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his_o heaven_n be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o behold_v the_o key_n the_o keeper_n the_o soul_n the_o body_n the_o lord_n the_o whole_a o_o my_o god_n be_v thou_o behold_v my_o liberty_n my_o life_n my_o love_n all_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n and_o thy_o alone_a repose_v therefore_o as_o a_o sweet_a posy_n between_o my_o breast_n sleep_n like_o a_o bridegroom_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o reign_n like_o a_o king_n in_o the_o closet_n of_o my_o soul_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o take_v full_a possession_n of_o thy_o own_o come_v and_o please_v thyself_o love_v thyself_o and_o serve_v thyself_o in_o i_o as_o thou_o desire_v and_o deserve_v to_o be_v please_v love_a serve_v let_v thy_o love_n o_o king_n of_o love_n be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o when_o i_o cease_v to_o love_v i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v in_o thy_o love_n o_o jesus_n i_o end_v this_o act_n of_o love_n though_o my_o desire_n actual_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v endless_a oh_o let_v i_o live_v and_o die_v in_o thy_o love_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n that_o by_o love_n i_o may_v for_o ever_o reign_v and_o remain_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o love_n amen_n ¶_o 8._o devotion_n exercise_n and_o elevation_n for_o communion_n 1_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v before_o communion_n the_o due_a preparation_n to_o this_o divin_fw-fr banquet_n require_v two_o thing_n 1._o purity_n from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n and_o from_o all_o affection_n to_o it_o this_o purity_n be_v obtain_v by_o a_o humble_a confession_n a_o hearty_a contrition_n fervent_a prayer_n a_o careful_a custody_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o right_a intention_n in_o communicate_v 2._o a_o actual_a recollection_n and_o devotion_n which_o be_v get_v by_o pious_a and_o affective_a consideration_n by_o faith_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n mercy_n by_o a_o thirsty_a desire_n to_o see_v enjoy_v and_o be_v unite_v to_o god_n who_o be_v our_o sweet_a and_o sovereign_a good_a our_o father_n friend_n and_o 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to_o introversion_n and_o compunction_n so_o full_a of_o imperfection_n and_o immortification_n 6._o so_o little_a confidence_n in_o my_o saviour_n mercy_n so_o little_a patience_n in_o my_o misery_n and_o almost_o no_o performance_n of_o my_o good_a purpose_n 7._o so_o curious_a to_o censure_v other_o so_o careless_a to_o keep_v myself_o and_o curb_v my_o own_o sense_n final_o all_o be_v self-love_n self-will_n self-conceit_n self-seeking_a pride_n propriety_n partiality_n which_o be_v my_o daily_a and_o dangerous_a disease_n o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o only_a physician_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v almighty_a and_o all-bounty_n these_o be_v my_o wound_n and_o impurity_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v both_o cure_v and_o cleanse_v i_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o i_o will_v remain_v content_a as_o i_o be_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o continue_v weak_a so_o i_o be_v not_o wicked_a to_o be_v weary_v and_o wound_v so_o i_o be_v not_o utter_o tire_v overturn_v defeat_v &_o 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disloyalty_n tepidity_n etc._n etc._n o_o my_o god_n how_o little_o do_v i_o love_v thou_o when_o i_o so_o careless_o offend_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n oh_o that_o i_o have_v never_o sin_v mortal_o though_o it_o have_v cost_v i_o my_o life_n immediate_o o_o that_o i_o be_v sure_a never_o more_o to_o swerve_v from_o thy_o sacred_a will_n and_o commandment_n let_v i_o henceforth_o endure_v dear_a jesus_n a_o thousand_o death_n of_o my_o body_n rather_o than_o admit_v one_o deadly_a sin_n again_o into_o my_o soul_n o_o pity_n and_o pardon_v my_o past_a folly_n and_o frailty_n and_o