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a_o spirit_n of_o holiness_n and_o a_o spirit_n of_o comsort_n employment_n put_v spiritual_a thing_n to_o base_a employment_n 4._o when_o man_n put_v spiritual_a thing_n to_o base_a employment_n as_o when_o we_o use_v our_o knowledge_n or_o any_o gift_n of_o ability_n spiritual_o to_o pride_n covetousness_n fraud_n or_o any_o worldly_a end_n 4.68_o end_n lucernam_fw-la sur_fw-fr accrndit_fw-la ex_fw-la ara_fw-la sovis_fw-la etc._n etc._n repentè_fw-fr vocem_fw-la sancta_fw-la misit_fw-la rebgio_fw-la sceleste_v spiritu_fw-la culpam_fw-la lues_fw-la in_o phaedr_n fab_n l._n 4.68_o this_o be_v as_o if_o the_o sacred_a vessel_n in_o the_o temple_n shall_v be_v put_v to_o common_a employment_n or_o as_o if_o we_o shall_v use_v the_o royal_a robe_n of_o a_o king_n to_o act_v a_o play_n this_o be_v simon_n magus_n his_o sin_n act_v 8._o who_o will_v glad_o have_v purchase_v those_o rare_a gift_n of_o the_o spirit_n them_o themistocles_n graecum_fw-la a_o put_fw-mi persas_fw-la interpretem_fw-la intersici_fw-la jussit_fw-la iniquum_fw-la ratus_fw-la graecam_fw-la linguam_fw-la in_o iesum_fw-la barbarorum_fw-la convertere_fw-la plu._n in_o them_o that_o he_o may_v seem_v some_o body_n and_o enrich_v himself_o and_o thus_o many_o even_o of_o the_o godly_a do_v much_o offend_v put_v forth_o their_o part_n too_o much_o to_o their_o own_o advantage_n now_o what_o be_v this_o but_o to_o serve_v thyself_o of_o thy_o god_n and_o to_o make_v spiritual_a gift_n the_o price_n of_o worldly_a vanity_n and_o what_o dishonour_n be_v this_o 5._o when_o we_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o spirit_n before_o man_n he_o when_o ashamed_a of_o he_o as_o when_o we_o dissemble_v and_o hide_v our_o grace_n lest_o we_o shall_v be_v scorn_v when_o we_o count_v it_o a_o dishonout_n to_o we_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o call_v spiritual_a or_o person_n walk_v in_o the_o spirit_n be_v it_o not_o a_o dishonour_n to_o a_o prince_n that_o a_o subject_n and_o servant_n shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o master_n his_o livery_n and_o service_n this_o be_v great_o threaten_v whosoever_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o i_o and_o of_o my_o word_n in_o this_o adulterous_a and_o sinful_a generation_n of_o he_o also_o shall_v the_o son_n of_o man_n be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o come_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o father_n with_o the_o holy_a angel_n mark_v 8.38_o 2._o as_o the_o spirit_n may_v be_v thus_o dishonour_v direct_o he_o the_o spirit_n dishonour_v indirect_o when_o we_o occasion_n other_o todishonor_v he_o so_o also_o he_o may_v be_v dishonour_v by_o we_o when_o we_o do_v such_o thing_n as_o occasion_v it_o as_o when_o by_o our_o faulty_a and_o unholy_a conversation_n we_o occasion_n man_n to_o think_v and_o speak_v evil_o of_o god_n thus_o do_v they_o who_o god_n tax_v ezech._n 36.20_o 23._o rom._n 2.23_o 24._o these_o thing_n seldom_o go_v unpunished_a if_o blasphemy_n
