thou_o and_o be_v thou_o confound_v and_o ashamed_a of_o all_o thy_o iniquity_n consider_v who_o thy_o creator_n be_v and_o who_o thou_o be_v how_o he_o have_v behave_v himself_o towards_o thou_o and_o what_o ungrateful_a return_n thou_o have_v make_v in_o requital_n to_o he_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n when_o i_o be_v not_o and_o that_o according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o from_o the_o very_a instant_n of_o my_o being_n have_v be_v my_o god_n my_o father_n and_o my_o deliverer_n and_o with_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o providence_n have_v preserve_v my_o life_n even_o till_o this_o present_a moment_n ii_o but_o because_o these_o thing_n o_o heavenly_a father_n cost_v thou_o nothing_o to_o bind_v i_o more_o fast_o to_o thou_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o present_a which_o cost_v thou_o dear_a thou_o do_v come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o sack_v i_o in_o all_o those_o way_n in_o which_o i_o have_v lose_v myself_o by_o thy_o captivity_n thou_o have_v loose_v my_o bond_n and_o by_o deliver_v thyself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o sinner_n thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o by_o take_v upon_o thou_o the_o form_n of_o a_o sinner_n thou_o have_v destroy_v my_o sin_n these_o thing_n thou_o do_v to_o allure_v and_o bind_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o to_o strengthen_v my_o hope_n to_o make_v i_o detest_v and_o abhor_v sin_n by_o behold_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v to_o over_o throw_v the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n o_o how_o can_v i_o without_o tear_n call_v to_o remembrance_n how_o oft_o time_n thou_o may_v just_o have_v bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n how_o many_o thousand_o soul_n now_o peradventure_o burn_v in_o hell_n who_o have_v less_o sin_v than_o i_o and_o yet_o i_o burn_v not_o there_o how_o then_o can_v i_o be_v so_o ungrateful_a as_o not_o to_o prize_v the_o large_a extent_n of_o that_o mercy_n which_o can_v be_v comprehend_v monday_n morning_n a_o preparatory_a prayer_n to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v call_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o have_v set_v out_o a_o part_n of_o consecrate_a bread_n and_o wine_n for_o i_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o ignorance_n that_o i_o must_v be_v instruct_v by_o such_o mean_n as_o thou_o in_o thy_o bounty_n have_v appoint_v for_o i_o and_o i_o acknowledge_v thy_o divine_a goodness_n that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v i_o to_o be_v teach_v by_o those_o 〈…〉_z of_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v come_v to_o that_o of_o 〈…〉_z i_o do_v hear_v thy_o word_n and_o thy_o dear_a son_n be_v 〈…〉_z my_o â—â—r_fw-fr i_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n 〈…〉_z ffer_v unto_o my_o eye_n in_o the_o testimony_n of_o these_o two_o witness_n this_o truth_n be_v establish_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o saviour_n suffer_v death_n for_o my_o sin_n ii_o as_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o thus_o to_o offer_v i_o thy_o favour_n so_o i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v i_o that_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v walk_v worthy_a of_o it_o be_o i_o thus_o invite_v to_o the_o heavenly_a banquet_n to_o the_o table_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n o_o let_v i_o not_o go_v without_o my_o wedding_n garment_n last_o the_o bridegroom_n of_o this_o feast_n say_v unto_o i_o how_o come_v thou_o in_o hither_o without_o thy_o rich_a vestment_n which_o be_v suitable_a to_o this_o great_a solemnity_n thou_o have_v now_o command_v i_o to_o examine_v myself_o and_o let_v i_o now_o try_v and_o examine_v my_o heart_n and_o be_v acquaint_v with_o it_o whereby_o i_o may_v find_v out_o all_o my_o spiritual_a want_n and_o necessity_n and_o look_v how_o i_o stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n by_o make_v a_o severe_a scrutiny_n into_o myself_o the_o jew_n will_v not_o eat_v with_o