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for_o that_o he_o be_v impede_v from_o the_o practice_n of_o good_a wotk_n so_o that_o the_o cause_n of_o impatience_n divers_a pretence_n for_o our_o impatience_n his_o impatience_n relate_v not_o to_o the_o sickness_n or_o adversity_n itself_o but_o partly_o to_o himself_o as_o deserve_v it_o partly_o to_o other_o who_o he_o must_v be_v force_v to_o trouble_v against_o his_o will_n and_o partly_o to_o the_o omission_n of_o his_o spiritual_a exercise_n 5._o thus_o he_o who_o fail_v in_o his_o ambitious_a unwarrantable_a but_o all_o unwarrantable_a seek_v of_o honour_n and_o office_n will_v tell_v you_o he_o complain_v not_o for_o his_o own_o sake_n but_o for_o the_o necessity_n of_o his_o family_n and_o friend_n who_o he_o may_v thus_o have_v help_v now_o that_o such_o man_n deceive_v themselves_o be_v make_v apparent_a by_o this_o that_o they_o be_v not_o much_o trouble_v when_o the_o very_a same_o effect_n come_v to_o pass_v by_o some_o other_o mean_n or_o person_n which_o seem_v to_o afflict_v they_o and_o under_o which_o they_o cover_v their_o own_o imperfection_n 6._o for_o example_n thou_o tell_v i_o example_n as_o be_v explain_v by_o a_o example_n that_o thy_o sickness_n make_v thou_o not_o impatient_a because_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o grievous_a to_o thou_o but_o for_o that_o they_o who_o be_v about_o thou_o be_v thereby_o overburden_v but_o shall_v they_o who_o thou_o so_o much_o compassionate_v be_v as_o much_o overburden_v in_o serve_v other_o sick_a person_n it_o will_v not_o much_o trouble_v thou_o from_o whence_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o not_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o trouble_n but_o thy_o own_o desire_n and_o self-love_n be_v the_o true_a root_n of_o thy_o impatience_n and_o in_o this_o manner_n thou_o may_v discover_v the_o hide_a deceit_n in_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o affair_n explication_n to_o remedy_n this_o i_o advise_v thou_o circumstance_n the_o remedy_n be_v to_o separate_v the_o pain_n from_o the_o pretend_a circumstance_n my_o belove_a that_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o doubte_v of_o such_o a_o deceit_n thou_o present_o separate_v by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o conception_n the_o pain_n which_o press_v thou_o from_o those_o circumstance_n which_o be_v pretend_v excuse_n for_o thy_o impatience_n and_o then_o reflect_v upon_o that_o alone_a force_v thyself_o to_o produce_v true_a and_o efficacious_a act_n of_o patience_n and_o resignation_n to_o suffer_v it_o willing_o thus_o thou_o will_v either_o become_v a_o true_a practiser_n of_o virtue_n or_o at_o least_o thy_o eye_n will_v be_v open_v to_o discover_v thy_o own_o defect_n whereof_o thou_o be_v formal_o ignorant_a 7._o wherefore_o i_o exhort_v thou_o that_o cross_n text._n therefore_o desire_v not_o to_o be_v free_v from_o thy_o cross_n if_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n with_o patience_n thou_o never_o desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o it_o for_o this_o desire_n bring_v with_o it_o two_o great_a evil_n the_o one_o be_v that_o if_o it_o destroy_v not_o thy_o patience_n yet_o it_o dispose_v thou_o by_o little_a and_o little_a to_o impatience_n the_o other_o be_v that_o it_o deprive_v thou_o of_o merit_n before_o god_n who_o esteem_v that_o only_a a_o work_n of_o perfect_a patience_n though_o short_a in_o reference_n to_o time_n which_o be_v do_v with_o the_o resignation_n of_o our_o will_n to_o his_o divine_a pleasure_n 8._o in_o this_o therefore_o and_o in_o all_o god_n but_o conform_v thy_o will_n to_o god_n thy_o other_o work_n and_o proceed_n follow_v this_o rule_n withdraw_v and_o purge_v thy_o heart_n from_o all_o other_o desire_n and_o demand_n than_o that_o only_o pure_o and_o simple_o which_o be_v conform_v to_o god_n will_n and_o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o be_v no_o more_o disquiet_v with_o adversity_n since_o no_o such_o thing_n can_v befall_v thou_o without_o his_o will_n and_o like_n 9_o but_o when_o some_o lawful_a mean_n self-love_n yet_o thou_o may_v use_v lawful_a mean_n so_o thou_o take_v heed_n of_o self-love_n must_v necessary_o be_v use_v for_o