dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o loose_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v with_o thou_o i_o be_o great_o weary_v and_o i_o wait_v for_o the_o entertainment_n which_o thou_o have_v show_v i_o as_o the_o traveller_n in_o his_o journey_n at_o night_n time_n desire_v the_o sunrising_n so_o do_v i_o desire_v after_o the_o clear_a light_n even_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n when_o my_o voice_n and_o speech_n shall_v fail_v i_o grant_v o_o merciful_a saviour_n that_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n may_v speak_v unto_o thou_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o with_o groan_n that_o can_v be_v utter_v let_v his_o motion_n spring_v up_o in_o my_o breast_n and_o move_v thy_o heart_n unto_o mercy_n towards_o i_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o eternal_a father_n receive_v my_o spirit_n §_o 13._o these_o be_v the_o meditation_n and_o this_o the_o exercise_n of_o this_o holy_a man_n upon_o his_o die_a bed_n he_o 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happy_a soul_n in_o which_o thou_o jesus_n christ_n sit_v as_o the_o guide_n and_o rector_n of_o all_o its_o action_n and_o motion_n i_o see_v heaven_n open_a unto_o i_o now_o let_v thou_o thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n o_o lord_n for_o my_o eye_n indeed_o have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n thou_o o_o christ_n be_v the_o resurrection_n and_o life_n how_o amiable_a be_v thy_o tabernacle_n o_o lord_n o_o christ_n my_o redeemer_n careful_o watch_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o suffer_v no_o detriment_n by_o the_o horrible_a and_o infernal_a dragon_n the_o devil_n let_v my_o soul_n be_v bind_v up_o in_o the_o bundle_n of_o life_n and_o let_v this_o my_o passage_n hence_o be_v happy_a let_v it_o be_v to_o i_o the_o way_n to_o those_o that_o live_v a_o immortal_a and_o heavenly_a life_n §_o 14._o after_o this_o he_o again_o most_o affectionate_o pray_v for_o his_o wife_n and_o child_n but_o in_o term_n argue_v such_o a_o nearness_n to_o god_n and_o holy_a familiarity_n with_o he_o as_o if_o a_o man_n have_v be_v speak_v to_o his_o friend_n and_o devolve_v a_o care_n upon_o he_o that_o he_o know_v most_o assure_o he_o will_v willing_o take_v upon_o himself_o and_o see_v to_o he_o mighty_o comfort_v himself_o with_o the_o thought_n of_o christ_n sympathy_n and_o compassion_n who_o say_v he_o will_v certain_o hear_v i_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n and_o when_o one_o exhort_v he_o to_o be_v of_o good_a hope_n for_o god_n will_v help_v he_o he_o answer_v it_o be_v right_a the_o lord_n will_v certain_o help_v i_o by_o a_o final_a deliverance_n according_a to_o that_o bless_v be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o lord_n than_o do_v i_o die_v who_o be_v my_o life_n i_o die_v in_o the_o acknowledgement_n faith_n and_o confidence_n of_o christ_n the_o mediator_n who_o be_v my_o shade_n of_o defence_n and_o my_o brother_n who_o clothe_v i_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o his_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v therefore_o be_v happy_a i_o shall_v be_v righteous_a o_o sweet_a blessedness_n sweet_a righteousness_n o_o sweet_a change_n and_o translation_n from_o sin_n to_o innocency_n from_o darkness_n into_o light_n from_o death_n to_o life_n many_o prayer_n also_o he_o put_v up_o for_o the_o church_n of_o god_n especial_o that_o the_o pure_a doctrine_n of_o the_o gospel_n may_v be_v transmit_v without_o corruption_n to_o posterity_n and_o with_o tear_n bewail_v the_o wickedness_n of_o those_o who_o by_o