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pleasure_n of_o sin_n 2._o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v quench_v by_o the_o entertain_n of_o worldly_a lust_n 3._o the_o inward_a restrain_v grace_n be_v away_o 7.22.23_o and_o so_o the_o heart_n defile_v with_o uncleanness_n the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v now_o become_v the_o weapon_n of_o unrighteousness_n have_v no_o power_n to_o resist_v do_v yield_v and_o fulfil_v the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n scholar_n what_o may_v we_o learn_v from_o hence_o minist_n 39.10_o first_o to_o take_v good_a heed_n and_o beware_v of_o the_o first_o motion_n of_o sin_n next_o wary_o to_o entertain_v grace_n both_o in_o fly_v all_o occasion_n of_o wickedness_n and_o entertain_v all_o holy_a exercise_n thereby_o prevent_v hardness_n of_o heart_n blindness_n of_o mind_n and_o deadness_n of_o spirit_n further_o 7.24.25_o to_o have_v a_o continual_a battle_n against_o the_o vildness_n of_o our_o inward_a lust_n last_o although_o the_o flesh_n refuse_v to_o fight_v yet_o to_o 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read_v or_o hear_v of_o the_o word_n etc._n etc._n last_o of_o all_o those_o small_a sin_n which_o before_o he_o make_v conscience_n of_o he_o will_v neither_o account_v so_o much_o of_o they_o nor_o of_o great_a sin_n as_o before_o he_o do_v of_o evil_a thought_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n hereof_o minist_n first_o a_o inward_a desertion_n of_o the_o spirit_n next_o the_o tyranny_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o the_o lust_n of_o it_o scho._n what_o cause_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n to_o withdraw_v himself_o min._n 4.30_o sin_n and_o impenitency_n scho._n what_o make_v the_o affection_n to_o be_v thus_o vile_a minister_n first_o a_o distaste_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n 2._o pleasure_n in_o unrighteousness_n schol._n do_v the_o child_n of_o god_n sin_n as_o free_o and_o as_o senseless_o as_o the_o wicked_a and_o reprobate_a min._n before_o he_o be_v call_v he_o may_v sc._n but_o after_o effectual_a call_n will_v he_o sin_v as_o free_o and_o loose_o without_o conscience_n as_o 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fall_v shameful_o schol._n do_v the_o child_n of_o god_n for_o all_o this_o sin_n so_o free_o that_o he_o escape_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n unchallenge_v mini._n 2.15_o no_o for_o in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o sin_v he_o have_v a_o reprove_v accuser_n within_o he_o schol._n what_o in_o this_o do_v the_o renew_a part_n minist_n it_o will_v not_o suffer_v he_o to_o take_v his_o full_a swinge_n in_o he_o but_o he_o be_v displease_v with_o it_o 30.21_o it_o admonish_v but_o be_v not_o hard_a it_o oppose_v itself_o but_o have_v no_o force_n to_o control_v command_n or_o restrain_v but_o be_v overcome_v by_o the_o old_a flood_n of_o filthiness_n of_o the_o unrenewed_a part_n and_o thus_o it_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v smother_v drown_v &_o quench_v and_o so_o the_o spirit_n come_v to_o be_v grieve_v scholar_n now_o tell_v i_o if_o the_o child_n of_o god_n can_v fall_v after_o that_o he_o have_v receive_v great_a comfort_n minist_n he_o may_v for_o peter_n after_o that_o he_o be_v overshadow_a on_o the_o mount_n do_v fall_v grievous_o deny_v and_o forswear_v christ_n and_o also_o afterward_o when_o he_o have_v receive_v a_o far_o great_a measure_n of_o the_o spirit_n 2.13_o do_v not_o only_o dissemble_v himself_o but_o also_o draw_v barnabas_n in_o the_o same_o hypocrisy_n scholar_n can_v the_o child_n of_o god_n after_o that_o he_o have_v be_v heavy_o cast_v down_o with_o terror_n fall_v again_o minist_n he_o may_v so_o ezechias_n 1._o after_o he_o have_v be_v great_o terrify_v do_v fall_v so_o do_v david_n in_o number_v the_o people_n scholar_n why_o suffer_v the_o lord_n his_o saint_n to_o fall_v thus_o mini._n first_o to_o teach_v he_o that_o stand_v to_o take_v heed_n lest_o he_o fall_v second_o to_o show_v unto_o the_o saint_n their_o own_o weakness_n 12._o 3._o to_o teach_v they_o to_o entertain_v
