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the_o divine_a scripture_n whereby_o augustine_n and_o alipius_n be_v thus_o convert_v and_o comfort_v mr._n fox_n in_o his_o act_n and_o monument_n tell_v we_o that_o mr._n bilney_n the_o bless_a martyr_n have_v be_v long_o under_o great_a doubt_n and_o fear_n in_o his_o soul_n while_o he_o adhere_v to_o the_o popish_a doctrine_n at_z length_n open_v the_o new-testament_n he_o light_v on_o that_o text_n 1_o tim._n 1.15_o this_o be_v a_o faithful_a say_v and_o worthy_a of_o all_o acceptation_n that_o christ_n jesus_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n of_o who_o i_o be_o chief_a which_o god_n so_o bless_v to_o he_o that_o thereby_o his_o doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v dispel_v and_o he_o receive_v much_o spiritual_a peace_n and_o comfort_n in_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n from_o this_o free_a promise_n of_o grace_n bishop_n latimer_n that_o godly_a martyr_n stand_v at_o the_o stake_n ready_a to_o shed_v his_o blood_n for_o the_o truth_n lift_v up_o his_o 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