their_o corrupt_a notion_n be_v a_o hindrance_n to_o its_o course_n and_o once_o more_o a_o little_a before_o his_o soul_n depart_v his_o friend_n be_v about_o he_o he_o solemn_o recommend_v himself_o to_o christ_n and_o repeat_v the_o confession_n of_o his_o faith_n express_v great_a thankfulness_n to_o god_n for_o the_o reformation_n and_o for_o those_o that_o he_o have_v use_v as_o instrument_n therein_o i_o be_o now_o die_v say_v he_o and_o dismiss_v as_o that_o servant_n of_o god_n holy_a simeon_n i_o also_o be_v the_o servant_n of_o god_n and_o holy_a i_o die_v in_o the_o confession_n of_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o holy_a apostle_n and_o of_o the_o ancient_a creed_n and_o also_o adhere_v to_o the_o augustane_n confession_n i_o give_v thanks_o to_o god_n that_o of_o his_o infinite_a goodness_n he_o have_v dispel_v the_o darkness_n and_o restore_v to_o we_o the_o light_n and_o purity_n of_o his_o gospel_n at_o length_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o prayer_n and_o earnest_a breathe_n after_o god_n he_o yield_v up_o his_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n and_o bosom_n of_o his_o redeemer_n where_o he_o rest_v from_o his_o labour_n and_o his_o work_n follow_v he_o §_o 15._o another_o instance_n worthy_a of_o our_o remembrance_n and_o imitation_n i_o shall_v give_v you_o in_o mr._n matthew_n wesenbeck_n a_o eminent_a civilian_n who_o after_o he_o have_v run_v the_o course_n of_o a_o holy_a life_n from_o his_o first_o conversion_n to_o the_o fifty_o five_o year_n of_o his_o age_n depart_v this_o life_n at_o wittenburg_n in_o the_o year_n 1586._o the_o mean_n by_o which_o god_n first_o awaken_v he_o to_o seek_v after_o and_o embrace_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n be_v this_o while_o he_o be_v study_v the_o law_n at_o lovane_n it_o fall_v out_o that_o there_o be_v a_o poor_a man_n in_o the_o city_n who_o be_v blind_a make_v it_o his_o business_n to_o visit_v the_o sick_a and_o to_o instruct_v and_o comfort_v they_o as_o he_o can_v with_o text_n of_o scripture_n in_o which_o he_o be_v well_o verse_v in_o recompense_n of_o which_o pious_a office_n those_o that_o be_v well_o dispose_v will_v relieve_v his_o necessity_n with_o a_o piece_n of_o bread_n and_o cheese_n after_o some_o time_n this_o poor_a man_n be_v accuse_v of_o
own_o eye_n shall_v see_v he_o i_o shall_v behold_v his_o face_n in_o righteousness_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o his_o likeness_n when_o i_o awake_v he_o love_v i_o with_o a_o entire_a affection_n he_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_v of_o his_o mouth_n he_o have_v remove_v all_o fear_n far_o from_o i_o and_o have_v fill_v i_o with_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o believe_v he_o often_o repeat_v that_o sentence_n amor_fw-la meus_fw-la crucifixus_fw-la est_fw-la that_o be_v my_o love_n be_v crucify_a add_v o_o love_n incomprehensible_a what_o i_o conceive_v of_o he_o be_v beyond_o all_o expression_n bless_a be_v the_o lord_n who_o have_v direct_v my_o heart_n into_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o patient_a wait_a for_o christ_n §_o 22._o this_o whole_a day_n be_v spend_v in_o like_o holy_a discourse_n and_o the_o prayer_n of_o minister_n that_o come_v to_o he_o with_o the_o visit_n of_o other_o friend_n towards_o evening_n he_o find_v himself_o very_o weak_a and_o have_v two_o 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a_o severe_a judge_n but_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a he_o chief_o require_v from_o we_o a_o recumbence_n on_o his_o mercy_n he_o be_v kind_a and_o full_a of_o love_n