and_o cherish_v god_n careful_o in_o their_o heart_n 4._o to_o make_v his_o child_n earnest_a in_o beg_v the_o grace_n of_o sanctification_n yea_o above_n the_o grace_n of_o feeling_n that_o their_o election_n may_v be_v confirm_v so_o much_o the_o sure_a unto_o they_o thereby_o scho._n do_v the_o lord_n suffer_v his_o saint_n after_o they_o have_v fall_v to_o sleep_v in_o sin_n minist_n not_o always_o but_o in_o the_o end_n he_o waken_v they_o schol._n what_o be_v the_o first_o thing_n which_o god_n work_v in_o they_o at_o their_o waken_n minist_n 42.21.22_o he_o work_v in_o they_o first_o a_o sight_n second_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n last_o a_o fear_n of_o punishment_n sc._n what_o manner_n of_o sight_n work_v he_o minist_n 27.28_o first_o he_o let_v they_o see_v the_o heinousness_n of_o their_o sin_n in_o have_v offend_v so_o glorious_a dreadful_a and_o terrible_a a_o majesty_n then_o he_o aggravate_v their_o sin_n so_o much_o the_o more_o in_o that_o it_o be_v against_o the_o light_n of_o conscience_n and_o feeling_n after_o their_o effectual_a call_n 19_o therefore_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n to_o be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o incense_a against_o their_o sin_n last_o he_o show_v they_o to_o be_v guilty_a and_o by_o their_o own_o confession_n 36.31_o judge_n and_o condemn_v they_o to_o be_v worthy_a of_o hell_n fire_n schl._n what_o manner_n of_o sense_n be_v that_o the_o child_n of_o god_n have_v be_v thus_o waken_v 8._o min._n first_o a_o sensible_a torment_n next_o a_o absence_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o his_o sin_n stand_v up_o betwixt_o he_o and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n scho._n what_o manner_n of_o torment_n be_v that_o which_o he_o feel_v min._n the_o torture-racking_a conscience_n draw_v he_o before_o god_n tribunal_n accuse_v convict_a and_o condemn_v he_o begin_v to_o be_v a_o terrible_a executioner_n in_o vex_v and_o toss_v the_o soul_n with_o the_o intolerable_a sting_n of_o a_o unspeakable_a wrath_n schol._n what_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n do_v the_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o estate_n minist_n it_o suffer_v under_o intolerable_a weight_n and_o burden_n doubt_n 88.15.16_o heavy_a and_o conflict_a battle_n not_o be_v able_a to_o find_v any_o issue_n 3.4_o schol._n what_o manner_n of_o fear_n be_v that_o which_o the_o child_n of_o god_n have_v be_v waken_v minist_n 143.7_o a_o fear_n of_o eternal_a rejection_n from_o god_n next_o a_o fear_n that_o his_o effectual_a call_n which_o he_o once_o imagine_v to_o be_v good_a be_v but_o counterfeit_n further_o a_o fear_n that_o the_o holy_a spirit_n will_v never_o come_v again_o either_o to_o comfort_v or_o sanctify_v he_o in_o that_o measure_n he_o former_o enjoy_v it_o 51.11_o last_o a_o fear_n that_o either_o his_o sin_n will_v not_o be_v forgive_v he_o or_o at_o least_o will_v bring_v some_o great_a shame_n and_o punishment_n upon_o he_o scho._n in_o this_o estate_n what_o be_v the_o disposition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n towards_o sin_n minist_n 42.6_o he_o wish_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o his_o heart_n he_o have_v not_o so_o sin_v next_o he_o have_v indignation_n at_o sin_n not_o so_o much_o for_o the_o torment_n he_o feel_v as_o that_o he_o have_v offend_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a a_o god_n yea_o he_o abhor_v himself_o for_o his_o sin_n sch._n what_o learn_v we_o from_o this_o manner_n of_o waken_n of_o god_n saint_n minist_n first_o that_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o child_n to_o sleep_v for_o ever_o in_o their_o sin_n next_o that_o sin_n have_v a_o most_o terrible_a fearful_a countenance_n last_o 42.22_o that_o though_o sin_n lurk_v for_o a_o while_n and_o seem_v pleasant_a to_o the_o taste_n yet_o it_o bring_v with_o it_o the_o extreme_a sorrow_n in_o the_o world_n yea_o if_o god_n but_o waken_v any_o for_o a_o evil_a thought_n it_o prove_v more_o fearful_a than_o all_o the_o torment_n in_o the_o earth_n schol._n which_o be_v the_o sin_n that_o trouble_v the_o child_n of_o god_n most_o min._n those_o sin_n which_o he_o commit_v after_o his_o effectual_a call_n schol._n but_o will_v the_o lord_n suffer_v his_o child_n to_o lie_v still_o thus_o under_o terror_n and_o doubt_v minist_n no._n schol._n what_o and_o how_o work_v he_o in_o his_o saint_n after_o that_o in_o this_o manner_n he_o have_v beat_v they_o down_o minist_n 11.12_o first_o he_o soften_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o bitter_a sorrow_n in_o the_o abundance_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n and_o mourning_n to_o pour_v out_o the_o heart_n before_o he_o