prevent_v i_o with_o thy_o gracious_a blessing_n against_o future_a fail_n how_o great_a o_o lord_n be_v my_o obligation_n to_o serve_v and_o please_v thou_o be_v it_o but_o for_o thy_o favour_n confer_v thy_o benefit_n bestow_v and_o thy_o love_n pour_v out_o upon_o i_o and_o yet_o ungrateful_a wretch_n that_o i_o be_o how_o poor_o have_v i_o correspond_v oh_o that_o i_o have_v so_o deep_a a_o sense_n of_o 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your_o heart_n burn_v in_o the_o mean_a while_n with_o these_o like_a desire_n of_o s._n augustin_n o_o my_o comforter_n appear_v unto_o i_o o_o only_a light_n of_o my_o soul_n eye_n let_v i_o see_v thou_o o_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o spirit_n come_v and_o glad_v i_o with_o thy_o presence_n o_o only_a jubily_n of_o my_o heart_n let_v i_o contemplate_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n my_o life_n my_o love_n my_o all_o show_v i_o thyself_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v safe_a etc._n etc._n at_o the_o elevation_n of_o the_o sacred_a host_n and_o chalice_n represent_v to_o yourself_o how_o your_o redeemer_n offer_v up_o himself_o there_o to_o the_o eternal_a father_n and_o conform_v your_o devotion_n to_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n jesus_n you_o may_v say_v with_o heart_n or_o mouth_n o_o adorable_a majesty_n in_o union_n of_o this_o affectionate_a reverence_n which_o my_o redeemer_n now_o render_v thou_o in_o memory_n of_o his_o dolorous_a passion_n and_o in_o acknowledgement_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o thy_o infinite_a greatness_n i_o humble_o offer_v unto_o thou_o a_o perpetual_a submission_n of_o all_o my_o be_v all_o my_o power_n all_o my_o faculty_n be_v thou_o eternal_o exalt_v admire_a and_o glorify_v o_o holy_a holy_a holy_a trinity_n my_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o all_o or_o thus_o by_o way_n of_o ejaculation_n affection_n ecstasy_n o_o goodness_n o_o mercy_n o_o love_n o_o liberality_n o_o immense_a infinite_a incomprehensible_a excessive_a charity_n o_o eternal_a father_n behold_v thy_o belove_a son_n and_o my_o bless_a saviour_n who_o i_o humble_o offer_v up_o to_o thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n in_o satisfaction_n for_o all_o my_o offence_n negligence_n ingratitude_n i_o offer_v thou_o his_o purity_n innocency_n perfection_n to_o satisfy_v for_o my_o impurity_n malice_n impiety_n his_o humility_n for_o my_o pride_n his_o zeal_n for_o my_o tepidity_n all_o the_o sanctity_n of_o his_o life_n for_o all_o the_o imperfection_n of_o my_o life_n o_o merciful_a and_o 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my_o centre_n my_o hope_n my_o happiness_n my_o all_o or_o by_o act_n of_o complacency_n as_o o_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n thou_o be_v here_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o soul_n as_o thou_o be_v there_o the_o jubily_n of_o thy_o saint_n thou_o be_v here_o on_o the_o altar_n and_o thou_o be_v there_o in_o thy_o eternal_a glory_n and_o beatitude_n o_o amiable_a sacrifice_n o_o admirable_a invention_n of_o the_o divin_fw-fr power_n wisdom_n and_o charity_n or_o by_o act_n of_o thanksgiving_n o_o dear_a saviour_n how_o much_o have_v thou_o do_v for_o a_o unworthy_a wretch_n o_o the_o excess_n of_o thy_o goodness_n who_o can_v sufficient_o acknowledge_v it_o o_o great_a monarch_n of_o both_o world_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o humble_v thyself_o for_o a_o mere_a worm_n upon_o this_o altar_n o_o you_o angel_n saint_n and_o all_o creature_n come_v help_v i_o to_o honour_n praise_n bless_v and_o love_v my_o liberal_a lord_n god_n who_o have_v as_o it_o be_v employ_v his_o omnipotency_n in_o order_n to_o my_o benefit_n and_o profit_n or_o by_o act_n of_o thanksgiving_n o_o dear_a saviour_n how_o much_o have_v thou_o do_v for_o a_o unworthy_a wretch_n o_o the_o excess_n of_o thy_o goodness_n who_o can_v sufficient_o acknowledge_v it_o o_o great_a monarch_n of_o both_o world_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o humble_v thyself_o for_o a_o mere_a worm_n upon_o this_o altar_n o_o you_o angel_n saint_n and_o all_o creature_n come_v help_v i_o to_o honour_n praise_n bless_v and_o love_v my_o liberal_a lord_n god_n who_o have_v as_o it_o be_v employ_v his_o omnipotency_n in_o order_n to_o my_o benefit_n and_o profit_n or_o by_o act_n of_o resignation_n o_o jesus_n since_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o render_v thyself_o here_o present_a for_o my_o sake_n i_o here_o promise_v a_o readiness_n to_o perform_v any_o thing_n for_o thy_o service_n o_o my_o