behold_v in_o i_o a_o example_n of_o mercy_n and_o kindness_n and_o from_o thence_o gather_v confidence_n that_o he_o will_v follow_v thou_o with_o the_o same_o grace_n we_o have_v a_o alliance_n in_o heaven_n thither_o the_o lord_n take_v i_o and_o he_o will_v take_v thou_o thither_o also_o and_o so_o we_o shall_v be_v together_o with_o the_o lord_n for_o ever_o while_o thou_o be_v wait_v for_o that_o bless_a hour_n he_o will_v be_v thy_o husband_n father_n comforter_n and_o defender_n and_o final_o will_v make_v thou_o to_o experience_n the_o sovereign_a effect_n of_o his_o love_n rejoice_v therefore_o my_o dear_a love_n i_o have_v pray_v for_o thou_o thy_o faith_n shall_v not_o fail_v god_n will_v succour_v thy_o infirmity_n which_o savour_n of_o nothing_o but_o goodness_n it_o be_v that_o i_o love_v in_o the_o child_n of_o god_n that_o they_o acknowledge_v themselves_o to_o be_v imperfect_a before_o he_o god_n will_v complete_o perfect_v thou_o doubt_v not_o then_o turn_v to_o his_o son_n my_o son_n say_v he_o keep_v for_o thyself_o what_o be_v thou_o call_v upon_o god_n as_o thy_o father_n for_o he_o be_v the_o father_n of_o eternity_n let_v his_o fear_n whole_o possess_v thou_o for_o that_o be_v the_o principal_a thing_n seek_v first_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o his_o righteousness_n and_o all_o other_o thing_n shall_v be_v give_v in_o over_o and_o above_o unto_o thou_o take_v care_n of_o my_o little_a child_n see_v to_o their_o pious_a education_n and_o instruction_n in_o their_o tender_a year_n let_v they_o not_o frequent_v evil_a company_n my_o son_n i_o put_v confidence_n in_o thou_o and_o assure_v myself_o thou_o will_v observe_v my_o command_n with_o all_o thy_o power_n let_v truth_n be_v in_o thy_o heart_n equity_n and_o sincerity_n in_o all_o thy_o action_n and_o cherish_v peace_n and_o friendship_n among_o friend_n §_o 23._o then_o take_v many_o friend_n by_o the_o hand_n that_o stand_v by_o he_o he_o say_v i_o pray_v you_o love_v my_o son_n and_o then_o turn_v to_o his_o niece_n farewell_o say_v he_o my_o dear_a niece_n god_n will_v bless_v thou_o yea_o he_o have_v bless_v thou_o already_o thou_o have_v minister_v to_o thy_o afflict_a and_o sick_a parent_n and_o in_o so_o do_v thou_o have_v serve_v the_o public_a let_v my_o blessing_n remain_v upon_o thou_o i_o know_v and_o be_o sure_a that_o thou_o shall_v be_v with_o i_o in_o the_o heavenly_a paradise_n where_o god_n have_v prepare_v place_n for_o we_o before_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n be_v lay_v thou_o have_v help_v i_o and_o god_n will_v help_v thou_o fear_v not_o persevere_v with_o i_o in_o the_o close_a of_o my_o last_o hour_n then_o see_v mr._n fayan_n le_fw-fr coq_fw-la be_v you_o there_o say_v he_o my_o dear_a cousin_n the_o lord_n bless_v you_o abundant_o and_o grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o your_o life_n you_o may_v walk_v in_o his_o fear_n you_o belong_v to_o a_o honourable_a family_n which_o have_v lay_v many_o obligation_n upon_o i_o i_o pray_v you_o write_v to_o your_o honour_a mother_n a_o account_n of_o my_o happy_a departure_n and_o also_o to_o your_o brethren_n who_o i_o pray_v god_n abundant_o to_o bless_v and_o give_v they_o peace_n and_o that_o they_o may_v not_o trust_v in_o the_o perish_a good_a thing_n of_o this_o world_n as_o for_o myself_o it_o be_v long_o since_o i_o have_v turn_v from_o corruptible_a thing_n and_o adhere_v to_o those_o that_o be_v prepare_v and_o lay_v up_o in_o heaven_n every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n come_v down_o from_o the_o father_n of_o light_n with_o who_o there_o be_v no_o variableness_n nor_o