the_o expelling_a of_o some_o overburden_v adversity_n take_v heed_n leave_v self-love_n creep_v into_o thy_o heart_n with_o they_o and_o see_v thou_o apply_v they_o not_o to_o be_v thereby_o free_v from_o thy_o pressure_n but_o only_a because_o it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n that_o thou_o shall_v make_v use_n of_o those_o instrument_n and_o then_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v discontent_v in_o case_n they_o shall_v not_o conduce_v to_o thy_o deliverance_n from_o adversity_n explication_n how_o to_o oppose_v the_o devil_n strive_v to_o deceive_v we_o with_o indiscretion_n when_o the_o devil_n perceive_v indiscretion_n 1._o how_o to_o oppose_v the_o devil_n strive_v to_o deceive_v we_o with_o indiscretion_n that_o thou_o walk_v on_o wary_o in_o the_o right_a tract_n of_o virtue_n so_o that_o his_o common_a cunning_n be_v become_v useless_a to_o his_o design_n of_o make_v thou_o go_v astray_o he_o than_o transform_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n and_o solicit_v thou_o with_o delightful_a thought_n flatter_v thou_o with_o passage_n of_o sacred_a writ_n and_o suggest_v example_n of_o the_o saint_n that_o so_o conceit_v thyself_o climb_v up_o to_o the_o top_n of_o perfection_n thou_o may_v fall_v more_o dangerous_o into_o the_o precipice_n which_o he_o have_v dig_v for_o thou_o to_o this_o end_n he_o press_v body_n and_o press_v we_o to_o afflict_v our_o body_n thou_o to_o the_o punishment_n of_o the_o body_n with_o discipline_n abstinence_n hair-cloath_n and_o other_o extraordinary_a austerity_n that_o either_o thou_o may_v be_v puff_v up_o with_o pride_n as_o think_v thou_o do_v very_o much_o or_o may_v destroy_v thy_o health_n and_o so_o become_v uncapable_a to_o do_v good_a work_n or_o last_o that_o have_v endure_v much_o in_o this_o kind_n thou_o may_v grow_v weary_a of_o do_v penance_n and_o abhor_v thy_o spiritual_a exercise_n and_o so_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o thy_o enemy_n and_o a_o slave_n to_o fleshly_a and_o worldly_a pleasure_n which_o have_v happen_v to_o very_a many_o who_o presumption_n have_v lead_v they_o on_o and_o leave_v they_o to_o the_o conduct_n and_o violence_n of_o a_o indiscreet_a zeal_n after_o they_o have_v go_v beyond_o the_o limit_n of_o their_o own_o virtue_n by_o immoderate_a rigour_n perish_v at_o last_o in_o their_o own_o invention_n and_o so_o become_v laugh_v stock_n to_o their_o enemy_n all_o which_o disaster_n will_v never_o befall_v he_o who_o diligent_o observe_v this_o doctrine_n life_n whiâ—h_o though_o it_o be_v sometime_o good_a yet_o it_o must_v be_v temper_v by_o discretion_n for_o all_o can_v imitate_v the_o saint_n in_o austerity_n of_o life_n 2._o for_o although_o these_o voluntary_a pernance_n be_v sometime_o praiseworthy_a and_o may_v be_v meritorious_a when_o strength_n of_o body_n and_o humility_n of_o spirit_n do_v correspond_v and_o accompany_v they_o yet_o they_o must_v be_v temper_v and_o moderate_v by_o discretion_n according_a to_o each_o one_o nature_n and_o quality_n thus_o he_o that_o be_v unable_a of_o body_n to_o imitate_v the_o saint_n in_o severity_n of_o life_n may_v right_v well_o be_v able_a to_o imitate_v their_o virtue_n by_o be_v fervent_a in_o devotion_n frequent_a in_o prayer_n continual_o aspire_v to_o his_o lord_n and_o love_n set_v naught_o by_o the_o world_n and_o himself_o and_o love_a silence_n and_o solitude_n he_o may_v be_v humble_a and_o affable_a to_o all_o patient_a in_o suffer_v affront_n glad_a of_o the_o occasion_n to_o do_v good_a to_o his_o great_a enemy_n and_o final_o resolve_v to_o perform_v his_o lord_n will_v and_o promote_v his_o honour_n to_o the_o utmost_a of_o his_o power_n and_o never_o to_o offend_v his_o divine_a majesty_n in_o the_o least_o matter_n whatsoever_o 3._o all_o which_o inward_a act_n and_o virtue_n but_o each_o one_o may_v imitate_v their_o virtue_n mortification_n be_v far_o more_o please_a to_o god_n thâ—n_v the_o outward_a maceration_n of_o the_o flâ—sh_n and_o therefore_o i_o counsel_v thou_o to_o be_v very_o punctual_a in_o those_o thing_n which_o concern_v thy_o duty_n and_o obligation_n but_o as_o for_o extraordinary_a rigour_n be_v rather_o backward_o and_o fearful_a than_o indiscreet_o forward_a â—o_o