starte for the best Wee had reason to say for our selues courage to defend our selues against all them that did deale with vs but now the spirite draweth vs into the presence of God it letteth vs see that we haue to doe with God and that our strength is weakenesse in respect of him Then doth our harte beginne to fayle vs then doe wee lay our handes on our mouthes and dare not answere nay then doe wee quickly take vp our crosse because the Lord himselfe hath done it Beholde here how the spirit worketh beholde how sinne is corrupted and who so can beholde here this in himselfe may assuredly say that the spirit of God is in him that it is not in vaine within him nay that it is mightie and liuely in operation in his heart The third note and effect is the bringing on forwarde of this worke vnto iustification for when the spirite hath brought vs thus farre then doth it beginne to open vnto vs a doore vnto the graces and fauour of God it doth put into our mindes that there is mercie with God and therefore stirreth vs vp to seeke mercie at his handes afterwarde it doth let vs see how Christ suffered to take away the sinnes of the worlde that in the righteousnesse of Christ wee may looke to be iustified before God And this it doth not let vs see only but doth effectually worke a sure perswasion of it in our heartes and confirmeth the same by two notable effectes The first is a ioy most vnspeakeable and glorious wherewith our hearts must needs be wholly taken vp and rauished when wee see our selues by the righteousnes of Christ of the free mercy and grace of God redeemed from death deliuered from hell and freede from the fearefull condemnation of the wicked The second is the peace of conscience which indeede passeth all vnderstanding While sinne and the guilt of sinne remained there was no peace nor rest no quietnesse to be founde but feare within terrours without and troubles on euery side But when sinne is once nailed to the crosse of Christ when the guilt of sinne is taken out of our consciences and the puninshment thereof farre remoued then must needes ensue great peace for our accusers dare not proceed against vs our sinnes are forgiuen vs and God is at one with vs and for this we haue the warrant and testimonie of the spirit Can flesh and bloode perswade vs of it can any creature assure vs how God is affected towardes vs no doublesse And therefore where this ioy and peace is there must needes be the holy ghost the author and worker of the same for as no man knoweth what is in man but the spirit of man which is in him so none knoweth the will of God but the spirit of God and therefore it is the spirit of God that must certifie our hearres and spirites of the same And hereof there doth arise that which wee take as the fourth note when we finde it in our selues to wit The life and nemblenes that is in vs to doe good for when a man doth finde fauoure from God for the forgiuenesse of sinnes then the loue of God constraineth him that ioy which hee conceiueth inforceth him and putteth life into him for the performance of those thinges which are pleasing vnto God then hee beginneth to finde himselfe not onely reclamed from euill but also applyed and framed to that which is good then is his vnderstanding inlyghtened to see into the mysteries of godlinesse and into that great worke of his redemption and into whatsoeuer concerneth the sauing health of his soule then is his iudgement reformed and he is made able to iudge betweene false religion and trewe betweene the workes of the fleshe and of the spirit betwene that which is good and that which is euill and displeasing in the sight of God Then are his affections in some good measure altered his desire is set not vpon earthly but vpon heauenly thinges his ioyes are not in the eaâ—th but in the heauens his anger is wasted and spent not vpon his owne priuae cause and quarrels but vpon his owne sinnes and vpon whatsoeuer hindereth the glory of his God This is the life of God in him thus he liueth that hath receiued the spirite and thus he leadeth his life continually for they that haue receiued the spirite are led by the spirit and do liue accordingly bringing forth the fruites of the spirite But this hath weakenes ioyned with it and men through frailtie may sone fal and therefore their life is sayde To be hid in Christ because in full and perfect manner it doth not appeare Therefore if notwithstanding these frailties and falles wee will know whether wee still retaine the spirite of God wee must search our selues and trye our hearts by these rules First if when through frailtie wee haue fallen for who is hee that falleth not We will then know whether by our fall we haue lost the spirite of God or no let vs see what liking or mislykinge wee haue of sinne for it after our fall wee doe holde our former hatred of sinne and the oftenner wee fall the more thorough and deadly hatred wee conceiue against sinne vndoubtedly that frailetie hath not as yet depriued vs of the spirite Secondly come and see how it standeth with thy sorrow for so long as thy sorrow encreaseth for thy sinnes it cannot bee thought that sinne and the fleshe haue ouercome and vtterly quenched the spirite in thee Thirdly try thy care and if thou grone in a godly care both how thou mayst bee able to wage battaile against sinne in the plaine fielde and how thou mayst preuente sinne in all his pollicies thou hast a further assurance that sinne although it be as great as Goliah yet it hath not hitherto preuailed against thy poore and little Dauid I say against those fewe and small graces which the good spirite of God hath bestowed vppon thee but the last is most certaine and that is this When thou art carefull to redeem that which by thy fall thou hast lost hast a care to runne so much faster forwarde by how much more thou hast beene letted by thy fall then it doth appeare that the spirite is in thee yea liuely and mighty in operation and such as shall neuer be taken from the vntill the day of Christ. Thus may wee in some good and competent measure try and prooue whether wee haue the spirite of GOD or noe for where these fruits are to bee founde there is also the spirite of GOD. For further confirmation whereof wee may note the manner of speach where hee saith Quenche not the spirite Wee doe commonly vse to say the fire is quenched when the light and heate thereof is taken away and indeede nothing can properly be saide to be quenched but the fire Now whereas the Apostle saith Quench not the spirite he giueth vs to vnderstande that the spirite is in some respect like vnto
good opinion you haue of me then for any greate matter I am able to performe I shalbe ready to offer any office of loue vnto you as God shall inable mee and so farre forth as I shall bee at any time instructed in your perticular estate in some letters sente from you by conuenient messengers That which I perceiue presently by M. S. letter is that you are afflicted with the blindnes of your mind and hardnes of your heart which cannot be moued either with the promises of Gods mercies or feare of his iudgements nor affected with the loue delight of the things which bee good nor with the hatred and loathing of the euill Great cause you haue of griefe I confesse but no cause of dispaire dare I grant because I am perswaded that your perswation is somewhat false partly for wante of a sounde iudgement of your estate and partly for some defect of faith somewhat through your owne default First therefore know you for a certaintie that this is no other tentation than such as diuers of Gods children haue beene humbled with and afterwarde haue had a good issue out of it and if it please God to moue ye to credit me I my selfe haue knowen others as deepely this way plunged as you can be Remember therfore that God is faithfull and will not suffer you to be tempted aboue that which you shall be able to beare And yet farther to confirme you heerein the holy scriptures do recorde that this way God heeretofore hath humbled his owne people in whose person the Prophet Esay lamentably complaineth O Lord looke down from heauen behold from thy dwelling place of thy holines and of thy glorie Where is thy zeale and thy strength the multitude of thy mercies and of thy compassions They are restrained from me And afterwardes O Lord why hast thou made vs to erre from thy waies and hardened our heartes from thy feare And in the next chapt Wee haue beene alas an vncleane thing and all our righteousnesse is as filthy cloutes and we all doe fade as a leafe and our iniquities as the winde doth take vs away and there is none that calleth vpon thy name neither that stirreth vp himselfe to take hold on thee for thou hast hid thy face from vs and hast consumed vs because of our iniquities And before Wee grope for the wall like the blinde and we grope as one without eies we rore like beares and mourne like doues So complaineth Ezechias in the bitternes of his soule Like a crane or a swallow so did I chatter I did mourne as a doue And when Dauid crieth Create in me O God a cleane heart renue in me a right spirit Restore to me the ioy of my saluation establish me with thy free spirit doth he not declare that his heart was vncleane his spirit crâ—ked the ioy of his saluation lost and himselfe subiect to â—he spâ—rit of bondage so that wanting the spirit of liberty or adoption he could nâ—yther cry Abba Father nor haue any power against sinne Tâ—us you see how Gods children may be blinded in minde and hardened in heart for a time so that they feele in themselues the grace of the holy spirite to be as it were perished and dead Faâ—ther to releeue the infirmitie of your iudgement in this case because I know it may much distresse you you must vnderstand that there bee two kindes of hardnes of heart the one which is not felt nor perceiued The other which is perceiued felt and of the former that there be two sortes the first which is most fearefull when any doe purposely resist the motions of Gods spirite and wilfully refuse the meanes of their saluation of which the Prophet Zachary speaketh 7.11 They refused to harken and pulled away their shoulder and stopped their eares that they should not heare yea they made their heartes as an Adamant stone least they should heare the law and the wordes which the Lord of hostes sent in his spirit by the ministery of the former Prophets The outragious sinne of these men the Prophet Esay expresseth in these their owne fearefull termes we haue made a couenant with death and with hell we are at aâ—reement though a scourge runne ouer and passe through it shall not come at vs for we haue made falshoode our refuge and vnder vanitie are we hidden This was a fearefull estatâ— indeede yet for all that no man can say but some of those hauing hardened their â—eartes might bee and were afâ—erward conuerted The other kinde of hardnes of heart which is not felt not perceiued or if percâ—iued yâ—t not felt which albeit it is lesse fearefull yet it is dangerous enough is in such as although they wilfully resist not Godâ— spirite in good meanes yet securely carâ—lesly and willingly they lie in sinne without any â—emorse of iâ— or true tast of good thinges Such was Dauid his estate for the space of a yeare before Nathan the Prophet ame to reproue him and rouse him from his lulled sleepe Both these kindes I am perswaded you are free from otherwise than in temptation Sathan may sometimes mooue yee thereunto The other kinde of hardnes of heart which is perceiued and felt is of two sortes the one in them which are desirous of meanes whereby they may be releeued although they do finde small or no ease at all in themselues for a time Of this kinde the Prophet Esay in the name of some of gods people complained And such was Dauids state Afâ—er that Nathan had reproued him and gods spirit began to to worke wiâ—h him yet he crieth out as ye heard before of the losse of gods graces and when he saith that God will accept of no sacrifices be they neuer so many nor precious without a contrite heart and broken spirit he sheweth that for a time euen aâ—ter the prophâ—t had reproued him he wanted both This is your case and therefore you are in the state of saluation for Dauid was in this case euen after he had confessed his sinne and had receiued absolution and pardon from God by the ministerie of Nathan although he neuer felt ioy thereof nor true griefe for the other yet because in trueth of heart he confessed his finne as my trust is you doe and was certainlie perswaded of the pardonablenesse of iâ— by gods mercie athough he was farre off from the feeling it or applying it to his wofuâ—l conscience his state was good verie well to be hoped of And you must know be perswaded that those things which are written of gods saints namelie of Dauid Peter such others are examples for vs if we will stay our selues vpon the word of God in the ministerie of his seruants wait vpon the Lords good time till he come neerer vnto vs by his spirit neerer I saie for he is come alreadie vnto you or it may be he neuer went from you because to be grieued
things he had somtimes inioyed he doth not only expresse the great affection he had to be restored vnto his former estate but also giueth the atteÌ„tiue reader to vnderstand a secret worke of that grace of God from the remembrance of that which had been insinuating an hope of that which shold be as the eueÌ„t it self afterward declared which issue of his troubles S. Iames would haue vs diligently to consider when he saith Ye haue heard of the sufferings of Iob and haue seene the ende of the Lord. But it fareth in this case with the afflicted soule many times as it doth with those that gredily striue for the goods of this world Their affection of hauing more is so strong doth so violently possesse and carry them as it not only depriueth them of the vse of that they haue but also maketh them forget the same which is yet moâ—e protest against it as if they had it not at all So the humbled afflicted spirit ouerborne for the time with present griefe and anguish of minde not onely vseth not the comforts it hath cannot presently discerne but also causeth an vtter forgetfulnes of them and which more is protesteth against them as if they were not yea as we se often in Iob he so complaneth of the contrary as if the Lord had not only forsaken his seruant but had armed himselfe and did fight against him to destroy him Here therfore we must bridle chastise our impatient and murmuring spirit and remember that of Iob so farre contrary to the other that though the Lord should destroy him yet he will trust in him Neither must we so much vexe and vnquiet our haâ—ts for that we want as labour to make vse of that we haue which though it seeme little vnto vs for the present yet in truth is more then Sathan by all his force is able to ouercome as may appeare vnto vs by that endles resistance which the spirit of god dwelling in vs maketh against him For he that so fighteth is not yet captiue he that standeth in face of the enimie and endureth all his assaults is not yet vanquished Yet that he holdeth out in so great weaknes of his owne against so strong furious assaults of the enimy it plainely argueth that he standeth by a greater strength then his owne by which as he is presently preserued that hee fals not into the hand of his aduersary so nede he no doubt therby to be finally deliuered be crowned with victory tryumph in despite of Sathan all hee is able to worke against him But if the enimie whose quarrelling with vs is endles as his malice is vnsatiable will not thus leaue vs giue vs rest then as I said before it is our best safest way at once to end all disputation