unwashed_a hand_n dare_v i_o eat_v with_o a_o unwashed_a heart_n they_o will_v not_o drink_v but_o their_o vessel_n must_v be_v purify_v and_o dare_v i_o now_o drink_v and_o my_o soul_n not_o purify_v before_o the_o passover_n they_o sanctify_v themselves_o and_o before_o this_o sacrament_n shall_v not_o i_o now_o prepare_v myself_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v it_o lord_n help_v my_o desire_n lest_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o i_o eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n a_o prayer_n before_o examination_n o_o holy_a jesus_n who_o be_v a_o merciful_a embracer_n of_o true_a penitent_n but_o yet_o a_o consume_a fire_n to_o obstinate_a offender_n i_o be_o now_o prepare_v myself_o to_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n unfeigned_o confess_v my_o own_o unworthiness_n commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o many_o way_n and_o that_o since_o i_o last_o receive_v this_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n i_o have_v not_o know_v thou_o in_o thy_o word_n behold_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n apprehend_v thou_o in_o thy_o son_n serve_v thou_o in_o the_o spirit_n apply_v thou_o by_o faith_n fâ—â—râ—d_v thou_o for_o thy_o justice_n nor_o admire_v thou_o as_o i_o ought_v for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o have_v not_o frequent_v thy_o house_n hear_v thy_o word_n lay_v it_o up_o in_o my_o heart_n nor_o practise_v it_o in_o my_o life_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v 〈…〉_z even_o i_o by_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o eye_n the_o lust_n of_o thâ—_n flâ—sh_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n have_v dishonour_v thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n i_o will_v not_o forgive_v my_o brother_n a_o hundred_o penny_n ii_o as_o one_o deep_a call_v upon_o another_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n upon_o the_o depth_n of_o mercy_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o all_o man_n much_o more_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o inherit_v eternal_a life_n i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v unto_o god_n my_o father_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o father_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n but_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o which_o hide_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v but_o he_o which_o confess_v they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o true_o sorrowful_a i_o have_v sin_v lord_n do_v pardon_n and_o forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n hereafter_o i_o may_v live_v to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o to_o the_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n iii_o o_o lord_n give_v unto_o i_o now_o a_o break_a heart_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o sorrowful_a soul_n and_o a_o mind_n hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o righteousness_n give_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o grace_n to_o know_v thou_o the_o only_a true_a god_n the_o creator_n and_o preserver_n of_o all_o mankind_n o_o give_v i_o grace_v now_o to_o feel_v the_o burden_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o soul_n and_o say_v unto_o it_o thou_o be_v my_o salvation_n o_o let_v i_o be_v ease_v of_o this_o lump_n of_o sin_n by_o wash_v it_o away_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n i_o do_v believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n i_o be_o sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o to_o be_v hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o sorrowful_a i_o promise_v to_o live_v near_o to_o thou_o than_o ever_o i_o have_v do_v give_v i_o power_n to_o perform_v my_o promise_n i_o forgive_v all_o that_o have_v wrong_v i_o even_o as_o thou_o for_o christ_n sake_n have_v forgive_v i_o let_v this_o forgiveness_n of_o i_o be_v without_o dissimulation_n and_o lord_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v humble_v myself_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o