embrace_v they_o 4._o yet_o i_o speak_v not_o here_o to_o those_o etc._n yet_o take_v heed_n of_o too_o much_o addict_v thyself_o to_o delicacy_n etc._n etc._n delicate_a one_o who_o though_o in_o other_o thing_n they_o be_v sufficient_o spiritual_a be_v overmuch_o incline_v to_o indulgence_n towards_o themselves_o and_o to_o a_o exâ—ct_a dote_a and_o diligence_n in_o the_o preservation_n of_o their_o health_n under_o duty_n under_o pretence_n of_o health_n or_o the_o better_a performance_n of_o thy_o duty_n pretence_n of_o be_v thereby_o better_a able_a to_o serve_v god_n and_o perform_v their_o duty_n for_o they_o strive_v to_o couple_v two_o capital_a enemy_n together_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o flesh_n
by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o most_o glorious_a and_o ever-blessed_n virgin_n and_o mother_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n wâ—ich_a thou_o may_v thus_o easy_o practice_v first_o fix_v thy_o mind_n and_o meditation_n upon_o god_n the_o eternal_a father_n then_o upon_o jesus_n christ_n his_o dear_a son_n and_o our_o sweet_a saviour_n and_o last_o upon_o mary_n the_o father_n first_o fix_v thy_o mind_n and_o meditation_n upth_n '_o eternal_a father_n ever-blessed_n virgin-mother_n 2._o in_o thy_o meditation_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n take_v these_o two_o point_n for_o thy_o subject_n and_o offer_v they_o up_o to_o his_o divine_a majesty_n first_o the_o great_a like_n and_o content_n he_o have_v in_o himself_o from_o all_o eternity_n concern_v this_o perfect_a creature_n the_o virgin_n before_o she_o have_v a_o be_v second_o the_o wonder_n he_o wrought_v in_o she_o and_o the_o content_a he_o take_v in_o she_o when_o she_o be_v bear_v into_o the_o world_n 3._o and_o as_o for_o the_o first_o of_o these_o consideration_n soar_n aloft_o and_o eternity_n consider_v the_o content_a he_o have_v in_o himself_o concern_v she_o from_o all_o eternity_n exalt_v thy_o thought_n beyond_o all_o time_n and_o above_o each_o thing_n create_v penetrate_v the_o very_a eternity_n of_o the_o deity_n and_o then_o consider_v what_o celebrity_n of_o joy_n and_o delight_v the_o divine_a majesty_n have_v within_o himself_o concern_v this_o sacred_a virgin_n and_o her_o high_a perfection_n and_o there_o find_v thy_o lord_n amid_o these_o joy_n and_o delight_n lay_v hold_v of_o the_o opportunity_n and_o address_v thy_o petition_n unto_o he_o with_o full_a hope_n and_o confidence_n that_o for_o this_o his_o great_a joy_n sake_n he_o will_v impart_v bountiful_o some_o grace_n strength_n and_o courage_n unto_o thou_o whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v enable_v to_o encounter_v and_o conquer_v thy_o enemy_n especial_o this_o vice_n which_o now_o chief_o tempt_v and_o trouble_v thou_o 4._o hence_o proceed_v to_o the_o consideration_n of_o those_o admirable_a virtue_n great_a gift_n and_o singular_a grace_n confer_v upon_o this_o most_o glorious_a virgin_n be_v and_o the_o wonder_n he_o wrought_v in_o she_o when_o she_o have_v a_o be_v and_o sometime_o present_a the_o whole_a bulk_n of_o they_o to_o the_o view_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n othertime_n choose_v out_o some_o particular_a perfection_n to_o lay_v open_a before_o he_o implore_v and_o entreat_v for_o his_o own_o boundless_a goodness_n sake_n and_o in_o respect_n of_o these_o virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o this_o his_o dear_o belove_a spouse_n that_o he_o will_v gracious_o hear_v and_o merciful_o grant_v what_o thou_o so_o great_o need_v 5._o then_o turn_v thy_o thought_n towards_o the_o son_n of_o god_n our_o lord_n son_n second_o upon_o god_n the_o son_n jesus_n and_o represent_v before_o he_o the_o sacred_a womb_n of_o his_o virgin-mother_n which_o enclose_v and_o carry_v he_o for_o nine_o month_n space_n as_o also_o the_o singular_a reverence_n wherewith_o she_o receive_v he_o from_o her_o womb_n into_o her_o bosom_n when_o he_o first_o appear_v in_o the_o world_n assist_v he_o and_o acknowledge_v he_o true_a man_n and_o adore_v he_o as_o eternal_a god_n as_o her_o own_o poor_a child_n and_o as_o her_o powerful_a creator_n put_v he_o further_o in_o mind_n of_o her_o eye_n of_o compassion_n towards_o his_o poverty_n of_o her_o