she_o which_o be_v not_o long_o in_o suspense_n for_o now_o have_v a_o fit_a person_n to_o rough_a hew_v she_o as_o it_o be_v who_o she_o can_v neither_o weary_v out_o nor_o overcome_v in_o argument_n but_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v and_o catch_v satan_n in_o all_o his_o sophism_n there_o every_o way_n fall_v out_o strong_a dispute_n betwixt_o they_o but_o all_o within_o the_o compass_n of_o those_o former_a thing_n wherein_o mr_n dod_n before_o have_v convince_v she_o satan_n delight_v still_o to_o raze_v new_a uproar_n in_o she_o and_o as_o his_o custom_n be_v not_o to_o suffer_v we_o to_o be_v at_o peace_n though_o we_o be_v out_o of_o danger_n such_o now_o be_v his_o practice_n anew_o to_o wind_v up_o his_o old_a bottom_n and_o to_o renew_v dispute_n even_o in_o those_o thing_n she_o be_v convince_v of_o for_o mr_n hooker_n be_v new_o come_v from_o the_o university_n have_v a_o new_a answer_a method_n though_o the_o same_o thing_n wherewith_o she_o be_v mervellous_o delight_v and_o be_v very_o convetous_a of_o knowledge_n be_v please_v with_o new_a dispute_n and_o objection_n to_o fasten_v further_o upon_o herself_o those_o forementioned_a thing_n still_o further_o and_o further_o sift_v into_o the_o same_o old_a truth_n whereof_o she_o be_v well_o persuade_v and_o as_o be_v say_v convince_v yet_o can_v not_o he_o so_o even_o hold_v the_o balance_n in_o manage_v of_o her_o spirit_n but_o that_o now_o and_o then_o she_o will_v fly_v out_o still_o by_o degree_n she_o be_v sometime_o off_o hook_n still_o in_o many_o distemper_n wish_v to_o leave_v off_o all_o for_o she_o now_o see_v that_o there_o be_v no_o remedy_n the_o mean_n do_v not_o work_v nor_o prove_v effectual_a unto_o she_o to_o what_o purpose_n shall_v she_o any_o more_o labour_n in_o vain_a but_o especial_o towards_o the_o sacrament_n then_o usual_o she_o will_v be_v off_o hook_n either_o not_o come_v or_o unwilling_o if_o she_o do_v upon_o who_o this_o place_n for_o her_o wait_a and_o depend_v upon_o god_n be_v strong_o urge_v had._n 3._o ult_n that_o the_o vision_n of_o god_n deliverance_n be_v for_o a_o appoint_a time_n therefore_o to_o wait_v for_o though_o it_o tarry_v yet_o it_o shall_v come_v and_o not_o tarry_v and_o that_o also_o of_o isai_n 8._o i_o will_v wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n who_o have_v hide_v his_o face_n from_o the_o house_n of_o jacob_n and_o i_o will_v look_v for_o he_o affirm_v unto_o she_o that_o these_o and_o the_o like_a hard_a travel_n be_v incident_a unto_o god_n best_o belove_a people_n to_o have_v many_o hard_a and_o long_a trial_n and_o yet_o at_o length_n glorious_a deliverance_n as_o be_v allege_v from_o that_o place_n amos_n 3.2_o you_o only_o have_v i_o know_v of_o all_o the_o nation_n of_o the_o earth_n therefore_o i_o will_v punish_v you_o for_o your_o iniquity_n which_o god_n may_v do_v forgive_a the_o sin_n though_o he_o take_v vengeance_n of_o their_o invention_n and_o that_o heb._n 12._o what_o son_n be_v there_o who_o the_o father_n chasten_v not_o if_o therefore_o you_o be_v without_o correction_n whereof_o all_o be_v partaker_n then_o be_v you_o bastard_n and_o not_o son_n which_o with_o the_o like_a insinuation_n from_o the_o word_n close_o urge_v bring_v down_o her_o spirit_n to_o mildness_n and_o meekness_n for_o though_o her_o indisposition_n and_o temptation_n make_v she_o many_o time_n contrary_a unto_o her_o natural_a disposition_n harsh_a and_o untoward_a with_o the_o habit_n she_o have_v accrue_v in_o time_n to_o be_v cross_a and_o try_v those_o sound_o she_o converse_v with_o yet_o this_o happy_a endowment_n she_o have_v to_o be_v very_o rational_a according_a unto_o her_o conception_n and_o will_v be_v set_v down_o and_o satisfy_v with_o pregnant_a place_n of_o scripture_n be_v seasonable_o press_v and_o love_o open_v unto_o she_o but_o the_o matter_n of_o repentance_n much_o trouble_v she_o discuss_v quest_n of_o repentance_n discuss_v that_o she_o can_v not_o repent_v demand_v whether_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o she_o to_o go_v to_o heaven_n without_o repentance_n hereunto_o be_v answer_v first_o 1._o sol._n 1._o that_o god_n do_v not_o tie_v salvation_n unto_o any_o measure_n of_o repentance_n but_o may_v at_o his_o pleasure_n save_v especial_o where_o there_o be_v no_o gross_a sin_n to_o dam_v up_o mercy_n gate_n whereof_o praise_v be_v god_n she_o be_v free_a second_o that_o god_n exact_v no_o more_o of_o his_o creature_n then_o he_o give_v unto_o they_o as_o the_o apostle_n to_o the_o the_o corinth_n write_v if_o there_o be_v first_o a_o willing_a mind_n accept_v of_o we_o not_o according_a unto_o those_o thing_n we_o have_v not_o but_o according_a unto_o those_o thing_n we_o have_v and_o therefore_o that_o her_o weak_a desire_n and_o measure_n whatsoever_o give_v may_v be_v accept_v of_o god_n for_o she_o can_v not_o deny_v but_o her_o wish_n be_v that_o she_o may_v repent_v and_o she_o be_v in_o some_o sort_n sorry_a for_o her_o indisposition_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n which_o be_v a_o burden_n and_o a_o kind_n of_o grief_n unto_o she_o be_v so_o a_o kind_n and_o sort_n of_o repentance_n therefore_o be_v she_o exhort_v to_o be_v patient_a and_o not_o to_o limit_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n nor_o prescribe_v the_o fountain_n and_o depth_n of_o all_o wisdom_n which_o be_v the_o best_a way_n to_o bring_v she_o unto_o heaven_n but_o to_o submit_v herself_o unto_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n trust_v hope_v with_o the_o best_a and_o use_v the_o mean_n three_o further_n allege_v unto_o she_o that_o it_o be_v not_o the_o greatness_n number_n or_o continuance_n of_o our_o sin_n that_o can_v stop_v mercy_n from_o we_o but_o final_a impenitency_n and_o obduration_n four_o repentance_n be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n which_o he_o may_v at_o his_o pleasure_n give_v and_o accept_v in_o good_a part_n whatsoever_o measure_n thereof_o he_o be_v please_v it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v doubt_v of_o but_o that_o she_o may_v in_o time_n attain_v unto_o so_o much_o thereof_o in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n as_o he_o will_v accept_v of_o and_o as_o may_v bring_v she_o unto_o heaven_n for_o god_n of_o all_o his_o attribute_n be_v say_v only_o to_o delight_v in_o mercy_n micah_n 7._o his_o nature_n be_v to_o forgive_v and_o forget_v iniquity_n transgression_n fin_n and_o sin_n of_o custom_n five_o that_o as_o sin_n be_v a_o perpetual_a act_n in_o we_o so_o in_o god_n there_o be_v a_o perpetual_a act_n in_o pardon_v of_o sin_n not_o transient_a but_o in_o a_o perpetual_a constant_a currant_n as_o zach._n 13.1_o a_o fountain_n open_v ever_o run_v to_o wash_v away_o act_v sin_n and_o uncleanness_n with_o many_o the_o like_a thing_n which_o now_o again_o win_v her_o spirit_n to_o rest_v upon_o god_n though_o now_o and_o then_o upon_o divers_a occasion_n she_o use_v to_o fly_v out_o a_o little_a yet_o be_v continual_o hammer_v and_o hew_v with_o the_o tough_a acute_a disputation_n of_o this_o good_a man_n mr_n hooker_n who_o be_v very_o assiduous_o industrious_a in_o watch_v her_o disposition_n and_o various_a inclination_n of_o her_o change_n and_o tentation_n by_o god_n mercy_n she_o grow_v still_o better_a use_v to_o present_v herself_o constant_o to_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n have_v prayer_n catechise_n expound_v and_o read_v of_o the_o word_n and_o sing_v of_o psalm_n constant_o in_o the_o family_n now_o with_o delight_n and_o willingness_n act_v be_v never_o weary_a to_o have_v the_o word_n expound_v yea_o and_o in_o private_a spend_v some_o time_n by_o herself_o alone_o daily_a as_o the_o indisposition_n of_o her_o distemper_a body_n heart-burn_n and_o in_o a_o manner_n perpetual_a headache_n will_v permit_v she_o but_o yet_o will_v not_o be_v know_v not_o confess_v unto_o any_o alone_a down_o the_o good_a soul_n be_v yet_o toss_v up_o and_o down_o now_o have_v we_o she_o in_o the_o wilderness_n toss_v up_o and_o down_o like_o the_o church_n in_o their_o march_n unto_o canaan_n fraught_v with_o divers_a storm_n now_o backward_o now_o forward_o with_o many_o turn_n and_o wind_a temptation_n restless_a in_o her_o thought_n because_o desire_n have_v no_o rest_n have_v some_o glimmer_a glimpse_n of_o hope_n but_o as_o she_o say_v have_v no_o ground_n for_o the_o same_o expect_v when_o the_o lord_n will_v be_v please_v to_o work_v in_o she_o some_o great_a work_n for_o enable_v in_o which_o case_n now_o up_o now_o down_o the_o better_a she_o grow_v in_o her_o mind_n have_v still_o therewithal_o the_o great_a weakness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o body_n she_o continue_v a_o long_a time_n her_o old_a friend_n mr_n dod_n now_o and_o then_o once_o in_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o year_n come_v to_o visit_v she_o who_o she_o much_o rejoice_v to_o see_v pray_v not_o any_o more_o to_o stay_v
the_o firebrand_n take_v out_o of_o the_o fire_n or_o the_o wonderful_a history_n case_n and_o cure_n of_o m_n be_v drake_n sometime_o the_o wife_n of_o francis_n drake_n of_o esher_n in_o the_o county_n of_o surrey_n esq_n who_o be_v under_o the_o power_n and_o severe_a discipline_n of_o satan_n for_o the_o space_n of_o ten_o year_n and_o be_v redeem_v from_o his_o tyranny_n in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n a_o little_a before_o her_o death_n by_o the_o great_a mercy_n of_o god_n and_o instrumental_o by_o the_o extraordinary_a pain_n prayer_n and_o fast_v of_o four_o reverend_a divine_n who_o name_n be_v here_o subscribe_v viz._n b._n usher_n d._n preston_n m._n hooker_n m._n dod._n i_o see_v satan_n like_o lightning_n fall_v from_o heaven_n luke_n 10.18_o london_n print_v for_o tho_n mathewes_n at_o the_o cock_n in_o st._n paul_n churchyard_n 1654._o to_o the_o christian_a reader_n the_o tempest_n of_o a_o trouble_a mind_n proceed_v from_o a_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o indignation_n for_o sin_n and_o the_o turn_n away_o of_o his_o face_n in_o displeasure_n as_o they_o be_v unutterable_a or_o beyond_o the_o skill_n of_o man_n to_o express_v so_o they_o be_v un-sufferable_a and_o above_o the_o strength_n of_o man_n to_o bear_v a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v say_v solomon_n the_o question_n imply_v a_o negation_n a_o wound_a body_n that_o be_v tear_v and_o mangle_a some_o can_v bear_v with_o a_o spartan_a patience_n and_o resolution_n but_o for_o a_o wound_a or_o crucify_a spirit_n none_o ever_o can_v or_o can_v bear_v it_o be_v beyond_o the_o patience_n of_o job_n or_o that_o of_o the_o primitive_a martyr_n for_o this_o wound_n be_v such_o that_o the_o devil_n claw_v be_v always_o in_o to_o prick_v it_o and_o gall_n it_o and_o to_o give_v it_o scarce_o any_o respite_n of_o torment_n or_o time_n to_o close_v and_o heal_v the_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n be_v but_o the_o body_n of_o pain_n but_o the_o grief_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o spirit_n of_o grief_n it_o be_v quick_a &_o subtle_a and_o pierce_v like_o those_o spirit_n and_o extraction_n of_o chemist_n satan_n be_v god_n beadle_n or_o master_n of_o his_o correction-house_n but_o his_o discipline_n be_v very_o sore_a and_o severe_a beyond_o the_o rack_n or_o strappado_n 8.16_o 1_o king_n 12.11_o judg._n 8.16_o or_o the_o most_o exquisite_a torment_n of_o sicilian_a tyrant_n rehoboam'_v scorpion_n and_o cedeons_n thornes_n and_o brier_n wherewith_o he_o instruct_v the_o man_n of_o succoth_n be_v but_o weak_a shadow_n of_o his_o chastisement_n when_o satan_n have_v throw_v his_o fiery_a dart_n into_o the_o breast_n of_o apoor_a caitiff_n their_o venom_n soon_o drink_v up_o his_o spirit_n and_o his_o life_n be_v bitterness_n and_o he_o choose_v strangle_v rather_o then_o life_n a_o sad_a example_n of_o his_o truth_n be_v present_v to_o thou_o christian_n reader_n in_o this_o ensue_a story_n at_o qui_fw-la nil_fw-la sperat_fw-la desperet_fw-la nihil_fw-la let_v none_o despair_v in_o his_o deep_a extremity_n god_n will_v on_o a_o sudden_a break_v forth_o like_o the_o sun_n through_o the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o darkness_n and_o despair_n and_o appear_v with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n and_o show_v the_o light_n not_o the_o night_n of_o his_o countenance_n rememember_v his_o promise_n in_o isay_n and_o apply_v they_o to_o the_o wound_a soul_n there_o be_v balsam_n in_o they_o for_o a_o small_a moment_n have_v i_o forsake_v thou_o 54.7.8_o isay_n 54.7.8_o but_o with_o great_a mercy_n will_v i_o gather_v thou_o in_o a_o little_a wrath_n i_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o thou_o but_o with_o everlasting_a kindness_n will_v i_o have_v mercy_n on_o thou_o this_o be_v most_o eminent_o verify_v in_o the_o subsequent_a narration_n when_o satan_n have_v take_v possession_n of_o this_o tenement_n if_o i_o may_v so_o speak_v herein_o mention_v he_o presume_v to_o make_v it_o flrong_a enough_o and_o to_o make_v good_a his_o hold_n against_o all_o pretender_n but_o these_o servant_n of_o the_o high_a god_n have_v by_o frequent_a importunitee_n obtain_v their_o master_n a_o writ_n of_o ejectmentâ—gainst_a â—gainst_z this_o usurper_n do_v never_o ceaâ—â—_n till_o they_o have_v by_o force_n and_o arm_n dispossess_v and_o un-roosted_n he_o prayeâ—_n be_v the_o artillery_n and_o fast_v thâ—_n helepolis_n or_o batter_a engine_n to_o fonâ—_n this_o enemy_n out_o of_o his_o strong_a hold_n it_o be_v observable_a in_o the_o story_n that_o whiâ—â—_n this_o intruder_n be_v master_n and_o governor_n of_o this_o gentlewoman_n her_o tongue_n utter_v his_o oracle_n and_o be_v teach_v to_o speak_v nothing_o but_o what_o savour_v the_o spirit_n that_o rule_v in_o she_o she_z waâ—_n teach_v to_o deride_v vilify_v and_o reproâ—â—_n the_o grave_a minister_n that_o come_v unâ—_n she_o with_o all_o possible_a scorn_n and_o contempt_n so_o that_o some_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n bafsle_v off_o the_o stage_n bâ—t_v these_o veteraâ—â—_n soldier_n of_o christ_n be_v not_o ignorant_a of_o satan_n depth_n and_o device_n and_o nothing_o daunt_v with_o these_o ruâ—â—_n affront_v 2.11_o 2_o cor._n 2.11_o do_v at_o last_o by_o their_o honest_a stratagem_n and_o frequent_a battery_n reduce_v the_o place_n and_o subdue_v it_o to_o the_o obedience_n of_o christ_n and_o that_o gentlewoman_n be_v now_o rid_v of_o her_o imperious_a