direction_n how_o to_o recover_v three_o go_v to_o christ_n christ_n direct_v 3._o go_v to_o christ_n and_o beg_v of_o he_o to_o cause_v a_o spirit_n of_o life_n to_o come_v into_o thou_o i_o put_v you_o upon_o christ_n but_o take_v heed_n of_o mistake_n here_o 1._o caution_n 1_o think_v not_o that_o there_o be_v a_o great_a willingness_n in_o christ_n then_o in_o the_o father_n or_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o show_v mercy_n to_o you_o you_o must_v honour_v the_o son_n as_o you_o honour_v the_o father_n lapide_fw-la father_n quomodo_n par_fw-fr non_fw-la erit_fw-la aequaliter_fw-la cum_fw-la patre_fw-la honorari_fw-la cvi_fw-la adidentitatem_fw-la substantiae_fw-la nihil_fw-la prorsus_fw-la deest_fw-la cyril_n apud_fw-la cornel_n à _fw-la lapide_fw-la john_n 5.23_o they_o must_v have_v the_o same_o honour_n for_o they_o be_v one_o they_o have_v the_o same_o be_v and_o the_o same_o will_n and_o the_o same_o thought_n i_o and_o my_o father_n be_v one_o john_n 8.30_o they_o have_v the_o same_o friend_n all_o thou_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_v thou_o john_n 17.10_o 2_o think_v not_o that_o what_o you_o have_v from_o christ_n you_o have_v from_o he_o exclusive_o for_o they_o be_v one_o fountain_n and_o as_o they_o be_v one_o in_o nature_n so_o they_o be_v one_o in_o all_o that_o mercy_n which_o be_v show_v to_o we_o therefore_o so_o cast_v honour_n upon_o christ_n as_o that_o you_o also_o honour_v the_o father_n and_o the_o spirit_n all_o that_o christ_n do_v as_o mediator_n he_o do_v by_o commission_n and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d fore_o he_o say_v he_o come_v to_o do_v the_o wâ—â—_n of_o his_o father_n heb._n 10._o john_n 6._o looâ—_n then_o upon_o this_o great_a mediator_n as_o one_o seal_v of_o the_o father_n and_o fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n yea_o and_o clothe_v with_o our_o nature_n and_o stand_v betwixt_o god_n and_o we_o to_o make_v both_o one_o and_o to_o convey_v to_o we_o 〈◊〉_d the_o riches_n of_o his_o father_n himselfe_n the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v equal_a with_o the_o father_n and_o have_v a_o natural_a and_o eternal_a sovereignty_n with_o the_o father_n but_o as_o mediator_n his_o power_n be_v economical_a dispense_v and_o delegated_a to_o he_o all_o power_n lapide_fw-la power_n inchoate_n in_o incarnatione_n complete_a in_o ascensione_n cornel._n à _fw-la lapide_fw-la be_v give_v to_o i_o both_o in_o thing_n in_o heaven_n and_o 〈◊〉_d thing_n on_o earth_n mat._n 28.20_o therefore_o lift_v up_o your_o hand_n with_o joy_n and_o come_v to_o christ_n pray_v he_o to_o look_v upon_o a_o poor_a beggar_n he_o have_v power_n in_o 〈◊〉_d hand_n he_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n say_v loâ—â—_n i_o need_v much_o thou_o call_v i_o to_o 〈◊〉_d of_o thou_o gold_n and_o raiment_n and_o eye_n salve_v apoc._n 3.18_o now_o behold_v my_o peverty_n nakedness_n blindness_n and_o 〈◊〉_d i_o say_v to_o he_o lord_z i_o can_v rather_o bear_v all_o evil_n then_o this_o evil_a i_o can_v think_v myself_o happy_a if_o i_o may_v enjoy_v thou_o though_o all_o other_o trouble_n be_v upon_o i_o lord_n thou_o know_v what_o it_o be_v for_o a_o soul_n to_o be_v forsake_v it_o be_v sometime_o thou_o own_o case_n when_o thou_o complain_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o not_o o_o my_o lord_n but_o that_o thou_o have_v a_o divine_a supportment_n but_o thou_o have_v not_o it_o seem_v that_o inward_a joy_n which_o at_o other_o time_n do_v fill_v thou_o now_o thou_o be_v in_o thy_o glory_n pity_v a_o worm_n in_o misery_n 6._o misery_n dam_fw-la dextram_fw-la misero_fw-la &_o tecum_fw-la