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maid_n continue_v in_o prayer_n and_o disputation_n with_o our_o lord_n from_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o night_n till_o the_o next_o morning_n all_o the_o which_o time_n she_o neither_o sleep_v nor_o take_v any_o manner_n of_o rest_n but_o weep_v and_o wail_v continual_o for_o great_a compassion_n that_o she_o have_v to_o see_v that_o soul_n perish_v our_o lord_n evermore_o allege_v his_o justice_n and_o she_o crave_v his_o mercy_n at_o the_o length_n our_o lord_n be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v with_o her_o importunity_n and_o cry_v give_v she_o this_o comfortable_a answer_n dear_a daughter_n i_o will_v stand_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o in_o this_o matter_n thy_o tear_n and_o lamentable_a cry_v have_v prevail_v and_o wrest_v the_o sword_n of_o my_o justice_n out_o of_o my_o hand_n this_o synful_a man_n shall_v for_o thy_o sake_n find_v such_o favour_n and_o grace_n as_o thou_o require_v for_o he_o and_o with_o that_o our_o lord_n withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o 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his_o company_n and_o as_o he_o grow_v in_o year_n so_o do_v he_o also_o increase_v in_o malice_n and_o wickedness_n and_o run_v without_o rain_n or_o bridle_v even_o as_o his_o outrageous_a mind_n carry_v he_o into_o all_o kind_n of_o mischief_n he_o have_v two_o sister_n the_o one_o call_v francis_n the_o other_o ginoccia_n which_o be_v also_o dissolute_a and_o light_a of_o behaviour_n and_o special_o ginoccia_n which_o be_v whole_o give_v to_o vaintie_a and_o superfluous_a deck_v of_o herself_o and_o yet_o have_v she_o evermore_o a_o care_n to_o keep_v the_o virginity_n of_o her_o body_n which_o she_o do_v rather_o for_o fear_v of_o shame_n in_o the_o wordle_n then_o for_o any_o fear_n or_o love_n of_o god_n which_o thing_n be_v no_o small_a grief_n to_o their_o mother_n rabe_n who_o be_v a_o woman_n that_o fear_v god_n and_o tender_v much_o the_o soul_n health_n of_o her_o daughter_n go_v on_o a_o day_n to_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o declare_v the_o state_n of_o her_o daughter_n 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maid_n how_o almighty_a god_n permit_v the_o devel_n to_o have_v power_n over_o her_o body_n and_o how_o she_o overcome_v all_o with_o great_a patience_n chap._n 33._o the_o malice_n that_o the_o damn_a spirit_n bare_a to_o this_o holy_a virgin_n be_v very_o great_a and_o the_o battle_n that_o they_o make_v continual_o against_o she_o to_o remove_v she_o from_o her_o constancy_n and_o vow_n of_o virginity_n be_v sure_o very_o fierce_a and_o cruel_a all_o the_o which_o she_o overcome_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o triumph_v over_o all_o their_o malice_n and_o wiliness_n as_o we_o have_v in_o part_n touch_v before_o but_o as_o our_o lord_n will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o have_v any_o power_n over_o her_o soul_n which_o can_v not_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o do_v he_o permit_v they_o to_o vex_v her_o body_n and_o put_v it_o to_o great_a pain_n for_o her_o further_a increase_n of_o merit_n and_o high_a crown_n in_o so_o much_o that_o some_o time_n they_o throw_v she_o into_o the_o 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