governor_n and_o uncivil_a tutor_n and_o be_v bring_v to_o her_o right_a mind_n again_o do_v humble_o thank_v those_o who_o she_o have_v former_o reproach_v and_o bless_a god_n for_o they_o who_o have_v bestow_v so_o much_o pain_n in_o rescue_v she_o from_o the_o paw_n of_o the_o lion_n 5.8_o 1_o pet._n 5.8_o i_o look_v upon_o a_o great_a part_n of_o this_o nation_n at_o present_a in_o the_o condition_n of_o this_o afflict_a gentlewoman_n pure_o possess_v and_o captivate_v by_o a_o unclean_a spirit_n which_o make_v they_o some_o at_o the_o mouth_n and_o to_o rave_v and_o rage_v horrible_o against_o god_n minister_n who_o endeavour_v their_o good_a heb._n 13.17_o but_o they_o hope_v by_o god_n blessing_n on_o their_o endeavour_n notwithstanding_o all_o their_o affront_n and_o discouragement_n to_o drive_v this_o evil_a spirit_n at_o last_o out_o of_o they_o by_o the_o powerful_a exorcism_n of_o piety_n and_o prayer_n and_o by_o their_o patience_n and_o perseverance_n in_o well_o do_v to_o tame_v these_o poor_a lunatics_n and_o charm_v their_o fierceness_n anâ—_n bring_v they_o to_o their_o right_a temper_n anâ—_n frame_v of_o mind_n again_o so_o that_o they_o shâ—â—â—_n be_v reconcile_v to_o their_o supposâ—â—_n enemy_n crave_v pardon_n for_o their_o eâ—travagances_n and_o give_v they_o humâ—â—â—_n thanks_o for_o their_o patience_n in_o beariâ—â—_n with_o they_o in_o their_o transport_n &_o frenzy_n and_o for_o their_o pain_n and_o endeavour_n in_o turn_v they_o from_o darkness_n to_o light_n 26.18_o act._n 26.18_o and_o from_o the_o power_n of_o satâ—â—_n unto_o god_n god_n who_o mould_v the_o heart_n of_o mâ—â—_n and_o turn_v it_o as_o the_o river_n of_o waterâ—_n can_v do_v this_o and_o will_v sure_o bring_v it_o 〈◊〉_d pass_v when_o the_o jesuit_n design_n who_o 〈◊〉_d the_o ruin_n of_o this_o church_n and_o ministry_n shall_v be_v far_o discover_v for_o we_o know_v that_o the_o hand_n of_o joab_n with_o they_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n tread_v down_o strength_n or_o mrs_n drake_n revive_v the_o matchless_a rare_a case_n and_o in_o that_o kind_a unparallelled_a trouble_n of_o that_o sometime_o worthy_a gentlewoman_n mrs_n joan_n drake_n of_o famous_a memory_n wife_n of_o francis_n drake_n late_o of_o esher_n esquire_n with_o the_o glorious_a and_o strange_a conclusion_n the_o lord_n make_v with_o she_o i_o believe_v the_o like_a never_o read_v nor_o hear_v of_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o write_v this_o ensue_a discourse_n who_o case_n and_o trouble_v of_o ten_o year_n continuance_n be_v so_o rare_a and_o seldom_o meet_v with_o for_o that_o the_o relation_n thereof_o may_v perhaps_o help_v some_o hard-hearted_a mourn_a creature_n hereafter_o to_o gather_v heart_n and_o strength_n not_o to_o despair_v how_o desperate_a soever_o their_o case_n may_v seem_v either_o to_o themselves_o or_o other_o to_o be_v i_o have_v therefore_o by_o god_n help_n and_o for_o the_o comfort_n of_o such_o undertake_v to_o set_v down_o here_o for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o confusion_n of_o satan_n her_o main_a strong_a enemy_n her_o case_n and_o cause_n thereof_o with_o the_o progress_n and_o issue_n of_o all_o as_o brief_o as_o possible_o i_o can_v to_o remain_v as_o a_o pertuall_a monument_n whilst_o time_n last_v of_o god_n great_a goodness_n and_o infinite_a mercy_n even_o to_o the_o most_o hard-hearted_a and_o miserable_a that_o may_v be_v to_o the_o end_n that_o as_o it_o be_v say_v by_o james_n of_o job_n and_o his_o case_n behold_v the_o patience_n of_o job_n and_o what_o end_n the_o lord_n make_v so_o it_o may_v likewise_o hereafrer_n
be_v say_v of_o this_o good_a woman_n behold_v the_o hardness_n of_o heart_n stiffness_n and_o stoutness_n of_o mrs_n drake_n for_o a_o long_a time_n reject_v all_o mean_n in_o a_o long_a continuance_n and_o what_o a_o comfortable_a end_n the_o lord_n make_v with_o she_o wherefore_o it_o be_v a_o discourse_n full_a of_o wind_n and_o turn_n fraught_v with_o many_o of_o satan_n subtlety_n and_o intricate_a multifarious_a tentatious_a wherein_o proteus_n like_v he_o according_a unto_o the_o occasion_n change_v shape_n to_o have_v overthrow_v this_o good_a gentlewoman_n all_o the_o end_n whereof_o can_v because_o of_o the_o variety_n and_o strangeness_n easy_o be_v knit_v together_o i_o do_v entreat_v the_o reader_n patience_n to_o bear_v with_o i_o if_o sometime_o i_o seem_v to_o loose_v myself_o or_o be_v too_o tedious_a or_o for_o want_n of_o memory_n and_o multiplicity_n of_o matter_n be_v enforce_v sometime_o to_o bring_v hysteron_fw-gr proteron_fw-gr but_o howsoever_o the_o business_n if_o large_o relate_v may_v fill_v up_o a_o very_a great_a volume_n i_o intend_v only_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o gather_v together_o some_o of_o the_o most_o special_a material_a thing_n knit_v they_o as_o brief_o as_o may_v be_v together_o see_v by_o god_n mercy_n i_o be_v make_v a_o unworthy_a instrument_n of_o her_o recovery_n and_o a_o eye-witnessing_a actor_n in_o all_o her_o tragicomedy_n not_o dare_v but_o to_o erect_v this_o trophy_n of_o eternal_a thankfulness_n for_o she_o in_o imitation_n of_o former_a worthy_n in_o their_o deliverance_n i_o be_v enforce_v and_o dare_v not_o but_o thus_o vent_v the_o business_n of_o her_o rare_a case_n unto_o succeed_a posterity_n first_o we_o will_v show_v how_o she_o be_v set_v upon_o and_o assault_v in_o the_o night_n with_o fear_n and_o horror_n with_o her_o forego_n disposition_n character_n and_o what_o forerunner_n usher_v this_o her_o distemper_n which_o raise_v so_o great_a a_o storm_n second_o by_o what_o strange_a mean_n and_o way_n the_o lord_n make_v the_o relater_n a_o unworthy_a instrument_n to_o have_v compassion_n on_o she_o and_o find_v she_o out_o help_v to_o furnish_v she_o with_o the_o instrument_n and_o mean_n of_o her_o recovery_n and_o what_o entertainment_n she_o give_v that_o mean_n at_o his_o first_o come_v unto_o she_o and_o after_o until_o the_o time_n that_o she_o reveal_v the_o devil_n counsel_n be_v content_v to_o live_v and_o use_v the_o mean_n have_v any_o hope_n to_o be_v save_v three_o her_o deportment_n and_o carriage_n from_o this_o forname_v time_n until_o a_o little_a before_o her_o death_n four_o the_o preparation_n unto_o her_o death_n with_o the_o strange_a manner_n how_o the_o lord_n reveal_v himself_o unto_o she_o before_o the_o same_o the_o like_a never_o hear_v of_o 1._o for_o the_o first_o she_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o that_o worthy_a gentleman_n william_n totle_n esquire_n one_o of_o the_o six_o clerk_n of_o chancery_n his_o only_a heir_n apparent_a be_v likely_a to_o have_v enjoy_v all_o his_o fortune_n which_o be_v very_o great_a according_a whereunto_o she_o have_v all_o the_o excellent_a breed_n which_o be_v usual_a and_o befit_v a_o gentlewoman_n issue_v from_o such_o worthy_a parent_n who_o too_o great_a indulgence_n towards_o she_o in_o her_o youth_n by_o her_o own_o confession_n occasion_v so_o much_o sorrow_n unto_o she_o in_o her_o ripe_a year_n receive_v then_o no_o correction_n at_o all_o she_o be_v of_o a_o low_a well_o compact_a stature_n character_n her_o character_n of_o a_o lovely_a brown_a complexion_n have_v a_o full_a nimble_a quick_a sparrow-hawk_n eye_n of_o a_o natural_a jovial_a constitution_n accidental_o melancholy_a full_a of_o love_n courtesy_n mercy_n and_o meekness_n affable_a in_o conversation_n with_o a_o deep_a and_o nimble_a quick_a pleasant_a present_a wit_n tender-hearted_a free_a and_o bountiful_a in_o nothing_o covetous_a but_o of_o grace_n the_o free_a alive_a from_o all_o hypocrisy_n unless_o it_o be_v to_o bely_v herself_o wear_v her_o worst_a side_n outmost_a be_v plain_a true_a and_o tender_a open-hearted_n modest_a easy_o draw_v with_o love_n and_o good_a word_n but_o if_o oppose_a stout_a stern_a and_o inflexible_a use_v the_o outward_a contentment_n of_o the_o time_n yet_o in_o a_o very_a indifferent_a modest_a inoffensive_a way_n resolute_a in_o her_o undertake_n value_v even_o then_o real_a goodness_n where_o she_o see_v it_o in_o any_o without_o hypocrisy_n detest_a show_n without_o substance_n though_o then_o she_o be_v not_o acquaint_v with_o the_o power_n of_o godliness_n yet_o have_v she_o it_o in_o admiration_n where_o she_o see_v it_o shine_v forth_o so_o as_o though_o sometime_o in_o a_o little_a mirth_n she_o will_v vex_v and_o jest_v with_o the_o suppose_a worse_a sort_n who_o at_o good_a time_n come_v to_o she_o of_o her_o neighbour_n yet_o those_o who_o be_v in_o her_o judgement_n right_a she_o use_v thus_o far_o to_o open_v herself_o unto_o her_o wait_a woman_n touch_v they_o in_o this_o strange_a presage_a manner_n do_v thou_o see_v these_o people_n some_o of_o who_o i_o do_v so_o jeer_v at_o and_o vex_v of_o my_o conscience_n i_o shall_v one_o day_n '_o ere_o i_o die_v be_v one_o of_o they_o for_o those_o of_o they_o who_o be_v right_a be_v the_o only_a happy_a soul_n which_o be_v a_o strange_a prediction_n of_o she_o even_o then_o when_o she_o be_v so_o far_o from_o and_o contrary_a unto_o they_o as_o afterward_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v god_n providence_n and_o her_o parent_n pleasure_n melancholy_n cause_o of_o her_o melancholy_n appoint_v unto_o she_o a_o match_n but_o such_o a_o one_o though_o he_o be_v a_o worthy_a fine_a gentleman_n of_o good_a birth_n part_n and_o fortune_n yet_o who_o at_o first_o she_o can_v not_o affect_v so_o as_o she_o be_v marry_v against_o she_o will_v a_o great_a oversight_n in_o parent_n which_o first_o breed_v in_o she_o the_o foundation_n of_o those_o storm_n and_o tempest_n which_o in_o time_n be_v in_o danger_n to_o have_v overthrow_v she_o wherein_o though_o she_o be_v obedient_a and_o dutiful_a unto_o her_o parent_n yet_o it_o stick_v close_o unto_o she_o though_o her_o strength_n of_o spirit_n and_o jovial_a temper_n endeavour_v with_o all_o her_o strength_n to_o have_v shake_v it_o off_o outwear_v it_o and_o by_o all_o mean_n to_o have_v outface_v it_o without_o semblance_n of_o discontent_n by_o merry_a company_n and_o divers_a journey_n which_o usual_o divert_v melancholy_a thought_n as_o though_o there_o have_v be_v no_o such_o matter_n but_o grief_n be_v like_a unto_o fire_n which_o though_o for_o a_o time_n smother_v yet_o can_v not_o long_o be_v conceal_v her_o discontent_n do_v secret_o work_v upon_o she_o a_o habit_n of_o sadness_n in_o midst_n of_o her_o mirth_n with_o her_o friend_n as_o solomon_n show_v that_o even_o in_o laughter_n the_o heart_n may_v be_v sad_a distemper_n cause_o of_o her_o distemper_n about_o this_o time_n not_o long_o after_o her_o marriage_n she_o be_v bring_v to_o bed_n of_o a_o daughter_n a_o dear_a daughter_n unto_o she_o because_o in_o that_o delivery_n be_v much_o wrong_v by_o her_o midwiffe_n she_o be_v ever_o after_o trouble_v with_o fume_n and_o scurvy_a vapour_n mount_v up_o unto_o her_o head_n which_o breed_v in_o she_o for_o the_o most_o part_n a_o continual_a headache_n like_v unto_o a_o megrim_n together_o with_o somewhat_o like_a unto_o a_o fire_n continual_o burn_v at_o her_o stomach_n which_o no_o physic_n can_v remove_v or_o be_v not_o god_n pleasure_n it_o shall_v the_o which_o draw_v she_o towards_o a_o more_o constant_a constitution_n of_o sadness_n and_o distemper_n though_o yet_o with_o her_o usual_a strength_n of_o spirit_n and_o cheerful_a disposition_n she_o outface_v as_o though_o all_o have_v be_v well_o but_o a_o fire_n of_o discontent_n be_v kindle_v full_a of_o sad_a thought_n in_o she_o which_o breed_v and_o increase_v all_o the_o time_n she_o lie_v in_o of_o her_o daughter_n thus_o short_o after_o it_o fall_v out_o that_o her_o father_n and_o mother_n be_v very_o indulgent_a towards_o she_o in_o this_o case_n and_o both_o of_o they_o be_v with_o she_o when_o at_o a_o time_n she_o be_v ill_o at_o her_o house_n at_o esher_n in_o surrey_n her_o mother_n to_o comfort_v and_o hearten_v she_o up_o then_o lie_v one_o night_n with_o she_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o in_o the_o forepart_n of_o the_o night_n she_o felâ—_n asleep_a but_o not_o long_o after_o fell_a ouâ—_n into_o terrible_a shrick_n &_o outcries_a to_o this_o purpose_n that_o she_o be_v undo_v endure_v the_o first_o grand_a tempest_n she_o endure_v undo_v she_o be_v damn_v anâ—_n a_o cast_n away_o and_o so_o of_o necessity_n musâ—_n need_v go_v to_o hell_n and_o therewith_o shake_v drop_v down_o with_o sweat_n anâ—_n weep_v exceed_o wherewith_o heâ—_n good_a mother_n mrs_n totle_n much_o trouble_v be_v a_o very_a