sacred_a arm_n which_o so_o often_o embrace_v he_o her_o kiss_n wherewith_o she_o cherish_v he_o her_o milk_n wherewith_o she_o nourish_v he_o her_o labour_n suffer_v for_o he_o all_o his_o life_n time_n and_o her_o dolour_n at_o his_o death_n by_o which_o and_o the_o like_a relation_n from_o the_o dear_a mother_n thou_o shall_v use_v as_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a violence_n to_o her_o belove_a son_n to_o grant_v thy_o petition_n 6._o last_o come_v to_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n virgin_n last_o come_v to_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n herself_o lay_v open_a before_o she_o her_o own_o privilege_n prerogative_n and_o perfection_n how_o she_o only_a among_o all_o virgin_n and_o woman_n be_v especial_o elect_v by_o the_o eternal_a power_n prudence_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n to_o be_v a_o mother_n of_o gâ—ace_n and_o of_o pity_n to_o be_v a_o assistant_n and_o advocate_n of_o all_o mankind_n and_o that_o next_o to_o she_o dear_o belove_a son_n humanity_n we_o can_v apply_v ourselves_o to_o none_o but_o she_o for_o better_a supply_n of_o our_o necessity_n or_o true_a solace_n in_o our_o sorrow_n or_o great_a hope_n of_o happiness_n tell_v she_o also_o of_o that_o true_a and_o try_a saying_n that_o no_o one_o do_v ever_o faithful_o call_v upon_o she_o who_o receive_v not_o a_o merciful_a answer_n and_o present_a assistance_n by_o her_o holy_a prayer_n and_o patronage_n last_o put_v before_o her_o eye_n all_o her_o son_n sorrow_n and_o suffering_n upon_o earth_n and_o beg_v of_o she_o for_o his_o sweet_a sake_n for_o his_o only_a honour_n and_o for_o his_o glory_n that_o thou_o may_v impetrate_v by_o her_o pious_a intercession_n the_o effect_n of_o this_o thy_o petition_n which_o that_o thou_o may_v obtain_v he_o patient_o undergo_v his_o so_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n chap._n xxvi_o how_o to_o pray_v and_o meditate_v by_o mean_n of_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o heavenly_a citizen_n 1._o another_o powerful_a mean_n to_o obtain_v thy_o petition_n be_v by_o the_o angel_n and_o bless_a saint_n in_o heaven_n which_o be_v also_o practise_v two_o manner_n of_o way_n first_o apply_v thy_o thought_n father_n first_o address_v thyself_o to_o the_o eternal_a father_n to_o the_o eternal_a father_n and_o present_a before_o he_o the_o love_n honour_n and_o praise_n wherewith_o his_o heavenly_a court_n worship_n and_n exalt_v he_o and_o withal_o lie_v open_a all_o the_o misery_n labour_n and_o molestation_n which_o his_o saint_n suffer_v and_o by_o his_o grace_n surmount_v here_o upon_o earth_n 2._o the_o other_o way_n be_v by_o apply_v thyself_o to_o these_o glorious_a spirit_n as_o themselves_o next_o unto_o the_o glorious_a angel_n and_o saint_n themselves_o to_z they_o who_o not_o only_o remember_v we_o amid_o their_o joy_n but_o earnest_o desire_v our_o perfection_n beg_v therefore_o their_o faithful_a assistance_n in_o thy_o fight_n against_o vice_n and_o sometime_o implore_v their_o aid_n and_o assistance_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n against_o thy_o dreadful_a enemy_n 3._o other_o time_n reflect_v upon_o those_o excellent_a gift_n and_o grace_n wherewith_o their_o lord_n god_n endue_v they_o exciting_a in_o thy_o soul_n a_o lively_a feel_n of_o love_n and_o joy_n that_o they_o possess_v these_o high_a perfection_n as_o much_o yea_o more_o than_o if_o they_o be_v thy_o own_o since_o such_o be_v the_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o divine_a majesty_n 4._o and_o that_o thou_o may_v more_o week_n divide_v they_o into_o quire_n according_a to_o the_o day_n of_o the_o week_n easy_o and_o orderly_o perform_v and_o practice_v this_o pious_a exercise_n divide_v the_o quire_n of_o this_o bless_a company_n according_a to_o the_o weekday_n in_o some_o such_o manner_n as_o follow_v upon_o sunday_n meditate_v upon_o the_o nine_o quire_n of_o angel_n upon_o monday_n of_o the_o holy_a apostle_n upon_o tuesday_n of_o the_o glorious_a martyr_n upon_o wednesday_n of_o the_o bless_a bishop_n upon_o thursday_n of_o the_o holy_a doctor_n upon_o friday_n of_o the_o holy_a confessor_n upon_o saturday_n of_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n 5._o