with him And we cannot better shake him of theÌ„ by exercising our selues in prayer reading and meditâ—tion of the word of God by diligent walking in the works labours of our callings for there is no greater oportunitie nor aduantage that can be giuen vnto the aduersary then if he shal finde vs idle vnoccupied If the minde be alreadie possessed of occupied in good things it cannot so easily be trsaÌ„ported vnto that which is euill But if he finde the house emptie and fit for him he then entreth without difficultie In the question of faith wee haue comfort also from the works effects therof in our selues For as the tree is knowne by the fruits so faith wanteth not her fruites wherby she may be discerned These are of diuers sorts sorow for sinne past hatred of euill care and indeauor to auoide it both in generall and in particular the loue of God of his righteousnes desire care with labour contention to please him both in generall perticular duties And here againe wee haue a lawful necessary recorse vnto the time past For albeit wee haue nothing to glory in before God when the question is of the cause of our saluation yet the effects of this grace and fauour of God towards vs in the former fruites of our faith may yeeld vs noe small comfort in the time of our heauinesse and of the anguish of our spirites here of it is that the Prophet in the psalmes doth so often protest his obedience vnto God care to doe his commaundements hereof it is that Iob vnto the comforting of his distressed conscience remembreth the course of his former life led in the feare of God and obedience of righteousnes For although we may not attribute any merit vnto our workes but must giue the whole glorie of our saluation vnto Christ alone yet our works doe witnes for vs that we are the children of God because wee are guided by his spirite and as the Apostle saith though the body be deade in respect of sinne yet the spirite is life for righteousnes sake Also the gratious effectes of Christ himselfe dwelling in our heartes by faith are sure and certaine testimonies that we are members of his bodie doe belong vnto him because as branches implaÌ„ted into him which is the vine we bring forth fruite according vnto the nature of the vine If it be said we doe yet sin our answere is that that happeneth vnto vs not from the new creature but from that other part yet remaining in vs stil subdued vnder sin in which the Lord of mercy doth not esteeme vs but in that new man which is fashioned againe according vnto his own image In so much as S. Paul doubteth not to say that the sins of the faithful proceding froÌ„ the remaÌ„der of corruption yet abiding in theÌ„ are not their workes but the works of the flesh which being already wouÌ„ded vnto death by the power of the death of Christ languisheth more more shal finally be abolished by death which is the end accomplishment of our mortification fully endeth the battell betweene the flesh the spirit What shall I say of the loathing of this life and the vanitie thereof of that desire which is in the children of God to be dissolued to be with Christ of conteÌ„meÌ„t in all estates patience in afflictions constancie in the truth loue towards those that loue the Lorde pitie towardes those that are in misery and the desiring of the good euen of their enimies and those that hate them Which vertues though they beare not an equall saile by reason of the weaknes of the flesh and of the malice and resistance of the enimie yet are they vndoubted testimonies of our loue towards God which is not but in those who are first beloued of him and haue tasted how good and gratious hee is If wee shall looke vnto the exercises of pietie and of the worshippe of GOD though wee may here as els where complaine of our wants and defectes yet wee shal through
be preferred to the chiefest places but if promotion come not then their profession is forsaken and their Religion laide aside And yet that is not all for eyther they waxe prophane in their life or haereticall in their opinions Doe the children of God loue on this manner No the holie Ghost which they haue receiued in effectuall manner doth shedde the seede of loue in their heartes and doth worke in them a speciall liking of his goodnesse of his righteousnesse and of his holines and therefore of sincere affection they loue him As the naturall childe loueth his father naturally and though his father beate him yet beareth he it and still loueth him so do the children of God deale They haue powred into them as Saint Peter saith a godly nature so that they do freely loue God their father and though he afflict them or crosse them in their desires yet they loue him and in loue performe their obedience vnto him continually therefore Iob sayeth Though he kill me yet will I trust in him They therefore are saide to haue receiued a free spirite and to serue God in the liberty of the spirite And who seeth not this to be a plaine and manifest difference betweene them therfore we may well take it as a thirde marke or rule whereby to proue and try our selues The fourth and last rule is in considering the worke and effect which Gods mercie receiued doth worke in vs for heerein doe the wicked shewe their wickednesse two waies First on the right hande the mercies of God do work in theÌ„ a wonderfull contentation but not such as causeth them to returne the glory vnto God nay rather it is such as causeth them to take all glory to themselues for the graces of God doe puffe them vp and make them proude and conceyted in themselues Heereof there ariseth a greate securitie which bringeth first neglect and afterwarde contempt of all good meanes wherby they shoulde growe vp in goodnes On the left hande others offende beeing neuer pleased nor contented with that they haue nay indeede forgetting and lightly esteeming that they haue and still desiring newe These men besides that they be vnthankfull they doe also murmure and grudge against God are neuer pleased with him Between these two doe the children of God holde a middle and euen course and therefore wee shall see these thinges in them First a sight and an acknowledging of the wantes which doe mooue them as Saint Peter saith Like newe borne babes to desire the sweete and sincere milke of the worde that thereby the graces they haue may be increased and their other wantes may be supplied and so farre are they from beeing puffed vp with pride that they reioyce when their pride may be pulled downe or their hautinesse abated eyther by some sharpe rebuke or by some fearefull threatning or by some moderate correction from the Lorde For they knowe that if it were needfull for Saint Paule to be buffited and that by the minister of Sathan to the intent that his pride might be beaten downe then it is much more needfull for them after sundry waies to be humbled Besides they doe not onely desire the worde but they also waite vppon the Lorde vntill it pleased him to worke further in them thereby and this wayting is as earnest as is theirs who hauing watched all the night doe waite and looke for the dawning of the day Secondly as they see their wantes so also they see that grace they haue receiued and are for that time will appayde and contented therewith and therefore as their wantes do humble them so the graces of God receiued do comfort them and as their wantes do call vpon them and cause them to seeke more so that they haue doth prouoke them to be thankefull for that they haue receiued See then a quite contrarye course of the wicked and those that of sinceritie doe worship God See I say howe contrarily the graces and giftes of GOD doe worke in them And therfore from the consideration heereof we may well draw a fourth rule wherby to make triall and examination of our selues So to conclude this poynte in a worde when a man by the spirite of GOD hath beene inlightned vnto a certaine and sufficient knowledge of Gods will when he findeth his affection chiefly and aboue all other things set vppon GOD when he findeth a pure and sincere loue of God in his heart not for wages but for the worke of grace which after an vnspeakable manner doth moue him thereunto and when hee doth thankefully acknowledge mercies receiued as he doth carefully attend and waâ—te vppon the Lord till he bestow some greater measure of graces vpon him Then may he be vndoubtedly perswaded that he hath found the spirite working in him in a more effectuall manner and that therefore it shall neuer be taken from him But what then may such men cast off all care No for vnto them doth saint Paule giue this charge That they doe not quench the spirite And not with out cause doth he giue them this charge for though the spirite it selfe can neuer be taken vtterly from them yet doubtles if they waxe proude if they grow secure if they fall into sinne the graces and giftes of the spirite may decaye and die in them their cleare vnderstanding their feeling their affection and all may be gone so that in their owne iudgement and in the iudgment of others it may seeme that they haue quite quenched and put out the spirite Neyther must this seeme so strange for if the image of God which was more perfectly placed in Adam then it is now in vs If I say thâ—s image might quite be lost and blotted out as we see it was then no maruell if the graces of the spirit of God be for a time as it were dead and drowned in vs. And that we may be the lesse offended herewith the scriptures doe offer vnto vs such examples of men as hauing bene once effectually called and truely borne againe haue yet aâ—terwarde through some sinnes lost the graces of the spirite such were the Galathians for they were truely called and effectually regenerate by the spirite and Gospell of God as may appeare by this that for the wordes sake they reuerenced the Apostle as the Angell of God yet they were shared with false doctrine and fell very dangerously to the choaking and quenching of the graces of Gods spirite in them The spirit it selfe was not taken from them nay Christ did still continue in their heartes but yet for want of godly graces he was as it were without fashion and forme so that the Apostle did as it were trauell againe vntill Christ was fashioned a newe in them Dauid also vppon the committing of his sinne was brought into the like case therefore in the 51. Psal. he prayeth That God will create in him a newe spirit What was the spirit quite gone no for by and by in the same Psalme he prayeth That the
Lorde woulde not take away his holy spirite from him howe can these two stande together first to pray that a new spirite may be created in him and then that the spirite of God may not be taken from him Surely the spirite it selfe was still in him and therfore he prayeth that it may not be taken froÌ„ him but the graces gracious working of the spirite they were deade and gone and therefore hee prayeth that they may bee renewed in him By this then we see that the very chiefe graces of the spirite may be quenched euen in the most godly when they fall into sinne But yet that no libertie may be taken hereby let vs a litle consider what griefe and punishment they procure to themselues that do by any means loose the graces of the spirite First of all we must know that though the spirite of God cannot be goâ—ten by our labour yet it causeth vs much labour and we must vndergoe much trauell and suffer much trouble before the spirite of God do take possession of vs now when the graces of the spirite are lost all this our labour seemeth to bee lost and what griefe is it to see the whole labour and trauaile of a man to vanish and come to nothing Secondly when a man receiueth the spirit of GOD and by the same spirite is assured that his sinne is forgiuen him and that hee is in the fauour of GOD there doth arise in his hearte a great ioy in the holy Ghost a ioy I say that is vnspeakeable and glorious and this ioy is lost and gone when the graces of Gods spirite are gone with how greate griefe and woe they know that in any measure haue tasted of it Againe when the graces of the spirite are choaked in men then they haue no hart to doe good they haue no affection to goodnesse but all is gone and they are made for the time as it were an vnprofitable burthen of the earth What griefe can be greater then this What sorrow can sinke more deepe then that a good man should be cleane withholden from doing good Moreouer it is sure that when the giftes of the spirit are in this sorte gone then hee that was most righteous before may soone fall into greate sinnes yea and which is more they shall also suffer the reproch of their sinnes For this is a part of the couenant that GOD made with his That though he will not take his mercies vtterly from them yet he will visite their sinnes with the rodde and their iniquities with scouâ—ges and what griefe this is the example of Gods children may shew vs what griefe was it to Noah become a laughing stocke to his owne sonne what heartbreaking to Dauid by his owne son to be thrust froÌ„ his kingdome so grieuous were those punishments laid vpon them that if without anye respect of hell or heauen we coulde consider of them wee had rather want all the pleasures of sinne which they enioyed then wee woulde beare the reproch and feele the paine which they suffered Last of all when the graces of the spirite of GOD are once decayed they can neuer be repaired and recouered but with much sorrowe and greate daunger for it cannot but breede much sorowe of hearte to remember his former sinnes to examine and see the greatnesse of them to apply Gods iudgements to them and to prouoke himselfe to sorrowe for them This is as it were to goe thorough the pikes and through a purgatorie in this present life and yet this must bee done before wee can recouer Gods graces againe Againe it is a very dangerous thing for in such cases men are brought as it were with Ionas into the bottome of the sea and as Dauid saith into the deepe waters so that all the surges and waues doe passe and flow ouer him Now wee know what danger it is for a man to bee thrust ouer heade and ears into the deepe waters and therefore they that are in such a case are in great danger wherefore all these things considered the losse of all our labour the losse of all true ioye the vnfitnesse to doe good the readinesse to sinne the griefe and danger that ensueth thereof will or at the least wise may cause vs to bee ware how wee quench the spirit And this is the vse of the Doctrine in humblinge of of vs which also doth furthermore serue to comfort vs knowing that we may suffer a greate decay of GODS graces yet by the rodde or by the worde of GOD or by both they shall bee renewed in vs againe And thus much of this commaundement that the Apostle giueth here that wee shoulde not quench the spirite FINIS The Seconde Sermon preached by M Richard Greenham It is thus written Acts 2. Vers. 37.38 37 Now when they heard it they were pricked in their hearts and said vnto Peter and the other Apostles Men and brethren what shall we doe 38 Then Peter saide vnto them amende your liues and be baptized every one of you in the name of Iesus Christ for the remission of sinnes c. IN this portion of the holy booke of God is set down to vs an effecte or rather a fruite of Peter his sermon which hee made for the answering of the sclanderous reports of the Iewes at what time they saw the wonderfull giftes of GOD sent downe vpon the Apostles In which sermon the Apostle had pricked their consciences whith shewing them their sinnes telling them of a suretie that their iniquities was the cause of Christ his death whereby a certaine care began to be wrought in them insomuch that being thus troubled they enquired and saide men and brethren what shall we doe whereupon afterward followed the second Sermon of Peter wherein he exhorteth theÌ„ to coÌ„tinue in their repeÌ„tance teacheth vs that if our sorrowe be good we must go forward therin Further he sheweth theÌ„ to this end that they must beleeue that beleuing they may be baptised that being baptised they might receiue the gifte of the holy Ghost Lastly it is manifest how they hearing that sermon first receiued the doctrine and after perseuered in the practise of the same Briefely therefore three thinges are here to bee noted First the fruite of the former Sermon of Peter contained in these wordes Now when they hearde it c. Scondely the summe of a new Sermon of Peter in these worde Then Peter saide vnto them amende your liues c. Thirdly is set downe the fruite of their obedience In the former part of this Chapter wee may knowe the wonderfull workes of GOD that the Apostles who were neuer brought vp in scholes speake with diuers tongues which when the multitude hearde some are saide to maruaile and to be astonied some mocked them and saide They are full of new wine But when Peter with greate boldenesse of spirite had in this Sermon which hee made set the truth of God against their false accusations and had preached against their