shadow_n of_o turn_v my_o god_n my_o desire_n be_v to_o thou_o my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o thou_o as_o the_o parch_a ground_n when_o shall_v i_o enter_v in_o and_o present_v myself_o before_o the_o face_n of_o god_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v i_o be_o in_o thy_o bosom_n i_o be_o ready_a when_o it_o please_v thou_o my_o heart_n be_v prepare_v my_o soul_n be_v ready_a all_o delay_n seem_v long_o to_o i_o till_o christ_n come_v for_o who_o notwithstanding_o i_o wait_v without_o impatience_n you_o see_v through_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o be_o not_o tire_v i_o wait_v i_o believe_v i_o persevere_v patience_n be_v much_o better_a than_o knowledge_n though_o it_o delay_v my_o joy_n yet_o it_o set_v i_o in_o the_o way_n to_o it_o the_o sense_n of_o divine_a favour_n increase_v in_o i_o every_o moment_n my_o pain_n be_v tolerable_a but_o my_o joy_n be_v inestimable_a i_o be_o no_o more_o vex_v with_o earthly_a care_n i_o have_v now_o no_o desire_n but_o after_o heavenly_a thing_n i_o remember_v when_o any_o new_a book_n come_v out_o how_o earnest_o i_o have_v long_v after_o it_o till_o it_o come_v to_o my_o hand_n be_v always_o desirous_a of_o learn_v something_o new_a but_o now_o 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conjecture_n yea_o what_o vanity_n in_o all_o those_o thing_n that_o proceed_v from_o a_o humane_a spirit_n what_o vast_a space_n must_v a_o man_n pass_v over_o before_o he_o find_v any_o fruit_n in_o they_o but_o thy_o doctrine_n o_o my_o god_n be_v perfect_a and_o full_a of_o good_a fruit_n my_o soul_n be_v fill_v as_o with_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n i_o renounce_v all_o other_o knowledge_n and_o cleave_v to_o this_o alone_a jesus_n christ_n and_o he_o crucify_a i_o give_v thou_o thanks_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o have_v hide_v these_o thing_n from_o the_o haughty-wise_a and_o have_v reveal_v they_o to_o the_o humble_a this_o body_n be_v feeble_a but_o the_o
spirit_n be_v strong_a and_o enrich_v §_o 24._o then_o turn_v again_o to_o his_o son_n he_o say_v my_o son_n god_n bless_v thou_o more_o and_o more_o how_o great_o do_v i_o rejoice_v when_o i_o behold_v in_o thou_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n it_o be_v my_o great_a desire_n to_o see_v thou_o from_o the_o first_o day_n of_o my_o sickness_n thou_o be_v the_o young_a of_o my_o son_n and_o thou_o only_o be_v leave_v alive_a to_o i_o upon_o the_o earth_n thou_o shall_v be_v my_o benjamin_n and_o god_n will_v bless_v the_o charge_n i_o have_v commit_v to_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v present_a with_o thou_o for_o thy_o help_n therein_o the_o almighty_a god_n give_v unto_o thou_o and_o thy_o nephew_n blessing_n in_o israel_n and_o especial_o spiritual_a blessing_n for_o temporal_a blessing_n follow_v upon_o spiritual_a praise_v be_v god_n that_o have_v make_v thou_o a_o spectator_n of_o my_o last_o conflict_n it_o be_v a_o conflict_n but_o yet_o sweet_a because_o of_o the_o consolation_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o abound_v in_o i_o thou_o have_v strive_v enough_o o_o my_o soul_n rest_n in_o god_n who_o be_v thy_o saviour_n then_o hear_v the_o clock_n strike_v he_o ask_v what_o hour_n it_o be_v which_o when_o he_o know_v he_o say_v the_o time_n pass_v away_o and_o we_o pass_v away_o with_o the_o time_n howbeit_o we_o be_v confirm_v and_o strengthen_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n every_o hour_n then_o smite_v upon_o his_o breast_n he_o say_v there_o be_v joy_n within_o by_o the_o habitation_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n