but_o let_v no_o day_n pass_v without_o patron_n but_o every_o day_n pray_v to_o the_o b._n virgin_n to_o thy_o particular_a patron_n some_o special_a devotion_n to_o the_o most_o glorious_a virgin_n mary_n to_o thy_o proper-angel_n and_o to_o that_o particular_a saint_n and_o patron_n to_o who_o thou_o owe_v singular_a duty_n and_o veneration_n explication_n among_o which_o i_o persuade_v thou_o to_o place_n s._n joseph_n the_o dear_a spouse_n of_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n who_o as_o experience_n and_o contemplative_a person_n testify_v will_v assist_v thou_o by_o joseph_n and_o to_o s._n joseph_n his_o holy_a prayer_n in_o all_o thy_o temporal_a and_o spiritual_a necessity_n and_o particular_o advance_v and_o direct_v thy_o soul_n in_o its_o spiritual_a exercise_n of_o prayer_n and_o contemplation_n and_o sure_o if_o our_o love_a lord_n so_o high_o esteem_v his_o other_o saint_n because_o they_o yield_v he_o his_o due_a honour_n and_o obedience_n upon_o earth_n how_o much_o more_o do_v he_o value_v this_o most_o humble_a and_o happy_a saint_n and_o how_o prevalent_a be_v his_o prayer_n like_v to_o be_v with_o that_o divine_a son_n who_o honour_v serve_v and_o obey_v he_o upon_o earth_n as_o his_o father_n chap._n xxvii_o how_o to_o meditate_v upon_o the_o holy_a cross_n and_o christ_n our_o saviour_n hang_v thereon_o to_o excite_v and_o move_v our_o affection_n 1._o i_o have_v before_o show_v thou_o o_o my_o
victory_n into_o your_o own_o peaceful_a conscience_n and_o keep_v there_o a_o delicious_a 13_o call_v by_o isay_n sabbatum_fw-la delicatum_fw-la esa_n 58._o 13_o sabbath_n of_o repose_n in_o the_o happy_a enjoyment_n of_o unspeakable_a delight_n the_o seven_o chief_a ambush_n of_o our_o enemy_n 1._o self-love_n which_o be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o sin_n and_o cause_n of_o all_o inproficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n 2._o few_o be_v find_v free_a from_o it_o 3._o to_o avoid_v this_o snare_n we_o must_v seek_v god_n honour_n in_o all_o our_o action_n 4._o to_o self-love_n belong_v unmortified_a sensuality_n which_o must_v be_v tame_v by_o cut_v off_o superfluity_n 5._o to_o the_o same_o pertain_v pride_n self-conceit_n etc._n etc._n which_o must_v be_v remedy_v by_o the_o practice_n of_o humility_n 6._o also_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o inferior_a nature_n love_n hatred_n etc._n etc._n to_o which_o we_o must_v oppose_v peace_n of_o heart_n 7._o last_o the_o adhere_n to_o our_o own_o will_n and_o judgement_n which_o must_v be_v cure_v by_o obedience_n 8._o note_v a_o triple_a obedience_n 2._o immoderate_a affection_n to_o creature_n 1._o this_o distract_v we_o from_o our_o creator_n against_o which_o we_o must_v provide_v poverty_n of_o spirit_n 2._o affection_n to_o person_n corrupt_v our_o judgement_n 3._o we_o must_v remedy_v it_o by_o love_v all_o impartial_o in_o and_o for_o god_n 4._o spiritual_a comfort_n may_v be_v sometime_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n therefore_o we_o must_v not_o stay_v in_o they_o but_o transcend_v they_o 3._o extroversion_n or_o a_o inordinate_a application_n of_o ourselves_o to_o external_a thing_n 1._o which_o choke_v up_o devotion_n therefore_o we_o must_v not_o thrust_v ourselves_o upon_o employment_n 2._o but_o curb_v our_o fancy_n 3._o perform_v work_n of_o obedience_n necessity_n and_o charity_n without_o engage_v our_o affection_n 4._o and_o strive_v to_o get_v into_o our_o interior_a 5._o by_o fix_v our_o heart_n on_o christ_n crucify_v 4._o bitterness_n of_o heart_n sadness_n frowardness_n etc._n etc._n 2._o all_o which_o proceed_v either_o from_o nature_n indiscretion_n thoughtfulnesse_n presumption_n or_o immortification_n 3._o and_o must_v be_v sweeten_v with_o charity_n 4._o to_o this_o belong_v a_o certain_a grudge_n at_o god_n providence_n which_o must_v be_v avoid_v by_o a_o cordial_a resignation_n 5._o scrupulosity_n inward_a affliction_n fearfulness_n etc._n etc._n 1._o which_o aim_n at_o the_o destruction_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n 2._o to_o avoid_v this_o we_o must_v rely_v upon_o god_n and_o our_o guide_n 3._o and_o assure_v ourselves_o that_o we_o can_v err_v in_o confidence_n if_o we_o fall_v not_o into_o negligence_n 