griefe he was heauye and nowe may commende the Image of a wounded spirite to all that come after Dauid a man chosen according to the Lordes owne heart Ezekiah a pure worshipper of God and carefull restorer of true Religion Ieremiah the Prophet of the Lorde sanctified and ordained to that Office before hee was formed in his mothers wombe were rare and singular in the graces and fauour of God yet when they felt this wounde pearcing them with griefe of heart they were as Sparrowes mourning as Cranes chattering as as pellicans casting out fearefull cries they thought themselues as in the graue they wished to haue dwelt solitary they were as bottels parched in the smoke they were as Doues mourning not able without sighes and grones to vtter their wordes their hearts cloue to the dust and their tongues to the roofe of their mouthes But aboue all if these were not not sufficient to perswade vs in this doctrine there remaineth one example whome we affirme to be the perfect anatomie of an afflicted minde This is the Lorde and Sauiour Iesus Christ the Image of the father the heade of the bodie the myrrour of all graces the wisedome righteousnes holines and redemption of all the Saints who sustained the Crosse euen from his youth vpward and besides pouertie basenes hunger did willingly goe vnder the greate trouble of contempt and reproch and that among them where he should haue had a right deserued honour in respect of the doctrine he taught them and in regard of the manifolde myracles be wrought among them as the healing of the sicke the giuing sight to the blind the restoring of life to the dead This vnkindnes neuertheles did not so much strike into him But at what time hee was set as a Sacrifice for al wheÌ„ he was to beare our infirmities carry our sorrowes at what time hee was plagued smitten of God humbled wounded for our transgressions when hee should be broken for our iniquities and the chastisement of our peace was vpon him then he cried out My soule is heauie euen vnto the death Then he prayeth Lord if it he possible let this Cup passe from mee But howe praieth hee euen with sweating how sweateth hee euen droppes of blood how long praieth hee Three times when endes his agonie not vntill he was dead What said hee beeing readie to depart My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee Was this for his humane death as some haue imagined No no wicked men haue died withthout complaint whose patience then might seeme to exceede his it was his suffering in his humane Spirite which incountred with the wrath of God his Godhead suppressing it selfe for a while he suffered indeede many tormentes in bodie but much more heuily did the wrath of God lie vpon his soule If this consideration of an afflicted spirit in these examples doe not sufficiently shew what a grieuous thing it is to sustaine a wounded conscience Let vs proceede to the comparing of this with other euils which fal into the nature of man There is no sicknes but Phisicke prouideth for it a remedy there is no fore but Chirurgery wil afford it a salue Friendship helpeth pouertie There is noe imprisonment but there is hope of libertie Suite and fauour recouer a man from banishment Authoritie and time weare away reproch But what Phisicke cureth what Chirurgerie salueth what riches ransometh what countenance beareth out what authoritie asswageth what fauour relieueth a troubled Conscience All these banded together in league though they would conspire a confederacy cannot help this one distresse of a troubled minde And yet this one comfort of a quiet minde doth wonderfully cure and comfortably asswage al other griefes whatsoeuer For if our assistance were as an host of armed soldiers If our frinds where the Princes and the Gouernours of the earth If our possessions were as large as betweene the East and the west If our meate were as Manna from heauen If our apparrell were as costly as the Ephod of Aaron If euery day were as glorious as the day of Christs resurrection yet if our mindes bee appalled with the iudgements of God these thinges would little comfort vs. Let experience speake If a troubled minde impareth not health drieth not vp the blood wasteth not the marrowe pineth not away the flesh consumeth not the bones if it maketh not all pleasures painfull and shortneth not the life surely no wisdome can councell it no counsell can aduise it no aduise can aswage it no asswagement can cure it no eloquence can perswade it no power can ouercome it no Scepter wil affray it nor inchaunter can charme it And yet on the contrary if a man languish in sicknes so his hart be whole and is perswaded of the health of his soule his sicknes doth not grieue him If a man bee reproched so he be pâ—ecious in the sight of God and his Angels what losse hath hee If a man be banished and yet doubteth not that heauen is his Country and that hee is a Citizen among the Saints it doth not appall him If a man be in trouble and findeth peace of conscience hee will quietly digest his trouble But if the minde be troubled who dareth meete with the wrath of the Lorde of Hoasts who can put to silence the voice of desperation who will step out and make agreement with the hells to spare vs who dare make a couenant with the Diuell that hee woulde not lay claime vnto vs If then a good Conscience helpeth all euills and all other benefits in this life in themselues cannot help a troubled coÌ„science we se it true in proofe which here is in prouerbe The spirit of a man will susteine his infirmitie But a wounded Spirit Who can beare it Againe in all other afflictions we may haue some comfort against sinne this is euer accompanied with the accusation of sinne A man may be sicke reproched impouerished imprisoned and banished and yet in all these haue a cleare conscience his owne heart telling him that there is noe speciall cause of these crosses in him but that he may suffer them for the triall of his faith or for righteousnes sake and well doing But when the spirit is wounded there is stil a guiltines of sin and when a mans spirit is troubled he suspecteth all his waies he feareth al his sins he knowes not what sinne to begin with it breeds such hurly burlyes in him that when it is day he wisheth for night when itis night he would haue it day his meat doth not norish him his dreames are fearefull to him his sleepe oftimes forsaketh him If he speaketh he is little eased if he keepeth silence hee boileth in disquietnes of heart the light doth not coÌ„fort him the darkenes doth terify him To prosecute our comparisons where al other euils are the more tolerable because they be temporal pursue vs but to death this not being cured endeth not in death
pleasures such as could not away to be sad and hedged vp alwaies of godly sorrow haue had their tables made snares and euen their excesse of pleasures hath brought excesse of sorrowes and whilest they laboured to put the euill day farre from them they haue vsed such follies as haue beene the most bitter and speedie hang-men of their fearefull and trembling consciences There be some of another sort who neuer dreaming of a troubled minde haue had their harts set on nothing but howe they might get some greate fame and renowme and therefore haue slipt into such vaine glorious attempts and foule flatteries as they haue not only lost the peace of their Consciences but also fallen most deepely into reprochfull shame which they sought to shunne Now as the peace of conscience and ioye of minde is such a treasure as the eye hath not seene the eare hath not heard nor the tongue expressed but passeth all vnderstanding So the wounded spirit is such as the eye hath not seene it the eare hath not heard it nor the tongue vttered but passeth all vnderstanding And as they onely knowe what the peace of minde meaneth that feele it so they alone can in trueth speake of a troubled minde that haue tasted of it by experience Bet let vs shew what way is to be vsed to keepe vs from this wounde of the Spirit It is the vse of Phisicke as to cure vs of diseases when wee are falne into them so to preserue vs from sicknes before it hath taken holde of vs it is the power of the worde as to asswage the trouble of Conscience when it doth once presse vs so to preuent it before it hath ouertaken vs. It is a chiefe point of worldly wisdome not to tarry for the vse of Phisicke vntill we bee deadly sicke but to be acquainted with GODS mercifull preseruations to defend vs from it likewise it is a chiefe pollicie of a godly Christian not onely to seeke comfort when the agonie is vpon him but also to vse all good helpes to meetâ— with it before it comes And wee condemne them of folly who will not as well laboure to keepe themselues out of debt as to pay the debt when they owe it so it is a madnes not to bee as circumspect to auoide all occasions which maye bringe trouble of minde vppon vs as wee woulde bee prouident to enter euery good waye which may drawe vs out of this trouble when we haue once entred into it The remedies preseruatiue are first the searching of our sinnes then the examining of our faith The serching of our sinnes is either the due acknowledging of our sinnes or the true sense and feeling of our sinnes The acknowledging of our sinnes is eyther of those that bee past whether wee haue vnfeinedly repented vs of them or of those which bee present whether wee be truelye greeued for them Thirdly of those secret corruptions which in the course of our life are likely to come whether wee are reuerently afraide of them and resolue to suppresse them with all our indeuour Concerning sinnes past we must call to minde the sinnes done of old in our youth in our middle age in our olde age that we iudging our selues may not be iudged of the Lorde that accusing of our selues Sathan haue noe occasion to accuse vs and throwing downe our selues before the Lord he may lift vs vp For many going quietly awaie and sleeping in carnall securitie not withstand-the sinnes of their youth and neglecting to make conscience of their sinnes done long agoe sodainely haue falne into such horrour oâ— minde that the violent remembrance of all their sinnes surcharging them they haue beene ouerwhelmed This Examination dooth then rightly proceede when it is reacheth to the errors of this life to the sinnes of our youth because many men euen from their childhood by a ciuill righteous life hauing escaped grose sinnes wherewith the world could neuer charge them haue notwithstanding caried the burthen of their secret sinnes done in their youth Dauid Psal. 25.7 prayeth the Lord not to remember the sinnes of his youth Iob 23.6 the man of God confesseth that the Lord writinge bitter things against him made him to possesse the iniquities of his youth What shall we thinke that Dauid or Iob were giuen to notorious wickednes in their youth No they knew they were subiect to youthfull wantonnes and vnstaiednes of their affections which though it did not burst out yet it made them lesse carefull to glorifie GOD which loosenes the way to leaudnes which weaknes the waie to strange vanities which wantonnesse the way to open wickednes is euen in the best of Gods Children in the daies of their youth which being afterwards in the time of their regeneration brought as it were to iudgement and laide before their consciences doth cause them to repent But here is a thing to be blushed at which maketh mens eares to tingle when they heare it that many men farre noe doubt from this true repentance can largely indeed discourse of the things done in their youth but in such a brauerie with such boastings and pleasing of themselues in the remembrance of them as besides that they prouoke others to sinne in the like and set themselues a flatte Backe-byas against Repentance and this Christian examination they seeme to renewe the decayed colours of their olde sinnes with the fresh suite of their second pleasures therein But alas what pleasure haue they in those things whereof they haue noe profit what profit haue they those thinges whereof they shoulde bee ashamed Nether in this streine can wee forget the madnes of them who may seeme to steppe one degree farther towardes this examination of sinne than did the former by thinking that the leauing of sinne and repenting of sinne is all one Against these both daily experience and the word of God doth sufficiently declame Iosepâ—s brethren Iacob his sonnes who deuised euill against their brother put him into the pit and solde him vnto strangers did cease from this crueltie but yet they are not read to haue remembered their sins with any remorce vntill thirteene yeares after the sinne was committed as wee may see in the processe of the Historie Dauid had left his sinnes of murther and adulterie as thinking all quiet and well the space of a whole yeare after which time being admonished by the Prophet Nathan he repented of it And experience hath tried in many that haue had some working of God in them that though they left their sinnes many yeares agoe yet because they repented not truely for them they haue rebounded vp on them with terrible sights feafull visions to humble them and to bring them to serious examination of them being done and left long since Examples whereof wee neede not fetch from farre seeing so many preachers as are acquainted with fearefull spirits will giue witnes hereof The fruite of which amazed mindes for sins alreadie left is ours to beware