in_o i_o o_o good_a god_n who_o be_o i_o that_o thou_o shall_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v and_o dwell_v under_o my_o poor_a roof_n so_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v dwell_v in_o i_o to_o the_o end_n and_o therefore_o i_o have_v cause_n of_o rejoice_v in_o earnest_n §_o 25._o thus_o be_v the_o thursday_n 6._o friday_n jan._n 6._o night_n pass_v over_o the_o poor_a sick_a man_n be_v weary_v and_o exceed_v thirsty_a yet_o dare_v not_o drink_v he_o seem_v to_o be_v breathe_v out_o his_o soul_n every_o moment_n and_o pant_v for_o deliverance_n but_o the_o end_n of_o his_o conflict_n be_v not_o yet_o come_v there_o remain_v still_o above_o twenty_o four_o hour_n to_o be_v undergo_v and_o those_o very_a sharp_a his_o son_n have_v betake_v himself_o to_o some_o rest_n in_o the_o morning_n and_o after_o a_o while_n come_v into_o the_o chamber_n again_o his_o father_n say_v to_o he_o a_o good_a day_n to_o you_o son_n i_o be_o glad_a you_o have_v take_v some_o rest_n help_v i_o a_o little_a which_o be_v do_v he_o add_v my_o son_n this_o duty_n will_v be_v please_v to_o god_n i_o shall_v have_v reckon_v myself_o happy_a if_o in_o any_o thing_n i_o can_v have_v help_v my_o father_n he_o be_v a_o good_a and_o a_o pious_a man_n i_o have_v also_o a_o holy_a mother_n which_o deserve_v very_o well_o of_o the_o whole_a family_n there_o be_v in_o she_o a_o holy_a ambition_n and_o ardent_a charity_n my_o son_n how_o do_v i_o rejoice_v to_o see_v thou_o i_o have_v yet_o many_o thing_n to_o say_v to_o thou_o remember_v that_o thou_o speak_v to_o the_o illustrious_a princess_n dowager_n and_o tell_v they_o that_o i_o die_v devote_v to_o they_o in_o all_o dutiful_a affection_n and_o that_o i_o recommend_v unto_o they_o the_o utmost_a i_o can_v the_o institution_n of_o the_o illustrious_a college_n in_o this_o town_n which_o be_v indeed_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o house_n of_o orange_n and_o of_o his_o memory_n who_o found_v it_o unto_o who_o in_o my_o own_o particular_a i_o be_o lay_v under_o very_o great_a obligation_n that_o great_a prince_n who_o first_o call_v i_o to_o his_o service_n in_o his_o house_n heap_v his_o benefit_n upon_o i_o and_o without_o vanity_n i_o speak_v it_o honour_v i_o with_o his_o friendship_n of_o which_o he_o can_v give_v no_o great_a testimony_n than_o by_o commit_v to_o i_o the_o first_o education_n of_o his_o only_a son_n who_o indeed_o be_v snatch_v away_o from_o we_o in_o the_o flower_n of_o his_o age_n when_o both_o his_o father_n house_n and_o the_o commonwealth_n have_v most_o need_n of_o he_o true_o he_o be_v a_o prince_n adorn_v with_o many_o gift_n and_o dispose_v to_o receive_v good_a thing_n and_o to_o piety_n i_o believe_v that_o god_n be_v merciful_a to_o he_o and_o that_o his_o goodness_n be_v not_o whole_o withdraw_v from_o this_o noble_a house_n to_o which_o he_o have_v raise_v up_o a_o son_n that_o may_v supply_v his_o father_n place_n the_o almighty_a god_n bless_v and_o preserve_v that_o branch_n and_o bless_v his_o education_n and_o make_v he_o to_o grow_v in_o age_n and_o in_o gift_n and_o grace_n that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o instrument_n of_o promote_a his_o glory_n and_o a_o instance_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o favour_n i_o beseech_v he_o also_o to_o bless_v the_o princess_n his_o mother_n and_o grandmother_n that_o their_o concord_n may_v turn_v to_o the_o good_a of_o the_o child_n and_o of_o the_o state_n the_o lord_n guide_v they_o in_o all_o thing_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o his_o fear_n