rom._n 6._o 16._o know_v you_o not_o that_o to_o who_o you_o yield_v yourselves_o servant_n to_o obey_v his_o servant_n you_o be_v to_o who_o you_o obey_v whether_o of_o sin_n unto_o death_n or_o of_o obedience_n unto_o righteousness_n this_o therefore_o shall_v be_v careful_o try_v if_o the_o course_n of_o our_o life_n he_o serious_a to_o the_o lord_n if_o we_o be_v indeed_o his_o servant_n he_o will_v make_v we_o eat_v but_o other_o shall_v be_v hungry_a his_o servant_n shall_v eat_v of_o the_o hide_a manna_n you_o shall_v have_v his_o company_n when_o other_o be_v far_o from_o any_o fellowship_n with_o he_o john_n 12._o 26._o and_o where_o i_o be_o there_o shall_v also_o my_o servant_n be_v if_o any_o man_n serve_v i_o he_o will_v my_o father_n honour_n as_o you_o will_v enjoy_v all_o these_o the_o very_o choice_a of_o mercy_n 1._o to_o eat_v the_o best_a of_o soul_n foodâ—_n 2._o to_o be_v accept_v into_o near_a communion_n with_o christâ—_n 3_o the_o father_n to_o put_v honour_n 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psal_n 119._o 19_o 2._o when_o duty_n be_v discover_v to_o you_o and_o that_o it_o be_v the_o present_a season_n for_o such_o a_o duty_n dare_v you_o not_o defer_v it_o confer_v with_o flesh_n and_o blood_n to_o darken_v a_o clear_a duty_n as_o many_o do_v who_o have_v no_o mind_n to_o obedience_n take_v pain_n that_o it_o may_v appear_v no_o duty_n which_o once_o be_v make_v clear_a dispute_v their_o light_n into_o darkness_n which_o become_v a_o snare_n to_o their_o soul_n put_v light_n for_o darkness_n and_o darkness_n for_o light_n isai_n 5._o 20._o but_o if_o the_o law_n of_o god_n be_v so_o write_v in_o thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o make_v haste_n and_o delay_n not_o to_o keep_v his_o commandment_n as_o psal_n 119._o 60._o then_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o way_n to_o the_o same_o comfort_n express_v verse_n 57_o thou_o be_v my_o portion_n o_o lord_n 3._o be_v it_o not_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o soul_n to_o be_v always_o in_o some_o obedience_n to_o god_n psal_n 119._o 44._o i_o will_v 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5._o 1._o 4._o have_v god_n make_v thou_o serious_a and_o frequent_a in_o prayer_n that_o he_o will_v teach_v thou_o to_o do_v his_o will_n not_o only_o to_o know_v it_o but_o do_v it_o psal_n 143._o 10._o teach_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n do_v thou_o improve_v the_o promise_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n for_o new_a obedience_n i_o will_v write_v my_o law_n in_o their_o heart_n heb._n 8._o 10._o and_o draw_v grace_n out_o of_o christ_n fullness_n for_o do_v of_o his_o will_n john_n 1._o 16._o go_v then_o and_o get_v more_o where_o he_o offer_v himself_o 5._o be_v it_o the_o rejoice_v of_o thy_o heart_n when_o god_n help_v thou_o to_o obey_v with_o spiritual_a cheerful_a gospel_n obedience_n when_o he_o make_v thy_o foot_n as_o hind_n psal_n 18._o 33._o so_o that_o thou_o run_v and_o do_v not_o weary_a and_o if_o thou_o find_v thou_o have_v not_o obey_v god_n from_o the_o heart_n in_o any_o duty_n though_o man_n shall_v give_v thou_o applause_n and_o be_v say_v god_n appear_v in_o 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christ_n be_v make_v a_o curse_n for_o we_o v._o 13._o so_o john_n 3._o 18._o he_o that_o believe_v not_o be_v condemn_v already_o but_o rom._n 8._o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o who_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n observe_v also_o that_o god_n accept_v of_o sincerity_n where_o obedience_n to_o the_o precept_n be_v not_o perfect_a john_n 17._o 6._o they_o have_v keep_v thy_o word_n yet_o their_o obedience_n be_v evident_o imperfect_a therefore_o let_v not_o this_o break_v up_o thy_o work_n that_o thou_o have_v nothing_o suitable_a to_o the_o purity_n of_o god_n law_n neither_o conclude_v thyself_o graceless_a because_o thou_o do_v not_o that_o which_o thou_o will_v in_o obedience_n to_o god_n rom._n 7._o 19_o 5._o beware_v of_o insufficient_a mark_n or_o evidence_n either_o of_o a_o gracious_a or_o graceless_a state_n for_o thou_o may_v deceive_v thyself_o either_o of_o the_o way_n it_o be_v not_o a_o sufficient_a work_n of_o grace_n thou_o take_v delight_v some_o time_n in_o approach_v to_o god_n as_o isai_n 58._o 2._o nor_o great_a appearance_n if_o there_o be_v no_o root_n matth._n 13._o 5._o forthwith_o they_o spring_v up_o the_o appearance_n may_v be_v such_o as_o beholder_n may_v take_v notice_n there_o be_v a_o great_a change_n the_o seed_n spring_v up_o then_o appear_v a_o fresh_a green_a field_n that_o appear_v not_o before_o yet_o no_o sound_a root_n none_o of_o the_o uncorruptible_a seed_n which_o spring_v