of_o my_o soul_n i_o most_o hearty_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v that_o thou_o have_v provide_v for_o i_o in_o so_o convenient_a a_o manner_n both_o in_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n in_o health_n and_o sickness_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o no_o other_o wisdom_n but_o thou_o only_o my_o sweet_a lord_n and_o maker_n the_o increated_a goodness_n and_o wise_a disposer_n of_o all_o thing_n can_v have_v effect_v to_o thou_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o all_o i_o commit_v myself_o and_o all_o to_o be_v dispose_v of_o now_o and_o ever_o as_o shall_v be_v most_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o own_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o most_o conformable_a to_o thy_o eternal_a just_a and_o equal_a will_n and_o providence_n i_o hope_v o_o my_o sovereign_a lord_n god_n that_o this_o moment_n of_o pain_n and_o suffering_n will_v be_v soon_o change_v into_o a_o eternity_n of_o happiness_n and_o comfort_n i_o trust_v that_o my_o now_o languish_v and_o die_a body_n shall_v be_v one_o day_n raise_v to_o glory_n impassibility_n immortality_n i_o cheerful_o expect_v to_o have_v this_o poor_a imprison_a soul_n of_o i_o call_v up_o to_o see_v enjoy_v and_o contemplate_v thy_o amiable_a and_o beautify_v countenance_n for_o evermore_o 4._o act_n of_o love_n o_o eternal_a father_n thou_o have_v give_v thy_o son_n to_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o give_v he_o again_o to_o thou_o together_o with_o my_o whole_a self_n and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v be_o and_o can_v my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o liberty_n my_o heart_n my_o soul_n to_o please_v and_o honour_v thou_o for_o all_o future_a time_n and_o eternity_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o love_v thou_o hearty_o and_o during_o the_o short_a remainder_n of_o my_o life_n in_o this_o world_n i_o will_v serve_v thou_o faithful_o not_o so_o much_o of_o obligation_n as_o of_o election_n not_o so_o much_o for_o my_o own_o comfort_n and_o profit_n as_o for_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n not_o for_o the_o delight_n i_o take_v in_o thy_o love_a service_n but_o for_o the_o desire_n i_o have_v to_o please_v thou_o not_o as_o a_o servant_n bondslave_n or_o hireling_n but_o as_o a_o freeman_n love_v his_o friend_n as_o a_o child_n his_o father_n as_o a_o spouse_n her_o bridegroom_n not_o only_o out_o of_o gratitude_n for_o receive_a benefit_n but_o also_o and_o chief_o because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n of_o infinite_a perfection_n in_o thyself_o and_o of_o infinite_a affection_n towards_o i_o o_o god_n of_o love_n and_o love_n of_o my_o soul_n what_o do_v i_o desire_v in_o heaven_n or_o expect_v from_o heaven_n and_o what_o do_v i_o long_o for_o upon_o earth_n but_o thou_o the_o only_a object_n of_o my_o affection_n the_o only_a aim_n of_o my_o pretension_n the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o only_a delight_n of_o my_o spirit_n come_v o_o my_o bless_a lord_n and_o lover_n and_o take_v full_a possession_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n transform_v i_o into_o thy_o love_n and_o conform_v i_o to_o thy_o will._n let_v thy_o will_n be_v the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o let_v thy_o love_n be_v the_o only_a life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o when_o i_o leave_v to_o love_v i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v etc._n etc._n 5._o act_n of_o resignation_n take_v example_n