strengthen_v they_o in_o the_o faith_n and_o encourage_v they_o unto_o every_o good_a work_n i_o hope_v they_o will_v keep_v in_o mind_n my_o service_n and_o zealous_a affection_n for_o the_o good_a of_o their_o noble_a family_n but_o if_o not_o my_o trust_n be_v in_o god_n §_o 26._o after_o half_a a_o hour_n silence_n or_o thereabouts_o he_o thus_o continue_v his_o discourse_n hear_v the_o prayer_n which_o thy_o servant_n offer_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n for_o that_o child_n let_v he_o be_v bless_v and_o sanctify_v from_o his_o tender_a year_n that_o the_o corruption_n of_o the_o age._n may_v not_o pervert_v he_o let_v he_o live_v before_o thou_o let_v integrity_n and_o righteousness_n preserve_v he_o he_o also_o pray_v for_o the_o lady_n electress_n of_o brandenburg_n and_o her_o sister_n that_o god_n will_v adorn_v they_o with_o all_o christian_a and_o moral_a virtue_n and_o bâ—_n with_o they_o to_o the_o end_n of_o theiâ—_n live_v but_o now_o his_o oppression_n be_v so_o much_o increase_v that_o we_o can_v not_o take_v the_o texture_n of_o his_o meditation_n only_o by_o his_o countenance_n and_o gesture_n we_o may_v see_v that_o he_o pray_v continual_o and_o sometime_o he_o utter_v some_o word_n whereby_o we_o understand_v that_o other_o have_v precede_v in_o his_o meditation_n aâ—_n for_o instance_n yea_o lord_n i_o believe_v thiâ—_n be_v my_o joy_n god_n will_v perfect_v his_o work_n above_o all_o â—_o have_v no_o more_o part_n in_o thosâ—_n thing_n that_o be_v do_v undeâ—_n the_o sun_n but_o i_o desire_v thâ—_n peace_n of_o the_o church_n every_o where_n then_o he_o repeat_v in_o french_a metre_n the_o 18._o verse_n of_o psal_n 51._o which_o be_v in_o english_a metre_n lord_n unto_o zion_n turn_v thy_o face_n pour_v out_o thy_o mercy_n on_o thy_o hill_n and_o on_o jerusalem_n thy_o grace_n build_v up_o the_o wall_n and_o love_v it_o still_o i_o be_o of_o that_o zion_n have_v pity_n on_o i_o and_o deal_v gracious_o with_o i_o i_o be_o suffocate_v i_o can_v hardly_o breathe_v the_o lord_n bring_v i_o down_o but_o he_o call_v my_o spirit_n to_o himself_o the_o great_a thing_n by_o far_o be_v i_o have_v no_o doubt_n of_o my_o salvation_n the_o lord_n uphold_v i_o miraculous_o to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v edify_v other_o by_o my_o example_n in_o this_o last_o close_a of_o my_o life_n i_o be_o well_o please_v o_o my_o god_n far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v murmur_v how_o small_a be_v these_o pain_n in_o comparison_n of_o that_o grace_n through_o which_o i_o bear_v with_o a_o quiet_a mind_n whatsoever_o it_o please_v god_n to_o lay_v upon_o i_o thou_o allaye_v these_o short_a bitterness_n with_o inexpressible_a consolation_n thou_o speak_v unto_o my_o soul_n with_o that_o sweet_a voice_n which_o â—_o understand_v because_o i_o be_o of_o thy_o sheep_n my_o sheep_n say_v the_o chief_a shepherd_n hear_v my_o voice_n i_o know_v they_o and_o they_o follow_v i_o to_o this_o purpose_n he_o begin_v to_o recite_v the_o 23_o psalm_n in_o hebrew_n the_o lorâ—_n be_v my_o shepherd_n i_o shall_v not_o want_v and_o desire_v one_o that_o stand_v by_o to_o rehearse_v the_o rest_n of_o the_o psalm_n and_o the_o last_o clause_n he_o pronounce_v himself_o from_o the_o original_a viz_o i_o shall_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o ever_o and_o when_o he_o see_v many_o attend_v he_o he_o say_v you_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o wonder_v i_o be_o able_a to_o do_v nothing_o of_o myself_o the_o lord_n work_v all_o in_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v humble_v this_o be_v the_o school_n of_o humility_n look_v upon_o i_o