up_o to_o life_n eternal_a thou_o may_v be_v again_o and_o again_o ashamed_a of_o thy_o sin_n and_o confess_v it_o as_o saul_n yet_o no_o godly_a sorrow_n on_o the_o account_n of_o sin_n itself_o you_o may_v also_o have_v the_o out_o side_n clean_o and_o white_v beyond_o other_o and_o yet_o be_v but_o white_v sepulcher_n nothing_o within_o but_o death_n what_o be_v white_a than_o a_o dunghill_n cover_v over_o with_o snow_n but_o when_o the_o snow_n be_v go_v the_o dunghill_n appear_v as_o it_o be_v on_o the_o other_o hand_n it_o be_v not_o 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be_v set_v down_o as_o evidence_n of_o sanctify_a grace_n for_o it_o be_v dangerous_a to_o overlook_v these_o such_o as_o that_o john_n 3._o 3._o except_o a_o man_n be_v bear_v again_o he_o can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o 2_o cor._n 5._o 17._o therefore_o if_o any_o man_n be_v in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o behold_v all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a and_o such_o as_o that_o john_n 14._o 23._o if_o a_o man_n love_v i_o he_o will_v keep_v my_o word_n such_o as_o these_o be_v the_o mark_v we_o shall_v try_v ourselves_o by_o for_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v give_v they_o as_o discovery_n of_o grace_n and_o our_o interest_n in_o christ_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v our_o sin_n to_o neglect_v they_o be_v a_o great_a mercy_n that_o the_o lord_n in_o a_o manner_n condescend_v to_o answer_v our_o question_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o heaven_n shall_v be_v my_o habitation_n it_o be_v answer_v we_o must_v first_o be_v bear_v again_o we_o must_v be_v regenerate_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o be_v in_o christ_n it_o be_v answer_v i_o must_v be_v a_o new_a creature_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n it_o be_v answer_v prov._n 8._o 17._o i_o love_v they_o that_o love_v i_o again_z how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o love_v he_o it_o be_v answer_v i_o must_v keep_v his_o word_n and_o 1_o john_n 5._o and_o every_o one_o that_o love_v he_o that_o beget_v love_v he_o also_o that_o be_v beget_v of_o he_o 6._o when_o thou_o be_v under_o this_o trial_n seek_v to_o have_v thy_o witness_n assist_v and_o speak_v free_o rom._n 8._o 16._o the_o spirit_n itself_o bear_v witness_v with_o our_o spirit_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n albeit_o grace_n have_v be_v free_o give_v thou_o yet_o thou_o will_v need_v the_o help_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n to_o make_v know_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v free_o give_v thou_o as_o 1_o cor._n 2._o 12._o if_o the_o giver_n of_o grace_n shine_v not_o on_o grace_n it_o will_v not_o appear_v the_o spirit_n be_v the_o comforter_n even_o on_o this_o account_n to_o give_v the_o comfort_n of_o his_o own_o grace_n to_o to_o make_v it_o evident_a for_o thou_o can_v not_o judge_v without_o evidence_n 1_o cor._n 2._o 10._o the_o spirit_n search_v all_o thing_n yea_o the_o deep_a thing_n of_o god_n thy_o second_o witness_n be_v thy_o own_o spirit_n or_o conscience_n for_o the_o spirit_n bear_v witness_n with_o our_o spirit_n let_v your_o conscience_n speak_v free_o all_o it_o have_v to_o say_v as_o to_o the_o very_a intention_n and_o design_n of_o thy_o heart_n for_o what_o end_n and_o by_o what_o motive_n thou_o perform_v duty_n if_o thy_o conscience_n can_v charge_v thou_o with_o hypocrisy_n let_v all_o its_o deposition_n have_v a_o fair_a hear_n if_o it_o accuse_v thou_o of_o any_o retain_v idol_n of_o heart_n or_o any_o lust_n thou_o make_v provision_n for_o if_o faithful_a witness_n be_v not_o hear_v how_o shall_v thou_o judge_v of_o thy_o state_n or_o if_o thy_o conscience_n warrantable_o excuse_v and_o comfort_v thou_o as_o to_o thy_o integrity_n that_o thou_o can_v humble_o appeal_v to_o the_o searcher_n of_o heart_n and_o thy_o very_a soul_n content_v he_o search_v thou_o than_o thou_o be_v not_o to_o pass_v from_o thy_o integrity_n job_n 27._o 5._o i_o will_v not_o remove_v my_o integrity_n from_o i_o 7._o search_v not_o only_o into_o your_o sin_n nor_o only_o into_o your_o grace_n but_o search_v out_o both_o some_o who_o be_v under_o bondage_n by_o fear_n when_o they_o examine_v themselves_o look_v only_o into_o their_o fault_n and_o often_o be_v apt_a to_o say_v what_o need_n for_o any_o further_a search_n here_o be_v so_o many_o sin_n often_o prevail_v i_o see_v they_o i_o feel_v their_o power_n the_o world_n also_o may_v see_v many_o of_o they_o in_o my_o practice_n though_o they_o can_v see_v all_o whereupon_o they_o be_v forthwith_o discourage_v they_o 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