from_o christ_n in_o his_o agony_n o_o my_o all_o powerful_a father_n if_o i_o must_v needs_o drink_v of_o this_o bitter_a chalice_n endure_v this_o long_a and_o tedious_a sickness_n suffer_v these_o sharp_a and_o severe_a torment_n thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v from_o job_n on_o his_o dunghill_n it_o be_v thou_o o_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o bountiful_a bestower_n of_o all_o blessing_n and_o thou_o may_v just_o withdraw_v revoke_v and_o retake_v they_o at_o thy_o own_o will_n and_o pleasure_n be_v thou_o bless_v and_o praise_v for_o evermore_o from_o s._n paul_n prostrate_v on_o the_o ground_n lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v what_o be_v thy_o holy_a pleasure_n behold_v thy_o servant_n ready_a to_o accomplish_v it_o aspire_v frequent_o to_o god_n and_o resign_v up_o all_o willing_o to_o he_o in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a sort_n be_v i_o master_n of_o all_o body_n and_o soul_n i_o will_v present_o give_v up_o to_o thou_o great_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n all_o my_o right_n and_o title_n and_o be_v it_o in_o my_o power_n i_o will_v make_v of_o each_o body_n a_o instrument_n to_o please_v and_o praise_v thou_o and_o of_o all_o soul_n as_o many_o paradise_n to_o lodge_v and_o love_v thou_o come_v what_o will_v o_o my_o creator_n i_o will_v place_v my_o hope_n in_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o in_o thy_o son_n abundant_a redemption_n and_o my_o perpetual_a song_n shall_v be_v o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n bless_a be_v my_o god_n for_o all_o and_o in_o all_o live_v jesus_n by_o who_o death_n i_o live_v and_o for_o who_o love_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o die_v etc._n etc._n o_o when_o shall_v i_o take_v as_o much_o pleasure_n in_o suffering_n as_o i_o have_v do_v in_o sin_v o_o that_o i_o can_v entire_o resign_v my_o whole_a self_n body_n and_o soul_n in_o life_n or_o death_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n to_o be_v dispose_v of_o according_a to_o thy_o divin_fw-fr will_n and_o pleasure_n o_o that_o i_o can_v in_o every_o moment_n of_o time_n pronounce_v with_o heart_n and_o tongue_n live_v jesus_n only_o who_o will_v be_v accomplish_v who_o name_n be_v sanctify_v who_o praise_n be_v publish_v in_o all_o by_o all_o above_o all_o etc._n etc._n 6._o a_o act_n of_o purity_n of_o intention_n o_o eternal_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v create_v i_o to_o serve_v thou_o only_o redeem_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o only_o and_o now_o inspire_v i_o with_o a_o will_n and_o desire_v to_o please_v thou_o only_o during_o all_o the_o remain_a day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o behold_v my_o hearty_a and_o humble_a desire_n be_v to_o serve_v thou_o love_v thou_o and_o please_v thou_o pure_o perfect_o perseverant_o reform_v therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o sinful_a 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sadness_n desire_n fear_v hope_v anger_n etc._n etc._n i_o will_v order_v dispose_n and_o direct_v it_o according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o reason_n and_o thy_o divine_a inspiration_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n grant_v i_o courage_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o quell_v and_o curb_v this_o most_o dangerous_a &_o my_o great_a enemy_n which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o all_o my_o misery_n the_o citadel_n from_o whence_o sin_n assail_v i_o and_o satan_n fetch_v his_o force_n to_o fight_v against_o i_o grant_v good_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v never_o yield_v to_o this_o wicked_a eve_n persuade_v adam_n my_o superior_a will_n to_o eat_v the_o forbid_a fruit_n to_o consent_n to_o unlawful_a pleasure_n this_o be_v the_o chief_a exercise_n of_o god_n child_n not_o to_o be_v carry_v away_o with_o affection_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n but_o to_o conduct_v