will_v rather_o open_v my_o sin_n before_o he_o in_o a_o most_o humble_a confession_n of_o it_o and_o pray_v that_o he_o will_v increase_v in_o i_o the_o grace_n of_o true_a repentance_n yea_o let_v he_o wear_v out_o this_o body_n with_o sorrow_n it_o matter_n not_o so_o he_o give_v to_o i_o a_o break_a and_o a_o contrite_a heart_n which_o be_v a_o sacrifice_n acceptable_a to_o himself_o as_o for_o my_o part_n i_o do_v most_o willing_o offer_v up_o myself_o accept_v o_o lord_n this_o imperfect_a sacrifice_n and_o supply_v the_o defect_n thereof_o by_o the_o perfect_a righteousness_n of_o that_o great_a high_a priest_n who_o through_o the_o eternal_a spirit_n offer_v himself_o unto_o god_n without_o spot_n let_v i_o be_v accept_v as_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n holy_a and_o well-pleasing_a unto_o god_n which_o be_v our_o reasonable_a service_n crucify_v o_o lord_n this_o old_a man_n that_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n may_v be_v utter_o destroy_v and_o i_o may_v rise_v again_o unto_o a_o new_a life_n the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n buâ—_n ult_n rom._n 6._o ult_n the_o gift_n of_o god_n be_v eternal_a life_n by_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n then_o repeat_v the_o word_n gift_n he_o add_v it_o be_v mere_a grace_n not_o of_o work_n but_o of_o he_o that_o call_v who_o shall_v laâ—_n 33._o rom._n 8._o 33._o any_o thing_n to_o the_o charge_n of_o god_n elect_v it_o be_v god_n that_o justifi_v who_o be_v he_o that_o condemn_v iâ—_n be_v christ_n that_o die_v yea_o ratheâ—_n that_o be_v rise_v again_o who_o be_v eveâ—_n at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n whâ—_n also_o make_v intercession_n for_o we_o then_o after_o a_o little_a interruption_n of_o his_o discourse_n by_o a_o shorâ—_n sleep_n he_o thus_o proceed_v i_o be_o god_n and_o he_o wilâ—_n save_o i_o he_o have_v honoureâ—_n i_o with_o a_o holy_a call_v and_o have_v not_o suffer_v his_o gifâ—_n to_o be_v altogether_o useless_a in_o i_o as_o to_o the_o edification_n of_o hiâ—_n church_n as_o to_o myself_o i_o can_v most_o true_o affirm_v that_o i_o have_v not_o serve_v he_o for_o filthy_a lucre_n but_o with_o a_o sincere_a heart_n and_o that_o i_o be_v myself_o first_o persuade_v of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o experience_v the_o efficacy_n thereof_o before_o i_o preach_v it_o to_o other_o i_o taste_v the_o good_a word_n of_o god_n which_o by_o its_o power_n pierce_v even_o to_o the_o divide_v asunder_o of_o soul_n and_o spirit_n and_o be_v a_o discerner_n of_o the_o thought_n and_o intent_n of_o the_o heart_n thou_o have_v know_v my_o heart_n o_o eternal_a god_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a of_o the_o gospel_n of_o christ_n but_o have_v esteem_v it_o my_o only_a honour_n to_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o have_v delight_v myself_o in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o obey_v thy_o will_n such_o be_v thy_o goodness_n unto_o i_o i_o true_o and_o humble_o acknowledge_v that_o whatsoever_o good_a be_v in_o i_o flow_v from_o thy_o grace_n buâ—_n my_o defect_n ought_v to_o be_v ascribe_v to_o my_o inbred_a corruption_n alas_o i_o acknowledge_v this_o with_o humble_a and_o serious_a repentance_n how_o oft_o hauâ—_n i_o sin_v in_o so_o holy_a a_o charge_n not_o only_o by_o omit_v manâ—_n thing_n which_o i_o ought_v to_o hauâ—_n do_v but_o also_o by_o do_v many_o thing_n amiss_o how_o of_o have_v i_o offend_v through_o negligence_n and_o slackness_n long_o since_o have_v i_o be_v cast_v off_o werâ—_n it_o not_o that_o i_o have_v to_o do_v witâ—_n so_o