of sinnes which are to come And that other mens harmes may teach vs blessed wisdome let vs labour not onely to leaue sinne which one may doe for profite for feare for praise or for werisomnes but also to repent of it for conscience sake This Examination of our sinnes past must bee partly of those that we committed beefore our calling partly of those which were done after our calling Euery man especially hauing his reason reformed by the worde of God will graunt an examination of the life before our true knowledge of God in Christ to be most needfull But it may be some wil thinke that wee neede not be so precise in the searching of those sinnes which were after our knowledge But seeing of all other sins these bite sorest and pierce deepest for that they are agrauated with all the mercies of God going before and Sinne is then most sinfull when after we knowe the truth after wee haue beene deliuered from sinne after wee haue beene inlightened with the grace of God wee haue falne into it I thinke that an examination most specially ought to be had of these sinnes Wherefore to iterate our former examples in a new matter as we may see the former kinde of examining of our sinnes before our calling in the sons of Iacob so we haue a patterne of the latter in the practise of the Prophet Dauid who at the hearing of his sin was so troubled in his spirit that he could not rest in the Prophets speach telling him his sin was forgiueÌ„ him but still was disquieted as one vtterly forsaken of God could find no coÌ„fort of Gods spirit in him For as it fareth ofteÌ„ with sores it coÌ„meth to passe in sins we are loth to haue our wouÌ„ds often grated vpon we cannot so wel away to haue our sores rifled seared and lanced but fed with healing salues so we are hardlye brought to haue our consciences grounde or our sinnes ransacked sifted searched ripped vp but would still haue them plaistered with sweete promises and bathed in the mercies of God whereas it is farre safer before incarnatiue and healing Medicines to vse corrosiue and mundifying waters without which though some sores may seeme to close and skinne vp a pace yet they proue worse and being rotten still at the coare they haue aboue a thin skin vnderneath deade flesh In like manner wee woulde cloake we would hide and couer our sinnes as it weare with a Curtaine but it is more sounde Chirurgery to pricke and pierce our Consciences with the burning yron of the Lawe and to cleanse the wounde of the Soule by sharpe threatenings least that a skinne pulled ouer the Conscience for a while wee leaue the rottten corruption vncured vnderneath and so we bee constrained to crye out of our sinnes openly As it is a folly then to disemble our soares whilest they bee curable and after to make them knowen when they bee growen vncurable so it is as greate folly to dissemble our sinnes whilest they may be remedied and so after be constrained with shame to blaze them abroade when thy are remedilesse But of this by the way because wee shall more largely touch it in the last part to come It is sufficient to commit sinne before knowledge but after some good light of the spirit to sinne breedeth eyther hardnes of heart or a troubled spirite both which wee shall auoyde if in trueth we be carefull to watch ouer our affections and beware that after our deliuerie we fall not into sinne gaine Seuerall men subiect to seuerall sinnes haue their seuerall checkes in their conciences some are ouercome with wrath and yet after the moodie fit they can tell that the wrath of man doth not accomplish the righteousnesse of God some are subiect to lust and afterwardes they say it profiteth them nothing Some are giuen to a continuall course of vanitie who notwithstanding can say that mans lâ—fe hath another ende some slip deepely into worldlinesse and yet they bee often wakened with most terrible checkes of conscience VVell blessed are they whose heartes be truely grieued and let them beware that make â—aliance with sinne for either hardnesse of heart will ouertake them or a troubled coscience will confound them Wherfore it comes to passe that many spending their bodies on lust lament that euer they so abused their strength many giuen too much to the pleasure of this life had griefe come vpon them to remember how they haue spent Gods graces lauished his good giftes and mispent their time or else if they haue not this griefe they fall into voluptuousnes draw such a thicke skinne vpon their heartes as will cause the strongest denouncings of Gods iudgements to rebound bee they driuen on neuer so hard And sure it is the sinne of this worlde that men beeing controled in their consciences whilest they are a praying and feele a secrete charge laid against them to beware of guile in buying selling eyther haue these cheekes lesse and lesse and so they grow to be prophane or else afterward they are wonderfully wounded that they haue beene so worldly so greadely pursuing earthly things so coldly procuring heauenly things Thus euen our priuy thoughtes not profited by are breeders of farther trouble Now the remedie against this trouble is willingly and wittingly not to cherish sin to wish that the minister should touch our most priuie and secret sinnes to be glad priuately to be admonished to profite by our enemies when they doe reproach vs and rather to desire in such a case to be humbled than to suffer our selues to be flattered This trying of our selues must yet strech it selfe farther not only to the committing of euill but also to the omitting of good As when after some good working and feeling of the spirite we begin to fight and conflict with our own consciences saing though I must pray I must haue time also to prouide for my familie if I goe so to heare the worde of God surely I shall bee in danger to loose this profite if I thus attend vpon the exercises of religion I shall be cut short in the vse of my pleasures Wherefore it shall be good to search our heartes not onely in the carelesse not vsing of the meanes but also in the negligent watching ouer the fruites of the meanes saying to our selues in this manner I haue heard a Sermon but alas without anie feeling or working vpon my affections I haue beene praying but with no power of the spirite I haue receiued the Sacrament but without those ioyes glorious and vnspeakeable which I was woont to taste of I saw the Discipline of the Church executed but without anie feare of sinne at all in my selfe or compassion to the member censured And heere I dare from my owne obseruation assuredlye affirme that outward sinnes haue not beene at some times so grieuous to Gods children as that they haue sometimes vsed the meanes with little reuerence and with lesse fruite And
instruction concerning the forgiuenesse of sinnes the Prophet by his owne experience teacheth vs that hee could finde no reliefe of his sicknes vntill hee had remembred and made confession of his sinnes What shall we thinke that the Prophet of God taught so wonderfully by the worde and by the spirite did not see his sinnes before Be it farre from vs. Rather let vs know that he had not seuerally and perticularly ripped vp his sinnes before the Lorde in a seuerall confession of them Which though the Lorde knoweth farre better than wee our selues yet such kinde of sacrifice is most acceptable vnto him Now if in this trouble the person humbled can not come to the perticular sight of sinne in themselues it is good to vse the helpe of others vnto whome they may offer their heartes to bee gaged and searched and their liues to bee examined more deepely by hearing the seuerall Articles of the lawe laide open before them whereby they may trye the whole course of their actions For as we saide before the grosest hypocrites will generally complaine of sinne and yet deale with them in perticular pointes of the perticular precepts and prooue them in the applying of thinges to bee doone or not doone to their owne consciences and wee shall see many of these poore soules tossed too and fro now floting in ioyes now plunged in sorrowes not able to distinguish one sin from another Now when wee shall see the wound of the spirit to arise of any certaine and known sinne it is either for some sin alreadie cōmitted wherein we lie or els for some sin as yet not cōmitted but whereunto we are tempted For the former It pleaseth God oftentimes to bring old sins to minde when we had not thoroughly repented of them before that so as it were represēting thē to vs afresh we might fal into a more misliking of thē And yet herein is not all to mislike our selues for some perticulars although it bee good to bee occupied about some especiall sins for as it is not sufficient for the auoiding of hypocrisie to see sinne generally so it is not enough to escheue the deceiueablenesse of the heart euer to be poring busilie in one particuler and to be forgetfull of our great and generall sinnes But let vs learne by the particulers to passe to the generalls When any such one sinne then doth pursue thee rest not onely therein but say thus rather to thy selfe Oh Lord is this one sinne so grieuous and doth my God punish this one sinne so sorelie Howe greate then should be my punishment if thou shouldest O Lord so deale with mee for all my other sinnes Let vs labour to haue a sense both of generall and of particular sinnes least in time our griefe passe away without fruite whilest that not being displeased as well with one sinne as with another we either looke to superficially to generall and not to particulars or else too superstitiously obserue particulers and not the generals Concerning those sinnes whereunto we are tempted as when a man is mooued to thinke blasphemously of God the father o◠to doubt wether there bee a Christ or no or to imagine grosely of the holy Ghost or to deny GOD or to doubt of the Trinitie or to be mooued to murther aduouterie or such like in which temptations hee feeleth Gods spirit to cheke him for them so as he knoweth not in this case what to doe for that on the one side he dares not listen willingly to these fearefull and monstrous temptations and on the other side he feareth least in time by long sute he might fall into them or at the least for that hee seeth not how to be deliuered from them I suppose these motions are not so much to bee disputed with as we by them are to be prouoked to more instant and extraordinary zeale of praier Surely these are daungerous temptations and therefore are not to be kept close which our nature will easily encline vnto but perticularly are to bee confessed of vs. For the Diuell will come sometime to thee to keepe thee still in a generall acknowledgeing of sin and vrge thee on this manner Surely thou must needes doe this sinne thou seest thou canst haue no ease vntill thou hast consented thou art ordained to it the reason why thou art thus incessantly tempted is because thou doest not thus take thy pleasure Goe too denie God beleeue not his word it is but a pollicie to keepe men in awe Religion is no such matter as men make it Thus for feare of yeelding on the one hand and for shame of disclosing the tentations on the other hande many men haue pined away almost haue beene ouercome by them If we should disclose this say these men what would people say of vs They would count vs Atheists they would thinke vs the wickedst men in the worlde Well for our instruction and consolation herein Let vs learne that these kindes of tentations are either corrections for some sinnes past or punishmēts for some sin present or forwarners of some sin to come We shal see many tempted to adultery who no doubt cannot bee brought to commit it yet because in their youth they haue committed it and not repented of it it comes to them againe The like may bee obserued in theft in gluttony and in other tentations which are not so much sent vnto vs presently to ouercome vs as to put vs in minde that some time heretofore we hauing bene ouer come with them should now repent for them Sōe time a man shall lie in some sinne whereof when he will not bee admonished neither by the publicke nor priuate meanes and then some other strange tentation shall fall vpon him differing from that wherein hee presently lieth to admonish him of that other sinne As when a worldling shal be tēpted to adultery a thing which he hath noe desire to doe yet it is to make him looke to his worldlines whereof he hath so strong through a lyking Whereat if then he will not bee awaked he may sodainely fall into that too and so by the punishment of GOD in punishing one sinne with another both his sinnes shall bee to his greate shame laide open and one sinne shall make knowne another Sometime also it commeth to passe that one shall bee tempted with such a sinne as neither heretofore nor presently he hath giuen any liking or entertainement vnto and yet the Lord by it may forewarne him how he may fall into it hereafter as also to shew that hee hath stoode al his former life rather by the grace of God than by the strength of flesh and bloode Wherefore when thou art moued to doubt of God of Christ of the word or of iustification do not so much stand wondring at these strange tentations as thinke with thy selfe that it is the mercy of God by them to cause thee better to discerne of those tentations in others when thou shalt haue obserued with
we must not be austere in reprehending euery infirmity but pitifull in considering of it tender frailtie Neither do I speake this to nourish pettishnesse in any but would haue them to labour for patience and to seeke for peace which though they finde not at the first yet by prayer they must waite on the Lord and say Lorde because there is mercie that thou maist be feared I will waite vpon thee as the eye of the seruant waiteth vpon the hand of his Master I will condemne my selfe of folly and say Oh my soule why art thou so heauy Why art thou so cast downe within mee Still trust in the Lorde for he is thy health and thy saluation FINIS Another shorte Treatise belonging to the Comfort of an afflicted Conscience IN all afflictions Gods children must looke vnto the ende They are to desire to profite by them and in them to seeke the way of perfect coÌ„fort and consolation which that they may finde they must know that the afflictions of the godly last but a while they serue them but for salues and medicines the ende of them is alwaies happy In them they are not onely preserued and purified from many sinnes but also much beautified with the Image of Iesus Christ who is the eldest Sonne in the house of God Againe the crosse of true Christians is the sweete and amiable call of God vnto repentance in that he putteth vs in minde thereby to bethinke vs of our debts because we are giuen to thinke the daie of payment is yet farre of yea we fall a sleepe vntill our turne be ended and whilest God lengtheneth our daies waiting for our repentance we neuer thinke of our sinnes vntill the houre come wherein we perish with shame The best meeting then with the Lordes visitation is without delay and in syncerity to pray for our sinnes to be pardoned For therefore doth the Lord oftentimes shackle vs the more with the chaines of his chastisements because we are more carefull to be vnburthened of our sicknes then to be freed from our sinne which wee the rather are loath to confesse because we would not be espied to be in the wrath of God Others there bee that nearing of their sinnes in the time of their afflictions will acknowledge indeede their infirmities to be the mother of such a broode yet they haue no true remorse to restraine themselues from sinne because they haue but a confused conceite thereof and though their ship be neuer so much tossed and turmoyled yet thinke they not that God holdeth the sterne These men if God beare with them do as it were settle in their lees and are as it were soked in their sinnes For prosperitie is a drunkennes to cast our selues into a dead sleepe and when the Lord setteth vs alone we cease not to sooth vp our selues bearing our selues in hand that we are in Gods fauour and that he loueth vs because he scourgeth vs not And thus retchles we are whilest we measure Gods loue according to our sence and humor Wherin we be wray our ignorance of the exercise of the crosse in that affliction is the mother of humilitie humilitie breedeth repentance repentance obtaineth mercy Some also there are who vsually whilest the fearefull iudgement of God is before their eies eyther in themselues or in others haue a fewe glancing motions and starting cogitations of their sinnes and of Christ his passion yet at all other times their mindes are so clasped vp from thinking of temptations