tepidity_n sluggishness_n cowardice_n and_o pusillanimity_n all_o my_o my_o covetous_a desire_n all_o impurity_n and_o all_o intemperance_n purge_v i_o o_o my_o powerful_a lord_n purify_v i_o o_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n give_v strength_n comfort_n and_o courage_n to_o my_o feeble_a and_o frail_a nature_n that_o i_o may_v pass_v undaunt_o through_o all_o difficulty_n and_o danger_n to_o come_v to_o thou_o and_o to_o repose_v in_o thou_o the_o only_a centre_n of_o my_o desire_n grant_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n chastity_n of_o body_n and_o cleanness_n of_o heart_n temperance_n in_o my_o appetite_n and_o sobriety_n in_o my_o sense_n gravity_n in_o my_o deportment_n and_o moderation_n in_o all_o my_o proceed_n that_o nothing_o may_v dislike_v thou_o in_o my_o soul_n nor_o dissolve_v the_o sacred_a knot_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v fasten_v i_o unto_o thou_o give_v i_o also_o o_o jesus_n my_o lord_n perfect_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n o_o permit_v not_o my_o soul_n design_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o 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enlighten_v i_o to_o see_v clear_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n and_o empower_v i_o exact_o to_o fulfil_v and_o follow_v it_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n to_o behold_v my_o own_o baseness_n and_o wickedness_n and_o give_v i_o thy_o gracious_a assistance_n to_o reform_v it_o help_v i_o to_o frame_v a_o right_a judgement_n of_o the_o real_a vileness_n and_o vanity_n of_o all_o transitory_a thing_n and_o endue_v my_o heart_n with_o courage_n to_o contemn_v they_o inebriate_v my_o affection_n o_o amiable_a jesus_n with_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o let_v all_o worldly_a solace_n savour_v of_o bitterness_n to_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o be_v deaf_a blind_a and_o dumb_a to_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o thyself_o o_o my_o crucify_a saviour_n let_v i_o prudent_o discern_v and_o pious_o perform_v each_o parcel_n of_o my_o duty_n in_o its_o due_a circumstance_n of_o time_n place_n order_n measure_n and_o manner_n let_v that_o holy_a and_o innocent_a simplicity_n 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life_n liberty_n love_n all_z be_v thy_o own_o my_o last_o will_n be_v already_o make_v in_o which_o i_o bequeath_v all_o to_o thou_o thy_o own_o death_n and_o passion_n all_o thy_o mercy_n and_o merit_n all_o the_o praise_n and_o perfection_n of_o thy_o dear_a mother_n and_o the_o bless_a saint_n and_o angel_n and_o all_o the_o good_n glory_n and_o splendour_n of_o all_o thy_o creature_n all_o that_o i_o be_o have_v and_o can_v both_o spiritual_n and_o temporal_n kindred_n friend_n riches_n health_n honour_n estate_n office_n devotion_n all_o be_v at_o thy_o disposal_n i_o be_o resolute_a o_o my_o lord_n i_o be_o resign_v and_o indifferent_a to_o have_v they_o increase_v or_o diminish_v to_o use_v they_o to_o thy_o glory_n or_o to_o lose_v they_o altogether_o 4._o we_o return_v back_o to_o our_o creator_n all_o that_o we_o have_v be_v and_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o back_o o_o merciful_a maker_n my_o whole_a be_v either_o to_o be_v what_o thou_o will_v or_o to_o be_v nothing_o at_o all_o to_o love_v thou_o or_o not_o to_o live_v at_o all_o i_o offer_v to_o thou_o o_o pious_a redeemer_n my_o sin_n to_o pardon_v my_o work_n to_o perfect_a my_o will_n to_o purify_v i_o offer_v thou_o my_o wound_n to_o cure_v my_o soul_n to_o cleanse_v and_o my_o spirit_n to_o comfort_v i_o offer_v to_o thou_o o_o holy_a spirit_n my_o intention_n to_o rectify_v my_o inclination_n to_o sanctify_v my_o affection_n to_o deify_v final_o i_o offer_v all_o for_o one_o i_o give_v all_o to_o one_o and_o all_o i_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v all_o one_o with_o thou_o my_o all_o and_o only_o lord_n and_o love_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o o_o my_o bountiful_a creator_n the_o whole_a world_n in_o freehold_n for_o one_o penny_n of_o rent_n say_v child_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n o_o