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thankfulness_n way_n therefore_o god_n benefit_n with_o a_o admiration_n and_o joy_n rehearse_v they_o commend_v they_o celebrate_v they_o extol_v they_o acknowledge_v all_o good_a thing_n as_o receive_v from_o he_o only_o both_o spiritual_a and_o corporal_a and_o therefore_o give_v he_o only_o the_o glory_n say_v with_o the_o psalmist_n i_o will_v praise_v the_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o 34._o psal_n 34._o praise_n shall_v always_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n offer_v unto_o god_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n and_o say_v praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o 103._o psal_n 103._o soul_n and_o forget_v not_o all_o his_o benefit_n be_v not_o thou_o either_o ashamed_a or_o weary_a 1._o exercise_n of_o the_o word_n
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thou_o my_o god_n to_o who_o i_o be_o infinite_o bind_v etc._n etc._n and_o the_o duty_n of_o charity_n towards_o my_o neighbour_n as_o in_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o holy_a prophet_n david_n repentance_n we_o be_v teach_v and_o because_o delay_n of_o return_v be_v dangerous_a as_o by_o thy_o holy_a word_n and_o delay_n danger_n of_o delay_n sundry_a example_n we_o be_v teach_v give_v i_o grace_n not_o to_o defer_v my_o conversion_n unto_o thou_o but_o even_o this_o day_n at_o the_o least_o to_o begin_v lest_o by_o continue_v in_o sin_n i_o treasure_v up_o for_o myself_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n lest_o i_o be_v restrain_v from_o thou_o lest_o i_o be_v deprive_v of_o joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n lest_o my_o conscience_n be_v sear_v
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