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their_o action_n be_v not_o see_v that_o their_o fire_n be_v extinguish_v because_o it_o do_v not_o blaze_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o men._n but_o on_o the_o contrary_a they_o resemble_v those_o mountain_n full_a of_o sulphur_n which_o carry_v vast_a globe_n of_o fire_n in_o their_o bosom_n though_o they_o break_v out_o but_o at_o certain_a time_n and_o then_o they_o be_v not_o only_o see_v but_o whole_a province_n feel_v the_o conflagration_n town_n and_o village_n be_v burn_v and_o field_n cover_v with_o ash_n in_o like_a manner_n those_o retire_a soul_n which_o burn_v inward_o with_o divine_a love_n and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n shine_v only_o to_o god_n and_o themselves_o yet_o when_o the_o command_n and_o service_n of_o the_o lord_n excite_v they_o to_o external_n duty_n they_o produce_v such_o extraordinary_a effect_n that_o number_n of_o soul_n be_v set_v on_o fire_n with_o their_o virtue_n example_n and_o instruction_n in_o this_o kind_n we_o have_v have_v many_o great_a servant_n of_o god_n who_o have_v conceive_v a_o thousand_o good_a desire_n in_o their_o retirement_n and_o inflame_v with_o heavenly_a fire_n by_o the_o frequent_a use_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a communion_n issue_n from_o their_o retreat_n and_o this_o sacred_a table_n like_o lion_n breathe_v nothing_o but_o flame_n and_o set_v all_o on_o fire_n about_o they_o such_o have_v make_v the_o great_a conversion_n of_o sinner_n change_v the_o face_n of_o whole_a province_n and_o kingdom_n and_o all_o this_o perform_v only_o by_o one_o or_o a_o small_a number_n of_o such_o servant_n of_o god_n who_o appear_v so_o powerful_a in_o work_n and_o word_n that_o all_o their_o action_n seem_v to_o be_v so_o many_o miracle_n here_o we_o must_v observe_v that_o this_o interiour_n fire_n in_o a_o person_n not_o sufficient_o retire_v within_o himself_o or_o that_o from_o time_n to_o time_n be_v not_o careful_a to_o lay_v on_o more_o fuel_n to_o nourish_v it_o i_o mean_v to_o
of_o god_n 332_o book_n vi_o of_o interiour_n and_o exterior_a cross_n chap._n 1._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o high_a esteem_n for_o cross_n 337_o chap._n 2._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o love_n for_o cross_n 341_o chap_n 3._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o great_a love_n for_o cross_n 444_o chap._n 4._o god_n be_v please_v to_o send_v we_o cross_n in_o the_o place_n of_o persecution_n that_o our_o life_n may_v be_v a_o continual_a martyrdom_n 347_o chap._n 5._o of_o exterior_a cross_n by_o the_o loss_n of_o good_n chap._n 6._o disposition_n during_o sickness_n where_o the_o body_n suffer_v and_o the_o soul_n rejoice_v chap._n 7._o other_o disposition_n in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n where_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v on_o the_o cross_n 357_o chap._n 8._o the_o interiour_n cross_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o obscurity_n 360_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o heaviness_n of_o interior_a cross_n 364_o chap._n 10._o the_o great_a fruit_n we_o may_v reap_v from_o interior_a cross_n 368_o chap._n 11._o that_o we_o must_v bear_v patient_o our_o imperfection_n 371_o book_n vii_o of_o ordinary_a prayer_n and_o contemplation_n chap._n 1._o what_o esteem_v we_o ought_v to_o have_v for_o prayer_n 377_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o different_a sort_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 380_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o what_o manner_n of_o prayer_n god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v we_o 384_o chap._n 4._o that_o above_o all_o thing_n it_o be_v necessary_a to_o practice_v prayer_n 387_o chap._n 5._o of_o the_o impediment_n of_o prayer_n 392_o chap._n 6._o of_o the_o mean_n that_o facilitate_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n 396_o chap._n 7._o that_o we_o must_v not_o presume_v of_o ourselves_o to_o attempt_v any_o manner_n of_o prayer_n but_o what_o be_v ordinary_a 400_o chap._n 8._o how_o to_o pass_v from_o ordinary_a prayer_n to_o contemplation_n 404_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n 