lord_n let_v this_o penny_n never_o want_v the_o superscription_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o let_v i_o never_o want_v thy_o grace_n to_o pay_v this_o rent_n o_o my_o lord_n all_o that_o i_o have_v be_v but_o two_o small_a mite_n i_o cast_v they_o into_o thy_o hand_n and_o have_v i_o more_o i_o will_v give_v more_o dispose_v of_o they_o both_o dear_a lord_n of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o best_o please_v thou_o that_o thy_o will_n may_v be_v perfect_o perform_v and_o thy_o name_n pure_o sanctify_v in_o both_o o_o sweet_a god_n of_o my_o heart_n let_v i_o embrace_v thou_o in_o the_o two_o arm_n of_o profound_a humility_n and_o perfect_a charity_n o_o let_v my_o heart_n faint_a and_o melt_v away_o in_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o divin_n love_n let_v i_o lose_v myself_o to_o find_v thou_o be_v out_o of_o myself_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o be_v empty_a of_o myself_o to_o be_v full_a
in_o thy_o absence_n who_o will_v pity_v my_o case_n who_o will_v plead_v my_o cause_n who_o will_v pardon_v my_o crime_n who_o will_v save_v my_o soul_n thou_o only_o be_v all_o my_o comfort_n come_v therefore_o to_o i_o or_o take_v i_o to_o thou_o 4._o the_o holy_a baptist_n esteem_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o loose_v the_o latchet_n of_o thy_o sandal_n st._n peter_n to_o be_v in_o the_o same_o bark_n with_o thou_o the_o centurion_n to_o admit_v thou_o under_o his_o roof_n and_o what_o be_v thou_o my_o poor_a soul_n compare_v to_o these_o great_a saint_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o this_o honour_n and_o happiness_n which_o i_o much_o desire_v depart_v therefore_o from_o i_o a_o sinner_n or_o rather_o come_v to_o i_o and_o cause_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o 5._o who_o be_v the_o guest_n i_o mean_v to_o lodge_v one_o who_o infinite_o surpass_v all_o create_a perfection_n one_o who_o power_n frame_v all_o who_o providence_n govern_v all_o who_o beck_n can_v in_o a_o moment_n bring_v all_o back_n to_o their_o original_a nothing_o and_o be_v it_o possible_a he_o will_v descend_v to_o dwell_v in_o house_n of_o earth_n if_o the_o heaven_n can_v contain_v thou_o dread_a sovereign_n how_o shall_v my_o soul_n whence_o o_o lord_n be_v this_o thy_o goodness_n to_o i_o who_o be_o i_o to_o deserve_v it_o no_o it_o be_v thy_o love_n that_o bring_v thou_o to_o i_o and_o it_o be_v my_o confidence_n that_o lead_v i_o to_o thou_o o_o that_o i_o be_v as_o clean_o as_o thy_o empyreal_a heaven_n to_o entertain_v thou_o as_o pure_a as_o the_o virgin_n mary_n to_o receive_v thou_o 6._o what_o need_v i_o other_o motive_n of_o humility_n than_o to_o see_v thou_o o_o jesus_n so_o humble_a in_o this_o sacrament_n thou_o annihilate_v thy_o glory_n to_o become_v my_o food_n who_o be_o the_o food_n of_o worm_n i_o be_o say_v thou_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n take_v i_o eat_v i_o digest_v i_o nourish_v thyself_o with_o i_o have_v as_o much_o power_n over_o i_o as_o much_o 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away_o to_o death_n o_o love_n without_o limit_n o_o mercy_n without_o measure_n when_o man_n seek_v out_o the_o mean_n to_o bereave_v thou_o of_o life_n thou_o invent_a this_o banquet_n to_o give_v they_o life_n how_o well_o o_o loving_n jesus_n do_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o repay_v good_a for_o evil_n and_o to_o give_v my_o life_n and_o blood_n for_o my_o enemy_n but_o much_o more_o for_o thou_o who_o have_v show_v i_o such_o large_a token_n of_o thy_o tender_a affection_n 9_o in_o what_o place_n in_o a_o chamber_n on_o high_a well_o sweep_v well_o prepare_v free_o proffer_v wherein_o our_o redeemer_n wrought_v strange_a thing_n both_o before_o and_o after_o his_o resurrection_n what_o lodging_n o_o lord_n shall_v i_o offer_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n child_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n lord_n take_v it_o behold_v i_o neither_o lend_v it_o nor_o sell_v it_o but_o i_o free_o and_o full_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o