your Self And if so Then as I said you cannot chuse but with Tears of Hopes and Joys and Grief and Love Return to him quickly by Repentance and Persevere and Hold on in a New and a Better Obedience Seeing there is upon These Terms Hopes for Thee even Thee too To Examine a little further Hast thou been guilty of an Vtter Willful and Spiteful rejecting of the Gospel of Salvation by the Holy Jesus Hast thou been guilty of This notwithstanding that in thy Conscience thou wert convinced that Jesus is the Christ and that Faith and Holiness is the Way to be Saved Hast thou been guilty of an advised and absolute falling away from the Profession of the Faith of Christ so far that against former Knowledge and Conscience thou dost maliciously Oppose and Blaspheme the Holy Spirit of God in the Word and in the Ordinances of the Gospel Hast thou so far rejected resisted and utterly quenched all the Perswasions and Motions of the Spirit of God working formerly upon your Heart and Affections as out of hatred to Christ to Oppose and Deny and Disown him and his Doctrines Or so far as thus to Crucifie to your self afresh the Son of God and by disowning him to put him to open Shame Heb. 6.6 Treading under foot the Son of God and counting the Blood of the Covenant wherewith you were sanctified an unholy Thing or Thus done despite to the Spirit of Grace Then indeed hadst thou also totally and finally continued in this State and liv'd and dy'd in it hadst thou been Guilty of this Vnpardonable Sin Which Sin by the way is also called the Sin against the Holy Ghost and becomes Unpardonable because 't is against the Office of the Holy Ghost and against the Gracious Operations of the Holy Spirit whose Business and Office 't is to perswade us to receive Christ crucified and the Faith and Doctrine of the Gospel Well Though thou hast then been a Sinner and unkindly Grieved the Holy Spirit of Love yet thou hast been no Apostate That is Thou hast yet been Guilty of no Willing Malicious Total Falling off from Christ and the Faith and Doctrine of the Gospel tendred to thee by the Holy Ghost and against the Light and Convictions of That Sacred Spirit thou hast not yet denied him and by a willful Blindness oppos'd him too If things are thus with Thee Sinner as I verily believe they are Come be so far Comforted as chearfully but yet Quickly and Sincerely to return to thy offended God and Saviour and do not stay in the Confines of Desperation any longer than you Dwell in your Sin Nay for thy Consolation and Encouragement in thy Speedy Return to thy offended Father in the Faith and Name of Jesus I have This further to add concerning the Blasphemy against the Holy Ghost That the Sin it self is only upon this Account Vnpardonable because it hath a finally Impenitent Temper joyn'd with it For otherwise were it possible that such a Sinner should Repent by a Sincere and Persevering Repentance there would be no doubt of his Pardon Even the Blasphemer of the Holy Spirit himself Repenting Returning Believing Laying hold on the Mercies of God in the Lord Jesus and Coming in to his Faith and Love and Obedience shall have Mercy Here stop a little Dear Christian and be perswaded to Consider the great Cause you have to Resolve presently and intirely to cast off the Sin that does so easily beset you and to choose Wiser and Better and to Return to the Ways of your Master with Speed and Care and Consolation too Do it Quickly and Sincerely and I do assure you your Case is not yet Desperate Oh that This Consideration might melt thee once more into Tears of Grief and Love and Joy too Tears of Hope and Penitential Tears And how can it choose but do so That there should be Balm in Gilead for thee even Thee too And that for Thee there should be a Physician there Let this make it an evil and a Bitter Thing to thee as the Prophet speaks Jer. 2.19 That thou hast forsaken the Lord. Evil and Bitter let it appear to thee That thou hast held out in any Known Sin against so much Tenderness and Compassion Love and Pity Long-suffering and Forbearance which St. Paul says an Ingenuous Temper would have made another use of Rom. 2.4 Evil and Bitter let it appear to thee That thou hast held out in any Darling Vice so long against so many Gracious Calls and Invitations and Wooings of Thee to be Wise and Happy Evil and Bitter let it appear to thee That thou hast held out so long and taken little or no Notice of the Dying Words of a crucified Master but hast dis-regarded what he left thee in Charge when he went away Evil and Bitter it must needs appear to thee to have Held out so Long against the Calls and Invitations of Agonizing Love Speaking to thee meltingly and Saying If ye Love me keep my Commandments Come Dear Christian after such a Thought as This Try if thou can'st find it in thy Heart to Return to Affront him again as bad as ever by any Known Sin