their hearts so locked vp from foreseeing or forethinking of iudgments that they feele no godly sorrow They mocke the mourning daies of the elect as of them that be of a melancholy nature they make a sport of sin as little remembring the sting which will either pricke them to the hart blood most fearfully in the houre of death or meete theÌ„ with gryping agonies in the day of their visitatioÌ„ more speedily But happely they thinke they haue giuen good testimony word of their repentance and remembrance of God when they giue one deepe sigh and away and passe ouer Gods heauy indignatioÌ„ as ouer burning coals So that whilest the Lord in prosperity affordeth large peniworthes of his loue vnto them they dally with his Maiesty and make a sport of his mercy All which imperfections may be better corrected if in our deepest rest with a reuerente humble feare of gods iudgmeÌ„ts we did waite for the day of our tryall prepare our selues to the lords visitations as they who by the writing of their owne conscience do acknowledge themselues by iust title to be fosterers therof for the feeling of Gods mercy must come from the sight of our misery by sinne which being pardoned we shall soone haue our infirmities heled Wherfore let vs first learne to cleanse our soules from sin and then to sustaine the sores of our body Sure it is that if we haue suffered our hearts to be harrowed with the rake of Gods iudgements as occasion from the Lord hath bene giuen that we are become soft well exercised in the feare of God we shall come to the feeling of our sins the sence wherof if it bring as it were a sicknes to the body a corsey to the soule it is an vndoubted earnest of our regeneration happy are we if we find our selues so diseased and troubled with our sinnes that we can hardly being in the skirmish agony make any difference between the motions to any euil the consent vnto the same for oftentimes euil motions do so possesse the soules of gods children sucking down so strongly in theÌ„ that though they weepe pray and meditate which be the last meanes remedies to ease cure them yet though they feele them with irksomenes loathsomenes as we feele sicknes in our bodies yet those motions will be continually in them without diminishing the delight onely excepted Wherefore for our comfort herein we are not to martyre our selues with disquietnes of minde because we are so pestered thronged with wicked motions and assaultes but rather let vs quiet our selues and not suffer our selues to be hindred with sicknes either of body or mind by means wherof we should become more vnprofitable to our selues the whole church of God For the godly shall not be so freed from sinne but that they shalbe assalted with euill motions suspitions delusious vaine fan tiâ—â—â—s imaginations the body of sin shall neuer be froÌ„ vs so long as we liue For the scome therof is almost continually boyling wallopping in vs foming out such filthy froth stinking sauor into our mindes that it is not only detestable to the minde regenerate and renewed by the spirit of God but also it would make abashed the very naturall man to looke into so loathsome a stye of sin sink hole of iniquity Yea it maketh vs often to quaile if it were possible it would corrupt the very part regenerate For mighty is the power
which in her child is wanting by occasion in like manner the Lorde God our most gracious father doth not cast vs off because through our imperfections we are vnable or afraide to drawe neerer to the throne of grace but rather pitieth vs and seing vs a farre of desirous to come vnto him meeteth vs by the way by grace strength of his owne hand directeth our steps vnto his kingdom And as he which freely purposeth to giue a wedge of gold will not withdrawe his gift because the hand of him that should receiue it is weak troubled with the gout palsy or leaprosie so that by any meanes though in greate weakenes he be able to holde it euen so the Lorde purposing in free mercie to bestowe on vs an immortall weight of glory will not depriue vs of it though many filthy blemishes haue poluted and weakened or faith so that in any small measure we be able to take holde of his promises neither are we â—o loke on our faith which the Gospell hath called vs vnto because we neuer beleeue as we ought but rather on that which the Gospell offereth giueth that is on Gods mercy and peace in Christ in whose lappe if we can lay our heads with Saint Iohn then we are in felicitie securitie and perfect quietnes Contrariwise there be some who notwithstanding that a tormented conscience is a stinging Serpent that it were much better that all the creaturs rose vp against vs euery one bringnig their bane then once to come before the dreadful face of God are so blockish that they are wholy resolued into hardnes If they bee pricked with sicknes they crye alas if they be pinched with pouertie thy can complaine but as for the torment of minde they caÌ„not skil of it And eueÌ„ to talke of abrused coÌ„trite broken hart is a strange laÌ„guage For profe whereof our consciences are rocked aslepe so that not one amongest a thousand knoweth what it is to be pressed and harrowed with the rake of Gods iudgements But blessed are they that to their owne saluation feele this in their bodies whilest sinne may be both punished and purged For though God spare vs for a time yet we know what he keepeth for our end Wherefore it is the best for vs to runne to the Lord in this life with a troubled minde least we tarry till the Lord haue locked vs vp with the heauie fetters of desperation when he shall sommon vs to the barre of his iudgement in the sight of his Angels and impannelling the great inquest of his Saintes against vs shall denounce our fearefull and finall sentence of eternall condemnation for we see many that haue beene carelesse and haue made good cheare all their life long yea and when men haue laboured to make them feele the iudgements of God they haue turned all to mockery but whose iolytie the Lorde hath so abated when they drawe towardes death that in steade of resting and sporting whereunto they had bene giuen they haue felt the terrour of death hell and damnation and lapping vp their ioyes in finall desperation haue forced out cursinges against their filthie pleasures Wherefore if wee in the tempest of our temptations will saile a right course neither shrinking nor slipping into the gulfe of desperation neither battering our barke against the rocke of presumption Let vs in a contrite spiriâ—e cry vnto the Lorde Haue mercy vpon mee heale my soule for I haue sinned against thee forgiue all mine iniquities and heale all mine infirmities Thou healest those that are broken in hearte and byndest vp their soares why art thou cast downe my soule and why art thou disquieted within mee waite on God for I will yet giue him thanks he is my present helpe my God Yet my soule keepe thou silence before God of him commeth my saluation he is my strength therefore I shall not much be moued his mightines is enough to giue me courage yea and shalbe euen when I am forlorne I knowe that the diminishing of my body goods friendes or any other thing is a calling of me to that which neuer shall diminish nor decay I beleeue that my Lord and my God allureth me daly thither that I might not doubt that when my body is laide in the graue and there consumed as it were to nothing yet notwithstanding my soule resting in the bosome of the Lord shall returne vnto me and shall rise to glory euen as it resting in this life in the mercies of Christ did rise to grace verely I see that with ioy that my flesh must go to decay for looke what freshnes soeuer was in it it diminished day by day And I neede not goe farre to seeke for death for I feele not so smale an infirmitie in my bodie but the same is vnto me a messenger of dissolution Yet for all this I shall see my God and when I am couered in the belly of the graue with mouldes I am assured that he will reach me his hande to lift me vp againe to the beautie of his inheritance so that this smale cottage and shed of leaues being brought to the graue shall be caried into an incorruptible tabernacle Thus communing with our owne harts and being still in the peace of a good conscience concerning our outward sufferings we shall finde that the Lord by his fatherly and louing chastismeÌ„ts intendeth nothing more then to proue our obedience as good reason it is that he should and to confirme our faith as also is most necessarie Howbeit still as I saide he vseth a fatherly correction that is in mercy measure and iudgement For as he striketh vs downe in anger for our sinnes with the one hande so he raiseth vs vp againe in loue for our saluation with the other hand For albeit his corrections be wearisome woundes to flesh and bloude yet are they soueraine medicines to the soule and conscience especially when the Lorde giueth vs that priuiuiledge of his children that by his holy spirite he doth ouermaister vs least that finally we should be his Iudge and he not ours And for this cause the Lord is often times prouoked to put on as it were a contrary face to locke vs vp in a prison of aduersitie to restraine vs from the libertie of our sinnes which Sathan faine would make vs violently to rush into And surely though the wisdome of the flesh perswadeth vs that nothing is better then to be spared and not to be espied when the Lord calleth vs to reckoning yet the spirit shewing our desperate estate without the syre of affliction and boulter of aduersitie teacheth vs that we cannot of all the blessings of God sufficiently esteeme this being the mother of humilitie and nource of true repentance Againe the Lorde fitteth vs often by inward temptations and outwarde crosses to flitte vs from the stake of securitie and vntowardnes to good workes least in time we should loose the experience of our knowledge and faith in
desparing vnder the crosse then when Sathan perswadeth vs that neuer any were handled so roughlye or els woulde beare vs in hande that although GOD afflicted the faithfull that haue beene before vs yet they were not so weake as wee But let vs remember that GOD hath so pinched his seruantes euen them whome hee loued and whose welfare was deare and precious in his fight and hath often brought them to such extremities as they were not able to looke vp any more not wist how to speake nor how to houlde their peace Wherefore least our infirmities shoulde ouermaister vs and when temptations are fierce vppon vs wee knowe not where to become Let vs call too minde the Saintes of God who were constrained with sighes and grones to stoup vnder the hande of GOD whose martyrs and tormented children ought to bee our looking glasses to the ende that by them wee may learne that according as GOD dealeth forth the giftes of the Spirite thereafter doth hee sende greater afflictions both to make theÌ„ the more estemed and also to cast vp a more plentifull fruite of their faith How did God deale with Abraham not a common man but rather an Angell the tenth part of whose sufferings would make a stout heart to quaile How was Dauid the seruant of God exercised in Gods schole who felt all Gods darâ—s and had all his arrowes shot at him Thus it is requisite that Gods graces shoulde not bâ— idle in his children but set on worke by afflictions whereby they may be knowne in due time and place How did God play the Lion wiâ—h Ezechias who as with pawes teeth brused and crushed his bones not that wee may accuse God of crueâ—tie but that wee may see with what anguish the Lorde doth some times exercise his children and with what patience he doth arme them who notwithstanding his vehement trialles doe stay them selues vpon God accusing themselues Mat. 7.9 I will beare the wrath of the Lord because I haue sinned against him and exâ—using the Lord with all humblenes with Dauid Psal. 114 I know O Lord that thy Iudgements are right and that thou hast afflicted me iustly c. It is much auaileable to mortification and Christian patience also to occupie our heartes in the house of mourning euen in our greatest banquetting and to betake our selues vnto some serious meditation of aduersiâ—ie when present pleasures would most deuâ—rce vs from the remeÌ„brance thereof So though wee haue much in possession wee shall haue little in affection when God doth most aduance vs we shall feare our wantes of humilitie and â—hen espâ—cially be ransacking our infirmities when the Lord for ouâ— triall enricheth vs most with his benefits For if the Lord God by multiplying his mercies increaseth our account we are often to suspect to call to iudgement and to arraine our selues for the vsing of Gods creatures who often giueth that in iudgement which he might deny vs in mercy and often wayneth vs from some things in his loue which hee might giue vnto vs in his anger FINIS Sweete and sure signes of Election to them especially that are brought lowe A clearing of iudgement conceiuing of the truth and true meaning of the Scripture making for vs or against vs. A rebuking of sinne inwardlie a pouertie of spirite from thence and a mourning therfore A being cast dowe in our owne conceite a meeknes to beare our punishment therby wrought An hungring after the righteousnes which is in Christ and a prising and esteeming it aboue all eartly things A musing vpon and a desire to thinke and speake of heauenly thinges A conflict of the flesh and spirite and therin by practise the poweâ— of the spirite gettinge the vpper hand A fowing to the spirit by the vse of the means as of the word prayer c. A purpose vnfained vpon strength receiued of vowing ones selfe wholly to the glorie of God and good of our brethren A resignation of our selues into Gods hands An expecting of the daily increase of our soules health and our bodies resurrection The forgiuing of our enemies An acknowledging of our offences with a purpose truely to leaue them A delight in Gods Saints A desire that after death the Church of GOD may flourish and haue all peace A spirite without guile that is an vnfained purpose alwaies to doe well howsoeuer our infirmities put vs by it FINIS A letter from M. Richard Greeneham to a friend of his M. M. against hardnes of heart I Beseech God the Father of our Lord Iesus Christ giue mee his holy spirit in writing to giue aduice and you in reading to receiue it Amen Since the time I receiued M. S. his letter wherein hee declared his carefull compassion ouer your estate I haue beene not a litle grieued because partly for want of a conuenient messenger partly because of my manifould distractions with the like occurrances other waighty affairs I haue beene hindred hitherto from wrighting vnto you And albeit euen still I am in the same case yet conscience towards God compassion loue towards you forceth mee to ouercome lets which hardly I could otherwise preuaile against And albeit I cannot write as I would yet of that which I shall write proceeding froÌ„ the forenamed groundes I looke for some blessing from God through Iesus Christ if you will not too much faint in faith and yeeld to the aduersarie yea if you will but hope so well of your selfe as in the feare of GOD I doe write it I hope of you First whereas it seemeth you are sometimes grieued becaus you tarried not still at Cambridge according to mine aduise you must knowe I aduised it not as a thing necessary but more conuenient as I theÌ„ supposed but I aduised you to obey your father if his pleasure still continued to haue you home whereunto you yeelding I cannot see â—owe you offended it beeing your Fathers pleasure you shoulde so doe And who knoweth whether beeing there you might not haue beene as much troubled there beeing no priuiledge for persons and places in such cases And who knoweth whether it be the Lordes pleasure for the exsample and instruction and I hope the consolation of others in the ende And albeit you will nowe thinke that heere you were nearer the moe and stronger meanes yet knowe you and bee persâ—aded that God can and doth in such cases worke by fewer and weaker according to his good pleasure Besides it is in our corrupt nature to make much of such meanes as we cannot haue and not so to esteeme those which God doth offer vs as we should I beseech you therefore in the name of Iesus Christ humbly to praise God for those meanes he offereth in mercy vnto you and to vse them in faith accordingly and so God shall blesse you by them And then by such conference as you may haue from hence by letters wherein if I may stand you in any steede rather for the