religious_a tender-hearted_a gentlewoman_n do_v give_v she_o many_o good_a and_o comfortable_a exhortation_n to_o be_v quiet_a to_o trust_v in_o god_n not_o to_o believe_v illusion_n tell_v she_o that_o the_o devil_n be_v a_o liar_n and_o so_o fall_v a_o pray_n with_o she_o change_n a_o strange_a change_n she_o be_v in_o show_n well_o recover_v and_o pacify_v which_o be_v pass_v she_o fall_v asleep_o again_o and_o waken_v as_o full_a of_o extraordinary_a joy_n as_o former_o she_o have_v be_v of_o terror_n rejoice_v exceed_o and_o then_o tell_v her_o mother_n what_o a_o wonderful_a comfortable_a dream_n she_o have_v be_v in_o and_o bow_v from_o a_o angel_n she_o be_v assure_v of_o her_o salvation_n that_o now_o all_o her_o former_a fear_n she_o see_v be_v false_a now_o she_o will_v doubt_v no_o more_o be_v assure_v to_o go_v unto_o heaven_n and_o so_o pray_v again_o with_o her_o mother_n some_o hour_n after_o this_o she_o fall_v asleep_o again_o for_o a_o hour_n and_o more_o as_o her_o mother_n tell_v the_o relator_n but_o at_o her_o awake_n be_v now_o in_o a_o more_o fearful_a case_n then_o ever_o rough_o the_o tempest_n begin_v rough_o in_o a_o fearful_a tremble_a and_o sweat_n shake_v exceed_o and_o cry_v out_o that_o now_o she_o be_v a_o forlese_a creature_n be_v assure_o damn_v without_o hope_n of_o mercy_n without_o all_o remedy_n confident_a that_o she_o must_v needs_o go_v unto_o hell_n with_o shrick_n and_o loud_a cry_n the_o bed_n shake_v yea_o the_o whole_a chamber_n seem_v 〈◊〉_d rock_n and_o reel_v which_o breed_v to_o her_o mother_n much_o fear_n amazement_n and_o grief_n in_o that_o it_o be_v noâ—_n past_o her_o skill_n to_o fasten_v upon_o hâ—â—_n daughter_n any_o thing_n which_o may_v allay_v comfort_n or_o quiet_a her_o distemper_n she_o now_o be_v in_o in_o which_o woeful_a posture_n she_o still_o continue_v notwithstanding_o all_o the_o comfort_n or_o persuasion_n vent_v either_o bâ—_n her_o mother_n or_o any_o other_o aâ—â—_n which_o be_v in_o vain_a there_o beinâ—_n join_v with_o she_o sadness_n and_o distemper_n some_o outrage_n now_o anâ—_n then_o abstinence_n from_o meat_n aâ—â—_n much_o as_o may_v be_v strange_a desperate_a speech_n unruly_a carriage_n faâ—_n from_o her_o former_a natural_a constitution_n sometime_o slight_v and_o laugh_v at_o all_o say_v unto_o she_o they_o now_o not_o dare_v to_o trust_v she_o alone_o but_o to_o have_v she_o watch_v continual_o night_n and_o day_n by_o two_o gentlewoman_n by_o turn_n most_o of_o the_o bolt_n and_o lock_n be_v take_v off_o in_o the_o room_n lest_o satan_n shall_v have_v circumvent_v they_o she_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n all_o this_o while_n live_v in_o much_o discontent_n against_o her_o will_n but_o that_o she_o be_v so_o watch_v and_o tend_v that_o she_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n hurt_v herself_o never_o leave_v alone_o but_o overawe_v with_o overseer_n who_o be_v jealous_a of_o her_o ruin_n in_o this_o case_n she_o with_o much_o ado_n be_v bring_v to_o eat_v but_o spare_o very_o muse_v and_o silent_a but_o when_o she_o be_v by_o her_o husband_n father_n or_o mother_n much_o urge_v to_o the_o contrary_a who_o by_o their_o authority_n only_o prevail_v much_o with_o she_o now_o at_o length_n grow_v desperate_o hopeless_a refuse_v all_o mean_n slight_v and_o scorn_v to_o speak_v with_o any_o minister_n all_o who_o come_v to_o she_o she_o shake_v they_o off_o aâ—_n we_o see_v a_o great_a mastiff_n to_o turn_v off_o many_o small_a cur_n laugh_v at_o they_o and_o send_v they_o away_o with_o much_o derision_n and_o discontent_n which_o she_o of_o purpose_n delight_v to_o do_v so_o to_o discourage_v all_o of_o they_o that_o they_o may_v have_v no_o mind_n to_o return_v again_o so_o aâ—_n she_o weary_v out_o all_o who_o come_v unto_o she_o who_o leave_v she_o as_o a_o creature_n hopeless_a of_o recovery_n in_o which_o sad_a posture_n now_o in_o her_o own_o eye_n and_o most_o of_o other_o hopeless_a and_o helpless_a be_v the_o astonishment_n of_o husband_n father_n mother_n and_o of_o all_o her_o friend_n we_o will_v now_o for_o a_o while_o leave_v she_o unto_o heâ—_n keeper_n to_o show_v in_o the_o next_o place_n the_o second_o thing_n propound_v how_o strange_o the_o lord_n cause_v the_o relater_n to_o be_v a_o mean_n to_o find_v she_o out_o bring_v one_o of_o a_o thousand_o unto_o she_o and_o what_o strange_a entertainment_n she_o give_v he_o at_o his_o first_o come_v unto_o she_o to_o declare_v unto_o she_o both_o what_o her_o iniquity_n and_o righteousness_n be_v as_o by_o god_n good_a providence_n the_o relater_n be_v one_o day_n at_o dinner_n in_o isleworth_n out_o how_o god_n cause_v to_o find_v she_o out_o at_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lady_n scudamore_n where_o the_o late_a worthy_a minister_n dr_n burges_n the_o elder_a than_o also_o be_v who_o help_n she_o have_v reject_v among_o other_o discourse_n there_o interpose_v this_o also_o of_o mrs_n drake_n great_a distemper_n pitiful_a strange_a unusual_a case_n how_o desperate_a it_o be_v and_o what_o a_o great_a work_n of_o mercy_n it_o will_v be_v to_o be_v a_o mean_v any_o way_n to_o help_v she_o it_o then_o be_v conclude_v by_o all_o that_o if_o mr_n john_n dod_n of_o ashby_n can_v be_v entreat_v or_o win_v to_o take_v so_o much_o pain_n under_o god_n he_o be_v the_o only_a fit_a person_n with_o his_o so_o mild_a meek_a and_o merciful_a spirit_n do_v deal_n with_o she_o which_o be_v so_o out_o of_o tune_n and_o off_o hook_n upon_o who_o prayer_n and_o pain_n more_o good_a success_n may_v be_v expect_v than_o any_o one_o they_o can_v then_o think_v of_o this_o motion_n though_o for_o the_o time_n neglect_v yet_o after_o a_o fortnight_n wrought_v so_o strong_o day_n and_o night_n upon_o the_o relater_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o rest_n until_o he_o have_v move_v the_o business_n unto_o mr_n dod_n then_o in_o town_n who_o modest_o put_v it_o off_o as_o a_o business_n beyond_o his_o strength_n and_o leisure_n to_o wait_v upon_o yet_o be_v content_v to_o see_v she_o and_o speak_v with_o she_o whereupon_o the_o relater_n than_o write_v unto_o her_o husband_n a_o stranger_n unto_o he_o to_o this_o purpose_n that_o hear_v of_o the_o strange_a case_n and_o danger_n his_o wife_n now_o be_v in_o out_o of_o mercy_n unto_o she_o he_o have_v procure_v the_o fit_a man_n know_v to_o come_v to_o see_v she_o and_o do_v his_o best_a to_o help_v she_o according_a to_o his_o ability_n one_o mr_n dod_n minister_n of_o cannons-ashby_n in_o northamptonshire_n he_o then_o after_o inquire_v of_o mr_n dod_n find_v such_o a_o general_a good_a report_n of_o he_o that_o he_o sudden_o come_v unto_o the_o relater_n chamber_n in_o the_o white-friar_n where_o mr_n dod_n at_o that_o time_n be_v who_o acquaint_v himself_o with_o he_o entreat_v his_o help_n and_o company_n to_o visit_v his_o wife_n and_o so_o take_v we_o both_o along_o with_o he_o unto_o his_o house_n but_o it_o be_v strange_a to_o hear_v what_o suttlety_n the_o devil_n then_o use_v satan_n a_o sudden_a device_n of_o satan_n and_o uncouth_a entertainment_n he_o cause_v she_o then_o to_o give_v unto_o he_o for_o she_o be_v in_o the_o dine_a room_n above_o have_v no_o knowledge_n of_o his_o come_n which_o be_v conceal_v from_o she_o yet_o as_o we_o come_v near_o unto_o the_o door_n below_o she_o sudden_o fling_v up_o stair_n unto_o the_o next_o chamber_n above_o and_o shut_v herself_o in_o whereupon_o her_o husband_n take_v the_o great_a iron_n fork_n in_o his_o hand_n and_o run_v up_o after_o she_o threaten_v to_o beat_v down_o the_o door_n if_o she_o will_v not_o open_v it_o who_o see_v he_o resolute_a so_o to_o do_v at_o length_n open_v the_o door_n and_o let_v they_o in_o her_o husband_n then_o get_v betwixt_o she_o and_o the_o door_n they_o both_o kneel_v and_o mr_n dod_n as_o his_o custom_n in_o great_a matter_n be_v kneel_v and_o go_v to_o prayer_n without_o speak_v of_o one_o word_n unto_o she_o at_o which_o time_n she_o stand_v and_o will_v not_o kneel_v until_o the_o latter_a end_n of_o the_o same_o when_o she_o also_o conform_v herself_o and_o kneel_v with_o they_o prayer_n be_v do_v mr_n dod_n say_v nothing_o unto_o she_o but_o in_o her_o hear_n utter_v some_o speech_n concern_v her_o case_n unto_o her_o husband_n tend_v unto_o her_o comfort_n and_o encouragement_n for_o she_o to_o make_v use_v off_o and_o so_o do_v both_o before_o and_o at_o dinner_n expect_v from_o her_o some_o speech_n to_o have_v give_v some_o pertinent_a occasion_n for_o further_a discourse_n with_o she_o which_o she_o at_o that_o time_n omit_v he_o supply_v with_o other_o seasonable_a discourse_n for_o her_o good_a touch_v his_o experience_n in_o the_o like_a kind_n of_o the_o devil_n suttlety_n and_o the_o danger_n
in_o hâ—â—_n most_o untoward_a cross_a carriage_n this_o get_v much_o ground_n upon_o hâ—â—_n spirit_n and_o bring_v she_o to_o do_v many_o thing_n which_o no_o harsh_a crossnesse_n can_v possible_o effect_v with_o heâ—_n and_o therefore_o this_o couse_n be_v noâ—_n take_v not_o to_o vex_v she_o any_o more_o oâ—_n urge_v she_o with_o persuasion_n to_o go_v to_o church_n '_o or_o to_o do_v any_o thing_n â—o_o displease_v unto_o she_o but_o to_o go_v â—long_o with_o her_o spirit_n with_o patience_n abound_v with_o love_n mercy_n good_a word_n and_o the_o like_a until_o â—hee_o be_v convince_v in_o judgement_n when_o they_o need_v not_o to_o hale_v or_o pull_v she_o duty_n will_v then_o come_v off_o free_o for_o indeed_o this_o be_v the_o undo_n of_o many_o poor_a soul_n in_o the_o like_a or_o any_o distemper_n to_o chide_v rate_n and_o urge_v they_o to_o much_o which_o be_v a_o cross_a way_n displease_v and_o unprosperous_a yea_o disproportionable_a unto_o that_o course_n christ_n take_v who_o we_o shall_v imitate_v not_o to_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n nor_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n and_o a_o cross_a way_n to_o make_v judgement_n return_v unto_o victory_n in_o which_o case_n jacobs_n pace_n with_o his_o flock_n with_o such_o be_v the_o best_a and_o safe_a way_n to_o drive_v they_o gentle_o especial_o those_o who_o be_v with_o young_a in_o who_o christ_n be_v now_o bâ—â—_n a_o breed_n and_o form_v that_o soâ—_n may_v as_o the_o prophet_n speak_v isa_n 〈◊〉_d see_v of_o the_o travel_n of_o his_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d be_v satisfy_v and_o indeed_o such_o harâ—â—_n spirit_n who_o be_v too_o quick_a with_o suâ—â—_n poor_a soul_n be_v too_o nimble_a wiâ—â—_n they_o before_o they_o know_v their_o dâ—â—â—_n ease_n be_v but_o like_o rude_a surgeon_n 〈◊〉_d unskilful_a physician_n who_o venture_n 〈◊〉_d give_v physic_n before_o they_o know_v thâ—â—â—_n ground_n of_o the_o disease_n who_o man_n time_n in_o place_n of_o cure_v do_v â—â—ther_n kill_v or_o so_o much_o the_o moâ—â—â—_n ulcer_n their_o wound_n hitherto_o we_o have_v see_v sataâ—_n malicious_a occasion_n a_o change_n on_o her_o occasion_n violent_a subtle_a various_a in_o his_o temptation_n change_v shape_n by_o all_o mean_n strive_v 〈◊〉_d have_v overthrow_v this_o good_a soul_n abuse_v her_o judgement_n affection_n fancy_n and_o best_a reason_n to_o fight_v against_o herself_o notwithstanding_o all_o which_o the_o lord_n miraculous_o preserve_v she_o be_v with_o she_o in_o and_o bring_v she_o through_o this_o â—â—â—ery_a affliction_n to_o wonder_v and_o admiration_n wherefore_o if_o the_o â—eader_n will_v have_v a_o little_a more_o patience_n he_o shall_v see_v how_o the_o lord_n overthrow_v all_o those_o strong_a hold_n which_o the_o enemy_n have_v by_o his_o wildfire_n unresisted_a temption_n and_o fiery_a dart_n inject_v in_o this_o good_a creature_n which_o be_v not_o present_o cast_v forth_o again_o as_o wildfire_n shall_v be_v thus_o inflame_v her_o affection_n and_o endeavour_n against_o herself_o as_o in_o part_n have_v be_v and_o god_n willing_a shall_v be_v relate_v for_o first_o he_o fasten_v this_o temptation_n upon_o she_o temptation_n temptation_n as_o his_o great_a main_a bulwark_n that_o she_o have_v sin_v that_o great_a unpardonable_a sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o therefore_o that_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a for_o she_o either_o to_o use_v any_o mean_n for_o salvation_n or_o hoâ—_n for_o it_o and_o therefore_o that_o it_o wâ—â—_n fruitless_a and_o in_o vain_a for_o her_o 〈◊〉_d hear_v the_o word_n read_v pray_v and_o tâ—â—_n like_o which_o he_o wonderful_a fasâ—_n have_v radicate_v in_o she_o hereupon_o he_o infer_v that_o 〈◊〉_d god_n decree_n she_o be_v a_o reprobate_n a_o cast_n away_o temptation_n temptation_n appoint_v for_o damnation_n be_v she_o be_v such_o a_o barâ—â—_n heart_a impenitent_a sinner_n not_o be_v able_a to_o repent_v and_o therefore_o wâ—â—_n a_o treasurer_n up_o in_o all_o she_o do_v 〈◊〉_d wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wratâ—â—_n and_o the_o revelation_n of_o god_n juâ—â—â—_n judgement_n again_v she_o and_o therefore_o see_v that_o she_o muâ—â—_n eternal_o perish_v live_v for_o heap_v up_o sin_n only_o for_o aggravation_n of_o her_o punishment_n therefore_o to_o make_v herself_o away_o the_o soon_o the_o better_a which_o temptation_n a_o long_a time_n stick_v fast_o seem_v unremoveable_a from_o whence_o satan_n make_v this_o three_o deduction_n like_o a_o sophistical_a logician_n temptation_n temptation_n beg_v the_o question_n that_o therefore_o now_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o use_v any_o mean_n at_o all_o but_o see_v her_o portion_n be_v now_o only_o in_o this_o life_n therefore_o to_o deny_v herself_o no_o manner_n of_o pleasure_n or_o jollity_n and_o mirth_n but_o to_o cast_v off_o all_o these_o sad_a and_o sour_a thing_n of_o holy_a duty_n perform_v which_o be_v to_o no_o purpose_n now_o that_o the_o irrevocable_a decree_n be_v past_a which_o be_v unchangeable_a and_o therefore_o if_o she_o shall_v be_v save_v she_o shall_v be_v save_v howsoever_o and_o that_o god_n will_v soften_v her_o heart_n and_o give_v her_o grace_n to_o use_v the_o mean_n but_o that_o the_o fearfulness_n of_o her_o estate_n do_v show_v he_o suggest_v the_o contrary_a that_o all_o her_o endeavour_n will_v prove_v in_o vain_a this_o stick_v hard_o a_o long_a time_n now_o against_o any_o of_o these_o no_o thing_n can_v be_v fasten_v upon_o he_o against_o they_o which_o be_v not_o present_o shake_v off_o again_o but_o especial_o in_o that_o first_o mention_v of_o thâ—_n sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n here_o in_o she_o keep_v close_o the_o devil_n couâ—â—â—_n sell_v reveal_v the_o same_o at_o firâ—â—â—_n unto_o none_o but_o unto_o mr_n dod_n though_o afterward_o of_o herself_o three_o year_n after_o be_v in_o a_o good_a humour_n she_o acquaint_v the_o relator_n herewith_o and_o more_o also_o theâ—â—_n he_o have_v think_v fit_a to_o vent_v abroad_o as_o unnecessary_a give_v he_o leave_n to_o publish_v and_o make_v know_v after_o her_o death_n so_o much_o of_o her_o case_n aâ—_n may_v in_o some_o such_o misery_n be_v useful_a unto_o other_o after_o this_o mr_n dod_n at_o his_o appoint_a time_n return_v have_v serious_o ponder_v all_o her_o business_n &_o digest_v the_o same_o and_o be_v joyful_o welcome_v of_o her_o friend_n though_o by_o she_o in_o a_o muddy_a strange_a way_n former_a tentation_n by_o that_o time_n have_v again_o grow_v somewhat_o strong_a upon_o she_o when_o yet_o he_o in_o his_o usual_a merciful_a way_n cheer_v she_o up_o encourage_v she_o what_o possible_o he_o can_v and_o so_o in_o some_o few_o day_n after_o fall_v flat_o upon_o the_o business_n how_o to_o beat_v down_o and_o convince_v her_o erroneous_a opinion_n wherein_o she_o be_v so_o settle_v and_o wherein_o she_o think_v herself_o most_o secure_a in_o she_o own_o judgement_n unremovable_o settle_v the_o main_a &_o grand_a matter_n trouble_v she_o state_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n discuss_v and_o state_v and_o quite_o unhook_v she_o off_o from_o all_o manner_n of_o duty_n as_o have_v be_v say_v be_v that_o she_o have_v sin_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o she_o firm_o believe_v whereunto_o master_n dod_n thus_o reply_v direct_o cross_v all_o her_o thought_n herein_o in_o the_o negative_a affirm_v that_o she_o neither_o have_v sin_v this_o sin_n nor_o be_v ever_o hitherto_o so_o qualify_v as_o to_o be_v guilty_a thereof_o which_o seem_v unto_o she_o very_o strange_a to_o prove_v but_o be_v easy_o do_v for_o he_o show_v unto_o she_o out_o of_o heb._n 6.4_o that_o those_o who_o commit_v that_o sin_n fight_v against_o their_o convince_a enlight_v have_v taste_v the_o good_a word_n of_o god_n and_o the_o power_n of_o the_o world_n to_o come_v have_v also_o taste_v of_o the_o heavenly_a gift_n be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o in_o their_o practice_n crucify_v to_o themselves_o the_o son_n of_o god_n afresh_o and_o put_v he_o to_o a_o open_a shame_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o covenant_n malicious_o oppose_v the_o know_a truth_n in_o a_o constant_a course_n remorseless_a unto_o the_o end_n have_v live_v &_o thrive_v under_o powerful_a mean_n which_o yet_o they_o slight_a malicious_o and_o purposely_o oppose_v and_o persecute_v but_o that_o she_o be_v still_o in_o her_o natural_a estate_n assumption_n a_o strong_a assumption_n by_o her_o own_o confession_n be_v far_o from_o this_o enlighten_v never_o have_v taste_v of_o this_o heavenly_a gift_n nor_o of_o the_o power_n of_o the_o world_n to_o come_v be_v never_o thus_o qualify_v and_o so_o have_v never_o neither_o can_v have_v commit_v this_o sin_n so_o that_o her_o temptation_n and_o fear_n in_o this_o kind_n be_v but_o mere_a delusion_n only_o and_o for_o that_o other_o sort_n who_o commit_v this_o sin_n without_o the_o former_a inward_a illumination_n and_o taste_n