with_o many_o tear_n and_o strong_a cry_n next_o by_o degree_n in_o process_n of_o time_n he_o pour_v out_o first_o a_o hope_n than_o a_o sense_n and_o persuasion_n of_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n cleanse_v the_o soul_n from_o guiltiness_n through_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n all-sufficient_a merit_n and_o satisfaction_n be_v apprehend_v and_o apply_v by_o faith_n which_o he_o then_o increase_v and_o strengthen_v to_o see_v and_o lay_v hold_v upon_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n 143.8.9.10.11_o then_o hereupon_o he_o bring_v comfort_n and_o more_o assure_a persuasion_n unto_o the_o soul_n confirm_v and_o settle_v the_o weary_a and_o trouble_a heart_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n last_o he_o give_v the_o tremble_a soul_n a_o free_a access_n unto_o his_o countenance_n 4.5.6_o with_o boldness_n to_o draw_v near_o unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o cry_v abba_n father_n so_o that_o mark_v how_o fearful_a it_o be_v before_o of_o his_o dreadful_a majesty_n and_o how_o it_o be_v perplex_v in_o doubt_v of_o his_o love_n it_o will_v now_o find_v he_o a_o thousand_o time_n more_o comfortable_a and_o more_o sweet_a in_o pour_v out_o of_o his_o love_n and_o the_o sense_n thereof_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n and_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n sch._n what_o fruit_n bring_v this_o forth_o mini._n in_o respect_n of_o god_n the_o child_n of_o god_n will_v love_v he_o better_o than_o ever_o he_o do_v before_o etc._n the_o lord_n will_v also_o be_v most_o precious_a in_o his_o eye_n and_o the_o promise_n will_v be_v as_o meat_n and_o drink_v unto_o the_o soul_n next_o in_o regard_n of_o sin_n he_o will_v hate_v and_o abhor_v it_o more_o than_o ever_o he_o do_v and_o will_v be_v very_o wary_a of_o the_o deceitfulness_n thereof_o that_o it_o snare_n and_o entice_v he_o not_o in_o the_o like_a manner_n again_o 42.6_o further_o he_o will_v abhor_v himself_o in_o regard_n of_o sin_n account_v of_o himself_o as_o of_o the_o most_o base_a and_o miserable_a wretch_n in_o the_o world_n last_o he_o will_v labour_v instant_o 31.1_o in_o season_n and_o out_o of_o season_n to_o make_v a_o covenant_n with_o the_o eye_n the_o tongue_n and_o all_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n watch_v also_o diligent_o over_o the_o heart_n and_o affection_n that_o as_o in_o former_a time_n they_o riot_n not_o in_o licentiousness_n schol._n yet_o i_o will_v know_v whether_o one_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o mourning_n for_o the_o same_o &_o have_v a_o sense_n of_o the_o forgiveness_n thereof_o with_o a_o full_a purpose_n never_o to_o do_v so_o anymore_o by_o god_n grace_n if_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o he_o can_v fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o minist_n yea_o certain_o in_o some_o sort_n schol_n how_o so_o minist_n first_o because_o in_o man_n there_o be_v a_o predominant_a sin_n of_o natural_a inclination_n which_o have_v more_o power_n over_o a_o man_n 12.1_o than_o any_o other_o sin_n which_o cleave_v as_o close_v unto_o he_o as_o the_o skin_n of_o his_o body_n this_o sin_n for_o the_o most_o part_n lead_v and_o over-ruleth_a a_o man_n well_o it_o may_v be_v that_o with_o much_o strife_n sorrow_n mourning_n and_o with_o many_o tear_n he_o may_v obtain_v grace_n to_o see_v hate_v strive_v against_o it_o 7.25_o and_o in_o part_n to_o slay_v it_o but_o do_v what_o he_o can_v he_o will_v hardly_o get_v it_o altogether_o abolish_v again_o because_o satan_n the_o cruel_a enemy_n of_o our_o salvation_n still_o provoke_v the_o child_n of_o god_n chief_o with_o the_o enticement_n of_o that_o overrule_a sin_n work_v after_o this_o manner_n first_o he_o watch_v diligent_o for_o a_o opportunity_n to_o catch_v we_o 22.31_o when_o we_o be_v not_o upon_o our_o guard_n or_o when_o be_v careless_a we_o think_v and_o forth_o ourselves_o that_o we_o have_v sufficient_o overcome_v and_o master_v such_o a_o sin_n and_o that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v trouble_v therewith_o any_o more_o then_o 2.11_o have_v thus_o at_o unaware_o surprise_v we_o we_o be_v unarm_v and_o not_o able_a to_o resist_v his_o enticement_n aid_v by_o our_o inward_a foe_n reenter_v into_o we_o again_o by_o degree_n so_o cause_v we_o to_o fall_v by_o little_a and_o little_a for_o first_o he_o cast_v a_o fair_a smooth_a veil_n over_o