Try if in this Thought you can go on and still find it in your Heart to Affront him as much as ever by the voluntary Omission of any Known necessary Duty And then presently in a Holy Meditation look up to him with Reverential Love where he is now Preparing a Place for you if you will and say to him with an affectionate Humility Blessed Jesu Long hast thou staid for me and not given me up to a Reprobate Spirit but thou shalt stay no longer Thou hast long look'd for me and not given me up to a Spirit of Desperation but thou shalt look for me no longer I can hold out no longer I will hold out no longer against so much Love and Mercy So much Patience and Forbearance So much Long-suffering and Goodness I will I can hold out no longer Let the Sin promise what it will I will Hold out no longer against thee Let the Duty cost what it will I can hold out no longer against the endearing Calls and Intreaties of Bleeding Groaning Agonizing Dying Love No I cannot But seeing I have this Comfort that I have not Blasphemed thy Spirit or denied Thee and have so great Cause to Hope That I have not Committed the Vnpardonable Sin I am infinitely encouraged to come and to come joyfully to do Thy Will And I will come Quickly for I know the Night comes when none can work SECT VI. The first Practical Inference or Instance of Application from the Consideration of the Nature and Meaning of the Sin against the Holy Ghost Viz. That 't is Matter of great Encouragement for the Faithful Penitent to go on very Comfortably but yet very Sincerely in his Repentances HAving thus finish'd my Three first Heads of Discourse and shewn plainly what this Sin is and How we may assuredly know whether we
have committed it or not and shown withall the great Likelihood That no Christian Reader has I now come to a few Inferences or Uses Inferences which I would leave not only upon the Understandings but upon the Memory And not only upon the Memory but upon the Heart and Affections the Life and Actions of Every Reader That the Great Sinner may not Despair of the Divine Mercy That the faithful Penitent may be encouraged to go on and with Comfort perfect his Repentances That no Man may Presume to continue in any Known Sin And That the Poor Humble Doubting but Devout Christian may be encouraged to go on with a Holy Joy in a Life of Faith and Devotion Piety and Charity Watchfulness and Care Probity and Sanctity Self-denial and Purity Love and Obedience a little longer till his short Day be over and all be well with him and he finds himself admitted ot the New Glories of a better World 1. Practical Inference From the Consideration of what has been said of the Sin against the Holy Ghost Here first Results Matter of Encouragement for the Faithful Penitent to go on very Comfortably but yet very Sincerely too in his Repentances Thou hast faln perhaps from thy Baptismal Innocence and Affronted and Disobey'd a Tender Father ungratefully and unkindly abus'd all the Endearments of a Compassionate Redeemer who was pleased to Die for you before you knew you needed him and have griev'd the Holy Spirit of God by whom you were seal'd to the Day of Redemption Eph. 4.30 That you have done This may be a sad and a dismal Truth But perhaps too you are extreamly Sensible that you have chosen amiss and Resolve to return and to choose Better and Wiser and with the Prodigal St. Luke 13. to arise and go to your Father and say Father I have sinned against Heaven and before Thee and am no more worthy to be call'd thy Son make me as one of thy Servants It may be you find it to be a great Truth what the Wise King tells you Prov. 3.17 That the ways of Religious Wisdom are ways of Pleasantness and all her Paths are Peace And it may be too you have sound what the Prophet says to be as great a Truth A Truth Isai 57. last There is no Peace to the Wicked And finding all this to be true by your own Experience you have been often thinking and are now Resolv'd to return to the Ways of God and a vertuous Course and to be Wise and Happy Why if this be so Speedy and Sincere and Persevering as that you find your self to be in Good earnest with God and your Soul here is then Matter of infinite Incouragement for you to go on with a holy Joy and a very Great Chearfulness That your Labour is not like to be in vain in as much as the Vnpardonable Sin has yet been none of yours The Arms of your Saviour that were once stretcht out upon the Cross to the very Posture of Imbracing are open to receive you too even you Only be sure of This That your Return and your Change be Present Permanent and Vniversal And then the very Blasphemer himself is not excepted He also if he thus go may cause Joy in Heaven among the Beatified Spirits of the Upper World You even you in particular Dear Christian that but lately were afraid you had committed the Vnpardonable Sin may Cause Joy too among the