i_o tolle_fw-la per_fw-la undas_fw-la vargil_n aen._n 6._o that_o mourn_v and_o desire_v more_o after_o thou_o than_o all_o thing_n lord_n thou_o pay_v dear_a for_o my_o good_a let_v good_a come_v unto_o i_o i_o desire_v more_o from_o thou_o for_o thou_o not_o mere_o that_o i_o may_v have_v more_o happiness_n but_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v better_a service_n if_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o much_o i_o will_v return_v much_o thou_o have_v bid_v i_o if_o my_o enemy_n hunger_n to_o feed_v he_o if_o he_o thirst_v give_v he_o drink_v rom._n 12.19_o prov._n 25.21_o lord_n deny_v not_o such_o mercy_n to_o thy_o child_n though_o i_o have_v sin_v yet_o thou_o be_v my_o father_n and_o though_o thou_o have_v be_v angry_a yet_o be_o i_o not_o thy_o child_n this_o shall_v be_v thy_o glory_n when_o these_o dead_a and_o dry_a bone_n shall_v live_v when_o the_o grave_n shall_v be_v open_v and_o the_o bond_n of_o deaâ—â—_n shall_v be_v loose_v and_o i_o shall_v walk_v before_o thou_o thou_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o if_o she_o have_v know_v the_o gifâ—_n 〈◊〉_d god_n and_o thyself_o she_o will_v have_v as_o 〈◊〉_d of_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v have_v give_v 〈◊〉_d live_a water_n john_n 4.10_o now_o lord_n i_o know_v thou_o and_o this_o gift_n those_o wateâ—â—_n will_v be_v sweet_a to_o my_o thirst_a heaâ—â—_n oh_o give_v unto_o i_o also_o i_o remember_v tâ—â—_n mercy_n of_o old_a and_o my_o heart_n both_o joy_v and_o die_v the_o remembrance_n of_o theâ—â—_n sweetness_n do_v delight_v i_o but_o thâ—â—_n thought_n of_o their_o absence_n do_v afflicâ—_n i_o etc._n i_o mencer_n sum_n quanta_fw-la pacefruebar_v cum_fw-la in_o domino_fw-la gaudebam_fw-la ideo_fw-la nunc_fw-la magis_fw-la doleo_fw-la quia_fw-la scio_fw-la quid_fw-la perdidi_fw-la scio_fw-la quam_fw-la maxima_fw-la bana_fw-la amisi_fw-la red_a quod_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la mihi_fw-la abstuli_fw-la red_a quod_fw-la meam_fw-la culpâ_fw-la perdidi_fw-la savanarâ—_n medit_n in_o psal_n miserere_fw-la etc._n etc._n i_o can_v not_o have_v desire_v thâ—â—_n presence_n but_o by_o thou_o these_o desire_v aâ—â—_n thou_o turn_v they_o not_o back_o without_o theâ—â—_n end_n i_o be_v well_o without_o thou_o as_o 〈◊〉_d think_v till_o thou_o come_v to_o i_o aâ—â—_n since_o thy_o come_n i_o fall_v asleep_a against_o and_o be_v at_o rest_n but_o thou_o have_v call_v 〈◊〉_d and_o now_o lord_n what_o will_v thou_o do_v for_o i_o a_o little_a will_v do_v i_o good_a and_o will_v bless_v thou_o there_o be_v no_o sorrow_n 〈◊〉_d this_o to_o have_v thy_o face_n hide_v and_o lust_n and_o devil_n to_o break_v in_o lord_n what_o and_o how_o many_o be_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o soul_n oh_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o compassion_n help_v i_o who_o be_o compass_v about_o with_o a_o multitude_n of_o evil_n be_v thou_o not_o set_v for_o the_o rise_n of_o they_o that_o fall_n and_o to_o be_v a_o repayrer_n of_o breach_n be_v not_o thy_o name_n jesus_n and_o be_v not_o salvation_n thy_o employment_n oh_o be_v a_o saviour_n to_o i_o and_o pull_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o deep_n remember_v the_o covenant_n etc._n etc._n thus_o take_v up_o word_n and_o courage_n and_o go_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n