grace at Gods handes nay wee doe not esteeme Gods graces when we haue not the spirit to teach vs to set a due price vpon them for speake of the Law or of the Gospell of sinne or of righteousnes speake of Christ or of our redemption iustification by him yea speake of that huge and heauy waight of glory wher with the elect of God shall bee crowned all this mooueth not wee are little affected therewith vnlesse God giue vs of his good spirit to profit by the same The Apostle ther forewith good reason gaue this precept and wee for many greate causes are to listen vnto it least by any meanes the spirit of God be quenched in vs so we depriue our selues of all these fruites Now whereas the Apostle saith Quench not the spirit it may appeare he speaketh to those that had alredy receiued the spirit For as the fire caÌ„not be said to be queÌ„ched where it is not so they cannot be sayd to quench or loose the spirit which haue not as yet receiued it Then knowe that this precept doeth properly beelong to them that haue receiued the spirit of God and they especially are to make a special vse of it for the other it cannot profite them vnlesse that as the seede lying in the ground a long time doth afterwarde budde and become fruitfull so this continue in their mindes tyll they haue tasted in some good sorte of the spirite of GOD and then breede in them some carefulnesse that they doe not quench it Well then to them that haue felt and founde the spirite of GOD in them to them saith Sainte Paul in this place Take heede that yee quench not the spirite Of this if wee doe somewhat seriouslye consider these two questions will offer them selues and soone arise in our minde First how wee may know whether we haue the spirit of God or no Secondly if wee haue it whether it may bee lost againe or no which if they bee well and sufficiently answered they will doubtlesse giue greate force vnto this precept For the first then if wee will know whether wee haue the spirit or no wee must surely vnderstande that as hee knoweth best that he hath life which feeleth it in himselfe so he best knoweth whether we haue the spirit of God that feeleth the spirit working in him And if wee will further know by the peculiar working and effectes of the spirite then let vs marke these First of all if there bee nothing in man but the nature of man if nothing but that may bee attained by the art and industry of a man then surely in that man is not the spirit of God for the spirit is from God it is from aboue it is aboue nature and therefore the Apostle doth set the spirit of God against the spirit of the world when he saith we haue receiued the spirit not of the worlde but of God Besides the spirit of God is eternall and endureth for euer but all the doings and deuises of men they perish and in time they haue an ende Therefore though a man haue wisedome with greate knowledge though in wit and skill hee passe and excell the common sort of men yet if from aboue he haue not beene inlightned if from heauen his wisedome hath not bene sanctified his knowledge shall decay his wisdome shall wyther like grasse hee hath not as yet tasted of the spirit of God that endureth for euer And therefore saith S. Paul We teach the misteries of God which none no not the Princes and the men of this worlde which are aboue others most excellent are able to vnderstande Secondly consider whether in hee there bee any alteration or change For the wise men which were experâ—e in nature coulde say that in euery generation there is a corruption And wee see that the seede sowen is much changed before it growe vp and beare fruite Then needfull it is that in regeneration there be a corruption of sinne so that as seede in the ground so sinne in our mortall bodies may decaye that the new man may be raised vp the spirit of God takeing possession of our soules Therefore the Euangelist Iohn doth make this the first worke of the spirit that it shal rebuke the worlde of sinne and this so needefull that without it there is not the spirit of God neither yet can Christ come and enter into that man Hereof it was that Christ compared the Iewes to Children in the market place who would not daunce though they were piped vnto and the reason was because they had not first learned with Iohâ— to mourne for they that by the preaching of Iohn learned to lament their sinnes and for their sinnes were â—pensiue in their owne soules they receiued Christ they dauÌ„ced and did reioyce to heare the ioyfull tydings of the Gospell Therefore Christ saith That whores and harlots entred into the kingdom of heauen seeing they lameÌ„ted their sins before the proud Pharisies which were tuched with no remorce for their sinnes And for the same cause it is that Christ calleth vnto him them onely that labour and are heauie laden teaching â—hat if they finde not sinne to bee a heauie loade and burthen to them they haue not the spirit of God neyther are they fitt to receiue Christ. Then to be rebuked of sinne is the first worke of the spirite which the spirite worketh in vs by these degrees First it raiseth vp in vs a great and generall astonishment by reason of all those greate and enormous sinnes that wee haue committed and this doth strike vs downe it doth terrifie vs and houlde vs amazed woonderfully then it dealeth with vs more perticularly and besides that it bringeth vs vnto a speciall griefe for speciall sinnes it doth bereaue vs of our cheefe desires and bringeth vs out of conceite and liking with the best thinges that are in vs for then it doth display before vs the vanitie and darkenesse of our vnderstanding how vnfit and vnmeete wee are to vnderstande and conceiue those things that do aboue all others especially concerne vs then doth it let vs see the peruerse corruption of our iudgement that before God and in thinges belonging to GOD wee bee as bruite beastes not able to discerne thinges that differ nor to put a sound difference betweene good ad euill then doth it let vs see that our reason is vnreasonable nay that it is hurtfull vnto vs a greate enimie to faith and a greate patrone of infidelitie and vnbeliefe When it commeth to our affections it turneth them vpside downe it turneth our myrth into mourning our pleasure into painefulnesse and our greatest delight into most bitter griefe If it doe proceede further and come once to the hearte and to the stomacke and courage that is in vs then it cutteth vs to the quicke then doth it at once throwe vs downe in humilitie vnder the hande of GOD for while wee had to deale with men wee were as stoure as any and woulde not
fire therfore if we do but a litle consider of the nature of fire we shal a greate deal better iudge of the spirite And among others these properties we finde to be in the fire First of all it will burne vp and consume things that may bâ— burned and consumed and therefore lighting vpon shawe stubble stickes or such like it bringeth them to ashes and doth make them as though they had not beene at all Secondly it doth purge and purifie those things that can abide to be purged and this it doth first by taking away the superfluity of drosse that hath ouer couered the thing to be purged Then by fyning the thing it selfe and by making it purer and purer Thirdly it giueth light euen in the most dimme darkest places And last of all it giueth heate and with all doth as it were put life into those thinges which are capable of life for whilest a man is frozen and starued for colde hee is numbde and as it were without life but being broughtto the fire he is hâ—tt he is reuiued he is cheared and then becometh actiue nimble These are the properties of fire and these doe in some manner sort resemble and shadowe out vnto vs the workes and effectes of the spirite for first of all when the spirit of God seaseth vpon a man and entreth into his soule then it beginneth to burne to wast and consume in him those things that will be wasted after this sort euill affections noysome lustes other stuble which is in man by the spirite of God are consumed and burned Secondly it doth purge vs from grosse sinnes and daily more and more doth purifie vs that we may be a cleane and holy vessell and Temple for him to rest and dwell in Thirdly it is a shining lampe euer burning and continually giuing light vnto vs in that way which we haue to walke And lastly it doth set vs on heate and inflameth vs with a zeale of Gods glorie with a care of our duety and with a loue of all mankinde yea withall it putteth life and lust into vs to walke in that good way which it doth leade vs and to doe all those good workes which may glorifie God or be commodious vnto men Thus we see what likelihoode there is betweene the â—pirite and fire for which cause the spirite in the scripture is compared vnto fire nay it is sometimes called fire for Iohn saith That our Sauiour Christ shoulde baptise with the holy ghost with fire that is with the holy ghost which is like vnto the fire Therefore as truely and as certainly as we may say that there is fire where we see strawe and such like thinges consumed or golde and siluer finely purged or great light in darke places or great heate in bodies that were nummed before euen so truely wee may say and so certainly we may perswade our selues that the spirit of God is in vs when we see our coruption consumed our soules purged from the drosse of sinne our heartes inâ—ightened and made hot in walking and working according to that light The second question to be considered is whether that man which hath once tasted of the spirite may loose it and haue it quenched in him To this it may be saide that because the spirite of God commeth to and worketh in diuers men diuerselie in diuerse measures therefore wee must consider of the diuerse woorking of the spirite and then frame our answere accordingly First then there is a lighter and lesser worke of the spirite which may be quenched in them that haue it and that this inferiour or lesser kinde of woorking may bee taken away appeareth plainelye by the parable of the seede which our Sauioure CHRIST propoundeth for there besides them that receiue the worde into good grounde and bring foorth fruites some an hundreth some thirtie some sixtie folde he doth also make mention of some others that receiued the worde and yet continued not And what had not these the spirite of God in them yes doubtlesse for they receiued the worde yea they receiued it gladly that which is more they beleeued that which they had receiued Beholde then three fruites of Gods spirite in these men and yet they continued not for they beleeued indeede but their faith was temporarie it lasted but for a time and after a time it vanished away and the spirite departed from them for eyther the pleasures and profites of this life did drawe out the graces of God and drie them vp or else the fierie heate of persecution did quite consume them More plaine and notable for this purpose is that in the sixt to the Hebrewes for there the Apostle faith That some may taste of the holy ghost and thereby be made to taste of the good worde of God to be inlightned to receiue heauenly giftes yea and to tast of the power of the life to come and what then surely the Apostle saith That if such fall it is impossible they should be renewed giuing vs to vnderstand that euen they which haue receiued the holy ghost that haue beene inlightned that haue receiued heauenly giftes haue tasted of the power of the life to come eueÌ„ such may fall away and the spirite may be quenched in such There is a second kinde of working of the spirite which is a more thorough and effectuall working which can neuer be taken away from them that haue receiued it This the Apostle Peter describeth when he saith That the chosen of God are begotten againe of the immortall seede of the worde This is not a bare receiuing or a light tasting of the word but it is a deepe tast of the same whereby we are begotten and borne againe The Apostle Iohn setteth downe an other note of it saying That they that are thus borne againe cannot sinne that is they cannot make an occupation of sin they câ—nnot fall flat away by sinne and why Euen because the the seede of God abideth in them euen that seede wherewith they were begotten to a liuely hope of life euen that seede doth abide and will abide vnto the ende Who so is begotten again by this seed and hath this seede abiding in him the spirite hath wrought that in him which shall not be taken from him and therefore our Sauiour Christ saith The worde that I speake is spirite and life And in an other place he saith that none shall take his sheepe from him for the father is mightier then all and therfore in another place he saith That it is impossible that the elect should be seduced Thus then we see the question is answered namely that there is an inferiour working which may be lost and a more effectuall woorking of the spirite which can neuer be taken away from them that haue it And this must not seeme strange to vs neyther must we bee offended that the Lorde should take some and leue others or that he shoulde beginne in some and not bring his