6._o excessive_a and_o unnecessary_a study_n 1._o which_o busy_v the_o understanding_n but_o leave_v the_o will_n barren_a 2._o puff_v we_o up_o with_o vanity_n but_o leave_v we_o empty_a of_o true_a piety_n 3._o the_o remedy_n be_v to_o rectify_v our_o intention_n in_o our_o study_n 7._o tepidity_n and_o coldness_n in_o devotion_n 1._o which_o be_v the_o bane_n of_o all_o spirituality_n we_o must_v always_o go_v forward_o towards_o perfection_n with_o perseverance_n and_o excite_v our_o sluggishness_n with_o frequent_a aspiration_n 2._o a_o excellent_a document_n of_o saint_n anthony_n latet_fw-la hostess_fw-la et_fw-la otia_fw-la ducis_fw-la the_o first_o ambush_n self-love_n 1._o this_o in_o s._n augustine_n opinion_n be_v the_o root_n of_o perfection_n self-love_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o sin_n and_o cause_n of_o all_o inproficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n all_o sin_n and_o we_o may_v fit_o add_v and_o avouch_v it_o to_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o inproficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n for_o our_o subtle_a nature_n so_o constant_o seek_v herself_o in_o all_o her_o action_n and_o omission_n that_o even_o the_o spiritual_a man_n who_o tread_v in_o the_o pleasant_a path_n of_o piety_n be_v subject_a to_o be_v draw_v into_o this_o dangerous_a ambush_n he_o will_v find_v upon_o due_a examination_n some_o sinister_a and_o self-intention_n con._n read_v the_o second_o ch_z of_o the_o spir._n con._n creep_v in_o and_o corrupt_v his_o sincere_a endeavour_n and_o perceive_v unless_o high_o illuminate_v that_o there_o be_v more_o of_o private_a commodity_n than_o pure_a and_o perfect_a charity_n in_o his_o most_o transcendent_a and_o heroic_a exercise_n 2._o who_o be_v not_o general_o more_o diligent_a in_o the_o performance_n of_o his_o it_o few_o be_v find_v free_a from_o it_o duty_n for_o the_o fear_n of_o hell_n and_o hope_v of_o heaven_n than_o for_o the_o sole_a and_o substantial_a love_n of_o his_o creator_n who_o have_v not_o rather_o some_o small_a clause_n and_o secret_a condition_n of_o self-interest_n in_o his_o action_n than_o the_o only_a fulfil_n of_o god_n holy_a will_n and_o the_o follow_v of_o his_o divine_a inspiration_n who_o shall_v we_o find_v though_o never_o so_o great_a pretender_n to_o perfection_n so_o total_o untangle_v from_o this_o net_n of_o self-love_n that_o they_o neither_o hover_v after_o humane_a respect_n and_o praise_n nor_o look_v upon_o reward_n or_o punishment_n nor_o overvalue_v their_o own_o way_n and_o exercise_n nor_o solace_n themselves_o with_o the_o sweet_n of_o sensible_a devotion_n nor_o please_v themselves_o with_o their_o high-towring_a contemplation_n and_o rapture_n into_o god_n immediate_a perfection_n nor_o final_o dress_v up_o devotion_n by_o the_o pattern_n of_o their_o own_o passion_n and_o so_o fall_v in_o love_n with_o their_o own_o conception_n and_o make_v to_o themselves_o in_o bethel_n golden_a calf_n in_o stead_n of_o 8._o 3._o reg._n 13._o 8._o the_o cherubin_n in_o jerusalem_n who_o will_n be_v so_o true_o devest_v from_o all_o propriety_n as_o to_o remain_v untouched_a unmoved_a undisquiet_v resolute_a and_o resign_v in_o all_o temporal_a chance_n and_o change_n and_o in_o all_o spiritual_a dryness_n desolation_n dereliction_n and_o affliction_n whatsoever_o 3._o to_o avoid_v this_o pernicious_a snare_n action_n to_o avoid_v this_o snare_n we_o must_v seek_v god_n honour_n in_o our_o action_n we_o must_v strive_v to_o level_v all_o our_o action_n at_o god_n pure_a honour_n and_o pleasure_n as_o the_o only_a end_n we_o aim_n at_o the_o only_a object_n of_o our_o love_n life_n and_o labour_n in_o who_o only_o and_o not_o in_o the_o best_a of_o his_o creature_n be_v find_v true_a quiet_a and_o content_a 4._o unmortified_a sensuality_n be_v the_o sensuality_n to_o self-love_n belong_v unmortified_a sensuality_n dear_a darling_n of_o self-love_n this_o propose_v nothing_o but_o pleasure_n and_o pastime_n to_o our_o seduce_a appetite_n roaming_n abroad_o to_o our_o affection_n make_v we_o sedulous_a to_o satisfy_v our_o fancy_n covetous_a to_o content_v our_o curiosity_n to_o hearken_v after_o vanity_n to_o arraignment_n read_v the_o 7._o ch_z of_o the_o arraignment_n