Blessed Inhabitants of these Lovely Regions And if you may oh how should This Thought encourage melt and endear your panting sighing languishing Heart into intire Resolutions of Doing so And indeed tell me truly Christian Is it not infinitely better to Cause Joy in Heaven among the Beatified Spirits of the upper Lovely Regions than Joy only to the Accursed Spirits of Darkness Methinks to a Wise Man it should be infinitely more desirable and chusable to have a good Report of him among the Beautiful Inhabitants of the Upper World than only among a few wicked and mistaken People Here. Methinks it should be much more chusable to Cause Joy to him you have Griev'd even the Holy Spirit of God than to Cause Joy to him who only Rejoices in Hopes of your being made a Partner with him in the Sorrows of Eternity And if you will presently resolve to be so Wise and Happy for if you will you may and these Blessed Spirits desire it and look for it as to Cause Joy among these Blessed and sweet and lovely and glorious Inhabitants the Joy will be your own The Peace and Joy will be your own first and last too Yours here and yours Hereafter You 'll find a present Joy and Peace in the Change far beyond whatever you found in the Ways of Wickedness and in the Paths of Unrighteousness You 'll find upon the Change a far Greater Pleasantness and Ease and Satisfaction in a Religious Course than ever you could find in a Debauch'd an Irregular and a Prophane Life Infinitely more Substantial and lasting Tranquility and Sedateness and Serenity of Mind more lightsomness and chearfulness of Heart in the one than ever you did in the other And besides your own Joys and Peace on Earth you 'll cause Joy among those Kind and Good and Blessed Spirits to whom you Hope to be admitted and with whom you Hope to pass away a Rapturous and a pleasurable Eternity And if you may cause these Joys to your self and them tell me Dear Christian why will you not why should not you be earnest to do so Considering the very Comfortable Hopes you have that the Blasphemy against the Holy Ghost has been none of your Sin And methinks Christian if you would but rationally compare and weigh things and see them as they truly are all the little uneasie Joys and vain Delights of a Sinful Course of any sort should appear very inconsiderable compar'd with the Joys Present and Future which you would bring to your self as well as to the upper Lovely Spirits by your Reformation For if there be no Peace to the wicked no true Joy and if there be Joy in Heaven at the Conversion of a Sinner and Joy to himself too on Earth Joys above and Joys below some Joys in Hand and some in Reversion some Present and some Future can there be a greater Madness than to deny your Self these True Joys for any Iniquity whatever in which there can be neither Peace nor Joy no long Peace or lasting Joy Why will you any longer permit your Self to be thus cheated and abused by the World or the Devil or your own corrupt Affections that would lead you to a Sin and then fain perswade you there is more Peace and Joy in it than in a Life of Purity and Vertue Probity and Sanctity when all this is False And we are assured 't is False both from the Voice of Scripture and the Information of Experience There is no Peace to the Wicked but the Ways of Vertue are Ways of Pleasantness
with him to Sing Hallelujahs to him that Sits on the Throne and the Lamb for ever and ever SECT IX The CLOSE Two Things necessary to the Holding out in a Christian Course which you Christian Reader that are now assured you have not committed the Vnpardonable Sin should by all Means Presently resolve upon which if you did you would be very Safe and Happy AND now why will not you Christian above all Things labour to be one of these Happy Persons Especially seeing there is so great a Probability that your Labour will not be in vain Come then Dear Christian whenever a Sin or a Strong Temptation shall present it self to you for the Future seeing you have not yet been guilty of the Blasphemy against the Holy Ghost Or whenever you shall find your self tempted and willing to omit a necessary Duty Do these two Things 1. Whenever a Sin shall present it self Resolve never to venture so much for so Little Seeing your Condition is yet so Hopeful 2. Whenever you are tempted to omit a Duty because 't will cost you something Resolve to venture something here that you may win something in the other World Blessed Jesu Fix these two Things upon the Hearts the Affections and the Resolutions of every one that says he Loves Thee First Whenever a Sin shall present it self Resolve never to venture so much for so Little Never to venture the Loss of the Favour of God The sweet Illapses of his Love The Religious Joys and the Unknown Peace of a Good Conscience The Sweets and Delicacies of a Devout Life All your Future Hopes and Expectations