407_o chap._n 10_o of_o the_o sacred_a darkness_n of_o prayer_n 411_o chap._n 11._o of_o the_o light_n of_o prayer_n 414_o chap._n 12._o of_o passive_a prayer_n 414_o chap._n 13._o of_o pure_a and_o perfect_a prayer_n 421_o chap._n 14._o of_o the_o hunger_a of_o the_o soul_n after_o god_n and_o of_o she_o be_v satiate_v with_o he_o 425_o chap._n 15._o of_o infuse_a prayer_n 429_o chap._n 16._o of_o prayer_n of_o quiet_a 433_o chap._n 17._o of_o the_o intimate_a union_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o god_n in_o prayer_n 437_o chap._n 18._o of_o interior_a silence_n where_o god_n speak_v and_o be_v hear_v 441_o chap._n 19_o of_o most_o purify_v contemplation_n 444_o chap._n 20._o of_o the_o different_a caress_n god_n vouchsafe_v a_o soul_n in_o prayer_n 448_o book_n viii_o some_o maxim_n of_o great_a importance_n to_o conduct_v we_o in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n chap._n 1._o to_o have_v above_o all_o thing_n a_o extreme_a horror_n of_o sin_n 453_o chap._n 2._o to_o keep_v a_o even_a pace_n with_o grace_n neither_o out-running_a it_o nor_o follow_v too_o slow_o 456_o chap._n 3._o that_o a_o soul_n must_v whole_o give_v herself_o up_o to_o god_n 459_o chap._n 4._o we_o ought_v to_o make_v it_o our_o business_n to_o be_v content_a to_o suffer_v 461_o chap._n 5._o to_o renounce_v or_o self_n whole_o and_o strive_v against_o our_o proper_a inclination_n 463_o chap._n 6._o how_o to_o comport_v ourselves_o well_o in_o superiority_n 466_o chap._n 7._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o have_v our_o intention_n purify_v from_o all_o self-interest_n 469_o chap._n 8._o a_o conference_n clear_v many_o difficulty_n touch_v prayer_n 471_o the_o interiour_n christian_n book_n i._o of_o the_o love_n of_o humiliation_n which_o be_v the_o solid_a foundation_n of_o all_o christian_a perfection_n chap._n i._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v christian_a perfection_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o humility_n let_v we_o endeavour_v after_o perfection_n not_o because_o it_o be_v a_o sublime_a and_o elevate_a condition_n but_o because_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n we_o ought_v not_o to_o set_v upon_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n by_o a_o motive_n of_o grandeur_n and_o to_o become_v great_a saint_n but_o only_o to_o do_v what_o god_n will_v and_o expect_v from_o we_o and_o rest_v therewith_o content_a and_o satisfy_v our_o happiness_n consist_v in_o a_o constant_a dependence_n on_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n with_o a_o perfect_a submission_n and_o resignation_n thereunto_o i_o must_v be_v content_a with_o my_o condition_n whatever_o it_o be_v see_v it_o be_v what_o god_n expect_v from_o i_o and_o it_o be_v no_o small_a presumption_n to_o assume_v to_o ourselves_o what_o great_a saint_n have_v find_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n god_n call_v some_o person_n to_o glorious_a performance_n other_o he_o place_v in_o a_o low_a rank_n in_o all_o this_o we_o must_v suffer_v he_o to_o work_v his_o will_n upon_o we_o and_o receive_v with_o thankfulness_n his_o divine_a impression_n whether_o great_a or_o little_a it_o be_v enough_o for_o we_o that_o they_o come_v from_o god_n this_o be_v the_o way_n god_n call_v we_o to_o walk_v in_o a_o way_n sublime_a pleasant_a full_a of_o peace_n in_o which_o we_o desire_v nothing_o but_o to_o please_v god_n it_o concern_v we_o to_o take_v whatever_o he_o give_v with_o simplicity_n of_o heart_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a it_o be_v certain_o more_o than_o we_o deserve_v to_o be_v annihilate_v in_o god_n be_v to_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v and_o in_o what_o manner_n he_o please_v otherwise_o we_o seek_v ourselves_o and_o our_o own_o satisfaction_n and_o not_o pure_o god_n and_o his_o good_a pleasure_n we_o must_v labour_v for_o perfection_n with_o a_o spirit_n whole_o dis-engaged_n from_o all_o self-interest_n to_o suffer_v to_o live_v poor_a and_o despise_a be_v the_o only_a way_n among_o infinite_a other_o mean_n the_o eternal_a father_n make_v choice_n of_o for_o we_o to_o attain_v to_o glory_n and_o regain_v those_o excellency_n