ignorance_n and_o dulness_n and_o weakness_n and_o wickedness_n and_o spiritual_a deadness_n of_o heart_n and_o have_v empty_v myself_o of_o myself_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o grace_n for_o grace_n in_o who_o name_n i_o put_v up_o these_o my_o imperfect_a prayer_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trepass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o and_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a amen_n still_o upon_o your_o knee_n say_v almighty_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o heart_n be_v open_a all_o desire_v know_v and_o from_o who_o no_o secret_n be_v hide_v cleanse_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n through_o christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o some_o head_n of_o self_n examination_n by_o the_o x._o commandment_n to_o be_v express_v on_o
confirm_v and_o exercise_v there_o repentance_n be_v employ_v and_o quicken_v faith_n be_v actuate_v and_o strengthen_v devotion_n and_o charity_n inflame_v and_o kindle_v peace_n and_o concord_n be_v establish_v there_o be_v the_o universal_a medicine_n for_o all_o our_o disease_n and_o a_o ark_n of_o safety_n against_o all_o danger_n there_o o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n behold_v thy_o crucify_a lord_n and_o saviour_n shed_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n upon_o the_o cross_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o burn_v with_o a_o unspeakable_a desire_n of_o thy_o salvation_n there_o thou_o may_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o thy_o sin_n have_v pierce_v and_o on_o he_o who_o thou_o do_v still_o crucify_v afresh_o by_o thy_o sin_n daily_a and_o hourly_o in_o the_o suffering_n of_o thy_o saviour_n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v see_v as_o in_o a_o glass_n thy_o own_o vileness_n and_o deformity_n thy_o saviour_n be_v mock_v scorn_v and_o contemn_v discover_v thy_o evil_n speak_v lie_v and_o slander_v his_o bless_a face_n be_v besmear_v with_o spittle_n remember_v thou_o of_o all_o thy_o unclean_a lust_n and_o filthy_a communication_n that_o bless_a mouth_n which_o be_v guilty_a of_o no_o deceit_n be_v embitter_v with_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n which_o shall_v mind_v thou_o of_o thy_o luxury_n and_o drunkenness_n his_o be_v scourge_v of_o thy_o stubbornness_n and_o disobedience_n iii_o o_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o wonder_v that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n shall_v wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n and_o for_o his_o majestical_a robe_n a_o little_a linen_n for_o to_o cover_v his_o nakedness_n and_o thou_o to_o be_v guilty_a of_o pride_n and_o vain_a glory_n and_o affect_v with_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o this_o wicked_a world_n the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n which_o be_v platre_v on_o his_o head_n with_o that_o rage_n and_o indignation_n shall_v put_v thou_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o immoderate_a care_n of_o the_o world_n with_o the_o sharp_a and_o pierce_a vexation_n issue_v thence_o which_o eat_v up_o the_o consolation_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o true_a sincere_a devotion_n of_o the_o spirit_n o_o let_v scorn_n 〈…〉_z r_o thy_o sake_n be_v my_o glory_n and_o injury_n and_o affront_n my_o crown_n lift_v up_o i_o pray_v thou_o upon_o thy_o cross_n my_o miserable_a soul_n which_o lie_v grovel_v on_o the_o ground_n out_o of_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n o_o that_o thou_o will_v purge_v and_o thorough_o heal_v i_o with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n let_v thy_o wound_n be_v a_o salve_n for_o my_o sinful_a soul_n and_o by_o thy_o stripe_n let_v she_o be_v heal_v of_o all_o her_o distemper_n let_v all_o thy_o pain_n grief_n and_o sorrow_n captivity_n humiliation_n and_o cross_n deliver_v i_o from_o hell_n and_o purchase_v for_o i_o those_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n at_o thy_o right_a hand_n for_o ever_o and_o thy_o death_n