for_o nothing_o and_o yet_o i_o give_v thou_o nothing_o but_o thy_o own_o o_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o clean_a purify_v it_o with_o thy_o blood_n it_o be_v not_o adorn_v beautify_v it_o with_o thy_o grace_n love_n and_o favour_n it_o be_v not_o high_a but_o base_a mean_a terrene_a elevate_v it_o with_o thy_o ennoble_a presence_n touch_v it_o draw_v near_o it_o and_o draw_v it_o near_o thyself_o and_o then_o work_v in_o it_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 10._o who_o be_v the_o receiver_n the_o twelve_o apostle_n whereof_o one_o be_v a_o traitor_n be_v it_o i_o lord_n alas_o if_o there_o be_v any_o one_o i_o be_o most_o likely_a yet_o my_o comfort_n be_v that_o i_o come_v not_o with_o any_o such_o treacherous_a intention_n but_o to_o lodge_v and_o love_v thou_o to_o obtain_v pardon_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o implore_v thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o 11._o o_o my_o soul_n how_o merciful_o have_v thy_o lord_n and_o maker_n provide_v for_o thou_o nourish_v thou_o cherish_v thou_o all_o live_a creature_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o such_o 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prodigy_n of_o affection_n 12._o thy_o other_o sacrament_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n contain_v and_o give_v grace_n but_o this_o contain_v and_o give_v the_o author_n of_o grace_n the_o fire_n of_o love_n the_o sun_n of_o justice_n the_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n this_o therefore_o surpass_v they_o as_o far_o as_o the_o sun_n do_v its_o beam_n the_o fire_n its_o flame_n and_o the_o fountain_n its_o rivulet_n o_o how_o excessive_a be_v thy_o love_n dear_a lord_n to_o my_o poor_a soul_n in_o that_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o visit_v it_o in_o thy_o proper_a person_n to_o cure_v cleanse_v &_o comfort_v it_o with_o thy_o own_o divin_fw-fr hand_n and_o heart_n to_o nourish_v it_o with_o thy_o own_o bless_a body_n and_o blood_n o_o what_o thanks_o honour_n love_n and_o gratitude_n be_v due_a to_o thy_o infinite_a bounty_n and_o liberality_n o_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v thy_o exclamation_n admiration_n ecstasy_n of_o affection_n remain_v thou_o alone_o insensible_a dry_a and_o undevout_a among_o these_o miracle_n of_o god_n goodness_n towards_o thou_o have_v thou_o no_o heart_n no_o feel_n no_o fervour_n amid_o these_o flame_n of_o his_o charity_n enkindle_v new_a fire_n o_o lord_n in_o my_o heart_n burn_v it_o consume_v it_o annihilate_v it_o in_o the_o furnace_n of_o thy_o love_n 13._o o_o the_o admirable_a power_n of_o my_o god_n which_o work_v so_o many_o miracle_n at_o one_o word_n of_o his_o servant_n mouth_n bread_n become_v flesh_n wine_n blood_n the_o creature_n our_o creator_n speak_v also_o a_o word_n sweet_a jesus_n to_o my_o soul_n say_v this_o soul_n be_v i_o take_v it_o lord_n transform_v it_o change_v it_o into_o thyself_o let_v it_o be_v no_o long_o i_o but_o thou_o for_o all_o future_a time_n and_o eternity_n 14_o why_o be_v this_o divin_fw-fr sacrament_n institute_v under_o the_o form_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n 1._o to_o show_v the_o necessity_n of_o it_o can_v our_o body_n live_v without_o bread_n and_o drink_v and_o can_v our_o soul_n live_v without_o thou_o o_o love_a jesus_n 2._o to_o teach_v we_o what_o union_n our_o lord_n desire_v to_o make_v with_o our_o soul_n be_v not_o meat_n and_o drink_v incorporate_v into_o our_o substance_n and_o be_v not_o this_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o sacramental_a presence_n o_o saviour_n in_o humble_a and_o holy_a soul_n o_o what_o alteration_n what_o alienation_n what_o ecstasy_n do_v they_o feel_v in_o and_o after_o communion_n they_o do_v not_o breath_n but_o burn_v not_o live_v but_o languish_v their_o life_n be_v all_o love_n their_o spirit_n all_o fire_n o_o lord_n let_v fall_v one_o drop_n of_o this_o dew_n upon_o my_o dry_a soul_n give_v it_o good_a jesus_n one_o spark_n of_o this_o fire_n one_o beam_n
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