adam_n lose_v for_o himself_o and_o we_o by_o sin_n this_o be_v his_o design_n from_o eternity_n his_o son_n in_o the_o fullness_n of_o time_n embrace_v the_o cross_n with_o affection_n and_o be_v inflame_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o suffer_v value_v the_o cross_n as_o a_o thing_n of_o great_a excellency_n be_v the_o altar_n choose_v for_o the_o life-giving_a sacrifice_n by_o his_o heavenly_a father_n prefer_v the_o glory_n and_o the_o will_n of_o god_n before_o the_o natural_a inclination_n of_o his_o humanity_n which_o have_v a_o repugnancy_n in_o the_o sensitive_a part_n thereof_o to_o pain_n and_o suffering_n this_o be_v evident_a from_o that_o of_o the_o evangelist_n pater_n si_fw-la possibile_fw-la est_fw-la transe_n at_o etc._n etc._n father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o yet_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v fulfil_v and_o that_o of_o the_o psalmist_n sacrificium_fw-la &_o oblationem_fw-la noluisti_fw-la etc._n etc._n thou_o will_v not_o have_v sacrifice_n or_o oblation_n but_o thou_o have_v prepare_v a_o body_n for_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o come_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o so_o he_o do_v run_v his_o course_n with_o joy_n though_o full_a of_o suffering_n because_o he_o know_v it_o be_v the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o father_n wherefore_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o welove_a and_o esteem_v the_o cross_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v we_o participate_v of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n and_o please_v his_o heavenly_a father_n for_o to_o suffer_v be_v to_o sacrifice_v to_o god_n our_o pleasure_n and_o interest_n unite_n ourselves_o to_o the_o design_n that_o jesus_n have_v by_o suffer_v to_o repair_v his_o father_n glory_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o these_o verity_n have_v make_v deep_a impression_n in_o thou_o thou_o ought_v from_o henceforth_o to_o glory_n in_o be_v despise_v see_v thy_o glory_n be_v to_o procure_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n which_o can_v be_v do_v more_o advantageous_o than_o by_o imitate_v his_o only_a son_n o_o good_a jesus_n possess_v my_o heart_n with_o your_o divine_a spirit_n that_o may_v enable_v i_o to_o live_v your_o life_n o_o how_o your_o humiliation_n seem_v great_a unto_o i_o your_o abjection_n honourable_a your_o poverty_n rich_a and_o your_o cross_n pleasant_a my_o soul_n do_v languish_v to_o possess_v your_o spirit_n and_o desire_v it_o most_o ardent_o whatever_o have_v not_o a_o relish_n of_o your_o spirit_n be_v not_o grateful_a to_o i_o o_o that_o i_o have_v inflame_v affection_n to_o embrace_v the_o cross_n and_o that_o i_o can_v bear_v the_o great_a can_v happen_v to_o i_o in_o the_o interim_n it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o i_o do_v nothing_o and_o when_o occasion_n present_v itself_o i_o find_v difficulty_n to_o suffer_v the_o least_o affliction_n dear_a saviour_n how_o be_v this_o life_n troublesome_a unto_o i_o strengthen_v
action_n chap._n iii_o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o our_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o so_o clear_a a_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o unworthiness_n that_o i_o be_o convince_v this_o be_v the_o place_n of_o my_o abode_n which_o i_o neither_o can_v nor_o aught_o to_o abandon_v when_o it_o please_v god_n to_o vouchsafe_v i_o no_o heavenly_a influence_n in_o my_o prayer_n and_o recollection_n i_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o complain_v if_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n mollify_v my_o heart_n they_o only_o flow_v from_o his_o pure_a mercy_n o_o how_o well-pleased_a be_o i_o with_o this_o view_n of_o my_o own_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n in_o this_o i_o acquiesce_v as_o in_o my_o centre_n if_o it_o be_v your_o will_n my_o god_n to_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o place_n i_o be_o content_a for_o this_o be_v only_o belong_v to_o i_o provide_v you_o be_v in_o your_o place_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v enough_o that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o