my_o life_n for_o evermore_o amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o charity_n o_o eternal_a god_n thou_o have_v say_v that_o without_o charity_n we_o be_v nothing_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o christian_a love_n and_o perfect_a charity_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o mind_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o my_o strength_n do_v always_o in_o sincerity_n that_o which_o be_v please_v in_o thy_o sight_n not_o return_v evil_a for_o evil_n or_o raâ—ling_v for_o rail_v but_o love_v my_o neighbour_n as_o myself_o and_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n to_o assist_v he_o in_o time_n of_o need_n administer_a to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o several_a necessity_n that_o at_o the_o last_o and_o great_a day_n i_o may_v give_v a_o account_n of_o my_o steward_n ship_n with_o joy_n and_o not_o with_o grief_n grant_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o seal_v unto_o i_o the_o pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o grant_v all_o those_o petition_n which_o i_o have_v ask_v in_o thy_o son_n name_n and_o let_v i_o now_o consider_v how_o transitory_a be_v all_o thing_n how_o wicked_a be_v the_o world_n how_o impure_a be_v the_o flesh_n and_o how_o myself_o be_o deceitful_a grant_v that_o so_o i_o lose_v my_o affection_n from_o all_o such_o unworthy_a object_n here_o below_o and_o then_o let_v i_o know_v how_o eternal_a be_v thy_o nature_n how_o permanent_a be_v thy_o glory_n and_o how_o infinite_a be_v thy_o love_n bring_v i_o o_o bring_v i_o to_o morrow_n to_o thy_o royal_a feast_n with_o the_o badge_n of_o love_n and_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n so_o shall_v i_o be_v a_o welcome_a guest_n unto_o thou_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n i_o shall_v for_o ever_o dwell_v in_o thou_o my_o glorious_a creator_n and_o thou_o in_o i_o thy_o bless_a creature_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a fellowship_n of_o god_n holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n bless_v preserve_v conserve_v and_o keep_v i_o this_o night_n and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n amen_n six_o how_o to_o receive_v it_o worthy_o the_o morning_n thou_o be_v to_o receive_v after_o thy_o usual_a devotion_n breath_n forth_o this_o meditation_n sunday_n meditation_n wisdom_n have_v kill_v her_o beast_n mingle_v her_o wine_n and_o furnish_v her_o table_n man_n folly_n wrought_v his_o fall_n by_o a_o bit_n and_o wisdom_n repair_v it_o by_o a_o feast_n a_o fruit_n do_v corrupt_v we_o and_o flesh_n and_o blood_n do_v preserve_v we_o a_o lamb_n be_v slay_v for_o the_o goat_n the_o just_a for_o the_o unjust_a the_o son_n of_o god_n for_o the_o child_n of_o man_n and_o be_v this_o day_n offer_v as_o meat_n for_o the_o life_n of_o many_o i_o will_v go_v to_o that_o feast_n to_o eat_v of_o that_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o wine_n which_o be_v mingle_v for_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o vine_n with_o the_o blood_n of_o god_n lamb_n o_o then_o good_a lord_n let_v i_o be_v find_v in_o that_o purity_n thou_o desire_v in_o they_o that_o approach_v thy_o altar_n wash_v thou_o my_o foot_n and_o cleanse_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v be_v clean_a and_o have_v part_n with_o thou_o for_o ever_o amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o sunday_n morning_n before_o thou_o go_v to_o church_n o_o lord_n prepare_v my_o heart_n to_o prayer_n o_o most_o glorious_a lord_n god_n behold_v a_o miserable_a and_o wretched_a sinner_n be_v now_o approach_v to_o thy_o most_o holy_a table_n to_o feast_v my_o soul_n upon_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n at_o the_o primitive_a eat_n thou_o say_v the_o day_n that_o thou_o eat_v est_fw-la thou_o shall_v sure_o die_v but_o here_o in_o the_o day_n which_o i_o eat_v i_o shall_v sure_o live_v joh._n 6._o o_o lord_n i_o esteem_v myself_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o thy_o table_n must_v the_o child_n bread_n be_v give_v unto_o dog_n must_v such_o a_o