glut_v our_o gust_n with_o dainty_n and_o to_o evaporate_v our_o precious_a time_n and_o talent_n in_o extravagant_a adhesion_n to_o creature_n what_o hope_n alas_o of_o internal_a repose_n and_o recollection_n where_o such_o tumult_n and_o trouble_n prepossess_v the_o spirit_n what_o place_n remain_v for_o the_o holy_a entertainment_n of_o heavenly_a love_n when_o such_o affection_n have_v fill_v up_o each_o corner_n of_o the_o heart_n wherefore_o a_o soul_n that_o seek_v god_n superfluity_n which_o must_v be_v tame_v by_o cut_v off_o superfluity_n must_v scorn_v to_o rest_v in_o these_o seem_a good_n she_o mâ—st_v banish_v all_o superfluity_n and_o be_v content_a with_o the_o mere_a supply_n of_o her_o necessity_n she_o must_v admit_v of_o no_o excess_n in_o meat_n drink_n sleep_n attire_z talk_z or_o other_o solace_n whatsoever_o if_o she_o real_o intend_v to_o make_v the_o body_n pliable_a to_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o spirit_n proper_a to_o tend_v to_o perfection_n 5._o pride_n presumption_n vanity_n self-esteem_a self-complacency_a self-content_a etc._n to_o the_o same_o belong_v pride_n self-conceit_a etc._n etc._n self-praise_n self-seeking_a self-delight_n with_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o like_a nature_n be_v but_o several_a nooze_n of_o the_o same_o net_n and_o sprout_n out_o of_o the_o same_o main_a root_n self-love_n and_o whosoever_o hope_n for_o honour_n praise_n preferment_n or_o profit_n from_o other_o for_o any_o good_n of_o nature_n gift_n of_o grace_n or_o prerogative_n of_o virtue_n be_v fall_v into_o this_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n rob_v god_n of_o his_o proper_a due_n be_v rot_v at_o the_o heart_n and_o have_v already_o receive_v his_o full_a reward_n the_o remedy_n of_o all_o this_o o_o dear_a humility_n which_o must_v be_v remedy_v by_o the_o practice_n of_o humility_n soul_n be_v unfeigned_a humility_n cast_v one_o glance_n of_o your_o soul_n eye_v upward_o upon_o your_o creator_n might_n and_o mercy_n all_o your_o perfection_n come_v out_o of_o his_o treasury_n and_o be_v lend_v you_o to_o be_v improve_v for_o his_o service_n not_o to_o be_v proud_a
and_o secure_v lesson_n leave_v all_o thing_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v one_o thing_n which_o be_v all_o in_o all_o take_v courage_n and_o fight_v valiant_o against_o thy_o own_o bad_a nature_n pray_v suffer_v stoop_v bear_v repugnance_n swallow_v down_o contradiction_n digest_v injury_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n suffer_v violence_n the_o end_n thou_o ayme_v at_o be_v perfection_n the_o reward_n of_o thy_o conqucst_a be_v eternal_a love_n eternal_a life_n eternal_a happiness_n behold_v o_o my_o lord_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o salvation_n i_o be_o full_o resolve_v to_o lay_v the_o axe_n to_o the_o root_n of_o this_o wicked_a tree_n help_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o thy_o grace_n from_o above_o that_o i_o may_v hew_v myself_o out_o of_o myself_o that_o i_o may_v kill_v crucify_v and_o mortify_v my_o inveigle_a sensuality_n cut_v off_o my_o evil_a inclination_n rectify_v my_o disorder_a passion_n and_o root_v out_o each_o thought_n or_o desire_n which_o tend_v not_o direct_o to_o thy_o honour_n will_n and_o love_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n 3._o i_o know_v lord_n that_o it_o be_v bootless_a to_o study_v perfection_n without_o the_o practice_n of_o mortification_n i_o confess_v i_o can_v never_o love_v thou_o true_o but_o in_o as_o much_o as_o i_o hate_v myself_o real_o such_o be_v the_o antipathy_n between_o self-love_n and_o thy_o holy_a affection_n ah_o how_o can_v a_o spirit_n distract_v with_o contrary_a inclination_n be_v free_o and_o full_o vacant_a to_o thy_o divine_a contemplation_n put_v therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o sluice_n to_o my_o unmortified_a passion_n put_v a_o bind_v to_o my_o distraught_a heart_n and_o powerful_o keep_v back_o those_o innumerous_a concupiscence_n and_o corrupt_a imagination_n violent_o succeed_v each_o other_o that_o my_o unite_a affection_n may_v intend_v thou_o only_o the_o only_a object_n of_o all_o happiness_n gather_v o_o my_o lord_n the_o disperse_a force_n of_o my_o soul_n