your_o own_o be_v your_o power_n your_o grandeur_n your_o glory_n soli_fw-la deo_fw-la honour_n &_o gloria_fw-la o_o how_o well_o be_v you_o in_o your_o place_n and_o i_o in_o i_o rest_v there_o then_o o_o my_o god_n and_o if_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o prevent_v i_o with_o any_o of_o your_o grace_n i_o will_v abide_v content_o in_o my_o place_n because_o i_o shall_v be_v surround_v with_o your_o mercy_n remain_v in_o my_o nothing_o my_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n see_v i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n that_o i_o continue_v in_o my_o place_n it_o be_v evident_a i_o can_v forsake_v it_o without_o displease_v he_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o abide_v fix_v in_o my_o nothing_o by_o a_o free_a acknowledgement_n that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o can_v merit_v nothing_o for_o this_o be_v truth_n to_o forsake_v this_o and_o pretend_v to_o what_o i_o be_o not_o be_v but_o to_o live_v in_o deceit_n and_o vanity_n ut_fw-la quid_fw-la diligitis_fw-la vanitatem_fw-la &_o quaeritis_fw-la mendacium_fw-la truth_n command_v to_o shrink_v into_o our_o nothing_n and_o rest_v there_o content_o to_o please_v god_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o god_n to_o bring_v man_n back_o into_o his_o place_n and_o guide_v his_o foot_n into_o the_o way_n of_o truth_n do_v leave_v his_o own_o that_o be_v the_o grandeur_n and_o splendour_n of_o his_o majesty_n and_o come_v to_o we_o in_o weakness_n in_o poverty_n in_o annihilation_n to_o show_v we_o the_o way_n we_o ought_v to_o walk_v in_o out_o of_o which_o all_o be_v but_o deceit_n and_o vanity_n man_n then_o must_v imitate_v the_o life_n of_o jesus_n in_o the_o way_n of_o annihilation_n and_o abjection_n o_o jesus_n despise_a persecute_a crucify_a do_v you_o vouchsafe_v to_o put_v yourself_o in_o my_o place_n alas_o this_o only_o belong_v to_o i_o a_o wretched_a sinner_n and_o it_o be_v for_o you_o to_o live_v in_o glory_n what_o be_v man_n become_v since_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n a_o very_a nothing_o infirmity_n and_o frailty_n itself_o what_o be_v man_n in_o his_o sinful_a condition_n a_o abyss_n of_o pride_n of_o blindness_n of_o aversion_n from_o god_n and_o conversion_n to_o the_o creature_n a_o mass_n of_o corruption_n of_o poverty_n and_o inability_n to_o good_a what_o then_o ought_v he_o to_o do_v he_o must_v humble_v himself_o annihilate_v himself_o plunge_v himself_o into_o the_o abyss_n of_o his_o own_o nothing_o and_o live_v in_o perpetual_a fear_n of_o his_o own_o frailty_n we_o shall_v never_o find_v god_n unless_o we_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n if_o in_o our_o retreat_n we_o profit_v so_o far_o as_o to_o rest_v convince_v that_o the_o true_a way_n to_o come_v to_o god_n be_v to_o follow_v jesus_n christ_n in_o poverty_n and_o abjection_n and_o abnegation_n we_o gain_v what_o can_v be_v get_v by_o recollection_n when_o i_o see_v god_n afford_v i_o no_o great_a occasion_n to_o suffer_v contempt_n or_o pain_n or_o poverty_n i_o ought_v to_o be_v humble_v in_o my_o own_o eye_n 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ashamed_a to_o be_v so_o much_o attach_v to_o worldly_a thing_n she_o be_v take_v with_o the_o excellency_n of_o this_o admirable_a way_n and_o begin_v to_o be_v mortify_v to_o herself_o and_o the_o world_n aspire_v after_o a_o profound_a oblivion_n and_o contempt_n of_o all_o creature_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v in_o privation_n the_o better_a to_o curb_v her_o sensual_a inclination_n and_o practice_n virtue_n thus_o the_o soul_n proceed_v in_o the_o purgative_a way_n of_o this_o supernatural_a life_n the_o soul_n thus_o purge_v advance_v to_o partake_v of_o the_o divine_a illumination_n of_o this_o life_n and_o become_v in_o a_o manner_n clear-sighted_a thereby_o her_o understanding_n receive_v many_o illustration_n and_o discovery_n of_o its_o excellency_n and_o grandeur_n she_o see_v the_o wonder_v couch_v in_o the_o mystery_n of_o jesus_n poor_a suffer_v and_o annihilate_v she_o perceive_v the_o eminency_n of_o those_o sanctify_a soul_n who_o have_v follow_v jesus_n in_o his_o 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the_o