vile_a wretch_n as_o i_o sit_v at_o thy_o holy_a table_n who_o be_o lade_v with_o sin_n and_o over_o press_v with_o iniquity_n but_o i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o ease_v myself_o of_o sin_n and_o to_o cast_v off_o the_o burden_n of_o iniquity_n and_o to_o bury_v they_o all_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o cross_n i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o be_v purge_v thorough_o from_o my_o iniquity_n and_o to_o be_v sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v without_o number_n but_o not_o more_o than_o my_o dear_a saviour_n blood_n can_v expiate_v ii_o o_o thou_o bright_a morning_n star_n arise_v now_o with_o heal_v in_o thy_o wing_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n o_o do_v thou_o now_o arise_v and_o let_v thy_o enemy_n be_v scatter_v which_o be_v my_o lust_n and_o vile_a affection_n and_o let_v they_o that_o hate_v thou_o flee_v before_o thou_o which_o be_v the_o devil_n envy_n hatred_n malice_n and_o all_o uncharitableness_n make_v clean_a my_o heart_n o_o my_o redeemer_n and_o pull_v down_o every_o strong_a hold_n and_o bulwark_n which_o oppose_v thy_o heavenly_a will_n and_o make_v i_o a_o fit_a guest_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n to_o receive_v thou_o with_o a_o pure_a heart_n and_o strengthen_v i_o that_o i_o may_v have_v such_o a_o lively_a faith_n to_o pass_v through_o the_o vale_n and_o confident_o look_v into_o the_o holy_a of_o holies_n this_o i_o beg_v for_o thy_o alone_a sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n when_o thou_o be_v at_o church_n before_o divine_a
wine_n but_o substantial_o flesh_n and_o blood_n beside_o innumerable_a monstrous_a and_o most_o absurd_a consequence_n and_o contradiction_n which_o follow_v that_o opinion_n which_o all_o do_v infinite_o perplex_v and_o torture_v the_o mind_n of_o christian_n if_o the_o opinion_n be_v grant_v and_o all_o these_o absurdity_n swallow_v by_o a_o wide_a and_o enormous_a faith_n yet_o be_v there_o no_o advantage_n of_o efficacy_n or_o comfort_n gain_v to_o the_o receiver_n by_o a_o gross_a and_o carnal_a eat_v and_o drink_v the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ._n iii_o if_o those_o which_o crucify_a he_o have_v do_v so_o or_o they_o who_o then_o believe_v in_o he_o when_o he_o be_v slay_v yet_o will_v they_o not_o any_o way_n have_v further_v their_o soul_n good_a and_o life_n which_o can_v no_o more_o be_v feed_v with_o carnal_a and_o sensible_a object_n than_o the_o body_n with_o light_n and_o truth_n which_o be_v of_o a_o spiritual_a nature_n nor_o do_v this_o first_o violent_a act_n of_o faith_n which_o they_o require_v of_o a_o receiver_n in_o believe_v the_o essential_a change_n of_o the_o bread_n and_o wine_n into_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n make_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n except_o his_o soul_n by_o a_o further_a act_n of_o faith_n apply_v the_o virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o christ_n death_n and_o passion_n which_o be_v do_v effectual_o without_o the_o thought_n of_o transubstantiation_n by_o that_o faith_n which_o we_o say_v be_v necessary_a for_o a_o worthy_a receiver_n which_o do_v as_o clear_o perceive_v and_o as_o real_o receive_v its_o proper_a object_n the_o truth_n and_o merit_n of_o christ_n death_n and_o suffering_n to_o which_o no_o distance_n of_o place_n or_o time_n can_v be_v any_o impediment_n as_o the_o sense_n do_v its_o sensible_a object_n which_o require_v a_o fit_a time_n and_o distance_n for_o perception_n iv._o as_o for_o the_o sacramental_a word_n give_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n to_o the_o consecrate_a bread_n and_o wine_n i_o believe_v they_o to_o be_v most_o true_a in_o the_o sense_n and_o meaning_n of_o our_o saviour_n which_o sense_n i_o do_v not_o only_o guess_v at_o or_o implicit_o believe_v but_o easy_o and_o plain_o gather_v and_o understand_v by_o the_o like_a expression_n both_o of_o our_o saviour_n himself_o and_o the_o stile_n and_o phrase_n of_o the_o whole_a scripture_n which_o never_o make_v such_o substantial_a predication_n