from_o all_o multiplicity_n of_o worldly_a affection_n to_o the_o union_n of_o thy_o only_a love_n keep_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o understanding_n will_n memory_n imagination_n and_o all_o my_o inward_a and_o outward_a sense_n from_o roam_v abroad_o that_o careful_o attend_v and_o entertain_v thy_o divine_a presence_n in_o my_o soul_n i_o may_v attain_v true_a introversion_n simplification_n and_o union_n of_o my_o spirit_n with_o thou_o reform_v o_o my_o lord_n all_o the_o natural_a corruption_n of_o my_o outward_a man_n and_o redress_v all_o the_o spiritual_a infirmity_n of_o my_o inward_a man_n destroy_v and_o disperse_v all_o internal_a and_o external_a enemy_n and_o opposer_n of_o thy_o holy_a love_n possess_v i_o perfect_o and_o dispose_v of_o i_o entire_o according_a to_o thy_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 4._o to_o this_o end_n o_o bless_v my_o weak_a endeavour_n almighty_a and_o al-merciful_a lord_n god_n i_o will_v subtract_v all_o superfluity_n from_o my_o body_n and_o accustom_v it_o to_o all_o sort_n of_o suffering_n that_o so_o i_o may_v fit_v it_o up_o for_o thou_o o_o holy_a spirit_n who_o dwell_v not_o with_o they_o that_o be_v sensual_a and_o subject_a to_o sin_n alas_o i_o have_v not_o yet_o resist_v to_o the_o effusion_n of_o my_o blood_n and_o shall_v i_o spill_v each_o drop_n of_o blood_n in_o my_o body_n in_o this_o holy_a quarrel_n how_o little_o ought_v i_o to_o regard_v it_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o great_a good_a i_o expect_v i_o will_v therefore_o crucify_v thou_o o_o my_o flesh_n with_o all_o thy_o concupiscence_n i_o will_v mortify_v my_o outward_a sense_n the_o window_n by_o which_o death_n steal_v into_o my_o soul_n the_o hinderer_n of_o my_o heart_n tranquillity_n the_o destroyer_n of_o true_a devotion_n the_o disperser_n of_o inward_a recollection_n and_o the_o utter_a ruiner_n of_o all_o the_o good_a desire_n which_o i_o conceive_v and_o kindle_v in_o my_o prayer_n ah_o how_o soon_o be_v this_o divine_a fire_n cool_v and_o quench_v not_o only_o by_o sin_n but_o also_o by_o the_o distract_n image_n of_o outward_a object_n i_o will_v keep_v a_o special_a and_o strict_a watch_n over_o my_o tongue_n on_o which_o depend_v my_o spiritual_a life_n or_o death_n and_o cherish_v thou_o o_o belove_a silence_n which_o be_v the_o key_n of_o piety_n the_o keeper_n of_o innocency_n and_o the_o preserver_n of_o purity_n i_o will_v trample_v down_o my_o inferior_a spirit_n this_o be_v the_o chief_a exercise_n of_o god_n child_n not_o to_o be_v carry_v away_o with_o affection_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n but_o to_o conduct_v themselves_o according_a to_o god_n spirit_n nature_n with_o all_o it_o be_v evil_a affection_n and_o motion_n of_o love_n hatred_n joy_n sadness_n desire_n fear_v hope_v anger_n etc._n etc._n i_o will_v order_v dispose_n and_o direct_v it_o according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o reason_n and_o thy_o divine_a inspiration_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n grant_v i_o courage_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o quell_v and_o curb_v this_o most_o dangerous_a and_o my_o great_a enemy_n which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o all_o my_o misery_n the_o citadel_n from_o whence_o sin_n assail_v i_o and_o satan_n fetch_v his_o force_n to_o fight_v against_o i_o grant_v good_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v they_o therefore_o every_o one_o must_v strive_v to_o know_v his_o own_o natural_a inclination_n and_o then_o employ_v all_o his_o force_n and_o apply_v all_o his_o prayer_n and_o spiritual_a exercise_n to_o quell_v they_o never_o yield_v to_o this_o wicked_a eve_n persuade_v adam_n my_o superior_a will_n to_o eat_v the_o forbid_a fruit_n to_o consent_n to_o unlawful_a pleasure_n o_o that_o i_o can_v tame_v these_o cruel_a beast_n my_o natural_a passion_n how_o soon_o shall_v i_o be_v master_n of_o all_o moral_a virtue_n o_o that_o i_o can_v so_o till_o this_o vineyard_n so_o delve_v this_o garden_n so_o purge_v it_o from_o all_o ill_a weed_n of_o affection_n and_o prune_v all_o superfluous_a surgeon_n and_o shoot_n of_o passion_n that_o 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