such_o as_o be_v the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n julian_n the_o apostate_n and_o the_o like_a who_o malicious_o persecute_v and_o blaspheme_v christ_n notwithstanding_o that_o by_o his_o doctrine_n and_o miracle_n they_o be_v convince_v of_o his_o deity_n of_o this_o he_o show_v she_o she_o can_v not_o be_v guilty_a of_o all_z sbe_fw-mi can_v allege_v against_o herself_o consist_v only_o in_o a_o matter_n of_o thought_n which_o can_v not_o without_o action_n and_o former_a qualification_n be_v that_o sin_n or_o within_o the_o compass_n thereof_o which_o be_v only_a thing_n wrap_v up_o in_o that_o we_o call_v tentatio_fw-la foeda_fw-la strange_a injected_a thought_n of_o god_n as_o rom._n 1.23_o represent_v he_o to_o the_o fancy_n in_o abominable_a similitude_n liken_v he_o unto_o the_o vile_a and_o base_a thing_n which_o be_v only_o satan_n wild_a fire_n tentation_n for_o which_o see_v she_o even_o then_o and_o since_o abominate_v they_o be_v sorry_a for_o they_o satan_n must_v answer_v for_o they_o be_v she_o no_o further_o than_o as_o she_o entertain_v and_o allow_v of_o they_o and_o also_o that_o these_o thought_n be_v think_v of_o and_o inject_v betwixt_o the_o top_n and_o bottom_n of_o the_o hill_n whereupon_o her_o father_n house_n stand_v never_o break_v forth_o into_o any_o speech_n or_o action_n which_o she_o be_v sorry_a for_o can_v not_o be_v any_o such_o sin_n as_o she_o imagine_v and_o therefore_o pray_v she_o to_o content_v herself_o and_o the_o rest_n satisfy_v and_o not_o suffer_v the_o devil_n to_o delude_v and_o torment_v she_o any_o more_o in_o this_o kind_n all_o this_o discourse_n she_o hear_v willing_o without_o replication_n until_o he_o have_v finish_v what_o he_o will_v say_v when_o she_o be_v very_o rational_a and_o convince_v of_o the_o truth_n of_o what_o he_o have_v deliver_v acknowledge_v her_o error_n and_o satan_n delusion_n promise_v no_o more_o to_o entertain_v any_o such_o like_a thought_n of_o that_o sin_n complaint_n a_o further_a complaint_n but_o withal_o she_o tell_v he_o that_o it_o be_v no_o matter_n for_o this_o though_o she_o be_v free_a thereof_o yet_o she_o have_v other_o sin_n enough_o to_o damn_v she_o and_o be_v assure_o a_o reprobate_n and_o cast_v away_o be_v she_o can_v not_o love_n god_n nor_o any_o other_o creature_n be_v devoid_a of_o all_o natural_a affection_n and_o give_v over_o to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n so_o as_o she_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n against_o she_o be_v past_a be_v that_o she_o have_v no_o heart_n or_o power_n to_o perform_v any_o holy_a duty_n but_o be_v like_o a_o creature_n stark_o dead_a you_o a_o twice_o dead_a good_a for_o nothing_o but_o for_o hell_n fire_n wherewith_o she_o sometime_o will_v laugh_v and_o smile_v but_o we_o must_v conceive_v that_o even_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o this_o laughter_n the_o heart_n be_v sad_a for_o in_o private_a not_o long_o after_o she_o will_v have_v sore_o fit_v of_o weep_v one_o knowledge_n of_o god_n decree_v deny_v unto_o any_o one_o in_o vain_a it_o be_v now_o to_o dispute_v with_o she_o or_o persuade_v she_o in_o any_o thing_n until_o her_o judgement_n be_v convince_v &_o rectify_v in_o that_o matter_n of_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n for_o she_o fling_v off_o all_o with_o seem_a assurance_n of_o her_o knowledge_n be_v sure_o that_o the_o decree_n of_o her_o reprobation_n be_v past_a of_o her_o rejection_n whereof_o she_o be_v sure_a and_o certain_a therefore_o this_o be_v the_o next_o strong_a hold_n to_o be_v batter_v down_o he_o bend_v in_o the_o next_o place_n all_o his_o strength_n this_o way_n deny_v unto_o she_o that_o it_o be_v possible_a either_o for_o the_o devil_n or_o any_o other_o creature_n to_o know_v the_o decree_n of_o god_n either_o for_o salvation_n or_o reprobation_n but_o that_o this_o revelation_n come_v in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n god_n blessing_n the_o same_o for_o which_o cause_n all_o must_v use_v the_o mean_n who_o will_v be_v save_v not_o meddle_v with_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n nor_o pry_v into_o his_o secret_n for_o which_o then_o be_v allege_v that_o excellent_a scripture_n deut._n 30.12_o that_o what_o they_o be_v to_o perform_v and_o know_v be_v not_o in_o heaven_n that_o we_o shall_v say_v who_o shall_v go_v up_o for_o we_o to_o heaven_n and_o bring_v it_o unto_o we_o that_o we_o may_v hear_v it_o and_o do_v it_o neither_o be_v it_o beyond_o the_o sea_n that_o thou_o shall_v say_v who_o shall_v go_v over_o the_o sea_n for_o we_o etc._n etc._n but_o the_o word_n be_v very_o nigh_o unto_o thou_o in_o thy_o mouth_n and_o in_o thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v do_v it_o further_o he_o urge_v that_o if_o thus_o much_o be_v certain_o know_v by_o she_o he_o show_v she_o argu_n ∣_o ment_fw-mi it_o must_v he_o by_o a_o spirit_n of_o revelation_n demand_v of_o she_o what_o spirit_n have_v reveal_v thus_o much_o unto_o she_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o devil_n as_o it_o can_v be_v no_o other_o than_o he_o be_v a_o liar_n and_o the_o father_n of_o lie_n as_o christ_n joh._n 8.44_o speak_v he_o speak_v of_o his_o own_o and_o not_o from_o god_n therefore_o not_o to_o believe_v and_o as_o the_o for_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n he_o show_v who_o only_o search_v know_v and_o reveal_v unto_o we_o the_o deep_a thing_n of_o god_n 1_o cor._n 2.10_o none_o but_o he_o know_v the_o thing_n of_o god_n not_o any_o creature_n this_o holy_a spirit_n he_o show_v she_o have_v no_o such_o office_n assign_v he_o of_o christ_n in_o the_o word_n to_o be_v a_o spirit_n of_o discouragement_n to_o reveal_v reprobation_n be_v the_o comforter_n appoint_v to_o lead_v the_o saint_n in_o all_o truth_n to_o reveal_v and_o tell_v thing_n to_o come_v and_o teach_v we_o all_o thing_n joh._n 14.36_o this_o be_v direct_o against_o his_o nature_n mission_n argu_n ∣_o ment_fw-mi and_o office_n and_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n thus_o to_o beat_v man_n off_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n discourage_v they_o in_o the_o good_a way_n who_o must_v wait_v and_o lie_v at_o the_o door_n of_o mercy_n still_o until_o the_o lord_n good_a time_n and_o pleasure_n be_v reveal_v and_o know_v in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n and_o this_o also_o be_v press_v unto_o her_o further_o argu_n ∣_o ment_fw-mi 3_o horrible_a blasphemy_n and_o impiety_n it_o be_v either_o to_o honour_v the_o devil_n so_o far_o or_o assume_v unto_o herself_o by_o his_o mean_n the_o knowledge_n of_o thing_n to_o come_v this_o be_v thâ—â—_n which_o be_v only_o proper_a unto_o job_n vah_o himself_o by_o his_o spirit_n to_o she_o and_o reveal_v advise_v she_o to_o beware_v in_o this_o kind_n not_o to_o increase_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n against_o she_o see_v god_n isa_n 44.7_o &_o 46.10_o difference_v himself_o from_o idol_n anâ—_n all_o their_o discovery_n be_v to_o know_v thing_n that_o be_v come_v and_o a_o come_n declare_v the_o end_n from_o the_o beginning_n and_o from_o ancient_a time_n thâ—_n thing_n that_o be_v not_o yet_o do_v from_o all_o which_o issue_v this_o deduction_n that_o she_o be_v infinite_o abuse_v in_o this_o strange_a conception_n and_o that_o the_o devil_n or_o she_o from_o he_o be_v not_o certain_a of_o any_o thing_n to_o come_v unless_o reveal_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n she_o have_v from_o thence_o no_o such_o revelation_n that_o therefore_o she_o be_v by_o satan_n utter_o cozen_v and_o abuse_v in_o the_o matter_n of_o god_n decree_n and_o so_o be_v bind_v to_o use_v the_o mean_n trust_v and_o wait_v upon_o god_n therein_o she_o be_v his_o creature_n to_o let_v he_o do_v what_o he_o please_v with_o she_o either_o in_o life_n or_o death_n this_o strong_a fiery_a dart_n thus_o repulse_v and_o quench_v she_o become_v also_o convince_v in_o this_o point_n that_o only_a god_n not_o the_o devil_n can_v reveal_v his_o own_o counsel_n and_o decree_n and_o therefore_o that_o perhaps_o she_o may_v be_v deceive_v in_o this_o her_o strong_a confidence_n in_o that_o â—inde_n but_o still_o retain_v the_o three_o that_o her_o indisposition_n unto_o all_o manâ—â—â—_n of_o goodness_n 〈…〉_o satan_n hold_v hard_o have_v 〈…〉_o proneness_n unto_o all_o manner_n of_o evil_a her_o natural_a temper_n and_o composition_n of_o mind_n not_o able_a to_o use_v any_o mean_n or_o take_v any_o pain_n for_o heaven_n too_o evident_o demonstrate_v that_o she_o have_v no_o part_n or_o â—â—â—tion_n there_o and_o therefore_o that_o she_o use_v better_o leave_v off_o all_o then_o labour_v in_o vain_a answ_n 1_o hereunto_o answer_v wâ—â—_n make_v that_o god_n though_o he_o hâ—â—_n decree_v to_o save_v mankind_n by_o thâ—â—_n mean_v of_o a_o mediator_n yet_o in_o hâ—â—_n good_a wise_a providence_n have_v so_o on_o save_v the_o use_n of_o mean_n be_v strong_o press_v upon_o she_o to_o be_v save_v
spare_v himself_o from_o be_v any_o more_o vex_v with_o her_o untowardness_n he_o much_o abash_v at_o her_o present_a distemper_n and_o resolute_a show_n of_o stoutness_n and_o stiffness_n of_o spirit_n yet_o be_v not_o discourage_v see_v he_o have_v get_v so_o much_o ground_n of_o satan_n as_o to_o beat_v she_o from_o her_o former_a strong_a hold_n hope_v in_o time_n also_o to_o perform_v the_o rest_n which_o seem_v a_o tough_a task_n to_o effect_v because_o the_o indisposition_n and_o melancholy_a temper_n of_o her_o body_n be_v such_o as_o hinder_v much_o the_o work_n she_o therewith_o be_v averse_a unto_o physic_n therefore_o once_o discretion_n not_o to_o press_v too_o much_o at_o once_o he_o resolve_v for_o that_o time_n to_o depart_v home_o and_o press_v no_o more_o upon_o she_o at_o that_o time_n but_o give_v her_o time_n to_o ruminate_v and_o think_v upon_o those_o thing_n deliver_v hope_v to_o find_v she_o in_o a_o better_a tune_n at_o his_o return_n and_o so_o according_o give_v charge_n to_o watch_v she_o diligent_o in_o a_o mild_a and_o love_a way_n after_o he_o have_v give_v she_o many_o and_o good_a exhortation_n to_o use_v the_o mean_n &_o to_o have_v a_o good_a conceit_n of_o god_n he_o depart_v because_o at_o his_o time_n he_o will_v not_o tire_v or_o overload_v she_o or_o more_o new_a toil_n out_o himself_o arise_v satan_n not_o idie_n a_o new_a storm_n arise_v a_o little_a after_o his_o departure_n she_o begin_v then_o to_o be_v somewhat_o in_o the_o old_a posture_n of_o frowardness_n and_o distemper_n utter_v many_o time_n desperate_a speech_n and_o hopeless_a still_o refuse_v all_o mean_n say_v that_o all_o be_v but_o in_o vain_a and_o be_v so_o far_o go_v this_o way_n that_o the_o great_a snow_n and_o all_o the_o disastrous_a direful_a event_n happen_v abroad_o anywhere_o she_o say_v be_v all_o long_a of_o she_o and_o for_o her_o sake_n she_o guilty_a of_o they_o and_o that_o thing_n will_v never_o be_v better_o so_o long_o as_o she_o be_v alive_a for_o then_o indeed_o satan_n take_v advantage_n of_o her_o melancholy_a temper_n wrought_v she_o much_o woe_n thereby_o make_v she_o thus_o over-charge_n and_o accuse_v herself_o and_o endeavour_v to_o have_v bring_v she_o back_o again_o unto_o her_o former_a erro_n so_o that_o now_o much_o ado_n there_o be_v with_o she_o to_o stay_v support_v or_o allay_v that_o accidental_a fiercensse_n which_o now_o those_o new_a distraction_n bring_v upon_o she_o which_o breed_v much_o grief_n unto_o her_o husband_n parent_n and_o friend_n but_o be_v not_o so_o to_o be_v wonder_v at_o that_o satan_n shall_v cause_v unto_o she_o or_o they_o so_o much_o disquietness_n by_o his_o incessant_a new_a tentation_n steer_v his_o time_n in_o mr_n dod_n absence_n to_o regain_v his_o dispossess_v hold_v or_o drive_v she_o unto_o final_a desperation_n in_o or_o near_o this_o interim_n she_o be_v visit_v by_o divers_a worthy_a minister_n about_o the_o town_n among_o who_o be_v that_o famous_a worthy_a man_n dr_n usher_n since_o primate_n of_o ireland_n a_o magazine_n of_o all_o knowledge_n and_o learning_n a_o powerful_a plain_a preacher_n none_o like_o he_o in_o set_v forth_o christ_n in_o his_o high_a perfection_n and_o surmout_a excellency_n and_o in_o point_v the_o right_a straight_o next_o way_n unto_o he_o and_o withal_o as_o a_o very_a wise_a stout_a man_n so_o the_o mild_a humble_a and_o meek_a man_n alive_a of_o his_o infinite_a read_n knowledge_n and_o part_n this_o worthy_a man_n many_o time_n do_v visit_v she_o will_v entreat_v persuade_v open_a christ_n unto_o she_o magnify_v the_o riches_n of_o god_n mercy_n that_o way_n extend_v unto_o the_o son_n of_o man_n show_v the_o freeness_n of_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n this_o way_n and_o that_o none_o be_v debar_v who_o do_v not_o wilful_o exclude_v themselves_o with_o much_o meekness_n and_o mildness_n endeavour_v to_o win_v her_o spirit_n unto_o â—a_n real_a embrace_v of_o those_o tender_n of_o grace_n make_v unto_o she_o in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n who_o she_o willing_o hear_v delight_v to_o hear_v speak_v â—ut_v withal_o