of_o one_o thing_n to_o be_v another_o by_o way_n of_o transmutation_n of_o one_o into_o the_o other_o but_o by_o allusion_n relation_n similitude_n proportion_n designation_n of_o use_n and_o sacramental_a union_n or_o application_n no_o more_o than_o the_o paschal_n lamb_n which_o be_v a_o type_n and_o sacrament_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o suffering_n be_v the_o very_a substance_n of_o christ_n or_o that_o rock_n on_o which_o st._n paul_n affirm_v it_o be_v christ_n or_o that_o christ_n be_v to_o be_v think_v a_o natural_a door_n way_n vine_n light_n etc._n etc._n all_o which_o he_o affirm_v to_o be_v himself_o by_o a_o like_a manner_n of_o speech_n or_o more_o near_a the_o cup_n to_o be_v the_o new_a testament_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o reason_n religion_n and_o the_o rule_n of_o faith_n the_o holy_a scripture_n teach_v christian_n to_o give_v commodam_fw-la interpretationem_fw-la a_o fit_a and_o agreeable_a interpretation_n v._o nor_o can_v we_o have_v a_o true_a interpreter_n of_o christ_n meaning_n than_o himself_o who_o tell_v we_o that_o the_o flesh_n profit_v nothing_o that_o be_v in_o that_o carnal_a and_o gross_a acceptation_n but_o his_o word_n be_v spiritual_a and_o must_v have_v a_o spiritual_a sense_n which_o be_v suitable_a to_o the_o nature_n and_o capacity_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o dignity_n of_o chiristan_n religion_n and_o the_o sacred_a mystery_n the_o propriety_n of_o the_o object_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o stile_n and_o tenor_n of_o god_n word_n which_o never_o enjoin_v we_o any_o 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they_o true_o do_v as_o remembrancer_n as_o sign_n and_o seal_n real_o convey_v to_o the_o believe_v and_o prepare_a soul_n by_o the_o concurrent_a spirit_n and_o power_n of_o the_o institutor_n jesus_n christ_n that_o which_o in_o their_o nature_n they_o do_v fit_o represent_v vii_o which_o be_v all_o that_o i_o conceive_v i_o need_v believe_v of_o or_o expect_v from_o this_o sacrament_n which_o be_v appoint_v only_o to_o strengthen_v and_o confirm_v that_o faith_n in_o we_o by_o which_o we_o believe_v in_o christ_n crucify_v for_o life_n and_o salvation_n which_o faith_n ground_v on_o the_o word_n and_o wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n be_v first_o confirm_v and_o seal_v by_o baptism_n and_o may_v be_v true_a and_o sufficient_a to_o save_v a_o christian_n who_o never_o live_v to_o come_v to_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o have_v any_o thought_n or_o use_n of_o transubstantiation_n in_o this_o no_o more_o than_o of_o the_o substantial_a change_n of_o the_o water_n in_o baptism_n into_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v never_o yet_o dream_v of_o yet_o our_o saviour_n tell_v we_o joh._n the_o 6_o except_o a_o man_n eat_v his_o flesh_n and_o drink_v his_o blood_n he_o can_v have_v eternal_a life_n which_o many_o have_v who_o never_o eat_v of_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n yet_o die_v believer_n and_o by_o faith_n have_v eat_v and_o drink_v the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n spiritual_o yet_o real_o without_o which_o they_o can_v not_o be_v save_v viii_o neither_o to_o secure_a child_n of_o salvation_n in_o case_n they_o die_v before_o year_n of_o discretion_n need_v we_o resume_v the_o ancient_a but_o erroneous_a practice_n of_o the_o church_n now_o long_o since_o abolish_v by_o all_o side_n viz._n to_o put_v the_o eucharistical_a bread_n and_o wine_n into_o the_o mouth_n of_o infant_n which_o error_n spring_v from_o the_o gross_a and_o corporeal_a interpretation_n of_o our_o saviour_n word_n not_o consider_v that_o every_o believer_n either_o in_o the_o internal_a disposition_n which_o be_v secret_o wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n sanctify_v power_n in_o baptism_n according_a to_o the_o capacity_n of_o the_o subject_a or_o in_o the_o real_a exercise_n and_o actuate_a of_o his_o faith_n which_o come_v by_o hear_v in_o his_o ripe_a year_n must_v necessary_o and_o do_v effectual_o and_o real_o