sinnes then they lefte of mocking were pricked in their harts Where first we may note the power of Gods word which onely is able to touch our consciences for sinne For neither the diuersitie of tongues nor other giftes of the holy Ghost coulde pricke their â—eartes as being able onely to cast them into an admiration What more forcible thinge then to cause a goâ—ly sorrow theÌ„ to haue our conscience pricked What so able to pricke our conscience as the worde of GOD Indeede many feele sorrowe and are inwardly pricked but because therewith is not ioyned the power of Gods word They be either sencelesâ—e as blocks or in their feeling they are murmurers This commeth vnto vs by the dignitie of GOD his worde in that no wonders from heauen no miracles on earth can touch our heartes and worke in vs any fruite without the same For though the Lorde shoulde shewe vnto vs al the wonders from heauen which he shewed on the olde worlde and on Sodome although hee shoulde lay all the plagues vpon vs which he laide on Pharaoh and on the Aegyptians without the word of God we should be as vnprofitable beholders as euer were the Sodomites should become as hardeharted as euer were Pharaoh the Aegyptians so that no iudgement from heauen no trouble from earth can humble vs noe blessing from aboue no benefite from beneath can profite vs vntil the worde of GOD commeth which teacheth the olde way to forsake it the newe way to enter into it and the perfecte way to continue in it And thus much for the generall scope of this doctrine Now more particularly we may obserue in this first part three things First the power of the worde to pricke our conscience Secondly that this pricke must not cause in vs a more rebelling againste the worde or ministers thereof but rather a greater reuerence to them both Thirdly such prickes must prepare vs to a greater desire to profit For the first wee must knowe that this is the beginning of repentance and this is the enteâ—ie to godlines euen to conceiue a sorrow for our sinnes and so bee wounded with a feeling of our euils For as long as men are secure it is not possible that they should seriously apply their minde vnto doctrine neither without the knowledge and feeling of our sinnes can wee hartily longe for Christ. To this agree the lawe the Prophets and the Apostles The lawe because in all their sacrifices wherein Christ was prefigured was manifested also vnder darke signes the contrition of hart and acknowledging their vnworthinesse The Prophets as Dauid and Esay Dauid in the fourth psalme and fiâ—t verse â—ayeth Tremble and sinne not where the Prophet sheweth that this is an effectuall thing to trew repentance to quake and tremble for feare of Gods iudgements That wee may then truly examine our selues wee must feare and humble our selues because before trouble terrour and quaking at the iudgementes of GOD we will neuer be brought to offer our selues to Christ alone In the Psal. 51. Vers. 18.19 the Prophet like wise sheweth that no sacrifice is acceptable to God without a contrite heart that is neither prayer neither almes-giuing neitheir praise or thanksgiuing vnlesse we bringing an humble and contrite spirit with vs cast our selues downe before his iudgement seate and sue for mercy in Christ. And here marke that he saith the sacrifices of God are a troubled spirit c. where he vsing the plurall number sheweth that the sacrifices of repentance which must not be one but many are humblenes of spirite and contrition of hearte For the affliction of the soule contrition of the minde doe so cast vs downe wounded with our sinnes humbled with a feeling of Gods wrath as that it maketh vs to acknowledge that we are nothing of our selues and to seeke for our saluation wholly at the mercie of God Noe maruaile then if by this means we being confounded and ashamed of our selues and staying our selues on the only promises of God doe confesse our owne nakednes and wreatchednes why the Prophet should say that the Lord is pleased with this sacrifice as with the sacrifice of sacrifices The Prophet Esai cap 40. V. 6.7.8 saith All flesh is grasse the beautie therof as the flower of grasse the grasse withereth the flower falleth when the breath of the Lord falleth vpon it where the Prophet painting out man in his proper couliers and driuing him to seeke our saluation not in himselfe but in Christ describeth the outward part of man to be as grasse and by the flower of grasse he sheweth his gifts of minde being vnregenerate as wisdoÌ„e memorie knowledge and vnderstaÌ„ding So that when Gods spirit doth but breath on vs all our wisdome all our knowledge riches and authoritie fall before the presence of the Lord of hosts neither can we remaine but only by the word of God whereby wee are borne againe Wherefore the considering meditating of our traÌ„sitory estate driuâ—th vs to a contrition humblenes of spirit Besides the Lord God saith Esai whom the heauens cannot containe nor the earth hold wil come and dwell with a lowly poore and troubled spirit and which standeth in awe of his word God doth not accept our sacrifices which are offered without trembling at his word no more then if we should kill a man choke a dog or offer swines flesh which was counted an abhominable thing among the Iews or praise the thing that is vnright Lastly to this accordeth the Gospel and the Apostles Our sauiour Christ Mat. 9.13 saith I came not to cal the righteous but sinners to repentance not euerie sinner but that sinner which condeÌ„neth sinne in him is weary and laden with his sinnes Mat. 11.28 Mat. 21.32 our Sauiour Christ preferreth the harlotts Publicans before the Pharises for they being pricked for their sins conuicted did sorrow heard Iohn preaching vnto them So then Christ giueth reliefe to those that want righteousnes to theÌ„ that feele themselues sinners ease to them which are burthened lightto them which are in darknes life to them which are dead saluation to them which condeÌ„ne theÌ„selues 1. Cor. 14. the Apostle declareth how the Corrinthians were moued with straÌ„ge tongues but yet had not in admiration the word Besides he sheweth by comparing the gifte of tongues prophecying together that if an Infidell or vnlearned man should come and heare them speake with strange tongues he would say they were out of the witts but if he should heare them speake the word of god plainly he wold be rebuked of all meÌ„ iudged of all men so the secrete of his heart shold be mad manifest he wold fal down on his and worshippe God and say plainely when he feeleth his sinnes they rifle mine hearte they shewe my secret sinnes doubtlesse this is Gods doing God is in them I will follow this religion Wherefore in this appeareth the power of the
worde in that it citeth and sommoneth our consciences before the tribunall of God and woundeth vs with a liuely feeling of Gods iudgement that he who before thorough securitie did despise sounde doctrine may now be constreained to giue the glory vnto God This appeareth more plainely Heb. 4.12 where it is saide that the word of God is liuelie mâ—ghty in operation and sharper then any two edged sword it pearceth thought froÌ„ thought all holinesse shall seme hypocrisie all our righteousnes shall seeme as a defiled cloath we shall finde with Paul that in vs that is in our flesh dwelleth no righteousnes For mens consciences are coulde neither are they touched and displeased with their euils so long as they be in ignorance but when the worde of God pearceth into the vttermost corners of their consciences and telleth them that they haue to doe with the Lorde they are thoroughlye touched and beginne to feare and entering into themselues examining their conscience they come to the knowledge of that which before they had forgotten We can neuer bee offered to God without his spirite Iohn 16.8 For he reprooueth the world of sinne and awaketh our consciences that those sins which before were hid should be made manifest Dauid did lye an whole yeâ—re without this pricke of conscience and thought that all was well vntill Nathan came neither did he finde comfort of conscience vntill he had thus beene pricked Iosephes brethren were thirteene yeares and neuer remembred their sinnes vntill after such time the Lorde laide it before them The Prophet Dauid Psal. 32 which he intituled a Psalme of instruction concerning the free remission of sinnes â—eacheth how wee shall finde the same For many perswade themselues that their sinnes are forgiuen when they be not He also sheweth that vntill trouble of minde did driue him to GOD he founde no comfort Manâ—sses which did eate the breade of sorrow and did drinke the water of griefe vntill he had lamented and sorrowed felt no rest nor peace The woman of Samaria Iohn 4. was pleasant and iested with our Sauiour Christ vntill hir sinnes were opened and then shee beganne to answere with more reuerence For vntill shee was willed to call hir husbande shee thought all was safe but after that he had tolde hir that shee had plaide the adulteresse shee acknowledged him that hee was a Prophet Wherefore wee may see by this which hath beene spoken that the word of God onely pricketh our consciences as plainly may here appeare by the Iewes who cared not for the Apostles nor made any conscience vntill their hearts were pricked In the second place we must note that they were rightly pricked For many often times are pricked which kicke against the pricke and hauing their consciences galled by the word they murmur eyther against the preacher of the word or against the word itselfe Here then is the difference betweene the godly and the wicked the one is pricked and is made more carefull in a godly conscience the other more hardened then before But this is a godly sorrowe when we loue the man that rebuketh vs and reuerence the word the more being by it reprooued in our conscience Doe we loue him then that rebuketh vs then we heare profitably Let vs examine our selues in this sort I see God hath wounded me by him he is the instrument whereby God doth humble me I will therfore loue him Contrary if we be often touched amende not we are in danger of Gods wrath Many indeed are pricked with pouerty many with sicknes some with other like afflictioÌ„s but few with their sins which is the cause of their pouerty sicknes and other afflictions Let vs then learne a willingnesse to offer our selues to be taught and to be pricked for sinne as these men were The wicked also are pricked somtimes for sinne but it is rather for feare of punishment then for conscience to displease God as were Caine and Iudas Some men are pricked and to put away their sorrow they will goe sleepe they will go play they will goe sport they wil get to merie company and passe away the time and so as they terme it they will purge driue away the rage of melancholy they neuer goe to any Preacher to aske of the Lord or at the mouth of his spirite They neuer respect to prayer nor seeke any comforte in the word of GOD. But to put away sorrow on this sort is to call it againe and to feele it more freshly either in the hower of death or in hell Contrariwise if our sorrow doth driue vs to praier or to the worde of God it is good As for the wicked and prophaine worldlinges though as the wise man saith Ecclesiact 11. hee spende all his daies without any euill yet his darknes wilbe greater then the light his sorrowe greater then his pleasure his losse greater then his gaine his trouble greater then his vanitie in hell Let vs not then so carnally shake off this godly sorrow For the worde will send vs often an vnquiet spirite that wee may seeke to be quiet in Christ. To examine our selues herein Haue wee heard the worde of God were we pricked by it then haue wee profited haue we not been pricked thereby then as yet are we not a sacrifice for the Lord. For as was saide before Christ comforteth them that are troubled he helpeth them that doubt he caseth them which are in distresse he setteth their feete in the way of peace and gladnes that haue long beene in darkenes and sorrow Haue ye not beene sorrowfull will ye learne a salue for this sore be sorrowfull that ye were not sorrowfull be pricked in your hearts because you were not more pricked Haue we heard the word Let vs examin our selues if our knowledge be the beter If our affectioÌ„s be the holier As hauing heard the expositioÌ„ of the law of God do we feare God do we know how to loue God do we pray to God do we worship God in our soules in our bodies more carfully in greater coÌ„science theÌ„ we haue don hertofore Are we not now as profaine carelesse stil in giuing the right worship to the true God as before we were to superstitious in seruing Angels SaÌ„ts other false Gods nether sorrowing for our idolatry nor careing for true religioÌ„ haue we not blasphemed profaned the name of god in vnreuereÌ„t hearing his word in vnprofitable talking of his works abusing his owne maiesty with swearing and cursing as much as we euer did before Haue we kept holie the saboth or haue we not prophaned it by open neglect of the worde by playing sporting drinking and other vanities doe we not still send forth our seruantes to dispatch our busines on that day as if it were the market day when they may do such thinges most lawfully Are not parentes hous-holders and gouernours as slacke in prouoking obedience and children seruantes and subiectes as flow
in yeelding obedience as euer they were parents in the meane time not seeing that children therefore rebell against theÌ„ because they rebell against God nor hous-holders perceiue that seruants doe not their dueties to them because they doe not their duety to God Are we lesse wrathfull and more mercifull are we lesse riotous and filthy defilers of our flesh and are we more sober chast and holy are we lesse giuen to oppression to hard dealing one with another and more iust righteous and carefull to maintaine the good estate of our brethren Are we not backbiters slaunderers or sowers of discord causers of contention â—mong our neighbours beeing farre off from mainteyning loue vnited and the good name of our brethren The cause why we cannot see further into these things is because we flatter our selues and because we compaire our selues with our selues with others but not with the rule of Gods word Let vs then learne to accuse our selues and to iudge our owne consciences For if God see vs condemne ourselues he will not condemne vs if we accuse our selues God will not suffer Sathan to accuse vs if we iudge our selues God will acquite vs from the fearefull iudgment to come if we be displeased for our sins God will be pleased in Christ his righteousnesse On the contrary whilest we lie in our sinnes we lie in our owne blood if we iudge not our selues God will both iudge vs and be reuenged of our sinne he wil set our house on fire he will send enemies he will sende earthquakes he will sende famines to make vs to consume our goods he will make friends foes he will sende sicknes and sorenes vpon our bodies a troubled spirit into our soules he will send vs an ill name thus will he bring plague vpon plague vntill we repent come to a feeling of our sinnes And why doth God all this because we wil not come to iudge our selues For this cause saith the Apostle 1. Cor. 11.30 that is because we iudge not our selues many are weake sicke among you many sleepe 31. for if we would iudge our selues we should not be iudged 32. but when we are iudged we are chastined of the Lord that we shoulde not be condemned with the worlde Likewise the Prophet Psal. 89. 