beyond the Grave All these Things which so many Wise Men have liv'd and dy'd for never to venture all This for the vain Delights or the vain Advantages of Sin for a Season But beat off the Temptation by Considering that you venture all This and more than This by a Compliance And if you would be but content to hold out against it a little 't is not long till your Day would be over and your Combat would be ended and you would be put away to the Joys of Peace and Victory That 's the First of the two Things which I would leave upon the Affections of him that says he Loves till he expires into the Element of Love and be ordered there to Live and Love and Reign for ever Secondly The other Thing that would now incline and help you to hold out a Little longer in a Life of Faith and Love and Sanctity is This Whenever you are Tempted to Omit a Duty because 't will cost you something Then resolve to venture something here that you may win something in the other World Come my Soul say with a generous and a Christian Resolution and with an Heroick Bravery of Mind Let others do what they Please I am resolv'd to venture some Pains and Cares and Difficulties and Self-denials And some Watchfulness and Diligence some Labours and Mortifications some Scorns and Reproaches some Losses and Disadvantages now seeing my Condition is so Hopeful for these Hopes and Expectations of Futurity which so many Wise and Good Men have liv'd and dy'd for Tell him whom thy Soul Loves That you think it all Reason in the World That That which cost him an Agony and a Bloody Sweat Wounds and Stripes and a Crucifixion and Death it self should cost you one short Life of Probity and Sanctity Purity and Devotion Faith and Repentance Zeal and Love and a great Obedience Look up to him in a Holy Meditation and tell him with a Humble Love That you think the Rewards of Heaven are so Great and Glorious and his Yoke so Easie His Burden so Light and withall will be so short too that you think it a great Shame to expect so great Glories at a lower and a cheaper Rate than a holy Life Tell him Affectionately and Humbly too That if a Life Eternal be not worth this 't is worth Nothing SECT X. Three Aspirations Or Emotions of the Soul that being joyfully Apprehensive it has not committed this Sin is desirous henceforward to Please God in a Life of Faithful Obedience and Penitential Love ASPIRATION I. O Thou whom my Soul Loves WHat should I have done if thy Mercies had not been Infinite And what should I do if my Saviour's Merits were not Infinite What should I do if thou didst not pity and Love poor Penitents And if you were not Gracious and Merciful slow to Anger and of Great Kindness O my Love What should I do if my Mediator my Advocate my Intercessor were not in a merciful Sense thy Self and Me Partaker I mean both of Thy Nature and my Nature God and Man What should I have done had He not been Low as I Poor as I Weak as I in all Things Sin excepted and tempted as I and yet equal all this while to thee in his Divinity and Majesty and Power and Glory and Holiness Dread yet Dear Father Thou art God and I am Man For his sake who is God and Man united in one Person Let not me a Man be separated from Thee my God by any Thing I have Thought or Spoken or Done or by any Thing which I shall ever Speak or Think or Do in my whole Passage through the World I am griev'd that I have ever done any Thing to unfit me for thy Love I am Griev'd that I have ever done any Thing to displease a Tender Father Griev'd I am that I have done any one Thing contrary to his Commands who said If ye Love me Keep them And I am grieved that I have grieved the Holy Spirit of God by whom I was sealed to the Day of Redemption And as I am griev'd that I have ever Unkindly and Ungratefully affronted him whom my Soul Loves So I grieve because I Love I could Wish to Die before I ever Knowingly and Willingly and Deliberately with open Eyes and a full Consent of my Will do so any More till I come up to thee Particularly Here you may mention any Sin to which you are Tempted as to what I am most afraid of The Sin of Let Nothing O my Love Let Nothing that is Past Let Nothing that shall ever befall me in it Divorce and Separate me from his Favour and his Love whom my Soul Loves and to whom I yet Hope to Sing Hymns and Hallelujahs among them that Love in the Regions of Holiness and Peace and Love for all Ages Dread Majesty and Dearest Lord I bow the Head and beg I may be fitted to be called by thee Thy Affectionate Glorifier Lover and Obeyer ASPIRATION II. O Thou whom my Soul Loves I Desire Nothing in this World with any great Passion but to be Loved by him whom my Soul Loves But if my Sins and Disobediences have lessened or abated thy Love to me O Give me above all Things a Repentance True enough and Acceptable enough to restore me intirely to thy Love and a Reformation great enough