still_o keep_v within_o the_o road_n of_o her_o old_a bias_n he_o her_o answer_n unto_o he_o her_o inability_n to_o perform_v holy_a duty_n or_o endeavour_v that_o way_n that_o all_o these_o be_v excellent_a thing_n he_o speak_v of_o touch_v christ_n for_o they_o unto_o who_o they_o belong_v but_o she_o have_v no_o share_n there_o in_o for_o aught_o she_o know_v she_o say_v but_o yet_o use_v she_o he_o always_o with_o much_o love_n reverence_n and_o respect_n in_o whatsoever_o temper_n she_o be_v in_o endeavour_v still_o to_o give_v he_o all_o content_a and_o respect_n and_o he_o be_v wise_a and_o judicous_a see_v the_o temper_n of_o her_o spirit_n a_o great_a work_n to_o be_v wrought_v the_o issue_n thereof_o time_n must_v show_v to_o be_v affect_v by_o degree_n do_v not_o much_o press_n upon_o her_o spirit_n or_o much_o urge_v she_o unto_o any_o thing_n be_v content_v when_o he_o come_v to_o he_o to_o drop_v upon_o she_o many_o sweeâ—_n distil_v shower_n of_o precious_a speech_n leave_v they_o to_o wortâ—â—_n after_o he_o be_v go_v forbs_n her_o encounter_n with_o mr_n forbs_n and_o now_o also_o about_o this_o time_n come_v to_o visit_v she_o another_o worthy_a minister_n who_o the_o relateâ—_n bring_v to_o see_v she_o and_o judge_v of_o her_o case_n a_o wise_a acute_a learned_a discreet_a man_n of_o great_a judgement_n and_o part_n one_o mr_n john_n forbs_n minister_n at_o middleborrow_n for_o the_o merchant_n this_o man_n have_v first_o a_o great_a while_n view_v she_o and_o say_v nothing_o at_o length_n break_v silence_n &_o tell_v she_o that_o he_o have_v hear_v of_o her_o trouble_n and_o discouragement_n and_o therefore_o have_v come_v to_o tender_v his_o service_n unto_o she_o to_o try_v if_o any_o thing_n be_v within_o the_o compass_n of_o his_o power_n wherein_o he_o be_v able_a to_o serve_v she_o she_o courteous_o give_v he_o thanks_o but_o withal_o tell_v he_o that_o her_o case_n and_o doom_n be_v already_o determine_v and_o pass_v and_o therefore_o there_o be_v no_o good_a to_o be_v do_v by_o any_o one_o unto_o she_o yet_o see_v he_o so_o a_o acure_a sharp_a quick_a witty_a man_n she_o be_v please_v to_o have_v a_o strong_a bout_n of_o discourse_n with_o he_o alone_o walk_v at_o her_o house_n in_o esher_n gallery_n where_o have_v tough_o dispute_v with_o her_o a_o long_a time_n and_o no_o good_a to_o be_v do_v but_o thwart_v with_o many_o strong_a uncouth_a objection_n and_o scripture_n sophistical_o apply_v by_o she_o beyond_o the_o skill_n or_o strength_n of_o her_o own_o spirit_n or_o wit_n as_o he_o judge_v he_o confess_v she_o be_v too_o hard_o now_o on_o a_o sudden_a for_o he_o so_o at_o one_o bout_n have_v the_o better_a of_o she_o in_o a_o discourse_n of_o faith_n he_o break_v off_o laugh_v with_o a_o jest_n call_v her_o husband_n near_o by_o and_o say_v sir_n now_o i_o can_v stay_v no_o long_o bâ—_n i_o will_v study_v how_o to_o answer_v youâ—_n wife_n argument_n and_o will_v noâ—_n leave_v she_o in_o a_o good_a estate_n 〈◊〉_d faith_n profess_v infidelity_n whâ—â—_n have_v take_v his_o leave_n and_o depart_v the_o relator_n inquire_v whaâ—_n his_o judgement_n be_v of_o she_o and_o her_o case_n who_o make_v this_o answer_n that_o it_o be_v the_o strange_a thaâ—_n ever_o he_o have_v see_v hear_v or_o read_v of_o censure_n a_o strange_a presage_a censure_n that_o the_o lord_n have_v some_o strange_a work_n to_o do_v by_o she_o but_o whether_o be_v mercy_n or_o judgement_n he_o can_v not_o determine_v no_o more_o he_o will_v come_v to_o visit_v she_o nor_o can_v be_v draw_v unto_o it_o upon_o this_o her_o late_a distemper_n and_o untowardness_n the_o good_a old_a man_n mr_n dod_n be_v again_o send_v for_o and_o come_v be_v notwithstanding_o entertain_v by_o she_o in_o show_v love_o yet_o with_o a_o sad_a lour_a countenance_n by_o and_o by_o accompany_v therewith_o as_o though_o he_o have_v not_o be_v welcome_a which_o he_o in_o his_o usual_a cheerful_a manner_n not_o regard_v use_v she_o with_o all_o meekness_n and_o love_n which_o he_o find_v gain_v much_o upon_o her_o spirit_n after_o which_o have_v discourse_v &_o two_o or_o three_o day_n pray_v with_o she_o and_o for_o she_o she_o begin_v to_o mend_v but_o yet_o can_v not_o be_v persuade_v to_o read_v pray_v by_o herself_o or_o go_v to_o church_n wherefore_o he_o think_v it_o expedient_a to_o leave_v urge_v thereof_o until_o her_o judgement_n be_v convince_v therein_o which_o be_v the_o next_o work_n to_o be_v do_v a_o tough_a task_n to_o effect_v and_o which_o she_o strong_o oppose_v and_o withstand_v by_o one_o main_a argument_n be_v beat_v off_o from_o all_o her_o other_o shift_n which_o be_v
one_o time_n she_o will_v never_o do_v so_o any_o more_o to_o attempt_v any_o such_o trial_n whereupon_o at_o length_n all_o adventure_v to_o suffer_v she_o once_o more_o to_o see_v what_o god_n providence_n will_v prove_v in_o so_o strange_a a_o case_n but_o withal_o if_o some_o cross_a place_n come_v they_o pray_v she_o not_o to_o be_v discourage_v whereupon_o she_o sudden_o open_v the_o book_n about_o the_o middle_n thereof_o in_o the_o prophecy_n of_o isaiah_n and_o without_o look_v what_o she_o do_v she_o put_v her_o finger_n upon_o that_o excellent_a vers_n isa_n 40.27_o why_o say_v thou_o o_o jacob_n and_o speak_v o_o israel_n my_o way_n be_v hide_v from_o the_o lord_n have_v thou_o not_o know_v have_v thou_o not_o hear_v that_o the_o everlasting_a god_n the_o creator_n of_o the_o end_n of_o the_o earth_n faint_v not_o neither_o be_v weary_a there_o be_v no_o search_v of_o his_o understanding_n he_o give_v power_n to_o the_o faint_a and_o to_o they_o that_o have_v no_o might_n he_o increase_v sirength_n even_o the_o youth_n shall_v faint_v and_o be_v weary_a and_o the_o young_a man_n shall_v utter_o fall_v but_o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n shall_v renew_v their_o strength_n they_o shall_v mount_v up_o with_o wing_n as_o eagle_n and_o they_o shall_v walk_v and_o not_o faint_a which_o place_n be_v consider_v of_o and_o read_v so_o cross_v her_o hope_n and_o expectation_n make_v her_o being_n much_o abash_v to_o blush_v for_o therein_o she_o be_v reprove_v for_o her_o cross_a conceit_n of_o god_n touch_v she_o as_o neglect_v of_o the_o almighty_a and_o for_o all_o her_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n be_v show_v that_o god_n can_v help_v all_o who_o with_o a_o word_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n enable_v she_o to_o do_v all_o duty_n at_o his_o good_a pleasure_n be_v therewith_o encourage_v to_o wait_v and_o depend_v upon_o god_n in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n by_o such_o a_o excellent_a promise_n and_o so_o be_v therewith_o show_v how_o good_a god_n be_v unto_o she_o every_o way_n show_v love_n notwithstanding_o her_o untowardness_n and_o tempt_v of_o he_o by_o such_o sign_n at_o which_o not_o know_v what_o to_o say_v she_o fling_v off_o poor_o say_v object_n this_o be_v promise_v to_o jacob_n and_o israel_n it_o be_v nothing_o unto_o she_o and_o her_o case_n whereunto_o answer_n be_v make_v out_o of_o that_o place_n answ_n rom._n 15._o whatsoever_o be_v write_v before_o hand_n be_v write_v for_o our_o learning_n that_o we_o through_o patience_n and_o comfort_n of_o the_o scripture_n may_v have_v hope_n and_o so_o be_v thereby_o vanquish_v in_o judgement_n that_o she_o promise_v now_o to_o be_v satisfy_v and_o never_o any_o more_o to_o make_v any_o such_o trial_n but_o to_o offer_v herself_o unto_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n and_o to_o wait_v the_o lord_n leisure_n what_o he_o please_v to_o do_v with_o she_o yet_o still_o allege_v the_o impotency_n in_o she_o that_o she_o be_v able_a to_o do_v nothing_o herein_o towards_o this_o great_a work_n but_o that_o god_n must_v do_v all_o when_o be_v enable_v she_o will_v do_v that_o whereunto_o she_o shall_v be_v strengthen_v psalm_n she_o be_v persuade_v to_o i_o in_o sing_v of_o some_o â—rt_n of_o psalm_n yet_o want_v there_o one_o thing_n more_o to_o get_v she_o to_o join_v in_o sing_v of_o psalm_n which_o with_o much_o ado_n she_o be_v bring_v unto_o allege_v that_o her_o case_n admit_v of_o no_o such_o melody_n neither_o have_v she_o cause_v to_o sing_v but_o to_o mourn_v all_o her_o life_n time_n yet_o be_v tell_v that_o be_v be_v a_o duty_n to_o sing_v praise_n unto_o god_n for_o all_o his_o mervellous_a mercy_n power_n and_o goodness_n as_o well_o as_o to_o join_v in_o hear_v of_o the_o word_n and_o that_o thanksgiving_n be_v the_o everlasting_a work_n of_o heaven_n in_o continual_a praise_v of_o god_n be_v a_o work_n can_v not_o be_v too_o soon_o begin_v upon_o earth_n and_o that_o the_o psalm_n be_v of_o divers_a composition_n and_o posture_n of_o thanksgiving_n petition_n gratulation_n complaint_n and_o deprecation_n she_o may_v join_v in_o some_o many_o of_o which_o may_v fit_v her_o case_n she_o be_v content_v to_o join_v in_o psalm_n of_o complaint_n petition_n mourning_n and_o deprecation_n but_o in_o no_o other_o of_o any_o acknowledgement_n of_o any_o mercy_n receive_v for_o say_v she_o if_o i_o be_v only_o reserve_v as_o a_o stall_v ox_n unto_o the_o slaughter_n what_o cause_n have_v i_o to_o give_v thanks_o and_o if_o i_o be_v not_o to_o go_v to_o heaven_n what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o the_o work_n of_o heaven_n before_o the_o time_n or_o have_v some_o work_n wrought_v in_o i_o whereby_o i_o may_v be_v assure_v of_o my_o interest_n therein_o about_o this_o time_n willing_o she_o will_v have_v live_v under_o some_o powerful_a ministry_n ministry_n why_o she_o will_v have_v live_v under_o a_o powerful_a ministry_n hope_v that_o thereby_o some_o such_o work_n may_v be_v wrought_v upon_o she_o as_o may_v enable_v she_o to_o perform_v duty_n and_o for_o this_o cause_n secret_o make_v the_o relator_n go_v into_o essex_n to_o try_v whether_o or_o not_o that_o worthy_a powerful_a late_a thunder_a preacher_n mr_n rogers_n of_o dedham_n will_v have_v entertain_v she_o at_o his_o house_n who_o willing_o grant_v the_o same_o but_o when_o the_o business_n be_v move_v unto_o her_o father_n and_o mother_n neither_o they_o nor_o her_o husband_n will_v consent_v unto_o the_o same_o though_o mr_n dod_n and_o mr_n culvervell_n both_o affect_a to_o have_v go_v with_o she_o so_o too_o indulgent_a be_v they_o over_o she_o which_o refulsall_n much_o unhookt_v her_o spirit_n and_o have_v almost_o put_v she_o in_o her_o former_a case_n again_o so_o much_o do_v it_o afflict_v she_o but_o no_o remedy_n she_o a_o experience_n of_o her_o spirit_n &_o of_o satan_n malice_n against_o she_o at_o length_n she_o conform_v herself_o unto_o necessity_n i_o shall_v much_o trangsgressse_n and_o wrong_v this_o discourse_n of_o god_n mercy_n into_o this_o good_a creature_n if_o i_o shall_v omit_v any_o passage_n of_o satan_n subtlety_n and_o attempt_n against_o she_o how_o far_o they_o prevail_v for_o so_o the_o power_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n unto_o she_o in_o save_v she_o at_o length_n will_v so_o much_o the_o more_o evident_o appear_v to_o his_o glory_n therefore_o this_o ensue_a passage_n i_o relate_v as_o the_o further_a extent_n of_o satan_n malice_n one_o day_n as_o she_o be_v walk_v in_o her_o garden_n at_o waltham_n upon_o thames_n with_o the_o relator_n and_o another_o friend_n for_o esher_n that_o place_n where_o her_o trouble_n first_o begin_v she_o never_o after_o can_v endure_v sudden_o she_o stop_v and_o fix_v her_o eye_n fast_o upon_o the_o ground_n stare_v upon_o it_o with_o strange_a wild_a look_n for_o half_a a_o quarter_n of_o and_o hour_n from_o which_o we_o can_v hardly_o divert_v she_o but_o at_o last_o do_v though_o she_o seem_v much_o trouble_v to_o be_v interrupt_v and_o then_o as_o her_o cusstome_n be_v when_o the_o water_n of_o her_o spirit_n and_o thought_n be_v become_v muddy_a she_o begin_v to_o seem_v to_o cast_v off_o all_o mean_n again_o say_v that_o her_o heart_n be_v so_o hear_v as_o it_o can_v never_o be_v soften_v this_o be_v by_o those_o with_o she_o then_o much_o oppose_v and_o deny_v as_o fast_o as_o she_o affirm_v the_o same_o enforce_v that_o god_n who_o with_o a_o word_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n can_v soften_v it_o whereunto_o she_o in_o anger_n reply_v why_o then_o god_n can_v soften_v my_o heart_n at_o hear_v of_o this_o blasphemous_a speech_n speak_v in_o the_o height_n of_o temptation_n the_o relator_n without_o speak_v one_o word_n unto_o she_o sudden_o leave_v she_o for_o such_o speech_n be_v not_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o countenance_v or_o dispute_v with_o but_o to_o be_v cast_v off_o with_o detestation_n and_o abomination_n for_o contra_fw-la principiis_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la disputandum_fw-la they_o say_v a_o little_a while_n after_o she_o be_v then_o ready_a to_o ride_v abroad_o and_o go_v to_o her_o house_n at_o esher_n to_o take_v the_o air_n go_v to_o take_v horse_n she_o demand_v of_o the_o relator_n whether_o he_o will_v not_o ride_v abroad_o with_o she_o whereunto_o he_o reply_v no_o he_o dare_v not_o go_v in_o her_o company_n who_o do_v so_o late_o blaspheme_v for_o feaâ—_n the_o ground_n will_v open_v and_o swallow_v they_o up_o but_o that_o see_v under_o the_o law_n the_o blaspemer_n be_v to_o die_v the_o death_n that_o he_o will_v go_v to_o the_o archbishop_n and_o complain_v of_o she_o hear_v witness_n against_o she_o and_o provide_v faggot_n to_o burn_v she_o wherewith_o we_o both_o par_v in_o seem_v discontent_n she_o be_v go_v the_o relator_n ere_o his_o