30.31.32.33 But if his children forsake my lawe and walke not in my iudgments if they breake my statutes and keepe not my commandementes Then will I visite their transgression with the sword and their iniquitie with strokes yet my louing kindnes will I not take from him neyther will I falsifie my trueth For as a father withdraweth from his child sometimes his loue whippeth him with the rod of correction so the Lord dealeth often with his children scourgeth their naked conscience God doth iudge his here but his enemies will he iudge in the world to come if we be not punished here the punishment wil be as a thunderbolt in the day of iudgmeÌ„t Hast thou bene afflicted not profited will not a litle crosse serue thee a greater shall come to thee will not a few troubles turne thee to God then many shall come vpon thee If a man be not troubled for sin here it is the way to hell if he be troubled here it is the way to heauen And as they which haue not bene troubled hauing had a little ioy shall haue eternall paine so they which here haue had a little paine shall after haue euerlasting ioye They that are corrected and haue profited by it are afflicted of the Lord in mercy but they that be vexed and amende not receiue a token of Gods further wrath Wherefore we must not looke to feele comforte in the remission of sinnes vnlesse we also haue sorrowe for committing our sinnes For neuer any of gods children were comforted throughly but they were first humbled for their sinne lawfully To the working of which humiliation wee must remember Gods iudgements shewed on others hath God destroyed the whole world for sinne and can he not or will he not destroy thee for sinne hath he ouerthrowen whole nations and will he suffer thee to lie still in thy sinnes See how full Hell is alreadie and yet daily we runne headlong thither Consider also how great thy sinne was that could not be cleansed but by the bloode of Iesus Christ Oh how soule was that sinne that nothing else could wash it but Christ his hart blood oh how great was our guiltines that were ransomed by such a price How greate was the sore that needed such a salue howe deepe was the wound that needed such a medicine O louing kindnes and vnspeakeable loue towards vs Shall Christ be slaine for our sinnes and we not slaye sinne in our selues Shall Christ die for our sinnes and sinne as yet is not dead in vs Shall Christ be crucified for vs and will we not crucifie sinne in our selues Shall Christ haue his hearte pricked with a speare and shall not we haue our harts pricked with sorrow This is the true vse and meditating of Christ his passion We are wont to defy the Iewes for accusing Christ we spit at Iudas for betraying Christ and we condemne Pilate for condemning Christ but we are much more to be at defiance with our sinnes which accused him before the iudgement seat of God we are to accuse our selues who haue and daily doe betray him we must condemne our selues whose sinnes haue condemned him But if neither the iudgements of God hell nor the crosse of Christ can moue vs then let vs examine our selues how we can reioyce in Christ. It followeth to speake of the counsell of Peter Repent as if he should say I know your heartes are pricked how be it I will shewe you how it is the pollicy of the Diuell to make these good motions quickly to waxe dry in you he will stay you from perseuering you must therfore endeuoure to continue in this godly sorrow The Apostle saw that this sorrow which as Paule witnesseth is not to be repented of was well begunne in them but in continuing his sermon still to that effect he sheweth that our sorrow must be also continuall Many sorrow as hath beene shewed but in a worldly sorrowing which bringeth eternal death not in a godly griefe which bringeth repentance Wherfore we are to note that repentance beginneth in vs continueth and endeth with sorrow Now if it might be it were expedient to shew what repentance is In one word Repentance is not a bare leauing of sinne but an vtter condemning and misliking of that sinne which we haue left For though we haue left it yet Sathan may make vs to sorrow for it many yeares after yea euen at the point of death ' Dauid had left his sinne but it caused him to sorrow an whole yeare after Iosephs brethren had forsaken and almost forgotten their sinne yet it troubled them and grieued them thirteene yeares after Our pricking of heart therfore must be continued and
daily renued This repentance is figured in baptisme both in that we must die to sin and bury it and also that we must rise againe to newnes of life for a man cannot die to sin but by the vertue of Christ his death neyther can he rise to righteousnes without the power of his resurrection Now we must know that as our sinnes are forgiuen so we must also receiue Gods spirit If God promiseth mercy to our children much more to vs if we beleue and receiue his promises if to them which are a farre of much more to them that are neare And yet though we haue been baptised an hundred yeares and haue not receiued the holy Ghost we may die in our sinnes Some vnderstand by the gift of the holy Ghost the graces of God bestowed on the Apostles but in my iudgement their opinion is not sound because that was a particular thing giuen only to them of that time this promise is generall and respectes all posterities We are then to note that repentance is a continuall course of sorrowe and if we haue this in trueth then may we boldly seeke for comfort out of Gods woâ—d and from his ministers and looke what comfort they giue vs on earth the same shal be sealed also in heauen Wherefore as it is requisite continually to till the ground if we will haue fruite and daily to eate if we will liue so in spirituall things we must be humbled with continuall sorrow that we may be refreshed with daily comfort in Christ in whose name let vs pray Our father c. FINIS Certaine wise and graue Counsels and Answers made by the same author of the former argument VNto one that was much tempted with vnbeliefe he gaue this counsell When the temptation commeth either fall downe in prayer say Lord thou makest me to possesse the sinnes of my youth and this temptation is of very equity howbeit O Lorde grant I may by wisedome herein make this temptation an holy instruction and suffer me to possesse my soule in patience Oh turne this to thy glory and my saluation I see and confesse what hath beene in mee a long time by that which now sheweth it selfe in me and that thy grace hath hitherto kept vnder this corruptâ—on yet Lord I beleeue yet Lord I will beleue helpe Lord my vnbeliefe Thy name be praised for this seale of thy loue and pledge of thy spirit that in this vnbeleefe I am grieued as in my beliefe I am wont to be comforted And though my olde and secret sinnes deserue that I should not onely be giuen ouer to infidelity but also that it should be in mee without griefe and remorse yet Lord forgiue my sinnes newe and olde forgiue my vnthankâ—ulnes Lord increase my faith and grant good father that when thou shalt restore to mee the gifte of grace againe that I may vse it in feare and shew it by fruites Or if this doe not preuaile giue your selfe with all humblenes to read the word of God especially his promises and be still attending vpon the meanes waiting when the Lord shall inlarge your hearte Or if this do not helpe goe to some faith full brother confesse your state to him acknowledg your weaknes to him and be not ashamed to giue God the glory by shaming your selfe and opening your corruption to him that so hee may pray for you whose praier according to the promise of God made to his holy ordinaÌ„ce herein Iames. 5. vndoubtedly shall be heard in the appointed time Thus hauing praied by your selfe and with another and vsed the meanes of reading for your recouery though you haue not present release yet in meeknes of mind patience of your spirite go to your calling knowing that your praiers and the word of God being as seede must haue some time betweene the sowing of them and the reaping of the increase and fruite of them Aboue all reason not with your temptations dispute not with the Deuill as though you coulde preuaile of your selfe And as I would not you should dispute with your temptation so I would not you should despise it For in both are extremities If you take it too much to heart or maruell how you should ouercome such a temptation it will make you dull or desperate If you account of it to little and maruell how such thinges should come into your head which was not wont to be so it will make you not to striue and you shall be swallowed vp before you be aware If you account of it too fearefully Sathan will oppresse you before you beginne to fight If you account of it too lightly the deuill needs not to wrestle with you you will ouerthrow your â—elfe Therefore feare in respect of your selfe fight boldly in Christ tremble at your owne corruption but rest and trust in Christ your saluation If still you are tempted and no body by you write your temptation and offer it to God by prayer and promise to him that you will aske counsell of his worde at the mouth of his minister when he shall giue you iust occasion If all this helpe not comfort your selfe with this pledge of election that you are ioyed when you feele your beliefe and that you are grieued least you shoulde displease God by your vnbeliefe and know that as there is a vicissâ—tude of the meanes of saluation which you must vse so there is also a vicissitude of temptations wherof this is one agianst which you must striue 2 Vnto one that was tempted with worldly shame and thought the distemperature of his minde and bodie proceeded thereof he saide on this sorte Fist know that Sathan hath not an absolute power but a power by permission to try vs against which we must arme our selues by faith which will assure vs that eyther the Lorde will mitigate our temptation if our power and patience be not great or else if he enlarge the tryall he wil increase our strength and retch it out according to the proportion of our temptation Wee must also pray that the Lord giue not out that measure of leaue to the diuell which we giue out to sinne to worke rebellion in vs against his maiesty but that he would rather make Sathan a Surgeon to shew vs our sinnes then a Sregeant to confound vs for our sinnes It is the pollicie of the aduersary to perswade many that the weaknes of their body and feeblenes of their braine proceedeth of their temptations when indeed it commeth of the vnstaidnes of their mindes wandering too much after the motions of the diuell in that they not resting on the word nor depending on Christ nor contenting theÌ„selues to be tryed nor coÌ„forting themselues by meditatioÌ„ attend to much coÌ„for to often with the diuels illusions and temptations and so they comeplayne of the effectes and not of the causes of their temptations beeing more grieued for their present sufferinges then for their sinnes past The roote of this worldly shame is
your estate when you seeme to mee rather to haue faith than when you seeme to your selfe to haue it for faith being the gift of God is then most obtained and increased of God when you thirsting after the increase of present feelings are humbled vnder the mightie and mercifull hande of God for it rather I suspect you when you say you haue faith because then you can least feare and suspect you selfe and by that meanes lie open to vnbeleefe againe And surely experience prooueth that then we shewe we haue beliefe when we mourne for our vnbeliefe and then our faith may be least when we thinke it to be most Besides herein you are to comfort your selfe with shewe of increase of faith because faith groweth by these two means either by some greate feeling by the worde and the spirite and humble thanksgiuing ioyned thereunto or else by humbling our selues before the mercye seate of GOD for wante of our faith 9 When one was troubled in minde he gaue this comfortable note that although it came to passe that after some trauell in newebirth Gods graces were not so sweet and our sinnes not so sowre and grieuous vnto to vs as they were in our first entrance into regeneration but we aâ—e now weaker in lesse assaultes hauing afore beene stronger in greater temptations yet we were not to dispaire but to consider from whence this gratious progresse did comâ— namely of God and not of our selues who shewed himselfe more fauorable in the beginning both because hee would not discourage vs newlie comming vnto him and for that wee forsaking our selues with a godly suspecting of our weaknes in the least temptations did flie vnto Gods helpe by prayer who in wisdome can hide himselfe vnder a cloude partly for that he will looke to see some triall of strength at our hands comming to some age in the newe birth partly for that wee nowe lesse forsake or suspect our selues euen in greater temptations and for that presumpteously wrestling with our owne strength and staying our selues with our owne staffe we do not call to God for helpe and not calling do not obtaine and not obtaining helpe we take the foile in the conflict that the Lorde may make knowne vnto vs that notwithstanding our proceeding in Christianitie we are still but men and God alone is God 10 He saide to one troubled in minde for a secret and small sinne I doe not so much feare this sinne in you as the pollicie of Sathan by it either in that he will not sticke to shewe you the leste sinnes hide from you the greater or else by the quick sight of your secret smal sins to cast vpon you an open grosse sin of vaine glorie and priuie pride 11 It is a most certaine thiâ—ge in Gods children that the more their afflictions growe the more their faith groweth the more Sathan striueth to draw them from God the more they draw neere to â—od although indeede in feeling they cannot see so much 12 Though we finde not the spirituall ioy which we should feele yet let vs not bee to much cast downe so that our conscience tell vs that we are readie to withdrawe somewhat from our outward pleasures for want of this inward pleasure and that we haue not preuented or smothered out these spirituall ioyes but are grieued that we haue them not waite for the time to feele them For of all things we must bewar that we draw not into their stead carnall ioys so driue aâ— it were in to exile the working of gods spirâ—t in vs by theÌ„ 13 Many despaire of help because of their owne vnworthines as though there were no hope of Gods mercy vnles we bring in our gifte pawne in our hands to him But this were to discredit the Lords mercie and to bring in credite our merits and rather to binde the Lord to vs than vs vnto him but if our sinnes be greate our redemption is greater though our merits be beggerlye Gods mercie is a rich mercie If our case be not desperate and we past hope of recouery our redemption should not be so plentifull But when all seemes to goe one way when Heauen and Earth the Sunne the Moone and the Starres goe against vs then to ransome vs and to make a perfect restitution is to drawe something out of nothing Euen as in sicknesse to haue either little daunger or in greate daunger deliuerance by present meanes is nothing but in extreame perril when Phisicke can doe nothing and nothing maketh for vs but the Graue then to be rescued from the graue and to recouer our life from the pitte is Redemption 14 There are two workings of Gods Spirite in vs the one inferiour which bringgeth but certaine fruites of the Spirite without any speciall fruite of grace the other superiour and more certaine when the spirite worketh an infallable sanctification The first may totally be darkened and fully quenched the other hath but particular Eclipse and in measure may be dimmed as it was in Dauid psal 51 but is not finally quenched As God made man so that he might fall though afterwardes he had mercie vpon him so he regenerateth vs so that wee may fall though afterwardes he may raise vs vp againe and will And it is fearefull inough that there may be such particular decaies of it in vs as to feele lesse comfort in the word lesse feare of sinne lesse care of well doing lesse zeale in praying lesse fruites in the meanes so that all our actions are turned to be bitter which were sweter vnto vs than any worldly increase to the worldly man or honie can be to them that loue it These are euident tokens of the sanctifying spirite to loue good because it is good and to hate sinne the more wee growe in giftes the more to hunger the more to complaine of our vnworthines the more to be humbled in our selues the more meekely to iudge of others when we are most quiet with all things then to think our selues least quiet and then most to feare our selues so to feele the grace of God in vs and yet our sence and feeling of sin is not lessened and to feare and quake at the first degrees and motions of sinne not lest they fully quench but lest they coole the heat of the spirit in vs. 15 In afflictions we must search the cause first by ascending to GOD then by descending into our selues Wee must ascende to GOD pleading guiltie crauing mercy and not stand quarelling with the malice of men or hatred of the deuill against vs for as it were no good wisdome for a man condemned to die to make any long suite to the Ialor or to the Executioner for they be but vnder officers can do nothing but he must labour to the Iudge who can either repriue or release him so it is no good pollicie to stande about Sâ—than in our temptations who doth all by constraint and restraint vnder the Lord but wee