carry_v thy_o empty_a sack_n to_o joseph_n thy_o brother_n for_o he_o be_v lord_n of_o all_o egypt_n stand_v not_o waste_v thyself_o in_o sad_a thought_n of_o thy_o misery_n but_o arise_v and_o pray_v turn_v the_o stream_n of_o thy_o grief_n towards_o christ_n he_o 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here_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n will_v make_v his_o temple_n his_o throne_n his_o resâ—â—_n only_o come_v with_o the_o whole_a heart_n colâ—â—_n prayer_n and_o remissness_n of_o spirit_n lose_v what_o you_o seek_v and_o fervent_a prayer_n wiâ—â—_n find_v again_o what_o you_o lose_v be_v not_o discourage_v here_o be_v the_o gate_n of_o life_n heâ—_n that_o dwell_v here_o be_v never_o from_o home_n not_o ever_o asleep_a extend_v 〈◊〉_d extend_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d your_o prayer_n as_o they_o act_v 12.5_o stay_v till_o the_o alm_n come_v the_o thing_n be_v sure_a only_o the_o time_n be_v in_o the_o lord_n hand_n many_o time_n prayer_n be_v lose_v because_o you_o wait_v not_o for_o the_o answer_n 〈◊〉_d at_o the_o gate_n you_o need_v not_o fear_v to_o knock_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o be_v angry_a
be_v right_a or_o no_o but_o now_o we_o see_v often_o time_n that_o even_o man_n that_o have_v much_o grace_n and_o quick_a sight_v understanding_n be_v much_o in_o fear_n of_o their_o own_o estate_n and_o have_v give_v themselves_o for_o hypocrite_n unsound_a yea_o dead_a yea_o damn_a man_n read_v psal_n 88_o and_o there_o see_v heman_n as_o a_o sad_a instance_n of_o such_o a_o heavy_a condition_n grace_n lie_v often_o so_o hide_v that_o they_o that_o seek_v it_o can_v find_v it_o in_o themselves_o tetragon_n themselves_o habitus_n fidei_fw-la est_fw-la secundùm_fw-la theologos_fw-la medium_n incognitum_fw-la saepe_fw-la enim_fw-la non_fw-la sentitur_fw-la baron_fw-fr apod_n ad_fw-la turneb_n tetragon_n 4._o consult_v that_o text_n rom._n 8.16_o the_o spirit_n itself_o bear_v witness_v with_o our_o spirit_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n beside_o the_o stream_n of_o interpreter_n who_o give_v testimony_n to_o this_o testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n let_v the_o place_n 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many_o thing_n in_o the_o saint_n which_o be_v very_o repugnant_a to_o that_o filial_a state_n in_o which_o they_o be_v set_v by_o grace_n and_o it_o be_v no_o wonder_n if_o god_n take_v such_o course_n wherein_o he_o seem_v not_o to_o be_v a_o father_n to_o they_o that_o be_v not_o as_o child_n to_o he_o i_o will_v instance_n in_o some_o particular_a evil_n which_o god_n will_v not_o bear_v with_o but_o do_v visit_v in_o his_o people_n with_o this_o and_o other_o rod_n 1._o deadness_n and_o dulness_n of_o heart_n sometime_o live_v man_n be_v in_o a_o liveless_a state_n their_o heart_n be_v so_o benumb_v that_o they_o seem_v to_o lie_v among_o the_o dead_a the_o former_a vigour_n and_o activity_n of_o their_o grace_n be_v go_v and_o they_o be_v become_v barren_a and_o unfruitful_a now_o as_o in_o a_o lethargy_n or_o apoplexy_n physician_n use_v strong_a and_o sharp_a medicine_n so_o god_n cast_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o fever_n to_o get_v off_o this_o stupidity_n and_o hang_v their_o 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