way-going_a go_v to_o her_o waiting-woman_n and_o leave_v his_o remembrance_n unto_o she_o which_o when_o her_o woman_n at_o her_o return_n tell_v she_o she_o will_v not_o believe_v that_o he_o have_v so_o do_v but_o ask_v her_o maid_n what_o farewell_n do_v thou_o think_v he_o give_v i_o that_o he_o will_v go_v complain_v of_o i_o and_o provide_v faggot_n to_o burn_v i_o to_o which_o her_o maid_n answer_v then_o mistress_n you_o have_v speak_v some_o strange_a untoward_a thing_n i_o think_v i_o do_v so_o say_v she_o in_o this_o interim_n the_o relator_n send_v and_o write_v very_o kind_o to_o she_o in_o his_o absence_n and_o after_o a_o month_n time_n return_v again_o unto_o she_o when_o confession_n confession_n she_o pray_v he_o to_o stay_v no_o more_o so_o long_o away_o give_v he_o thanks_o for_o his_o harsh_a usage_n of_o she_o say_v she_o have_v deserve_v worse_o and_o will_v never_o so_o do_v any_o more_o tell_v also_o that_o then_o when_o former_o she_o have_v stand_v stare_v on_o the_o ground_n she_o be_v then_o assault_v with_o fierce_a and_o strong_a temptation_n all_o the_o while_n a_o brick_n make_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o pray_v he_o when_o he_o same_o her_o do_v so_o any_o more_o to_o put_v she_o out_o of_o that_o posture_n and_o not_o to_o spare_v she_o how_o angry_a soever_o she_o shall_v for_o the_o time_n be_v now_o as_o she_o be_v in_o a_o seem_a good_a tune_n and_o posture_n of_o endeavour_n to_o use_v the_o mean_n storm_n a_o new_a storm_n 〈◊〉_d tumble_v over_o the_o bible_n she_o encounter_v with_o that_o terrible_a place_n heb._n 6._o enfer_v upon_o the_o sine_fw-la against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o the_o ground_n which_o be_v often_o water_v and_o bring_v forth_o nothing_o but_o brier_n and_o thorn_n be_v near_o unto_o curse_v and_o burnig_a etc._n etc._n which_o place_n for_o a_o few_o day_n put_v she_o quite_o off_o hook_n again_o object_n affirm_v that_o she_o be_v just_a so_o a_o creature_n that_o bring_v forth_o nothing_o but_o brier_n and_o thorn_n though_o she_o have_v be_v often_o water_v from_o heaven_n in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n and_o therefore_o that_o she_o be_v near_o unto_o curse_v and_o burn_v first_o answ_n this_o be_v deny_v unto_o she_o that_o she_o have_v ever_o live_v under_o â—ny_n such_o powerful_a ministry_n as_o to_o have_v be_v often_o thus_o water_v second_o that_o she_o neither_o hitherto_o have_v be_v so_o have_v as_o to_o bring_v forth_o nothing_o but_o brier_n and_o thorn_n have_v to_o their_o knowledge_n bring_v forth_o and_o produce_v much_o good_a fruit_n of_o her_o hear_n in_o time_n past_a though_o now_o she_o be_v for_o a_o season_n overclouded_n with_o temptation_n so_o as_o she_o can_v not_o discern_v of_o she_o own_o esate_n nor_o be_v apt_a to_o judge_v thereof_o three_o that_o this_o place_n be_v enforce_v as_o a_o reason_n of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n against_o their_o enlighten_v which_o by_o she_o own_o confession_n be_v a_o pitch_n above_o she_o that_o hithreto_o she_o never_o have_v attain_v unto_o therefore_o she_o need_v not_o to_o make_v any_o such_o rigid_a application_n or_o construction_n of_o the_o place_n against_o herself_o wherewith_o and_o the_o like_a mild_a speech_n unto_o she_o to_o this_o effect_n she_o be_v anâ—_n length_n pacify_v as_o before_o recount_v the_o journey_n pass_v recount_v good_a reader_n be_v not_o weary_a i_o will_v now_o sudden_o make_v way_n unto_o a_o conclusion_n for_o much_o of_o our_o work_n and_o the_o great_a part_n be_v do_v and_o hard_a to_o compass_v lo_o now_o we_o have_v bring_v this_o good_a woman_n thus_o far_o to_o ask_v the_o way_n in_o some_o sort_n like_o one_o of_o leremy_n convert_v to_o zion_n with_o her_o face_n thitherwards_o she_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o the_o house_n of_o bondage_n from_o her_o brick_n make_v slavery_n pharaoh_n pursue_v as_o it_o be_v still_o after_o she_o but_o have_v not_o overtake_v she_o she_o be_v drive_v to_o fly_v and_o wander_v up_o and_o down_o the_o wilderness_n now_o backward_o now_o forward_o as_o the_o church_n in_o the_o wilderness_n be_v ere_o she_o can_v arrive_v at_o her_o heavenly_a canaan_n and_o i_o hope_v we_o shall_v ere_o long_o see_v her_o â—erdan_n stand_v up_o and_o give_v she_o a_o fair_a passage_n in_o thither_o though_o thou_o have_v be_v well_o buffet_v by_o the_o way_n first_o she_o have_v be_v now_o convince_v not_o to_o have_v sin_v that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o satan_n persuade_v she_o be_v in_o this_o â—ettled_v second_o she_o have_v be_v persuade_v in_o that_o grand_a business_n of_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n not_o to_o meddle_v therewith_o and_o that_o no_o creature_n devil_n man_n or_o angel_n save_v god_n himself_o have_v any_o knowledge_n thereof_o three_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o endeavour_n she_o have_v be_v convince_v â—hat_n she_o ought_v and_o must_v set_v herself_o in_o what_o possible_o she_o can_v to_o ase_a the_o mean_n wait_v therein_o and_o to_o trust_v god_n with_o the_o issue_n of_o all_o four_o she_o have_v be_v persuade_v to_o live_v as_o long_o as_o possible_o she_o can_v not_o to_o be_v a_o mean_n of_o her_o own_o destruction_n five_o she_o have_v be_v persuade_v of_o the_o lawfulness_n and_o necessity_n of_o her_o communicate_v notwithstanding_o all_o her_o seem_a averseness_n and_o indisposition_n thereunto_o six_o she_o have_v be_v bring_v from_o that_o course_n in_o tempt_a god_n by_o put_v her_o finger_n sudden_o upon_o place_n of_o scripture_n to_o try_v her_o state_n all_o which_o fall_v out_o contrary_a unto_o her_o expectation_n good_a still_o seven_o how_o and_o on_o what_o condition_n she_o be_v bring_v to_o join_v in_o sing_v of_o psalm_n all_o which_o be_v pass_v one_o will_v think_v that_o now_o there_o have_v not_o be_v much_o ado_n but_o to_o have_v have_v a_o quick_a end_n of_o her_o trouble_n and_o suffering_n but_o the_o lord_n wonderful_a in_o work_v and_o excellent_a infinite_o in_o counsel_n and_o wisdom_n have_v other_o wise_a so_o appoint_v the_o same_o that_o she_o shall_v yet_o a_o few_o year_n long_o be_v storm_n beat_v and_o sick_a and_o wander_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o wilderness_n ere_o she_o arrive_v at_o her_o heavenly_a canaan_n and_o therefore_o out_o of_o her_o habitual_a impotency_n see_v she_o be_v so_o stiff_a and_o slow_a to_o work_v out_o her_o own_o salvation_n or_o â—ake_v pain_n for_o it_o she_o have_v at_o length_n her_o desire_n though_o he_o make_v 〈◊〉_d cost_v her_o dear_a ere_o he_o at_o length_n reveal_v himself_o unto_o she_o and_o therefore_o hereat_o she_o stick_v still_o even_o to_o the_o last_o expect_v what_o extraordinary_a work_n god_n will_v work_v in_o she_o to_o enable_v she_o to_o take_v pain_n for_o her_o salvation_n a_o strange_a temptation_n which_o all_o her_o life_n time_n can_v hardly_o ever_o he_o quite_o remove_v until_o god_n in_o a_o strange_a and_o unusual_a manner_n for_o matter_n of_o feel_v reveal_v himself_o unto_o she_o in_o such_o a_o measure_n at_o mortality_n be_v incapable_a of_o to_o the_o overcoming_a of_o her_o spirit_n who_o live_v not_o long_o after_o to_o be_v in_o its_o place_n relate_v about_o this_o time_n that_o famous_a worthy_a man_n of_o god_n mr_n robert_n bruce_n some_o time_n minister_n of_o edenborrow_n then_o in_o prison_n among_o the_o wild_a irish_a for_o not_o preach_v or_o assent_v unto_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o earl_n of_o gowry_n treason_n hear_v by_o the_o relator_n the_o trouble_n and_o true_a state_n of_o this_o gentlewoman_n case_n with_o the_o progress_n thereof_o and_o how_o she_o have_v be_v bring_v to_o reveal_v the_o devil_n counsel_n write_v a_o letter_n unto_o the_o relator_n touch_v his_o censure_n of_o her_o case_n and_o hopeful_a issue_n thereof_o who_o be_v for_o afflict_a conscience_n one_o of_o ten_o thousand_o he_o himself_o have_v be_v for_o twenty_o year_n in_o â—etrors_n of_o conscience_n ere_o he_o be_v force_v to_o settle_v unto_o the_o ministry_n give_v a_o judicious_a prophetical_a censure_n of_o the_o event_n of_o her_o case_n as_o in_o some_o sort_n it_o fall_v out_o too_o long_o here_o to_o insert_v but_o in_o conclusion_n with_o this_o upshot_n that_o now_o she_o have_v bewray_v so_o free_o the_o devil_n counsel_n he_o know_v that_o all_o will_v short_o be_v well_o ere_o long_o and_o that_o her_o trouble_n will_v have_v â—o_o admiration_n a_o strange_a event_n and_o that_o for_o her_o final_a estate_n he_o thank_v god_n he_o make_v no_o more_o doubt_n thereof_o then_o of_o his_o own_o which_o he_o assure_v himself_o of_o because_o god_n have_v give_v he_o so_o large_a a_o heart_n to_o continue_v instant_a for_o she_o in_o prayer_n with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o comfort_n conclude_v his_o letter_n with_o
so_o long_o away_o for_o now_o she_o rest_v assure_v her_o time_n on_o earth_n be_v but_o of_o small_a continuance_n about_o which_o time_n it_o fall_v out_o that_o mr_n hooker_n also_o have_v act_v his_o part_n with_o she_o and_o do_v his_o best_a to_o comfort_v uphold_v and_o rectify_v her_o spirit_n so_o fit_v she_o for_o mercy_n as_o nothing_o remain_v to_o be_v do_v but_o a_o full_a gale_n of_o spiritual_a wind_n to_o blow_v upon_o she_o to_o bring_v forth_o her_o fruit_n that_o be_v god_n providence_n he_o be_v marry_v unto_o her_o waiting-woman_n after_o which_o both_o of_o they_o have_v live_v some_o time_n after_o with_o she_o and_o he_o call_v to_o be_v lecturer_n at_o chemsford_n in_o essex_n they_o both_o leave_v she_o she_o master_n hooker_n leave_v she_o her_o husband_n have_v provide_v another_o for_o the_o cure_n but_o not_o like_a unto_o the_o other_o who_o also_o come_v often_o to_o visit_v she_o be_v much_o there_o and_o there_o live_v also_o two_o mile_n from_o thence_o a_o worthy_a good_a minister_n one_o mr_n witherell_n of_o waltham_n upon_o thames_n who_o she_o go_v constant_o to_o hear_v and_o be_v always_o very_o helpful_a unto_o she_o but_o especial_o when_o mr_n hooker_n have_v thus_o leave_v she_o who_o every_o thursday_n she_o hear_v he_o be_v a_o painful_a able_a good_a merciful_a man_n do_v then_o much_o help_v she_o both_o in_o public_a and_o also_o in_o private_a help_n of_o conference_n and_o expound_v of_o the_o word_n which_o now_o she_o much_o delight_v in_o at_o all_o occasion_n especial_o she_o find_v a_o little_a comfort_n in_o open_v of_o that_o chapter_n micah_n 7._o one_o time_n when_o mr_n dod_n be_v with_o she_o three_o month_n before_o her_o death_n though_o as_o she_o say_v she_o dare_v not_o acknowledge_v nor_o confess_v the_o same_o for_o fear_v it_o have_v not_o be_v so_o but_o ah_o shall_v i_o now_o lance_n forth_o into_o the_o discourse_n of_o the_o loss_n of_o so_o good_a a_o friend_n death_n the_o preparation_n unto_o her_o death_n but_o what_o say_v i_o of_o loss_n no_o she_o be_v not_o lose_v she_o be_v now_o find_v with_o her_o face_n strong_o bend_v home_o heavenward_n have_v therefore_o thus_o far_o proceed_v in_o this_o say_v trage-comicall_a discourse_n i_o must_v now_o proceed_v to_o the_o catastrophe_n thereof_o if_o therefore_o good_a reader_n thou_o will_v have_v a_o little_a more_o patience_n to_o hear_v the_o rest_n thou_o shall_v quick_o see_v the_o scene_n change_n with_o a_o joyful_a comical_a conclusion_n for_o though_o all_o this_o while_n she_o have_v go_v forth_o weep_v carry_v precious_a seed_n now_o thou_o shall_v see_v she_o return_v with_o sheaf_n of_o everlasting_a joy_n though_o weep_v have_v be_v many_o a_o evening_n yet_o now_o thou_o shall_v see_v joy_n come_v in_o a_o everlasting_a morning_n though_o satan_n have_v much_o toil_v weary_a out_o and_o vex_v her_o spirit_n yet_o thou_o shall_v see_v how_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n shall_v short_o tread_v down_o satan_n under_o her_o foot_n her_o reward_n infinite_o surpass_v all_o her_o momentany_a suffering_n which_o now_o come_v to_o he_o the_o four_o and_o last_o thing_n propound_v her_o death_n and_o the_o preparation_n unto_o it_o divers_a year_n since_o mr_n dod_n leave_v she_o and_o some_o large_a time_n also_o after_o that_o mr_n hooker_n be_v remove_v unto_o chemsford_n she_o remain_v more_o cheerful_a in_o mind_n though_o torment_v with_o her_o heart-burn_n and_o in_o manner_n perpetual_a megrim_n which_o make_v she_o to_o lie_v much_o of_o the_o day_n upon_o her_o bed_n unfit_a for_o any_o other_o action_n of_o endeavour_n in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n she_o will_v or_o shall_v otherwise_o be_v employ_v in_o about_o this_o time_n a_o strong_a distaste_n be_v give_v she_o from_o a_o near_a friend_n former_a a_o new_a grief_n be_v add_v to_o the_o former_a not_o necessary_a here_o to_o relate_v nor_o to_o our_o purpose_n which_o yet_o fasten_v so_o upon_o she_o that_o it_o grow_v more_o and_o more_o and_o bring_v she_o into_o a_o posture_n of_o great_a discontent_n so_o as_o she_o become_v in_o her_o thought_n a_o woman_n in_o some_o sort_n of_o another_o world_n who_o be_v resolute_a in_o her_o way_n unremovable_a have_v resolve_v and_o always_o purpose_v when_o she_o find_v herself_o near_o unto_o her_o last_o to_o die_v at_o her_o father_n house_n and_o lie_v with_o her_o kindred_n and_o friend_n at_o ammersum_fw-la she_o sudden_o tell_v her_o husband_n that_o she_o find_v herself_o very_o ill_o and_o therefore_o that_o she_o be_v purpose_v to_o go_v sudden_o unto_o her_o father_n house_n he_o much_o wonder_v at_o the_o suddenness_n of_o her_o resolution_n tell_v she_o if_o her_o resolution_n be_v such_o to_o go_v so_o quick_o his_o business_n be_v such_o as_o he_o can_v not_o yet_o go_v with_o she_o unless_o she_o will_v stay_v until_o his_o business_n be_v dispatch_v but_o if_o she_o be_v resolute_a to_o go_v that_o he_o will_v not_o stay_v she_o she_o may_v when_o she_o will_v so_o she_o be_v resolute_a the_o next_o day_n with_o two_o of_o her_o man_n she_o depart_v for_o her_o father_n house_n where_o be_v arrive_v they_o wonder_v that_o she_o come_v so_o without_o her_o husband_n she_o in_o plain_a term_n tell_v they_o that_o she_o always_o have_v resolve_v to_o die_v at_o sharolois_n and_o therefore_o she_o not_o know_v how_o long_o her_o time_n shall_v be_v find_v her_o weakness_n great_a have_v now_o come_v without_o her_o husband_n to_o die_v there_o say_v that_o her_o husband_n will_v short_o follow_v after_o they_o much_o wonder_v at_o this_o sudden_a news_n from_o she_o and_o unexpected_a strange_a speech_n yet_o at_o her_o come_n smooth_v she_o over_o tell_v she_o that_o this_o be_v but_o some_o unwarrant_v fear_n have_v surprise_v she_o and_o that_o she_o will_v find_v herself_o herein_o as_o in_o many_o other_o surmise_a thing_n deceive_v but_o she_o still_o maintain_v the_o main_a that_o her_o time_n be_v at_o hand_n and_o she_o very_o weak_a though_o she_o carry_v it_o fair_a after_o which_o her_o husband_n in_o a_o week_n or_o ten_o day_n arrive_v but_o the_o posture_n of_o her_o carriage_n for_o all_o this_o be_v the_o same_o she_o be_v in_o a_o surpass_a extraordinary_a strange_a hunor_n of_o talk_v of_o the_o best_a thing_n perpetual_o night_n and_o day_n without_o intermission_n not_o have_v any_o jot_n of_o sleep_n almost_o night_n or_o day_n whereby_o her_o spirit_n be_v both_o much_o spend_v and_o tire_v out_o the_o relator_n who_o still_o have_v a_o watchful_a eye_n upon_o all_o the_o passage_n of_o her_o occurrence_n more_o mr_n dod_n be_v go_v for_o to_o come_v unto_o she_o once_o more_o know_v of_o her_o late_a discontent_n and_o cause_n thereof_o and_o hear_v that_o she_o be_v remove_v to_o sharolois_n make_v no_o more_o ado_n but_o with_o all_o haste_n go_v and_o bring_v mr_n dod_n thither_o fear_v that_o this_o may_v prove_v his_o last_o journey_n unto_o she_o as_o indeed_o it_o prove_v when_o he_o come_v unto_o she_o two_o sunday_n before_o her_o death_n he_o by_o that_o time_n find_v she_o much_o weaken_v in_o body_n keep_v her_o bed_n but_o with_o such_o vehement_a desire_n to_o discourse_v of_o and_o hear_v of_o the_o best_a thing_n read_v expound_v and_o sing_v of_o psalm_n that_o all_o be_v strike_v with_o admiration_n and_o will_v not_o stay_v with_o she_o so_o long_o as_o she_o will_v have_v have_v we_o nor_o read_v unto_o she_o because_o we_o will_v glad_o have_v have_v she_o to_o rest_v which_o can_v not_o be_v do_v for_o she_o continue_v still_o speak_v both_o night_n and_o day_n to_o some_o one_o or_o other_o who_o watch_v with_o she_o yet_o all_o of_o the_o best_a thing_n for_o her_o time_n be_v short_a she_o imagine_v as_o she_o say_v she_o can_v not_o too_o advantageous_o emprove_v the_o same_o the_o first_o of_o the_o two_o sunday_n before_o her_o death_n death_n she_o instruct_v and_o prepare_v her_o child_n to_o bear_v her_o death_n she_o will_v not_o suffer_v her_o child_n to_o go_v to_o church_n that_o day_n but_o make_v they_o stay_v with_o she_o to_o instruct_v they_o and_o speak_v her_o mind_n unto_o they_o allege_v that_o she_o must_v take_v time_n whilst_o she_o have_v time_n for_o she_o know_v not_o whether_o or_o not_o she_o shall_v live_v until_o the_o next_o sunday_n when_o she_o vent_v unto_o they_o in_o the_o best_a manner_n she_o can_v at_o large_a all_z she_o have_v to_o say_v unto_o they_o expound_v divers_a scripture_n unto_o they_o former_o expound_v unto_o she_o which_o she_o have_v a_o large_a strong_a memory_n to_o retain_v this_o day_n finish_v all_o she_o have_v to_o say_v unto_o they_o save_v at_o last_o to_o give_v they_o her_o blessing_n now_o