eat_v and_o drink_v the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n to_o salvation_n though_o they_o never_o come_v to_o receive_v in_o the_o holy_a supper_n so_o that_o it_o be_v but_o one_o christ_n his_o body_n and_o blood_n the_o same_o crucify_a saviour_n which_o be_v receive_v in_o both_o sacrament_n and_o but_o one_o faith_n for_o the_o kind_n that_o lay_v hold_v and_o feed_v on_o christ_n in_o they_o all_o only_o it_o receive_v degree_n and_o addition_n of_o strength_n in_o this_o of_o the_o supper_n the_o word_n begin_v the_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o by_o it_o the_o believer_n into_o christ_n the_o other_o maintain_v and_o increase_n it_o to_o a_o further_a strength_n and_o assurance_n ix_o we_o deny_v not_o a_o true_a and_o real_a presence_n and_o perception_n of_o christ_n body_n and_o blood_n in_o the_o sacrament_n which_o reality_n even_o they_o of_o the_o other_o gross_a opinion_n do_v not_o imagine_v be_v to_o sense_n but_o to_o faith_n which_o perceive_v its_o object_n as_o real_o according_a to_o the_o manner_n of_o faith_n perception_n as_o the_o sense_n do_v they_o after_o their_o manner_n i_o believe_v therefore_o that_o in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n there_o be_v both_o object_n present_v to_o and_o receive_v by_o a_o worthy_a receiver_n first_o the_o bread_n and_o wine_n in_o their_o own_o nature_n and_o substance_n distinct_a do_v remain_v as_o well_o as_o their_o accident_n which_o be_v the_o true_a object_n of_o our_o sense_n and_o fit_a sign_n to_o represent_v
break_v the_o covenant_n of_o thy_o god_n even_o the_o covenant_n of_o reconciliation_n seal_v thou_o by_o the_o sacrament_n and_o that_o thus_o by_o thy_o sin_n thou_o be_v at_o enmity_n with_o thy_o maker_n be_v it_o so_o yet_o will_v not_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v good_a be_v as_o gracious_a to_o his_o enemy_n as_o he_o require_v we_o to_o be_v to_o we_o it_o be_v his_o own_o law_n exod._n 23._o 4._o if_o thou_o meet_v thy_o enemy_n ox_n or_o his_o ass_n go_v astray_o thou_o shall_v sure_o bring_v it_o back_o to_o he_o again_o now_o god_n meet_v we_o sinner_n and_o all_o sinner_n as_o such_o be_v his_o enemy_n he_o meet_v we_o stray_v like_o the_o beast_n without_o understanding_n and_o what_o will_v he_o not_o bring_v we_o again_o unto_o himself_o the_o sole_a proprietary_n by_o that_o first_o right_n of_o creation_n and_o that_o more_o firm_a right_n of_o redemption_n iv._o read_v his_o commission_n luke_n 4._o 18._o he_o come_v to_o preach_v the_o gospel_n to_o the_o poor_a to_o heal_v the_o break_a heart_a to_o preach_v deliverance_n to_o the_o captive_n to_o recover_v sight_n to_o the_o blind_a and_o to_o set_v at_o liberty_n they_o that_o be_v bruise_v to_o this_o to_o all_o this_o be_v he_o seal_v of_o the_o father_n john_n 6._o 27._o and_o that_o he_o will_v do_v it_o he_o seal_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n make_v haste_v my_o soul_n and_o approach_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n in_o this_o bless_a ordinance_n let_v my_o accuse_a conscience_n tell_v i_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n and_o therefore_o not_o worthy_a the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n or_o the_o quickning_n of_o his_o grace_n not_o worthy_a a_o communion_n with_o christ_n a_o participation_n of_o his_o fullness_n yet_o to_o this_o shall_v my_o afflict_a soul_n reply_n in_o the_o return_n of_o faith_n that_o god_n even_o teach_v sinner_n in_o the_o way_n so_o they_o be_v humble_a and_o penitent_a sinner_n and_o from_o hence_o know_v i_o that_o the_o lord_n teach_v sinner_n even_o from_o 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the_o promise_n of_o his_o grace_n for_o that_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o thou_o be_v humble_v for_o thy_o sin_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v those_o promise_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n belong_v to_o thou_o in_o the_o gospel_n which_o be_v peculiar_o make_v of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o by_o christ_n