prince_n hereby_o seem_v to_o put_v all_o thing_n in_o disorder_n it_o be_v but_o to_o procure_v peace_n and_o to_o rule_v without_o disturbance_n by_o the_o conquest_n of_o his_o enemy_n god_n proceed_v in_o like_a manner_n as_o soon_o as_o he_o enter_v into_o a_o soul_n to_o set_v up_o his_o kingdom_n he_o make_v a_o havoc_n of_o all_o his_o enemy_n by_o penitential_a rigour_n to_o bring_v the_o soul_n whole_o to_o his_o obedience_n then_o he_o establish_v the_o maxim_n of_o his_o policy_n and_o convince_v the_o soul_n how_o good_a and_o just_a they_o be_v by_o the_o follow_a illustration_n first_o that_o the_o great_a treasure_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o have_v part_n of_o the_o poverty_n of_o jesus_n christ._n second_o that_o the_o great_a glory_n be_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o abjection_n three_o that_o the_o great_a joy_n be_v to_o suffer_v pain_n with_o he_o four_o that_o the_o life_n of_o christianity_n be_v to_o deny_v ourselves_o take_v up_o our_o cross_n and_o 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of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n we_o without_o cause_n esteem_v ourselves_o spiritual_a if_o we_o march_v not_o straight_o without_o reserve_n by_o the_o way_n of_o jesus_n christ_n or_o pretend_v to_o any_o thing_n on_o earth_n then_o to_o be_v conformable_a to_o he_o this_o do_v not_o consist_v in_o sole_a speculation_n for_o we_o can_v never_o do_v it_o better_o than_o when_o the_o occasion_n of_o abjection_n and_o contempt_n present_v themselves_o to_o embrace_v they_o hearty_o as_o the_o most_o necessary_a mean_n to_o make_v we_o conformable_a to_o jesus_n christ_n god_n the_o father_n can_v praedestinate_v we_o to_o be_v conform_v to_o the_o image_n of_o his_o son_n but_o he_o must_v prepare_v for_o we_o from_o all_o eternity_n many_o occasion_n of_o contempt_n and_o abjection_n which_o time_n bring_v forth_o our_o fidelity_n lie_v in_o comply_v with_o these_o occasion_n to_o follow_v jesus_n without_o reserve_n by_o his_o light_n and_o power_n i_o will_v tell_v you_o how_o it_o 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the_o sweet_a perfume_n of_o a_o sensible_a devotion_n we_o must_v take_v up_o our_o cross_n to_o follow_v christ_n as_o well_o when_o we_o suffer_v in_o soul_n as_o body_n for_o it_o be_v the_o property_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a to_o glory_n in_o the_o cross_n of_o jesus_n christ_n but_o this_o do_v extend_v as_o well_o to_o his_o soul_n as_o to_o his_o body_n the_o divine_a soul_n of_o jesus_n be_v leave_v without_o sensible_a influence_n and_o succour_n from_o the_o superior_a part_n and_o from_o his_o father_n for_o some_o time_n we_o must_v love_v to_o be_v conformable_a to_o he_o herein_o and_o rest_v there_o with_o resignation_n and_o contentment_n let_v our_o affection_n be_v more_o inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o her_o suffering_n here_o than_o of_o enjoyment_n and_o if_o we_o complain_v of_o any_o thing_n let_v it_o be_v when_o we_o do_v not_o suffer_v something_o for_o jesus_n christ_n the_o end_n of_o the_o second_o book_n book_n iii_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o divine_a providence_n chap._n i._o our_o first_o thought_n in_o the_o morning_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o god_n be_v present_a as_o soon_o as_o i_o awake_v i_o ought_v to_o consider_v that_o i_o be_o in_o the_o bosom_n of_o god_n for_o in_o he_o we_o live_v move_v and_o have_v our_o be_v we_o live_v and_o be_v indeed_o in_o his_o presence_n and_o yet_o hardly_o think_v of_o he_o i_o be_o surround_v with_o his_o grandeur_n his_o mercy_n his_o riches_n his_o divine_a perfection_n and_o yet_o be_o take_v up_o with_o petty_a matter_n o_o what_o blindness_n what_o darkness_n be_v this_o i_o fall_v from_o one_o sleep_n into_o another_o my_o soul_n be_v no_o more_o awake_a by_o day_n than_o by_o night_n my_o interior_a sense_n be_v then_o bind_v up_o as_o before_o the_o exterior_a i_o be_o like_o a_o blind_a man_n asleep_o double_o blind_a for_o sleep_n take_v away_o his_o sight_n a_o second_o time_n when_o he_o awake_v he_o see_v not_o the_o light_n 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