with_o abundance_n of_o love_n and_o thanks_o dismiss_v the_o relator_n thus_o have_v in_o some_o ample_a manner_n dispose_v of_o all_o the_o business_n she_o seem_v to_o have_v in_o this_o world_n the_o remainder_n of_o this_o afternoon_n she_o lie_v in_o her_o former_a joyful_a posture_n rejoice_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o best_a thing_n unto_o every_o one_o near_o unto_o she_o yet_o without_o any_o rest_n or_o sleep_v or_o inclination_n that_o way_n when_o mr_n dod_n and_o dr_n preston_n come_v to_o visit_v she_o she_o still_o entreat_v to_o give_v thanks_o no_o other_o discourse_n she_o have_v as_o want_v nothing_o so_o continue_v all_o this_o day_n until_o the_o evening_n late_o that_o there_o be_v a_o great_a change_n as_o in_o part_n shall_v be_v show_v for_o least_o she_o shall_v be_v lift_v up_o through_o her_o former_a revelation_n joy_n and_o rapture_n so_o short_a which_o endure_v not_o surpass_v her_o strength_n she_o have_v a_o weaken_n cool_a to_o keep_v she_o down_o low_o weakness_n she_o be_v surprise_v with_o a_o weakness_n for_o lo_o lo_o the_o scene_n now_o change_v again_o the_o curtain_n wave_n and_o toss_v a_o little_a with_o a_o uncouth_a wind_n party_n colour_v no_o firm_a impression_n appear_v she_o who_o late_o be_v in_o a_o glorious_a triumph_n fly_v away_o forcible_o from_o we_o all_o as_o it_o be_v with_o eagle_n wing_n mount_v upward_o be_v now_o sudden_o surprise_v with_o a_o extreme_a faint_a and_o weakness_n of_o spirit_n be_v for_o ten_o day_n and_o night_n overwearied_n watch_v and_o toil_v out_o so_o as_o now_o she_o bewray_v some_o weakness_n in_o her_o expression_n not_o be_v as_o former_o so_o lively_a and_o substantial_a which_o continue_v the_o thursday_n and_o friday_n after_o never_o have_v any_o rest_n or_o sleep_v all_o the_o time_n which_o distemper_n make_v they_o send_v post_n to_o london_n for_o two_o physician_n hope_v by_o their_o advice_n to_o have_v make_v her_o rest_n but_o all_o in_o vain_a no_o physic_n can_v cure_v she_o but_o heavenly_a physic_n therefore_o on_o the_o saturday_n mr_n dod_n dr_n preston_n and_o mr_n hooker_n she_o a_o fast_o keep_v for_o she_o keep_v a_o private_a fast_o for_o she_o the_o issue_n whereof_o be_v in_o that_o forenoon_n she_o fall_v asleep_a rest_v sound_o some_o five_o or_o six_o hour_n together_o and_o then_o wake_v in_o a_o very_a mild_a gentle_a temper_n then_o she_o call_v unto_o her_o cousin_n herreis_n a_o good_a gentlewoman_n always_o exceed_v careful_a of_o she_o sarah_n tell_v i_o do_v not_o i_o late_o in_o some_o speech_n forget_v myself_o whereunto_o her_o answer_n be_v true_o cousin_n so_o you_o do_v but_o we_o impute_v the_o same_o to_o your_o many_o day_n and_o night-watching_n and_o over-wearying_a of_o your_o spirit_n unable_a so_o long_o to_o hold_v out_o so_o it_o be_v say_v she_o my_o spirit_n be_v spend_v and_o go_v which_o cause_v that_o weakness_n death_n her_o death_n then_o she_o remember_v all_o that_o have_v pass_v her_o strange_a rapture_n but_o nothing_o which_o then_o she_o have_v say_v in_o they_o retain_v her_o former_a ground_n comfort_n and_o cheerfulness_n as_o in_o so_o much_o weakness_n can_v be_v express_v call_v for_o mr_n dod_n dr_n preston_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o her_o friend_n cause_v they_o to_o give_v thanks_o with_o she_o and_o for_o she_o vent_v herself_o unto_o they_o thus_o that_o her_o time_n be_v now_o at_o hand_n pray_v they_o not_o to_o leave_v she_o and_o be_v very_o weak_a speak_v then_o her_o mind_n unto_o her_o father_n mother_n and_o husband_n in_o a_o sort_n take_v leave_n of_o they_o send_v for_o her_o child_n and_o bless_v they_o now_o magine_v to_o have_v do_v all_o her_o work_n and_o so_o from_o thence_o fell_a into_o a_o silent_a rapture_n of_o joyful_a sing_n of_o hymn_n and_o verse_n of_o psalm_n not_o great_o care_v to_o speak_v unto_o any_o body_n save_v now_o and_o then_o unto_o mr_n dod_n when_o he_o move_v a_o occasion_n and_o so_o she_o lay_v this_o saturday_n night_n and_o the_o next_o sunday_n only_o when_o mr_n dod_n come_v desire_v still_o to_o give_v thanks_o all_o which_o time_n she_o grow_v weak_a and_o weak_a have_v by_o this_o time_n no_o audible_a but_o a_o hollow_a low_a voice_n scarce_o to_o be_v understand_v the_o monday_n after_o in_o the_o morning_n when_o she_o fall_v asleep_o be_v come_v mr_n dod_n with_o the_o rest_n come_v unto_o she_o she_o when_o she_o see_v they_o all_o about_o she_o rejoice_v and_o smile_v take_v they_o all_o by_o the_o hand_n with_o a_o cheerful_a countenance_n beckon_v unto_o master_n dod_n to_o give_v thanks_o and_o bend_v herself_o what_o she_o can_v with_o lift_v up_o hand_n to_o join_v speak_v soft_o unto_o herself_o in_o her_o hymn_a way_n and_o so_o whilst_o they_o be_v at_o prayer_n sudden_o her_o hand_n fall_v and_o her_o lip_n go_v she_o sink_v down_o in_o the_o bed_n and_o depart_v leave_v all_o her_o friend_n mourn_v about_o she_o thus_o have_v we_o see_v the_o strange_a story_n and_o scarce_o credible_a the_o like_a never_o hear_v of_o before_o i_o believe_v of_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n who_o now_o we_o will_v suffer_v to_o rest_v in_o peace_n free_v from_o all_o the_o storm_n and_o tempest_n wherein_o she_o leave_v her_o surviver_n burial_n her_o burial_n who_o two_o day_n after_o be_v bury_v according_a to_o her_o desire_n at_o ammersum_fw-la in_o that_o attire_n she_o before_o her_o death_n bid_v dress_v herself_o dr_n preston_n preach_v her_o funeral_n sermon_n with_o the_o infinite_a tear_n of_o all_o her_o friend_n and_o poor_a of_o the_o parish_n she_o be_v of_o a_o extraordinary_a sincere_a plain_a true_a heart_n full_a and_o abound_a in_o love_n mervellous_a secret_n in_o all_o her_o goodness_n very_o charitable_a to_o the_o poor_a of_o a_o unblameable_a conversation_n and_o life_n and_o the_o best_a anti-hypocrite_n christ_n except_v that_o ever_o live_v for_o she_o always_o wear_v her_o worst_a side_n out-most_a and_o wonderful_o cloak_v all_o the_o good_a thing_n she_o ever_o do_v or_o say_v with_o all_o her_o skill_n endeavour_v to_o extenuate_v all_o she_o this_o way_n do_v or_o say_v of_o her_o jewel_n and_o other_o thing_n her_o husband_n love_o give_v her_o way_n to_o dispose_v of_o she_o leave_v legacy_n and_o remembrance_n unto_o all_o her_o friend_n who_o have_v be_v most_o helpful_a unto_o she_o and_o forty_o shilling_n a_o piece_n unto_o some_o few_o good_a poor_a woman_n who_o she_o have_v secret_o unknown_a unto_o any_o procure_v to_o pray_v constant_o for_o she_o and_o now_o that_o we_o have_v bring_v this_o good_a creature_n into_o heaven_n good_a reader_n give_v i_o â—eave_v out_o of_o all_o which_o have_v be_v say_v for_o memory_n sake_n to_o sum_v up_o brief_o her_o grand_a case_n lest_o it_o shall_v be_v mistake_v case_n the_o sum_n of_o this_o grand_a case_n a_o good_a creature_n in_o her_o natural_a estate_n qualify_v with_o the_o best_a of_o mere_a nature_n endowment_n accidental_o encounter_v with_o some_o grand_a difficulty_n which_o a_o little_a overcome_v her_o natural_a part_n by_o the_o way_n be_v surprise_v with_o admiration_n and_o wonder_n at_o the_o power_n of_o godliness_n in_o some_o eminent_a professor_n her_o neighbour_n the_o reflex_n whereof_o strike_v she_o with_o a_o strong_a conviction_n not_o no_n be_v yet_o the_o same_o â—s_a to_o be_v save_v she_o must_v needs_o be_v with_o her_o other_o concur_v cross_n wrought_v so_o upon_o she_o as_o she_o become_v very_o melancholy_a yet_o with_o a_o enforce_a mirth_n to_o cloak_v the_o same_o which_o advantage_n satan_n espy_v who_o still_o love_v to_o work_v out_o his_o end_n by_o that_o doleful_a temper_n he_o assault_v she_o with_o fearful_a night-dreame_n second_v with_o divers_a wildfire_n temptation_n to_o have_v drive_v she_o unto_o final_a despair_n which_o he_o have_v well_o near_o effect_v mean_a while_n god_n intend_v to_o make_v she_o a_o everlasting_a monument_n of_o his_o mercy_n intend_v a_o great_a work_n unto_o other_o by_o her_o trouble_n and_o deliverance_n to_o convert_v by_o the_o way_n her_o husband_n and_o parent_n with_o divers_a other_o in_o both_o family_n so_o stop_v divers_a gap_n with_o one_o bush_n and_o as_o he_o always_o do_v and_o have_v do_v to_o over-shoot_a satan_n in_o his_o own_o bow_n provide_v and_o send_v one_o of_o a_o thousand_o to_o find_v she_o out_o wrestle_v with_o all_o her_o temptation_n foil_n satan_n and_o convince_v her_o judgement_n so_o draw_v she_o unto_o a_o conformity_n of_o the_o mean_n though_o with_o much_o opposition_n but_o yet_o so_o as_o a_o habitual_a indisposition_n she_o have_v acquire_v spice_v with_o the_o dregs_n of_o remain_a temptation_n keep_v she_o off_o from_o endeavour_n never_o all_o this_o time_n have_v have_v any_o comfort_n of_o feeling_n
which_o she_o so_o eager_o desire_v without_o pain_n take_v for_o it_o in_o the_o interim_n she_o be_v well_o beat_v god_n at_o leghth_n yield_v unto_o the_o importunity_n of_o prayer_n for_o she_o afford_v she_o such_o a_o immense_a measure_n of_o comfort_n and_o feel_n for_o a_o small_a time_n as_o mortality_n be_v incapble_a to_o retain_v after_o which_o her_o spirit_n thereby_o vanquish_v outwearied_n with_o watch_v and_o incessant_a speak_v for_o divers_a day_n and_o night_n together_o for_o a_o small_a time_n she_o betray_v some_o weakness_n but_o upon_o a_o private_a fast_o keep_v for_o she_o two_o day_n before_o her_o death_n she_o revive_v again_o maintain_v her_o ground_n former_a joy_n and_o feel_n from_o thence_o until_o her_o death_n remain_v in_o a_o silent_a rapture_n of_o joy_n wherein_o she_o depart_v leave_v herself_o the_o ever_o memorable_a mirror_n of_o god_n wonderful_a mercy_n unto_o all_o the_o stiff_a obdurate_a hard-hearted_a for_o ever_o and_o now_o good_a reader_n tell_v i_o be_v it_o fit_a or_o possible_a that_o we_o shall_v part_v with_o so_o grand_a strange_a rare_a and_o matchless_a a_o case_n without_o some_o brief_a use_n thereof_o unto_o the_o surviver_n for_o which_o cause_n it_o have_v be_v write_v and_o for_o aught_o we_o know_v all_o her_o suffering_n be_v o_o no_o courage_n then_o hold_v out_o a_o little_a and_o i_o will_v now_o dispatch_v brief_o endeavour_v in_o the_o catastrophe_n of_o this_o our_o tragicomey_n to_o recompense_v thy_o patience_n with_o the_o fragrance_n of_o some_o sweet_a smell_a close_o of_o some_o divine_a rarity_n use_v first_o then_o here_o we_o may_v learn_v that_o not_o the_o great_a thing_n of_o this_o world_n make_v one_o happy_a but_o the_o favour_n of_o the_o great_a god_n nothing_o be_v able_a to_o content_v the_o soul_n but_o that_o which_o be_v able_a to_o fill_v it_o which_o all_o this_o world_n can_v do_v show_v that_o there_o be_v nothing_o such_o in_o these_o earthly_a thing_n as_o we_o imagine_v in_o the_o evil_a day_n or_o time_n of_o trial_n witness_v this_o good_a gentlewoman_n the_o subject_n of_o our_o discourse_n who_o may_v have_v swim_v in_o the_o fullness_n of_o all_o earthly_a pleasure_n all_o which_o be_v nothing_o unto_o she_o she_o be_v dampt_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o so_o as_o nothing_o can_v revive_v or_o joy_v she_o like_a unto_o david_n save_o the_o light_n of_o god_n countenance_n to_o be_v lift_v up_o upon_o she_o and_o therefore_o not_o to_o deceive_v ourselves_o but_o to_o settle_v in_o our_o judgement_n that_o wherein_o only_o true_a solid_a last_a happiness_n consist_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n and_o follow_v that_o with_o all_o our_o might_n second_o then_o see_v hence_o that_o of_o all_o the_o burden_n in_o this_o world_n sin_n be_v the_o most_o insupportable_a especial_o when_o therewith_o in_o any_o measure_n be_v join_v a_o sense_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o if_o god_n as_o it_o be_v in_o amos_n complain_v that_o he_o be_v press_v down_o under_o the_o same_o as_o a_o cart_n under_o the_o sheaf_n the_o sense_n thereof_o also_o make_v david_n to_o roar_v for_o grief_n of_o heart_n have_v also_o breed_v so_o much_o terror_n amazement_n and_o trouble_n unto_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n for_o so_o many_o year_n together_o be_v free_a of_o gross_a sin_n what_o may_v they_o think_v of_o themselves_o who_o go_v on_o sin_v without_o fear_n live_v and_o go_v on_o in_o grosser_n sin_n without_o