good_a a_o lord_n who_o hatâ—_n bear_v with_o i_o and_o have_v beeâ—_n so_o gracious_a to_o i_o as_o noâ—_n to_o exact_v a_o severe_a account_n oâ—_n my_o word_n and_o work_n alas_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n enter_v noâ—_n into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n for_o in_o thy_o sight_n shall_v no_o man_n live_v be_v justify_v let_v i_o be_v find_v not_o have_v my_o own_o righteousness_n but_o the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o which_o i_o beg_v thy_o favour_n pardon_v o_o my_o god_n pardon_v the_o iniquity_n of_o thy_o servant_n who_o be_v devote_v to_o thy_o fear_n i_o refuse_v not_o thy_o discipline_n i_o know_v it_o be_v necessary_a only_o this_o i_o earnest_o beg_v that_o it_o may_v turn_v to_o my_o salvation_n chasten_v i_o o_o lord_n but_o in_o measure_n lest_o thou_o bring_v i_o to_o nothing_o let_v not_o my_o trial_n exceed_v my_o strength_n lest_o i_o sin_n through_o impatience_n and_o become_v a_o scandal_n to_o those_o i_o shall_v edify_v o_o let_v i_o never_o break_v out_o into_o a_o murmur_a complaint_n o_o how_o light_n be_v this_o chastisement_n if_o compare_v with_o my_o fault_n what_o be_v these_o temporal_a pain_n in_o comparison_n with_o those_o eternal_a torment_n from_o which_o i_o be_o redeem_v by_o he_o that_o pour_v out_o hiâ—_n soul_n upon_o the_o cross_n for_o i_o for_o i_o this_o be_v the_o language_n of_o faith_n which_o make_v a_o particular_a application_n of_o general_n promise_v this_o be_v a_o faithful_a say_n and_o worthy_a of_o aâ—_n 15._o 1_o tim._n 1._o 15._o acceptation_n that_o jesus_n chrisâ—_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o sauâ—_n sinner_n of_o who_o i_o be_o chief_a lord_n i_o believe_v help_v thoâ—_n my_o unbelief_n turn_v thoâ—_n i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v turn_v indeed_o seal_v all_o thy_o promise_n in_o my_o soul_n cause_v in_o the_o inmost_a of_o my_o heart_n a_o lively_a perception_n of_o those_o sweet_a wordâ—_n my_o son_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v theâ—_n with_o such_o holy_a meditation_n and_o speech_n as_o these_o be_v thâ—_n thursday_n night_n pass_v over_o §_o 7._o on_o friday_n morning_n 30._o dec._n 30._o mrs._n rivet_n his_o wife_n put_v he_o in_o mind_n of_o send_v one_o to_o the_o hague_n for_o his_o son_n by_o all_o mean_n say_v he_o that_o aught_o to_o have_v be_v do_v soon_o and_o then_o give_v order_v himself_o concern_v it_o about_o nine_o of_o the_o clock_n he_o be_v visit_v by_o renessius_n a_o doctor_n of_o divinity_n and_o pastor_n of_o a_o dutch_a church_n who_o in_o the_o latin_a tongue_n salute_v he_o after_o this_o manner_n most_o excellent_a man_n how_o do_v you_o to_o who_o he_o answer_v in_o the_o same_o language_n i_o be_o yet_o strong_a neither_o do_v my_o speech_n fail_v i_o but_o that_o passage_n in_o my_o bowel_n be_v not_o yet_o open_v and_o unless_o that_o be_v open_v i_o see_v i_o must_v make_v my_o passage_n another_o way_n even_o that_o which_o the_o eternal_a god_n have_v set_v before_o i_o from_o my_o infancy_n i_o shall_v be_v the_o most_o ungrateful_a of_o man_n if_o i_o shall_v not_o acknowledge_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n towards_o i_o who_o have_v so_o wonderful_o preserve_v i_o even_o from_o my_o cradle_n then_o rehearse_v his_o deliverance_n from_o a_o very_a dangerous_a hazard_n dangerous_a viz._n a_o fall_n whereby_o his_o life_n be_v in_o graet_fw-la hazard_n accident_n that_o befall_v he_o in_o his_o infancy_n through_o the_o negligence_n of_o the_o maid_n he_o add_v from_o that_o time_n my_o 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