convey_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o sacrament_n vii_o and_o all_o those_o who_o thus_o come_v unto_o christ_n in_o this_o holy_a ordinance_n they_o shall_v find_v rest_n to_o their_o soul_n and_o though_o we_o can_v keep_v the_o covenant_n and_o testimony_n of_o our_o god_n in_o a_o angelical_a purity_n yet_o may_v we_o do_v it_o in_o a_o evangelical_n sincerity_n though_o not_o in_o a_o full_a perfection_n yet_o in_o a_o sincere_a endeavour_n of_o holy_a obedience_n that_o mercy_n and_o truth_n be_v meet_v together_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n may_v kiss_v each_o other_o even_o in_o he_o my_o bless_a mediator_n will_v i_o trust_v which_o have_v wrought_v out_o my_o everlasting_a salvation_n tuesday_n morning_n a_o solliloquy_n on_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n i._o o_o lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n grant_v i_o thy_o peace_n and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v run_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n and_o keep_v they_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n that_o be_v now_o call_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n i_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n of_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n which_o be_v offer_v up_o for_o i_o and_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n ii_o o_o lord_n god_n who_o be_v the_o wise_a disposer_n of_o all_o thing_n both_o spiritual_a and_o temporal_a who_o live_v in_o that_o light_n unto_o which_o no_o mortal_a eye_n can_v approach_v and_o yet_o humbleâ—_n thyself_o so_o far_o as_o to_o behold_v i_o and_o all_o other_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n more_o especial_o thou_o have_v engage_v thyself_o by_o promise_n to_o draw_v nigh_o unto_o to_o 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to_o receive_v any_o favour_n from_o thou_o and_o that_o because_o of_o the_o rebellion_n of_o my_o nature_n i_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o leper_n i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a unclean_a by_o original_a corruption_n which_o like_o a_o leprosy_n have_v overspread_v all_o the_o power_n and_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n unclean_a by_o those_o numberless_a number_n of_o actual_a transgression_n which_o throughout_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o v._o i_o come_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n at_o this_o time_n disclaim_v my_o own_o righteousness_n and_o abhor_v myself_o for_o all_o my_o former_a wickedness_n and_o only_o in_o the_o name_n for_o the_o merit_n and_o through_o the_o mediation_n of_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n christ_n jesus_n the_o righteous_a be_o i_o bold_a yet_o to_o implore_v thy_o mercy_n to_o seek_v thy_o face_n to_o sue_v out_o a_o pardon_n from_o the_o guilt_n of_o my_o iniquity_n to_o desire_v thou_o 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endeavour_v to_o blot_v our_o those_o letter_n of_o guilt_n with_o his_o tear_n of_o repentance_n through_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n iv._o and_o whilst_o he_o set_v his_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o he_o oh_o how_o do_v a_o secret_a affrightment_n chill_v his_o blood_n and_o make_v his_o heart_n to_o tremble_v in_o apprehension_n of_o their_o loathsome_a filth_n and_o dreadful_a curse_n yea_o in_o behold_v himself_o under_o the_o heavy_a sentence_n of_o the_o law_n condemnation_n oh_o how_o be_v he_o whole_o encompass_v with_o terror_n and_o amazement_n when_o he_o look_v within_o he_o oh_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o accuse_a conscience_n and_o a_o kill_a guilt_n when_o he_o look_v without_o he_o oh_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o deserve_a death_n and_o a_o torment_a hell_n when_o he_o look_v above_o he_o oh_o the_o dread_a of_o a_o offend_a majesty_n and_o a_o avenge_a judge_n oh_o whither_o then_o shall_v this_o poor_a penitent_a fly_n for_o succour_n where_o oh_o where_o 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