repentance_n three_o here_o we_o may_v see_v that_o in_o the_o best_a where_o there_o be_v sin_n there_o must_v and_o will_v be_v smart_a punishment_n though_o it_o be_v forgive_v as_o david_n be_v yet_o we_o may_v sound_o be_v beat_v for_o the_o same_o he_o take_v vengeance_n of_o our_o invention_n as_o the_o psalmist_n speak_v for_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n though_o save_v and_o forgive_v yet_o be_v sound_o beat_v ere_o she_o depart_v hence_o therefore_o to_o be_v afraid_a to_o sin_n and_o to_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o the_o anger_n of_o the_o great_a god_n for_o though_o he_o may_v forgive_v yet_o if_o he_o open_a hell_n unto_o we_o keep_v we_o in_o perpetual_a fear_n as_o upon_o the_o rack_n as_o he_o do_v this_o good_a hentlewoman_n let_v satan_n loose_v to_o buffet_v she_o oh_o what_o comfort_n can_v we_o have_v in_o such_o a_o torment_a die_a life_n have_v our_o happiness_n hide_v form_v our_o eye_n four_o hence_o also_o we_o may_v learn_v that_o the_o more_o belove_v usual_o the_o sound_o beat_v sift_v and_o try_v amos_n 3_o you_o only_o have_v i_o know_v of_o all_o the_o nation_n of_o the_o earth_n therefore_o you_o shall_v not_o go_v unpunished_a for_o all_o your_o iniquity_n wherefore_o correction_n be_v a_o sign_n of_o love_n not_o of_o reprobation_n as_o the_o devil_n persuade_v that_o the_o saint_n shall_v not_o be_v discourage_v though_o storme-beaten_a in_o their_o journey_n homeward_o they_o may_v go_v to_o heaven_n for_o all_o this_o as_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n do_v five_o and_o so_o here_o also_o we_o may_v gather_v what_o need_n we_o have_v of_o patience_n to_o have_v its_o perfect_a work_n in_o we_o to_o fit_v we_o for_o the_o great_a and_o most_o smart_a affliction_n there_o be_v yet_o some_o light_n in_o this_o dark_a cloud_n the_o sore_a and_o most_o smart_a cross_n end_v usual_o in_o the_o great_a and_o most_o glorious_a deliverance_n witness_v the_o none-such_a trouble_n of_o jacob_n joseph_n job_n david_n the_o church_n forty_o year_n pilgrimage_n in_o the_o wilderness_n &_o of_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n all_o end_n in_o peace_n and_o joy_n because_o the_o promise_n be_v that_o of_o necessity_n the_o patient_a abide_n of_o the_o righteous_a must_v needs_o end_v in_o joy_n six_o then_o also_o we_o see_v here_o that_o cross_n and_o affliction_n be_v only_o lesser_a and_o great_a as_o it_o please_v the_o great_a god_n to_o set_v they_o on_o less_o or_o more_o as_o it_o please_v he_o to_o abstract_n the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n from_o we_o turn_v loose_a satan_n upon_o we_o enfatuate_a our_o judgement_n give_v we_o some_o taste_n and_o sense_n of_o his_o encensed_a wrath_n oh_o who_o then_o can_v dwell_v with_o such_o everlasting_a burn_n and_o if_o smale_a sin_n discover_v thus_o set_v on_o and_o torment_v yea_o some_o thought_n only_o as_o in_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n oh_o what_o may_v the_o great_a do_v if_o he_o shall_v aggravate_v they_o discover_v the_o wrath_n due_a unto_o they_o without_o a_o suitable_a sight_n of_o mercy_n therefore_o to_o break_v off_o our_o sin_n betimes_o repent_v of_o they_o and_o to_o sow_v for_o ourselves_o in_o righteousness_n that_o we_o may_v have_v a_o sure_a reward_n and_o be_v able_a at_o last_o to_o stand_v with_o boldness_n before_o the_o son_n of_o man._n seven_o so_o see_v too_o eager_a desire_n of_o feel_v cost_v this_o gentlewoman_n so_o dear_a though_o she_o have_v her_o desire_n therefore_o not_o to_o dote_v too_o much_o upon_o it_o be_v restless_a until_o they_o have_v it_o as_o many_o good_a soul_n do_v who_o like_o rachel_n restless_a for_o child_n cry_v out_o still_o comfort_n comfort_n feel_v feeling_n or_o else_o we_o die_v but_o let_v they_o be_v content_v of_o what_o measure_n thereof_o god_n of_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n think_v best_a for_o they_o for_o he_o who_o have_v create_v they_o for_o eternity_n of_o glory_n sure_o know_v the_o best_a mean_n and_o way_n to_o bring_v they_o thither_o see_v feel_v at_o the_o best_a be_v uncertain_a short_a and_o quick_o vanish_v and_o too_o much_o dote_v upon_o and_o eager_o pursue_v bring_v we_o only_o to_o a_o habit_n of_o discontentment_n without_o it_o whilst_o we_o can_v be_v content_v unless_o every_o day_n the_o almighty_a feast_n we_o forget_v that_o we_o walk_v by_o faith_n and_o not_o by_o sight_n and_o that_o the_o life_n we_o now_o live_v in_o the_o flesh_n be_v by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n vision_n and_o sense_n for_o to_o come_v eight_o then_o behold_v from_o this_o rare_a experience_n here_o this_o lesson_n not_o to_o prescribe_v or_o appoint_v god_n a_o way_n which_o way_n to_o bring_v we_o unto_o glory_n he_o know_v the_o fit_a and_o short_a way_n to_o have_v bring_v the_o child_n of_o israel_n unto_o the_o land_n to_o canaan_n without_o pass_v through_o a_o red_a sea_n but_o out_o of_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n he_o make_v choice_n of_o the_o wilderness_n way_n unto_o they_o that_o as_o moses_n show_v he_o may_v prove_v they_o try_v they_o and_o do_v they_o good_a at_o their_o latter_a end_n and_o yet_o how_o crooked_a soever_o his_o way_n seem_v unto_o our_o corrupt_a sense_n they_o be_v always_o straight_o how_o full_a soever_o of_o turn_n and_o wind_n as_o the_o psalmist_n that_o he_o bring_v they_o
out_o by_o a_o right_a way_n unto_o canaan_n therefore_o to_o rest_v confident_a herein_o that_o this_o which_o god_n appoint_v be_v always_o best_a for_o we_o whether_o he_o lead_v we_o in_o a_o wilderness_n in_o a_o a_o straight_o crooked_a smooth_a tedious_a long_a afflict_a way_n by_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n unto_o heaven_n or_o with_o a_o more_o gentle_a comfortable_a gale_n of_o joy_n let_v we_o be_v content_v so_o he_o bring_v we_o thither_o as_o he_o do_v this_o good_a woman_n here_o if_o by_o any_o mean_n we_o attain_v unto_o a_o joyful_a resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a it_o be_v a_o very_a great_a purchase_n as_o paul_n acknowledge_v nine_o for_o which_o be_v the_o next_o sure_a it_o be_v see_v a_o glance_n of_o heaven_n a_o little_a taste_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n be_v so_o prevalent_a to_o make_v we_o to_o forget_v all_o even_o a_o age_n of_o affliction_n as_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n find_v who_o thereupon_o forget_v all_o her_o bypass_a trouble_n swallow_v up_o in_o surmount_a joy_n i_o say_v if_o a_o touch_n a_o taste_n a_o short_a glance_n only_o be_v so_o forcible_a and_o ravish_a how_o surmount_o excellent_a glorious_a and_o ravish_a shall_v that_o estate_n be_v to_o drink_v at_o the_o fountain_n head_n of_o the_o beatifical_a vision_n out_o of_o the_o river_n of_o his_o pleasure_n of_o ever_o therefore_o to_o rest_v confident_a and_o patient_a in_o all_o affliction_n see_v our_o comfort_n be_v at_o length_n beyond_o all_o our_o cross_n see_v god_n ruin_v none_o by_o affliction_n but_o purge_v purify_v cleanse_v whiten_n enlighten_v and_o fit_v we_o thereby_o to_o be_v vessel_n capacious_a of_o so_o much_o the_o more_o glory_n out_o of_o the_o ruin_n of_o the_o flesh_n erect_v frame_v and_o build_v up_o that_o glorious_a struckture_n of_o the_o new_a creature_n to_o mount_v up_o at_o length_n out_o of_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n fraught_v with_o mirth_n and_o frankincense_n and_o all_o the_o spice_n of_o the_o merchant_n unto_o eternity_n of_o glory_n for_o ever_o ten_o next_o hence_o observe_v that_o god_n never_o come_v too_o late_o unto_o his_o servant_n but_o will_v always_o be_v see_v in_o the_o mount_n make_v our_o extremity_n his_o opportunity_n as_o he_o do_v unto_o abraham_n in_o isaac_n case_n and_o as_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n find_v who_o be_v much_o afflict_v comfortless_a for_o many_o year_n together_o even_o at_o the_o point_n of_o death_n yet_o at_o length_n he_o be_v entreat_v come_v and_o revive_v she_o in_o a_o swift_a course_n than_o the_o run_a swift_a charet_n of_o aminadah_n nay_o come_v fly_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o the_o wing_n of_o the_o wind_n pass_v and_o skip_v by_o all_o the_o hill_n of_o sin_n and_o mountain_n of_o her_o corruption_n when_o in_o her_o appear_a last_o suit_n unto_o he_o and_o extreme_a weakness_n she_o have_v beg_v now_o at_o length_n once_o before_o her_o death_n to_o open_v the_o brazen_a gate_n of_o her_o hard_a heart_n that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n may_v enter_v in_o which_o be_v abundant_o do_v therefore_o though_o he_o stay_v never_o so_o long_o let_v all_o the_o hard-hearted_a gain_n by_o this_o experience_n of_o she_o with_o the_o church_n resolution_n in_o isaiah_n i_o will_v wait_v upon_o he_o who_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o the_o house_n of_o jacob_n and_o i_o will_v look_v for_o he_o and_o reason_n good_a for_o he_o never_o fail_v of_o conm_v be_v wait_v for_o and_o engage_v by_o so_o many_o promise_n wherein_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o he_o to_o deny_v himself_o eleven_o further_a also_o hence_o we_o may_v learn_v how_o to_o deal_v with_o those_o in_o affliction_n in_o whatsoever_o case_n view_v they_o well_o first_o be_v not_o too_o brief_a with_o they_o hear_v they_o vent_v themselves_o try_v the_o symptom_n and_o palse_n of_o their_o disease_n as_o job_n three_o friend_n who_o sit_v it_o be_v write_v seven_o day_n and_o night_n silent_a because_o they_o see_v his_o grief_n be_v great_a for_o unseasonable_a comfort_n be_v and_o prove_v but_o like_o â—aine_o fall_v upon_o hard_a stone_n which_o run_v off_o as_o fast_o as_o it_o come_v make_v no_o impression_n whilst_o their_o buzz_a head_n and_o transport_v spirit_n be_v gad_v plod_v elsewhere_o with_o strong_a diversion_n as_o it_o fall_v out_o with_o this_o good_a gentlewoman_n who_o pass_v not_o for_o all_o be_v say_v unto_o she_o for_o a_o long_a time_n neither_o be_v hope_n of_o cure_n until_o the_o devil_n counsel_n be_v bewray_v 1._o therefore_o it_o behoove_v to_o be_v circumspect_a and_o patient_a awhile_o to_o find_v out_o the_o cause_n and_o circumstance_n of_o distemper_n or_o else_o no_o good_a can_v be_v do_v for_o though_o counsel_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o man_n be_v like_o deep_a water_n yet_o solomon_n show_v that_o a_o man_n of_o understanding_n will_v fetch_v it_o out_o 2._o and_o then_o his_o counsel_n be_v bewray_v the_o patient_n must_v be_v mild_o meek_o and_o gentle_o use_v not_o haul_v and_o pull_v hurry_v and_o chide_v o_o no_o this_o be_v a_o wrong_a course_n but_o use_v with_o abundant_a patience_n and_o love_n wait_v upon_o with_o many_o good_a word_n and_o suffer_v to_o bemoan_v themselves_o as_o much_o as_o they_o listen_v repeat_v one_o thing_n still_o over_o and_o over_o again_o as_o often_o as_o they_o please_v many_o good_a thing_n fit_a for_o they_o must_v be_v utter_v in_o their_o hear_n not_o too_o soon_o pressd_v upon_o they_o as_o speak_v unto_o other_o they_o must_v have_v here_o a_o little_a and_o there_o a_o little_a not_o pressd_v beyond_o their_o strength_n win_v by_o degree_n with_o a_o love_a sweet_a affable_a carriage_n as_o all_o these_o year_n of_o this_o good_a woman_n trouble_n she_o be_v serve_v by_o all_o her_o friend_n which_o win_v much_o and_o wring_v many_o thing_n from_o she_o in_o love_n which_o can_v not_o otherwise_o possible_o have_v be_v attain_v for_o alas_o all_o that_o while_o they_o be_v in_o a_o spiritual_a fever_n and_o what_o mad_a physician_n will_v adventure_v to_o give_v physic_n in_o a_o burn_a fever_n 3._o when_o they_o begin_v to_o mend_v and_o become_v more_o docible_a we_o must_v not_o then_o bring_v like_o job_n friend_n who_o mistake_v his_o case_n the_o law_n for_o the_o gospel_n this_o be_v satan_n work_n usual_o most_o of_o they_o be_v to_o apt_a to_o lay_v too_o much_o load_v upon_o themselves_o it_o be_v a_o easy_a matter_n to_o throw_v down_o when_o one_o be_v a_o go_v facilis_fw-la discensus_fw-la averni_fw-la than_o it_o be_v satan_n work_n down_o with_o it_o down_o with_o it_o down_o with_o it_o even_o to_o the_o ground_n o_o but_o it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o great_a god_n to_o raise_v one_o up_o who_o be_v deject_v it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o that_o case_n to_o raise_v up_o encourage_v and_o convince_v we_o in_o a_o despair_a estate_n wherefore_o spiritual_a physician_n must_v be_v like_o christ_n the_o great_a physician_n of_o who_o it_o be_v say_v a_o bruise_a reed_n shall_v he_o not_o break_v and_o smoke_a flax_n shall_v he_o not_o quench_v until_o he_o bring_v forth_o judgement_n unto_o victory_n or_o a_o victorious_a sanctification_n in_o we_o as_o we_o be_v glad_a to_o do_v by_o this_o good_a creature_n by_o all_o gentle_a mean_n to_o toll_v on_o uphold_v and_o cherish_v her_o spirit_n until_o god_n at_o length_n come_v in_o and_o do_v all_o twelf_o but_o lo_o lo_o whilst_o we_o be_v now_o towards_o a_o conclusion_n where_o thanksgiving_n also_o appear_v in_o treat_v on_o the_o passage_n of_o this_o rare_a case_n not_o to_o be_v forget_v so_o as_o the_o stupidity_n dulness_n deadness_n and_o sluggishness_n of_o our_o sinful_a disposition_n may_v be_v whet_v and_o set_v on_o edge_n more_o than_o ever_o thereby_o unto_o more_o exact_a and_o serious_a frequent_a act_n thereof_o for_o our_o freedom_n from_o those_o innumerable_a trouble_n sorrow_n sickness_n and_o disease_n both_o inward_a and_o outward_a of_o all_o sort_n which_o torment_v many_o other_o better_o than_o we_o who_o enjoy_v abundance_n of_o unperceived_a ordinary_a mercy_n do_v therefore_o slight_a and_o neglect_v the_o same_o for_o when_o vexation_n of_o toothache_n stone_n strangury_n convulsion_n gout_n palsy_n burn_a fever_n ague_n ulcer_n swell_n break_v and_o disjointed_a bone_n strain_v sinew_n displace_v artery_n inflammation_n and_o the_o like_a annoy_n we_o terror_n of_o conscience_n with_o a_o wound_a spirit_n satan_n incessant_a buffet_n apprehension_n of_o hell_n and_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n affright_v we_o o_o what_o torment_n doleful_a day_n and_o misery_n do_v we_o endure_v to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v deut._n 28._o in_o perpetual_a fear_n have_v no_o assurance_n of_o our_o life_n and_o yet_o o_o how_o unthankful_a be_v we_o and_o senseless_a of_o