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of_o faith_n then_o also_o he_o justify_v the_o sinner_n and_o withal_o begin_v the_o work_n of_o sanctification_n vii_o then_o so_o soon_o as_o faith_n be_v put_v into_o the_o heart_n there_o be_v present_o a_o combat_n for_o it_o fight_v with_o doubt_v despair_n and_o distrust_n and_o in_o this_o combat_n faith_n show_v itself_o by_o servant_n constant_a and_o earnest_a invocation_n for_o pardon_n and_o after_o invocation_n follow_v a_o strength_n &_o prevail_a of_o this_o desire_n viii_o furthermore_o god_n in_o mercy_n quiet_v and_o settle_v the_o conscience_n as_o touch_v the_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n whereupon_o it_o rest_v and_o stay_v itself_o ix_o next_o after_o this_o settle_a assurance_n &_o persuasion_n of_o mercy_n follow_v a_o stir_v up_o of_o the_o heart_n to_o evangelicall_a sorrow_n according_a to_o god_n that_o be_v a_o grief_n for_o sin_n because_o it_o be_v sin_n and_o because_o god_n be_v offend_v and_o then_o the_o lord_n 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resolution_n thereof_o in_o these_o example_n follow_v the_o man_n that_o be_v at_o peter_n sermon_n be_v touch_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o misery_n upon_o the_o doctrine_n which_o have_v be_v deliver_v as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v be_v prick_v in_o their_o heart_n and_o cry_v one_o to_o another_o man_n and_o 238._o brethren_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v peter_n move_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n answer_v they_o repent_v and_o be_v baptize_v for_o the_o remission_n of_o your_o sin_n the_o like_a be_v the_o case_n of_o the_o jailer_n who_o after_o that_o the_o stubbernnesse_n 33._o of_o his_o heart_n be_v beat_v down_o by_o fear_n of_o the_o departure_n of_o the_o prisoner_n he_o come_v tremble_v and_o fall_v down_o before_o paul_n and_o silas_n and_o move_v this_o question_n unto_o they_o sir_n what_o must_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v to_o who_o they_o give_v answer_v believe_v in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v and_o thy_o household_n the_o young_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n sue_v to_o christ_n and_o ask_v he_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v christ_n answer_v he_o etc._n keep_v the_o commandment_n when_o he_o reply_v that_o he_o have_v keep_v they_o from_o his_o youth_n christ_n tell_v he_o that_o he_o must_v go_v yet_o further_o and_o sell_v all_o that_o he_o have_v and_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a and_o john_n tell_v the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n who_o come_v unto_o his_o baptism_n and_o confess_v their_o sin_n that_o if_o they_o will_v fly_v from_o the_o wrath_n to_o come_v they_o must_v repent_v and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n worthy_a a_o 38._o mendement_n of_o life_n i_o answer_v then_o out_o of_o all_o these_o place_n that_o he_o that_o will_v stand_v in_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n and_o be_v save_v must_v do_v four_o thing_n first_o humble_a himself_o before_o god_n second_o believe_v in_o christ_n three_o repent_v of_o his_o sin_n four_a perform_v new_a obedience_n unto_o god_n for_o the_o first_o humiliation_n be_v indeed_o a_o fruit_n of_o faith_n yet_o i_o put_v it_o in_o place_n before_o faith_n because_o in_o practice_v it_o be_v first_o faith_n lie_v hide_v in_o the_o heart_n and_o the_o first_o effect_n wherein_o it_o appear_v be_v the_o abase_v and_o humble_v of_o ourselves_o and_o here_o we_o be_v further_a to_o consider_v three_o point_n first_o wherein_o stand_v humiliation_n second_o the_o excellency_n of_o it_o three_o the_o question_n of_o conscience_n that_o concern_v it_o touch_v the_o first_o point_n humiliation_n stand_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o three_o thing_n the_o first_o be_v a_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n whereby_o the_o sinner_n be_v displease_v with_o himself_o and_o ashamed_a in_o respect_n of_o his_o sin_n the_o second_o be_v a_o confession_n to_o god_n wherein_o also_o three_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v do_v first_o to_o acknowledge_v all_o our_o main_a sin_n original_a and_o actual_a second_o to_o acknowledge_v our_o guiltiness_n before_o god_n three_o to_o acknowledge_v our_o just_a damnation_n for_o sin_n the_o three_o thing_n in_o humiliation_n be_v supplication_n make_v to_o god_n for_o mercy_n as_o earnest_o as_o in_o a_o matter_n of_o life_n and_o death_n and_o of_o these_o three_o thing_n we_o have_v in_o scripture_n the_o example_n of_o ezra_n daniel_n and_o the_o prodigal_a son_n ezra_n 9_o dan._n 9_o luk._n 15._o the_o second_o point_n be_v the_o excellency_n of_o humiliation_n which_o stand_v in_o this_o that_o it_o have_v the_o promise_n of_o life_n eternal_a annex_v to_o it_o esa._n 57_o 15._o i_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o give_v life_n to_o they_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a heart_n psal._n 51._o 17._o a_o contrite_a and_o a_o break_a heart_n o_o god_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v prou._n 28._o 13._o he_o that_o hide_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v but_o he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v they_o shall_v find_v mercy_n 1._o joh._n 1._o 9_o if_o we_o acknowledge_v our_o sin_n he_o be_v faithful_a and_o just_a to_o forgive_v we_o our_o sin_n and_o to_o cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o unrighteousness_n by_o all_o these_o and_o many_o other_o place_n it_o be_v manifest_a that_o in_o the_o very_a instant_n when_o a_o sinner_n begin_v true_o in_o heart_n and_o conscience_n to_o humble_v himself_o he_o be_v then_o enter_v into_o the_o state_n of_o salvation_n so_o soon_o as_o david_n say_v i_o have_v 13._o sin_v nathan_n pronounce_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o his_o sin_n be_v put_v away_o and_o david_n himself_o say_v allude_v to_o the_o former_a 5._o place_n i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v my_o sin_n and_o lo_o thou_o forgaâ—est_v the_o wickedness_n of_o my_o sin_n when_o the_o 18._o prodigal_a son_n have_v but_o say_v i_o will_v go_v to_o my_o father_n etc._n etc._n even_o then_o before_o he_o humble_v himself_o his_o father_n 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