n to_o be_v disburden_v of_o these_o trouble-house_n and_o sigh_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o the_o heavenly_a communion_n where_o we_o shall_v be_v free_v from_o all_o these_o noisome_a guest_n this_o be_v our_o evidence_n that_o 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to_o merit_v but_o in_o obedience_n to_o god_n in_o thankfulness_n to_o he_o for_o his_o unspeakable_a love_n in_o christ_n that_o by_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n we_o be_v enable_v thereto_o that_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n we_o shall_v be_v accept_v and_o so_o shall_v this_o immoderate_a flux_n be_v gracious_o heal_v use_v of_o these_o wander_a thought_n both_o for_o the_o trial_n of_o our_o mastery_n over_o they_o and_o also_o for_o our_o comfort_n in_o regard_n of_o such_o remaindure_n as_o will_v necessary_o accompany_v we_o in_o this_o our_o pilgrimage_n howsoever_o we_o have_v undertake_v to_o prescribe_v a_o remedy_n against_o these_o wander_a thought_n encumbr_v of_o we_o in_o the_o worship_n of_o god_n yet_o lest_o we_o may_v be_v discourage_v in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o remedy_n as_o imagine_v it_o to_o be_v altogether_o ineffectual_a &_o so_o may_v question_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o us._n consider_v we_o first_o that_o as_o it_o be_v impossible_a 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thereof_o much_o less_o the_o holy_a ordinance_n of_o god_n but_o as_o to_o the_o pure_a all_o thing_n be_v pure_a so_o the_o holy_a heart_n may_v safe_o partake_v of_o the_o holy_a thing_n though_o other_o defile_v they_o nothing_o become_v impure_a unto_o we_o but_o by_o reason_n of_o that_o which_o proceed_v from_o us._n if_o it_o be_v sanctify_v all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a not_o sin_n except_v 2._o cor._n 5_o 15._o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o the_o best_a unto_o we_o rom_n 8.18_o 11_o by_o this_o doct_n ine_z of_o the_o government_n of_o the_o thought_n be_v cast_v to_o ground_n all_o those_o conceit_n and_o plea_n of_o goodness_n arise_v from_o civil_a honesty_n and_o moral_a righteousness_n for_o see_v it_o be_v the_o well_o order_v of_o the_o heart_n which_o god_n require_v pro._n 26._o see_v true_a holiness_n begin_v from_o the_o heart_n and_o proceed_v by_o the_o daily_a purify_n and_o cleanse_v thereof_o from_o inward_a evil_n therefore_o whatsoever_o 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be_v great_a than_o the_o conscience_n and_o judge_v all_o thing_n he_o be_v a_o spirit_n that_o can_v thus_o judge_v of_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o spirit_n 4_o john_n he_o that_o will_v be_v worship_v in_o spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n 4_o see_v our_o thought_n be_v not_o only_o pollute_v themselves_o but_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o evil_a in_o us._n therefore_o our_o god_n be_v holy_a and_o so_o no_o cause_n of_o sin_n nay_o marvellous_a wise_a and_o merciful_a that_o can_v govern_v and_o turn_v sin_n to_o our_o good_a 5_o see_v the_o ground_n of_o the_o beginning_n and_o consummation_n of_o sin_n be_v in_o ourselves_o we_o forsake_v god_n first_o before_o he_o forsake_v we_o he_o make_v we_o first_o righteous_a but_o we_o have_v seek_v many_o invention_n eccl._n 7._o and_o so_o have_v bring_v upon_o our_o self_n by_o our_o willing_a revolt_n from_o god_n a_o inability_n to_o all_o good_a and_o prove_v to_o all_o evil_a therefore_o our_o god_n be_v just_a in_o punish_v sin_n 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